#I didn't eat Play-Doh often
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#the plants at my old elementary hit different bruh /lh
INGESTED not just chewed on to clarify lol. based on real responses from my groupchat
#glue and currency are the only ones that I decided I didn't like#and didn't regularly eat XD#actually I just never thought about consuming money#although I did suck on coins.#why would you permanently eat money when you can use it to buy video games?#never found pet treats that I liked#I loved the feeling of Kleenex dissolving in my mouth#and i loved sucking on it (eating it at the end of course).#the sand at the park closest to my house was great#I thought that cowboys who had grass between their teeth in movies and stuff must usually eat the grass at the end#so I did too so I could be cool#I didn't eat Play-Doh often#too salty.#ants are spicy#and my siblings have informed me that my eating spider webs also meant that I ate a lot of spiders#even tho i purposefully never ate spider webs that i saw a spider in.#and do I really want to admit that I still sometimes eat my hair on purpose?#not really but here I am admitting it anyway lol#It's the crunch.#so with all of that lol I picked sand for this poll because that one still has the most immediately positive memories#although typing these maybe I should have picked the grass.#I loved crunching down and flattening flowering grass stalks between my teeth#and those didn't taste bad either. they're sweet. but in a grassy way lol#... okay I started wondering if I regularly ate dried liquid glue off my hands#because when it gets to be a flaky large sheet that's something special#but no. I mainly liked getting glue all over my hands and then peeling off the sheets#so I could see all of the lines and shapes left behind from my skin.#journal#misc.#poll
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I need more Pebble in my life 😩
Will we ever get a peak behind his bags? Since he has two heads and two tails, how come he doesn't have two dicks? Just curious ☺️
And how would he react to his lover being low-key obsessed with him eating her out with both his tongues?
Pebble would really rather you didn't pry. His facial features are deformed and he's not comfortable keeping both heads exposed at all, not even when alone. The only things that seem to have been generated correctly are his horns. Even if you express that you'll love Pebble no matter what he looks like underneath those bags, the gargoyle mutant is still very adamant that you never see his faces.
The Clergy's Eye sort of put together a gargoyle in the same way a kid mold play-doh together. What it did was take the sheddings of other gargoyles to try and make one. Sheddings from their bodies, several different tails and heads. This resulted in Pebble having an odd coloration and extra body parts. However, gargoyles don't shed the material of their genitals, so it wasn't very likely that he'd end up getting double the manhood. Or, who knows, it might just have been pure chance.
Pebble is very eager to eat you out, he only wants you to be happy and pleasured, so if he gets to taste you and slurp your cum while he does it, isn't that a win-win? Know that he'll only ever eat you out in dark places or totally isolated environments where you're in a position where you'll never see his heads (or blindfolded). He doesn't like it too much when you put your hand on one of his head either throughout it, often pausing just to gently redirect your touch. He'll start a little clumsily, but coordinating both tongues will come naturally at some point. One of them is much longer than the other.
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Whispers and Rekindlings of Past Souls #2
Some time later, Doh and I got back together. This time we spent a lot more time together. We are like familiar friends, less like strangers. At this time, I often need to do some group activities such as posters and speeches and need to go out to discuss with my group members. My family no longer controls my hanging out. Sometimes I stay with Doh after doing group activities, and sometimes I go out on the pretext of school activities.
I think I had a really great time. Doh and I go to the park together, go to the mall together, eat together, etc. At the same time, we seemed to have more words to communicate. We always stay on the phone very late at night, and even forget that we have to go to class as scheduled every day.
But the good times didn't last long, and we broke up again.
“You guys should protect me, I will carry you!” I fell in love with playing League of Legends with my classmates. My previous gaming experience allowed me to quickly master the game skills. My friends also liked to play with me. Most of our classmates at that time liked to play League of Legends. We also often organize small competitions. “Well done, well done! Give me one more and I'll show you this champion!” Said by my friend. “Let’s goooo!” I was so overly invested in the game that I ignored Doh's feelings.
“I think it's time for us to talk. What have you been doing lately?” Asked by Doh.
“Just do whatever I usually do.” I talked while playing the game, but I tried not to hear the in-game sounds on the phone.
“Are you playing a game? If you're playing then don't talk to me. I don't like it when you act like you're trying to find time to talk to me.” Doh gets mad, “Can you be more serious? I'm talking to you.”
I also became a little impatient because of the adverse situations I encountered in the game. “Yes, I am just playing games. I think we should have our own time with each other.” I continued, “My friend invited me to play a game, and I'm the only one missing, so I can't be absent, right?”
“You barely have time to talk to me. If you look at the messages you send, they are basically very simple answers.” Doh said, “You should spend more time on me instead of games!”
I was silent for a while without speaking...
“Say whatever you think.” Doh asked me what I thought.
“Wait, I'm playing a game.” I replied.
Doh hung up the phone angrily and deleted my contact information.
It was obvious that I had made the wrong decision and treated her with the wrong attitude. I don’t know why the game was so attractive to me at that time, and I didn’t realize my mistake. I just let it go. Our hearts seemed to be separated, causing she to feel lonely even when we were together. We lost contact after that.
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Who is She.
Mother: (self-definition): Protector
Arizona. Michael's mom, brother and other family live there. We travelled for 3 days maybe 4. We had 2 cats with us, Gemini and Romeo; I forget how we acquired him. He was a sweet orange kitty and loved to roam the neighborhood. Somewhere between moving from Illinois, visiting Iowa for my birthday and moving to Arizona, we stopped for ice cream and I let him try it... then I couldn't get him to stop eating it. I remember watching a home video, we're at a park, sister and I out of the car and parents in the car. She aims the camera at me asking me what happened, and the look of disappointment on my face as I look down at my ice cream, which I barely had taken a lick of. We couldn't help but laugh.
Family of 4 packed with 2 cats, tailer in tow. I think it was a 96 ford escort. Missouri, Kansas, Oklahoma, Texas, New Mexico. Arizona. We stopped in Texas to see some of Michael's old friends. This is when my love for a Great Dane started. They had 2, I think, probably such a big dog in a small house, it seemed like it was 2. He had his own couch and lived like a king. I remember he didn't like the video camera. She found that out. On the road again. One of the cats pooped in the car, I laughed and sister cried, it was on her blanket. We stopped in Albuquerque. So incredibly cool that we passed through as the Hot Air Balloon Fest was happening. I loved to see them in all sorts of shapes and characters and colors! Just wow. We stayed at a hotel once or twice. One of the nights we stayed at a hotel, a fight broke out between my parents. I couldn't sleep, the TV on, apparently Michael couldn't sleep either. He put on the porn channel and was playing with himself. He didn't know I was awake, I didn't know what to do, I was kind of frozen. If I moved, I feared he'd know I was awake, Id get in trouble. He started to play with her too. They fucked while we were in the same room. I mean.. that's weird right? I was 7, sister 5. If they were in the bathroom together or something, not that it would make it better, but at least we wouldn't be in the same room, 3 feet away. I think she realized I was awake. Michael punched the wall, they were screaming at each other, I don't remember words, just the energy. Violent. I felt like it was my fault. I remember looking at him like I was supposed to say I'm sorry. Sorry for what? Being a kid. existing? I don't think anything was ever mentioned of that again. Back on the road.
We moved in with Grandma J, Michael's mom, and Jeremy, her roommate. She was so excited to see him after so many years. Hearing her yell his name and run to him with open arms. That's a sweet core memory. I think he had been in Arkansas for a while, maybe he lived with his dad at some point and learned he wasn't what he thought? I have a feeling their relationship has always been a bit strained. My parents had the master bed with the bathroom. It was definitely a small house, there was a huge back yard though. I guess this is when my story gets more messy. She learns an awful lot about Michael and his vices. Their drinking didn't get better and it seem that meth was still making a monster of them. I remember her tweaking out that a cop lived across the street. She peeked through the blinds often, thinking someone is watching the house. Was Grandma J in on their addiction too? Jeremy?
The neighborhood kids were cool! Alvey and his brothers Sampson and Zane, Lacey and her brother Andrew, Chelsea and her brother Jake, LeTizia and her brother Emelio, Natalie was an only child brat, there were some girls who lived on the end of the street, I forget their name. I got caught stealing my parents lighters to pretend to smoke weed under her back porch; rolled up leaves in a play-doh pipe, man did that shit burn! Daniel, and his brothers. I was in love with Daniel, I suppose he was my first kiss! Mike and Marc McCoy, twins, all the girls swooned. We were the cool kids. We built ramps out of cinder blocks and ply wood for our bikes. Had to see how many of us we could jump over, before the back tire hit someone. Many major bifs when the board snapped. How high of a jump could we make? 3,4 blocks high? 5? Letizia told the story of El Chupacabra, had me scared for months. We definitely tried. Chelsea "married" Emileo, he was 5 and she was 12, young love! We had balloons, food, cake, and gifts to celebrate the new couple. I have a photo album of that! Gem! Sister and Zane were on and off. When Daniel moved, I was in love with Alvey, but crushing hard on his older brother Sampson. So many cool forts were built! Tarps, 2X4's, nails and cinder blocks. Why there was a pleather of cinderblocks, I do not know.
Uncle Richard got a new 4 wheeler and had to bring it over to play. That's the cool thing about Arizona, trails everywhere. Empty lots had dirt bike jumps, don't wreck, you'll fall into the cactus. Michael took me for a long ride, I sat in front of him so I could drive once we got on the trail. It was so cool! Wide open on the throttle, doing donuts. I loved it! When we got home, though, she was freaking out. They had a HUGE fight, I remember. I had gone to the bathroom, and she rushed in and asked me what was in my urine. How was I supposed to know what was going on. I responded confused, "I don't know.. bubbles?'. On the ride, Michael had taken over the throttle on the 4 wheeler, I remember his hand being wet. She thought he touched me or raped me or something, she was pissed. I don't remember what gave her that impression that had happened. I never was able to understand the why or what was so sexual about the drive. I still don't. This was the first incident of many.
#storytime#lifestory#moving#growth#spirtualjourney#healing#mental abuse#child abuse#journal#journey#childhood trauma#inner child#childhood memory#core memory
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