#I can't take any of this anymore | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

sunnymainecoonx · 2 months ago

Text

How many people witnessed softie food addict horror who needed something in his mouth or he would actively kill and turn to cannibalism 🧍‍♀️ or was that just me.... anyways honestly it was silly.. he'd maybe get along with cook horror... I just like fanon crossovers guys*sadge

Anyways canon horror is also silly(really silly. What an asshole, man)(no seriously he's actually such an asshole.. I might love him for that but-) I don't think he would get along with the others(loser)

#me when I acknowledge as many sides of an argument as possible which just makes me confused because I am trying to take off of other people #but they're so diverse that I can't mix all of it and so I don't know how to interpret any characters anymore and what makes it worse is my #ahh not actually understanding people or relationships because I got minimum emotions maximum carelessness but I also love emotions so I #love the psychological torture of all of this but I also don't understand it so I'm depending on everyone else but yet again they're so #mixed I get confused and I don't know how to deal with any of it so I'm just here standing confused screaming in my own mind as I try to #understand how to make it all work together and then #....#Jesus fuck #sans au #utmv #undertale au #horrortale #horror sans #UwU #anyways disregard any ideas I may have ever because they will always change and I don't know what to do anymore.......#bro I'm boutta resort to Wattpad fics.... get ready for Wattpad highschool fic😼/j #I want to do that but I lost my fluidity in writing sighs...#I never graduated from Wattpad sorry guys😔#I didn't do that well drawing canon horror tbh but it'll have to do

277 notes · View notes

screwpinecaprice · 5 months ago

Text

Frolicking among the flowers I think.

I feel like I already drew this before so hoping I didn't!

#Maybe I've seen a different fanart with this pose? I think I do remember a connverse fanart with Connie lying in a way that her face is #upside down to us. I can't remember the artstyle if that's the case however.#Anyway #My laptop gave me a big scare. Long story short. I'm not shutting or restarting my laptop ever and I'm going to take as much #commissions as I can because my savings is still not enough for a new one. 😬😬😬#Yo it got so messed up it doesn't support gif png jpeg and jpg anymore. 😵#connverse #steven quartz universe #connie maheswaran #su #my shiz #steven universe #skedoobles #Connverse to comfort from the spooks 😭. But like. I can't be drawing any more personal stuff on my laptop after this.#We can't live with love alone guys. I need the moolah 😤

385 notes · View notes

mumbledramblings · 22 days ago

Text

what's the point of it all

#honkai star rail #hsr #hsr fanart #aventurine #hsr aventurine #mid draws #the return of the teenies #(don't ask about teeny roberto)#put so much effort into this and you can't see any of it bc he's so fucking TINY #god this looks fucking atrocious on my desktop but i think that might just be my monitor #hrrrnnnggg (my brain is melting i can't think anymore just take this or leave it)

108 notes · View notes

tooies · 2 days ago

Text

it's not that the beatles make bad music. their music is completely fine and passable. they've even made a couple of good songs. it's just that everyone acts like they are the best thing to ever happen to music and the greatest songwriters ever and then their music is just so fucking average and their lyrics are shit like "1 2 3. you love me. 4 3 2. i love you" and people act like it's the most profound shit they've ever heard in their lives when it's just boring music. it takes you nowhere

#sorry to all the people who like the beatles but i just had to say it i can't take any more beatles channel anymore

60 notes · View notes

hussyknee · 11 months ago

Text

Yesterday I watched a video of a toddler in Gaza playing with a little red bicycle startle and cry at the sound of a bomb. Today I found the IOF had invaded their house, shot and killed the little boy in front of his mother and thrown them all into the street.

And it wasn't even the only child on my TL that had been killed the same way because the IOF are taking over all the houses still standing in Northern Gaza. They took over the school shelters, made the men hiding in them strip to their underwear in the freezing winter, lining them up and shooting them like dogs. They're ripping up hundreds of years old trees in groves. THEY'RE FLOODING GAZA WITH SEA WATER.

Meanwhile:

I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANY FUCKING MORE. HE'S SENT ANOTHER TWO HUNDRED CARGO PLANES OF WEAPONS TO ISRAEL. WHY IS THIS MOTHERFUCKER STILL BREATHING??????

#screaming screaming screaming #I'M TIRED I CAN'T WATCH THIS ANYMORE I NEED TO BE THROWING MOLOTOV COCKTAILS ON THESE ANIMALS #I CAN'T TAKE ANY MORE DEAD CHILDREN AND WHITE CUNTS ON HERE TELLING US TO NOT CALL ZIONISTS NAMES #tw child murder #tw child death #tw execution #tw mass murder #gaza genocide #free gaza #free palestine #death to israel

233 notes · View notes

allyriadayne · 3 months ago

Text

i've been getting a lot of comments on my post about how the writers have "ruined" jace and rhaenyra's relationship. but. my guys. it's never been a good or healthy relationship anyway! or at least it hasn't been for the past six years since jace found out he wasn't laenor's son. this hasn't happened to me but i can imagine it's difficult to have a truly good relationship with someone who has lied to you from the start and who /to this day/ still doesn't dare admit the truth. it's not a lie to say rhaenyra and jace love each other but it's not a lie either to say rhaenyra doesn't respect jace and is unable to put himself in his shoes, while jace resents her and is just now realizing she has more than a bit of guilt on all that has been tormenting him.

they both have put an opaque screen in front of them and through it they've been interacting and seeing each other since harwin died. jace's just barely realizing he has one and it's cleaning the glass while rhaenyra has known it since the beginning and doesn't wish it to go away. it's a really complex relationship but to say it's only /now/ that's been ruined when in most of their interactions rhaenyra is shutting him down or gaslighting the hell out of him......... sorry i just don't see it.

#jacaerys velaryon #rhaenyra targaryen #jacaerys x rhaenyra #this has been a post #and i understand rhaenyra!!!!! which is why i think it's truly so awful that they love each other and yet can't actually #have a real conversation in any way that matters. there's a war on and rhaenyra must act in certain way and do certain stuff and i think #jace understands this deep down but he can't take it anymore!#rhaenyra is asking jace to trust her. she practically told him that if he only waited until she won the throne then she can deal with jace'#inheritance issue. to /trust her/ but it's too much for jace. he can't truly trust her anymore.#i liked that he decided to snub the dragonseeds as his one selfish act but next episode he's sitting at her right side #he's mad but he can't leave her! my ruler is my mother and i would not wish it otherwise.#because he /can't/ imagine it otherwise #kill meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

66 notes · View notes

louisferrignojr · 3 months ago

Text

sorry to my followers who are long time 911 fans and/or multishippers but... to me, the buddie fandom is the most toxic one i have seen, personally. and honestly... didn't anyone see this coming? the crowd who cries about queerbaiting when there was none, talks shit about other canon LIs and the actresses who played those roles, and harasses cast and crew on social media - and before season 7/bucktommy happened - demanding their fanon ship becomes canon? like. you can't be surprised. yeah, now they've turned against queer fans who are enjoying a canon queer relationship, because it's Not Buddie (therefore it's bad and wrong!) but this has been a long time in the making. sorry.

i just don't fucking understand how one ship can brainwash people to turning against their own community. and ok, straight people being openly homophobic, what else is new.. but fellow queers? over a fictional show with made-up people.

i'm not trying to call out anyone and this is not a vague post. this is based on my observations as a fan who started watching in april. feel free to tell me if i'm totally wrong about anything i said.

#send post #buddie is going in the way of harry potter #where you see it on someone's blog and your first instinct is ''is this person transphobic/homophobic?''#not trying to draw a false equivalence #it's a gut thing #and this ship is something i casually enjoyed but day by day i can't stomach it anymore.#because it's no longer just a ship to me. it's like the poster child for everything that's wrong with fandom today.#and yeah I'm still holding supernatural accountable #but this specific echo chamber really didn't do y'all any favours #anyway.#fandom criticism #just take a minute. think about it.

48 notes · View notes

silverskye13 · 9 months ago

Text

In which there is talk of the tournament.

71 notes · View notes

rapidhighway · 5 months ago

Text

Ahahaaaa oh my goddd can you not make "ADHD undereating" and "ADHD overeating" into a competition of who has it worse and who has nothing to complain about, that'd be awesome

#im not even going to reply to that person im not gonna argue with someone who clearly is fucking #grading my symptoms on if they're as bad as their #guess what i also feel like fucking shit when i overeat and it causes my body a lot of stress #and it fucks with my hormones and it fucks with my mood #and i live a piece of shit horrible terrible life whenever I can't get myself out of that and somehow #but my brain makes me do it and it's hard to stop and sometimes i have to eat even when im in pain #cause that's the only way i can concentrate on something or the only way that i can stimulate my brain #even though i feel sick and I don't want to do it anymore so maybe shut the fuck up #oh my godddd #fuck that person #oh i would take overeating any day maybe shut the fuck upppp #overeating especially on foods that stimulate the brain well PUTS YOU IN THE STATE OF UNDERNUTRITION JUST LIKE UNDEREATING #YOU IDIOTTTTT #sorry this is so personal to me and someone just went on a tirade on how much they have it worse cause they don't eat #good lord go fuck yourself #that post was just because i never see anyone talk about this i only ever see the other side of the coin and it makes me feel alone

46 notes · View notes

coollyinterferes · 2 months ago

Text

The unmistakable sound of footsteps approaching begins to fill the air. Whoever is coming seems to have brought some company along…

They are getting closer… and closer… and closer…

…and closer…

……until..................

"Goooooood evenin'!!" Comes the loud greeting from a certain blond man. A big smile on his face and all.

"We beg your pardon for our prolonged absence. It was completely beyond our control..." Then adds the gentleman standing by his side, apologizing on behalf of both, offering a genuine smile along with the apology.

"...BUT! We're back!" And hopefully for good this time…

#[HI HIIIIIII~~ HOW'S EVERYONE DOING?? 8)]#[IDK IF ANYONE REMEMBERS ME OR MY MUSES ANYMORE?? BUT HELLOOO]#[one million years later but we're backkkkkk]#[i'd like to start by apologizing for completely disappearing for months without any announcement]#[life has been far from kind all this year so far and this has greatly and negatively impacted me emotionally]#[like..very VERY badly (harmful stuff and etc)]#[all to a point where i've had to take some time off from most social media]#[and which is also why i haven't checked or replied to any messages anywhere in a while]#[not that i'm the most social and most active person ever but you get what i mean here ;v;]#[the original plan was to come back here like a month or so ago but as you can guess i was unable to due to the same irl issues]#[i'm not gonna lie i'm still not doing well]#[but i wanted to come back or at least try to]#[since writing for these two and the ogre street guys always brings me joy and i also missed everyone here!]#[i'm still unsure if dropping threads will be the way to go for now or not #because i have no idea if my partners are still interested in any threads we had prior my unannounced hiatus]#[or if anyone's still interested in interacting with me and my muses again ;v;]#[so if we have ongoing threads i'll likely be jumping into your IMs over the course of the days to ask about it]#[i just need to check my thread tracker first because i can't remember what i owed last time ;;;;;;]#[as always: we can start new stuff any time in case you're no longer feeling whatever threads we had]#[and we can also start from scratch if that's best too]#[so no worries there!]#[enough blablah from me for now]#[i missed you all so much!]#[and to the new followers this blog somehow earned in my absence: Hi!! Thank you for following and I hope we can interact soon!!]#[hope everyone has been doing great during my absence!! <3]#;speedwagon says (( ic ))#;jonathan says (( ic ))#;ic #(??#;speedwagon withdraws coolly

27 notes · View notes

crownedwille · 4 months ago

Text

.

#some thoughts incoming idk if i should share but i need to put them somewhere #it's hard being in the yr fandom since the finale when you don't share the same vision and opinion as the rest #and people make future wilmon posts or write post s3 fics (which many exist now) they just don't align with your idea at all #and they're not exciting to me at all and the whole concept just makes me upset #i don't wanna imagine Wille as a 'normal' person (not that that's ever possible anyway which the show loves to ignore)#like I'm sorry but i didn't come to the show to watch an ordinary love story and have them lead an ordinary life #the idea of Wille being a future king and them navigating that royal life together is so much more interesting #i hate that that isn't canon anymore and when ppl make posts about them it's not about that or that would only be seen as a negative thing #i don't wanna imagine a life where they are 'normal' that isn't appealing to me at all and it sucks seeing everyone embrace it #and it's like you're not allowed to want something else or think differently bc that makes you the bad person and you're just wrong #i can't be excited about their future (also bc i don't really see them going strong in the future with how they messed them up in s3)#(i also didn't want to know what could possibly happen in the future i wanted that to stay open and just be in the present)#and seeing everyone else excited and happy about it makes you feel horrible and very alone and disconnected in the fandom #i don't wanna take it away from them but i also would love to see other takes but that's basically impossible now #am i the only person who feels this way or are there any other who can relate? pls let me know #i already feel like ppl are gonna attack me for this but it's been hard especially now with Simon's month and seeing so many interpretation #navigating ao3 has also become difficult now #it's hard finding fics to read where wille stays crown prince and you don't have to be scared for that to change #i just can't read any canon compliant fics anymore and i hate it bc i hate to disagree with canon #i normally don't do that bc canon is important to me and i don't want to reject it and create my own fantasy #and that's what's upsetting #anyway sorry i had to write this #personal

25 notes · View notes

liesmyth · 10 months ago

Text

by the way. there's no conceivable universe in which the FTL fleet that left Earth in NtN didn't have it incredibly rough.

I've said this before, but it bears reminding: they jumped blind, using untested technology, with NO supply lines back to earth and no concrete plans for a colony. they took ships that were supposed to stack 11 billion people canned in like sardines and nothing else and stocked them full with enough resources to live on for generations and somehow found a settlement, and that was before they had to rush the schedule because John was making noise about transparency and mask their actual launch as a trial run.

it wasn't a comfortable journey. I'd be very, very surprised if the total passenger count was higher than 10k people, for space/resources allocation reasons as well as for secrecy reasons. Every person on board was a mouth to feed, and their descendants, and their descendants. I've seen some people in fandom say stuff like "Of course they'd bring along servants! Rich wouldn't do chores!" and IMO that fundamentally misses the point.

This wasn't the space equivalent of a cruise liner, or the Titanic crossing the Atlantic with first-class quarters and third-class decks. This is the space equivalent of climate refugees crammed in 500 in a tiny fishboat crossing the sea with a non-insignificant chance of dying en route, after emptying their savings to pay for the trip. The fact that the people on board the FTL ships were once insanely rich doesn't mean they travelled in comfort.

This was a desperate last-chance trip, destination "anywhere but here", chances of survival unknown. Their privilege got them on the ships, but the moment they left Earth, that privilege ceased to exist; there was no way to enforce an existing social structure. This is why, again, I think there were no luxuries on board and absolutely definitely no servants - if you're about to willingly enter into complete social collapse, you don't WANT to bring people you regard as less than yourself, knowing that they will be your equals tomorrow.

I'm still convinced that half the fleet at least didn't make it out, and those who managed to found settlements were nearly wiped out multiple times at different points in history.

#this was brought to you bc of that post this morning about whether there would be pets on the ship. my answer is: not for long #anyway. john calls them soon to be impoverished trillionaires. giving away cash bc it wasn't worth anything anymore in their eyes #we know 200 people on those ships were randomly selected as a smokescreen after john started making noise #we KNOW M- said that absolutely everyone else on the ship had bought a ticket or been useful to the project #you cannot conduct a large scale migration and mask it as a random test.#you can't keep that level of secrecy if you involve people who aren't in your exclusive circle #living people + supplies take up SO MUCH more space than canned bodies people #I'm putting the whole fleet estimate as 10k-12k MAX people and absolutely no menial workers lol #yes the trillionaires will wash the dishes if it means not sharing their limited oxygen with their nanny who could mutiny any day now #ftl fleet #nona reread #sort of i HAVENìT officially started but #tlt thoughts #elle tlt posting #tlt

67 notes · View notes

jerejerejere · 5 months ago

Text

This man will fry my last existing braincells into oblivion with this absolute rollercoaster he's putting us on.

#käärijä #i need to scream into the woods line a banshee #i was ready to sleep and settle down and grumble over the blond and then #this absolute slutty adonis in a boiler suit t-bones me at the intersection #what?! i'm not making any sense but AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #i'm not even a kuuma fan (..YET)#please i can't take it anymore

26 notes · View notes

qcomicsy · 6 months ago

Text

Lately I've only been wishing to grab a comic about my favorite character and just have a genuinely good time reading it.