#I didnt fall i attacked the floor

[eddieboi23]

Fall

Y/n: Um… are you ok? I saw you fall in the hall yesterday

Wednesday: I didnt fall, I attacked the floor.

Y/n:…Backwards?

Wednesday: I’m fucking talented.

[seaweedstarshine]

RIP Krakoa 🌹 I can’t lie I’ve been kinda behind since midway through Fall of X I’m gonna catch up before my first SDCC this summer but I hear Vulcan didn’t see much action anyway. Anyway my hand slipped and I found myself looking into the eyes of my canonically psychotic son the best Summers brother who’s never done anything wrong in his entire life, (he’s done lotsa wrong things but I love him more for it)

[dunmeshi-darlings]

Hey i love your blog thank you for doing these imagines!

Can i request an half dragon beastkin reader x Izutsumi? Maybe they found them chained up somewhere in the dungeon and laios and them set them free?

Of course dear anon, and congratulations on being my first izutsumi focused ask

The dungeon held many secrets in its labyrinthian halls, Secrets of magic ancient and powerful, Secrets of Shady Deals among less than savory criminals, Secrets of viscious monsters, Secrets of life and death, But some secrets....were much darker than others.

As the group was travelling they heard a strange sound, it sounded like a person in trouble so they followed the sound to its source. It was a iron gate in the ground with a chain on it, around the gate were the bodies of various criminals who seemingly had been killed by an orc raid. As chilchuck and izutsumi listened they heard labored breathing and quickly laios broke open the lock on the chain as they opened the door, there eyes widening at what they saw

A beastkin looked up at them, They had hard reptile scales that covered there body, large clawed hands and feet scraped at the stone floor as a large tail moved behind them, large horns adorning the figures head. You looked up squinting your eyes and covering them, it had been so long since you had seen light.

Izutsumi was the first to notice, large chains were wrapped around your limbs and neck keeping you trapped in place. At first nobody moved, afraid that you were some sort of criminal or were dangerous. Laios asking you why you were down here, you explained that the thugs outside kept you chaine dup down here to show off to other people as a freakshow for coin, normally they would be guarding the gate but you heard them get attacked by orcs and they all must have died. You honestly figured you were going to die in this whole, left to starve to death.

Before anyone could react izutsumi grabbed chilchuck and jumped down into the hole. She put the half-foot down and told him to pick the locks on the chains to get you out now! everyone was surprised at how urgent she sounded, marcille asking what was going on with her. She scowls saying she know what its like to be shown off like a freak and she isnt going to let anyone deal with that.

Everyone agrees and chilchuck picks the locks as you feel the weight of the chains slide off you, you stand up showing just how tall you were compared to everyone else, cracking your neck as you breathed a sigh of joy at your newfound freedom. You tell laios your in there debt and want to help them on there adventure to save his sister, and you join them from then on.

You got along well with everyone in the group, of course laios kept asking you questions about being half dragon but you didnt mind. But it was izutsumi you seemed to be the closest with, She often spent her time being near you. The two of you chatting and talking about being beastkin. Her explaining how it was forced on her when she was a little child and cant remember anything before it. Normally she wouldnt talk about this with anyone...but your different, you get what she has been through, and she feels more comfortable with you than anyone else. You put your hand on her shoulder and comfort her telling her that your sorry she has gone through all this, and that hopefully you guys can find a cure for this curse on her.

You two began to grow closer, She moved from sleeping in the same cot as chilchuck to sleeping with you in your cot. Her commenting how your body is alot warmer than chilchuck and your perfect to lay on top of and fall asleep on. Whenever she falls asleep on top of you, you cant help but put one arm around her and drift off to sleep rather quickly, since she started doing this you have never slept better.

Whenever senshi cooks food she is always sneaking the bits she doesnt like into your portions of food, now having a place to dump the veggies she doesnt like. You are always more than happy to eat them for her, and in return you let her have some of the stuff she does like from your food. you two basically sharing food portions together.

The two of you are incredibly protective of each other, any time the group fights a monster you two are close by each other. Fighting in unison and defeating the monsters that the mad mage sends after you. And when either of you gets hurt, the other one cant relax until whoever got hurt is better. Izutsumi tries to play it off, but her tail will constantly flick as she sits next to you as marcille heals you up.

One night when you two are laying together, Izutsumi is up much later than she usually is. You could tell she was tense about something so you ask her if everything is ok. she hesitates for a moment before speaking up. "yeah it is...its better than ok, thats the problem. Ever since i met you i just...ive never felt like this before you know? ive never really cared about anyone else but myself, after all im the only one thats ever been there for me all my life...but its different with you. I cant stop thinking about you, i worry about you when you get hurt...and i hate not being around you. But it makes my chest feel tight and my head fuzzy when im around you and i keep smiling, im not used to this and i dont know what is going on. Im not used to it and...im scared, ive never felt like this and its so weird to me...i really like it..but it feels so weird i just..." She trails off, her tail flittering as she hides her face in your chest, even through her fur you can feel her blush. "i think i really like you...i really like you alot. But im scared, ive never liked anyone like this before and im scared cause im so used to just being by myself that....that the idea of being with another person all the time and relying on another person scares me, but i really want to be with you, even the idea of depending on another person scares me,but if i dont say anything its going to keep eating me alive.." she said looking up at you, You look at her stunned for a moment. This was unlike her, izutsumi was never one to be open about her emotions. She always did what she wanted and didnt care about what anyone else thought, she was a self reliant woman and other than with you she was never really the friendliest person ever. So to see her being so open with her feelings, being open about her fear and being so vulnerable was something you never expected from her.

You squeeze her tight towards you, your tail wrapping up with hers as as you place a soft kiss on her forehead. you tell her that you feel the same about her. That you love her and the idea of being with her is something you have dreamed of, and that you want nothing more than to always be there for her. You promise her that you will always be there for her and she never has to deal with the world by herself anymore.

[theninth09]

thinking about how liam almost fell to his death from the hospitals rooftop and then like very soon after that willingly went back to that same rooftop to help kira. and then during the whole ghost rider thing, he jumps VERY far down, again at the hospital, to get to the horse.

its just. liam constantly getting confronted with situations that were very traumatizing for him and always entering those situations head on. almost falling to his death, getting bitten and kidnapped and turned into a werewolf? goes back to that same rooftop to fight a monster very soon after that.

and liam is so terrified of the berserkers to the point hes scared to be alone, scared in the dark, too scared to fall asleep, so afraid that he cant focus on lacrosse, so scared that he keeps seeing/hallucinating? a berserker about to attack him and then he STILL decides to go to mexico??? stiles literally tells him that he doesnt have to come with them and liam goes "i know but i want to" WHAT THE FUCK? and its a full moon!

hes scared of losing control, hes been on edge bc of everything happening and scott not being there for him anyway and he still manages to control himself on the full moon and goes to fight the monsters hes terrified of anyway.

the whole thing with the berserker and how he got bitten both happened on the rooftop of the hospital. so hes had two traumatizing events happen there and he still jumps down during the wild hunt thing to get to the horse.

and he even says "i hate horses" RIGHT before it? and he still does it??? theo asks him if he knows how to ride a horse and he just says "not really!" and rides off anyway??? hayden asks him when he learned how to ride a horse and he just goes "right now" like???

moving on.

he has only bad memories with brett and still forces himself to confront him in front of EVERYBODY and be nice to him, knowing what brett is like. and when brett starts taunting and threatening him, he tries so hard to control himself, he makes himself bleed. brett is nothing but an asshole to him and liam still starts being kinda? weirdly? friends with him and asks brett for help with lacrosse, tries to save brett, feels guilty for bretts death even though it wasnt his fault.

oh and that fucking class room scene. he got beaten up so badly that he was absolutely COVERED in blood and would have so many serious injuries if it wasnt for his fast healing, he took that beating while his whole class was watching and laughing and his fucking teacher didnt intervene and just went "oh its better to leave them alone sometimes" and then when scott asks him to go back to that class, he STILL does it. he knows the whole school is full of people who want to kill him, he mentions that he hates biology and he still goes back to that fucking class full of people who stood there while he was coughing up blood on the floor. to that teacher, WHO WAS A WEREWOLF HERSELF, and still just took one look at his face and refused to help him. he went back to that class and did just as scott asked him to.

also: he knew what happened to him at that zoo and he still made the plan to go there himself bc apparently the plan was more important to him than his trauma. like im so serious, he just keeps going back and back into situations where he was hurt and helpless and alone and he sometimes mentions his discomfort or fear but he still does it. he just goes back to those situations and does whats necessary (or what he deems necessary) anyway. god i love him.

hes so brave like. gets attacked and poisoned and thrown down into a well to die? instead of despairing, he starts CLIMBING his way out of that well. falls back down, hurts himself punching the wall, thinks of his dad, starts climbing again.

he wants scotts approval and thinks he isnt a good leader but he still sticks to his ideas and goes through with them and takes full responsibility, proving to scott that hes capable. i mean fucking hell, he took a ghostriders horse and rode INTO the wild hunt. like who does that????

and because hes strong and aggressive he gets put into that brawn stereotype instead of brain but hes actually so smart. he comes up with plans constantly and he has quick thinking & good observation skills. like yeah hes a bit of a dumbass and says silly things but hes strong and capable and smart and brave and a good leader..

and god his character development in s6a. the way he tries to tell hayden that he can be the alpha but cant even get the words out bc clearly he doesnt believe them himself. and he tries to be a leader & hes GOOD at it, but he still doesnt believe in himself, thinks he doesnt deserve being team captain, doesnt ask for his friends help even though they're willing to follow his lead. and at the end of s6a when stiles tells him that hes the alpha now that scotts leaving, he just goes, all nonchalant, "im not an alpha" hes not worried about it or doubts himself or has trouble admitting that. hes not an alpha, obviously, but he doesnt have to be. he can be a leader, the alpha in acting or whatever without having to be The Alpha™

MY POINT IS: he goes through something extremely traumatic, struggles with fear and self doubt, doesnt even open up to his friends about it or ask for help and then still faces his fear and brings himself willingly right back into a situation that caused him trauma. my favorite reckless silly puppy...

[wintergrofyuri]

chapter 76 would've been better if they just started making out right there. like instead of punching him kabru just attacks his tonsils. just full on sucking his face. like a vacuum. and they fall to the floor just making out for a solid 5 minutes. until chilchuck kicks them and goes "what the FUCK are you two doing". and kabru just. keeps going with his speech. and says nothing about it. nothing changes except they violently made out. and nobody mentions it again.

marcille has to find out thru senshi like a year later. and she immediately starts grilling kabru about it and constantly talking about it. "it meant nothing" "YOU WERE SUCKING FACE FOR A HALF HOUR" "it was like 4 minutes please". chilchuck stays out of it but he's really mean about kabru's inability to talk about his feelings like a mature adult. it doesnt matter if he's the king, ur still being an idiot about the whole thing. the only one whos nice to him is falin but the one time she tried to talk to him about it he was too busy trying not to think about killing her or himself to really listen to her.

laios liked the kiss btw but he doesnt wanna scare kabru off so he doesnt say anything about it. marcille tries to talk some sense into him but laios doesnt wanna lose someone as nice and helpful and dedicated and pretty as kabru. huh. yeah he called him pretty. he didnt mean- it wasnt like- just. hes objectively pretty.

anyways idk where this post is going anymore. i just really need them to make out.

KISS GODDAMNIT

[myafterlifeisbetterthenyours]

Hi, could I have Moxxie x reader where the reader is teaching Moxxie how to do magic. The reader could be a goetia or possibly a imp (idk how but it might be cool) have a good day

Today's lesson!

"Alright my dear Imp, let's begin today's lesson." You began cooly, waltzing around the little Imp as he stood in the centre of the courtyard.

"Now, as I'm sure you remember, Imps are naturally attuned to fire based magic, though very few possess the, well, spark to use it."

That got a giggle from the Imp, the man staring up at you in pure aduration.

"And so, today's lesson we will..." You paused, looking down at the man as he just smiled like up at you, wearing that dopey smile he wore when he wasn't paying attention.

Rolling your eyes, you gently swatted the Imp with your tail feathers.

"Pay attention darling, you know I don't like to repeat things~" you purred, smirking down at him.

Moxxie just smirked back.

"Oh, really?" He hummed. "Cause last night you didnt seem to mind going again and again and again-"

To that you just bumped your hip into him, the little Imp stumbling as the two of you shared a laugh.

Moxxie has always been fascinated by your magical abilities.

It wasn't surprising. Magic was a wonderful thing, something very few Imps got to witness up close. Moxxie always had a dreamers heart burried under all that paranoid and fearful flesh.

And so, after the man became increasingly curious, you decided to teach Moxxie some magic.

"Now, remember the finger lighter?" You hummed, the Imp perking right up.

With chest puffed out in pride, he proudly snapped his fingers, a flame pouring off the tip of his thumb.

"Excellent job!"

You smiled beaming with pride, as you gave the Imp a little clap.

Moxxie just smiled ear to ear, filled with pride, you always enjoyed praising the Imp.

Being an Imp, you knew Moxxie had limited magical abilities, so you couldn't teach him any particularly advanced spells.

But that wouldn't stop you from having some fun and teaching him some the spells you could.

You'd begin the lesson, working from that. You teaching him a few more basic fire spells. Nothing crazy, just enough he could use in a bind.

Moxxie was adept at basic magic, but while he was excellent at following instruction, the man lacked creativity, the Imp often time focused on the physical part then the instinctual.

Well... sometimes~

Youd teach him to the best of your ability, the Imp learning several basic spells, his favourite being able to throw fire, even if he was clearly limited.

And so, after a few hours of lessons, you taking several moments to ensure he knew the spells like the back of his hand.

Well, maybe not that well, but that he could do them without direct instruction.

"Now I'll be showing you perhaps the best spell I have." You told him sternly, pulling an armchair over as you sat down.

You always made a sure to show off some of your own spells, the man loving to see you preform a magical spell.

Moxxie, as always, was paying full attention, perking right up as you sat back.

With a a sly smile you'd wave your hand, a portal opening beneath him, and with an adorable little squeak, the man would fall into your lap, the portal above you disappearing with a 'pop', you instantly pulling the man to your chest.

"See? The best one I've got~"

You purred, leaning down to kiss the Imp.

"Stooop!" The Imp whined, giggling as you pulled back.

"Oooooh, but you love my kisses~"

You teased, Moxxie just giggling as you began kissing along his body, the Imp squealing as you kissed at his neck.

You'd both be a laughing, giggling fit as you held the Imp close, refusing to let him go.

Though it'd be in the midst of your kissing attack, the Imp squirming and giggling, he'd try and jump out of your grasp, only for him to slam the top of his head straight into your face, drawing a loud, pained squawk out of you.

You'd pull back, releasing the Imp, subsequently allowing him to smack against the floor as you gripped your now very saw beak.

While it didn't draw blood, the top of Imp heads were notoriously thick, allowing him to dish out an incredibly painful smack.

While rubbing his head, the Imp would look around before realising what he'd done, the Imp jumping up.

He'd apologise profusely, absolutely distraught at the idea of having hurt you, the little Imp almost in tears when you finally raised a hand.

Taking a deep breath you'd turn to him.

"It's alright my love, I just... mmmh... need a moment."

The Imp breathed deep, you taking the moment to touch your sore beak. Before you'd look down at the man, tears building in the Imps eyes as you chuckled, coughing softly as you reached down, grasping the Imp.

Holding him to your chest you hold the man close, the man sniffling softly as you pat his back. "It's alright dear, I'll be fine."

You cooed, doing your best to comfort him.

After a minute he'd pull back, the Imp wiping his eyes.

"Oooh please don't cry my love." You cooed, kissing the man on the face. "I'm fine. It'll take far more then that to really hurt me."

You spoke softly, kissing his forehead.

"Now, can I see that smile?" You asked, the Imp sniffling as he hesitated.

"I won't have to tickle you again will I?" You spoke sternly, enough to make the man pause, staring up at you. Before you'd smile, the Imp smiling back, chuckling as you leaned in, pressing your forehead to his.

Being careful of your beak.

The two of you sat there for several moments, just holding the Imp close.

"I love you..." You spoke softly, hands coming up to cup his chubby little face.

The Imp froze for a moment before he blushed. He always acted so bashful when you espoused your love for the him, but that never stopped you before, smiling warmly as he responded.

"I love you too."

Your smile grew, you grabbing the man, dipping him down as we shared a passionate kiss, tongues wrestling with each other as the Imp held you close, absolutely in love~

(Come on, I gotta give you a little more of this dynamic.)

It'd be a dinner party, almost a gala, the denizens of Hells upper crust all gathered in one place.

And of course, you'd bring your beloved, the little Imp sitting on your lap as you caught up with an old friend at the bar.

It'd be as you were given a cigar from the bartender that you'd turn to the Imp, smiling down at the Imp with an expectant smile.

It took him a moment before he'd perk right up, snapping his fingers, summoning a little flame, allowing you to light your cigar.

You'd thank the Imp, kissing his cheek before staring down another goetia as they had the nerve to sneer at you.

You'd spend much of the night like that, you holding the Imp close, openly kissing the Imp, being sure to have him show a few of his tricks to your acquaintances.

It'd be as you left him at the bar, a terrible desicion in hindsight, but you'd had several drinks and you'd desperately needed to piss.

But upon returning, you'd find a small group around the bar, your stomach dropping as you rushed over.

You'd find some oversize royal bitch gripping his arm, Moxxie trying to pull free. The woman, obviously drunk, loudly demanding.

"I saw you do the fire thing! Do it again you little fire toad!"

She spoke with an arrogant, smugness to her voice as she yanked his arm.

But it'd be when Moxxie yowled in pain.

You snapped.

You were on her before she could get another word out, you'd grabbed her arm, ruthlessly twisting it until she released moxxie.

You'd stand over the woman, sneering down as you twisted her arm further, staring down at her, not stopping until you heard flesh tear and bone break.

You'd throw her to the floor, ignoring her screams and yowls of pain as you simply turned to the Imp, checking him over softly before softly kissing his arm, picking him up and kissing his cheek.

Turning to the shocked and aghast crowd of goetia before snarling at them.

"This one's Mine!"

You were sure to step on the bitches torn up arm, the crowd clearing as you carried him out, holding him close as you apologised, kissing him over and over as you stepped into your limo, the two of you riding home, you using a touch of magic on his sore arm.

"I'm sorry my love." You spoke softly, holding him close.

"I forgive you." The Imp told you, giving you cheeky smile.

Turning to him you'd wear your own smile, laughing as pulled him close, kissing the man as it rapidly grew more heated, the two of you rapidly shedding layers as you held him close.

You'd show him you loved him any way you could.

[sanjiaftersex]

Sanji during Water 7 and Enies Lobby :

"Who the hell are you?"

GET HIM, CUNTJI

I firmly stand by the point that the strawhats would fall apart and Robin would be taken if sanji (and zoro) were not present during water 7 and Enies lobby. These are some of the things i loved the most about sanji during Water7 and Enies Lobby arcs :

(1) Protecting the captain AND the crew : When Luffy and usopp were fighting over merry, at one point sanji instantly kicks Luffy to shut him up.

His empathy, protectiveness and foresight really shines here. He knew that Luffy wouldnt be able to forgive himself if he kicked Usopp out, but at the heat of the moment he was about to do just that. So he protected Luffy and became the voice of reason in Luffy's incredibly vulnerable moment.

At the same time, sanji showed empathy towards Usopp by standing up for him. During this fight, Usopp was physically and mentally weak, and seeing that at least one of his crewmates stopped the captain actually helped usopp feel like less alienated in the crew. This way Sanji became the (violent) rock for both Luffy and usopp in that moment.

(2) Trust : Some people make fun of this panel but all the Strawhats were deeply CONFUSED with Robin's participation in iceburg's assassination (which is normal cz she hadnt been with them for long and she was an enemy before joining the crew). But sanji could tell that she was lying and he trusted his crewmate (NOT BECAUSE SHE IS A WOMAN). Sanji never doubted Robin's intentions for even a moment and he was fully prepared to go save her (not question or clarify with her like the others wanted to) from the very first moment.

(3) Bravery :

Robin was scared out of her skull during this arc even though she was putting up a tough front at first. But sanji understood her desperation and the urgency of the situation. And like a dumbass, he got on the train ON HIS OWN after leaving a message to nami. Franky and usopp being there was his dumb luck but he would've been dead with the choice he made in water 7.

(4) Chivalry : It can't be a sanji admiration post without mentioning his endless chivalry. People may call him a pervert (which he is). But he actually respects women and he stood firm on his morals even in the face of death. This is a real Prince like man he didn't counter-attack kalifa even though she broke his teeth, turned him into a block of soap and pushed him from a high floor.

(4) in a crisis situation sanji showed Usopp that he believed in his capabilities, not with sympathy but with logic. Even in the face of danger he was sharp in the mind and empathetic towards his friend. This eventually led to Usopp actually succeeding to snipe the keys to robin and franky on the bridge of hesitation and that move is what saved Robin from being dragged to the gates of justice.

We can see how Sanji's words encouraged Usopp and propelled him into action.

(5) Intelligence :

While on the train, sanji devised a plan to rescue Robin before reaching Enies Lobby.

At enies lobby when they were up against the the Government's elite assassinators, Sanji came up with the plan to collect the keys and save Robin.

The strawhats would be deadmeats if sanji didnt sneak out mid fight to close the gates of justice. The whirlpool is what let the strawhats escape. So, Sanji's foresight and intelligence is what finally saved his crew from a national level buster call.

(6) Emotional Intelligence :

Sanji quietly kept tabs on Usopp from time to time the entire period he was out of the crew. Let's all acknowledge Usopp would've probably died in that Aqua Laguna if sanji (and chopper) didn't go warn him about it. And he was very considerate in the way he didn't do it directly to not hurt usopp's pride.

Moreover in the water 7 filler arc we can see how sanji was still keeping an eye on Usopp and that he was planning to return to the crew. He didn't cut off his friend just because the crew was going through a rough phase.

(Someone joked how Usopp probably had to be put on suicide watch during water 7 and i was like THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT SANJI HAD BEEN DOING THE ENTIRE TIME THANKS FOR NOTICING )

[str8rat]

(edit: if you saw this being posted twice no you didnt i fucked something up)

OHHH MY GODD YES PLEASE?? YES?? PRETTY PLEASE?? I'd love to talk about and theorize about this AU ;w; I'm super open to more suggestions and ideas!!!

Also.. i've done a little thing.. so this ask really got me into the AU atm.. WHICH I SHOULDN'T BE FOCUSING ON CUZ I NEED TO FINISH THE ANIMATIC BEFORE SUMMERBREAK but it really got me motivated to write. And so i did, I wrote SO FUCKING MUCH about the Change God of this au, as well as the fucked up cults it has, and a bit about the Universe as a diety too. Won't be sharing it yet tho!! this post would be too fucking long ._. and this pocket cat thing which is called Chat de Poche in this AU. anyways, enjoy the lore of this harmless uwu kitty below;

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Chat de Poche – This AU’s version of Pocket Cat, is a sinister figure rumored to steal naughty children from their parents, never to be seen again. On the first floor of the House, the party encounters this seemingly harmless Sadness. Upon interaction, Chat de Poche offers the party a chilling proposition: if they sell Bonnie to it, they will receive a weapon that "will ensure their victory against the King."

The party is horrified by the mere suggestion of sacrificing their lovable little Chef Cooker. But to their shock, Bonnie, swallowing down their fear, bravely insists that they aren’t scared and implies they might agree to the deal. After all, that would prove them to be useful for once, wouldn't it..? The party, however, refuses outright.

Mirabelle, overcome with emotion, breaks down in tears, apologizing to Bonnie for ever making them feel like they weren’t doing enough, and for feeling they needed to sacrifice themselves to be valued. Bonnie, moved to tears, hugs Mirabelle tightly, asking her not to cry. Isabeau quickly joins the embrace, forming a comforting cuddle pile. While this unfolds, Odile turns her attention to Chat de Poche, her expression unreadable.

In a flash, she unleashes a devastating Paper Craft Attack, slicing the entity in half. The room falls silent as the party watches Odile, getting rid of Chat de Poche with one swift attack, leaving behind only a puddle of dark, lifeless goo, like any defeated Sadness. Odile, her face still inscrutable, then turns to Bonnie and gives them a soft head pat before calmly suggesting they move on.

The moment is both chilling and awe-inspiring, solidifying Odile’s position as a powerful, yet ruthless force within the party. Especially towards those that dare to land a hand on her family.

ODILE FUCKING ROCKS

[hcsarchive]

BOXER IV

nct dream x reader (ft. hint of the boyz)

details ␥ fem!reader x boxer!jaemin x boss!haechan jisung and jeno crumbs

genre ␥ series, smut with a plot, fluff, lil angst +

warnings ➠ explicit language, overstimulation, flirty banter, praise kink, corruption kink, dry humping, violence, drinking, reader is sexualized a lot, food. ~ if there is more please let me know ~ *some may not be included in all parts*

synopsis: You went to a hidden boxing match and stumbled into some door which led you to be investigated. Before you know it, the leader of the organization wants to keep you for himself but so do his most famous boxers. Haechan is out of town and the more you and Jaemin are alone, the more you get confused.

*not proofread*

The food arrived and everyone is sitting on the living room floor. You are sat between Jeno and Jaemin, they start arguing about double dipping while you’re in between double dipping.

“Double dipping is technically you kissing me in the lips” Jaemin says to Jeno. He rolls his eyes “No it’s not dude, plus you hook up with more girls than everyone else does so, why are you concerned”

Your smiles drops and your heart hurts a little hearing that. Jaemin has treated you better than any boyfriend you’ve had and these past days he has made you feel like he is your world. Is it stupid of you to fall for him in less than week right? or are you just looking for a rebound.

You lean over to grab another wing from the basket. You scoot closer to Jeno since Jaemin was being awfully close to you and after that comment you want to start distancing yourself. Jaemin side eyes you and look down at your thighs which are now in contact with Jeno's instead of his.

“Y/n can you help me get the drinks from the fridge” Jaemin says.

“Sure” you set your food down and stand up to follow him.

Once you enter the kitchen Jaemin starts to corner you. “What was that” Jaemin asks, you’ve never seen that look in his face. It is like starring back at Haechan all over again. Jaemin looking at you with disgust while having a smile to his face adds more terror to it. “What do you mean” you did not do something insane for him to act like that and you did not think he would react at all.

“You leaning and pointing your ass up for Jeno to see and basically wanting to be on top of him. I understand why Haechan is allowed to touch you and even then it bothers me?”

“i didnt even mean-“

“Am i not enough” Jaemin puts his arms on your shoulder.

“Well clearly i’m not enough” you scoff at him.

“Do you want more attention?” Jaemin asks.

“Haechan won’t like that” you say.

“I’m not asking what Haechan would want. I’m asking what you would want” his hands snake down to your waist. “I don’t know” you pull away.

“Fine princess, let’s go play a little drinking game” Jaemin takes out bottles of beer and hands you a bottle of vodka.

You are nervously walking slow.

All the bottles are on the coffee table and the food is cleared off. Jaemin is intensely starring at you “y/n got all pretty for us tonight”-he pours a shot to hand to you “so in reward you can go first” he smiles but not the warm smile you’re used to.

“DSSD- Drink. Strip. Snake. or. Dare. You pick one S and one D”

“Snake?” you ask

“Snake is basically truth. You are the snake telling your secrets” Jeno says.

“I don’t want to play” Jisung says.

“Come on it’ll be fun. Y/N don’t you want Jisung to be here” Jaemin caresses your arm.

“I don’t even want to play you’re scaring me” you whine.

“He just gets like that during drinking games” Jeno shrugs.

“Ok y/n DSSD what is your first choice” Jaemin pours more shots.

“I’ll do drink and snake” you are trying to be safe and keep as much clothes as possible before you ‘snake’ too much out. You shoot the cold liquid down your throat.

“Let’s make this round easy, have you ever dyed your hair” Renjun asks before any of the boys attack you.

“Renjun” Jeno and Jaemin whine on key while Jisung tries to hide his laugh.

“I have! dark green, pink, and grey” you smile.

“I’m next” Jaemin rolls his eyes.

“I pick Dare and Strip” Jaemin takes off his hoodie leaving him still with a shirt “Y/n pick my dare” he says to you from across the circle.

“I dare you to show us your worst picture in your camera roll” you don’t know how weird or crazy their dares are so you just go with a safe option.

“That is so easy” he scrolls for like 20 seconds and shows everyone a picture of him in a koala costume. “You guys are being so soft, Jeno I’m picking your two”

“Fine, Drink and Snake” Jeno says and chugs his shot.

“Boo i guess just one. When was the last time you fucked someone” Jaemin says.

“Ehh like a month ago?” Jeno says.

“That is too long for you” Jisung says.

“Shut up you haven’t even touched a woman” Jeno hisses at Jisung and his smile dies down "shut up" he mumbles'.

“Renjun you’re up next” Jeno smacks Renjun’s shoulder. “Ouch you need to remember you’re boxer. your smacks are like boulders” he punches Jeno not even moving him an inch.

“I pick Drink and Strip” Renjun drinks and takes off his beanie.

Everyone turns to Jisung and he sighs “Drink and Strip” Jisung takes off a sock and drinks.

It is now your turn again “Drink and Snake” you say.

“Same snake question I asked Jeno” Jaemin sits back.

“Three weeks ago maybe?” you say thinking of the last time Sunwoo actually cared to stay the night.

“wait Haechan hasn’t fucked you?” Jeno blurts out. you nod no, not thinking much of it.

“Then what did we hear before?” Jisung said. You turn red realizing why they are confused “he keeps edging me as a punishment from the start” you mumble.

“Do you like that?” Jeno asks, his heart is racing he cannot contain his fanboy heart.

“Maybe” you says.

“Damn” they all say under their breaths.

You drink the glass that is in front of you.

A couple rounds and drinks go by and the rest are funny dares and random snakes. Renjun decided to leave early since he has to go pick up Haechan tomorrow. Everyone is a bit tipsy including yourself “I’m cold” you crawl to Jaemin and sit on his lap, forgetting that you were supposed to be mad at him. The guys stop talking and laughing when they see you guys.

“Oh” you were about to get off but Jaemin pulls you down. “It’s ok” he puts his arms around your waist.

“Who’s turn is it?” Jisung asks asks.

“Mine” you raise your hand “strip and dare" Jaemin whispers into your ear. "strip and dare," you say- you're tipsy and his touch is making you feel like he is in control.

You were about to take off your sock as your first strip but he moves your hand to your waistband. “you do it” you hide your blushing face on his chest. He lifts you up a little with one hand and pulls your shorts off with his other hand. Jaemin pats your thighs and goosebumps form onto your skin. “I told you I was cold” you face forward and lay back on Jaemin’s rock hard chest.

“I am doing strip and drink” Jaemin says “pass me a shot princess” you scoot off of him to the coffee table and get him his glass.

Jaemin is now shirtless and you smirk back him then get the vodka bottle instead. “open up” you sit on his lap facing him this time and grab his throat as you pour the vodka into him. The liquid drools down his chin, to his bare chest.

“oops sorry” you run your hands down his chest.

“lick it off” he says, “they’re watching us” you whisper.

“even better” he leans back on the welt of the couch.

You turn around to see them starring at your exposed ass that is being held by Jaemin. “I already have a bad reputation” you whisper, then wipe the excess with his shirt and sit back down.

“Jeno your turn” you smile at him. “Umm Dare and Strip” Jeno has already taken off his hoodie, both socks, and compression sleeves.

“Take off your shirt and let y/n do a belly shot on you” Jaemin says, he still is not letting go what he said in the kitchen which caught you off guard. You do not mind doing what he said but knowing that Jeno has not been the most comfortable around you, makes you a bit uneasy.

You get off of Jaemin's lap and move next to Jeno. He is still sitting still not saying a word. “We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to” you say stopping him from taking off his shirt.

He sits up to his knees and is now closer to you, he takes off his shirt. Jeno has a more sculpted body with veins drawn across his arms, which drives you crazy. “Do you want to?” you wish they were more controlling like Sunwoo and Haechan, them asking you if you are comfortable-throws you off every time.

“I want to” you poke his belly button to make him less nervous but he not doing a very good job.

After all you are the girl he gets off to

a/n reminder that y/n posts herself on twt and other platforms. Jeno has been a lovely gifter for a while but you don't know that

Your eyes that he once looked through a screen are now looking into him and only him.

The soft pillowy thighs he imagines between his dick are layers away from the real thing.

it’s only a body shot - he says to himself to calm down.

“Lay down” you say normally. As for Jeno he is having flashbacks of the things you shouted in those videos. Your cold fingers press down on Jeno’s chest, he’s heavily breathing. “I’ll be quick” you say in a calm tone not knowing why someone like him would be nervous about someone touching him.

You pour the liquid in between his abs and his belly button. Your mouth hovers over the button and you suck in the liquid, licking the remaining of the alcohol that is wandering around, moving the base of your tongue through the crevices of his abs.

“Why did you lick his and not mine” Jaemin says offend as if he didn’t assign the dare "this was part of the game" you smile.

You stop licking Jeno and grabs his shirt to wipe him up. He doesn’t stop making eye contact which distracts you from looking at Jaemin.

“Jisung isn’t whining or complaining so maybe he deserves the attention- just how you assumed i wanted attention. I’m putting on a show now” you throw one leg over Jeno still remaining the eye contact with him. He swallows his saliva.

“He is already hard” you point at Jisung and then looking under the coffee table where he thought he was safe.

You sit down on Jeno and feel his hard member “so are you” you lean over to be face to face to him.

“This was your plan all along right? or was it not?” you look at Jaemin and he is pissed.

“Get off of him” Jaemin scans you over Jeno and clears his throat to catch Jisung’s attention.

Jisung is fidgeting and becoming desperate. “This wasn’t my plan but you got these two drooling. But do i want to see my pretty girl finally be rewarded and not punished by my friends” Jaemin’s words made you freeze up, you did not expect to go with your joke.

“no more dssd, go on” Jaemin says.

“This isn’t a good idea” Jisung says rubbing his face nervously.

“Y/n do you actually want to do this” Jeno asks covering his face because he is fully red, you are on top of him- making him whimper every time you move.

You hesitate because this is all too sudden.

Will this ruin their friendship?

What will happen if Haechan finds out?

What if he is watching us right now?

at the same time…

you have been eyeing these three since the start. The tension Jeno has or still has around you and Jisung’s lingering stare.

and Jaemin-

He is not pushing you off but he does look too happy.

He is everything you ever wanted and tonight he is showing a different side of him which makes you want him more.

“I do” you get off of Jeno and go over to Jisung. “Dont worry about Haechan tonight” you take his hands off of his eyes.

“You don’t have to do anything with me. I can just watch” Jisung says while struggling to make eye contact.

“But I want to, would you let me” you grab his hands and face him to you. Jisung looks at Jaemin and Jeno, they're now sitting on the couch all angry.

“Don’t look at them. Right now it’s just you and me” you say caressing his cheek.

“No wonder you get punished, you never listen” Jaemin says.

“we can ditch them” you whisper but loud enough for them to hear.

“Yeah right, you were begging for me earlier” Jaemin scoffs and you roll your eyes.

“What do you say” you are now behind Jisung and he mumbles a yes. “if you’re uncomfortable with anything let me know babe” your hands on his chest flicking his hard nipples.

Jisung throws out a moan which makes you smile of how easily you made him react. “Get out the table” you whisper to him and he obeys.

His sweatpants were ready to rip out. “I don’t want them to see me” Jisung whispers to you, almost crying.

“Go on the couch and look up at the ceiling" he does as told and looks down at you. Jisung stares at Jeno and Jaemin, they're blankly staring at you waiting for your next move.

You are kneeling in front of him, eye level with his hard dick. Your hands are holding onto Jisung's waistband. "Do you want them off" you ask.

"Mhmm" he says looking down at you and up at the ceiling when you start tugging on his boxers and sweatpants. It was already plump, pink, and veins dripping with precum. "You are the biggest one I have-" you grab the base of his dick "touched". Jeno and Jaemin scoff because you have not seen them.

Jisung twitched at the sudden touch and looks down at your hand. you keep your eyes on him while you are slowly taking out your tongue to lick the tip.

You open your mouth to place part of him in your mouth and start moving your hand in rhythm with your mouth. You slowly take more in and he lets out a groan.

His big hands grab onto your hair and pull it out of your face. You pick up your pace and look up at him as you take all of him in. Jisung begins to twitch "y/n I'm about to-" you bob your head faster and as soon as you feel him twitch more. “fuck” Jisung groans and his hot cum travels down your throat and he pulls out of your mouth still squirting. You swallow everything and Jisung wipes the excess drool and cum from your mouth with his boxers.

“Damn” Jeno adjusts his pants trying to calm or bring his down. Jisung puts his sweatpants back on “that was better than what i imagined” he smiles at you shyly.

“you did so well” you smile at him and he helps you up. Jaemin is burning the back of your skull, he was ok with sharing you a couple drinks ago but now after seeing you with Jisung. He isn’t too fond about it…

“Jeno go jerk off or something. I don’t want you guys touching her anymore” Jaemin says to Jeno. Jeno is now confused but he doesn’t try to argue due to his best friend already looking like he is about kill.

You are still too focused on Jisung to notice but he does notice. “Jisung go to your room. You’re leaving with Renjun in the morning too” Jaemin towers over the both of you sitting on the couch.

“oh umm ok. goodnight” Jisung leaves with his head down. Jeno follows Jisung and you’re now even more confused.

“Was I not supposed to do that?” you feel embarrassed and humiliated by the way they left. You knew you shouldn’t have thrown yourself at them the second you got the chance.

“I thought-“ you start to panic “y/n, nothing you did tonight was wrong. I misguided everyone” Jaemin sits next to you.

“Oh” your hands start to tremble “Haechan won’t hear about this right?” he sets his hands over yours.

“The last thing I want to see is Haechan touch you and get angry at you. I want to protect you and the reason why I calmed things down is because I didn’t want someone else using you. Jisung won't say or do anything” Jaemin

“Jisung seems nice. I didn’t mind it plus he’s cute” you smile.

“Watch your words” Jaemin sits back and sighs.

“Well i’m actually glad we didn’t continue. I wanted our first time to be special” you climb on top of him and lay your head on his chest.

“I want to treat you like a princess. I wish we met differently” Jaemin plays with your hair and sighs.

“What do you mean” you say.

“Well I wish i met you on campus or a museum but instead my crazy boss who is part of a huge rivalry gang for decades and is also my childhood friend; decides to kidnap you and is probably only keeping you here as his pretty little doll” Jaemin says.

“Life is so magical” you roll your eyes.

“I want you all to myself” Jaemin kisses your whole face.

“I am just for you. Does alcohol make you all soft?” you grab his face and the both of you look at eachother for what seems like hours.

“Maybe” Jaemin pouts his lips for you kiss. You peck him on the lips and he smiles. “Want to see my match tomorrow night?”

“Can I?” you gasp.

“Yeah! I’ll have to check with the guys first though” Jaemin says.

He stands up with you in his arms. “Go wash up and get changed. I’ll come to your door in an hour” Jaemin sets you down on your bed.

“Ok!” you respond and he shuts the door. You go to the bathroom and get undressed. You take off your makeup and hop in the shower.

Once you are all dressed and your hair is brushed. Jaemin knock on the door around 12:30am. He is also showered and ready for bed. “Come on” he stretches his hand out to you.

You wore sweatpants so Jaemin lent you his hoodie. You guys walked through this room and a set of stairs which led to the roof.

“Taking my rapunzel to see the lights” Jaemin points at the direction where loads of stars are shining brightly. You’ve lived in the city all your life and barely seeing how beautiful the stars and the moon looks in real life. “I’ve never seen a night sky this beautiful” you grab onto the balcony bar. The cold air blows through your face after being inside for days.

“You’ve been inside for a while so hopefully this calmed you a bit” Jaemin stands next to you.

“I didn’t know you guys lived on the country side. It is so much prettier here” you grab onto Jaemin’s hand again.

“Yeah this house was actually abandoned and we hung out here in high school. Then we decided to buy it and renovate it so this house is very special to us” Jaemin pulls you into a back hug.

“I can see your guys’ hand marks on the concrete. So cute” a half hour passes and the both of you are silently embracing each other in the couch outside looking at the stars and airplanes passing by.

“Let’s head inside” Jaemin pats your head softly, you’re already half asleep. He carries you down the stairs and into the house.

“Can I sleep in your room tonight” you set a kiss on his neck.

“You can my love” you smile at his response. The butterflies in your stomach go crazy. You wish you had more opportunities to be with him alone but you know this is only temporary which breaks your heart more.

You are at the foot of his bed and he pulls the blankets out for you to get in. “Here is my bunny you can hug it when you’re sleeping” he puts the bunny on your stomach.

“I don’t want to hug the bunny though” you pull on his arm instead of the bunny he’s holding out to you.

“Ugh and you were calling me. me- a softie” Jaemin sets a kiss on your forehead and walks to turn off the lights.

He gets under the covers and his warm body is met with yours.

*Jeno's room*

Jeno thrusting his fist again and again on his painfully hard dick. He is so angry at himself for not doing anything. Your sent is still lingering on him and your videos are displayed on his laptop as his mind switches to you on top of him and his screen in front of him.

He finishes and closes his laptop, he heads to the train for his match tomorrow. Jeno's eyes side eye both of yours and Jaemin. The both of you are on the roof so he just shrugs it off.

Jeno is hitting the speed ball the fastest he has ever done. After tonight he is even more motivated to beat Jaemin. Not because he has something against him but maybe...just maybe you'll notice him.

He did hear Jaemin ask you to come to the game. He does not want to ruin what you guys have going on but after all he does feel entitled to have you since he has wanted you for longer.

The thing is, no one knows that.

Jeno has a separate email, account, and even hacked Haechan to stop him from seeing what he does. He has learned his tricks before he could even think of them. Jeno is probably the middle child of the group because he is not pressured into doing anything and is not expected to do much. Yet he is the most intelligent and possibly the strongest out of all of them. The only reason why is not the top boxer and Jaemin is, is because he does not train specially for boxing as much as he does.

He finishes his routine and heads to sleep.

~the next day~

Renjun and Jisung came back from the airport. Haechan goes into the kitchen wanting to eat whatever is in the fridge.

Renjun speed walks to Jaemin’s door “you guys better wake the fuck up and separate. Haechan is here” the both of you wake up frantically and Renjun leaves.

“Shit I have to go train” Jaemin says half asleep. You get off of his chest but he pulls back “ugh why is he back” Jaemin kisses you on the lips “go to your room i’ll see you later ok?”

You get off of him and walk to the door but you peek both ways. “You’re safe” Jeno shows up out of no where and scares you.

“Oh god you scared me” you close Jaemin’s door softly. “You smell like him” Jeno says

“Do i really?” you grab your top and realize it’s Jaemin’s hoodie again. You take it off and throw it back inside.

“Nothing happened by the way. I’m sorry about last night, i hope you don’t see me like umm-“

“Don’t be sorry it’s fine, don’t talk down on yourself” Jeno starts walking and you follow along.

“Are you also fighting tonight?” you ask him and he hums a yes.

“Are you coming to watch?” Jeno asks.

“Jaemin mentioned it but I’m not sure if Haechan will allow it” the both of you reach the kitchen and Haechan is in the kitchen fully suited with bags under his eyes and his hair all messy.

He looks so fine…you thought to yourself.

You smile at him and motions you to go to him. You sit on his lap and his hands on your hips “did you miss me” you look up and Jisung makes eye contact with you as Haechan is running his lips downs your neck.

“No” you lean back on his chest and his hand grasp onto your cunt making you gasp. “no?” he bites your ear softly and he lets go.

His hand is still between your thighs “Jisung did y/n behave” Jisung chokes on his yogurt when Haechan asked him that.

“Mhhmm” Jisung doesn’t make eye contact and cleans the mess he made. “She wasn’t with Jaemin right” Haechan deepens his grip on your clothes cunt.

“I wasn’t I was too sad and alone in my room” you put your hand over his hand and start moving it. The bar is too high for both of your hands to be visible enough for Jisung and Jeno to see. “Can i got see the match tonight?” you ask and Haechan speeds up his moition.

You let go of his hand and grip onto the counter. “Only if you take care of me today. I did so much these past days” his fingers find your sweet spot and you let out a whimper “i will”

Haechan let’s go of you and leaves you in a drought again. He continues eating over you and he accidentally drops a piece of turkey on your chest.

“Eww” he picks up the turkey off of you and continues eating. You get off of him and get a napkin to wipe off the sauce. Jaemin would’ve cleaned it off of you, you’re glaring at him and you storm out the kitchen.

“Y/n i didn’t tell you, you can leave did i?” he says.

“no” you sit in the dining table where Jeno and Jisung are.

“Come over here” Haechan says.

“no, you said eww instead of apologizing for dropping stuff on me. you didn’t even bother to clean it up” you cross your arms.

Haechan stands up and walks up to you “i don’t have to apologize to you” he raises his hand to grab you but Jeno blocks it.

“You do, it’s basic common manners. Have some respect” Jeno stands up and backs Haechan away.

“I am jet lagged and had to do so many meetings. I don’t need her whining just so she can get ways” Haechan says. You are getting flashbacks to sunwoo yelling at you, something so simple angered him.

“Why are you crying” Haechan screams at you.

“Haechan you are making things worse” Jeno grabs onto his shoulders. Jisung runs to get Jaemin.

“Am I really? I told her the rules from the start and she still doesn’t learn her lesson” Haechan grabs the ash tray on the shelf and throws it on the floor.

“I asked her to obey me and to get away from Jaemin. One night i’m gone and she smells like him. I am keeping you here for me and you are lying straight in my face with huge smile on your face” Haechan gets closer to you.

You are shaking like crazy and your tears are streaming down. “We didn’t do anything” you whisper to yourself. Jaemin enters with Jisung “why is she crying” Jaemin says.

You get out of your seat and hide behind the both of them. “Please tell him that we didn’t do anything” you sob onto the back of his shirt.

Jeno is still blocking Haechan from getting to you. “You tell me” Haechan says to Jaemin.

Haechan escapes Jeno’s arms but Jaemin catches Haechan by the neck. “You need to calm the fuck down before i tighten my grip. We didn’t do anything and she does not owe you an explanation. Understand?” Haechan is all red nodding trying to escape.

“That’s enough” Renjun sighs.

Haechan is gasping for air and you are still holding onto Jaemin’s shirt trying to calm yourself down.

Haechan gets pushed by Jeno and Renjun to the living room.

You let go of his shirt and he turns to you “I don’t want to be here anymore” you cry out again.

Jaemin gets the hair out of your face and wipes your tears with the pads of his thumb. “He gets like this when he doesn’t win a deal in those meetings. I should’ve stayed with you princess, I didn’t know he was going to take it out on you” Jaemin sits you down on the counter.

Jisung hands you a glass of water and begins to clean the broken ceramic. “I don’t want to ruin things between you guys. It wasn’t your guys’ fault. He is right-” your tears start to roll down.

“He’s not, plus he has no right to yell at you like that” Jaemin says and hugs you.

You cry onto his shoulder as he pats the back of your head down. “We’ll be alright” you break the hug and he sets you down on the ground.

Haechan and Jeno come into the kitchen and you hide behind Jaemin. “Y/n I’m not going to hurt you, I overreacted and i’m- i am…sorry” Jeno is gripping the back of Haechan’s shoulder.

You peek a little to the side and he genuinely looks devastated. “I’m tired and barely sobering up. I’ll make it up to you”

Haechan tries to go to you but you move Jaemin to block you. “Jaemin if you don’t move. I won’t pay you this month” Haechan whispers into Jaemin’s ear which you also heard.

Jaemin looks back at you and you let go of him but he doesn’t move. “Its ok Jaemin” Jaemin moves so you can pass and watches you follow Haechan with small steps because you’re scared he’ll snap at you.

“You need to start setting boundaries” Jeno finally speaks up after they left.

“You think I haven’t been trying? It’s hard man. I’ve never really liked someone like this in a long time” Jaemin sighs.

“Maybe you’re just confused. You see her everyday and she’s constantly looking for you” Jeno is trying hard to protect you and his best friend but it isn’t sounding too convincing.

“We spent the night together. Nothing sexual and opening up to eachother. I just hate that Haechan is the reason she is here” Jaemin grips his hair almost ripping out his scalp.

“Let’s just head to the venue to train. Take your anger out on the rink. I called the drivers already”

“Fine” Jaemin walks to his room to get his gym bag. But he finds a letter

The stars were so pretty tonight. Thank you for ending this night beautifully. I’m not sure when we’ll have another day like this.

Wishing the best on your match,

y/n

He puts it in the back of his phonecase and goes out to the suv. Jeno is already knocked out on the car. “Chenle and Mark are already there setting up so you guys just have to focus on the match” Renjun and Jisung appear at the door way.

“You guys are coming too?” Jaemin’s eyes go to each of their confused faces.

“We’ve always have” Renjun rolls his eyes.

“You’re leaving haechan with y/n after all that?” Jaemin says ready to get out.

“The next set of guards are on their way. He also won the deal so he’s actually pissed as fuck for a reason. You better win” Renjun closes the door as he gets in after Jisung.

“He gets more money through these stupid matches than his own business” Jaemin puts on his headphones and blasts his music up.

Renjun lied, the drivers weren’t coming but Haechan is driving her there.

_______

Haechan closes the door, his eyes are even more tired than before. He looks so stressed and tense which makes you feel even more guilty for making him come home to this.

He tries to untie his tie but is struggling. You go up to him and loop the frantic out of the knot. His eyes don’t leave yours, your finger tips i bottom each button down his torso.

Haechan doesn’t move, say anything, or moves you away. You remove the fabric completely off of him. He sets a kiss on your collar bone. “Please say something” your hands are on his belt buckle still not saying a word to him.

He leans on your forehead but doesn’t say anything. Haechan lifts his head up, takes his pants off himself. “I’m going to warm up the shower” you say. After a long flight, he looks like he hasn’t slept for days, and how angry he got earlier- it’s the most you can do. You’re still angry at him though.

You head over to his bathroom, it’s painted with black walls, a dark red tub, and next to it is a rainfall shower. You are leaned over the faucet trying to figure out the knobs “I was going to take you to the match after what I did. You don’t have to do all this” his large hands are on your sides.

Finally the water comes out, you’re finding the perfect temperature. You stand up straight and met with Haechan’s back. “Get in with me” his chin nuzzles into your shoulder.

You nod no. “I demanded nicely” he kisses your neck “god I want to take his scent off of you” he bites down onto the marks that he made before. Jaemin does smell strong…and good. You don’t want his smell to go away but Haechan for sure does.

“I’m being patient” he brings your hips closer to him.

“Haechan” you try to get off his grip but he is too strong. His fingertips are midway through your waistband. “Either you come in with me or you’re not allowed out tonight” your eyebrows knit together on the unfairness because you do want to see Jaemin but you also do not want to go far with Haechan.

You cave in and take off your top. Haechan lowers your pants and panties, then your bra. Your back is still facing him, he steps back and takes off his boxers. You’ve never seen him this way so it caught you off guard on his length.

Your eyes travel up his torso then up to his eyes. You take a step back into the shower. The water is warm yet cold into skin, sending goosebumps through your whole body. Haechan steps in and moves closer to you.

“Are you still mad at me” Haechan’s distance between you and himself is almost non existent.

His lips are now aligned to yours “say something to me baby” his eyes are deeply looking into your with lust but also begging.

You want to respond but you also don’t know if you want to take things far considering the current situation you’re in. Haechan’s lips brush against yours “please” he sets his hands on your hips, bringing you closer.

You close the gap between the both of you. His lips finally touch yours and you start to kiss back. Haechan’s kisses are more passionate this time, you kiss back and he deepens the kiss.

His cold hands guide you to the warm water without breaking the kiss. The droplets are soft but enough to cover and warm your body up. Haechan’s lips slip down to your neck, his hair stuck to his forehead. Your hands are resting in his bare chest.

He kisses down your stomach and you grab his jaw to look up at you. “We have to leave soon” you say pouting at him.

Haechan comes up and corners you to the shower wall “It’s just you and me. I don’t want you thinking about anyone or anything right now” you were about to cave in but you can’t.

“Your eyes on me” he holds your face from spacing out again. You feel his other hand behind your back. “I am trying to be gentle with you. Do you not want me to?" he presses himself closer to you, feeling his body warm you up.

You don’t respond-

“Sit on the ledge” he points at the shower ledge that can fit three people. Haechan puts your wet hair back, he goes back under the shower and starts pumping himself.

A moan comes out when he touches the tip of his dick. It is curved up basically touching his stomach. Heat is traveling from between your legs but you do not want to do anything. You’re enjoying the view of his mouth being hung open as water droplets are weighing down his hair on his forehead. The wet sounds become faster and Haechan begins to pant. His eyes meet yours and he doesn’t look away, he came all over his hand while the water streaming down his body turns into a milky white.

He starts cleaning himself seductively, your eyes follow Haechan's movements- wanting your hands to replace his. You hop off and turn on the other rainfall and begin showering. Haechan turns to you and scoffs at you because you did not come next to him. He heads over to you and grabs the shower head extension. 'Open" his hands are in between your thighs and he opens them.

He changes the setting on the showerhead "Apparently you can't speak, I am going to make you"

a/n

DONT ATTACK ME

this isn’t how i wanted this part to end but i’ve had this sitting in my drafts for too long so i just wanted to post something because i miss it. spring break is coming so i’ll have time to write some more :)

taglist: @kazscara @t3kandson

[myabsurddreamjournal]

Fate (part 2)

Soldier boy x fem! reader

Summary: Reader is a scientist who is forced to work at lab that they keep soldier boy frozen, she talks and cries to him when she is alone, thinking he can't hear her but he hears everything.

With the sound of emergency alarm she shoot up from her bed, almost falling the floor, then she heard gunshots. It was just like that night, the night they took her. Tears were already forming in her eyes. She needed to get out.

Without knowing where to go, She started to walk towards stairs. If she could be quick she might have a chance.

Gunshots were louder now with screaming sounds.

She was running like mad person, looking for a door, a window. Anything to get her out of here

But suddenly she stopped.

Ben.

Ben was there. She couldnt leave him here.

she started running towards opposite direction

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"Oi who the hell are you.,?"

it was the first thing she heard after stepping in lab. A tall man with black hair was holding gun to her face. He looked like he would fire the gun any moment. Everything about him screamed danger.

Then she looked at floor.

arms, few legs, burned and disfigured bodies where everywhere. Everything bloody and red. She closed his eyes in horror.

-"Speak or i will shoot you." he said with thick English accent

-"i-im a scientist." she told, raising her hands. And quickly added "im a prisoner here".

After looking at for a moment he turned to his back.

-"well our lucky day right boys?"

She looked at the "boys"

There was a black man who looked like he was going to pass out, and another-why he was naked? , in the opposite corner a Asian girl stood with man beside her, he was also holding a gun.

-"w-what happened here?" She said.

-"see love, we are here for Soldier Boy. He is here isnt he? He patted the door of cryo. "this cunts tried to stop us."

-"What will you do with him?" (will you hurt him? she wanted to say.)

-"Lets just say we want to talk to him."

"B-but he is asleep since 80s"

"You know how to wake him up, right?"

y/n weighed her options for a moment. Well.. was there any option? She was sure as hell she didnt want to get questioned and lose her fingers, and it wasnt like they could do anything to him as long as he was awake. So she decided to not tell them about special gas that can make him sleep.

"Will i be free if i do this?"

"dont try any funny bussines, and you are free to go."

"O-okay, ill wake him up. But im warning you, he might be out of his mind."

She walked towards other side of the room, Where a huge metal tube was placed. Few valves and big red button on it.

She dreamed of hitting the red button for more than hundred times but never tought it would feel like this. In all her life, she never been this nervous before. Not even that night. Her heart was pounding so hard inside her ribcage, hands shaking like a leaf.

She looked at the tall guy, signaling him for cryos door.

As he literally ripped the door, She closed her eyes. Suddenly so afraid to look at him.

next minutes were blurry. She heard the harsh sound of binds being ripped, and whimpering.

Despite her fear, after hearing his whimpering, she had a strong urge to hug him, calm him down, to tell him it was over.

but couldnt say anything because as soon as she opened her eyes she saw them for the first time. His green eyes. But unlike her dream, They were filled with anger. Looking at the gun that guy held. It was lowered immediately but. His eyes were now dark, making him look like a wild animal ready to pounce on his prey.

She was sure he was going to attack him but something else happened.

His chest started glowing.

Like a fire.

y/n was hit by a dejavu. Remembering the tapes that she tried so hard to forget. She was sure In one of them he was glowing just like this..seconds before exploding like a bomb.

Yes, this was whats going to happen.

With her panicked mind y/n started to scan room for anything to distract him. As his chest was glowing brighter with every second, She saw the glass ashtray on the lab desk (the one she always hated) And next thing y/n knew, she was throwing it towards him (aiming the wall next to him) while shouting "Be- soldier boy they are trying to help you!"

never considering herself lucky person, in that moment Y/n was sure this was the most unlucky moment her life.

because the ashtray hit him right in the head with loud thud.

Everything stopped .There wasnt any sound, only ashtray breaking to pieces on the floor.

Soldier boy started slowly turning towards her. Realizing what she had done, y/n looked over the tall guy with pleading eyes.

"FUCK." Tall guy mouthed to her.

No one dared to make any move as soldier boy walked towards her. His every step making heavy sound.

"All this time i was afraid of humans, and now He will be the one to kill me." she thought. "Will he hit my head in return?.., at least it will be a painless death."

She closed her eyes just before he stopped right in front of her, waiting for the hit.

"God, let this be the last time. I dont ever want to born in this world again"

But instead of a hit, she felt a hand -large hand gripping her arm tightly. And heard his voice for the first time.

-"Y/N".

Notes: i really didnt like this chapter. But i was expecting it. In next chapter Soldier Boy and y/n will have a lot of dialogues and fluffy moments together!💫

taglist: @deans-spinster-witch @mfnqueen1 @ponypickle @butchers-girl

[loner4-life]

Nightmares

Wc: 2k

(+18 NSFW)

MDNI

Tags: slight angst, oral (fem. receiving), mentions of death, praise

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You rushed into the elevator and clicked the 6th floor. This couldn’t be real? /He was going to be ok right?/ you thought to yourself as the elevator took its sweet time to get you where you desperately needed to be.

The hospital had called you while you were out on patrol. Saying Kirishima had taken a fatal hit from a villain's quirk attack as he tried to protect civilians.

He usually got back up with no issues, but he didnt this time.The elevator suddenly dinged as its doors opened.

You sprinted down the hall to the room the nurse had given you. You soon made it there only to see Bakugou, Kaminari, Sero and Mina waiting outside the room.

“How am I the last one here dammit?” You sighed in irritation as you moved past them to the door, but Kaminari stopped you.

“Wait before you-” You pushed him away and tried to open the door again. Only to be stopped once more by Bakugou. “Listen to us, you can’t go in there.” He said slowly.

You looked at him irritated and confused. “Let me go Katsuki,” you said sternly, shoving him away from you.

You rushed in the room despite words of caution from the four of them. You froze when you saw Kirishima surrounded by doctors.

You quickly analyzed the situation before all the pieces clicked together with three words. “Time of Death 9:23 pm”

Your ears rang as you fell to your knees, Mina slid next to you and placed her hands on your shoulders. “Honey..”

The tears began to fall, “Eijirou!” you screamed as your fists hit the floor. “N-no!” you sobbed.

You sat up before crawling to his side as he laid still. “We’re so sorry ma’am,we’ll give you the room..” the doctors said quietly before leaving the room.

You sobbed loudly into his chest as you gripped his fading warm hand. “Ei, y-you can’t do this to me please.” you cried.

Your heart shattered even more as you saw his expressionless face wrapped in bandages. Your body shook with sobs as comforting hands rested on your back.

Bakugou walked to the other side of the bed, you looked up at him with red eyes only to see tears pooling in his.

This was the first time any of you had seen Bakugou cry. Mina kneeled on your left while Kaminari stood to your right,placing his hand on Kirishima's shoulder.

Sero stood at the foot of the bed trying to stop his tears but ultimately failing.

“You damn shitty hair.” Bakugou gasped as he tried not to let the noise of his cries out.

You sniffed once more as you felt that warm lump in your throat. You gasped to let out a loud sob only to sit up at the speed of light in your shared bed with Eijirou.

“What the fuck?” you gasped, you quickly looked at the clock on my nightstand. It read 1:03 am.

You turned to your other side and put your hand out expecting it to fall on a sleeping kirishima only to hit the mattress.

/That's right/ you thought to yourself. These nightmares had been recurring ever since eijirou left 2 weeks ago for a hero mission.

You couldn't help but feel like they meant something, especially since you haven't been able to get a hold of him for 2 days.

You sat up in bed, running your hands through your hair as you fought the tear that threatened to weld in my eyes.

You heard whining as you looked to Eiji's side of the bed. "C'mon sage," you said, patting the bed. Your huge german shepherd hopped up from the floor and onto the bed before he laid down.

"I know I miss him too," you said quietly as you stroked his fur slowly. After a moment you realized you weren't going back to sleep so you swung your legs over the side of the bed before making your way downstairs and into the kitchen.

Sage followed close behind you, you reached into the cabinet for a glass and filled it with water. You took a sip as you looked around the quiet house.

You were snapped out of thought when sage began to growl. "What is it buddy?" You asked as you watched his hair stand on end as he lurked down the hall towards the front door.

All the terrible possibilities began running through your head as your stomach dropped. You quietly followed sage to see what he was growling at.

Before you could make it down the hall you heard the door creak as it opened. "Hello?," you called as you raised your hands prepared to use your quirk.

You took a few steps as you heard the door shut. You turned the corner swiftly, preparing for the worst, until you saw an exhausted looking kirishima hunched in the doorway as he shakily petted the dog.

"Oh eiji!" You cried as you ran to him and wrapped in a hug. He fell back on the floor as his breath was knocked out.

"Hey honey," he said as he wrapped his arms around you.

The two of you laid on the floor for a while before you pulled away. "I thought you weren't going to be home for another week?" You asked as you got up before helping him up.

"They let me out early. We got the villains.” He explained as he walked past you to the kitchen. You noticed him limping.

"Baby… you're limping." You said rushing to him to help him walk. "I'm okay. It's not as bad as it looks." He spoke as he sat at the kitchen island.

You frowned as you stood next to him. You pulled him close, letting his head rest on your chest. "I missed you so much, eijirou," you whispered as you ran your fingers through his hair.

"I missed you too, sweetheart." He smiled weakly. "Let's get you cleaned up." You said as you helped him upstairs.

You had him sit on the bed as you grabbed your first aid kit you kept under the bathroom sink. You walked out of the bathroom and back to him before you began to clean the cuts on his face.

Small hisses of pain were heard from him as you did so. "A pro-hero and can't handle a little rubbing alcohol?" You teased him.

He smiled as he laughed a little. "So everything went well on the mission?" You asked as you pulled out some butterfly stitches.

"As well as it could I suppose, no one got seriously hurt and the villains are in custody" he sighed as he began to relax.

You hummed in acknowledgement as you finished up what you were doing, "there you go, all fixed" you said as you rubbed his cheek with your thumb.

He placed his hand over yours softly as he looked at you. "How was everything here while I was gone?" You thought about lying and said "oh it was fine! A little boring but fine, " but it wasn't.

"I'm gonna be honest, terrible." You said as you sat next to him on the bed. " I've been having nightmares almost every night"

You explained as his eyes grew worrisome. "Oh baby…" He cooed as you leaned on his shoulder.

"they were all about terrible things I thought would happen when you were gone, I had one like 20 minutes before you got here actually"

You laughed dryly as you nuzzled into him. He stroked your head with his free hand comfortingly. "I'm sorry baby" he said as he kissed your head.

"It's not your fault don't apologize, it was just really scary" you said. He hummed as he pulled you into a hug. You sank in with no resistance as he held you.

“I'm here now baby..let me take care of you.” He said softly as he pulled away and looked at you.

He held your gaze for a moment before leaning in and kissing you. You whined softly as he did so, realizing just how much you missed him and the way he made you feel.

“Eiji…please” you said softly against his lips. He hummed as he kissed up your jaw before nipping at your earlobe as he whispered in your ear.

“What do you need babygirl?” He murmured in your ear before leaning back to look you in the eye. You practically came then and there.

“Can you..use your mouth..please” You responded with reddened cheeks. "Absoulutly," Kirishima said before eagerly lifting and guiding you back on the large bed without a second thought.

He grabbed the waistband of your pajama bottoms before quickly taking them off and revealing to him you weren't wearing any underwear.

“Fuck baby..this is all I could think about for the past 2 weeks” he mumbled as he made his way on his stomach between your legs.

He gripped your thighs as he pulled you close, putting your legs over his shoulders leaving your dripping pussy mere inches away from his face.

Having kept you waiting long enough he closed the gap as he pressed his tongue flat against your folds, gathering your taste before delving in further.

His tongue prodded at your entrance slightly before making its way to where you wanted it most.

His tongue swirled on your clit precisely making you whine and moan. “Eiji~..” you moaned as your hand reached for the pillow behind your head.

“You're so wet baby~” He slurred as he slurped up your juices and licked your clit sloppily. He couldn't help but rut into the mattress at your sweet noises.

“fuck..mm~ don't stop..” you whined as your back arched in a delicious curve. He moaned against your clit at your pleas, “couldn't even if i wanted to..you taste so fucking good~”

He breathed heavily as he practically drooled into your cunt. You felt your orgasm approach quickly as you sank your fingers into his hair to ground yourself.

“fuck.. eiji~” you gasped as you balled the sheets in your other hand. He could help but tease you a little as he slowed his movements making you whine.

“You're so close, aren't you sweetheart?” He asked even though he knew the answer. “Please…please eiji..I'm right there~” you pleaded.

“God when you beg so sweetly, how can I resist?” he muttered with hungry eyes as he lapped at your clit before wrapping his lips around it and swirling his tongue in circles.

Your climax hit you like a train as you cried out his name in pleasure, unable to prevent your legs from squeezing his head but he wasn't complaining.

Once you caught your breath you legs fell apart releasing kirishima from the vice grip you had him in.

He gasped slightly as you let go, sitting up before scooting forward to kiss you. You moaned as you tasted yourself on his lips.

He licked his lips once he pulled away, his shark teeth almost glistening in the light as he did so.

“You're so pretty when you feel good baby” he purred as he kissed you neck, you hummed in desire as you felt his erection press against you through his pants.

“All because of you eiji~” you cooed sweetly in his ear before you kissed his cheek. “Now let me-” your words were cut off by a bark.

You both looked behind yourselves and saw Sage standing there, his tail wagging as he waited to be let outside.

“Sage buddy, you're killing the mood man,” Kirishima groaned as he rested his head against your shoulder in defeat.

You patted his back as you sat up and reached for your previously discarded pajama pants. “Let me let him out real quick” you said as you pulled your bottoms on as you stood up.

You reached for his face before cupping his cheek lovingly. “Then I'll show you just how much I missed you too” you smirked before giving him a quick peck on the lips.

After you pulled away, you smiled at him before walking out of the room, Sage eagerly following behind you.

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[rikiwhenicatchuwriki]

that night - lee heeseung

lee heeseung x male! reader

warnings: angst, fluff

a/n this was inspired by an episode of castaway diva, where everyone wants to be mok-ha's emergency contact…oops i spoiled it haha! PLEASE GIVE ME REQUESTS IM DYING

psst!! i had a smut version, all finished and everything, but tumblr was being a little sh!t and didnt save!!! >:(

summary: you were being attacked by a drunk man on the street, and run into you boyfriend, heeseung.

song recs: i need u - enhypen(cover), love you twice - yunjin

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you were walking home when suddenly a man runs over. you back away, started. he looked in his 40s and he was waving a bottle around. he yelled at you, and your eyes widened, startled. he inched towards you drunkenly and smelled of alcohol. the smell burned your nostrils. you stumbled back, falling on the floor. the man ran towards you, bottle in air.

"hey!" suddenly someone is restraining the man. you recognize the voice as your boyfriend, heeseung. "m/n! are you okay?!" heeseung asks worriedly.

"heeseung!" my eyes widened. "be careful!" heeseung chuckles, and he pushes the man to the side, and he retreats.

"i should be saying that to you," heeseung wrapped his arms around you tightly. "i was worried, you were late"

you looked at him apologetically. "sorry hee, i had to work overtime today" heeseung only held you tighter and after a few minutes of the warm embrace, he let go.

"come on m/n-ah. there's something i need you to do when we get inside." heeseung had a rather scary tone which frightened you, a bit.

"okay" you followed him inside. when you too arrived at your shared apartment, heeseung sat next to you on the couch and patted his lap. you sat on his lap content.

"m/n, can i have you phone?" you gave him a puzzled look, but nodded and gave him your phone. on the back of your phone was 132,908 won and a polaroid of him and you smiling. heeseung smiled at the case and you blush a bit. since heeseung already knows the password to your phone(first date, date) he logs in and looks through your photos. it's mostly of him and you, pictures of ddongsik(our cat), family, friends, and food. next he looks through your messages. that makes sense, you think, he's probably checking if i'm cheating. although you would never cheat. heeseung was the whole package, and you were lucky to have him. heeseung seemed to sense this thought as he looked up and smirked at you. you blushed and looked to the side. heeseung chuckled and looked back at your phone, navigating to your settings > contacts > emergency contacts. he set his contact as the first emergency contact, then turned off your phone. heeseung looked at you passionately. "m/n, i want to keep you safe" and with that, he wrapped his arms around your waste and pulled you into a passionate kiss.

"i love you m/n"

"i love you too, lee heeseung"

[floofeh-purpi]

Getting isekai'd?! (Part 9)

Sagau! Genshin Fatui x Gn! Reader (ft. Your bsf)

『Beloved fluffball/s mentioned below! 💜』

@justmare @mc-cos-charm @keirennyx

Guys please I wanna mention other fluffballs here too 😢

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A/n: I totally didnt eat chicaron and then falling asleep and forgetting to save this to my drafts while making half of this. Nope. Nuh-uh.

Warnings: Yall at this point I might make other pictures within the crevices of my gallery a header 💀, swearing, grammar/spelling errors, you nearly scaring your best friend, blood.

【Part 8】

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"YAWA N/N WHA—" Y/b/f/n immediatly shutted the fuck up as soon as they saw you going down stairs at a... concerningly fast pace you're the flash now lmao. Fortunately for you, Your bsf didnt notice the part where you almost fell off the stairs.

"...We're out of bandages at the worst fucking time possible" Y/b/f/n's face immediatly dropped as you screetched it out on their face. Oh shit.

They forgot to buy bandages for your wound this week.

Again.

"Oh uhh... a-about that..." They smiled sheepishly at you. Oh shit they can see your face dropping. But fortunately for them, the harbingers were present.

"So your woun— WHAT THE FUCK." They nearly jumped not only at the fact that your blood is gold... BUT HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU STILL OK WHILE LOSING WHAT SEEMED LIKE HALF OF YOUR BLOOD IN YOUR BODY??? "Beh why you looking at me like th— Ay." You stared at your wound while not noticing Y/b/f/n dragging you to the nearest table.

"Bro stay here, ima try and find a cloth for that thing or smth." They said, before leaving you with the harbingers. This shit is awkward... and then—

"...YOUR GRACE WHY'D YOU LEAVE ME LIKE THAT 😭🙌" Childe suddenly whined out. Wait when the fuck did bro go down the stairs?

"Hey n/n—"

"YOUR GRACE ARE YOU OK?!" The Tsaritsa scrambled her limbs to get a better look of your wound.

"Yuh, im good I gue—" Y/b/f/n threw the cloth at your face.

"Thanksyu bro, this shit'll do." Yiu finished wrapping the cloth and gave your poor bsf a heart attack by giving them your "Bitch I will kill you for not buying me bandages." Stare. "Ma maluoy ka nako ma..." they thought in their head.

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Safe to say that them Harbingers and The Tsaritsa took both you and y/b/f/n to the Zapolyarny Palace beh I had to search google for the spelling of the palace 😔🙌, with y/b/f/n helping drag your feet through the cold-ass snow.

"Never back down never what???" -Y/b/f/n

"Never give up— Yati it hurts" -You

"Its ok bro. Kaya na nimo."

"Did you just say Kaeya's name?"

"Wha— oh."

"What?"

"What?"

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Dottore was putting ointments and who-knows-whats in these remedies as to not irritate your wound wounds now have emotions beh. It was quiet at first, before Dottore said:

"Welcome back to Teyvat, My Your Grace." Dottore immediatly bowed down until his head almost hit the floor. You were kinda surprised, since you never took him as someone who would actually worship a god.

"Uhm... thanks, hey your actually the first person to greet me here..." You patted his head. Oh how he didnt even bother hiding his cheeks that flushed a soft shade of pink while leaning into your warm touch. "I-Im fattered My Your Grace."

While Y/b/f/n was being practically a third wheel watching you both. You both didnt notice them.

"I wish that was me... 😢" -Y/b/f/n

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Since I forgot to publish this yesterday, I tried to make this longer than it was orihinally to make it up for the loss. Sorry fluffball. 😭🙌

【Part 10】

Published: July 6 2024. 10:27am.

[celefrfr]

hey love! I saw the request ask and maybe you can write a joost x girlfriend!reader, where he notices that when you nervous you start playing with his hand and fingers and he starts wearing rings just for you so can you play with them when nervous.. idk just thought that would be the cutest thing

AMS-BLQ-RAK

(the name is the codes of the amsterdam, bologna and marakech airports)

summary:joost and y/n meet at the bologna airport, they both have to go to marakech, he sees her nervous so he helps her

relationship: joost × fem!reader

TW:none

y/n was at the airport, waiting for her plane, she read the planes coming and going, the departures ecc, it was 2 am, she was tired and anxious cause she was scared of heights, the sign said :

AMS-BLQ 2:30 AM BLQ-RAK 3:00 AM

she went back to where she was seated before, she saw this guy, blonde, blue eyes that just got off the amsterdam-bologna plane and was waiting for the bologna-marakech one, weirdly the same one she was gonna go to, she accidentally peeked and saw that he was gonna be in the seat A-1 and she was gonna be in A-2, she was already fidgetting, the guy looked kinda chill, she said hi, he spoke to her his name was joost, she loved that name, he asked her why she was so scared.

time passes, they are on the plane, shes having a panic attack, he gives her his hand, he had some rings,"t komt goed, schat" he told her, to help her calm down, he took off his cross and gave it to her so she could calm down, she falls asleep on his shoulder, the plane got to marakech, he asked her if she had some money to pay for an hotel, she told him that she could stay with her at her grandmas house, they got a taxi, got there, they didnt have beds, joost and y/n slept on the top floor, looking at the stars "ik hou van jou" he whispered, before falling asleep

[pouringmyheartoutforpaper]

stevie comforting you once your fear of abandonment inevitably sets in in the relationship. reassuring you he won’t leave with words, but bc he knows you’ve been told that with empty promises so many times, he shows you every day how much he means it.

cw: talks of anxiety/anxiety attacks, talks of abandonment issues, angst but quickly followed up by sickeningly sweet fluff, stevie being the best., not proofread :(

ALSO I USED y/n ONCE BECAUSE I COULDNT THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE TO CALL R. I DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT SO JUST PRETEND ITS NOT THERE ☹️

your day had started out awfully. you forgot your bag at home, you spilled coffee on your sweater, and hadn’t eaten your usual bagel this morning. not that these inconveniences were affecting you now. one thing had set your mind on a spiral.

steve had forgotten to call you when he got home.

it’s not like it was a rule. no, your relationship wasn’t like that, it was always just something steve decided to do. but today he didnt. which begged one simple question that had you fall down the rabbit hole you hadn’t felt since you started dating steve.

why?

why didn’t he call you? does he not want to talk to you? is he bored of you? did he find someone else? will you ever speak to him again? what if something you did made him not love you anymore?

obviously none of these thoughts were rational and you knew that. one thing about steve is that he wasn’t like anyone you’ve ever met. when you’re with him, your worries fade completely. the thought of him possibly leaving hadn’t crossed your mind at all. and it definitely never crossed his. ever.

but what if youre being naive? what if this promise was as faulty as the others? but no. because you know steve isn’t capable of doing that to you.

but… he forgot about you?

and thats how you ended up on your bathroom floor in nothing but steve’s t-shirt, hair a mess, mascara smudged. sobbing and wallowing in your own anxiety. anxiety that you knew wasn’t warranted. but of course, thats why its called anxiety.

and then you heard his car pulling into your driveway.

oh.

he hadn’t called after work because he was driving to your house.

a wave of panic racked through your body. bolting up and out of the bathroom. you looked in your vanity mirror and audibly groaned. you heard his car door open and peeked outside, where he was already looking up at your room. he had a small bouquet your favorite flowers tucked between his arm and his side, a criminally cute smile on his face, and two coffees that you instantly recognized as your usual coffee orders. a latte for you, an iced cold brew for steve, because he is a middle aged mother at heart.

you wave before making your way to the front door, wiping your face as best you could and praying that your face isn’t puffy and flushed from crying.

you opened the door and knew that your prayers were not answered. steves face completely fell, making his way inside and setting everything on your dining room table and coming back to you at a shocking speed. his hands cupping your face while you smiled at him, trying to convey that you’re happy.

“hey, what happened? whats wrong, love?” his hand instinctively went to your forehead to check your temperature.

“no, nothing stevie its okay! im okay!” you giggled softly.

he smiles back at you before lacing an arm under your upper thigh and pulling you onto him. starting to carry you to your bedroom. burying your face into his shoulder.

“m’sorry” you mumbled into his neck, the tears starting to fall again. guilt around the anxiety you felt only a few minutes ago, because of course he was on his way to your house. only steve would prove your brain wrong by showing up at your house with flowers and coffee.

he rubs a soothing hand up and down your back, “hey, no need to be sorry, okay? none of that,” he presses a kiss to your temple before opening the door to your room. sitting you down on your bed and sitting himself on the floor in front of you. taking your hands in his and looking up at you.

“you wanna tell me whats wrong, doll?” his voice is soft and sweet, no pressure to it.

“s’ stupid,” you attempt to look away from him because you knew his eyes would make you fold, but his hand comes to your jaw and pulls it back towards him.

“it’s not stupid, if it’s making you sad it isn’t stupid, even if you’re just anxious.”

of course steve harrington can read you like a book.

“i just-“ your voice falters, but his eyes stay on you, “i just got scared that one day you’ll leave me, i know you won’t, but just thinking about it scared me,” saying it out loud sounded like a ridiculous idea. and the look on steves face only confirmed its absurdity. his eyes glossed over a little, like a confused puppy.

“baby, no- never- what- what got you thinking about that, honey?” he almost looked upset, but not at you, he looked upset at whatever had made you feel like this.

your hands came to your face in embarrassment, laughing and groaning in embarrassment.

“its embarassinggg!”

he smiled, relieved that you understood that your worries were unwarranted.

he moved up to the bed and sat beside you now, “no, its not honey, tell me.”

you looked at him through your fingers and burst into a fit of giggles. he laughs, slightly bewildered, placing his hands on your shoulders as you leaned into him.

“i thought you forgot to call me, but then i realized how stupid that was, and that made me even more anxious!”

he laughs along with you, softly though. pulling you into his chest and petting your hair. “m’ sorry baby, i didnt mean to scare yo-“ but you cut him off.

“no steve,” you placed your hands on either side of his face, “you did nothing wrong, i had a bad day and it just came up in my mind and i freaked out, i know you love me, right?”

“i love you so much, i love you so much, so much y/n. i really do. i want to spend the rest of my life with you, and whatever comes after we die, i want to us to be together there too. youre everything ive ever wanted- no, really- its like you were sent down from heaven so i could love you. if i thought you’d say yes, id take you to the courthouse- or church- or whatever- and id marry you today. i love you, all of you, and that means i love your bad days too. so- if that mean part of your brain makes you sad again ill just have to beat it up.” he finishes his exclamation with a fake flick to the back of your head and a kiss to your hand. both of your eyes glossy with eternal happiness.

“i love you stevie” you whisper, before pressing your lips to his.

[starjashsprophecy]

CHAPTER WON: The Juneau Incident

Heart walk down the to the. Mind door he open. ANgry. >:(

“(wat is wrong with u!??!?!??)” Herttb said. Mind locked at him angry. “[ur 1 2 talk”] said Mnm. Heart walked over to mindD and punchs he. 

(AN: O_O) The stars were angry.

“[I hat u!!!!!!!!!!!]” >:[[ “[ur such a child.]” 

“( >:(”) Heart wished Mind was gone. Tgey would b able to functon so much better without he judging evilly insult s. Heart wished mind was DEAD. 

Heart was angry, and the stars were too. The angrgy starts twinkled angrily. Heart could tell theyis angry. “(At least IM not an emotion less monster!)” Heart said. “[you refuse to even listen 2 me! I pick up everythinmh u are too pathetic to carry.]” Mind’s tail lashed as he hissed.  “[i have to fix all ur mistakes. All the things you fail to be right about]”

Heart rolled his void eyes,, “ (You are intelligent, but u are not wise. U are logical but u er not correct.)”

”[Yeah. well my logic clearly states ur a burden. we would b so much better off if ur emotions weren’t clowning our life.”]

”(Ur logics wron! i wish you were DIED!!!!”) Heart gasped. He didnt’ mean to blurt that say out loud that.

Mind just giggled, and laughe d. “[youre just proving  how useless your emotions r. You and WE would be nothing without me constantly cleaning up all ur mistakes and problems”] Heartbt pushed his striped sleeve up and tge fishnets shirt sleve scrunched together. He broight his hand up to hit mind but he dodged it. “(WGAR)” Mimb grabbt his hand and btiesd it with his sharps teeths fangs.

“)YEEEEOW WHAT THE FUDGE)”

Heart punched mdimd. Mind growled and hissed and pushed him away. Herrt fell to the floor. Thud!. 

“(Fuckf u”)Hearbt hated Mint he was men

He grabd his ankle and made him fall to the floor next to him. Mimd hit he head and ouched and HEart tok the oppsrunitiny to grab his hed and hit in on the ground! AGAIN! Mind unsheathd his sharp claws and scratched at Herbt until e was he is let go. Heart was bleeding and holded his arm that was bleedingsparkly blood.it matched the makup on his face that looked like blood and he spakrly blindfold that was right now in he nek. ……… hey wa it. ! Heat isn’t sparkly befor e (aN: before rfernc XD X3). … . what! 

Herbt was confused because he wasn’t sparkle before (an: b) but it locked cool . he was stars. “

(Ohmi gosh god!”)

Mimd didn’t car because Hert was still attaking him and heart remeemerd he was attacking hm and attacked Mind again. Mind locked more like stars also but not as much as heart did and he the room was stars sparkly to. Mimnds black ears locked mor elike wolf instead of cat they always is cat it was weirdand they looked like pain because of his many silver piersings and really cool detail earring but they were difrnt! What.! ?

He met Minds bright eyes t. Eyes of hatred and judgement.  Mind hatd Heart and Heart hat Mind and for ones som 1 was on he side becais the stars hatd Mind too. Heartb could tell because they were angy. Even tho they were angryg at both of theit fighting.

All heart feeled was violents. Towards himself but he didm’t want to hurt Whole that way so it was diretld at Mind insted always. But he was still hurting them evn if he lied to himself but he was too angry 2 think becuz Mind wouldn’t listen to him either so why should Heart give him the grace?!? 

 Tge angry stars formed a gun in Herbts hand! He locked down at it and barely saw the sparkl urple starduts metal before he aimd it and pull the trigger!

BANG!