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* incoherent yelling * ashfdgff dbudvhscdfcsgff!!!! YeeESSSSSSS!!!!
They look so sweet, so tender. It’s wonderful!
… Bill is for sure not getting more cuddles for a whole week when Dipper has to dry out and rewrite all those pages lmao.
*emerges from a year of inactivity for the COMMUNITY*
This is my gift for @thesapphiredragon13, based on a siren bill and researcher dipper prompt. I used the album art for “The Pool” - Stephen Sanchez as inspo, and its also cool bc I did a researcher dipper for last years secret santa! He has a harem :) It is so much fun to do these secret santas and I am grateful I was let in even tho I missed the deadline by a day or two lol. It is also the most consistent metric to measure my improvement by, and it is so much fun to give and receive art <33333
*disappears for another year*
#billdipss22#billdipss2022#screaming crying yelling#so cute#so pretty#thank you so much for this u are now my art friend#I don’t make the rules. ur art friend now.#but seriously I’m so happy that u got me as ss this year again! it’s so cool to see how your style has evolved from last years to this year#absolutely magnificent#you go you funky lil’ artist!!#billdip
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jude + he/him + twenty
art account: @fagboyfriend
music recs/indie pop uploads blog: @upforabit
i'm a trans, queer, and disabled art student, diehard indie-popper, colorfreak and amateur tboy appriciator from the east coast. i post about music and comics and art and my boyfriendddddd💖💖💖 and all my other favorite topics with frequency.
testimonals from real life jude pansyfemme friends on why i’m epic and you should follow me:
“jude is one of the sweetest people to ever grace this planet and one sexy motherfucker” - M, jude’s number one coffee shop buddy
“he’s just a little guy” - L, jude tolerator (and fan) since 2022
“you’re legally not allowed to be mean to him” - F, jude’s bestie for life maybe
“1# boyfriend. in the world. 💖” - you can probably guess this one
follow at ur own risk, i do not tag and i reblog nudity, sex jokes, discussions of kink or other things generally considered nsfw <3
putting a short faq under cut bc. i get the same questions a lot. check it before you ask about my icon or header or anything
faq:
Art blog/Commissions? @fagboyfriend is the blog. dm me and i can send you my professional portfolio site/organized portfolio/past commission work if you’re interested in commissions. closed for a little bit since im moving into college atm but still hmu if you have interest in originals ive posted or have a project you dont mind a few months waitlist on <3
How long have you been on T/How long have you been transitioning? I came out at 12 years old, started blockers at 14 and HRT later that same year, and had top surgery at 17, making me 5.5 years on t and 3 years post op, and transitioning/out for about eight years.
What’s your tagging system?/What does this tag mean? #Jude pansyfem irl is for selfies and ootds. #songposting is my now retired method for posting song links. (all new song links are now at @upforabit) #echo is the name of my boyfriend, it’s posts that remind me of him, my interactions with him, etc. (that tag is very lovey-dovey and really just for him to look through) other than that i don’t usually tag. you can expect untagged nudity and sex, at this point you have been warned twice so dont get on my ass about it 👍 my blog my rules
What show/game/comic is your icon from? its a cropped version of the album cover of the 1999 album “shake the pounce” by vancouver based twee pop band Gaze. It’s a favorite album of mine as well as just a cool little guy i like a lot
Where is your header from? a painting i did in gouache a year or two ago and thought would make a nifty header.
How do I refer to you/How do you identify? I’m a queer femme transgender man. I use he/him pronouns and masculine terms. i like many genders, i’m strictly t4t and primarily interested in men though. i enjoy femme/gnc gender presentation, but i do not identify as anything other than a binary ftm transgender person. I do not use they/them and have not at any point in recent history. referring to me as such is misgendering/degendering and will probably get you blocked like any other misgendering.
What compliments are okay? most are okay, masc or fem. so pretty, handsome, all thats good 👍 i am a taken man tho so if you flirt with me hard or dm me looking for pics or something you prob wont get much of a response.
What style are you wearing/where do you get your clothes? I originally identified as a decora boy, but i kinda do my own thing these days. I like bright color and clashing patterns and maximallism. I shop a variety of places, but a lot of my stuff is from Kei Collective and Candy Trap. All of my kandi and most of my jewlery is homemade.
What is Twee/Do you Make Music? Twee is a music genre I developed a special interest in a few years back. It's a style of indie pop that originated after the UK rise of the famous c86 compilation tape in the late eighties, and was developed with a focus on low-fidelity, diy sound combined with upbeat, bubblegum-y pop sentiments and a naive, childlike outlook. It's both cute and somewhat rough around the edges. I do not make music, and don’t hold any musical skill. I’m just a major fan.
Do you have a DNI? I haven't in a long time, due to it being pretty frequently ignored and my following count growing to the point i can't really control that anymore. I can and will block people, but i feel my opinions are made fairly clear through what I post here.
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part 1
Patrick asks Art if he got the stuff and how much to which Art replies: yea just an 8th tho and Patrick replies Dude wtf
No dude. You never told me your dealer was hot!!!
Don’t bother. Asked if she’d trade head for half. Wouldn’t budge. Strict business or whatever.
Two seconds later: Still. I’d tap that.
Art decides against telling him about the sample he got. Sticks the joint you rolled in his desk drawer. Does weed have an expiration date? he wonders. He drops by Patrick’s who asks how the deal went. If you gave him a discount for it being his first time and all.
“How much’d she charge?” Patrick wonders aloud, comparing prices in his head, secretly hoping his friend got ripped off.
It takes Art awhile to settle on a number. He still doesn’t know the price of weed. “Like fifty?”
“For an eighth?” Patrick laughs at this like okay this chick is insane and Art realizes he said the wrong thing.
“She said it was the good stuff.” Art shrugs, trying to play it off.
“Whatever man, but you need to learn how to negotiate… So we gonna smoke this shit or what?”
Art begins to make appearances more frequently. But he has to be calculated with how he goes about this. Doesn’t want to seem desperate, hooked on fucking weed. How pathetic. He has to pace himself. At first his visits are periodic. Comes by a few times a month for his regular pick up. But he can’t get enough. Sporadic turns into every other week and every other week turns into Friday nights after his games or if not a tournament, practice. He’s at your door with takeout in hand. Something different every time; he keeps you on your feet and you like the surprise. Tacos, Thai, Lo Mien. Indian when he wins his matches.
You don’t smoke with him at first when he asks, though; you have a rule about smoking up with clients.
“Oh,” he says, feeling defeated. Disappointed that’s how you think of him.
“You still want that eighth?” you ask.
“Um, no. Actually I think I’m gonna go.”
“Art,” you say and the sound of your voice calling his name has him frozen in place. His hand is still on the knob for a moment before it drops, falls by his side. He wipes it on his pants, a habit he has. "Don't do this."
"What? Change my mind?"
"No--"
"You're not trying to peer pressure me, are you?" You wonder if Art's being serious right now. If he's using your methodology of paying tuition and groceries against you. It's your turn to freeze.
"Fine then. Leave. But just so you know I wasn't the one hitting up strangers for weed." You're calm when you say this, only making it harder for Art to reach for the door once more.
Of course, he comes crawling back. Ends up blowing up your phone.
Art: Hey
Art: I'm sorry for what i said the other day. I wasn't thinking. Obviously. It just hurt when u called me a customer. Which i guess i technically am. I dont kno.
Art: I think ur really cool
Art: I guess i just wanted to smoke with someone other than patrick
Art: Did i mention i think ur really cool
You roll your eyes at the thread of messages, how they still come in and your phone can't stop vibrating; you're not finished reading but it keeps pinging. Still, you're smiling. Can't help but read his texts over and over again before responding and you feel a heat on your cheeks when you haven't even lit up.
You text him the same thing when he always texts you after one of his games: My place 9?
"You think I'm cool, huh?" You nudge Art, sitting next to you on the couch. His legs are crossed, facing yours.
Art blushes at the question, the pressure you put him under. Finally musters up the courage to say, “yeah. Really cool.” Then leans in, does that thing that guys do where they grab your jaw, almost caresses it, then brings you in to kiss your lips. It’s soft. Gentle. Thinks he might hurt you if he’s not careful. And he doesn’t linger long but you can taste his chapstick. Mint. You miss him already when his lips leave yours and your tongue sweeps over where flesh once was, itching for another taste.
He sees this. Locks his lips on yours again. Instinct. It's just as quick and sweet as the first one. You feel him grin when his mouth meshes with yours and the sensation of his smile pressing into your cheeks gets you all giddy-like.
“So does that mean you’ll smoke with me?” His smile doesn’t leave when you pull away. And you see his eyebrows are raised while his eyes are blue and bright. A dash of hope shimmers in them and you can see your reflection in them.
“Yeah,” you say, hushed, almost a whisper as if you can’t bring yourself to say it out loud. You’re breaking your rules for him, is what Art’s thinking. And you tell yourself it’s just a one time exception but when he comes over next Friday you find yourself rolling a joint and passing it to him in between kisses.
And now it’s your routine.
He doesn’t need to text you asking for an eighth and you don’t need to tell him what time and place. He just shows up after practice. Of course, you expect him.
“I hope I didn’t get you addicted.”
“Nah.” Art’s lean frame is already hanging on the doorway and he doesn’t come inside immediately when you welcome him in. Instead, he takes you in his arms. They feel stronger each time. Plants a big wet kiss on your lips. And he is addicted. Just not what you think.
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i swear i’ll post actual art on here sometime
i also swore i wouldn’t make 40k ocs bc i Knew they’d tend in this direction but i accidentally thought about a pairing for more the 10 seconds so they have a kid now i guess. i haven’t named her yet but meet the world’s smallest blueberry!
-She’s Guilliman and Yvraine’s. Don’t ask me how that worked. Cawl is there, draw your own conclusions.
-bc of the eldar natural birth difficulties Yvraine is like Insanely smug about having carried a kid herself. does not matter that baby is a halfling, baby can do no wrong and is also better than sliced bread and also toasters. However, the baby stays with Guilliman mostly bc mom’s adventures in the warp are not great for baby environments
-not that whatever Guilliman is up to is either but u know. they’re trying.
-when she’s little she sneaks into an ultramarine drop ship and they don’t realize she’s with them until they’re planet-side. Half the party hates being reminded Yvraine exists and want to leave her somewhere to die if not execute the xenos outright, the other half is like but she’s The Primarch’s Kid!! they compromise by teaching her the codex.
-she comes back home like [tiny baby voice] BROTHERS!!! FO THE EMPERAR!!! guilliman is like oh my god ur mother is going to kill me (yvraine does not kill him she thinks this is funny. you know those videos of babies trying to howl along with puppies? that’s what’s happening from yvraine’s perspective. except guilliman is very distressed about the whole thing which is even funnier) baby does also learn ynnead things but she can quote the codex back to front like the best of them and Will get into arguments about interpretation/intent law. She’s Very good at talking her way out of getting into trouble w the chaplains and favors unorthodox readings. she will also argue with dad when he’s being a hypocrite about a rule.
-Varro is favorite brother bc he lets her hide from the other chaplains under his desk when she doesn’t want to be studying.
-when she grows up she absolutely beefs out (finally, proof the primarch genes are in there somewhere!) and she’s essentially an eldar heavyweight bc none of the rest of them have the muscle mass. Her best friend is Boy Dorn, of tts fame, bc weird bastard non-marine primarch kids gotta stick together.
#wh40k#roboute guilliman#yvraine#varro tigurius#itehattsd#boy dorn#ocs#yeah so the only reason there aren’t a handful of necron fankids already is i have to figure out the in-universe mechanical implications#they Will be figured mark my worms. but it might be a bit gjdhshs#i actually really like guillivraine#i think they could be compelling#or at least funny#anyway sorry i promise i’ll post something serious next time#potentially#Juno Vaeyncaria Guilliman
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hi weneeya!! I made sure to read ur rules btw :3
and I was wonderingggg... maybe you could write a scenario (highschool setting) with Sugawara with the shy art kid! super fluffy✨
as an art kid myself, I like to draw people who im fond of! and since reader just have this big crush on Suga, she sketches him and presents it to him :))
I'll be waiting for the request! tysmmm✨
a cute gift w/ sugawara m.list | rules
note. hiii thank you sm for your request, the idea is so cute i love it!! always super fluffy, love that <3 feel free to request!
It would have been an euphemism to say that you loved art. It was actually your only way to express yourself. Your emotions were coming out better when it was through art. And as you had some problems yourself, you had some hyperfixations.
It would be weird to say that you had a hyperfixation on Sugawara, obviously, but you had a huge crush on your senior. The boy was one year older than you, but it was like fate always wanted you to meet him ; or maybe it was your due.
You were way too shy to even think about talking to him, but the simple sight of his handsome face and adorable smile was enough. He was your muse, you had to admit it. For the past few weeks, at least half of your drawings were him. Only sketches most of the time, things you were a bit ashamed of because it would never be as pretty as he was.
Your friends were trying to convince you to make a move towards him, but how could you? A boy like him was out of reach for someone like you, and you were well aware of it. But after some fights, they got you to talk to him.
You spoke a few times, when you were meeting in the hallways or things like this. Just enough for him to know who you were and remember your name. And the more you talked with him, the more you wanted to be with him again and again.
You couldn’t simply confess to him like this, you weren’t able to do so. You had only one solution to your problem. You had to express your feelings to him by the way you expressed yourself the best : art.
It took you a few more weeks to achieve your piece. It wasn’t the Joconde, but you were quite proud of what you did. It was one of the prettiest drawings you had ever done, but it wasn’t even half pretty as he was.
The real problem now was to gather enough strength to give it to Sugawara. The boy was currently talking with his friends from his class when you cleared your throat, quickly asking him if he could somewhere else with you. The more you waited, the worse it would be.
To your surprise, Suga didn’t hesitate for long before saying yes, following you out of the room without any more questions. This is how both of you ended up on the rooftop, you with your hands hidden behind your back.
“You needed something from me?” He asked with this usual smile of his, and you were sure you felt your heart skipping a beat. In a second, you were handing your drawing to him, looking away to be sure you would never meet his gaze.
When his eyes saw what you were offering to him, it was his own heart which stopped when he realized what it was. He stayed silent, his eyes roaming over the drawing, again and again. It was one of the most beautiful things he had ever seen, and it was him. He couldn’t believe it.
“You… You drew me?” He slowly asked, raising his eyes to you while you were clearly avoiding his eyes. You slowly nodded your head, still looking away. A smile slowly appeared on his lips, and the second after you were between his arms for a hug. He held you tight, thanking you over and over. You were trying to say something, but he didn’t give you the time.
“Please, don’t ever stop. You’re so talented, and I’d love to be your model but officially next time,” he told you with a wink, and you swore your face never burned so much before. He chuckled slightly when he saw you, leaving a simple kiss against your forehead. “I love art.”
It was going to be a difficult process for you with a boy as expressive as him, but you were ready to make all the efforts in the world for him, especially if it meant being able to draw him freely and spend more time in his company.
thank you for reading <3
#sugawara koushi#haikyuu sugawara#hq sugawara#sugawara x reader#sugawara headcanons#haikyuu#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu headcanons#hq#hq x reader#hq headcanons
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Tag game <3 @neonfretra thanking and cursing you for this tag my mind is poisomde… <3
Rules: post your first ever hockey art, your latest hockey art, and your favourite hockey art, then tag three hockey artists
NEONFRETRA you and oensible are 2 of my go-to tag targets for this exact game I’m shaking my fin and cryign…. Anyway . With 0 pressure or expectations . Here are my tags!! mwah <3
@18minutemajor - we don’t interact except when I scream in the reblogs of your posts and that one time but you inspire me to paint all the time every day <3
@kmercer - my comrade my sharpie lid my woolly jumper <3 hello…!
@chownkie - hello… please show us your hokcey art…… I think I saw some from you once but I can’t remember if it was a fever dream…. If it was and u ain’t ever make hockey art then please show us some stuff u like pleag……
if ur an artist and see this . Consider yourself tagged. Photography and other crafts count (TO ME!)
First ever hockey art is technically THIS piece . it’s tangentially hockey related because I got the phrase “enemy of silence” that one time a broadcast fired those exact words at TZ (current favourite annoying girl of all time). My friend Harry was describing his journey to try and pick up books and how the cashier wouldn’t shut up and Harry has MAD stimulation issues when people talk too much at him so he hit da bricks only to have to do it all over again because he’s . Got a store membership and it’s a sunk cost situation which has turned into a horrible timeloop . I drew a representation of it <3
Latest hockey art… well. hockey has actually brought me back to taking my craft a little more seriously + practicing it with so much more joy. every artist on here is so interesting and cool and inspiring waaaaaaaaa <3 So I’ve finally dedicated time to doing a nicely rendered and coloured piece,,, here is a bit of it ! I flirted with the idea of doing it in black and white but then I started having too much fun colour picking and getting my reps in . I hadn’t properly touched my tablet for painting in about a year prior to starting back up about . 3 months ago? and coming back to form has been a journey! But I feel myself improving every day and settling back into my old rhythms/styles. life is so sparklingsweet (<- all one word because that’s the only thing that feels right) I’ve said this before on other platforms but. No matter what is happening in your life, no matter where you are, if you are an artist and you haven’t made anything in a while…Hold on. You will make art again.
Favourite hockey art.. probably my recent pfp! I did the line art for this one in a daze while recovering from an illness ksjcjskjsdk anyway it’s my favourite because a friend/moot messaged me and called it my ��time skip” pfp and I just about died laughing. we ARE about to bring Sasuke back to the village….. on god….
1. This is me and my mullet. 2. I wear yellow/orange tinted lenses and have done so for. the past 6-7 years? 8? I’m not counting. Why? they look cool that’s why (also they help with eye strain but I chose the colour because they look cool) 3. Those are real earrings that I do own and they are that big . Gender isn’t just fake it’s a cop inside your head and you need to kill it with prejudice . 4. This will be inaccurate as of. 4 months from now when I get a moon tattoo on my neck <3 I love moons so bad <3
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[🗝️] cloverdaisies’ navigation: the garden
➵ feel free to explore the garden & stay as long as you like ! ♡
[ (* )-my personal favorites / SEARCH! [🔎] FIC LIST SO FAR….. ]
‘TOSS YOUR DIRTY SHOES IN MY WASHING MACHINE HEART’
➵ OT11 / MULTIPLE MEMBERS
nowhere to run ⊹ horror *
— if the landline rings, remember to answer the questions 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭. you don’t want to be locked in a house with a masked killer. a tbz au based on & inspired by (scream 1996).
black heart ⊹ thriller
— a mysterious trio rules the night, masked in balaclavas armed with whatever they could get their hands on… one favor can reveal a whole lot more than you expect. this is not your first visit to the black hearted universe.
… NEXT
96’ ➵ SANGYEON
insanity ⊹ angst
— “i want you to make the darkness disappear. i want to drive to crazy. my love is dangerous.”
how to build perfect humans ⊹ thriller / romance * 2.3k
— somewhere in the f u t u r e, undercover agents are trailing the government creation of microchips, inserted into the human brain to collect information in order create a generation of ai that will infiltrate and eventually eliminate all need for the last survivors of the human race. time is ticking…
… NEXT
97’ ➵ YOUNGHOON
gingerbread man ⊹˚. fluff / 0.8k
— “a late night stroll through the xmas markets with boyfriend!younghoon, carols being sung in the distance, the smell of freshly baked gingerbread men and children building snowmen nearby; the feeling of christmas.”
… NEXT
97’ ➵ HYUNJAE
hey chat! ⊹ fluff / streamer au
— two streamers get paired to win a competition between their fellow streamers! most popular man on the app, jae.mp3 ! gets paired with smaller streamer y.n.xi ! will they win? or will they not be able to work together at all? let’s see how they get on! <3
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98’ ➵ JUYEON
slow it down ⊹ thriller
— hi (your name) you’ve been invited to play RACEFORTIME! do you accept yes or no? nerve au
nearly witches ⊹ angst
christmas lights ⊹ angst / fluff / 2k+
— the city was lonely, as they say home is where the heart is. as you return to see your childhood friends for the annual christmas get together, old faces resurface unhealed wounds that you wish you could rewind
series: genesis angst / fluff / post apocalyptic au
— ‘the world was destroyed by nuclear warfare, 177 years later the only survivors were those living in a large system of underground bunkers, with food supply running short and rationing proving no longer effective. the higher council decide to send the younger generation of juveniles to the surface to test the earth’s survivability.’
… NEXT
98’ ➵ KEVIN
earth to kevin ⊹ fluff / safe place au
— the boy that lives in outerspace has to make contact with the real world eventually, this short piece documents his small amount of contact with earth. when someone with a raincloud over their world collides with someone that lives in complete disassociation from reality.
… NEXT
98’ ➵ CHANHEE
# ur such an emo! ⊹˚. angst / fluff * / 4.1k+
— “a preppy boy meets his unconventional match in one of the school’s most hated emo’s. from lab partners to cleaning buddies: the events that caused social royalty to fall in love with someone from the very bottom of the high school food chain.”
… NEXT
98’ ➵ CHANGMIN
wish you were sober ⊹ angst / suggestive.
— “nineteen but you act 25 now. real sweet but i wish you were sober.” a ji changmin very lightly suggestive? angst? based on conan gray’s wish you were sober.
art class ⊹ fluff * 5k+
—“your crush on your art professor might be affecting your grades, he was just perfect but you’re just a student. how you accidentally fell in love with art class for the wrong reasons…”
… NEXT
00’ ➵ SUNWOO
media studies ⊹ fluff / diary au
— this document contains a letter to the pretty boy who sits quietly in the back of a poorly lit media studies classroom. ☆
fantasize ⊹ suggestive
— “i fantasize about it all the time if you were mine.. ♪” there was something about your coworker that made you want him, maybe it was his cherry red lips or every charming word that slipped from them - whatever it was, you couldn’t resist. ʚїɞ
piece of string ⊹ fluff
— dear sunwoo, autumn nights are always better when they’re spent with you. please don’t hide yourself, you know you’re safe with me.
… NEXT
00’ ➵ ERIC
trouble to me ⊹ suggestive ish
— should’ve known he was a bad guy, maybe all the red flags would be a good sign? are you really gonna let eric sohn take you on a test drive?
how to survive senior year ⊹˚. fluff * 5k+
— a chaotic how to guide on surviving high school with an 𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 crush on the skater boy with the locker next to urs.
COMING SOON…
97’ ➵ JACOB
𝗈𝗈𝗉𝗌 ! 𝗇𝗈𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝖻𝖾𝖾𝗇 𝗉𝗅𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗒𝖾𝗍!
99’ ➵ HAKNYEON
𝗈𝗈𝗉𝗌 ! 𝗇𝗈𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝖻𝖾𝖾𝗇 𝗉𝗅𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗒𝖾𝗍!
‘I KNOW WHO YOU PRETEND I AM’
I KNOW.. WHO YOU PRETEND I AM’
#— clo’s masterlist🪷#tbz#the boyz#the boyz x reader#the boyz fanfic#kpop imagines#the boyz imagines#the boyz fluff#the boyz x you#the boyz au#the boyz angst#tbz fic#tbz scenarios#tbz x reader#tbz smut#tbz imagines#tbz au#tbz fluff#tbz fanfiction#the boyz scenarios#kpop x reader#kpop fluff#kpop au
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40, 22 ,33 and 5 for Jacinth and Eli
HIIII <3<3 (TY for asking :))) ur ocs and art r soso cool)
Im a yapper so this got so long LOL
5 - Who is their sire?
Jacinth
Their sire is Francis Gray, a neonate anarch brujah who stumbled on their band, bleeding out in an alleyway, after a sabbat attack at one of their gigs. He used to have a punk band in the 70’s, sticking with the scene even as the world changed and his old friends got older. He’s forever 16 😭 so sorry to him… When he embraced WSFF (trying to save them as best he could) he broke a few major rules that resulted in him owing the cam a life debt. To free himself from it he traded his fledglings to the Nosferatu primogen, and fled the city. (Francis when I get you…..)
Eli
Eli is a new guy of mineee hehe his game hasn’t started yet but im cooking. Their game is set in 1850’s London. His sire is a 9th gen ravnos who goes by the alias “Booker”. He doesn’t know much about him, at least much thats real. He met the man in a pub back in Ireland. He was a little rough around the edges but friendly and persuasive. He had a small boat and was (illegally) bringing people to the big city for a fraction of the price… It seemed like a good idea at the time 😔.. but bro was a trap door
22 - What are their thoughts on other predator types?
Jacinth
at first they weren’t enthused about eating people, and found a lot of kindred’s feeding practices to be cruel (sorry jacinth.. former vegan 😔). They tried to hold on to that belief for as long as possible, until the hunger kicked in. Sometimes bagged blood doesn’t cut it. They still try to do things their way, but understand how things work now. People gotta do what they gotta do. + their bf is an organavore… (hehe myyy bf THEE @organovore ) so they try to approach things with a much more open mind.
Eli
Eli on the other hand is a little freak. He’s in a toxic situationship with a ventrue montero and finds him fascinating. I think he’s curious about how people utilize their strengths when it comes to feeding and believes you can learn a lot about another kindred just by watching them eat.
33 - Would they like to have a ghoul if they don’t have one?
Jacinth
they can’t make a proper ghoul— but they wouldn’t even if they could. Taking away someone’s freewill is not very punk.
Eli
He’s currently in the process of making one! and would love love love to make more. “Being bloodbonded really isn’t that bad, it’s kinda great actually!” - someone who has been blood bonded for 20 something years. He’s trying hard to social climb rn, and needs all the protection he can get.
40 - Would they ever commit diablerie if given the chance?
Jacinth
They were given the chance once, on a huge stage, in front a crowd of camarilla aligned kindred— watching like it was a stage play. They said no and stand by it. Being a thin blood isn’t the curse the cam keeps telling them it is. They’re starting to think it’s a strength, and love to prove old rich people wrong. They wouldn’t want to ever give them the satisfaction.
Eli
He might, if he thought he could get away with it. Power is power, and he needs more of it to keep up with the people around him. He had a few foggy years when he was a fledgling. Maybe he already has?
WEEE TY AGAIN FOR ASKING 💕
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Hiya. Question regarding the post ab ppl DMing u for intentions that benefit only them. What did u mean by art stuff and baking? Do ppl try to be “friends” with u to commission art or something? And make requests on what u bake? That’s pretty messed up
sorry if this is a personal question
Also, now that u remind me, I was kinda curious ab ur baking. I know this isn’t a baking blog or something, but each time u bake something, could u post ur results? Sorry if that’s weird. U don’t have to do it if u don’t want to ofc. Idk why I request this, but maybe it’s because I kinda wanna do something with myself and seeing someone do it gives me motivation. Does that make sense?? Sorry if this whole thing sounds weird when I can just go to food blogs, but I just think u’r genuinely a cool guy
U could DM me to answer if u wanna which is why I’m not doing anon even tho I freakin want to so badd sorry
Tackling the bamjng real quick!! I gotta admit I totally forget to take pictures of a lot of my stuff unless it's for a client SOBS <\\3 but I'll definitely keep this in mind next time I get the energy to bake something/get an order ehehehe!! Only real reason I haven't started a baking blog yet is because I'm terrible at talking pictures 90% of the time and I already going through it running my main and this blog (/lh I know I can lighten the load and I have done so in the past)
Regarding the first part
Unfortunately I've had people try to form relationships with me with the sole intention of getting art/baking/writing out of me, which no genuine.. well intention of actually being friends/caring, they just want the thing but they don't want to go through the channels others have to.. which has unfortunately made me put the same rules I put on strangers on to my friends in regards to my art n stuff (gifts are a whole different matter, though!!)
It sucks, its happened to me dozens of times. Sometimes people will dip when they get what they wanted, other times they stick around in an attempt to get more. And I've gotten fairly good at telling when people are being genuine and when people aren't (more often than not fake folks feel/sound more like they're talking at me rather than with me, if that makes sense?)
Baking is a little less common though since its tied to irl stuff so while it does happen its extremely rare. ESPECIALLY since I've been selling stuff on the side (though I'm more lax with giving stuff to friends in terms of treats.. but that's usually saved for experimental stuff + people who refused to pay/pick up their order/cancelled)
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hey raey! ur art is so pretty, reminds me of a strawberry soda float tbh. anyways I wanted to ask what your coloring process is if you don’t mind sharing :)
OH MY GOD HI THANK YOU FOR ASKING LOVE YOU FOREVER ALSO SORRY FOR ANSWERING KIND OF LATE I DONT CHECK MY ART ACC VERY OFTEN ANYMORE
ok so (this is a lighting tutorial not a rendering tutorial btw) here's my Ten Step (not) Program For Achieving Strawberry Soda Floatness
i actually usually start with pretty normal/true to reference colors bc i often don't have incredibly intense, neon lighting. however, im gonna be using the mari piece i just finished to demo, where i wanted to pinkify the drawing from the start.
here are some of the base colors (skin, hair, shirt): as you can see even the white shirt leans into saturation/color, and they're all kept around the red/pink area.
ok so here (skipping about 15 steps) i already did the rendering using a color shifting method where instead of using multiply or directly lowering the luminosity (?) i shift the hue closer to the blue/purple category and decrease luminosity + slightly up saturation of the color. so like, on mari's skin you can see that the shadows are pink and purple rather than like. orange or something.
for the background i filled it with a lightish pink color and used the sunset gradient tool on a 30-50% opacity to establish the light source.
alright, here's where the fun begins.
i started off by using an overlay layer (later lowered to 28%, but just use whatever looks good) on the darker colors where the light would shine the brightest. this layer originally included highlights on the face and shirt as well, but i took those off bc the yellow on dark colors looks like an orange and the yellow on lighter colors looks like a fucking highlighter.
first i added a sort of reflected/second light source of this fun little pink on soft light. i did 2 layers bc 1 wasn't bright enough for me. then on the lighter areas i added white highlights. important little tip: when i pick colors for overlays i usually use yellow as the primary light source, pink as a midtones/secondary light source, and blue or purple as the shadows. however, this is not a rule, just an example:
in this drawing i have blue as the light source & red as the shadow. my tips for picking colors to overlay with: most programs/devices have an option for you to turn off the saturation. whichever color looks lightest is often best for the highlights. you can obviously change the brightness but yeah just make sure your highlights aren't darker than your shadows
apologies for the inconsistent opacities, you get the idea. so i would like to make a disclaimer here that for my hxhbb piece (left) i used only one direct lighting overlay, which was the yellow. the amount of those overlays i use per piece varies. anyways i added a lighter green as a substitute for the white highlights on the darker colors
lil bit of a secret sauce: on an overlay layer i airbrushed yellow onto roughly half of her and pink on the other side. unifies the colors + lighting and just looks cool
okay now here's how to actually strawberry soda float-ify your art (sorry lol that was just background info):
the sunset gradient map is your best friend here. you can really just fuck around with any gradient maps, doesn't really matter. now you can also change the brightness, contrast, saturation, etc. what i usually do is up the saturation & luminosity together: +50 saturation and +25-50 luminosity. experiment with blending modes and opacities and shit
when you're done, uhh, congratulations. the gradient maps are really carrying the entire thing the yellow and white lighting is just to torture myself with
#asks <3#raey draws#raey spam#art tutorial#art tips#i do not know if this is actually helpful in any degree BUT. learning to use gradient maps changed my art forever. so
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HOWDY TIFF I ADORE YOU✨🧡!!!! Please know my DMs are always open to you, I also hope you're doing well✨🧡🥺!!!! I wanted to also thank you for your sweet words on my Texiarty art, I laughed reading your tags about the monarchy you're so valid actually?? The only kingdom Jim and I care to rule is the one existing inside our home 👉🏽👈🏽
I wanted to also come ask!!!! Can you 👁️👁️ walk me through first kiss ideas between you and Ford vs you and Stan???? I'd love to hear about it, I think first kisses are so precious and know that there's so much potential regarding your ship with both brothers :3c
Sunny @tex-treasures
SUNNY WAAAAAA AND SAME TO U MY FRIEND plz know u can dm me anytime u wanna as well!!! 🥺
(and yknow what that’s perfectly valid ur kingdom is ur home and I bet it’s a lovely one at that)
HOOOOOO FIRST KISSES (slams fists on table continuously) MY JAM!!!! Ur so right the POTENTIAL!!!! the FLAVOURS!!!!! first kisses are very precious, and honestly it’s hard to figure out what wld be The First Kiss yknow? cuz u cld go so many ways…….. but here’s what i got hehhehe
Ford
we’d both be super shy abt it i just KNOW IT
ford wld try to initiate first, but chicken out at the last second. i feel like he’d overthink it and believe he’s moving too fast, so he quickly makes an excuse and leaves
he’s be up all night thinking abt how to go abt it, pouring thru any romance novels and dating guides he can get his hands on. he’d lose sleep cuz he can’t figure out when the right time is!
he thinks I don’t notice his attempts but I do, and I patiently wait at first.
eventually it gets too much to bear. like one day ford could be explaining something to me
“any questions?” “yeah i got one.” “yes?” “do you plan on kissing me ever???”
bewildered he’s like “wait you’ve been noticing my attempts this whole time?? why didn’t you do anything abt it??” “idk i wanted to see how long it took. and it’s not like i knew how to go abt it either. i never kissed before!” he chuckles at this and says “well that makes two of us. why don’t we figure it out together?”
so it happens. i close my eyes and he cups my face, stroking my cheek with his thumb. it’s subtle but I can hear his breathing, and I can tell he’s stalling a little bit. he leans it quick, and the kiss is soft and tentative.
Stan
now technically we had TWO seperate ‘first kisses’
the first time was when i arrived back in gravity falls, halfway through when stan was running the mystery shack (so were both in our mid 40s)
at this point, hes heard word of fords girlfriend so hes a little (very) nervous. would she be able to tell? would she figure it all out? how would she react? would she understand? as far as stan cld tell, i didnt pick up on anything strange over our phone calls. so far so good, right?
its almost like a big town event. a large group of townies congregate at the shack waiting for me to pull up in my car. (stan is SWEATING BULLETS cuz holy shit why are there so many people here??? geez sixer you really know how to pick em. whyd she have to be famous in this stupid town????)
so i arrive, and stan and i meet halfway from the shack and my car. its super silent. all i can do is stare at him and stan is freaking out. shit. she KNOWS im not him
i move forward grab him by the collar and dip him into a BIG ASS KISS. the townies woop and cheer, for their fave couple is back together again.
little do they know im actually just dipping him far enough that it appears were close, but were not actually kissing. classic theatre magic. the little the townies know the better. “you can relax.” i mutter “i know youre not ford. just act natural and head back to the house.”
stan is just SO CONFUSED LIKE......hwuh? huh??? wha-what?? (is she really trusting me that much already???) before he can say anything else, were already running to the shack.
the second time was more genuine. at this point we had marriage papers signed to make the relationship of ford and i more “official” to the public. the less suspicion the better.
the kids were arriving for the summer soon. stan was having doubts about being a good caretaker for them, about reactivating the portal, about getting ford back, everything was getting to him and i could tell he was tearing himself down for it
i reassured him that he has worked so fucking hard for all of this, and that if ford couldnt see that, it was his problem. that he cares so much for this family and that was one of the things that made me love him so much
“w-wait, wait, you...you love me?” “yes i love you??? how could i not after everything weve been through all these years??”
the confession shocks the both of us. years of denial and secret pining has led to all this. we both just thought we were playing along to keep up the charade, but now that we realize its all real....and that it always has been...
he immediately pulls me in for a kiss. its firm but passionate, and he was practically clinging to my shoulders. it was the culmination of our feelings, all finally being laid bare.
as if he had woken up from a dream, he stops and immediately moves away from me. were both just staring wide eyed. did we just...?
“SHIT UHH I JUST REMEMBERED THAT I HAVE TO BE IN ANOTHER PLACE GOTTA GO BYE” and he takes off
im just sitting there almost frozen, processing what just happened. welp, theres no denying it now. i cup the side of my face. “..............huh.”
#SHITTTT THIS GOT LONG LMAO#and this was sitting in my drafts for ages among other asks ;;;A;;;#i thank you for your patience my friend!!!!! the effort you put into sending me asks and stuff is deeply appreciated :''''''''')#lovely people#ford loving hours#stan loving hours
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me trying to figure out if my new irl is gay or not
#ok guys.#LISTEN .#i rlly think im onto something here maybe or maybe not#she might b gay bc we had a convo once abt dating n she was like ‘yea i don’t rlly get crushes’ in That Way u know the way#and we’re now insta mutuals and she liked a piece of art where a pride flag was in the background. just a rainbow right there#and it was an old post too like. many many moons ago#ONE OF THE OTHER POSTS SHE LIKED HAS THE TRANS AND BI FLAGS IN IT WAIT .#maybe im onto something here#she only liked three posts two of which were explicitly gay one of which had a character who i used they/them for#and also she likes me and if u like me ur gay sorry i don’t make the rules#ok now the anti evidence#her family is very christian meaning she could be very homophobic#and that’s abt it i don’t know her well enough yet to expound but i Will.#i need to stop stalking her and her friends but several of them are/look VERY gay so i have high hopes#or maybe she’s a token straight but chill?#i need to stop. i need to stop#i do this every year with the new kids but she’s like. literally my friend now it’s awesome i haven’t had friends at school since 6th grade#ok. ok im normal im a normal human being#q dicit#j if u see this no u don’t but also if u agree yes u do
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If I am the only person that makes content for this ship, then so be it
Also imma call it imax for now, but I’ll tag it as ml imax to avoid confusion
#I can’t be the only person that ships this omg#if you ship this ur my friend now I don’t make the rules#there has to be someone else that ships it#there has to be SOME content for it#raspberry jamart#art#my art#miraculous ladybug#ml imax#max kante#ivan bruel
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Astrology observations:
Today in honor of the hyyh era🥳 thank you guys for supporting my posts. I love it here.
one thing about Aquarius placements…they know everybody. I can confirm. I can assure you I know someone who knows someone who can get what you need done. They only got a few friends tho and their 3 friends are always mad confused on who all these people are. And they’re just like 😃 what u mean?? True social butterflies, the get along with everybody. I always think of Megan thee stallion and taehyung as examples. People have spoken about how Megan is friendly with everyone and it helped her career so much and Tae…that man ain’t got not shame he comes up to everyone.
Another thing I’ve noticed about air placements too…they’re gonna have fun. It doesn’t matter what’s going on, where they are, they’re gonna have a good time. “Oh we going grocery shopping?? Bet” they’re gonna have everyone laughing and enjoying that trip. Same with sag but them mfs always wanna be the funniest in the room 😑 it’s not that deep just be urself. If it’s a party Libra brings the drinks and helps everyone with their make up, Gemini tells the jokes, and Aquarius gives us a show.
A leo sun is going to be super shy n quiet until all the attention is on them lmao. I have this friend who never speaks like ever…give this boy the opportunity to tell a story
U cancer moon, rising, moon in the 1st bitches always looking like a Pixar movie baby. The cutest cheeks and eyes like they can’t hurt a fly.
Earth placements are hedonistic. They like nice things, they like luxury. They take a lot of life’s aspects seriously so whatever it is that makes them happy…They like to make good moments last very long. You already know what that means for an earth mars so I’m not even gonna type it 🙄
Libra risings will be thick. That’s it.
Fixed Venus people cant be subtle to save their life 😭😭 these mfs be so direct, when they like someone they like them and it’ll show whether intentional or not.
Cancer sun women can be the biggest gossipers omg they know everyone’s business
Every Pisces woman I’ve met has a very cute high pitched voice. They’re adorable. They will kill u if u try them.
Venus ruled suns so possessive 😭😭 they always look like they wish a bitch would try something like calm down. And this is with everything. One of my friends is a Taurus and they give the most nasty looks to anyone who bothers me😭 they’re so sweet until then…their whole demeanor changes. I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW HES MINE. NO HES MINE YOU NEED TO GIVE IT UUUUUUP
- sorry. Next.
NO HOLD ON. A mix of Virgo n Scorpio y’all are not safe either 👀 huffing n puffing over nothing
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Earth mercury singers have a lot of vocal control. They also tend to preserve their voices very well, the older they get the better and more stable they sound.
The other day I went to a restaurant with my friends. A virgo, a Taurus, a Capricorn…argued on who pays for 5 minutes straight.
I know they say u match with the sign in ur 7th but y’all…😭😭 i can’t do a Virgo romantically. Or can I?????? All the ones I’ve met are fine. I’m conflicted. Y’all are too bossy.
Capricorns and Tauruses cannot be kept away from each other u can’t convince me otherwise. They’re the perfect match.
Water placements…😃 so when are we gonna talk about them friends u give therapy to just to ditch u after. CANCER/PISCES MOONS IM LOOKING STRAIGHT AT U.
Saturn square mars so blunt 😭 quick example: Tyler, the creator. Enough said.
Leo and Aquarius will always fangirl together and it’s the cutest thing. They can discuss a performance/ piece of art/ artist for hours.
One thing about Virgo, aqua, Gemini placements…if it’s not hard to understand they don’t get it 😭😭 thing is if doesn’t challenge them they either don’t put the brain cells to work or are just lazy about it.
#Virgo#Aquarius#Gemini#Taurus#Leo#Venus#Saturn square mars#Capricorn#water placements#7th house#earth mercury#scorpio#pisces woman#cancer sun#pisces#fixed Venus#cancer moon#libra rising#air placements#hyyh
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Would you be willing to share some of your A and B headcannons? (Only if ur willing haha)
Absolutely! Was very excited to see this ask!!
(wasn’t sure if you meant individual or shipping,so I did both)
A-Specific HC’s
*I usually refer to her in a gender neutral way to respect other people’s headcanons, but I think she’s transfem
*Also has autism because I have autism (that rule basically applies to any headcanon anyone’s ever had about A ever but-)
*Tbh my headcanon for what name she would go by in different circumstances changes constantly, so let’s just say she can’t pick a name to save her life
*Can be very calm or very chaotic depending on the circumstances
*”The circumstances” being whether she needs to be the voice of reason to keep people safe/help people or not
*A acts crazily but at the same time cares very deeply about other people
*Her little quirk is drawing on absolutely everything
*Her art style is a little cartoony but the kind that uses cross-hatching
*Think the art style in the original Alice in Wonderland
*Which also happened to be her first special interest
*Would have some kind of pet reptile
*Is entertained by watching her reptile hunt the bugs she puts in it’s cage
*A’s reptile goes everywhere with her (even if it’s sometimes in places where it shouldn’t)
*For every time she changes her own name she changes her reptile’s name
*If her reptile doesn’t like you, she doesn’t like you
* Therapist Friend™️ (no explanation needed)
*Favorite texture is tightly-woven yarn (the soft kind not the hard kind)
*Least favorite texture is drying honey
*Already made a post about this but- Because she’s so caring, she took care of Matt as a baby (I headcanon he was only a couple months old when he arrived) and is now his mom
*She made those goggles he wears one day to try her hand at crafts
*Absolutely hated them, but still gave them to Matt because he thoughts they were cool
*That’s why Matt always wears them
*Her and Near both have a stim of playing with their hair, but neither one knows who picked it up from who
*Has a very beautiful singing voice
BB-Specific HC’s
*We all know this already, but he’s trans as well
*Despite that he still like some more traditionally “feminine” thing like nail polish and makeup (not saying that’s weird/bad)
*Before he was trying to copy L, his little quirk was making dolls
*He taught Near how to make those little rubbery dolls he has
*Also really likes puppets
*Had really long black hair
*Was like an older brother to Mello
*Sometimes slept under little kid Mello’s bed to scare off the monsters (then sometimes made it seem like he was fighting them to keep Mello on his toes)
*Worms his way into the weirdest crawl-spaces that nobody even knew existed
*One time one of the workers found one filled with tons of unfinished dolls
*Turns out it was his pit where he put all of his failed creations
*Eavesdrops on people all of the time
*Comes up with concerning names for his menstrual cycle such as “The Great Cleansing”
*Gives some of his creepiest dolls to people he doesn’t know that are too intimidated to turn them down
*Loves horror movies
*Once tried to make an indie film, but the tape was destroyed by Whammy’s staff, so there wouldn’t be a recording of him
*Is talented at a few instruments but doesn’t care enough to pursue any of them
*Would be the type of kid to have a jar of dirt that they store live bugs in
*Would tell other kids to stick their hands in as a prank
*Put bug eggs in the rooms of people he didn’t like
*Once tried to eat a live bug but didn’t do it again because it tasted bad
*Honestly there’s a very long list of disgusting things he’s tried to eat in the past
*Has a notebook full of weird ass short stories he wrote that don’t make any sense
*Rarely bathes
Ship HC’s
*They both do reckless shit but then get upset when the other does reckless shit
*”What the hell don’t pierce yourself you could get really hurt!” *pierced themself 3 days ago*
*A is one of the few people Beyond really cares about
*A’s crush on Beyond started when he had found her reptile after it had gotten lost and it was [expressing affection in whatever way that animal does] at him
*Tbh his first reaction was to run some kind of “experiment” on it, but he thought it was pretty so he decided not to
*After A died he took care of her reptile and cried more than he’d like to admit when it died as well
*Beyond became interested in A through him realizing that she also liked to do schemes around Whammy’s, and, after participating in some with her, realized she was pretty fun to be around
*Neither of them have a problem with PDA (to a reasonable extent), so most of the little kids think they’re really gross (think back to when you were little and saw 2 characters kiss in a movie)
*A is way taller than Beyond
*A has a lot of OC’s and Beyond turns her favorite ones into dolls
*Beyond is more like a stepdad to Matt than anything
*A is the only person he ever told about the numbers
*She believed him wholeheartedly
*Refuses to tell her her’s or Matt’s numbers because he wanted her to be able to live her life freely and happily without worrying about death all the time (like him-)
*As soon as Beyond figures out his feelings he confesses
*A tried to keep her composure, but she still starts happy-stimming
*A’s love languages-
* Giving-
1. Physical Affection
2. Words of Affirmation
* Receiving-
1. Physical Affection
2. Acts of Service
*BB’s love languages-
* Giving-
1. Acts of Service
2. Gift Giving
* Receiving-
1. Physical Affection
2. Words of Affirmation
*Beyond has a place in his room where he stores food, so A can always have access to her comfort foods
*When Beyond couldn’t sleep, he went into A’s room to watch her sleep (in a protective way but also in a creepy way because it’s Beyond)
#a death note#beyond birthday#death note#death note fandom#beyond birthday x a#death note headcanons
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✨HOW MY PLACEMENT MANIFEST INTO MY LIFE
This is the first random astrology observation based from my own chart! I might be wrong but heree we are
✨i think aspect in ascendant give a big influence in appearance. I’m a Capricorn asc but i have moon trine asc so my face look more softer and rounder, i’m an average height and look more plump, not petite and bony(?)
✨speaking of ascendant, i have chiron tightly conjuct ascendant and when i read how it will manifest in someone birthchart i almost choke my drink 💀
Chiron conjuct asc is an indicator of being bullied, especially in early life. I get bullied when i was in middle school (also, i have my chiron (rx) in 12th house so i don’t even realize the damage that it caused, it took me soo long to finally realize how those trauma affecting the way i behave and interact with people. Healing journey is hard and painful, I always try to runaway from my past and i never really tell anyone how exactly my past is, it traumatizing and scary to remember)
✨moon in taurus not necessarily have a good relationship with ur mom. In my case, she try to provide my needs but there’s no love there. In the end of the day, as a kid you need affection and love from ur parent and replacing those needs with the idea of provide you food etc is not helping.
✨i have moon in 4th house really close to 5th house, i can feel those 2 placement in my daily life.
I also have my lilith in 4th house, my family have a lot of inner problem, i feel like a black sheep and my family also traumatizing to me, but my emotion is easily affected by my home situation. It’s hard for me to stay happy or positive when everyone in my family put me into a bad vibe. (It’s getting better now but when i was younger oh damn it’s hard💀)
While my moon is in 5th house in whole sign, and all of those emotion i have is being expressed into an art. Art is almost everything to me (since taurus also ruled by venus) and i love singing! (Taurus ruled throat). My art is highly influenced by my emotion, whether it’s a song, writing, painting, etc.
✨having planet in 8th house makes you sort of act less like the sign of that planet
I’m a leo stellium (sun, mercury, mars) and for real before i know astrology deeper, i always confused and hate it if someone make an assumption about who i am based on my sun sign. I don’t know why they always put a bad things over leo it makes me annoyed to hear someone say yadi yadi yada when they don’t even know me💀 i also have a few people i know that is leo and i don’t relate to them at all. Turns out that i have my sun in 8th house, also my sun, moon and mercury is in scorpio degree. Everything is make sense now.
But i think now that i make an observation based on my own chart is literally leo behavior lmao jk
✨well about heavy scorpio influence… (8th house and a lot of pluto aspect) even when people always say that i have a baby face, they told me that i often come across as intimidating. Even when they don’t tell me, i get the vibe when someone is scared of me or afraid to make me mad (yet i still get hurt because i used to be so easy to taken advantage of lmaoooo💀)
✨lilith aspecting ascendant attract jealousy? I think so :/
i have lilith square ascendant and my relationship with woman is hella complicated my entire life. They always have something to hate about me, and one of the reason why they hate me because since i was kid, i’m getting used to get along with not only girls but also boys. When i was in middle school, it becomes a big thing that the girls start to see me as someone who try to seduce all boys when the boys just naturally come to me and be my friend, i don’t even try at all because i like to be friend with everyone regardles the gender. I start to got rumor spreading about it and i end up spend my middle-highschool year not being so close with either woman or man, i prefer being alone.
⚠️TW : Sexual topic
✨also because my lilith is in hard aspect to my ascendant, i hate man gaze. I don’t want to be seen as sexy, hot, anything around that vibe. Even just having a thought that someone staring at me in that kind of way and having sexual desire over me makes me want to throw up
✨but funny enough i also have major lilith influence in my chart, heavy leo and scorpio energy. I can say it’s not like i hate sex or something, i’m can be wild but only with someone i really have high level of trust and intimacy. I love the idea of my future s/o being obsessed over me (lmao), not some random people ew🥲
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✨sun square moon…. my mom and dad hate on each other HAHA🏃🏻
✨i don’t have any planet in scorpio but i think i got a big scorpio influence since my dad is scorpio sun and my mom is scorpio moon and mars, now here i’m the only heavy fire in my family but with big scorpio energy👹
✨IC persona chart explain a bit detail of how our childhood looks like
i have 12th house stellium including my moon in my IC Persona chart. I can say my childhood is soooo confusing and emotionally traumatizing but it’s hidden inside of me. with saturn in my 4th house, i don’t get a chance to explore my self a lot because the strict rule that given to me, so i often detach my self from reality and end up forgot a lot of things from my childhood now. I have my chiron in 11th house and friendship is wounded me. I also have pisces rising there.
Meanwhile my brother have leo moon 5th in his IC persona chart (it’s literally the opposite of me) and idk but he’s more open about his emotion and somehow got more attention and closer to my parent than me. He has 11th house stellium there and i remember he got a lot of chance to spend a time with his friend too (i can’t relate bro HAHA)
I think if you’re a blacksheep in ur family u could check your ic chart.. it sort lf give you a validation of how you feel all this time (since i can’t afford theraphy yet LMAO i still stuck with my family anyway)
✨venus in virgo get too much hate why tho💀
each people may got a different manifestation from this placement but for me personally is that i rarely fall in love (well i never officially date anyone but i do have involved in complicated situation) It takes time to build a trust and when i know that this person don’t take this relationship seriously i’ll cut them. That’s why i end up never date someone because people in my age love the idea of dating for fun. I’m now almost 4 years not having any crush and i’m completely fine. It’s better than playing around with relationship. I just kinda know what i wanted in relationship and i’m not gonna settle for less.
But i had my venus square saturn lMaO it’s makes me even harder to get into a relationship
✨my venus in 9th house makes me… :
always wanted to travel and live abroad since i was little.
wanted to learn multiply language😃 but so far english is the only language i diving into (i do try to learn korean, japanese and thai in elementary school but wellll since english is a universal language i stick with this one first)
attracted to date a foreigner instead LMAO 👹���� When i was in 4th grade, there’s a singer from my country that really into english song and speak english really well. I usually listen to the song from my country, japan, thai, chinese, and korean song but because of this singer i start to listen to the song he covers and i start to have a thing for someone that can speak english really well🤡
love to learn about higher knowlegde, philosophy, spirituality, etc. I also see relationship as a way to expand our experience too. To get better and to learn a lot of thing from life. I want someone to learn about life together.
Okay that’s all for today!🏃🏻 it’s fun to putting my thought here:D maybe i’ll do it again in the future!
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