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I have several health issues and I am in a lot of support groups/forums. Some of those are female-only, which I am very thankful for. But it is so depressing how many of those women want to risk their health just to please men. It honestly makes me lose so much faith in women. They are at their most vulnerable, some of them are at the risk of major health complication or even death. And still, all they think about is their "hubby" or even just a Nigel they met last week. Here are some highlights I need to get off my chest and that I have seen more than once or twice. "Can I still go to Disneyland three days after this major surgery? My surgeon says no but my husband is looking forward to the trip and I dont want to disappoint him". "I have a lot of inflammation and scar tissue in my gut, including my rectum. My new partner wants anal sex though and I will do it for him but are there any measures I can take so I won't have to have emergency surgery afterwards?". "I had three kids already and have severe birth injuries that almost killed me but my hubby and I would looove to try for a son this time. Anyone done this with X health issue? Please no debbie downers in the comments <3". "I started dating again and the guy I am dating is into bdsm. Could I do X and Y harmful and painful things with my medical condition?" (when answered "no wtf are you stupid"): "well some of us dont want to be restricted by our health issues! I want to live a full and happy life! Screw you negative nancies! I will get myself beaten up and risk my life because I want to! #feminism #mybodymychoice" "I am four days out of surgery and my boyfriend is getting very angry at me for not being able to have sex with him. I feel so bad for him, what can I do?" (continues to get a bunch of answers telling her to give him a blowjob or a handjob instead of telling her to rest and dont give a fuck about her crusty Nigel) "My hubby just told me he would still fuck me despite my health issues! Omg! best husband ever! So in love! Hashtag blessed." (her husband does nothing in the household and does nothing to support her) "I have these severe health issues that could kill me but I am honestly the most worried about becoming unattractive to men because of it. How can I still objectify myself and wear uncomfortable clothes while being seriously ill to please men I dont even know?" I want to scream!
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triple n: RIP kang della
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— lhs, pjs, sjy, psh —
well.......
contains: fivesome. really rough (choking, slapping, etc.), DELLA HAS AN IUD!!, della getting absolutely manhandled, her hands gets restrained for a bit, BUT THEN THERE IS A BIT OF DOM!DELLA ACTION, double penetration (as in anal), tiiiiiny bit of breeding kink, kitten as a nickname kink, daddy kink (sorry guys lol ik i said i wouldn't but i can't help it), i also said that they're never goofy during sex but we have the 02z in one session y'all— it's bound to get a little silly, LONGEST FIC I'VE WRITTEN (7.3k WORDS), longest + most detailed + most insane smut i've ever written omg i dont think i will EVER top this
happy belated anniversary my darlings 🤍 happy two years to della and her men (and alice) ✨
AND HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO ENHA'S (5/8) LOSS IN NNN! this chapter takes place on midnight 2022/11/11 (so i kinda thought that was today bcs dumbo self messed up the dates so i'm one day late but it's all good)
hi guys! i missed you! i will try to reply to asks soon! i'm so sorry for disappearing again, life has been rough and moving too fast 😭 DID NOT PROOFREAD BECAUSE I AM EMBARRASSED
Kang Della is going to die tonight.
While not literally, she was definitely going to be reborn as a new woman.
"Lala, stop praying. You're not actually gonna die," Sunoo said, more interested in his phone than his overreacting girlfriend. "You're gonna have so much fun, and we have the day off tomorrow. It'll be great."
"Sunoo shut up and help me pray," Della herself was already dressed, cleaned up and ready to head out.
But certainly not ready to meet the hyuppas.
"Why are we even praying when you're going to be doing something so sinful?"
There were three possible outcomes from tonight; One, the hyuppas being so annoyed that they prefer to ignore her for a bit. Though that is just her anxiety talking.
Two, they would take turns with her for four days straight. Which also means that she would have a limp and some back pain for a week or so.
Or three, they would all have their way with her, at the same time.
And the last option seems to be the most likely.
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"Oh, hi! Oppa! Really funny seeing you here but Sunghoon-oppa asked for beer, so here—" Jake immediately pulled Della into his room before she could escape from what was coming.
"You're in massive trouble, young lady," the girl would've laughed if the situation wasn't as serious. Who actually says that sentence in real life? Sim Jaeyun, apparently.
"Oh, wow! All the hyuppas are here!" Della laughed nervously. "Seems like you guys are preparing to have a celebration together! Wouldn't want boring 'ole Della making things all boring!"
The stern look on all four men made Della withdraw into herself. She avoided eye contact by playing with her nails, mentally preparing herself for the scolding.
"Kang Della, sit down," Heeseung ordered, gesturing the couch with his eyebrows.
"Ah.. I really need to my room though, Yunji-unnie's waiting for me," Della hopes that she could somehow avoid the earful, though it is looking very improbable. "So I'm just here to hand over the beer and—" she gasped when Jay slowly took her hands and held them behind her back like a criminal.
"Do you know how hard it was to wait for you?" he said in a low tone. "The only reason why we did this stupid challenge was because of you."
Jay's deep voice caused Della's skin to erupt in goosebumps. She bit her lip as her heart started pumping faster. She tried to look into his eyes but quickly adverted her gaze when she saw how handsome he looked with his expression. She could feel herself getting wet again.
"The fucking audacity you had to lose to someone who wasn't even a part of this bullshit of a challenge," Sunghoon walked over and held her face with both hands. He noticed a familiar scent within the proximity. "You've been fucking drinking too. You did a lot with Sunoo, huh?"
She had forgotten about the alcohol in her system, now understanding why her brain seems so hazy. She barely drank anything, but she is a major lightweight. The drink Sunoo gave her, mixed with the lack of sexual attention (and undeniably, Sunoo's seduction) must be why she lost the game so easily.
"I wasn't thinking straight. I didn't plan it or anything. Honest!" she replied with puppy eyes. While the look stirred something inside Sunghoon, it certainly wasn't sympathy.
"Even if you didn't plan it, you still did it, didn't you?" he asked in an eerily calm voice. "You can't really take it back now, can you?" he brushed her bangs back but kept his hold firm. "Even if it was silly little foreplay."
Everything Sunghoon did just made her core uncomfortably wet. She was embarrassed to clutch her legs tighter but her mind was just occupied with how stunning he looked and how hot his words were.
"No," Della whined, shamelessly staring at his lips. "I'm sorry, oppas."
"Do you know what's gonna happen now?" Sunghoon asked, staring at her lips as well.
"Am I getting punished?" Della bit her lip at the thought.
"You're gonna deal with us four, yeah? We've been stupidly waiting for over a week," Sunghoon caressed her cheeks before forcefully making her look at the two boys on the bed. "Look at them. We all deserve to be relieved from this challenge, hm?" he whispered in her ear.
"Nghh," Della whined at the sight of Jake and Heeseung. They were sitting on the joint bed with a can of beer in their hands. They were intently staring at the three of them, anticipating their next moves and patiently waiting for their turn. They knew that hard-dom Sunghoon would be the best at disciplining Della in bed, while romantic Jay would really show her just how serious they are.
"Do you think you can do that?" Sunghoon whispered again, causing Della to gulp and nod her head. "Use your words."
"I'm gonna deal with all four of you," she said timidly. She has never handled more than two people before, and now she's jumping straight to four.
But she is excited. Extremely excited.
"Good girl," Jay kept his hold with one hand, using the other to stroke her hair. "Your safe word today is red and yellow, okay? Regardless of Korean or English."
"Okay, oppa," Della closed her eyes at the gentle kiss Jay left on her hair. Suddenly all the nerves left and she's just left with pure anticipation.
"Good girl," although the words were identical to Jay's, Sunghoon's praise sounded rougher, more possessive. "Now come here."
Sunghoon connected his lips to hers hungrily while his hands moved to grope her bare breasts under her pyjama top.
Jay let out a small smirk, his hands busily tying her wrists with the neck tie he prepared. His recently free hands then moved to unbutton her top, helping Sunghoon get easier access.
"You're not wearing a fucking bra. Sunoo must've enjoyed these babies, huh?" Jay said against her neck as his hands replaced Sunghoon's. The latter's opted to move down and roam his hands on Della's hourglass figure.
"Did he? Answer Jay," Sunghoon mumbled on her lips before shifting his kisses to her neck.
"No, he didn't," Della whimpered at the stimulation. Her legs were now almost crossed at how eager she is for some sort of sexual activity.
"Aish, that kid," Jay cursed, pulling away from Della to grab himself a beer. "Won 3N but didn't even fully enjoy it," he then pat Heeseung's shoulder and sat down beside Jake. "Tag. You're it."
Heeseung smirked, taking a big swig of his drink before making his way to Dehoon. With some liquid courage, he knew that they would all have a long, wild night ahead of them. They all definitely need a few cans because they desperately need this.
"You could've tagged me, y'know?" Jake pointed at his roommate.
"Shut up," Jay sipped his drink. "Just go over and join them– who's stopping you?"
"Nah, I'm actually enjoying the view," the younger laid back and rested his upper body weight on his forearm. The two watched as Sunghoon pulled away as soon as he noticed Heeseung.
"I told you to sit down, didn't I?" Heeseung practically mumbled, using his free hand to push her down onto the couch. "Why didn't you listen to me but obeyed Sunghoon and Jongseong?"
Della's mouth watered at the angle. If her instincts were correct, she was gonna suck someone off, most probably Heeseung.
And she absolutely loves giving head.
Heeseung especially tends to let out these adorable sounds that are music to her ears. She knows that he will try to hold them back since they're not alone, but she is determined to have this gorgeous man let loose of his (almost) equally gorgeous noises.
"I'm sorry, oppa," the lower angle made Della's puppy eyes look even more cute. "I was just nervous."
"You know what those eyes do to me," Heeseung ran a thumb over her lip. "Should we forgive her, Sunghoon?" he sucked in a breath when she took his thumb into her mouth to suck gently.
"We'll see about that," a loud zipper sound filled the room as Sunghoon aggressively undid his pants. "Open up," and his cock was in front of Della's face in no time.
She did not need to be told twice. Her eyes instantly closed as her tongue swirled around the tip. She played around with it for a few seconds before pushing it all the way to the back of her throat.
"Fuckkk, I missed this," Sunghoon threw his head back. "So fucking good," he bit his lip harshly.
Upon the sight, Heeseung hurriedly lowered his sweatpants with one hand, but struggled to get his hard-on out from the tightness of his boxers. He eventually succeeded once Sunghoon helped by taking the beer out of his hands.
"Pay attention to hyung too," Sunghoon said and took a large gulp of the liquid.
Della wasted no time in having Heeseung inside her mouth with her tongue swirling around the girth. She didn't care as her hair got everywhere.
"Thereee you go," Heeseung grunted, pushing the hair behind her shoulders and brushed her bangs back . "Ah fuck!" he bit his lip to try and contain his sounds.
"Ya– I meant divide your attention, not completely move on to him," Della gasped as Sunghoon pulled her hair so she could come back to him. "Back and forth, baby, you can do it."
It is definitely difficult. Della has never given head with her hands tied before, let alone with two dicks.
But if the boys know anything about their baby, they'll know that she is not a quitter; she will persist until she's absolutely certain she can't.
She bobbed her head two times on Sunghoon before switching back to Heeseung to repeat her movements, and doing the same to Sunghoon again. The perspective was so hot that Sunghoon's breath turned heavy and Heeseung's moans were audible again.
Jay and Jake, on the other hand, were getting a bit impatient because they could barely see anything. Sunghoon could almost sense it, and as he turned his head to look at his two best friends, he found Jake fiddling with his can while Jay tapped his hand in wait.
"Hyung, let's move to the bed," Sunghoon breathed out, pulling Della away from him and up from the sofa. Della whined at the loss but let herself be moved around like a doll. "Be fucking patient. You were willing to wait for a month, you can definitely handle a few seconds," Sunghoon slapped her lightly.
DellaTheMasochist only gave him an annoyed look with a bratty pout, making him slap her once more.
"Oh you're gonna be a little brat, huh? I'll deal with you fucking later," he then carefully pushed her to Jay's arms, causing Della to smile in adoration. No matter how rough sex is with Sunghoon, he's still a huge softy.
"Well hello there," Jay caught her with one hand. "Were you being a bit bratty?" he asked while fixing her hair gently.
"No, never," Della shook her head innocently. Sunghoon grinned as he opened himself a can, sitting on the bed beside Heeseung.
Her absolute brattiness only comes out to Sunghoon. She's an angel with Jay, putty with Jake, and a dominant with Heeseung.
"Of course not, you're our princess," Jay breathed down her neck and captured a nipple in his mouth. He blindly handed Jake his drink so he could use both hands to hug her waist. He spent a few minutes slowly enjoying her boobs, leaving hickeys all around the area.
The three knew that Jay liked his intimacy, so they didn't interrupt.
He eventually laid her between himself and Jake, opting to just stroke her hair for now. Della was settling into a more comfortable position when Jay noticed that Jake's hands were now free from the cans he was holding.
He gestured for the Aussie to begin, eliciting a grin from Jake before hovering above Della.
"Hi, baby," Jake whispered. His attractive face and accent left a small blush to her cheeks. "I missed you," he connected their lips together in a steamy kiss.
The thing with Dake is that they don't always have a clear dominant in the bedroom. Most times it's Jake while others it's Della. What's crystal is that they are really passionate together. Practically straight out of an erotic movie.
"I'm still annoyed about Triple N but I miss you too much to fucking care right now," he ran his hands down from her sides, eventually tugging her shorts and panties down as far as he could. "Just wanna devour you."
He then proceeded to make his way down until he was off the bed with his face in between her legs. He completely got rid of her lower garments and took a deep breath, biting his lip before diving into her heat. One of his favourite things to do with her, and something that she desperately needed.
"Ah fuck!" Della threw her head back, pressing her thighs against his head. "Ahhh Jakey!" she whined.
"Sensitive babyy," Jay cooed and held her face with his hand. "You almost gave this up for a month, you know?" he left small kisses all over her face.
"November's my birthday month, she ain't gonna give this up for the whole thirty," Jake pulled back slightly to comment. With his accent and slight mumbling, Jay could barely understand what he was saying. Della, however, understood perfectly.
"I told you that I would give you an exception, right?" Della's answer just connected the dots for Jay. Big mistake.
"You promised him an exception?" Jay halted his caresses to seriously ask. But Jake had resumed his mission, and Della is far too distracted to answer. "Fucking answer me– you gave him an exception?" he tightened his grip on her face.
"Y-yeah, for his birthday," Jay let out a scoff at her answer and humourlessly chuckled.
"I was gonna go easy on you and let these guys do their own thing," his voice turned rough, something he didn't think he would do tonight. "But you were gonna give Jake an exemption and that– pay attention," he slapped her lightly when she moaned to his face.
"Sorry, oppa," Della whined, finding it difficult to concentrate when Jake's mouth was pleasuring her so well.
"It pisses me off," Jay whispered roughly. "Instead of just calling the challenge off, you were gonna make the three of us wait 'til the end," he smirked at how hard she was struggling to contain her sounds of pleasure. He let go of her roughly to sit up."Sorry man, I gotta take it from here," he pat Jake's shoulder.
"Mmkay," Della moaned loudly when Jake gave out one last suck to her clit. "I call dibs on cleaning her off though," he smiled widely while licking his wet lips.
"Deal," Jay immediately flipped Della over onto her stomach. "Tsk tsk tsk, Lala..." he swiftly took his shorts and boxers off in one go. "Stay down," he firmly instructed as he removed her restrains.
The three boys couldn't stop the grin when they watched Jay unleash his beast. The Jay they've seen before was nowhere near as aggressive.
"Have fun, bro," Sunghoon hollered. "Have fun, princess," he toasted his beer at Della when she made eye contact.
"I'm gonna fuck you now, yeah?" Jay whispered in her ear. He noticed the goosebumps that rose on her back as he was lifting her hips and parting her legs. "Hold on tight," he warned, handing her a pillow.
He bit the bottom of his sleeveless shirt just so he could get a clearer look of his shaft rubbing against her folds.
"Aghh," both Della and Jay groaned when his full length entered her. "Fuckk!" after ten days, he knew he had to let Della adjust a little. Yet he also knew that she didn't need long based on how wet she is and how Sunoo had prepped her.
So not long after, he pulled back and thrusted into her. Hard.
"Ngghhh!" Della squeezed her eyes shut while tightly hugging the pillow. "Oppaaa!" she moaned loudly.
"God! I fucking missed this!" Jay grumbled out. The cloth was no longer in his mouth and he had his head thrown back. "Fuck!"
He kept his hands on her hips as he pounded into her. Slow, but powerful thrusts.
"Ahhh! Oppaaaa!" Della continued to moan loudly. "Oh my God!" she realised how noisy she was being, so she began to muffle her sounds into the pillow.
"Oh no you don't," Jay grunted. Instead of taking the pillow away from her, he decided to flip her onto her back. Essentially switching to the missionary position. "Oh hi there, sweetie," he smirked at her, leaning down to place a kiss on her lips. "Hold on," he forcefully placed her hands on his shoulders before resuming his thrusts.
"Shit!" Della gasped, struggling to maintain eye contact with Jay as he continued to fuck her in the same manner. "Jay-oppaaa!" she practically screamed. Her nails starting holding on for dear life, scratching the skin of his biceps and her mouth was stuck open with nonstop moans.
The three other boys were turned on as hell.
Jake kept adjusting the bulge in his pants while Sunghoon and Heeseung had to constantly shift in their seats.
Waiting was especially hard for Heeseung as he barely got to touch Della in ten days. So he downed two cans and working on his third in no time, making him slightly tipsy and extremely impatient.
And the sight of her mouth opening just reminded him of something.
"That's it," he crawled across to Jella's side of the bed. "Sunghoon said we were moving to the bed, so you're not done sucking me off," he sat on his knees beside Della's. "Sorry, Jongseong-ah," he breathed out and helped guide Della's mouth to his length.
"By all means, hyung," Jay pulled away and halted his movement to let Della find a comfortable position. "You better do your best. We know you can do it, baby," he whispered to Della, taking off his shirt as he waited.
"Shittt!" Heeseung moaned practically straight after Della's mouth wrapped around him. "There you go, baby– just like that," he assisted by thrusting so that all she had to do was just suck around him and pump what she can't.
"I'll start moving again," Jay began thrusting as soon as he alerted Heela. "Aghh," he grunted, furrowing his eyebrows together. The view of Della sucking someone off in front of him just made him want to fuck her even harder.
He needs to hear her moans even if they were muffled.
"Ahh! Lala!" Heeseung whined when Della kept moaning around him. "Just like that! Sooo good! Nghh!"
Since his mind was foggy from the alcohol, he didn't even bother to hold back on his moans. Even when they start to get a little too subby.
Meanwhile, Sunghoon and Jake wanted to join in so badly, but fear that they would overwhelm their baby. Though they can't just sit there and do nothing.
So they decided to devise a plan for when their turn comes.
"Have you... ever done anal?" Sunghoon awkwardly asked Jake after covering his dick with a pillow. "Like do it from the butt?"
"Me or Della?" Jake's question made the ice prince slap his arm.
"Della, of course," Sunghoon scolded.
"Ack! No– I just gotta make sure I understood what you meant," Jake explained. "No, we haven't."
"I have and I brought condoms and lube," Sunghoon pointed at his luggage. "So here's the thing... Della has been quite curious to try like.. two people.. like.." Sunghoon tried to find the words to explain it in a way that Jake would understand, knowing that the guy mostly knows English sexual terms.
"Like at the same time? Double?" Jake asked while bringing his hands up for gesture.
"Uh, double," Sunghoon nodded, instantly feeling awkward again. "Do you... wanna try it with me? It's her first time and maybe you can do the... back because you've never tried it before."
Jake was quick to make up his mind, all thanks to the two beers he had downed.
"Let's do it," he raised his hand to dap Sunghoon up. "Jellahoon, am I right?"
"Of course," Sunghoon grinned.
"Fuck! I can't cum already!" Heeseung grit his teeth and slowed down his hips. "Lalaaa," he whined.
It was then when Della finally pulled away from the blowjob. She looked into his eyes whilst her hand kept pumping his shaft.
"Heeseung, babyy. What did I tell you about holding back?" she forced herself to restrain her moans just so she could remind him who's in charge.
Fortunately, Jay, who was finding the exchange amusing (also wanting Della all to himself during his orgasm), had slowed down his thrusts to help her focus.
"To never do that because only bad boys hold back," Heeseung's rational thoughts went straight out the window. He was fully going to show his dongsaengs that Lee Heeseung is a sub. A major one. "But I'm not even inside you yet!"
"Come here, baby," Della got up from her position. "I'll be back," she placed a quick kiss on Jay's lips.
"Go ahead," Jay was so intrigued at his hyung and girlfriend's new side that he didn't care about his delayed orgasm— as long as he gets it straight after Heeseung reaches his.
"Poor babyy," Della cooed at Heeseung, brushing his hair back. "Why don't you sit comfortably and let Lala do the work?"
The 02z watched in amazement as they discover how their hyung is actually like in bed. They watched him obey Della's instructions like clockwork, as if he's done this a million times.
He rested his back against the pillows with his legs ajar. His large bambi eyes were stuck on Della the whole time, looking absolutely lovestruck.
"Take off your shirt," Della pointed lazily, getting on top of his lap. "You're a good boy, right?" she connected their foreheads together and aligned him to her entrance.
All Heeseung could do was nod enthusiastically.
"Then don't hold back," Della whispered before sliding down on his length.
"Ahh!" both Heeseung and Della let out high-pitched moans. As Della bounced up and down, Heeseung's hands automatically went to wrap around her waist.
"Sh-shit!" Heeseung hugged her tighter while squeezing his eyes shut. Because he was already close earlier, it took no time for him to reach that point again. "Lalaaa!"
"Feel so good, Heeseung– ahhh!" when it comes to Heeseung, Della (most of the time) tries to compose herself. She's taking care of him after all.
"Shit– is that what it looks like when Della rides you?" Sunghoon asked under his breath. "That's fucking hot."
His hand then tried to secretly stimulate himself, making sure that neither Jake or Jay could notice. Jay, on the other hand, was openly pumping himself, not caring that his best friends could be looking.
"Damn, you're pretty big, bro," Jake suddenly blurted out at Jay. "Nice one."
"Thanks, I guess," Jay chuckled and kept moving his hand, not feeling awkward in the slightest.
"Why were you looking at his dick?" Sunghoon snickered, but that brought Jake's attention to him and that's when the latter noticed his sneaky hand.
"Why are you secretly jacking off? Just do it like Jay, no balls!" Jake slapped his calf. "We're literally in the middle of a fivesun—"
"Fivesome," Jay corrected him.
"Fivesome!"
"Ew, no! I feel so exposed! Like I'll be jerking off in front of you!" Sunghoon completely removed his hand from his dick. "And it's easy for you to say! You're still fully clothed!"
"It's not like we've never seen you naked bef–"
"02z, if you're not gonna suck each other off then shut the fuck up," Della interrupted their bickering while making eye contact. "Your hyung's trying to cum in peace."
"Yes ma'am," "Sorry," "Sorry," they all apologised quietly, hoping that no one notices their erection hardening even more. They hate admitting their thirst for Della's dominance.
Or to be accurate; They love her dominance, yet hate admitting their desire to be like Heeseung.
But it's not like the 02z have never been docile to DommeDella.
"Sunghoon, don't be fucking weird or I'll repeat last month's occurrences," Della's threat immediately made Sunghoon's skin erupt in goosebumps. He just hopes that she won't elaborate and reveal to his friends what exactly happened.
Thankfully, she didn't.
"Are you okay, baby?" Della went back and cooed to Heeseung, keeping her pace steady as she cradled his head.
"I'm gonna cuuuum," he sobbed. "Fuck! Lalaaa!"
"There you go. Don't hold back, Heeseung baby," Della mustered up all the energy she had to quicken her pace.
"Ahhhh! Lalaaa!" Heeseung used his tight hold to assist her bounces before ultimately letting out a loud gasp as he released spurts and spurts of warm cum. "Oh my God, babyy," he sighed and relaxed his shoulders.
"Good boyy," Della halted her thrusts, caressing his hair lovingly. "Filling me up soo good," she placed tiny kisses on his head. "I love you, baby."
"I love you too, Lala," Heeseung breathed out. "Thank you," he pulled himself away to connect their lips.
They were stuck in a slow make-out session for a while before Jay grew impatient and pulled Della away from the older.
"You didn't forget about me, did you?" Jay grumbled in her ear. "I gave you time to fuck hyung but now you forgot about us?" he lifted her up like she weighed nothing and placed her front facing down.
"You're being rude, Jay. Your hyung needed to—" Della cut herself off with a gasp when Jay landed a firm spank on her ass.
"You're not in control no more," he said in a low voice, lifting her waist up slightly. "Where are your manners?"
"I'm sorry, oppa," Della whimpered when he spread her pussy lips. She could feel Heeseung's cum slowly pouring out of her. As always, he came a lot.
"Shitt– hyung," Jay called for Heeseung to see. The latter had pretty much sobered up from earlier and is back to his usual self.
And at least for now, he still had not realised what he had done in front of his dongsaengs.
"Keep it in, baby," Heeseung took two of his fingers and pushed the cum back inside her, causing Della to gasp. "Add onto it, Jongseong," he patted Jay's bare shoulder with his clean hand before heading towards the bathroom.
"My pleasure," Jay whispered. He wrapped his arms around Della's body and instantly pushed himself inside her once again. "Fuckkk, Della."
"Yess! Oppaa!" Della squeezed her eyes shut, letting out babbles of words that barely made any sense. She could feel Heeseung's cum slowly absorbing inside her as Jay fucked it deeper. The sounds of the moisture only turning on everyone in the room more.
"Fuck! You're gonna cum soon, aren't ya?" Jay's hard-but-slow pace tried to quicken when he felt Della tightening around him. "Just a little more, baby– Oppa's almost there, wait for me," he left kisses on the side of her face as he tried to concentrate on cumming together with his girl.
Fortunately for him, Della knows exactly what to do in this situation.
"Fill me up good, oppa. Make me feel so full," Jay had never verbally admitted it to her, but she knows that he has a breeding kink. "Stuff me full of—"
"FUUUUCK, I'm cumming!" Jay's left hand frantically went to search for Della's. "C'mere baby," while his right hand went to bring her face to his.
They connected their lips together, essentially muffling their moans (and screams). Della used her free hand to hold onto his head, making the scene look even more sweet.
"I love you, Della," Jay mumbled against her lips.
"I love you, Jay," Della whined at the feeling of her own orgasm mixed with Jay's (and Heeseung's). "So, so much."
"So, so much," Jay left a final kiss on her forehead before getting off of her back. His eyes immediately went to her cum-filled entrance. "Good girl, keep it in," he grunted, his eyebrows furrowing at the sight of barely any cum leaking out.
He chuckled when Della wiggled her ass for fun. "How cute," he slapped her ass and stood up. "Agh fuck, you really milked me dry."
"Come on, it hasn't been THAT long, guys," Della rolled her eyes. "We didn't even last the whole month."
Just as she finished talking, a harsher slap was placed on her ass.
"You fuck four men on a daily basis– you still think you could've handled it?" Sunghoon asked, flipping Della onto her back. "Do I also need to remind that you were the one who gave in first? YOU?" he grabbed onto her leg to pull her closer to the edge of the bed and closer to him. "Don't make me teach you a lesson."
"Go easy on her, Sunghoon-ah. She's about to receive a handful with you and Jaeyun," Heeseung reminded. He grabbed Jay's and his cans of beer before joining Jay on the bed. The two were now dressed in their boxers.
"Yeah, just shut up and let's do our shit," Jake impatiently took off his pants but kept his shirt on, only removing his zip-up. "You've done anal, baby?" Della nodded her head in enthusiasm. "Yeah? And you like it?"
"Mhmm! Are we doing what I think we're doing?" Jake chuckled at her excitement.
"You're adorable. Isn't it gonna hurt, baby?" the tips of Jake's fingers began grazing Della's thigh.
"I wanna be closer to my men," Della gave out a seductive look to both Jake and Sunghoon, making sure to use Korean so Sunghoon would understand.
"How cute," Sunghoon mumbled. "Don't forget your safe words," he ran a hand through Della's hair before laying down on the bed, legs still seated on the edge.
"Is she getting on top of you or me?" Jake asked his partner. "Isn't it more comfortable with you on top?"
"I mean... It's easier for me to thrust but it's more comfortable for her to hug me, no?" Sunghoon explained. "Won't it be unstable if she lays on her back?"
"No– Della should be on her stomach, on her back is difficult, I think," Heeseung pointed at the three.
"Are you doing double?" Jay's eyes widened when he realised what they were discussing.
"Uh," Jakehoon replied briefly.
"Then Della should be on her stomach and the one who does the back thrusts from behi– on top," Jay gave his take.
"No– the reason why I say she should be on her back is because she needs to be distracted from the pain and Sunghoon would be able to thrust and properly do that," Jake tried to explain his take. "Otherwise his movements are limite—"
Their discussion was cut off by a loud groan from Della, followed by the girl hovering over Sunghoon chest-to-chest.
"Stop taking so fucking long and just fuck me," she wasted no more time and slipped Sunghoon's cock into her entrance.
"Oh my God!" "Oh fuck!" the two hissed at the sudden feeling.
"Fucking finally!" Sunghoon threw his head back. "Come here, kitten," he repositioned Della a little so he could move more comfortably.
Thanks to his long legs, all he needed to do so was to hold her in place.
"So fucking tight," he said with gritted teeth. He was never one to make a lot of noises in bed, but with his buddies around, he's determined to look cool. He was gonna try to contain his facial expressions, which is something he never holds back on.
Yet his plan went straight out the window when Della adorably cuddled into his chest.
"Oppaaa," she whined.
"Aww, kitten– my princess," he cooed, bringing one of his hands to hug her close. "Does that feel good, kitten?"
Della could only mew louder and nuzzle her head more, making all four boys coo at the sight.
"This seems enough for you, baby. Do you really need more?" Jake went up to her face to tease while his lubed finger equally teased her back entrance.
Della looked into his eyes and said the one name that the two have kept a secret for a long time.
"Please, daddy?"
Jake halted for a second, taken aback at the sudden change of mind. He was not one to be shy about his kink, but Della was a bit apprehensive that the members just won't understand.
But weirdly enough, none of the boys reacted, as if they already knew of the fact.
"Sunghoon, stop moving for a second," Jake went back to his position and squeezed more lube onto Della's hole. "Stay relaxed, darling," he warned Della before pushing a finger in.
"Mmm," she closed her eyes and pursed her lips.
"I'm right here, princess," Sunghoon whispered in her ear. "Relax some more," and immediately continued his movements.
"There ya go, good girl," Jake muttered, slowly twisting and pumping his finger. When Della was almost fully relaxed and resumed her previous moaning, Jake gradually added another finger in and followed by another once she adjusted to that as well. "Such a good girl."
"Ahh! I'm gonna cum!" Della announced, pushing her upper body up to catch a glimpse of what Jake's doing. "Fuck!" her eyes rolled back as she turned back to Sunghoon. "Oh my Goodness!" her moans only got louder when she looked at Sunghoon's facial expressions.
As always, his eyebrows were furrowed the whole time while he switched between biting/licking his lips, having his mouth open or gritting his teeth. He had completely forgotten about his initial plan of restraining himself.
"Go cum, darling," he choked out, giving his last few hard thrusts after Della threw her head back and cried out.
He almost let out a sigh of relief. If Della waited just a few seconds longer, he too would've been calling to cum and he did not want that just yet.
"Relax a bit, kitten," neither Sunghoon nor Jake pulled out, but they wanted to give Della time to catch her breath.
"What a good girl," Jay noticed Jake ripping open the condom wrapper and immediately sprung to action. "Taking four men so well," he continued to drop praises while caressing her hair.
"If it gets too much, please let us know and Jake can jerk off for the night or something," Heeseung also joined in with a joke.
"Hyung!" Jake whined. He somehow successfully got the condom on with just one hand, and is now lathering his length with the lube.
"Byee daddy" Jay added fuel to the fire by grinning and waving at him.
"Shut the fuck up, Jay, I complimented you earlier," Jake sent a glare at his friend.
"The tension is insane. Now kiss," Della lifted her head to comment.
No matter how many times she has teased them, they have never expressed or voiced their discomfort, which she knows they aren't afraid to do. In Della's mind, this would imply that the possibility of it happening is not zero.
"Aish Lalaa!" "Eyy!" "Babe!" "Aghh" the four boys complained, with Jake adding an additional smack to her ass.
"You think his dick is big, right? You have my permission and sucking ONE dick does not make you ga—"
"Okay, that's enough," Sunghoon spoke up and gave her one hard thrust. "Jake and I still need to cum, princess. Stop the yapping."
"I'm sorry, oppa," Della whimpered, bringing her head down to rest on Sunghoon's chest again.
"I'm only letting you off since you've been so good to us, understand? Don't test my patience," he said in a low voice, his hips starting to move in a steady pace once again.
"Understood," Della let out a high-pitched moan at the stimulus but was cut off with her own gasp as Jake pulled his fingers out.
"I'm putting it in," Jake breathed out. He squeezed some more lube on Della's rim before slowly entering. "FUCK!"
"Mmh!" Della had her eyes squeezed shut, trying to adjust to his size (especially with Sunghoon in her other hole).
"Our strong baby," "Such a good girl," Jay and Heeseung showered her in praises, using their hands to caress her arm and back while Sunghoon does so with her hair.
"Fuck– so fucking tight," Jake threw his head back when he was fully inside her. "Hang in there, baby, good job," he smoothed his hand over her ass.
"Yellow?" Heeseung asked about the safe word, just in case.
"Green," she quickly answered. "Can you move slowly, oppa?" her head shifted to make eye contact with Sunghoon.
"Of course, darling," he placed a kiss on her hair before slowly pumping her. "Shit, kitten," he squeezed his eyes shut and threw his head back.
Because of Jake, she felt tighter than usual but was still wet as ever. He knew he couldn't last long, especially after nearly cumming earlier.
"Jaeyun, please move," Della breathed out, starting to feel pleasure again.
Both Jake and Della let out a loud gasp at the sensation. The pace began to quicken in no time, making the scene look like it came straight out of an incognito site.
"Oh my– fuuuuuuck!" Della moaned loudly, feeling fuller than she's ever felt. "Oppaaa! Daddyyyy!" little tears began pooling in the corner of her eyes. "Aaaaaaahhh!"
"So good, baby. Taking both of us so well," Jake leaned forward to mumble in her ear. "Shittt, so tight baby," his face held a large smile and left temporary hickies around her neck and shoulders. "My good girl."
There's no doubt that the back end is tighter, but Jake's favourite was really the sight of having two of her holes stuffed, and the fact that him and Sunghoon were the first ones to do that.
The three were so into each other that they didn't notice Heeseung getting up to retrieve Sunghoon's old, red iPhone. He knew that they would want the scene to be recorded— for their eyes only, of course.
"I'm recording," Heeseung announced before pressing record. They all turned to Heeseung for a second and resumed like nothing happened.
"Come here, kitten," Sunghoon grunted, pulling Della's face in for a kiss. She moaned into his mouth when she felt her two best friends quicken their pace.
She noticed Jake tugging at her hair, so she broke the kiss off to then connect her lips with his, bringing a hand back to hold his head in place.
Jay, who did not want to just lay there beside them, started playing with Della's tits while palming himself. He personally doesn't need more, but he did not want the video to appear awkward.
"You guys really look so fucking hot," Heeseung commented. He turned off the recording and went back to his original spot. "I wanna kiss, baby," his head got closer so Della could easily kiss him.
"FUCK! I'm cumming!" Della pulled away to scream out. Her eyes were closed shut and her open mouth spewed out loud whines after whine.
"Yesss, kitten," "Me too, baby, me too," Sunghoon threw his head back while Jake buried his face in her neck. It did not take the three long at all to reach their orgasm.
"Jay-oppaa," Della managed to let out, weakly stretching an arm out so he could come closer. "I haven't kissed you."
Jay felt his heart swell in adoration and he swiftly did as told without hesitation.
"Fuckk! Aaaahhh!" Della pulled away but kept their foreheads together and squeezed Heeseung's hand.
They looked absolutely ridiculous being in one big huddle (and it was certainly not the most comfortable), yet that was the moment when the five of them were just connected. It's what they needed and exactly what they hoped for tonight.
"I'm cumming, baby," Jake's voice was shaky, and his thrusts started faltering first. "Shit! Good girl, baby. Good girl, good girl!"
"Shit! Shit!" both Jake and Della came around the same time. The former usually takes his time to ride out his high but he almost instantly pulled out so Sunghoon could finish properly.
Sunghoon looked at him in thanks, immediately adjusting his position and hurriedly chased his orgasm. Della started shaking and screaming with overstimulation, letting go of Heejay to hold on tightly to Sunghoon.
"Shit! Ahh baby, almost ther– NOW KITTEN. NOW, now, now!" Sunghoon babbled a bit as his orgasm overtook his body. "Shit," he sighed and relaxed his body, still holding onto Della tightly. "You're amazing, princess. I love you," he chuckled breathily.
"I love you, my prince," Della breathed out with a smile.
The two shared a sweet kiss before Sunghoon pulled away and shifted Della over to Jake, who was now lying beside him.
"What a good girl.You're an absolute champ and you're incredible," Jake couldn't help but chuckle. "We're so fucking lucky, baby. I love you so much," he then connected their lips in a passionate kiss.
"I'M so lucky to have you guys and I just love you sooo much," once they pulled away, Della's head instantly went to rest on Jake's chest. "Let's clean up before we get too tired."
"Oh no you don't," Jake shifted their position so Della would lay on her back. He got on top of her with a mischievous grin on his face.
"I called dibs on cleaning you off, remember?"
Eventually everyone washed up and got ready for bed. They decided to all sleep together on the makeshift king-sized bed with Della in the centre. They were cuddled closely, but it didn't really matter anymore to them.
"Guys, we're actually really cute," Heeseung giggled. "I fucking love this relationship."
"Just a bunch of bros with our girl" Jake sighed. He held Della tighter to his chest and shut his eyes, ready to sleep.
"For a second there, I thought you were gonna call me a hoe," Della giggled, looking up at him.
"I'm never gonna call you a hoe, babe! I'm not Sunghoon!" Jake's reply made Sunghoon smack his shoulder.
"I will never call her that!" Sunghoon looked at him with betrayal. "I don't even know what that means but I know it's bad!"
"You call her names in bed, we all know it!" Jake protested back.
"Ya– rarely ever, right princess? Only on certain times and we both have no issues with it," Della nodded at Sunghoon's defence. "See?! Don't kinkshame me, daddy."
"YAA!" Jake shaking Sunghoon's leg off of his own.
"Today's session just revealed everyone's kinks," Jay laughed. "Sunghoon likes to call Della 'kitten', Jake likes to be called 'daddy', Della apparently likes anal," he stopped himself for saying Heeseung's out of respect.
"Pffftt, okay mister kinky. Didn't know you could go hard like that," Sunghoon grinned. "I thought you just liked vanilla but you were slapping Lala and everything."
"Why do you like to get slapped?" Jay ignored Sunghoon and asked the girl he was semi-holding.
"I don't know! Sometimes I just like things!" Della shrugged defensively. "I like a whole bunch of things!"
"Yeah and your boyfriends all like different things too," Sunghoon chuckled. "You're absolutely perfect for us."
"Awww," Della grinned but got shy and hid her face in Jake's chest. "I'm sorry for making you all join No Nut November. This was really dumb and I'm also really sorry for losing to someone who didn't even join."
"Don't worry about that, darling. It's all forgiven and practically forgo—" Jay's words were cut off by the boom of Heeseung's voice beside him.
"WAIT!" Heeseung shot up straight in realisation. Della and Jake both jumped in surprise while Sunghoon and Jay flinched. Heeseung looked back at them with horror in his eyes.
There was a reason why he was quiet the whole time. It's because it just hit him how;
"YOU GUYS FUCKING SAW ME IN MY WEAK STATE!"
i gotta be honest, i hate to be that person but i was feeling really insecure about my writing tbh. like the first draft was not hot AT ALL and i wanted this long awaited/overdue smut to make you guys all hot and bothered y'know? i think it's much better now and i'm feeling both proud and insecure but i hope you enjoyed it and happy anniversary! taglist: @duolingofanaccount @lalalalawon @clar-iii @deafeningballoonpeach
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Would it be too wild of me to ask for plastic man because my autism chose the silliest guy to be my favorite 💔💔
I dont think this is too insane but I'm literally desperate for any content I'm going to explode I don't even care if it's just headcanons sfw or not or anything I will implode into confetti
this would obviously be with male reader but I don't mind if it's ftm because I am trans so uhmm do whatever
Patrick “Eel” O’Brian
Sfw alphabet
Plastic man has a special place in my heart too, so I get it. have an alphabet.
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
It depends on who you are, but assuming that you are his romantic partner, then I could see him being very affectionate. Both physically and emotionally. Since he doesn’t age or has the ability to die, Patrick would hold onto you and love you as much as he could, since there will be a day where he is gonna lose you. Shows his affection mainly through physical affection, its not unusual for some part of him to be coiled around you whenever you guys are together.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
Patrick would be a great best friend, he’s ready to square up with anybody who crosses you, always batting for your team as long as you aren’t extremely in the wrong. He has moments where he would be quite insightful as well, if that’s what you needed. The friendship probably starts because you are a hero, villain, etc, too. Or because you were in the wrong place at the wrong time.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Pat loves to cuddle, he wraps himself around you like a blanket most nights. He will keep human shape if that’s what you prefer though, he just loves to be completely wrapped around you and just squeeze you close.
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
I could imagine part of Pat wants to settle down and just live a normal life, but its hard when you have the powers he has. he would be willing to give it a try though, if that’s what you wanted too. I’m not sure I can imagine him as the greatest cook out there, but I also don’t see him as someone who’s against doing chores and manual labor.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
It depends on why you guys break up. If it was something like to keep you safe, then he might come up with some cover or excuse. But if it was for some more painful reason like cheating or something along those lines, then he would be a lot more blunt and just tell his partner to their face that its over and why its over.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Like settling down, I can imagine part of Pat really wants to get married. Hes loyal to a fault when it comes to the one he sees as his one and only, and it all depends on his partner how fast he wants to get married. I could see him as the kind to have dated for a short while and think “yup, I’m gonna marry them”, but he doesn’t want to rush you.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
I think Pat would forget his own strength sometimes, resulting in too crushing hugs or you getting thrown around from he’s excited, but he always apologizes whenever it happens. Hes also gone through quite a lot in his life, so he would have a lot of insight in emotions, but I could imagine its hard for him to talk about at times.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Yes I think Pat doesn’t just like hugs. He loves hugs and he would hug his partner any chance he gets. Just being close to you is a blessing for him, especially if it’s after that time he was “dead” and putting himself back together for thousands of years.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
It depends. Some might see Patrick as somebody who would drop the L-word immediately after you guys start dating, but hes also been through quite a lot and has lived a long life with a lot of experiences, so this is an area where I could imagine he takes his time since it’s a very serious word for him.
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
I don’t think he gets jealous super easily, since hes sure in his relationship with you. That doesn’t mean he never gets jealous, just that he doesn’t get jealous by small or everyday things. He still get jealous if somebody else flirts with you, which ends up with him hooking an arm around you and butting in in some way.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Like hugging, Patrick would love to kiss. He kisses you all over, littering you in pecks all over your face, neck, hands, etc. but when it comes to kissing you on the lips, Pat would take his time to really put his love in it. he loves to kiss you pretty much anywhere, but he does prefer on the lips. Which is also why he likes being kissed on the lips the most. He comically melts every time you do, since he has the ability to do so.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
In the comics, Plastic Man has a kid or kids, but it all depends on you if you guys have any. I do imagine he’s great with kids though, taking his time with them and letting them feel safe and heard, especially since he grew up with an abusive father. He wouldn’t want kids to feel unsafe around him.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Pat is one of those people I can imagine wakes up refreshed and bright eyed, or is it goggled in his case? Hes always more refreshed than you, but he likes to just lay and admire you for a while. Being stereotypically romantic, Pat would probably also bring you breakfast in bed if you guys have time for that. Likes to wake you up with kisses before your alarm goes off.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
When he’s really tired, Pat will just start outright melting or deflating and collapsing on the floor or on top of you, sighing and complaining about how tired he is. Ends up with you dragging his deflated body to bed where you guys can cuddle, which is one of his favorite times of the day. Because of his powers, I don’t think Patrick needs much sleep, but he wants you to get a healthy amount of sleep.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
He comes across as a very easygoing and bright guy, but I think it would actually take quite a while for Patrick to open up about himself and his past, like his childhood or how he used to be a criminal, unless you somehow already knew that, like if you were a hero too. Things would get told little by little over time as he starts to feel safer and deeper connected, most stuff you learn being from comments or things he does without thinking too much about it.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
When it comes to you and everyday things, I think Patrick would have quite a lot of patience. Why get angry about not being on the same page about dinner, or who needs to do which chore, especially when you can live and have lived as long as Patrick. He would get frustrated and angered if you put yourself in danger though.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
He shocks you by remembering quite a lot about you, remembering small details you have mentioned maybe once or twice. He tries to remember important days too, but he never feels bad if you don’t remember it in return.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
When you agreed to be his partner, or if you guys are married, when you said yes to marry him. Other than that, his favorite moments are the small everyday domestic things, like going shopping together, cooking together, or just sitting and watching a movie.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Being a superhero, there is a level of protectiveness in Patrick, especially with the kinds of baddies he fights and the kind of rivalry he has going on. He doesn’t joke about your safety, and would also make sure you teach you how to defend yourself, or get you in contact with other heroes that could keep you safe if he couldn’t.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
Goes comically over the top, its honestly charming how much he cares. Like the type to set up a whole thing on the beach with balloons, roses, candlelight and the works. If you don’t like huge shows though, Pat would do something more lowkey but just as meaningful.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
I could see a bad habit of his being not telling his partner when he goes on missions, or dangerous missions. I don’t think he does it on purpose most times, it just slips his mind since its such a normal part of his life. He always makes sure to apologize and make up for it though, and he does try his best to remember.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Pat would act like he doesn’t care too much about his appearance. But I think after a while of dating you, he might start doubting himself, seeing as he has one outfit and one color scheme. Hes pretty good at hiding it, but you’ll figure it out at some point where you reassure him that it doesn’t bother you.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
He would. Those times he’s gone longer periods without his partner always left him feeling hollowed out and like something important was missing. This is also why he does his best to live life to the fullest with you, since he knows there is gonna be a day where its just gonna be him. He doesn’t want to think about it, but he lays awake at night sometimes thinking about it.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
A cat person. He doesn’t hate dogs, he just likes cats more. He always jokes that they’re long and loose like he is, and that like cats, he’s a liquid too.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
If you were a judgmental person, and didn’t believe that people could change if they truly wanted too. With his background and experiences, I couldn’t see Patrick dating somebody who looked down on others, especially if that other person was in a bad spot.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
Clingy sleeper, like you don’t need a blanket because he just turns into the blanket and wraps around you like a burrito. Better get used to not being able to move too much at night, it’s like a sleeping bag, or like a bat with its wings wrapped around it.
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im. so ill. where does one even begin with?? like
// WL FINALE SPOILERS‼️ (finale yap 💔)
ok. firstly: shiny duo (+ cleo :3) things. (totally not bc im so insane abt them. 100% hahahdvav fucking explodes)
WE DIDNT GET MURDER CAMEL. NOOOO WE WERE SO CLOSE TO THEM HAVING AN ALLIANCE. + CLEO (live laugh luv cleo) WE COULD'VE HAD A NEW KIND OF 3 G'S (w/o this blue haired FREAK /aff i need scott to explode) GASLIGHT, GIRLSLAY (or girlmurder. idk man they both fit methinks), AND GIRLBOSS. (ignore this im posting at 2am. very energetic and also eepy)
THEY ARGDHQ GEM CALLED PEARL PATHETIC AND CUTE AND STILL TRYING TO 1V1 HER. PEARL TELLING GEM THAT HER SNAIL IS LITERALLY NEXT TO THEM EVEN THO SHE WAS TRYING TO KILL GEM. ALSO. WHEN GEM SAW THE G'S AT HER BASE SHE LITERALLY SPECIFICALLY CALLS PEARL. GIRL THEIR WHOLE ALLIANCE IS THERE AND YET THE ONLY PERSON THAT YOU TRULY NOTICE IS PEARL. OK GEM. 😔🤨 NOT THEM CALLING EACH OTHER'S FULL USER. UAGH. THEY MAKE ME SICK.
cough she def misses being w pearl. cough (it goes both ways for them. they miss eachother sm trust) she wants that cookie so bad its actually sososososos insanely painful to watch. i should get a degree in studying whatever the fuck theyve got goin awn. the fact its unresolved is an added thing in there.
moving on bfore i get shiny duo severe stage 10 brainrot. secondly: JOEL WIN. ACTUALLY CRAZY. (<- hes crazy. like genuinely.)
i didnt think that he was gonna win tbh. since yk lizzie is his weakness and lizzie wouldve used that to kill him. honestly if grian hadnt killed lizzie she wouldve probably killed him i think. and lizzies advice to joel to not get scott is so sweet actually <3 imagine trying to kill your husband but at the same time your lowk also looking out for him. she noticed the pattern of him always losing when getting scott wjjwbfm jizzie is os.. precious uaghhqphqvsb
ALSO ‼️ HE AND GRIAN MAKE SUCH A GOOD DUO. I THINK THEYVE TEAMED UP BEFORE ON LIKE LAST LIFE?? I THINK. I WAS ALWAYS WATCHING PEARLS POV. ianfbwnbsl life series brainworms r working overtime on this. too bad im on the verge of eeping.
AND thirdly: the wildcard. er wildcards.
the wildcards returning for the finale is great dont get me wrong. its jst. i guess at the end where all of the wildcards are activated its jst. so much?? like everything happening is too much at the same time yk? i think thats mostly the problem. bc. everyone has to deal with all these deadly wildcards adding up gradually causing some of the players their last life. which i think makes it more.. unsatisfactory? kind of? since the finale for others werent going out in pvp or traps and allat but the wildcards.
all of them happening at the same time is a bit overwhelming?? or maybe its jst me but theres too much going on every moment and such. its jst hard to actually focus/try to kill ppl? we have the slow to speedy thingy happening, the mobs dying and changing, which causes a lot of lag and deaths (gem to a vex is an example of this) cus theres a bunch of mobs to look out for, the trivia bot coming down sometimes at the worst possible moment (a snail chasing u n all), theres also the superpower card its kinda not been properly or well used during all this, and snails since they did end some series and caused a bunch of deaths in their past of being the main wildcard.
and: shiny duo again bc i cant not end this talking abt the wildcard(s) and i love them (sadly true)
them both keeping the bit where gem complimented her red skin. gem saying that she loves pearls red outfit sm. pearl trying to douse gem when her alliance tried to kill her and burn her w lava while they were talking. jsksnwnwbqle ims o sick.
lastly: lizzie having cleos superpower. i am having THOUGHTS abt this.
LIZZIE HAD CLEOS SUPERPOWER. ODLWNWNFNBWKFLD didya guys know that i was more of a shadowrot fan when i started watching last life? now you know !!
kqnebwbf fn also. the shadowrot is being revived w this series. no more thoughts abt shadowrot bfore i get forced into a psych ward.
honorary mention: cleo reaction to pearl getting killed by grian (ignoring the heartache bc i love skyblings sm. uaghhh).
when pearl got killed by grian, cleo ran straight for him. she ignored joel who was stabbing her in the back (literal). she tried so hard to blast grian off that cliff. i dont think she was trying to protect ren, who was getting chased by grian. she didnt yell at him, she was jst quiet and absolutely pissed that pearl died. i mean who wouldnt tbf. pearl was the only remaining teammate of the main 4 g's afterall. ohhhhshdbwb my moonrot heart has been revived.
the life series gals should team up next season i mean WHAT WHO SAID THAT.
#wild life spoilers#wild life smp#gempearl#shiny duo#shadowrot#moonrot#<3#i love love love them can u tell#:3c#im so unbelievably eepy#im gonna eep now
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This is how I feel Zero would met player HAHHA, they werent prepared to face an adult human per se XD.
Au belongs to @asamary!
I am going to rant a bit about it under the cut.
He uses they/he pronouns
He is slightly smaller than catnap
So Zero was just in a intership for a short period before he found the truth and wanted to out it but they got him and turn him into a toy! When he found the truth he met the prototype but his fascination of gadgets and mechanism was stronger than feeling fear XD
He can produce energy via his emotions and on his own will if he is in good shape, he met the critters soon after, he was in charge of the time for movies or shows and story telling. His knowledge in mechanism made him be able to have more dinamic storytelling using tricks with lights and such.
Zero then loses their temper electrocuting a scientist not on purpose trying to stop them for taking more kids, in wich the scientist take notice and take him to the labs in wich he got experimented more and amplifying his production of electricity.
He then kept being experimented while being plugged to the facility providing electricity to a portion of it. He became a living generator.
The prototype then offered them to be part of the hour of joy by the promise of revenge and freedom and no more pain, he accepted and shut the facility down from electricity and closed the doors from many places trapping everyone inside.
Now this is where the the au and canon takes different paths
Since in canon Zero gets deceived by the Prototype and was kept as a generator for the prototype (basically he will still be used as a generator by the prototype) the prototype would carve a mouth in the shape of a smile on Zero so he can feed. Zero dislikes him after being betrayed.
In the au since the prototype just killed the scientists and the bad people, Zero is very loyal to the prototype and helps them finding the more bad people by hacking security cameras or websites, but he stays in the town most of the time.
In the au Zero lives in the basement of the aparment the critters live in (if they are in a building and not just a singular house lmao) He produces the energy of a portion of the city, if he doesnt their electricity would go hirewire, he just plugs himself at night and acumulates the electricity in the generators.
If there is a storm and ther ei s apower outage he can easily feed the building, you just need to wake him up and tell him about it.
Zero has 6 minicritters of themselfves in wich some are patrolling and some are around him, they are like security cameras in a way
They go around fixing a lot of stuff around town specially electronics,
He likes to create gadgets, toys or artwork from metal, thats why he would go to the dupmster zone to search for parts and bring them home, they find admiration how the prototype can dissamble an object to create another so he looks up to the prototype like a teacher.
He is usually in the background doing mundane fixes there and there, because he was isolated and the only contact was when they experimented on him, he gets veyr anxious around adult humans but with time you can see he is just a silly guy who adores affection he just doesnt know how to handle it yet.
I like to think they are the guy whom people go when something gets broken or need assitance with.
I really couldnt stop thinkning about the au, its 2 am but I probs forgot things.
If ya dont mind I shall keep doing lil comics about this au with my oc in it qwq
Now just a wip of a future ref I am making
Some fun facts:
He dislikes being touched in the back
The Prototype helped zero gain a mouth and get unplugged from the cables since it was a tedious and careful task.
The minicriters have different shapes (i forgot to put the x body marks on the square anthena minicrtitter :()
Simple shape on anthena= complex shape on body and vice versa.
He can speak human language very soflty but it feels off for him specially if he talks for to long it starts to hurt. (He normally talks in gibberish like puppycat from the show :D)
The stronger the emotion the more energy he can produce
If there are tvs plug on them or he touches them, he can comunicate with those using memories and replicating the voice from that memory (is like doing a collage of different voices and images in a tv) he can also project their dreams on tvs
He is very light
The scarf/coat is attached to them like part of their body.
They are protective of their friends he isnt very strong but will fight for them
He gets sometimes ghost pains in their back, the scale of pain depends of the day
ANYWAYS thats it me thinks I shall make lil comics about all the facts and other stuff other times qwq
If u read everything, thank you and hello! Hope u have a good day :D
Also sorry about the grammar and writting english is not first language and its 2 am HAHAHA
They have a hard time hidding how they really feel because the color their anthena, eyes and stars may change by how he feels
He tries to always stay calm and with right composure but he is actually very emotional, he just had learn how to manage the emotions
#poppy playtime#poppy playtime au#poppy playtime sweet home au#poppy playtime player#oc Zero Signal#smiling critters oc#probably forgot stuff but oh well#I can already see mistakes but im tired#my art#poppy playtime oc#sweet home au
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Head Filled With Demons Part 3 (Steddie X You)
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A/N with Warnings: Demon Steddie and Human Fem Reader.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE Read my warning and heed what I'm telling you. This chapter (kind of like the others) deals a lot with grief. With Eddie in part 2 it was grief of a partner and in this one its the grief of a parent. The guys do give her memories of her and her parents and reader does talk about her pain of losing her father. Yes he dad passes. I dont want you going in blind to that.
A lot of her feelings in the beginning are based off of my own when my dad passed away.
If this triggers you (which I completely understand) DO NOT read further. It is only in the beginning but still.
SMUT (DP, Steddie gets intimate, dom qualities seep through especially between them, choking, scolding, I think that's it), Angst, I am me so there is all the angst, Besides the mentions above there is talk about the grief of losing their realm (their home) , Steve talks a lot about feeling lonely and his guilt over not being able to protect his friends, Eddie talks about feeling their predicament is his fault. A war from their world is talked about and a vision is shown about how Steve saved Eddie <3, there is a cliffhanger ending so enjoy that :)
Fluff of course, they care about her and vise versa. There is also a lot of love mentioned and expanding on between these two demons.
ENTER WITH CAUTION! THIS WILL MAKE YOU FEEL!
Word Count: 7976
“Y/N. Y/N, sweetie. Wake up.”
You grumble at the sound of your father’s voice before fully sitting up. “Dad. Oh my goodness. Are you ok?”
“Yes, baby. I’m fine. I haven’t felt this good in a long time actually.”, he chuckles as his finger brushes your hair behind your ear like he always did when you were little. “Come here. I want to show you something.”
Without waiting, he exits your room as you throw off your blankets. Suddenly remembering where you were the night prior, your hands flew down expecting to feel the silky red fabric but you breathed a sigh of relief when you saw your pajama shorts and tank top.
When you entered the living room, you found your dad staring out the front window. Once again, Hawkins was engulfed in flames but this time it didn’t frighten you. You had come to see this sight so many times that you were beginning to feel numb to it.
“I asked them to look after you for me; your friends.”
“Dad, they aren’t going to be here for too long.”
He smiles as he turns away from the glass and takes your hand in his. “Your mom used to say that about you. ‘Honey, you have to enjoy the kid years because they aren’t here for too long. Soon she’ll be off to college and married.’”
When his gaze shifted, you reached to bring it back to yours.
“Dad, I don’t blame you for how my life is. This isn’t your fault. I love seeing you every day and spending time with you.”
He nods, grasping your other hand. “I guess this task you have to complete is the last time you’ll be taking care of someone. Funny it would be the whole world.”
“What are you talking about?”
“Promise me, Y/N, when this is over that you’ll finally live your life for you and be happy.”
“When what is over? Dad? Wait…”
After kissing your forehead, he released you from his hold and started heading for the kitchen where your mother was waiting with a smile of her own.
“Don’t be too hard on them, Y/N. This isn’t their fault.”
“What isn’t?! No! Come back! Don’t leave me here alone!”
As they walk down the hallway, sunlight blinds you as you fall to your knees.”
Your eyes shoot open and you promptly jump out of bed to run to your father’s room.
“Honey, hang on a minute—” Steve tries to stop you as you push him out of the way. His head hangs as Eddie glares towards the opposite end of the house. He closes his eyes as they hear you scream and listen to you sob.
***
“Miss Y/L/N?”, Detective Hopper said your name with so much delicacy as he kneeled in front of you from your place on the couch. “I…I know how hard this is for you right now but I want you to know if you need anything, of course, feel free to come by the station. We have, uh, services that can help you and you’re not alone.”
You nodded without saying a word causing him to sigh as he stood up and headed out the door. Once everyone was gone, you headed for your father’s bedroom and laid down on his mattress, inhaling his smell. Steve’s hand caressed your leg but you barely felt it; you couldn’t feel anything.
Eddie sits in front of you and music suddenly fills the area. Glancing his way, you notice a guitar in his hands as he gently began plucking the strings. His soothing voice began to sing and you feel your body practically melt into the mattress as your soul calmed and your eyes closed.
“You're just too good to be true Can't take my eyes off of you You'd be like Heaven to touch I wanna hold you so much.”
Your mother gathers her things and jacket as she heads out of the dressing room door.
“Um excuse me. I…”, your fathers words trailed off as she stopped to face him. “I just, um, I… oh shit!”, the man cursed as he tripped over his feet and fell onto the ground right in front of the beautiful ballerina.
“Oh no. Are you alright?”, she giggles as she helps him up.
“Yeah, um, I guess I’m not as graceful as you are with your feet.” Her grin grows as a happy sigh leaves his lips at the sight. “I just wanted to tell you that I think you did great out there. You dance very, uh, very well.”
“Thank you.” Her eyes scan his as he nervously nods, scolding himself as he turns to walk the other way and leave her alone to hide from the shame. “Hey, I was going to grab some food. Would you like to join me?”
“At long last, love has arrived And I thank God I'm alive You're just too good to be true Can't take my eyes off of you.”
Your father sings those lyrics to your mother as they dance together in their wedding wardrobe.
“You’re such a goofball.”
“Yeah, but I’m YOUR goofball.”, he smiles wide as he spins her and her dress twirls.
“Till death do us part.” She leans forward to kiss him, giggling when he lifts her off the ground.
Guests clap as they join them on the dance floor and begin swaying to the music.
“When do you think we should spring the news on them about the baby?”
“I love you, baby And if it's quite alright I need you, baby To warm the lonely night I love you, baby Trust in me when I say.”
“Daddy!”, six-year-old you cries as you run into the house.
“Oh no, sweetheart. What happened?” Your father meets you halfway lifting you up onto the counter.
“I fell.” He makes a small hm noise as he inspects your bloody knee.
“That’s ok, my love. We can make it all better.” Reaching above you, your dad grabs the band aids and rag that he quickly wets before coming back to you to clean you up.
“You know, mommy falls all the time when she’s practicing.” He poses like a ballerina, making you giggle. “But she gets right back up and keeps dancing.” After placing the bandage over your cut, he leans in to kiss the top before kissing your forehead. “Alright, go get back out there and keep playing!”
“Oh, pretty baby Don't bring me down, I pray Oh, pretty baby Now that I've found you, stay And let me love you, baby Let me love you.”
“My daughter; the high school graduate. I’m so proud!”
You roll your eyes playfully as your dad snaps another picture.
“Dad, it’s not a big deal.”
“It is! You worked hard to get here and I know your mom is smiling down from heaven agreeing with me. I heard our song on the radio this morning so I know. ‘I love you, baby. Trust in me when I say.’” You grin as he sings and tries to dance with you before he begins to cough. “No, no. I’m fine. It’s fine.”, he shoos as you rub his back.
“This is your day, honey. Come on. Let this old man take you to dinner and then I’ll set you free to hang out with your friends.”
The music stopped as your eyes opened to both demon’s looking down at you tenderly. Eddie’s hand reached out to touch your cheek and you immediately broke as you sobbed. Falling to his back, he pulled you to his side and held you tightly to him as Steve laid behind you, wrapping his arms around you to do the same.
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“Y/N, sweetheart.” Eddie tries to pet your head but you shuffle away from him as you roll over in bed.
“Honey, we don’t want to push you but we’re on week two here. You have to kill another person.”
They both sigh aggressively as you pull the blankets over your head. Abruptly the covers disappear and you find yourself standing in the bathroom in front of the mirror with them on either side of you.
“Maybe we can go for a walk outside, get some sun, find a victim. You know, fun stuff.”
“Stop it.”, you scold Steve as you try and leave but he blocks you with his body.
“Y/N, you have to do this.”
“Fuck off, Steven.”, you sneered. It took all of his energy to hold down his temper as his eyes met your own.
“I know you’re in an immense amount of pain, Y/N. I’m really fucking sorry about that. If there was anything we could have done, I swear we would have. That being said, you still have a responsibility to save the world.”
“Why?” His eyebrows furrowed together at your question. “My world is gone. Why should I help all these fucking assholes especially the assholes in this stupid, greedy fucking town! Fuck them! Let them suffer.”
“That’s not what your parents would have wanted.”
“Oh, fuck you, Eddie! You both didn’t know my mom and you met my dad once! You have no idea what the fuck they wanted!”
“How quick you forget, little one. We can see into your soul. We may not have been there but we saw and felt everything because you did.” His ring lace palm lands on your chest. “They were both good people like you and wanted what’s best for you. They would not have wanted you to die burning with the world.”
You exhale heavily as you push down the urge to cry again. “Fine. I’ll go for a fucking walk.”
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You stroll with your head down in no particular direction and since they succeeded in at least getting you out of the house your demons don’t pester you but remain close behind. It isn’t until you hear the gravel under your feet that one of them finally speaks.
“What is the point of a high school?” Pausing you turn to glance at them, finding their eyes looking at the building behind you as Steve continues. “I mean, you guys have the little kid school and a middle one but then you have a high one? It feels excessive.”
“Demons don’t have schools?”
“Uh, not exactly. I mean, we have training or Steve and I did rather. It kind of depends on what you plan to do.”
“So you’re telling me you two planned to be killers?”
They blinked as their gaze shifted back to you. “Again…not exactly.”
You walked over to one of the side doors, huffing when you find it locked. With a quick snap, they open and the three of you wonder inside.
“My father wasn’t royalty like the king but he was respected. He was kind of like humans version of a general or captain. The princess’s father told him where he wanted us and he made sure things got done. He wanted me to be just like him.”
“Which is ironic because I don’t think your dad ever killed one thing a day in his long miserable life.”, Eddie muses as he touches some of the assignments hanging along the school walls. “Who needs this stuff? Fucking quadratic formula?” He grins when he notices you smile.
“You didn’t want that, Steve?”
“I don’t know what I wanted. Honestly, I don’t really think I had a choice.”
“What about you, Eddie?”
“I like singing and playing my instrument. That’s what I wanted to do with my existence but… I mean you do what you have to do.”
“Why did you have to hurt people?”
“Demons and creatures. Not people, sweetheart. We don’t usually play here in this realm, not our kind anyway. Um, so my father was I guess what you would call a deserter. There was a big war in our realm a LONG time ago and he, uh, he ran. Demons like Steve found him and brought him back. He, as far as I know, is still being tortured in a king’s cell. I offered to take his place in the army; youngest demon to do so.”
“That must have been hard. Your mom didn’t protest?”
“Kind of like yours, princess, mine died awhile back.”
You turn to Steve who softly smiles. “Mine did everything and anything my dad wanted so what I did or wanted didn’t really matter.”
You guys enter the cafeteria and they marvel at the simplicity of it.
“When did you two meet?”
“When he volunteered, I kept an eye on him. No offense, buddy, but in the beginning, you weren’t the fighter type.”
“That’s fair.”, Eddie giggles as he hops onto a table and walks along it.
“Out on the field he sacrificed himself to protect one of the younger ones and was about to die before I saved him.”
The metalhead looking demon clasped his hands together dramatically. “My hero.”
Steve playfully scrunches his nose at him as they both grin.
“Can I see it?”
“Are you sure you want to? There’s some violence. You hated that last time.”
“It’s ok. I want to see.”
He nods at your request and as soon as he snaps his fingers you find yourself on a red stained battlefield. Something screeched above your head and you ducked down nearly missing the winged creature that soared by. Off in the distance, you saw a young boy with a sword fighting a demon twice his size. He was doing alright until you noticed someone sneaking up behind him.
“Kid, look out!”, you screamed but you voice had an echo. Someone else had shouted the same thing at the same time. Before you could fully register what was happening Eddie swished past you and his sword blocked the other demon’s from hurting the young boy.
The kid continued to fight the being in front of him as Eddie fell backwards, his weapon keeping the other from penetrating his body.
“Eddie! Hang on, man. I’m coming.”
“No…rush…Dustin. Take your time.”, he hissed through gritted teeth. Suddenly, the demon above him grunted before collapsing to the side. Steve spit on the ground beside him before tugging his weapon out of the thing’s skull and extending his hand to his new friend.
“That was brave. Stupid but brave.”
“Thank you? You always have a way with words, Steven.” Eddie points towards the boy who finally slays his monster and beams over at them with pride. “Aren’t you their protector?”
“Yes, but this one keeps ignoring my advice.”
“Oh, come on. You’re not that mad at me.”
“I miss that little fucker.”, Eddie sighs as you guys head towards the hallway.
“What happened to him?”
“He’s still there in our realm. When we left, he was just starting a little family of his own.”, Steve smiled but you could see the pain behind it.
“So, it really has just been you two for all this time.” They nod but notice you make a thinking face as you enter the front office.
“What was that there? What are you thinking about, sweetheart?”
“I’ve been meaning to ask you guys something but I don’t want to make you uncomfortable.”
Their eyes narrow in your direction as they take a seat in the chairs in front of the principal’s desk and cross their legs.
“Well, have at it, little one.”
“You won’t disappear?”
“Scouts honor.”, Steve chuckles as he crosses his heart.
You grin as you sit in the comfy chair across from them. “When we were together last time, I, um, I thought I saw you two kissing and touching each other.”
Neither moves nor do they take their eyes off you.
“What’s your question, honey?”
“Is what I saw…real?”
Their heads tilt at the same time and you cross your own legs to suffocate the ache the sight gives you.
“When you spend…a millennia alone with one other being…things happen.” You can tell Eddie is choosing his words carefully but so were you so you couldn’t be annoyed about it. This past week had been one of the worst weeks of your life. You felt so numb and was desperate to feel something, anything. Even if that was them getting angry with you.
“Do you two fuck each other?”, you ask bluntly.
“Yes.” You’d be lying if you said you weren’t surprised by Steve’s equally blunt honesty.
“Do you enjoy it?”
“Yes.”, Eddie answers.
“Were you always intimate? Even in your realm.”
“No.”
“Answer me.”
“We did.”, Steve growls but it wasn’t exactly an angry growl. You had heard that before from them. This was protective; like with Eddie’s memories of his princess, for them this was personal.
“Do you trust me?”, you ask and they shift their gaze to each other.
“You don’t understand, Y/N.”
“Help me to, Ed.”
“Honey, do you know the last time we were out like this? 1932. Before that? 1885.”
“Maybe you can use some of that math you learned from high school to find out how much time Steve and I spend alone.”
“Even then, we meet you people and it’s never for long. Eddie and I are each other’s constant. We understand each other and what we’ve been through…what we are STILL going through.”
“What can you show me?”
Steve snickers at your question. “Nothing because it’s none of your damn business, little girl.”
“Why?”, Eddie asks causing his friend to whip his head in his direction. “Why do you want to see it? To get off?”
Without hesitation you shake your head. “I want to understand. I want to help if I can.”
Both their eyes soften at your confession. “We’re here for you, sweetheart, you don’t need to help us.”
“Ok. No, I understand. I just want you to know that if…if you two want to be together when you…when we…I don’t mind.” You smile at them as you stand up and exit the principal’s office. As soon as you walk through the doorway, however, you look around to realize you’re in the hall of your home.
Two hands grip your shoulders as fingers snap and images flash in front of your eyes. Since they can’t show you within the stone and where they stay, all you are able to see are flashes of small intimate moments like the one you experienced with them but with other beings who had summoned them.
“Fuck…” This was different than the other visions they gave you. This was like when they fucked you and you felt your soul leave your body before your climax brought you back to earth. “Why…oh… oh my…feel…”
You felt the feelings heighten as your core warmed between your legs. Steve’s voice cut through your euphoria but he sounded so far away.
“Because this is us. The way we feel about each other…is the way we feel about you, baby. Can you see it? The love we have for each other?”
A woman in a long fancy thirties style gown drops to her knees, taking his cock into her mouth. Eddie removes the demon’s jacket, throwing it to the side before leaning his forehead on Steve’s back and wraps his arms around to his chest.
“Fuck, yes, honey.”, he groans as the demon places tender kisses along his back.
Eddie pushes the man over the end of the bed and roughly thrusts into him. As his eyes close, Steve turns his friend’s head and kisses his lips as their tongues mingle together. Their hands caress each other’s face before pulling away as he pumps into him harder.
The pressure builds in your stomach as you feel the coil beginning to wind.
As you sleep, they lay on either side of you, gently caressing you before Steve reaches out to touch Eddie’s cheek.
“Are you ok? I know it’s been a while since you’ve talked about her.”
“Yeah, I’m okay. I’m just thinking about Y/N. I don’t want to leave her, Steve. She actually fucking cares about us. It’s been so long since I felt that.”
The demon leans over and places a kiss on his lips.
“I know. I don’t want to either but…no matter what happens…you’ll have me.”
The ball in your belly explodes as you begin to scream but it’s muffled by a palm as you blink back into reality. They were both standing in front of you with Steve’s hand in your jeans as his fingers continued to thrust you through your climax.
“Atta girl. Come back, sweetheart. Come back to us.”, Eddie cooed as he removed his own hand from your mouth.
Your panicked eyes began to look around as you pushed them both out of the way and ran to the living room. The metalhead looking demon appeared suddenly in front of you and captured you in his arms.
“Y/N, it’s ok, baby. You’re ok. Calm down.”
You turned around and smacked him, startling him as he dropped you to the ground. Your hair blocked your face as you pushed up on your hands and knees, heaving as you tried to catch your breath.
“Y/N, baby girl. Breathe. Talk to me. What’s happening?”, Steve asked in a stern protector filled voice. “I know this may be a bit of a shock but you’re scaring us.”
The room suddenly goes silent before your exasperated laugh fills the area. Falling to your side, he pushed your hair out of the way.
“Yeah? That’s funny?”, the demon smiles. “We’ve never shown anyone that before. What happened? Was it too much?”
“Do you two…recognize that it’s more…than love?”
Eddie slides down the to the floor, handing you a glass of water that you thanked him for.
“What do you mean, princess?”
You shakily sat up, their hands shooting out to help you. “I didn’t just feel the affection. I felt…the pain of being lonely…missing home. Of no one understanding you and what you went through. As…as I saw the later years, I felt the need and wanting to be left alone. I felt Steve’s anger at feeling out of control and your guilt, Eddie, over feeling like him being here was your fault.”
You started to cry again as you continued. “Then I felt how you feel about me. Please…please don’t love me. I don’t want you to hurt like that again.”
Steve almost aggressively pulled you into his arms, holding you tightly to his chest. All Eddie could do was stare as he watched you shake in his friend’s embrace. A week ago, you had just lost someone who meant the world to you. Someone you had cared for most of your adult life. Within under 2 weeks, you needed to kill two more people, something you never meant to do or become to save humanity. You had been used for your kindness by so many people, yet you were still so empathetic and willing to help.
You had every reason to become bitter and angry, yet even now you weren’t thinking about how after the timer ends, they would disappear from your life to. You were worried about how that was going to destroy them. They had never met demons or creatures from what you humans referred to as hell but looking at you now he was pretty sure he was in love with an angel from heaven.
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“Thank you.”
Both their eyes shifted up to from their place at the dining room table to look at you. After they calmed you down, they were finally able to get you to sit and eat something even though you protested the entire time insisting you weren’t hungry.
“Thank you for trusting me enough to show me that. Like I said, I don’t mind if you two—”
“You’re welcome.”, Steve cut you off with a tight smile.
You understood without him needing to explain. You felt how important that bond with his friend was. Their current lives revolved around serving people and this was something that was theirs; something no one could take from them.
“Can I ask you one more question and I promise to leave you alone for tonight?”
They nod, preparing themselves for whatever was about to come.
“Did my dad ask you to watch over me?” Eddie heavily sighed as Steve nodded again. “C-can I…?”
“I don’t think that’s a good idea. You’ve been through so much tonight already.”
“Please, Edward. Please.”, you beg. His eyes lock with yours at the sound of his name. He blinks as a tear escapes them and you notice his irises are no longer brown but his red demon eyes. “I’m sorry. Are you…are you angry?”
He adamantly shakes his head. “No, baby, I’m not angry. I just don’t want to see you hurt anymore.”
You rise from your seat and find home in his lap as you keen into his neck, wrapping your arms around him.
His hand tenderly pets your head, running his fingers through your hair as he holds you close.
“Steve.”
The sound of him snapping echoes from behind you and as you look up towards the other end of the table, you see your father coughing as you run towards the bedroom to get his medicine.
His palm reaches out to grip Steve’s arm and the demon covers it with his own hand comfortingly.
“My daughter must…like you two if she…brought you home. Since I got sick, people stopped… coming by.”
“I’m sorry to hear that. You two are amazing people.”
He grins at Eddie’s compliment. “Look after her for me…please. She deserves to be loved and cared for the way she does with everyone else.”
Steve nods as he leans closer to him. “Everything’s going to be alright, sir. I promise.”
Your father starts to cough again as you reappear with his medication.
“Ok, let’s get you to bed and then tomorrow we can go back out to look for lucky person number 2.”
“I have to go back to work tomorrow.”
“Even better. Definitely likely to find someone in that shitty environment.”, Eddie softly smiles down at you as he lifts you up and brings you to your bedroom.
“Can we—”
“No. Not tonight.”, Steve cuts you off again, this time with a bit more anger.
“I don’t care if it’s my way or the demon way. I just want you both. Please Steven. Please…”
An aggressively angry growl came up from his stomach making you jump as you hid behind Eddie’s shoulder. They both exchanged a look that seemed to make the other demon angrier.
“No, Eddie.”
“Steve, it’s ok.”
“It’s not fucking ok!” He abruptly disappeared until you heard frustrated grunts in the kitchen. “Goddamn it, Edward! Fucking stop!”
Eddie sighed as he calmly grabbed your hand and walked with you back out towards the area.
“She’s not even asking for that! Didn’t we show her enough?!” Steve tries to leave again and you watch as he blips from the kitchen into the living room. The demon turns around to face his friend, stalking towards him, and grabbing his throat as he shoves him against the nearby wall.
“Steve, Eddie stop! It’s ok.”
Eddie raises his palm in your direction, silencing you as he stares at the other demon.
“What are afraid of, Steve? Hm?” His nose brushes against the tip of his. “Come on, baby, tell me.”
“Y/N…you felt it…you’ve seen it. EVERYTHING we’ve been through.”, he shakily exhales. “What you didn’t see were the angry nights when the cabin fever sets in. The nightmares of home and memories of things we no longer have. Those nights where I just feel so out of fucking control. This demon, my friend, he keeps me sane. He holds me on those days I can’t stop shaking from just wanting to tear our fucking environment to the ground. The first time we were together…it was the first time in a long while I felt safe.” Steve chuckles as he leans back and lets Eddie go.
“It’s kind of funny, huh? A demon being scared and lonely.” He glances your way before shifting to his feet. “I’m afraid of that changing. I don’t want that safe feeling he gives me to go away.”
You tackle him into your arms, squeezing him tightly to you. “I would never do that. I would never change what you two have. You’re safe with me to, Steven. I promise.”
The two demon’s eyes meet, continuing to stare at each other as Eddie takes your hand and places it on his groin.
“Go ahead, sweetheart. Get us started and we’ll do the rest.”
As you sink to your knees, their clothes disappear as their cocks come into view in front of your face.
“Y/N.”, Eddie says your name sternly as he quickly grips your wrist. “We may lose control here in the sense of keeping up our appearances. If you get scared or you feel unsafe, I want you to say ‘red’, okay?” Their eyes remain focused on one another but you notice Steve’s chest deflate as he exhales.
“Yes, sir. Say red if I get scared or feel unsafe.”
“Good girl, princess.” With that the demon releases his hold on you, capturing his friend’s cheeks and bringing his lips to his own.
Gripping both of them you stroke and suck their lengths as they groan above you. When your eyes glance at them, their tongues mingle together as Eddie takes hold of the other demon’s throat. Their cocks get harder in your hands at the action.
“Since when do you shove me against a wall and tell me what to do? Huh, little boy?”, Eddie murmurs roughly against his lips. “I may have given you too much control up here.”
“Fuck-- I’m sorry. I’m so fucking sorry.”
Eddie whispered something in his ear that you couldn’t hear but whatever it was made Steve growl like he did before in the forest. He nodded before abruptly leaning down to lift you into his arms and carry you to the couch. After tearing off your clothes, he places you vertically before sinking down on his knees and pushing your legs wide open as his tongue licked a few stripes between your folds.
“Oh, Steve!”
The demon promptly sat up straight as his palm shot out to slap you before roughly grabbing your cheeks.
“You’ve been saying my name properly all fucking day with an attitude or with that pathetic little pout. Now when I’m between your legs making you feel good you suddenly don’t feel the need?!”
“I’m sorry, Steven. I won’t do it again. Please, don’t stop.”
Without a word, his lips wrap around your clit as he sucks and flicks at the little bud. Eddie lowers himself behind him, pulling his hips flush with his own as he kisses up Steve’s back. His arms wrap around to his chest as he trusts forward making the other demon moan loudly into your cunt.
You tried to keep your eyes open as you watched Eddie pump into him, your fingers threading through his hair as his head pushed up into the feeling.
“Come on, Steven. Make our pretty girl—mmm—make her cum. Make her cum and I’ll allow you to, my good boy.”
Steve pushed his mouth deeper into you like a man possessed. With every grunt and flick, he had you coming undone.
“Yes, Steven! I’m gonna…” Your body trembled as you came. As the aftershocks coursed through you, you opened your eyes noticing his head was hung as Eddie thrust into him harder. Sliding to the floor between his arms, you placed his head in the nook of your neck as you ran your fingers through his hair.
You felt it as soon as his forehead touched your flesh, his demon skin mixed with sweat. Your nails ran down his back as the other demon leaned back on his knees, holding his waist as he groaned. His eyes locked with yours as he felt Steve tighten around him as he came, you pressing his face into your throat as he panted.
Eddie carefully pulled out and collapsed on top of him as he reached beneath him to massage his chest.
“Good boy, Steven. Very good. You feel so fucking good when you cum. Come on. We aren’t done yet.”
Without looking at you, Steve got up to sit on the couch beside you and lift you onto his lap. “Hold-hold open your ass for me, honey, and lean forward a bit.”
“You promise you’ll go slow?”
One of his palms lightly wrap around your throat as he tugs you against him where his lips are waiting. “I promise.”, he whispers and you nod before doing what he asked.
Gripping the base of his cock, he gradually pushes the tip into you causing you both to hiss; him more than you.
“It’s ok, Y/N. You’re doing good, sweetheart. Look at me.” A loud, deep snarl from behind startles you and on instinct you try to turn around but Eddie quickly cups your face in his hands. “No, no. I said look at me not him.”
“Fuck. Is he ok?”
“Yeah, baby girl. He’s fine. Maybe a little overstimulated but…”, he grins. “How does he feel?”
“B-big.”
“You’re not wrong.”, Eddie chuckles as he caresses your face, watching you carefully as his friend finally bottoms out. You whine at the fullness as he bends towards you to kiss your lips. “I know, princess. I know. Let me know when you’re ready for me, okay?”
“Don’t move her to much, Eddie. She’s—mmm—she’s so fucking tight.”
“Lean back, little one, but keep your eyes on me.”, he murmurs in a gentle tone as you do what he says. His arm forcefully shoots out to grab the boys face. “What’s my name, Steven?”
“Edward.”
“And who’s in charge right now, little boy?”
Eddie had leaned past you to scold the other demon but you kept your eyes in front of you for fear of that wrath being turned on you. At that moment, his palm was holding your head as you keened into his touch. You wanted him to keep gently praising you whether it be with his words or his hands.
“You are, Edward.”, he responded through clenched teeth.
When he came back to face you, his eyes were that red color you were beginning to get used to. Being in control again, having you both submit and beg reminded him of the glory days back home. Ironically, however, having this kind of control was making him lose control of his mask as the demon side of him was pushing through. It was the same for Steve. He may be vulnerable for Eddie but in moments like this it reminded him he was safe.
The protector just needed someone to take care of him for once and he found that in moments like this.
Your thumb ran under his eyes, giving him pause.
“Is this okay? It’s not frightening you, is it?” When you shook your head, he softly smiled. “Good. Full disclosure, Steve’s having a harder time than me so just keep those beautiful eyes on me.”
“Yes, sir.”
Eddie’s palm took hold of your thigh as he scooted closer to you both between your legs. Even with just his tip, you felt full of them both. The demon’s fingers continued to caress your cheek and lips as he slowly pushed forward.
“Good girl, sweetheart. Fuck, you feel so fucking good.”
His last couple of words came out deeper than what you were used to causing your pussy to flutter around him. His growl was low at the feeling, almost like a warning that just turned you on more. Steve’s palms looped around to firmly knead your tits as his fingers played with your nipples.
“Steven, ca-can I—mmm—can I kiss you?”
Tenderly, he tilted your head and placed his lips on yours. When his tongue slid into your mouth, a tiny gasp escapes you at how different it felt. The many times he had kissed you previously, he had a normal tongue, a human tongue. This time it felt longer, thicker, and tasted different…better. It tasted like Steve. When he tried to pull away, your hand shot out to the back of his neck holding him where he was.
The grunt that left him was guttural, coming straight from his stomach making you whimper at the sound. Fingers roughly grabbed your cheek and forced you to face forward.
“Y/N…”, Eddie warned. “You’re playing with fire, little one.”
With him being fully sheathed inside of you now, he was a lot closer to your face than he was previously.
“Can I taste you to?” He started to bring his lips to your own but you pulled back slightly before he could reach you. “I want to taste you, Edward.”
Slowly, he tilted his head to kiss you and you willingly opened your mouth to invite him in. When his tongue caressed your own, your whole body came alive and you relished the feeling. Sensing the change, he began to lean away but you hastily grabbed his chin.
“No, no, please. It’s not you. I just…all week I’ve been…having trouble feeling anything. It’s nice feeling this.”
Eddie heavily sighed, his breath warming your face as his forehead landed on your own. Hesitantly, you tried kissing him again and he allow it, tangling his fingers in your hair as they both thrust their hips. You mewled as he held your head to his, Steve groaning and whimpering behind you.
Guiding you back, Eddie laid your head on his friend’s shoulder as they both gripped your hips and slammed into you. You wanted to keep your eyes open but the euphoria of them working together this way was too much. You felt the sudden shifts against your skin as they struggled to keep up their appearances. Rough material grazed you every now and then and the sounds they made were deep like a predator asserting dominance.
You wanted to become accustomed to them…who they really were underneath the illusion they displayed for you. You tried your best to cling to the demon skin but it was too harsh on your sensitive human tissue. A ringed palm grabbed your throat as another came from behind to circle your clit.
“F-fuck… cum, pretty girl. You deserve it. Come on, baby.”, Eddie chanted as they both thrust into you harder.
In that moment, you opened your eyes to find his red ones watching you intently.
“You’re both…both so beautiful.”
He chuckled as he leaned closer to you. “Not as beautiful as you, princess.”
“Don’t take…your eyes…off me.” The demon nodded and your eyes remained locked with his as your body shook, screaming as you came.
The sight was almost too much for Eddie as his hips pounded into your own, growling as he released his seed inside of your cunt.
“I know. I know. It feels so fucking good. Thank you. Thank you.”, you cooed as your thumb ran along his bottom lip. Leaning back, you met Steve’s own red eyes as your arm circle around his neck to run your fingers through his hair. “Cum Steven. Fill me up to. Please. I need it.”
His limbs wrapped around you tightly and he thrust up into you roughly a few more times before you felt his seed warm your insides. Nobody moved as they panted against you.
“Eddie. Steve. Something is hurting me.”
Your protector’s head immediately comes to attention as he quickly scans you over. “Shit. Shit, shit, shit, honey. I’m sorry.” Both demons carefully pull out of you and you wince as Eddie lifts you his arms as they head for the bathroom.
Looking into the mirror, you notice some cuts along your back that were bleeding.
After turning on your shower, they guide you in as Steve begins to take care of you. “I’m so sorry. I didn’t think when I held you to me. My skin is a lot tougher than yours.”
“Why is that?”, you ask trying to distract yourself from the slight pain.
“I mean…different realm, different environment and climate, constant fighting and war…take your pick.”, Eddie laughs. “Your skin protects you against the sun and your earths elements, right? Same thing essentially.”
“Thank you…for this past week…for being there.” You don’t see but they both exchange a look.
“I wish we could do more.”, Steve sighs as he turns off the water and they dry you off before leading you back to your bedroom. “These aren’t deep. They should heal in a few days.”
As you wonder around your room getting ready for bed, you notice they are both now fully clothed again as they sit on your mattress waiting for you. Out of the corner of your eye, you see Eddie rub his back before he tenderly kisses his shoulder.
“I wish I could do more for you.” They blink in confusion as their gaze shifts to you. “I know you said it’s not a prison but you both don’t seem happy. I wish I could set you free or something.”
They both look away as you turn off the light and crawl into bed between them, resting your head on your pillow. Eddie’s fingers play with your hair as they watch you close your eyes and scoot as close to them as possible.
“Princess, can we ask you something?” You responded with a small hm as you waited. “You said you felt the love we have for you?”
“Mhmm.”
“Did you feel that it’s real? How much we genuinely care about you?”
“Hmm…mhmm…”, you respond sleepily.
Steve laid flat on his side as his eyes scanned your face before reaching over to hold your hand which you immediately snuggled to your chest.
“I love you, Y/N.”, he whispered.
Eddie’s arm reached out to lay across both your hips as he kissed the back of your head.
“I love you to, sweetheart.”
Assuming you had fallen asleep, they laid silently thinking about everything that had transpired. They had tried so many times before to stay in this realm but everything they did failed. As soon as the task was completed, no matter where they were or what they did they were put back into their area until the stone summoned them again.
The worst part about going back was the silence which was ironically deafening. Coming from a loud world full of energy to nothing but them was its own kind of torture. There were so many times they considered running to Oblivion thinking it couldn’t be much worse. When they were alone, like you had mentioned, Eddie did constantly blame himself. Even though he didn’t kill Chrissy, he had still been on the run and it was Steve’s job to find him. If he had stayed where he was and took the punishment at least his friend would still be in their realm and happy.
What he didn’t know was that Steve wouldn’t have been happy. The princess was his friend to and if he had gotten taken in Steve would have no one he felt close to. Once again, he would be alone to fight endless battles day in and day out until really did become like his father. Running with Eddie was a no brainer for him but what he hated was that they had to run at all. He couldn’t convince the king to hear his friend out and just like Eddie felt that he failed to protect them both. He couldn’t even convince the other solider not to kill him, having to murder him so they could get away.
Steve desperately wanted them to have a new home but every place they settled into they ended up running again, hiding in a new realm to start over. When they found that stone and spoke to the woman that put them there, he begged her to take him instead of them both but she refused.
One night, Eddie watched as his once strong friend broke screaming and breakdown as he broke things in their makeshift house. That was the night he kissed him, passionately pushing him against the wall and giving Steve everything he had.
“I’m sorry, Edward. I keep failing you.”, he cried as he fell to his knees and wrapped his arms around his waist.
Eddie sighed, trying to keep his own emotions in check as he lightly tugged on Steve’s hair, forcing him to look up at him.
“Listen to me. You didn’t fail me, okay? If anything, this is my fault. No. Don’t talk.”, he shooshed the demon as he began to open his mouth to fight back. “At least here we’re safe and I know no one is going to take you away from me. It’s just us now.”
“I love you to.”, you mumble causing their heads to snap in your direction. Their hopeful eyes glance at each other as they pull you in closer, clinging to you and the moment.
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“I still think you should kill Carol.” You smirk to yourself at Eddie’s comment as you continue to fold the inventory in front of you at work.
“Or Dick, your boss. Just a lovely man that one.”, Steve follows grinning at you from his spot on the counter.
Off to the side you notice a tall, blond-haired gentleman glancing at things against the wall as if they were amusing. Disconnecting from your pestering defenders, you head towards the man and flash him your best customer service smile.
“Do you think if I steal these rings, the stone will let me keep them?”, the demon inquires to his friend as they wait for you to come back.
“Something’s wrong.” Eddie’s head turns to look at Steve who is now fully alert. “Something’s wrong. Something’s off.”
“What is?”
“Someone doesn’t belong here.”
“Can I help you find something, sir?”
When his piercing blue eyes meet yours, it takes your breath away as he grins back.
“What are these things for?”, he picks up a hat and places it on his head. “Are they just for style or do they serve a purpose?”
“A little bit of both, I think. It doesn’t hurt to look good while doing your day to day.”
The man’s head tilts as he chuckles, placing it back on the rack in front of him. “I swear, humans are so creative especially when they are trying to hide how miserable they actually are under falsities like a new hat.”
Your eyes widen at the word “human” as you slowly back away.
His grin grows as he extends his hand for you to shake. “Where are my manners? I’m Henry.”
You know that name. Where do you know that name?
Strong hands tug you back as both your demons place themselves protectively in front of you.
“How did you get here, Henry?”
The demon cackled as he leaned against the wall behind him.
“You weren’t the only one who knew how to hop realms, Steven. Truth be told I’ve been doing it for a while. I got myself a gig of my own that just so happened to lead me here.”
“Hm. Prince like you doesn’t have anything better to do?”
“Not after my princess was murdered.”
Eddie didn’t even try to hide his anger as his eyes glowed and he stepped forward before being stopped by his friend.
“Y/N?” You quickly turned your head, meeting your co workers concerned gaze. “Are you alright? You look…scared.”
The observation made Henry smile wider.
“Um, no. I’m alright…just not feeling well. I’ll be ok. Thank you.”
She hesitates for a moment before nodding and heading back to her section.
“Let’s go somewhere we can all talk without being interrupted.” The evil demon snapped his fingers as the four of you disappeared.
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https://www.tumblr.com/youremyheaven/757046870112681984/httpswwwtumblrcomyouremyheaven75703907683788?source=share 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭ohh my god really my college boys are so immature 😫😫 that's why they treat my freinds like this btw your 24 are you pursuing you master's or job really i am studying in college and intrested in vedic ans stuff but bruhh i hate my college boys they are just 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡 we all need a responsible man just like him hope i find one can you tell what your experience in first relationship and firt time in ✨️it ( if you not comfortable don't tell just need some advice) AND FOR YOU I AM MANIFESTING THAT GUY AS YOUR HUSBAND
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😭😭😭🥹🥹🥹🥺🥺🥺you're SOOOO SWEET, pura ka pura cutie pie <333
i graduated already and im just working at the moment. i dont really feel like studying further tbh lmao and im entering an industry where work exp matters more than degrees so✌🏻
and yes college boys will always be shitty, dont lose hope, after college you'll meet better guys!!! <3 and the thing is dudes under 25 are just little boys,, veryyyy few of them are mature and this guy is the rare exception
NSFW CONTENT MINORS DNI
my first time was when i was 16-17 and the guy was 18 and a major asshole and he forced me to "date" him and then he r*ped me 🤡🤡🤡so i technically lost my virginity to r*pe but i dont want to think about that or consider that as my first time
i had my first "real" boyfriend in 12th grade and on Farewell day (its like the Indian version of Prom for all of you non-desis) he took me to his house and no one was home so we banged hehe<3333 he had a huge dick and it hurt and im pretty sure the whole thing did not fit lmao
i feel like a lot of virgins dont understand this but (and this also depends on the guy's penis size) penises dont often go all the way in when you're having sex for the first time!! and it takes a while for your punani to stretch comfortably and "take" d*ck. ALWAYS USE LUBE, the more lubricated you are down there, the easier it will be to take him in. your partner should be understanding and considerate of the fact that penetration is a physically painful experience initially and they should do whatever they can to make it less so.
that said, penetration SHOULD NOT HURT after the first few times, it SHOULD feel good. you dont have to be waxed bare down there or anything, obviously its nice to be groomed but its okay to have a little hair (or a full bush, thats up to you but i feel like first impressions matter so i like to keep it trimmed hehe, ik a lot of feminists are going to be like 😠😠no i wont shave for a man😠😠 but honestly he's shaving his balls for me and id feel a bit awkward if he was veryyy hairy down there so i get it and dont mind grooming in return<33)
sex should be enjoyable for both parties??? and remember real life is not porn!! he's not going to last for 6 hours and neither do you want him to because being pounded into for more than like 10 mins is annoying tbh and you'd just wish he'd come asap ,,, remember that sex is like physical exercise so u get tired after a while,, the whole "fuck all night" stuff is rare and mostly happens in movies lmao,, as long as you have time with them, you can go multiple rounds but feeling tired is real asf
ALWAYS USE PROTECTION, they might try to pull the "my dick is too big for these local condoms/it doesnt feel good with condoms" etc excuses BUT TRUST ME THOSE ARE LIES,, just USE PROTECTION
in india, we have something called an "i-pill" (morning after pill for non desis) and its less than 100 bucks at the medical store. no one will ask you anything for getting it, they usually dont care so dont hesitate!!! its better if the guy can get it for you and if your guy wont even buy you an i-pill then should you even be having sex with him????
there are side effects to taking the i-pill, your period may be late/have heavy flow/irregular bleeding, or you can experience nausea/dizziness etc after taking it. thankfully i have no symptoms and it feels normal ish but exercise CAUTION!!!
put a pillow under your back when you have sex, it helps make it hurt less!! bc your back is supported.
always clean up after you have sex!! go take a shower, gargle your mouth, make sure you dont have any of his cum near your kitty because semen will find its way inside you in mysterious ways 💀💀
STAY SAFE, HAVE FUN <333
AYYYYY 😭😭😭idk about husband stuff yet but I do hope my future husband is just as attentive, caring, considerate, loving, warm and kind as him
but u are soooo sweet MWAH MWAH
love,
Heaven
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Meeting with the Lebeaus.
As the talk was promised at ten, they heard a knock at nine.
Gambit and Rogue exchanged a look of surprise at the early arrival, but they composed themselves quickly and gestured for Rosemary to lead the young man into the living room. Rosemary excused herself to do some heavy homework and would reunite with Wildcard later.
As the two mutants waited, Gambit fiddled with a playing card, while Rogue folded her arms and set her face in a thinking expression.
Rosemary told Wildcard to keep it casual for the meeting, and he wore a Sukajan jacket, a Rebel Eight cap, Converse shoes and jeans. "A pleasure to meet you, maam." He nodded to her. "I am Akio Satoshi Tetsuya, also known as Wildcard." He slightly bowed to Rogue and Gambit.
Both Gambit and Rogue nodded warily in response to Wildcard's introduction. Rogue continued to scrutinize him with a critical eye, while Gambit casually fiddled with a playing card.
"We know who you are, cher" Gambit said, his Cajun accent slipping through. "And we ain't too thrilled 'bout you consortin' with our daughter."
"And I dont expect you to. Thats your job as parents." Wildcard spoke logically, and that stumped them. "May I be sitted, maam?" He asked Rogue.
Rogue gestured towards a nearby couch, her expression softening slightly. "Of course, darlin'. Please, have a seat," she replied, her Southern hospitality shining through.
"Thank you." Wildcard sat down, and so did Gambit and Rogue who looked at him, his demeanor and his attire.
Wildcard smiled. "So, I know you have a lot of questions so, lets do a rapid fire questioning to make it interesting?"
"Sounds good to me, sugah." Rogue smirked to Gambit.
"Gambit goes first. What brings you here today, cher?"
"We are here because Rosemary wants us to get to know each other." Wildcard replied.
"Rogue let out a soft chuckle, a mixture of amusement and skepticism in her eyes. "We figured somethin' like that," she drawled. "But I reckon we may as well get acquainted then."
Gambit nodded, a small smirk playing on his lips. "That's right. So, Wildcard, tell us about yourself. What's your story?"
"Im blessed in a family of a mother, a father and seven older sisters in Osaka, Japan."
Gambit nodded, clearly intrigued by Wildcard's family background. "Seven older sisters, huh? That must've been quite a house to grow up in," he commented, a friendly jest in his voice.
Rogue tilted her head slightly, the corner of her lips curving into a hint of a smile. "I imagine you probably got plenty of guidance and tough love from them all," she observed, envisioning the lively chaos of a large family. "Mah turn. Is there a girlfriend you had before ya'll had Rosemary's heart?"
Wildcard has never lied about stuff like this and would not start now. "Before Rosemary" He showed a picture of a pretty mutant girl with long black with two pairs of eyes beside himself. "I had feelings for a girl at 15, Megumi Junko. A debuting mutant idol."
Gambit and Rogue's eyes widened slightly as they glanced at the picture of Megumi Junko and how pretty she was.
"Mutant idol?" Gambit repeated, his brow furrowing slightly. "What happened? Did you guys break up?"
"Nowhere near that." Wildcard sighed. "...I wanted to tell my feelings for her, but she wanted him to wait until she became a known idol, whos job was to sing and let mutants know they can be more. She had a great debut..until she was chopped up by her human parents out of jealousy and mutant bigotry and hatred. Makes me sick."
Gambit and Rogue's expressions immediately darkened as they listened to Wildcard recount the tragic story of Megumi Junko. Both were deeply empathized with how painful it must have been for Wildcard to wait and hope for a chance to confess his feelings to her only to lose her so tragically.
"Oh no," Rogue muttered, her usually composed demeanor shifting into one of empathetic sadness for Wildcard.
"I spent the whole night and day, finding her parts and sewing them myself to give her a proper burial. She deserved that at least."
Gambit just blinked. "You truly did love her, Cher. Gambit's sorry, no one should lose their love at such a young age."
"I've honored her memory and moved on after I grieved. That is what she would have wanted. Life sometimes hands you a crappy hand. Her parents are rotting in jail, so karma is fair."
Both Gambit and Rogue nodded as Rogue spoke now. "Ah dont mean to downplay anything, sugah. Ya'll had a lot going on fer you, but still, Rosemary is our daughter. How can we trust you with her?"
Wildcard shrugged nonchalantly. "I could have kissed both of your asses and buttered you up right from the start, but that is not who I am. You asked, I answered, no matter how it sounds. My parents taught me to be a man of my word and I stick to my word."
"A straight shooter, non?" Gambit smirked. "Gambit aprecciates that. Not many kids had a backbone as yours. Say, boy. Ever had Jambalaya before?"
"No sir." He shook his head.
"Good, I made some, in the kitchen. You want some, since you here?"
Wildcard just smiled, nodding his head. "Thank you sir."
"Not a problem cher. Least I can do after ya answered our questions, mon ami."
(That took longer tham expected, but here you go @a-roguish-gambit )
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" yare yare daze , watch where you going bitch " the boy in front you says in a annoyed tone
" ugh! It was an accident okay? " you say getting mad at his rude behavior
He rolls his at you and gives you an annoyed look
" stop talking to me like that now go away," he says as he keeps his cold face
His response made you feel so annoyed, I mean who does he think he is? You thought to yourself, you just bumped into him and he is an ass to you? Bulshit
"Hey!, don't be so mean to people damn it!" You say as you give him an annoyed look which makes his twitch his eyebrows ,
"Shut up, you brat" he says as he clinches his fists
Hearing the word "brat " made your eye twitch with anger then with a suddden move you slapped his face making him feel shocked
" what the hell did you do!" He yells as he puts hand on his slapped cheek
" you deserve it," you say as you greet your teeth at him making him clench his fists with anger
"You are annoying! So shut the fuck up you brat! " he yells as his big hands grab you by the shirt
"Let me go, you jerk!" You yell as you struggle to get away as you yell more he just ignores your pleadings and suddenly swift punch hits your face and you fall to the ground, you feel the cold ground hit your face before you lose your vision. He walks away leaving you their cousins and after he goes people start to come to see what happened
" what happened to her?" One of them says with a slight worried voice and another of them says " we should take her to nurse! Her h-head is bleeding!" They say feeling scared
After some teachers took you to the nurse , you started to open your eyes, feeling awfully hurt
"Ouch, w-what happend? Where am i?" You say trying to get your senses back
The nurse truns around the see you and she lets a sigh of relif
" oh thank god, i thought you were never gonna wake up hun" she says this in a very relived tone
"Uh, i dont remmber anything that happened , all i remmber was a punch and pain" you say as you stroke your head with your hand
"Oh sweetie, am afraid the boy that punch you , did a quite a lot damage and i think that made you not remmbering anything" she says as she write you a paper so you can go home early
You start to remmber a bit as she tells you , as you get up you thank her and take the paper that she wrote you and go out of her room. As you walk out of the school , you start to think what will your parents say when they see your banged head, would they freak out? You hoped not, as you arrive at your home , your mother opened the door with a slight worried look on her face
"Oh my god!, what happened!" Your mom said as she run over to you
"A boy from school beat me up, we had an argument cus i bump into him " you say as your mother's face grows more worried
"What! But why?" She asks as she puts her hand on your cheek
"I dont know mama, but maybe he is an jerk " you say as you pout making her sigh
"Come on sweetie, get inside " she says as you get inside. As you enter your home, you go to your room to change and as you are dressing up, you see an reflectoin of yourself , your eyes were watery and your skin had brusies on them which they were turning red to slowly purpule, you cursed at the sight of you were seeing, you ask yourself why would someone beat up a person like this? And the fact you didnt do anything worng makes you more angry too like what the hell was that and Now you just wanted a payback or at least a apology
put your hand on the bruisedplace, you sigh thinking how the hell you were gonna go school tomorrow
" how am supposed to go to school?! I look like an eggplant! " you say as you drop a few tears from your eyes and as more tears go down, you start to think what did you do to get this guy to beat you up this badly, it hurt all of your body hurt like hell. You wonder if he felt guilty after beating you up as you were about to drown in your thoughts, they are all cut off by your mother's voice calling for you
"Sweetie!, come and eat something," your mother said as you heard her voice, you went down upstairs as you came down, you saw your mother with a plate that she had prepared for you
" Thanks, Mom," you said as you sat down to eat after you ate your mom said you wouldn't be going to school for a few days and you nodded your head going back to your room as you drifted to sleep tomorrow comes. As you wake up little did know that a certain someone is looking at your window
" good grief, is this girl's house" he says as he sees you from your window as he looks your window he sees you with your messy hair and your pijmas
"What an idiot " he chuckles as he walks away as jotaro arrives at school bunch of girls surrander him making jotaro very annoyed
" hey jotaro!, are you free~" one of them ask as she clings his arm jotaro ignores her and countines to walk away and just leaves the girl there as he lost the girls, he sat on a bench near by the school's gate he start to think about what happened btween you and him , he thought how you made him annoyed and how he hit you when he got slapped by you. Thinking all of that made jotaro felt annoyed as hell and he was also exprincing some weird feeling guilt , he didnt understand why he was feeling so guilty cus usally when someone annoys him and espcially hits him and he beats them up he doesnt feels guilty
"Yare yare daze, why am feeling so guilty tch" jotaro says as he lights up a ciggarite
"She desvered it too, if she wasnt so annoying, she wouldnt get hit " he murmurs under his breath as the smokes comes out from his mounth. After some hours school ends and jotaro makes his way to his home as he walks away his eyes widen opens as he sees you with grocries walking and looking sligthly better than yesterday
"Tch, its that brat " jotaro says as he fix his hat as he was about to go , he feels something hits on his chest
"Tch, its you again" he says as he scoffs
"Hey!, you are that guy he beat me up!, my body hurted a lot cus of you! And now i dropped my groccries! " you say as you give him a angry look
"Its not my problem that you are clumsy brat" he says as he greets his teeth making you twitch your eye brows
"Eh?!, excsume but instead of being a jerk, you could have just said its alright or sorry my bad! And not to mentoin that you beat me up yesterday!" You say as you clinch your fists
" says who slapped me frist, and you are the one who is mistaken here brat" jotaro says as he points at you
" you! Ughh you own me an apolgy! Yet you are telling me that am mistaken" you yell at jotaro making him pissed at you
"Shut up brat! You are annoying" jotaro says as he pushes you away from his way
"Hey!" You say as jotaro walks away not caring you fell or not
" what a jerk" you whispered as you grabbed you fallen grocries and make your way to your home. As you arrived at your home you mother opens the door and greets you inside
"Come on inside dear " she says as she takes the grocries from you. As you go inside , you went to your room thinking just how cocky he was
"He was so damn rude " you say as you brush your hair after you finish brush your hair you just hope when you return to the school you wont see him again
" i swear if i see him again, am gonna kick his balls " you say as you wear your pijamas and go to your bed and You slowly drifted to sleep. As your alarm ring, you opened your eyes and got up
" ohh i had a sleep " you say as you stretch yourself as you got up you take your school uniforms and wear them after you done dressing up, you went down to have your breakfast after you done, you say goodbye to your mom and make your way to school . As you walk, you see jotaro again surrend by girls , you curse yourself and hope that he wont bother you as you walk pass him as fast as you can , you enter your class and your lesson starts. After the frist peroid ends you go to sit on some bench at school's garden
" oh this peaceful" you say as you hum
"Hey, stop humming brat " jotaro says and as you hear his voice, you look at him with an starled look
"Damn it, just when did you sit here " you say making him smirk
" i just sit here now, did i scare you brat" jotaro says while smirking
"Ugh, damn it " you pout making him smirk more
"Do you think its funny? Cus its not" you say as you cross your arms together making jotaro sigh
" good grief , i come here cus i have something to give you" he says as his hand slowly pushes a bento box to you making you rise your eye brows, was this his way to apolgize? Was did he acuatly regert it?
"Uhh, thank you? But whats is this for?" You ask making jotaro's turn pink from embressment
"Am not good with words okay?, fuck i wanted to say sorry about the fight we had few days ago okay?" Jotaro says as his cheeks turns pink to red , you can tell this is hard for him to say but something about the way he did it was sincire
" okay, i forgive just dont beat up people" you say as you chuckle making jotaro smirk a bit
"Whats your name anyway?" You ask him making him look at you
"My name is jotaro, whats yours?" He asks
"Oh, its y/n" you say as you smile brigthly making him blush
"Uh? , are you okay?" You ask him noticing his blush making him blush more
"Am f-fine idiot " he says as he hides his face with his hat
"Hm? Are you sure , i think you have fever" you say as you put your hand on his cheek
"Am fine! , Idiot hmp" jotaro says as he blushes even more making you smirk
"Aw its okay" you say as you giggle making him hide his face more
"Good grief, idiot " jotaro says as he still remeans blushing
"Its okay big guy, relax a bit will you?" You say as you wink at him making him smile under his hat
"Anyways, am gald we sloved this problem , but i will be going now " you say as you get up
"Hey y/n, wait " he says as he holds your arm making you look at him with cruoisity
"Whats it jotaro?" You ask him making him sigh
" could you join me at lunch?" He says as his cheeks turns red making you smile at him
" of course i would love too " you say as you giggle he smiles at your answer and as he gets up, he kisses your cheek making you go red
"I look forward to it " jotaro says as he starts to walk away and as he dispairs in the crowd , you put your hand on your cheek where he kissed and smile. Maybe this jotaro guy wasnt so bad or maybe this the start of something new
#jotaro cujoh#jotaro x reader#jjba jotaro#ask me anything#jotaro kujo#jotaro x fem reader#jotaro#my post
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stop trying to lose weight to appeal to men
so many of you need to hear this, especially some of the younger girls on here
there are a lot of posts all over here talking about how 'when i lose weight ill finally talk to my crush' or 'when i lose weight he'll actually be attracted to me' or 'he'll regret hurting me' nooope. we're not doing that ladies
i am well aware this is a mental illness and it can contribute to those irrational worries and thoughts, but they are not true
and i know it sounds so cliche and you probably dont believe it but the right person for you is one who loves you regardless of your physical appearance. one who is all over you wether youve just woken up with smudgy mascara and messy hair or youve gotten all dressed up and spent hours on your makeup. one who loves you if you gain weight and look different, or lose weight and shrink down
a relationship based only off physical appearances, is a superficial one. there may be physical attraction on the surface and thats great, but you also want someone who loves you as a person. for your passions and quirks and the things that make you, you. a relationship based only on your body will only end in hurt, which dont get me wrong makes for interesting character development, but its not worth your time and pain. it isnt. you deserve so much better than that. people also change, and its unstable, knowing that as you grow as a person you will become different, you may gain weight or your body will change or your face may change, and a superficial relationship that is reliant on physical attraction alone will not last those changes
so if you want to talk to your crush, dont wait to lose all the weight and sit around wondering if he only likes you for your body, do it now. build a connection and you may find your person
if you want them to realise how much they hurt you, forget about them. that is what will show them. focus on yourself, and if that involves losing weight go for it, but sitting around hoping theyll notice still gives them the upper hand
and if a guy (or anyone) has ever, ever made you feel bad about your body that just shows his true colours. it reflects nothing on you as a person, all it does is show you that thats not the kind of person you want to spend your time around. he's not worth the energy
bottom line is, if you want to lose weight, do it. if itll make you more confident in finding a partner or more comfortable in your current situation, do it. if it makes you feel better for whatever reason, its not my business. but it is my damn business when i see all you smart beautiful people harming yourselves and putting yourselves down and feeling bad because of a man. no person is ever worth doing this to yourself for. you are worth so much more than that
#i will reach my ugw#@na motivation#4nor3xia#@n@ tips#4norexla#@nor3×14#light as a 🪶#🕯️as a feather#i will lose weight#i will be small
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people like shane walsh??? i am sort of on the outskirts of the walking dead fandom, but ive gotten into several internet arguments over me hating shane walsh. he was CLEARLY an antagonist? like, not even just that, he was a bad guy. i looked up his tag on tumblr and there was fanfic?? 😦
shane walsh is a bad guy, and is written as so??? let me remind the folks who forgot-
shane walsh sexually assaulted lori grimes. thats it. no matter if she was 'leading him on' in the previous, he sexually assaulted her. he grabbed her and touched her when she did NOT want it. if you cant remember, rewatch the scene. i was writing out for a different blog about it and rewatched it to refresh my memory - safe to say its worse than i remember. their previous relationship or however you viewed her actions (and his) following that relationship does NOT give him the right to touch her when she says to stop. thats literally the bare minimum.
moreover, he was a man going crazy. he didnt 'adapt' quicker than everyone else, and comparing him to rick in season five (a guy we already know i dont like) when rick was 100% having a bout of craziness himself is weird. shane walsh, no doubt about it, was going crazy. he couldnt handle the world as it fell apart, and was insane. he had ideals far too harsh to perservere any longer than they did, and he never could lead. he was harsh, mean, manipulative, and aggressive.
to ignore these things in trying to defend why you like him is to ignore who he is as a character. these moments, his bouts of psychosis and his actions following his and loris affair, are pivotal to understand him.
also, no, he didnt love lori. shane was obsessed with her, and not in the booktok way most folks (apparently) viewed it. he was crazy, and was convinced that he and lori were meant to be even after lori immediately tried to break it off with him when rick came back. i dont agree with all of lori's actions, but to act as if she were completely hot and cold and not just trying to be civil is INSANE. she had a few moments that j can agree are bad, but she was at least not constantly professing her love for a married man, or trying to kill said married mans childs father.
we literally see shane walsh talking poorly about women the FIRST time we see him - he clearly doesnt respect women ('you and every other pair of boobs on this planet' - direct quote). even more than that, he's never been a father. he wouldnt know how to parent carl, he just wouldnt. not with how aggressive he was, not with how impatient, and not with jumping into the middle of carls life. one or two scenes of carl and shane getting along will NEVER be enough to convince me that he couldve even aimed for being a good parent for carl.
some more on his and lori's affair - even if lori was leading him on (a thing i dont agree happened) he was an adult too. he had full faculties to cut it off on his end too. yes, being led on can be troublesome. BUT, he was a fully grown adult and had full knowledge on the state of rick and lori's relationship, he couldve made the right choice to cut it all off. if not for himself, for his bestfriend. he just couldnt. he lacks the capabilities to do what he doesnt want, he lacks the sense to do whats best for others outside of his own obsessions. that alone is a clear indicator that he wouldnt have been a good leader, if he got obsessed there clearly was no changing his mind. also, if a simple breakup/lead on was enough to egg him on all that much more into a complete mental break, whos to say he would survive any amount of time at the end of the world? people die all the time after the end of the world, people break up, people lose others. if shane couldnt handle that simple departure from lori, what could he handle? he only ever was good at being authoritative when the losses didnt hurt him, when the pain wasnt directed at him - and even then, hes completely lackluster.
no, this isnt to say shane was a poorly written character. a lot of defense i get is 'but hes so well written!' which is essentially my whole point. shane is a very real and well written character, but hes well written to be a bad person. you cannot write out a SA scene and expect for others to move forward as if shane is a good guy. the writers clearly werent aiming for love towards shane. no, this isnt hate to the actor. in fact, i think jon bernthal did an amazing job at potraying such an awful guy, and its part of why the love for shane is so disturbing, because it felt so real.
in conclusion, shane walsh is a bad guy and will forever exist in my heart as a horrible guy. anyone who willingly defends shane or looks past his bad actions are wimps who lack even an ounce of media literacy. anyone who likes shane as a character for what he has done needs to stay far, far away from me! shane walsh, i hate you.
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What is your favourite part(s) about Signalis?
the lesbians /jk
I think what initially appealed to me most was just how tragic the story is (gonna put this under a read-more, it turned out much longer than i thought haha)
You have two people, a girl who was ostracised by society and wanted to escape that life so much she chose never-ending solitude on a spaceship instead, and a work slave with a artificially numbed personality who slowly learns what it means to be a person (or rather, to be the person she once was and how that affects her current existence) and then they fall in love, simply because Ariane felt lonely after all life is good for them! maybe a bit repetitive, but they get to enjoy life to the best of their ability, with the goal in mind "set up a base camp outside of this solar system and establish a life there" and then, after 7 years (and a few months) of living with the mindset "were gonna build a future together", the empire just tells them "yeah actually, we sent you fuckos out there to brag to the other guys, just kill yourselves lol"
and the two just DONT want to give up like that, so they do everything the broadcast told them not to do, ration their supplies, use cryo to skip nutritional needs (they went to something crazy like 15000 cycles if i remember correctly, which is almost as long as the time they spent on that ship before they were told their mission was a sham)
when the ship crashes and it should be over, it isn't. because ariane is half-conscious in cryo, feeling the pain of radiation poisoning killing her so much slower than usual (remember, she had already lost multiple teeth from that before the penrose crashed)
and all ariane has left is the hope to die and to be spared this never-ending torment brought on by a monstrous regime that saw her life as completely expendable
and that's only that part of the game, just the narrative of what brings us to the start of the actual game! all that dread and tragedy in the actual game, of ADLR losing his mind, of FLKR's sense of self slowly distorting, the MYNR unit thanking us in the mineshaft, the way Ariane's radiation sickness is projected onto the people in this version of Sierpinski
i'm also a huge sucker for cosmic horror (especially hastur and dream worlds and the idea of your consciousness transcending your body inside the dream, blame bloodborne on that)
and while i am a huge coward and can barely play this game if i got fallout boy roaring in my ears, there's just so much about the game and its gameplay itself to stand and admire the claustrophobic feeling of the hallways, both on leng, rotfront and in nowhere; the sound design (using just a smattering of ambient noise to help build the atmosphere and then using these big orchestral pieces for those special moments. oh, and the fucking guns, holy shit the guns sound so good in this game. not a fan of guns in general, but WOW)
the setting is also just so delightfully dreadful, i mean how often do you get "regime has a slave workforce that carry scrubbed personality constructs and all look the same to dehumanize them further, so nobody would ever think to humanize them"? and then we get those delightful moments where they ARE humanized (the STAR and EULR units in the mineshaft, for example) and it's just chef's kiss
and the final thing to me is just how much you can brainrot about it, thanks to the dream. what's real? what isn't? who does this dream belong to? whose memory am i seeing right now? is this dream even still accurate to the memory its based on? who is alina and how does she factor into it?
so yeah, wow this turned long, but thank you for the ask! this was a lot of fun!
#ask#tritipsandwich#Signalis#and lets not forget the incredibly talented community! the cat ears meme still haunts me to this day
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The golden enclaves
Ok so i like how this starts with: Orion has been unutterably stupid
Please tell me that we will find out why
This was devastating.
But also WHY IS ORION SUCH A PIECE OF SHIT HE PROMISED TO GO WITH HER AND INSTEAD HE MADE HER LOSE HIM FOR NO REASON TO A FUCKING MAWMOUTH LIKE HER DAD WAS FUCKING LOST BUT NOT KILLED BECAUSE THE VICTIMS DONT DIE THEYRE DIGESTED FOREVER IN ETERNAL PAIN Jezus Naomi god it really is horrific what is up with this
Also, and I say this with absolute extreme disdain, El seriously only just now realised that she has perfect combat synergy with Orion and she COULD have destroyed Patience and freed her father from the eternal torment of being digested? Like......seriously? Did Liesel not even realise this, who is the only one with any brains? (I realise that Liesel at least had different priorities)
Also I am going to explain Orion's craziness and personality change in book 2 as such: he didn't have any mals to eat and so he went mad. He decided, like the piece of shit that he is, that he'd prefer to do months of battle against mals because at least he wouldn't be hungry.
The funny thing is that book 2 ESTABLISHED that El has ZERO absolutely ZERO idea of what goes on in Orion's head. Like. She doesn't get him AT ALL. So her prevaricating on how he's so misunderstood and pushed to be what everybody sees in him - he ALREADY TOLD YOU HE JUST LOVES EATING MALS HE DOESNT CARE ABOUT ANYONE OR ANYTHING HE JUST LOVES EATING MALS EL STOP BEING AN IDIOT AND PROJECTING YOUR OWN SHIT ON THIS POOR BOY
She's literally comparing herself to him again. Look he was a hero and I was an evil witch. Everybody thought that and wanted that from us. EL HE DIDNT FUCKING CARE OK????? Worse, (and it makes sense in this moment), she somehow threads her mum's direct look at his soul into this narrative as some kind of reinforcement of it. He didn't care El. He didn't care. He's just a hungry boy.....
In fact, I cannot remember her classmates ever hating El. Because....they didn't even know she was fated to be an evil witch archetype? They just avoided her bc she wasn't an asset to their survival they thought which was so absurdly idiotic since EL IS A GODDAMN MAL EXTERMINATOR and she never told anyone because of her stupid fucking hangups she could have been a fucking prep and made everybody's lives so much better so much earlier
'because he thought it was his job to make a way out for everybody but him'
This is why I didn't like the second book so much. El is so obviously delusional about this guy.
I cannot STAND IT!!!! HE LITERALLY TOLD YOU HE HAS NO HERO COMPLEX EL!!!! YOU WERE HAVING YOUR LOVELY FIRST TRY AT SEX WITH THIS COOL GUY AND HE SAID: NAH EL. I JUST LIKE TO EAT!!! MALS!!!!!
And the weird thing is she GOT it. When she was getting his mana as he was zipping around pulverising them she was like: OH he loves this. I guess I was wrong. So why are we back here??? Or do I remember that wrong??
I've forgotten how the magic system works. Shit. Malia? Oh yeah.... There was some sort of prophecy. She was gonna bring the enclaves down and kill lots of people or soemthing. so why the fuck did they leave the payment open???
Oh yeaaaahhh the enclaves got hit
"She really did an excellent job of making it seem perfectly ludicrous for me to be living quietly in my own home instead of keeping close tabs on the latest news from international wizarding circles."
LOL
Can seriously nothing kill a mawmouth but El? How is that even POSSIBLE. How did enclaves ever work then? The moment a mawmouth gets in its over
How the fuck is Liesel THIS good at manipulating El. Oh my god.
Her saying: hey bitch, stop feeling sorry for yourself, your boyfriend being dead, no thank you by the way for saving all of ours lives, I don't care about your other problems, or that you might want a break from the horrors with your mum, also come help me out with the worst most insanely horrible creature in the world AGAIN because I know only you can do it. Bitch. Your house sucks
That worked....
She's going to London to fight another fucking Mawmouth - something her mother doesn't even KNOW SHES DONE YET - and leaves her behind without even a hug of goodbye. AFTER FOR YEARS OF TERROR. I honestly....I'm speechless. I started to suspect El was insanely dumb in book 2 but damn, she really is perhaps the dumbest protag I have ever known barring Korra
I love Liesel. Liesel saw El, FOR WHAT SHE WAS, and she CALLED HER OUT,, and said: you are such a stupid fucking idiot. In book 2. Thank god she's around. She's the only good thing out of book 2 really in my opinion. She says to El: you are insanely powerful. You could change the whole world. Now DO IT! Stop sniveling in the fucking dirt!
Ok there we go. There's my El. 'i eyed him in enormous irritation' her fucking disdain for the preps is my endless delight. Even to her enormous personal disadvantage.
Oh I see. It's like Naomi novik read my harry potter post about the wizards being the Fae.
I remember reinterpreting els prophecy into its super obvious good meaning but can't remember what it was.
How the fuck can Enclaves be based in Malia if that's not allowed (murder? But that's illegal.)
Oh what??? There's still working wizards out there working on keeping the enclave running??? Oh damn. Ok so the class hierarchy becomes explicitly about adult production.
Liesel made her angry again. Made El who she is again.
Why isn't everybody fucking fleeing dude??? Why are there still even people there? Grt the fuck out! The enclave is compromised! Get out with your damn lives you preps!
Oh my god. Go after it! It's fucking going after someone else!!! Oh my god go after it guys!!! IT WAS RUNNING AWAY FROM EL???? CAN MAWMOUTHS KNOW SUCH THINGS?
I have to say. Naomi made a deeply op protag and is now taking a more powerful hammer to the self-delusion that El mysteriously developed about her own power.
Liesel, impervious to El's natural intimidation vibes.
Oof i love all the delicate injustices and horrors in Liesel's life. Ok no. I no longer do. It's too painful
'“So it’s better to have power, and it’s stupid not to take it when you have the chance.'
Yeah. In fact. If I was Liesel I'd be beyond furious at El. Somebody so gifted, SO powerful, and she's just pissing it all away.
Jezus christ. Jezus christ! Liesel! A sensible person of intelligence????
Oh right. The prophecy. Killing thousands doom destruction. WHO IS GETTING KILLED EL COME ON THINK!!! THINK FOR ONCE IN YOUR GODSDAMNED LIFE!!!!! or tell Liesel about the stupid prophecy and she'll do it for you -_-
It was a nice thought though, letting the commuters into the garden but damn, yeah they're gonna obviously only be enthralled.
A TERTIARY ORDER ENTITY.
LIESEL WAS TRYING TO SNAG EL THE ELDRITCH WHATEVER THE FUCK SHE IS FOR HER HIGHLY EFFECTIVE POWER THROUPLE?
And I mean. Alfie is literally bound to El too. Wait. Is Orion actually not coming back...? Are we never getting answers? El's gonna fall for Alfie and Liesel? No....
Love how Liesel and Alfie protectively jump up and go: OUR entity. Lol
Oh ok so the compulsions off. She doesn't think he'd help her after she saved his dad, his home, oh yeah saved the whole school that he felt responsible for, and didn't even insist on keeping him as a slave.
I must admit, I did not at all expect El to be hanging out with Alfie and Liesel after all that. I thought, more like her team, but yeah they're not exactly in England. Isn't there travelling magic. Also I expect that Claire or whatever had a family member eaten by the mawmouth.
I was thinking that: won't commute from an enclave be really dangerous? So. Yes. But like. Why then even work for them. Oh ok so you could just go live in a villages with a few other wizards in a circle
Sometimes novik is not consistent about the vulnerability of adult wizards. But this description seems more apt.
Liesel coming in to say 'stop it!' to eldritch monster entity El like she isn't going over the deep end suddenly and very badly. And succeeding. And then getting Yancy to say what El wants to know. Wow they're a good team. I propose Orion/El/Liesel/Alfie super extreme power ..... Thing? Uh. Bridge structure?
El seriously is like: hm. Why is Liesel helping me now? Already turned her down....
El. You saved the whole school. You made that possible. You killed three MAWMOUTHS. You treat Liesel like a person you respect. You are a fucking entity who could do incredible things with a whole lot of help on the bits you suck so terribly at. Liesel owes you, thinks you're a good person, and is probably genuinely into you, also you need HELP. In so many damn ways. Being sensible, getting around in the world, being smart, getting it together.
Liesel has the most practical magic in the world. Wait. Holy fuck. Is Liesel like...Hermione???? Like powerful power top Hermione???
Wow. Damn. Amazing sex scene here. It makes me laugh in delight almost. Wow Liesel is an insanely stabilising influence. Literally kissing the trauma out of her head for a bit. (Edit: uh is there a fanfic version of this out there...?)
There was something so absolutely wrong with Orion and everybody kept trying to tell El and she never saw it because he became a person FOR HER. And she keeps trying to blame his family but his family probably endlessly tried to connect with him but he was just hunting mals. His father responding like this- just absolutely devastated over Orion finally having acted like a human being with somebody is enormous proof. Uh yeah and the rest of the chapter confirms this explicitly.
It really is harry potter but cooler and grittier and more horrifying and more interesting. Our dark'ness dementia ravenway.... The bit about how really witches when caught up in the witch hunt really can't get themselves out because the 'mundanes' negate it by the disbelief.... A direct reference to Rowling's note about witches making the fire tickle and going in for multiple rounds. Also the whimsical magic. But it doesn't have that magic to the magic. It's uneasy.
Man. So that's why novik repeated el's misconceptions of Orion in her time of grief. To finally disembowel them conclusively later in this book.
Yeah. The big question is. Why did Orion become a human being for El?
I love how aadhya and Chloe and Liesel are all instantly INSTANTLY like oh fuck El sees evil she's evil. They are still an extremely well oiled team
Ok but like, El could just grab new York's mana pool right. But yeah she'd become like ophelia
Lol right. By destroying so many mals ( i really didn't think the estimation had been 92 percent but ok) the enclaves lose their power. That's how El has already smashed them....
Oh wow. I forgot about that malia is stealing life force.... And mals come from Malia....
Which means.....that Ophelia is a huge maleficar and Orion is a big old mal. But she certainly is smart enough to say: we should look into reproducing what you did
Damn.ophelia is smart. She's really doing some magic economics
I really didn't know enclaves were built on malia. I think that's a retcon actually. Not just that El didn't know though also that naturally. It's to make this numbers game fit - to say - there's another numbers game beneath the numbers game - to make the mana and malia interactions fit. And well done novik for that
Because the golden enclave really does become the better solution.
I'm not sure how El going in to kill patience is going to help her recover the scholomance though. I mean. Turns out El could have just cleaned the whole place up all along but yknow. I already knew that.
Why did they ever even send Orion away. They could have just unleashed him endlessly on the enclave's mals. Probably infinitely safer and more pleasant for the enclaves children.
Is El really going forward with this? His mum is a maleficer oh poor poor hero boy Orion.... He was never loved. HE LOVED THE SCHOLOMANCE FOR THE MALS EL NOT BECAUSE HIS MOM HIS AN ETHICAL EVIL MAGIC HACKER
Oh no...please tell me that isn't Chloe's only role. She came late to the team but she was fourth!
Aadhya??? WHAT is Liesel's deal? Uhhhh she ran the whole thing? She made everything possible? Do you think she did that because she's a steely selfish bitch? No.
It was a moment of both weakness and total insanity in the literal senses of the word. So maybe you can thank Liesel for sexing El back into a somewhat functional state Aad
'Liesel made an impatient dismissive gesture. “Yes! You have a hook in her yourself. And why will we yank on these hooks? To make her protect us, save our lives? She will do that for strangers, for nothing. What else? You are her ally. Have you asked her to do anything for you? To make someone give you an enclave place, or an artificer contract? Why not?Because you are also a great martyr, who does not want these things?” She snorted as Aadhya scowled at her. “No! You don’t ask because you know she would say no. I tried asking myself. But she will do nothing selfish for herself, much less anyone else. And she is not wrong,” she added, in a grudging tone of having been unwillingly persuaded. “She is too powerful. Once she started, there would be nowhere to stop. So there is only one use of our hooks: to help her stop. You had better be glad that I have one, and hold tight to yours, too.”'
I fucking love Liesel. What the fuck
Lololololol
Oh my god. El angry at Liesel AGAIN for....offering exactly what she needs and wants and doing so perfectly. Lolololololloll
Oh my god is this the garden in sintra with all its fun fake-magic masonry caves and structures???
IT IS!!! I LOVE THAT GARDEN!!! If you're just out to chill and stroll and tramp around lovely fake natural structures that still look cool!
Sad the characters are experiencing such frustration in such a lovely place.
Adult Disneyland....you're killing me novik. It really was a nice place. I mean I was there when there weren't many other people. It was just nice gardens with caves.
Novik describes the portalling system for the scholomance. Yes. It still doesn't make any sense.
Ok but like the gardens are closed at night. Mals can get in no problem.
What im getting from this is that i had incredible timing and normally that garden is packed with horrible tourists
So....how is it that El has a direct link to New York's mana pool THROUGH the pool right into the scholomance?? Because all the wards are down? Ok but uhhhhh it's out in the void??? That's the whole point
UHHHH actually El I don't think you felt Patience scrying for Orion you just felt Orion
How the fuck is Liesel like, exactly the sharp cold sense that El actually WANTS every time?
Ohh ok so Ophelia somehow did make Orion as he is. Somehow.
Well OBVIOUSLY the Malia source is fucking horrible if it can bring an enclave into being. Like come on. Probably produces a mawmouth or something. And you gotta feed it 50 people or whateve
Damn. They're gonna turn Liu into a mawmouth. Its a sacrifice. Uh Novik. You better not go there.
Wow they were gonna make Liu a mawmouth and make her eat her closest full grown wizard family? I think so. Lets see. Go El!
I KNEW IT!!!!!!! WHAT IS THE WORST AND MOST POWERFUL MAL? WHAT IS THE GREATEST PIECE OF MAGIC AND MALIA? AN ENCLAVE
fucking hell. They're squeezing Liu into a mawmouth. Fuck.
No..her hand...
When I am very moved by a scene, i read it out, the first time. This was the scene.
Oof. Orion just ate some wizards. Surely he has less deadly weapons???? He really is a mal
Uh
Oh he actually really is a maw mouth mal? He's a fucking maw mouth? Her dads now inside fortitude inside patience inside Orion, still getting endlessly tortured. Uh...
'for all I knew' NO. DEFINITELY YOUR DAD
Well idk he's had pretty good control so far. Just unfortunate those damn Beijing council guys tried to kill El
Aadhya and Liesel going into negotiations as proxies for El who'd absolutely fuck them up lol
What a coincidence! You wanted to go to India. Now youve been invited to India! She gets angry
OH. MY. GOD. El actually learned a lesson. Asking for help. And of the right person. Liesel.
Wait a minute. She's been destroying the enclaves. By destroying the maw mouths. The maw mouths REMAIN the foundation. So those 'random' attacks. They were her destroying the enclave foundations while still on scholomance. They're lined up.
So if she kills this maw mouth - but still, why wouldn't her new foundation hold up. Oh she realises it completely too. Shit. I forgot that Salta and Bangkok simply died. She did that
Well honestly, Orion isn't such a bad solution, except the mawmouths in him don't die and also apparently he can't help himself eat people now....
LIESEL KNEW???????? WHAT THE FUCK?!!!!! SHES EVEN SMARTER THAN ME??????
Then surely there must be a foundation in the scholomance. And perhaps Orion is now carrying the mawmouth that pins it.
What the fuck do you mean this ain't a trolley problem. Just start in on propping up all the damn foundations with some real ones El. Then go on a lil maw mouth hunt
Ok but she doesn't even call her mother. Right. She can't. Forgot. She doesn't even DREAM AT HER MOTHER. Or some other magical communication. Not even about the family welcoming her after all or the true meaning of the prophecy
Actually since when is El capable of just catching others spells. And get mana from them?? Like some sort of scholomance? Oh yeah she s just so horrridly op
She's....catching bullets out of the air. And...turning people into stone temporarily with them. Fucking absolute lol
I get the sense that novik got lost in the Sintra garden... Like multiple times. Which is very hilarious because my god. It is very easy.
So weird to have fond and vague memories of this precise settting
Ok so i was right. And Naomi novik is a little bit of a genius for this. Real Orion, the realest Orion, was the Orion of book 1. The genuine hero. When there were fewer and fewer mals to eat in book 2, he became more and more maw mouth, started behaving strangely.
Oof. Better run El. He's about to start..... Eating.
What a fucking BASTARD. COULD HAVE AT LEAST HELD ON ONTO EL WAS NOT AT LEAST S HUNDRED STEPS AWAY
Damn El people are getting EATEN OVER THERE HELLO STOP FUCKING STALLING
The thing is all this time I've been thinking CANT YOU KILL THE BITS AND NOT THE BOY. KILL THE MAW MOUTH BITS BUT NOT THE BOY? THE BOY ISNT SOME ORGAN THAT CANT BE AUTONOMOUS. YOU COULD SURELY EXTRACT HIM WHOLE BECAUSE HE IS. YOU HAVE TO KILL THEM ALL INDIVIDUALLY REALLY ANYWAY
Oh my god. No
She did something much more
Damn. I remember wishing el would become child guardian in the scholomance but it's true that Orion would also do very well
But he's not getting mana out ...wait. he can still extract mana out of mals he snaps into the void? Uh ok.
That book made a lot of sense. And was very very very good.
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am i the only one who cant hate mikasa and jean no matter how hard i try (except if they try to hurt yn or something) , but anyway i cant really hate them bcs ik exactly how they feel , i remember telling my friend (who we will be calling S) that i had crush on this guy and i wanted to get to know him and yk what she did ? ☺️ , she started flirting with him and talking to him like every single day to the point where he confessed his feelings to her but she rejected him , and the sherry on top 😍 as soon as i told her abt my lil crush on him she decided that it was a good idea to tell him 🤗 how did i find out ? my crush’s friend told me and y’all know how boys are when they find out that you like them they start ignoring you so thats when she started flirting and talking to him , i obviously stopped being friends with her, btw she also did this to my bsf , my bsf was attracted to one of our classmate and S started flirting with him too but ehh we didn’t mind it at that time cause my bsf didnt really have a crush on him , she was attracted to him , nothing more so we both let it pass
mikasa and jean arent my favs honestly but i dont really hate them since i kinda relate to them BUT ISTG THEY BETTER NOT SIDE WITH LARA 😟
the thing is almost everyone has a certain justification or reason as to why they behave or think a certain way. I feel like one of my main goals was to write how some ppl are stronger than others and handle pain differently and some people have their moments of immense strength but also moments of irreparable weakness
everyone has solid reasons EXCEPT THAT CUNT LARA AND MASON
but the situation itself is very sticky because y/n came into the group as an outsider and very late, her relationship wasn’t as solidified as the others but she was reaching that point with many members, this ended up setting her way back because of course i would be upset as well if that happened to me which is why y/n isn’t angry with anyone but herself and eren. she still thinks about mikasa everyday whether she says it or not. Losing a friend is extremely painful and just as painful as ending a romantic relationship. mikasa acted a bit erratically but her going into hiding and keeping to herself is something that honestly many of us would’ve done in that situation because you put so much trust in someone that it shatters you completely. she actually had more faith in y/n than she did in eren at that point which should tell u a lot
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“You say I want to be Your Girlfriend! It wasn’t really in my plans…”
— girlfriend; Hemlocke Springs
;Usagi Yuzuha x Fem! Reader hcs
Usagi relationship headcanons where you two are both silly and goofy— that’s it, that’s the post. Basically how you two get together! Romance blossoming in the Borderlands, what a strange turn of events…
a/n; i am coping rn cause i have a maths chapter test in like 9 hours and i am not prepared im so bad at math. Anyways this is just gonna be some fluff. ♥️♥️♥️ very messy post because im super tired tho,,,
So… who’d be the first one to confess? 🤔
Read to find out !! 😋
Jk its kinda both of you but mainly Usagi
You two would probably meet early on, maybe in the tag game where the two of you catch each other’s eye and agree to travel together <3
You’d be there by Usagi’s side as you both live day by day, and when you find the sweaty lookin’ guy from the Tag game lying on the ground all depressed you two kind of take him in
Like
You two mama birds just kinda adopt the guy
Usagi ends up taking care of most of the hunting while you do mostly everything else
You’re the one who tries to force feed Arisu even when he refused it
Usagi kept you from choking the poor guy.
Y’all are basically tied at the hip tho
Which also soon includes Arisu
(But you n Usagi are closer shh dont tell him that)
Things pretty much stay the same between you two until y’all arrive at The Beach (cue thunder strike)
With this whole sort of place that seems like it was capable of running actual electricity and shit you wanted to do smth special!!
“Do you think we can use their kitchen?!”
“Y/N we’re literally duct taped to chairs right now.”
“She’s got a point though Usagi— I’m kinda craving like… cookies.”
That was the small talk the three of you had before the whole dramatic intro of the Beach and its top goobers
After that whole shenanigan, you and Usagi insist on sharing the same room
It was just a lot more comfortable for the two of you
This place gave you the creeps ngl
That meant a lot of late night talks
Well, as many as y’all got before shit hit the fan again
You two always talked about what you’d do when you finally get to leave. Visit each other every day, maybe even get a place together? Usagi couldn’t bare to live in her old place ever since her father disappeared
You knew everything about that as well
Just from the few months you two shared together, you guys knew a lot about each other
You even promised her that you’d help her get back into climbing
Maybe indoor climbing first for you though
The more you two spent time with one another though, the more the two of you caught yourself… lingering
Whether it be longing looks or touches, it’d always be done subconsciously and end up with someone a little flustered
Arisu caught on though and asked wtf was going on
You, of course, blew him off
After the hearts game though, you two immediately ran for each other
Both battered and bruised, you clung to her as she scanned you over for anything that might have been fatal
Usagi cries out in relief to see that you’re okay
“Where were you? Where were you? What would I do with myself if I lost you too? What would I do? I can’t lose a person I love—”
That made you sit up.
“You— you love me?”
Usagi couldn’t help but let out a choked smile to see that incredulous expression on your face
Well she can’t really deny it, can she?
You could only hug her tighter with tears welling in your eyes, the pain of everyone that’d been slaughtered would only remain in all of you forever but maybe the seeds of healing had already been planted for you two as you pressed a kiss against her cheek
You two were peas in a pod.
You protected those you loved, worked together to achieve your goals
And when Usagi struggled to understand why going back to the real world would be any better than the world they were forced to fight to live in, you couldn’t understand
But you tried to
The strong woman you’d grown so used to seeing so level headed hid in your arms as she held back tears
Listening to every pained doubt, choked out words
You were there for her
And no doubt, she’d hold you taut against her whenever you needed it too.
You helped Usagi get over her doubts and fears of returning to the living world, ensuring her that she wouldn’t be alone in dealing with her troubles
And that— not if— but when you two return, you’ll celebrate like you’ve never before
#alice in borderland#aib#imawa no kuni no alice#usagi#aib usagi#usagi yuzuha#alice in borderland usagi#usagi x reader#alice in borderland x reader#arisu#arisu ryohei#fem! reader#headcanons#imagines#?#kren’s writing#usagi usagi usagi#i love her#be my wife pls#usagi fanfic
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Hey what's Mouthwashing about? I don't deal well with horror so I have no interest in actually watching or playing the game but I have seen some AMAZING art lately and I would like some context to appreciate it more. I am so fascinated by the stuff I have seen for it
oh its awesome- definitely not for faint hearted methinks tho. tread with caution
tws: s/a, cannibalism, suicide
spoilers below cut
TLDR? this freighter crew of five people (daisuke, jimmy, curly, swansea, anya) end up stranded in space after “””curly”””” crashes the ship. everyone thjnks its because the company was about to go down and well. curly cant say shit
bc hes currently a mess of hand/footless limbs and Very little skin and One eye and he looks. Bad. youve seen him in the art im sure— covered in bandages n shit
theyre stranded ofc and are trying to survive until someone can come get them (who knows if someone will though) so they raid the cargo hold and find out they were hauling fucking boxes and BOXES and BOXES of mouthwash.
<- all of their agony and fear and curly’s disfigurement? all for mouthwash. a grotesque amount btw mlre than anyone wpuld ever need. and then they were going to all lose their jobs
well plot twist curly didnt crash the ship. it was his copilot who was SO fucking determined to not let his secret leave that ship that he crashed it to kill everyone and not let it get out
(BIG fucking tw here for sa.)
its pretty heavily implied and dare i say outright said that jimmy the copilot raped or assaulted anya in some way. she gets pregnant and tries to hide the gun from jimmy to keep him from killing her and— Mind you this is all before the ship even crashes
but yeah anya says its weird that the medical ward has locks but the rooms dont. and why would jimmy want to crash the ship and kill all of them over a pregnancy if it wouldnt ruin his life when anya told people what happened?
well . ysah anyway daisuke dies (gets electrocuted in a vent and yes its jimmys fault even tho swansea does the mercy kill) and anya kills herself. then swansea comes after jimmy and well jimmy gets go him first.
things get worse and worse theres a whole gorey dead person party and jimmy makes curly eat his own leg and idk he plays victim a lot. but he eventually puts curly in a cryopod so he can live on (bleeding out, horribly burned, in terrible pain) while jimmy shoots himself to be the 'hero'
thats like the most Curt way i could sum up the story? its a lot and theres so much else to it but yeah.
if youre looking at fanart?
yellow shirt? swansea. green? jimmy. blue tracksuit girl? anya. pink shirt n flowers? daisuke. curly is usually in bandages but if you ever see some random guy wigh one of them thats curly pre-crash.
#asks#its good tho. its horrific. i liked it a lot#id do crossover art but i would never subject a character i like to being jimmy
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