#I am so sorry anon if you are here for my MHA fics

[hydrangeapartridge]

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Thank you for the ask dear anon!

🤩 What’s the most meaningful comment you’ve ever received?

I loved and was touched by so many comments, but the most meaningful one has to be a comment on my SnK fic "Through Horus Eyes", a fic that stayed unfinished for 10 years and that I finally felt motivated to finish because someone commented they re-read the fic (amongst other JeanMarco fics) every summer (for ten years!) and still hoped one day I would complete it... the story is now complete thanks to them!

👄 Your OTP are having their first kiss. What song do you imagine is playing?

I have so many OTPs (even if you're supposed to have only one, it's basically the concept XD) ... so it depends on the pairing and the setting.

I am going to be very millenial here and since I love imagining scenes with background music, I'll say 'Accidentally in love' (yes the Shrek 2 sountrack one by Counting Crows). There was an AMV (do those still exist??) that I loved for a JeanMarco fic called 'like a drum' using that music and I loved it so much back then... (I often imagine my DnD campains romances with that song in mind too bc I have a problem... ><)

🟥How long do you spend in edits?

Obviously it depends on how long the text is. First, when I write a scene or a text, I make very little changes (I rarely delete entire paragraphs because I don't like them for example), so my edits are more or less only proof-reading.

I usually re-read what I already wrote for let's say a chapter, and correct it before I continue writing what's next (that way I also know where I stopped precisely). And so on until the chapter is finished.

Then I reread the chapter twice, on two separate days before I post it (it takes me between 30 minutes to an hour per reading for chapters between 4 and 7k I think?). And sadly mistakes and typos still get past me... I sometimes correct them again when I reread my fics and am not on my phone (btw I re-read my fics almost every year because I like them! I enjoy the stories I told and am proud of what I wrote! sometimes I rediscover sentences I wrote and am like 'damn, I wrote that?! X) )

I hope that answers your questions! :)

[chainslobber]

<< from previous anon >>

thank you so much for the genuine answer, and for being so kind. I appreciate it tons, seriously. and yes, since I've stepped away from the anti/proship stuff, I feel a lot better. although, if I may admit, sometimes I feel strangely guilty. maybe it's because it's been instilled in me for so long that certain things are bad.

if I may ask, did you ever struggle with this after you decided to stop associating with those labels/parts of the fandom? i hope this isn't too personal. 🩷

i just want to enjoy these harmless fictional things without feeling bad. is that really so wrong? obviously, it's not, but yknow.

Hello again, Anon!

I understand you entirely. I was in the same boat. My last fandom I was in, I LOVED it there. I loved the series but the 'fandom' was new to me. When I was 14-16, you couldn't go ANYWHERE online without seeing porn, or handholding, or kissing. It was two teenage boys. But then I came to the fandom and...all of that was gone. Sterilized. If you even called the boys 'hot' people IMMEDIATELY did callout posts and tried to cancel you.

Now, I had just come from two adult fandoms. One of which was D:BH. Now, everyone in DBH (main characters anyways minus Alice) were all adults. The fandom was ALL porn. Fics, body pillows, doujins, you name it. So coming from that fandom to this old fandom where none of that was allowed was jarring. I watched people get attacked for drawing risque pictures, or fics. Every adult in the fandom started making priv accounts because we were terrified.

I was, by this point, best friends with an anti and in an anti group. Every day, I'd see links in the discord of drawings, or fics, or video essays where people gleefully called these people pedophiles/ephebophiles--all for liking these things. SOme of them tried to doxx, others started signing them up for emails for junk, some even tried to find spouses and jobs to 'tattle' on them. Now, I was terrified. I was, at this point and still am, an adult artist for my job. I had never drawn porn of these characters but I read fics. I made a new AO3 just so I could like these fics without feeling guilty or having people crawl my bookmarks. Even on Twitter, even if the pic was SFW, I stopped liking/RTing. I bookmarked everything.

But.

People found out what I did for a living. People found out I was lying to them because my priv account got leaked by someone I could trust. I got callouts so badly, I stopped drawing for the fandom. My best friend, who I didn't wanna lose, turned on me. I literally had nobody up until I met Penny. I was too afraid to talk to anybody for fear they were 'in the circle'. People who didn't even know me were suddenly calling me a creep, saying they knew I had 'bad vibes', and that it was 'weird' I was so old in a fandom for 'kids'. I was only 27 at the time iirc.

It was scary. Even now, I'm waiting for someone to call me out for writing MHA porn, for drawing it. I still get people in my askbox calling me awful things sometimes.

But just know that you're doing nothing wrong. You never have, you never were, and I'm sorry people made you feel like you were the worst person ever for maybe finding an anime character hot or whatever the case might be. I DO promise you're safe here, even as anon, and I'm happy to talk with you. I got my socials and Discord everywhere. I don't want to out you and I never will, I just want you to know if it helps, you can even make a burner account to talk to me or anybody else.

It's really tough stepping away from the anti life, especially when you might've stayed for safety. But it's a toxic relationship; I'm not saying proshippers are also without their faults, but I have only ever had genuine friendships with folks who didn't give a shit.

People will defend you. People will swing for you. Fiction is meant to be an escape from your daily life, and if folks are making you feel guilty about enjoying it the way it makes YOU happy, then they're not worth your time.

You're fantastic, Anon, and I really hope you're doing okay. Whatever you hid before out of shame or guilt or fear, just know someone else is hitting kudos as a sign of respect and genuine adoration. I hope you're okay and I hope the things you were too afraid to enjoy or give a taste, you feel a little bolder trying.

[arvandus]

i feel annoying asking but are you still writing touch? i'm sorry i've been reading it since you first started uploading it that it became a separate hyperfixation from mha and dabi

Hello anon!

This is not annoying at all, and is an absolutely valid question since I've been very MIA lately. I am still working on it here and there, but the inspo to write for it has honestly been fleeting.

It's a combination of life being very busy plus having Barbatos brainrot. I still think of Dabi too, and I think of my story for him which is far from finished. Maybe that's part of the issue too, the scope of the overall plot is soooo daunting, and the canon ending to BNHA left me so dissatisfied. I'm basically doing a full canon divergence from start to finish.

But it's not just Touch these days that are sitting on the back burner. Even my other multichapter fic for Barbatos hasn't been updated in months and I have soooo many WIPs piled up it's almost embarrassing. Writing in general has been difficult for me, a combination of lack of time and overall stress.

I would say that Touch is on a semi-hiatus for now. I'm not giving up on it, I'm not abandoning it, but I'm not sure when I'll have the inspo and spoons to return to it.

So I hope that answers you question? I'm sure it's not the answer you were hoping for, but it's the honest one. Thank you for checking in, and I'm so glad that you've found such comfort in something I've put my heart and soul into. I hope for both our sakes I can pick it up again one day with the same ease I had before. In the meantime, I hope you can cherish what there is so far for what it is - two people finding safety and love in each other, despite the hands that life has dealt them.

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! Rules !

-I do not write sexual non con

-No 1ncest (i will write platonic family only.)

-No age gap

-No full blown nswt fics, but i will write nsft headcanons and suggestive

-I am more inclined to write headcanons rather than fanfics, so if you request a full fic Mod Qiqi may answer instead of me as i tend to lose motivation. I'll try my best though!!

-Yandere is OK to request, I don't condone the behavior irl however

-No specific appearance requests (ex:chubby reader, reader with brown hair)

-I don't write for specific clan reader or reader with a specific pokemon

-Boruto doesn't exist in my mind 🤕 All is written up to Naruto TL

-Nothing with p1ss or scat 😭

-I will cut out some characters you request if it gets too long, but you can always request those characters again with the same scenario <3

-No pregnancy hc's implied is alright (a request like "reader asking to have kids" is okay but i don't want to write reader during pregnancy)

-No crossovers (ex:S/O who came from the KNY world into Naruto, reader with MHA quirks in stardew valley)

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-No ships

-My rules may not be the same as Mod Qiqi's, so check theirs and perhaps you can request something and they'll answer it

-Rules can change at anytime, always check before requesting

! Fandoms and characters I write !

Naruto (for Uchiha's specify non massacre or not, I will assume the latter if you don't put "non massacre" in the req)

~Whitelisted~(please request! My absolute faves ❤️)

-Itachi Uchiha

-Naruto Uzumaki

-Kakashi Hatake

-Minato Namikaze

-Obito Uchiha/Tobi (If you request Tobi you are also requesting Obito! I will write for his Tobi persona and may add Obito as well. Requesting only Obito will not include Tobi. Non massacre Obito will have a personality more like his boyhood ver)

-Hinata Hyuga

-Sasuke Uchiha

-Sai

~Will write for~

-Rock Lee

-Sakura Haruno

-Tsunade Senju

-Might Guy

-Iruka Umino

-Karin Uzumaki

-Kabuto Yakushi

-Kiba Inuzuka

-Shino Aburame

-Deidara

-Jugo

-Suigetsu Hozuki

-Yamato Tenzo

-Shikamaru Nara

-Ino Yamanaka

Dragon Ball

~Whitelisted~

-Mirai Trunks Briefs

-Trunks Briefs

-Son Goku

~Will write for~

-Vegeta

-Goten

-Android 18

-Piccolo

-Adult Gohan

Pokemon

~Whitelisted~

-Blue Oak

-Red

-Hop

-N Harmonia

~Will write for~

-Bianca

-Cheren

-Barry

Stardew Valley

~Whitelisted~

-Harvey

-Sam

-Haley

~Will write for~

-Sebastian

-Alex

-Penny

Don't ask if i write for a certain character if they aren't here I don't write for them.

[dollwritesarchive]

BABE HIII I MISSED YOU!! I've been super busy with work/college recently AND it was my birthday (which I celebrate for like a week lol) so I've been caught up in that but now things are finally starting to calm down! Unfortunately I haven't had alot of down time recently, and any tv time I did have was taken up by watching house of the dragon and desperately trying to finish game of thrones lol so I havent been able to watch any of the animes on my list BUT I finally did finish game of thrones literally a couple days ago so I'll finally be able to start one 😁 which one I'm not sure right now its between aot, jojo's, and hxh (which I saw you started recently 👀 tbh I'm scared of the person I might become once I get introduced to chrollo) so if you have a suggestion on which one I would love to hear it!

Also BACHIRA!!? You have such taste LOL hes my favorite too 🖤 Your blurb was literally so spot on to how I imagined bachira too it's crazy, I definitely see him as a biter lol and omg the "it gets you wet when I tell you no" STOOOPP 🤤. You know that position where the girl is on top and the guy is like fucking up into her really fast? That's what I always think of with bachira lol like sure he says you can try being on top for once but the second you sink down on him hes wrapping his arms around you anchoring you in place and fucking you up 💖

I literally stopped dead in my tracks and gasped when I saw you're considering writing for dabi like OH!!? My FAVORITE writer on here writing for my FAVORITE character might actually kill me I don't know if my heart can take it 😭 I know you havent seen mha yet but dabi just had like HIS MOMENT and yes I will be adding a bunch of tiktoks below for it lol

Also are you excited for the new season of demon slayer 👀 God himself will not be able to stop me from seeing it in theaters idc if I cant get tickets I WILL be witnessing akaza and doma on the big screen

I actually have so many tiktoks to send you it's crazy lol

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRG9LWW2/ HELLO?? If he looks like this I'm so excited to see kokushibo

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRGHnTgo/ the fact I'll also be able to see gyutaro in theaters 👀

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRGHoLg6/ my fav feminist 💖

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRG96dkW/ who tf allowed him to be this pretty 👀

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRG9j1QN/ him falling to his knees actually makes me wanna cry

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRG9LTS1/ HIS VOICE 👀

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRGHt3GN/

Now for dabi 👀

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRGHwmb3/ I volunteer

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRG9jw7c/ my unhinged boy 💖

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRG9REHL/

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRGHv4Ss/ HIS LAUGH https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRGHWfE9/

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRGHWPwt/ PLEASEEE MY GOD

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRGH3Hut/

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRG96K12/ the fact they did it on purpose too lol

I'm so sorry I sent like an absurd amount of tiktoks LMAO but I've been saving them up for you 😘 I hope you've been doing well and I'm so excited to catch up on more of your fics 🖤 jjk anon

HI BABY OMG HOW ARE YOU IM SO GLAD YOURE BACK

This is a little bit late BUT I SAW ALL THOSE LINKS AND I WAS LIKE OH LORDT IM GOING TO NEED SOME TIME TO GO THROUGH THESE

PLEASE SEND HELP THESE HXH VILLAINS ARE RUJNING MY LIFE

I haven’t even gotten to chrollo yet I’m in some DEEP SHIT

PERSONALLY I would really like to see you watch AOT first!! it’s only because it’s my number 1 and I really really really love to talk about it 🥺🥺🥺

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU SHOULD WATCH IF YOU HAVENT YET ?? GANGSTA! ITS ONLY GOT ONE SEASON AND I JUST WATCHED IT RECENTLY AND I AM HEAD OVER HEELS FOR WORICK AND NIC ( IT DOESNT HELP THAT THEIR VAS ARE SUKUNA AND NANAMI )

BACHIRA YES

So gagamaru is actually my fave of the boys

LOVE JUST A LITTLE ( big ) FREAK BUT BACHIRA IS SECOND

And then… there’s barou I think I just simp for anyone sukuna’s va voices honestly

DABI YES THAT IS 1000000% YOUR INFLUENCE because I’ve still only seen the clips that you sent me, but I WILL ADMIT I am more receptive to some of the characters in mha

LIKE I FIND THE ONE MAGICIAN GUY REALLY HOT AND I CAN NEVER REMEMBER HIS NAME BUT HE HAS THE BALLS YA KNOW

LIKE THE BLUE ONES

Black hair, wears a mask I think? IDK IVE SEEN THE PIC OF HIM ALL BLOODY FACED MISSING PART OF HIS TORSO AND I THOUGHT THAT WAS SEXY OF HIM

But I have been itching to write for dabi AND IM THINK THONKING HARD ABOUT IT

There will for sure be some dabi food on this blog very very soon

BABE DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW EXCITED I AM FOR DEMON SLAYER MY ULTIMATE FAVE IN THE SHOW ( KOKUSHIBO ) IS ANIMATEEEDDD FINALLYYYYY IVE BEEN WAITING ON HIM

I’ve also got an au coming out once this season does, because it’s all about the demons ❤️❤️❤️

YES TIKTOK TIME OMG IVE MISSED BEING FED

I’m also gonna send you a bunch that I’ve been saving, some are hxh some are jjk IVE JUST BEEN SAVING LIKE CRAZY

GYUTARROOOOO I LOVE THAT FREAKY LITTLE WEIRDO lil mantis man 😭😭😭

THE DIO ONE ???? KICKING MY FEET SCREAMING AND CRYING THATS MY DADDDDYYYY

THE SLUTTY LITTLE WAIST ON DABI I WANNA GRAB HIS HIPS IM NOT PLAYING AROUND 🔪🔪🔪

Bro his laugh… I adore it please

OH GOSH YOU FED ME SO WELL AND I HAVE BROUGHT DESSERT:

demon slayer ( plus dabi )

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNACsJ/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNGm9w/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNXa5v/ THE KOKU GIRLIES ( me ) STAY WINNING

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNHhXC/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNUWmK/

HXH ( mostly feitan and hisoka )

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNHwm7/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNfyeV/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNDqjj/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNHY9w/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNq2T9/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNU4dy/

JJK ( BACK TO THE ROOOOTTTSSS )

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNph6o/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNUHEr/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNVDQt/

SOME GANGSTA TOO

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNC2A8/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtN494w/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNgsoN/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNXp3b/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNX4Ko/

IM SO SORRY THAT WAS WAY MORE THAN I INTENDED SOSKSKKS

[these-written-reveries]

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➺To make things more inclusive, I prefer to keep Reader/Y/N’s gender and pronouns neutral, unless important to the story being told. (Note: I do not write male!reader/amab/reader with male anatomy simply because I’m not comfortable/confident writing that. Sorry!)

➺Just because a specific character isn’t listed below, doesn’t mean I’m not open to writing about them. Ask anyway!

➺If you’re unsure about something pertaining to an idea/request you have, feel free to shoot me a message/ask about it. I’ll be happy to answer any questions you may have.

➺I may or may not fulfill your request. I apologize in advance for this. This could be due to a whole list of reasons -such as not having inspiration, too busy with life, it’s simply not for me, etc. I promise it’s not personal!

➺I reserve the right to say no to anything, for any reason, without an explanation.

➺Please be kind and respectful!

MY WRITING PREFERENCES:

➺I LOVE writing fluff/flangst (smut can be a challenge for me, but I’m open to it. *Read below for more info on NSFW content).

➺I specialize in writing happy endings! I do not enjoy writing angsty endings AT ALL and I generally refuse to do it. You want hardcore angst? I’ll give it to you, but it’s coming with a happy ending. Sorry "all hurt, no comfort" lovers, you freakin’ masochists! (jk, I love you, it's just not for me ❤️)

➺I prefer to write romantic reader-insert fics because I’m a huge sap for all the lovey-dovey stuff. That said, I don’t mind writing platonic reader-inserts depending on what it’s about.

REQUEST RULES:

➺No pregnancy/childbirth/etc.

➺No non-con/r*pe

➺No themes such as: inc*st, pedoph*lia, cheating (unless under false assumption, or in the form of a comfort fic, i.e.: Reader’s ex cheated on them and is comforted by -insert character here-).

➺No personalized name fics (reader-insert only).

➺No sad/angsty endings.

➺No permanent death of Reader and/or pairing character (temporary or assumed death for the sake of angst is okay).

*My rules around what NSFW content I’ll write are case-by-case, as well as anything with darker themes. If you have a question about if I'll write something specific or are seeking clarification about any of the info listed here, feel free to ask!

CHARACTERS I’LL WRITE FOR:

*A handful of these characters I have little to no writing experience with, but I listed them anyway to challenge myself! As with all of my writings, I will put in my very best effort to make sure they are as in-character and well-written as possible!

➺My Hero Academia

*I am not fully caught up with the show or the manga, but I know quite a lot of spoilers. That said, I prefer not to write fics that follow in close relation to the plot of MHA. There may be exceptions to this, so don't hesitate to send in your ideas anyway!

Class 1-A:

♡ Katsuki Bakugou

♡ Eijirou Kirishima

♡ Shouto Todoroki

♡ Izuku Midoriya

♡ Denki Kaminari

♡ Jirou Kiyouka

The Big Three:

♡ Tamaki Amajiki

Villains:

♡ Tomura Shigaraki

♡ Touya Todoroki (Dabi)

♡ Himiko Toga

Pro-Heroes:

♡ Keigo Takami (Hawks)

Ships (Poly!Ship x Reader only):

♡ KiriBaku (Kirishima x Bakugou)

*I currently do not have any inspiration to write for the characters listed below, but feel free to send in your requests anyway!

➺Jokers

♡ Arthur Fleck/Phoenix!Joker

♡ Jack Napier/Ledger!Joker

➺Stranger Things

*I will not write any romantic reader-insert fics with Billy Hargrove, Jason Carver, or the kids!

♡ Eddie Munson

♡ Robin Buckley

➺Supernatural

♡ Dean Winchester

♡ Sam Winchester

♡ Castiel

♡ Jack Kline

♡ Charlie Bradbury

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*This is a simple guideline to help get you started with your request in case you’re unsure of what to say.

➺Character:

✧Please specify which character you’d like me to write. (Check list above for which characters I write for.)

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✧Include an idea or prompt of what you want me to write about. Be as specific or non-specific as you’d like. If you have a clear idea of what you want, please be as specific/detailed as possible in explaining your request so I can try to write it as close to your vision as possible.

➺Genre/Format (optional):

*If either of these are left out of your request, I will take creative liberty in deciding what it’ll be.

✧Is the story fluff, flangst (fluff + angst), smut, etc.?

✧Would you like a one shot, headcanons, drabble, etc?

➺Pronouns/Gender (optional):

*If not specified, I will most likely keep Reader/Y/N’s pronouns and gender neutral.

✧Specify the pronouns and/or gender of Reader/Y/N. Keep in mind that unless it’s important to the story/context, I prefer to keep things gender-neutral for better inclusivity! (I do not write for male!reader/reader with male anatomy -sorry!)

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With alllll of that said, you can send your requests here!

♡ Thanks for reading and respecting my rules! ♡

[supercanaries]

Reply to Curious Cat (12/15 - posting here for character limit)

Hey Edy, welcome to curious cat! I love your art, it's so great to find someone who likes both DabiHawks and RenKaza. Could you recommend some of your fav fics for both the pairings? I've been in the DabiHawks fandom longer so I've read a few but not really for RenKaza. (Sorry if I sent this Q a bajillion times, curious cat wasn't working for me LOL.)

Hey anon ♥ thank you so much for you words 🙏🏻 so glad you like both ships as well, they're so great!

It's quite the opposite for me, I've been in the AkaRenkaza fandom for longer and I just got into MHA! I will go ahead and list some of my favorite fics, or the ones I'm currently obsessed with!

Please, make sure to check out all the warnings and ratings before you read them!

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🔥��️ AkaRen/RenKaza

FLEUR DE LUNE by Zyloa You've probably already read this one, but it's one of my absolute favorites! Slight canon divergence premise where the sun rises earlier at the Mugen train set and the entire story changes. I adore this story, I have read it a while ago and I still think it to be one of the best in canonverse.

DON'T FORGET TO BREATHE by Zyloa BEST!!!! I love this so, SO MUCH! For a change, Kyojuro finds out about Akaza's backstory right at the beginning, when they first meet at the Mugen Train because he gets accidentally sucked into his dreams, thank you Enmu. It's a lovely fic, some moments really got… to my… heart?? I was holding my breath and squealing asdfghjk. Just. Too. Good. No spoilers on it but just when you think it couldn't get any better… it does.

SMOKE & MIRRORS by emilieee A favorite! Demon Slayer set in modern AU with demons and demon slayer corps still being a thing! It's slow-build but it's such good romance!!! Also, Em is evil and she enjoys Akaza suffering so if you're into Akaza suffering, there's that! The updates of this story literally never miss!

WHAT I WOULDN'T GIVE by DragonsAndCryptids T rated. This is a very lovely fic revolving around the concept of Senjurou becoming ill just like Ruka, and Akaza offers demon blood, so it deals with Kyojurou struggling to figure out if and how much he's willing to compromise to keep his little brother alive. Author's also writing a new RenKaza fic but I'm yet to start reading it!

THE NEVERENDING NIGHT by apodis This is absolutely wild. I LOVE this story, it just!! goes!! so hard!! It's like it's a book of its own and not a fan fiction. I'm sure you already know about this story but in case you don't, rush to it!

LITTLE FIGHTER BOY COMES MARCHING HOME by VTheTrashKing ADORABLE. But also very sad. Kyojuro's left to deal with a child version of Hakuji/Akaza. I think about this story a lot, sometimes I even sketch it. It's so nice.

IT'S ALWAYS SO by Chesh_Ire Sadly… :( This story hasn't updated anymore :( But I really loved the premise and these two chapters, so I'll drop them here anyway :( I thought about it so many times since reading it. Childhood sparring AkaRen (and then in the future stuff happens lmao), my heart!!

🪶💙 Dabi Hawks / TouKei

BIG REPUTATIONS by phanatics I thought at my age, after all this fandom experience 'I am NEVER reading fake relationship again'. But this is TOO good to pass on lol. Both make music and they need this fake relationship for different purposes. LMAO I'm obsessed with this fic!!! I think about scenes from it all the time haha embarrassing! I love all the social media posts and also how it manages to perfectly fit the canon story and characters into this AU setting. A lot of work into this one evidently!

INTO YOU by EloFromMars EXTREMELY CUTE because they're both unbearable. Hawks and Pro Hero Touya. They tease and annoy each other A LOT. I loved every second of it.

THRESHOLDS by phanatics Shiketsu high school AU. It's really cute and it will melt your heart. I really like stories where it's, you know, the little things, not necessarily 'too much', that make you go awwww. And this one does it. I actually wanna reread it as I type this.

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These are the ones that are on the top of my head right now, but there's so so many, so if you'd like more or if you've already read all of these, please ask away! There's also many lovely oneshots I have not included yet!

I'd love to hear your thoughts on the stories and to talk about them as well! Forgive me for taking two days to reply, I had forgot to download the CC app and so I didn't get any notification (dumb edy energy!) DW, you've only sent it once!

Have a lovely day and thank you for asking me! ♥

[menyuui]

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[aimfor-theheart]

Hey! I just wanted to message you to say Coin Toss really is that fic for me like honestly prob my all time MHA fic ever like including everything ship/x reader etc. idk I think it’s just the way you write really is so special. I need to play Genshin fr just so I can understand your new work!! I hope you’re well!!

anon this is incredibly sweet…..i really appreciate you reading and then taking the time to come on here and find me and send me this message!! makes me so achey to know that fic is still touching people!!

and getting into genshin is such a trip LMAOOOO. if you do, you should keep me updated 🙏 i would love to hear about what you think of everyone!!!

i’m very busy right now and have been for the last month but i am good!! i hope you’re well too ��� sorry for getting back to this late!!

[astridthevalkyrie]

I’m the anon that asked for the Megumi fic from JJK!

Firstly, sorry for requesting for something you don’t write about. As I said, I’ve been living under a rock when it comes to a lot of anime 🙃 (and then thank you for telling me who you meant because that’s another thing I will have to check out at some point, haha)

Secondly, aww, you’re adorable. Thank you for gracing me with a blurb. I loved it ❤️ And it was not dumb (honestly, how dare you say that 😭) nor did I find it OOC ❤️ I loved all of it in its entirety and I will cherish it forever ❤️

As always, I think you write really well, doesn’t matter what fandom it might be or who the character is. I’ve lurked around here for a while and it’s always a pleasure to read the stories you come out with (I’m also the Hawks anon who’s never seen MHA lol and that I am living for that story!).

Looking forward to what you shall share in the future! 😊

- 🧀 (please call me Gouda lol)

P.S. Honestly, the Megumi blurb and the Hawks story have been *chef’s kiss* whilst I spiral in my day to day adult life ❤️❤️❤️

hiiiii hello gouda!! please don't apologize, you had absolutely no way of knowing i was referring to a character from a 2016 otome LMAO (if you want to check out mystic messenger i won't try to stop you just be ready for how absolutely batshit wild it gets)

i'm so glad you liked it and i'm so glad you like my writing 😭 again, the fact that you would read a fic from me for a show you haven't seen is. absolutely insane. i do recommend mha like i said it has a slow start but its fight scenes are so unmatched, i love all the battles and entrances and cool moments. also i find it a good deconstruction of the hero genre created by someone who still does love the genre (not respectful to women though oof)

i hope life calms down! my stuff is always here for whatever dealing-with-adulting purposes you need <3 thank you again!

[froggy-day]

tysm for the fic rec 🙏🙏🙏 holy shit i just finished reading it and ouuuggghhh i am on a kurogiri fic kick now im on my way to read everything in the tag. if you have any fic recs (kurogiri centric or otherwise!!) i am All Ears!!! im on a journey to read a bunch of mha fics since i got into the fandom like. a month ago. but if u have any shigaraki fics u like in particular … 👀

Hi anon!! I’m so happy you liked it!!

As for fic recs: hoooo boy I got into bnha 5ish years ago (I’m not proud of how long I’ve been here lmao) so I could go on and on. However, I only really started saving my favorite fics post-Kurogiri obsession, so these will mostly be about him! As for Shigaraki-centric stuff, I actually don’t have much, so sorry about that.

I’m going to try to keep this a reasonable length. I’ve already had to take out so many of my favorite fics from the list, just because otherwise it would be horribly long.

Still, this is about to be a Very Large Amount of fic recs, so just pick and choose based on what sounds appealing!!

Multichapter Kurogiri-adjacent:

it’s plain enough to see, but some of us are living in the past by AllISeeAreKingsAndThieves: Shiggy gets sent 2 years into the past and now has to figure out what to do differently. (Incomplete - 44k.)

Breaking through the storm clouds by Alana_Me: Kurogiri wakes up in the past, 17 years old all over again, back when he was still Shirakumo Oboro. This time around, he promises he’s going to save the League. (Incomplete - 17k.)

Just Shy of Tangible by pretentiousashell: an incredible erasermist fic that is absolutely overflowing with yearning. (Complete - 5k.)

Amalgamations of Ghosts by pretentiousashell: also an incredible erasercloud fic, ft both dadzawa and dadkumo, along with middle-school shindeku. (Complete - 23k.)

Single chapter, Kurogiri-centric:

hide your face, bury your grief by achievingelysium: oh man I have never been more obsessed with a person’s writing style. Aizawa-centric (but mainly about Kurogiri) erasercloud soulmate/hanahaki au. (Honestly, major rec for every fic ever by this person, especially their kurogiri/oboro-related ones.) (3k.)

we've all got nowhere to go by PitViperofDoom: a kurogiri-centric fic written pre-Kurogiri reveal. Years after AFO kicks the bucket, Shigaraki finds Kurogiri and forces him to reconcile his morals. (8k.)

stay with me (and be a ghost tonight) by YetAnotherGhost: Villain!Mic not only meets Kurogiri, but also learns how he was created. Emotions ensue. (2k.)

Single chapter, Shirakumo-centric:

Honestly, I’m just going to rec you these authors to check out: immaplatypus, dontartichoke, kumogiri, Maebee. All of them write only bangers.

Jangle by Tippytap: idk what it is about this fic that makes me scream with joy, but this is one of my favorite rooftop gang friendship fics. (1k.)

General BNHA:

don’t you just want to go apeshit? By kkachis, MargaritaDaemonelix: crack fic where Todoroki decides he does, in fact, want to go apeshit. (15k.)

Civilian Besties, Professional Enemies by katydid: AFO and All Might become online friends. It goes about as well as you’d expect. (7k.)

Passaggio by kashinoha: the most perfect mic character study ever. I don’t even know where to start with this one besides just: AAAAAAAAAAA. (5k.)

gaze into the cracked mirror by h1lo: this one’s a collection of fics spanning basically the entire cast of characters in bnha. It’s a goldmine full of incredible takes on usually under-developed characters, all in small, easy-to-digest pieces. (The Koda one is my favorite).

Though in my opinion, the best way to get fic recs is to check out ppl’s ao3 bookmarks and then filter those based on what you want to see (here’s mine!). There’s also moderated collections like Behold the Sacred Texts that are full-on goldmines.

Sorry for this being so long. There was an attempt to keep it short. Happy reading!!

[happyandticklish]

Um, hi. Look, I know by now you're probably annoyed by me always sending you posts from someone else's blog just to ask for your opinions on it (and I apologise 😔) but, something about this in particular hasn't been sitting well with me..

I'm just really confused.

Here: [ ◇ L I N K ◇ ]

I... I'm honestly scared to ask because, I'm not entirely sure if this even applies to you & your content. I mean.. on one hand it seems like it does, because, OP mentioned tickle fic blogs that write fics for fictional characters that are canonically not adults, and.. you and others have written a bunch of fics & headcanons for series involving characters that are minors (usually teens) (ie. MHA, South Park, Camp Camp, Gravity Falls, Heartstopper, etc. etc.). But- it's not like you've written anything in a way that's inappropriate/considered gross or illegal irl, if that's what they're implying. I'm not sure if they're talking specically about characters that are, like, under 10, and writing about the tickling in ways that (they feel) are inappropriate.

And about what the last person that reblogged said.. Do you think they were trying to criticise people in the sfw community who (genuinely) say tickling is a platonic bonding/comfort/hyperfixation/coping mechanism for them, or were they criticising people who use that as an excuse to write inappropriate stuff??

(Because *if* it's the former.. that'll just make me disappointed)

I just don't know what to make of this.. What do you think? (And it's fine if you can't think of and answer but still I'd like for you to post so that maybe someone else who's more knowledgable on this subject can better explain)

I'm sorry for bothering you with this. I promise I am not trying to attack or blame anyone here for anything and I'm not trying to start drama. I just really needed a second opinion on this post because I am.. so fricking dumb, and I'm not sure if what they're talking about should be applied to people like you or the fics you write. I just want to make sure they're not badmouthing anyone who doesn't deserve it.

Honestly anon, this is kind of a complicated issue, and while I understand you’re concerned, I’d prefer not to get involved in this too much. It just ends in people getting mad and not coming to agreements and blowing up about things people said, and I don’t want to deal with that. So I’m gonna say my two cents on the issue, but past that, I don’t really want to talk about it. 

In the end, it’s fictional. Some people have tickling as a kink, others don’t. Some people are just vaguely interested in it, some people think it’s fun, for others it’s a coping mechanism. There’s also those who view it in a sexual manner, and those who view it romantically, but not necessarily sexually. It really depends on the person; you can’t break it down to it either is or isn’t a kink. 

For instance, a lot of people draw art of the MHA characters kissing or cuddling or making out or a million other things, and 99% of the people making that art either aren’t minors, or on the cusp of not being them. And yet, the world thinks that’s fine, despite all of that being either romantic or sexual behavior. 

IT DOES NOT MEAN THEY’RE SEXUALIZING MINORS IRL. Or that they view minors in a sexual light. 

However, the fact of the manner is, sexual maturity (on a purely physical level) finishes when you’re around 12-15. That’s also around the age people first start getting those urges. You don’t turn 18 and suddenly gain your sexuality for the first time. Even if you abstain from sex (which I highly recommend) until you’re older, you still experience that same desire, you just have the common sense to wait. Minors are exposed to sexuality all the time through media, the internet, their peers, their parents who obviously boinked to even have them. We can try all we want to shield them, but they still see it. And sometimes, people engage in that activity before they’re 18. I’m not gonna determine whether you should wait till you’re 18, whether it’s okay at 16-17, or maybe we should all wait till 26 till our brains finish developing. Regardless, it happens. 

And we know that. We advertise it on TV shows, in books, things like Love, Simon, Aristotle & Dante Discover The Secrets of The Universe, Riverdale, Heartstopper (in the comics, and only really implied), Heathers, Never Have I Ever, even fucking Beastars (which no one cares about, because people are more weirded out that animals are fucking as opposed to minors). It’s encouraged in those shows and seen as normal. That is all content the world sees as fine, and child appropriate. The characters in MHA would probably end up having sex before they’re of age, because that’s just what people do and what the show seemed to ramp up to. MHA itself sexualizes practically all the students in the show, all of whom are minors. 

And on that note, a lot of people on this site are anywhere around 18-22, which is a weird gap of time to be in in terms of all this stuff. If you’re 18, technically, simping for Todoroki would be considered simping for a minor. If you’re 17, it’s A-OK. And yet, it’s only a 1 year difference that somehow makes or breaks that situation. A lot of people on here made content for minors when they were minors, and then grew up, but still had the content lying around. That doesn’t automatically make them pedophiles, and we should not put that on them. Nor should we insist they delete all that material now that they’re older. 

There are also people who can view tickling as both sexual and not sexual, depending on the circumstance, which is something a lot of people on here don’t understand. Just because tickling might be a kink for you, that doesn’t mean that’s the only lense you can view it under. 

And all of that notwithstanding, everyone is fictional. No one’s committing a crime, everything’s perfectly legal, so let’s just let it go. Who cares whether you personally object to that? It’s not your business to butt into their business. Let people live their lives, and you do the same. If you have a problem with it, block them, unfollow them, don’t interact, fine, but don’t be a dick. It doesn’t solve anything, and only makes things more convoluted than they need to be.

None of this is directed at you, anon, btw!! This is just my opinion on the subject, so I hope that clarifies. I don’t know if it’s the answer you’re looking for, but it’s what I got, so I hope it helps!

[bittersweetmorality]

can i please get a hawks hurt / comfort fix please 🥺🥺 like him waking up from a nightmare abt his childhood and u comforting him and cuddling him and making him feel better:)

THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR THIS REQ IM GUNNA KISS U ON THE MOUTH ANON. YES !!! ugh hurt/comfort hawks is my biggest guilty pleasure bc i am one sad mf but i am a whore for hawks fluff . best of both worlds <3 also ! i'm so sorry it's short :(( 1,053 words is definitely short for my standards but ! i'm working on a lot of MHA stuff rn so keep an eye out ^_^

also this fic is definitely based off the song “First Day of my Life by Bright Eyes” cuz i listened to that song on REPEAT while writing this 😁🙏 definitely recommend listening to it while reading besties

— i love you more

☾ genre: hurt/comfort hawks fic !

☾ pairing: hawks x gn!s/o reader

☾ warnings: details of nightmares, heavy angst that pertains to emotional/physical abuse, cursing, just very sad and scared hawks :(

☾ w/c: 1,053

he was back in the dark living room— the one he was sure he escaped many years ago. the painfully familiar walls, despite the years of constant effort he put into repressing the memories. the memories of his father grabbing him by his neck with unrelenting strength, and thrusting him up against them, letting his breath ridden with alcohol and pure indifference fan against his cheek. the kind of indifference of a predator about to kill.

and all around him, no matter how much he sealed his eyes closed, covered his ears with all of his strength-- the retched smell of alcohol and his rotten memories were suffocating him.

why was he back here?

his heart began to race, feeling the way his fingers lost all heat and he felt his legs lose all bearings. his breathing an erratic, shaky pace, his eyes feeling cloudy from panic and pure fear as he scrambled through his dreadful surroundings in hopes of some sort of exit. but every step he took was completely useless. no matter how fast his legs moved, he still stood in the exact place he started.

he couldn’t escape.

footsteps could be heard echoing around him, getting louder and louder. it was haunting, like this moment was an exact replica of a night from many years ago. with his fixed position right in front of his father’s couch, and the weather of the night eerily quiet, as if the world was also terrified of the man slowly getting closer and closer to the helpless boy in the living room of a man who never loved him.

“keigo,” a gravely voice slurred from the other room, “keigo, fucking answer me. i know-- know you’re there.” he recognized it all-- the hiccup between his words, the genuine anger in his voice when he addressed him.

keigo blinked, and when he opened them again, his father appeared right in front of him, a large, half-drunk translucent bottle in hand.

"why the fuck didn't you respond? i fucking-- fucking called you, didn't i?" now that he was just mere centimeters from his ears, his voice sounded even more terrifying than his memory could ever bring justice.

his gaze followed the arm of his father that was holding the bottle, that was beginning to rise, and came straight down towards his head with pinpoint accuracy--

and keigo's eyes snapped open.

a thick sheen of cold sweat collected all over his shaking, trembling body. he wasn't able to identify his surroundings, his nightmare replaying itself with seemingly more lucidity than the first time. he still saw the haunting figure of his father at the foot of his bed, and as his breathing came in sharp, short breaths, he felt you sit up immediately.

you shot up from your slumber at the sound of keigo's sobbing, his knees pulled up to his chest, and his face buried between them as you saw his body shake violently. you've never seen him this unraveled; in this much pain.

"keigo? honey?" you softly called out, gently reaching out to him.

as your hand caressed him, you felt him tense under you for a split second, causing him to shoot up from his position to look at the source of the contact. as his eyes fell onto your gentle touch, he collapsed into you without thinking twice, holding onto you for dear life while you cradled him on instinct.

"hey... shh... baby, i'm here. you're safe. it's me, yeah? no one else is here except me and you," you shushed. you knew he occasionally suffered from devastating nightmares, and because of it, you were able to know exactly how to calm him down.

although his sobs didn't seem to subside much, you could feel the way he began to relax into you, as if he was aware that it really was you, not a part of his terrifying nightmare.

he knew you were always there for him.

you shifted from your upright sitting position into a lied down, comfortable spooning position, holding him against your chest while carefully stroking his hair. you waited until he had calmed down enough before trying to speak to him again.

"...nightmare," he mumbled against you.

"i figured, baby," you planted a soft kiss against his hair, "i've got you. you're safe."

he sniffled in response, nuzzling his face deeper into your embrace. you softly rubbed your palm over the expanse of his back to soothe him, and ultimately ground him-- remind him that this was the real world, not the nightmare.

"he was back." keigo shuddered.

you couldn't help the small droplets forming in the corners of your eyes, "honey... i'm so sorry. so... so sorry. i know how scary he is. but..." you took a deep breath,

"but he's not here. he's not back. god, i wish i could get rid of him inside your head like we were able to in reality. but right now, it's only me. me, and your comfy bed, and your comfy blanket, and your comfy pajamas, yeah?" you lifted his head up by his chin to make him look up at you as you spoke.

"yeah?" you repeated.

he slowly nodded.

"yeah, j-just you. and... and my comfy blanket..."

"mhm, your favorite blanket. the fluffy one you like to run your fingers across. why don't you try it right now, sweetheart?"

he took many deep breaths as he held the blanket close to him, running his fingers through it to remind himself that he was okay-- his father wasn't here, because the nightmare wasn't real.

the blanket was real. the calming lavender scent on the bedroom was real.

you were real.

he took one final deep breath, opening his eyes to look at you again. your face illuminated by the soft moonlight, perfectly casting your concerned, but gentle expression.

"thank you..."

you could barely hear the words that escaped his lips, but even so you knew how much he meant them.

"of course, keigo... i'll always be here. always. you know you always have me, and i'll be here to remind you no matter what."

he finally released all of the tension in his body, fully relaxing in your warm embrace.

"goodnight, sweetheart," you whispered, planting one final kiss.

"...i love you" he whispered back.

"i love you more."

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[franeridart]

Anon said:Have you read the satosugu fic Eiderdown on ao3? I think u might like the dynamic between Suguru and Satoru in it. If you haven't but you're interested, I'll put the link here

No need to read it if you're not interested tho. Just a fic rec :) I also wanna say that I love how you draw the characters and the way you capture the dynamic of sashisu is everything to me <3

I did read it!!! Back when they posted it, it’s really such a good fic ( TT^TT)9<3 thank you for thinking about me and reccing it to me, though!!! And also thank you for liking my stuff, the fact that you like my sashisu things is especially wonderful to me, I love those three so much ;;;;;

Anon said: Desperately waiting for you to get Instagram 😪

Aw anon, you might have to keep waiting for a long while ;;; sorry, but instagram just doesn’t agree with me at all, I have zero desire you get on that social as of now 🙏 also heard that in general artists haven’t been finding themselves all that well on it lately, so my interest in it right now is at an all time low ngl...

Anon said: hey sorry to be a bother but i was just wondering if you are completely done drawing MHA?

Nah, I’m still into a couple ships and characters enough that I might just draw them

Anon said: hi! i know u've moved on from bnha, but i wanted to lyk that i always look thru all ur precious kiribaku art/comics when i'm feeling down :) thank you for that sweet content<3

Glad you still like those!! They’re very very dear and important to me, it’s nice to know people are still looking at them <3

Anon said: wait wait woat wiat does deleting old stuff off your redbubble mean you're gonna phase out all your krbk stuff? 🥺

Maybe? Depends on if they keep on selling or not! Redbubble has a counter for how many times a specific design has been bought, if I notice that there’s some that just aren’t selling I’ll take them down cause obviously no one cares for them to be up! It’ll keep my shop easier to navigate, I feel

Anon said: i love your ar sm and i am always extremely sad that: jjk is too rough for me and that i got into bnha literally last year and missed your active years with it :/

AW ANON I’m sorry we missed each other like that ;;;; that’s sad ;;;;;;

[shotorozu]

Hello um... I wanted to ask yhis since you're one of the only people I've seen who writes for Mina, and I don't think I write that well (though I am getting better!), but could you do an imagine for Mina with a small chested, scarred and unconfident reader with glasses? Like a comfort imagine? It gets really hard sometimes, thinking that no one will want me because I'm unattractive.

mina with an s/o that has a low self esteem

legend : [Y/N = your name] f!reader.

fic type : headcanons [angst to fluff]

notes : hey anon! i’m really sorry that you feel that way. looks is just not how people should be judging others in the first place— i’m sure you’re a great person :) i hope you feel better.

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ashido mina

you’re the prettiest person she has seen!!

you are sooo beautiful to her, and she is in shock bc you seem so down with yourself all the time.

one thing she’s learned in life is to not judge people’s appearances

i do feel like mina at some point experienced what it’s like to be looked at as ‘weird’

even if she didn’t, would that mean she’d judge some baseless assumption off appearance?

no!

she becomes really sad when you start sulking, but she only has one option—

and that is to comfort you!

she will give the dirtiest and darkest glare whenever mineta speaks on your appearance.

his body running cold as the backhanded compliment leaves his lips.

she doesn’t gaf if you’re flatchested! again, looks never mattered to her.

she’ll do anything to get your mind off of your insecurities. literally

also, it might look like she’d force someone to wear something they normally wouldn’t wear

she won’t do that to you— because she’s worried she’ll accidentally go too far.

but! if you ever want to step out of your shell, you bet she’ll be so supportive!

she’ll also kiss any of your scars. doesn’t matter where, and doesn’t matter if they are a myriad of them, or just one single scar.

she’ll definitely do it!!

a ton of scars or none at all, she still thinks you’re so cool. scars change nothing

with the brightest smile, she’ll usher you towards her

if you let her— she’ll pull you into a secured hug, her hold is comforting.

“my sweet Y/N, i’m sorry you feel this way. you are so ethereal, did you know that?”

you’re silent, and then you mutter a ‘you’re lying’

she wouldn’t have been able to catch that if she wasn’t so close to you.

“nonsense!” she shakes her head, “Y/N, i don’t care if you think i’m lying— but these are just my thoughts. would i say something to just lie to you?”

“no..”

“right!” she smiles, burying her face into your shoulders, breathing in your scent.

she’ll probably start tearing up if you cry, but she’ll suck it up like a champ and comfort you.

“shhh, it’s okay Y/N, get it all out.” she mutters, hand placed on the back of your head.

afterwards, she’ll have you in her room

depending on you, she’ll either talk sweetly to you— or she’ll remain quiet, humming softly as her hands run up and down your back.

overall? 10/10. she’ll be there, she’ll be your hype woman, she’ll be your pillar!

and she will throw hands at people.

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likes and reblogs are appreciated, thanks for reading! (cheer up anon, if ever— i’ll always be here :))

i do not own bnha/mha and it’s characters. boku no hero academia/my hero academia belongs to horikoshi kohei. i only own the writing.

do not plagiarize my work :))

[hi-rubi]

hi Rubi this is 👁 anon!! I sent you an ask off anon but I figured I’d send you another and try to say something else. I read another person’s ask that said your writing balances toxicity and redemption well, and I have to say I really agree with that. I love that you don’t shy away from having your characters do shitty things and then having them suffer through the consequences of said things. I think that’s a really mature way of exploring and handling certain darker topics, and it does show that deep down you believe (or want to believe) that people can change and evolve and be better, whether for themselves or for love etc! it’s been something I think about a lot - the way that in your stories, no one is inherently unlovable; characters who believe that eventually realize their own worth, and they learn to fight for themselves.

(sorry this is gonna get long and I hope this doesn’t count as trauma-dumping?) recently I kinda took a step back from a friendship I had with my ex-crush: I really liked him, he didn’t like me that way, and it was hard on both of us? like we changed. we were best friends for a few months and he’d be the first person I talked to when I woke and the last I talked to before I slept. at some point he called me his best friend and deliberately made time to talk to me (like he worked on his class work beforehand so he could message me during class). and when he got a lot more distant I actually would just wrestle with myself and the feelings of loneliness and rejection. I once wrote you a very rambly long anon that I’m slightly ashamed about (bc I really shouldn’t have trauma-dumped in your inbox), but anyway... I realized there were some key differences between us (funnily enough the dispute was about the Mineta update; I was like “omg not Mineta” and he was like “these people suck for looking for representation in the wrong places”) and then I realized... this wasn’t good for me. I tried to not love him (and I will say I’m not in love with him anymore for sure) but it always hurts when you’re the one that’s more invested, right? not his fault that he’s not as invested though bc we don’t owe each other anything. so yeah I’m just taking steps back to not be so dependent on him (bc it’s draining to the both of us)! (it’s kinda sad that I’d been writing in my journal since April about how sad I’d felt about him distancing himself, and that it’s taken Four Months for me to actually stand up for myself and say what I wanted to say, but at least it’s done now! that’s something to be proud of, right? I never used to stand up to people I loved. I’d internalize everything, and then my self-esteem would just sink lower and lower. I’m glad that while this guy wasn’t It for me, at least he’s decent enough and cares about my feelings.)

anyway this long rant is just for me to say that reading your fics has been cathartic for me. the first time I read your fics (I think the rich boy Shoto one), I was sobbing by the time I read to part 5. I felt really lonely and I was wishing he would love me. but like slowly as I kept reading and kept thinking and evaluating, I realized I don’t need /him/ to love me. and sure I’m not perfect and I might have some of my own kinds of toxicity, but that doesn’t mean I’m not worth loving! I’m still working hard to love myself. I’m learning to be compassionate with myself while not giving myself excuses for toxic behavior (eg passive-aggressiveness, overthinking, etc).

I just wanted to tell you that you are a beautiful person (both in and out!!). I could tell this not just from what you write, but from how you interact with the people in your inbox, whether anonymous or not. you have such a big heart, and you pour so much of yourself into your writing. I can see how it’s been both cathartic and perhaps a little destructive to keep ruminating on certain scenarios you’ve dealt with. but also I’m so glad for you that you’re starting to see more hope and light, and hopefully you’re starting to need this coping mechanism less. you are wonderful, not just in what you give others, but in what you are.

when I was looking for MHA smut in the tumblr tag I wasn’t expecting to feel all of this and to experience this change. thank you for that. know that in your journey, there are people who are rooting for you!! love, 👁 anon

p.s. I read your ask about New York and I hope you feel a little more at home now!! you sound like an amazing person to be friends with. even though I’m nowhere near New York (I’m moving from my country to the UK which is still far from NYC), I hope someday I’ll be able to befriend someone like you! and I hope you enjoy the city and the friendships and the drinking and all of it 💜 take care Rubi! known you are loved. the stars cast their love on you.

Ohhhhh my gosh. Eye anon I have so many thoughts putting under cut.

I literally went through the exact same thing. That guy was the reason I wrote half my pieces. Like, scumbag bakusquad and all these other works were about HIM. I know SO WELL how you must feel right now. It is the worst, most painful fucking feeling in the world. The only reason I got over that guy was literally because I went on Wellbutrin (an antidepressant), and I realized my fixation with him (and other guys/things in the past) was quite literally because of my mental illness.

Please, please, please, PLEASE cut him off entirely. I think you mentioned you took a step back from your friendship; I want you to stop reaching out and messaging him completely. You don't have to take my advice, but if I could go back in time and tell myself something, it would be this:

Romanticize your life. Start working out and eating healthy. Get to a point where you feel good about your body. Switch up your fashion and wear shit you'd never normally wear. Experiment with makeup. Meet and talk to as many new people as you can. Go to new places in your city, whether it's a cool new library 30 minutes away or a pretty flower exhibit at the arboretum. Fall deeply in love with your friends and your family. If I were to write a story about you: you are literally a kind, beautiful main character who is moving to the new UK for a fresh start after being hurt in the past, and learns to love herself and others in the process.

Above all, never, ever get upset with yourself for falling for someone. You are an amazing person full of so much love, and he was someone you chose to bless with your emotions. But you probably love so many other things around you- your friends, the crisp air when you go on 7 AM morning runs, the nice lady who compliments your skirt at the store....... he is not unique. He's just one lucky person that got to experience your feelings.

You see how when you romanticize your life and paint yourself as the main character of your narrative, it helps shift everything into perspective? That is what helped me get over him. While my medication did most of the heavy lifting, that mentality just changed the game for me. I hope that you can internalize that, too. It takes a ton of work but I believe in you, and I want to hear updates on how beautiful your life is!! I would also recommend writing it all in a journal/online diary of some sort.

Whoa. You brought up.... SUCH an incredible point. "I can see how it’s been both cathartic and perhaps a little destructive to keep ruminating on certain scenarios you’ve dealt with." You're so right, it was destructive. I was always so absorbed in the cathartic part of it that I was always confused why I felt so destroyed afterwards. I literally wrote that quote doc on my "romanticization" document. There's something so beautiful and poetic about that line.

Thank you so, so much for sending this in. Your incredibly sweet words made me reread this message so many times and also save it. I really really appreciate you being here and I'm so happy I met you <3 Sorry this answer was SO long but eye anon I just.......... I'm just hugging you so hard right now. It feels like I'm talking to myself from the past and I just want you to know that I know what you're going through, and you will persevere.