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jason grace x roman!reader giving eachother latin nicknames while mixing latin and english while speaking to e/o <3
#he is a 'carissima' 'mea columba' 'mea cor' and 'corculum' dude not a babe baby or sweetheart dude#when he spoke to chiron in such a seamlessly casual way that he didn't even realise that he switched languages.#he had to STRUGGLE to switch to english with chiron#idk latin also made him look more confident and sound more comfortable#also can I just say we NEED more roman! reader x jason fics#i swear there are little to no fics abt them it's always greek! reader#pjo#pjo fandom#percy jackson#pjo series#jason grace#pjo hoo#jason grace x reader#jason grace x y/n#jason grace x you#pjo x y/n#pjo x reader#pjo x you
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Do you think Charlie will learn to write in the crossover?
I think if he learned how to read he would know how to write, since the majority of learning how to write is based on developing fine motor skills (and we know he has those). So once he, like, understands English as a language that should translate pretty easily to paper.
I think the bigger question is... will it stick? Will Charlie actually, properly, know how to read and write in Season 17 and beyond? Or will we get a fun moment in the crossover where, after great trial and tribulation, Charlie is able to read a picture book to the Gang, hooray.. and then in Sunny we're back to his illiteracy is screwing them over once again...
I dunno if I actually prefer one way or another? I mean, it would be crazy for Charlie to finally adapt to reading, and maybe feel strange.. but maybe it's another development for them, the Gang finally shifting from the ways they've always been stuck in...
#i mean we know he can read and write gaelic#so in a way he CAN already read and write its just english he struggles with#so its kinda the next logical step that he learns and it sticks..#wow#charlie kelly#its always sunny at abbott elementary#lucky 17#ask
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thinking about the language of intimidation in this episode - how Kendall's ideas of intimidation fall completely flat, because drugging Matsson and bleeding him dry doesn't scare a guy who microdoses at breakfast and wastes liters of his blood on a sick prank on his ex-girlfriend. it's not just about Matsson and his team being supposed to be physically intimidating (the way he looms over them when they're on the mountaintop even when they try to get a height advantage by stepping on rocks and sitting on ledges, kendall and roman's reaction when he takes his jacket off, the way shiv describes him as broad and conventionally attractive to Tom, etc, but also the stuff with the head of comms being a ski jumper, etc), but it's also literally about the language they use. How the roys use language and violent metaphors as weapons, but that means nothing when even the very literal meaning of those threats isn't scary to Matsson. and not just that, but there's also something there about how Matsson just switches over to swedish to make fun of them right in front of their faces, making them unable to defend themselves in this verbal battle, because they don't even understand what's being said, and effectively and literally disarming them by taking away what is usually their means of attack, and in the process again asserting his dominance over them
#always very very very interested in the use of language and metaphors in the show so this is scratching a particular itch#succession#kendall roy#lukas matsson#succession spoilers#succession s4#the way i was struggling so much to word this post . meta ass experience (english is not my 1st language)
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thinking about Callum's thing with the mirror in 4x01 to 4x04 + Oedipus Rex's thing on the inevitable horror of the revelation you keep chasing + something something shared concepts of destiny and the prophet (Aaravos, Tiresias) bestowing the knowledge upon you and thereby stripping away your agency because it would've been better if you didn't know. You should've stopped chasing (but how could you, when only the truth is terrible enough that you do)
#the english major strikes again#aka i was watching a video essay on coraline and oedipal complexes as a power struggle and#tbh i'm always thinking at least a lil bit about oedipus rex but. yeah#mine#s4#s4 is my best friend#arc 2#if there is longing on the mirror of my heart#theme: destiny
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almost 2am here so rambling time but gah
i miss my literary analysis classes. i miss that writing group i was invited to years ago. i miss just going absolutely nuts over a text. i miss discussing writing, characters. i miss the feedback. i miss getting excited hearing an older lady's memoirs on soviet-era nuclear plants. i miss the exciting stories of an irish immigrant. i miss the beautifully written, soul-touching tales full of mythos from a hawaiian woman. i miss having someone listening to me reading my stories, patiently waiting for me to go through the motions, only to tell me things that they found exciting or enjoyable in my text.
above all, i just miss the sense of community. the connection. finding beauty in all sorts of art forms. being alone in a foreign country, with relatively niche interests is just.. a lot sometimes
#life#i am feeling nostalgic but also.. sad?#my biggest struggle with writing (besides actually getting to write) is that.. it feels so lonely#and when i had that group i was still so.. idk shy? hesitant?#they were all native english speakers besides me so i always felt sort of.. an odd one out?#and most of them were older and had more experience and i was just there..#with my silly little stories full of feelings#the amount of times i cried through reading my writing lmao#but idk.. there are those moments those words and themes and phrases in writing that just grip my heart#sometimes it's sad sometimes it's happy but they just make me suck my breath in and tears just come out#i love writing and the art of language and weaving it like a cloth adding things!! the intent behind choosing certain embellishments? ? ? ?#going insane atm
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“Kih’ori’vod.” Tenten rumbles. His voice holds all the weight of affection b’Jan’buir. There’s also a cruel sharpness that Jan’buir never showed in front of Boba. “The Kaminiise were careless. The equipment malfunctioned and all of the cells they harvested from Prime died off.”
Boba stares at him blankly, not understanding what that has to do with his staying in prison for the rest of his life.
Tenten glances over his shoulder and then crouches down so he’s at Boba’s eye level. He brushes the back of his scarred knuckles across Boba’s cheek. “They’ll try to harvest cells from us, but we’re too edited—impure. You, on the other hand, are untouched. Tsad Droten is churning through us like mulch, they will approach you soon with a plea bargain.”
“Gar’gotal ner mav’cuyi.” The words fall from Boba’s numb lips before he can take them back. “Why?”
Tenten rocks back onto his heels, plastoid bucket scraping against his thigh plate. The silence drags on forever, long enough that Boba starts to think that he isn’t going to get an answer.
Then, finally, Ten’ika says, “Gar buir ru’juri skira. N’cuyi harycne viini goyust ures kyr.”
Mini translations:
Kih’ori’vod: little big brother (different from ori’kih’vod which means tiny brother)
Gar’gotal ner mav’cuyi: roughly, you manufactured a way to free me. lit. You create my freedom (mav being free and cuyi being exist)
Gar buir ru’juri skira: roughly, your father was burdened by revenge. Lit. Your parent carried revenge.
N’cuyi harycne viini goyust ures kyr: roughly, I won’t become exhausted running a path without an end. Lit not exist (most) tired running path without end.
#commander fox#boba fett#bro I’m learning mando’a against my will#I always swore I wouldn’t be the kind of person to learn a fictional language#but here we are#learning languages is hard in general#but I struggle with grammar in particular bc my use of grammar in English is entirely instinctual#thankfully I can blame any mistakes I make on the fact that the clones are cobbling together their own dialects#i have headcanons#CT’s use basic grammar and just throw in mando’a words while nulls speak mando’a almost like native speakers#CCs and Aureks fall between the two#also Boba speaks mando’a as his first language so this is Fox trying to reach out and give Boba back#some of the culture he lost when Jango died
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I think Do Han is a really interesting character because he walks the line between selfish x assertive
I saw some people arguing the he is selfish because he left Ji Han behind and went to the US. Plus he made the contract with A Jeong even when it can fuck up her life. But I never considered this selfish acts but assertive ones? It is his life and he is living a toxic family dynamics. Yeah, it sucks that JH is in this situation but the fact is that he still also has the option to leave? DH does not want this life while JH wants it. Neither of them should shackle each other. The same way DH is not dragging JH out, JH should also not drag DH back. He should not live a lie for something he does not want. Plus with AJ it was a contract, he explained the risk to her until the point he knew but in the end this is a choice they made together.
Now, he is gonna have to make a choice when he finds out about DH and AJ being in love. Since this is a romance I believe eventually he will choose to give up on his fake marriage for their sake. However, if he choose to keep the fake marriage it will be a selfish act because this is something that he has direct control over. In this case he would be the one making both of them living a lie, over something that ultimately his happiness does not depend on? I mean, yeah the fake marriage is a solution he found. But since the beginning it was temporary and there are other paths he can take, are they harder? Yes. But they don't come at the cost of two people he deeply cares about.
And idk how to explain how this things are different between each other. But I guess it is a dilemma we queer people face a lot? Some of us back up from our families that is causing us pain but also we still want to be there with everything we love them. This is such a hard balance to fight and I don't think it is exclusive to queer people but is definitely a big part of our experience.
#wedding impossible#idk if i made sense?#sorry English not my first language#anyway i think i do see myself in this struggle because i love my family so much#and i know how much it will hurt my mom when i come out?#and this is also part that i do live far away from them even if just a small part#and i am bi so i always wonder if i am being selfish because i could just ignore the part of me that likes girls for the sake of my family?#but doing so is lying to myself and bringing me pain#there is no way i can do that
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pleeease can we see more wonderbolts <3 i love how u draw them all,…….and soarin.,,,, 💖🥺🙏🏼
This guy survives only by injecting 5 coffees straight into his veins every day.
#I spent way more time on this than I initially planned lol#I love the bolts so much...#Still struggling with Spitfires hair and can't really decide what to go for hmm#But I definitely love Fleetfoot and Soarin#poor guy had another restless night#and the captain doesnt hold back on the poor lad#spitfire#mlp spitfire#fleetfoot#soarin#mlp#my art#goddamn when I'm tired I always mess uf German and English grammar but I'm too lazy to fix it
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speaking of being slow. i wish i was a faster writer. i can write and i can write well, but it takes me significantly longer than nearly everyone i know. i just cannot get words out as easily as other people seem to and it is so frustrating all the time. i am working on editing my resume right now for applications. this is the third day i have worked on it. all i have needed to do this entire time is change the format to fit grad school rather than a job and add my recent work history. this isn't even two pages long. i have been working on it for 3 and 1/2 hours tonight and it's still not done. ITS NOT EVEN 500 WORDS APPARENTLY. i want to cry
#it doesn't help that the vast majority of my friends are writers or english or lit or poli sci majors#my sister did pr and communications#everyone was always writing papers and presentations and speeches#i VIVIDLY remember my last semester at college sitting down with my sister to do work#cause we were home from covid. and in the several hours we were sitting there she got a seven page paper done#and i didn't even finish one page#i just cannot write the way other people around me seem to be able to#i dont know why it is so much harder for me than other people#i always felt bad when i did group projects because i would be working as hard as i could... and i just wouldn't finish the same amount#as the other people because i just couldn't make the right words that fast#and i am already stressing about it for grad school because everyone talks about how grad school is so paper and presentation focused#people say its easier because you dont have to do worksheets or tests and instead you just have to write#(and im doing a thesis masters so i will have to WRITE)#but... the worksheets and problems and tests are what i am good at#that is what comes naturally to me. noticeably so.#but writing??? i am going to struggle#and i already know it. as always..... why am i doing this again?#why do i think i am going to be good enough for this?? hahaha#god i just need to get this resume done so i can start the painful process of writing my personal statement
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hi, so i really would like to reach out more to my mutuals in this new year after i get back from my semi-hiatus anyway and this post is the first instance of that. i am considering how best to handle interactions with other fandoms, including those that don't exactly feature angels, so it would mean the world to me if you could throw me an answer in this poll? thank you <3
#▻ 𝐺𝐸𝑁𝐸𝑅𝐴𝐿 、ooc ⁽ ᵐᵃʸᵇᵉ ᶦ'ˡˡ ᵍʳᵒʷ ᵒᵘᵗ ᵒᶠ ᶦᵗ ⁾#i hope this makes sense ? :') i always struggle with voicing things shortly and precisely in english o h well#if we ever plot together please know that any single one of these is an option and we can talk abt them and figure out what's best !!#but for now just off the top of your head ----
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( god i almost don't want to leave the hospital because these people are sooo fucking nice. a nurse made me laugh a few minutes ago, another nurse one time comforted me when i was crying, there was one that helped me through a panic attack, there's a nice guy nurse that says hi to me everytime he sees me hes sooo friendly. the people who work here are so nice god. i wish i was around these type of people normally. i'll miss them all when i leave. )
#ooc.#( i think some of them are really nice because i always tell them nice things too )#( i adore them all )#( there's one turkish nurse who struggles with english i befriended i adore her SOOO much even though we had some trouble communicating )#( but she comforted me and she's soo sweet )#( i feel bad bc patients are mean to her because of the language barrier god )#( she works SO hard though she's doing great i hope she has better days man )
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erm I might be kinda excited for the Death Note Musical London cast recording
#death note#l lawliet#Light yagami#death note the musical#death note musical#joaquin pedro valdes#dean john wilson#wip#work in progress#elle draws#it's genuine a bit of a struggle using green for L in this ngl lol#he's just so BLUE i always make him blue#adding the greens in there is like damn who is this man#I forgive them tho bc we're finally getting the official recording of The Way Things Are in english#I hope this ends up looking okay lol I just started it on a whim while listening to the slime tutorials on YT lmao#for any new ppl btw I don't usually draw like this I'm just being a bit silly and trying new things lately
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watching the karaoke stream from yesterday on cellbit's just making me wish I could sing the mulan song with other people, but, in different lenguages (everyone sings the lyrics they know in their lenguage)
#I love karaoke :(#i don't know if you'd mess up since you're all hearing different lyrics but i've always wanted to try it#qsmp#edit I thought cellbit was just struggling with english lyrics of mulan but he's NEVER WATCHED MULAN SOMEHOW?#DESHONRA SOBRE TI DESHONRA SOBRE TU VACA
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being able to read in my head really fast but severely struggling to read aloud has sucked sooooo much during my life but i think the worst part was when my sisters were at the ages where they would ask me to read to them. and i love them so so much and would do anything for them but i hated reading for them, not because of anything thats their fault, but because of how embarrassed and ashamed i feel any time i try to read anything out loud. i want to do fun voices for them, or anything i can do to make it good for them. but instead i stutter and skip words and have to go very slowly. and when they would ask me to read when it wasnt just us around i would get SO anxious. because i wasnt as embarrassed around them, but the idea of adults or other older kids listening to me struggle made me very distraught. as you can imagine any kind of class reading during school was hell for me. i loved when the teachers would let whoever they picked pick next, and then so on, because i had so few friends that i knew almost no one would pick me to read (unless they were one of the meaner kids that just wanted to pick on an easy target.) when teachers would pick randomly or draw popsicle sticks with names on them i would be nearly sick with anxiety the entire time. i dont actually know why i started making this post but guys i think i might have disorders
#my post#vent#like. its not even that i struggle with reading in general#ive always been a fast and advanced reader. i got top grades in english classes or on english tests and exams#but whenever i have to say the words im reading i just. have such a hard time#and BECAUSE of how hard it is for me ive developed so much anxiety over it#its so fucked
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Finally I’ve found my biggest ocd obsession that for the longest time I’ve had no idea of what it was called or where it was going
It was so hard to find information on the net but I finally did god it was such a long journey… now I just have to find ways to get therapy without having to rob a bank since I’m 0 income
#ocd#sensoric ocd#sensorimotor obsessions#in case anyone has this issue#pure ocd#that’s what this comes down to I think#as always the core of my anxiety and inability to live#I wish I could k myself#lol the act of doing something that big and effort filled#I just get lazy#instead here I sit#begging for god to remove my ability to feel fear at all#the way I could live so good if only I didn’t have fear#or to just smite me#pls#I’m tired#important#important for folks with ocd#in case anyone is struggling to find this but maybe ur English is better than mine
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me on tumblr: oh i just love flowers they're so pretty and i love the symbolism so much-
me in my head while creating bouquets: HOW MUCH PAIN AND ANGST CAN I PACK INTO A SINGULAR PLANT WHILE MAKING IT STILL SEEMINGLY INNOCENT
#personal#random#so anyway's solar's bouquet is picked out#i just have to slap some color on that bad boy#which is unfortunate cuz I suck at coloring#i wanted it to look more natural so i'm putting the colors over the lineart#but now I'm having trouble with shading it#anyways this is really fun and I'm immensely enjoying myself#i found the most perfect flowers#i love analyzing symbolism so so so much#my english teachers would be so proud#symbolism is just so cool cuz it's the equivalent of the author sliding up to you and giving you something#and it looks really innocent and simple but in reality that thing has a ton of lore packed into it#and you now know the struggles of the character because you can see the connections to both the plot and the overall theme of the novel#and it's so fun to tie these things to human nature#and the best part about symbolism is that you can read it in anything and that different people have different ideas!#like if i give you oh i dunno glasses or something#it can represent knowledge and wisdom or it can represent flaws within a character and broken infallibility#or it could just mean glasses!#it really just depends on what you're looking for!#and since i really like tying things to human nature i always find this stuff really fun :)#anyways ahaha sorry for rambling#flowers are so cool...
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