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Y’all listen I love the fact that Luffy kicks Mingo’s ass but I really really wish that Kyros was the one who killed him.
He has been thru so much😭😭 and he was on his own fighting until he got the Tonottas on his side😭😭 10 long ass years but the way he went straight after Mingo!!! And sliced his ass up!!!! I would have been satisfied with that ending honestly cuz he is awesome!! But of course our Pirate King Monkey D. Luffy handled that shitty Mingo😤😤
My pointless post is done now please enjoy y’all day❤️💚
#I always tear up with his story#then when he was turning back human😭😭#and King Riku said you are Kyros 😭😭#I love One Piece so much ok#andddd y’all guess what#another family member is getting into anime!!#she started with Demon Slayer and loved it#even watched the live action of One Piece and wants to start the anime!!#I’m getting them all one at a time👹👹#also spoilers sorry y’all
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Danny, the Young Justice member snippet nr 2
these snippets aren't connected in anyway but just some little scenes I came up with, everyone is welcome to build up on them if they want to
Trigger warning: death mentioned, self-harm mentioned, idk, Danny gets flashback to portal incident
unrelated snippet nr 1, unrelated snippet nr 3 (?)
Out, out, out.
He tripped over his own legs and almost fell and it didn’t matter because he needed to get out.
Away, away, away.
He wasn’t sure if he ran or flew or dragged himself on the rough floor but he had to get away. His back hit a wall and he couldn’t get past it, intangibility just out of his grasp.
He logically knew that Zeta Tube wasn't the same as the portal but it was similar. So deadly similar.
He wasn’t sure when his own, corps-like, trembling with rigor mortis cold hands started rubbing his arms. He also wasn’t sure whether it was to comfort himself in this lonely self-hug or to try to rub hard enough that the hazmat and skin underneath would be torn, allowing him to see his own, red blood running in his veins. It was still red, right? It was still red, right? Of course it was still running, why wouldn’t it?
His knees gave up. He fell to the ground with quiet reverbatting thump, his eyes fixated on danger at the other side of the large room. He had to get further away but he couldn’t.
Because he was dying again.
Eyes full of tears and terror were jumping around, unable to see the room around him. Why couldn’t he see anything? Why were there only splashes of various colors, all contrasting with a light gray background. Were these people? Colors were moving, that seemed likely. Ghosts?! He had to get ready if these were ghosts he needed to fight them. People could be in danger and he couldn’t even stand without support. He started it, he had to take care of it, no matter how he felt right now.
His normally overly, unnaturally sensitive ears were filled with constant electric buzz from still active Zeta Tubes.
He was quite sure someone was yelling something but no matter what, Danny couldn’t understand what was being said. He tried looking around again but his teary eyes still failed him. There were no red stains though. Not in the right shade at least. No one was bleeding. It was okay for now.
Was it really? He hadn’t bled when he was dying had his accident though. It was all inside him, the crushing hollowness inside him and infinite outside pressure making his body implode. Ectoplasm bubbling in his mouth, throat, stomach and fingers, silencing his scream of agony and destroying his muscles. His limbs were limp and tense, twitching like a broken light bulb, out of his control but not out of his senses. It was so cold that it bit his bones and so hot that his skin was melting. There were screams so loud that it could shatter glass, as if every inhabitant of the Ghost Zone wanted to be heard and absolute suffocating silence. He was alone like nobody ever was and stuck in a stifling crowd that could stomp him to death any second. It was all contrasting, impossible but happening, existing together. He lived died it.
It was impossible, just like him.
There were others, they could help while Danny got himself together.
They couldn’t help if it was a ghost. He had to calm down and get ready to fight.
He couldn’t.
It was all happening again.
He was dying again.
It hurt to even think about.
Would it at least kill him for good?
Air he hadn’t needed before, not since his first death he always needed, like all functioning, alive human beings, got stuck in his lungs. He was gasping for it, choking on it. There was something stuck in his throat. SOme part of his brain that wasn’t screaming in agony and panic and loneliness had considered tearing his neck open just to get whatever was stuck swallowing but it didn’t help.
He rubbed his arms harder. His eyes were locked on a blurred, still active portal. One of the color blobs moved, growing larger but he couldn’t think about what it meant. His arms hurt. It was good. Pain was grounding. In a gray room with few portals. Not the basement. Ghosts still could be there but it wasn't a basement. He still needed to get ready to fight
If he could feel pain, it meant he was alive, right? Ghosts never showed that they felt pain right? His parents always said they couldn’t.
He knew it was a lie but he felt like it was his last hope.
He realized that growing group of colors actually looked like a person but he had no way to tell whether they were alive or not. His ghost sense was quiet but he didn’t trust himself to not miss it. His throat was still shut tightly. His body kept twitching like a glitching character. No matter what, he couldn’t fight right then. He had to get himself together.
He scratched his arms almost violently.
Warm, soft, gentle hands pried his palms away from his arms. It wasn't a ghost. Ghosts weren't this gentle, this calmingly warm. Someone, someone who was alive, was crouching in front of him, face at the same level as his, hiding portals from his sight. Danny nearly sunk into their gentle touch.
“-om." their voice also was so gentle, filled with concern but firm enough to get to him over the buzz of portals. He tried to concentrate on this voice. He didn't want to hear portals.
"-ntom." It sounded like they were calling someone. He had to focus more to understand. Gentle grip on his wrists got more firm. There he was. He wouldn't feel it if he was dying again.
"Phantom." They called quietly, like little windbells Sam gave him as a birthday present. It was his name, they were asking him something he couldn't understand, something he couldn't do.
"I'm sorry."
He wasn't sure if any sound came out of his mouth.
Grip on his hands loosened a little, not enough for him to do anything about it, but enough to return to the pure feeling of safety and reassurance it gave him before.
“It's okay Phantom." they murmured. Danny nearly cried at their kindness and calmness. Air slowly started to fill his lungs again. It truly was okay, he wasn't dying again."Can you focus on five things you can see for me?"
He could do it. It wasn't much to repay the gentle person kneeling in front of him.
He blinked tears away and started the list in his head.
Black Canary in front of him.
Superboy in the middle of the room. He looked like he didn't know what to do.
Kid Flash next to him, ready to come to where Danny was shaking on the floor.
Robin and Artemis both made sure that Kid stayed where he was.
Miss Martian for sure feeling his panic and having trouble coping with this. He should calm down as soon as he can, he didn't want to cause any of his teammates too much stress.
Danny nodded, looking once again at the only adult hero in the room.
Molecules in his body were rearranging again. It all hurt.
"Thank you Phantom. Can you focus on four things you can hear?"
Five racing heartbeats.
One heartbeat that sounded more like buzz because of its speed. KF's heart was always weird.
Tapping of someone's feet.
Zeta Tubes.
He had been in the portal again, it had turned on with him inside again. He was dying again.
Next cautious nod.
"Alright. Now three things you can touch." Black Canary still sounded so calm, so sure she had it all under control. So contrary to her panicked heart. Danny wanted to believe her voice.
Canary's hands still on his wrists. In fact she was touching him more than he was her, but it still counted. There was some physics rule about it.
Cold stone he was sitting on. Weird, he was sure this cave was heated.
Hard wall pressing on his spine.
"Excellent. Two things you can smell?"
Jazz had done same exercise with him before.
Cookies made by Megan before she went on a mission.
Ectoplasm. Somewhere there was ectoplasm that wasn't inside him. He couldn't smell his own ecto. But there was no ghost in the cave. His sense was silent. It was there somehow else. It was concerning but not enough to make him panic again. They could handle it.
His lungs were still aching but air started filling them nearly as much as it did normally. His limbs stopped shaking so much too. He knew he wasn't dying this time. He was calming down.
"You're doing great Phantom. Now think, what's one thing you can taste?"
Aftertaste of ectoplasm he spat between the rough fight and the moment when Kid Flash rushed him to the nearest Zeta Tube, talking about medical attention. Danny tried to tell him, he didn't need that but he was inside before his explanation left his mouth.
"Do you feel better now?"
"Yeah," It was all he was able to say at the moment. He truly felt better but that didn't mean good. It was only a little less bad than shitty, one step from fully dead.
I considered writing continuation with Danny explaining a bit what happened and how he even ended up in Zeta Tube but a) lost spark to rewrite it b) hated what already had But if you want, I can probably rub my remaining two braincels together and continue. Or someone else can. Do it if you want to. Do it. Do it
#dp x yj#dpxyj#dp x dc#dpxdc#dcxdp#dc x dp#once again Danny didn't even consider telling his team that he is halfa#but it doesn't matter this as much I think#once again I have no idea about the timeline#I think Danny would hate Zetas because it reminds him too much of the portal incident#and before anyone comes at me saying that Danny used portal later in the show and had no problems with it#*yeah* but after first time portal worked like overglorified door/corridor hybrid and not tear him apart and build up again#Judging by the way Zeta travel is animated#i assume they work on the “destroy your current body remake it where you won't to go” basis or something similar#you can see how Danny would be uneasy with it#btw this is one of my main headcanons I can and will always use unless story demands something eles#but even then I'm not above looking into every other way to achieve plot without use of Zeta or make at least mention that he is shaken aft#anyway#have a nice day dear stranger who got to this part
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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@azurecitrus OKAY THIS MOVIE ABSOLUTELY BROKE MY HEART AND I GOT CARRIED AWAY THANK YOU FOR THE REC LMAOOO
reminded me of a dream i had once, about vash and wolfwood being schoolkids together and wolfwood scaring off all of vash's bullies,,
#trigun#trigun anime#trigun fanart#vash#vash the stampede#wolfwood#nicholas d. wolfwood#vashwood#asks#azurecitrus#movie night with v#always a wild thing to have a movie that p much the whole time is like. oh okay very sad very uncomfortable.#and i'm failing to get much out of the experience. UNTIL!! the last twenty minutes or so#where the ending officially cements the story in my brain forever dfkjghdfk#goddddd the scene where he learns to hit back..... and that final triumphant ''HIS ARM IS MINT!! >:D''#I'M TEARING UP JUST THINKING ABOUT IT......... OUAGH....#EXTREMELY GOOD MOVIE IT HURT VERY BADLY LMAO#the black phone also gets extra points of favor with me for the scene the main character was watching my favorite william castle movie lol#alsooo week one in my first apartment babeyyyyyyyy i have not fucking slept at all dfkgjhdfjg
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Haru the mother you are !!
#ngl almost teared up SKSKKSKSK He is so pookie#I think he could fix me frfr#literally and metaphorically at this point SKSKSKS#also why is the love bird always around the ships? 👀 sus I think it’s trying to tell us something guys#WHEN I CATCH YOU TAIGA WHEN I CATCH YOU#IF THIS MAN HURTS PEEKABOO I WILL END HIS WHOLE CAREER I SWEAR#Oh I am gonna be so annoying the next chapter you guys going into my hater era#Aldo what happened to Sho’s silly romantic side story let’s go back to that fuck sinostra take me back to the real story#haru#tokyo debunker
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person: hey listen up. what if Sherlock Holmes were, you know, queer--
me: *sitting forward* I'm listening (actually I was on the same page years ago)
person: right! SO what if Sherlock and Watson were gay--
me: ...you've lost me.
so anyway. anyone with aroace Sherlock and/or queerplatonic Sherlock & Watson takes, hmu, everyone else go home. you're valid and ily, you're great, but also: idc
#sherlock holmes#look I read first these stories in middle school and I have never ever ever read Sherlock as ANYTHING but aroace#and I didn't even know that being asexual or aromantic was a THING. which. I guess maybe should've been a hint actually#I think reading Sherlock and Watson as gay is absolutely a valid take but also: you will tear queerplatonic Sherlock and Watson#out of my cold dead hands dammit#...and ngl it actually does bother me that fandom always reads them as gay when Sherlock just genuinely never shows interest in anyone?#and in the originals Watson does marry! and that's often acknowledged as like a cover-up or something but come ON#how hard is it to take this as an aroace detective with his queerplatonic bestie who follows him to the end of the earth?#like. the gay take is absolutely valid and I support it. but also. I love the original stories (despite their many flaws)#and I just... can't see that. I don't see it. I get where the hallmarks are and WHY people would read it that way. but I don't get it#anyway. more aroace Sherlock please. MORE. AROACE. SHERLOCK.#oh I should clarify. I am talking about ORIGINAL books. don't @ me about BBC or Elementary or whatever#I haven't watched them and I have no plans to
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you know. i have noticed a lot of people who like aelwyn seem to be there for adaine & aelwyn. which is incredible and they're correct and i love that for them. but i think it also puts me in a weird spot a little, because i am more so here for aelwyn & fabian and i don't think as many people are doing that, at least in the way i am
#i think fabian is alloaro and at least a good amount into men#and chasing after aelwyn because she fits his father's legends#and everything about fabian's bravado was sculpted in his father's image and that's not so easily left behind#(the hero always saves the maiden. that's how the story goes)#i think aelwyn is sapphic and mostly not really into relationships at all#and i think they both understand each other in ways neither of them have the courage to to look in the eye#and they'd have a hell of a time sparring their emotions out together#the blood the sweat the tears the decorum the legacy the shadow it leaves in its wake. y'know?#d20#aspen tag#also they try making out once and end up talking about their feelings#and proceed to literally never do either of those again#but it's mutually agreed they're bros and prefer it that way#i don't think either of them ever really wanted it. it's just yet another way to hide the vulnerable truths at their core
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Hatice and Ibrahim have never been more divided from each other up to that point than in E43-E44. While Hatice always sensed when Ibrahim was actually in danger or she's lost him in any way (i.e. E35 when she felt something in Edirne while Ibrahim was with Nigar), nothing came up when he was shot; he didn't even tell her what happened to him until she found out herself; they were seperated while he was recovering; the wait for Ibrahim to come back felt like an eternity to Hatice and she went through several breakdowns at once (and his carriage was right in front of her but she couldn't see him, her only thought until the very end was that he was dead, isn't that what her dream with the "crying" statues meant?); when he came back she wasn't allowed to spend at least some time alone with him as SS wanted to talk to him; even their sleep was interrupted. The only thing that Ibrahim asked Hatice to do was to play him his mother's song on the violin (I like to think that Hatice started learning the violin in order to become closer to him, to who he is, to his past again after what they went through with little Mehmet).... but he no longer associates even that with Hatice anymore.
#not even gonna mention Ibrahim being gone while Hatice was giving birth in the end of E44#as that is the culmination of all the separations that accumulated throughout E43 and 44#and I already pondered a little on what it meant in my “Ibratice and the losses of a child” meta#oh funny story this was supposed to be a post about Hatice saying they're bringing Ibrahim's corpse when the carriage appeared#as that is likeeeee oh my godddd the *FORESHADOWING*; she was even shrouded in green again too!!!! (lighter green but still!!!!)#but then I saw that this was just the Bulgarian dub again and the English subtitles translate it as something else entirely#which didn't seem like what Hatice actually said either but since I can't make out some of the OG words at all and there aren't#English subtitles under the Turkish videos of E44 I decided not to risk it#anyway goodness how much did Yakup's prophecy terrify Hatice#she really can't see anything *but* death at this point and how *won't* she when all her feelings always turn out to be correct?#(except the statues of course but due to the rest of the bad events they can't do anything *other* than feed Hatice's fear)#this is why Hatice fearing so much about Ibrahim's life isn't merely a matter of obsession but I digress#thing is Ibrahim was *actually* ready to *die* for once wanting his mother to *take him* in that dream#(parallel to Hürrem's E01 dream of course)#as he's lost the rest of his past (that's in the present) already; he's really been defeated hasn't he?#the only person left is his mother he barely finds as he's already lost her long ago both metaphorically and literally#but he finds her and he symbolically finds her in Nigar; this is what “home” means to him now and his look at Nigar after he woke up#is what made him realize it; Hatice is too far behind; close yet so out of reach while Nigar only seems closer and closer#so he goes after her to chase that “home” he got lost in but “home” isn't what he once knew anymore#(Nigar's tear falling on Ibrahim's cheek *is* an artistic device signifying love tbf)#magnificent century#muhteşem yüzyıl#muhtesem yuzyil#hatice sultan#ibrahim pasha#ibratice#hatibo#(also in the tags)#nigar kalfa
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SOEMONE IS REALISTIC AHSNWHSJSJ
#this gave me so much life#i'm tearing up actually geto was so loved :((((#this chapter is great because 1) maki is back on track 2) we have insight on geto's family#3) yuuji hitting sukuna and making him fall to his knees???? THAT'S MY BOY#also the story actually has a little educational moment on racism which i was not expecting#miguel is SO funny#we have a confirmation sukuna used a binding vow to be able to summon without hand signals so that's fun also#also larue iconic as always. never stops serving#i'm excited for next week :D#people say the fights are repetitive but have you guys noticed that sukuna is actually - in his own twisted way - demonstrating little#signs of love for others? either by enjoying fighting people or thinking of eating them (which is in itself to become one with another) or#to pay respects to them at the brinks of death... sukuna kinda is learning 😂#anyway not going into that but i genuinely think the story is good and makes sense so seeing the hate it gets is sometimes a bit surprising#jjk leaks
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haha u should read promise of wizard its a rlyyyyyyy good story
#stardust speaking !#if u like stories that takes more time talking about ppls feelings rather than fighting then ud lovvvvv prommy of wizard#not to take away from 2nd anni especially that had a lot of battle tension#but. mitiles summer event of mitile who wants to grow up quickly & wants to become powerful & riquets 'i dont know if i can bring along my#treasures or not when i leave the manor' (alrdy tearing up. THE MOMENT AT THE ENDDDD.....T_T AUGH ITS SUCHHHH A GOOD EVENT I KNEW IT WAS#GONNA BE GREAT CUZ OF THE LINEUP BUT ITS SO GOOD#sunflower & froggy are both very 'this is mhyk' events....theyre very early events........clocktower is excellent#mitile & figaros makes me collapse cuz figaro thinking mitile was prob thinking about his mom but mitile was thinking about figaro....#oh i need to reread that one too events w mitile r so great. he stood in front of akira to protect them that event too 😭😭😭#my lil mitile my beloved little mitile with a terrible terrible prophecy...........#fanart of figaro holding a baby mitile always makes me GAAAHHHH considering figaros initial reaction to mitiles prophecy#dude mitile is so great (thinks about his parts in pt2) im gonna be ill#ok today ill actually proofread. for sure.
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the natsuyuu manga is so funny the volume will be like "natsume grapples with his desire for unconditional love versus his fear of burdening those around him, knowing the more he opens his heart to the people he cares about the more he stands to lose if something goes wrong; these people are the warmest he's ever known and he's the happiest he's ever been and that scares him because he can't shake the feeling that it's fleeting and fragile and could all disappear at any moment, so all he can do is fight to protect everything he loves and hope one day he'll deserve the precious happiness he's been given here"
and then the blurb on the back is like "natsume climbs up into the attic to look for some books, but... uh oh... is that a... g-g-g-ghost??!? things are about to get freaky deaky in here if he doesn't do something... quick!!! will natsume be able to handle it before the clock strikes thirteen, or will he become... gulp... the ghost's next meal?!?"
#always gives me a little heehee chuckle after the Emotional Damage inflicted by the story#just finished vol 11 uuuuuuu........ the one where he goes to visit his parents' old home uuuuuuuu.........#it was the first episode to make me cry when i watched the anime but i didn't this time#i did tear up at the end tho when natsume asks to retake the family photo with sensei in it this time 😭😭😭#like stopppppppppp im gonna die#retag later#ny blogging#moment was ruined when i turned the page and fuckin Matoba was there like WHO ASKED U KGJSLDKSDKGN#(lil mini drawings after every chapter. the theme this vol was characters when they were younger and. matoba & natori were up next ig)#it's fine there were already other parts of the manga that made me cry that didn't in the anime#like when the little fox travels all the way out to see natsume again and finds him having fun w his friends#and loses courage and walks away thinking ''i guess the one who was really lonely this whole time was me...''#AND THEN natsume finds them anyway and asks for directions to their forest so he can come visit next time LIKE COME ONNNNNNNNN#the natsume observation logs are everything 2 me u hear me EVERYTHING#main character from other characters' pov is ALWAYS 1000/10 good shit 👌👌👌#i wanna get to nishimura and kitamoto's chapters again rhrngnghrnggh vibrates in chair#cant be doing this again Except That I Can#where are my boys. SHOW ME THE BOYS
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Unironically Wednesday as this idiot’s Robin
#wednesday 20222#wednesday addams#the batman#battinson#I WAS GOING TO MAKE A JOKE ABOUT GOTH ROBIN FOR GOTH BATMAN BUT NOW I'M LOSING MY MIND#IT WOULD BE SO FUNNY#LIKE BY ALL RGHTS HE'S /SUPPOSED/ TO WIND UP WITH A TEN-YEAR-OLD AND THAT'S HARD ENOUGH#BUT NO HE GETS THE GOTH TEEN WHO WAS IN GOTHAM JUVIE FOR LEGITIMATE REASONS#AND WAS HAVING A GREAT TIME THERE NO LESS#HE'S IMMEDIATELY EXHAUSTED AND SLIGHTLY FRIGHTENED#SHE'S JUST LIKE ''hm. i've always wanted to kill a clown''#''nO''#listen i'm just in tears gross ugly sobbing over the mental image#this stupid batman in his stupid clunky boots#and this FREAKING TINY AS HELL LITTLE MURDER GOTH IN HER LITTLE PLATFORM SHOES I'M#her family adopts Battinson but is disappointed in his no kill policy#Alfred and Thing exchange war stories
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#it is 5 hrs past my bedtime and i am awake listening to Two Hearts by Dermot Kennedy on loop and crying over Rotating Shifts. again.#i couldn’t resist the urge to read the latest chapter any longer but i knew when i did i’d get like this#so Why did i wait for my period to roll around. i have made. a silly decision lmaooo#i’ve complained abt it before but i’m conflicted about how much more sensitive it makes me#my nightmares usually don’t make me cry but oh i was a Wreck this morning#so why i picked tonight to read the fic that always makes me cry is beyond me#i have never met a fic before that had me in such an intense emotional grip#and it’s fucking hilarious bc it’s not that intense of a story!! like yeah there’s been devastating parts but i’m out here having to-#-take a break every single chapter bc i’ll read one line that hits my inner child like a truck and i have to take a minute to recover#but the whiplash this fic gives me is so fucking funny and the range in the storytelling from comedy to tragedy is just.. *scream-cries*#it has my favorite characterization of Sun and Moon that i have ever seen#this chapter wasn’t even that sad i’m just Making myself sad about it#but on another level it also makes me sad in the sense that i don’t think i’ll ever be able to write something that good..#all that i want out of my writing endeavors is to make one (1) person feel as strongly and as much as RS makes me feel#and i don’t know if i can do that. i don’t know if my writing has what it takes bc i can’t even describe exactly what it is#i don’t think it’s a science that can be replicated. things either connect with someone or they don’t#the way Sun goes from worryingly innocent ‘wdym we can’t invite strangers to live with us?’ ‘wdym we can’t adopt an adult that needs help?’#to fucking. tearing an animatronic in half in a fit of protective rage and blocking access to all dating apps to prevent you from-#-finding anyone else bc he’s your Special Friend and he can’t have his Daydream falling for anyone else!! no no!!#it’s not a new concept but i eat it tf up when Sun is actually the one you should fear the most#like no i don’t think he’d hurt Reader but i dread to think of the things he would do For them#the back and forth between childlike innocence and terrifying intelligence possessiveness and physical capability is just mmmmm 100/10#and don’t even get me started on Moon. or i Will start crying again#he’s like yeah dumbass of course i’m gonna save you every time some POS man tries to **** you. of course i will you fucking crater-head#but i will complain at you about it the Entire way home and then i will steal your fucking toilet paper and pack you a raw egg for lunch#because i hate you 🖤 but Sun loves you and we would both kill for you 🖤 also i drank all of your chocolate milk 🖤 also i hate you :)#anyways i am paraphrasing obviously and dear god i hope no one who actually reads RS sees this bc i do not want my 2am ramblings taken as-#-any kind of Official Thoughtful Analysis of the story ok pls pls pls let me be insane abt my favorite fic without having to be articulate#i just have so many fucking FEELINGS about them. i am unwell.#i’m not even tagging this i’m just hitting post and going to sleep goodnight
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thinking about daredevil yellow again im not. going to make it Guys.
#static.soundz#crying screaming and hitting the ground. so good. it made me cry really bad#bc whenever i think about jack n matt it always makes me think of me n my dad for various reasons#when matt said i couldnt feel his heartbeat inside me anymore. no words.#i rambled about it on my main but dd is very much intwined in an interesting and special way with my own heavy grief about my dad#and matt was a very important character to me during that time of my life for the exact same reason.#it's why i take a lot of very heavy issue when things try to make it so his dad died in his childhood as opposed to college#bc a) think it takes away a lot of the important nature of their relationship and b) my own personal projection#bc all grief at any stage is highly personal and unique and particular#but it really does feel like. matt is really just starting to become an adult (depending whether he dies when matt's in under or post grad)#(bc i can never remember which) but he's not quite a mega established one. there's still that lingering of childhood#so even though he's grown. it just hurts in a very particular way. they saw you grow up. but they didnt really see you become an adult.#they did not see the person you're going to be. that you are. that you're becoming. it feels like such a bizarre unfair moment in time.#bc why now? why not when i was younger? why not when i was truly an adult adult who is expecting to lose you now?#why at this moment and no other time?#but thinking about matt going i wish i told my dad how much i loved him.#more than anything when he goes 'i love you dad. did you hear? i love you.'#it made me cry like a fucking bitch. honest to god tearing up when i type about it. it wrenches my heart it twists it and it makes me wanna#drop to my knees and just weep and weep and weep. they are everything to me.#i have intertwined a lot of matt's grief with mine in a way that makes him so so so important to me. because as stupid as it fucking sounds#that comic and him as a character are everything to me. so genuinely. they were a lifeline my freshman year#when i was so depressed all i could do was read comics. or listen to music#i could do nothing else. i did. clearly. i did work and assignments. but dd was everything to me alongside dm#im sorry i am being an actual like nutbag in my tags im sorry i just have a lot of feelings. this story is everything to me ever ok? ok.
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thinking abt lore at ... (checks watch) ... 4 in the morning
#{ i swear i have replies drafted + sb coming out on the switch RGHGGFHH!!!! }#{ anyway. so like. }#{ from the perspective that book canon is canon; even tho i hate ggy; i keep thinking abt it as i replay sb }#{ specifically the bits in the story where g.lam freddy SPECIFICALLY reacts to ggy's name being thrown around }#{ the story at least implies (imo) that g.lam f.red was always meant to be a protector for him. but like... }#{ taking gregorys 'role' into account...thats not Great lol }#{ im watching old astrals.piff vids in the bg as i replay too and- }#{ -''i think freddy's a fake friend. he only cares about [gregory].'' }#{ i hate to say it but that tracks really well if you account for the events in ggy }#{ if greggy boi hacked glamf.red with the intent to have a guardian then like... }#{ it makes sense that his reactions to his friends getting murked are so? downplayed ig? }#{ freddy never reacts. not even once. and it would have been SO easy to give him something; even a voice line of realization }#{ but theres just nothing. }#{ i care the father/son bond between fred and greggy SO much but that always felt off to me ig?? }#{ no matter how much freddy cares abt his son; i really dont think that should negate his feelings for his friends }#{ i listen to ''i miss him.'' and like. the difference between that and his nonreaction to his friends getting decommed is so jarring }#{ but yeah im. just having thoughts. }#🎬 || time for bear. (ooc.) || 🎬#🎬 || tear the pieces up and burn the shreds. (delete later.) || 🎬
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ok so like. unironically i think disliking any of the girls in project sekai is a major red flag ESPECIALLY when people say they don’t like the girls but “ stan ” akito/toya/rui/tsukasa. but can i be honest. at this point disliking any of the characters at all is a red flag. in my brain. i know everyone has their preferences but it’s just... these are all well-rounded, very complex characters. when someone calls any of them “annoying” or “boring” or “mean” it just immediately tells me that they didn’t read the damn stories. or they read the main stories and skimmed maybe half of the event stories. because adjectives like Annoying, Boring, and Mean are the most superficial conclusions you can come to about a character, and if you finished reading the text you’d see that they quite literally do not apply to prsk’s main cast. ok well maybe annoying i will concede on that one a tiny bit but they’re teenagers. maybe don’t play a game about teenagers if you aren’t prepared to be annoyed/subjected to secondhand embarrassment sometimes
like. oh you hate akito? 🤨 why. what part of the text led you to the conclusion that he’s an unlikable character. what did you read. tell me. if you say anything about the way he talked to kohane in the main story you’re going to be in big trouble
#i always thought it was obvious that akito said those things to kohane because he saw himself in her#it was projection. it was his way of trying to protect her#he tried to shove her out of the street music scene because once upon a time He Was Her and he barely survived#but if you didn't pick up on that during the main story. guess what the event and card stories make Blatantly Obvious#fuckin hell the circumstances of kohane freezing up on stage and performing poorly when the power cut out very closely mirrors the-#-humiliation akito faced at crawl green all those years ago when those older musicians harassed and bullied him#and yeah find a way out is a recent event! but that's why you gotta at least kind of keep up because prsk's story is ongoing#and you can't. act like the characters are static and like the stories will never show them in a whole new light#because they do all the damn time!!#akito's actions in the main story were expanded upon before find a way out but that's the event that's like.#if you don't get it now you're never going to get it#it provides context for why he blows up at not only kohane but kotaro too!!!! anyway this is an essay for another day#i've been meaning to really tear into. that whole scene from the main story for a while now idk when i'll get around to it#but these are all good kids i hate everybody forever
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