#I could have bought 3 comic books today for that $20. Maybe
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I just spent $20 at a Walmart in Alberta an hour ago and got three bananas, a 2 litre carton of milk, a can of salmon, small box of Rice Krispies, a small package of nuts and a hand-crank can opener. That kid was living the best life.
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Madness draws: DÄ (Bela/Farin) COMICS
HELLLLOOOOOO I just finished my newest dä comic!!! The idea is very old, from 2012 or something but I never drew this comic because I suddenly stopped drawing until I started again a couple of years ago and decided to do this one first.
It took me ages to decide what kind of dialog I want to use, and I rewrote it several times and got new ideas until I knew what I wanted. I started the actual drawing last Saturday and over the past week I have been working on the comic on several days and today I finally finished it. I would say I have used at least... maybe 20 hours on this overall? I am not sure but I often spend 6-8 hours in a row drawing this and that happened at least 3-4 times this week. I did not count in the days when I just kept sketching the storyboards and other things to my sketchbook... anyway, here’s the comic, I hope you like it!
Make sure to click them bigger especially if on desktop, Tumblr tends to make the preview images a bit blurry. (Clicking them again to open in a new tab from there makes them to show up in the real size.)
Artist notes:
I have no idea if they are even in character. I don’t know if this makes any sense to anyone. The idea of the comic comes from my old German books. There literally was some exercise about SMS abbreviations and together with my German teacher we laughed at “widumihei” because seriously, does anyone seriously propose someone else over a text message, with an SMS abbreviation??? In my original idea it was Farin who was meant to send the text message to Bela but because now I know better about how Farin sees marriage, I felt that it’d be more logical if Bela sent the message. And I don’t know, somehow I feel that he could do a prank like that?
Also I don’t know why Farin got so angry. It just happened. They kinda started to live their own lives. Also those front-side faces are something I have drawn only maybe once or twice before + practiced them a little to my sketchbook before this comic so that’s why they look weird. I simply just don’t know how to draw them properly yet.
I own a 72 piece set of Derwent Watercolor colored pencils and it was about time I use more than just a couple of different colors. I’m actually quite happy about how many colors I eventually ended up using, there’s lots of layering and some places have 3-4 colors to them. It was actually so much fun to color this! I haven’t really done backgrounds before, apart from one comic that I don’t think I ever even posted here? But yeah, this one just needed some kind of a place and this is the room I saw in my head. Choosing the colors was also lots of fun because I had no idea of the color scheme but I just picked an object, decided how to color it and that color somehow already gave me an idea of what color I want for another object. I also bought a new ProMarker because the old one started to die before I got the panels done first and this new one somehow bled and did those random splotches here and there but that’s okay. I guess I just need to start storing them in horizontal position instead of the pen cans.
An easter egg: Sadly this is hard to see because I decided to use a different angle for the second panel (didn’t know how to draw the first idea so had to use another) but Farin’s phone stand is a tiny beach chair. Because why the heck not. And a beach chair is maybe the most difficult thing ever to figure out and draw, even with references! And oh boy did I practice. But then I didn’t even need it apart from these tiny tiny versions lmao.
#ok to reblog#mcrmadness draws#my drawings#my comics#dä fanart#die ärzte#belafarin#I'm calling myself artist because Farin called me artist in his email in 2012 and now he finally has also seen my art yaass.#I linked him the HELL drawing I did a couple of months ago.
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Yesterday I had an amazing day!
I’m sorry I didn’t post anything since May but I really felt like I didn't had time to post anything and many things happened and I'll try to write the most important things in the other posts and now I'll try to say what happened yesterday.
The day before yesterday my father told me and my brother to got to sleep before midnight so we could wake up early. He wanted to go with us on a trip to Brighton because i wanted a comic from a Graphic Novel Shop that was there near the train station and also go somewhere to eat. Yesterday I woke up at 11 AM and he wanted to go with us on 10 AM… ALRIGHT. He opened our door to our room (i live with my younger brother in the same room in UK) and just said "So we're not going to Brighton?". To which i responded "Hello :>"… I guess he didn't like that because he just closed the doors. I waited in my room scrolling through Reddit on my laptop and seeing the same jokes reused with different images. I saw a meme where someone said the if you add Mr Bean to anything it will automatically become funny. It was so stupid that I felt weird because I wanted to chuckle for a moment when I saw this stupid picture.
Suddenly 12 AM came on a clock and I decided to dress up. After I did that I went and washed my hair. I think I was washing it for really long because I came out of the bathroom an hour later. I decided to go to the main room.
It’s not living room because it’s too small.
My dad was as always on his phone on Facebook when I came out of bathroom and I told him that I am hungry so I made myself two toasts, one with butter and pate, and the second with pepper cream. I ate them and drank some soda. My stomach hurt because I don’t usually drink sodas. Anyways, my dad told me that we could go together without my younger brother because he's asleep, so we did. My dad bought 4 tickets for us. Each one of us had one for return and one for going onward. My dad was telling me to keep the tickets somewhere like my right back pocket so i won't lose it heh. When we were riding we discussed Poland and UK as well. After the gossip about horror and thriller movies we arrived. First we went on an expedition to find the Graphic Novel Shop to buy me a comic book but so we were walking and walking and… we found it.
(Kinda i did it because my dad was totally lost)
I was broke but my dad had some to buy me a gift up to 20 pounds. I was searching around and found some cool comic books like the ones about Scott Pilgrim and based on D&D. Also i saw the 13th volume of a series called Giant Days which chapters are called troubles.
(I don't know why they call them troubles heh)
After searching for a while i noticed the comic section called LGBT and i wanted to check if something interesting was there AND THERE WAS! I really liked She-Ra and the Princesses Of Power and I noticed a book written by it’s creator Noelle Stevenson which is called The Fire Never Goes Out: A Memoir in Pictures.
It’s basically her diary but she adds her doodles and thoughts to it. I highly recommend it to anyone and I think I might do a Twitter thread describing my day but that’s not important now and probably won’t happen. I also saw a little comic book that was about tweets from our lovely Donald J. Trump but ilustrated as satirical pictures.
Basically boomer humor.
I showed it to my dad and he told me kindly that he wasn't interested in buying that for himself or for anyone. After that me and my dad came out of the store and we went to get something to eat for dinner but… my dad wanted to buy a bag and something to put a gift in. We were walking around the stores and he was stopping like every 5 SECONDS to check the next store and see if they sell something to put a gift in. We entered the Pride Shop or something like that and I wanted to buy the mug that was on the exhibition which presented Batman and Superman kissing. Also I was looking at the pride flags and pride pins but I didn’t give any signs about them to my dad because I don’t want him yet to know that I’m trans, or I think I am. When my dad was coming to these shops, I was coming with him to some of them, but if I wasn’t I was just standing outside waiting for for. In one of them there was a Moomins Handbag which I really wanted but my dad told me that he only would buy it if it costed up to 3 pounds but it was worth 8 so I didn’t get it… When I left the Moomins Handbag store I heard and saw two goth kids coming right beside me and I only heard them say that the girl in this conversation had a Moomin faze and collected everything related to Moomins…
Does that mean that I’ll become a goth kid as well?
We were looking for a place to eat for a couple of minutes and I noticed a place where last year I saw a dude that was playing drums very nicely and it was cool to listen to him. We didn’t stay there for long because we still went to the restaurant to eat something but before we went there a random lady gave FREE COOKIE ICE CREAM to us! While I was walking I held my book without it’s cover because it’s pink and I don’t really wanna go out with pink stuff because I feel like I am showing too much of my secret side with this color. Me and my dad ate these ice creams before we went inside the restaurant but my dad got angry because instead of physical menu to pick up we had to scan the QR code but he was too much NOT FRIENDS WITH TECHNOLOGY that he just came out of the restaurant and I went after him. We were walking and found a pizzeria that we went to last year and ordered two pizzas. Before we got our pizzas we got plates filled with olives, potatoes with onions and cream, eggplant parts and some weird green vegetable.
(Probably a zucchini slices)
Also I got apple juice with 4 ice cubes in it and my dad got one beer like a dad. We were eating our pizzas peacefully and suddenly something amazing happened. A obese young adult lady with red dyed hair FUCKIN’ stole my pizza and tried to run away… and she did, but one of the stuff workers chased her and saw her coming into another pizzeria and… did the same thing, but the whole thing wasn’t only STEALING MY PIECES but also taking someones pizza slice and throwing it at them, scratching one of the stuff ladies arm and when leaving this pizzeria blocking the exit doors and not letting the stuff member that was chasing her leave the restaurant. Instead of being sad because someone took my pizza I started to laugh under my nose quietly so others wouldn’t notice. My dad only saw my smirk and asked me if I feel alright and I said „I think it’s the most entertainment I had in UK so far”. I think I kinda understand why this woman took MY piece of pizza. It was probably because me and my dad sat on the seats next to the exit so it was easier for the crazy lady to take something that was near exit than at the back of the restaurant. One of the stuff members came and told us „I’m sorry but these FUCKING… I mean stupid people will not bother you anymore”. After that she left with the rest of my pizza and gave me a new one FOR FREE! I ate the one piece and we asked the stuff to help us pack the pizza to take it outside so they gave us a pizza box to take with us. My dad before coming out of the store with me asked the Scratched Girl if everything is fine and she said that it’s just a scratch and also asked where were we from, so my dad said „We’re from Poland” and she said „Well… I’m from Russia”. I have no idea what was the rest of their conversation but my dad made a joke that the EASTERN EUROPE was being attacked. If I was good from history I would make a historical joke or a meme now, but I’m not… so not joke for today. Before we left police came to check if everything was ok, but they weren’t stopping us from leaving so we… left. On the way back we were looking at the city of Brighton and right at the train station my dad checked if he had his train ticket and… IT WAS GONE! My dad started to panic but had an idea how to fix this problem. He took his ticket receipt and tried to show it to the woman that was standing next to the ticket receiver. Surprisingly it worked and we waited for our train. When our train came my dad wasn’t sure if it was the right one so he asked me to ask the conductor if we’re in the right one and he said that we were in a right one.
TONGUE TWISTER
When we were heading back to Hastings I decided to start reading Noelle’s book. It was very touching and nice to read. When we arrived to Hastings I was on the 132nd page and I had to close it for a moment and when we came back home I needed to use a toilet and also I used this situation so I could continue reading this amazing book. I finished the entire 194 paged book in a day but everyone probably would do that. After finishing reading it I wanted to tell my friends about my day because I think it was great. After telling some of my friends how was my day I decided to eat my supper and watch with my dad the second episode of Beastars. My dad did like this episode and the whole show. We watched it because we made a small tradition while I am in UK. One day I read one chapter of one of my Warrior Cats books, and the other day we watch a singe episode of Beastars. After all of that I decided to sit and write my day down as a Tumblr Blog post.
Thank you for reading my summery of my day. 08.08 was an amazing day I probably won’t forget because of this post and maybe because I told my friends about this. As I said I'll try to post tomorrow how my other days have been because there’s so much stuff I wanna get off my chest.
#shera and the princesses of power#Reddit#avatar#mr bean#noelle stevenson#lgbt#the fire never goes out#Basically boomer humor#moomin#goth#cookie ice cream#pizza time#idiot#free food#just a blog#blog#entertaining day#friends#beastars#warriors#warrior cats#uk#hastings#brighton#Tumblr Blog#D&D#Scott Pilgrim#came out#Do any of these tags even matter?#I guess time will tell.
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1-100 SPEED RUN
Ama. How could you do this to me
1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk?
Lactose intolerant, only eat cereal dry
2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day?
yes, but not for too long
3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books?
i just try to remember lmao
4: how do you take your coffee/tea?
don’t like coffee, drink tea plain or with some sugar
5: are you self-conscious of your smile?
not as much as I used to be!
6: do you keep plants?
I have one (1) cactus that I haven’t killed in the 9 years I’ve had it
7: do you name your plants?
sometimes!
8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings?
music or writing
9: do you like singing/humming to yourself?
ALWAYS
10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach?
I generally fall asleep on my stomach and wake up on my back
11: what's an inner joke you have with your friends?
I HAVE YOU NOW
12: what's your favorite planet?
Neptune, probably!
13: what's something that made you smile today?
my SON asking me ALL THE QUESTIONS
14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like?
oh god, probably a bit of a mess
15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is!
the ISS was launched on the day of my birth, so it’s been in space *literally* my entire life
16: what's your favorite pasta dish?
just plain ol’ chicken alfredo
17: what color do you really want to dye your hair?
keeping it silver baybeee
18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up.
oh man, there are so many, but i’ll go with the time that Roman got coke to fizz through my nose by making me laugh too hard
19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it?
no journal, only very similar looking notebooks to doodle and write in
20: what's your favorite eye color?
hazel!
21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that's been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces.
my Bag of Holding! snapped the clasp on it a few years back though
22: are you a morning person?
not at all!
23: what's your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?
SLEEP
24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets?
Ashe, of course
25: what's the weirdest place you've ever broken into?
I had to break into my own safe at my old job, does that count?
26: what are the shoes you've had for forever and wear with every single outfit?
I’d say my boots, but I just got a new set, so the older ones
27: what's your favorite bubblegum flavor?
Spearmint or wintergreen
28: sunrise or sunset?
Sunrise
29: what's something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing?
I just love seeing my friends blush
30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared?
yes, I won’t go into detail
31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks.
SOCKS SOCKS SOCKS I used to collect weird socks, now I just have a bunch of fun dress socks lmao
32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.
driving everyone home at 4 am and seeing other people on the road and going “you should be in bed!” at them
33: what's your fave pastry?
lemon meringue pie
34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?
Teddy a winnie the pooh bear that I still have!
35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often?
I adore new pens
36: which band's sound would fit your mood right now?
uhhhh I’ve been listening to a lot of Rise Against and ABBA lmao
37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean?
messy
38: tell us about your pet peeves!
nearly anything my brother does
39: what color do you wear the most?
black or blue
40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what's it's story? does it have any meaning to you?
my claddagh ring from my grandmother, i don’t have much else from her
41: what's the last book you remember really, really loving?
not the last book but there was one about a girl having a single dragon finger that I remember reading so many times that I unfortunately don’t know the name of, or the Tamora Pierce Lioness series
42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it!
Don’t like coffee!
43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?
James <3
44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything?
I do not :’)
45: do you trust your instincts a lot?
not as much as I probably should
46: tell us the worst pun you can think of.
I’ve been changing my username to a different halloween themed pun for all of October, I’m all burnt out
47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe?
Balut, it icks me out
48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today?
heights, and yes :’)
49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?
I got a record player fairly recently, I have some P!atD ones, Foo Fighters, and Imagine Dragons
50: what's an odd thing you collect?
rocks
51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them?
Bitch by Meredith Brooks for my eldest sister
52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far?
the ones we’ve made in our server
53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them?
all of the above except Pulp Fiction, I’m not really a movie person but I *am* a musical person
54: who's the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face?
my dad
55: what's the most dramatic thing you've ever done to prove a point?
Cotton Eyed Joe in six inch heels
56: what are some things you find endearing in people?
honesty and passion in an interest
57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics?
I just vibe and belt, y’know
58: who's the wine mom and who's the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why?
can they both be me
59: what's your favorite myth?
the soup with a rock in it!
60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves?
Where the Sidewalk Ends was always a good one
61: what's the stupidest gift you've ever given? the stupidest one you've ever received?
a coffee cup drinking horn for my dad, and some painted rocks from my brother
62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind?
it would be apple juice if I did
63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be?
not at all
64: what color is the sky where you are right now?
greyish, the sun is just about to rise
65: is there anyone you haven't seen in a long time who you'd love to hang out with?
My eldest sister
66: what would your ideal flower crown look like?
ROSES
67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel?
give them to me, I love them
68: what's winter like where you live?
COLD
69: what are your favorite board games?
Monopoly and LIFE
70: have you ever used a ouija board?
no thanks
71: what's your favorite kind of tea?
raspberry or orange for fruit and mint
72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you'll forget it?
no, but I do write things down anyways
73: what are some of your worst habits?
I lose things all the time
74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns.
STARDUST SOULMATE
75: tell us about your pets!
I have a Min Pin named Lily
76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren't?
Sleeping
77: pink or yellow lemonade?
pink
78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub?
*insert ick emoji*
79: what's one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?
decorated my band locker to celebrate my birthday
80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why?
beige, but I hung up a bunch of posters!
81: describe one of your friend's eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of.
when the sun hits very rich dirt where a tree used to be
82: are/were you good in school?
best in class in math with a 101.8 but I also rarely did homework so uh
83: what's some of your favorite album art?
Too Weird To Live, Too Rare To Die
84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones?
Dragon on the shoulder blade, roses on the left arm, Exalt on the right
85: do you read comics? what are your faves?
webcomics! Barbarous, currently
86: do you like concept albums? which ones?
:? not sure what that means
87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives?
TREASURE PLANET
88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy?
nope!
89: are you close to your parents?
my dad!
90: talk about your one of your favorite cities.
don’t really have a favorite, in all honesty
91: where do you plan on traveling this year?
I was supposed to go see Ashe for their birthday but maybe next year!
92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch?
CHEESE CHEESE CHEESE
93: what's the hairstyle you wear the most?
uhhh it’s usually short enough to do nothing lmao
94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday?
I have a friend’s bday tomorrow!
95: what are your plans for this weekend?
WORK
96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot?
bit of both
97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house?
INTP, Scorpio, Ravenclaw
98: when's the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it?
last year? maybe the one before? I did! but my heart didn’t
99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.
How Far We’ve Come, Matchbox Twenty
The Call, Backstreet Boys
I2I, from the Goofy Movie Soundtrack (lmao)
100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?
the future! I’ve had my time in the past, no changing it now
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1. Who was the last person you held hands with?My ex.2. Are you outgoing or shy?Yes.3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?My friends.4. Are you easy to get along with?I’d like to think so.5. If you were drunk, would the person you like take care of you?Possibly? Somehow?6. What kind of people are you attracted to?Musician weebs, apparently.7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?Who knows?8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?Someone.9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?Depends.10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?Good question.11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?‘Also, I just bought comfy pants.’12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?Sometimes.14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?Yes.15. What good thing happened this summer?I saw a decent amount of my favorite bands.16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?No.17. Do you think there is life on other planets?Sure.18. Do you still talk to your first crush?Bold of you to assume I remember who that is.19. Do you like bubble baths?Sometimes.20. Do you like your neighbors?They’re not bad.21. What are you bad habits?Drinking coffee instead of eating food.22. Where would you like to travel?Chicago. California. Texas. England.23. Do you have trust issues?Oh yeah.24. Favorite part of your daily routine?Going to sleep.25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?My entire body lmao.26. What do you do when you wake up?Usually go back to sleep because I usually don’t sleep through the night and wake up at like 3 am.27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?Nah.28. Who are you most comfortable around?Good question.29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?No.30. Do you ever want to get married?Maybe?31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?Yeah.32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?None.33. Spell your name with your chin.jhukaqxsdmnkjoinmbnjkesd.34. Do you play sports? What sports?I used to. Track. Swimming. Soccer. Bowling. Baseball.35. Would you rather live without TV or music?Good question. Next question.36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?A few times.37. What do you say during awkward silences?Nothing.38. Describe your dream girl/guy?I don’t know.39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?Macy’s.40. What do you want to do after high school?I still have no idea.41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?My heart says yes. My brain says no.42. If you’re being extremely quiet, what does it mean?Nothing. I’m actually a pretty quiet person.43. Do you smile at strangers?Sometimes.44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?Outer space. God knows what is at the bottom of the ocean. Or even where that is.45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?The need to pee.46. What are you paranoid about?Stuff and things.47. Have you ever been high?Yes.48. Have you ever been drunk?Yes.49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?Nope.50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?Uhhh. I have no idea.51. Ever wished you were someone else?Sometimes.52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?Literally everything.53. Favourite makeup brand?I really love NYX.54. Favourite store?Newbury Comics.55. Favourite blog?@one-time-i-dreamt56. Favourite colour?Pale peach.57. Favourite food? Cheesesteak.58. Last thing you ate?Pancakes.59. First thing you ate this morning?Babybel cheese.60. Ever won a competition? For what?Not really.61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?Nope.62. Been arrested? For what?Nope.63. Ever been in love? Yeah.64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?It was stolen by an asshole when I was 16.65. Are you hungry right now?Oh yeah.66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?Now that I have a better group of in real life friends, nope.67. Facebook or Twitter?Twitter.68. Twitter or Tumblr?Twitter.69. Are you watching TV right now?Yeah.70. Names of your best friends? Cass. Bryan. Matt. Caleb. Johnny. K.71. Craving something? What?Chicken chipotle griller from Taco Bell.72. What colour are your towels?Good question.72. How many pillows do you sleep with?2 or 3.73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?Yes.74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?Maybe 11?75. Favourite animal?Corgi.76. What colour is your underwear?Black.77. Chocolate or Vanilla?Vanilla.78. Favourite ice cream flavour?Cookies and cream.79. What colour shirt are you wearing?Grey.80. What colour pants?Purple.81. Favourite TV show?I don’t know. I don’t watch TV that much.82. Favourite movie?Deadpool. Space Jam. Searching.83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?Mean Girls.84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?21 Jump Street.85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?Karen.86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?Dory.87. First person you talked to today?I think my mom?88. Last person you talked to today?As of this moment, one of my groupchats.89. Name a person you hate?Trump.90. Name a person you love?My grandpa.91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?A few, haha.92. In a fight with someone?Nah.93. How many sweatpants do you have?At least 2 pairs.94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?At least 2.95. Last movie you watched?The Sandlot.96. Favourite actress?Anna Kendrick.97. Favourite actor?Idris Elba.98. Do you tan a lot?I don’t even tan.99. Have any pets?Nope.100. How are you feeling?Alright, I guess.101. Do you type fast?Yeah, I guess so.102. Do you regret anything from your past?Yeah.103. Can you spell well?To an extent.104. Do you miss anyone from your past?I think I’ll always miss some people, but not enough to do anything about it.105. Ever been to a bonfire party?Yes.106. Ever broken someone’s heart?I don’t know. Have I?107. Have you ever been on a horse?Yes.108. What should you be doing?Nothing.109. Is something irritating you right now?Nah.110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?I think so.111. Do you have trust issues?Wasn’t this already asked? Yes, yes I do.112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?No one lmao.113. What was your childhood nickname?Jazzy Jazz.114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?Yes.115. Do you play the Wii?Nope.116. Are you listening to music right now?Nope.117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?Yessss!118. Do you like Chinese food?Some of it.119. Favourite book?The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint Exupery.120. Are you afraid of the dark?Nope.121. Are you mean?When I have a reason to be.122. Is cheating ever okay?Nope.123. Can you keep white shoes clean?Nope. There’s a reason I don’t have white shoes.124. Do you believe in love at first sight?Nope.125. Do you believe in true love?Maybe?126. Are you currently bored?Yeah, kind of.127. What makes you happy?Sleep. Corgis. Friends. Music.128. Would you change your name?Nah.129. What your zodiac sign?Pisces.130. Do you like subway?Nope.131. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?I have no idea.132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?Good question.133. Favourite lyrics right now?‘Rebuild until my back breaks.’134. Can you count to one million?Probably not.135. Dumbest lie you ever told?I don’t know, I’ve probably told a lot of dumb lies I can’t remember.136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?Closed.137. How tall are you?5′ 4″138. Curly or Straight hair?On me? Wavy.139. Brunette or Blonde?On me? Brunette.140. Summer or Winter?Spring.141. Night or Day?Day.142. Favourite month?May,143. Are you a vegetarian?Nope.144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?Milk.145. Tea or Coffee?Coffee.146. Was today a good day?Eh.147. Mars or Snickers?Snickers.148. What’s your favourite quote?‘Strength will find you sooner than you ever thought it would.’149. Do you believe in ghosts?Kind of.150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? I don’t even know where the nearest book is.
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GET TO KNOW ME TAG
Thank you for tagging me @oaski and @tvansillaf !
RULES: Post a pic of your simself with your traits and answer the questions!
I will tag @ladykendalsims @seoulchii @rosepeachwater @honeybeqr @myopiccc @fashionista4sims @starry-eyed-simss @paulynsims
Questions:
1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? That’s a secret~
2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? I don’t have any but, you can call me Piru or Rii here on Tumblr!
3. BIRTHDAY? February 11
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES? I love Julie Kagawa’s Unsterblich(I don’t know the original English title) series!
5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? I want to believe in supernatural creatures,but no. I need more evidence
6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? I don’t have any
7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? I used to listen to Energy and Ö3
8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? Honey, yoghurt or cinnamon...?
9. WHAT WORD OR PHRASE WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? I think my mouth would just stay open lol
10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG? Every Queen song, because I watched Bohemian Rhapsody today with my mother lol
11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? As I have mentioned, some powerful words from a novel that said something like “it cost everything from my past to experience this beautiful moment”
12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO? Some Queen songs, of course lol
13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH? I don’t know, what should I recommend...?
14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING DOWN? I don’t watch movies when I’m really sad
15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? Yes, ts4, Nintendo 3DS and ps4 games
16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? Now? I’m afraid of... my mother will notice that I became a very lazy student and throwing me away from home
17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? That I try to use different languages...?
18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? My social anxiety...?
19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? Dogs
20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? I like fall here
21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? No
22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? Have I even graduated from it yet?? lol
23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? I don’t know, I’m rather a lone wolf in real life, but I love my followers here!
24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? Light brown
25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? Dark brown
26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? Many people!
27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? Many people!
28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? My family?
29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? Giving my second followers gift to my followers~
30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? ts4 and Tumblr
31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? I liked watching a lot of nickelodeon shows when I was in elementary school lol
32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? I don’t know
33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? Not really
34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? I have social anxiety...?
35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT? Behind, of course, i’m too shy! lol
36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? Playing video games and drawing
37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? Something for college
38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Bohemian Rhapsody! lol
39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? I used to play the violin
40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? I like birds~
41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? I like everyone!
42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? I want to think about this if any will exist lol
43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? In my room
44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? I don’t know, there are too many things lol
45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? None
46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? I don't know...
47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? I think I wrote a shopping list for my mother few days or weeks ago
48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? Depends on the situation
49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? When someone looks at my face and treat me as a foreigner...
50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? Yes!
51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? No
52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? A manga artist
53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? In a world where supernatural creatures exist...
54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? My future...!
55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? The darkness of space rather than this planet! And I also don’t want to look at starry skys and a huge moon in the night sky lol
56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? Yes! Especially when I’m alone
57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? Yes. I don’t want to and feeling so guilty
58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? My room!
59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? In a more peaceful world where no prejudice or discrimination exist
60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? Yes, my cute bird!
61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? Night owl~
62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER? Both!
63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? No. Only Mario Kart lol
64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? Earbuds!
65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? No
66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? Pop!
67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? My grandmother...?
68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? Sometimes
69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? I don’t want to become angry, because it makes me very tired and I will get headaches
70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? Real book!
71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? History
72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? Yes!
73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? I can’t remember...
74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? About 165 cm
75. CAN YOU COOK? No
76. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? No school, playing video games, watching movies...?
77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? School, school, school lol
78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? Female
79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? Nothing...? I don’t know
80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? With my family
81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? My younger sister
82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? I can’t remember
83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? That’s a secret~ lol
84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? No. I have never taken any yet lol
85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? YouTube and Tumblr
86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? I hope it’s good...
87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? Hmm... British English?
88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT? Taiwan! I have never been to other asian countries
89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? I don’t know...
90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? No
91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? No
92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OF THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? Why?? lol
93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? No
94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? No
95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? No
96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? Yes lol
97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? Many times, because it is part of the culture here
98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? Forest
99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? I don’t know...
100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR? No (Yes...!) lol
101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? Ravenclaw...? I bought a scarf from an official Harry Potter store!
102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? No, but I like singing
103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? Definitely an introvert! lol
104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? No. Only my simblr or Twitter
105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? I want to, if I can think positive enough...!
106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? Nothing and ignore. It could be a bomb...!!
107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? Yes
108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? At some parts...?
109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? Yes. Many times
110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? No
111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? I don’t know...
112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? No
113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? Restarting this simblr, because I could meet so many nice people in this community!
114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? Maybe? I’m not sure
115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? I wear glasses since I was 3 and they are my family too lol( I forgot to add them to my simself, oops)
116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? No
117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? My little bird?? lol
118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? Too many things... I’m veeery shy lol
119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? Yes. 2 months ago when I played ts4 and it was my first time lol
120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOUR CLOTHES? Navy,gray or black?
121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? No
122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? Yes
123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 19
124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? I think I already mentioned this above
125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? Sweet!
* And thank you for the support Google!! lol *
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Dragon age questions
Tagged by @bitchesofostwick thank you my dear ❤️
01) favorite game of the series? Origins by far. I love the story and the characters and how we were introduced to the world. Followed by DA2, I love the dynamic with the companions and how different it is to the first game. It’s also an easy nip in do a mission if you’ve not got much time. You’re not going to be stuck in the fade for hours!
02) how did you discover Dragon Age? I bought it as a present for my hubby (then bf) when it came out in 2009. We already loved mass effect but fantasy was more my thing than sci-fi (don’t get me wrong, I do love sci-fi) so the idea of dragon age was just fantastic.
03) how many times you’ve played the games? The first two I have played quite a lot. Origins maybe 15..? DA2 maybe 7? I’ve only played Inquisition once. The first two I tend to always have playthrough on to the go, whether or not I’m regularly playing it.
04) favorite race to play as? Human (not that there is a choice in 2). I don’t know why, but I’m more likely to play as an elf in other games. Maybe my need for power means I just have to be able to rule Ferelden 😬
05) favorite class? Rogue! I’m all about the loot! I get way too frustrated in DAO if I’m not rogue and I can’t open shit until we pick up leliana. I have been known to shout ‘what is the point of you’ at Daveth. I’m more likely to go mage in DA2 because you pick up varric so early (plus force mage specialty is the best).
06) do you play through the games differently or do you make the same decisions each time? I have to make a conscious decision to try and change my choices, otherwise I’ll slip into making the same ones over and over. Although to be honest, I love the story and still enjoy it even if I do make all the same choices. It’s your game, play the story you want to.
07) go-to adventuring group? DAO always Alistair, usually Morrigan, then either Lel/Zev (definitely if I’m non-rogue) or Wynne. DA2 always Anders and usually varric (swapping for Isabella for certain quests), I’ll take Carver in Act one and Aveline in 2-3. I can’t say I’ve played enough Inquisition to have a go-to group.
08) which of your characters did you put the most thought into? My warden, Ysabelle. She is far from DA canon though, her background is more like Daveth than Cousland. She does have a long fic in the process, featuring Aedan Cousland as well (my other properly formed warden oc), and she has taken over basically all my one shots and exists in multiple AUs now.
09) favorite romance? Alistair definitely but followed fairly closely by Anders.
10) have you read any of the comics/books? I’ve got the comics, the world of thedas books and the novels. I’ve read most of the 2 volumes of World of Thedas. It’s a fab reference and has some wonderful bits of history in there. I’ve just started Stolen Throne today and I’m loving it. The comics are a new addition to me, so I’ve had a flick through and they are beautiful but I haven’t read them properly yet.
11) if you read them, which was your favorite book? I don’t think I could chose! They are so different and they all add so much. I am in World of Thedas most often.
12) favorite DLCs? DAO Soldier’s Peak has an important significance for Izzy (plus you get a storage chest that levels things up!), but personally I love Return to Ostagar because I think Ostagar is my favourite location in all the games. I just think how breathtaking it would look with modern graphics. The idea and location were stunning enough back then. So yeah, any excuse to get back to Ostagar (plus fantastic weapons like Maric’s sword and Duncan’s).
13) things that annoy you. How slow combat is in DAO. It can feel like it takes 5 mins to get to a spot where it’ll let you stab someone, and by that point Morrigan has zapped them to death. In DAOA and DA2 being so restricted to when you can speak to your companions devastated me. I loved how much you could chat in DAO.
14) Orlais or Ferelden? Ferelden all the way!!
15) templars or mages? I am definitely a mage girl. No chantry sympathy here. Free the circles!
16) if you have multiple characters, are they in different/parallel universes or in the same one? Ysabelle and Aedan are in the same universe as wardens together. I haven’t decided on a canon Hawke for that universe yet though, let alone an inquisitor.
17) what did you name your pets? (mabari, summoned animals, mounts, etc) Aedan’s mabari is The Bann. I can’t say I’m too inventive with naming with other names though.
18) have you installed any mods? Ugh I’m not sure I’m emotionally ready to talk about bloody mods. Got dragon age on pc for said purpose just this week and it’s been a nightmare of crashes and inexplicably disappearing npc hair. I’m very close to telling the pc to do one and go back to my vanilla Xbox gaming.
19) did your Warden want to become a Grey Warden? It would have been a dream for Aedan except for the circumstances it came about through. He resented Duncan for a long while. While Izzy would have been hanged for her repeated thievery in Denerim if she hadn’t ended up recruited (but like I say, she isn’t exactly a traditional DA origin).
20) hawke’s personality? Purple with the occasional blue flutter. My Hawkes are just plain sarcastic.
21) did you make matching armor for your companions in Inquisition? Nope
22) if your character(s) could go back in time to change one thing, what would they change? Aedan would have stopped Fergus and the men marching to Ostagar so Highever was properly protected. Izzy would have come clean about her family’s past warden association and avoided disruptive drama to the group. Selene Hawke might well have thrown herself in front of the ogre near Lothering in the hope of saving her family from suffering the loss of one of the twins. An event she sees as the beginning of the end of her family.
23) do you have any headcanons about your character(s) that go against canon? Ysabelle is 100% against canon! Outside of the long fic, Aedan’s OTP is actually with @magpiesandmabari ‘s warden Yana Surana. They are a very entertaining couple.
24) are any of your character(s) based on someone? I suppose everybody’s ocs must have a bit of themselves in there. But I can’t say I’ve purposefully set out to create any character in someone’s image.
25) who did you leave in the Fade? I will never leave Alistair Theirin in the fade. Anyone else is potentially fair game.
26) favorite mount? I don’t have one
Tagging: @magpiesandmabari @laurelsofhighever @weirdnproudofit @allisondraste and anyone who wants to. Just tag me, I’d love to see it!
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Get to know me Tag
Wow this took longer then I thought it would! But thank you so much for tagging me @cruelhumanbean & @cloud-9-sims! I’m gonna tag @deathbyhysteria, @rethasim, @shellisims and @king-mikeyy! I loved updating my simself. It has been a while but I still think she is way to pretty. I just can’t make real people. Then there are 125 questions answered in the cut down below! So it’s a long list!
1. what is your name? Daisy (Officially Dasy. My dad forgot the i -_-’)
2. what is your nickname? Dezem, Dees, Dee, Esseborre... anymore...
3. birthday? April 24 1990
4. what is your favorite book series? Harry potter... Or does Manga count? Then Skip Beat!
5. do you believe in aliens or ghosts? Aliens Yes! Ghost not really.
6. who is your favorite author? UHM... I don’t like reading books. I’m dyslectic so the only reading I do is Manga and webcomics. For that I really like Yoshiki Nakamura. (from skip beat)
7. what is your favorite radio station? Veronica!
8. what is your favorite flavor of anything? Anything spicy!
9. what word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? In English - Awesome and in Dutch - Super... I know it’s also a english word but it’s used a bit different
10. what is your current favorite song The sound of Silence - Disturbed
11. what is your favorite word? Inevitable. It has a nice tongue feel... Idk... Oh and In Dutch - Schatig. It means cute but it sounds really harsh for people that don’t speak Dutch.
12. what was the last song you listened to? Freak on a leash - Korn
13. what tv show would you recommend for everybody to watch? Battle star Galactica!! Walking Dead Lucifer Supernatural Game of thrones New Girl Dexter Friends More?
14. what is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? Tenacious D in The Pick of Destiny it always cheers me up!
15. do you play video games? Uhmm... YES!
16. what is your biggest fear? Being alone
17. what is your best quality, in your opinion? I know what I want and do whatever I can to get it.
18. what is your worst quality, in your opinion? Being afraid of change. Being a control freak. Being a perfectionist
9. do you like cats or dogs better? CATS! I’m kinda afraid of dogs... pictures are cute tho:P
20. what is your favorite season? Spring I guess. Not to warm and hopefully dry. Everything get green:)
21. are you in a relationship? Yes uhm... 7 years now. And a kid of 4 (almost).
22. what is something you miss from your childhood? Believing in the good and magical things.
23. who is your best friend? Nouk! (Not her real name her nickname tho)
24. what is your eye color? Brown
25. what is your hair color? Naturally Brown... But I change it a lot!
26. who is someone you love? Hubby, Son, Mom, Dad, Stepdad, Stepmom, Siblings, Grandpa’s, Grandma’s, Nouk, And a lot more!
27. who is someone you trust? Hubby, Mom, Stepdad, Nouk.
28. who is someone you think about often? Rn? Uhm My little brother and grandpa. They are not doing so well.
29. are you currently excited about/for something? Yes! My son is about to turn 4 so after the winter/Christmas vacation he will be going to elementary school!
30. what is your biggest obsession? Tbh... Sims... haha I just think about what when how all the time:P
31. what was your favorite tv show as a child? Telekids!! It was a dutch kids gameshow between two school and in between cartoons! On Saturday morning!
32. who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? Well my hubby!
33. are you superstitious? Not really. I do know a lot so I pretend to be sometimes when it is convenient.
34. do you have any unusual phobias? No!
35. do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? Oh actually I like both! I like seeing pictures of the past because it brings back memories. But I do like taking pictures as well. And to be fair. I’m not good at both hahaha
36. what is your favorite hobby? Gaming!
37. what was the last book you read? The Hobbit
38. what was the last movie you watched? The new Incredibles! Is was... SUPER!
39. what musical instruments do you play, if any? I play guitar, bass and drums. Bass best tho! I got a piano now so I’m trying to learn that if and when I have some time.
40. what is your favorite animal? Cats!
41. what are your top 5 favorite tumblr blogs that you follow? Oh god... I always feel horrible doing this. Because it changes all the time and well I like many more as 5. But okay let just do it! @cosmic-espie @pink-chevalier @brisberries @wildlyminiaturesandwich @plumpug. Okay yeah... There are many more!
42. what superpower do you wish you had? Reading someones mind. Easier to know if someone lied.
43. when and where do you feel most at peace? At home.
44. what makes you smile? Weird stuff my son says or does.
45. what sports do you play, if any? I used to dance! Ballet, Jazz, Modern and Hip-hop... But can’t anymore.. Classical ballet is hell for your knees!
46. what is your favorite drink? A coke! (My addiction)
47. when was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? I can’t remember!
48. are you afraid of heights? Used to be. Then I went bungee jumping with a height of 169 meters (555 ft) and now I’m not afraid anymore!! (this is the bungee jump video is not me picture is tho!)
49. what is your biggest pet peeve? When I’m at work and people start with a question instead of saying hello first or don’t look at me at all when checking their tickets!
50. have you ever been to a concert? Yeah! Greenday, Paramore, Billy talent, My chemical romance, Iron Maiden, Doe Maar and Infinite(in paris!)
51. are you vegan/vegetarian? That’s a def no...
52. when you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? A teacher!
53. what fictional world would you like to live in? The Dragon ball Universe!
54. what is something you worry about? The health of my grandpa and little brother.
55. are you scared of the dark? No, I prefer the dark...
56. do you like to sing? Yes! I was never allowed to sing in the band tho.. I was allowed to scream tho!
57. have you ever skipped school? Yeah.... Sssssst don’t tell my mom. She still doesn’t know. ;)
58. what is your favorite place on the planet? Home <3
59. where would you like to live? Where I live now.
60. do you have any pets? Yes!
61. are you more of an early bird or a night owl? Night Owl!
62. do you like sunrises or sunsets better? Sunsets! If I ever see a sunrises someone will be dying... (the one that woke me up that early!)
63. do you know how to drive? Yeaaaasssss! I LOVE DRIVING! and yes also with a gearbox!!
64. do you prefer earbuds or headphones? In-ear earbuds!
65. have you ever had braces? No!
66. what is your favorite genre of music? Rock!
67. who is your hero? My mom!
68. do you read comic books? Web comics (rn the gamer and dice) and manga!
69. what makes you the most angry? People who did something wrong and then blame you.
70. do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? Electronic. Real books are to heavy to take a lot of with you.
71. what was your favorite subject in school? Math and science!
72. do you have any siblings? Yes! Sister at my Moms and a Brother and Sister at my Dads!
73. what was the last thing you bought? Food:p But uhm as of last fun thing was the cam for the facecam on streams!
74. how tall are you? 171 cm (5′7 is that right?)
75. can you cook? Somewhat... I like cooking but I usually work during dinner time so don’t do it to often.
76. what are three things that you love? My family (incl my own and my parents, siblings and grandparents) Playing games (incl sims, final fantasy, dragon quest and stardew) My roomba! (I hate vacuuming)
77. what are three things that you hate? Liars Cleaning Waking up early
78. do you have more female friends or more male friends? I think male...
79. what is your sexual orientation? I’m straight.
80. where do you currently live? The Netherlands (HOLLAND HOLLAND HOLLAND) ;)
81. who was the last person you texted? My hubby!
82. when was the last time you cried? Today.... hahaha I hurt my back still went to work. Got worse and at the end of my shift I could barely walk. I felt like a wuss and that made me cry.
83. who is your favorite youtuber? MATPAT (game theorists) Jen (xurbansimsx) Mage Masher and Jacksepticeye
84. do you like to take selfies? Sometimes...
85. what is your favorite app? Webtoons
86. what is your relationship with your parent(s) like? Very good
87. what is your favorite foreign accent? German
88. what is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? Seoul and Kyoto
89. what is your favorite number? 4
90. can you juggle? No
91. are you religious? No (Maybe the flying spaghetti monster tho)
92. do you find outer space of the deep ocean to be more interesting? OUTER SPACE! I love space! I’m a bit scared of the ocean tho
93. do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? No BUT if needed I will be.
94. are you allergic to anything? No
95. can you curl your tongue? Yes :P
96. can you wiggle your ears? Yes that too! (Just checked btw)
97. how often do you admit that you were wrong about something? Not that often... If proven wrong I would tho.
98. do you prefer the forest or the beach? Forest
99. what is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? It will always be darkest just before it will get lighter again. (no matter how awful things seem it will get better)
100. are you a good liar? A very good liar...
101. what is your hogwarts house? Gryffindor
102. do you talk to yourself? All the time!
103. are you an introvert or an extrovert? Both... I guess.. But more Extrovert.
104. do you keep a journal/diary? Nooooo I can’t! And if I do it’s for 2 weeks and then I forget!
105. do you believe in second chances? Yes but not in third.
106. if you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? Give it to the police.. I can’t keep it because I would feel bad...
107. do you believe that people are capable of change? Change... Not really. However I do believe in the adaptability of people.
108. are you ticklish? Yes... unfortunately...
109. have you ever been on a plane? Yes to Spain, Hungary, Italy and Malta
110. do you have any piercings? Yes I had more. Did you know if you get pregnant your body can just resist them? I lost 5 piercings because of that but gained a lovely little boy so everything is good. <3
111. what fictional character do you wish was real? Oeee this is hard... there are so many. But uh let me just say Gohan. I just love him. Strong, kind and smart. (Also my first crush when I was young hahaha)
112. do you have any tattoos? Yes 3! And I want so many MORE!
113. what is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? Changing jobs!
114. do you believe in karma? No... I don’t believe in anything I can’t see or can’t be proven my science.
115. do you wear glasses or contacts? Glasses
116. do you want children? I got a kid already hahaha but Yes I would like a second child at some point.
117. who is the smartest person you know? I think it would be my sister @galaxymiep! She can do stuff I could never do. <3
118. what is your most embarrassing memory? Oh Idk... I’m not embarrassed easily. But I think I would be when my workpants had a hole in it and I didn’t notice until someone told me...
119. have you ever pulled an all-nighter? So many times.
120. what colour are most of you clothes? Black
121. do you like adventures? Not really. I had my adventures days. I’m boring now hahaha
122. have you ever been on tv? UHmm... Yes... Local tv station about concrete blocks. Why?
123. how old are you? Old... hahaha I’m 28
124. what is your favorite movie quote? From the movie Moulin Rouge: “The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.”
125. sweet or savory? Depends on my mood. But mostly Savory!
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get to know me tag!
tagged by @literalite (thank u lamer clone!) n im not tagging anyone bc.............. every1 i think i know has already been tagged so thats calm, there r 125 questions below!
1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Pat[REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED]
2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? pat
3. BIRTHDAY? 23rd of nov!!!!! <3 (2001)
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES? hmhmhnnnn,,,,, lotr, the hobbit, harry potter, anything from the grishaverse,,, idk man i like books a lot,,, the raven cycle,,, hnmgmg,,
5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? aliens 100% i believe in them! ghosts? i mean... i half kind of do half dont but my kind of ghost aint the same as the usual idea of a ghost yanno? mine r nicer <3
6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? leigh bardugo, tolkien, i would say j.k rowling but shes trash! her books r good tho ://
7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? ??? idk so im gon pretend this means podcast and in that case im listening to the black tapes rn!
8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? matcha or strawberry!!!!!!
9. WHAT WORD WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? thats swag (i began using it ironically but now i cant stop)
10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG? uhhh eve or the wonderful world by mark joshua! orrr shiloh by little chief!!
11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? grinned
12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO? walking back to georgia by jim croce
13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH? honestly.... drop dead diva... im sorry.... but tbh i dont watch tv all that often!! ACTUALLUY HECK i would def recommend merlin the bbc tv series and ofc sherlock the tv series but keep in mind both those recs will rip out your heart MULTIPLE times,
14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING DOWN? .......... im down all the time lolol but tbh all the harry potter films + the 1st fantastic beasts movie, all the lotr films and all the hobbit films AND sherlock both the rdj and jude law films and then the bbc sherlock christmas special the abominable bride
15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? yah! my all time favourite game is tes oblivion!! it has been my fav since i was 6!
16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? my life not working out the way i want to!! i want my life to be happy and long and spent with the people i love and not having 2 worry abt money or health!!!
17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? i think maybe my ability to find everything funny??
18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? my temper is beyond vicious honestly like im not kidding my temper is.... disgusting
19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? birds
20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? winter
21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? nah!
22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? im still a kid im only 17!!! and uh,, i miss the innocence!! i miss being oblivious!!
23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? i dont have one!
24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? brownn w/ a bit of green!
25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? dark brown!
26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? my parents and my family!
27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? jude law, sebastian stan, emma stone
29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? back to school shopping!! also i get to eat fried chicken and cheesecake tonight because even tho my birthday was yesterday im celebrating it today!!!!
30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? stationery??? video games?? FOOD??
31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? jane and the dragon!
32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? i dont know what a male is sorry
33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? a baby bit only
34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? n’aw i dont think so!
35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT? i mean... if i weren’t as ugly as i am id love to be in front of a camera doing fun acting stuff or whatnot! but bc i am ugly im usually behind the camera + i do film at school!
36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? lettering/calligraphy!
37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? what if its us by becky abertalli + adam silvera (its so cute but the ending was.... not satisfactory...)
38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? fantastic beasts the crimes of grindelwald!!!
39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? used 2 play piano, accordion, and violin! but i dont do tht anymore!
40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? bird!!
41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? too many 2 pick from !!! im srry!
42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? gdgs all of them!!!!! maybe the power to warp reality bc i could do anything then?? a reality where im married to jude law or emma stone? done, a reality where i have all the powers in the world? done
43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? a cliff somewhere where its cold and the water is vicious underneath!
44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? babies, animals, happy couples, pregnant people, old people, a lot of things really!
45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? i used 2 do karate but now i dont do sports!
46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? idfsng idk! strawberry milkshake maybe?? matcha boba??? milk!!
47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? last week!!! i love handwriting!
48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? nah!
49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? ppl who r rude for no reason and also ppl at school who just pick on other ppl for no reason looking at you rahni teagan and the other f*ckheads!!! hope u die literally i know thats a horrible thing to say but you all deserve it
50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? i went to two twenty one pilot concerts!! the first one was in the forum in melbourne and then the other one was a few years or one year later and it was in a sold out stadium!! both were in the mosh! and then idk if this counts as a concert but i went to and did the meet and greet for dan and phil’s first tour! i dont like them anymore tho ! ://
51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? no way in HELL!!!!
52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? a lot of things!!! famous actress, spy, war general, prime minister, pro wrestler, explorer, cartographer, filmmaker, architect, interior designer, dragon, PIRATE
53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? i know this is a bad idea but honestly the harry potter universe PROVIDED i had magic!! bc like,,, yah
54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? a lot of things! my future mainly lol :(
55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? no but i gotta say sometimes in the middle of the night when i wake up and the undefined shape my clothes sitting on my desk chair looks like That i get a bit worried yanno it looks like a demon im not gonna lie
56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? ya but i dont htink im any good at it!
57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? only due to sickness, funerals, or holidays!
58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? my house! OR the cliffs of moher :o)
59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? in some old old old european castle in the middle of nowhere on a mountain and next to the sea
60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? nuu :( but i do feed a lot of birds that come to my house and ive named them and love them even if the lorikeets dont love me back which is fine!!!! :(
61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? early bird i guess
62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER? sunsets??
63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? yes! but i dont have my full lisence only my learner’s permit!!
64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? headphones (noise cancelling!!)
65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? yup!! they were green!!
66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? soft rock, indie folk, indie-everything mainly except for indie-rock,,, country music dont hate my i love country music as long as its certain country music!! aint having none of this keith urban rubbish in my house!! we only listen 2 the james taylor brand of country music in this house!!! so i guess country folk. folk music in general is my jam!!! i love ballads as well and ofc blues!! theres so many more jbdsgjbas but i cant possibly list all of it!!!
67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? the idea of me living out the future i want if that makes sense!
68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? yah!!
69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? a lot of things honestly!!!! 2 many to list im really passionate!
70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? real book but i read more on electronic devices bc its easy and i dont have to worry about lights !!
71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? idk!!!!!!!! maybe history!
72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? nup!! im an only child thanK GOD
73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? movie tickets to crimes against grindelwald last night!!
74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? i think im like 176cm??
75. CAN YOU COOK? only if i have a recipe! but i can make really good drinks (non alcoholic ofc!!)
76. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? rainy weather, good literature, my family
77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? hubris, wrath, pococurantism
78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? female
79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? ?????????? who knows
80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? australia!!
81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? my group chat
82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? my birthday yesterday lol
83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? dont want youtube tht much anymore tbh
84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? nah
85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? procreate
86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? incredibly close with both parents but fight with my dad like cats n dogs
87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? irish or strong strong american or posh english also scottish
88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT? israel, republic of ireland, and so many more places like nksgskbgs i cant list them also all the nordic countries
89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 3
90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? no
91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? nah
92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OF THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? both!!!!!!
93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? daring in terms of i like to do things that could potentially kill me for the adrenaline rush but not daring in terms of introducing myself to other ppl lol
94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? nah thank GOD
95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? oui
96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? non
97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? ill happily admit i’m wrong provided the other person wasnt a douchebag about it but even then ill admit im wrong! aint no shame in recognising ur wrong ma dude
98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? dont like the beach but i love the sea?? so forest i guess bc i dont like sand
99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? "two things stand like stone, kindness in another’s trouble, courage in your own” - adam lindsay gordon
100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR? an excellent one, but i dislike lying and value honesty so!!
101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? ssssss slytherin!
102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? ya
103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? cop out answer here but it depends on the situation
104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? yes
105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? depends
106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? try and find the owner and track em down but if i cant ill hand it in to the place where it was lost
107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? yes
108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? yes
109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? yes
110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? ears but theyre closed up!!
111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? thorin oakenshield
112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? nah
113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? ? idk man
114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? no, too many bad people are living good lives right now
115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? nope! perfect vision here my dude!
116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? in the future i want 1 child only
117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? my little cousin
118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? a Lot
119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? a few times only, but i value sleep
120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOU CLOTHES? black and green
121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? hell ya !
122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? audience member for the xfactor!
123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 17
124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? “so comes snow after fire, and even dragons have their endings.” -tolkien OR “always seek the giant.”
125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? savoury
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I saw the Get to Know Me Tag floating around and I wanted to try it out. It’s also been a while since I’ve made my simself! I’m not always mad but I do have a quick temper thus my face up above. Under the cut is the rest of the questions.
I was not tagged but I tag anyone that wants to do it!
RULES: Post a pic of your simself with your traits and answer the questions!
Traits: Bookworm, Hot-headed, Foodie
1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Jenna
2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? most of my nicknames in life are based off of my last name sooooo....
3. BIRTHDAY? February 5
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES? I read a lot of books, mostly stand alones. I guess Hunger Games?
5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? yes and yes
6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? Courtney Summers
7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? Alt Nation on xm radio, or my spotify
8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? blue raspberry!!
9. WHAT WORD WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? amazing
10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG? &Run by Sir Sly
11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? I don’t think I have a favorite word! maybe zesty
12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO? something off the new 21P album, can’t remember the name
13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH? Gilmore Girls, Brooklyn 99, Parks & Rec, Chef’s Table, Parts Unknown w/ Anthony Bourdain (RIP)
14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING DOWN? I like to watch RuPaul’s Drag Race when I’m feeling terrible, I don’t have the attention span for movies.
15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? mostly Sims, but I like Animal Crossing and Pokemon
16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? dying alone
17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? I’m really passionate about things when I want to be
18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? sometimes I can be distant to close family and friends
19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? I love both but my kitty is the best boy
20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? Fall, but summer in Maine is always great
21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? yeah with myself thank u next
22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? No responsibilities NO BILLS
23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? Kat + Jess
24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? blue
25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? brown with blonde streaks
26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? My family and my friends and my cat
27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? Kat
28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? my friends from school who I haven’t seen in ages
29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? Christmas? trying to plan a trip for next year too so maybe that if it comes through!!
30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? Coffeeeeee
31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? Spongebob + Rugrats
32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? I don’t think I could tell any man ANYTHING right now but there are some I’ll tell a lot to.
33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? a little bit!
34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? I hate rodents!!!
35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT? a little bit of both but it’s usually me behind the camera
36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? reading, writing, cooking, Sims
37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? Where She Went by Gayle Forman
38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? some christmas movie on netflix I already forget what it was called
39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? I played the flute for about two weeks in the 5th grade
40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? Cats & dogs but I also love bears
41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? to stop time
43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? On the couch or out in the woods with a bowl
44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? nature! good music
45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? lol sports. sometimes I do yoga
46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? fountain sprite or Dunks coffee
47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? today! I sent my friend a gift in the mail
48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? a little bit
49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? impolite and closeminded people
50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? [pasdfiosjfkjlasdk yeah I’ve been to a TON because I’m a concert junkie
51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? nah
52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? A teacher/a journalist/an actress
53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? maybe Hogwarts?
54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? losing someone very important to me, being unable to pay my bills
55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? only like, PITCH BLACK dark
56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? I love singing along but I think I’m terrible
57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? not in HS but lots in college to smoke weed on the beach
58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? the beach!!! I love love love the water
59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? I like where I am now a lot
60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? a kitty cat named Poe
61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? a night owl, I’m up way too late for my own good
62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER? Sunsets
63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? yes
64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? headphones
65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? yes
66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? I like pretty much everything but rap/country
67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? my mom
68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? not really
69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? lol my road rage is real
70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? mostly real books but don’t mind electronic devices
71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? History & English
72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? older brother + older sister
73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? coffee
74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5′3″
75. CAN YOU COOK? yes I love to cook
76. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? laughing, listening to others, adventures
77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? confrontation when it doesn’t involve me, emotions, stupid heads
78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? even mix I’d say
79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? straight
80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? Maine
81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? my friend
82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? on Monday lol
83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? like a lot of Youtubers tbh
84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? every once in a while
85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? Instagram
86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? I love them both and they love me! sometimes my mom and I butt heads but we’re just both really headstrong lol
87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? British & New Zealand
88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT? Sweden
89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 5
90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? nope
91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? not really
92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OF THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? deep ocean!!
93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? sometimes
94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? nope
95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? yes
96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? nope
97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? ahahahaha every once in a while I guess
98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? beach!!
99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? control what you can // confront what you can’t // always remember how lucky you are to have yourself
100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR? yes with small lies
101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? Ravenclaw
102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? all the timeeee
103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? depends on the day
104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? I try to keep one but it never works
105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? depends on the circumstance
106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? Return it to the owner (if I can find the address & it isn’t too far) otherwise bring it to the police station
107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? Yes, but not always.
108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? verrrry
109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? yes I love to fly I wish I did it more
110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? just my ears
111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? meh
112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? yes “(un)lost” on my wrist
113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? move to Maine by myself
114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? yes she’s a bitch
115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? nope
116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? maybe someday! too early in my life to tell
117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? my older brother
118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? god why ask
119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? yes many times
120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOU CLOTHES? Dark blue/gray/black
121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? YES!!
122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? yeah! I was on the Today Show when I was 10
123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 23
124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? always be your own sunshine
125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? i’ve got a lethal sweet tooth
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Diary Entry Sept. 12th, 2021
Day 1: Sunday - Computers Galore!
Everything is starting to settle down after the hectic week that was orientation. There are still some events happening for fraternities and sororities, but I don't think I would have the time to commit to them this semester, maybe I'll try recruitment next year. Either way, now that I am not running around like a chicken with their head cut off I can focus on getting properly set up my station.
Wait… I'm not sure I ever explained to y'all what my goal is. Looking back through old posts the answer is no, sorry to keep you in the dark but basically I want to become a hero. I've always loved reading the comics and watching the movies growing up and now I'm somewhere that I can develop the technology to become one myself. Cool right!?
So basically I brought a couple monitors and a desktop tower with me so I could surveille the city for anyone in need of help. I do need to figure out how to hack into the cameras around the city though … I have gotten some books and am taking a class this semester on coding so hopefully the hacking thing won't be too bad. I mean, everyone in movies has somebody who can do it right?
Day 2: Monday - Coding == spaghetti + alphabet soup; result = TRUE
Okay, so I promise I read some of the coding books prior to coming to campus and thought I understood what was going on, but uh, I don't? I mean there are all these letters floating around and subsets of letters that are supposed to be abbreviations for long words but then multiple words start with the same first few letters sooo… yea idk. And even if you can figure out what variable they are talking about (or even the ones you create, because I'll be honest, I term a variable and then work on some code and about 20 lines later have forgotten what it means), you are then jumping all over the place because of functions and then there are classes above functions and objects which can jump between classes and each have their own set of functions so you can't use the same function on different objects if they have different classes unless one is a subclass or the function exists in multiple places but then you could have the same named function that acts differently depending on the class of the object and yeah. Are you confused yet, because I'm not (that is a lie, I am totally lost in this mess of coding and hope the intro class can help untangle it).
Day 3: Tuesday - Going old fashioned
Okay so maybe I was a little over ambitious trying to hack into the city camera network without having taken a single programming class cause yesterday was a complete fail. So I think I'll go a bit more old fashioned and get a radio to scan all the police channels. I'm not giving up, that's not what this is, I'm just putting the coding on a back burner until I actually understand what is happening, plus the police scanner will be enough for the majority of crimes right?
I went dumpster diving (I know gross) around campus to see if I could find any old police radios, cause correct me if I'm wrong, but I don't think store bought radios can usually hear those frequencies? Thankfully it was worth my time cause I found an old radio hidden in-between the cushions of a couch. (those things are literally black holes). Anyway I returned to my room to take a shower and set up the radio.
Upon searching the best ways to connect the radio to my computer, I discovered that yes, you can buy radios that can listen to police channels so I guess all that the dumpster diving did was save me some money/time (you can apparently build these things too? Maybe I should research more often). Anyway I got the radio hooked up to my computer so I can keep things centralized before going to sleep. Oh yeah, classes also start tomorrow.
Day 4: Wednesday - Classes, Yay!?
So I had my first day of classes today and isn't college supposed to be less time consuming than highschool even if the material is more advanced? Classes only meet 2-3 times a week and I don't even have all my classes everyday. Like seriously, in highschool I had 7 classes every day 5 days a week. How on earth did my 3 classes today feel like more work? Maybe I'm just not used to it after summer break? I'm going to bed early tonight cause I have my remaining 2 classes tomorrow and I feel like I'm gonna need more energy than a single human can possess.
Day 5: Thursday - Classes aren't that bad.
I guess I was just a little overwhelmed yesterday cause today was much better. Maybe it was partly because I attended a small highschool so, seeing that many people in the same long hallway was a very new experience. Maybe I'm just starting to get into the swing of things, I don't know. Reflecting on classes so far, I don't have much actual work yet seeing as most classes have just been reviewing the syllabi, though I'm sure I will actually have to start learning stuff tomorrow and next week.
I did have some free time today in which I was able to create a prototype of the lenses that I want to use for my goggles. They're a bit flatter than I would like but I don't know how to curve the technology without breaking it yet so I guess that will be an advancement for later. Thankfully I was able to find some code online that already takes the signal from the camera I ordered and puts it on a screen so I might actually be able to use these soon.
Day 6: Friday - The camera hath arrived!
I got a notification this morning that the camera I ordered had finally arrived and I could pick it up. Thankfully Friday is a pretty light day for me in terms of classes, otherwise I might have skipped some to get the goggles working and that would not have been a good start to my college career. Of course nothing can go smoothly when building stuff (why do shows have everything just working, can't they actually show me how to make it work and the errors I might encounter? It is so much more entertaining watching them than some old white dude drone on about vectors and integration… maybe the fact that they montage through the failures is what allows the shows to be interesting. Hmm something to chew on there I guess.)
I'm writing this at midnight and should probably get some sleep, but I will most definitely be testing these goggles tomorrow.
Day 7: Saturday - The test!
The goggles turned on without blowing up! (That's a start right, something I should be excited about and not something that is a given with these sorts of things?) And I could actually see what the camera was seeing, although it was a little disorientating cause the camera is a good inch above my eyes and the screen is translucent so I'm getting an overlap between what I can see in front of me an a shrunken off set view of what the camera can see. The weirdest thing is the fact that the IR camera (the code maybe?) shows things tinted red, I guess that is how the programmer decided to depict the IR waves since we can't normally see them. The camera had a couple different modes built in, the most interesting being the thermal detection where everything was displayed in a gradient across the rainbow (I'm sure that will come in handy later). But I think the default is all I can use for now with the contrasting position of the camera and my eyes, I'll have to sort the rest out later.
I went outside once it got dark to test the goggles in a setting more similar to where I would be using them. Thankfully I went out late and there weren't a lot of people around. Everything was covered in a haze of red, I had no idea there was this much ambient IR radiation. Some of the building windows were slightly more intense, I assumed there was some poor grad student staying late to finish their research. I continued to look around exploring the new layer of information I could see before turning around to head back to my dorm. As I was walking to my dorm I could see across the river and stopped in my tracks. There were bright red beams shooting across my vision, quickly I took off my goggles to get a better view, but the lights vanished. Confused, I put the goggles back on and there they were again. Every few seconds a bright beam would shoot up off the ground and across the sky. The angle looked too steep to be coming from a window so there was definitely something happening on the ground, but what? That was the question. *low battery* flashed across my eyes. Great, I forgot how long I had been testing the goggles, I'll need to add a power pack to the next version of these. I guess my exploring is done for the night so I'll see you guys next week.
- Polymetis
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For: Madalyn, @imusuallyobsessed Wishing you a very happy holiday season and bright, hopeful New Year! - Jenn @jennonthewire (graphic created for this work: @sharilynn87 )
Twitterpated an olicity AU
Monday, November 5, 2012
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 2h I just met my future husband. He doesn’t know it yet. We locked eyes in the elevator and he sorta smiled. Obviously, we’re meant to be. Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 2h Replying to @Iris_WestAllen yes, but you didn’t SEE him. Total fire. FUEEEGOOOOOOO. Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 2h Replying to @Iris_WestAllen and @speedster89 Unfortunately, I have no idea who The Husband is IRL but in this dream sequence HE IS MINE. Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 2h Replying to @Iris_WestAllen and @speedster89 I’m not going to worry about him seeing my twitter, Barry. I have all of 11 (wonderful!) followers & it’s private. He’s probably here for a meeting or something. Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 30m THE HUSBAND IS OUR NEW CEO FRAAAAACKKKKKKKKKKKK Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 28m UPDATE 1 FROM THE BATHROOM: JUST MET THE HUSBAND AS IN THE NEWLY APPOINTED CEO AS IN OLIVER FRACKING QUEEN. HOW DID I NOT RECOGNIZE OLIVER MY MIDDLE NAME IS TABLOID PLAYBOY QUEEN.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 27m UPDATE 2 FROM THE BATHROOM: IN CASE ANYONE IS WONDERING: A HAIRCUT, DESIGNER SUIT, AND STUBBLE CAN COMPLETELY CONCEAL YOUR IDENTITY. Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 26m Replying to @speedster89 coming from a guy who wears comic book paraphernalia daily, this means nothing. I’d make a bet you’re wearing a Flash t-shirt under your suit jacket today, but frankly I’m tired of taking your money so easily. Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 25m Update 3 from the bathroom: I am slightly calmer. I definitely did not mention his dead dad within the first two minutes of meeting THE NEW FRACKING CEO BECAUSE YES OF COURSE I MENTIONED HIS DEAD DAD I AM A MONSTER Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 24m Replying to @speedster89 DO NOT TELL ME TO CALM DOWN, ALLEN. DO NOT. Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 22m Replying to @Iris_WestAllen All he said was: “Felicity Smoak? Hi. I’m Oliver Queen.” And then I said, “Oh, I know who you are. You’re Mr. Queen.” And he said, “Mr. Queen was my father. Call me Oliver.” Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 22m Replying to @Iris_WestAllen not done…wait for it…I said: “right, because he died. He’s dead. Your dad. Not that you need to be reminded.” Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 20m Replying to @Iris_WestAllen oh yes, yes I did. Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 18m Poll Will I get fired today? Yes: 80% No: 20% Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 17m Thanks for the vote of confidence guys. Much appreciated ……….. Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 16m Update 3: leaving the bathroom. Must continue working and being a human despite finding and losing future husband due to highly offensive verbal diarrhea and oh, right HE’S MY BOSS
Friday, November 9, 2012
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 1h Update from the bathroom: EPIC FAIL FRIENDS. Almost latte’d the husband’s shoes. Hiding out in bathroom until coast is clear. Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 1h Replying to @Iris_WestAllen I ran into him. Like, directly ran head first into his wall of a chest. And I maybe pet him, just a little. I COULDN’T HELP MYSELF OK. I JUST COULDN’T. Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 1h Replying to @Iris_WestAllen nope, the latte went flying to the floor and I went crashing into the husband - who caught me btw. Excellent reflexes. Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 1h Replying to @Iris_WestAllen I had my hands out in front of me to stop the impending floor collision. So instead of hitting the floor, The Husband caught me. Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 58m Replying to @Iris_WestAllen I pet his suit jacket just a little. You know, smoothing out the wrinkles. And then because it’s me, I. Made. It. Worse.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 55m Replying to @Iris_WestAllen um Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 50m Replying to @Iris_WestAllen FINE. I maybe said something along the lines of “you’re so hard” and then it spiraled from there…………………….. Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 48m Replying to @Iris_WestAllen thankfully I stopped myself from mentioning his well tailored pants. Early Hanukkah miracle. Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 37m Did I just sexually harass my boss? Should I report myself to HR? What do I do now? Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 30m Poll: Will I get fired today? Yes: 100% No: 0% Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 10m HOLY SHIT. HOLY SHIT. SOS. SOS. MAYDAY. THE HUSBAND REPLACED ABOVE MENTIONED LATTE.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 10m IT WAS WAITING ON MY DESK WITH A NOTE. HOLY SHIT.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 9m I AM DECEASED
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 8m Someone call my mother. Tell her I died. Please don’t let her bury me in sequins.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6m Replying to @Iris_WestAllen the note said: Fridays are hard. Hope this helps. -O
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 5m Replying to @Iris_WestAllen THIS IS NOT CUTE WEST NOT CUTE AT ALL
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 4m Replying to @Iris_WestAllen and @speedster89 STOP IT YOU TWO I AM SERIOUS HERE. THE HUSBAND WAS IN. MY. OFFICE. HE. BOUGHT. ME. A. LATTE. HE IS STILL MY BOSS WHO I SEXUALLY HARASSED BY ACCIDENT. Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 1m @Iris_WestAllen and @speedster89 are the worst friends ever. 0/10 do not recommend.
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 3h That moment when you’re called to the boss’s office and he happens to be your imaginary husband…
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 3h Replying to @Iris_WestAllen no, I did not re-apply my lipstick before going up there. He is still my boss. Give me a little credit.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 3h Replying to @Iris_WestAllen fine, I lied.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 2h Things I Have Learned About The Husband, Volume 1: Blue suit + blue eyes = my death
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 2h Things I Have Learned About The Husband, Volume 2: He apparently thinks INTERNET EXPLORER is a preferable browsing option and does NOT CARE that he is hurting my soul.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 20m Replying to @Iris_WestAllen dollars to donuts, he was not paying attention to my lipstick or anything else I was wearing.
Tuesday, November, 20, 2012
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 8h Adding “Personal Internet Researcher for Oliver Queen” to my resume.
Wednesday, November 21, 2012
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6h 5pm on the day before Thanksgiving and what am I doing? NOT GETTING ON MY TRAIN TO @Iris_WestAllen @speedster89
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6h I see you all asking (ok, no one is asking whatever. I’ll just be over here, SHOUTING INTO THE VOID): Felicity, why aren’t you heading to Central City to spend the holiday with your friends?
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6h Well let me fill you in, Internet Void, since you’ve asked so kindly. I am sitting at my desk surrounded by ABSOLUTELY NO ONE ELSE doing my boss’s job because EEOC and obviously PICNIC.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 5h Tell me why I work here again?
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 5h Replying to @speedster89 yes, Barry. I remember that it’s my job and it pays the bills. And no, boss as in my immediate supervisor and not The Husband who is the Boss of All Bosses.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 5h @Iris_WestAllen @speedster89 sorry again you guys. I wish I was on that train.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 5h Replying to @Iris_WestAllen @speedster89 I love you both, too.
Monday, November 26, 2012
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 2h Called to The Husband’s office this morning for an emergency. Interoffice message said: 911 CEO. Apparently, 2 Master’s degrees from MIT mean you respond when said CEO spills his coffee ALL OVER HIS LAPTOP.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 1h I suppose I should be thankful he didn’t mistake the CD-ROM for a cup holder.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 20m Things I Have Learned About The Husband, Volume 3: Apparently he likes flavored coffee because this computer smells distinctly of blueberry.
Wednesday, November 28, 2012
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 7h Things I Have Learned About The Husband, Volume 4: His sister is gorgeous but I also get the vibe that she could kill a guy with her bare hands. Awesome.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 7h Also, I was able to refrain from talking about The Husband’s chest, eyes, hair, smile, voice, etc. when talking to previously mentioned sister.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6h Replying to @speedster89 stop knowing me so well, Allen.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6h Replying to @speedster89 @Iris_WestAllen I maybe sorta kinda just once mentioned his …. package?
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6h Replying to @speedster89 @Iris_WestAllen I KNOW GUYS. I KNOW.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6h Replying to @speedster89 @Iris_WestAllen no, his sister just laughed a little? Or more like smirked. And his eyes got really wide like a cartoon and then he just shook his head and smiled at me.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6h Replying to @speedster89 @Iris_WestAllen don’t know. I ran out of there as fast as possible afterward. Took a detour through accounts payable and customer service just to be safe.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6h OH SHIT
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6h Apparently, The Husband’s sister knows where the IT Department is…
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6h Is it bad that I hid under my desk to avoid her?
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6h Replying to @speedster89 I have no idea what she wanted Barry, obviously, unless she wants to file a complaint against me???????
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6h Replying to @speedster89 one would assume, but I don’t knowwwww maybe she wanted to tell me about the complaint first? Look the accused in the eyes or whatever.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6h Replying to @speedster89 remember how we’ve been over that it’s invalidating when you tell me I’m being crazy and your refusal to acknowledge my anxiety is hurtful?
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6h Replying to @speedster89 apology accepted. Now, do I report myself to HR before or after my Future Sister-In-Law has the chance?
Thursday, November 29, 2012
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 3h Today The Husband called me “remarkable” and I had to refrain from asking him if he’d prefer Bali or Aruba for our honeymoon.
Friday, November 30, 2012
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 5h The world has ended.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 5h Replying to @speedster89 my boss just apologized for making me miss my train on Thanksgiving????
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddes 5h Replying to @speedster89 not in those words exactly, but something about being sorry I had to work late to cover for him??????????? Said he was “informed” but not by who… whaaaaaatt
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 5h Replying to @speedster89 I told you: The. World. Has. Ended. He also approved 2 days of comp time to use whenever I want???!!!???
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 5h Poll: Am I actually being fired and they’re letting me down easy? Yes: 70% No: 30%
Monday, December 3, 2012
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddes 7h Secret Snowflake drawing at the office this morning has yielded Muriel, purveyor of the Secretarial Arts in the department of Distribution and Receiving, 9th Floor.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 5h Replying to @speedster89 seeing as Muriel is 8 years past retirement and thinks faxing is “new fangled,” I think we’re safe with her not using twitter.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 5h Unless my one new follower is Muriel, in which case sorry to spoil your Snowflake surprise: it’s a personalized coffee mug I just ordered from Etsy. Chag Sameach!
Tuesday, December 4, 2012
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 3h Things I Have Learned About The Husband, Volume 5: His bodyguard has arms the size of bowling balls.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 3h Things I Have Learned About The Husband, Volume 6: He keeps a pair of running shoes under his desk. Apparently, he likes running.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 2h Replying to @Iris_WestAlen I had to reconnect his cables.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 2h Replying to @Iris_WestAllen NOT LIKE THAT PERV
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 2h Replying to @Iris_WestAllen yes, I was under his desk. No, he was not sitting at said desk at the time. He very politely moved to the other side of the room. I just happened to see the sneaks & asked.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 2h Replying to @Iris_WestAllen totally professional small talk.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 2h I definitely did not say “I can tell” when he said he likes to be careful about what he puts in his body.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 2h Replying to @Iris_WestAllen of course I said it. Don’t you know me well enough by now to read my sarcasm via tweet?
Friday, December 7, 2012
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 3h Uh…….?
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 3h Apparently my Secret Snowflake is really into holidays?
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 3h Replying to @speedster89 there are two wrapped gifts on my desk. A shirt box size and another small box.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 3h Replying to @speedster89 because there’s a card that says: A gift for each night. Happy Hanukkah, Felicity. Your Secret Snowflake
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 3h Replying to @speedster89 no idea. Pretty sure that’s why it’s called “Secret Snowflake.” Someone who knows me well enough to know I’m Jewish.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 3h Replying to @speedster89 honestly, not anyone I can think of at QC. I don’t exactly make many friends down here in Mordor.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 2h Replying to @speedster89 @Iris_WestAllen $25 limit but you’re supposed to give little hints throughout the month leading up to the gift exchange at the holiday party. Not that anyone ever guesses since we have 2500 employees but whatever.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 2h Replying to @speedster89 @Iris_WestAllen I made Muriel a singing Christmas card with her grandkids photos I stole off FB & sent under a fake email.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 2h Replying to @speedster89 @Iris_WestAllen I snuck up to the 7th floor break room at lunch and she was telling everyone about it. Apparently it’s a hit with her friends in Boca.
Saturday, December 8, 2012
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddes 2h Secret Snowflake gift 1: dreidel print pj pants. Super soft and adorable. Idk who you are, Snowflake, but I’m feeling comfy and festive. Toda!
Sunday, December 9, 2012
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddes 4h Ok, so… I think my Snowflake has definitely been in my office before, which is leading me to believe it might be someone in my own department.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 4h Replying to @speedster89 I never said “hate” … just, strong dislike. And not “everyone.” There’s like, 2 people who are ok and not completely incompetent.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddes 4h Secret Snowflake gift 2: Barbara Gordon funko!!!!! Oracle will find her new home at the desk of one Felicity Meghan Smoak tomorrow morning!
Monday, December 10, 2012
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddes 8h Considering there’s a tiny wrapped gift on my desk, I’m ruling out anyone in IT as I’m always here first.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 8h Replying to @speedster89 hold your horses, Allen. I’m getting to it. You’re as impatient as the Ancient Greeks in a chariot race.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 8h Secret Snowflake gift 3: A TINY EMOJI KEYCHAIN WITH GLASSES.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 8h Replying to @speedster89 @Iris_WestAllen super cute. Although, I’m pretty sure this adds up to $25 and I don’t know how I feel about my Snowflake going above the spending limit.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 7h Secret Snowflake, who are you?
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 9h Haven’t seen The Husband in exactly one week.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 9h Replying to @Iris_WestAllen I wasn’t implying anything. Just stating facts.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 9h Replying to @Iris_WestAllen of course I would like to see him. His face is stupid attractive, as is the rest of him.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 9h Replying to @Iris_WestAllen obviously there’s more to him than that, Iris! He’s much smarter and insightful than anyone gives him credit for, himself included.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 9h Replying to @Iris_WestAllen He loves his sister and I’m pretty sure his bodyguard is more of his friend than employee meaning he’s good to the people he cares about.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddes 9h Replying to @Iris_WestAllen And he set up a new initiative to bring manufacturing back to the Glades. He’s having the old QC warehouse remodeled. It’ll bring hundreds of jobs to the city.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 9h Replying to @Iris_WestAllen we talk sometimes, when I’m helping with his tech issues. I’ve told you nothing other people wouldn’t notice, too.
Felicity @ghostfoxgodddess 9h Replying to @Iris_WestAllen your gif choice is not appreciated.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 5h Secret Snowflake is a ninja.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 5h I was gone for literally 5 minutes and SOMEHOW A PRESENT HAS APPEARED.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 5h Secret Snowflake gift 4: a pack of red pens. Useful and handy. Smoak approved for all your correction needs.
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6h The novelty has worn off. I hate mysteries. They need to be solved.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6h Replying to @speedster89 @Iris_WestAllen SECRET SNOWFLAKE SENT AN INTERN WITH MY LUNCH ORDER. AND IT WAS CORRECT. 100% CORRECT.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddes 6h Replying to @speedster89 @Iris_WestAllen EVEN WITH SUBBING ITALIAN DRESSING ON MY CAESAR SALAD INSTEAD OF CAESAR. HOW DID THEY KNOW THAT?????
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6h Replying to @speedster89 @Iris_WestAllen I did not yell at the intern. I simply asked him to tell me who had sent him with my lunch.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddes 6h Replying to @speedster89 @Iris_WestAllen I was perfectly calm. Until he called me “ma’am.” And then I maybe used my loud voice.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6h Replying to @speedster89 @ Iris_WestAllen Unclear. He started running before I could ask any more questions.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 6h Touche, Secret Snowflake. I was actually really hungry.
Thursday, December 13, 2012
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 2h OH MY GOOGLE
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddes 2h Secret Snowflake. What have you done?
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 2h Please tell me you didn’t steal this.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddes 2h Replying to @speedster89 it’s a Pebble.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 2h Replying to @speedster89 no, not like a rock Barry. Seriously?! The Pebble - it’s a wearable. Super innovative tech. Not even AVAILABLE to the public until next year.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddes 2h Forget ninja. My Secret Snowflake is likely a felon. FBI/CIA/NSA if you’re reading this tweet (of course you are), please note in my file: I DO NOT CONDONE THEFT.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 1h This thing is so cool.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddes 1h And by “cool” I meant “hopefully not stolen.”
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddes 20m Replying to @Iris_WestAllen it would cost a small fortune even for a prototype. The kickstarter was set at 150k.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 18m Replying to @Iris_WestAllen someone with a lot of money/connections or a felon. That’s it.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddes 17m Replying to @Iris_WestAllen I don’t know any felons.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddes 16m Replying to @Iris_WestAllen to paraphrase @speedster89 you’re cray cray
Friday, December 14, 2012
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 3h Almost quitting time and no Secret Snowflake. Idk if I’m disappointed or relieved.
Later that evening…
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 1h When the doorbell rings and you think it’s the take-out dim sum you ordered arriving early and it’s actually a note & bottle of red Chateau Lafite Rothschild 1982…
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 1h I’m having a crisis.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 1h Replying to @speedster89 I’m well aware of that, Barry. It’s not just expensive. It’s…frack.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 57m Replying to @speedster89 @Iris_WestAllen I might have mentioned to a certain someone that this particular vintage would be a nice engagement gift for a certain someone’s mother and future step-father.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 56m Replying to @speedster89 @Iris_WestAllen and maybe that certain someone promised a bottle in return for excessive IT support far below her paygrade and skill level that was declined because HELLO EXPENSIVE.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 55m I can’t believe you did all of this.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddes 54m For me.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 53m Replying to Iris_WestAllen yes, I think you were right. Are you happy to hear that now?
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 48m Replying to Iris_WestAllen Thank you. I will try and remember that. You are also amazing and beautiful and badass.
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 10m Secret Snowflake, if you are who I think you might be… then, yes. I’ll be happy to meet you tomorrow night at the holiday party.
December 31, 2014
Felicity @ghostfoxgoddess 10m When The Husband becomes The Fiance…
Oliver @RobinOfLocksley9m Replying to @ghostfoxgoddess I love you.
Thea @QueenofHearts 8m Replying to @ghostfoxgoddess @RobinOfLocksley see what happens when you let me snoop? BOOM. Legitimate Wifey status.
Oliver @RobinOfLocksley Replying to @ghostfoxgoddess @QueenofHearts this is the only time your scheming has ever worked out.
Thea @QueenofHearts Replying to @ghostfoxgoddess @RobinOfLocksley only takes once, brother dear.
Barry @speedster89 Replying to @ghostfoxgoddess @RobinOfLocksley @QueenofHearts told you he’d see your twitter….
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Dead Fandoms, Part 3
Read Part One of Dead Fandoms here.
Read Part Two of Dead Fandoms here.
Before we continue, I want to add the usual caveat that I actually don’t want to be right about these fandoms being dead. I like enthusiasm and energy and it’s a shame to see it vanish.
Mists of Avalon
Remember that period of time of about 15 years, where absolutely everybody read this book and was obsessed with it? It could not have been bigger, and the fandom was Anne Rice huge, overlapping for several years with USENET and the early World Wide Web…but it’s since petered out.
Mists of Avalon’s popularity may be due to the most excellent case of hitting a demographic sweet spot ever. The book was a feminist retelling of the Arthurian Mythos where Morgan Le Fay is the main character, a pagan from matriarchal goddess religions who is fighting against encroaching Christianity and patriarchal forms of society coming in with it. Also, it made Lancelot bisexual and his conflict is how torn he is about his attraction to both Arthur and Guinevere.
Remember, this novel came out in 1983 – talk about being ahead of your time! If it came out today, the reaction from a certain corner would be something like “it is with a heavy heart that I inform you that tumblr is at it again.”
Man, demographically speaking, that’s called “nailing it.” It used to be one of the favorite books of the kind of person who’s bookshelf is dominated by fantasy novels about outspoken, fiery-tongued redheaded women, who dream of someday moving to Scotland, who love Enya music and Kate Bush, who sell homemade needlepoint stuff on etsy, who consider their religious beliefs neo-pagan or wicca, and who have like 15 cats, three of which are named Isis, Hypatia, and Morrigan.
This type of person is still with us, so why did this novel fade in popularity? There’s actually a single hideous reason: after her death around 2001, facts came out that Marion Zimmer Bradley abused her daughters sexually. Even when she was alive, she was known for defending and enabling a known child abuser, her husband, Walter Breen. To say people see your work differently after something like this is an understatement – especially if your identity is built around being a progressive and feminist author.
Robotech
I try to break up my sections on dead fandoms into three parts: first, I explain the property, then explain why it found a devoted audience, and finally, I explain why that fan devotion and community went away. Well, in the case of Robotech, I can do all three with a single sentence: it was the first boy pilot/giant robot Japanimation series that shot for an older, teenage audience to be widely released in the West. Robotech found an audience when it was the only true anime to be widely available, and lost it when became just another import anime show. In the days of Crunchyroll, it’s really hard to explain what made Robotech so special, because it means describing a different world.
Try to imagine what it was like in 1986 for Japanime fans: there were barely any video imports, and if you wanted a series, you usually had to trade tapes at your local basement club (they were so precious they couldn’t even be sold, only traded). If you were lucky, you were given a script to translate what you were watching. Robotech though, was on every day, usually after school. You want an action figure? Well, you could buy a Robotech Valkyrie or a Minmei figure at your local corner FAO Schwartz.
However, the very strategy that led to it getting syndicated is the very reason it was later vilified by the purists who emerged when anime became a widespread cultural force: strictly speaking, there actually is no show called “Robotech.” Since Japanese shows tend to be short run, say, 50-60 episodes, it fell well under the 80-100 episode mark needed for syndication in the US. The producer of Harmony Gold, Carl Macek, had a solution: he’d cut three unrelated but similar looking series together into one, called “Robotech.” The shows looked very similar, had similar love triangles, used similar tropes, and even had little references to each other, so the fit was natural. It led to Robotech becoming a weekday afternoon staple with a strong fandom who called themselves “Protoculture Addicts.” There were conventions entirely devoted to Robotech. The supposed shower scene where Minmei was bare-breasted was the barely whispered stuff of pervert legend in pre-internet days. And the tie in novels, written with the entirely western/Harmony Gold conception of the series and which continued the story, were actually surprisingly readable.
The final nail in the coffin of Robotech fandom was the rise of Sailor Moon, Toonami, Dragonball, and yes, Pokemon (like MC Hammer’s role in popularizing hip hop, Pokemon is often written out of its role in creating an audience for the next wave of cartoon imports out of insecurity). Anime popularity in the West can be defined as not a continuing unbroken chain like scifi book fandom is, but as an unrelated series of waves, like multiple ancient ruins buried on top of each other (Robotech was the vanguard of the third wave, as Anime historians reckon); Robotech’s wave was subsumed by the next, which had different priorities and different “core texts.” Pikachu did what the Zentraedi and Invid couldn’t do: they destroyed the SDF-1.
Legion of Super-Heroes
Legion of Superheroes was comic set in the distant future that combined superheroes with space opera, with a visual aesthetic that can best be described as “Star Trek: the Motion Picture, if it was set in a disco.”
I’ve heard wrestling described as “a soap opera for men.” If that’s the case, then Legion of Super-Heroes was a soap opera for nerds. The book is about attractive 20-somethings who seem to hook up all the time. As a result, it had a large female fanbase, which, I cannot stress enough, is incredibly unusual for this era in comics history. And if you have female fans, you get a lot of shipping and slashfic, and lots of speculation over which of the boy characters in the series is gay. The fanon answer is Element Lad, because he wore magenta-pink and never had a girlfriend. (Can’t argue with bulletproof logic like that.) In other words, it was a 1970s-80s fandom that felt much more “modern” than the more right-brained, bloodless, often anal scifi fandoms that existed around the same time, where letters pages were just nitpicking science errors by model train and elevator enthusiasts.
Legion Headquarters seemed to be a rabbit fuck den built around a supercomputer and Danger Room. Cosmic Boy dressed like Tim Curry in Rocky Horror. There’s one member, Duo Damsel, who can turn into two people, a power that, in the words of Legion writer Jim Shooter, was “useful for weird sex...and not much else.”
LSH was popular because the fans were insanely horny. This is, beyond the shadow of a doubt, the thirstiest fandom of all time. You might think I’m overselling this, but I really think that’s an under-analyzed part of how some kinds of fiction build a devoted fanbase.
For example, a big reason for the success of Mass Effect is that everyone has a favorite girl or boy, and you have the option to romance them. Likewise, everyone who was a fan of Legion remembers having a crush. Sardonic Ultra Boy for some reason was a favorite among gay male nerds (aka the Robert Conrad Effect). Tall, blonde, amazonian telepath Saturn Girl, maybe the first female team leader in comics history, is for the guys with backbone who prefer Veronica over Betty. Shrinking Violet was a cute Audrey Hepburn type. And don’t forget Shadow Lass, who was a blue skinned alien babe with pointed ears and is heavily implied to have an accent (she was Aayla Secura before Aayla Secura was Aayla Secura). Light Lass was commonly believed to be “coded lesbian” because of a short haircut and her relationships with men didn’t work out. The point is, it’s one thing to read about the adventures of a superteam, and it implies a totally different level of mental and emotional involvement to read the adventures of your imaginary girlfriend/boyfriend.
Now, I should point out that of all the fandoms I’ve examined here, LSH was maybe the smallest. Legion was never a top seller, but it was a favorite of the most devoted of fans who kept it alive all through the seventies and eighties with an energy and intensity disproportionate to their actual numbers. My gosh, were LSH fans devoted! Interlac and Legion Outpost were two Legion fanzines that are some of the most famous fanzines in comics history.
If nerd culture fandoms were drugs, Star Wars would be alcohol, Doctor Who would be weed, but Legion of Super-Heroes would be injecting heroin directly into your eyeballs. Maybe it is because the Legionnaires were nerdy, too: they played Dungeons and Dragons in their off time (an escape, no doubt, from their humdrum, mundane lives as galaxy-rescuing superheroes). There were sometimes call outs to Monty Python. Basically, the whole thing had a feel like the dorkily earnest skits or filk-singing at a con. Legion felt like it’s own fan series, guest starring Patton Oswalt and Felicia Day.
It helped that the boundary between fandom and professional was incredibly porous. For instance, pro-artist Dave Cockrum did covers for Legion fanzines. Former Legion APA members Todd and Mary Biernbaum got a chance to actually write Legion, where, with the gusto of former slashfic writers given the keys to canon, their major contribution was a subplot that explicitly made Element Lad gay. Mike Grell, a professional artist who got paid to work on the series, did vaguely porno-ish fan art. Again, it’s hard to tell where the pros started and the fandom ended; the inmates were running the asylum.
Mostly, Legion earned this devotion because it could reward it in a way no other comic could. Because Legion was not a wide market comic but was bought by a core audience, after a point, there were no self-contained one-and-done Legion stories. In fact, there weren’t even really arcs as we know it, which is why Legion always has problems getting reprinted in trade form. Legion was plotted like a daytime soap opera: there were always five different stories going on in every issue, and a comic involved cutting between them. Sure, like daytime soap operas, there’s never a beginning, just endless middles, so it was totally impossible for a newbie to jump on board...but soap operas know what they are doing: long term storytelling rewards a long term reader.
This brings me to today, where Legion is no longer being published by DC. There is no discussion about a movie or TV revival. This is amazing. Comics are a world where the tiniest nerd groups get pandered to: Micronauts, Weirdworld, Seeker 3000, and Rom have had revival series, for pete’s sake. It’s incredible there’s no discussion of a film or TV treatment, either; friggin Cyborg from New Teen Titans is getting a solo movie.
Why did Legion stop being such a big deal? Where did the fandom that supported it dissolve to? One word: X-Men. Legion was incredibly ahead of its time. In the 60s and 70s, there were barely any “fan” comics, since superhero comics were like animation is today: mostly aimed at kids, with a minority of discerning adult/teen fans, and it was success among kids, not fans, that led to something being a top seller (hence, “fan favorites” in the 1970s, as surprising as it is to us today, often did not get a lot of work, like Don MacGregor or Barry Smith). But as newsstands started to push comics out, the fan audience started to get bigger and more important…everyone else started to catch up to the things that made Legion unique: most comics started to have attractive people who paired up into couples and/or love triangles, and featured extremely byzantine long term storytelling. If Legion of Super-Heroes is going to be remembered for anything, it’s for being the smaller scale “John the Baptist” to the phenomenon of X-Men, the ultimate “fan” comic.
The other thing that killed Legion, apart from Marvel’s Merry Mutants, that is, was the r-word: reboots. A reboot only works for some properties, but not others. You reboot something when you want to find something for a mass audience to respond to, like with Zorro, Batman, or Godzilla.
Legion, though, was not a comic for everybody, it was a fanboy/girl comic beloved by a niche who read it for continuing stories and minutiae (and to jack off, and in some cases, jill off). Rebooting a comic like that is a bad idea. You do not reboot something where the main way you engage with the property, the greatest strength, is the accumulated lore and history. Rebooting a property like that means losing the reason people like it, and unless it’s something with a wide audience, you only lose fans and won’t get anything in return for it. So for something like Legion (small fandom obsessed with long form plots and details, but unlike Trek, no name recognition) a reboot is the ultimate Achilles heel that shatters everything, a self-destruct button they kept hitting over and over and over until there was nothing at all left.
E. E. Smith’s Lensman Novels
The Lensman series is like Gil Evans’s jazz: it’s your grandparents’ favorite thing that you’ve never heard of.
I mean, have you ever wondered exactly what scifi fandom talked about before the rise of the major core texts and cultural objects (Star Trek, Asimov, etc)? Well, it was this. Lensmen was the subject of fanfiction mailed in manilla envelopes during the 30s, 40s, and 50s (some of which are still around). If you’re from Boston, you might recognize that the two biggest and oldest scifi cons there going back to the 1940s, Boskone (Boscon, get it?) and Arisia, are references to the Lensman series. This series not only created space opera as we know it, but contributed two of the biggest visuals in scifi, the interstellar police drawn from different alien species, and space marines in power armor.
My favorite sign of how big this series was and how fans responded to it, was a great wedding held at Worldcon that duplicated Kimball Kinnison and Clarissa’s wedding on Klovia. This is adorable:
The basic story is pure good vs. evil: galactic civilization faces a crime and piracy wave of unprecedented proportions from technologically advanced pirates (the memory of Prohibition, where criminals had superior firearms and faster cars than the cops, was strong by the mid-1930s). A young officer, Kimball Kinnison (who speaks in a Stan Lee esque style of dialogue known as “mid-century American wiseass”), graduates the academy and is granted a Lens, an object from an ancient mystery civilization, who’s true purpose is unknown.
Lensman Kinnison discovers that the “crime wave” is actually a hostile invasion and assault by a totally alien culture that is based on hierarchy, intolerant of failure, and at the highest level, is ruled by horrifying nightmare things that breathe freezing poison gases. Along the way, he picks up allies, like van Buskirk, a variant human space marine from a heavy gravity planet who can do a standing jump of 20 feet in full space armor, Worsel, a telepathic dragon warrior scientist with the technical improvisation skills of MacGyver (who reads like the most sadistically minmaxed munchkinized RPG character of all time), and Nandreck, a psychologist from a Pluto-like planet of selfish cowards.
The scale of the conflict starts small, just skirmishes with pirates, but explodes to near apocalyptic dimensions. This series has space battles with millions of starships emerging from hyperspacial tubes to attack the ultragood Arisians, homeworld of the first intelligent race in the cosmos. By the end of the fourth book, there are mind battles where the reflected and parried mental beams leave hundreds of innocent bystanders dead. In the meantime we get evil Black Lensmen, the Hell Hole in Space, and superweapons like the Negasphere and the Sunbeam, where an entire solar system was turned into a vacuum tube.
It’s not hard to understand why Lensmen faded in importance. While the alien Lensmen had lively psychologies, Lensman Kimball Kinnison was not an interesting person, and that’s a problem when scifi starts to become more about characterization. The Lensman books, with their love of police and their sexism (it is an explicit plot point that the Lens is incompatible with female minds – in canon there are no female Lensmen) led to it being judged harshly by the New Wave writers of the 1960s, who viewed it all as borderline fascist military-scifi establishment hokum, and the reputation of the series never recovered from the spirit of that decade.
Prisoner of Zenda
Prisoner of Zenda is a novel about a roguish con-man who visits a postage-stamp, charmingly picturesque Central European kingdom with storybook castles, where he finds he looks just like the local king and is forced to pose as him in palace intrigues. It’s a swashbuckling story about mistaken identity, swordfighting, and intrigue, one part swashbuckler and one part dark political thriller.
The popularity of this book predates organized fandom as we know it, so I wonder if “fandom” is even the right word to use. All the same, it inspired fanatical dedication from readers. There was such a popular hunger for it that an entire library could be filled with nothing but rip-offs of Prisoner of Zenda. If you have a favorite writer who was active between 1900-1950, I guarantee he probably wrote at least one Prisoner of Zenda rip-off (which is nearly always the least-read book in his oeuvre). The only novel in the 20th Century that inspired more imitators was Sherlock Holmes. Robert Heinlein and Edmond “Planet Smasher” Hamilton wrote scifi updates of Prisoner of Zenda. Doctor Who lifted the plot wholesale for the Tom Baker era episode, “Androids of Tara,” Futurama did this exact plot too, and even Marvel Comics has its own copy of Ruritania, Doctor Doom’s Kingdom of Latveria. Even as late as the 1980s, every kids’ cartoon did a “Prisoner of Zenda” episode, one of the stock plots alongside “everyone gets hit by a shrink ray” and the Christmas Carol episode.
Prisoner of Zenda imitators were so numerous, that they even have their own Library of Congress sub-heading, of “Ruritanian Romance.”
One major reason that Prisoner of Zenda fandom died off is that, between World War I and World War II, there was a brutal lack of sympathy for anything that seemed slightly German, and it seems the incredibly Central European Prisoner of Zenda was a casualty of this. Far and away, the largest immigrant group in the United States through the entire 19th Century were Germans, who were more numerous than Irish or Italians. There were entire cities in the Midwest that were two-thirds German-born or German-descent, who met in Biergartens and German community centers that now no longer exist.
Kurt Vonnegut wrote a lot about how the German-American world he grew up in vanished because of the prejudice of the World Wars, and that disappearance was so extensive that it was retroactive, like someone did a DC comic-style continuity reboot where it all never happened: Germans, despite being the largest immigrant group in US history, are left out of the immigrant story. The “Little Bohemias” and “Little Berlins” that were once everywhere no longer exist. There is no holiday dedicated to people of German ancestry in the US, the way the Irish have St. Patrick’s Day or Italians have Columbus Day (there is Von Steuben’s Day, dedicated to a general who fought with George Washington, but it’s a strictly Midwest thing most people outside the region have never heard of, like Sweetest Day). If you’re reading this and you’re an academic, and you’re not sure what to do your dissertation on, try writing about the German-American immigrant world of the 19th and 20th Centuries, because it’s a criminally under-researched topic.
A. Merritt
Pop quiz: who was the most popular and influential fantasy author during the 1930s and 40s?
If you answered Tolkien or Robert E. Howard, you’re wrong - it was actually Abraham Merritt. He was the most popular writer of his age of the kind of fiction he did, and he’s since been mostly forgotten. Gary Gygax, creator of Dungeons and Dragons, has said that A. Merritt was his favorite fantasy and horror novelist.
Why did A. Merritt and his fandom go away, when at one point, he was THE fantasy author? Well, obviously one big answer was the 1960s counterculture, which brought different writers like Tolkien and Lovecraft to the forefront (by modern standards Lovecraft isn’t a fantasy author, but he was produced by the same early century genre-fluid effluvium that produced Merritt and the rest). The other answer is that A. Merritt was so totally a product of the weird occult speculation of his age that it’s hard to even imagine him clicking with audiences in other eras. His work is based on fringe weirdness that appealed to early 20th Century spiritualism and made sense at the time: reincarnation, racial memory, an obsession with lost race stories and the stone age, and weirdness like the 1920s belief that the Polar Arctic is the ancestral home of the Caucasian race. In other words, it’s impossible to explain Merritt without a ton of sentences that start with “well, people in the 1920s thought that...” That’s not a good sign when it comes to his universality.
That’s it for now. Do you have any suggestions on a dead fandom, or do you keep one of these “dead” fandoms alive in your heart?
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The Roundup: June 2018
Look, I’m as shocked as you are. I had no idea that last month when I set up a recurring feature, I’d actually be able to stick to it. It turns out that once a month is way more feasible for me than once a week (like Bargain Bin or Album of the Week, god rest their souls). Maybe I’ll try for every two weeks with some different features.
It’s been a really hard few weeks. Not for me necessarily, but for the world at large, shit sucks. Being constantly angry and vigilant is exhausting, but not being angry feels irresponsible. I want to write about the things I love for you all to read, but it all feels so unimportant in the face of this goddamn administration.
So, to keep both of us balanced, with every entry on the Roundup this month I’ll include One (1) horrifying fact about the world today, and One (1) extremely good fact about the world today. Hope you enjoy.
Hausu: I thought I knew the basic premise of this movie (a realistic fantasy about the atomic bomb) and I was extremely, extremely wrong. Part of me wished someone had told me just how weird and silly and somber this movie was going to be, but I’m honestly glad I didn’t know. I won’t spoil too much of it for you, but suffice to say this is NOT a realistic fantasy in any way. Almost nothing about this movie is realistic. A man gets turned into bananas, for christ’s sake.
Mitch McConnell stole a Supreme Court seat, and it seems unlikely that the Democratic party will attempt to steal Kennedy’s back.
Otters hold hands while they sleep so they don’t drift apart.
Splatoon 2’s Octo Expansion: I loved Splatoon 2’s main story, so I was very much looking forward to this. The entire aesthetic of it is slick and charming as hell- I love the idea of exploring a rundown subway line and uncovering different weird sea creatures, but the actual missions were hit and miss for me. It was a toss-up each mission if you were going to get “inventive level design” or “difficulty for difficulty’s sake”. The 8 Ball levels were absolutely fantastic, and just the right level of challenging, but every single ‘ride the rails’ level was hell. It’s hard to be mad about 80+ levels for 20 bucks, plus a new character model, but I felt like the Splatoon team vastly overestimated the skill level of most of their players. I skipped the majority of the latter half of the expansion, and it feels super frustrating to not be able to play the game I bought.
There are currently state-sponsored concentration camps all throughout the southern U.S.
Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez, a young socialist, just ousted the chair of the Democratic Caucus.
Incredibles 2: The Incredibles is my favorite Disney movie, bar none, so I had pretty high hopes for The Incredibles 2. I’m not sure it reached them, but that has more to do with me than the movie itself. I digress; this movie kicked ass. The animation was gorgeous and beautiful, and the philosophy behind it was a huge step up from the accidentally-objectivist plot of the first one. The focus on Elastigirl was much appreciated this round, and actually seeing Bob struggling with fatherhood was really enjoyable. This is an excellent follow-up to The Incredibles, and one of my favorite Pixar movies to date.
There are currently two living white rhinos, both in captivity.
Science has proven your cat genuinely loves you.
Black Bolt: I really, really loved Saladin Ahmed’s 12 issue Black Bolt run. Christian Ward’s art is as vibrant and beautiful here as it is in ODY-C, and that space-opera feeling serves the Inhumans so, so well. Black Bolt is a really interesting character, and I feel like Ahmed and Ward did him justice. I was a little bummed when the art style switched over during issue 7 and Frazier Irving took over- not because I missed Ward, but because the almost impressionistic style of Irving was really beautiful and fit the story’s shift in setting, but didn’t stick around for the rest of the run. I also thought the ending was a little rushed- I enjoyed it still, but I would have liked a few more issues to pad out Black Bolt and Blinky’s story. I know this is comic books, so it probably continues in some other series, but still.
If Trump gets the second supreme court seat, he can make gay marriage illegal again.
Cows are known to have best friends.
Jabberwocky: I really wanted to like this movie. I love almost every Monty Python production (lookin at you, Meaning of Life), and the concept seemed like a knockout. Unfortunately, the end result is just…boring. There’s very few jokes, and even fewer worth laughing at. I think I only genuinely laughed once, during a scene with a catapult and a murderous religious fanatic. I had really high hopes for Jabberwocky, and it’s hard to imagine more ways it could have been disappointing.
They’re going to keep making Jurassic World movies.
There’s a video of Kermit The Frog singing Talking Heads’ Same As It Ever Was
The Vision: I’ve read Tom King and Gabriel Hernandez’ The Vision three times now, and I never love it less. It’s genuinely imepeccable. It’s one of the only superhero comics I’ve read that feels like literature. It’s about synthezoids and Ultron and Victor Mancha and a bright green dog and it feels like fucking Shakespeare. I love it so, so much, and I keep coming back to it. Also Viv Vision is the greatest character in anything ever and I love her so much.
We’ll never get to see Edgar Wright’s Ant-Man.
By all reviews, Ant Man & The Wasp is a much better movie than Ant Man.
Mamma Mia: This is a cheerful fuckin movie. This is the kind of movie we need right now. Just great acting, silly writing, and ABBA. I’ve been listening to Mamma Mia and Super Trouper on repeat since I saw it. There’s some genuine tearjerker stuff here, naturally, but by and large this movie is fucking saccharine. Can’t recommend it enough.
Children as young as three are being separated at the border and forced to represent themselves at deportation hearings.
Mamma Mia 2 exists, and will be in theaters shortly.
Dr. Strangelove: This is another movie I wanted to like more than I did, but I certainly liked it more than Jabberwocky. I didn’t really appreciate this movie until after I saw it because I didn’t even realize Peter Sellers is 3 different characters! I genuinely had no idea. Dr. Strangelove is interesting mostly because of how it well it balances its cynicism with its laugh-out-loud moments. There are bits in this movie I’m still quoting, and that’s as good an endorsement as any.
Its entirely possible that Roe v. Wade will be overturned.
Modders are hard at work to make Zelda fully playable in Breath of the Wild.
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Hello, Beloved Husband
Note: The Merlahad fake-marriage trope no one asked for with a twist. Ok, I asked for it but I did not want to burden anyone with more work so I wrote it myself.
Summary: Harry and Eggsy finally find Merlin lying in a coma in Thailand. Harry uses his marital status with Merlin to gain visiting right.
Ship: Harry Hart/Merlin
Chapter: 1 / 3
Link to AO3 if someone prefers to read it there: http://archiveofourown.org/works/12853176
Chapter 2: http://msilet.tumblr.com/post/168097068545/hello-beloved-husband-23
Chapter 3: http://msilet.tumblr.com/post/168964840325/hello-beloved-husband-33
Story under cut to save people’s scrolling fingers:
Present day
It has been 6 months since the fall of Poppy and Kingsman is slowly but surely recovering. They have lost a lot of agents and staffs but there are still quite a few loyal employees that showed up when contacted. Today, Eggsy and Harry are on an airplane to Thailand to hopefully recover another, if Whiskey's information is correct. She called Kingsman HQ just 6 hours before, informing them of a John Doe patient lying in a Thai hospital that was flown in from Cambodia by a team tasked with cleaning up Poppy's mess. No one thought to inform either Statesman or Kingsman up until now.
Despite his hope, Eggsy is a little worried. They have no cover story made up, they aren't even sure if that is the right person, they hopped on a plane immediately after the phone call, abandoning all plans for the day. He voices his concern to Harry. "How can we know if it is Merlin? We can't just barge in there and demand to see a guy we have no relation to."
Harry smirks, sipping his martini, "Don't worry, my boy. I have my ways."
As it turns out, Harry's way is actually barging in and demanding to see the patient, with a twist. "I have received news of a mystery patient and I demand to see if he is my husband! He has been missing for months, I have been looking everywhere for him and I refuse to be separated from him a moment longer!", Harry says loudly to the receptionist, voice full of command. This is a voice that brooks no argument.
Eggsy is shocked. Harry and Merlin, married? When and why and how and many other questions pop up in Eggsy's head so quickly he almost gets dizzy but thanks to his Kingsman training he manages to keep a nonchalant façade. Harry produces a paper proving their marital status and a picture of Merlin to show to the receptionist.
After a short waiting period, a doctor comes out to greet them, showing Harry (and Eggsy manages to get a look, he isn't Kingsman for nothing) the picture and files of the man. It is Merlin, alright, albeit thinner, most of his head covered in bandages and with his eyes closed. The doctor tells them that the patient has sustained serious injuries to his head and upper body. He has also lost both of his legs, one of them to his knee and the other to his thigh. He also confirms that Merlin has been in a coma ever since he was brought in. Eggsy can see that despite Harry's calmness in his voice and manner toward the doctor, he is tense. His left hand is balled into a tight fist at his side and his posture is even straighter than possible. The doctor gives them clearance to go see Merlin.
They arrive at his room and Harry's pretence drops. One look at Merlin lying there in bandages, hooking up to different machines he was in tears. He stands there motionless, staring at Merlin until Eggsy brings over a chair next to the bed and tells him to sit down. Eggsy looks at Merlin, feeling both relief that he is alive and sadness over the fact that Merlin suffered all this to protect him and Harry. They have him back now and Eggsy is willing to fight anyone who dares to even think about hurting him.
Eggsy waits until Harry has collected himself and asks "Are you and Merlin really married? Why have you guys never told me before?"
"We have a civil partnership on paper, Eggsy. We wanted to be prepared for situations such as this or when we die suddenly, like Kentucky, so we signed a document when it became legal."
"So...no grand secret romance, no romantic proposal?"
"No, Eggsy.", Harry smiled uneasily.
"What a disappointment! And there I was trying to find a meaning behind all your interactions on the way here!"
"Eggsy, what's important right now is that we found Merlin. We have to assess his situation and find the best way to help his recovery, be it letting him stay here or air-lifting him back to the UK.", Harry deflects.
Eggsy looks at Harry, not fully buying it but letting it slide. "How about you sit here with Merlin and I run out to send his medical files back to HQ? That way we can have our people look over and give us the best advice, yeah?"
"That sounds like a splendid idea, Eggsy. Thank you!"
After Eggsy leaves the room, Harry looks up into Merlin's face and says "Hello, beloved husband.", he pauses, then smiles sadly, "You always hated it when I called you that, didn't you? Always told me to stop joking and be professional."
Early December, 2005
Merlin looked up from his workbench as the door to his office opened and closed. As expected, Harry walked in looking way too cheerful for this early morning. No one else dared walking into his office without knocking first, knowing full well that he totally would shoot intruders when in a bad mood.
"Hello Galahad, what can I do for you today?"
"Merlin, I have been thinking and I just came up with the most brilliant idea!" Harry gave off the impression of a cat that got the cream.
"That doesn't sound good."
"Oh come on, you and I both know I am as smart as you are. My ideas are often marvellous!"
"Or disastrous." At Harry's scandalised look, Merlin faked a sigh and continued. "Fine, do tell me your brilliant idea."
"We should get married!", Harry exclaimed.
"Excuse me, what?". If Merlin was drinking tea, he would have spat it out comically like in those old cartoons.
"It's a great idea, Merlin!"
"It might be great on some other planets, Harry, but your weak point here is that this is Earth."
"No, no, listen to me!". At Merlin's nod, Harry continued, "When we have entered a civil partnership, in case one of us, probably me, ever ends up at a hospital in the middle of nowhere, the other can have the right to visit and make decisions. If one of us dies, the other can take care so that our earthly possessions are not going to the wrong hands at the risk of exposing Kingsman!"
"Hmm, that makes sense. But why me?" Merlin asked, still not fully buying Harry's idea.
"Merlin, we are friends. Let me be honest, you are my closest friend, the only person I trust." Harry caught also with a lot of benefits before it flew out of his mouth. "You know my medical records better than me knowing the palm of my left hand, you know what I love and hate, you probably know more about whatever relatives I have better than I do." Seeing that Merlin was going to start talking, Harry raised his hand up to signify that he was not done and continued. "I know a lot about you too, maybe not as much as you do me, but you can trust me to follow whatever order you give me, I have been doing it for the last 20 or so years. I'd know I'd rather entrust the Hart properties to you and your judgement than whatever arse of a cousin I've never met. I hope you feel the same with me."
Merlin sat there, speechless for a few moments while Harry got more and more nervous.
"Alright, you don't like this idea. I'm sorry I brought it up. Let's forget all of this.", Harry said quickly and looked for an excuse to bolt.
Merlin started laughing, at first just a few chuckles and then it grew to full belly laughs. Harry's expression went from nervous to confused to hurt and angry. He snapped, "You don't have to laugh at me like that, you bastard."
Merlin saw how upset Harry was and he stopped laughing immediately. He stood up quickly and walked over to Harry, putting a hand on one of Harry's elbows. "Harry! Harry, I'm sorry. I was not laughing at you or the speech you made. You looked like a deer in the headlights and I found it amusing. I have never seen you looking like that. Please."
Harry's anger dissipated and he relaxed visibly at Merlin's touch. "So, you don't hate the idea?"
"I think it actually has merits and I am honoured, Harry. I certainly would rather my collection of first edition sci-fi and fantasy books as well as my top secret blueprints to go to you than a drunk distant relative who can't comprehend them. If you are sure about this, Harry, then I agree to this arrangement. We will have to convince Arthur, however." Merlin said, looking a bit shy and nervous. If you looked closely you could see him blush but he would deny it on the pain of death.
"Just say that it's for the sake of Kingsman and even that old backward arse can't say no." Harry smile was so radiant Merlin thought he would be willing to die to keep Harry smiling like that.
Present day
"That certainly was not a romantic proposal.", Harry says to the still form of Merlin. "I should have gotten down on my knee and asked you. I was so afraid you would say no and ended our friendship, I couldn't bear it. That idea came to me the moment they said civil partnership was going to be legalised yet I spent weeks fretting over what I should say, how I should convince you to marry me without sounding desperate."
Harry pauses, picking up Merlin's left hand and hold it in both of his. "Do you know I even bought you a ring? I never gave it to you. I should have. I had it on me the day we got married too. What a grand wedding we had, didn't we?"
Flashback to December 21st, 2005
"Do we really have to do it today of all days?", Merlin complained while trying to navigate through the sea of people. He visibly showed his annoyance towards some slightly drunk, overjoyed couples slamming onto him. If those drunkards spill their beer on his newly pressed bespoke suits he would rain fire and fury upon them.
"Hamish, why do you look so grumpy on our wedding day? Cheer up!". Harry being his bright merry self did not do anything to make Merlin feel better. The tiny, dreary registration office reception was overflowed with people. There were people both queueing and celebrating outside as well. He longed to be back in his quiet office, typing away on his trusty computer. He mumbled, "we could have just waited until after new year, hell, we could have just waited until tomorrow and it would not have been as crowded as this."
"My dear, where is your sense of solidarity, of adventure, of pride? Today is the first day civil partnerships are legal in England. We went from being prosecuted to being able to be legally in a relationship with the ones we love in under 40 years. This is great, I wouldn't want to miss it for the world!"
Merlin concurred that in a way, Harry was right. He just could not roll over and admit defeat. "Excuse me as I have spent all my sense of adventure following you from one bad decision to another year after year."
Harry did not take the bait. He just turned toward Merlin and smiled tenderly. "Then I hope this will not be another bad decision that disappoints you."
That was it. He was defeated. Harry could tell him to do anything at that moment and he would gladly do it, let alone marrying the man he has been in love with for years. Granted, it was a fake marriage but he'd take what he could get.
"Imagine if my father was alive to see this. He would be livid!", Harry said after waiting in line for a while.
"Your father would have been more upset about you marry a penniless, working class, plain Scot than about you marrying a man.", Merlin chuckled.
Harry pretended to be upset. "Excuse me but you don't get to talk about my future husband that way, mister. I'll have you know that he is a perfectly respectable inventor working for a reputable tailor on a good salary that can provide for me and all my needs. Furthermore, he is the most handsome Scotsman I have ever met!"
Merlin blushed for real. He tried to cover up his embarrassment. "Flattering me will get you nowhere, Harry. I've already agreed to marry you." At Harry's grin, he started grinning too. "Honestly, a Scot, a proletarian, a man. Your father would have had a heart attack."
"Good that he is already dead then.", Harry said, seriously.
"Harry!", Merlin admonished him but dropped the matter.
They moved slowly as the queue in front of them became shorter and shorter. Merlin pretended he did not feel Harry's hand on his lower back the whole walk into the office. After they signed the document, Harry actually pulled him in and kissed him as per tradition. That was the happiest day of Merlin's life.
Present day
"It was the happiest day of my life, Hamish.", Harry says, sniffling. "I am not even talking about the unplanned wedding night after the drunk pub fight we started because someone insulted us. It was the best sex I've ever had, granted, but even without it I would have been satisfied." He pauses for a while. "I should have."
"But I am not, Hamish. For the last 10 years, I kept wondering what would it be like if it was real. I wanted to hold your hand in public, I wanted to tell you how much I love you every morning and every night. I wanted us to live together, have a few dogs, your books and clothes mixed with mine. I wanted so bad but I did nothing about it."
"How could you bear it, Hamish? Did those 2 years I when I was missing hurt you the way the last 6 months hurt me? Did you even care? Why did you say nothing when I told Eggsy I had no one? I said it because I was afraid you'd hear that all my regrets were about you. Not a single night after I could sleep without dreaming of you. Every day I kept hoping, praying that I'd find you because we never found your body, yet every night I heard you blaming me for not being able to save you. I was this close to going mad."
"Now I have found you. Please, come back to me. I promise to get down on one knee and propose properly this time, with a ring too, the one I should have given you back then. We can actually get married now, Hamish, not a mere civil partnership anymore. I promise to be the best husband you can ask for. If you don't want to marry me and laugh at my face, that is fine too." Harry hesitates, "Well, it...it is actually not fine, it will break my heart but I will bear it because you come back, so please, do me one more favour this time." Harry drops his head down to where his hands are holding Merlin, close his eye and just let the tears flow.
Outside, Eggsy was crying too. He did not mean to pry but he wanted to keep an eye on Harry, for the man was looking close to a nervous breakdown. Now, however, he will run as fast as he can to send those files to HQ. They will bring Merlin back and they will fix him. For both Merlin and Harry's sake.
Footnote: I'm so sorry, I tripped and fell face first onto my keyboards, the result was this angst. But don't worry, in my head, Merlin totally found those rings in Harry's safe when he was missing and he will totally say yes WHEN he wakes up. THERE IS NO ANGST THERE IS ONLY FLUFF.
Also: They totally ruined Merlin's suits. How they did it is totally up to you.
PS: Ok ok I just can’t be a villain. 2 more chapters are coming!
#kingsman#merlahad#kingsman fanfic#merlahad fanfic#harry hart#merlin#fake marriage#I maed dis#my fic
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Numbers 200 to 1? \^-^/
200: My crush’s name is:Nyx ♥♥♥
199: I was born in:1998
198: I am really:Tired.......
197: My cellphone company is:MTS
196: My eye color is:Brown
195: My shoe size is:6.5/7
194: My ring size is:6
193: My height is:5 feet
192: I am allergic to:Nickel and perfume
191: My 1st car was:2002 Buick LeSaber
190: My 1st job was:Postal Clerk
189: Last book you read:Across the Universe by @jiminthefairyprince and @possesen
188: My bed is:Double bed....?
187: My pet:Puppo is Frejya, Kitties Bygul and Trjegul, geckos Leo and Princess Bubblegum
186: My best friend:Jenna, Nathan and Sydney ♥
185: My favorite shampoo is:Herbal Essences Body Envy
184: Xbox or ps3:PlayStation
183: Piggy banks are:a thing....
182: In my pockets:Nothing
181: On my calendar:Jin and Taehyungs birthdays
180: Marriage is:A big goal for me ♥♥♥
179: Spongebob can:Be my bestie
178: My mom:Tracy
177: The last three songs I bought were?You in Me - KardHush - Miss aThe Cure - Lady gaga
176: Last YouTube video watched:Dragons in Places Part 1 - game grumps
175: How many cousins do you have?15
174: Do you have any siblings?A brother
173: Are your parents divorced?Nope
172: Are you taller than your mom?By, like.... a quarter inch
171: Do you play an instrument?Not anymore.
170: What did you do yesterday?Skyped with @nyx-vesperia ♥♥♥ drew a new comic page and wrote a bit of story
[ I Believe In ]169: Love at first sight:Yes
168: Luck:Yes
167: Fate:Yes
166: Yourself:Fuck no
165: Aliens:Yes
164: Heaven:No
163: Hell:No
162: God:No
161: Horoscopes:No
160: Soul mates:Yes
159: Ghosts:Yes
158: Gay Marriage:Yes
157: War:Sometimes
156: Orbs:What.....?
155: Magic:Fuck yes!
[ This or That ]154: Hugs or Kisses:Hugs
153: Drunk or High:Gross. neither
152: Phone or Online:Online
151: Red heads or Black haired:Black haired
150: Blondes or Brunettes:Brunettes
149: Hot or cold:Cold
148: Summer or winter:Winter
147: Autumn or Spring:Autumn
146: Chocolate or vanilla:Vanilla
145: Night or Day:Night
144: Oranges or Apples:Oranges
143: Curly or Straight hair:Depends
142: McDonalds or Burger King:McDicks
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate:Milk Chocolate
140: Mac or PC:PC
139: Flip flops or high heals:High heels
138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor:Sweet and Poor
137: Coke or Pepsi:Coke
136: Hillary or Obama:Obama
135: Buried or cremated:Buried
134: Singing or Dancing:Singing
133: Coach or Chanel:Chanel
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks:Who?
131: Small town or Big city:Small town
130: Wal-Mart or Target:Target but we don’t have it anymore
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler:Neither?
128: Manicure or Pedicure:Manicure
127: East Coast or West Coast:East Coast
126: Your Birthday or Christmas:Birthday
125: Chocolate or Flowers:Chocolate
124: Disney or Six Flags:Disney
123: Yankees or Red Sox:Neither
[ Here’s What I Think About ]122: War:Don’t like it
121: George Bush:I don’t know enough to have an opinion
120: Gay Marriage:Make that shit legal everywhere. I want to be able to travel around the world with my wife
119: The presidential election:Ugh.... no comment
118: Abortion:Pro-choice
117: MySpace:Never used it
116: Reality TV:Gross
115: Parents:I love them, but they can be bad sometimes....
114: Back stabbers:Fuck backstabbers
113: Ebay:Don’t use it
112: Facebook:Don’t have it
111: Work:Tiring
110: My Neighbors:I’ve never met them
109: Gas Prices:Pretty fucking bad
108: Designer Clothes:Sometimes amazing. Sometimes, very questionable
107: College:Scary
106: Sports:What is sport?
105: My family:My immediate family is nice.
104: The future:Don’t wanna think about it
[ Last time I ]103: Hugged someone:Sometime in september. My co-worker found out her cat had been run over by a truck
102: Last time you ate:4 hours ago
101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile:I saw my girlfriend after a year in the summer.
100: Cried in front of someone:April when my friend told me about her family emotionally and mentally abusing her.
99: Went to a movie theater:July to see Baby Driver
98: Took a vacation:July
97: Swam in a pool:Two years ago?
96: Changed a diaper:Never have
95: Got my nails done:May
94: Went to a wedding:Three years ago
93: Broke a bone:Never have
92: Got a peircing:July
91: Broke the law:Never have
90: Texted:Two minutes ago
[ MISC ]89: Who makes you laugh the most:@nyx-vesperia
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is:My animals
87: The last movie I saw:Wolf Children
86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most:My girlfriend coming out here ♥♥♥
85: The thing im not looking forward to:Working in the Post Office during Christmas
84: People call me:Katy
83: The most difficult thing to do is:speak my mind
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket:Nope
81: My zodiac sign is:Libra
80: The first person i talked to today was:Nyx
79: First time you had a crush:6th grade
78: The one person who i can’t hide things from:Nyx
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking:Last night
76: Right now I am talking to:Syndey and Nyx
75: What are you going to do when you grow up:Hell if I know.
74: I have/will get a job:Yes
73: Tomorrow:Sleep
72: Today:Worked
71: Next Summer:Don’t even know
70: Next Weekend:I think I work
69: I have these pets:Doggo, Kitties and Geckos
68: The worst sound in the world:Ever heard of Justin Beibers song Baby?
67: The person that makes me cry the most is:Probably my mum and dad
66: People that make you happy:@nyx-vesperia @hyperkittyjkat @hobiisthesunfiteme
65: Last time I cried:last week
64: My friends are:THE BEST
63: My computer is:Acer
62: My School:Don’t go to school
61: My Car:2002 buick lesaber
60: I lose all respect for people who:lie right to my fucking face
59: The movie I cried at was:The Iron Giant
58: Your hair color is:Silver
57: TV shows you watch:Outlander
56: Favorite web site:This hellsite
55: Your dream vacation:Nordics with @nyx-vesperia
54: The worst pain I was ever in was:My concussion
53: How do you like your steak cooked:I don’t like steak
52: My room is:Blue and Green
51: My favorite celebrity is:BTS
50: Where would you like to be:With @nyx-vesperia
49: Do you want children:Maybe one day
48: Ever been in love:I am right now
47: Who’s your best friend:Jenna, Nathan and Sydney
46: More guy friends or girl friends:Probably more guy friends
45: One thing that makes you feel great is:Talking to my girlfriend
44: One person that you wish you could see right now:@nyx-vesperia
43: Do you have a 5 year plan:Hell no
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die:Nope
41: Have you pre-named your children:I don’t remember
40: Last person I got mad at:Someone at work who yelled at me for not having their parcel
39: I would like to move to:New Brunswick
38: I wish I was a professional:Hairdresser
[ My Favorites ]37: Candy:Coffee Crisp
36: Vehicle:Camero
35: President:Obama
34: State visited:I haven’t been to the states
33: Cellphone provider:MTS
32: Athlete:Don’t know any
31: Actor:Kim Taehyung
30: Actress:I don’t know any....?
29: Singer:Park Jimin
28: Band:BTS
27: Clothing store:Dynamite
26: Grocery store:SuperStore
25: TV show:Outlander
24: Movie:Iron Giant
23: Website:This hell site or Youtube
22: Animal:Raven
21: Theme park:I’ve never been to one
20: Holiday:Halloween
19: Sport to watch:Figure Skating
18: Sport to play:Soccer
17: Magazine:I don’t have one
16: Book:Does Songbird and the Sea by MissterMaia count?
15: Day of the week:Friday
14: Beach:Bay of Fundy
13: Concert attended:Great Big Sea
12: Thing to cook:Alfredo
11: Food:Spaghetti
10: Restaurant:Don’t have one
9: Radio station:kkul FM 06.13
8: Yankee candle scent:Don’t have one
7: Perfume:I’m allergic to perfume
6: Flower:Hydrangea
5: Color:Pink
4: Talk show host:Don’t have one
3: Comedian:Nope...
2: Dog breed:Pitbull
1: Did you answer all these truthfully? Yuppers
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