#I am beyond exhausted

[petrichoraline]

[ollie-oxen-free]

“this person is a streamer therefore they are a public figure therefore it’s okay for their full name and address to be posted online” are you fucking insane. do you have shit for brains. what is wrong with you

[ysabelmystic]

Tomorrow is day 3 in a row on the trauma unit.

Tomorrow is the first day of Halloween weekend.

Tomorrow is a full moon.

We are short staffed as fuck.

I am going to die.

[bohemian-nights]

I’m really worried the show is going to cut Nettles. Earlier this year there was an anon leak going around that Nettles was going to be cut and her storyline shared across other characters. I didn’t believe it at first and thought it was just wishful thinking amongst daemyras. Then a few months ago those leaked images of the actor who plays Rhaena and their stunt double in a forest came out with leakers claiming that the scene being filmed was of ‘a girl falling off a dragon.’ so I thought that was a bit strange, then the leaked images of the Addam actor with a dark wig came out not long after. We also now know who all the actors for the dragonseeds are except nettles. What if there is some truth to that anon after all?

Rhaena is going to the Vale(allegedly with a dragon egg) and she’s going to have scenes with Jeyne Arryn:

The leak about a girl falling who could potentially be Rhaena doesn’t mention anything about a dragon:

From the sounds of things she’s not replacing Nettles and Addam having dark hair in the grand scheme of things doesn’t mean much.

We know who Addam's father is. We don’t know who Nettles’ father is. Addam is still a known Valyrian bastard(that's not changing; liken him to the Strong boys). Nettles is not.

People are way too hung up over race(they claim they aren’t racist and don’t see color but all of a sudden when it comes to this topic all they see is color). The only thing he and Nettles have in common is them both being Black now which isn’t enough to justify cutting a Black woman and replacing her with a Black man🙃 Their storylines are no more similar than that of Ulf and Nettles.

Look, if they cut Netty it’s going to look hella suspect considering they’ve managed to include everyone from Cregan Stark down to Silver Denys yet there is no room for the one in-canon Black girl.

(And if someone comes in here talking about how there are already Black people on this show that won’t fly. There are a ton of white people as well. Should they have cut and race bended the new editions too or does this only apply to the whopping six Blackish characters 🙃).

She’s a secondary character yes, but she does have a important storyline that can’t just be transported on Rhaena or Addam because they are all Black(ish) now.

Her arc is way more important than Ulf White and Hugh Hammer who let’s be honest could’ve been combined since they serve the same purpose yet they are both being adding and their storylines are getting fleshed out. Pure and simple if they cut her it’s racism.

This all being said, till we get the trailer I’m not going to sweat over it too much💆🏽‍♀️

Dumbnyra stans(they are the main ones pushing for her to be cut) aren’t the only ones watching this show and if HBO wants to play that game they can prepare themselves for a boycott(which I’d urge everyone who actually cares to participate in because they would’ve shown their a**es between this and lighting Laena on fire).

[mavuikas-beloved]

i keep telling myself i have to stay alive until december 31st/january 1st (whenever mavuika's banner is) and after that who knows

but even that feels like such a monumental task

[icepip]

left the house at 4:30am... just got home at 12:15am................ good night

[sphylor]

does anyone wanna go to work in my place so i can sleep and cry all day?

[simgerale]

🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷Send this flower to 10 (or more 🤗) mutuals to let them know you love them 🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷

thank YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! 🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪻sorry for the late reply, i just got back home but this being in my inbox was nice (^’:

[leviathanswingman]

so you DO start to feel it when you‘re on 4h of sleep per day for like 1 1/2 weeks

[protectcosette]

being awake for 18 hours should be illegal

[eccentricallygothic]

The most frustrating and mentally draining thing I've ever done. Never again.

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[cherryblossomforest]

When it rains it pours...

I am struggling. I know I'm struggling because I can't feel anything whilst an absolute madness happens around me. My family are in a shambles and they're all dealing with such a traumatic event... or series of events plus family drama. Plus my mother doing a returning act and being an absolute demon yet again. I can't even get into it...but it is bad.

My aunt wants me to tell my GP tomorrow because she's worried that when everything does hit me I'll have a mental breakdown. She's right, I know what must be brewing inside. I can't access most information or feelings and that's never a good sign. I mustered up the courage to tell my dad and sister that I couldn't be involved anymore. It's too conflicting and causing me too many problems. They both understood and didn't think I was bad for saying that. I'm grateful for that. It's been nonstop chaos and I have no time to think or breathe. No time to do anything. So many people are relying upon me for up-to-date information and I can't do it anymore. I can't be so involved and I know I'll have so much backlash but I'm throwing up my white flag. I'm done. I want out. I can't cope anymore.

I've still not fully even processed that I have Fibromyalgia. I've had no time to sit down and think. No time to process how my life is going to be or how I'm supposed to deal with this lifelong condition? I just haven't had any time to actually think but it's sad and I think I'm sad about it deep down under all these numbed-off feelings. It's not like it's my only illness because I have Chronic Neutropenia but I forget about that all the time, not because I don't get symptoms but because it's not severe (ours ranges from mild to moderate) and I also don't think we've truly processed that either. We get ignored a lot in the healthcare system so we tend to ignore ourselves and I know that makes zero sense but it's true. Since talking to my aunt I've been thinking a lot about prevention rather than waiting and then spiralling out of control so I think it's time to put things in place...

- Nixie 🌙

[sidmjkgc]

I was talking to a guy on a channel about vampires, and he was trying to flirt with me and asked me if I'm straight or what, and I jokingly replied that "I don't make distinction, I hate everyone". Complete with smiley face. He got the joke, we were fine.

Out of nowhere a random guy starts to complain that I shouldn't say this things, that I'm too aggressive and rude, that I shouldn't say that. He went on for forty fucking minutes, saying that he's tired of reading "offensive takes" whenever he logs in. Literally the "I am uncomfortable when not about me" meme.

[yellowsubiesdraws]

good night yall, normal drawing activities will resume tomorrow

[norts-trolls]

So it's food poisoning

0<-~< thats me but my tummy hurt

[mamawasatesttube]

this might be mean but. it really ticks me off when people respond to authors and artists wishing for actual community and engagement with their works by saying "oh but you see im just so anxious i cannot offer you any kind words." with the optional "but do please keep making things for me anyway!" because like...

a) do you understand how anxiety-inducing it can be to pour a little piece of your soul into a work of art and share it publicly? i feel like you don't see the people creating these things as people like you and that is an issue. we are people who just really love a thing and want to talk about it with other people who also love that thing.

but moreover, and this is the part that might be mean, b) damn why doesn't your anxiety prevent you from making excuses to us then? i wish it did! like if you're SO anxious about a fic author blocking you for saying something nice, why are you not anxious about getting blocked for telling that author "okay but i don't want to comment on your works though"??? because i can tell you which of these two things is way more likely to piss me off and it isn't the comment.

like. idk man. if you really don't want to comment on and engage with people's creative works, no one can force you to. but also consider maybe not commenting on and engaging with those people's posts just to explain that you don't want to comment on/engage with their works. if you are so committed to staying quiet and being a passive consumer then commit to the bit and stop asking creative people who put way more of themselves out there than you are to pat you on the back and reassure you that you'll still keep getting free content even if you can't do so much as drop a "this was really good!" in the comments.