#I am now losing my mind over this
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thinking about the ending of dragon age 2 as a mage hawke who sided with the mages at the end of the fifth blight, the warden defeats the archdemon and saves ferelden. they are paraded through denerim to the sounds of cheering crowds. if they don't survive, their memory lives on in a tale of great heroism and sacrifice for years to come. the inquisitor celebrates at skyhold with the rest of their companions after they beat corypheus, the threat finally ended, the inquisition a success.
but not hawke. you can fight with everything you have to support the mages, but there is no grand fanfare when it is over. the villain succumbs to corruption and dies unceremoniously - you don’t even get the satisfaction of striking the killing blow. you can’t get a round at the hanged man to celebrate. it’s time to go. you and your friends can never sit around your table at the hanged man again. you can’t be seen here when the templars come to clean up the mess. nothing will be the same. you have given seven years of your life trying to hold kirkwall together, accepted your accolades and played the part of champion, and you watch it fall apart anyway. and how much of that is your fault? this city has been stained in your blood since before you could remember, since before the blood was your own.
you lost your sister when you lost your first home. even so, you tried to live by the advice you gave fenris - when you stop running, you build a life. the estate that you clawed your family back into stands looming and empty. it is the last place you saw your mother alive, and you still can't bear to touch her things, and you will never even see her room again. bodahn and sandal are making preparations to leave for orlais, orana will find other work with the skills she's learned, and the house will remain, a hollow testament to your family's legacy. gamlen will hear only the stories. your brother fought by your side when it mattered, despite everything. even so, he will stay behind, and you might never see him again.
no, there is no time for a celebration. instead you get a cautious acknowledgement from the templars, a tense goodbye, and then you can never go home again. for the second time. you thought you could build a life, and you tried. you held on as long as you could, you made friends, you fell in love, you clung to the last vestiges of your family, but most of them will be forced to leave your side anyway. you won, but even that wasn't enough.
#dragon age#dragon age 2#da2#mage hawke#the champion of kirkwall#what good are such titles when they can no longer be true#i am losing my mind over the tragedy of hawke right now#didn't even get into the andersmancer of it all#how the FUCK am i supposed to leave my girl in the fade in DAI#she deserves a win#amalia hawke
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just thinking about hair and faces
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#i don't THINK this counts as face horror but just in case#face horror#for your daily dose of me losing my mind over anime characters#i don't know why the hair thing surprised me so much. i think because i thought it was funny that lilia named silver after his hair color.#like ha ha lilia is hilariously bad at names how cute and silly!#oh. oh it's kind of a Thing.#anyway i am excited to see where the heck all of this stuff with silver's various dads ends up!#we still don't actually know who killed meleanor!#we still don't know literally anything about dad draconia! (dadconia? dradconia?)#we don't know what happened to the macguffin gem with its magical dad-saving powers!#(surely this will not come back to save a certain dad at a later point. of course not.)#man i was not expecting episode 7 to be all dads all the time#i mean i'm here for it but#hey remember when the highest stakes were who was gonna win the big talent show#then robots started kidnapping people and now we've just escalated from there#episode 8 our cat is going to turn into a drippy ink kaiju and we're going to have to mecha battle him to save the world or something#each member of diasomnia pilots a limb and we gattai into a giant robot dragon and hold on i gotta submit this spec script to aniplex brb
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Did she have to use that song for that backstage video.
Was it necessary.
What does it MEAN
#does she know what these lyrics mean or?#I am now losing my mind over this#whether it was done purposefully (can't relate but also would not blame ppl for feeling this way)#or whether she just did not understand the lyrics and simply thought it's a nice song to accompany those visuals#then again#she did say it was edited for meme purposes so. AHHHH#(Offi if u see this - this is about the latest vid I have sent you on WhatsApp#watch it with earphones please and come lose your mind along with me)
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"phantom of the opera and ONLY phantom of the opera"
😭😭😭😭😭
just in case i couldn't already love it enough ffs
#ghovie spoilers#ghovie#he really lets his musical theatre kid flag fly and i am so here for it#some weird tumblr full circle moment for 15yr old phantom stan me from 2009#now here 15 years later losing my mind over a phantom inspired movie by this other fuckin stan that i love with all my loser heart#it really is giving phantom tho good job team#rite here rite now
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they were insane for this btw
#im sure there's meta about this and costume explanation that's been fone and said better than whatever im about to say#but god i am absolutely losing my mind over this#so much has changed between them in those scenes#while eddie was amused and a bit fond of this brat now he's full on in love with him#that's the man who already put his best friend in his will :)#and while in the first one buck felt uncomfortable and mad about how eddie was fitting with his family#now eddie IS his family and he's the one he comes to when he's in a rough spot#ok im done now <3#buddie
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@noshirdalal
Professor Savarimuthu
#october is a good time to lose my mind over tide and bone again#Elsie is next#circle of tide and bone#candela obscura#rajan savarimuthu#my art#art#illustration#cr fanart#started thinking about the show again and now I Am In The Brainrot#lavabean art
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rewatching hxh is crazy like the foreshadowing is so good. i’m just as emotionally engaged as i was the first time watching but in a COMPLETELY different way bc it’s almost hard to watch through the sheer sense of foreboding you feel as gon learns more and gains more power. his recklessness was always taken quite seriously by the narrative and that’s clear on a first watch, but knowing exactly what happens and where that self-abandoning recklessness, that thrill-seeking, that bullheaded perfectionism (not to do everything perfectly but to do everything with perfect accordance to his own terms), and that childish willingness to disregard everyone else in pursuit of his own impulsive goals (thereby reinforcing his own worldview for better or worse) goes… the show is SCREAMING at you that this is all going to go horribly wrong and it’s so sinister in this weird offhanded way, like it’s sticking to shounen tropes just close enough that you definitely notice something off but don’t suspect it’ll snowball the way it does.
#he is my precious wonderful best friend forever. tbh#i don’t like to characterize what happens in caa as a big character pivot or his ‘downfall’ or whatever#because ultimately despite gon’s myriad flaws he is intensely sympathetic and extremely well written as. you know. a LITTLE KID#but yeah……….. fuck. i can’t believe it i am now one of those guys who loses their mind over how good a shounen is#LISTEN you’re only allowed to say it about fma but if you start talking about ANY other shounen like it’s a masterpiece you’re a WEEB!!!!!#/j#hxh#frogs.txt
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#simply losing my mind over this#if I speak……..#kyle gallner#sooooooooo fit#what a FLIRT!!!!!#🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡#his HAND#I would have so fell for his charm back in the day…….#what am I saying…I’d still fall for it now 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡
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She is made of LOVE 🩷🌹✨
It was my turn to draw a concept of Super Amy! 🔥🩷
#i actually drew this the day before the trailer came out#but decided to wait to post it here till after the initial hype of the trailer was over haha#which was fine i was losing my mind too and still am lol#anyway here she is now!! ive been so excited about this piece#sonic the hedgehog#amy rose#super amy#super amy rose#chaos emeralds#sth#art#my art#fanart#amy rose fanart#digital art
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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i’m unstoppable
#amphibia#until my vacation is over in a few days then who knows work will probably murder me again#im insane for now enjoy#syrass#1 (one) happy froggy thing#since im losing my mind i might get more into it but for now take the crumbs#if people ask i can try to answer but it's still not fully fleshed out but there's like some stuff#anyway did you know. anne boonchuy#she's great just some guy who went through way too much 💕#posting this at 3 am probably shouldnt but i cant just wait gn
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A kitten (with a gun)
#iTS part of a challenge between me and my friend#now i am losing my mind over her oc while drawing it#so enjoy the cat I made for my parf#digital art#ibis paint#ibis paint x#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#demon slayer fanart#genya#genya shinazugawa#genya kny#kimetsu genya
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I went down the Stizzy pipeline and I'm not proud of the man I became.
(I'm literally just writing a domestic date night fluff oneshot about them. That is literally all there is.)
#ofmd#izzy hands#our flag means death#ofmd izzy#stizzy#izzy deserved better#israel hands#ofmd stede#stede bonnet#izzy x stede#gentlehands#ofmd fanfic#ofmd oneshot#i don't know what became of me#i literally am so feral about these two??#i used to be only an ouizzy shipper and now here i am losing my mind over these assholes
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"A nightingale in a golden cage That’s me locked inside reality’s maze"
#THIS IS WHO I AM ESCAPIST PARADISE SEEKER FAREWELL NOW TIME TO FLY OUT OF SIGHT OUT OF TIME AWAY FROM ALL LIES#ffxiv gpose#allagan oc#viola of allag#meteion#the allagan tempest#losing my mind over nightwish. again.#<3#eyestrain cw
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Did we finish the season or the season finished us?
#link click#don't know guys#I sit and stare at the wall for almost 2 days now#hyperventilating over everything... ughhhh#I should go drawing but I'm a mess#UGHHGGUUIIHHHH#send help i am about to lose my mind
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Wizard 101: Hey kid, you just got pulled into Wizard School, and it looks like you're ready to start. Go down that path and someone will teach you to fight. Oh shit, that's Malistare, uhhhh, *one minor battle later* Good job kid. Go and do some little quests and beat up some fairies, you're doing great! :)
Pirate 101: You're in jail. Pirates are breaking you out of jail! They're... asking about your trauma. You're a pirate, an orphan, the son of a whore and a scotsman, you were raised by another group of people, now you're pulling a jail break and helping other prisoners escape! A uhhh, a guy threatens to murder you. He's the one who locked you up. The pirate guy almost dies and you have to drive his ship??? *one stressful sail later* Hey kid, go beat up this guy who stole from me. I'm gonna cheat and scam you, btw, just so you know. :)
#light's spot#W101#P101#pirate101#wizard101#I'm biased because I'm a Wizard thru and thru#but I played Pirate yesterday and am losing my mind over the shift of tone#in w101 it's like sure I'm the hero of the spiral but it's a story of training and growth and friendship#in p101 it's like I'm a wanted criminal yet I don't have a ship or a name for myself nor a crew and this Armada guy really wants to murder#me specifically???#anyways#Silent Ryan Ironside is my mute pirate and Subodai will forever be my first mate because we're bound by mutual imprisonment and escape#<- She's a Swashbuckler and was raised in Grizzleheim btw. her parents were killed in a mutiny#pretty sure she became a mute after her parents were killed and the Grizzleheim bears gave her the name “Silent” and she took the lastname#of “Ironside” while she was in their care because she'd shoulder her way into battle#fun shift of pace from Natalie BlueFlower who was just like#huh I'm an ice wizard now- HOLY SHIT I'M GETTING MAGICKED AT-#and then never stopped being magicked at lmao
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