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Skén:nen så:sewh
as promised, here's Precious boyâą getting kissed by Precious wifeâą because he deserves all the love in the world :cc
translation: Get home safe
#nobody translate the file name#nah but home girl is the strongest soldier let me tell you#imagine date/being married to an assassin fr I would loose my mind#I'm such a sucker for the friends to lovers trope ok hear me out#Girlie is an ally to the assassin's and that's how she meets Connor and they become friends because RatonhnhakĂ©:ton deserves more friends o#she is VERY smart knows how to stand her ground but also very sweet and funny he respects and admires her a lot and so does she#she's from another displaced kanien'kehĂĄ:ka clan they bond really close sooner than later the feeling just blooms everyone's knows but THEM#until prob the recruits and the people in the homestead get tired of these oblivious fools in love and plot to finally get them together#I headcanon Connor didn't settle down completely until they were expecting their first child like they both panicked when they realized#I mean they're already married and stuff but still our girl is all over the place bcs she's scared of something happening to him or the bby#and connor acts cool and leveled on the outside but he's just a whirpool of emotions on the inside as well it's really funny to watch#they probably broke down in tears from both laughter and fear but they are amazing parents we are certain of it :')#I want their dinamic to be like that mainly because Connor deserves some light and laugh in his life after all the things he went through#connor i'm in love with your wife#ratonhnhakĂ©:ton#connor kenway#connor's mistery wife#ac 3#assassin's creed#oc#the way you can tell I almost never draw men just from this sketch đ#my art
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I know Jack and Maddie's relationship in canon is probably MEANT to be seen--depending on the episode--as a pretty bog-standard, 2000s-era "idiot big dad and exasperated, smart wife who puts up with him" trope.
BUT
my personal favorite interpretation is that BOTH are equally genius engineers who are also equally on the autistic spectrum, with a specific hyperfixation on ghosts and mad science.
The main difference is that Maddie has siblings and female social expectations, so she had to learn how to mask in ways that are seen as sociable and polite and attractive and "smart." When she does bumble major social cues (such as not recognizing Vlad's flirting until Danny points it out decades later, or humiliating her kids by showing up in a hazmat suit at school), it feels more "socially acceptable" from her.
She genuinely loves Jack because he could not care less about her being Feminine or Socially Acceptable. He just wants to shout with her about ghosts! So the nanosecond she's around him she can yank the mask off and go chasing spirits with a toaster turned into a machine gun.
#danny phantom#jack fenton#maddie fenton#leif babbles#i honestly could go on for pages about this but I'll stop myself lol#like i don't think she meant to shun Vlad in the hospital for decades; i think she genuinely forgor that it's a social expectation to visit#and she didn't 'reject' him so much as not notice him flirting for all of college#she gets irritated at Jack for forgetting their anniversary because that was SCHEDULED and PLANNED and now it's CHANGED#she can't cook non-sentient food; she forgets to decontaminate; she doesn't bring a phone on vacation because her bag is full of Ghost Stuf#and she most definitely doesn't understand her kids' social needs and emotions#but goddamn it she loves her husband and family
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figuring out how to draw my favourite girlboy from harble mornets or whatever that thing's called
#this nearly was okayishly okay and then my friend sent an emote that was just the roblox face in the discord format and i started laughing#so hard i got distracted and watched an entire web horror series instead#angel hare's pretty good i didn't expect it to be what it was. very highly recommend#okay time to draw my fursona or whatever i was doing#anyway.#marble hornets#skully#skully mh#mh#skully marble hornets#mh skully#marble hornets fanart#mh fanart#fanart#illustration#art#my art#artist#artist on tumblr
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He ain't heavy, he's my brother.
(He Ain't Heavy He's My Brother, The Hollies)
My art, The World at Its Beginning (Dustin Pearson), The Tyrant's Tomb (Rick Riordan), The Fall of the House of Usher (Steven Berkoff), The Tower of Nero (Rick Riordan), Leto and her Children (William Henry Rinehart), The Moon Had No Light of its Own (Imaginary Future), My Love Mine All Mine (Mitski), Untitled (Lyra Wren), The Tyrant's Tomb (Rick Riordan), Electra (Sophocles), To Forgive (The Smashing Pumpkins), Unknown, The Tower of Nero (Rick Riordan), The Sun is Also a Star (Nicola Yoon), Doomed From the Beginning (@/veniennes on tiktok), On learning to write professionally (Interview with Jazmine Hughes by The Creative Independent), The Tower of Nero (Rick Riordan), My art
#ok there i finally did it i have successfully captured all my emotions towards these two (is lying)#but like how r u supposed to sum that up in my defense#like their relationship to each other is complicated enough throw zeus in the mix and oh boy#but i finished the tower of nero and finally got to see these two happy so !!!#it was a surprisingly bittersweet ending but i rlly liked it#also expect another one of these for jason soon cause i am not done w that boy#i thought frank was gonna die in the tyrant's tomb too and am so glad he didn't idk if i could have coped TT#ricky watch ur back#percy jackson#percy jackson fanart#fanart#my art tag#web weaving#trials of apollo#the trials of apollo#artemis pjo#apollo pjo#lester papadopoulos#also if i messed up any of the sourcing pls lmk
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Out of all the artists I've seen who draw Solas and Solavellan, you are one of my favorites! I can't get enough of your artwork! Your style captures Solas perfectly, exactly how I imagine him. Your Lavellan is gorgeous. Honestly all 10/10. THEN I found your Baldur's Gate 3 artwork and that blew me away too! Please please keep doing artwork of these beautiful characters!
I've been staring at your comment for a while now and cannot summon the words to properly convey the happiness your message has given me...so I did a very messy sketch of them reading your words and reacting the way I did lmao skjfhjkf
I am so happy you enjoy my silly arts, I appreciate you so much!
#solas#dragon age#lavellan#solavellan#mogwaei arts#GAWDDD I didn't expect to CRY happy tears today I am so emotional ksfjkf#he's the reason I started drawing so it hits me extra hard getting a kind comment about the way I draw him đđ#djin'zidei lavellan#he's trying so hard to hide his huge smile :'D
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started listening to tetro dr pink a few weeks ago and by god i've fallen in love with the characters so have my first offering: some of the girls + okazaki and wada, colored while fearing friday drops
#tetro danganronpa pink#tetro danganronpa#isono miki#okazaki hanano#wada masanari#sasaki hitomi#hayashi mai#didn't ever expect to get deep into a fangan ngl but it's s tier#some really incredible vaing and writing. i recommend if you like severe emotional damage#heads up: while it handles topics respectfully it does have many cws so check those first on its tumblr#but yeah i'm genuinely pretty happy w how this turned out. esp isono and wada!
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RealAgeAU Drabble - The Scheme
I am back!
More RealAgeAU. With the baby <3 Hey @spotaus get in here :D
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Cross walks from side to side âThis is bad. This is very bad.â Cross even flickers in and out of view.
Dust holds out an arm and catches Cross by the arm before pulling him to sit next to him on the ground. Nightmare notices what Dust wants and climbs from his lap into Crossâs lap.
Dust watches as Cross snuggles their babybones and relaxes a little.
Dust nods and focusses back on what Error had shared with them.
Only to see that Dream is also close to a panic attack. Great.
Dream tugs on his own hands as he rambles âFate and Balance are too dangerous! They will try to force Nightmare to change his domain. They already tried with me but with me being so well known and seeing as I already told everyone they knew it would attract too much attention if they made me changeâŠâ
Error groans as he sighs âYes. I know. It is why I called for this meeting.â
The meeting being in some random AU with them, Error, Dream and Blue.
Blue pulls Dream near and puts an arm around his shoulders âHey it will be fine. Error already hid where they are hiding and only us two know he is even alive.â
Dream shakes his skull âThey just need to start checking universes. As soon as they find the right one they will know he is there. And notice Errorâs meddling.â
Nightmare shoots Error a worried look but Error just shrugs âI will be fine. Balance already hates me anyway.â Nightmare does not look happy as he glances at Dust.
Dust frowns âThey will just know? how?â
Dream searches for the right words âIt is a god thing⊠if we are in a universe we can notice fellow gods or stuff changed by gods. It is why Nightmare and I could always sense each other.â
Killer tilts his skull âSeriously? I thought that was just a twin thing?â
Nightmare shakes his skull âNo it was a god thing.â
Killer huhâs and looks off into the distance.
Horror frowns as he thinks âMeaning we canât just keep hiding?â
Error shrugs as he looks to the side âI changed the universe code and makeup enough to make it unable to be found unless you make a very specific jump. The problem is that sometimes some gods can override bans placed by other gods.â He mutters softer âwell⊠one exception with some very complicated and specific scenarios.â
Dust shoots Error a look âCan we copy that?â If they can do that maybe they can continue being relaxed here. Relax as they watch Nightmare develop his newly developing powers.
Error shakes his skull âNot without messing around with the save files, load files, reset files and save states.â He just shakes his skull at the looks everyone sends him âdonât ask how the guy made that mess work for himself.â
Dream looks at him worried âThere has to be something we can do!â
Dust blinks as he feels a tug on his hoody. He looks to the side and sees nothing so he sighs âCross. Visible please.â
A moment before Cross, and Nightmare, reappear again. Cross looks embarrassed. Nightmare however looks smug âWe do what Dream did.â
Dust turns to Nightmare âWhat do you mean?â the silence around them is loud.
Nightmare nods âDream says they canât influence him because they know forcing him to change will attract attention. They donât like being known. There is a reason people thought Error and I were the reason for all the bad stuff. Because they want us to be the face. They donât want to be held responsible.â
Dust sees where he is going with this and doesnât like it âNightmare⊠please tell me you arenât thinking what I think you are thinking.â
Nightmare keeps looking smug âWe should reintroduce me.â
The loud and in sync shouting of Noâs even surprises Dust as Cross after his own shout just holds Nightmare closer.
Killer sits down next to them âNo. Nuh-uh. We arenât doing that. Ever.â
Nightmare frowns âBut we need to? If we donât Fate or Balance will eventually find us.â He huffs as he crosses his arms âI like my domain but I canât exactly use it to attack in anyway.â
Cross just holds him close and nuzzles his skull âWe will defend you!â
Nightmare frowns âYou guys are strong butâŠâ
Error sighs âFate and Balance are a league on their own⊠It is how they can just decide and change domains after all.â he sighs and shakes his skull âI donât meet them a lot but lets say that near the start they made it clear what my domain entitled.â
Dust frowns and reconsiders some things. He never truly considered how Error ended up picking his domain. How Nightmare even knew what his entitled⊠If there are these much stronger beings aroundâŠ
Horror must had made the same conclusion as he shoots Nightmare a look âwhat was your idea?â
Nightmare smiles a tiny bit as he speaks âWe start reintroducing me. We start obviously with the safest options first and work from there. Then by the time they find us, it will be too late and old news and changing my domain will be too suspicious for them to do.â
Dream looks unhappy âWho would we reintroduce you to first?â
Nightmare grins with a knowing smile.
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Reaper frowns as he floats from side to side in the beautiful garden. Careful not to touch anything.
Life giggles âI think you are worrying for nothing old friend.â
Reaper groans âI donât like this. are you sure about this? I can still change the location and we can skip this meeting.â
Life shakes his face and looks excited âReaper. Hearing that Dream and Error want to meet us about something very special? With special guests? Of course I want to meet them.â
Reaper frowns as he looks around nervously âIf people find out I knew where you wereâŠâ
Life shrugs as she makes her tea âBalance already knows either way. She knew before you did. They never told anyone either. Meaning in the end others not knowing isnât that dangerous.â
Reaper sighs as he floats over to grab his own tea to drink âI still worryâŠâ
Life nods âI know. You worry too much.â She grins at him teasing âSo how is your secret beau?â
Reaper shoots her a look âDonât start.â
Life giggles and hums a happy tune âYou can hardly blame me. It is very rare you truly connect with someone.â
Reaper sighs as he rubs his neck âDonât start.â
Life giggles before both of them look up as they notice the change in the air. New people have entered this hidden space.
Reaper and Life look out and hear a voice which Reaper knows is Error.
âLife generally is in this area by the blossom trees. I can only assume she and Reaper will be there.â
Reaper knows they both are listening for any other voices.
âLife just⊠hangs around here? Doesnât that get boring?â
Reaper is still slightly shocked to hear Killer. He knew there was going to be a special guest but still.
Reaper knew that Error knew where Nightmare was and that means that he would knew where the gang is but still⊠it shocks him.
It only takes a moment before Error walks into view and he grins âSee? found them.â and he continues leading the way. Dream is nearby with Blue as Killer walks in after them with Dust and Horror close behind.
Reaper frowns as he notes the obvious absent Cross and Nightmare but well⊠it is something.
Error leads them over as Life stands up herself with a small smile âIt is a pleasure to finally see the faces of those who are the center of much talk around our universes.â
Reaper snorts as he sees all of them look sheepishly away.
Dream rubs his cheek âIt is nice to finally get to meet you Life⊠I have heard much about you⊠Thank you for allowing us to visit you in your home!â
Killer rolls his sockets and copies his voice but softer and Dream does not even turn around or drop his smile as he kicks behind him and hits Killerâs shin.
Life smiles amused âOh that is alright. I must say I was very curious about the fact that you wished to meet us.â And she waits.
Dream looks nervously at Error and Killer before looking to the side.
Error raises his brow at Killer and crosses his arms âWell?â
Killer shoots Horror and Dust a look. Dust nods to him and Killer turns to them with a smile âWhat can I say? We needed some time to relax and figure stuff out but now we are more than ready to continue on! Foremost.â He grins âCross?â
Silence.
Killer sighs and turns around as he looks into the nothing âCross I know you are there. Stop hiding the two of you.â
A very unhappy mutter.
Reaper blinks confused. He hadnât even sensed Cross⊠How⊠Reaper glances at Life and Life looks shocked herself.
Reaper can understand him not noticing someone but this is Lifeâs realm. Her home. Made of her magic. How had she not noticed someone entering?
Killer glares and crosses his arms âCross. We are here to reintroduce him.â
Cross grumbles unhappily but appears and-
Reaper stares and his mind blanks.
Nightmare is looking up at Cross highly amused before turning to Killer and holding out two arms. Killer easily takes him over before walking closer to Life and Reaper. Cross makes a wounded sound and hurries after Killer.
Killer grins as he proudly holds Nightmare up âMeet! Nightmare! God is restoration!â
Nightmare grins and raises a tiny tiny arm in a wave âhi.â
Oh shit even his voice is young and what even is this?!
Life coos and before Reaper can blink she is suddenly holding Nightmare and holding him close âOh you are just adorable. No wonder they hid with you and kept the multiverse away from you.â she smiles happily at the panicked looking skeletons âWell? Are you all coming? I will make us a meal and we will talk about all that happened.â She nuzzles the tiny skull with a happy hum âOh tiny skeletons are just too cute. I will make sure to make something you like. Do you have any favourites?â
Nightmare just stares at her confused as he shoots the other skeletons a helpless look.
Horror walks over and speaks calmly âHis magic is still resettling and he canât always eat everythingâŠâ
Life shoots him a look and nods âI understand.â He grabs hold of Horror and pulls him along too as she floats towards another part of her area âI assume you know about his diet? Come along we will prepare some for all of you.â she raises her voice and aims it at the others âGet comfortable! We will be right back.â And they disappear behind some bushes.
Killer slowly tilts his skull â⊠did that god just steal our mate and babybones?â
Dust looks after where they disappeared himself âI am honestly not sureâŠâ he shoots Error a glare âI thought you said Life would be fine to be introduced to?â
Error huffs âBecause she is?â he rubs the back of his neck âI guess it makes sense⊠she is the goddess of life. Of course she gets excited at the sight of children⊠I think she will eventually give him back to you guysâŠâ
Cross is glaring into the distance âShe better or I will not be held responsible for what I will do.â
Killer and Dust both look highly amused.
Reaper finally finds his voice âWhy is Nightmare tiny?â
The others actually look at him and Blue grins widely âYou got like two hours? It is a long story.â
Dream laughs and nods âI can only assume we have enough time before Life returns with Nightmare and Horror.â
Cross huffs âYou guys explain.â He disappears from view, and Reaper suddenly canât feel his lifeforce anymore.
Killer grins âHave fun hunting and stalking love! See you in a bit!â
Dust takes a seat in a chair and grins âReady for a short explanation?â
Reaper nods and gets ready. He has no doubt this will be quite the tale.
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#utmv#realageau#nightmare sans#deaged nightmare#dust sans#killer sans#cross sans#horror sans#dream sans#blue sans#reaper sans#life toriel#okay so like#I kinda wanted to make this two drabbles... but also i really wanted it to be one.#So i made it one :D#look at that!#The gang is introducing their baby to others!#and of course Life would LOVE the babybones#It is her whole thing! It is newly created life! Of coruse she adores the tiny baby!#the only reason the gang isn't more alarmed is because they immediantly spotted the obvious adoration and they knew life lives in that plac#so not a lot of places she can leave to by her selfimposed isolation.#reaper however is shocked#He didn't expect an ACTUAL CHILD#Why is there a child god?!#blue is there for emotional support.#Ink meanwhile is looking for his friends like âwhere the fuck is everyone?! :/â
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this was made especially for those of us who cut ties with our shitty families, huh
i cried so much this whole episode. i know that i can't be in that house and be who i am at the same time, but the guilt and shame never really go away. i love that this episode said, wholeheartedly: fuck what society says, you should be wherever allows you to be happiest
anyway! you always hear that family estrangement is rare in asian communities, but i did it! and you can do it, too! dump your shitty family! i believe in you~
#tsukuritai onna to tabetai onna#it's incredible like i don't think i fully realized how ashamed i feel until this episode had me ugly crying into my blankie#especially because the abuse was invisible and people say: oh everyone's family says harsh things! it's because they care! they love you!#and no matter how hard you try to explain the magnitude of what was done to you people still shrug and say but they're *family*#not that there was ZERO physical abuse but like. that's just How It Is in the community i grew up in so it's not a Reason reason#and that's all aside from all that's expected of me as the child of an asian family (that i am simply doing none of)#FUCK i guess i just compartmentalized all of this so securely i didn't think it could bleed out anymore#thanks tsukutabe. i guess?#this show is RELENTLESSLY coming for me this season too like explicitly stated asexual rep? a treat for me personally!#idk i never expected an asian drama to be so clear about this especially because kasuga's abuse was invisible too#and the idea of not sacrificing yourself for your parents is COUNTER to what you're supposed to do#i am just VERY EMOTIONAL right now#i love kasuga so much and it was rough to see her going through it but i am SO HAPPY that she's accepted and loved
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my heart is on the floor man, richas' admin has been such a light on the server for all this time, I'm gonna miss his presence on the server so much, obrigada por tudo richinhas :,)
#I'm genuinely quite emotional#qsmp#i didn't expect that at all#but im so glad he got to properly say goodbye
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i just wanted draw shadow smiling
#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#me: okay what would make shadow smile (maria) (his chao) got it#sth#sonic the hedgehog#i wasn't actually expecting the marias but well. i'm emotional#uu .... Uuuu god he loved her so much ...#i know i have another shadow doodle comp somewhere that had like two or three smiles in there but. more.#a VARIETY to see his Range (also bc i already dislike how i drew those lul)#my art#edit i was apparently so lost in the sauce i didn't realize i typo'd my caption but it's staying bc its funny
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anybody else rly rly ill about the amount of grief in his eyes in this scene
[original screencap under the cut]
#qkdraws#id in alt#ayyyee surprise trigun content#vash is rly fun to draw <- girl who says literally everything is fun to draw#except shoes.fuck them thangs#anyway yeah the look in his eyes here rewired me a little bit#imagine animating human emotion so viscerally. who did this.who thought this was ok#apparently im incapable of drawing pointed faces i have to round them out. or ill die or smth#i wanna draw him more but i 1) need Energy and 2) i will have to draw his prosthetic#this isn't an excuse i Will draw his prosthetic im just whining to whine. i ain't no quitter#vash the stampede#trigun stampede#trigun#trigun vash#shoving this in the drafts before i go to bed.hi it's Draft Jay here coming at u live at 1:30am and Starving#literally so hungry.somebody save me <- too worried abt waking her parents to make food#enough of that tho i didn't expect trigun to be so .fucked up#i mean it's a show abt a fucking pacifist gunman who has a brother named Millions Knives.that's so fuckin stupid /pos#who knew how horrid it would get (not me.now i know tho <3)#uhh ur regularly scheduled mob psycho stuff will be back soon in the meantime[passes out]
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â Tim & Lucy scenes âł 5x10 - The List
#chenford#chenfordedit#the rookie#tim x lucy#tim and lucy#therookieedit#lucy x tim#jesuis assez edits: Chenford#jesuis assez edits: Chenford scenes#Tim was so nervous#When they reached their second date.. They were in their element. It was more them as opposed to the fancy setting.#He could breathe with ease. Just be there in the moment with her. They could just be them. Just Tim and Lucy.#He could melt into her the way he always does.#Whether that be in the form of a kiss / hug or a touch of any means.#or even gaze at her intently the way he did here in this scene [ok the whole episode. ] [ok just about every time he looks at her]#Even touching her with his fingertips brushing over her skin \ hearing her voice \ a single look that#communicates what words cannot say is enough to quieten the anxiety.#or the emotional storm raging within Tim. Even for a fleeting moment as they have done so before.#Tim has this way of giving Lucy his full and undivided attention. Listening to her attentively. He takes in every word she says to him#Hanging onto every word and holding a space for those words in the doorways of his mind. and allowing her influence to wash over him.#Because he values her opinion just as much as she values his. So when she expressed a [need] for him to reset his expectations#he switched on instantly to meet that need. He too wants for them to take their time and explore this slowly.#They're on mutual ground with this and maybe it's something Tim didn't realise he wanted until Lucy voiced it.#The way he begins to process what she is wanting from the relationship right now and needing from him#and how it sinks in that he wants that too#I think Tim could've been content to sit in silence with her all night despite the nerves bubbling up inside of him.#Just completely content with beaming at her all night. Content to admire her through tender eyes.
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I really couldn't even begin to put into words how I feel right now I'm just feeling so many things at once, FUUUCCKFKKKK I MISSED AKI SO FUCKING MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#I love him so much!!!!!!!!!#right now I'm just laying in bed trying to decide if I should get up for work or be late so I can cry#I knew that seeing him again would make me emotional#but in the manga.... I never expected it....#uugff and maybe the whole next chapter will be a hayakawa family flashback#im filled with so many thoughts about what will happen#if I didn't have to get up I would sob all morning lol
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actually i do have something to say about this chapter and it's quite critical of it but also i'm tired tonight and i've been talking about it long and hard on discord already and putting it all together in a coherent post feels like too much of a task tonight. all i'm gonna say is that part 2 was very obviously going in a certain direction from the start, and i loved that direction, and to an extent it is still going in that direction but now very obviously missing a huge chunk of what stirred it in that direction. and i'm hesitant to simply say it's fujimoto that's dropped the ball on this (though it might the idealization, who's to say) because from the actual shape of the writing + slump in paneling/art + recent bitter interview by fujimoto + japanese audience is apparently vocally not a fan of asa + my own cursed knowledge of shounen jump and shueisha editors and how they react to a fall in sales = i think the lack of focus on asa has really hurt the themes of part 2 when she was an integral part of it + i think this wasn't entirely fujimoto's doing and it's very likely because she is apparently strongly disliked in japan and there's good reason to believe that fujimoto was told to not focus on her nearly as much bc sales slump and people complain as soon as she shows up. which sucks. becaue what made part 2 work as well as it did was the synergy and parallel between the two protagonists' paths, and the absence of asa's path in the past few months (both in universe and by real time in the comic) feels like a genuine writing and thematic and emotional hole in the comic that to me shows that she WAS supposed to be there. fujimoto had fully intended to write her in there bc there's a hole in the shape of her where she is very obviously supposed to fit. it isn't simply a question of "author forgets his female character" it's a question of "this crucial part of the manga is missing and the author is painfully aware of it and bitter about it too"
#eli talks#csm#this is still not coherent i'll make a more coherent version at one point.#anyhow this still worked for me even during the denji megafocus#bc it felt like the boomerang was gonna return and asa was gonna be back in her place#and we were gonna see the counterbalance to denji's focus#her own rise to fame and emotions during this and growth with yoru#her absorption into the church and its horrors; the love bombing and adulation she finally got#the emotions about chainsaw man as a character and growing more reliant on yoru#the bitter and dramatic fall and its immediate aftermath; reacting to losing her arm#instead we get a character who until now had been an intensely emotion-driven and passive character IMMEDIATELY thrust into action#and given v little insight into her thoughts and interiority#something is missing!#it's not like fujimoto had nothing planned for her. she was written so intently and well#and suddenly it's like she dropped out of existence#and suddenly the paneling got worse and the art got worse and the hiatuses worse#and we get an interview from fjmt where he talks bitterly about commercial expectations interfering with artistic intentions#and how he wishes he didn't have to draw aymore#a guy who talked about how he was obsessed with drawing!#idk maybe it's idealization but i feel like it's not hard to put two and two together here
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tfw when you write an entire novel with two protagonists that spent the entire plot getting closer to each other, becoming best friends and eventually both of them deciding they would rather die than allow the other to not live a long, fulfilling life, their friendship carrying most of the emotional weight of the entire plot and the emotional climax being one of them sacrificing his life so the other can live and then the other crossing literal universes to find him, a tearful smile in his face as he confesses how much he missed him. which is the scene you wanted to write and show the most because, again, this is the pay off to the slowburn you've been writing in the entire novel and what everything has been building up to since the very first chapter. and then you end the novel by having them share a smile, finally confident they'll be able to have a happy future.
but you also just gotta have one of them marry offscreen because everyone knows you can't be happy if you're not in a het marriage with kids lmao it's whatever it's okay i'm fiNE-
#i talk a lot <3#the greatest estate developer#lloyd frontera#this post was going to be so much more bitter this is me being nice akjshdkahdk#i just....... i'm sad alsjdsjkal#and i don't think i'm wrong to be. like i'm not disapointed bc i don't actually expected lloyd and javier to be together#i'm not that optimistic lmao#but i did have the hope tged would have no romance#because lloyd and javier were already doing so much in the emotional and relationship development front of the plot#that adding romance just feels. awkward. like an aside. an add-on that affects none of the plot and is just there to make sure#no one accidentally gets confused and think those two are in love#and guess what! most of the romance does happen in literal side stories! literally an add-on that does nothing for the plot! i hate it!#it's the heteronormativity and amatonormativity of it all :/#do i think it would've been cool for llojavi to be canon? absolutely! do i think it was necessary for the plot? nope!#they were already perfect the way they are! their friendship is the core of the entire plot and their relationship to each other#is what ultimately moves much of the plot in the latter half!#which is the way relationships should work in fiction! not just have them for the sake of having them!#lloyd didn't need a romantic subplot because the plot was already working perfectly without it!#also what's the point of having a character constantly think about what their idea of 'happy life' is if you're not going to challenge it#it's about the hero's journey of it all!!!#i have things to say dang it!#javier asrahan#tged
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"Can't you see the look on jiejie's face?"
#In the first gif I was like: jc it's cute that you are waiting for wwx but don't leave jyl when she's sad#Then I saw how much he turned around and understood that sect heir jc was checking that all jiang disciples were with them#Anyway. While donghua!jyl is always dissociating and novel!jyl has jfm and wwx's vibes 'smile. your problems will disapear'#Cql!jyl seems so sad. not seen. not loved#And then someone validates her feelings!(jc saying to wwx to shut up about jzx because jyl is sad)#But he doesn't do that in front of her :(#Honestly. Cql!jyl is sad in a way I didn't expect#*mgifs#Cql#yunmeng siblings#Also. I must say that a jyl who shows her emotions and a jc much more responsive emotionally are valid interpretations of the text tbh
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