#I don’t want to be here anymore!!!
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#personal#let me out!!!!#let me go!!#I want to leave this world!!!#I don’t want to be here anymore!!!
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last three seasons spn are crazy. its just dean being borderline suicidal while sam tries to fix it by basically dangling his keys at him and going : “dean look! cowboys!” “dean look! strip club!” “dean look! haunted action figure.”
Meanwhile castiel is like i see that dean is suicidal, this is clearly my fault so i will remedy this by dying.
#and then dean is fixed by jack getting him a yogurt from the fridge or some shit#dean: yeah i just dont believe theres any point living any more. sam: huh dean are you ok? that sure was a funny thing to say#dean: yeah i just dont believe theres a point to life anymore. cas: don’t worry dean. i’ll always be here. *dies*#dean:yeah i just don’t believe theres a point to living anymore. jack: bummer. want to play mario kart?#dean: sure kid why not#destiel#dean winchester#spn#sam winchester#supernatural#but seriously#i feel like we dont talk about how dean was trying to die at the slightest inconvenience in the later seasons and its like??? bestie???
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the trawlerman fandom is dying reblog if you’re a true wet soldier
#I don’t rly post art here anymore but my gf wanted me to post this so.#the trawlerman#the silt verses
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RIP to Dialga’s Dialga-themed wall clock and Dialga’s Dialga-themed Grandfather clock and Dialga-themed sundial and Dialga-themed wristwatch (fit for Dialga-sized “wrists”) and-
#kamalemonsart#pmd2#grovyle#dusknoir#celebi#I don’t. I don’t even know what we’re doing here anymore-#I wanted to exaggerate his mouth and it turned into whatever this is. ENJOY
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Is Eric muscular or a scronny scarecrow man?
Fantomestein Erik is I guess somewhere in the middle…more on the muscular side but not a beefcake by any means. Idk, he’s kinda scronny. He’s just a guy. An 8 foot tall guy.
Here’s his latest ref sheet so y’all can decide amongst yourselves.
Edit: he’s more modest now this is worse I fear
#censored as if I bothered to draw anything underneath besides his butt.#I don’t want to get in trouble on here idk what the rules are anymore#fantomestein#sketch#artsists on tumblr#frankenstein#frankenstein’s monster#the phantom of the opera#tc/Erik#asks#webcomic
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Don’t look
#trigun#vash the stampede#I decided I don’t want to work on this anymore so here GHDHDH#might keep chipping away at it later but for now I wanted to share#trigun maximum#my art#trigun fanart#ID in alt text#sorry i was awful at the alt text in this one jfksdhf descriptive language who......
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Childhood
#if you remember all of these you get a sticker#there was also this old flash game that I think was Japanese and its title translated to you are lucky#I could only find it once in a while so I don’t remember if I played it a lot but I wish I could have included it#those creatures were so stinking cute#I always fucked up the math mini game though because I can’t read it#another one I liked was this series of point and click games of a girl who lives with a bunch of ghosts? it was on gamershood.com#it doesn’t work anymore but I really liked playing it.and I really liked this point and click puzzle series that is a little obscure#I wanna draw that one next actually its so nostalgic#I’m surprised I don’t see more post talk abt eyezmaze games on here I feel like it’d be a hit#I drew a lot of inspiration from them and the funny creatures so they have a special place in my heart#i also wanted to draw elephant quest/elephant run.. actually the collection is on steam I wonder if I should get it and replay em#nostalgia#doodles#my art#myart
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Mirror of ecidyrue book 2
#I had this in my sketch log for so long but didn’t want to finish it cus I couldn’t get the scene right T_T#throws it into the wild I don’t want to work on it anymore x’)#can I even tag this as Drarry even though Harry isn’t even in here o_o hmm
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what if, hypothetically, i couldn’t take it anymore?
#being a shinazugawa brothers enjoyer is so difficult#we are all entitled to free therapy i think#like the thought of having the final arcs animated is so cool and then i remember what actually happens during those arcs#suddenly i don’t want it anymore lets just end it here :)#kny#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#鬼滅の刃#kny spoilers#demon slayer spoilers#shinazugawa sanemi#kny sanemi#sanemi#shinazugawa genya#kny genya#genya#kny swordsmith village arc#kny s3#demon slayer s3
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I know The Founders Cut, generally, is the edited scrubbed over version of genloss from Showfall in-universe (as well as a not-8-hour-long-three-stream-binge-night whenever we want to watch it again) but something that struck me as odd and I haven’t seen anyone mention yet, is this warning
It shows up right at the junction where the third act starts, where it appears the Hero is breaking free of Showfall thanks to Hetch. But here’s the thing, while a LOT less than the previous acts the audience still played a significant role in this act, even when really only given two audience interaction choices. Which makes me wonder, how real is this warning, and who is it for? Obviously the audience involved knows what happens past this point, but the audience is also implied to be an integral part of the Social Experiments, which is part of why things start to tweak out when the Founder removes them in the Founder Cut as the Generation Loss generation loses.
My first thought, was that obviously this is another bait and switch, a way to draw the audiences attention, seeing something that’s secret, something that’s not “meant for them”, which is a tactic I could see Showfall using in universe to keep people’s attention and add an air of mystery to their shows.
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Showfall is doing all their experiments and these shows with a LOT of help from their censors to show it off, displaying a fun silly show that is definitely not uber fucked up and that is 100% just slime don’t worry about it, it’s kid friendly if it’s green! And I don’t think they’d want to bet all their cards on this one experiment doing well enough to their audience to not question the sudden shift in tone that follows this warning. Which makes me wonder.
They did their test, they did their experiment, and the evidence of this last act? I think it was a one time run, they don’t want anyone seeing this, it isn’t for the audience. Act three is specifically to both test and play with their Hero, Hetch’s new lines add a level to this, never once does he call the Hero by their name, just refers to Ranboo as their Role, and he’s not exactly. Nice? About literally any of Ranboos concerns, which wouldn’t really seem conductive to making an audience trust him, especially with his monologue at the end. Ranboo has escaped before, possibly right before act 1 started, they tightened the security on his mask to be unremovably part of them, Hetch doesn’t like the Hero but they’re a fan favorite so he can’t just get rid of them.
Act three is the cumulation of Ranboo being punished for things they don’t remember, for daring to break free from Showfalls control, this is Hetch taking the Hero and essentially majorly fucking and manipulating them to take his frustration out on a fan favorite they can’t otherwise get rid of or give a smaller role like Slimecicle. which is exemplified by the fact that we now know Charlie most likely was never able to actually able to fully snap out of the control, that even in act three in panic and confusion there was at least still a part of him being influenced by Showfall.
So the first two acts are the usual show, they have their posters, they have Squiggles to introduce them, they have goofs and silliness and only a couple slip ups that’re quickly dealt with, the usual rose tinted curtains. Act three?
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#or Showfalls just bein silly goofy and pretending they’re letting us in on a secret that isn’t one and playing off the reveal of#what they’re up to as just another plot of a show and hey that isn’t real don’t worry it#but I also think Hetch is really truly throwing Ranboo around like a ragdoll for more than just audience entertainment during act three#I think it could tie in to Chronicle Zero though. if Zeros dreams are connected to what happened to Ranboo then she knows something#Showfall would have a vested interest in her. not in fact. knowing that#and maybe trying to make her not know about any it anymore in a very Showfall kinda way#I’m less versed in what’s going on with Chronicle Zero tbh but I’m tryin. I fuckin love Gen loss#robot rambles#generation loss#genloss#Ranboo#I’m doin the thing where I ramble but it’s my blog I do what I want here#and I’m having hard life stuff happen irl rn so I’m clinging to genloss because it brings me joy and the timing of the FC was super helpful#also if anyone was curious I think Hetch is a bitch but I do acknowledge the possibility of him also being controlled#and I don’t think we’ve seen the last of him#but that’s stuff for not-in-this-post lmao#I had a theory tag at some point but imma be so fr I Do Not Remember what it was
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Did some ship templates for my fav ships lol. I love them all
#midlink#love at twilight#Rusl#uli#uh#ruli#or#usl#LMAO#that’s a funny ship name#miphlink#king of the Gerudo#leonbeck#I CANT KEEP IT A SECRET ANYMORE I LOVE THEM#OK?????#yes they have a great dynamic that’s not a ship but#THEY ALSO ARE A GREAT SHIP#I’m sorry#I love them#not canon for sae tho I don’t really want ships in that au#idk#Midna and link’s sexuality boxes are blank cuz idk what they are#shoutout to uli and Rusl for being the most normal couple here
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Phoenix Tatooine day trip Goes Wrong™️ (X)
This is a little idea where Luke needs something (don’t ask me what) that he can only get on tatooine, so dinluke adventure ensues. The plan is to get there and leave ASAP, but then nostalgia hits and he needs to hit every shop and place he used to as a kid. But you know, ���college kids comes back to hometown” syndrome hits and he realizes he’s changed too much. Think of how the holiday season doesn’t feel the same anymore now that you’re an adult, same feeling. AND YES ITS ALSO DUNLUKE BECAUSE I WANT THEM TO KISS AND TALK ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS AND ALSO KISS.
Heres some extras 🫡
#and also don’t ask me how I feel being back home for winter break!!#it’s irrelevant!#also tangent about Luke’s outfit:#I wanted it to look a little Jedi but also fit into Tatooine#in the fic in my mind he ditches the cape over time the more he embraces Tatooine again but you know#he’s been Changed By The Journey so he still looks like a Jedi#ANOTHER tangent: his HAIR#I have my usual color for his hair and I change it based on where in the timeline I’m drawing him#more blond around ANH more brown around and past RotJ#drawing him with ANH color pallet and his hair doesn’t match it as nicely… pain suffering I hate him why does he hurt me so bad#HE DOESNT FIT TATOOINE ANYMORE DO YOU UNDERSTAND#okay sorry bye#certified yapper over here YEESH‼️#art#fanart#digital art#fan art#my art#star wars#star wars fanart#dinluke#sw#sw au#star wars au#luke sykwalker#din djarin
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I’m not well.. 😭
#not okay#not even close#pain#i hurt so bad#im hurtin#I wish I was born different#i hate life#I don’t want to be here anymore#I have no reason to#sad girl#sad girls club#help#I’m drowning#trans#transgender#trans pride#transisbeautiful#mtf#transgirl#girlslikeus#mtf hrt#maletofemale#transformation#girls like us#transexual#trans women#trans woman#trans community#trans people#trans positivity
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#qsmp#qsmp slime#qsmp juanaflippa#juanaflippa#qslimecicle#reblogs appreciated!!!#🎨 my art#i don’t know what this is i just felt like drawing somehting after slimes stream#pardon how messy this looks i don’t normally draw stuff like this LMAO#i’m shit at angst and idk if this counts as that but WHATEVER HERE YOU GOOOOO#TAKE THIS ART I DONT WANT IT ANYMORE INAIHDIJA
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A first rough draft of Lea’s starting Armour! This isn’t for sure his final design but these are some of my thoughts & notes on how his clan makes their armour! I read a fantastic post (I can’t find it now :[ ) on Dalish textures & clothing so I wanted to try and think more on why his armour looks the way it does. But this works for his first reference (^_^) I’m likely to redo it when l finally design his trespasser & da:tv looks
#there’s somethings I’m not sure about#e.g the mark#I want to make it more horror centric than I drew it here#also her tunic is inspired by rococo & baroque but I don’t necessarily like it anymore lol#telana pick a style challenge IMPOSSIBLE#I drew this on my iPad which usually has an entire different style than things I draw on my pc#anyway uh tags now#dragon age#art#dai#lavellan#my art#dragon age inquisition#oc: avelea#reference
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Nightmares - Scott Miller
| a/n; this isn’t technically for Moontober bc nightmares is day twenty seven and I have something different planned, but I woke up about an hour ago from a nightmare myself and this felt like the appropriate response tbh
| cw; just some angst and a little fluff, talk about nightmares, probably very self-indulgent idk what to tell you, one bed trope whoops, not super proofread as per the tags <3
| wc; 800
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You woke up suddenly, out of breath and sweaty, sitting up and trying to will yourself into thinking about anything else.
“Jesus, you alright?” There was an unfamiliar softness in his voice, probably just from being woken up by your panicked breaths, though you jumped anyway, shaky as you looked over at him, uncharacteristic worry on his face as he sat up.
“Shit sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you up. Just a bad dream.” You mumbled, words caught in the back of your throat proving difficult to come out, both exhausted from a restless sleep and energized from the pure panic and anxiety. That was always the worst part, being too scared of your own subconscious to go back to bed, involuntarily keeping yourself awake to stop yourself from drifting back into the personal hell you’d found yourself in before.
“Do you.. want to talk about it?” His voice still came out low, though the gruff from not having talked on purpose quite yet was peeking through. He wasn’t too sure how to comfort anyone at all - questioning himself more than you, you weren’t so used to it either; his words rather than his voice alone surprising you this time.
You shook your head, less responding to his question - though it sufficed, more trying to shake out the mental picture and get your brain to function correctly because it wasn’t difficult to understand nightmares but understanding why they happen didn’t seem to help much.
You had a sleep journal, you corrected them as best you could in your head after writing them down, you drank stress relieving tea and read articles and books on dream study and what it all means and it helps but it doesn’t fix the deepest, strangest anxieties that build up over time. The bizarre collection of everything you’ve thought about in the last month coming back to haunt you in a way that feels personal because it is.
Your brain knows the absolute worst combination of everything you’ve thought about or seen or heard, and if you eat too much fucking dairy or think about one specific thing for just the right amount of too much time, none of the rest of it matters anymore. And maybe you weren’t doing enough but maybe you just needed someone to tell you that it wasn’t real because hearing it from yourself so often was getting a little old and -
The tears were sudden - they usually are, soft and warm running down your face and you didn’t notice until a tear dropped down onto the hand still clutching your chest.
And then a warm hand was cautiously rubbing your back and your overly-worried coworker was trying to understand. Surprising himself again when a simply reassuring ‘you’re alright’ found its way out of his mouth, yawning quietly after and probably trying not to roll back over and fall asleep - bless him.
If it were just a few days ago you would’ve been shocked at the mere fact you were even in the same bed - a little mixup caused by none other than Javi, but sharing a room was excuse enough to get a little too comfortable for ‘professionalism’.
You gave up on the whole ‘oh I’ll just sleep on this tiny, uncomfortable chair for a few days until it’s sorted’ act days ago, diluting your dignity and climbing into bed with your similarly less than enthusiastic coworker who gave up on that shtick after the first night.
He wanted to go back to sleep - he really did, his eyes were practically closing themselves. But he surely couldn’t sleep next to someone actively crying and though he could be mean and - more accurately; a dick, he wasn’t completely emotionless. In fact he found himself scared that you were hurt or something was wrong and he had no way of fixing it when he woke up to your rushed breaths next to him. He still wasn’t sure he could really do anything, he didn’t tend to have dreams very much at all let alone bad ones.
There was no protocol to go over in his head about comforting a coworker-turned-roommate after a nightmare. He couldn’t exactly control your brain for you, though after a second thought he would if it’d help more than the apprehensive hand on your back.
Once you’d calmed yourself down enough and wiped the slowest string of tears from your cheeks you turned to look at Scott with something akin to a smile in the darkness.
Hoping that it made up for the lack of spoken gratitude that was clouded up in the panic in your head for the quiet comfort he wasn’t really looking to be thanked for anyway.
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#sleepy tumblring bc I don’t want to sleep anymore </3#apologies for the lack of party posts my brain has been complete MUSH but here’s this lmao#I need his big hand rubbing my back rn </3 scott miller come home#SADtober apparently#scottober#🌑 blurbs#soft scott soft scott#scott girl autumn#scott thoughts#scott miller#twisters#scott twisters#scott miller x reader
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