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Gold x Gina moodboard
#businessman x pr*stitute kind of thing obviously#a pr*stitute who doesn't want to get deported back to australia? yes thanks that's a perfect character#i'm 100% sure there are a lot of rumbelle fics with this premise out there but again i just wanted to add her to the pool#also this is a rare case where i combine an Em character with Gold and not with a Bobby character x))#weaver x gina would work too but i still know next to nothing about him and don't really want to lol#my anyem/anyelle things#not only mice but also moodboards#a person without a first name x a person without a last name lol#i want more anyem in my lifeπ₯²#my things#anyem#I can't believe I had to censor a word so it would show in the anyem tag oh my god#meanwhile numerous bots with their spread out private parts are apparently okayπππ
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β HONKAI STAR RAIL
duckin' (boothill x gn!reader)
tw: none
additional: hint of forbidden love, a lot of censored cursing tbh
a/n: i'll proofread this when i wake up lol. i just had an idea and i needed to do word vomit before i forget all of it <//3 anyway hi :)
A relationship between human and cyborg.. How did that even work?
That was the question you always heard when the people of your planet met your boyfriend.
Granted, cyborgs were, in a way, still human. Not completely for sure, but still human. They had human feelings, human desires, human minds. It just so happened they had a body of steel and metal. There was no denying, however, that cyborgs felt.. a little inhuman sometimes. Their bodies was one such example, the steel often glinting underneath the light. Often times, they had.. "unique" features that weren't present in normal humans. Some had retractable arms, extended legs, and even extendedβ
Let's not go there.
Point isβ cyborgs weren't quite human. Their unique features would make regular humans fear them. But, hey, this was the whole damn universe, of course there'll be the occasional weirdo or two with the sheer amount of planets that littered the whole, wide galaxy (I mean, Planet Screwllum literally exists), but that's to be expected.
Anyway, where were we? Right. Unique features.
For one, your boyfriend, a cyborg named Boothill, had this fun, little tech embedded in him called the Synesthesia Beacon. It was a translator device that allowed one's thoughts and consciousness into a language the receiver could understand. In this caseβ you.
Oh, and it was so, so hilarious.
And it also just happened that someone tinkered with his Synesthesia Beacon (Aeons knew who but a part of you thanks them for it). As thus, any fun curse words he wished to say were basically censored.
"That fudging idiot!" Boothill hissed lowly under his breath. "Can't forking believe that someone messed around with my Synesthesia Beacon. How the heck did they manage to do that anyway?"
You bit back a laugh and attempted for a gentle smile to hide your smirk. That obviously failed with the way Boothill shot you a warning glare.
"Ya sure ya weren't behind this, darlin'?" He plopped himself onto the seat next to you, cold, mechanical arms immediately wrapping around your waist like it belonged there. The thought made you a little happy. Just a little, of course. "Maybe ya did this to mess with me, hm?"
"I would never," you retorted with a chuckle. "I can't even trust myself with tinkering with elaborate machinery or whatnot, what made you think I'd have the balls to mess yours up?"
"Hah. Fair enough," he replied. "Still. Look at me. I sound like a character from those duckin' kid shows."
Boothill's face contorted, an unpleasant sneer forming on his lips at the realization that a simple 'damn' got censored too. God, that expression was hilarious.
"Pfftβ" You really, really couldn't hold it back for much longerβ "Duckin', huh?"
"Sweetheart, ya know I love ya, so spare me the laughin' and just don't for the love of frillsβ The fork?! Frills? Frills? Are you friggin kiddin' me right now? That friggin' son of a birch, I swear."
You laughed silently as he continued to rant on (Read: Attempt to cuss) with no end. You shifted in your place to face him, gently removing his grip on your waist. Once you've faced him, you gently cupped his cheeks, eyebrow raised.
Boothill stopped.
You always had that effect on him. One simple touch was all it took to rid him of all of his anger. It didn't matter whatever shit he was worrying about, the moment you touched him with a knowing glint in your eye, he immediately went quiet each time. His shoulders relaxed, obsidian eyes softening, and the deep frown on his face easing into a neutral line.
"You calmed down much more quicker this time," you hummed, thumb gently tracing his cheek. "Color me surprised."
"Duh, because it's ya, sweetheart," he murmured in reply, nuzzling further into your touch. "Don't know how ya do it, but ya always make me feel calm. I like it."
You didn't reply this time, your other hand reaching out to remove the hat atop of Boothill's head and placing it aside. Your fingers threaded itselves through his long, black and white locks, brushing aside the occasional tangle. His hair wasn't soft and perfect by any means but.. you didn't mind.
You still recalled the way your friends and family were.. rather concerned for you once they learned of your relationship with Boothill. In your planet, cyborgs, mechanical, and inorganic life forms weren't exactly welcome. It was taboo to even interact with one. Yet, you went ahead and got yourself a cyborg boyfriend anyway. Of course, they would be concerned.
Putting his whole "cyborg" origin aside, Boothill's personality and position as a Galaxy Ranger was something to.. definitely worry about. Galaxy Rangers were known for being lone travellers throughout the universe. Rarely do they travel in groups unless subduing an evil that a Ranger couldn't deal on their own. Wouldn't you be just abandoned? Be neglected? Those were the words of your loved ones.
Boothill wasn't like that in the slightest. Despite his outgoing and unrestrained personality, he made sure to never leave you alone for too long. Made you sure were happy first and foremost. Wasn't that enough? Wasn't him doing his best enough?
As you gaze into his eyes, you smiled again.
Yes. It was definitely enough.
"I love you," you said.
"I love you too, sweetheart," he said in turn. "Too duckin' much."
"..Pfft. Duckin'."
"I take it back. I don't love ya anymore."
"Hey!"
So, how did a relationship between a human and a cyborg work?
You don't know. It just did. To your planet, it was a taboo. To you, it felt right. It didn't matter to you one bit. In the end, Boothill being a cyborg did not matter.
And wasn't the most important thing here was love? You love him. He loves you.
That alone was enough.
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I can't believe some ppl are actually upsetti spaghetti about the difference in treatment between brimby and galadriel and they're really reaching in their arguments about it. I guess calling out his gaslighting and lovebombing of Brimby triggered some unspoken competitiveness to prove that the only reason galadriel didn't get treated with the same degree of brutality as Brimby is because sHe'S a GuRL! And violence on a woman would instantly make Sauron lose his sex appeal. Um, wtf. Like we watched the same episodes right? They both got stabbed, only the intent behind each one was different? Sauron torturing Brimby for whereabouts of the rings vs Sauron holding himself back at first cause he was being an smug ass. Sauron lost control vs Sauron wanted to do some shady shit with that crown. He could've stabbed her multiple times without sword once she was pinned. He could've aimed that crown right at her heart, her face, her throat. I really don't understand why they think it's a contest. It's not because she's a woman, it's because Sauron's entire aim was different. (2/2)
Yeah I mean, for me these kind of people lose me the moment the person claims that Sauron wanted to kill Galadriel and Celebrimbor, because it's clear as day for anyone with a minimum of media literacy that he wanted to kill neither of them.
He killed Celebrimbor in a fist of rage because Celebrimbor hit the same sensitive spot that always makes him lose control (the image Sauron has of himself), not because he refused him the Nine. Did we see the same episode ? He wanted to torture for much longer, until he told him where were the Nine ! He threatened to extent his life, where's the murderous intent in that ?
Sauron was pissed that he killed Celebrimbor before getting the info, and he cried because deep inside he knew that Celebrimbor had told him the truth : that he was the slave of these rings, just like he was the slave of Morgoth and would always be.
As for Galadriel, clearly some people were off on some errands when Sauron showed he could just wave his hand to kill people, if they believe that he wanted to kill her. He had multiple occasions to kill her during the fight but toyed with her for a pretty long time. He could have used magic and be done with it, but stuck to the sword and the crown so they'd remain equal, even after she turned him down and pissed him off.
But tell me he wanted to kill her again.
Season 3 can't happen soon enough for people to understand that the intent was not to kill, but to possess. And I don't see where they see a treatment of favor "because she's a girl" when the subtext behind the stabbing is very clearly rape (I don't censor the word so people with a trigger can have this post muted). And I find the stabbing scene sexy because it's not a rape scene per se, but the subtext is what it is. It's definitely not "cute", and it definitely doesn't make Sauron a better guy than he is with Celebrimbor.
Talking about "queer erasure" is disingenuous, btw. One relationship was coded as a romance, the other was not, despite it being in all points an abusive relationship. Sorry that the relationship coded as romance is the m/f one, and that most people will choose to follow what the show says I guess ?
Not to mention that the majority of the audience will always be more invested in the CENTRAL RELATIONSHIP of a show, one we know will endure as long as the show does, than in a short lived one. Celebrimbor was going to die in season 2, and we knew who would kill him and what he'd do to him before, I mean... I found nothing to invest myself in, personally. All I could do was watching with a fascination mixed with disgust how Sauron was slowly but surely trapping Celebrimbor in a cycle of abuse I knew all too well. Maybe because it hit home way too hard, I admit I found nothing sexy, let alone romantic in there. Guilty as charged !
Now I'm going to block anyone who insists on making Haladriel something they're not, and/or who post these braindead takes. I'm getting less and less tolerant about what I subject myself to, especially online.
Sorry if I sound rude and a tad annoyed, I saw this at 6 am and responded accordingly to my mood π
#haladriel#saurondriel#ask answered#sauron x galadriel#galadriel x halbrand#Tw abuse#tw sex assault#tw sa mention
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SystemsCringe/s/MXrwyBfjJk
Anti endos really dont know how to read huh???
They really dont understand that plurality =/= only did/osdd/other dissoiative ones i may be forgetting
This! It's genuinely mind-boggling how people can have such strong opinions with absolutely zero understanding of anything they're talking about.
I'm gonna dive right into this post, because it's just so terrible!
I'm endogenic. I'm a tulpa. We do not have DID or OSDD or any other dissociative disorder. We have never claimed to.
I believe that DID is almost always caused by trauma. And that more research needs to be done on different presentations of OSDD to determine how strong its association with trauma is.
I can't understand why these facts are so hard for their brains to process.
I'm not a huge fan of insulting people's intelligence but gods, these people just make it really difficult not to.
I have literally always said I was endogenic!
This hasn't changed!
I'm also not saying that only trauma can cause DID. I think there definitely is a possibility that there could be rare non-traumagenic forms of DID. But being open to this possibility is VERY different from claiming, as the Satanic Temple's Grey Faction has, that DID is typically iatrogenic.
The Grey Faction does not believe DID is caused by trauma.
And this hate subreddit is using them as a source for their anti-RAMCOA rhetoric!
On the topic of gaslighting, Grace is correct that Grace did not say the words "religious alters only existed after Hazbin Hotel." (I didn't say they said those words either.)
Here is what Grace has said though!
Remember in the below screenshots that the black at the top are the posts Grace is responding to and the light grey at the bottom are Grace's words.
Grace assuming that Hell in headspace is from Hazbin Hotel:
Grace saying there wasn't a slew of religious alters before Hazbin Hotel:
(Anyone who has been in the system community knows that religious headmates were very common since long before Hazing Hotel was a released.)
Grace assuming a biblical angel alter is from Hazbin Hotel:
Grace assuming ANOTHER angel is from Hazbin Hotel:
This is despite the fact that this person is obviously confused about why they have an angel there and probably wouldn't be confused if they had an introject from Hazbin Hotel.
Grace assuming a God alter is from Hazing Hotel:
And as a reminder GOD ISN'T even in the show!!!!!!!!
This doesn't even make sense!
There's a very consistent theme in these posts. You know, since I'm already reusing the screenshots, might as well reuse the meme as well.
Back to this post though...
Oh...
Yeah, I'm just going to refer back to everything above!
Grace!
Where does this post mention DID???
Even though I do believe it is theoretically possible to have DID without trauma, this post doesn't say that!!!
How is this whole subreddit this bad at basic reading comprehension???
Right... You guys just have a mod-approved hit list of acceptable targets to name to focus attacks on said targets. A list that I'm on, by the way.
Why would I censor usernames of people on your subreddit if you don't censor mine, and have me on your list of approved targets?
Now in fairness, I screenshotted users from this subreddit without censoring names before they put me on their hit list, and I will continue to do so even if I'm removed from that list because yes, it's an ableist hate sub and I have no desire to hide the names of people participating in spreading hate against systems.
But I still want to call out the hypocrisy of a post that names my blog complaining about me not censoring the names of the people I respond to.
#syscourse#pro endogenic#pro endo#systempunk#syspunk#system punk#sys punk#sysblr#multiplicity#actually plural#actually a system#systemscringe#reddit#r/systemscringe#hate groups#hate group
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PΓA RAMBLES #8
you might have seen this post or this wip intro. i'm here to talk about this book because i think it's really cool @teddywriting and i wrote almost 40k words by simply playing dolls with our ocs.
(yes i will be using screencaps of before sunrise, 1995 for any and all subsequent updates regarding this project thank you very much)
what's weird about this book in particular is that, despite maripaz and theo taking up way too much space in my brain, it's also incredibly hard to talk about them?? i know every single detail about them down to what they might order to eat at a mcdonald's, and yet i feel no one outside from teddy and i really knows these characters. their lore is weird and a bit convoluted and explaining it feels like i'm trying to explain the plot of a television show with like 18 seasons of character development you just had to be there to witness to understand even a fraction of it.
but first some basics about the actual book
title: babylon boy (book 1 of the home habitat duology)
genre: literary fiction
category: i say adult because there will be no censoring of topics but in this first installment our protagonists are around eighteen years old. you might consider that ya but i wouldn't
a small summary: having independently run away from home for their own reasons, theo and maripaz meet while homeless on the streets and form an alliance of convenience to survive. while theo vehemently denies the drug addiction heβs nursing, maripaz tries to deal with the way both want and revulsion seem to exist in her at the same time. falling in love is probably the easiest thing they do.
teddy and i are co-authoring, as in we both write the words. they will be primarily working on theo's chapters and i will be primarily working on maripaz's chapters but we'll both be involved in fully crafting this story.
talking about your book is hard when all that happens in it is character work so even whether someone gets sick at one point feels like a spoiler you want people to be surprised by.
we created mari and theo in 2020 on a whim. i can't even remember what prompted it exactly. we wanted a new pair of characters to play with and we decided to make two assholes to bicker and be mean to each other. this iteration saw three reincarnations before we put the characters on the shelf and almost resigned ourselves to them being a miss... if not for one important detail... i really, really believed they should have kissed. this first version of them would eventually be known as the homeless au.
looking back it's Wild thinking about how different mari and theo used to be. we moved onto new aus to play around with, landing on a superhero-type beat that became their new canon for a while. we had fantasy and sci-fi and musicians and hadestown and the raven cycle (that last one did so much for us it's insane). every new thing we tried shaped them more and more until they were unrecognisable from their original versions. one day i really want to go through their threads from start to finish and look at that change in real time.
there was a new thesis to their characters and it was no longer "what if two awful guys with issues were forced together and tried to bite each other's heads off". instead we were looking at two characters that through every new incarnation became more sincere and gentle. they had meta-narrative character development.
(every new au also gave us more characters to populate the world including but not limited to theo's twin sister, maripaz's seven siblings, alex, philip, a whole lot of parental figures, a quirky cast of friends... but i'll talk about them some other time)
then i did it again. in the 2.0 version of the homeless au there was one scene i loved beyond words where an argument between our two protagonists resulted in maripaz punching theo right on the mouth. when she tried to swing a second time he stopped her hand and warned her that if she wanted to hit him he would hit back. they fought and the scene ended. i said to teddy: they should have kissed. we laughed and imagined how homeless au would go now that their characters had changed so much. we started thinking about it more and more until we were moving the pieces of their cinematic universe around to fit this new idea... and suddenly we had plot for a book that would revamp that original homeless au... and a sequel too! (but more on that second one another time)
teddy started a rp thread of what came right after the opening scene of babylon boy, where theo and maripaz would shoplift and he would steal the angel necklace she wore (<- this is important)... and we just kept going... and going. we'd already had a few keys scenes to work towards, one those being that punching scene that started it all, as well as the ending. teddy added two new scenes we began calling the halo scene and the church scene, and we moved something we called the pool scene into this book from another au. we just had to fill in the blanks... fill in the blanks we did.
these right here are the names i gave each individual thread of the roleplay-ification of babylon boy. their purpose is not so much to be chapter titles but to make specific scenes easy to find for future reference. though obviously i had to be a bit artistic about it.
i don't know if babylon boy will have chapter titles, and if they will have some sort of theme going on (usually i like just putting two words together to create some imagery). "angel face" is probably what i would title chapter 1, but i also hesitate on that decision because i think i would like to save angel for later.
these threads are less of a draft and more the skeleton of a draft, that's why i called it a draft 0. its purpose is to give teddy and i direction and reading through them i already know how i want to shift the timeline and how i'd rewrite some of the scenes to make them a lot better, but it did give us a great cause and effect look of things. the way teddy and i approach our roleplay threads is more loose than what i do with @on-the-river-lethe (with whom i'm currently roleplaying draft 1 of our book lupine trail and also a giant hunger games au). fluffy and i write responses between 1k-4k words, they are basically chapters. teddy and i instead do a quick call and response, mostly focused on dialogue, we build on top of each other and neither of us really knows where a thread will go when we start.
there are no actual non-roleplay words written for babylon boy thus far. teddy is in charge of chapter 1 as we open with theo's pov but we are both busy or focused on other things. right now we're enjoying the playing around stage of the process (which i don't see going away even once we start seriously writing, i know for a fact we'll probably do various roleplay-type passes to babylon boy).
you've probably noticed the christian imagery is rampant here. it happened kind of by accident and the already mentioned halo scene is entirely to blame for it. like i said, teddy and i have this very "yes, and," approach to storytelling together where we kinda build on top of what the other puts down. teddy gave me the description of one (1) scene where theo sees a halo of light around maripaz's head and i decided "well, this is now i thing that is here to stay". church scene really brought it all together and there is a scene in book 2 adeptly nicknamed the angel scene that is kind of the culmination of this.
the imagery is almost exclusive to theo's pov as mari is more the subject of the imagery than the one pushing it forward. teddy and i will be doing our most to fill this book with visuals: characters lined with stained glass windows, lights shaped like hearts, signs and graffiti that say meaningful stuff.
babylon boy, as the title suggests, is more theo's book. both he and maripaz have meaningful arcs but theo's is really at the core of it, mari takes centre stage in book 2 (titled gossamer girl). i think i talked about this somewhere before but the titles just kind of... happened. gossamer was relevant for that superhero au and it's just a word i really adore so i wanted to use it on the title. you can't go wrong with alliteration so gossamer girl it is. and because i love when books in a series match i had to do something with boy. like gossamer i adore babylon for some reason, and so we got babylon boy. i wasn't sure about that one because while gossamer girl made sense with the theme, what did "babylon boy" even mean, exactly? teddy came in clutch and analysed the title for me. they connected it to theo's drug addiction and now i can't think of any two titles that are more perfect for this series.
like i said, there are no actual words written for this book so sadly i cannot share any excerpts. but i will share
Festival was very much the result of teddy and i having just watched before sunrise, 1995
we watched before sunrise, 1995 because the mannerisms of the two leads reek of maripaz and theo
"until a miracle happens" became a recurring thing said in the draft and it wrecked me
Our Fears is probably my favourite thread both thematically and visually. followed closely by Church Angels, though that one is mostly visually
The Pool is the longest thread with about 90 responses and all of it is beautiful. i would probably consider it the companion to Our Fears
"mutual pining they're both just idiots"
the closing image is probably my favourite one of the book
the core themes are very much trust, love, and communal help. we've got such an array of npcs who simply... help. i love the human race.
i'll probably do another update before we start properly writing talking about maripaz and theo as characters specifically. a bit of a crash course on who they are, really.
anyway. i'm giving you a golden star if you read all of that β do ask me or teddy about this story!! we'd be happy to talk about it. or even just about the characters.
cheers, pΓa
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Hey, sweetie!
How old you think are the sakamaki, mukami and tsukinami? i have seen lots of posts and all says different things from each othe, i'm really confused--
Hi Love,
This is a really good question. Its something I've always wondered and have been struggling to answer but I will do my best. A while ago I did some extreme math to calculate their age which I will say, I do not recommend such torture to anyone. Plus, I completely forgot the logic behind the formulas so whelp to that. And I think I am either correct or Rejet is inconsistent with their ideas. Either case, something is off and I'll do my best to explain what I think their age range is.
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Okay so as I'm sure most of us know, we are aware of their physical age but when it comes to their actual age its tough to say but there are some estimates that could pinpoint a rough estimate as to how old they are.
For example. in one of the drama CDs I believe Reiji was the one who explained to Yui that the mansion that we see in the anime was given to them back in the 18th century? or was it 1800s? I can't remember overall it was a long time ago. And whichever it was they were all grown up to live there on their own as a family. This means for over 200+ years they have looked like teenagers!
The Tsukinami's age also helps us determine the Sakamaki's age. In the Young Blood manga, you can notice that Carla looks just as old as he looks now, and this is when the Sakamaki's were only children. So he and Shin are fairly old. Plus it was stated that they were trapped for thousands of years, so they are old considering that they had some business with their father.
If we also look at Beatrix's attire that Rejet gave her, it is a style that leans more toward the 15-1600s and her children where very young at the time. Of course these years are somewhat misleading because if you think of it, that dress is probably from the demon world so their way of doing things hardly changes. So there is a chance that the attire doesn't greatly respect the time.
However! In another drama CD when the boys were asked about their age Shu said he couldn't remember how old he was exactly but that he was roughly in his early 1,000s. Reiji, Laito, and I believe it was also Kanto who admitted that they were several of 100s of years old. (This was all on the CD which of course I don't remember which one.)
So having said this I've dug far deep to give a good estimate on all this so here it is:
Sakamaki
Shu:
1,051.
Idk why but this exact number is what I always think of when I see him.
Although in terms of range it would be 1,030-1,080.
Reiji:
932-986
he's approaching 1,000 real soon.
Laito:
743-870
Kanato:
720-850
Ayato:
715-820
I know they are triplets and they were born on the same day, but it's hard to picture they're all the same age. So I gave each a different range for each one because I don't know what to pick, but for them I would say the range is roughly : 715-870
Subaru:
660-700
Kino:
I always feel like he was older but it turns out he's younger than Shu?
890-950
Mukami
Now considering that Shu met "young" Yuma or "edgar" in this case, centuries later, it shows how slowly purebloods age and just how fast a turned vampires age, so while the Mukamis look to be the same age as the Sakamakis they're actually younger.
I know the Mukamis are psychically a year apart from each other but you know vampire aging works a little differently. Plus, we don't know how much they really are I'm just going by what age range I see on them.
Ruki
He is old and was probably born in 1500-1700s, as much as I want to say 1800s but we know it's not accurate.
Now idk why but I feel like he was born in the year 1570. (It just sounds right lol)
So for age wise its 518-640
Yuma
He's younger than Kou and it's just so hard to believe.
He's probably 460-580
Kou
500-620
Azusa
440-550
I could see him being in his mid 400s
Tsukinami
Oh my, they are very old.
And I'm just going to say it, they do not look like teens. I always felt that they looked like they were in their 20s. Honestly all of them look like their in there 20s.
But anyways, lets keep in mind that Carla looks exactly the same as he does now when the Sakamaks were kids. (This was in the young blood manga btw).
(also please let me know if I'm wrong about my facts so just let me know.)
anyways I feel like they are quite old and over a thousand. they said he was trapped for thousands of years so they are really old.
Carla
5,018-5,480
Shin
3,080-4,660
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Heyy. finally an intro post !
Little overview, this is my blog and I don't censor myself, unless its nsfw which i try to tone down but my recent obession, the Beloved Assad Zaman, has taken over my mind and body. but it'll be mostly kept to tags :P I'm very down to have IWTV mutuals! my favorite is armand but i could literally talk for years about any of the characters. I also super like Daniel (which i feel is kinda a given..) I also would love mutuals who wanna talk about Assad and his other projects! I've seen a whole lot of em and he's so talented i love him sm.
Forgive me if im awkward tho, i haven't had tumblr mutuals since i was 10
Frequent tags:
#My talk - All the posts that i make. I reblog a lot so i like to keep my thoughts separate
Beautiful art - The art that I love that isn't fan art
Fan art - Art i love that is exlusively fanart
Fashion - Clothes i like, usually vintage stuff
INTEREST GOOD OMENS - I don't talk abt it much but best believe when (oh god if) we get a season 3 I'll be back on my shit
INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE -Main intrest rn obviously, I have voiced some thoughts and shitpots about this show just search either a character name or iwtv on my blog and you'll see em
and thats it! no im sure there's more but i can't think of them rn my brain saying interivew
anyways im currently reading The Vampire Armand if anyone wants to ask me about it i have soooo many words oh my god
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So now that I've actually watched 10 anime I wanted to rank them from best to worst
1. MSG: the Witch from Mercury; I have not seen any other Gundam show but I don't think this one is leaving #1 spot ever, and Bandai were cowards and homophobic for not showing us either a kiss or the wedding even though they got married, also I'm so mad that I episode 11 during the hug they didn't even say "I love you". The robots became the least interesting part of the robot show (8th I watched)
2. Bocchi the Rock!; probably what I want most anime to be, can't wait for the movie('s), this, G-Witch and Your Name might as well both be #1, also I want a cute Bocchi plush but I can't find one that's affordable without a high delivery :< (7th I watched)
3. Your Name; A movie that I found on a trans subreddit about a year ago, I didn't think it'd be as good as it was or that it'd affect me as much as it did, but I was left in tears when the credits came on, the story went somewhere completely than I thought it would, 10/10. also tied for first place, it deserves to be watched in a movie theater so much (10th I watched)
4. Cowboy Bebop; twink and his bear friend go on space adventures oh and the twink has his own shadow the hedgehog (6th one I watched)
5. BNA: Brand New Animal; the one of 2 studio Trigger show I've seen but from what I've read and heard they have a pretty mid reputation, I really liked it tho, I watched it around the time I came out and it's a pretty good trans allegory (still feel a tad weird about the ending) (4th one I watched)
6. Neon Genesis Evangelion (and the 1st movie); (don't)Get in the robot Shinji, I had been interested in it a bunch, big robots and all that, but only just got to it. The self perpetuating loop of abuse and trauma that Shinji and everyone gets put through because Genduo can't get over the death of his wife is horrible and I can't think of a more despicable antagonist than him, the movie was so fucked up. I still struggle to get what Seele was supposed to represent. I loved every scene where the Eva's get shown as demons, those looked real cool (9th I watched) (watched it entirely cuz of Signalis)
7. Cyberpunk Edgerunners; watched this before I played the game, the abuse that David went through combined with the end that I miss interpreted put me a bit off and I missed the point, but I got it after a rewatch (3rd one I watched)
8. JoJo's Bizarre Adventure; now that I've grown as a person I can safely say that it deserved to drift from spot 1, part 4 is still my fave. And it's still really really good in spite of how low it is (1st I watched)
9. Guilty Gear Xrd & Strive story mode; I am both counting and lumping them together, I liked the oversized Smurf with a gun, also Elphelt bby girl, still would've preferred an actual game tho(5th one I watched)
100000000000. Future Diary; I've watch this in a trade to get someone else to watch JoJo's, they came out better off with that deal, I am also no longer friends with that person (not because of the show but it's funny to mention) (2nd I watched) I still think it's missing some zeros, just add however many you believe it needs
Honorable mentions:
- Signalis; I know it's not an anime but it's anime adjacent and it's the best story I've ever played through, I don't even like horror games or gore at all that much but I will 100% this game and get all the endings, I wish I could talk about it more but spoiling ANYTHING about it feels wrong and making posts where half the words are censored just so fans get it isn't gonna work
- Pokemon; I loved the XYZ and B&W runs but I haven't watched it all and only remember catching it on TV
-Scott Pilgrim takes off, I watched the first few episodes, I don't particularly care for it, but it looks pretty good
Dishonorable mentions:
- Attack on Titan; I've had a run in with the series back when season 1 came out, back when I thought gore was cool, now I have negative interest in the series, I literally couldn't care less and I'm only putting it here to be fair
Conclusion:
After the Witch from Mercury and Evangelion, I don't care for big robots as much as I used to.
Oh and I'm watching some more soon-ish gimme recommendations
#guilty gear#signalis#neon genesis evangelion#your name#jojos bizarre adventure#the witch from mercury#cyberpunk 2077#cowboy bebop#bocchi the rock!#bna: brand new animal
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Can I ask for turtle HC with female reader who have a beautiful body? Like she's thicc, beautiful face and all but she's actually insecure about it, thinking she's nothing but a s**t, or the type who only work in those night clubs 18+.
Insecure!Reader
RotTMNT x fem leaning gn!reader
Warnings: insecurities, fluff, aged up of course, human!reader, use of words that should never been said to someone... But censored
A/N: if you suffer with insecurities, please know that you're loved and you don't have to change anything. <3 You're so beautiful and deserve to be treated that way, don't settle for less. Did I go overboard with Donnie's?
Donnie
He's not good with people, but he is observant
Normally you dress in whatever you're comfortable with, whether it was jeans and a ratty t-shirt or a dress
Didn't matter, Donnie thought you were beautiful either way
But something changed
He knew you were insecure, you trusted him with that information
Donnie helped you feel better, kissing your insecurities away
But now you refused to kiss him, you were practically being swallowed by your clothes, you wouldn't let him touch you
Though... He didn't touch you anyways...
He was growing worried.
So he talked to the only other human he knew, April
He expressed his concerns and April decided to help him out
April came back and she was angry, ready to crack people's heads open.
Donnie was floored... How could someone call you that?
He asked you to come over, he had something to show you
Instead, he sat you down and talked
You confessed to feeling like a s**t because of what people have said to you, that you felt like he deserved better
Donnie made a point of countering all of your insecurities with reasons he loved that part of you
He made sure to show it too
Leo
You are perfect
Leo can't get enough of you, he loves watching you work, read, everything
He really wanted to take your relationship up to the next level
So he brought it up
You shut him down
He felt a little hurt, but shrugged it off
You just weren't ready he told himself
So he waited... And waited...
When he brought it up again, you shut him down again
So he waited... Again...
Asked again, shut down
This time though, he decided that there needed to be a discussion
It wasn't that he was upset that you said no, but because you seemed angry that he asked.
Leo brought these concerns up with you, wanting you to be comfortable, he expressed that it was completely fine if you weren't ready
He was just worried that you were upset with him
You confessed to feeling insecure
Shocked
He believes you're the most beautiful person in the world
How could you say those things about yourself?
He's quick to redirect, telling you everything that makes you beautiful,
What makes him so in love with you
Mikey
Sweet, sweet Angelo
The moment he notices a change in your behavior, he brings out Dr. Feelings
You two talk
At first you try to deflect,
but when you finally tell him that someone at school called you a w***e, Dr. Feelings disappears
He's almost in tears
Why would someone call someone that?
Why would someone even think about calling someone that?
Mikey kneels in front of you in the floor
He asks if anyone else knew, if you talked to the counselor or whoever you had to
You told him you had before, but nothing came of it
The next week he spends every day, painting you...
Both on a canvas and your actual body
He enjoys it, so do you
He tries to make sure you know how amazing you really are in the best way he knows how
Raph
He notices pretty quickly
The change in your body language
You become hesitant of letting him touch you
So he goes to yours
He waits in your room until you get back from class
Seeing a 6' turtle sitting on your bed is absolutely terrifying
Raph pulls you to him, having you both lay facing each other
He asks what's going on, why you've been so distant
He misses you
How could you resist him?
You're honest, letting him know that people at school had been asking if you were studying to be a stripper
Since quote "that's all you're good for"
Raph was floored
Sure he knew humans were mean, but you are beautiful
He asked why you didn't tell him, why you decided to go through that alone
You shrugged
Maybe you were scared he felt the same way... But that's impossible
Raph is too sweet to ever think that.
He expresses his hurt that you didn't tell him, but he understands
He just wants to be there for you
He wraps his arms around you and holds you
Right now that's all his mind wants him to do and that's all you need right now...
#rise leo#rise splinter#rise of the tmnt#rise raph#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise april#rise season 3#rise mikey#rise michelangelo#rise disaster twins#rise draxum#rise donatello#rise donnie#tmnt donatello#donatello x reader#teenage mutant ninja turtles donnie#donnie hamato#tmnt donnie#mikey x you#mikey x y/n#mikey x reader#tmnt leonardo#leo x reader#leonardo x reader#raph x reader#tmnt raphael#raph x y/n#raphael x reader#{fish answersβ’Β°}
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Absolutely cannot wait until the day we see even a teeny tiny lil bit if Dante's backstory. Given how there are multiple factions with magic-adjacent tatoos, I wonder if Dante has anything similar, where even a peek of their skin would be enough to know entirely too much about them - like their former identity. Or perhaps it is there to further some part of Dante's development, good or bad. Or simply just make them seem more androgynous as well making it hard to tell their age, both things would help for hiding an identity for an extended period of time.
Additionally, when they first wake up in the forest [I think it was in D corp? Something about the trailer] and as their name on the UI still says 'Me', the place in which the word 'Manager' would soon be instead had three squares, the same ones used to censor anything else they say that we shall not yet know of - like how the word 'Aspect' seems to be replaced by six squares in their first line. This then leads me to two conclusions.
1] The organisation of which they first belonged is either a three letter word or a three letter acronym in a place of high authority, as where one would assume the word 'aspect' to be in the text keeps the same number of boxes as there are letters within the word. As of such, these should be noted if any creep up in any upcoming intervallos or cantos - especially any regarding the Head - but to make a guess, if the theory of them being part of the Head holds true, perhaps they held the role of 'Eye' or similar. The three squares are also later used in the context of a location, so perhaps they worked in a certain sect or office.
Plus there's the line from Lion regarding how what their master has planned technically isn't breaking any taboos of the City - this may then relate to how Dante turning back the clock is technically not breaking the Head's rules on reviving people, namely that it's very illegal. But does this then imply that their master has some affiliation with Limbus company? The three beasts [as I've taken to calling them] make no reaction at the sight of the sinners, so presumably not any of them, and they wear clothes with Iori's theming as well as being told by Vergie to report back to the serpent, which is more evidence in favour of Iori being part of LCs inner workings. Though this does present the question of her hypothetical endgame,but that can wait til another time.
2] I believe Dante's head has a self-censor in some of their thoughts, or at least has some effect on what exactly they think. The info about three and six-squares obviously is important, and presumably why exactly Dante had to get memory-wiped, but as they talk about it before their name reads 'Dante' I do worry about if they even remember it. Will we have any more moments of Dante's nametag going back to 'Me' where they're just an asshat for a bit then remember none of it? Their ability to only talk with the sinners may have also been planned with this in mind, to limit their options of conversational partners to only those they can't ask unwanted questions around, and to at least delay them getting back that information for an unknown purpose.
Those are then again my Dante Rambles and I am feeling a tad sleepy, so I shall be resting for the night. Good day!
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perhaps they even hath a birthmark in the shape of a spade on their hip
dantes censoring can also be seen in the observation logs (mostly those written by heathecliff). dante has also started being a bit sneaky and hiding information about how their memory retention works and what lies beyond the mirror doors. personally, i think the censoring is an engrained habit and that if shits bad enough theyll break out of it. from how im interpreting it... maybe its not that they need to actually censor those words. maybe its more show that concealment is a large part of their character.
god so much happened at the start that i don't remember. i was absorbing a lot at the time. yeah it looks like it was D corp, not A corp :p (though they are next to eachother i think)
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Can I ask your opinion on two topics that some uwu fans were talking about? The truth is that I would have liked to ask them but I don't want conflict and they don't seem very friendly to me since although I love S I also love Kakashi, that's why I wanted the opinion of someone more open minded
The first thing was that these fans were saying that Kakashi never supported S*suke and he always treated him as if he was an evil, dangerous hatred bomb about to explode or something. For me this is not true since in Zabuza's fight we see that he calms him down by saying not to worry since he was not going to let anything bad happen to him, besides two reasons that make me say that this is false is that Kakashi would never have entrusted him with the chidori (dangerous jutsu that can kill you) if he felt that from S, and also if this were real, Kakashi would not have been surprised by the change of mind that S had regarding revenge, since it would have seemed to him a normal attitude in him
The second thing they were talking about is the scene where Kakashi ties him to a tree claiming that he won't listen willingly, and they were wondering what past experience could have led Kakashi to believe that tying S*suke to a tree was even necessary? And when did S*suke not listen to him or run in the middle of an argument?. Well.. for these questions I don't have a clear answer beyond the fact that Kakashi didn't have much time to think about it and also S*suke, a moment before, had left the hospital roof (I think jumping a fence) when Kakashi was disappointed about what happened, so I don't think S would have listened to Kakashi's words if Kakashi didn't tie him up.
I would like to know if I'm wrong or if they are the ones who, being mega fans of S*suke, can't see things clearly (I tried to censor S*asuke's name to avoid trouble for you). And sorry if I'm bothering you, you're not obliged to give me your opinion
Ok so iβm going to start by prefacing, iβm not a fan of Kakashi tying Sasuke to the tree. It was an extreme measure that he took that i donβt feel was necessary even though i understand why he did it
Now for the questions
As you said, Kakashi showed throughout the og series he cared about Sasuke. He supports Sasuke, calms him down when heβs clearly panicking but also lets him take down the enemies that he knows he can handle no issue because he can see Sasuke needs to release some pent ho energy
He also put himself between Orochimaru and Sasuke and threatened to take orochimaru down with him to save Sasuke, even though as we clearly see he has a pretty healthy fear of orochimaru. If Kakashi did not care about Sasuke he simply would not have done that
Kakashi also never thought of Sasuke as a ticking time bomb. I think theyβre taking how Hiruzen viewed Orochimaru and applying it to Kakashi and it doesnβt work
Kakashi knew and expected Sasukeβs thirst for revenge and had zero problem with it until Sasuke turned his anger onto his teammate. It was only when Sasuke almost killed Sakura while trying to use Chidori (the move Kakashi taught him) that Kakashi put his foot down because Revenge was no eating away at Sasuke so much he was willing to cut the bonds he had managed to make. (And before someone gets on my case about Kakashi not talking to Naruto about using Rasangan, he did get on Jiraiyaβs case and Jiraiya should have gotten on Narutoβs case since HE taught him rasangan. Jiraiya simply didnβt care and dismissed Sasuke as a lost cause as soon as he left the village)
Now lets go into shippuden
If Kakashi didnβt care about Sasuke why would he take Naruto out of the village during a Kage summit after stating point blank βno shinobi is allowed to leave the village during a kage summitβ? Something he did specifically so Naruto could beg for Sasukeβs life to the Raikage. Kakashi broke rules and disrespected the authority Danzo now has as Hokage by taking Naruto out of the village AND asking Sai to lie to Danzo, and a large reason he did this was so Naruto could bouch for Sasuke and try to get his life spared (not that it was really in danger but still)
If Kakashi didnβt care about Sasuke, why would he tell Sasuke after saving Sakura that he didnβt want to fight? If Sasuke was really a ticking time bomb Kakashi expected to explode, why would he even try at all to reach out to him? That makes no sense
Kakashi did care about Sasuke
He wanted to help Sasuke, he simply wasnβt equipped to give Sasuke the help that he wanted (well, he could have trained sasuke still and sasuke would have gotten stringer, but orochimaru had a short cut to more power sasuke took)
As for the tree scene
Kakashi did that because he just saw Sasuke try and use Chidori against Naruto, which resulted in him and Naruto almost killing Sakura
He had every right to be cautious and to hold Sasuke down so they could actually talk. Espeshally given that when he showed up and stopped Sasuke and Naruto from hitting Sakura, Sasuke didnβt stick around
He left as soon as he could without even speaking to Kakashi, Naruto or Sakura
At this point itβs 100% valid to think Sasuke might not sit and listen to him, so Kakashi felt he needed to make him sit and listen
Was it the best way to do it? Absolutly not.
But he had a set amount of time to talk to Sasuke and make him listen. If heβd had more time he may have actually taken Sasuke out to a training field to spar and talk because Sasuke obv had some anger to get out that a spar might have aided with
Kakashi did not have time to do that, so he did what he could to make Sasuke sit and listen
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Ten faves in ten fandoms
I was tagged by @saltedpin: thank you so much!!! πππ (This took me way longer to put together than I thought, wow)
Tiger & Bunny - Nathan Seymour (aka Fire Emblem) What can I say about Nathan. She's my ultimate blorbo, despite being pretty much the opposite of the kind of character I usually fixate on. They're a successful, ultra-rich business owner but also the mom friend of the group; a wonderful mix of (literally) fiery fierceness and soft sensitivity; a big, phoenix-themed peacock with the heart of a small, cuddly lovebird. I love her to death. π (Honorable mention to her future husband Buddy hero, Keith Goodman, aka Sky High, aka literally the bestest guy EVER.)
Star Trek: TNG - Data This guy was sort of a blueprint for my childhood weirdness. I live for characters who are supposedly non-human, but are actually the most human of them all; and Data, for all that he was vastly stronger, faster, and smarter (at least logically) than all of his friends, had a gentleness to him that made you forget about that pretty much all of the time. I've been wanting to hug him for about 35 years.
YΕ«ri!!! on Ice - Yuuri When I started watching the show, I thought Victor would be my favorite, but when I began to truly understand Yuuri's character, there was no going back. He's so astonishingly real in the way he perceives himself as an utter failure while actually being amazing and very successful. He manages to give me a glimmer of hope, at least sometimes, that maybe I might manage, with some effort, to not be quite as much of an absolute disaster as I fear.
The Lord of the Rings - Faramir If I had to sum Faramir up in a word, it would be unassuming. He's constantly treated (mostly by his father, but also by part of the narrative) as someone who's an afterthought, a second best, a spare; all this in spite of being incredibly smart, and learned, and competent, and kind. He's just... really lovely, and although he ends up with Γowyn as sort of (again) a second choice after Aragorn, I say: Γowyn, my beloved badass, you kind of won the lottery there.
Anime SanjΕ«shi - Aramis (Yes, Italy apparently got ALL of the anime back in the '80s, lol.) This anime adaptation of The Three Musketeers takes quite a few creative liberties with the story, and one of them is making Aramis a woman in disguise. She kicks just as much ass as any of her companions (most of whom never find out her secret), and at the end, after completing the personal, romance-related quest she joined the Musketeers for, she... keeps her male disguise and her job, presumably forever. A+, no notes.
Stargate: Atlantis - John Sheppard One of the very few "military jock, ace pilot, dude with a big gun" protagonists I've ever liked, mostly due to the fact that Sheppard is technically all of the above things, but really he's just as much of a geeky, socially inept loser as the scientists he was hired to bodyguard, cosplaying as the jock with a gun because he really loves the "piloting things that fly really fast" part. Add in a self-sacrificial streak about a galaxy wide, and I was sold.
Sailor Moon - Haruka TenΕ, aka Sailor Uranus 13-year-old me saw Haruka and fully went "man, I want to be her!" And then, many years later, I realized that I had also probably been wanting her, period. π
The anime got censored to hell and back, of course, but I'm the kind of person who takes things I'm told at face value, so I saw her being incredibly dramatic and jealous and infatuated and totally willing to die for her "best friend" and went "yeah, I guess that checks out". I still vaguely thought that she would make the perfect "boyfriend", as she was the coolest person ever, lol.
The Adventure Zone: Balance - Taako I still can't believe a podcast that started out as essentially "how many dick jokes can we fit into 60-90 minutes of butchering the rules of D&D" ended up being one of the most significant pieces of media in my life, but hey, to quote Taako himself, "Itβs not all abraca-fuck-you and what have you. I have a beating heart! Iβm multi-dimensional! Iβm a fully-realized creation! FUCK!" Taako's vulnerability is hidden under MANY layers, but when it comes out, it hits straight to the heart.
YΕ«ki Bakuhatsu Bang Bravern - Lewis Smith I'm throwing my most recent fandom in here, because why not. Smith (yeah, I know) is an apparently extremely stereotypical "American Pilot Guy" character (don't look him up, because the show is best experienced without spoilers, but I promise you, he looks just like he could be Keith Goodman's twin), but in a show that is always at least three genres at once, in very varying degrees of seriousness, he ends up being one of the most genre-aware characters of all, with... interesting consequences.
Good Omens (TV) - Crowley This one is interesting because in the book, my favorite character was always, very clearly and very firmly, Aziraphale. And then the tv show happened, and yeah, I'm not immune to the David Tennant Effect, by any means, but... You know that post that's been going around, that says something vaguely like "the best trait a male character can have is being pathetically in love with someone"? Well. Crowley is not a male character, but in the show he embodies pining. Pining pours out of each and every one of his probably non-existent pores 24/7, non-stop, for millennia. And I... kind of like pining. A reasonable amount. It's fiiiiiiiiiiiine.
I am tagging YOU! π«΅ But only if you want to play, of course! ππ
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I seriously can't wait for cold weather. 80F is better than 110, sure, but it's so hot and sunny and sweaty and sunny, and anyway I went to the thrift store and saw things.
Chronologically! This breadbox...!
I didn't even check the price because I wouldn't be able to carry this home easily and I don't know where I'd put it. I love it, though. It's hard to show scale, but our kittens would have had fun napping in this thing it was so big. (Dangerous for cats, though. Fun to store paintings or supplies maybe...)
bread
This awkwardly-framed car picture tho. Certainly didn't take this picture because I was writing an oc and this kiiinda reminded me of him. Nope.
This ominous picture has been here a few weeks. If you go to the Opera... beware...
How he loved his coat of many colors! (Took this mostly to tell my sister because we're always singing that, was not tempted by it.)
There was a lot of religious stuff at the store this time, and I did hiss out loud seeing some of it. The flags just kinda shoved in among the subtler patterns on this robe really makes this picture tho.
"What? What?"
I refuse to believe that these framed posters came from different people's homes.
Also, dang, I shoulda looked closer at that picture to the right. Looks kinda fun actually.
Tin posters that didn't tempt me. Certainly interesting, though, and licensed, I'm sure.
kitty :3
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So I scribbled a censor over one word because I think it's considered a slur to people with dwarfism, but holy shit? You can't say that! And these were just out there! What.
If you say a slur, you go before the triumvirate.
Want a wall scroll of... a guy? This goodwill has a pretty good chance of having wall scrolls usually, but I almost never know what they are. One of them did get me to start reading Noragami, though, so I always check. I feel like this one would be great at the end of a darkish hallway or the back of a bathroom or closet door.
Despite how it appears, I am trying to cut down on the sheer amount of stuff I'm buying, but this bag of various doll clothes and shoes was tempting. It seemed like a mix of sizes and styles, but I don't need it. I'm telling myself.
Gotta go pink.
This Sonic was just really cute, but also really dirty. Kinda gross actually, now that I'm looking more closely.
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Lastly, and this thing I did buy, so I'll have more pictures, I found this toy treehouse. It's labeled "So Small Tree House", and it took a really long time to find any info on! There is one listing on a non-US amazon that is listed as "currently unavailable" but since it came out around 2009, I wouldn't hold my breath.
Anyway, it's actually an offshoot of Only Hearts Club, which is a doll line I really like, and it's in pretty good condition, and most importantly, it's the perfect size for my Blokees Transformers. Also it was cheap enough that I didn't feel bad being unable to find any information on it.
I'll make another post about what I got... later. KBAI!!
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Entwined Tales: Puzzle IV: Meeting
Fandoms/Series: Zatch Bell and Professor Layton Rating: T Crossover AU: Vacantverse Canon Settings: Post-Zatch Bell Anime (References to Manga) and NWOS (Professor Layton) Warnings: Mentions of stalking and kidnapping. Summary: Kiyomaro joined Layton and the others for a rescue mission meeting. Notes: Oops. Did Luke just cursed?! Well, he is a teenager boy and he is PISSED. 8) Yeah, a little OOC but don't care D> And it is obvious why Luke doesn't like Kiyomaro lmao. Also, ugh. I struggled with writing Layton, yo.I suck at writing D8 Words Count: 1151
"Mr. Layton!"
Layton was startled by Kiyomaro. The black-haired and hazel-eyed gentleman entered Luke's study without knocking. Layton knew it wasn't the time to lecture Kiyomaro about proper matters. Kiyomaro looked so sickeningly disturbed. Kiyomaro panted before he caught a breath and spoke.
"Where is Suzume?!"
"She is resting in her guestroom," Layton answered. "Luke is with her at the moment."
"Thank goodness she isn't alone," Kiyomaro facepalmed in distress. "What the hell happened?!
Layton knew Kiyomaro would be much angrier if he lectured him about proper matters and language, so Layton explained how Carolina and Coindar were stolen, and Suzume suffered a panic attack in Eggmuffin's workshop. Layton showed Kiyomaro the ransom note that the kidnapper had left behind.
Kiyomaro gasped, his eyes widened in shock.
"That bastard!" Kiyomaro slammed his fist against the wall, his eyes twitching in anger. "I can't believe he followed her to America! DAMN IT!"
So, Layton was right. Suzume have a stalker. How the ransom note was written was so revolting and offensive. Of course, he, as a gentleman, would never speak ill of others out in the open. Layton kept the ransom note from Luke despite his apprentice begging him to read it. Layton didn't want to expose Luke to such problematic content in the ransom note.
Censoring the ransom note would be like tampering with evidence. Layton would never cross that line. So, he supposed Luke would have to read the ransom sooner or later and prayed his young apprentice visited a therapist afterward.
Time was running out. The perpetrator had given Luke and Layton until midnight to exchange Suzume for Coindar and Carolina, and giving up Suzume to her stalker was definitely out of the question. If Suzume isn't presented before the perpetrator, Coindar will be destroyed, and who knows what he will do to Carolina.
Kiyomaro handed over the ransom note to Layton.
"Does Triton have a place for a meeting?"
"Yes." Layton nodded.
"Good. We're going to need backup."
With that, Kiyomaro exited Luke's study. Layton sighed. So, he and Luke aren't going in alone. Kiyomaro hinted at a history with the perpetrator. Hopefully, Layton and Luke can learn the whole history and identity of the stalker at the meeting.
The Tritons did have a meeting room. Luke's father usually used the room for meetings with his fellow archaeologists. There was a long table with five chairs on the left and right. Flora, Tweeds, Crow, Marliyn, and Kiyomaro sat on the right, and Mojiro, Biker, Carrie, and Layton sat on the left. Luke hasn't arrived yet.
Of course not. Luke was still appalled by what happened in Eggmuffin's workshop earlier.
No matter how many mysteries, puzzles, and cases Luke had solved solo in Steam Bison, Layton knew Luke was still a teenage boy with strong feelings for a friend.
Layton knew how much Suzume meant to Luke.
"So, why did ya summon me to the meeting?" Biker asked, actually curious. "I only spoken to the young lady a few times. Do ya need my help with something?"
"We would need your buddy," Layton answered.
"My buddy?" Biker blinked, widening his eyes, surprised. "Well, I supposed I still owe ya and the lad for helping me with the parts the other day. I also owe the young lady for treating me to a soda when I was thirsty."
"The young lady had nursed my daughter back to full health," Mojiro said. "There's gotta be something I can do for her."
"And she got my ass out of a debt!" Carrie added, grinning. "So, obviously, I am replaying the favor!"
"I'm only here for the action," Crow smugged. "Don't mind me."
"Same here!" Marilyn smirked.
"Miss Mizuno brought me Japanese candy, so I'm in!" Tweeds added.
"At least Miss Suzume treated me like an equal." Flora tossed an annoyed look at Layton.
"And I've known Suzume since middle school," Kiyomaro explained his reason. "She is my friend, so I will do anything to ensure her safety."
Layton had no idea that Suzume had treated Biker, Carrie, Mojiro, and the others so kindly. It was no wonder why Luke liked her very much.
"Shall we discuss ideas for a rescue mission?" Layton asked.
"Break in and beat the crap out of the kidnapper!" Tweeds was the first one to suggest an idea.
"No. That'd be too straightforward." Crow disagreed. "I'm sure the criminal wouldn't be alone."
"Exactly," Marilyn said. "Every bad guy must have a lackey or a group of lackeys."
"So, your idea is thrown out of the window, kiddo," Carrie told Tweeds.
"Darn it!" Tweeds slumped, disappointed.
"How about we just get the police involved?" Flora asked.
"I'm afraid we cannot involve the police," Layton regretfully informed Flora. "The ransom note warned us not to contact the police."
"Fucking coward," Kiyomaro growled, but Layton knew the growl wasn't directly towards him and could not blame Kiyomaro for being so furious right now.
"How about we just leave it all to Mr. Layton, Mr. Takamine, and Luke?" Tweeds laughed. "They're way smarter than our dumbasses here."
"HEY!" Everyone but Layton and Kiyomaro responded, displeased with Tweeds' comment.
"Everyone, please calm down," Layton stood up. "We don't need infighting."
"I agreed with Mr. Layton. Take this meeting seriously or leave." Kiyomaro glared at Tweeds.
"All right. No jokes from now on." Tweeds was actually afraid of Kiyomaro's glare.
"The annoying nuisance almost ruined my workshop earlier!" Eggmuffin entered the meeting room. "So, allow me to assist you."
"The more, the merrier," Kiyomaro smiled at Eggmuffin.
"And you must be Detective Takamine," Eggmuffin smiled in delight. "I heard ya solved high-profile cases in Japan, Peru, Brazil, and England!"
"It just feels right to help people in need. There are better detectives than me out there."
"Come on! There's no need for ya to be modest!" Eggmuffin chuckled.
"What time is it?" Flora asked, getting worried.
"It's 6PM." Layton checked his watch.
"SHIT! We're running out of time!" Tweeds called out warningly. "We only got six hours left until the deadline!"
"You're damned right. We are running out of time."
Everyone became silent when Luke stepped into the meeting room. Layton turned his head towards his apprentice.
"I have a good idea where the bastard is hiding," Luke said coldly. "And I will find a way to rescue Carolina and Coindar without risking Miss Mizuno's life."
Luke's ebony eyes flashed with determination.
"Very well, Luke." Layton smiled proudly at him. "Please do tell us about your ideas."
"Well, well," Kiyomaro rested his chin on his palm and smirked at Luke. "You are serious now, are you?"
Luke just shot a sharp glare at Kiyomaro.
"And I know you don't like me very much, Triton. I can tell, but for Suzume's sake, we need to work together."
Layton coughed, getting everyone's attention on him.
"The meeting will now commence," Layton began in a serious tone.
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The Winner Of The Adorkable Apple Goober King Poll Isβ¦
[Note: If Ya Haven't Watched Cuphead Show, and the Full Season 1 of Hazbin Hotel as well as Steven Universe, watch them first before reading this that also says who won on the poll...cause I will be talking about some stuff that happens in the Cuphead Show and Hazbin Hotel. also will talk a bit about Cain and Abel as well, and Adam & Eve's Bad Parenting....if Other Earth Angels ain't gonna point that out that those two were kind of bad parents, even if they were a bit Gray-Parents....then it might as well be me. also some parts may also talk about some feelings and some emotional stuff, not just about me but also about some of the characters. also reading this post is Optional. but this post will be for Mature Audiences Only. also will have some censored language even if it isn't all that many...but this will still talk about who won in The Adorkable Apple Goober King Poll.]
first I will say how many votes there were, about 34 votes as the final results.
Devil from The Cuphead Show got about 8.8%
Devil from The Cuphead Game got around 5.9%, and while the "9" is
a bit higher he still didn't get as many votes as his show counterpartβ¦so yeah, tough luck there "Grandpa"β¦maybe next time.
so yeah, The Devil from the Cuphead Show has higher votes than Devil from The Game.
and finally Charlie's Dad Lucifer Morningstar from Hazbin Hotel, got around 85.3% and ya know what that means.
Lucifer from Hazbin Hotel wins The "Which One Is The Number 1 Adorkable Apple Goober King Of Them All�" poll.
I am surprised by the fact that Lucifer, Charlie's Dad...
got such a higher count of votes, I mean I know that I had talked about if I was able to vote, and well I think I did try to press one of the choices that happen to be Lucifer, but I'm not sure if it works that way, for all I know ya can't vote on your own poll.
but I am surprised that he won, he truly is The Number 1 Adorkable Apple Goober King...
him teasing Adam about how he seem to make Lilith and Eve a bit happier, though him admitting that he had intimate relations with Eve, does not help clear his innocence that has to do with Cain.
I mean still gonna have to Jerry Springer that in our universe.
Lucifer, you clueless adorkable apple goober, you are only giving fans more reason to suspect that you are the Bio-Dad of Cain from your universe.
also I still believe the Cain from our universe, isn't the only one at fault for what happen. because both brothers: Cain & Abel were at fault.
Abel was probably too vainglory to see that Cain was hurting and at any moment, any wrong word or even misinterpreted suggestion would send him over the edge.
Adam and Eve should of done better, if they had stop to think that Cain need some kind of kind words and emotional support, he wouldn't of sank deeper into a very dangerous emotional, spiritual and possibly physiological depression.
plus Cain was NOT the first to take a life, just because a animal that can't speak the same way as humans do can't testify against Abel for what he used them for, doesn't mean they aren't still alive.
yeah animals still play a part of the life cycle, some end up being used as food to feed families and some used for clothes, and some who we form a special emotional bond with that can end up becoming so deep if anything bad were to happen to them...
one could freeze the 5th Heaven and 5th Ring Of Hell if the fluffy-baby was taken away too soon...
which once again, when my second cat was going through a certain situation...I'm glad that I was listen to about having them be taken to the vet right away instead of just waiting, because if I wasn't listen to about the suggestion of taking them to the vet right away, it would probably end up me being a crying mess like I was with my first cat.
I mean when my first cat died, well was slowly dying...
I think I was getting over being sick, from throwing up and stuff....
this was before the whole Covid-19 thing...
I think if I remember right, it might of been around 2018 when my first cat died, but I will have to ask about it.
I know I had two depressions before those events, which thanks to finding some song I wrote that expressed how I felt when that second depression first started, I think it was around 2016.
which is still a bit too close from that first one that happen around 2015 that was caused by some stuff happening at home.
not being able to get proper privacy and personal space, had pretty much sucked...I mean I was trying to work on fan fics and I think some drawings too, but they just kept fragging barging into that room like they owned the place.
and yeah, even when I showed a displeased look on my face, my so called much older cousin has to be a freaking jerk and get on to me for making a certain look, while in that said room that he and others so rudely came in there without my permission and invade my personal space....and after he got on to me for the look I was making, I had to go to the bathroom to cry and let it all out.
I mean seriously, I wanted to be left alone for my personal space so I can work on my fan fics and maybe at times some drawings.
it didn't help that they kept coming in that room all the time, where they could just stay in the living room.
why the frag couldn't just stop doing that, and let me have some personal space, I hated it, I really REALLY hated the fact they couldn't just stop that and let me have that space to be alone when I needed it.
I mean when I feel ready to, I can talk to others and be a bit social.
but what they were doing was disrespectful to my space, and anyone who had their space not respected when they needed it, would probably understand.
and it didn't help some other stuff was going on as well, which ended up having us move to the house we currently live in now.
I lost a lot of weight during that first depression I had during 2015, I wouldn't eat much of anything, and well I think I still tried to do the same stuff I did before, but I still felt not good.
I think I can relate to Charlie's Dad a bit, since he clearly had a depression, and for all we know, he might still feel it sometimes.
like having days when he feels really down...
and I suspect he may have had a second depression as well.
his first depression happening after those in Heaven had banished him to the place that would be known as Hell...
the second depression may have happen when Lilith left him.
I think Charlie may have misinterpret her Dad, and Lilith may have lied to her as well....at least our Lilith has a excuse as to why she became the way she is....because of Adam and Three Angels who were so Toxic-Masculine and insensitive, they couldn't give her some freaking space to heal both emotionally and spiritually.
but what do you except from a bunch of Toxic-Masculine, Insensitive Angel-Boy Jerks....and even if one of them turned out to be a Girl, she would still be full of Toxic-Masculine as well and would still be a insensitive jerk.
we should still be lucky the Toxic-Feminine isn't as high as it's Masculine Counterpart....but it doesn't mean that both are still a problem, it's just the Toxic-Masculine one is a higher problem because without the proper fixing of it, it had become dangerous.
and yeah, I guess I may have a beef with those Three Angels who were so grossly insensitive and couldn't get it through their Toxic-Masculine selves, that trying to threaten Lilith like that, was only going to cause more damage and harm more than good.
I can't be the only one who has realized this, I mean I know I'm a Defective Earth Angel, well "Defective Earth Angel Princess" but there has to be Other Earth Angels, some who might be guys and not just gals....who have open their eyes to the truth about how messed up that is.
but those who haven't viewed messed up that is, and might still think that Adam and those Three Angels were doing a "good thing" by hurting Lilith pass a breaking point.
I can't really force them to change their minds, they will need to see the truth of their own accord.
and yeah, besides King David being a terrible Dad to Tamar, even if it does turn out he had his moments when he was a good parent.
which him being both a bad and good parent, would put him in the Gray-Parenting, and there can be different levels of it...
but he isn't the only one who ended up making poor choices.
Noah did as well, who basically scapegoated his own Grandson for something his own son did.
I get some might not fully understand how mess up that is, and yeah I get that both Noah and King David are my and some others own Ancestor-Grandpa...
but it doesn't mean they are fully perfect, and even if some parents and grandparents who aren't perfect but it's okay if they aren't...
but there can be a line that can be crossed, and Grandpa Noah and Grandpa King David have crossed those lines.
placing a curse on your own grandson, which takes the blame that the son who is the father of the grandson, and placing it fully on the grandson.
or the fact that just because ya have a favorite son, and you don't want to punish him....don't mean you just leave it alone.
I mean seriously, at least Lucifer from Hazbin Hotel ended up going to where the fight was happening at the hotel and saved his daughter.
even if the situations are different, plus if Lucifer did turn out to be Cain from that universe's own Bio-Dad.
the whole Lucifer Vs Adam would kind of be like a Peepaw Fight.
if some who are also a descendant of Cain as well, you would get the humor in that, as well as the whole whoever is Cain's Bio-Dad is....
we would still have to Jerry Springer that whole Who Cain's Bio-Father Is.
anyway, I think Charlie may misunderstanding her Dad, about how he only calls when he wants her do something and the whole not really wanting to be a part of her life very much.
I mean it's good that their bond had got better and Charlie was able to learn a bit more from her Dad during that song they sang together.
but Charlie would have to learn, that when ya been hurt, like badly emotionally hurt. sometimes you need to be alone, even if you end up doing stuff that you enjoy that still brings you a bit of happiness.
it doesn't mean the hurt isn't still there.
and if my theory is right, that Lucifer did end up having a second depression that may have to do with his divorce with Lilith.
would possibly end up hurting way more than what Sera and the Other Angels did to him.
plus ya can't expect those who have been hurt to just pick themself up right away or be as happy as they once were.
even if they can try to act that way to hide the bad feelings, that may turn up every once in a while.
I'm pretty sure I'm a type of Introvert, there could be different forms of being a Introvert. like how your okay with going outside and having fun at times but at some point, some stuff causes you not want to go out very much...maybe some would understand that.
plus those who are not introverts can't just make a introvert go out against their will, even if it is to a party, if someone who introvert wants to do it, it should be their choice, and not because someone either it be a friend or family or for some a co-worker made them.
and I think it could be possible maybe, Charlie's Dad is a bit of a Introvert, but I'm not 100% sure.
if he is, he likely became that way over time...
even those who weren't introverts before, may become that way at some point for different reasons I think.
we wont know how badly Lucifer ended up hurting because of what Sera and the Others in Heaven in the Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss Universe did to him, as well as Lilith did as well.
Lilith from Hazbin Hotel, likely sees herself better than any man, but that could be true in some cases when ya can be better than some toxic-man and toxic-woman.
but Lilith from that universe, could be a two-faced b*tch.
the book that Charlie reads in Episode 1, may have half-truths and half-lies in it.
the parts with Lucifer, her Dad. is one of the truths.
I think it could be possible that both Lilith and Eve are my Ancestresses, and for all we know there is more to the story that happen during those times.
and I'm still going to view that the reason why Peepaw Adam from our Universe was so full of himself, and being partly the caused of Lilith from our Universe not being able to heal properly and not getting the space she needed.
may have to do with the annunaki gene.
it is possible there was a True First Adam and Eve, it just wasn't the ones we thought.
the True Adam & Eve, could be known as The True Patriarch and Matriarch of Humanity.
which would mean they would be The Ancestors of Adam, Lilith and Eve.
The Homo-Erectus came BEFORE Homo-Sapiens, so Adam, Lilith and Eve were Homo-Sapiens that would be possibly the first of the generations of the hybrids that had to do with The Annunaki & Homo-Erectus Genes being mixed together.
I can still believe Heavenly Father/God and Earthly Mother/Goddess had played a part in us being here, it is just I also believe that it could be possible that there were other humans besides Adam, Eve and Lilith.
and as weird as it might be, I believe the books that is like "Stones Of The Goddess: Crystals for the Divine Feminine" by Nicholas Pearson.
and the books by Timothy Wyllie and one of the books is called "Confessions Of A Rebel Angel: The Wisdom Of The Watchers And The Destiny Of Planet Earth" may play a part of a very big puzzle.
that it could be possible that those books by Nicholas Pearson and Timothy Wyllie hold truth in them and play a part to a even larger puzzle.
but it is a puzzle that not everyone will willing accept, and even if they did end up willing to believe and accept it, they will have to do so by their choice and free will.
(if ya want to skips some of these parts, keep a eye out for the bold words...ya know just in case some might want to skip some...)
and yeah it can suck when some Toxic-Religious people cross a line with their whole self-righteous bull slag.
even though I did get better from that whole incident that happen before with that Toxic-Religious jerk, who not only had a problem with me believing in a Goddess now, but may have also had a problem with me being Nonbinary, which once again during my still figuring out about it, I thought I was Gyno-Agender.
but I think I was still figuring it out and it could be possibly my going through a type of Chrysalis stage plays a part of that discovery.
so I'm a Earth Angel Princess who is a Nonbinary-Gal who's pronouns are She/Her & They/Them, or in other words She/They.
but anyway, even if I did get better from what Toxic-Religious Jerk did, when they couldn't stop throwing those misused words at me, thinking they were "saving me", what they did was not okay and caused some form of Toxic-Religious Trauma.
and I know I wont ever truly be fully okay with what happen.
and no matter how much I cried and showed signs I was really upset with them crossing a line like that, I think that no matter what I said or tried to get them to listen, they would still misuse the whole "may the lord have mercy on you." or "may god have mercy on you."
I know it was one of the two, I just can't fully remember which.
it wasn't okay for them to do that, and even if I am bringing up the words they were saying, I'm trying to do so to point out them repeating it in such a way just because I believe in The Earthly Mother now, and my Nonbinary....
doesn't give that person the right to misused those words and make me or others feel really bad to the point of crying and feeling really terrible.
and if some think "oh, it is making you feel terrible because ya know it's working and they were helping." that if full of bull slag.
I'm sorry, but it's the truth. it is NOT okay for anyone to do that.
I can only hope that I don't run into that Toxic-Religious Jerk again.
because no matter if some people are Religious or Not, at least some of them would never cross that line like that person did.
and even if ya might get better in time after that kind of incident, it doesn't mean the scars aren't still there and can open up at times.
sure it might not make you cry like it did before, and you might not cry at all when thinking about it. but it doesn't mean your still not okay with what happen and you might feel bitter about how it went.
it was that incident, might be a reason why I am even more not a big fan of Toxic-Religious people when they cross a line.
plus I can still believe that there can still be good Religious people, and even good people who aren't religious at all.
plus how a person is good or bad, well bad in a very super bad way...
at times how they are will have nothing to do with them being religious, plus just because some are Toxic-Religious doesn't mean the Religion itself will be at fault, but it is possible who runs different sectors of it from different branches could bring shame by corrupting one of the branches.
like if a church was run by someone who was corrupted, and brainwashed people who go to it.
plus with how some Toxic-Satanist are, they probably think no one who ends up being reborn at some point, will have a major beef with them. but they would be so wrong, cause there will be beef and bitter resentment to them when memories even if it's just bits and pieces end up being recalled by the ones they have done harm upon.
I want to try to believe that not all Satanist would cross a line, and would never taint the soul of a innocent like what those Toxic-Cultist did to Alessa from The First Silent Hill Movie that is based off of The Silent Hill Video Game Series.
and it could be rare for Toxic-Satanist to do harm on those they don't know is a Earth Angel....and for all we know, Alessa was a type of Earth Angel, though the Toxic-Cult that hurt her weren't Toxic-Satanists.
Toxic-Satanists are but just one of those who are part of The Toxic-Religious people who cross lines they shouldn't and end up causing trauma.
and yeah, it wouldn't just be Toxic-Satanist that would taint the soul of a innocent....other people who are Toxic-Religious will end up doing that too, and they would do harm to the one they had caused damage to, and I guess how bad it is, it could very well carry on to the hurt soul's next life.
there can be different levels of it, that aren't as bad or not as dangerous as the higher levels of Toxic-Religious.
but it doesn't mean the less hazard types, aren't still hurtful and bad.
and both the Toxic-Masculine and Toxic-Feminine can make some do bad choices, like how in some point in that Moxie Movie the girl who was fighting for girls, ended up falling into the Toxic-Feminine ways.
but she only was brought out of it, thanks to a girl who really needed her help and she was able to be brought back to the good side of the Feminine energy.
even if some Feminist don't get it, I don't think I can make them understand or listen to reason.
for all we know, Lilith who is Charlie's Mom from Hazbin Hotel...
could represent The Toxic-Feminine side, while Adam from the same show, represents The Toxic-Masculine side.
as weird as it might be, I think if Adam did come back as a Sinner and wasn't just gone, I can't help but think he might end up becoming a little redeemed, like he could be full of himself and think he is The Gift to Womankind.
but it could be possible in that mix, his heart could change a bit.
he will still be a insensitive full of himself jerk, but at the same time maybe one with a heart this time.
I mean fan theories are only at rare times right, and boy do some fans end up getting really REALLY happy when their fan theories end up being canon.
Deltarune Chapter 2's future events were technically predicted by accident by fans.
one of them being about Kris eating the whole pie, like using the knife they took out in Chapter 1 and when Chapter 2 fully came out, it turned out they used it for the pie.
but I still think they may have sneaked out first, went to the library, broke into the computer room in the said library and open a Dark Fountain first, before they went home and ate all the pie.
the other fan predication that were possibly by accident, but was used in a Deltarune AU Comic.
would also have to do with the Darkners becoming Items when they enter The Light World, that turns out to be canon.
if you read "Paper Trail" by LynxGriffin.
anyway, it could be possible that the Ralsei we see in Chapter 2, isn't the same one that Kris and Susie befriends in Chapter 1.
for one thing, the Ralsei in Chapter 1 is a bit shorter and has smaller feet.
and for all we know, when Susie and Kris were busy dealing with Lancer's Dad, the Other-Ralsei switched places with The True-Ralsei.
and once Kris and Susie were back home, The Other-Ralsei had locked the door that leads to the Other Dark World that is Lancer's Home.
I think Lancer might be a Quadruplet, and the Pictures of Him in his room, that we see at first in the Card Kingdom's Dark World.
is really him and his brothers, and even if Susie hadn't notice, it is possible the Lancers switched with each other when bonding with Susie. and the first Lancer she formed a deep bond with, is possibly still trapped in the Card Kingdom with the Ralsei who still wears his original outfit unlike the one who appears in Chapter 2.
it is possible that even if the Dark Worlds that are closed, are just not open and can't get to anymore, it doesn't mean they aren't still active.
and if Kris wanted to, they could very well open them back up.
but they would have to find the key that unlocks both the dark and light world's doors to the unused classroom, because that door in the unused classroom, was possibly locked by The Other-Ralsei to keep Kris and Susie from finding out that they are not the one they had befriended in Chapter 1.
I could call the Other-Ralsei by "Alisre" half of the name is pronounced like "Alice" and the other half is like "ray" I think.
well the name Alice isn't just a Girls name, plus we could view the name Alisre as being gender neutral/unisex name much like the name Alice.
anyway I wish I had came on sooner to talk about who won on that weird poll I did, but I guess it's okay if I took my time.
I will have to in some point, check my Messages but I just don't feel ready yet but I might do so at some point.
I'm sure there are others who would check some messages when they are ready, even after their internet connection going back to normal after acting up form some days, that may have happen some month or so ago.
I think it happen before February...?
but anyway, I'm still surprised I think by Lucifer becoming The Poll Winner, but also kind of glad as well.
like picture if Devil from one of the Cuphead AUs found out he lost in the poll.
Cuphead and Mugman would be fighting, well arguing about which one of them should tell Devil about it. XD
like picture Casino Cups versions of the brothers hearing about the poll and learning their boss lost, like technically both versions of him.
well I guess it could be seen as The Eveningstar Princess being both Weird with her first poll, but also trolling Cuphead and Mugman's Boss from the different Fanon Timelines of The Cuphead Universe.
I have no regrets making that poll, I'm glad I let my weirdness out when making that. XD
once again my giving myself the whole nickname "Eveningstar Princess" besides being a Earth Angel, who is technically a descendant of some Royals, and besides being a descendant of Seth & Cain...
it mainly has to do the weird stuff that happen when my Mom was going to have me, because of the whole fact she NEVER got Morning Sickness with me, she only got Evening Sickness when she was going to have me.
and that is one of my Weird Earth Angel Eveningstar Princess Origins.
and if it is true that some percent of us do have Nephilim Genetics, it would explain why when I was a newborn, I came out looking as big as 2 week old....yeah I was told that I looked like a 2 week old and I was a pretty big newborn.
plus it is possible that Lucifer from Hazbin Hotel, didn't make 100% same mistakes as the one from our universe.
to which the one from our universe, I still want to give the cold hands to face punishment to, for playing a part of the whole balance between The Masculine and Feminine Energies not being fixed properly, and the Toxic-Masculine left unchecked during those times, and yeah Toxic-Feminine is still bad, but it isn't as high or as dangerous as it's Masculine counterpart.
I think that even if I can still believe in Jesus, but if he makes some bad choices in some form of twisted form of justice, then I will not view it as being okay, and it just ends up proving to me it is some humans that make up humanity and some parts of omnimanity, that can do some pretty messed up stuff...
plus if some info is right, and the whole Samael being involved.
if ya puppeteer humans into doing some messed up things, like messing with something that can cause a global pandemic, that is only going to place the humans involved in messing with it so recklessly only half to blame.
and I am NOT putting up with humanity being scapegoat for that.
which as strange as it might be, I had decided to try to pray for Jesus, so whatever dark and toxic-masculine influence that might have him, will be fixed and healed...
I guess some stuff I read before that has to do with some messed up stuff Jesus might do, had made me suspect him, because of too much of a coincidences.
and if I am right, that if he does some choices that does more harm than good, despite still having a good heart, then the reason why he would make those type of harmful choices if he is truly involved.
it might have to do with the Toxic-Masculine energy.
what I can try to do, is try to pray for him, even if some might think it is pointless and super weird, and wonder why I would want to try to pray for him that has to do with that stuff.
but I have my reasons, I mean yeah if he is a descendant of King David as well, even if I'm from the side of King Solomon and not being able to take that throne is a blessing in disguise for me.
but yeah, he would still be family, even if distant, and there is one family I don't much consider family much anymore after they did something really REALLY bad....of course I'm talking about my older cousin who besides hurting my feelings to the point where I had to hide in the bathroom to cry, he has done some stuff that is far worse than that to someone else...
I'm still gonna hope I'm not Jesus's descendant, and we are only distant cousins...but anyway, not everyone has to agree about my feelings about the whole possibility the reason why he could be involved and make some pretty bad choices, could be because he is under the influence of some Toxic-Masculine energy and he needs to be healed from it.
I'm not going to make others believe it, just share my belief and thoughts about it.
anyway if when I'm able to, I could make another poll that involves Adorkable Apple Goober Lucifer from Hazbin Hotel.
and I guess if we think about it, Devil from The Cuphead Show did perhaps get second place. XD
Devil from Cuphead Game, came in last.
and the Winner of the poll who became The Number 1 Adorkable Apple Goober King, is Lucifer aka Princess Charlie's Dad. :)
oh yeah, before I forget...
some of the episodes of Cuphead Show, made me think that the Devil from that universe could of been The Steven who was messing with time travel, while the new timeline version of Steven Quartz Universe would become Sans of Undertale.
Devil from the Cuphead Show, had his items put in bubbles and he ended up fusing with Santa....he be Half-Gem...O_O
I just remembered I wanted to talk about that weird fan headcanon, I mean I had posted this before editing that part in, but the reason why I had to hurry was because of food...which I'm still eating.
Devil from Cuphead Show, can't hide the truth...he is a Steven. XD
get him to sing along with the Cookie Cat song and there might be some proof, if he knows the full song and shows sign of Gem Powers, then he is possibly The Original Timeline Steven.
#mature audiences only#not for kids#poll winner#devil cuphead#lucifer morningstar#lucifer hazbin hotel#adorkable#goober#talking about feelings#my thoughts#march 2024
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Apologies in Writing
I love noticing the way characters apologize in writing. I've just written an apology scene and wanted to talk about it.
Apologies can show a lot about a character, and when you can show your character through their apology, it makes both the apology and the character so much better. For example, it can show how a character feels about why they're apologizing. If your character doesn't understand what they've done wrong, then they'll apologize differently than a character that is overcome with guilt.
An apology can also show their background or backstory. If your character has had everything in their life handed to them, they'll apologize differently than someone who's had to work for what they have. Apologies can also give information on a characters motives! A person that has nothing to lose will apologize differently (or maybe not apologize at all!) than one who has everything on the line. It can also show what kind of character they are. Do they avoid conflict? Are they only doing it to get something? Do they grovel? Or act nonchalant?
An example of apologies (or non apologies!) showing character is in the song "Betty" by Taylor Swift (I'm a swiftie, if there are any other swifties here pls come ily). The song is about a boy, James, apologizing to his girlfriend because of a summer fling he had while they were still dating.
He begins his apology by saying,
"You heard the rumors from Inez You can't believe a word she says Most times, but this time it was true"
He begins by blaming another person, Inez. He deflects the blame, avoiding the apology. Already you can tell that he's not one for conflict and he doesn't want to take responsibility for his actions.
The next part of his apology is,
"But if I just showed up at your party Would you have me? Would you want me? Would you tell me to go f--- [censored for tumblr because idk the rules] myself? Or lead me to the garden? In the garden would you trust me If I told you it was just a summer thing? I'm only seventeen, I don't know anything But I know I miss you"
He blames his age and he never actually apologizes. He also says that his fling didn't mean anything to him, showing that he doesn't value Augustine (his summer fling). Does this mean he values Betty? By the way he's avoiding apologizing, it doesn't seem like it. The rest of the song showcases him not saying "I'm sorry" once.
This is a prime example of apologies showing character. It's amazing and such a smart way add depth to your characters.
Some things that helped me put character into my apologies is think about their background, how they view the situation, the actual situation, and their traits.
In my book, the characters are both apologizing to each other. The first character, Christabel has never really had to apologize. She grew up in an environment where she never had to be wrong. She also doesn't believe that she's done anything wrong, she did, in fact, indirectly participate in events leading up to what happened, but she was not the sole person at fault. Because of the way she views the situation, this leads her to believe that she has no need to apologize. But, she's also a very caring and loving person. She genuinely cares for the other character and doesn't want conflict between them.
The other character, Elisabeth grew up the exact opposite of Christabel. While Christabel had whatever she wanted whenever she wanted, Elisabeth didn't have that kind of luxury. She grew up in a poor area and had to work for everything she earned, which made her a very hard worker and very conscious of both her and others actions, but she also had to miss out on a lot of things. Elisabeth felt like she had been wronged, she didn't have anyone to blame so she blamed Christabel, who at the time she believed was at fault. Some time passed between their incident and the apology, and in that apology, Elisabeth realized that Christabel wasn't totally at fault, though her anger is still justified because of the role Christabel played.
Elisabeth knows that Christabel is not totally at fault and it wasn't right to blame everything on her. So she apologizes for that, for blaming her. She was justified in some (maybe even a lot) of her anger because Christabel did play a role so she won't fully apologize for blaming her. She says it straight out, saying the words "I'm sorry." On the other hand, Christabel never apologizes. Her actions and the way she talks shows she's sorry, but she never actually says the words.
I think this is a super interesting way to show a character's traits and backgrounds, so even though this is crazy long I wanted to share it.
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