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fuumiku · 10 months ago

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It was Maid Day today yesterday a week ago so I got struck by inspiration to draw the worsties, and it ran away from me into a whole AU where they’re coworkers at a maid cafe. She’s a med student & this is just a part time job, and this is his depression job while he gets his life back together. He needs something he can be workaholic about to forget what it’s like having a personal life and personal issues. He’s actually the accountant, but the new hire janitor (Izutsumi) doesn’t show up for half her shifts and is a sloppy worker, so he gets the extra work of doing her job on top of his because he’s undervalued and overworked. Of course, janitors also have an uniform to keep the aesthetic cohesion as they go about cleaning the place, of course.

Senshi’s the part time cook you only see slivers off, he’s kind and warm when you do see him and have a chat but most shifts he’s in and out the kitchen without a trace. Laios and Falin are regulars because Falin and Marcille are besties & in the same med school, Laios accompanies Falin as she visits her friend at work and gets hooked on the food. Chilchuck has to remind Marcille to work instead of chatting with Falin for an hour, and next thing he knows she’s distracting him from work too. That’s it that’s the AU. Inspired by this idol AU fanart a bit <3

This was not meant to be birthday gift but well…… Happy bday Chil!!!

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#Dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #Chilchuck tims #marcille donato #spoilers #dunmeshi au #Maid cafe au #Marchil #Workwife marchil save me. Kabuholm in the background bc i said so lmao #i think people forget marci n chil are coworker worsties first and foremost. Ppl should capitalize on it more #The orange hair swag that makes him look like a marketable idol more #You can tell idk how to draw maid outfits. I hate those hats sm I will miku miku beam them out of existence #Marcille does change her hairstyle everyday btw #they don’t get back together btw she goes you haven’t talked to me in 4 years and he immediately goes YOU haven’t talked to ME in 4–#i mean ehem i’m sorry haha… while Marcille is like 4 years?! 4 years…#Mei only did it bc Fler has been getting jittery again kept sighing #I wanted to draw Chil with a car key at his belt but it wasn’t meant to be #idk if marchil ever gets together in this one it’s an eternal summer coworker with tension situationship au #romance is when you slowly deteriorate his work ethics so he starts skipping on his worktime to spend it at the front messing around w you #once he’s blessedly in the office and he hears this huge crash and the Marci just goes ‘…… Chiiiiiil?’ cue sigh and having to repair #the coffee machine. So many lil comics i couldn’t indulge myself to draw save me #shoutout to the time as a cashier in training at a convenience store I was left by my coworker who was supposed to wash the greasy chicken #oven but didn’t so I had to clean it for the first time myself while I was alone in the store and was also supposed to man the front #Shoutout to my convenience store’s accountant helping us with cashier duties often when there was less job to do ty ty #Understaffed struggles are so real #People also call Chil a manager because the boss is most often away so he just does everything #There’s no union but maybe one day he’ll get to overthrow the boss idk #The pay IS good at least #Modern au

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candyheartedchy · 4 months ago

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It must be nice not having to bottle everything up.

#maybe I am tired of being nice #maybe I do want to go ape shit #not really a vent #but early this year I discovered that apparently I can’t express anger or process it??#like a while back I thought I was having a panic attack but apparently I was shaking in anger #and i didn’t know until it was pointed out #I mean don’t get me wrong I get angry but I just push it down #like there’s A LOT of stuff (new and old) that irritates me but I just keep it to myself #I mean I could vent post about stuff but… 🤷‍♀️#i just don’t want to #which now that I think about it vent art could help #like I kinda did it before and hell my regular art is an expressive outlet for me anyways #idk I’m just rambling #💬 chy chatter 💬

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milolunde · 5 months ago

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We all know Timmy is Wanda’s mama’s boy but we need to keep in mind he’s still Cosmo’s kid too and that Cosmo would love him just as vehemently as Wanda

#fairly oddparents #not that anyone has portrayed him different #certainly not distance he loves Timmy he probably says it the most in the show and in fanon #but still- watching New Wish there felt like there was a disconnect with Cosmos character-like he wasn’t as well defined as he was in OG #that’s in part due to them toning him down from being an idiot plain and simple but I feel like it wasn’t fitted with something else it was #simply taken away #just to say he didn’t have as much of a presence to me in New Wish as Wanda did and I crave spinning Cosmo around in my brain #I want to see Poof being his Dad’s Boy yknow and I want to see cosmo doting and I want to see when he gets like. parental rage for the sake #of his kids #yknow? Yknow? part of him feeling detached in a new wish has translated into him not wanting to get as close to Hazel as he did Timmy-#to try and play it more like godparents are supposed to- just a presence for a couple months #but also because like. he got SO attached to Timmy and he’ll never regret it and he’d never do anything different #but idk. if it were me I wouldn’t have the capacity to go through losing my godkid again after becoming that attached #that’s not even mentioning that they don’t HAVE to be in hazel’s life the same way they were in Timmy’s because Timmy was going through #neglect and Hazel has loving family and friends all around her at all times- her blocks are mental #in that way cosmo and Wanda just have to do the Typical Godparent Job of aiding her- not becoming people she desperately needs in life #which also bleeds into why I think Peri was having such a. difficult time #godparents aren’t supposed to be attached the way his family was to Timmy and that how he learned it #but his first godkid is Not Easy and lends immediately to the issues Timmy was having where he HAS parents he HAS things (though . Timmy #was not rich and would sometimes not be fed… dev’s dad also forgets to feed him but dev is still able to eat you know)#and how he grew up with his parents as godparents and how he’s been taught are conflicting and it’s nature vs doing a good job quoteunquote #I didn’t mean to ramble so damn much in the tags I’m really sorry #told myself if I had more to say I’d write it down and post it later but I must be heard.

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kittykatninja321 · 1 month ago

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I was looking at Valentine’s Day sales for vibrators and I saw one that was $0.99 now THATS a clearance price

#That wasn’t the sale price that was the clearance price down from $25. I didn’t grab it because it wasn’t my style but I do respect it #so few companies know what a clearance price is clearance means you are trying to get RID of something so ACT like it omg #50% off at LEAST. 60% minimum if we’re being real #And yes I did impulsively grab myself a rabbit that was $15 down from $80 it is about to be Valentine’s Day after all 😌#A little treat for me. But I think I gotta stop here before my collection gets too big to hide comfortably #(The rabbit makes 4 and all my toys are pretty small I’m just paranoid)

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fakeoutbf · 18 hours ago

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#i’m never ordering from rainbowc**** books ever again #believe me i understand that the logistics of shipping a lot of things at once must be very complicated and difficult #and that getting custom things printed in mass quantities must be really hard and take a long time to coordinate and make perfectly #but i’ve been in touch with them since the end of october last year and i haven’t been able to resolve the issue since #first i waited a couple more weeks so the books passed through customs (which they did but got lost in the mexican postal system)#then i was told i could get a replacement set sent to a new usamerican address once the reprint of the jackets arrived in november #the replacement jackets didn’t arrive until JANUARY and at this point i was just praying i’d get some news #they then proceeded to send just the jackets in early february… like i’m sorry but if you know i need a full set why not send it at once??#whatever then i was told on february 24 that they’d ship my new set that week with no further instructions so i waited a week to see #if a tracking number came and nothing so on march 6th i asked if i would get a new tracking number for the book shipment #i got an answer tonight at fucking 8 PM with the tracking number that says the package should’ve been delivered ON THE 6TH?????????#which ofc it wasn’t delievered bc no one was notified bc i had no idea it was coming BC I NEVER GOT A FUCKING TRACKING NUMBER #NOW I HAVE TO RESCHEDULE THE DELIVERY AND TRIANGULATE BETWEEN THREE PPL TO ACTUALLY GET THAT SHIT DELIEVERED #ALL BC THESE BOOKS MEAN A STUPID AMOUNT TO ME AND I THOUGHT ITD BE A NICE BIRTHDAY PRESENY FOR MYSELF AND I LOVE THE ARTISTS THAT COLLABED #A FULL YEAR SINCE I ORDERED IT AND I STILL DONT HAVE IT IN MY HANDS #i would also like to point out that i’ve been nothing but patient and polite at the very least i’ve never sent multiple emails or spammed #always try to be nice and to the point and send regards and whatever #i cannot fucking believe i could’ve gotten the books a week ago but bc they never sent me the tracking number i wasn’t able to receive them #they could’ve been on their way to me by now but i didn’t know bc they took a whole fucking week to answer my email #instead of maybe idk having my particular case separate to the rest of the replacement jackets shipments #so they could make sure i got the whole replacement set in full on time with no further complications #the saddest part is i couldn’t even bring myself to ask for a fucking refund bc i desperately want those books #i’m out 150 usd and have nothing to show for it a year later #god i’m so tired #if you made it this far idek i might even delete this it’s fucking stupid

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ziggy0-o · 8 months ago

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i just had a dream that nick and roger were playing around during rehearsal with gongs and then when rick tried to start playing around with them, nick just did this fluoride stare and roger just side eyed the hell out of rick

#im so heartbroken #this is how i imagine their dynamics #and it’s why i get sad learning that they all gradually grew apart ):#like guys you need to be best buds for the sake of ME being happy #your lore is already bad enough so why can’t you guys be besties #like what if they really didn’t like rick #what if this actually happened where roger and nick only saw themselves as a duo #like what if they were like mean high school exclusive cliques #to be honest this dream reminded me of myself and how i tried to fit in with a lot of different groups in school to no avail #rick is me and i am he #david wasn’t in this dream but i did dream about him yesterday #it was just him as he is now walking in this jet terminal ?#and for some reason he was being ushered by these people in safety vests #while his wife polly was talking to me and my best friend about him #i don’t know what she was saying but i remember thinking wow this lady really fucks with her bae #pink floyd #richard wright #david gilmour #roger waters #nick mason #syd barrett #also after all of that the dream turned into my bedroom and for some reason i had TONS of BEAUTIFUL pink floyd posters that looked amazing #the colors were so vibrant #the posters were dsotm-esque #but still amazing #im a yapper what can i say

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werewolfdog · 3 days ago

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You know, I never really thought when we started working for the very first time in last November, I’d get to meet someone from work who cares about me a lot as they end up meaning so highly much to me.

#💭#🧧#I’m still feeling so emotional over today’s interactions with him #he made me lunch and we did puzzle together while he taught me more of the Rubik’s cube #he let me borrow his 2x2 to practice more of it but he did told me officially I’ll earn it this Friday for completing the 3x3 cube #also I got frustrated with myself because I kept making mistakes when he had me time myself to solve the cube #but he was constantly reassuring me saying it’s okay so many times #he told me I worked really hard today in terms of cube solving and doing the puzzle #which was really nice to hear #I really had no idea what to expect coming to this workplace #I didn’t even think if I’d be able to make any friends here #yet with M it’s a whole different experience of establishing and maintaining a personal connection #he cares about me so much and he expresses it in a lot of ways that a colleague wouldn’t really do + say for another #even when I was new working here I think M holds a high care for me yet I didn’t see it #when I thought he was just being the mature wise individual #but I did realize after three months of working with him this January #I still reflect on a lot of things he had done for me and what we did together #I’ll always think back to us building the snowman together in middle February and that was the point when we became truly close #he’s just so incredibly kind and supportive to me #and I always get me ;.; whenever I thanked him and he’d say it’s no problem - sometimes shake his head too #like if his gesture doesn’t mean much but. they do mean everything to me. HE means everything to me #and after everything he did for me and we did together I wouldn’t be surprised if he sees me as one of his kids like I see him as my dad #funnily enough I actually didn’t like him when we first met because of certain playful things he does with our clients that got me like :I #but I’ve grown to get used to his shenanigans as I can see he’s a diligent and precise individual #anyways though he’s so amazing to me #I’ll always cherish everything that happened from him and between us #as I’ll always appreciate him and all of what he have done #he’s just so wonderful I can never say this enough

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strohller27 · 1 month ago

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#after two nights of not being able to sleep very well #I’m just remembering what my most recent therapist said - and boy was he ever wrong #‘everything gets easier once you’re in your 30s’ does it? ‘yeah it’s like a switch flipping’#like. buddy I’ve been in my 30s for a few years now. just what is supposed to get easier exactly?#now you’re right. there *are* certain things I care less about. HOWEVER that doesn't mean everything's better/easier #like why make a claim that is absolutely impossible to back up #you had no idea what political bullshit was going to happen when I was smack dab in the middle of my 30s #you didn’t know what challenges I was going to face. so why did you say that?#were you just trying to make me feel better? or was it merely a reflection of the secure stability you found at 30 #which so many of my generation and gen Z-ers are going to be struggling to find for years?#were you just speaking from your place of priviledge as a cishet man #not knowing what us queers have to go through to find even a sliver of safe secure stability?#maybe don’t make promises that you can’t keep my guy.#although why am I surprised? I’ve been disappointed by such promises my whole life #‘get an education or you’ll never make any money’ okay I have a master’s degree and I’m struggling to find work #you didn’t know AI was going to take over the proofreading business did you #like people have got to stop pretending they know so much #my resolution this year is just to learn how to sit back and say #I don’t know shit about shit. I’ve been kept in the dark about some things and I just haven’t had the chance or desire to learn about other #so I’m going to look at the world with the wonder of a child and allow myself to be amazed by the joys I find in it #and to be analytical about the horrors that I find in it #I know only one thing: I know nothing. and neither do a lot of the people who are running their mouths off like they do #so it’s time to approach life like a scientist: i don’t know about this. i have theories that I can test.#if I find evidence that I’m on the right track then it doesn’t mean I know it all. it means I know what questions to ask next

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hobbithoes · 1 month ago

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wandering aimlessly type of day……

#im so mad at myself 😩😩#didn’t get up til like 2:30 (I work nights but still I usually get up 11 or 12) and did one sketch then fuckin uhhhh. idk what even #scrolling. gotta work in 2 hour 💔💔 still sore from yesterdayyy they think im muscle moe at ups moving all this heavy shit. lol #anyway. gonna make some hot chocolateee and finally fucking PLAY like I been meaning to the past 3 freaking hourssss 😔

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4letteraroace · 1 month ago

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It’s important to remind yourself that the book you just finished reading is FICTION. It came from somebody’s head. The author is allowed to take a long time to write the next one

Anyway, the fuck you mean “the end”

#personal post #this is about onyx storm btw #when I started reading fourth wing I told myself that I wouldn’t let it consume me and take over my brain #now I’m 3 books in #the 3rd one released like 2 weeks ago #and apparently book for won’t come out till late 2026 or 2027 #the fuck you mean The End #there’s like 12 hours of relevant plot that was purposefully memory erased so we didn’t get to see it #the fuck you mean you got married and your husband left you a note saying to not come find him #the fuck you mean girlie that looks like vi from arcane but is named imogen for some reason erased your memory at your request #that did make me very mad in book one that the main character named violet was a basic ass protagonist and then there’s fucking imogen #whatever. it’s fine #i’m fine #books are allowed to make me feel things #it’s ok to get emotionally invested #even if I’ve been down this path before #I’m not 14 anymore. o won’t make this my entire personality #I can acknowledge that I like a work of fiction

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lesbianlenas · 3 months ago

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the holiday party i had to go to ended up being fine lol i was basically just talking to the other ppl i externed w and some previous interns so it was not actually uncomfortable when i went at all even tho i did almost pass out at one point idk what that was abt. my body is allergic to going out i think i have some sort of medical issue every time i go outside. anyway. i should not have whined and complained so much it was literally fine 😭

#michelle speaks #i was sooooo close to not going like sitting on my floor giving myself a pep talk level 😭 it was so bad a real low point for me 😭#but like i just had it in my head for some reason that i would be alone bc the other ppl i externed w would not want to talk to me or smth #but like literally we just talked to each other the whole time 😭 and when i got there 40 mins late they were like oh we were wondering #where u were & one of them was like i was going to text u & realized i didn’t have ur number etc. so i went insane for no reason.#i mean there IS a reason but i’m not going to get into my tragic backstory. it’s actually not tragic i’m js there is a reason why i had #that mindset from a previous experience but like yeah i was all worried abt it for no reason 👍#which like typically i don’t do the everyone hates me wah wah bit since i started taking antidepressants & it wasn’t really that it is #different but quite literally i don’t feel like explaining i am soooooo tired 😭 not from going to that party i was only there for a few hrs #& i got back a while ago idk what it is. maybe i was so stressed abt it & now i’m not anymore so i’m tired……:#no idea why i almost passed out tho i was just standing there and i was like whoa. and i sat down & i was fine but like idk 😭#i literally only had one drink and like a fourth of another drink bc i did not like that one so i got the other one #and i have drank many times w my medications & stuff and have always been fine that has never happened before #and i have drank a lot more & been fine so like?? at this point i am just like yeah ok whatever. u do u i guess.

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imperpetuallylost · 1 year ago

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kinda crazy but…

im gay for you

:o no way i’m also gay for u <3