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Thracia 776, but Ayra hid in Leonster (because she did get along with Quan), and therefore, Leif was raised alongside the twins. Seliph was raised with both Nordions. Thots?
(Sorry I was a bit busy earlier so apologies for not answering earlier)
Wait a sec, I am listening
I somehow forgot that convo between Ayra and Quan. So basically, Ayra and Lachesis switch places. This would add some more character development for the Nordion siblings and the Isaachian twins. Shannan thinking that his younger cousins were dead or gone, but wanting to search for them being his main goal. Larcei and Scáthach meeting their other relatives Mareeta and Galzus, and meeting Shannam and thinking he was their royal cousin.
It would definitely change some things, but I am lowkey interested in this now.
Wait now I am going to think about this for a while thanks bestie
#yeyarants#Yeya asks#hello?#yes?#bestie did you send me this ask because I love Scáthach#wait but now I am thinking of the dynamic between Leif and the twins#he basically gets his own bodyguards#and Seliph with the Nordion siblings?#wait omg#big brain#my thots are all over the place lol#Ayra pulled a Lachesis huh#👀#fe4 au’s my beloved#Leif would definitely need people like the twins with him#lol my boy Diarmuid just doesn’t change#and Diarmuid and Nanna get to be raised together!#and hey their dynamic with Seliph and the rest of the Tirnanog gang?#hell yeah#ok not lowkey anymore#I am now fully invested#gonna think about this now#thanks for making this get stuck in my head now#damn now I kinda wanna write something like this#you gave me an idea#thanks for the ask!
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I saw in the midnight burger tag that the line “as a family” was said in the new episode and was ready to be emotionally wrecked by that but the full line is “Besides, Gloria has said that when we find this woman she is gonna punch her right in her titty, and I think that we’ve all, as a family, earned the right to see that”
Im still emotionally wrecked but HELP LMFAO
ALSO THEY ARE FINALLY TALKING ABOUT THE CRAIGSLIST AD 👀👀👀👀👀
#midnight burger#im only halfway through the episode i just am fully invested in the boob-punching plotline now#midnight burger spoilers
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holy shit what was i thinking
what have i been doing
#i went to sleep last night with the intention set that today i was going to find exactly what it is i was going to focus on#and the moment i woke up it was so obvious it literally slapped me in the face with the clarity#why was i looking for pure marketing jobs?!!! when i hate basic marketing with every fiber of my being#i am an herbalist#i am a fucking herbalist#i need to work alongside healers practitioners tcm experts i need to learn from them#at the same time i need to put down roots for my practice#my own practice#my studies#my incredible community herbalist training that is now almost fully paid off#everything ive invested in my old business that i allowed to flop because it wasnt fully mine but a partnership that i carried#its like i asked for an answer and it’s been right there right in front of my face this entire time screaming at me#like what are you DOINGGGG just START#p
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it turns out that in order to have a dissertation you do indeed have to actually write the thing
#having a weird transition from prospectus phase to diss phase in part because i wrote a 75-page(!) prospectus#which i am now shamelessly cannibalizing for the dissertation itself#but honestly my motivation to write this chapter went mia when [events on campus] happened and it has not yet fully returned#and mostly i am just struggling with how fucking weird it feels to be writing about latin poetry amid [gestures at everything]#like i am writing my silly words about my silly poets in order to get a silly doctorate from a university i believe is rotten to its core#and of course i still want it because i've invested all this time and come this far but man it's bleak out there lately
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WHY DID NOBODY TELL ME BURROWS END WASNT FREE
#I DIDNT TALK TO ANYONE ABOUT IT BUT STILL. SOMEONE SHOULDVE WARNED ME BEFORE I GOT COMPLETELY INVESTED#I know next to nothing abt dimension 20 I’m pretty sure I just saw a post abt burrows end specifically MONTHS ago and was like 👀👀👀#opened a tab with the first episode to watch later and promptly forgot about it#until last night! having a bad night and was like hrm what if I just watch smth#and I’ve been reading watership down recently!! finally got my own copy bc it was my favourite book when I was like NINE#so I am fully primed to fall in love with a story abt little animals rn and man#I am OBSESSED with this and also realising yeah I’m at a point where I could get very into tabletop rpgs now#what if. what if I just get dropout. what if I just do that. would that not be fun. I would like to see the stoats do stuff#i am so in love with Ava and her player and I understand so much more about brennan lee mulligan now. and VIOLA#viola may be my favourite character I’m obsessed with how she interacts with other characters.m#i NEED to know what’s up with thorn’s cult thing. and also thorn. what is going on there#hrrgrhehh the thing that’s holding me back is I’m allergic to subscriptions#impermanence. even though I know it’s fairly unlikely I’ll wanna watch it again any time soon I don’t like the idea that I’d have to like#in a couple years pay for it again or not be able to bc I can’t afford it even though I already paid for it once#I’m a books + cartridge games guy and it shows.#okay. I will chew on this. the price is not unreasonable and I have coincidentally also been looking at make some noise clips#it does not help that I basically never watch things but my favourite podcast is also ending within the next month (2 episodes left)#and this IS primarily audio so I could cook + watch mayhaps. and I’ve heard good things abt all other d20.#they have a 20% off first year deal on. annual would make me less stressed long term if I end up liking this bc cheaper + choice premade#and would also mean I can do it now and not feel bad abt wasting the first month bc I won’t be able to watch much for a few weeks#fuck it I’m allowed to make frivolous purchases sometimes I will simply swallow the subscription distaste#more stoats >:)#that aside all the players are incredible I’m pretty sure when this is done I’ll wanna watch other seasons just to see what else they do#okay go do the thing I believe in you you can spend money sometimes#luke.txt#update I downloaded the app. I am putting off the decision for another day now bc it’s 1:21am and I have not been thinking clearly <3
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NO FUCKING WAY am i hearing more sainz-piastri conflict. there wasnt even a full lap.
#i am fully invested in the carcar rivalry now#everytime i tell myself that its probably just coincidence that it keeps being them two and it probably is coincidental but like...... is i#monaco gp 2024
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ugh i genuinely don't think i'm capable of getting over someone until i get with someone new...miserable apparatus in my brain
#yk like i can make progress and logically understand i'm better off without them but i can't completely close the door until i have someone#there will always be someone from my past who is a more appealing alternative to being single#even though in this case he sucks and screwed me over i keep getting fucking reminded of him and what a good time i had with him#and how nice it would be if we could be together this summer#like i had fully moved on from him with someone else but then when that ended i am fully falling back into the pit#because i understand why that other relationship ended but this is just still don't get#and it's also in my nature to want to understand everything#i don't think i can ever be completely happy single#i will always be yearning#and rn i don't even have friends around to invest in#and somehow my (limited numbers of) friends are now in relationships and don't have time for me???#but i can't look for anyone because i know that will just make things worse for me#i had a decent time being single two years ago over the summer but i was so distracted...i had tons of people to hang out with and a projec#hate that i'm like this#this fall i am going to get an A in tinder
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sorry to ffxivlovepost always anyway Man the way the devs & game did so good in making an mc that is Basically a blank-slate for the players, and there's so many opportunities to make your oc However you like but. the game itself adds so much story and character to that blank-slate guy. amazing
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა ffxiv ໒꒱ *·˚#i think abt this a lot. and also a lot of other ffxiv stuff LMFAO#it's amazing ..... drk is a huge example of this i think#bcs it plays into the guilt and whatnot the wol feels and all that. spectacular#endwalker !!!!! shadowbringers!!! the way the game uses the concept of hope is just always so beautiful and fascinating to me#and yeah bunch of games may have like. mc you create & design but not always can you like. ehvejfhsjf idk how to explain LOL#it is 4 pm i woke up 2 hours ago but priorly woke at 7 am after havingn a rlly. weird sleep.#to which my twin told me 'i wont tell u what time it is' as we went to sleep so it def was Really late#bcs we were going thru re2 and she was also playing games on steam i've been telling her to play#(to which i got her fav characters right and knew fr how'd she'd like the game LMFAO. twins amiright.)#actually that is also smth so fascinating to me bcs. i always have had someone w me in my life. i am literally never alone.#to which what i'm getting at here is Wow... it's like having a sleepover every single day. and i was a kid always sad never to have#sleepovers bcs my parents were strict (they r cool tho!) but i was a kid who wanted to experience all the kid things#but i didn't rlly but that's fine :P i am a grateful person LOL anyway back on track back on black#ffxiv... the game that u are.....#it's the 1st game that rlly actually made me invested in the ocs of others and also make a fully fledged oc that wasn't just originally mine#but for a fandom or something. and also it got me back into writing and Into making poetry and prose so. yeah.#it's amazing how much. oc x canon ???? yeah. ffxiv is so Wow#like eveyrhhting w themis or graha and how u can AAGGGHHH shit w your oc . so many possibilities#and that character. those possibilities. are already in game but also expanded by the player and the fanbade and#idk it's so beautiful to me WHAGHSGDJDH. and yes me saying themis or graha up there is self-indukgent bcs#both of them are so Insane it's so. insane!!!!! i will never forget what happened in abyssos in particular that Broke me#and anabaseios... :)) i cried so much it is almost embarrassing. and wow. asphodelos. wverything w themis just. yeah#anyway graha... self-explanatory if u know..... idk he's the character of all time to me. simply said. but themis is crazy bcs going thru ab#yssos made me think for a bit 'hey themis might be my fav character in ffxiv now' but No but also Wow. wow#kinda cute bcs me and my twin have a thing where she has a certain type of chara she likes and me too#so sometimes. most times. all times. we have our own characters we like anyway but sometimes they overlap but either the case we kinda#lowkey 'segregate???' idk if that is a good word but we do that w our fav characters. so like emet is her fav elidibus is mine.#and that was all the way in arrr alr and we barely knew spoilers so that's kinda crazy! anyway
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checked my multi & apparently I have written va.sh for over a year now ...can't believe he stuck that long & I cannot believe my guidelines still refer to this as a 'test blog / muse' .
#[ test my butt i am fully invested in him now even if i am slow af ]#❝ ᶦᵗ ᶦˢ ᵃⁿ ᶦᵈᶦᵒᵗ ᵗᵃˡᵏᶦⁿᵍ ❞╱ ooc .
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I’m taking some community college courses soon and istg if someone doesn’t see the fandom related stickers on my laptop and immediately become my lifelong bff I’m dropping all classes idgaf
#LMFAOOO IM JOKING OBV#likeeee persona fans flock to me please#persona fans out in the wild pls be my friend 😕#“out in the wild’’ I say in reference to the college campus 💀 I’m cooked#my honest reaction as I register for college after years of claiming I’ll never go to college 🤯#LMAOOO#I woke up last month with the random realization that writing is my lifelong passion that I’ve been avoiding fully delving into—#out of fear of failure#so this is what we’re doing now ig!#“Gio what about coding and game development?’’#well unfortunately coding makes me enter a state of misery every time I attempt it#so I’m putting that on the back burner for now#I’m not giving up on it by any means!! but I enjoy writing so much that it seems more sensible for me to pursue that at the moment#ANYWAYS#sorry for always rambling on here 😭 lol#my laptop is actually coveredddd in persona / chainsaw man / genshin impact stickers I’m lowkey embarrassed#I also have an Ib sticker but I’ve never seen like anyone talk about Ib unfortunately 💔#Ib fans where are youuuu#is it unprofessional to have ur laptop covered in stickers am I cooked 😕 idk how college works like at all#I’m so fucked oh my god. LMFAOOO#mfw I lack basic knowledge#I’m trying my best over here fr 😞😞#I ALSO HAVE MIKU STICKERS#can’t forget the miku stickers ofcccc#I’m sure you’re all really invested and interested in what stickers I have on my laptop#I mean this is world altering info. really crazy stuff#💀#someone take the tag feature away from me at this point
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ouuuugh I feel my danmei phase rising from the ashes....
#domo rambles#*shakes my fist at hua cheng*#i never got too far into tgcf like i stopped after the beefleaf reveal so im honestly not too invested in hualian#but something about hua cheng makes my brain go feral....my weakness for sexy competent bastards who are hopelessly down bad for 1 (one) man#anyways i am....slowly making my way thru the book now....#absolutely wild how theyre like fully licensed and translated now#i still remember the days of fan translations and me cooking my brain reading the cn raws
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tristamp s2 confirmed AND timeskip p much confirmed ??? if im readin mutos tweet on twt right & timeskip (n tristamp s1 at least being like... kind of a prequel?? Idk what else to call it) is confirmed everything abt s1 will finally make a little more sense to me lmao.
#i am now fully and 100% convinced the pacing was fucking insanely fast bc they just wanted to get all of the set up out of the way for the#timeskip. which unfortunately affected my investment but knowinf it was probably intentional to build up to smthn gives me a lil more hope#for this series... some changes still make absolutely 0 sense to me (even just the concept of a prequel esque route for trigun in GENERAL#confuses me bc it just rlly doesnt seem like something that works for it but! we'll see!) but ill continue to just. try my best 2 b open#i just PRAY AND HOPE this means vash will finally fucking get literally any character since theyre def gonna b having him#develop more into his og self. like they HAVE to be what else would they b doin wit him. if they continue to make him so one-note after s1#idk what ill do lol#im still just skeptical on him as a whole bc it feels like theyve Already Missed So Much for him but. ILL HOLD OUT HOPE FOR NOW!!!
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just wanna ramble a little bit.
the themes and parallels in my fic, a dance of lions, has me in absolute shambles. i keep expanding on my ideas ( with the amazing help from my friends ), and it keeps making this story better and better. honestly, i feel like this is some of my best work in regards to plotting and connecting details to make everything seem cohesive. but what i really love about this story is how many different characters foil each other. how they follow similar yet wildly different paths, yet end up with a satisfying outcome that makes the most sense to each character and their individual storyline. because even though this story is surrounded by the constant theme of betrayal, it is also heavily intertwined with revenge, justice, and love. and that’s what a lot of these characters deserve.
i really hope to write this story one day so i could share all my ideas and spoilers with all of you !!
#sorry im just really obsessed with this fic#theres so much i havent even mentioned on here and it keeps getting bigger and bigger#i feel insane for how much i love this fic#if u told me a year ago i would be fully invested in this universe again i would've laughed in your face#now here i am... clowning myself... as per usual#just writing things#a dance of lions#joey talks
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Here me out:
Its the marauders era at hogwarts and James and Regulus have kind of become friends, they hang out and talk but James is having a particularly hard day.
J: "I try and I try and nothing gets Lily to notice me nothing at all! It's like she doesn't even care who I am, or what I say, maybe I'll just never be as important to her as she is to me. No matter what I do she just never wants me at all, no matter how much I change!!"
R: "James have you considerate she just... doesn't like you like that?"
J: "Well of course you dont know what it's like you're well you, I wish I couldn't care what people thought."
James has gone like this for awhile now, not noticing Regulus' face slowly change from mild pity to anger.
R: "You seriously don't think I know what it's like?! Wow. You really are an idiot, gods you have no idea do you??"
J: "... What?"
R: "You think I don't know what it's like to want someone so fucking bad but no matter what you do they just won't see you in that way. James is hurts it hurts so bad. I have deal with you say these things and James please, please I need you to stop for me."
J: "Why would you- Why were you pleading to me?"
R: "Fuck whatever just forget it, good luck with Lily I guess."
Regulus like STORMS AWAY. James is now confused as fuck. What was that. After much deliberation over that conversation he comes to the conclusion he MUST help regulus date the person he fancies. But as for who it is, he has no idea.
James, is an idiot.
Regulus is in pain.
And I need this fanfiction.
#i thought my trip to the marauders fandom would be quick but NO. i am fully invested now.#sorry dear mutuals rip your dash#jegulus#marauders#marauders era#unrequited jegulus but i need it to actually be requited#its requited just James ... is not aware of that yet.#the marauders#starchaser
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in case anyone was wondering it’s nearly five am and i’ve spent all night reading fucking icarly fanfic as if it’s not 2023 so like that’s where IM at today
#d speaks#did i know how much i cared about these characters before i impulsively decided to rewatch a show i haven’t seen since age 14??? NO I DIDNT#i haven’t watched icarly since the fucking eighth grade at BEST and that was fully 13 years ago#i figured i’d put it on for some background noise and nostalgia when it came up on netflix#HERE I AM A DAY LATER HAVING FUCKING FEELINGS ???????? ABOUT IT ?????????#getting sad about a finale i NEVER EVEN WATCHED………#debating if i should go and fucking. watch the FIVE MORE SEASONS OF THIS SHOW#plus that ENTIRE OTHET SHOW W ARIANA GRANDE I NEVER ONCE SAW BECAUSE I WAS TOO OLD FOR NICKELODEON WHEN SAM AND CAT CAME OUT#and then to find out icarly has been rebooted?!?!??? and IS CURREBFKY PUTTING OUT EPISODES OF THEUR REVIVAL???????#what am i meant to do here. watch icarly AND victorious AND sam and cat AND ICARLY 2021!?!?!???!??!??#for WHAT daina?????? a fandom with 700 fics on ao3??????????????#WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF ?????????????????????????????#i’m so out of my mind right now what the fuck has today BEEN#icarly#guess i shoudl fuckin tag that in case this is my new hyperfixation!!!!! what the fuck!!!!!!!!#this is awful i hate myself so much. why do i CARE if these characters get together they’re 13 and i was 10 years old last time i cared!!!!#i don’t even know who is endgame because i ‘outgrew’ these shows when fucking glee and jersey shore dropped!!!!!!#i didn’t watch the later seasons of icarly or most of victorious because i was too busy watching fucking teen wolf and drooling over 1d!!!!#watching fucking. game of thrones and shit!!!!!! i was Too Old For That Shit and now here i am. one month from being 27#getting all emotionally invested in this DUMB SHOW FROM MY CHILDHOOD#like what’s next daina?????? gonna watch hannah montana and go looking for some jake ryan miley stewart fanfics?????????????#watch some fucking wizards of waverly place and get really worked up about how selena and demi had a friendship breakup???????????#text my friends who were into this show with me when it was airing and see if they wanna listen to me analyze this shit??????#whilst their CHILDREN NAP IN YHE OTHER ROOM AND THEN WHEN IM DONE RANTING I CAN GIVE THEM ADVICE ON THEIR MARITAL PROBLEMS???!??!??!?!?!?!?#this is insane i’ve lost my fucking mind. i’m not fucking doing this mark my words i am NOT doing this#this is a one off i will consume the best fics of this fandom and then i will put it down and step away and be DONE i CANNOT do more#mr incredible voice i’m not…… strong enough…….#fuck i should watch the incredibles maybe THAT will fix me
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like, i knew y'all were right of course but like
there's knowing
and then there's KNOWING
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