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Hello!!!, I just wanted to request a Claggor x pregnant reader (in the good timeline), if that’s possible, thank you so much <3!
I had fun with this one
Arcane Imagines- Claggor
The Favorite
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Prompt: claggor and reader are expecting a baby in a few months. Their family come over with gifts.
“Sweetheart, don’t you dare.” My husband stopped me as I was about to pick up a part of our baby’s bed. I sigh, lifting myself back up while holding the bottom of my stomach. “Claggor I can pick up a piece of wood.” I walk over to him. He sat on the floor trying to figure out the directions to put the crib together. It was mine from when I was a baby that my mom surprisingly kept.
“Not if I’m here. What if you trip and fall forwards? I would never forgive myself.” He looks up at me with a stern expression. I roll my eyes, nudging him with my knee. “I’m only 31 weeks, I don’t even have the pregnancy waddle yet. So I am very capable of picking things up without tripping.” I fold my arms, a little annoyed with this conversation that we’ve had before.
Anytime I even lift a finger I get scolded. I can’t cook, I can’t lift anything over 5 pounds, I can’t pick things up off the ground anymore. “You’re in denial first off because you so have a waddle. And second I am here so you don’t need to be capable of picking something up. I got it.” He takes my hand, kissing it softly. I roll my eyes, taking in a deep breath. “Okay, whatever. When our princess comes out being a little diva that’s going to be on you.” I point a finger in his face, he pretends like he’s going to bite me.
“And I’ll be okay with a little diva.” He goes back to building the crib.
I go out to our living room to sit down on the couch. I let out a bored huff. What am I supposed to do? Just sit here and read? Who does he think I am? I’m tougher than him. I used to be a professional fighter. Now I’m some sort of wife with a great husband who wants to take care of me.
My hands land on my stomach and I think about our baby who is in my tummy. What will she look like when she’s born? I hope she has my eyebrows. Claggor’s nose.
A bunch of knocks sound at the door and I frown knowing I have to stand up from just sitting down. I grab the back of the couch and try to push myself up. “Sit down, sit down. I got it.” Claggor rushes past me, getting the door. I blink a few times, now annoyed since I got halfway up!
Vander comes into the house holding two baskets. “I bring gifts for my grandchild!” He laughs excitedly, I grin up at him. “Thank you! You didn’t have to do that!” I appreciate Vander, he’s been such a good help with setting things up for his granddaughter. “Ah, yes I did. She’s going to be such a spoiled girl.” He clasps his hands together after Claggor took the baskets from him, setting them next to me on the couch.
“Well, we love you.” I smile, taking the first basket and opening it to see little blankets, a thing of diapers and wipes. “This is so helpful.” I start to tear up, Claggor sits next to me pulling me into his arms. “Sorry, I’m just so grateful for this. You don’t understand.” A tear falls and my body wracks in a sob.
“She’s been crying a lot more lately.” Claggor tells his dad and I sniffle. Vander snickers, “it’s alright. No worries, I know how it goes.” He waves my behavior off.
“Powder, Ekko and Mylo are going to be stopping by. They told me to let you know.” He exclaims, his arms over his chest as he speaks to us. “Oh man, they’re so sweet!” I cry out, hiding my face in my husband's chest. I feel him shake as he laughs at me. “Sweetheart, it’s okay.” He rubs my back up and down. “Sorry,” I sat up, wiping my tears. “Pregnancy brain.” I grab the other basket, opening it to reveal some baby clothes. “Perfect, we’ve been needing to grab some more pajamas.” I take them out of the basket, holding them up one by one to check them out. “So cute.” I squeal, leaning my head on Claggor’s shoulder.
Not even moments later there’s a pounding at the door and Vander gets it. Mylo sneaks under his arm holding a large golden necklace. “Got this for my niece so she will know who the best Uncle ever is.” He throws it over to Claggor who picks it up in between his fingers to inspect it. “Yeah, she’s never going to wear this.” He deadpans to his brother with an irritated expression.
“What!? I spent good money on that. She’s going to love it.” He throws his hands in the air. “Mylo, this is fake. Her mother is allergic to fake metal so I’m sure she will be too.” Claggor throws it back to the shorter guy. “Ohhh! He told you.” Powder comes in with a small box, Ekko behind her with painting supplies. “Here ya go!” She places the box down in my lap. “I made them.” She proudly states, hands behind her back. I picked up a light pink rattle. I shook it and it was soft sounding. Perfect for a baby. I look at the others and there were some teething toys along with a few building blocks. “Powder, thank you! This is amazing.” I grin up at her. “Awe, it’s nothing much. I’m excited to meet your beautiful bundle of joy!”
Ekko wiggles the paint supplies and I point to the bedroom. “Thank you again, Ekko!” I call after him. “No problem! I’m so excited to do this.” He pokes his head out to tell me and I chuckle. “Also, could you clean this mess up? Or is the crib supposed to look like this?” He looks to Claggor who groans. “I forgot all about it. I’ll be back, babe.” He plants a kiss on my lips before heading into our daughter’s bedroom.
Powder plops down in his spot, Vander reprimands his other son about trying to give a baby a gold chain that ended up being fake. I giggle, turning to my sister-in-law.
“You’re so talented Pow.” I lift up her artwork and her face flushes. “Thank you, I didn’t know what to get you guys for her. Ekko said something about giving you little toys. Then I thought about how I could just make the toys myself.” She explains her process and I smile. “Well this is a great gift.”
“I’m going to be her favorite uncle, trust!” Mylo tells his dad who scoffs. “You don’t even know what to get a kid.” Vander places his hands on his hips. “You’re right but I know how to make the kid look cool. She’ll be beating up bitches left and right.” He announces and I snort.
“That’s why you’re not babysitting. Ever.” Claggor comes back into the room. He turns to look at me but then sees Powder in his spot and he frowns. “What? Why not?” Mylo asks.
“You want my kid to be violent. She’s not going to be.” Claggor pinches the bridge of his nose, not believing this was actually a question. “Yeah, that’s why I’m going to be the favorite. Praise peace and love.” Ekko peaks out behind my husband and I snicker. “You are not going to be the favorite! You guys will eat your words when the first thing she says is Uncle Mylo.” He points at all of us. I hold my stomach from how hard I’m laughing. Powder giggling with me, her hand grabbing onto my wrist trying to contain herself as well.
“Her first word will be dada. Not her uncle who is an idiot.” Claggor argues, I raise my eyebrow. Dada? It’s definitely going to be mama but I don’t have the energy to join this fight. "I'm not an idiot." Mylo furrows his eyebrows.
“It could be Uncle Ekko. I top all you suckers.” Ekko says and now the three are all in a very heated argument about my daughter who’s not even out of the womb yet.
Powder turns to me, putting a hand in front of my ear. “I hope they realize the favorite is actually going to be me… Gonna be so embarrassed when they find out.” She tells me and I grin. “You’re so right.” I nod my head.
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Gonna try to grind more requests I do have over 25 at the moment so be patient with me!!!! I enjoy this so much. I love seeing all the love!!!! I am getting sick though so if I start to slow down on my posts that's why. I can already feel my body aching:(
N e wayzzz, love you guys!!!!!
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LONG RAMBLE-
WOW!!! 800 followers?? 500+ likes on my wally art?? This is incredible! I- I can't- AAAAA Thank you!!! There have been so many cool artists following me and so many nice words have been said! I cannot say this enough, THANKS. I literally never expected this and 800 is MORE THAN I EXPECTED! I am really grateful for everyone who have followed me, or even liked my artwork! Thank you all so much!
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AAAA I love you all and your art!!! Thanks for your support!
#I am sobbing crying rolling on the floor!!#I am a mess rn!! AAAAAA#Thank you all! AFAHGAHBAHH I am so happy!#kicking my feet happy!! I cant tell you how happy I am!#Once again thanks for 800 followers!#you are all amazing#my art#doodles#teachyouhowtodothesponge
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2023 vs 2024
same character, same artist, just a bit under a year later on the "first" and last pages of my sketchbook.
#i am very emotional over this!!!!!!#charlie art posting#my art#jrwi fanart#jrwi#jay ferin#jrwi riptide#watercolor#weeping holding myself crying rolling around on the floor sobbing#jrwi show#just roll with it
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Okay. Ok. Im fucking. Supposed to be asleep rn i gotta get up in 5 hours for fucking work but.
I gotta. Its 1 am i fucking. Gotta.
So trigun spoilers ahead.
I need yall to understand. I NEED more vashwood content where wolfwood comes back/is saved by becoming a plant or just by being plant enough thanks to the experiments he went through.
Because idk about the rest of yall that read the manga
But as someone whos also kinda struggling with loneliness and the loss of a loved one (a different kind, but grief is grief my guy) the ending of the manga just felt. Lonely.
So like. Just imagine. You get so attatched to someone. Theyre so fucking important to you. They die. You kill someone for them so that their sacrifice didnt lose its meaning.
You KILL someone. For the first fucking time. After living almost your entire life swearing to never kill anyone.
You almost kill your brother and he almost kills you. Your brother. The one other person in the entire world whos like you and would live to be as old as you do, but no, he dies too, after finally seeing some of your side of things and decides to save you.
You are litterally being hunted down by 2 planets at once and the other two people youve gotten close to start harassing you for a broadcasted live interview WHILE YOURE RUNNING AND STILL ACTIVELY GRIEVING. LIKE. LET HIM FUCKING BREATHE.
And on top of that anyone else you wouldve called a friend in this life, you will outlive, and anyone else like you is with one of the groups of people chasing you. You are effectively alone, and you know it. You fought for this outcome.
I know bringing wolfwood back to life effectively negates the meaning of his sacrifice, especially in the terms of the narrative, but man. I want Vash to have ONE good thing man. Just let the one person he actually fully completely trusted and cared for share his tomorrows with him. Im fucking Begging.
#vashwood#crying sobbing throwing up rolling around the floor falling down the stairs drops a piano on myself#trigun spoilers#vent? rant?#idk man just 1am vibes#as in im fucking tired#but honestly when am i not anymore#vash getting his happy ending my beloved#wolfwood living to see a world not consumed by grief and doomed to slowly die and living to see and be loved my beloved#VASH GETTING THE LOVE HE FUCKING DESERVES MY BELOVED#'nobody wants your birds-' PLEEEEEAAAAAAAAASSSEEEE#the queer longing took over on this one ill be honest with yall
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silly art of napoleon from that one silly au where oleander and the napoleon in fred's brain kiss and hold hands.. like the one by @agent-bunnyparte because im so awesome and so cool and so so so cool /j also i apologize if this grown man looks super young I WAS TRYING TO FIX IT BUT I COULDNT.. IM NOT BOTHERED TO SPEND ANOTHER HOUR TRYING TO DO IT.. 💔💔💔!!!!!
#💊🩺 ;; my silly doodles#im soo awesome im sooooo cool ! /j#the “i am so cool!” thing is a JOKE I AM NOT!!!! /j#i am not awesome i spent over an hour straight trying to make his face look good#this is what i do for my favorite au ever...#psychonauts#psychonauts napoleon#sobbing and crying and rolling on the floor
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I would never have thought that playing Disney: Dreamlight Valley would make me ship Merlin and Ursula but here we are they're definitely a divorced couple you cannot change my mind
#psa i did not buy the game fuck disney#my nama bought the game forever ago and i had to do some finagally bullshit to play it because disney is fucking stupid with their weird#cloud save id thing whatever it was a whole thing of figuring out how to play on my acc on my switch w/out buying the game#the answer was just to transfer “primary console” control to her acc on my switch - now we can play it at the same time#the bad news is she bought literally every dlc EXCEPT FUCKING OSWALD. LIKE IM NOT GONNA ASK HER TO BUY IT BECAUSE AGAIN /FUCK DISNEY/#BUT IM SOBBING CRYING ROLLING ON THE FLOOR MY GUY THATS MY LITTLE GUY PLEASE GOD PLEASE MY LITTLE GUY I WANT HIM PLEASE GOD SOBBING#talk talks#disney dreamlight valley#dreamlight valley#ursula#im not tagging merlin because all the suggested tags i dont recognize ans i fear its like a character in an underground tv show#also mother gothel is like exactly like my mom and i hate it i completely forgot that i related to tangled too much#overly sheltered kid with a narcissistic hoverparent mom? noo totally not. my life FUCK#but i caught myself going “oh shes not so bad shes fine to live in the valley shes just bad to her kid :]” and then had whiplash#that is probably why everybody except me likes my mom isnt it. god i hate charismatic narcissists#not gonna get into it if anyone with npd follows me thats fine its just that my mom refuses to go to therapy or improve her actions at all#its like entirely a personal issue your a person too whatever whatever its 2 am#i am aware pds are stimatized especially npd but i think living with an emotionally abusive narcissist for 10+ years is enough to justify a#/bit/ of a negative bias. i dont want to encourage treating narccissists like shit but i do think people need to be held accountable
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I INTERRUPT MY OWN HIATUS. WITH CONFUSION. BC WHAT THE FUCK. I'LL LET THE PICTURES EXPLAIN TO YOU MY SHOCK RN.
MY JAW IS LITERALLY ON THE FLOOR WHERE AM I WHO AM I WHAT AM I— AND HOW DID I OBTAIN DORM AZUL BEFORE I GOT JAMIL ????? I NEED YOU TO KNOW THAT I AM STILL IN SHOCK AND IT HAS BEEN 20 MINUTES SINCE THIS HAPPENED.
#/trau rambles#GACHA PAYNE#i finished submitting my essays#and i was like#yea i'll take a break#and wish on twst for jamil#AND THEN THIS HAPPENS#I AM THROWING UP RAINBOWS#I'M STILL IN SHOCK#listen. LISTEN !!!#as SOON as i saw the octa lavender i was like NO FUCKING WAY. NO FUCKING WAY AZUL ASHENGROTTO IS DOING THIS TO ME.#he said 'don't look at jamil trau look at me instead ✨️'#still sobbing crying rolling around doing the nae nae sadly on the floor#azul ashengrotto
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🥺👉👈
#guardian tales#This? About CraigKnight? Pffffff no???? It's NOT about them you silly person hahahahah............#........................................................................Actually it's about them#sobbing rolling on the floor#writing doomed CraigKnight is my painful passion 😔#craigknight#knight gt#craig gt#i am very normal about them i promiseeeeeee#Imagine not writting angst about the ship you made#I'm gods most normal soldier.#Verryyyyyy normal#NORMALING#HELP MEEEEEEEE#THEY'RE SO DOOMED I'M CRYING
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@ballcrusher74 Sorry, but drawing your manipulative sanmich is a pain in the fucking ass and I hate him™— take this while I'm sobbing and procrastinating.
#.#am i allowd 2 do thiz while itfs still unfinished I really like the sketched out pose#lethal company#WIP#should I main tag this#lethal company oc#lethal company fanart#lethal company art#lethal company employee#sOBS#FRIES AND DIES#not my oc(inspector)#if it's recognizable#Crying#backflipping#rolling on the floor#The only thing penned out is the boots I'm a coward
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i’m going to strangle you/pos
I'M OKAY WITH THAT.
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hey you were wondering so i wanted to let you know that nobody has talked about you in either of the servers. and i know it's really tough when the blocks come from people you really like or were previously friendly with, but i think a lot of people block not because they hate you or even anything close to that. but just because they're not wanting to see the things you post about. i hope this makes you feel a little bit better, but i do really understand why it feels bad man, hang in there!
thank you i was genuinely wondering if someone had said something because it seems all of these users blocked me around the same time
but the thing is my content hasnt changed at all recently. i post the same stuff i always do. some of these users didn't follow me and never interacted with my posts in the first place, so it sucks that i cant look at their blogs anymore because i was a genuine fan of their content. some of them are people who were mutuals with me and have even interacted with me countless times, saying they love my blog and enjoy talking to me. im just not sure what happened but from my perspective, it feels like a switch has been flipped. one day i was a normal member of the fandom, the next im the social pariah. i just cant help but wonder what i did to earn so much backlash
#like is this seriously all because a month ago i said s11 ian should be drawn with body fat?#that's literally the last hot take ive posted. and i personally find it to be ice cold#i genuinely dont understand like is this a zoomer thing am i obsessed with how strangers on the internet see me#i hate to sit here and wine and cry to my dozens of still active and very sweet followers over being blocked by some strangers#but i genuinely have nobody irl that knows me for who i am and cares about me so yeah i rely on this website for validation a lot#i can only be myself here and every time in ny entire fucking life ive tried to be myself i get rejected#its not about the fandom or the people even its about my inability to be rejected by those i feel are in an elite class to myself#rjs will really have you rolling on the floor sobbing throwing up over getting blocked on The Blocking Website#asks#anonymous#sorry for those who followed me for shameless stuff the past year but heres your reminder that my blog is mostly just mental breakdowns#all i do is open this app to bitch and complain tbh
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Reread LL, Arcana and the crossover....
#im so sad#why am i doing this to myself#last legacy#the arcana#i miss them#whyyyyyy#crying sobbing rolling on the floor
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manic mixed depressive episode on my bday is so fun especially when ur going on 2 days no sleep n have a 12hr shift starting at the asscrack of dawn in 6hrs
#idk if i want to sleep like i do but i don’t i just keep walking in circles n staring off blankly#also bursted into tears for no reason bc i missed my mom and remembered how much i hate my fucking birthday#was in the middle of a borderline argument w my family then just zoned out n glanced at the time and tears welled#6:13???#then i pretended to go to the bathroom to hide my tears from my dad cuz he would’ve yelled at me if i went to my room w/o saying anything#so there i am crying like a pathetic loser on the toilet trying to suppress n swallow down ugly sobs#and there i am crying in my dumpster fire of a room on the floor#i literally go the entire year without crying abt her but every time december hits i always get into this weird funk#and idk why it’s still happening it’s been 7 years#i think my subconscious mind is influencing my body to release the trauma stored inside it bc i was never allowed to grieve her properly#so now in blips of time leading up to my birthday and the next day of her passing i’m 15 turning 16 again#i wish i didn’t have to work tomorrow so i could go visit her at her grave instead like i never go to the cemetery but i really want to#i guess i can go on her actual death day but i don’t want to go with my dad and brothers i just want to be alone#they don’t understand the feeling of losing your mom and best friend on your 16th bday#they don’t understand what it’s like carrying all this guilt and trauma and holding her hand and feeling her hand go limp at my words#i told her it was okay she could let go i would take care of my brothers and protect them from my father and i would be strong for everyone#meanwhile i’m listening to my dad n my aunt throwing all her clothes in trash bags upstairs#i didn’t even get to pick out what clothes i wanted to keep of hers im so angry my dad refused to let any of us miss her#“i miss mom-‘ ‘she’s dead get over it!’#i got over it alright but then this time of year rolls around and i’m under it all again#i miss her so much i wonder if she’d be proud of me i wonder what it would be like to feel her hand in mine again#ooos im crying again lol#im so pathetic i’m literally 23 in less than 30 minutes why am i behaving like a crybaby child#23:33 when i was typing that btw n 333 is my angel/life path number lol#i wanna saw my arm off but i won’t#i debated staring an iv on myself instead but i’m too drained i just want lay down n cry lol#pathetic loser crybaby girl can’t function can’t shut up making everyone uncomfortable with her sadnes n tears stupid stupid stupid#drown in them and die nobody here loves you anymore nobody cares you’re the problem always the problem#i can’t remember if my mom loved me or not everyone says she did but i forgot what it feels like#i wish i never told her it was okay to let go i lied to her i said i’d be okay but here i am manic depressive
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me after reblogging undertale yellow posts for three days in a row (i am Very Normal about it)
#UUUUGJFHCIEJC I AM ROLLING ON THE FLOOR CRYING AND SCREAMING AND SOBBING ABOIT THIS#might draw this as my sona for later use. el oh el#🌙
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hi vira :) here is the doors do not open if you feel like reading it!!!! https://www.tumblr.com/precambrianhottopic/727668691025674240/the-doors-do-not-open?source=share
HOLY FUCK
#i just read it#i am on my knees sobbing and crying#rolling on the floor because ithas shaken me to my core
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THE WAY I SCREAMED.
"you don't know what i've gone through; you don't know what i've sacrificed. every comrade i long knew, every friend, i saw them die!"
"i cannot tell you how much i have paid for this; i have to get home, put it all on the line!"
"for every comrade, every one of my friends, almost all of whom were slaughtered by your hand!" [...] "i watched my friends die in horror! crying as they were all slain! i heard their final moments, calling their captain in vain!"
odysseus using his grief as a driving force pulling him towards death vs odysseus using his grief as a driving force pulling him towards survival vs odysseus using his grief as a driving force pulling him towards vengeance.
#epic the musical#epic the vengeance saga#screaming screaming screaming#crying sobbing rolling on the floor#holy fucking hell#when i tell you eury and i were actually flipping the hell out in headspace#we came back!! but this time!!#we pushed him up!! instead of dragging him down!!#oh my GOD i am so autustic abt this musical#the void reblogs
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