#I am not tired I am wide awake
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i am asleep much in the way that Wally is asleep. that is to say, I Am Not Sleeping
#gave it my best shot for a minute there#really made an effort. its Not Working#see this is what happens when your sleep schedule is Fucked and you usually go to bed when the sun comes up#on a normal night id be jammin to tunes. scribbling with reckless abandon#tonight however i am at Someone Elses place so i need to be Quiet#i need to Sleep i am Driving tomorrow#brain wont cooperate tho. brains a bitch. id like to be unconchus#OH SHIT OH!!! I DO HAVE A JOKE I CAN MAKE BARNABY USE!!!#I HAVE A COUPLE OF OCEAN BASED ONES! FUCK!#sorry train of thought took a detour#im tired. today was mostly very good. had lots of Fun <3#experienced something new! several somethings!!#and now im lamenting my wide-awakeness in a dark room#my hunting gathering badass self is Bored as Hell#and so: wally scribble of him sharing my woes#scribble salad#not gonna tag it as anything else
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how do you envision me?? like- ya'll done even know my name, so what do you be calling me?
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(tagging my mutuals in hopes of this reaching people and i don't look stupid.)
@thiamsxbitch @alightelixe @wordssricochet @desire-mona @wilsons-three-legged-siamese @lizzyloosstuff @puckspoetry @poetsinnyc @dpsenthusiast @noctilucaa
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I know I tend to get nostalgic for the symptoms I am currently experiencing the extreme opposite of and that I can't really know if X was "better" than Y or if I'm just not in the grip of X right now and nothing seems like it could possibly be worse than Y, but like… was hypersomnia that bad?
#on paper barely sleeping and hardly ever getting tired seems like it should rule#reader: it does not rule#it's awful in ways I don't know how to explain#I still *need* sleep and I am still suffering all the things sleep deprivation causes#but I can't sleep and I am so wide awake and high strung most of the time that lying down quietly in the dark is torturously boring#so I'm not even getting much shitty non-sleep rest
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please wish me and my lower back pain a very ability to sleep
#have to get up in 5 hours 🫠#tired all day until two hours ago and now WIDE AWAKE#but if i take the meds that sometimes help now i won't be able to drive at 6 am#🐭📓#not having the best time rn
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things that would, if not fix me, at least improve my current situation somewhat: being knocked out by a comically large rubber mallet
#someone do that to me thx <3#elli rambles#I am so tired and have wanted nothing but to sleep all day but now I’m in bed I’m suddenly wide awake 🙃#thank you dear body of mine! much appreciated 💖💗💝💞💘#:/#I still feel like absolute shite btw#hence. the desire to be knocked out cartoon style
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god work life and private life have been so stressful lately, i really hope things will calm down soon...
i haven't written anything in ages but my wips folder keeps growing bc i have ideas over ideas ugh... someone send me some energy to write again pls
#i am so tired already and it's only 10pm#i don't even have work tmrw usually i'd be wide awake now bc of that#but... the exhaustion augh
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the thought of working for 10h on 3h of sleep is preemptively making me exhausted
#currently i am still wide awake from waking up at 2:30#rosa talk#i need to get up in exactly an hour. well we'll see won't we#being tired aside I want to draw my pictures.... I have 3 wips I want to finish for the last fatt pin-up prompt..
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i got to this age without becoming an hypochondriac i’d appreciate not starting now
#bleh#its one 24 am im fucking wide awake with anxiety on fifteen different fronts#and i need to get a thing checked that is giving me major hypocondria vibes that’s yeah good#/s#it’s not even mid march can we fucking NOT#personal for ts#exactly what i needed to not give myself more reasons tobe tired#not that i did anything to cause the thing but eh#i just hope when i pass out i pass the fuck out until tomorrow#b l e h#just utter bleh
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Can I like not be fucked up anymore
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fucking hell i want to play more hades 2
#IT IS 11PM AND I AM WIDE AWAKE BECAUSE VIDDY GAEM#UGH. I TURNED IT OFF BECAUSE I WAS TIRED BUT NOW?????#i want to see my boy [redacted] i havent seen his finished portrait yet :(#also new weapon broken as hell. they're probably going to adjust the damage output because that thing is wilddddd right now#it's so fun honestly
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I wish there were more hours in the day for me to watch everything I want, obsess over the new show I am watching, work full time and get through a full sleeping cycle
#bleh bleh bleh#these days i am so tired i fall asleep/nap as soon as i get home#which leads me to my full night insomnia#and go to office tired 😩😩#today i told myself just ten minutes you'll take a ten minutes power nap#i woke up three hours later#now its 3 something in the morning and i am wide awake
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need sb to, like, knock me out with a pan so I can fucking sleep
#( * / out of character ; personal. )#I went to bed early because I felt tired but here I am#four hours later like 🧍♂️ because I feel wide awake#but in the way a toddler who is over tired is wide awake before they fucking crash
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No I did not just sit here and watch the sun rise without having so much as one wink of sleep, why would you ask me that? :(
#:(#personal#this day is going to be hell#part of me wants to see if I can get a nap in#but I'm definitely wide awake and my alarm would probably go off as soon as I dropped off anyway#posting time 5:09 am just in case I forget later why I'm so tired
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i haven’t had a good night’s sleep in over a month and it’s slowly driving me insane 😀
#i’ve always been a night owl w horrible insomnia but it’s been even worse than usual lately#why am i not tired until 5 or 6 in the morning! i’m exhausted but never sleepy!#i get sleepy and want to take a nap at fucking 7 pm and then i’m wide awake again#this cycle is fucking maddening#i have to sleep with a sleep mask on + noise box playing rain sounds + fan on + listening to asmr + have taken two melatonin AND YET#have you ever been so exhausted that you cry out of frustration but even that doesn’t help you sleep.#anyway i’m done complaining i just want to pass out for two days bc life has been so rough and this just makes it worse !!!!!!#tried to start the new year right but the universe had other plans 🙏#ok i’m deleting this later i’m just yelling into a void for some relief
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Why do melatonin gummies either make me sleep like the dead and have the weirdest dreams possible OR make me toss and turn and sleep in 2 hour bursts all night??
#I was so excited to get a decent nights sleep last night#and then guess which option the dice landed on 🙃#it’s 6 am and I’m simultaneously wide awake and so tired#cool cool cool I love it#marisa speaks
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pick up the phone fucker!!!!!!!! (the phone contains my chemical romance livestream)
#it is 7am i am watching this in complete darkness in my bedroom with watery tired eyes and now im like wide awake#shut up cieara#mcr return lb
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