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o-lanterns · 4 months ago
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I don't think I mentioned it here yet but my family is moving and I haven't moved in like 8 years which is the longest I haven't moved and it's weird. I'm going to be somewhere else and not this house ever again? And in fact the place we're going is going to be better? Doesn't seem real.
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snyrtch · 2 years ago
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15 Questions, and (not 15) mutuals lmao
I was tagged by @highwayphantoms ty!
Are you named after anyone? I was named after my paternal prababka- it's a lovely name, but I only let my family use it. IRL I typically go by either my chosen name, Tarren, or by my first two initials. My middle name was inherited from my maternal grandfather. It's quite unique and I am rather fond of it. My family traditionally takes one or both given names from the kid's grandparents/great-grandparents. ​ 
When was the last time you cried? That would be last night bc I watched a sad movie :^)  
Do you have kids? Not yet! I plan to have maybe two children, if everything works out. I would also like to foster or guardian one additional kid too.  
Do you use sarcasm a lot? Constantly! It's the easiest type of joking I ever learned.  
What’s the first thing you notice about people? My eyes tend to drift just to the cheekbones for some reason when I meet people. I don't feel comfortable making direct eye-contact until I have established some kind of acquaintanceship I suppose? So it's close to the eyes, but not quite. I see the texture there, the shape of the hair. Colors of all, etc. This question is kind of hard to answer because it can also be interpreted as, what stands out first when meeting, right? Not just the initial glance. So I suppose I notice and pay attention to someone's voice a lot when building new relationships.  
What’s your eye color? They're hazel! I'm fond of them. Some lights the major tone is grey, in others green. Some brown in the center. A lot of friends have thought they were brown entirely until I started wearing contacts more frequently & were genuinely shocked.  
Scary movies or happy endings? Yes. Both. Good. Yes. I love horror and supernatural elements, I just don't like the unbearable and overwhelming doom some horror media has about it. I like the contrasts of joy and humor and horror.  
Any special talents? When I was little I could bend my back in half! I have an uncanny sense of time; If I set something in the oven or microwave, I'll go back and get on my computer. Almost without fail, I'll sit up and go 'oh I should check on that really quick!' and the microwave or toaster oven will beep/ding, the timer will go off, etc, the second I step foot in the kitchen. If I go to bed and say 'I'd like to wake up at 8' I will always wake up within 20 mins of either side of 8, regardless of when I went to sleep.  
Where were you born? Technically, in York, Maine, though we lived in Kittery. I loved Maine. Very much my kind of weather.  
What are your hobbies? :^) Well. Writing, digital art, painting, sewing, researching obscure topics, video games, espresso/coffee making and latte art, cooking, tea collecting/blending, medicinal herbs, gardening, (does ren faire obsession count as a hobby?), baking. Some of those are more prominent as actual hobbies than others. I hope soon to get into archery. One day I'd like to get back into horseback and violin or cello.  
What sports do you play/have played? I am simply not athletic 👍🏻  
How tall are you? I'm 5'8".  
Favorite subject in school? In High School, I didn't have time to take art classes while doing orchestra, unfortunately. But I did enjoy orchestra the most, I think. In College, I took a Non-fiction Creative Writing class that truly changed my view of nonfiction, being creative, and how to create boundaries when writing from personal events. Literally life-changing lol.  
Dream job? Woof. Uh, anything. I'm going to probably end up being a Research Psych, but if I could legitimately never work again and have a semi-self sufficient household where I could do things like art and gardening without worrying about capitalism, but could also manage to buy supplemental groceries and modern needs that would be. Ideal.  
I'll go ahead and tag @sharpe-teeth @darethshirl @moss-flesh @siennamain @bluewren @fade-touched-shenanigans and @glowing-blue-feathermage
None of y'all have to do it of course, but I find these kind of things fun and an easy way to get to know everybody! :^)
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adayinalifeofjosie · 11 months ago
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First blog?
Hello everyone. :)
This will be my first ever blog entry. So please forgive me if the structure isn’t as good at the moment.
Also, English isn’t my native language but feel free to give me Feedback on how I can approve with sentence building and grammar.  
To test out the waters, I’ll start with a Christmas summary of some sort.
I do have to give a trigger warning, I’ll list the triggers for this post now. 
Triggers:
thoughts of self harm
flashbacks
Let’s start with the week before Christmas. It was stressful. 
Since I’m currently in a Psych Ward, I couldn’t really do much besides panicking about the following days. Therapy has been really tough lately, but I found more skills to help me reduce stress levels. 
Also I, for some reason, started having flashbacks about things that my mind completely suppressed. It was freaking me out because I don’t remember much about my childhood until let’s say, eleven? So suddenly remembering it was…. quite eventful. 
It didn’t help that I started to miss using self-harm to release some of the pressure I felt in my chest. Somehow, I managed not to fall back into old habits, A win is a win, right?
My doctor gave me creative “homework” to reflect myself and also get back into being creative. 
On the twenty-third of december I went to the christmas market with my boyfriend, his mother, step-father and brother. Which is always a fun thing to do when you have social anxiety. I bought more painting supplies, becáuse I realized that I enjoy painting. 
Overall, I enjoyed the evening despite being stressed as fuck. I ate some good ol’ currywurst, a crepe and his mother bought a “Lachsbrötchen” for me. 
As soon as I got back to the clinic, I dropped dead in my bed, because I knew the nexr day would be a challange on its own. For the first time in 25 years, I spent christmas away from home.
 On christmas day, which is the twenty-fourth here in Germany, I joined my Boyfriend
and his father, step-mother and brother for dinner and the “Bescherung”, which basically is the time where we give eachother what we got for them. 
They invited me in with open arms and here I am, two days later, still dreaming about the amazing food they cooked. My boyfriend informed them on my behalf that I currently am back in the Psych ward. 
I went to my boyfriends place around 10:30 pm because I was exhausted but in the end, I felt super comfortable the entire evening and had a lot of fun!
Around one pm the next day, my boyfriend and I drove to my mother, to visit her and her boyfriend. We exchanged presents as well, ate some good cake, for which I still need the recepy for. It was a nut and apple cake. Usually, I am not a big fan of nuts, but that was surprisingly well-balanced. 
My mother hugged me for a while after arriving. She usually is a very emotional unavailable person. I think me being back in the clinic is harder for her than she lets me see. I appreciate it though. I love hugs. And knowing that my mother truly cares about me, made me feel warm and fuzzy inside. 
So. Today is the 26.12. The last day of christmas. I once again was invited to my boyfriends brothers place. However this time, we had breakfast together with his mom, step-father, brother and grandma. 
And let me tell you. German breakfast is the shit. Crossaints and Brötchen fresh out of the oven, a variety on cheese, meats and jam. We shared laughter, had interesting conversations and jazzy christmas music was playing softly in the background. 
I even had a “deeptalk” with his mother. It helped me a lot. 
This year I experienced a chill christmas for the first time. And I am so so so thankful to my boyfriends family. Especially for my boyfriend this year. Listen, I don’t believe in a god or anything like that. But it seemed like the universe took a liking in me and gifted me with this amazing soul. 
He is truly one of a kind and I’ve never felt so safe with a person before. I am so thankful for that. For him. 
So I don’t know if you’ll ever get to read this, but I truly love you. <3
Now I am back at the clinic, done writing this entry. 
I hope that every single one of you had nice christmas days,
lots of love, 
Josie
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writingwithadinosaur · 4 years ago
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“Under the Knife - Part 8
“Under the Knife” - Part 8
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Hannibal Lecter x Reader, Will Graham x Sister!Reader
Word Count: 2,700-ish
Key: Chunks of text in italics are (Y/N)’s thoughts. Y/N = Your Name, H/C = Your Hair Color, E/C = Your Eye Color
Warnings: Cursing, Violence, 
Summary: You are Will Graham’s sister who works with him at the FBI. When you get offered a job promotion, life starts to change. Some changes for the better; Some for the worst.
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Author’s Note: This is my first Hannibal piece and I am proud of it. There aren’t too many stories for Hannibal, so I figured I would add to the collection.
This does take place in some happy medium where they are all alive and work together. Sort of a happier season 1 era.
This is beta-read by @theeactress​, but please let me know if there is something that we missed or that we should look at again! 
If you would like to be tagged in any of my future pieces, check out my tag list above and let me know! And as always, feedback is greatly appreciated!
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Today was the first day in awhile that you didn’t feel any intense pressure weighing down on your shoulders. You walked into your office, prepared to have another day of trying to figure out the puzzle that was the Virginia Scalpel. But as soon as you shut the door, you realized that you didn’t have to worry about that anymore. It was a strange relief that you hadn’t ever felt. 
Although Jack’s tactical team still hadn’t caught Henry Urik yet and you were unsettled by him still being out there, you weren’t as scared as before. The killer that had been teasing you and that had named you one of his next victims now had a name. 
Jack’s team had all of the information that you and Hannibal could give them. You also had an armed agent watching over you and Hannibal until Henry was caught. 
All you had to worry about at the moment was your 1 o’clock lecture on the “stereotypes of gender roles and how they can affect the psyche of an individual,” and then you could take a half day and go take a nap at home. Well, that and your dinner with Hannibal tonight. But even then, you weren’t as worried about that as you were about Henry still being out there.
Your lecture went by quickly, even the students seemed to understand everything rather easily. Only a couple asked a few questions for clarification after your presentation. Even with those students stopping you, you got out a bit earlier than anticipated. Looking at your watch, you realized that Will was going to be leading a lecture soon.
I should probably talk to him. And I do really miss those dogs.
After stopping by your office to grab your bag and close up, you weaved through the familiar hallways to the nearest coffee machine, getting two cups, making one how you like  and one for Will. With both cups securely in your hands, you found the lecture hall he was assigned to today. You softly walked in, seeing your brother completely entranced in something on his laptop. Before you made it all the way into the room, you cleared your throat in effort to grab his attention. It worked. As soon as he located where the noise was coming from and saw you, he stood up and walked around to the other side of the desk.
“(Y/N)! Hey! Wh-what uh… What’s up?” You knew he was trying to not seem nervous, but you could see through him. You took a few steps closer and offered him the coffee cup, not seeing the probably empty one already on his desk. You tried to make your voice as comforting as you could.
“I was passing by and decided to stop by to ask you something.” 
“Is everything okay?” Will was hesitant but took the coffee, looking all over you for any sort of tells as to what is going on.
“As okay as they can be.” You shrugged, not feeling anything in particular, which only added to Will’s worry and confusion.
“What’s going on, (Y/N)?” 
You pause, seeing the visible uncomfortableness and growing fear in Will’s features. You quickly try to find a way to calm him down while getting to the point of why you’re here.
“Do you think the dogs would mind their favorite aunt stopping by for a drink tonight?” You couldn’t help the small smile that crept across your face as a slightly bigger one formed on Will’s. You could hear the extra air he let out in his chuckle, an obvious sigh of relief. 
“I think they would really like that.” His smile faltered a tad as he looked down to his hands. He spoke quieter, as if unsure how you would react. “I would really like that.” 
As he looked back towards your face to see your reaction, you met him with a sincere and reassuring smile. 
“Good. Me too.” Another huff of relief from Will. “I have dinner plans with Hannibal tonight. But I was hoping I could just drive over afterwards for a nightcap?”
“Sounds good to me. I’ll have the good stuff ready and waiting for you.” Will took a breath in, trying his best to be careful with his words. “And, if that nightcap ends up turning into a few, you could crash at my place.” 
Again, Will looked as if you were a powder keg about to explode if the wrong button was hit. You just closed the gap between the two of you and wrapped your arms around his torso, his finding their place around you. 
Your brother was not fond of physical affection from a majority of people. But you were one of the very few that he not only tolerated, but sometimes felt a need for. 
“I’ll pack an overnight bag just in case.” You pulled away and tapped your hand on his upper arm. “For now, I am going to go home and take a nap.
“Jack’s letting you go home early?” Will was genuinely surprised. Jack was never one for early dismissals.
“Well, considering I did finally find out the Virginia Scalpel’s real name last night and got all my work with that wrapped up, I think Crawford is a bit more lenient on what I do today.” You casually mention as you shrug.
“You did what?!” Will’s expression was one of shock and pride. A handful of students filed in behind you. A playful grin graced your face as you tapped his arm one more time before taking a couple of steps backwards.
“I’ll tell you all about it later tonight. I need to get ready for this assuredly anxiety-inducing dinner and you have a lecture to get through.” Will gave you a slightly annoyed look as you winked and walked away, talking over your shoulder. “I’ll call you when I’m on my way.”
You couldn’t see it, but Will just shook his head and let his smile linger a bit longer before turning his attention towards his class. As much as he worried about you during this case, he was very proud of his little sister. 
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When you got back to your apartment, you tried to take a nap. Key word: tried. Your brain would not calm down enough for you to fall asleep for even a quick cat nap. The coffee that you got before meeting with Will probably didn’t help.
After tossing and turning for 30 minutes, you gave up and decided to make some tea and get some cleaning done around your place. You hadn’t been able to do laundry thanks to the case, so you finally started to chisel away at that pile. 
Once you had put the last load in the dryer, you looked at the clock and saw that it was 5 o’clock. You had an hour before you were supposed to be at Hannibal’s. Might as well take my time and get ready.
After fussing with finding a comfortable but semi-formal outfit to match Hannibal’s aesthetic, you quickly packed a backpack with some overnight things. You were sure you’d end up talking to Will for longer than you both intend, meaning you’d either be too tipsy or too tired to drive home safely. 
With the last of your laundry out of the machine and plopped onto your bed for you to put away later, you grabbed your keys and headed out the door. Preparing for anything to happen.
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As per usual, you pulled up to Hannibal’s five minutes early thanks to taking some backroads. You put the car in park and took the keys from the ignition, but you didn’t move. There was a tightening feeling in your chest. You tried to close your eyes for a moment and take some deep breaths. 
Dinner won’t be bad. Hannibal is a trained psychologist. If anyone is going to be able to guide the conversation into a calmer place, it's gonna be him. Plus you know damn well that you miss spending time with him that isn’t plagued by confusion or the fuckin Virginia Scalpel. You two are adults. You can talk about literally anything and be okay. 
So why am I still anxious?
Because you had your eyes closed, you didn’t see Hannibal approach your car. So when he opened your door, you instinctually jumped back and gasped.
“My apologies, (Y/N). I didn’t mean to startle you. Are you alright?” 
“No. It's fine. I’m fine. I was just taking a breather.” Hannibal nodded, sensing that you didn’t want to expand on this further. So instead he held out his hand.
“Shall we then? I have some salmon in the oven that is awaiting your judgment.” He let one of those small side smiles of his grace his face in an attempt to comfort you as you reached for his hand and he helped you out of your car, shutting the door behind you once you got your purse. 
Unlike usual, Hannibal led you to the dining room as opposed to the kitchen. He pulled out a chair for you. After you settled in, he poured you a cup of water and a glass of wine as he spoke.
“Everything is prepared, I just need to take the salmon out. I won’t be long.” You just thanked him and nodded as you took a sip of water. 
Within a couple of minutes, Hannibal was walking in with two plates that looked just as artistic and beautiful as he normally presents. The main part was a rather large piece of salmon with thin lemon slices laid across the top, paired with a mix of halved grape tomatoes, white asparagus, and the same twirly romanesco broccoli that you had tried the last time you had dinner with Hannibal.
“This looks wonderful, Hannibal. Thank you.” You said as he sat down. The two of you started to eat, both of you trying to figure out how best to start the conversation that you knew was coming. Hannibal was the first to speak up.
“Are you planning on going somewhere?" You were caught off guard, not expecting this to be the starting point of your talk with him.
"What makes you say that?"
"I couldn’t help but notice the slightly overstuffed bag in your passenger seat. I assume it's for staying the night somewhere other than your own apartment. And while you’re always welcomed to stay here if you wanted, I don’t think you would without asking me first."
“Then you would be right. I wouldn’t impose on you like that.” You went to take a sip of your wine as you looked at Hannibal. He gave you a look that said that he knew there was more that you needed to share. “I talked to Will briefly today and we made plans for tonight. We are finally going to talk this all out. The bag is for in case I end up getting too tired and sleep on his couch."
Hannibal gave a slight nod before cutting off a piece of salmon and continuing the conversation.
“I'm sure Will is happy to finally have a moment to talk with you and share his side of the story."
“I'm sure he is.” You took a sip of your wine, bracing yourself for the unavoidable topic. “How about you, Hannibal?” Hannibal looked towards you and raised a curious brow. “What's your side of the story?”
Hannibal took a sip of water before turning his body slightly more towards you, giving you his full attention as he finally spoke on what he had been thinking about saying for days now.
“Will came to me rather distraught after you had said that you were going to accept Jack’s offer. It was my idea to insert myself into Crawford’s team as background support. And while my original intention for joining the Scalpel case was to ease Will’s mind, I couldn’t ignore my own reasons.” Hannibal reached a hand out and grabbed yours, you felt your cheeks warm at the unexpected contact. He was so gentle with you as he spoke sincerely.
“After seeing Will crack again and again under Crawford’s intense force on the handful of cases that they worked on, I was worried you would also be damaged under his leadership. I cannot deny that I do truly care about you and your wellbeing. And with this being your first time handling a major active case, I wanted to be there in case something were to happen to you.”
You weren’t sure what to say. Hannibal had not only told you that it wasn’t Will’s idea to have him follow you, but he admitted that he cared about you. The trouble was that you couldn’t tell if it was the type of caring that you had secretly longed for with a more romantic relationship with Hannibal or if it was similar to how your brother cares about you. You wanted to ask, but the words wouldn’t fit together and be coherent enough for you to vocalize.
While you struggled to figure out how to respond, Hannibal lifted your hand to his lips and kissed the back of your hand softly before putting it down and reaching for his glass of wine, raising it in your direction.
“Here’s to you and your impressive mind. Without you, who knows how long it would have taken to find out the true identity of the infamous Virginia Scalpel.” You raise your glass and gently tap his, finally able to form a coherent thought again.
“I’m sure Crawford would have just asked for your help or maybe even Will’s if I hadn’t said yes. I got lucky with this one.” You took a sip of your wine, savoring the sweetness of it as you started to slice the fish on your plate. “Honestly, I don’t think I would have figured it out without you inadvertently helping me.”
“How so?” Hannibal questioned before taking a bite of salmon.
“When you came to check on me after the lab meeting, I went on to say something about being your friend and colleague but not your patient. And that’s when it hit me that we weren’t looking in the right demographic.”
There was a moment of silence as Hannibal thought about where to go from this information.
“And how do you feel now?” You finished the bite of food that you had and looked at your water cup, not wanting Hannibal to see into your eyes even though he was already watching you rather intensely. Trying to read all of the nonverbal indications you were giving. 
“I feel okay. Well, as okay as I can be. That insane pressure of figuring out who the hell Henry Urik is was bigger than anything I’ve had to deal with since I started working with the FBI. But there is still the fact that Jack’s team still hasn't found him that has been really messing with me. That and the anxiety of finally having this talk with you and my brother.”
“I hope that some of that anxiety has worn away now that we have resolved things between us?”
“Some. But I can’t help but be worried until everything is settled.” 
“You now know that protecting you was my intention when I joined the Scalpel case. I don’t intend for that promise to end with this case being closed.” Hannibal’s hand casually found yours again, making you focus even more on what he was saying (if it was even possible to focus more.) 
“I promise to do everything in my power to make sure you feel safe and taken care of.”
His warm hand was instantly comforting and you hadn’t realized how much you craved physical affection from him, even in the smallest forms. Your heart swelled at his vow. 
Before you could fully process what he had said, the click of a gun being armed and a very different voice demanded your attention from the other side of the room. A man with messy red-brown hair cocked and aimed a pistol right at you.
“I don’t know if you wanna make that promise so soon, doc.”
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thenamesreader · 5 years ago
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If I Could Tell Her
Prompt: “So you do have feelings after all.”
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For the time Katherine Howard had known Anna of Cleves- both pre- and post-reincarnation- she had been the one to be neutral on most things. She was pretty chill and wasn’t one for drama. She exchanged witty banter with Anne every now and then and the two would come up with pranks together when they were in the mood.
Otherwise, Cleves didn’t show- well, it wasn’t to fair to say no emotions. Just rather little emotion when it came to certain things. From the few times Kat tried to talk about some rather intimate subjects or when the others tried to settle debates, Cleves didn’t have much to say.
So, when Kat had noticed Cleves being unusually flustered when around her, lately, it was more than off-putting. Kat had only seen her flustered once and that was after Anne had pulled a prank on her. She was quick to cover that up with a laugh and smile.
That smile that brightened up the whole room...
I’m getting off track, Kat told herself as she doodled in her notebook. She had been writing ideas for a song but she had tiny sketches of puppies and flowers in place of words, now.
“Kitty!” Anne’s voice called. “Dinner’s ready!”
“Coming!” Kat called back, before closing her notebook. She’ll figure out what was going on with Cleves later.
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“Why are you looking at me like that?” Kat asked.
She and Cleves had been left alone and Kat had decided to bake some cupcakes. Cleves had offered to help and was now looking at her while they baked in the oven with the softest look on her face while Kat cleaned up .
As soon as Kat spoke, Cleves’ face went red and she scratched at her chin. “I was just... thinking,” she answered, unusually hesitant.
“You shouldn’t scratch like that,” Kat responded, grabbing the German queen’s hand with both of her own as she noticed the nervous tick. “Is there something you wanna talk about?”
Cleves only glanced down at the floor. “Um, maybe later,” she told her.
Kat gave a small smile. “Okay.”
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Volleyball was one of Kat’s favorite sports. Especially when they went to the beach. Sure, it was almost rare with how far away it was from their home. But, it was summertime and that meant beach volleyball. And of course Anne had to know this. She was her older cousin after all.
She was playing 2v2 with Cathy (it was almost a wonder how she was coerced from reading) on one team while Kat played with Cleves on the opposing team. The German Queen proved to be rather competitive and a formidable player. Kat wasn’t that great at volleyball but what she lacked in skill she made up with sheer enthusiasm. It helped to beat Cathy and Anne in the game.
Anne complained about cheating, which Cleves and her younger cousin denied. The quarrel probably wouldn’t have been settled if Cathy hadn’t dragged Anne away to Jane and Aragon were.
“They cheated,” the beheaded Queen complained.
“Mhm,” was Cathy’s only response as she turned the page in her book.
Anne pouted before laying her head in Cathy’s lap. Cathy started to comb her fingers through Anne’s hair, relaxing her as Anne found Cleves and Kat back on the volleyball court. It seemed the German Queen was teaching Kat how to better her skills in volleyball with the way she was demonstrating the correct ready position. Kat copied her but apparently wasn’t still doing it incorrectly- Anne couldn’t see that well since she was too far away- since Cleves placed a hand on her back to correct her. Anne’s eyes narrowed as she noticed that her hand lingered a little too long before she moved away.
“What’s that face for?” Cathy asked as she closed her book.
Anne gestured to where Cleves and Kat were, the two now doing passing drills. She could hear Cleves shouting some type of encouragement as they played.
“What am I looking at?” Cathy inquired, seemingly confused.
“Watch,” was Anne’s only response.
The two were quiet as they watched the two other Queens as they passed the ball to each other. That wasn’t strange. But, then, Kat tripped as she went to go and pass the ball as it went out of the court and Cleves immediately went to help her up. That wasn’t strange, either. Cleves always helped Kat when something happened. Or tried at the very least. It all depended on the situation.
But, then, Cleves held Kat’s hand for too long. There was no reason for her to be holding her hand for how long she did after she helped Kat up.
“I don’t think I’m following,” Cathy spoke up.
Anne gave a sigh. “You can’t see that they’re smitten with each other?” She asked.
“Are they?” Cathy responded.
Anne chuckled as she leaned up to kiss her girlfriend on the cheek. “I love you, Cathy, but you can be so oblivious.”
Those two were madly in love and Anne was gonna prove it.
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Katherine had had enough. Apparently, everyone else had, too, considering that they had shut her and Cleves in a room together.
Cleves was continuously banging on the door, shouting what sounded like expletives in German and how much she was gonna kill them once she got out.
“They’re not going to let us out,” Kat told her.
Cleves growled. “They will if I have anything to say about it,” she huffed as she attempted to open the door again. After only a few minutes, she gave up and went to sit down next to Kat.
The two were quiet for a few moments, Cleves laying on her back as she stared up at the ceiling. It was interrupted as the German Queen started tapping her foot in a slow rhythm and humming to herself.
She had told Kat that she did it to psyche herself up when she got nervous after Kat had a nervous breakdown after one of their shows. Kat had tried it herself and it really did take her mind off of whatever was making her nervous. She knew in a moment that Cleves would start speaking to her.
“Can I talk to you about something?” She called just as the thought passed in Kat’s mind.
“What is it?” Kat turned toward her, laying on her stomach to be level with her.
She took notice of Cleves’ cheeks lighting up with a blush. “Have you... have you ever been in love before?” She asked.
Kat chewed on the inside of her cheek as she thought. She had been young when she had died and all the... well, it wouldn’t be fair to call them partners or anything other than abusers. She wasn’t sure if she had any romantic attraction to any of them in her young innocent mind. She remembers having crushes on some others about her age between them all but that was it.
Come to think of it, she hadn’t experienced the rush of romantic attraction that Anne seemed so passionate about until she got reincarnated.
“Not before coming back,” she answered. “Why?
Cleves gave a sigh. “There’s this girl, okay?” She started.
Kat nodded for her to continue, feeling a bit of jealousy that someone else took Cleves affections. She squashed it down. It was unfair and unnecessary. She should be happy for her friend.
“She’s smart. And pretty,” Cleves continued. “She’s a bit of a gremlin, too.”
That sounded a lot like Anne. But, Anne was with Cathy. Maybe it wasn’t her. Maybe it was someone else she didn’t know that reminded her of Anne.
“I think she gets it from her cousin. But, that’s besides the point,” the German Queen said. “The point is I don’t know how I can tell her that I’m in love with her.”
Kat hummed. “I think you should just say it out right,” she told her. “The worst thing she can say is ‘no’.”
Cleves seemed to think before she turned over and looked down at Kat. “Katherine Howard, I don’t know I can say this any other way but I...”
She lowered her voice, mumbling something. An uncharacteristic trait for Anna. She was actually pretty loud. “I’m sorry. What was that?” Kat asked.
Cleves took a deep breath. “I said I’m...” she started mumbling again.
“Still can’t hear you.”
Cleves’ face became red with a blush as she clenched her eyes shut. “I said that I’m in love with you!”
Kat felt time stand still as she processed the words. That was why Cleves had been acting weird? That was why she was acting more flustered than usual?
“You’re in love with me?” Kat asked.
Cleves didn’t look at her as she nodded.
“Me?”
Cleves nodded again.
“Katherine Howard. Who is me. You’re in love with me.”
Cleves gave a small laugh. “Yes, you. I don’t know about any other Katherine Howards out there.”
“So, you do have feelings after all.” Kat whispered.
Cleves tilted her head a bit confused. “I don’t know if I should feel insulted by that or not.”
Kat turned over to look at the ceiling. “Hold on,” she told Cleves. “I need a bit more time to process.”
“Take all the time you need,” Cleves responded.
Wow. Everything made sense, now. She didn’t have to be jealous of anyone (even though she shouldn’t have in the first place). She didn’t have to wait anymore.
Kat steeled her resolve before turning back to look at Cleves. “Alright,” she said. “I have something to tell you, too, but you’re going to come closer.” 
Cleves looked confused but she followed Kat’s instructions. Kat took a deep breath before she leaned in close to Cleves ear. “I love you, too,” she whispered.
“Really?” Cleves responded, seemingly shocked. A wide smile split her face as Kat nodded. She gave a very uncharacteristic girlish squeal- something Kat knew she would never get enough of anytime soon- as she wrapped her arms around the other girl and fell backwards, pulling Kat with her.
The two laughed with each other, delirious from their overwhelming feelings before stopping to stare in each other’s eyes. Cleves’ eyes searched Kat’s before she spoke again. “Can I kiss you?” She asked.
Kat already felt like she was falling more in love with her. “Go right ahead.”
Cleves hesitated a bit more looking Kat over a second time. From this, Kat knew she was making sure that she wasn’t uncomfortable. 
Good God, this woman was gonna be the death of her.
Cleves, finally, leaned forward and pressed her lips to Kat’s. It was soft- almost cautious in a way. Kat liked it. It was better than- was it fair to call all those others in her previous life kisses really?
Cleves pulled back and Kat was amused that she was the one with a dazed look. “Wow,” she breathed out. “That was the most amazing thing to happen in my life.”
Kat gave a small chuckle as she laid her head on Cleves’ chest. She was just content to lie in her embrace.
But, the moment was ruined as someone slammed the door open. Kat sat up to look up at the offender and found Anne standing in the doorway with Jane, Cathy, and Aragon.
Anne blinked, slowly. “Oh,” was all she said.
“Why did you bust down the door?” Cleves inquired, sounding a bit irritated as Kat was.
Aragon rolled her eyes as she gave a sigh. “Anne said you two should’ve come out by now and wanted to know what was going on.”
Kat narrowed her eyes at them. “How were we supposed to get out if we were locked in?”
“Spare key in one of the drawers,” Anne answered as she pointed at the dresser. A Cheshire-esque spread over her face as she looked them up and down. “You two seemed to have worked out your feelings. Aragon and Cathy owe me £16.”
“I thought we established that there would be no gambling in the house,” Jane scolded.
Anne gave a “tsk”. “We’re grown women, Jane. We can do whatever we want with our money.”
“I refuse to hand my money over to you,” Aragon muttered, not going unheard by Kat.
“You were betting money on us?” Cleves asked, sounding incredulous.
“Unfortuanately,” Cathy grumbled, seeming particularly grumpy about it. Her mood was changed as soon as Anne gave her a peck on her cheek.
“You’ll win next time, babe,” Anne told her.
“How come I didn’t know about this?” Cleves asked, sitting up with her arms still wrapped around Kat.
“Why would we tell you we were betting on you?” Anne retorted. “Kinda ruins the secrecy.”
“I probably would’ve confessed sooner if I knew my money was on the line.”
Anne gave a melodramatic gasp. “Is that all you see my little cousin as, Anna of Cleves?” Anne dramatically fell into Cathy’s arms. “Just a cheap prize to be won? The shame.”
Kat obviously knew she was joking but Cleves didn’t seem to get it as she began to panic. “Wait- I didn’t mean- that’s not-” she stuttered.
Kat gave a small smile before giving her a small peck. “She’s just messing around,” she told her.
Cleves calmed down but she looked embarrassed. “Right,” she murmured. “I’m sorry.”
“Don’t worry about it,” Kat reassured her.
“Let’s leave them alone, now,” Jane told the others. “I think they’ve had enough of us for one day.”
Cathy picked Anne up as she stayed in her arms. “Up you go,” she muttered before carrying her away. “Congrats, you two.”
“We still have stuff to talk about, Cleves! This isn’t over!” Anne yelled from down from the hall.
“Pipe down, Anne,” came Aragon’s sharp quip.
“Bite me, Catherine.”
“Please, don’t fight. It’s ten o’clock at night.”
Kat shook her head. Anne really was something else. She gave a small yawn. She hadn’t realized how tired she was. Today was a bit wild.
“Hey,” Cleves called, Kat looking up at her. “Let’s go to sleep, yeah?”
Kat yawned again, not fighting as Cleves guided her to lay back down. “Sounds fun,” she mumbled. “Good night.”
Cleves gave her a kiss to the top of her head. “Good night, love.”
Kat gave a content sigh. This was going to be a wonderful, wonderful experience.
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Prompt swap with: @theatergirl06
A/N: Fact: This went through three title changes before I settled on the title. Also, I’m sorry in advance if the ending feels rushed to you. I’m not good at ending things.
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meganshinsou-tm · 5 years ago
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Sugarcoated. (m)
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↳ chapter five: eri
❧ genre: pro-hero hitoshi, adoptive siblings, happy ending
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"I'm sorry but why did we take a train earlier if you had a damn vehicle?"
Hitoshi smirked as he pulled the black jeep off the curve and into traffic, then took out his phone and handed it to you. You took it and gave him a look.
"The fuck am I supposed to do with this?"
"Text Shouta for me, tell him we're on our way. And to answer your question, I didn't feel like wasting the gas for such a short trip."
"I guess that makes sense. I didn't take you for such a cautious driver Toshi."
"Well, I can't be breaking the law, I am a pro-hero. Plus, I have precious cargo," he looked at you and winked making a blush cross your face, "Can't let anything happen to those apples!"
Rolling your eyes, you punched the hero in his arm for being such a prick. After texting his father, you placed the phone in the cup holder and crossed your legs in the seat that was massive to you. It was nice and warm in the vehicle compared to the chilly temperature outside which only dropped with each hour, and it smelled extremely good, like a clean leather. At first the drive was quiet as the two of you drove out of the city and more into the outskirts. You huffed and puffed, not really content with the silence and Hitoshi could tell.
"If you have music, you can link your phone and play it, I don't mind, you seem a little restless."
The permission was all you needed, quickly taking your phone out you didn't need to ask questions on how to set up the Bluetooth, you were extremely tech savvy. You asked if the hero had a preference in genre but he didn't, apparently he liked everything.
"Okay then, I'll just hit shuffle and you tell me when to stop!"
The hero nodded. Soon music filled the speakers as a song came on, the intro was a mans singing then guitar riffs and heavy drums came in followed by screaming. Shinsou glanced in your direction with a confused look and he laughed.
"I didn't exactly have you pegged as a fan of screamo but it explains a lot."
"I listen to all kinds of genres Toshi, I'm no one trick pony! So yay or nay?"
With a smile the hero shrugged his shoulders and thought before he shook his head 'no'. You giggled and changed the song, you went through multiple artists until one song started to play. You stifled down a squeal and Hitoshi glanced your way.
"Sorry, I can't skip this song Toshi, it would be a sin!"
He laughed and turned it up for you, only to have his ears met with you singing along ... in Korean? Then rapping as you danced in your seat. All he could decipher was "cruisin' like Nemo." He'd go between keeping his eyes on the road and to on you. It was a completely new side that he's never seen and he really loved it. You'd gesture to him, wink, basically just putting on an entire show. The hero couldn't keep a smile off his face or hold back his chuckles.
"Yolo yolo yolo yo, where the party yah? Tangjinjaem tangjinjaem tangjinjaem," you sang out bouncing in the seat.
Once the song was over he let go of the steering wheel, using his knee to drive it, and clapped his hands. You blushed, but not because of embarrassment, if anything you were extremely comfortable acting a complete fool in front of the hero. Smiling, you leaned forward bowing and waving your hand like some pageant queen.
"I'm speechless, can I get an encore later, please!"
"Shut up Toshi, stop teasing!"
"Oh sweetness, you'll know when I'm teasing," he flashed a smug and lazy smile, the kind that made your heart flutter and body heat up.
"Like I said, shut up!" You replied, rolling your eyes and looking out the window a small smile hidden on your face.
The total drive-time from your place to Shouta's was about twenty minutes, you couldn't imagine the commute the pro-hero had to make going back and forth from his teaching job, no wonder he looked so fucking exhausted all the time.
You were immersed in scrolling through your device, giggling at different memes until the jeep came to a soft stop. Your eyes looked up to see you were parked outside of a really cozy and decently sized house. Hitoshi was quick to get out as he walked over to open the door for you, your heart started to race and you felt sick to your stomach.
The hero opened the door and jumped back as he saw your face pale. You sighed and put your face into your lap, hands hanging from the back of your head as you groaned, feet tapping anxiously. Shinsou softly smiled and stepped closer. The jeep was a decent ways up from the ground, you practically had to jump into it with his help before leaving. His hand softly rubbed your back and the free one ran through your (h/c) locks.
"Toshi, I can't do this, I'm going to fuck something up I just know it."
"Listen to me (Y/N), you're making this out to be bigger than it really is. It's just dinner with my father and little sister, letting Eri get a feel for you. From what I've seen today, you two will get along splendidly. You both love sweets, you can both be little pains in the ass and you just so happen to like her favorite k-pop group."
"You know BTS?" Your head popped up, locks of hair cascading and covering your eyes that seemed to sparkle at the mention of the boy band.
"Yes, I thought I recognized that song you danced to earlier. She tries to tell me about them all the time and I have no idea what she's talking about. She speaks this gibberish about a cookie and tea?"
You couldn't help but snort, face falling back into your lap and shoulders shaking from the laughter. Hitoshi knew you were making fun of him but he smiled, happy to see your mood perk back up. His hand cupped your chin and made you look up at him.
"You'll be fine sweetness, I'll be right by your side if you need anything. Just be unapologetically you and the kid will fall in love."
You breathed out your nose and sat up, nodding your head with a determined look. Shinsou chuckled and grabbed your hips to help you out of the tall vehicle, he ushered you to walk up the concrete path to the front door while he grabbed the apples from the backseat. Doing so you psyched yourself up. 
"You've got this (Y/N), it's just a kid. A really, really, important kid, somewhat dangerous kid but still ... just a kid."
"Alright gorgeous, let's get inside, it's starting to fucking freeze out here!"
"Hold my hand," you unconsciously blurted out. A blush crossed your cheeks and you looked at the ground. "Uh – please...hold my hand."
In record time Hitoshi slipped your small hand into his, his long fingers intertwined with yours and he squeezed. You smiled and let out a relieved breath, stress and anxiety instantly melting from your body. He walked you to the door and went to turn the handle making you stop him with a free hand.
"Toshi, don't you fucking knock!"
"Uh – no, this is technically my second home!"
You backed off and rubbed the back of your neck with a sheepish grin, Shinsou laughed and mentioned yet again how cute you were and continued to open the door. Walking in the temperature instantly changed, it felt like a massive blanket was instantly wrapped around you and it was so cozy. The air smelled heavenly, your nose rising up as you inhaled deeply.
"Oh man, that smells so good!"
"Sucking up already?"
A deep and monotone voice made you squeak like a mouse and jump back. Your eyes averted to the direction of the voice and landed on Aizawa. You've seen him before in the media but never in real life. 
His hair was tied back and face cleanly shaven, besides the bags under his eyes he didn't look as dead as you thought. To be his adoptive father, Shouta and Shinsou bared an eerie resemblance with each other, maybe it was just their tired expressions though. 
Hitoshi tugging on your hand made you come back to reality and your feet started following along with him towards the kitchen. It wasn't anything extravagant but it was bigger than your shitty one, your eyes sparkled at the appliances, the double ovens built into the wall, all the counter space! Completely in your own world Shouta quirked a dark brow and looked at his adopted son.
"She okay?"
"Oh yeah, she's perfectly fine. (Y/N)'s a baker, so stuff like kitchens tend to make her go all heart eyes."
"Hmm, Eri should take to her quickly then, especially with those!" Aizawa nodded to the platter of apples Shinsou placed on the counter.
The hero smiled and squeezed your hand as he informed Aizawa how you went out of your way to make them just for this occasion. You rolled your eyes at his praising and bragging. It was flattering but you didn't like to be the center of attention.
"Where is the little turd anyway?" Shinsou asked. Aizawa informed him that the girl could be found in her room.
Hitoshi pulled you along out of the kitchen and back by the front door. He removed his shoes and held out his hands still bent over and looked up at you.
"Does he want to take my shoes off?" 
He smirked, getting tired of waiting and took your calf in his hand while the other slid off your shoe and switched to do so with the opposite side. You could only watch, it's like you were a child. Hitoshi removed the coat you wore over the sweater and removed his own jacket, placing them on a rack then took your hand in his again and lead you upstairs.
"Uh – thanks," you questioned as you walked.
"Sorry, I just have this urge to take care of you."
Pouting your lips and blushing at his words, your heart also soared. After rounding the corner at the top of the stairs the hero lead you down the hall to a door and knocked on it. The pitter patter of feet could be heard running around but no other sound came and the door didn't open. Hitoshi smiled and turned to you, he raised the hand he held to his lips and kissed the back of it before letting go and pinched your cheek making you giggle. 
The hero thought of how difficult these next three months would be, having to divide his attention between two of the cutest faces.
"Give me a sec?"
You nodded as he opened the door slowly and crept in, you walked in but leaned against the door frame watching the purple haired man closely. No little girl was seen and Hitoshi rummaged through the room, first flinging back the covers of the bed, dramatically opening the doors of the closet, even looking inside of the tiny dresser drawers. It didn't take long to realize he knew exactly where the girl was but he was playing along with her game.
"Now where could she be," he teased with a smug grin.
Slowly he crept by a little tent that was sat up in the corner, stringed lights adorned it along with decorative butterflies. The room was 100% girl, pink and sweet, pure and innocent. 
The massive hero dropped to his hands and knees as he flung open the drapes of the tent but there was still no girl in sight. All of a sudden a precious giggle could be heard, making both your heads snap in the direction it came from. The purple curtains that hung in front of a white painted window could be seen swaying and a flash of white hair shimmered. Hitoshi got back up to his feet and walked towards them, purposefully standing in front of them and still looking around as he scratched his scalp and faked being oblivious.
"Hmm, well I guess if she isn't here then that must mean more candy apples for us!"
He started to walk back towards the door a grin on his face as he held up three fingers and counted down. Right when his last finger folded, a small girl emerged from behind the curtains and to him, clinging to his leg and pleading.
"Please, please Sou-Sou! I've been good at school all week!"
Your heart melted at the little girl, she was stunning. Her ruby eyes sparkled as the looked up to the lavenderette. Her hair was an ice white and shined as bright as her eyes and her little horn was adorable. You looked at Hitoshi's face, he beamed down at his sister, you could tell he adored her. His arms reached down and under her little arms as he hoisted her up and onto his hip. His fingers tickled her sides making a contagious laugh escape from her chest.
"You're such a pain, you know that? Why can't I ever come home to a nice hug, I work too much and the last thing I want to do is exert all my energy into finding your little butt!"
"But you're the best at hide and seek, daddy always end up napping when I seek him out."
You snickered to yourself, imaging this precious ray of sunshine running around the house searching for Aizawa only to find him knocked out underneath a coffee table. The little girl looked in your direction, making you quiet down instantly and clam up. If anything this occasion was the equivalent to meeting a significant others parents for the first time, but in your case it was more than that. This little girl was obviously the center of Hitoshi's universe, even if he tried to play it off and it only put more pressure on you. You swallowed harshly and waved to the little girl.
"Eri, this is (Y/N), she's a very good friend of mine and she may be babysitting you while you stay with at my house."
The little girl smiled, which shocked you. 
She cupped a hand over her brothers ear, whispering something that wasn't meant for you to hear obviously. Shinsou's purple hues looked at you, making your heart beat fast as he chuckled and smiled. Eri pulled back and looked at him waiting for something.
"No Eri, not yet at least."
Her little hand touched his cheek and they looked at each other briefly before Hitoshi placed her back on the floor and she skipped over to you and looked up. You crouched down to her level and she held out a small hand, you glanced at Hitoshi and he mouthed a "go ahead". You took her tiny hand in yours and she smiled, giving you the best handshake she could and making you smile.
"Ooh, you have a pretty smile," the little girl cheered as she put her thumbs and index fingers to her cheeks smiling as big as she could.
You giggled. "You have a very pretty smile too Eri! It's so bright," you replied and returned the cute gesture.
The little girl giggled. Her red eyes fell low and you followed her gaze. As your hands extended the sleeves of your sweater fell and exposed your lightly bruised wrists. Your eyes widened and looked at Hitoshi once more, he only softly smiled back and walked towards the two of you, crouching next to Eri as you had done. The little girl looked at him and once again cupped his ear to speak to him. He let out a huff of air through his nose and nodded. 
Eri turned to face you again, putting her hands together and looked at you nervously.
"Did someone hurt you (Y/N)?"
"Uh – sort of but I'm okay." You rubbed the back of your neck, looking at the ground, she couldn't possibly understand that even though your skin was bruised, it was your emotional health that actually hurt since the incident.
"Can I touch them?"
You pursed your lips together and looked at Eri's face. Her ruby orbs caught yours, you instantly relaxed for some reason as if her eyes soothed and reassured you. 
Licking your dry lips with a nod you reached out your hands to the little girl. She softly smiled and placed her small hands and fingers on the tarnished skin. Once she made contact you could feel a warm and soothing sensation throughout your entire body and mind, as if someone were hugging you. Eyes looking down you could see the purple turned yellow marks slowly dissipating underneath the multiple layers of skin. Your jaw dropped with a gasp.
Hitoshi smiled and rubbed his sisters back as she healed you, proud of her kind heart. Once the skin was back to its all-over (s/c) tone, her hands rose and fell back to her sides. You looked in awe and rubbed each wrist, amazed. A tear threatened to build up and escape but you fought it back and smiled at the little girl.
"There, now you really are okay."
You blinked at the little girl. For a six year old she was very perceptive. 
Hitoshi ruffled her white hair and he stood back up to his feet, you followed and smiled at him. He rubbed the back of his neck and smiled back then look between you and Eri.
"Alright cuties, whose ready to get their butt kicked at UNO?"
"You speak as if you'll be the one emerging victorious Toshi," you replied.
Shrugging his shoulders he chuckled and motioned towards the door. You extended your hand to him and he went to reach for it, only to be cheated when Eri's small hand clasped around yours before him. He made a face and grunted in frustration making you laugh. 
Eri smiled and paid no attention to the glare her older brother threw in her direction, she only made a cute little "hmph" and dragged you out of the room. You looked at him apologetically and he smirked walking closely behind the two of you and shoving his hands in his pockets and mumbled out only for you to hear.
"Cock blocked by my own sister!"
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itchapter3 · 5 years ago
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Here it is, my gift for this year’s It Fandom Secret Santa
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My Secret Santa was @dark-alice-lilith​ I hope you like it! I used the prompt for college au/staying in the dorms over break with the paring eddie/richie.
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The door opens and a brief gust of wind bursts through as a giant shapeless blob of coats, scarves, and reusable shopping bags shuffles in. Eddie looks up from his laptop screen to see this before it disappears behind the barrier that separates the dorm rooms’ shared kitchen from the laundry room.
Going back to the work in front of him Eddie decides to ignore the interruption until-
“Fuck!”
More shuffling, the sounds of containers being stacked and moved around then, once more with feeling.
“Fuck…”
Eddie closes his laptop with a sigh and prays that this is not a huge mistake.
“You okay in there?”
Some more shuffling, then an actual human being emerges from behind the wall.
And… he’s actually kind of cute Eddie’s traitorous mind notices. Beneath all the layers of coats and scarves he’s a tall, dark haired, blue eyed dream with admittedly silly looking glasses, but bone structure that more than made up for it.
“Just debating on whether or not I should try and walk all the way back to the store to get an egg or just end it all here and now.”
“Well I’d appreciate you not turning the common area into a crime scene I really wouldn’t advise going out there again, I’ve already gotten three seperate warnings about the snowpocalypse happening outside.” Eddie gives the guy another once over, despite the hat the ends of his hair are still dripping with melted snow. Taking pity on him he continues. “I may have a carton of eggs in my mini fridge, if you tell me exactly what you’re attempting to do with them.”
The other guy smiles and holds up a bag of flour.
“How do you feel about chocolate chip cookies?”
Eddie smiles back.
“Hmm… I deem them… worthy of me walking to my room to get eggs.”
“Yes!”
His arm shoots up in victory.
Eddie grabs his keys and laptop and by the time he looks up from that there is an arm holding the door open for him. He nods and leads the way.
The guy follows him, mostly quietly, though he does hum a few notes along the way.
“Eddie.” He says as they both reach the dorm room.
“Yes?”
“I just realized we never actually introduced ourselves.” He says, pointing out the name tag still taped to the door. “I’m Richie.”
“Oh, shit.” Eddie feels like hitting himself over the head, he just basically invited a total stranger into his room. At least he seems nice enough, has a nice enough name, although it seems a little familiar for some reason. “Nice to meet you, Richie…”
He unlocks the door then, in a sudden moment of clarity whips around with an accusatory finger pointed at-
“Richie!”
“Eddie!” He tries to mirror back, but Eddie just narrows his eyes at him.
“You- You were the one that started that snowball fight last week!”
He can remember clearly now the last time he heard that name, an exasperated ‘ Richie! ’ yelled from the quad between the dorm’s two halls during finals week just before the sounds of projectiles being thrown and the window shaking crack of one hitting his own started up.
He had looked outside at the time, but all he could make out through the fog was two figures mercilessly pelting each other, alone. It would have been pretty funny had it not completely thrown off his concentration on his online Intro to Psych final.
“Guilty?” He gives Eddie a crooked grin, which shouldn’t be cute, it should be annoying right now!
“I was going to bargain for it later, but I’m officially staking claim to half of the cookies since you almost broke my window!”
Richie just nods.
“That seems… a fair and worthy payment.”
“Good, because it is.” Eddie shoots back.
He throws the laptop on his bed and goes for the fridge underneath it, pulling out a half-dozen carton of eggs.
Richie is scanning the various movie and band posters around the room with appreciation when he looks up and Eddie feels an excited dip in his stomach despite himself, he’s pleased that Richie seems to have similar tastes as him.
“Got ‘em” He says.
Richie smiles.
“My hero!”
He hums, more happily on the way back to the common area, until he clears his throat.
“So, not to sound ungrateful but who the fuck keeps eggs in a dorm room? Aren’t those specifically made to hold beer and like… a jar of pickles you only open if you’re extremely high?”
“I am feeling the strangest sense of pity for your roommate right now.”
“Don’t, he’s a monster.” He says with a fond tone that makes it obvious he’s joking.
“Well, if you must know I don’t completely trust the cleanliness of the cafeteria and scrambled eggs are pretty much the only thing I know how to make.” Truth be told since moving out he’s probably been living on way too many frozen meals than is completely healthy, but that’s still better than getting salmonella from dodgy cafeteria food.
“That… is fair enough. I once picked up a spoon from the bin that had a piece of lettuce just full on stuck to the side of it.”
“And if I hadn’t already blacklisted it, that story alone would be enough to keep me from going there.”
“That’s exactly what my roommate said when I told him! You’ve got to meet Stan the man, Eddie!”
Eddie nods agreeingly, but something makes him want to take Richie up on that offer. He also really wants to introduce Bev to him, there’s just something that makes him feel like they would get along like a house on fire.
Once they’re back in the kitchen they start up cooking and chatting. It’s easier than Eddie expected to keep up a conversation and it turns out they have a lot in common, classes, comic books, taste in movies. Eddie measures as Richie stirs and soon enough they’re getting close to done.
“Ugh… my mom always makes this look so easy.” Richie looks at the recipe, pours a little more flour, directly from the bag, into the very sticky dough, and looks at the recipe again.
Eddie hums to himself, not having experience with either baking or watching his mother bake, but happy to watch the trial and error.
“Okay, I think it may be good now.”
Eddie looks over, and it definitely looks like cookie dough, hopefully it tastes like it too.
“Looks like it.”
As the cookies are baking Eddie hears a beep from the other side of the room and remembers why he had been in there in the first place.
“Wait!”
Eddie rushes to the dryers and pulls out a pile of soft fabrics. When he gets back he hands one over to Richie who takes it immediately before he even realizes what it is.
At the recognition he moans, pressing the dryer-warmed blanket to his face.
“I literally owe you my life now, Eds”
Eddie laughs at the muffled praise.
“I forgot I put those in there, I usually put them in on ten minute cycles just to keep me warm while I’m working.”
“Mmmm,” He finally removes the blanket from his face, instead draping it over his shoulders like a cape. “So you always spend the holidays here? This is my first time, it’s deader than I expected.”
“Yeah, it’s really usually only me and the RA’s around here. So, why did you decide to stay here instead of going home for break this time?”
“Eh, didn’t have much of a reason to go home, I mean, my family’s Jewish but we don’t really celebrate, I usually just go over to my friend Stan’s house, but he abandoned me now that he’s got some new hot piece to bring home.” He sighs dramatically. “So here I am, abandoned and alone, luckily I’ve been at the mercy of a very generous and very cute stranger, so I have high hopes for not getting murdered in this ghost town of a school.”
Eddie laughs, a blush rising in his cheeks at the mention of him being called cute.
“Well, don’t hold your breath, if I wasted my eggs on mediocre cookies I have been known to strike out in anger.”
Richie lets out a whistle.
“Well, I didn’t take you for the vengeance type.” He says in what Eddie guesses is supposed to be a cowboy accent.
“You don’t know me as well as you think you do then, partner.” Eddie drawls back at him, making him laugh.
When Richie sobers up he speaks again.
“You should come help me eat these in my room. Stan’s got this mondo TV with Netflix built right in! We can watch all the classics, pretend like we’re having a real Christmas!”
“I thought you were Jewish?”
“And I am selflessly putting that aside for you today, Eddie. Think of my sacrifice and then say no to my face.” He makes a face which must be his ridiculous attempt at puppy dog eyes. “Hmmm?”
Eddie lets out a laugh despite himself.
“Fine, fine. Only because of the sacrifice you’re making though, I live to see you suffer.”
Soon enough, the oven timer beeps and Richie pulls out a baking sheet full of perfectly browned, sweet smelling, chocolate chip cookies. Eddie burns the tip of his tongue, but declares them better than mediocre and they pack them up to head to Richie’s room in the other hall.
“Wow, your hall really gets into the holiday spirit… I’m actually pretty sure this is a fire hazard.” Eddie says as he takes in the canopy of white, red, and green lights hanging from every available surface.
“Yeah, I say blame Mike, he gets really into it and he’s somehow charmed all the RA’s into looking the other way when it comes to christmas lights.” Richie sighs fondly.
“I like it, we’d never get away with something like this in my hall.”
Eddie looks around, eyes bouncing from the perfectly arranged strings, overlapping and entwining with others. It really is a beautiful scene, more festive than he imagined ever seeing, and on campus no less.
“I guess you’ll have to come over here more often then, you should see what Mikey does for Easter!” He grins.
“I might just have to take you up on that.” And Eddie meant it, honestly as much as this break had taken a turn for the better he couldn’t wait until it was over so he could meet Richie’s friends, and introduce his own in turn.
Once inside Richie’s dorm, Eddie took a minute to take it in. It’s a lot bigger than his own since it’s a double, which he knows is shared with Stan, and the two sides could not be more different. One is meticulously organized, dorm standard furniture in the pre-approved configuration, bed made to what Eddie guesses would be military standards, textbooks stacked cleanly on the desk, the few personalizations seemed to be a few bird posters and brain teaser puzzles scattered around.
“I told you Stan’s a nerd!” Richie calls, noticing him looking around.
The other half looks more lived in, much more lived in. It’s darker, the walls are almost completely covered in posters and the dark blue plaid bedspread, which is not anywhere near made up, gives it a grungy sort of look. Eddie knows before he even processes it that this side must be Richie’s, and he takes his time looking over the little details that make it his. He’s got books and binders in a pile that honestly looks like he just turned over his backpack and let things fall where they would. The posters are mostly bands, David Bowie, The Cure, Nirvana, and a few that Eddie doesn’t recognize, must be newer ones by the look of them, he’s also got tickets from shows he’s been to taped up between the posters, mostly concerts but a few musicals and even one for a local drag show.
Eddie also notices the rather large TV set up against the far wall so that it can be seen well from either bed.
Richie must have been busy while Eddie was snooping because when he turns around from looking at the TV he's got the remote in one hand and about half of the cookies they made on a plate in the other.
“Pretty sweet right?” He says, motioning for Eddie to take a seat on the bed.
Eddie nods.
“After you.”
Richie obliges, putting the plate down so he can climb up on the messy bed. He pulls the pillows up to the head as he gets himself comfortable, on top of the duvet but under the blanket Eddie had given him.
Eddie follows him up, sitting with his back up against the headboard and looks down at Richie.
“Well, what are we watching?”
As Richie rattles off the different services Stan has built into the TV and Eddie just hums along and let’s Richie choose Netflix to start while he tries to focus on the words he’s saying rather than the warmth of him lying so close. Eddie’s a little afraid if he opens his mouth to talk he’ll scream out loud about how he’s sitting in Richie’s bed right now . Richie who is very cute and very nice and even pretty funny and has friends who sound pretty great too who he can’t wait to meet, and now he’s thinking about how much Bev would like him and-
It’s a lot, Richie’s a lot. But Eddie kind of likes that about him.
After Eddie’s vetoed three separate hallmark-esque rom coms, and Richie’s vetoed an admittedly pretty horrible looking movie about cgi kittens they land on Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer which Eddie has never seen and Richie argues that that in itself is a crime.  
After that’s over they decide to continue on with the series and somewhere around The Year Without Santa and Frosty the two of them conk out, the comfort and warmth lulling them asleep in Richie’s shared bed.
Richie wakes up first.
“Eddie...Eds!” He gives him a little shake as the credits music pours into the room.
He’s close enough that he can see Eddie crack an eye open.
“Mmm, lemme get your glasses.”
Richie doesn’t have time to process that because Eddie is turning around in a sleepy, cat-like stretch, reaching over the bed to where Richie really can’t see, but knows that his bedside table sits. Then he hands over the glasses and all at once Eddie comes into focus, his hair is sleep-ruffled, his eyes are still not-quite awake, there’s a red splotch on his face from where his hand must have been pillowing it, and all Richie can really focus on is how many freckles he has on his nose.
It takes Richie a minute but he realizes, once his vision is completely back to normal, that Eddie is staring at him too. His wide brown eyes are now locked onto his.
“You lookin’ at the zit on my nose?” Richie glances at him sideways before pushing himself completely up to face him. He presses a finger to the tip of his nose. “Just like Rudolph, huh?”
“I like Ruldolph! I think he’s cute…” Eddie huffs, a blush rising on his cheeks as well.
“Ohoho! I had no idea you were into beastiality, gotta say, Eds, you keep a man on his toes.”
“Shut up.” He warns.
Richie grins, he’s quickly finding that the more riled up he can get Eddie the better.
“I mean, does this thing of yours extend to Bumble, or-”
Eddie puts his warning into action and presses his lips to Richie’s, directly shutting him up.
Richie melted into the kiss, Eddie’s soft and warm against him, and he can taste the chocolate from the cookies they made together. It’s nice and sweet and a little feisty just like Eddie, but it’s also shorter than Richie would have liked, he thinks, as Eddie breaks the kiss with a heavy breath.
“I’m so glad I decided to stay here over break.”
Eddie grins, and the way he does tells Richie he is too.
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chimaerasketch · 6 years ago
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So I’m really, really needing some quick cash and am offering cheap commissions! $5 bust sketches or $10 full body. Examples are furry, but I’m happy to draw anything--anthro, humanoid, monsters--you name it.
I’m sorta in a situation where a bunch of unexpected expenses hit one after another, so I’m not in a position to do anything aaaaand my family can’t help me either.
Our dishwasher exploded, followed by our washing machine two weeks later. Now it’s looking like our oven is starting to have issues.
I’m... still uninsured, starting to have a few RSI problems, and really really need to see a chiro as soon as I have cash, but since I’d just bought a printer before appliances started exploding... not in a position to do that. Also still trying not to crumble under the strain of mental health BS I can’t get a psych or meds for, so that’s fun! I can’t even afford more Sam-E at the moment.
Ahahaha and then I realized my adobe subscription was about to expire, and had to rapid swap to monthly to avoid being smacked with another $400 fee. But... long term, monthly is gonna crush me financially sooo need the cash to swap back to yearly...again.
You get the picture. @_@
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elodieunderglass · 7 years ago
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at what point does one become more used to having a baby - at what point does it get easier? my pumpkin is nearly 3 months and i am still reeling.
I am sorry that it took me so long to answer this. I am sure that it has actually gotten easier by now, simply because I took so long to answer. The first 3 months of being a new parent are like being in a tumble dryer. Reeling, though, is the feeling of transition; and the transitions will now change very quickly for you, with seasons flipping past in a montage. 
Here’s what Most Parents are going to tell you - in fact they are reading this post and they salivating already, because they really want to be the First Person To Ever Tell You This. They are lining up, like hyenas, to say “AHAHA! IT NEVER GETS EASIER! AHAHA!” They will roll on their backs and wave their paws in the air. “You did a setup for a joke! Just now! The joke is that it never gets easier!”
And then as soon as we try to continue our conversation, the hyenas will leap back in, yelping “REELING? You think you’re REELING? You’ve been parenting for THREE MONTHS! AHAHAHA YOU SWEET SUMMER CHILD!  Wait until they reach [milestone]. Wait until they’re a toddler. Wait until they’re teenagers. Wait until-”
So: thank you, Parenting Hyenas Who Can’t Cope. We witness you. We love you. We have heard about your experiences (nobody could really avoid doing so) and we honour them. Your contributions are valuable. Your jokes are funny, Parenting Hyenas, and we do appreciate the work you have done. BUT we are going to move on, in the expectation that Anon here has some important feelings that are just as valid as those of an Experienced Parenting Hyena, and that for them, maybe coping is possible.
Right. Sorry. I had to say all that because if I didn’t, then people would make the joke in the notes (“AHAHA! YOU THINK IT GETS EASIER! AHAHA!”) and it irritates me, although I love the Parenting Hyenas very much.
To answer your question, Anon, with disclaimers:
I personally believe in the Fourth Trimester Theory, which is that the first 3 months of a baby’s life are liminal and primal. Neurologically and physiologically and in its ancient little psyche, a human baby hasn’t really arrived in the planet yet for the first three months of life. It is not really part of our world; it is not a public being; it is here as a visitor, whose only commentary is crying. It is still in that liminal space between the bright noisy terrors of the world, and your womb, that was also the Void. It looks at you with its changeling eyes and it appears to see infinity. It is very obviously a traveler from somewhere else, now trapped in the form of a potato, and it is composing the MOST scathing Tripadvisor review. And at all times, it NEEDS you. It is an ancient baby mammal and all it wants is your heartbeat, the warmth of your skin, your milk (if you’re giving it your own milk), and to be Parented. It needs these things to live. As science and psychology learn more about the importance of things like “skin time” and “touch starvation” and “attachment,” we realise that the default state of the human baby in the Fourth Trimester is “being held.” That’s it, that’s its job, that’s what it does; it wants to eat while you hold it, sleep while you hold it, and stare penetratingly at strangers and chickens while you hold it. It is not separate. If you are breastfeeding, it is an external part of your own immune system. But emotionally it’s also an external part of your own heart - like a daemon in the Northern Lights series.
You are basically still pregnant. But when you were pregnant, you had a convenient internal life support system for the baby, and both hands free (assuming you have the use of both hands). And now you are supposed to keep yourself and the baby alive in the outside world, which involves doing life support for you both, with no hands free. So yes. YES, this stage is FUCKING hard.
This age of baby is frequently irritating with this Constant Need for your body, and you snap at it, wanting some fucking space, and then immediately feel as if a Goblin King is about to come in through your window in the form of an owl and STEAL it, because you let your guard down for a second, and for a second there you didn’t want your baby. But of course you want your baby! You just don’t want your baby ON you! You wanted somebody else to hold the baby for ten minutes while you had a poo and then stared silently at your tongue in the mirror because YOU ARE JUST TRYING TO LIVE, BABY, YOU ARE JUST TRYING TO LIVE. I mean, maybe that’s just me. I’m 90% sure that was just me. But yeah!! It takes some getting used to!!
After the Fourth Trimester, the little potato becomes a lot more like a baby. At three months, the little oven timer goes “ding!” And it’s a lot more fully cooked and developed. It levels up a lot now. If it had colic (uncontrollable screaming with no particular cause, usually in the evening) then colic is about to go away. It will hopefully know the difference between night and day. It will probably not poo at night any more, and you can let it keep one diaper on all night. It stops looking at you like a judgmental goblin ALL the time, and may smile occasionally. Breastfeeding (if you’re doing it) should have become easier, hopefully completely painless, and you’re hopefully feeling comfortable and confident about it. You will probably have survived at least one scary crisis, such as Running a Very High Temperature, or Dropping The Baby In The Bath, and come through it okay, astonished at your own bravery. So many things get easier now. SO MANY.
When does it get easier? For me, I found the first three months to be really rough and incredibly lonely and difficult, and it got increasingly easier after that. Caring for the baby became more of an exchange and a communication. They transitioned very distinctly in my eyes from an angry goblin potato to something more like a chirping pet. We bonded, as well; when the baby was born, they were a stranger to me, and I didn’t like them particularly (although I was prepared to do my absolute best for them) because I didn’t know them very well. But I did love them more and more, the more I knew them. My love needed time to grow. For me, the growth of baby and bond made it easier to meet their endless needs. Some people won’t share this, and some babies won’t do this; there will always be high-needs children too, and children who don’t develop according to Timelines, and relationships that have a different molecular structure. But the thing is that the whole point of babies is to change VERY fast: you will break, or you will get stronger, or things will change. Next week, your baby will be a different baby. Next month, it will be a different animal.
And sometimes the thing that changes is your relationship to the role of parenting. So that also happened for me to: the transition from my Self as a busy person with an unplanned pregnancy and no particular interest in children, to the Official Adult in Charge of one of Earth’s newest members. Who was an early arrival, to boot. It took a long time for me to set down my own ambitions to focus on Glassbab’s fragile, evanescent babyhood. I had to give up “being a person who goes to parties,” “being a person who has lots of hobbies and related friends,” “doing standup late in pubs,” and losing each one made me feel like I was being killed. But it turns out, I do actually have a personality beyond The Stuff I Do - I’m actually valuable and likable even if I’m not destroying myself with trying to do everything - which was actually a nice discovery for me. 
That’s another thing that people don’t write about - other parents don’t give you any map for how your own identity might change, and how that might actually be GROWTH, and what you might like to do with it. They just laugh “hahaha you’ll never cope again! hahaha mothers don’t have IDENTITIES! mothers don’t cope!!!” and you want to kick those hyenas RIGHT IN THE HEAD. 
Because, it turns out, those hyenas are only talking about their own experiences. Parents do have identities. Many parents cope. Many thrive. Many people feel this transition as growth, as a part of their lives where they grew and loved and learned, and achieved amazing experiences, Some people even feel the reeling as a pleasant thing; the way that you feel at a party, drunk, looking up at the ceiling until you are looking down at yourself, spinning in a blur of color and the moment. Pin this time, this reeling and draining time, down with lots of pictures. In a year these memories will be hard to catch again.
Disclaimers:
1. If the reeling is Too Much, please see a health professional. I don’t know what “Too Much” is and I am not qualified to advise you on your mental health, but you can use the Edinburgh Postnatal Depression Test as a tool to decide whether to seek further help.
2. All babies and all people are different. No advice will ever suit everyone. If my advice, or indeed any advice, does not apply to you, then do not take it.
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hannahindie · 7 years ago
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Characters: Dean Winchester, Reader, Sam Winchester (brief) Word Count: 2,862 Warnings: Sickness, Leslie Knope inspired fever sequence, and Dean being a gosh dang cutie. It’s a lot of fluff. A/N: I wrote this for two reasons: One, because @trexrambling requested fluff, and when my writing soulmate requests something (especially after I have continuously destroyed with angst) she gets it. Second, I am stupidly and embarassingly late on @impalaimagining’s 5K Follower celebration because Tumblr ate it and then I got distracted. Congrats on the followers, although I’m sure by now you’ve far surpassed that number. lol My Friends’ quote is bolded within the fic. Have some cute, fluffy Dean before I change my mind.
Thanks to @pinknerdpanda for beta’ing all my fluffy words. You’re the best, bean. :) “ Eeeeeekkkk!!!! Hldyoepufpuehlkgdljdogdlhdlhd!!!!! I love it!!!”
As always, tags are at the bottom. If you’d like to be added, please let me know. :)
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Dean wandered into the kitchen, his hair bedraggled as he drug a hand across his still sleep hazed eyes. The smell of coffee had been what had drug him out of his room after two days of near hibernation. The past week and a half had been rough; what started out as a simple salt and burn became annoyingly difficult due to the amount of rain the area had been getting. Just when they thought they were going to have some time off, a vamp nest cropped up on the way home, and then a demon possession. Although they had taken care of all three things and did so in almost record time, they had barely slept. Dean groaned as he stretched, his joints reminding him that he was getting too old for all this.
He smiled as he caught sight of Y/N moving around the kitchen, her hair piled on the top of her head in a messy bun as she cooked breakfast. He shuffled over to the coffee pot, grabbed a mug, and carefully poured the life giving liquid. “Mornin’,” he mumbled, grunting as he planted himself carefully at the table.
“Morning.” Y/N’s response was short and Dean raised an eyebrow.
“What’s your deal?” he asked as he took a sip of coffee.
Y/N turned to face him and shrugged, “Just tired, I guess.” She laid a napkin and a fork in front of him, and Dean could feel the heat coming off of her.
“Are you sure you’re okay? You look like you might have a fever. C’mere.” He sat his mug down and gestured for her to come back.
She shook her head, “I’m fine, okay? I just need some more sleep. I’ll take a nap later.” She turned back to the oven, and Dean didn’t miss how she grasped the counter for a moment as if she was trying to keep her balance.
“Seriously, Y/N, maybe you should sit down-”
“I’m fine!” she snapped as she slammed a plate on the counter and started loading it up with eggs and bacon. She turned and Dean could see the thin sheen of sweat on her forehead. She stepped forward to put his breakfast on the table, and before he could say or do anything else, her eyebrows knitted together as she tilted forward, “I think I might not be fine…” The plate hit the floor with a crash and Dean managed to catch her before she fell.
“Oh, shit, Y/n!” He brushed the hair from her face and jerked his hand back when he touched her burning skin. “Jesus...Sam! Sammy! I could use your help!” He gently lowered her to the cool tile, then yelled again, “Sam! Hurry up!” He heard Sam’s heavy steps echoing through the bunker as he hurried to the kitchen and slid to a stop in front of them.
“What the hell?” He knelt next to Dean and put his hand to Y/N’s forehead, “She’s burning up!”
“I noticed, Sam.” He gently picked her up and began making his way to the garage, “Grab her bag, and get my wallet from my jeans, would ya? We gotta get her to the hospital.” Sam ran back towards the bedrooms, and Dean cradled Y/N carefully to his chest as he carried her to the car.
Y/N’s eyes fluttered open and she narrowed her eyes at the sterile smell that assaulted her nostrils.
“What the hell?” her voice came out as a croak, just loud enough to disturb the sleeping lump sprawled lazily in the chair next to her.
Dean sat up with a jerk, “You’re awake.” He rubbed the heel of his hand across his eyes, then blinked sleepily at her.
“Of course I’m awake, where am I? What am I doing here?” She started to swing her legs over the side of the bed, and Dean gently rested his hand against her shoulder to stop her.
“Hey, whoa there tiger, you’re in the hospital. You’re really sick. I guess the past couple of hunts took it out of you.”
She shook her head, “Nope, I’m fine. I need to get back to the bunker, there’s research to do.” She fumbled with the IV line, grimacing as she tried to yank it out of her hand. Dean put his hand over hers and she glared at him.
“You aren’t going anywhere, kiddo. You had a temperature of a hundred and four when we got you in here, and it’s not gone down yet. You have to stay.”
“You aren’t my real mom!” she yelled as she finally managed to yank out the IV and slid off the bed and towards the door.
“Well, I mean, that’s true, but you don’t have to yell about it.” He crossed in front of her and put his arm across the door to block her path. “You’re dehydrated, they’re afraid that this flu could turn into pneumonia, and they’ve got you on enough drugs it should have knocked out an elephant. Should have known you’d be too damn hard headed to let that happen.”
“If you don’t get out of my way, Dean Winchester, I’m gonna tell Sam about you usin’ his toothbrush to clean the toilet.”
Dean looked at her with wide eyes, “How did you know I did that?”
She waved her hand vaguely, “A girl never reveals her secrets. Now lemme go.” She pushed past him and wandered down the hall towards the exit.  Dean burst out laughing when he realized the back of her gown was open.
“Well, she’s sure revealing something,” he said with a grin as he pulled his phone out of his pocket and snapped a couple of pictures. After getting what he thought was the appropriate amount of blackmail photos, he went back into the room to get Y/N’s bag and clothes, then dialed Sam.
“Hello?”
“Hey, Sammy. She’s going AWOL, so if you could just pull up front, that would be great.” He stepped back into the hallway and chuckled when he saw that Y/N had stopped walking and was having a conversation with a potted plant near the nurses’ station. “We’ll be out there as soon as she quits talking to this plant.”
There was a beat of silence as Sam tried to make sense of what Dean had just said, “Wait, what is she doing? Should she be leaving?”
“No, probably not, but it’s Y/N and she apparently does what she wants. Just pull up front. We’ll be there in a few.” He hung up and slowly approached Y/N, who was stroking the leaves of the artificial plant and asking who its stylist was. “Alright, let's go Poison Ivy, time to get home.”
She frowned, “But I was just making a new friend. Look at her hair! It’s marvelous…” Dean gently pried her fingers from the leaves, smiling at the nurse that was watching with her arms crossed and eyes narrowed.
“I know, sweetheart, but we gotta go. Sam is coming to get us! And that nice lady over there is about thirty seconds from calling psych, okay?” He tugged her
toward the exit, walking behind her so the rest of the hospital didn’t see what God had given her and trying his hardest not to stare himself.
She glared up at him, “Don’t call me sweetheart. You only call Baby that. Or when you’re being con...conde...condensation.”
Dean bit back a smile, “Yea, you’re right, I’m sorry. I’m not...um...I’m not trying to be condensation.” He guided her through the doors to where Sam was waiting, then opened the back door of the Impala and slid in next to her.
Sam looked back at them, concern etched on his face, “Dean, she really needs to stay here...look at her.”
Y/N had fallen into his side, her face flushed and sweaty, and was already beginning to fall asleep.
“I know, but she was causing a bit of a scene. Let’s just get her home, and one of us will go out for a medicine run. It’ll be fine.” Sam sighed, but turned around and pulled the car away from the hospital despite his better judgement. Dean glanced down at Y/N as she wrapped her arm around his waist and laid her head on his shoulder. “You’ll be fine,” he whispered against her hair, then put his arm around her shoulder and pulled her tighter against him.
“Y/N, you've got to lay down, you need rest.” Dean said as he tried to coax her back to bed.
“I’m uncomfortable!” she whined as she swatted at him weakly.
“I know, but Sam will be back with medicine soon and we’ll get you settled in.” Dean brushed the hair out of her eyes, frowning as he felt how hot she still was.
“That's not why I'm uncomfortable, it's this bed.” She flopped onto her side, then rolled back over. “It's not squishy, and it doesn't remember me.” She sat up suddenly, her eyes wide. “I wanna be in your bed. It's got memory foam!”
“I...ummm...well, it's not going to remember you, either. You...you’ve never been in it,” he stuttered.
“I've been in it! We had movie night that one time. It'll remember. Please, Dean?” she pouted at him again and he sighed.
“Fine. But only if you let me carry you down there and you promise you'll stay put.”
She smiled and Dean realized that he'd do anything to get her to smile like that again. “Sure thing, Dean bean. Pinky promise.” She held her pinky up and looped it around his.
“Alright then, come on.” He hooked one arm around her waist and the other under her knees, and she sighed happily as she nuzzled against his shoulder. Dean’s heart sped up at how natural it felt to hold her like this, and how perfectly she fit against him. He made his way down the hall and to his room, where he sat her gently on the floor. “You good?” he asked before releasing his grip on her elbow.
“Yup, perfect.” She watched silently as he folded down the comforter and sheets, then fluffed the pillows so that she could see the television and still be comfortable.
“In you go, kid.” He held the blankets back as she climbed into bed, then pulled them up around her. Once she was settled, he walked over to the sink and grabbed a washcloth which he dampened, then walked back to her. “Here, this might help you feel better. Cool towels always helped with Sam when we were kids.” He swiped it gently across her forehead and she sighed happily.
“That does feel nice,” she sighed.
He smiled and laid it on the nightstand, then handed her the remote, “Pick out whatever you want.” He moved to sit in the chair next to the bed but stopped when he felt her hand slip into his.
“Will you lay here with me?” Dean thought about saying no, wanted to because he knew what would happen if he said yes, but the moment he looked into her wide eyes, his resolve broke.
“Yea...umm...sure, I'll lay with you.” He laid on the outside of the comforter, but she snuggled into him anyway and began flipping through his Netflix list. He slipped his arm around her, and before she was able to pick anything to watch, she fell fast asleep. Dean thought about sliding out from under her, but as she gripped tightly to his shirt, he found that he didn't want to. Instead, he picked out a random show, leaned his head back, and let himself doze off to the low murmur of the television and the warmth of Y/N at his side.
Sam quietly stood in the doorway to Dean���s room, a smile playing on his lips as he watched Y/N and his brother sleep. They’d been dancing around their feelings for weeks, and though he was sure part of the reason for their behavior today was because Y/N had been under the influence of her fever, Sam hoped that this finally got them to realize how they actually felt. He thought about letting them sleep, but Y/N still looked flushed and medicating her finally outweighed letting them both sleep.
He walked over and gently shook Dean’s shoulder, “Dean, wake up. I've got medicine.” Dean’s eyes slowly opened and he groaned as he shifted out from under Y/N.
“I didn't mean to fall asleep.” Dean looked over at Y/N and sighed, “I hate to wake her up, man.”
“I know, but she needs this.” Sam laid the back of his hand against her forehead, “She's not as hot, but she's still got a fever.” He picked up the cool washcloth and ran it across her forehead again, moving her sweat damp hair out of her face. “Hey, Y/N...I've got medicine for you. C’mon, wake up.”
Her eyes fluttered open and she smiled lazily when she saw Sam, “Hullllooooo, Samuel. Lookit you, bein’ all tall. What brings you to my room at this time of night?” She gasped, “What if Dean saw you in here? He'd wonder if there's shenanigans. He can't think there are shenanigans, or he won't love me.” Her eyes began to shine with unshed tears and Sam didn't know whether to laugh or be concerned.
“I don't think you need to worry about that, does she Dean?” Sam raised an eyebrow and Dean shook his head.
“Nope, there's no need to worry. Sam’s just here to give you medicine, and then you can go back to sleep.” He was trying not to think of what she'd said; why would it matter if he loved her or not? He watched as Sam pulled out a couple of bottles and helped her take the medicine she needed, then gathered up his supplies and made his way to the door.
“I'll be in the library, I've got some research to do. Let me know if you need anything.” He walked out and Dean shifted as if to follow.
“Will you stay?” Y/N asked quietly. “I sleep better with you here.”
Dean nodded, then resumed his position by Y/N’s side, “Sure thing, kid. Whatever you want.”
She settled back in and quickly fell back to sleep. Dean watched as her chest rose and fell slowly, and without thinking, linked his fingers through hers. He wasn't sure if it was just the fever talking or if she really wanted him, but in the moment, it didn't really matter. He turned his attention to the television and smiled when he felt her fingers tighten around his.
Y/N woke slowly, blinking as her eyes adjusted to the dim light. The television was on and the ‘Are you still watching?’ message glowed dully. She realized she was leaning into someone, and looked up to see Dean, his head tilted back against the pillows and his mouth partially open, his light snores the only sound in the room.
She shifted so that she was more upright and realized she wasn't in her room, but Dean’s.
“What the hell?” she croaked quietly, but it was enough to jerk Dean awake.
“What? What's wrong?” he looked around, his eyes wide and alert, then immediately calmed down when he realized Y/N was awake. “Oh, hey, you're up.”
“Yea...but why am I in your room?” she asked, her eyebrows furrowed as she tried to remember the chain of events that led from this morning to now.
Dean cleared his throat, “Because...well, you wanted memory foam...you said it remembers you.”
“Why does it need to remember me?” She looked down and for the first time, realized they were holding hands. “Oh...ooohhh…what did I say?” Although she seemed embarrassed, Dean felt a flicker of hope when she didn't pull her hand from his.
“Not much...although you were very concerned that if I caught Sam in here, I wouldn't love you,” he said with a small smile.
She groaned and let her head fall back, her eyes closed, “Well, that's embarrassing.”
“Nah, it was cute.” They fell silent, and Dean wondered if he should push his luck. He decided it was worth a shot. “So...umm...do you really care if I...I love you or not?”
She rolled her head so that she could look at him and raised an eyebrow, “Do you want me to care?”
He shrugged, “I mean, I...you don't have to...it doesn't matter. Forget I asked.”
“Well, if I didn't think you'd get the plague, I'd kiss you right now...if that answers your question.”
He smiled at her, then leaned over and kissed her forehead. “I guess that will have to do for now. Good news is, it seems like your fever might be gone.”
Y/N smiled back, then resumed her position tucked into Dean’s side, “I suppose that means I can properly answer you later.”
Dean chuckled, “Sounds like a plan, kid. Sounds like a plan.”
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foslad · 7 years ago
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Almost Too Good (A Chris Evans Story): Part 18
A/N: I made an entirely separate post detailing my excuses as to why this took so long and my thoughts and feelings about this chapter, so check it out if you wish! Otherwise, HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO YOU ALL <3
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‘Uh, I’ll be brief with my speech. Partly because I don’t like giving speeches; mostly because we have to give the studio space back in twenty-five minutes…’ Ben announced to a low hum of laughter before continuing.
‘…So as most of you are aware, this hasn’t been the easiest year for me, by a long shot, and I just wanted all of you to know that your hard work and commitment to this project has been the sole reason I was able to get out of bed every morning and not feel like I was the world’s biggest loser.’
My face fell into a sympathetic frown, along with the rest of the cast and crew, as I held my solo cup close to my chest and watched on as THE Ben Affleck poured his heart out to us atop a chair.
‘This project has been my baby for a long time and I’m stoked to see it come alive with the help of all of you. So,’ He raised his cup in a toast and we all followed suit, ‘cheers to The Eyes Of Nobody and its future endeavors! No matter what the outcome, it’s been a pleasure rocking with you guys!’
A round of claps and woo’s greeted Ben as he stepped down from the chair and we all engaged in a sip of cheap wine bought with the left-over change from the extended budget from the production company.
Well that was it. It was mid-November and the movie was officially wrapped.
As everyone began to mingle around the makeshift wrap party, I clocked eyes with Ben’s accountant Michael and shot him a wink as he made his way over to me; solo cup in hand. He and I had become “close buddies” as Ben liked to call it, since he had convinced himself that his “matchmaking skills” were out of this world…  
‘What the hell am I supposed to do now!?’ He declared dramatically, taking a big glug of the wine.
Rolling my eyes, I raised an eyebrow at him. ‘You could try, oh I don’t knoooowww, going on a date?’ I teased, leaning in to poke his chest, only for him to shoot me a sheepish look whilst extending his glug of the wine to an outright chug.
Michael and Chris’ brother Scott had been in constant contact via text since I’d introduced them all those weeks ago yet neither had grown a pair big enough to take it to the next level; each expecting the other to kick start it.
‘Hush up.’ He croaked before looking around glumly at the now closed set. ‘So, lay it on me, when are you back off to the Big Apple? And more importantly, when can I come visit?’
I paused for thought, unable to give him an exact answer.
90% of myself couldn’t wait to get back home; to gladly settle back into routine and all that jazz. I couldn’t physically remember the last time I had sat down and watched a movie or taken time for myself to browse through shops and online for new and exciting clothing pieces or even walked through Central Park as a daily reminder of just how lucky I was. At this point I had even gone so far as to start up a Pinterest page, pinning different recipes I wanted to try out when I finally had the time.
I felt a little foreign to myself and of course, like a true New Yorker, I blamed LA for that.
But naturally there was a remaining 10% that, despite being small in number, weighed me down like an anchor…
‘Soon, I guess… I haven’t had the time to discuss it with my assistant yet.’ I blagged.
Thankfully, something I had grown to notice, and was therefore extremely thankful, about Michael was that he had a short attention span. Instead of paying attention to my answer, he decided to indulge in some good ol’ fashioned gossip instead.
‘I’m even losing Ben to it, you know…’
‘To what, New York?’ I asked, suddenly intrigued.
‘Mhmm.’ He nodded, lifting his cup high and finishing off his wine. ‘Between you and me, I think that his little tete-a-tete with that SNL producer is more than just a passing fling. He’s spending the holidays with Jen and the kids, but he’ll be flying back and forth in-between... If you know what I’m saying…’
Oh, the holidays… My favourite time of year! Even the thought of it brought a warm and cosy sensation to my heart. We were a week away from Thanksgiving and I was delighted to have the holiday period completely signed off to nothing but family, laughter, fun and above all else, food…
As a few crew members around us began to pack away the last few fragments of the set, Michael turned and asked, ‘Please tell me your coming to the actual wrap party at Roamers?’
I smiled wide and shook my head. ‘Nope! I have a prior engagement I’m afraid.’
He raised his eye brows sarcastically. ‘Is this “engagement” six foot, with a body like an athlete on his way to the Olympics?’
I smiled even wider. ‘It suuuuure is. I’m teaching him how to make stuffing, the right way, for his Thanksgiving meal with his family.’
‘Sounds like a bucket of fun,’ He jested, ‘and let me guess, the turkey’s not the only thing getting stuf-’
I clapped my hand over his mouth and light-heartedly glared at him. ‘Nuh uh uh, none of that, thank you very much.’
‘Lots of that…’ He whispered when I removed my hand. I rolled my eyes but admittedly, I was still grinning ear to ear as I sipped the last of my wine.
I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t floating on Cloud 9 right now. What happened after the night of Gracey’s wedding was like something out of a movie. It was as though I was living out some sort of glorious fantasy that never went away, even when I pinched myself.
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Chris and I had travelled back to LA together the day after my sister’s wedding and I was convinced my happiness was enough to cure world peace.
As I sat on the flight, next to a dozing Chris, gazing out at the orange and yellow hue that had begun to court the pale blue sky, signalling dusk, it occurred to me that I was truly smiling.
And my smile only grew wider when I realised that there was so many reasons as to why I could be smiling right now.
I was heading back to finish off a project that made me feel fulfilled in my acting career; my assistant Amy had informed me that she would be coming back to work full time in the new year (but was now capable of helping me long distance in the meantime), my family were all radiating with joy and love after such a magical weekend and Chris and I were finally pushing forward to bigger and better things.
For the first time in what seemed like forever, I began to feel like the old Adrian again. There was no sadness in me, there were no worries; hell, there wasn’t even any fear anymore.
Just pure contentment.
The view of the sunset from the plane seemed extra spectacular that day. I even took a notion and snapped a try-hard “hipster” picture for my currently dormant Instagram that hadn’t been shown any TLC in almost two years. I cornily captioned it;
When you have every reason in the world to smile; it’s kinda cool when it smiles back at you.
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‘No! What part of gently fold it in registers in your brain as mix it into oblivion!?’ I reprimanded, yanking the spoon out of Chris’ hand and bopping him out of the way with my hip. From my peripheral, I could see the outline of Scott double back in laughter as he watched Chris and I try to navigate the kitchen together with a beer in hand from the island.
Observing me stir the mixture, Chris’ voice began to raise in protest. ‘You’re doing exactly what I did!’
‘No, I’m not! I’m “gently”, GENTLLLYYYYYYY, folding it in!’
‘Looks pretty fucking similar to me!’ He argued, taking a swig of his beer and shooting Scott a playful look.
‘Uhhh, who’s the teacher and who’s the learner here Evans!?’ I replied, tipping the delicious substance out onto a baking tray.
‘I’m just sayin’!’ He held his hands up in innocence as I placed the tray into the pre-heated oven and picked up my own beer for a smug swig. ‘Well, wait until you taste it, then you’ll see why we “fold”!’
As we waited for the goodness to cook, the boys decided to take the time to grill me on a certain topic that, in general, I had been trying to avoid in my everyday life; so as to not psyche myself out.
‘How’s the training for your Justice League audition coming along?’ Scott asked, after being let in on my little secret a couple of weeks ago and then promptly made to swear to keep silent about it.
Today marked exactly one week after I had received the call from my agent Magda to tell me all systems were ago as far as the audition and truthfully, I was still trying to mentally wrap my mind around it all, never mind even think of the physicality involved.
‘I mean, I gym twice a week, like always, if that’s what you’re asking?’ I hadn’t taken any measures out of my daily routine to prepare…Why should I? I wasn’t even going to get the role for crying out loud!
‘For how long? What do you do when you’re there? You got a trainer?’ Chris questioned intensively.
‘Whoa, whoa, whoa slow down. I do my own thing, like I’ve always done.’ I replied casually.
‘You reckon that’s enough? You feel fit and strong?’ He crossed his arms and eyed me closely.
‘Yes, as a matter of fact, I do.’ I responded defensively. Okay, so I’ve only ever taken to the gym to be able to justify eating whatever I want, but whatever! They didn’t need to know that!
‘Cool.’ Chris stuck his bottom lip out slightly and nodded. There was a solid twenty second silence as he took one last determined swig of beer before laying the bottle down with a bit of force onto the countertop. ‘You. Me. Pull up competition. Right now.’
With that declaration, he pushed himself away from the counter and began to make his way to the glass door that led to his backyard.
‘What!?’ I called after him, shooting Scott a ‘is he for real!?’ look.
‘You heard me!’ His voice trailed off as he exited out of the door.
The sky was starting to get dark but Chris’ garden was well lit. I begrudgingly trailed after him as he walked past his pool and over to the tall oak tree situated towards the side of his garages.
The tree was thick and strong; with Chris reaching up and placing all his weight on it to see if it would hold up. ‘Alright, seems sturdy enough.’ He deduced as he jumped back down.
Standing under it, I gazed up in intimidation. ‘I can’t even reach it’- was my first excuse.
It took all of two seconds for Chris to bend down behind me and wrap his biceps around my knees, swooping me up with ease so that I was eye level with the branch.
‘But what if I fall!?’ - came the second excuse.
‘Well then we’ll scrap the competition and I’ll just stay here to catch you in case you do fall.’ He countered once again. ‘C’mon, grab the branch.’
‘What if it cuts my hands?’ - marked my last feeble attempt. Now that I was closer, the branch did seem a little old and sharp…ish.
‘Just grab the damn branch Warner!’ He ordered, using his strength to give my body a little jolt upwards.
‘Okay, okay!’ Reaching out and wrapping my hands around it, taking a few seconds to secure my grip firmly.
‘You got it? Am I good to let go?’ He slowly let go and lingered for a second to check I wasn’t going anywhere before stepping away. I hung there like a moron, my legs flailing slightly like a child as I tried to keep my balance in check. Chris stepped towards me again and laid his hands on my legs.
‘Knees together and then lift and cross your feet behind your back.’ He ordered. I could already feel the burn in my arms as I followed his instructions and I hadn’t even started yet.
Once he was happy with my posture and positioning, he glared up. ‘I want ten pull ups.’
Okay, that’s not too bad… Ten should be okay…
Harnessing every piece of strength that I’d gathered from lifting light dumbbells for the past nine years, I raised myself up towards the branch and lifted my chin over it.
‘One.’ Chris called out.
Easing myself back down, I felt a sense of achievement. Alright! My first ever pull up! Go Adrian!
Nine more, not so bad…
The next time I felt the burn even more, but I managed it at least. ‘Two.’
When I eased myself down the second time, my arms began to feel the ache a hell of a lot more than they already did.
Mustering the strength for the third one was not so easy. I could feel myself starting to laugh at my own pathetic excuse for upper body strength, but the laughing only made my stomach hurt more and thus caused me to use up more energy.
‘Still two.’ Chris counted, doing his best not to laugh alongside Scott, who had long lost it. Clearly, I was the entertainment for the evening.
My legs had become undone slightly in hopes of helping me complete my fitness mission.
‘Nope! Keep your legs crossed at the back or I won’t count it!’ Chris’ arms were now folded as he started to stare up at me smugly.
‘It’s hard!’ I whined.
‘What? I thought you said you were “up to date” with this training?’ He used the bunny ear gesture to quote me directly before crossing his arms again.
I frowned but refused to give in. Gathering all my strength, I started up once more; unfortunately vocalising every piece of pain I felt - But I made it!
‘Three.’
‘Ohhhhh my God.’ I panted. Why was this so hard???
‘I’ll compromise at five. Get to five and we’ll call it even.’ Chris bargained, leaning back against the tree.
Two more agonising pull ups, which took what felt like hours to complete, followed. Chris moved forward and stepped under me, lightly wrapping his arms around my legs again. ‘Okay, drop down.’
Delighted to be rid of the pain, I let go and slid down into his grip. Chris clenched a little tighter just before my feet hit the ground so that I was now eye level with him. His eyes screamed in triumph as he waited for me to admit that I wasn’t “up to date” with my “training” at all.
Instead however, I simply let out a deep breath through my nose and wrapped my arms around his neck. ‘If you weren’t so cute, I’d be very pissed right now.’
‘Blegh.’ Scott declared before heading back inside to check on the oven.
‘Pissed at what? The fact you have the upper body strength of a kitten?’ Chris inquired as he turned his attention backed to me and lifted his eyebrow in self-satisfaction.
I shot him an unimpressed look in return before pulling away.
With a light chuckle, he lightly wrapped his arm around my shoulder as we trudged back into the house. ‘I was just trying to show you that “fitness” and “strength” are actually two very different things. It’s not about waiting to get the role and then starting training; you gotta show them what you’re made of from the off! Stay ahead of the competition, if you will.’ He squeezed me lightly, causing me to look up at him.
‘You could really slam this audition if you put your mind to it, you know.’
I smiled softly, recalling a similar pep talk I’d received from Ben a couple of weeks ago. I could feel myself light up inside at how supportive he was being; even if that “support” meant that my arms felt like they were about to fall off any second.
‘You should work on your weight lifting and think about getting yourself a trainer.’ Chris advised as he made his way over to the sink to pour me a glass of water whilst Scott declared that there was five minutes left on the timer.
‘Can I hire you?’ I asked half joking, half not.
‘No can-do kiddo, I have my own training to do. Infinity War is coming up and Poppa don’t get in shape as easily as he used to.’
‘Suuuure,’ I teased, gladly accepting the water, ‘because you look so terrrrible right now.’
‘Well, I certainly don’t look like Captain America that’s for sure.’ He replied before sighing and gazing over at the oven. ‘I mean, if we’re being real, I prooooobably shouldn’t even be eating stuffing right now either.’
I squeaked at his blasphemous tone. ‘Stuffing is always okay!’ I walked over and placed my hands on his cheeks and squeezed so his lips puffed up to attention. ‘Stuffing is good for the soul! Say it with me! Stuuuffing is good for the souuul.’
‘Preach it girl!’ Cried Scott from his position at the fridge, as he retrieved three more beers.
No more than ten minutes later, I arrogantly watched on as the two boys went to indulgence heaven and back as they tucked into my creation. I took great pleasure in scolding Chris on how the flavours and different textures of the stuffing would’ve been destroyed had he continued to mash them to death like he had been.
The tail end of dinner took a turn when Scott notified us of the text he had received from one of his roommates. One of them had left their keys at home and with Scott being the only one left in LA this late in the upcoming holiday season, it inevitably made him the only one to be able to help. So, we bid him goodbye as we continued to gorge on stuffing.
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After binging three episodes of a new series we’d discovered on Netflix, I sat on Chris’ bed, on top of the covers, and glanced through my emails.
All were mostly worked-related; one was about maintenance that needed to be done to my apartment back in New York and then one, I noticed, seemed to catch my eye for the right kind of reason.
After reading it through, a small smile spread across my face and I found myself calling out to Chris in his en-suite.
‘Did you get the email about the Fashion Awards?’ We’d been invited, as representatives of Gucci, to present one of the awards at the ceremony.
‘Oh, yeah, Jake mentioned something about an awards thing. In England, right?’
‘Mhmm! Would you wanna do it?’ It wasn’t compulsory or in our contract to have to do such events, so I felt like I already knew his answer before he even spoke.
‘Eh.’ Chris shrugged before waving it off and walking back into the bathroom; signalling that he wasn’t even interested, never mind entertaining it.
I nodded and smiled, albeit a little sadly, as I pretended to agree with him.
It was the third thing we’d turned down in the space of a month.
The first being an Elle pictorial spread that had been in the works for weeks due to the popularity of our commercial, 2.5 million views and counting at this point. Chris had decided at the last minute, however, that it would just bring unwanted attention to us and that I should just do it by myself.
But of course, they weren’t interested in just me.
The second was an invite to the launch of Gucci’s new Fall Collection. Off the bat I knew that kind of thing wasn’t Chris’ cup of tea, although I had half-hoped he might’ve been swayed with the knowledge of how much that kind of thing means to me and that we could get away with going together because we were still technically “co-workers”. Alas, I attended that one alone.
The Fashion Awards made it a trio and to say it was a little disheartening, was an understatement.
Obviously, I wasn’t completely clueless. I knew deep down he was just trying to protect and preserve what we had. We’d still managed to evade being public knowledge and that was something Chris was passionate about keeping for as long as possible.
Unlike our early days, nearly every evening was spent at Chris’; which was totally fine! Spending time with him was so beyond fulfilling and I was so lucky to have him! It was night’s like tonight, cooking and chilling together, that really brought a special warmth to my heart.
But I’d be lying if I said we weren’t lacking in most aspects outside of that. There were no dates, no dinners out, no movie trips. I wasn’t even allowed to walk Dodger with him. Something as simple as walking down the street and holding hands or going to the grocery store were also out of the question.
Menial tasks that I ached to do.
And I knew he had done them in the past. A quick google search would should him going on dates or holding hands with past lady friends…
But I knew that kind of thinking was toxic. I had become good at steering away from stupid thoughts like that after the promise I had made to Chris to just trust him.
I didn’t doubt Chris or his feelings, it was just the way things were that made it harder for me to adjust to. I wasn’t as big of a “celebrity” (nor did I ever wish to be) as Chris and, up until we started dating, could happily walk around and go about my business without having anybody give a shit. Even outside of my relationship, I was still able to do that. Stupid little things like fashion award shows and clothing launches, I’ll admit, were still fun little ventures to me that meant a different kind of night out to the usual routine.
But of course, I knew that as soon as Chris and I did become public knowledge, I could probably wave that goodbye. Still…
I hadn’t realised I’d been staring into space until the bathroom light clicked off and Chris emerged, zipping up a jacket and grabbing a cap from the side.
‘Alright, I’ll be back soon. Just gonna take Dodger out real quick.’ He informed me as he bent down to give me a parting kiss. I watched intently as he attached the leash to the dog’s collar.
‘Can I come?’ I chanced. It was dark out and already gone 10:30pm, I doubt paparazzi patrolled his street at this time of night on the off chance he might walk out of his door. Besides, in the one in a million chance that they might be, the picture would be too dark anyway; surely.
I just wanted to hold his hand. Outside. That’s it. That’s all I needed.
He struggled to form words as he tried to figure out a way of gently letting me down that didn’t just involve an outright ‘no’.
‘Please? I hate being here on my own...’ I begged, knowing full well it was probably going to make him feel a little guilty. Sure, I wasn’t being wholly honest but even I could see that the truth seemed slightly embarrassing and needy.
A small frown appeared on his face as he made his way back over to me; leaning down again to kiss my cheek. ‘I’m only gonna be gone ten minutes, Adrian, I promise!’
He had paused for my reaction, but Dodger’s light whimpering pressured me into reluctantly nodding my head.
‘…Okay.’ I whispered, allowing him to lean forward for one last peck.
Chris wasn’t stupid. He probably knew deep down that my request was deeper than just a fear of being alone.
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To Chris’ credit, the front door sounded not ten minutes later and a content Dodger trotted down the hallway and into the bedroom; closely followed by his owner.
I picked up the remote and turned down the volume on the random World’s Wildest Police Chases episode I was watching and looked over as Chris entered the bedroom. Smiling, I scooted over and made room for him in the bed.
As he undressed, I decided to break the slightly awkward silence by asking if we could watch Conan tonight. I was happy to see a smile appear across his face as he crawled under the covers next to me.
‘You don’t have to keep asking Adrian, we watch it every night.’
We continued the silence, although now a little more content, as we listened to Zac Efron talk to Conan about the upcoming Baywatch reboot he was shooting on a low volume. We were half-way through the interview when Chris finally spoke up.
‘I feel bad about earlier.’
‘Don’t! It’s okay,’ I reached over and rubbed his cheek affectionately, ‘I understand why you said no.’
A minute or so passed, I had returned my attention back to the screen, when he spoke again.
‘Listen, I was gonna ask you a little closer to the time, but I guess now is a good a time as any.’ Chris sat up and cleared his throat a little. ‘Every year, around New Year’s, Downey throws this fundraiser for a charity of choice. It changes every year.’ He rambled.
I listened intently, but I’d be lying if I said my eyes weren’t widening by the second.
‘Anyways, there’s no red-carpet bullshit but people still dress up and it’s for a good cause, so I try and make it every year.’
‘That’s nice of you.’ I replied, although my tone was willing him to continue.
‘Would you, maybe, wanna go… with me… this year?’
My lips trembled as I fought back a big, fat, beaming smile.
‘Sure.’ I replied as casually as I could, but it was obvious he could see right through me. ‘I should be free.’
He grinned at me as we returned our eyes to the screen but within seconds, I had turned back and smacked my lips against his. Forgoing Conan for the night, I decided to show him just how I grateful I was for his suggestion.
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If you read this one through, YOU ARE A GOD! THANK YOU! New chapter SOON!! Special shout out to mrs-captain-evans and elphabathropp for playing a huge part in my return to writing! I’m sorry I suck but I love you for caring!! <3 
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karaeww · 7 years ago
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A quiet dinner
Request: Can I request a Carl smut where like he fingers u somewhere he's not supposed to like during class or near other people or something and like teases u and then later they have sex? No pressure but it would be great if u wrote it! Ur others smuts r amazing btw Thanks:)
uhh sorry i’ve been dead i am a busy girl 
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You and Carl came from different worlds. You weren’t from the south side, and when you started attending his high school, you were the outcast. Your expensive clothes and name brand lunches set you apart from the rest of the south side high schoolers. You moved to Chicago after your parents split, and your dad brought you back to his hometown. Everyone viewed you as a rich bitch even though you were in the same boat as most of them. A lot of the guys hit on you, or tried to get you in bed, always wanting to be the one banging the rich girl. You turned down everyone and your reputation grew from rich bitch to rich prude. Carl, however, interested you. He had been sporting cornrows for your first few weeks in town, and he had recently taken them out. After this, his attitude changed as well. So after months of continuous flirting, you agreed to let him walk you home from school. At the end of your last class you found him waiting in the hallway.
“Didn’t forget? Surprising.” You comment while you both walk outside.
“Could never forget about you babe.” He says smiling at you. 
“Do you actually want to walk me home? or is there some ulterior motive?” You ask honestly. You know he doesn’t give a shit about walking you home safely. 
“I still can if you want. But I wanted to ask you something.” He paused and gave you a hopeful smile, making you slightly nervous. “Will you eat dinner with my family tonight? I told them I had a girlfriend as an excuse to stay out all night, and now they want me to bring someone over.” 
“Sure. Dinner with the Gallaghers should be fun.” You had heard all the stories about his family, they seemed exciting. He looked surprised by your answer.
“Wait-Really?” 
“Why not? I’m not as much of a bitch as everyone thinks. I’m also not a prude.” You say with a wink. “Lead the way.” He smirks and pulls you with him towards his neighborhood.
As you enter his house you drop your bags and groan.
“How do you walk that far everyday? I run track and that was hard.” You say pulling your hair out of your face.
“You live even farther away than me.” He says tilting his head towards you.
“I have a car.” 
“Oh right. Sometimes I forget your not from here.” He says while you walk into the living room and are greeted with another Gallagher.
“This the girl?” A boy with shaggy hair asks gesturing to you.
“This is the girl.” Carl concludes. 
“I’m Y/N, nice to meet you.” You say offering your hand and a smile. The boy shoots Carl a confused look before accepting your hand.
“Lip. You from around here?” He says before turning to walk back into the kitchen.
“No, I moved here a few months ago.” You and Carl follow him into the kitchen and are greeted with what you think is the rest of the family.
“Ahh, new girl. I’m Ian.” A red haired boy says.
“Y/N.” You offer your hand again but he looks down at it and laughs.
“Alright, That’s Fiona, Debbie, and Liam.” Carl says pointing to the people moving about the kitchen. 
“Hi! Debbie get the bread out of the oven, it’s burning.” Fiona says while bustling around with dishes and trays of food.
“Carl help, please!” Debbie says before shoving a stack of plates into his hands.
“I can do it.” You say quietly before taking the plates from his hands and placing them on the table. 
“She’s helpful, looks like a model, and has manners. Carl how much are you paying her?” Ian teased. Carl responded with a middle finger that was swatted down by Fiona. Soon the plates of food were sat on the table and everyone took a seat.
“So, Y/N, tell us more about you.” Lip asked slyly. 
“Um, What do you want to know?” 
“Where your from, hobbies, whatever you want to share.” He seemed to be asking only to taunt you.
“New York. I’m on the track team. I live with my dad.” You say while starting to eat the pasta that was put on your plate. You jumped slightly when you felt something touching your leg.
You glance down and saw Carl’s hand wrapped around your thigh. You shoot him a look and he just smirks back and joins in the ongoing conversation. He slowly brings his hand up more and more. His hand is wrapped around your upper thigh and he is starting to bring it closer to your inner thigh. You remain quiet but swat his hand away and glare at him again. He ignores you and he starts to rub your crotch through your thin panties. He continues eating and conversing with a slight smirk on his face. You scoot closer to the table to try and further conceal his wandering hands.
“I ran track in high school too. Is it something you enjoy or something your parents make you do?” Fiona asked looking up at you from across the table.
“Uh, more of an enjoyment thing. My dad likes me having something to do,” You stop talking to hide a gasp. Carl had switched from moving his fingers against the fabric to pushing a finger inside of you in one swift motion. Instead of finishing your sentence you just smiled and pretended that’s all you had to say. 
“What made you interested in Carl?” Ian asks. 
“He-His-He’s nicer than the other guys.” You say unconvincingly as Carl continues to speed up his fingers and make you squirm in your seat. The family stares at you with a confused look but then goes back to eating as if they are used to this. Surprisingly, nobody seems to notice your shaking hands or your changing facial expressions. 
Carl used his thumb to rub your clit, and you lost it. Your legs shook harder and you sat your fork down, gripping the table. As you came down from your high you looked over at Carl for the first time since he began fingering you. You glared up at his smug face and you pushed his hands away from your lap. When you looked back up at the table Lip was staring at you and laughing softly. Your cheeks were flushed with color, a combination of recent events and embarrassment. 
You flattened your skirt out against your legs and you stood up quickly, pushing your chair in.
“Excuse me.” You say giving the table a sweet, innocent smile. You walked into the nearby bathroom you had spotted earlier. When you turned to close the door you could see the whole family glaring at Carl. When the door was closed you leaned against it and breathed out. You hadn’t expected Carl to do that, especially with his family right there. You enjoyed it, and it was fun to step out of your usual box of vanilla sex, but you were scared shitless. As you tried to straighten out your appearance you heard the conversation returning on the other side of the door. You heard Lips muffled voice talk first.
“You just finger her?” He says and you can hear his laughter.
“Oh god, please say you didn’t.” Debbie said with obvious annoyance and discomfort. Your blush returned and your face felt hot again.
“Never a bad time for it.” Carl says and the table erupts with groans.
“And here we thought you brought home a nice girl, not another trashy one!” Ian said, offending you slightly. Although you felt trashy at the moment, this was way out of character for you.
“She is not trashy. If she was, I wouldn’t have had to push back so much fabric.” Another round of groans erupted from the table.
“Alright I’ve had enough. Carl, keep that shit in your room, or better yet, out of the house!” Fiona semi-shouts. She pauses, and you hear the clacking of a few plates hitting each other. “And please wipe your hands before touching anything.” 
You slowly opened the bathroom door and are faced with lots of stares.
“I’m-Um gonna head out. Thanks for dinner!” You say while speed walking to the front door.
“Hold up Y/N!” You hear Carl say before rushing behind you. He wraps an arm around your waist and grins down at you.
“Carl that wasn’t funny. I don’t like people viewing me like that. I’d rather everyone think I’m a prude then ‘another trashy one’” You say with air quotes on the last part.
“Come on, don’t be mad..You loved that.” He said nodding his head towards you and raising his eyebrows.
“That was the most stressful orgasm I’ve ever had.” You said with a straight face. “I’m serious though, Don’t pull shit like that again.”
“Are you confirming that I will have another opportunity to?” Carl said smiling.
“We’ll see. I really do have to leave. I have a psych exam tomorrow and an all night practice. Bye, Gallagher.” You said opening the door to leave, you turned back and gave him a sly wink before closing the door in his face. Once again you listened to muffled voices on the other side of a door.
“She has a psych exam? Smart girl. What’s she doing with you?” You hear Lip teasing his brother again.
“Fuck off. At least I get to fuck a smart girl who was born in the same decade as me.” You don’t understand that comment, but your sure you will soon enough.
You start to walk down the steps and farther out into the cold Chicago weather when you heard the door open again behind you. You turned to face the sound while rubbing your arms with your hands, trying to warm up in your thin clothes. Your greeted with the same smiling face you saw moments ago.
“Figured it’s late and I could redeem my pass to walk you home.” You gave him a look.
“You sure? It’s a lot farther to my house then it is to the school. I can handle myself.”
“I’m sure you can Princess. But someones gotta keep you safe and warm.” He said walking next to you and wrapping his arm around your shoulder. You smiled and leaned closer to his chest.
“We aren’t fucking at my house either.”
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Meet the SLH Marketing Team
A creative think tank of travel experts specialising in luxury brand positioning, we’re proud to be a small yet mighty team of independently minded individuals. Each with our own unique skill-set, from illustration, graphic design, content creation to copywriting, our marketing knowledge spans across three continents and the same number of decades. Here’s a little bit more about the people behind the brand…
Richard Hyde – Chief Operating Officer
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Three fun facts about yourself…
On a work experience week at the Amstel Hotel in Amsterdam a guest called to complain about the soap not soaping. He didn’t realise it had a thin plastic wrapping. That person was Bill Gates.
My first job was advertising microwave ovens. We put a massive billboard on the Cromwell Road with a 25 ft rubber chicken. Within 24 hours it had disappeared, never to be found again. But someone in Earls Court must have it.
I am a big reindeer fan. On a visit to Lapland to see Father Christmas (he does exist), I befriended a reindeer with one antler called Nobby. I paid for his upkeep for a year and got an ownership certificate. If you enjoyed the Chernobyl series on Sky, spare a thought for all the wildlife in Scandinavia, which caught the brunt of the radiation fall out. Another sad fact, there are no wild reindeer left in Scandinavia. Every single one is accounted for and tagged.
Which destination is top of your bucket list?
I’ve always wanted to cycle from New York to San Francisco, but apparently it is better the other way due to the prevailing wind, but it’s not same to end 6 weeks of pain in the East River rather than the Pacific Ocean.
The one SLH hotel you’d like to visit, and why?
A hard question but I’ll say the new Kontiki Yacht experience around the Galapagos.
Where is your happy place?
In a large double bed with the family, watching an old Sophia Loren movie and Jennifer Lawrence whispering bed time stories in my ear.
Your most memorable travel experience?
Going on a moped tour of Lahore in Pakistan. Just the friendliest people and most exotic markets. Shame it’s ruined by internal strife.
Abi Tottenham-Smith – Head of Social Media
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Three fun facts about yourself…
I am a big musical theatre fan and love nothing more than a cheesy musical. I have been dancing since I was a kid and still like to do classes and workshops every so often now to get my fix!
I have worked and lived in both Singapore and NYC for a few months each. Even though I have bought a flat in London and have a dog, I still have an urge to live somewhere else for a short period of time – anyone in NYC want to house swap?
I studied Fashion Marketing at university and always thought I wanted to get into the fashion industry – particularly mens fashion. After a short stint in the fashion industry and then the world of beauty, I moved into travel and couldn’t see myself anywhere else now!
Which destination is top of your bucketlist?
I had a trip to South Africa booked to visit friends before lockdown which sadly got cancelled so I am desperate to re-arrange that as soon as possible! I am also craving a wilderness escape in Canada and it would be a dream to one day visit Bhutan – it sounds like a truly magical country and it still seems like it is relatively untouched by tourism.
The one SLH hotel you’d like to visit, and why?
There are far too any and I had already mentioned in my previous interview that I was desperate to visit Sikelia, Trout Point Lodge and Petit St. Vincent but now on top of these I love the look of Hôtel Crillon le Brave in France, Villa La Madonna in Italy and Villa Geba in Montenegro.
Where is your happy place?
On Compton Beach in the Isle of Wight. I have been going there with my family since I was a child as my grandfather bought a small coastguard cottage on the island at an auction in the 1960s. My parents now rent it out during the summer but we try to go down as much as possible when its available. It’s the one place where you can truly relax, go on long beautiful walks, play board games by the fire and turn off from city life!
Your most memorable travel experience?
We arrived on a tiny island in the Philippines in the middle of the night and had to get to our accommodation on the opposite side of the island. We managed to find a lovely man who took us in his tuktuk – little did we know the roads meandered through thick woods and hovered over steep cliffs and our new pal was a maniac on the road… two hours later we arrived shaken but unscathed and hiked down to the little hut we had booked. We had no idea where we were or what the surroundings were like but woke up in the morning to the most incredible view over a river, in the middle of nowhere. We ended up staying there for three nights and enjoyed swimming in the river, hiking the cliffs and relaxing in the hammock (mostly psyching ourselves up to take the journey back again!)
Maddy Morgan – Director of PR Worldwide
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Three fun facts about yourself…
I once went to circus school to learn how to be a trapeze artist.
In the 90s I was a clog dancing champion and went on tours of Europe and the US.
I have visited pretty much every corner of California – it’s my specialist subject.
Which destination is top of your bucketlist?
It’s not a destination so much as an experience – I would love to take an extended trip with my family and follow the sun and the surf around the world. No fixed agenda just pure freedom and the opportunity to take forest school to the next level for my kids!
The one SLH hotel you’d like to visit, and why?
Brazil has been on my wish list for a long time so Kenoa – Exclusive Beach Spa and Resort near Maceio is top of the list. It describes itself as an eco-chic design hotel where luxury is defined by earth given beauty – I feel relaxed just thinking about it!
Where is your happy place?
For me it’s Portugal – I spent a lot of time there growing up and then studied at university in Coimbra. I go at least once a year and love the fact that when I’m there I feel completely at home and not a tourist. The smell of pine trees will always be one of the most evocative scents for me and takes me straight back to hot summer days in Algarve.
Your most memorable travel experience?
I worked at an orphanage in rural Sarawak for a year when I was 18. The locals were incredibly generous taking us on trips to visit their families in nearby longhouses and including us in special occasions like weddings – it’s a cliché but there really is nothing like a totally immersive travel experience. One of them who I hadn’t seen for 20 years just sent me a video message out of the blue for my birthday in June which was the most amazing present. If I’m allowed a second one it would be filming on Alcatraz and being left alone in the cell block while the crew went outside to shoot the sunset. I’m not sure many people get to experience that and it was terrifying!
Dana O’Malley – PR Director Americas
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Three fun facts about yourself…
I used to live three blocks from the White House.
I was on the field for an AC Milan v Chelsea match.
I’m half Trinidadian, half American (by way of Eastern Europe).
Which destination is top of your bucket list?
Japan has been on the top of my bucket list for a few years now and I’m determined to get there soon! I’ve always been infatuated by the culture and food, and can’t wait to explore the cities and further afield.
The one SLH hotel you’d like to visit, and why?
I would love to visit Dar Ahlam in Morocco. It’s a very special retreat situated near the Moroccan desert which caters to your every whim.
Where is your happy place?
Anywhere with my husband! We’re always ready for an adventure and experiencing new things, especially with our young daughter in tow.
Your most memorable travel experience?
Pimalai Resort & Spa in Koh Lanta, Thailand holds a special place in my heart. We spent our honeymoon at the resort basking in the sun, enjoying private dinners on the beach and taking a boat tour to visit nearby islands.
Juliana Tan – PR Director Asia Pacific
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Three fun facts about yourself…
I take care of Public Relations in Asia Pacific, and live on the sunny shores of Singapore.
During my free time, I enjoy photography and jewellery making.
I have recently taken up gardening too, inspired by the farm-to-table concept that I see at many SLH hotels.
Which destination is top of your bucket list?
North America! I have travelled to almost every part of Asia Pacific, but have not ventured to the Americas yet. I was supposed to visit this November, so that is definitely top of my list for 2021.
The one SLH hotel you’d like to visit, and why?
I would like to go to Hacienda Zorita Wine Hotel & Organic Farm Hotel in Spain. I love to eat, and just reading up about the hotel makes me hungry – for their fine Spanish cuisine and culinary adventures at their organic farm and vineyard. I am especially looking forward to meeting their special residents who live in the 30-hectare evergreen oak tree forest – the indigenous Churra sheep, near extinct Verata goats and endangered woolly Mangalica pigs. The hotel is committed to preserving indigenous, rare and endangered species in the Duero Valley. If the place is good enough for Christopher Columbus (who reputedly once visited, restored and modernised the 14th-century Dominican monastery), Hacienda Zorita Wine Hotel & Organic Farm Hotel is definitely good enough for me to explore!
Where is your happy place?
Cliché as it sounds, the Kingdom of Bhutan warms the cockles of my heart. I was intrigued by a place which seems to have stood still in time, by their very colourful culture and historic architecture. Beyond The Tiger’s Nest and Dzongs, there’s so much more to explore in Bhutan, like staying in a farmhouse, making your own buckwheat noodles from scratch and ending the day with a hot stone bath (you can try a luxurious version at Gangtey Lodge and Bhutan Spirit Sanctuary). Most of all, the sincere and welcoming hearts of the people I met left the deepest impression, so much so I started to read up on the Kingdom after I returned home, and I am planning to go back again soon.
Your most memorable travel experience?
My first safari to Botswana was an eye-opener, literally. Being a city dweller, the concrete jungle with its gaudy lights, deafening noises and rushed footsteps were what I was used to. During the week I was on safari, I was greeted with glistening sunshine accented with the happy chirping of birds and the rustling of leaves as wildlife walked alongside. I learnt to stay still and just observe the animals, thoroughly enjoying the antics of the young. The entire experience enhanced my senses – by day three, I was able to clearly see the vast plains lit solely by the moonlight and interpret the calls and footsteps of wildlife; our safari guide (interestingly, his name was Fish) taught us well!
Jessica Sparkes – Head of Digital Performance
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Three fun facts about yourself…
Recently, I reignited my love for musical theatre, completing a beginner course and singing ‘I dreamed a dream’ in the end show.
I have a little Maltipoo pup called Gus. We like to do tricks together, currently we are learning to dance.
I’ve tried every last minute holiday diet available.
Which destination is top of your bucket list?
Argentina Wine Trails, Cambodia and the Philippines.
The one SLH hotel you’d like to visit, and why?
There are far too many to choose from! Finca Serena for the ultimate, European, countryside escape. Huvafen Fushi Maldives – you just need to view the hotel gallery to understand why! And Le Barthélemy Hotel & Spa because I absolutely love the Caribbean and this is another beautiful location to tick off my list.
Where is your happy place?
The minute I buckle up my seat belt on a plane out of here! The happiest of places is when I have my toes in the sand, face in sunshine and reading a book.
Your most memorable travel experience?
I did a sunrise climb of Mount Batur in Bali a couple of years ago. I had absolutely no idea what to expect and probably for the best. A pick up time of 2am, three hour trek in the thick darkness of the night with head torches and then climbing towards the top on my hands and knees! Once you have made it to the top of the volcano, you see the most incredible views across Indonesia with the sun rising over the horizon. There was also a guitarist singing “Hotel California” – such an incredible experience.
Laura Bizayi – Senior Digital Campaign Manager
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Three fun facts about yourself…
I was born 11 weeks premature and weighed just the same as a bag of sugar.
I have a 6 month old Pomapoo called Luna, so we have the same initials (LB).
I once took part in the world’s biggest egg and spoon race at school.
Which destination is top of your bucketlist?
Maldives. Philippines. Mykonos. I’m more of a sun searcher, I admit.
The one SLH hotel you’d like to visit, and why?
Kenoa – Exclusive Beach Spa & Resort. New to SLH and looks completely lush. I haven’t travelled to South America yet and this is the perfect excuse!
Where is your happy place?
Honestly, anywhere (mostly) abroad where I can appreciate the beauty, locality, food and culture of a destination. I genuinely love travelling, so my happy place changes. Besides this, anywhere with my Pomapoo puppy Luna, she’s my forever happy place.
Your most memorable travel experience?
I loved South Africa. I visited Cape Town and Johannesburg. The thing that topped South Africa as potentially my favourite holiday is the beauty – the driving routes are absolutely incredible (but scary, the cliff-edges terrified me every single day!), while Cape Town as a place is eye-opening, particularly post-apartheid, and more so since I was travelling with my husband who is African. I’m particularly happy we now have some new hotels in this destination, and would certainly go back and drive the Garden Route to see more of the country and visit The Cellars-Hohenort, The Plettenberg, and The Marine.
Sorry, I also have to mention Bali. We visited for our honeymoon so it’s got to be top of the list. Balinese hospitality is just so lovely and not like anything I’ve experienced before. We stayed at Viceroy Bali and it’s a true gem!
Jemima O’Lone – Digital Content & Design Manager
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Three fun facts about yourself…
I used to be a chef and for the last six years I have made hand-painted cakes for weddings and events.
I adore skiing and winter tends to revolve around when and where I am going.
Like many others in my team, I love dogs and always have my eyes open for my own – I’ll know when the right one comes along.
Which destination is top of your bucketlist?
Bhutan for this once in a lifetime itinerary.
The one SLH hotel you’d like to visit, and why?
Halcyon House for interiors and Dar Ahlam for the experience – apparently it is life changing.
Where is your happy place?
Meribel, France – where I lived for three winters. I try to visit every year and this year I was lucky enough to visit Le Coucou, a super stylish ski-in ski-out hotel. Look out for the beautiful mural of owls on the ceiling of the reception.
Your most memorable travel experience?
Touring the local cafés and eateries of Mumbai – my favourite city because it is so vibrant and full of life.  A must visit is Café Leopold, which is still littered with gunshot holes from the famous scene in the book Shantaram, unsuspecting Café Olympia where you will eat the most incredible food for £1 and Chowpatty beach for Pav Bhajis.
Chloe Frost-Smith – Digital Image & Content Executive
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Three fun facts about yourself…
I was born in Hong Kong and spent my early childhood in Tokyo, Japan – my first holiday was to Bali when I was six weeks old (wish I could remember it!)
I studied Classics at university, which means I can read as many ancient languages as I can speak modern languages (in fact, I am probably more fluent in the ancient ones – useful, I know.)
I am an Advanced PADI scuba-diver and qualified shark specialist with dives logged all over the world, including the Maldives, Turks & Caicos islands, Saint Vincent & the Grenadines, Egypt, and Greece.
Which destination is top of your bucketlist?
It’s impossible to choose just one, so here are my top three:
Iceland – to ride ponies across black beaches with volcanic views.
Morocco – to shop the souks of Marrakech, and explore Chefchaouen (the Blue City) or Ouarzazate in the High Atlas Mountains, the gateway to the Sahara Desert.
Egypt – I still haven’t seen the pyramids (despite writing my dissertation on Cleopatra) and would love to take a trip down the Nile.
The one SLH hotel you’d like to visit, and why?
It would have to be Castello di Reschio – I dream of watching the weekly dressage performances in their Teatro Equestre, and would love to ride around the ancient Umbrian estate, followed by making my own pizza in an authentic alfresco class. I would also love to experience the Wild West at one of our American ranches, Rawah Ranch and Riverview Ranch both look incredibly rustic and rugged. In fact, any of our horse riding hotels would top my wish list.
Where is your happy place?
Underwater, on a horse, or on the slopes in a pair of skis (or one if you catch me after après hours…) When I’m on dry land, I am happiest on the beach in Southwold sharing fish and chips with my boyfriend and our new family puppy, Truffle.
Your most memorable travel experience?
Spotting a mother bear and her cub from a chairlift while skiing with my sister in Whistler, coming across dolphins on a cliff-walk off the coast of Ireland with my boyfriend, watching the sun rise over the temples at Angkor Wat in Cambodia, taking part in the early morning alms-giving ceremony with the local monks in Luang Prabang, swimming with sea turtles in the Tobago Cays, milking a buffalo in Laos in an all-white outfit (this did not end well), a beachfront yoga session on Petit St. Vincent, and living out my Gertrude Bell fantasies horse riding across the desert in Morocco with my father – sorry, there are too many to choose from!
Becky Underwood – Senior Marketing Manager
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Three fun facts about yourself…
At the age of 14, I completed a World Challenge expedition to Tanzania, which involved climbing to the summit of Mount Meru, roaming the safari plains of the Ngorongoro Crater, dancing with the Maasai whilst learning about their customs, and completing local community projects such as rebuilding a primary school. This was a transformative experience as we were totally immersed in the culture, living alongside the villagers.
I’ve always been fascinated by architecture and property design and hope to be able to build my own house one day, perhaps I’ll even make it on to Grand Designs. For the time being, I’m still on the hunt for the perfect plot of land!
Back in 2009, I was awarded by Nottingham University for a piece of research carried out on the tourism industry and turtle conservation. A whole eight years later I planned my first trip to Costa Rica and was able to experience turtle conversation in person in Tortuguero National Park. It was magical observing newly hatched turtles dig their way to the surface of the nests and scuttle across the beach to the surf of the sea.
Which destination is top of your bucketlist?
I love the thought of completely switching off and escaping to the rugged and captivating scenery of Norway with just a backpack. In summer I’d explore by rail, kayak or boat, taking in the colourful towns and waterfalls dotted along the Fjords. Come winter I’d cosy up in a boutique hotel in front of a log burner or fire, master a snowmobile and experience my first taste of reindeer!
The one SLH hotel you’d like to visit, and why?
It’s close to home, but The Fish Hotel in the Cotswolds has been on my to visit list for a long time. Perhaps it’s the child in me, but I am desperate to escape back-to-nature and relax in one of their quirky hill-side huts and treehouses. For me the perfect stay just wouldn’t be possible without a soak in the outdoor bath or hot tub. Plus, it’s impossible not to be intrigued by a hideaway hut named ‘Boaty McBoatface’, which comes with its own private lake and island.
Where is your happy place?
There’s something that soothes my soul when I’m by the British coast. The waterways, small inlets and little villages surrounding Chichester are close to my family home, so I often escape to Bosham and Emsworth. The Deck is a great little restaurant overlooking a working yacht harbour, where you can settle in for hours over fish and chips or a coffee and cake. Then swing by the fishmongers to pick up a catch of the day for dinner.
Your most memorable travel experience?
The views from Santorini will never leave my memory. Whether it was an early morning breakfast on our balcony, or a lazy afternoon dip in the infinity pool, I was never able to divert my gaze away from the view of the Aegean Sea. So much so we took the caldera-edge pathway walk to Oia, over rough trails, to admire the captivating sea view. A particular highlight was the sunset boat ride we took in a traditional sailing boat, a great way to enjoy nature’s spectacle and to escape the crowds.
Clive Ritchie – Design Consultant
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Three fun facts about yourself…
I brew my own kombucha, play keys and can walk with my feet pointing backwards.
Which destination is top of your bucketlist?
The remote atolls of the Pacific.
The one SLH hotel you’d like to visit, and why?
Pacific Resort Aitutaki, Cook Islands – I’m fascinated by remote islands and this ticks all the boxes.
Where is your happy place?
The lakes behind a town called Sedgefield on the Garden Route, near Cape Town where I spent my summer holidays as a kid.
Your most memorable travel experience?
A few days of bliss anchored at Tobago Cays in the Southern Caribbean on a catamaran – snorkelling around the reef and exploring nearby islands.
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a weary night and a sweet surprise
fandom: Homestuck setting: Humanstuck summary: Aradia comes home after a tiring day of work and Feferi has a nice surprise for her in the morning warnings: food, lots of fluff
pairings: arafef word counter: 1161 author notes: @ejusticeonthenet asked me to write some fanficiton for her and this is it. also thanks to @otp-prompts-for-you, i used two prompts from your Domestic OTP Prompts post.
“evening” Aradia sighed as she walked through the door to the living room. “Hi Aradia. How come you’re home so late?” Feferi asked with worry in her voice. She had made dinner and wanted to wait for Aradia to come home but she was so hungry that she already ate it. Aradia dropped herself on the kitchen chair and with sleepy eyes looked at Feferi, sighed and explained that her boss made her stay late to clean up the shop. She concluded her story with the sentence “I swear, that guy hates me” and slowly put a bite of potato in her mouth. “sounds like it” Feferi answered with a shrug and to change the topic to something a bit more fun she continued “how about we watch a movie tonight? You’re off of work tomorrow, right?”. Aradia nodded and answered “I am and sounds good”.
 After Aradia finished her dinner as well the two moved to the couch. It was late November, they always broadcasted the classic romcoms around this time of year and this evening was no exception. Feferi sat leaning on the couch and Aradia  huddled up beside her. The couch was soft and so was Feferi, who had an arm wrapped around Aradia. Everything was soft and warm and the tv lighted the room, more so than the dimmed lights on the ceiling. the actors spoke but no words reached Aradia’s ears, nor did the pictures it showed reached her eyes. Everything was so nice and she was left so tired after work. She could still feel her fingers holing the rag and her knees on the floor to clean the displays. She was so sore and thanks to Feferi so comfortable. And with a deep sigh she fell into a deep, dreamless sleep.
 Feferi enjoyed the movie. She felt the arm she had put ever so gently around Aradia slowly rise and fall with each breath she took. She knew her girlfriend was asleep, and that was probably for the best. She had noticed how incredibly tired she was during dinner and the way she waddled her way over to the couch. Feferi decided to finish the movie and not wake her up till it was done. When it was finely over and time for her to go to sleep as well, she prodded Aradia to try and wake her up. It didn’t work. She talked to her, in louder and louder voice but it didn’t work. She put her hands on Aradia’s shoulders and lifted her up, slowly and gently, to try and let her sleep and crawl form under her. Feferi was quite strong for her size. She was shorter than Aradia, but she was at the gym a little more often than her and to top it off she did armature competitive swimming. She went upstairs and opened every door she passed. Then went back downstairs, to the softly sleeping Aradia. She psyched herself up for a moment, she knew she was strong enough but she needed to convince herself for a moment. She an arm under her legs and another under her girlfriends back and picked her up. She was heavier than Feferi had initially thought she was. But she still made her way through the living room, across the hallway were the tall carpet brushed against her feet. She went up the stairs, and to the bedroom. She gently put Aradia in the bed and tucked her in. she changed into some old t-shirt,  got in the bed, put an arm around Aradia and soon fell asleep as well.
 The following morning Aradia woke up slowly as a lovely sweet smell sneaked into the room. She rolled around to her other side and felt that Feferi’s place in the bed was empty. The sweet smell and the warm bed held Aradia in a state of half asleep and half awake. It took quite a while for her to properly wake up. She was still in her jeans and shirt. She took the jeans off to be more comfortable in bed. Wait, bed? She thought to herself and then things slowly came back to her. She fell asleep not long after getting on the couch she recollected as she turned to her other side. Another thing she started remembering is feeling of being carried and getting tucked in. She sighed and got out of bed. She went downstairs, following her nose to the kitchen and there Feferi stood. Bathing in the light of the kitchen window, radiating like the painting of a goddess. Aradia was drawn to her, like a moth to a flame. Her feet carried her over the cold tiles of the kitchen and as soon as she reached Feferi she wrapped her arms around her middle. Feferi’s hands stopped stirring  for a moment as Aradia buried her nose in her hair. It smelled sweet and was as soft as the pillow she just left behind. “good morning” Feferi said and Aradia only answered with a blissful hum. Feferi leaned to the side and poured the content of the cup she had been stirring in a pan on the stove. Aradia shot a glance at the stove and it appeared like Feferi was going all out with multiple pots and pans on the stove cooking what looked like enough for breakfast, lunch and dinner.
 Feferi turned around, still in Aradia’s loose embrace. She gently put her arms around Aradia’s waste and leaned her head on her shoulder. “did you sleep well?” she asked and Aradia answered again with a satisfied hum. And there they stood, basking in the sunlight that rolled through the window like waves on a golden beach. Seconds lasted minutes and minutes lasted hours. Or at least that is what it felt like to the girls though eventually it had to come to an end. The oven clock sounded, telling Feferi that brunch was ready. Feferi didn’t want this to end. She sighed and slowly reached for Aradia’s hand that were still behind her and equally slowly freed herself form an embrace that she never would have wanted to be freed from. Aradia let her go and as Feferi walked to the oven she asked “wats cookin good lookin”. Feferi giggled at the question and answered “your favorite, great looking”. Aradia loved sweet food and out of the oven came a baking tin with a small chocolate cake, just the right size for both of them. After a moment of happy astonishment she asked “I love it but why did you go through all the trouble?” Feferi put the cake on the table and turned around. She looked down and answered with a played shy voice “you were so tired yesterday, I wanted to surprise you with a nice and big brunch”. Aradia did a step forward, put her hands on Feferi’s hips and kissed her on the forehead and told her “it is a lovely surprise”.
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tegwin · 7 years ago
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Enough is enough!
Four months ago my kid, I and our cat left home, family and friends in Germany, where we had been living for more then ten years and have had a live, because my husband took a job with bloddy Amazon in Vancouver, Canada. To us back then it was more then baffling, why they would hire him or why they would hire so many europeans at all, but hey, he wanted the job, talked of it being a great opportunity and about the things we would see, the things our daughter could experience and learn, the money we could make so that after four years he could set up his own company, something he always wanted, but we never had the money for it. So we went. Left everything behind, with a sad, sad heart and a bit doubtful, because, we went into something we didn´t knew at all. I´ve never been to Canada, but, so I told myself, Amazon is a big company, they promised to take care of everything and my husbands income is pretty good, so all we will miss are going to be our friends and family, but we will make due with it and built a new life, find new friends.  I couldn´t have been more wrong. Already during the preparation of the move everything that could went wrong went wrong. The company hired by Amazon lost our file and because no one, except me in the end, was asking questions, no one noticed until it was too late. So we set of later then we´d expected. Some of my friends already made jokes, about bad omens and so on, but I told them to stop it, because it was not helping the least and the decision was made. So why stir up emotions? Was already hard enough. When we came to Vancouver the first thing I had to learn was, that not only the apartment my hubby rented was above the price we agreed to pay for a place to life, but was also a ruin. When he signed the contract the apartment had just been left by someone who had been living there for more then nine years and never done any repairs, but instead preferred to smash the stove top into pieces, break the handles of all wardrobes, lost one of the keys, destroyed the garbarator and much, much more. All these things should have been fixed until we would arrived, so my husband was promised. Wrong. When my daughter and I arrived, we had no oven, no stove top, no microwave, nothing. For more then four weeks, we had to spend a fortune only to have something to eat. The owner of the apartment did nothing but drag her heels and the handymans she send by nearly did the same. The things they repaired soon enough broke again, cause they were only hot fixed. So I said to my husband, that we had to do something about it. It couldn´t be right, the owner is responsible for the unit, so she has to fix it. Especially when you pay more then 3000 Dollar per month.   Not a month was over and we were basically facing a law suit, because the owner wouldn´t move. The next problem came soon enough in september, when our daughter had to come to school, a thing she was really looking forward too. She was supposed to go to a school about twenty minutes walk away. A very good school. We´ve already seen the building, been inside, had a talk with some teachers. But then, school started, we had no message. As I started to inquire what the matter was, maybe, I thought they forgot us, I soon got the notice, that the kid was´nt enrolled there, because the school was already full and that we had been referred to another school, twenty minutes by bus away. So now instead of going to  a good school, where she could have walked to, my daughter had to go to a crappy school, by bus, every morning and come back by bus every afternoon, which costed us a fortune. And as if that wasn´t enough soon my daughter started to not wanting to go at all anymore, which has never been the case before.  As I asked her, what had happend, she told me, she was being called a “Nazi”, by her fellow students, because she comes from Germany. But what was worse was, that the teacher didn´t do anything to stop it. Why? Because he couldn´t stand my daughter either, because she corrected him on some point in his presentation of september eleven, when he said the fourth plane came down in Mexico, while everyone knows, it came down in the states. He even admited having problems wiht her, because she was always asking questions or giving informations, which he apparently didn´t want. All he wanted was to be left in  peace and quiet and the canadian kids seemed to do so. In fact they did very little in school. Most of the time they had to do some coloring in stuff, nothing you would find in a german school in the seventh grade. After a month I decided to not risk my daughters psych and education anymore and spend the little money left on a german distance learning school. That problem solved I hoped that life would be easier, but no, because by then start of november, winter was settling in and we had to discover, that not only the handles of the wardrobes and the stove top were broken, but the windows too. When it rained for a whole week, we had water pouring through them and, of course, pretty soon mold forming. To say nothing of the heating cost, that are the double of that what the real estate agent told my husband they where, when he rented the flat. No question of staying, because that would mean to face ruin while freezing to death and cleaning up mold patches. We tried once again, to talk to the owner, to get the rent reducted or anything, but no. She wouldn´t hear of it. I asked my husband if there wouldn´t be any help he could get from Amazon. Since we came over for his job and since we weren´t the only ones, maybe they had some first aid kit, some kind of help desk, where we could find advice on how to handle the situation or even some address of some lawyers to help us. Oh boy, was I wrong again. Amazon provided no help at all. So we struggled for four weeks more, until beginning of this month our stupid landlady finally agreed to let us out of the contract at the end of January instead of summer.  We started to hope again, looked for an affordable apartment and signed a new contract after finding a new place to live and I hoped that now, we could calm down, have a little bit of fun and not feel like our lifes are all at stake, like it was the last four months. I hoped that we would be able to settle in and built up a life. Of course I am angry with Amazon, having dragged us here and then just forgot about us, not caring what becomes of the people and their families they have been ripping from their homes. I wanted to just relax, enjoy christmas and then move into the new flat, when a life of a familiy member becomes endangered once more, just because the canadian society does not care a single bit. Toad, 
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our cat has a FORL, a tooth condition, that causes the teeth to fall out and the gum to inflame. That is as well as hurting as it is dangerous, because rotting teeth can cause a lot of damage to her, which is why we treat her regular with antiinflammatory toothcreme and brush her teeth. Back in Germany she had one carnine tooth taken out. That was a bit sad, but it had to be done, because otherwise the root would have caused an inflamation which could have killed her. A couple of days ago I saw that Toad had lost the other carine tooth too and today I went to see the vet about it, because it was very clear to me, that I had to check for the root and if it still was in there, it has to be taken out. A procedure, that in Germany would cost me about 100,- or 120 Euros, which would be about 180 canadian dollars, which is a price I am more then willing to pay, because she is family. But I know Canada is not Germany. If it would be, it would not be necessary to homeschool my daughter, because we would have a decent, a good school and we wouldn´t have to move, because the landlady would have had no chance first to drag her heels and then do what she want, because she is protected by the law, but the persons who rents the apartment is not. O.k. I assumed then that the cost for my cat would of course be higher then just 180 Dollars, but never would I have expected this:
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That is impossible! A bill of more then 1000 dollar for a tooth extraction that you would pay not even the half of it in Europe? Excuse me, but no!  I have had several pets during my life and never ever have I discussed with a vet about the costs and never ever have I had to choose between the live of a family member or paying the rent or something to eat! That is not normal! And it is the so far last blast I have to cope with, just because Canada is money-grubbing and does not care a straw about people. So far the only lesson I learned over here is that you can trust canadians only so far as you can spit. And let me tell you, that is not far at all. Those last four month have been full of life threating situations for me and it seems there is no ending to it, because canadian society can´t behave. Oh and before you ask, in a similar situation in Germany a client would be offered a deffered payment straight away, if it is clear, that he or she is having trouble paying it and half of the costs would be taken from the bill, because many of the stuff on there is not necessary for a tooth extraction, but are only there to make money. So instead of making pet heath care affordable for everyone and save lifes, as being a vet should be about, canadians are only interested in their own benefits, which makes Canada a horrible, life threatening country to live in.
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mockingjayoffrance · 5 years ago
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Any chance you’d do all the emoji questions?
Oh man. Here we go.
🐰- do you believe in soul mates? Not really. There might be something to the "God has one person for you" but I think people abuse that concept. I think you find someone you're pretty compatible with, you love each other, and you make it work.
💌- diary or journal? Neither.
✨- which fictional character (book, show, or movie) do you relate to most? Probably Luna Lovegood from Harry Potter.
💕- are you crushing on someone? No one besides my bf. If that counts as crushing. I think it does.
💋- kissing in the dark or kissing in the rain? Kissing.
🐝- describe your aesthetic in emojis 🎭🎨💄📖🧪🎶
🍼- what is your favorite memory? First time I was the lead in a play.
🌸- what is your favorite flower? Tiger lilly
💖- have you ever been in love? I thought I was once. Looking back, I don't think I really was. As for my current relationship, we haven't said it yet, but I think we're quickly headed there.
🍰- strawberry or vanilla? Vanilla!
🍯- describe your favorite smell - Baked goods in the oven, specifically chocolate chip cookies.
🎂- if you had 3 wishes, what would they be? Imma skip this one, because I'm answering all the others, aaaaand I don't like it.
🍪- cookie dough or cookies? Booooth
☕- coffee or tea? Mtn. Dew.
🍃- would you rather live in a sea with mermaids or a forest with fairies? Sea with mermaids? I guess?
🍂- what's your middle name? Elyse. I hate it. Not me at all.
💫- what's your sun, moon, and rising sign? I have no idea what this is
🌧️- favorite thing to do on rainy days? Same thing I do every other day- stay inside.
🍭- how tall are you? 5'1". I'm a shortie.
💒- which show would you want to live in? I don't really understand this question
🎄- what is your favorite holiday? Labor day. No celebration, no fuss, and no work.
🍦- what scented candle is your favorite? Vanilla
🎶- favorite song right now? Bad Idea from Waitress
💘- 3 ways to win your heart? How R did it: 1. Make me laugh 2. Know how to deal with my anxiety and ADD and don't admonish me for procrastination and laziness because you realize that it's actually me having a bad mental health day and 3. Frequently reassure me that you really do like me and don't find me annoying.
🍩- current mood? Meh.
❄️- what is your favorite season? Spring!
💍- your current relationship status? In a relationship! (Still sounds weird to say)
📷- a photo of yourself- I take terrible care of my eyebrows and I'm not wearing makeup but this is decent I guess
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💅- do you like being spoiled? Maybe to a point?
🕊️- 3 habits you have? 1. Biting my nails, unfortunately 2. Thankfully I got back into the habit of reading the Bible every day 3. Snacking basically all the time. I never exercise so it's a wonder I'm not fat.
🦄- how do you perceive yourself? Analytical, creative, chill
🦋- how do you think others perceive you? Introverted, intelligent, awkward, devoted to faith (this description brought to you by R who admits he is a little biased)
🌈- things I find attractive in guys/girls- Intelligence, humor, principles
🍓- one secret about yourself- I have no secrets. I am an open book.
🍒- how do you act when you have a crush? Even more awkward than usual.
💔- the reason behind your last breakup? Never had one.
💬- what your last text message says? "Sorry, don't think I can"
🎥- what show are you currently binging on? Fringe and Psych!
⛅- what is your morning routine? I sleep in the morning. I work the night shift.
💗- who do you miss? My twin sister
🥀- last time you cried? Two weeks ago, when R and I had our first fight.
🎁- when is your birthday? Once every year
🔪- scariest/creepiest experience? On choir tour last year, me and 4 other girls had to stay in a host home that I swear was haunted. The floors creaked, there were candles and furniture covered with white bedsheets and there were dolls EVERYWHERE. Lining the walls along the floor, crowded onto every shelf, old dolls, older dolls, one of them had no eyes. I can't believe we made it through the night.
💤- date someone younger, older, or same age as you? Older, definitely. R is 23 (I am 21) and I almost dated someone 10 years older than me once.
🎀- any question you want- When will you start posting drawings again? Soon, hopefully!
Well thank you, @repent-zoomer ! This was fun. I hope you all learned something about me (and about my boyfriend, apparently).
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