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November 23rd, 2021.
#it was my boyfriend (at the time - ex now) /roommates birthday!#so we were celebrating 😌#I made drinks#I got all dolled up 🥰🥰#a few days before that I made A BUNCH of cookies#(not just for him but I made a batch or two for him)#he loves Andes mints so I made double chocolate chip Andes cookies for him 💖#and then I made a fort#and we smoked a bunch hahaha#I don’t remember much tbh#but I do know I went HARD for him for his birthday#mainly cause I couldn’t afford to get much#but also cause I love doing something special for loved ones#I can’t WAIT until i can celebrate the loml birthday#ahhhhhhh#one day 🥺🤞#thanks for the ask lovely 😌#send me a date and i’ll post a pic i took that day 💖#ask#me#rosicheeks
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just finished malevolent relisten. needless to say the obsession has been rekindled tenfold its previous magnitude
#im so fucking isnane about this podcast#ok notable reactions:#john.. Oh my god. It’s so insane to go back and hear how much he’s changed in the way he talks and reasons and treats arthur#i love you john doe malevolent#fav trans allegory ever!!!!!#definitely relate to him a normal amount (liar voice)#and then. S2. I really need to make that animatic with lonesome dreams#godddd i forgot how painful the ep18 divorce was#and then!!!! the canna mentions helping noel escape!!! completely forgot about that part#s3. oh my god. absolute fav season. soooo many crazy moments.#like coda??? “You want him back.” “I want him safe.” You want him baaack.” “I want him back”#KAYNE I FUCKING HATE THAT RAT BASTARD.NEED TO BASH HIS HEAD IN WITH A ROCK BUT HES A FREAK AND HED ENJOY IT SO I CANT#piece od shit#and then 23/24??????? arthur’s happy cry-laugh???? dead#part 25. “I killed myself. For a voice in my head. Do you know how mad that sounds?” what if IIII killed myself#26. god. Then 27. And 28. Literally my fav season ever#followed closely by s4#ohhhh my god i forgot how hot the butcher is like genuinely#i completely forgot prelude somehow???? giggling kicking my feet twirling my hair the whole time#i need to be this homicidal gay irishman hes so hot oh my god#the 29 divorce. with the movie lmaoo#i need to draw them going on a night out and seeing a movie and getting dinner and drinks and dancing and (gets shot)#gooddddd i remember listening to 31 for the first time and being so fucking confused#PART 33. HIT ME RIGHT IN THE EMOTIONS. OH MY GOD. BELLA SALTZMAN I COULD’VE TREATED YOU SO MUCH BETTER#34….. i can’t speak about 34 without barking and howling like a rabid dog#dog. Is that a butcher refere(gets shot for the third time)#NOELLLLLL MY DARLING WIFE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH#this has just inspired me to keep writing hofth with ella tbh#lowkey don’t even get the obsession with oscar tho i can’t be talking#to each their own or whatever
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“Class, today we’re going to repot the baby mandrakes because they’re getting a bit too big for their current homes! Aren’t they cute?”
#I loved drawing her 🥹🥹 hope I captured her personality in this!!#tbh I haven’t played the game since like January or December 😅#also I’m going to be honest with you guys#at first Eloise Did Not like her (not my opinion ofc I always did!!)#but Eloise just wanted to fly under the radar and she hates people paying attention to her#and Professor Garlick embarrassed her soooo much by calling her the newest rose in her garden😭😭😭😭#and Eloise and Lenora are also Enemies (sorry Lenora) because Eloise didn’t tell her what to do with the mirror thing#she thought that a few little hints would be good bc isn’t it better to figure things out yourself???#I laughed so much every time Eloise walked past Lenora afterwords she is sooooooooooo salty#anyways that is my professor Garlick - Lenora - Eloise saga🙏🙏#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#Professor garlick#mirabel garlick#also I am so sorry I just realized the paper I drew this on was ruined 😭😭😭😭#this is the cheapest notebook money (or lack of it) can buy and normally I remember to put some papers under every page I draw on#so the pencil strokes don’t transfer#oh well#well you guys got a little novel of hashtags on this beautiful Saturday😙
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an old copy of Alice in Wonderland I found at the antique store; illustrations are from 1916 by Milo Winter 🐇🃏
#alice in wonderland#white rabbit#march hare#mad hatter#mad tea party#bunny#the white rabbit is so cute here and I love the dress Alice wears#I don’t remember how much it cost but tbh regretting not buying it now#I’ll have to go back when I can and see what edition it is if it’s actually from the 1910’s or 20’s and not bonkers expensive I want it
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had a dream last night this blog got hacked and whoever it was kept making posts apologizing for all sorts of drama on salt blogs, implying I did All the drama. people got SO mad at me that I had to move to alabama and hide in a rural country farm. when I finally checked back on this blog a while later, it had turned into an account that drew dragons as fish to atone for my crimes (while still claiming they were me)
#should become a fish blog. tbh#it was a strangely vivid dream I remember reading callout posts and shit#see I don’t read drama blogs that much anymore. so in my dream I was just out of the loop as I am now#so the hacker was apologizing for things I had no idea even existed and had absolutely no part of. and people were just like#yeah that makes sense.#and were saying that A from earth and B from light and C from etc were just coverups for my name#I respect the dedication honestly#anyways I had a good later half of my dream. Alabama was surprisingly nice (I have never been there irl)#rambles#I have so many dreams about FR it’s insane. it’s like the tetris effect or whatever#some of my dreams are just hatching eggs lmao
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Treats for L
#hehe redraws and revamps!#if you recognize these images shhhh no you dont! you don’t remember when they used to look worse shhhhh#anyway!#lawlight#light yagami#death note#my art#I will never stop doing the concept of ‘things for L’ and then its a sweet treat and Light#hehe one and the same tho tbh#you guys have no CLUE how much better Light looks here than in the original. Fussing with old pieces always pays off 100% of the time#(that is untrue. I’m just ill can’t can’t deal with any public art not being to MY insane standards)#You guys think L ever puts frosting on Light’s dick?#I think it probably happened once and Light hated it :)
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I’ve been kinda thinking this for a while because I know the dpxdc fandom likes thin as a bean and shouldn’t be capable of lifting Superman so easily, buff as a Viking, and as small but so much curves like his mom, Danny Fenton/Phantom.
And I love them all. For various reasons.
But I just thought about something really hard for a second.
Danny died at 14.
He died being small, and young. He became ecto-contaminated in a way so much more different from Vlad who had been blasted in the face by the smallest portion of ecto-portal that infected and corrupted into his skin.
This is in comparison to Danny who literally had a dimension rip open on top and inside of him.
To me, Vlad basically got the equivalent of a mini bomb exploding in his face and came out of it with severe third degree burns that translated into Ghost Acne.
And then we look at it again from their Ghost’s.
Danny’s ghost is that of a 14 year old boy who died in a cold portal in his parents basement.
Vlad who got blasted in college, was a twig and yet his ghost form is buff and aged just like his aged human body.
If he ‘died’ when he got hit by the mini-portal than his ghost would mimic the form he died in.
But he isn’t.
Instead we get Two different spectrums of a ghostly appearance for two halfa’s.
Ghosts who are meant to form as how they had been during the time of their death. Ghosts who will always be at their core the person they died as, the identity of those last seconds before death took them.
That’s the point of ghosts.
The only time it changes is if there are external third factors.
Such as Aragon’s Necklace. Or being able to use something of the living to ‘change shape’ as the Lunch Lady, or stretch yourself into a giant like Walker, and the greatest exception being Amorpho who HAS no identity to begin with. More than likely a thought that was made but never given anything further, and thus his jealousy with identity. Either that or he died never making a solid identity that could carry on into death, thus making him faceless because he didn’t even know who he truly was at that time of death.
Even Spectra is different! She’s more of a poltergeist-demon than an actual Ghost from the way she does things and even from how she looks in ghost form.
So with that, who is actually Human-Ghost and who just happens to be Ghost adjacent enough to get powers?
Danny is a real Halfa and Vlad is just mimicking one.
Now for the Dan, evil-phantom, of the fandom.
Dan is just BUFF.
He’s an adult. He GREW.
But it wasn’t due to Danny.
It was due to whatever he took from Vlad/Plasmius.
To me, Plasmius was just the ecto that resided in Vlad. All that anger and resentment that gave birth to itself from Vlad’s own anger at what he went through with the mini-portal. It was ecto that was residing in him, ecto from the Infinite Realms itself that was made INTO an idea and then given form.
Ecto that lived, Venom-style, in Vlad.
An idea that grew up with Vlad BECAUSE Vlad was growing up himself. He wasn’t thinking of himself as that scrawny college student anymore. He was becoming an adult so of course the ecto would mimic that idea of Vlad and make Plasmius older too.
Plasmius was a fairy tale that Vlad made up, and that’s why Dan was able to rip that part out of Vlad like it was it’s own true ghost. But it wasn’t, and so it collapsed without its person to control it. At least until Dan dove into the ecto and took the ideas that were there and intertwined himself with it.
Those YEARS of ideas isn’t so easily brushed away either, and even less so when Danny and Vlad had believed that Plasmius was Vlad’s ghost, a halfa just like Danny. So of course Dan would believe in the idea that he took/ate Vlad’s ghost. And that idea would spread because ecto is just another form of power and vitality. So of course that ecto should change Dan.
And then it did.
It changed his colors first and then eventually his physical form.
Thus we have Buff older Dan.
Now back to Danny.
With all that, this means that Phantom is never going to age.
Because Danny did die that day. He died, and only came back because the dimensional rip of ecto from the Infinite Realms tied his ghost neatly into his human body. The human body that just died.
He isn’t alive, his ghost that is tied to the body is simply puppeteering it. And as the Infinite Realms is literally all of time and space throughout every single multiverse in existence, it’s not too far of a shot to say that it could snatch that very moment, that heartbeat Danny craves restlessly, the heartbeat just before he truly died entirely.
Danny is a moment in time.
So his ghost will never age. And neither will his body.
Basically, Danny is forever an eternal 14 year old twig and he will be so very mad about it.
#dpxdc#dcxdp#danny phantom#danny fenton#thoughts on Danny and his death#vlad#vlad plasmius#twig Danny#buff Danny#curvy Danny#eternally 14 year old Danny#Dan#tbh don’t remember much of when I first watched Danny Phantom#but I’ve been rewatching it#and also reading ao3#and then had a thought that wouldn’t leave#especially when I kept looking between Vlad and Danny#and trying to figure out how the HELL did Danny’s GHOST get buff and old#it’s a GHOST#HE DIED AT FOURTEEN it isn’t gonna suddenly shapeshifter to be an adult because he felt like it#even more so since it was heavily implied that Dan KILLED his human half#so I had to figure this out
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Fleki x Marcille
I dub thee flekille Fourth entry of my “Dunmeshi rarepairs I will birth with my own hands if I have to” series. This one goes really well alongside laicion
Hear me out… Probably one of my most crackpair simply because they never really interact in canon, but it snowballed from me thinking about laicion so many months ago and I genuinely enjoy them a lot on their own now too.
Overview of the appeal: Silly prep girl that tries to not be silly x silly troublemaker that is silly on purpose. Could have been cellmates in another life 😍 /j It’s chaos x order, it’s propriety x will tease you specifically to make you uncomfortable, it’s Fleki sticking around Marcille when she gets the opportunity to because she thinks she’s entertaining, it’s her dragging Marcille to a shitty club that would give anyone epileptic a seizure and Marcille being so out of her depth but finding the thrill intriguing… It’s Fleki’s YOLO attitude rubbing on Marcille a bit, encouraging her to stress less and live more, it’s Marcille looking out for Fleki and teaching her to value her health, her friends and stability in life more. It’s banter, where Fleki is bold and amused and Marcille is panicked and horrified, which as they grow to know each other becomes Fleki teasing and Marcille responds with exasperated but fond comebacks. They have big yuri manga with a bad boy girl vibes, they deserve 50k slow burn rivals to lovers fics exploring the deepest emotional lows imaginable, they deserve cute funny bantery ficlets where they try out rollerskating together and Fleki skates face first into a pole and Marcille heals her up. ALSO it’s the mage who always talks about the importance of hair and braids hers neatly x the mage who keeps her hair long but at MOST brushes it every 3 days and looks feral
We see that Fleki looooves casual physical contact which I think suits Marcille well! Since she’s also big on casual & affectionate physical touches. Oversimplifying it, I kinda see Fleki as a more chaotic and less grumpy Izutsumi, which I think pairs really well with Marcille.
Ok, so the meme + below is my romantic flekille & laicion, qpr laimar & flekion vision… Maybe romantic laimar and flekion too idfc. Fleki’s bestie Lycion and Lycion’s boyfriend Laios and Laios’ girlfriend Marcille and Marcille’s girlfriend Fleki… A bond forged by the shared experience of having a feral partner. In my timeline they start hanging out because laicion starts dating and it goes from there, like they keep showing up at the other’s place to come pick their guy up or when laicion meet up in town at an agreed location both come with their bestie so then as Laios and Lycion head off the girlies just stand there awkwardly for a sec together… And it becomes habit enough that they start talking. One time one arrives early at the other’s place to pick up their dog guy so while she waits on Laios and Lycion being done hanging out they just chat and hit it off around the kitchen table. Eventually maybe they all live together, the girls have a qpr situationship with their respective dog boy too and they all snuggle up together on the couch and life is good… I have a couple of other flekille au ideas though.
The one college au I would EAT UP FR. Anything modern for them is so fun for some reason. They could even have a like… y’know ‘that yuri manga where the prep girl thinks the emo girl’s a boy and she’s interested’ thing (googling it The guy she was interested in wasn’t a guy at all is the name), they feel like they’d have that energy… Except that instead of Fleki being dressed all cool she’s dressed in Minions merch or something. Puke colored tie dye. Marcille cringes but also smth about the cringefail allure has her enraptured (jk it’s mostly Fleki being determinedly clingy) Like come on imagine Fleki with the alpaca trampoline hand tattoo, Marcille would be so endeared. They have the vibes ever, I wanna see them hang out and with Lycion and Laios too
Marcille, seeing this disheveled absolute rascal: … I can fix her.
I made a reblog post that goes into Fleki’s drug addiction a lil for the topic of the ship just so it’s easily avoidable if it’s an uncomfortable topic to some, I don’t go into the details though, just on how it might affect their relationship
#This series is baaack I’ve procrastinated for so long but obscure pairings are so fun to ramble about when you find The Angle#Dunmeshi rarepairs#Rarepair spotlight#Flekille#Fleki#marcille donato#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#Next up are flamela pattadol and toshimari and uhh i don’t remember who else. I have so much on my plate… Keeping the Toshiro stuff#For after i make a masterpost about his family though#Dunmeshi memes#Marcille x fleki#fleki x marcille#Idk i’ll write for them one day but I def wanna draw them hanging out at the very least#Laios is probably more the shrieks and skitters one tbh… Debate#they’re just conceptually really fun sue me
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I absolutely am proud of the work you do. And I appreciate what you draw no matter what fandoms as it's wonderful. But I'm curious if you're falling interest out of Stanley Parable? I know it's a silly question. But I've seen a lot artists fall out and just wanted to check.
Even if i came from that era. I'll still support your adventures no matter what!💖
Awww glad you enjoy my art ❤️💞🥹 Your support means a lot ❤️
I wouldn’t say I lost interest in TSP, I just not actively creating content for the fandom nowadays + moved on to other things
Do you mean “fall out” as leave the fandom entirely? Then nope
I think many ppl in the fandom went through “narrator to oc” pipeline (me included 😈) and started moving away from the og game
Which is a good thing on my opinion
It frees people to create and explore without being restrained by the canon
Or some ppl just moved on to different things/fandoms, which is totally normal
It’s actually very impressive to me how an office simulator with a British guy/silly
attracted such creative fanbase, like damn 💥
Tsp is my first fandom I actively took part in (and I would say the longest from the fandoms I were in so far), so TSP will always have a place in my tiny bear heart 🐻❄️❤️
#bear answers#I still keep bragging about how I have a story for Barry#and never actually deliver on anything 😭💥#I just really doubting if I should make it and WHEN#maybe some day I will return to it as a introspection of sorts#to remember the good old days™️#but for now I don’t think it’s the best time for that#🫵maybe some day🫵 some sunny day one might say💥#tbh TSP is one of the fandoms I had the most fun being in#(Hive also 🐝 but Hive is more of a community then a fandom if it makes sense)#(silly guys in grey uniforms on a space ship :D🚀)#other fandoms are not as interactive as TSP was for me#or maybe I just don’t interact with other ppl in fandoms as much💥#anyway#you will see Barry again in my portfolio hehe
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Blue Night 231119
It’s the final episode of Blue Night before it goes off air. The hosts Okdal, who were weekly guests during Jonghyun’s stint as the host, played SHINee’s “Ode to You” going into the third part of the show.
Okdal: “We’re beginning the third part of the show by listening to SHINee’s ‘Ode to You.’ Listening [to this song] makes me think of our beloved SHINee… our beloved Jjong-D. Especially today.”
Cr. geeknim via professorjjong (kor➡️jpn➡️eng)
#231119#jonghyun#trans#my trans#tbh I don’t remember how exactly I used to format these#and I’m too lazy to check#I’m alive just very mentally I’ll#looking at tumblr literally makes me !!!! there’s so much on the fucking screen#how do u guys deal with it#blue night#it’s a small comment but anytime jjong is mentioned I eat it up#thank u so much for ur hard work Okdal!!#blue night was a beautiful space jonghyun created and I’m so happy you guys were able#to continue though on for him with your hard work of so many years#thank u for mentioning him even in tiny comments like these
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crazy to think that people my age want to have sex… and that many of them have had sex before… and that they are actively seeking out people to have sex with….. and that they talk about sex with their other sex-having friends……. couldn’t be me but y’all have fun tho! stay safe out there and stuff
#idk i just don’t think about having sex with specific people. mostly i think about it as a concept i guess#i think it could be a very positive experience with the right person/people#and if someone trusted me enough to share that level of vulnerability with them i would be beyond honored#but y’all just met 8 hours ago!#how do you already trust each other that much!!#and that’s not slutshaming or whatever i just really do not understand#like i still don’t know exactly what i am but it’s definitely some flavor of#asexual#same goes for drinking/drugs tbh#like you wanna go ingest mind altering substances in a loud environment with flashing lights and strangers?#have fun or whatever ill be Literally Anywhere Else. call if you need a dd#this thought prompted by me finding a ‘fuck marry kill: actors edition’ card game on the shelf downstairs#and asking my mom why it was there#and her replying ‘well i got it cause it looked fun and i figured you could take it to (friend)’s birthday party’#and i was like why would i want to do that?? and then i remembered#ace chats
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i had an almost meet cute with a cute guy at our local bookstore
#i was in line w my best friend to buy my sister’s fave book (mistborn)#and i looked to my left and there he was hovering with a book in hand not really in line but also kinda in line?#so i said oh sorry and gestured for him to go ahead#and then he smiled at me and said to go on#we just stood next to each other during the few minutes of me paying then him paying#bc i had to wait for a receipt#anw bestie and i beelined out of there without a second glance bc im too much of whimp to ask for his num#*wimp#i don’t even remember his face anymore atp tbh i just remember he was cute tall fair and had a deep voice lmao#see how dry my love life is tho this is action for me alr LMAOOOO#zee.chats
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GYAAHHH people are reblogging ANCIENT art of mine
#mei talks#😭💀✌️ we don’t speak of Roosterteeth here any longer but#I genuinely do miss being in the RvB community! the people there were so so kind to me#I was something like 13 or 14 and still finding my legs art wise! I grew up in the community surrounded by people who#really poured their hearts and souls into their stuff and were sooo so kind to me#the art and writing communities were super tight and I actually am still in touch with many of them#including the man the myth the legend jason weight o7 you could have saved RvB if they kept you on for s18 king#like I still remember the day saltsanford sent me like. a 4 ask long text wall screaming about my lyric comic while I was in line at ax#nearly fainted#ahh my lyric comic….I still have it up on ur channel. before my dad passed away he would always show me when it hit a new milestone in view#old art is always kind of embarsssing and tbh I think my interpretations of the characters made me well known much more than my art skill#but after high school my life kind of. fell apart in a lot of ways. dad dying was def a part of that 💀 and I think I found orv exactly at#the time I needed it. but looking back at my old RvB stuff is kind of like#a little time capsule ig. I was happier then but I’ve grown up a lot too
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You know, I feel like Kratos forgetting Calliope’s song was a wee bit harsh on the part of the writers.
I think his explanation of how he would’ve given up everything for a few moments more with his daughter, but when he met Faye, found the world worth living in again, would’ve been enough. Imo that illustrates his journey well in of itself.
To add onto that that when he found his new family, he could no longer recall Calliope’s song (played on the flute he made for her)…I dunno, it doesn’t make me think, ‘oh look at Kratos’s growth and development’ as I’m sure the writers intended. I understand the symbolism they were aiming for, but honestly it just made me sad
It’d be different if he was struggling to remember just due to the passing of time, but the fact he says he forgets it specifically after meeting Faye changes the meaning imo.
Kratos could remember his daughter’s song - presumably her favourite, that she played often, if it stuck in his memory - just because he loves her. To remember doesn’t intrinsically mean he’s haunted by it. memories of, and a love for, his Grecian family isn’t inherently negative, or something that has to be ‘let go of’ for him to progress as a character.
#like she’s his *daughter*????#I just feel he could remember the song and the message still works fine#he can reach a better place mentally. it doesn’t meant he has to give up or forget the vestiges of his Grecian family#he can still love them#their memories don’t have to be inherently a burden#and tbh i feel like it’s sometimes assumed he loves Faye and Atreus more. but like. can’t it be equal? does it have to be competitive?#all four of them are wonderful!#but anyway#in my headcannon he still remembers the song!!!#he loves that little girl so so much! I’ll die on this hill!#Kratos#god of war#he also loved Lysandra very much. as seen in the books and the game#‘No matter how many women I find. they all remind me of her’#… crying in the club rn#:(#god of war dlc#god of war ragnarok#calliope#god of war valhalla#Lysandra#god of war lysandra#god of war Ragnarök#god of war calliope
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suffered through that whole fight with the forge monster thing and then got an achievement for killing it without using the forge 😭😭😭 i wasn’t trying to make the fight harder, i just forget you can do interesting things in this game
#bg3#ash plays bg3#two of my party fully died and then in my minute of leaning back to recompose myself after the fight—#the other two promptly died. so i got a game over and had to do it again lmao#but the second try was so much easier because none of the flying things showed up for some reason?? only took like 3 turns or something#personal#also you cannot make me remember the names of any creatures in this game (or any characters tbh)#i have no idea what’s going on at any given moment. i’m following most of the story ok but beyond that i don’t have a clue#as someone who doesn’t know anything about dnd (besides maybe slightly more general ttrpg knowledge than average)—#i am just doing my best to not get overwhelmed by the sheer amount of options this game gives you in everything you do#i’ve finally stopped picking up every single piece of loot (and random props on the ground) so i deserve an award tbqfh
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hi i just saw ur req thingie AND YOU DON'T GOTTA DRAW ANYTHING BC I LOVE YOUR ART ANYWAYS but . . switzerland .. he is so beautiful (<-great. grabdma was swiss)
hopp schwiiz!
#hetalia#doodle#aph switzerland#hws switzerland#I never think about him much until I remember that my favourite singer is swiss lol#they DO NOT have the same vibe tho like AT ALL#ok aber when I think about it…..>pack deine flöte aus ich schwör ich spiel vivaldi drauf< HAHAHAHA#edelweiss vibes tbh HAHAHAHAHA#btw I’m drawing the majority of the (unpaid) requests from memory#so if the characters don’t look like the characters….sorry#ALSO THANK U ANON ily
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