#I can't english anymore
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reading lotr in chronological order got me thinking "this is a really cool way to read lotr!" which in turn got me thinking in why tolkien chose to write the events happening with sam and frodo in books 4 and 6, while 3 and 5 follows aragorn and co. i guess the most apparent reason is that you first see the rest of the fellowship doing everything they can to win this war, even though they depend on frodo completing his quest and having no idea if he'll succeed or even if he's still alive, but they still do all they can anyway, and this format puts the reader in the same position as the characters. it's the same when aragorn, legolas, and gimli are looking for merry and pippin, neither them nor we know what’s at the end of the road, but they go ahead anyway
#i feel like this is very obvious but at the same time i never realised that before so#also i'm tired i'm not rereading all that but i hope it makes sense#i can't english anymore#lotr newsletter
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Inspired by this post by @molielee (hope you like it)
So basically I'm sure ambrosius would wear white at their wedding. Also they asked Nimona to wear something elegant but she decided to make it closer to her style
#sorry but i can't fucking write in English today#anyway Nimona movie rules fr#goldenheart#ambrosius goldenloin#ballister blackheart#ballister boldheart#nimona 2023#nimona film#ballister x ambrosius#nimona#nd stevenson#also hope you like it because i already don't anymore
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My in-universe explanation as to why Adam has so many inconsistent last names is that he just lies because of his line of work and his rocky relationship with his parents.
I can imagine Tapp or whoever asking "What was your last name again?" And Adam says "Stanheight."
"Wait, wasn't it Faulkner or something?"
"Yes, Faulkner-Stanheight. My parents are divorced." (They're not, but that doesn't matter)
His real last name is Radford but no one needs to know that. He'd forget it himself if he could.
(It's actually a big part of why he wants to marry Lawrence)
#“your father isn't angry anymore just please call” haunts me#me writing fanfiction in a tumblr post because I can't execute a full story#also Lawrence has English parents and he could never fully lose the accent#(yes i know it's because Cary can't hide his accent let me have fun)#saw 2004#adam stanheight#adam faulkner#adam radford#slight chainshipping#sawposting
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I've lived different lives
The Shinichi-POV AMV I edited to pair with my Heiji-POV AMV for COMPASS: A HeiShin Anthology, which you can download for free and read all about @haidocityzines!
Like Heiji's video, Shinichi's also uses a song by Fly By Midnight, "Different Lives," which took all of one listen for me to want to make a HeiShin AMV set to it. The zine includes a short essay with more details and thoughts, but to expand a little, in the time since I finished this video, I've written about what I think would be "the most narratively tragic ending for HeiShin," arguing that it would be either of them dying:
Shinichi becomes Conan because he does not rely on others or ask for help. (After all, if he trusted Ran to follow Vodka with him, there’s no way events would have carried out like they do.) Through being Conan, he’s somewhat forced to rely on others and ask for help, but when it comes to Heiji, it’s really a choice. He wants to investigate cases together. He wants Heiji to help him. So, if Heiji were to die in a case or in the fight against the Black Organization, I could see Shinichi falling back into his pre-Conan days. Relying on Heiji and trusting him got him killed. It’s better to do things alone, to not let anyone in. The progress Shinichi’s made throughout the series would be undone.
And that's something I was going for with the video, too. Shinichi is terrified of losing his loved ones, but there's a different level of terrified when it comes to losing Heiji. Because Heiji is someone he trusts. Heiji is someone he lets in. To lose that would be debilitating. Render him hopeless.
Because that's another thing about Heiji: he's hope. His alcohol (Episodes 48-49) serves as the first cure to APTX 4869. It gives Shinichi, literally, the first taste of victory—of undoing the poison, of taking the Organization down. Shinichi's life was so different before Heiji, and to be left without him... that's unfathomable. Terrifying.
Ramblings aside, this AMV can also be viewed on YouTube, in full 1080p and with optional subtitles, here!
#fancam friday!#detective conan#case closed#shinichi kudo#heiji hattori#conan edogawa#heishin#compassheishinanthology#amv#my amvs#video#eye strain#long post#ramblings#funimation english dub script#note that this *does* have an illegal english dub name#which i used to try to cut out of my amvs but i just can't anymore i'm sorry ^^; have at least one wip with more of that rn#i really could talk forever about them though haha i have so many thoughts#like i think there's also something about the terror of realizing you're in love with someone when being together is currently impossible#and potentially *always* impossible#they're so tragic but also i think genuinely good for each other and i just love them so much#really sad i didn't finish another essay about them for the zine! but maybe someday....#in any case source list is on youtube! special thanks to astravis as always for that film dust overlay <3 loove me those vhs effects#(with real vhs footage for a lot of it!)
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#a lost cause.
#firstkhao#firstkhaotung#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#gmmtv#THEY NEED TO BE STOPPED#please wtf is this behavior!?!!?#i can't anymore#losers!!!!!!#first: *exists*#khao's heartbeat: ↪️⤴️⤵️🔀🔄🔃#so first has his head voices and khao has his heartbeat okay okay okay#cool#also khao said all this in english so how much you wanna bet first didn't even understand wtf he was on about fdjkghf#goodbye
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Rotating her in my mind.
#pikmin#pikmin 4#gif#bulborb#i check for updates on the english pikmin comic about every other day#and i just now noticed that they're also translating the piklopedia#on the japanese site#you can rotate the creatures at your leisure#and even get aerial and bottom views#on the english site it just plays a 'video' of the creatures rotating like this and you can't change the angle#much like with the comic the english site is very behind with the creature profiles#there aren't even any arachnorbs up there#but they do have the waterwraith for some reason#i dunno. i just figured that would be one they'd want to keep secret for a while longer#but it was nerfed in pikmin 4 anyway so it's really not that menacing anymore i guess
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Bless Mokumokuren for outright stating that the genre tags for Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu have never changed, i.e. the official site never dropped the "BL" tag from the series as it got more popular to reach a wider audience. It's been a persistent rumor in the fandom, and one I'm afraid will start circulating again once the anime starts airing.
If you mainly follow English language sources, please remember that whatever tags different anime and manga sites, databases, aggregators etc., either add or leave out don't always reflect the author's intent and the official sources, and should NOT be used to argue for what genre or demographic a certain work belongs to. It can just be random people claiming whatever they want based on their own interpretations and I've seen plenty of errors and real time changes to them based on new chapter developments, that might help catch the attention of some people, but don't suddenly change the genre of the work itself.
Not having BL as a genre tag also doesn't mean that a work can't include any boys loving. The queer themes have always been present in HGSN, and if you're up to date with the manga, they've been outright stated. Having queer characters or a queer story line doesn't automatically mean that a work is BL or yuri, and not including those tags doesn't mean that it's just "baiting". This gets brought up so much I think Mokumokuren's gotten tired of it, because the other day they clearly spelled it out for everyone, assuring that the story is queer, although it's not tagged as BL or focused on romance.
Here's what they shared on their Bluesky account:
The genre tag and advertising direction on the official website have never changed since the beginning of serialization. From the beginning, it has been consistently promoted as a "coming-of-age horror" within the official reach. (It's also true that the official reach is very limited…) Whatever the genre tag is, and even if this story isn't a romance, as the author, I guarantee that it is a queer story. There seems to be a persistent false rumor going around that "the author suddenly removed the BL tag from the official website by the 3rd volume," but the truth is that there was never an official BL tag from the beginning. (This is not to deny any queerness.)
And further back:
My opinion that the genre of The Summer Hikaru Died is something that the readers are free to think about on their own remains unchanged, but I view it as a story that sympathizes with those who have been left out of stories about love and sex, so I describe it as "coming-of-age horror." I think the key is the fear of not being “normal” and not having a place to belong, which is common for all kinds of people regardless of their attributes. I think it's fine for queer stories that aren't romances to exist. That's why I've been careful not to position it as a love story from the start.
Let's stop obsessing over tags and allow queer stories to exist and thrive, even when they lack a clear romantic plot or subplot and are more subdued.
#my nonsense#hikaru ga shinda natsu#the summer hikaru died#i've been following mokumokuren for years and they've been getting more and more direct about this#i have to imagine they've gotten tired of international fans pestering them about this to really spell it out#usually using some english too#they also pointed out how genre definitions can differ in different countries so expectations differ too#it must be so frustrating to be writing a queer story about not fitting in and constantly have ppl saying you're not doing it right ;____;#also i don't know how much of a problem this is anymore (apparently still to some degree?) or how necessary this post is anymore#but i want it to exist for new fans esp those who find it thought the anime since i know the baiting discourse will start up again#and old ones who lack media literacy or maybe don't follow and translate mokumokuren's tweets and bluesky stuff#speaking of should i get a bluesky account???#(also the translations are janky bc i used translators and can't spend any extra energy on them pls forgive me)
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If you don't understand the difference between:
-Complaining on the radio: understandable, they are high on adrenaline and also usually try to get the rival a penalty, they all do that.
-Complaining about your teammate in every interview you have oportunity after the race, when you already had a little time to think, especially when you are not in the right.
idk what to tell you, honestly, but stop bitching about it in my inbox.
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OJ2 my beloved/hated
#how do they expect me to fight against Midnight when Mic rolls up to the arena saying 'you've looked after me so much Midnight'#I can't make him fight her cmonnn they're buddies look at them#When the Mic DLC came out it destroyed my entire game and I couldn't save anymore and I had to start over#my Switch could NOT handle him#but I don't play the Switch version anymore cause paying for online is stinky#I have matched with one person today and I lost tragically#why is it way more embarrassing to lose as Mic than as any other character#to the Nomu who beat me to a pulp a minute ago I am sorry I didn't mean to disconnect it was my wifi i promise i didnt rage quit i promise#I play on English for the sweet dialogue between the trio but this comes with a catch which is that I am forced to listen#to mic say the most cringe lines you could imagine when he attacks#does anyone still play OJ2 besides that Nomu who just eviscerated me. does anyone want to fight. i'll let you be aizawa
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When i reach 1000 posts in my drafts I will drink a beer like a boring normal person and attempting to play videogames without probably telling anyone that it happened because there is nothing to be celebrated about that I can't keep up with my friends OCs and fanfictions so I save them to be when I actually have time and energy to read them with full brain capacity. (yes i triggered myself into sadness. don't worry about it.)
#> bpdick fucks me in the brain#i'm so tired all the time#and writing in english so people can understand me is tiresome#and constantly speaking the monstrosity language of korehunglish in workplace is tiresome#and then reading in english all the time...#my brain is tired...#and i play games in english to practice english#and even games are tiring...#nothing is relaxing anymore#i can't finish reading Paradoxical which is a 42 chapters fic already finished and I comment. every. single. chapter.#yes. i'm that monster of a commenter.#but i just don't have the brain capacity to read...#and i can't start reading multichaptered fanfictions until i don't finish with the previous#i would be such a good fandom-soldier i just don't have the energy#because I can't just half-ass things with a <3 and go on the next chapter i just can't#i can't binge read and leave a <3#fucking bpd makes me go ALL OR NOTHING with everything#and that another friend probably think I'm not interested in their fics I promised I will read but it's not about that#I just I HAVE A GIANT BACKLOG#WITH EVERYTHING#fanfic reading is not a passive hobby i do when I sit on a toilet it's an ACTIVITY for me#I sit down and I actively SPEND TIME ON IT#fuck...#this needed to come out...?
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**Marc gets pregnant after a onenight stand with his ex(vale) and have a baby girl/baby boy(your preference)
Marc returns to the paddock months after giving birth to his baby sooo he's still breastfeeding and his breast hurts cause of the accumulated milk. Then one day while talking(arguing) with vale about something related to the baby his shirt gets wet in the breast area, valentino notices that and can't take his eyes off the omega's chest...something in his mind just explode and he becomes obsessed with the idea of drink Marc's milk.
He's a weirdo but marc too.
So with the excuse of "fuck it, i'll do anything to reduce the pain" he lets Valentino drink the milk from his breast.
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forgetting shit
so yeah idk why but sometimes when I'm reading a fic I just forget that danny phantom was a tv-show FOR KIDS!
so then I am having all these angsty plosts in my head and then it's getting a little too angsty, but then I remember that danny phantom is just really angsty from the start.
and then I am just like "oh fuck, danny phantom was a kids show." so, yeah.
so I am now busy with writing the canon stuff from danny phantom, because I also tend to forget what's canon and fanon :)
#sorry if my english is bad#danny phantom#crazy brain being crazy again#my brain is just filled with angst#angst#idk what to say anymore#forgetting#forgetting shit#my neighbor just slammed his door really loud so I can't sleep#not that I already could sleep
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"joka viikonloppu mayhem" voisko se mayhem välillä loppua meillä on ollu mayhem jotai viis päivää putkeen Jere pls anna meille vapaapäivä
#käärijä#itken ja anelen polvillani#mää tarviin vähemmän mayhemiä enemmän unta#sorry for making a K post in finnish my brain is so fried at this point i can't English anymore
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look i love being a humanities student and all, but constantly debating everything and criticizing societal norms and views in every single lesson gets tiring really quickly. and today my prof said that most humanities academics are on the more liberal side of things. which is not at all surprising. but being too liberal is not necessarily a good thing.
it gets to a point where it's just like there is no right and there is no wrong. it just is. everything is just is.
#like some of the topics interest me#but when you just go on and on debating and debating i don't even want to hear it anymore lmao#yesterday i was doing a reading for today's class and it touched on the idea of nativeness#and the need to redefine what it means to be a native speaker of a language#and i was like hell yeah!! because i have definitely thought about this#and i used to wonder what it means to be a native speaker#but during today's class lol god damn by the end i was just like WHY DO YOU WANT TO BE A NATIVE SPEAKER (OF ENGLISH) SO BAD#it's not even your language it was imposed on you#lmao#even though i have definitely thought about whether i myself could be considered a native english speaker (and my personal opinion was yes)#like god damn you guys TAKE A BREATHER#can't we just like take it as it is lmao#being a humanities student is just like criticizing and criticizing and criticizing LAWD#I'M TIRED LMAO#studyblr#langblr#lingblr#languages#linguistics
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Why do I only today find out that smth being the bane of someone's existence is not a good thing??? I literally commented "love is the bane of our existence" under someone's post a few months ago thinking it's a nice little comment 💀😭
#journal entry ᝰ.ᐟ#I can't do this anymore guys#that's on not being a native English speaker#WTF BUT IT LITERALLY SOUNDS SO POSITIVE TT#anyway I need to block this person now bc I can't find the post and delete the comment TT I AM WAY TOO DEEP IN THIS NOW#AND THE WAY I FIND OUT ABOUT THIS BECAUSE OF A HUSBAND HATING ON HIS WIFE'S PREGNANCY PILLOW 😭😭#I go crawl in a hole now
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