#I am switching meds
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livin that spoonie life
#kirby#daily kirby#food#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#hourly comics#this is what my day looks like!#I only play switch games sometimes - often I am too tired for that.#but today I was able to play kh:3D for a few hours#mostly I play a lot of low engagement ipad games or sometimes read manga or fanfic.#and watch a loooot of youtube.#being severely ill is really really boring and samey.#the only things not pictured here are taking my meds and brushing my teeth both of which I do twice a day#also the two different blankets are different places - the blue one is my bed and the fish one is my couch
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I hate doing this but if anyone is able to donate a little bit of money for me to get a good stock of electrolyte based drinks and probiotics here’s some places you can below.
I’m starting a 6 week antibiotic pulse treatment to try to get rid of my c.diff completely and I’ll be starting at my new job at the beginning of next month, but at the moment I’ve literally stretched $60 to live off of for most of the month and now I’m getting really dehydrated again.
If you want more details on the situation feel free to reach out, but the TL;DR is I somehow got c.diff and have ended up pretty sick. Was dealing with a lot of fucked up stuff at work specifically from my boss and had to leave (but I got a job lined up). I’m a disabled trans dude (which is relevant to the issues I’ve been dealing with at work) and I could use some help so I don’t end up sicker.
I also take commissions (info pinned on my blog/art examples located in my “my art” tag).
I think I could get stocked up easily with $50 til I start up work with my new job in October. I just need to make sure I don’t get dehydrated and that I consistently keep up with probiotics while doing my treatment.
Paypal: [email protected]
Cashapp: $batsbaby
Venmo: batsbby
#again sorry for asking I’ve been trying to avoid it and I was hoping I’d be okay switching to regular water after my first round of meds#but I am so dehydrated all the time it’s making me so sick lmao#hmu if u want some art
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thinking about taking a little bit of a step back from social media for a bit for mental/physical health reasons (as in: chronic severe anxiety is causing chronic health issues and I need to remove stress Somehow). I will still post art but I’m probably gonna make an effort to engage with my dash only minimally, if at all. (that being said I have very poor discipline so if you see me suddenly reblogging stuff out of nowhere just. roll with it)
#thinking about how social media doesn’t really give you the chance to choose when you’re ready to engage with the news#like I think the most healthy thing is to decide when you’re in an okay place to sit down and deal with the news#but social media is just. constant whiplash bombardment. advertisement cat video people are dying guilt trip fashion tiktok moral dilemma#anyways. dealing with some chronic pain/gi/minor dysautonomia stuff#and it is looking like the cause is a mix of hypermobile joint issues#and the side effects of being chronically stressed out and anxious for. literally my entire life#as in night terrors as a kid insomnia since infancy panic attacks starting in middle school type chronic anxiety#turns out the body being switched into fight or flight mode Constantly does in fact. fuck things up a little bit#there’s only just starting to be research into this but from how my doc explained it my nervous system is a little bit. busted#ANYWAYS. not to overshare. point is chronic health issues caused by chronic stress equals I need to get off social media#and as a disclaimer I have been to therapy (a lot) and I am on anxiety meds but my body physically does not know how to chill out#so removing stressors it is
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i never talk about the maze runner on here but i have this whole au in my head where Chuck survives and is the one who helps nurse Gally back to health. and convinces him to find the others and cross the scorch. and they become like. inseparable brothers. i’m normal about it i should probably write it down or something
#or draw it#most likely i’ll draw it#is anyone else like. interested in that at all#sorry to anyone who followed me for star wars i am unfortunately very very adhd and rarely take my meds#so i switch around often#rn it’s ww1 media and monstrous regiment#the maze runner#maze runner
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#carly.txt#don't worry everyone i am prescribed ritalin by a licensed psychiatrist .#this post inspired by me falling asleep while working#going to take a dose of my as needed adhd med because me falling asleep is a telltale sign that my adhd med has worn off#listening to coldplay still falling asleep while i wait for it to kick in#and 28 mins after taking it switching to listening to miroh and suddenly am awake and productive#i will never know who was responsible.#miroh used to keep me awake even before i was medicated tho. that song has the same chemical makeup as a stimulant drug i think#anyway i dropped my work just to make this meme. i must return to it now. LMAO
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#i'm actually nervous about sharing this one ough
please don't be, it's a really lovely piece! connie and shads are such sweethearts, and i love your little comics quite dearly. i hope you're enjoying a little moment of rest and recovery after polishing this one off <3
Thank you! I finished that comic yesterday around noon, so after that I let myself just rest and play witcher 3 on switch (I'm almost done clearing skellige map). I'm probably going to allow myself to rest for a few days before jumping into another idea (which I have plenty).
#ask me anything#i am actually 3 crows stacked under a cowboy hat#w3 on switch is an experience btw#idk if an experience i would recommend but it sure is one#the anxiety is still kinda there but i blame it on meds not working yet
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isabird voice: yeah, ive got that dog in me (hard cut to the voice of the dogged) IM GONNA BLOW STUFF UP WITH BOMB.S
#basil blabbers#slay the savior au#ABSOLUTELY incoherent post apologies. i am deeply tired because i have ~switched health providers~ and#~could not get my meds called in before i ran out~
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i deserve to kill insurance companies actually.
#i've been fucking around with this for two weeks now and i want to die#why is it legal for an insurance provider i am paying to decline a medication that i've been on for years#why does a doctor have to fill out a special form to prove that i Really Need this medication. that's just what a prescription is for.#and also why is my doctor's office closed half the week and i can't get ahold of them and they don't call me back#i'm already rationing my meds like this is not sustainable#the real bullshit is that from what i can tell my provider won't even let me pay for it out of pocket. which i don't want to do but. still.#(it's a maintenance inhaler. i still have plenty of my rescue inhaler left so i'm not like. gonna die without it. but i will be very#uncomfortable and pissed off about it.)#part of this is my own fault because i knew switching insurance would cause some Bullshit when i try to get my meds refilled#so i should have started this earlier#but TWO WEEKS SHOULD BE ENOUGH#i just want to find out what i can do bc every day i call and they go “huh that's weird that it hasn't been approved yet. i'll look into it#and then they don't call me back#well uh. with med rationing i have enough to get me to Tuesday so i fucking hope someone actually figures out what's going on today#vent#personal
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My favorite thing to do in an open world game that gives you quest pins is to do anything except the quests
#i love open world games so much . i love turning around and the quest marker im supposed to be heading to is 100km away#rip to the quests . i wont be doing that#im playing the other worlds rn but i do this in so many games . lets tag em#fallout#biomutant#the outer worlds#immortals fenyx rising#red dead redemption#its me and my switch lite against the world and we're doing every sidequest in biomutant instead of what im supposed to be doing#“oh no the world is ending . we're all going to die in a matter of days . you're the only one that can help” they say#as i sprint away from the tree of life because i need to find another washing machine#or in tow . i got parvati and immediately instead of doing the quest shes taggin along for i robbed her house and am now gettin meds for#a guy w the plauge that i only talked to b4 i needed to get his fees for some gravesite . and this woman im dragging w me has not only died#multiple times but has watched me rob every single building ive stepped into#puppmeo gaming
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i haven’t drawn deku and bakugou in like a year tbh. but it’s getting bad bro. i was doodling bakudeku on my notes and freaking out with thoughts. like girl it’s not even worth it bc i haven’t drawn them in so long and they look so ugly— BUT I COULDNT STOP,, SOMEONE CONFISCATE MY PENCIL
#oh my god i could not function during class bc i didn’t take my meds and i was doodling bakudeku and that combo#god#I am so sorry to anyone who sits behind me#AND LIKE I WAS SWITCHING BETWEEN THREE LANGUAGES#like my brain is screaming English and Japanese and freaking out and then my classes are in Tagalog#like girl I’m so all over the place#and now I’m on the bus writing bakudeku analysis and thinking about Fanfiction#bakudeku#the rare og text post
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so sorry if this is too invasive of a question but did you ever start an antidepressant that didnt affect your ability to nut or did you just discontinue your meds entirely ? asking bc i started a new antidepressant recently and have been afflicted with the same condition but im like so embarrassed to bring it up to my doctor idk if theres even anything they can do or another medication that wont do this 😭
OH Man yeah okay, I haven't been Thoroughly cataloging my medication journey but like... first of all, I Did Not Tell my doctor about the nut curse. I just didn't. so you can definitely get around that if you don't want to bring it up as vehemently as I did. but, after I went off lexy, I started on bupropion. which does not impede my ability to nut. in fact, ever since my dose on it got raised, it's doing the opposite of that.
#I think it's bc SSRIs have the potential for the Nut Curse and most antidepressants are That#but bupropion isn't. it's a (tabs away to google)#NDRI.#so the list of side effects seems to be different#I can't in good conscience Recommend bupropion to you bc I'm not your doctor but it Is a medication that (for me) doesn't Nut Curse.#but yes!! there are in fact medications that don't do that!!#or I am pretty sure that if you are on an antidepressant that's WORKING very well for you- BUT- it's giving you a nut curse#then you can stay on those meds but maybe take some other thang to counteract the undesired side effect. butttt that would require#having a conversation with your doctor about specifically your ability to bust a big one. which...#some ppl are stronger than others. i am weak. i did not wanna have a conversation like that#and also lexapro didn't work for me AT ALL it actually made me worse. so just switching meds was the smarter option#sergle answers
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“So, I have a list of super AMAZING things to tell ya!”
“Let me try and organize all this, to make it easier for ya.”
“I finished my other Goosebumps book! Whooo! And, here’s the amazing part, I returned it 9 WHOLE DAYS BEFORE THE DUEDATE! That NEVER happens. Can you believe it!?”
“But that’s not all! I’ve been practicing mode switching and currently I’m in mostly 2.0 mode, with a little Classic energy. It’s a pretty good sweet spot. I’ve been seeing an improvement in my grades, aside from one more history worksheet I only got 30% on. Overall, my progress report is looking like it might be fine! That’ll give Dave and The Smithster less to talk about at parent teacher conferences.”
“Wait! There’s MORE! I finished my giant Computer Science project today! It’s due tomorrow and I’m not cramming it all in at midnight! It is ready to go! Fingers crossed for at least a B!”
“My life is going GREAT! I think October is gonna be my month!” (Please don’t let this jinx me!)
#alvin seville#alvin and the chipmunks#alvinnn and the chipmunks#alvin 2.0#alternate universe#aatc#school#updates#library books#library books returned#no fines#mode switching#classic alvin#nerdy alvin#improvement#grades#dave’s gonna be proud#i hope#October#this might be my month#computer science#assignment complete#on top of life#LOOK AT ME NOW#SEE!? I DIDN’T NEED TO RELY ON ADHD MEDS CONSTANTLY#YOU WERE WRONG DAAAVE#THRIVING#I AM THRIVING
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Hey y’all! Can you please send me pictures of your favorite animals? I am stressing out about all -ologists I’ll be going to over the next few months and could really use a distraction. On the one hand, I am grateful I can see these doctors, and that my new PCP is taking my health issues seriously and referring me to specialists. On the other, I have been caught in a never ending merry go round of specialists for more than a decade. I am tired. I never get answers, they always just take money and refer me to a new specialist in a loop, and the latest loop has led to the discovery that I am allergic to neurologists. So...please send me pictures of your favorite animals (for plushie inspiration, and also just because animals are adorable)
#the person behind the yarn#health mention#medical mention#I'm exaggerating about the neurologist allergy but only a little#the adhesive used for EEGs is a major asthma trigger for me#my rescheduled appointment is next week so we'll see if I am allergic to the office in general?#I hate going to a new endocrinologist#they always want to test me for fucking pheochromocytomas#despite the fact that A. I have a family history and symptoms of Addison's#and B. Addison's is a lot more common than pheochromocytomas#and C. I TEST ON THE RANGE TO HAVE ADDISONS#but no! that's not enough for a diagnosis with Addison's!#gotta test for the damn pheochromocytomas again!#I have been tested for that five fucking times and I have to come off of my meds every time#the first three times I had to come off my meds for a week but I got so sick they switched it to being only off them for a day#but that STILL makes me sick every time#I don't have a pheochromocytoma. In fact I have the opposite of the symptoms of a pheochromocytoma#in that one of the main symptoms is HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE#and I always always test negative but hey! better check again!
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dou you ever answer asks?
yeah, I am just forgetful and have responsibilities and a life outside tumblr
#its 'oh a notification. i want to see :) oh i dont have time/energy yet i will answer later' *forgets bc no more notification*#i have like 40 i need to answer but a fair number are longer/more involved#sorry if you feel ignored/have sent multiple but also life has horrors and i am a full-time student taking like 20 units lol#and also i am spending waaaaay less time on here than i used to so not as chronically on tumblr#although i feel i shouldnt need to explain myself lmao#anonymous#the curious clown#also as a side note like. most people dont answer everything and your ask kind of came out of nowhere + has the tone of being rude#like sorry but also i am just some guy trying to make it through everyday#i am lucky if i remember to take my meds and switch my laundry loads. tumblr asks are not on the same radar
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No one ever talks about hemiplegic migraines and how much they suck and ESPECIALLY no one ever talks about how much your head hurts THE NEXT DAY king my head felt FINE when I went to bed let me LIVE
#anyways hi my migraines get so bad half my body goes numb and every time i move my head too fast the next day it throbs#best way i can describe the day after headace is like. if you've ever had covid and you got that really bad headache???#and like every time you'd move your head you'd have to like wait for a second cause it was fucking THROBBING??#that's the day after headache i usually get sometimes it isn't THAT bad but sometimes it is#and i guess hemiplegic migraine is like#what if you have Migraine boss mode and it felt like someone swung a baseball bat at your head so hard you were experiencing stroke symptom#teehee! ❤️#i am NOT exaggerating one time i made the mistake of trying to sleep off a hemiplegic migraine after playing animal crossing at like 4am#cause screen bad for migraine but ot already sucks so i can be miserable or miserable a d playing animal crossing lmfao cnxncnxncnddf#and ANYWAYS i had a nightmare timmy and tommy were beating my head in with a baseball bat lmfao like you cannot sleep that shit off#it will follow you and it will hurt!#Anyway here is Mimi's super cool guide to a hemiplegic migraine: Take more ibuprofen that is comfortable (my max is 4)#drink a LOT of water cause hydration helps with migraines. lay down in a dark room and throw on a video essay you can half pay attention to#you aren't gonna be able to fall asleep but close your eyes and just focus on that. ALSO icepack. you're gonna be here for a while#anyways i would like to switch up my pain meds when having one cause. ibuprofen isn't good for your stomach! but idk how much to take#so i am stuck in limbo until i figure that out i caught yesterday's too late and that's why my head hurts today
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I've never wished to be part of the the Batfam more than right at this moment because I am struggling to understand any of the work for my Acting Shakespeare class and I just know literature nerd Jason would be so passionate about it he would jump to help me if I asked. I bet he has power points dedicated to each play just in case someone ever asked. He would help me get my degree. I would cry from pure relief. Save me, Jason Todd, save me.
#This is going in my Out Of The Loop fic because I need to project my frustration onto my OC as an act of therapy and relief#Someone HELP ME#I have no idea what I'm doing because I missed so many classes (My GP cut off my ADHD meds and is forcing me to switch to a closer GP(#I have had none for a momth and I am so behind and have to do a monologue on Tuesday and I want to cry but can't#I don't have time to#Help me Jason GOD I wish I had that fucker as my brother right now. Alfred and Jason??? They would happily do my essay for me.
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