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I was looking at which brushes are available in some of the programs that I downloaded. I'm still trying to get used to a graphics tablet or something, haha
#art#sketch?#otgw#over the garden wall#otgw beast#winter vibe#i feel it#It's outside my window so it's cold in here now huh#another nonsense#deer beast?#wendigo#?#I do not know what I drew ahah#i need a drink
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COMPUTER BUGS!
DETAILS UNDER THE CUT!!
SPOILERS FOR THE MAGNUS PROTOCOL!
this was a cool doodle for me to expand on!!! im completely distraught because im completely caught up with the magnus protocol and its driving me insane I NEED TO KNOW WHAT ITS DEAL IS. anyway i drew chester norris and augustus (jon martin and jonah magnus (im boarding on the theory that augustus is jonah instead of elias)) (also jmj error...jon martin jonah error hah ahahah ahah ah ha ha)
Edit: if you didn’t notice which if you’re a normal sane person you wouldn’tve, the ascii code overlay translates to hello Jon apologies for the deception…I forced myself to translate it manually because I didn’t do compsci gcse for nothing
i also added my sona (laikabug) in there and titled the peice computerbugs because laikabug is the best computer bug of all....also if laikabug was a computer program in magprol it wouldnt have a voice because it doesnt speak it'd just be a transparent png that watches you as you read the email
anyway enjoy i know i did
#the magnus protocol spoilers#the magnus protocol#the magnus archives#chester tmagp#norris tmagp#augustus tmagp#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#jonah magnus#elias bouchard#laikabug#tma#magpod#tmp
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So I do GOTV canvassing during major election cycles for a lot of reasons but a big one is for my own sanity—it’s an opportunity to talk to my community and see what the vibe is going into an election which is a great marker for how people feel about Life in general. So I’ve been doing that for the last few days and today I finally came across a Republican counterpart:
He was about my age but he didn’t have a clipboard or his phone out with a list of houses he was hitting like me he just seemed to be wandering aimlessly in his very bold Susan B Anthony Pro Life Foundation shirt and some flyers like he was just waiting to find someone to talk to instead of doing actual canvassing.
After passing him multiple times on this afternoon’s route he finally came up to us (my brother and me) and asked who we were with and then asked what drew us to the Ds. I said something vague about policy because I was trying to be pleasant but he insisted on knowing The One Thing that had us (me) out canvassing for the Dems and it occurred to me that he had a very Ben Shapiro-ish look on his face. He wanted to debate me. Not my brother who was standing next to me and giving him perturbed look. Me.
So I told him flat out: Abortion. And suddenly it was like a record scratch in his brain. All of the prep for the upcoming debate he wanted to have that everything about his body language was choreographing was gone. Like that one answer hadn’t occurred to him at all.
He stuttered through something like “oh that’s my issue but the other side ahah” before walking away. I was pleasant for the whole interaction but I was firm in my answer. It was weird, though. You work for a “pro life” organization but you can’t pivot when someone says they aren’t? Or was it that I actually said the word instead of dancing around it using euphemisms due to shame? I’m not ashamed. I am pro abortion.
Anyway that was the only republican canvasser I’ve seen out this whole time and he wasn’t even affiliated with the Trump campaign, or any campaign, and seemed very aimless. And I live in a former (as recently as 2016) Republican stronghold within the Philly suburbs. If the Rs want to win Pennsylvania again they needed to regain ground here. If they have, I’m not seeing it. And their ground game certainly isn’t the reason behind it.
One more thing because this shouldn’t matter but it does: this guy had at least 6 inches on me. I’m 5’2” and femme presenting. I look younger than I am especially when I’m not wearing make up like I was this afternoon. For the whole interaction he technically addressed both of us but it was clear that he was talking to me rather than my brick shithouse brother who was standing next to me. He thought I could be intimidated. He picked wrong.
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Hey ! The weapon play in your Din fic was so fucking hot, I didn’t know I would like it ahahah I think you’ve awaken something in me 😂 And I loved your Drabble with Din teaching you Mando’a 🥴 I would love if you would write another smut piece with Din !
I love me some size kink cause I’m a smol girl ahah and I really like the way you write Din !! If you’re down to write a little smut with plot it would be amazing !
AN: I hope this is what you had in mind!! Definitely lacking a little in plot but I am optimistic that the smut will make up for it <3
“Quiet,” Din’s hand came down to slap your thigh.
You hadn’t meant to get him so hot and bothered, truthfully you had been trying to calm yourself down; Tatooine was hot and dry and maybe it had made you a little delirious. Just a bit. But you couldn’t help but focus on how Din carried himself, how his broad shoulders framed the rest of his body, how big his gloved hand felt against your back as he guided you through street vendors and the various misfits that the desert planet attracted. When he gave your side a squeeze when he realized you had been silent for longer than five minutes, it went straight to your core. And with a little more staring, with a little pep in your step and swaying of your hips, with a whine of his name, Din had you in an alley, back pushed against a wall that felt like it could crumble with every one of his thrusts.
“This what you needed, pretty girl? Big cock in that little cunt?” He kept his voice low, breathing his words out as he pounded into you. He had a hand on your waist, helping you support yourself, while the other pressed firm against the wall to keep himself up.
“Y—yes!” You let out a whine. He tilted his body back, taking the sight of you in as he continued to push himself into you. Maker, you looked so small, so helpless. He told you as much, and you moaned, prompting another smack to your thigh.
“I told you to be quiet. Do what you’re told.” He drew himself out of your heat, teasing you with the head of his cock, goading you.
“I’m sor—I’m sorry,” You choked on your words. “Please, Din, I’m sorry.” You brought your voice down to a whisper.
“I know you are, mesh’la.” It was all he needed to hear, and he rammed himself back into you. Looking down, he watched you swallowing him; he could see your cunt squeezing him tight, and he could swear that seeing it was sometimes even better than feeling it—not that he would ever be able to choose.
One of your hands came up to grab the hand he had planted on the wall, distractedly attempting to entangle your fingers with his. Your fingers looked so dainty in comparison to his, so pure of all the damage his own hands had created. He lifted his hand slightly, allowing you to grab hold of him, and he gave your hand a squeeze.
“Oh!” You tried to keep your interjection quiet, but it was difficult to think of anything but the way Din was absolutely wrecking you. Your other hand flew to your lower stomach, feeling the bulge of his cock inside of you as it nudged your cervix.
“That’s it. Taking it so good.” He sped up. “Going to fill you up so good, cyar’ika. Can you take it? Keep my cum in that little pussy till I can clean you up?”
All you could do was open your mouth in a silent cry, before you felt yourself fall forward, limp, against him. You shook, vision blurred as you came for him.
The cold metal of his armor cooled your sweaty body, and you felt yourself lifting off the ground slightly as he continued his movements.
“Good girl, s—so good.” He gave you a few more thrusts before emptying himself into you. You felt the warmth of his seed deep in your stomach, and you let out a whine in thanks.
He leaned forward, pressing you between himself and the wall. He nuzzled his head into you, and you turned your face just enough to kiss the temple of his helmet.
“You’re crushing me.” You teased.
“You love it.” He spoke up after a few seconds, softening cock still inside you, his breathing going shaky every time he felt your pussy squeeze around him—the aftershock of the orgasm he had just drawn from you. “I think we should get back to the ship.”
#pedro pascal#pedro pascal fanfiction#pedro pascal smut#pedro pascal x reader#pedro pascal x you#din djarin#din djarin smut#din djarin x you#din djarin x reader#the mandalorian#mandalorian fanfic#mandalorian smut#mandalorian x you#mandalorian x reader#smexy-bucky-waifu#hehe send me asks
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OP your linework! Absolutely gorgeous. Do you make any comics outside fanart? Is there a webcomic out there I can read?
Thank you for the kind words :3
I have had a few instances of almost trying to draw something with a thought of turning it into a web comic... I am a storyteller at heart, dialogue writing, worldbuilding and narration is what I love, in dnd for example. So of course I thought of it, but...
There is so much more I need to learn and get used to before I commit to that. I know a lot of people say "just start and you will learn as you go" but I have a fear that my motivation and investment won't be strong enough to push me through the learnign curve long term, if you get what I mean. So for now I use fanart and my brainworms to learn. I need to get used to rendering, colouring, background drawing and, worst of them all - framing :D So I take it small steps at a time, trying things here and there. I only got comfortable posting things, or well drawing overall, in the past what 3 months or so. Genshin 4.0 really did it to me huh... before that I mostly drew private doodles for ocs or dnd stuff and that too very rarely. And I love seeing how much more efficient, comfortable and proficient I have become with some things :D
So... one day o7
I have a big comic of around... 15 pages that I am working on for Neuvillette and Wriothesley that I hope to get out as a christmas gift of appreciation for all the support I got online. That's my first do or die ahah
TL DR: I want to improve at some things first, but I want to do something non fanart related story driven later. If I do I will let people know
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I FINISHED SEABIRD TODAY [IT TOOK ME TWO DAYS I DIDN'T WANT IT TO END] AND OH MY GOD YOUR WRITING IS SO ????
me mid reading this btw
i love how you portrayed the reader omg ! i dont know how to describe it but it kind of felt like the whole piece had an undertone of amusement?? everything was funny even when the characters[sae; little brother] were being completely serious
the siblingness is also vvvv accurate as something with two (2) little brothers [one is less than a week old but little details don't matter]
your characterisation of sae is so perfect as well i feel like he wouldn't be a completely horrible person and he'd have a horrible and dry sense of humor and also i would hate him irl that is to say 10/10 will be rereading
also, parts i liked
^ whose kids🤔🤔🤔
BUT YES I ENJOYED IT VERY MUCH THANK YOU FOR WRITING IT WAS VERY NICE FOR LACK OF A BETTER WORD
SDKLHF HIII!! thank you so much!! LMAOO i felt like i was writing a romcom or smth like even when it was “serious” it was never THAT serious like they were just goofy and silly i love them very much…yay i’m glad you liked the sibling dynamic!! i have a younger brother and while he is my little minion that does whatever i tell him to 99% of the time sometimes he gains sentience and is annoying so i really drew on personal experience there 😭 congratulations on the new sibling though!!
AHAH tbh sae just feels like he would be hopeless and awkward in a romantic setting not as much mean or cold which is what i really tried to draw on i’m happy you agree!! i def would have beef with him irl though frz…probably would with like most of the bllk cast besides like yukimiya nagi and reo ngl (actually nagi is 50/50 really)
HELPP I LOVE THAT FIRST PARAGRAPH i didn’t even realize until i was rereading that it’s literally just creep by radiohead but i feel like that really enhances the experience also writing the random sae vs reader interactions was sm fun because reader stayed humbling him and it truly was what he needed in his life!! and LKSJHF i do think i mention offhand in one of my other stories that they end up getting married so sorry sae but it seems like reader’s kids will in fact sneaking into your house on the regular 😭
THANK YOU FOR SENDING SUCH A SWEET ASK I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!! and thank you for reading 🥹🫶🏻
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((continuing from here @townofcadence))
Jonas had gotten a notification on his phone from the local library that the book he'd requested " The Secrets Of Stage Conjuring' had finally come in. So he'd of course immediately swung by the library to pick it up.
He had noticed the book faire going on and idly had wondered if he should check it out as he headed to the front desk and got his loan. " I'm gonna read the fuck out of youuu..." he crooned to himself holding the book tightly. He'd been after this baby for a while! As he'd been shortcutting back through the fair, he'd just happened to glance up at the right time and saw...Artair? Oh hey!!
Artair was talking to someone he didn't know, some woman and as he drew closer, it became obvious pretty damn quick that oh this was NOT a pleasant conversation actually. Artair looked deeply uncomfortable. Sick, even. He caught the trailing end of her words as he got closer.
"...then I can help your story sound a lot more sympathetic, I know you had something to--."
Honestly he didn't know what the fuck she was talking about or what was going on but he decided right then and there as he flipped his yellow aviator glasses down that he probably needed to intercede in the best way he knew how and that was to be fucking obnoxious...
" ART! BABEEE when did you blow back into town? " he called, sauntering over to stand between him and this woman whoever she was. Artair's answer, his body language and the way she immediately jumped into saying she wasn't doing anything to him? Oh yeah. This situation stunk worse than crab legs at a shady all you could eat seafood buffet.
" Oh damn ahah-hah sorry was I interrupting anything? My bad. Here sweetheart, my card! " He flicked out his business card with his usual flourish. " Jonas Copperhart, part-time magician. So what brings you into this little town? Oh wait fucking excuse me Art, honey I didn't even give you a real hello! So sorry..."
He took Artair's hands and did two little fake air-kisses around his ears and as he did so, he murmured under his breath. " Meet ya by the front entrance, get out of here ok I got her..." before turning on his heel and practically draping himself over Peyton, swinging his arm over her shoulders and turning her completely around. " Anyways...loooovvvvve meeting new people especially friends of Art so what was that name again? And where ya from, sweetheart? "
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— ☆ CARDIGAN !
kenyu yukimiya x fem!reader
synopsis; he drew stars around your scars.
notes; i projected a lot here ahah
WARNINGS !! self harm, graphic description of self harming, blood, scars, reader is addicted, graphic description of blood, major romanticization of self harm, just overall very triggering, read at your own risk.
the knock on the bathroom was loud enough to make her realise what she was doing-it was loud enough to ground her back to reality and make her finally feel the pain.
one, two, three... a few more won't be that noticable right? besides, she was doing it again, she'd already lost but the sweet sensation of relief that washed over her once she cut open the skin that wrapped around so delicately around her frame was something that she couldn't replicate elsewhere. moreover, the blood that trickled out was so garishly crimson, it made her want to do it more often.
'hey? yn? you've been in there for quite some time now, you okay?' the voice from the other side of the door called out to her and it made her want to jab the blade into her leg even further but she knew deep down that she'd already done more than enough and any more of it, she'd be gone.
'yeah! i'm fine, i'll come out in a bit,' she hoped her voice didn't sound too hesitant. she wished he wasn't that observant. he was too observant. how witless could she have been? she should've done it another time.
he'd known of her tendencies for quite some time now, he'd known of her terrible addiction that did nothing but taint her skin. he'd known, he'd known, he'd known that she loved to paint her skin with the colour of her blood.
a hum of approval from the man on the other side was enough to make her stop. however, her entire body was trembling and shaking in pain or cold? she didn't know yet she couldn't leave just yet-she still had the blood to clean up.
she hoped she wasn't too light-headed to at least clean up the sink-its white marble texture was now painted with the horrifyingly deep shade of red.
eventually, her senses began to return to her and she wished she could stay in that euphoric state a little while longer. she didn't want to be pulled back into the horrifying world that was reality.
albeit, she knew that if she hid herself longer in her lounge, he would become suspicious and would begin to pester her with further questions regarding of her behaviour.
after a few moments of contemplation, she decided to finally exit from her hiding spot and expose herself to the world, to him.
upon leaving, she cursed when she realised the very evident limp in her leg. one step and pain shot up through her leg, as if every neuron, every receptor was alerted of her self harm and was trying to punish her for it.
still, to her, it felt quite relaxing. she knew that blood was probably leaking out of the gaps in her skin and attaching itself onto the soft fabric of her jeans yet she didn't care. it was so comforting to know that she found solace in her pain. it was like a drug and the deeper she cut, the more better she felt.
she gripped tightly onto the wall and attempted to drag herself towards their shared bedroom, it was late so maybe she could fall asleep without any questioning from him. she only wished he wouldn't notice her limp.
the comforting smile of yukimiya managed to ground her back to her sanity at last. when her eyes gazed upon his gentle smile, she felt like melting in his arms.
his eyes met hers, such a beautiful shade of orange, so welcoming—it reminded her of home.
yet these eyes weren’t comforting right now, they were filled with perplexity and concern. ‘are you limping?’ he asked, walking closer to the woman with worry all over his features.
she cursed. of course he’d notice, how could she have done it while he was awake. however, she couldn’t worry him with her troubles so she’d lie, he already had much on his plate and he didn’t need her troubles as well.
‘stubbed my toe—that’s all,’ she lied through her teeth, trying to make her lie sound convincing.
‘there’s blood on your pants,’ he commented, his eyes glancing from her face to her legs. ‘sit down on the bed, i’ll take care of you, come,’ he spoke extending his hand for her to take.
he carefully took her back to their bed and carefully sat her down there, being cautious to not her.
slowly, he applied the disinfectant. so slowly so that she wouldn’t flinch or feel any pain due to it.
he gently wrapped the bandage around her scars but he didn’t utter a single word and that concerned her.
she felt as though he might hate her now for doing this to herself but could really help it? she couldn’t control how horrible her thoughts were and that was her only escape.
‘i’m done, you’re okay,’ he said at last, looking at her with an expression that made her want to melt.
she didn’t know how it happened but hot tears began to escape from her eyes and she didn’t try to stop them, she let them go and allowed it to stain her face.
he held her hand and used to the other to wipe her tears, making her look at him. ‘you’re okay,’ he said again, ‘you’re with me.’ such gentleness in his voice, such kindness.
‘you’re fine,’ and maybe in his arms, she was.
#blue lock fluff#bllk x you#bllk imagines#blue lock x you#bllk x reader#blue lock x reader#blue lock imagines#bllk#blue lock#yukimiya kenyu
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Yoo, I just came across your comics and they're so cute and wonderful. Do you post any fanfics elsewhere, or is all your stuff on tumblr? I would love to read any hikaru/ai fics you might have, or any recs if you have any. Tbh it doesn't even have to be hikaru/ai, I've developed terminal hoshino ai-themed brainrot and am just chewing through any fics where she's happy.
Hello!! "cute" and "wonderful"?/// they're both really great words!! I'm so happy you describe my works with those lovely adjectives. Ahah I actually thought they were a lil serious and depressing hehe (because the manga tackles DARK STUFF! I feel pretty glum as I draw these characters out sometimes, so I try to be more cheerful about it.)
but in the end, I feel I really specialize in fluff, I think? I enjoy drawing characters who are very caring toward each other, it never gets old for me, so I always try to think of some warm.. and soft situations when they have a sense of understanding.
I'm happy people find them cute ;v;).. I love cute too! I want "cute" embedded in my pieces..
Oh, I've never tried writing fanfic at all, and I don't read so much of it either! I wish I could introduce some works for you, but there's not much that I know of, either. I'm sorry for being unable to help you so much, but I'd love to draw more of the ship (until the manga tells me I can't by throwing contradictory stuff which I HOPE NOT ;v;)
If you haven't talked to them already, I feel aihoshiino may have an idea on ai fics you wish to find because they're the Ai expert! They have great insight about the character and I would certainly ask of their opinion if I wanted to learn more about her in depth! (Yes I want Ai to be happy too...she's a character worth developing a brainrot over for sure. the IDOL MV is what's drew me into the series and the first volume of this series was so intense and strong...)
All of my stuff's on tumblr! You won't be missing out on anything if you're here 'v')9
I have backed up some of my onk works in bulk on my pixiv account, but everything that's there is here too~ If you want to check them out more easily, you can read them from there too! My most recent works aren't updated there yet, and I'll probably make another set as it piles up.
It never occurred to me that I CAN write fanfics, so this ask was very surprising XD Fanfic writers are amazing.. I look up to them a lot, that stuff takes dedication and another sort of talent. Thanks for the ask and for believing I can! See you again, I'll think of more things to draw over the weekend~
#insertusername99#asknreply#I did check up the hikaai(kamiai) tag on pixiv but there were very few works...#it's probably not the best place to look :/#I think there will be more pieces depending on how the story ends up being#if it does go in the direction I anticipate- there can be a surge!!#in the meantime I hope you enjoy what I can offer~
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Why do you love the Legend of Zelda? What first drew you to it?
That's.... A complicated answer lmao well more like long. sorry for the ramble !!
What drew me in
First off, unlike a lot of people I know I wasn't raised with the games. My parents were more Square Enix games people. Dragon quest and Final fantasy were the big games from my early years. So I had and still have very limited knowledge of the Legend of Zelda licence.
That's my dear friend @lennsart that got me into it. Unlike me, Loz was a huge part of their childhood and they know the lore better than even the Zelda encyclopedia-- They are 100% the one to thank for even bringing the games to my attention !
The first game I played of all the possible games was Hyrule Warrior with Lenn. I really enjoyed playing it and it got me intrigued. I mean look at Link in this game. Fabulous boy going to war.
Recently, they got really into Link meet AU.
To be more precise, they got into @bonus-links . One look at Warrior and I was smitten. He didn't even appear yet in the comic that i adopted the guy. Love this man. I want to become cosplay him so bad.
Also they read This is an Adjuration by @not-freyja and wanted to get their feelings out. I listened and stumbled HARD into the fandom. Drew Warrior as consolation because I was not okay I really have to sit down and read it before the end ....
I even had the privilege of a full PowerPoint presentation of each boy so I could understand LU/Link meets AU and read their fanfic A cave like a net (and a spilled secret) if that's not dedication I don't know what else is.
You could say I'm here thanks to lenn, @bonus-links and @not-freyja --
What I love about the legend of Zelda
Unsurprisingly, I'm a huge Kingdom Hearts fan so the complicated timelines and plots drew in the gremlin in me.
Then I started to really look at the lore and characters.... And dang is there lots of fun things to learn. My knowledge of it is still scattered and random but that's really fun !!
I really love the music too. That's the side of the games I first learned about before even playing Hyrule Warriors. Song of storm and song of healing have been my go-to for a good decade now.
Recently I started playing Ocarina of Time and I'm counting this as another reason I love the Legend of Zelda. That's very fun even if I have negative skills in video games ahah
TLDR : My friend got me into Zelda by talking about @bonus-links amazing and delectable paneling and colours, scaring me with @not-freyja masterpiece This is an Adjuration and talking about LU (also their fire fanfic).
I love Zelda for the complex timeline and lore shenanigans, the music and my first time playing OOT very recently.
Thanks for the ask ♪♪♪♪
#I RAMBLED SO HARD SORRY#its just i have lots of thoughts#I'm still taking baby steps in the fandom--#i might share my OOT doodles soon#99% percent of it is me being bad at games or making jokes#love cucoos#that post serves as my apology for any lore stumble/ smooth brain moments towards zelda#ask response 💙#loz#the legend of zelda#rambling
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how did you get into the series?
I got into the series when ..I was a a child with that really bad corny first movie.
You know how people are like dragon girls, wolf girls?horse girls?
I was a vampire girl.
But here is a timeline --->
90s :I watched it one night when I was 6 I don't know what I was doing that night.
It was me and my older brother since I didnt have that reading level as child and neither could he. I didnt even know the book existed. A book written before I was even born lmao.
I had no idea that the interviewer had a thing with Armand - after the vents of this book. They censored a lot of anything they thought was too gay but ...hmm...my dude.
I dont know how you can do that with a story like this.
I feel like the directory of my life changed and made me such a vampire fan. lolI remember Claudia giving me a crisis when I thought about damn what if I could never grow up?? That was the most messed up part of the series. Claudia's tragedy. I think the theatre du vampire really scared me because I was like you IDIOTS THOSE ARE VAMPIRES! You're watching a murder!
I watched the other movie too Queen of the damned (They were really bad lmao and did not respect the source material and was extremely rushed. )
The singer Aliyah played Akasha and she understood the assignment. (Literally the only good part of the movie was Aliyah.)
Rewatch the movies now and laugh with how cheesy they are but a young Kristen Dunst was so talented and played Claudia for her first role so well.
I always had 2 dvds, Blade and IWTV as my to go favorites on my shelf growing up.
(also lol I found Armand boring in the movies... and really actually useless because he really "could not prevent it" lol)
Y2K: Then I got into the books.
I found it in the local library going?? THERES MORE OF THIS??
My favorite book was the vampire Lestat because that is the response to the first book going "WELL ACTUALLY" . Also when the characters start to be their own characters instead solely metaphors.
I was 14. Reading and just sucking up the lore and curious about what Armand and Daniel were up to. Armand's extremely tragic life that made me cry big glob tears. My heart breaking about Louis losing his brother then Claudia, and Lestat's childhood of being locked up his whole life and losing Nicky to depression.
I also went on deviant art and looked at the art people drew in the early 2000s. I of course fell out of it later in life because of the restrictions for fanart and fanfiction... Since Anne had a hard life and was going through a lot with her personal life.
I can understand that now as adult. I actually had no idea what was going on at the time ahah.
Knowing her life and the first book was about her trauma it made sense to me now but as a 14 year old I was so sad I couldnt read my armand and daniel fanfics anymore...and look up fanart lol that was the extent of that.
Also I was so irked by the racism in the books thats hard to ignore.
It also was depicted in the first movie.
That made me bury the book because of the fact book louis was a slave owner aahh That was a choice.
As poc I couldnt get behind it regardless of the cool themes it spoke about. Usually I would read media and this book about such moments , roll my eyes and keep reading because thats the only way you could handle such things as young poc kid.
You couldnt show weakness or sensitivity to something thats just expected.
Just use to being the target of many works of fiction to when it came to disrespect and sometimes you can't even talk about it with your peers because they'll be like "thats just how it is"+ deal with it with added gaslighting. POC have no place in vampire media is what I'd always be told. Everyone is white. (Though I have many reasons to argue that the most vulnerable people in history are the most likely to become vampires.)
On top of the fact everyone knew louis and lestat were in love and yet we all were going to be told it was in our shipping heads lol. There was nothing straight about that book.
It didn't make me like the book less or appreciate it.
Though it had amazing themes about trauma, and question on topics of immortality ..I found like it lost focus at times.
I'd just use the book's vampire lore to inspire me forever . Especially when it came to the ceremony that was involved in changing someone. I found the most cool and this other world that was writing in a preternatural way that just works. I always thought it was the best take of the modern take of vampire .
That is a perfect balance of realistic take on what if vampire were among us.
A lot of mysterious things in the world was because of this secret species of people that don't even have the answers why THEY even exist. These creatures are powerful but with a case of arrested development when it comes to their trauma.
2020 to now:
When I heard they remade the show , I was so nervous then watched it and I was so pleased with the changes and the main focus on the sensitive themes and be told the way Anne wanted it to be told.
I love how unapologetically gay this show is and has such a commentary on sex and mental health.
Its such a work of art and my inner vampire girl is really happy.
They made these characters in the book actual characters with so much time and focus for each of them through amazing writing and I was so pleased.
Everyone is so good at understanding their character. It's litterally like they get possessed by the vampire in question.
It is such a work of art and makes me reread the books and wonder what the theme of talented writers are going to interpret the source material.
Also the main roles being played by POC blew my mind I can go on.
I am rereading the books because I have forgotten everything like as if the Armand wiped my memory. That twist with Armand and him playing us all that he was just some quiet little guy dont look at him hes boring, he couldnt prevent it was MWAH. Assad plays an amazing Armand and how dark and tragic this character is. I'm such a fan.
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Hi <3 just wanted know is there any difference between Side A and side B's eldritch forms? and how do you draw those form(s)? I also just wanted to clarify:
Side A is the sparkly cosmos one, mainly introverted, did not go kaiju in heaven (?)
Side B is more shy than introverted, kinda more social, went kaiju in heaven (?)
Also, what's your artfight account? Thank you!
holy flip a legitimate ask about my characters aaa
artfight account is serinuku
the rest of the character stuff under the cut
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Side A doesn't actually have any "Eldritch" form because they're not eldritch! They're actually more robotic/mechanical than eldritch ahah. I have played around with the thought of them having a more biblically accurate angel looking form but none of the concepts I made appeal to me so I kinda just put it on hold.
The main difference between Dyrkethiel Side A and Side B is that while they're both different from typical angels in their own way, One is mostly robotic and closer to an android while the other is a literal eldritch abomination.
Also yes Side A is the sparkly cosmos one who wishes he can snap your neck for bothering him (all bark no bite he's just easily agitated) and he didn't go kaiju but he did do a thing. If i get over my embarrassment of my own concepts/ideas I may share what thing he did. All I will say is that BOTH versions aren't particularly liked by God for different reasons. All I will say is that this reason is one of the reasons i ended up coming with Estorciel's existence ahaha
colored coded details/extra bits below and the color correct and clothed version as well from the first Dyrkethiel post. (Ignore the proportions please i am sobbing over them but already wrote all the text ack) This is technically just their non humanoid form but eh close enough to eldritch. The mechanical pattern might not stick and sorta came up with it on the fly
Side B, i'm still experimenting with their personality but yeah sounds about right. The whole kaiju in heaven/turning into their true form thing was mostly self indulgent but it depends on the universe you plop them into and the events. Altho in theory if they did actually go into their true form, chances of many lesser angels having their minds break so there's only husks is actually incredibly high which is why I only play around with the idea for self indulgent purposes.
So, guess the answer to that is whatever you feel like doing since I made both of these to put into other universes, I'm bad at coming up with my own completely unique ones ahaha.
Drawing their comprehensible form is kinda hard to explain since its just... doodling. doodling mostly. But their true form is actually a lot easier than it looks.
i usually then just absolutely flood the picture with squiggles or lines depending on how complex i wanna be. For certain things I just do the first two tendril layers.
I will say that i like, don't have a consistent design for the tendril placements and such, it's just a bunch of lines and squiggles. Just kinda a lot of branching too. Same with the gradients and stuff. Reason this one is not as detailed as this one is because i used a really massive canvas and brush for that picture and a LOT of repeating step two.
im so sorry if this is not what you meant when you asked how i drew them pfff. didnt quite get the question but at the same time my head is very very empty right now.
#ukureticence#ichor's blessing#archangel dyrkethiel#dyrkethiel side a#dyrkethiel side b#the never ending daydream#a cone's musing
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Hi! If it isn't much of a bother...could you share some Mettah HCs? <3
I'm so sorry it took me so long to answer this! The short answer is... I'm really bad at open ended questions ahah and the things I say don't always feel like they're ?? satisfying to someone who asked a question?? But I've put this off long enough, so I'm just gonna go off the top of my head:
Mettah's childhood nickname(s) from Hegemol were often food related, including but not limited to: Honeydrop (which his also his surname, so she was Honeydrop Honeydrop for a time), Nectar, Honeydew, and his favorite was a mix of these words to call her his little dollop of ____. Most of these names focused on her orange color.
Lurien, on the other hand, stuck for calling her his sunshine. Both because she was orange, and because she is the light of his life.
Mettah is just barely taller than Lurien, and she lauds that single inch over him like a throne.
Mettah is not a fighter, and doesn't take up true combat training from either of her fathers, but she does learn self defense.
Her weapon of choice is a crossbow, when she has to use it.
Mettah is well-versed in the arts by Lurien, and is a painter almost as skilled as he is. However, she eventually grows into her own style of outsider-esque art, and moves toward making art with a message or purpose.
Mettah puts her art skills to use to paint and graffiti pro-union propaganda for the menderbugs as the kingdom starts back up, and becomes a big advocate for worker's rights.
Lurien offers the side of the spire for her various murals, and he cannot be more proud.
Mettah loves the city just as much as her fathers do and did, and follow in their footsteps to take care of it in her own way.
Mettah is a disaster sapphic who is down bad for anyone who is niceys to her tbh and also anyone who is gruff and stoic. and also anyone inbetween.
Mettah loves her favorite (family friend) uncle, @grollow's Grimm, and definitely doesn't have the eyes for his daughter. Don't worry about it.
"Your head looks like a pastry!" Is the very first thing she ever said to Grimm once she could speak. She's been holding that in since she was a water-bound nymph.
Originally, Mettah was not going to be biologically Hegemol's. My Lurien is trans and has the facilities to carry an egg, and thus, Hegemol was worried for Lurien's health if he were to be the sire, just given their size difference. However, I settled on the fact that she would be both of theirs, as the two of them could seek out assistance from the White Lady in peering into Lurien's clutch in the early stages and culling all but the one that would be best for his health to carry. They did not specify any traits except for Lurien's and the egg's health. (Lurien wouldn't have been able to safely carry more than one egg at a time anyway so a cull would have happened no matter what)
I decided that she was Hegemol's after I drew all these images, so I think I'm going to give her two little horn nubs like her beetle father to match this :) But a mostly-damselfly egg would have also been the safest for Lurien to carry, hence why she looks so much more like him than Hegemol.
They don't know where she got her orange. Recessive gene magic babey. She is for sure theirs though.
Mettah loves arson. Like, a lot.
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I only know what I know about COD MW2 from the wikia (blame the Soap x Ghost shippers here, plus your gorgeous art for my deep dive)...but your Price x Nikolai art reminds me of Steve x Bucky stuff from the Marvel fandom (comics and/or movies). Do you see any similarities between the two ships, other than the military backgrounds & visual similarities? & if you don't mind, what else do you ship? 👀
About Ghost and Soap.... I understand youы. Soap is the one who lured me into this game. And then I found out that there are a lot of interesting characters in this game 😌
And I understand what you mean! Yes, although these couples are not canon (tears), they are somewhat similar. I never thought about it. I really love a couple of Captain and Bucky, but then I didn’t know how to draw inflated handsome guys. I drew anime (we all started with this heh)...
Probably they differ only in age and the fact that we know little about Price and Nik, especially Kolya (Nikolai).
About other ships, do you mean in a specific game or in general? Oh... I suddenly forgot everything ahah.
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a loong time ago i've made myself a limbus oc but wasn't really able to do anything with her since the game wasn't out yet and we didn't know much... but now i can finally work on her!
here's the first time i introduced her(11/23/2021)! awwwh time goes so fast...
Ne suis-je pas bien méchante, disait-elle, de donner du chagrin à une Bête qui a pour moi tant de complaisance? Est-ce sa faute si elle est laide, et si elle a peu d’esprit?
her name is Gabrielle Barbot :] she's quite a cinnamon roll from Backstreets, who got into the Nest somehow after her adoptive father had an unfortunate situation there...
can't elaborate that much on her lore yet because...i'm just trying to make it all work rn!! just let me figure out the pattern of sinners' arcs to put together pieces i already have...
but here, enjoy some pics of her and her platonic wife, ada!
some struggle of me studying my own character's hairstyle, ahah!!
also after that i tried to think of what identity i could assign to her but it went off the rails and i drew carmen gabrielle...
#limbus company#limbus oc#gabrielle barbot(oc)#blood warning#tw blood#lol been drawing for so many years now and still can't draw blood
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tag game !! thanks for tagging me @books-space-things :))))
were you named after anybody?
yes! it’s a pretty popular name in pop culture i think? so my parents say they pulled it from all over ahah. (i’m not taking about the name sam btw ahah)
when was the last time you cried?
yesterday lmfao. i’m rewatching scarlet heart ryeo for the millionth time and i still cry at every death scene/sad moment🥹 i’ve seen it 6 times and i KNOW what’s coming and yet i can’t help it </3
do you have kids?
what am i a child bride ??? no haha! give me like 10 years.
do you use sarcasm a lot?
hmmm yes & no? i do irl but obviously it’s kinda hard to tell online so i’ve stopped using it to avoid any confusion LOL.
what sports did you play/have you played?
oof i played baseball, american football, and did a little gymnastics when i was younger ahah. i stick to running nowadays tho. (and the occasional badminton🫶🏽)
what’s the first thing you notice in somebody?
clothes oop. and maybe eyes if i’m close enough to them ahah.
eye color?
dark brown😒 (would’ve settled for hazel or ANY color but mine are just pools of black ahah)
scary movies or happy endings?
happy endings!!! i am rly not a scary movie girlie despite my love for the spooky aesthetic ahah. also i hate just straight up angst
any special talents?
hmm. i’m pretty good at giving speeches (even though i fucking hate it lmfao). and editing ig aha.
where were you born?
a hospital <3
what are your hobbies?
reading, writing, running, and i’ve also been getting into gardening recently!
do you have pets?
i have a million (4 dogs) lol. although i’m actually a cat person so 🥲🥲
how tall are you?
… 5’2
favorite subject in high school?
history🫶🏽🫶🏽
dream job?
i used to be obsessed with being a spy when i was a kid ahah. like i had everything & anything i could potentially need on a “mission” in my purse. (i was rly into nancy drew as a kid so that should explain everything) so yea spy!
i literally never know who to tag on these things ahah but lemme tag @stargatelov3r @atlantis-scribe @nimuetheseawitch @portlandwithyou (there’s also like zero obligation to do this aahh)
#sassy cordy speaks#tag game#awww this was fun#i rambled for like every question LMFAO#but yayyyyy#i love reading these ahah
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