#I also reallyyy do love ocs
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the-flys-buzz · 2 months ago
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princess and the frog is good!!!!!! or just older animated movies in general? fox and the hound, the aristocats, the land before time...... i used to love dinosaurs.......
dad. i can no longer sleep peacefully. do we have a heating pad. a. and we might have to go to the store.
woe. your child is stuck as a human now. erm.
//@the-flys-buzz (HE SUFFERS WITH ME.)
“.,,?? A. Are you alright.?? i have heating pad I can run and get it if you’d like. Though, you’d have to stay with Jake.”
#<- RANDOM ASS RSNT BUT SOO MANY PPL THINK AUTOSM IS SO FUN#ITS NOT.#i genuinely can have a meltdown if someone likes a character more thsn me 💔💔 its REALLYYY bad#thats wht I was warry of making an ask blog bc.#i hate how upset i get blehh#<- NONONO I GET IT#O GET IT SOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH#im the same with. most of my fixations bleeehh.#like with pokemon the most i think#cause ive liked it for ALMOST ALL OF MY LIFE#and i still know barely anything about the lore or any battle strategies and stuff#and i get embarrassed casue i dont know this shit!!!!!! AND I ALSO GET JEALOUS OF PEOPLE WJO DO!!!!!!#“oh but william why dont you yoy just read up on the lore?????” MY ATTENTION SPAN IS ASS TOO#aaauhrrrggrgr#but yeah#n. not fun#brain fog + i get jealous when people know more than i do + i cant. FUCKING TALK TO ANYONE EVER + if anything changes out of nowhere its ti#i was originally like “oh my autism symptoms arent that bad:)”#then AAAUAHHG#no its bad my executive dysfunction is SO bad#another one cN be fixations#yes non neurodivergent people can like stuff but usually? not to the extent ot autistic people#<- dude if anyone SAW me when i used to love dinosaurs it was. i was a different breed#i dont think its normal behavior for a what. 7 year old to rush to the library to get DINOSAUR FACT BOOKS AND COMMIT SAID FACTS TO MEMORY?#i still want an official diagnosis of course but. im almost definitely not faking like. ALL OF THAT STUFF ISNT NEUROTYPICAL RIGHT?#sorry chat just started yapping about. autism in the tags SO sorry#<- me with ezra#cog is my own oc but they r me.#they literally started as an oc x canon…#i called them business hours.. bc exra is s
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mikalilys · 5 days ago
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hihihi
i’ve been seeing you post about tcotp should i start it? it’s been on my tbr for a while
i’m kinda afraid bc it’s reallyyy long
btw i love ur blog
Hiii!!
You should definitely start it its literally one of my fav fics!!! I honestly love a long fic and I wish tcoptp was even longer 😭 but it definitely goes by fast and it has the best ocs and great exploration of different dynamics in friendships and relationships!!! Ugh I love it so much
Also if you do decide to read it beware that I post spoilers constantly (it’ll probably be a little less now that I’ve finished my reread but still)
Thank you I love yours so much!!!
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valentinos-corner · 19 days ago
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Hihihi Valentino!! :DD I'm so happy to hear you're feeling betterrrrr!!!!! This is cause for celebration for sure, i'm so dang happy :>
Awesomee! Oohhh, pretzels :O They sound delicious!! That's a great tradition, I hope they were tasty :3
I have got a couple! I'm usually the one who gets placed in charge of baking cookies, and we've got this recipe that's really delicious, and we also watch White Christmas (reallyyy good movie) while decorating the tree C: Thanks for asking :D!
Also I must say two things: Kittyyyyyyyy!!!!!!! and also oh my goodness your art :OO It's so cool how you drew friend OCs in your art style, I love them both so much
Alrighty, I'm so glad I got to stop by!! I'm really proud of you, good job staying all rested and getting better ^^ I hope to see you tomorrow, bye for noww!!
oh! hello, it's been a bit! are You doing okay? it's a lot later than You usually stop by
they were!! my mom has a really good recipe
i haven't seen that, i'll check it out if i can! :D and yay! cookies!!
nyawwww thank You! m really proud of how my art is developing, m happy You agree!
that means. so much to me /gen
see You tomorrow! buh bye for now!!
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arunoy · 3 months ago
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Hey there…
Name’s Aru… heh… I’m an artist who’s reallyyy into writing and making my own world-line and characters���
✋BUT! I am also a minor. Please keep that in mind before following!!! And basic DNI as well.
This is more like a personal blog that includes the journey of developing and making my ocs and world-building! There may be an occasional doodle or fanart seen on this blog but most of the posts abt my other interests are posted on @aruyaps !
Asks are always open to questions about ocs, inspiration, and yadayada! Although there may be some questions I am unable to provide an answer to, so it may be ignored (rarely).
As of late, I’ve been asked about commissions and unfortunately, no. I’m not doing commissions for a good while, but occasional drawing requests may be opened!
Dm me if you want my discord, otherwise my socials are linked here if you wanna check! Below’s tags on this blog, and there will be a separate link for my oc tags here.(wip)
Thanks for reading vruos… sending love with consent ❤️
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the-passer-outer · 7 months ago
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I just realized that any time ive talked about the higher ups its always them doing something bad but not all the higher ups are bad so i think i will talk about them a bit (plus bonus of characters who SHOULD be higher ups)
Lemon!! chat i love Lemon, shes a mother of two and is married to another higher up named Sandy. This also means they are some of the only married ocs I have. Lemon has inspiration from the old kaiju paradise lemon shark, the sucker for love third date, and i believe some third thing i cant remember. Shes typically seen when the higher ups are called upon although i do believe she lives with the danganronpa ocs in that world. Lemon also very much enjoys the beach, often preferring it to be sunrise! Sandy! Shes actually a v1 taraka from dragon adventures and doesnt seem to have a human form. As u know shes married to Lemon :3. I honestly dont know much about Sandy due to her remaining very mysterious but I did used to have her in dragon adventures at some point! Although I do know she misses her son Lovebug, I bet Lemon also misses him.
Meka? Okay so shes reallyyy mixed when it comes to being good. She is very much at fault for why her love interest (Monitor Girl) killed herself but ya know. It does seem like after all the harm she has done to gain power she is trying to fix things. Shes also one of the older higher ups, with her origin world being the anime seven deadly sins (dont question any of these okay) although not many ocs remained in that group. I believe she went kinda like seven deadly sins -> danganronpa -> helluva boss anddd then stopped, well im lying shes moved to total drama but not with the total drama group but thats for another day. She is also one of the past sonas, they are past sonas for a reason. I dont think there are any other good current higher ups so its time for ocs who should be higher ups! Vete! Starting off strong with an oc from the total drama group i know but just trust me. Hes got strength comparable to the higher ups and honestly is in a much better mindset then most of them. Also him being a guardian angel + having a holy weapon is just very good overall. ALSO HE CAN HOLD A STABLE RELATIONSHIP. Unlike half of the higher ups... (calling out YOU, Star and Cosmo) デジタル��イガー !! Aka, Digital Tiger. She wasnt always a tiger but she ended up as one, also she left the danganronpa oc group to be the only oc for digimon! Also im going to be honest she is a lot stronger then Vete but id say shes around same strength as Lemon so its still fair. Also I just miss seeing her :( ??? ! Okay she doesnt have a name but shes the only battle cats oc I own. I remember before Dixie destroyed The Forgotten she was second in charge, meaning that she most likely has a lot of the skills needed to be a higher up. Shes also a rarer character to be spotted so it would be nice to see her more. I think there might be more but i dont know, so this is it for now :3
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enlighten3d · 9 months ago
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hihi hellooo ok so axolotl tash has. been. on my mind ahdhdjdk/pos alsoo thinking about ocs sorry for that reallyyy long ask btw btw agh but also how are youuu (i am tired so apologies for the not making sense lmao)
hsjrkw hihihihihi,!!
axoltol tash my utter beloved
also. ITS A VERY LONG ASK YES AND ITS GREAT AND BEAUTIFUL I LOVE LONG ASKS, IVE REREAD IT THRICE OVER, IM JUST AN IDIOT AND ACCIDENTALLY DELETED THE NOTIFICATION SO MY BRAIN REGISTERED IT AS ALREADY BEING REPLIED TO BCS I ONLY DELETE THE NOTIF AFTER IVE REPLIED AHRNDKDJS. sorry /g
im good ! also rly tired. its 1 in the morning for me rn. did a lot of hiking today (which was.. fun, with my cane /hs). trying to figure out if i should sleep or listen to the new ttch file after replying to that aforementioned ask (which i will do !!!). but yeah pretty good, ate a lot of... okay so im russian right. been in canada for most my life. easter here is wellll,, yesterday for me. russian easter is in like,, a fucking month, but we still celebrated it yesterday. and my mum made this rlyyy good uhh weird easter bread called a кулич (kylitch ?) and i ate way too much of it and holy fuck i am Rambling sry
how are you ᗡ:
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okthatsgreat · 10 months ago
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hi lee!!!!!!!! ❤️✂️🍎💀🍩🧠 for any oc yyou want to talk about YAYYY! :D
YAYYYYYYY HIIII LILY :333 IM GONNA USE SAE FOR THIS ONE I THINK !!!!!!!!!!!!!
oc ask game!
❤️ - what is one of your oc’s best memories?
URMMMMMMM. a lot of sae's best memories are really tame i think bhgfdghdfj just moments where she could sit back and say Yeah. I am Completely Happy :) BUT the BEST one i think is one she recounts a lot just bc she reallyyy felt like she had found peace. the fishing village near her afi's home holds a yearly festival for fisherman's day that she LOVEESSSS. and IF MY TIMELINE IS CORRECT she got an award i believe in 2012 (??) for her achievements and contribution to her community . and when the festival was over she got to have a long chat with her afi up on a mountain top overlooking the ocean and she holds that conversation very dear to her heart :]
✂️ - what is one of your oc’s worst memories?
(forgive me for being vague theres still a lot to be revealed in the rp hgdfjkggfdsjk!!) shes got a few but the WORST one she remembers suppperrrrr vividly just because everything seemed to happen all at once, the town she was living in was going through one of the WORST thunderstorms it had ever had, and she was seconds away from doing something SO rash . GOD awful day for a thirteen year old to have. BUT it was the catalyst for some major changes in her life, so while she would never go back and do that all over again sae can at least acknowledge that it switched what direction her life took DRASTICALLY. it led her to where she is today but that definitely doesnt mean she looks back at it with any sort of fondness gbhdgbsdf
🍎 - what is the oc's relationship w/their parents like?
her afi and amma were her legal guardians for the majority of her teenage years! and anybody within a five mile radius knows that she LOVES those guys. she takes so much influence from her afi particularly and holds him on a very high pedestal of how she should be behaving and what traits she should portray, just because he is an incredibly patient and wise man. her late amma also influenced her a LOT in terms of hard-work and dedication to others, and when she passed it only caused sae to work even harder to support her afi. not to mention sae truly considers her afi to have saved her life which means she feels she owes a LOT to him ghfdjkg
she doesnt speak with her parents!
💀 - does your oc have any phobias?
she isnt DEATHLY afraid of anything but she gets concerned over superstitious things that arent necessarily a problem to other people lmaooo. like for instance she does NOT fuck with bananas because they are considered terrible luck on boats. she rarely sails on thursdays, took the lucky charms off of her fishing hat and placed it around her waist just so the hat won't fly overboard again, never renames a boat, etc. ALL because she doesnt want to invite bad luck on her ship fghsjd
she's also really not a fan of loud noises!! thunderstorms have a tendency to freak her out but it really depends on the day honestly. catch her in a good mood and she can manoeuvre a boat through them easy peasy, catch her in a bad mood and she'll just sort of stare at the floor unmoving for a bit
🍩 - who is your oc's arch-nemesis or rival?
LMAO sae would never admit out loud that she hates anybody enough to consider them an arch-nemesis or rival. ESPECIALLY pre killing game. now does she dislike people? for sure. is this killing game definitely taking a lot of her pent up resentment and making it ten times worse? definitely
🧠 - what do you like most about the oc?
guy that tried so hard to escape the cycle that she is slowly turning into the very thing she was attempting to run from 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 she is NOTTT breaking the loop
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love-overdrive · 9 months ago
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came from your main, not super active on there bc i follow so many ppl my dash is always flooded BUT i find your blog in my following every couple weeks or so and look thru what i've missed🫣 and i try to avoid spam liking because i know some people hatee that
but i love love love your one piece oc. she is so <33. excited to see what else you post about her, the dynamic between her and Croc is just mwah! i've always loved the "mob boss who protects his girl, but shes a badass and protects him right back even if he doesn't reallyyy need it" vibes. hopefully that makes sense. also fake dating (marriage) to falling for each other is top tier. always.
idk wanted to send some love, it was your posts about Jojo that convinced me to start it. i'm not that far in to be honest, but i really like it so far. hopefully i'll be able to actually understand your posts about it soon :) and i just really like your blog (both of them), not just the fics but the little rants, the pictures of your scrapbook, and figurines and the stuff about your OCs. idk!! i don't usually send asks like this and i'm feeling a bit embarrassed but i really hope youre doing good and staying safe and healthy!
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Waahhhhhh this is so sweet ???? Please feel free to “spam” me, I love it and I love talking to others!! I’m so happy you like my stuff, truly, it makes me smile.
And also I’m ???? 🥹🥹IM GLAD YOU LIKE MARIAM MARIAM LOVES YOU TOO SWEETIE 🫶 I WILL DEFINITELY TRY AND POST MORE FOR HER!!
But for real did I really make you start Jojo? I’m honored but also I’m sorry you had to see my cringe bullshit about it. Jojo is near and dear to my heart, and I try to keep that on the low key.
Seriously, this message was amazing and thank you for sending it, it really made my night and was what I needed!!! I love you lots my friend and I hope you’re doing well 💖
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adonis-koo · 1 year ago
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So jk and oc was dating or like in a situationship😳😳😳 I am sure there was a big reason for jk to leave considering he cant stop gravitating towards OC with the smallest of things. I can’t wait to see how he woes her and how their dynamic change. There is still sooo much plot unsaid and I am loving every bit of it! Thank you so much for updating. Your updates are soo small yet the story is sooo amazing. Thank you for writing 2 great stories at the same time. You’re the best❤️❤️
It’s the those damn three month situationships that really do you in tbh 😭 can’t blame either one of them for never fully getting over each other.
And there’s definitely a reason for Jungkook leaving her, which we will eventually learn, but perhaps Jungkook just knows she’s not ready to talk to that extent just yet. I was trying REALLYYY hard to just keep it fluffy and cute but I accidentally developed the plot too much and figured there was no use in fighting it lmao, I’m also excited to watch their dynamic evolve and change.
Especially now that their feelings are back on the table and they finally addressed the past- at least a little bit, we still have a long ways to go but I am excited to keep writing especially now that I reconciled the plot lmaoo
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eiseryn · 1 year ago
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Feeling not that great lately so I took a bit of time to fill in this ship meme made by @/gibbarts for Vail x Lei! I have their ship name as Vailei (which is just me smushing their names together) but my friend has brought up Leil which is tempting just because it's fun to say... I think we'll stick with Vailei for now XD
I used some headcanons for this because NGL Vail doesn't have enough screentime in the canon campaign so I had to just fill in some blanks XD This is why he is also my OC now cuz I've made so many headcanons to fill in the blanks that he's prob a diff OC than the KP imagined XD
I realize their faces are kinda babey in this. That is because I did this in like 1 hr so it's very messy sorry. I still had a lot of fun filling this out and thinking about them <3 my OTP 🥺🥺🥺
OC lore under the cut (as per usual of course)
More explanations about how I picked this even though you didn't ask 😎
Big spoon Vail / Little spoon Lei. They could def swap though but this is their usual formation if they're spooning. Little spooning is def by Lei's request but she'll big spoon him if she wants him to feel extra comfy!
Lends clothes (Vail)/ Borrows clothes (Lei) - This is self explanatory. I already drew Lei in Vail's hoodie. She really likes to "borrow" his clothes, as in, she'll wear them until they don't smell like him anymore and then return them to him XD. I do have this funny quote thing so I headcanon he steals her fuzzy socks. I'll draw that one day :3 But I also think it would be hard for him to borrow her clothes even if they're similar heights because he has a SIZ of 65 (muscle mass) and she has a SIZ of 50 which means she's probably built like a stick XD
Pet names - Vail seems like the type of person who calls people by their name/ what they want to be called. So he would prob call Lei "Lei" which is something she even requests at the end of the campaign! (Before he called her "Doc"). Lei is definitely into pet names though! In the cyberpunk universe she probably calls him "my love" 🥺
Introversion/Extroversion - this one was kinda hard NGL. Lei is def more introverted but she isn't suuuper "Ew people" cuz she is a doctor and forced to interact with people. Because Vail likes to talk/ramble, I put him as slightly more extroverted but he didn't have enough screentime so XD I couldn't confirm this theory. He didn't seem that open to talking with Liam in the campaign but it could have been due to lack of time who knows 😔 By comparison Vail is prob more extroverted than Lei at least.
Affection through words (LEi) / Affection through actions (Vail) - Lei is both LMAO cuz her love language is physical touch. But she also expresses affection through her words! This is especially true because if she doesn't like you she won't even bother talking to you. But if she likes you, she'll say sweet things to you/compliment you AND if she really really likes you she'll be physically affectionate! Vail is def an actions person XD I mean we're talking about the guy who bought her a cat for her birthday. I think sometimes she can feel a bit sadge if he doesn't verbally validate her/ have words of affirmation for her but they work with it 🥺
Confesses first (Lei) / Waits for confession (Vail) - THIS ONE IS CANON LMAOOO. Although the first time they hung out it was him who initiated, she has to make him ask her for dinner XD and then when she said it was date he was like ayo alright XD
Bugs - I feel like they're both capable of bug squashing so I put them around the same level... now I feel like if we want to dig into catboy vail his should be reallyyy far into it but I'm not changing it for now XD maybe in an updated one sometime down the line
Drives car (Vail) / can't drive (Lei) - this is also canon XD Vail drives around bikes so he has to be a decent driver, although I didn't see DRIVE in his invested skills according to the stats the dm gave me so like 🤔🤔 Lei has the base DRIVE of like 20? So I mean she can drive. But it's not great XD I would say she's just not very confident, esp in the slums where people speed a lot. She prob felt safer in the Middle district.
can't cook (Vail) / makes dinner (Lei) - Vail prob never had a chance to learn how to cook and he says "food in the slums generally sucks" XD But Lei is a good cook. I mean she cooks drugs so she has to be good at cooking food too (COPE). I just want her to be a good cook so therefore she is.
PDA - Lei likes PDA! She wants everyone to know who her man belongs to, but I think she'd be more like into handholding and clinging to him. The other stuff she prefers to do in private :3 Although she's def up to giving him cheek kisses here and there. Vail probably doesn't particularly mind, if it makes Lei happy :)
Overprotective / Chillgoing - THIS WAS HARD. Lei is def on the overprotective side, especially when it comes to her loved ones, she gets very desperate. But I mean I would imagine Vail would be protective if she were in danger. But overall he's supposed to be a chill dude so I imagine she's just chill. Like oh you're going to Prism HQ and killing some jerks? I'll come with <- maybe something like this LOL
Relationship experience - It is canon Vail has no relationship exp (like me frfr) but Lei's had 2 relationships in the past, so she has more exp than him.
(WARNING: NSFW IMPLIED) HORNY METER: I feel like they're quite similar in levels of horniness. I think mostly Lei has to initiate because Vail is shy uwu about those types of things. But once he's in the mood and the switch has been flipped... pray for Lei LOL. He will let her have control as much as she wants but if she wants him to dom... it's over for her XD a Runner and their stamina y'know... In my headcanons, he is secretly quite horny just never had the chance to express it. He is a young man after all 😔 But he has really good self control :) His willpower is 70. Lei was not supposed to be super thirsty but she is played by me so.... y'know... some stuff happened XD
AWKWARDNESS METER: Lei isn't super super awkward but there are definitely situations where she has no idea what to do, especially to circumstances that are new to her. For example, needing to learn how to do a runner's job XD that was hard for her. In highschool she was def much more awkward but she's grown out of her shell a little. In terms of this relationship, I imagine she gets awkward because she doesn't quite believe she's in a relationship with him XD (she'd be like "really? Are you sure you want me?" and he's like "yeah we had this convo last week") Vail is pretty chill so I think he's barely awkward. I imagine he's only awkward as he's new to this whole relationship business :)
JEALOUSY METER: Vail is not supposed to get jealous so hence why there's like nothing there for him. I would say he either 1) feels secure in his relationships + trusts Lei and 2) Would want the best for her so if she finds someone that makes her happier than him, he would easily let her go. Lei though... is much more insecure than he is. It's something that I would develop for her if she lives XD in the future, because she is slowly gaining confidence in herself! :) She is a capable woman, she simply needs to realize that. But yeah she's the type to get jealous, if she sees him with women who are prettier and younger than her. But she is lucky because he doesn't
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sotoro-ma · 1 year ago
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Nine people you'd like to know better
Tagged by @d-e-w-p !! (Hewwooo ^-^)
Last Song: Scarlett Welly Boots by The Amazing Devil. It reallyyyyyyy fits two of my ocs and their relationship (plus another oc that is not mine). I just bite on it and chew so much. I love their messy relationship and how one is trying so hard, but the other one is so bitter about it.
But still, they are loved no matter what.
Good shit.
Favorite color: like a light turquoise, teal color! I've been associating that color a lot with me since i entered college, and it just stuck around!
Finding appreciation with pink, too. I've done her so dirty.
Currently watching: Blood Blockage Battlefront! An anime i got recommended and slowly going through. Also finished Ordem Paranormal Quarentena! It's an ttrpg that a friend found via minecrafters, and it's amazing. Both really cool!!
Last movie: uhhhhhh. I dont remember hfzjfxjxf. But I've been seeing clips of a movie named Revolting Rhymes! Thinking of watching that one soon.
Currently reading: I got. A lot. Of library books i need to go through but haven't started them at all. Kgxkhfxkgkxh. One i finished recently was Mexican Gothic by Silvia Moreno-Garcia! Its really cool but also a horror/suspense book so watch out cause it gets reallyyyy fucked up.
Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Sweet!!! Sweet will always win in my book. Savory is good and im finding new appreciation with spicy (because now i live more north and away from Hispanic foods and my gods i miss spicy shit despite not really liking it alot)
Relationship Status: Taken! Happily with one of my best friends who i love so much.
Current Obsession: uhhhh. I suppose Dreamscape rps? Yeah. It's a thing we've made with friends and has multiple plots going and i got so many ocs there and it's been a blast!! Sky Children of Light is also there but im wanning off obsession. I have been watching a lot of video essays about media so i guess that's something?
Might end up in ship making videos if im not careful.
Last thing I googled: Castle Interior. Was trying to get a better mental image of a location im writing about :D
Currently working on: rps and art! Got two art pieces in the wips and one i reallyyyyyy should start and finish before i got on a week long trip with no internet on Saturday x.x
Also on cosplays!!! Doing one for Halloween with my partner as a pair. Doing Fnaf Sun and Moon! Still getting the strips of the pants pinned and reallyyy need to sew in the stars before the cat hides them all away.
Tagging: Anyone who reads it and wants to do it!!!
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hartlow · 9 months ago
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17 22 and 38 :))))
Thanks so much for the ask! 💕💕
17. name 3 things that make you happy
1. Live folk music !!! Literally makes me feel like I've ascended. Any live music is great but as a Southerner I just loveee folk music to my core
2. Playing TOTK! I've never been a big video game person — mostly because in my little exposure, I've sucked complete ass at them — so I started out the game being very unsure and. Very ass. Now, I'm not even that far in; last week I had 10 hearts and hadn't even done my second Sage quest yet, and I beat the Lurelin Village monsters first try 👀 Building my confidence at video games has significantly helped me with feeling confident about myself in a general sense, which is great!
3. My OC... A very specific OC... My friend reading this will know exactly which OC... Don't make me elaborate if you know what's good for you
22. say 3 things about someone you love
OOH OKAY so there are a lot of things I could say abt him which makes this quite hard but:
1. He is so so funny his messages make me laugh out loud constantly
2. He always asks how I'm doing and always asks how something in my life went such as appointments etc. That may seem small to others but honestly it's very dear to me. It's a daily reminder that people see me and care <3
3. He just gets me. We get each other. We have the same taste in nearly everything. We're always saying the same thing at the same time. The most important thing, though, is that even when we don't agree on something, we step back and still understand the other's point of view. I really appreciate knowing that I have his acceptance regardless.
38. fave song at the moment?
Definitely Boyhood by Birth Day. I go through certain periods of being obsessed with different music genres, except the current period is just Sign Crushes Motorist and his side projects... I'm always like, oh I want to expand a bit, what are some other artists that sound like him? And I'll think I've found somebody and it is once again the same guy LMAO. But yeah, his music and that song, specifically, are reallyyy tugging at my long dormant desire to make music. I've always tried and thought it was too hard but his stuff is so nice while also being so incredibly simple, so maybe I need to just give it another shot and not overthink it this time?
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shesawriter39049 · 5 years ago
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|THE PLUG| M| JIMIN |4
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SMUT/ANGST
**For this first time, Jimin’s “lifestyle” clashes with yours...what happens when work makes him miss one of the most monumental moments in your career!? **
-JIMIN’S YOUR PLUG…AND HE’S KIDNA BECOMING YOUR MANS!
1.2 K sneak peek-
Jimin’s whipped and in his feels and so is the OC
Jimin’s still fucking perfect though...and a freak..but we all know this!
Things are starting to get just as much angsty as sexy…and the OC’s lowkey freaking out a little....
SLIGHT daddy kink, mentioned twice
PREVIOUS CHAPTER
Jimin couldn't hide the smile on his face if he wanted too, grinning from ear to ear as he watched you sway in his direction. Suddenly the nervousness he felt flooding through his body the entire drive over here disappeared, all that mattered in this moment was you. “Fuck..” Swept past his lips almost breathless as he pulled his blacked out aviators off hanging them in the neckline of his black V-neck.  The sun and the slight breeze was damn sure working in your favor, giving Jimin his own little runway show so it seemed. In his eyes you always looked good…”cute and fuckable” in his words, but due to your work schedules and obviously your previous arrangement which was essentially a booty call! It was rare he got to see you all dolled up like this, in your heels, hair and makeup done, skin tight midi dress that clung to every curve that Jimin’s committed to memory. Sitting on the hood of his challenger in the parking lot, distressed dark wash jeans that gave you no choice but to stare at those sinfully thick thighs of his! The minute you were in arms length he grabbed you, pulling your body into his which you fit like a glove, spreading his legs just enough to trap you in between them. Nuzzling your nose in the crook of his neck, a sigh of contentment leaving both of your lips at the contact. Giving yourself a moment to take in the scent of his cologne mixed with his natural aroma which you loved a little too much, even for your own liking! Hands slowly soothing up his back only to get tangled in his thick mane of hair, raking your nails down the nape.
“Hi baby…” Rolled off his tongue and into you hair, physically able to hear the smile in his voice, palms soothing up your ass, gently kenading his fingers into your skin through the fabric of your dress “God, I love how you feel…so soft and just...mine...mmm” A low moan fell from your lips at that, instantly feeling almost lightheaded. The things this man could do to you, hands coming up to find their home on your waist, not trusting himself where they currently sat!  Leaving a couple kisses up the side of his neck, pulling back to admire the faint outline from your lipgloss, the sun accentuating the gold reflexes from the glitter. Bringing your forhead up to rest against his, lashes touching in the procces, you look too damn tempting right now, espeically considring the two of you were outside of your work, but fuck. The idea of bending you over the hood of his car sounds painfully appealing, leaning down to let his lips capture yours nothing subtle about it Jimin kissed you with force. His tongue clashing clashing against yours, volleying it against his teasingly as if you’d really fight him for dominance, A growl leaving his lips once he realises too, pulling back to sink his teeth into your bottom lip, hand coming up to make firm contact with our ass until you knead out into his mouth. Soothing his palm over your cheek, which made you ultimately give in,Jimin moaned once given free reign of your mouth. Suddenly switching up the pace, his actions becoming more delicate as he tangled his fingers in your hair.
“Soooo...there's a reason I asked you to meet me for lunch…”
Smiling against his lips before pulling away, a slight hum leaving his lips as he cocked his head to the side, brow quirked in curiously. Rubbing slow soothing circles up your sides “ I found out it was confirmed almost 2 weeks ago….but things  between us were still so new, and up in the air,so I didnt wanna make things weird by brining it up right away...” Palming your hands up his shoulders nervously,unintentionally fluttering your eyes away from him until you felt his index finger flick your chin. Silently demanding your undivided attention, and clearly you weren’t one to deny Jimin of any of his desires!
God your face was so damn hot, why were you so nervous for this!? It’s a GOOD thing Y/N breathe ..”Babbyy…” Slipplied from his lips catiously “Are youuuu like...preg-” Jimin didint even let the word fully slip past his tonuge before you were almost ready to fight!
“NO! GOD NO! That’s the last thing I need right now” Just the thought of it alone had your blood presure rising, eyes almost bucking out of there sockets which only had Jimin cackling. At least he found this humerous....heart damn near thumping out of your chest!
“Well shit, if it’s not that it can’t be that deep, your a big girl...I know you prefer to swallow but spit it out…” Gazing back at you with the cheekiest grin on his lips, reaching up to playfully pinch his nipple, alright maybe it wasn’t so playful. And neather was the hiss that left his throat, so damn sinful! A second away from saying fuck lunch and just dropping to your knees! Since that wasn’t an option you despertly tried to pretend as if you didnt hear the whine that just rolled off his tonuge!
“Oh fuck you! Okay, Okay, well... I have my first official show ...as in it’s booked, sponsered, the full nine” Nose scrunching in tentatively, not quite sure how he’ll react or if he’ll even care but you should no better, this is Jimin were talking about here!
This man's face lit up immediately, those big puppy dog eyes of his gazing down at you with nothing but fondness “Oh my god baby!!!” Squeezing you into his arms, kissing you hard enough to knock the wind out of you before picking you up. Twirling you around in his arms ”I’m so damn proud of you…” Something about hearing Jimin say that you a second away from tears...you didn't have family around to say it so he was the closest thing you’d had in years. The first person in lords knows when to mean enough to you to make that phrase hold weight!
“Thank you..” Exhaled from your body shakingly, the grip you help around his waist tightened. As if he could read your mind Jimin switched gears,  wanting to pull you out of that headspace. Ducking down to kiss up the side of your neck in between words.
“Soo you know this means I’m coming over tonight , and were having realy ,really kinky sex right? All night...high,nasty,sex! I’m talking like, on top of your dining room table next to the carry out..spread wide open on your fucking stairs. However and wherever I want you , I’m having you, daddy’s in full control, I know how much my baby can reallyyy take” Jimin was litterally moaning in your ear, and ya what know, dick sounds more appealing than food right now! “Fuck,and your gonna take it, over and over again until you know how proud I am... god I’m gonna fuck you soo damn good!” Sinking his teeth into the patch of skin behind your ear since he knew your hair would cover the mark he was currently leaving behind “..bescause you deserve it...” 
“Mmm,that a promise?” Brow quirked slightly purposely challenging him, as you nibbled on the side of his ear, words coming out breathier than intended..
“Damn right it is, you already know how long I last when I’m high, I just can’t wait to see how long baby last before she's begging daddy to tap out...” A low whine leaving your throat, reclining your neck to give his tongue more access.
“But wait...”Pulling back suddenly, clearly perplexed, and considering the current conversation so where you “Whyyyy... were you nervous to tell me about that??Baby it’s what you’ve been waiting for” Mhhmm, It’s what you've been working towards since  you got your promotion 8 months ago!
“Umm..well…” There the nerves go again “I also wanted to invite you, as my date....I-I’m not trying to rush things and introduce you as my man but. I just, I don’t know, I really want you there, and not just hiding in the damn corner somewhere…I wanted you by my side...if your comfortable with that”  fidgeting with the rings on your fingers slightly, feeling like complete puddy in his grasp, suddenly questioning if you were 17 again!
Jimin’s damn near melted at that, eyes beaming, the smile that spread across his face instantly eliminated any uncertainty you had prior!  He’s been the one up with you as of late, at all hours of the night, just chillin on the couch. Smoking while your creating,editing, destroying, having mental breakdowns..the full nine!
Pulling your forward lightly by the chain around your neck, leaning in for one more lingering kiss before responding. “That’s why you were nervous?! Are you fucking serious Y/n of course, I’d go!” Tone indicating he was actually somewhat offended that you thought otherwise. “I’d be more pissed if I wasn’t at least invited...when is it?”
“Monnnn-day???” Tone hopefully, maybe too hopeful especially  once you took in the look on Jimin’s face looking like someone just stole his damn bike! “What-what's..wrong?” You are very tentative at this point...almost scared to know the answer.
A deep exhale left his body at that, recling his neck slightly, raking his fingers though his hair “I-fuck...I was going to tell you at lunch, that I gotta leave tomorrow morning...” Pausing to read your body language , your mouth forming an unintentional “O” not sure what else to say! “I’m, not set to be back until...  Tuesday….” Slowly dropping his gaze away from ours, Jimin literally felt naesous right now. Your body tensing under his hold and what made it even worse is he could feel it “Baby I’m so-”
“No, no it’s cool, it was supid anyway, were not even official yet so I can't be offended that you can’t go..you have a job too...I understand” Bullshit, nothing but bullshit, not even sounding remotely convincing as your voice wavered in your throat, like a leaf in the wind. “I-umm..I should probably get inside and prep-” Attempting to pull away but Jimin was always one step ahead of you.
“You still haven’t even eaten lu-”
“It’s fine, I’ll like grab grub hub or something..” Still trying to pull away, is it maybe because your eyes were bruning and even though you weren’t “Official” you felt like you’d just been knocked in the gut and wanted to cry?
“Okay...can I atleast pay for it?” Tone a second away from almost begging, of all the times for Jay to come around..it just fucking HAD to be now!!?
“No, no, Jimin it’s fine you don’t need to do that...I’ll ummm, call you when  I get off okay??” Pulling away without a hug or a kiss, and more importantly you didn't make eye contact with him and that hurt more than anything else.
“Y/n!?”- Silence
“Baby!!?” - You could hear the slight plea within his voice but if you turned around he’d see you cry and you weren’t doing that! You told him you could handle this..you told yourself you could handle this!
“Fuck!” Growled from his chest as he raked his fingers through his scalp almost painfully hard.
Jimin knew he warned you, warned you that this wouldn’t alway’s fun, and you’d have to take the good with the bad! But fuck, did he warn himself!!!? Because he literally felt as though he was a second away from throwing up right now! The look on your face once he told you he wouldn't be here was burning through his mind on instant replay, as you walked away from him.
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THAT’S ALL SHE WROTE FOR NOW, IF YOUR EXCITED SHOW ME SOME LOVE AND COME LEMME KNOW…
ALSO ….21Q’S PART 2 WILL COME BEFORE THIS..BUT I WROTE THIS RIGHT AFTER PART 3...SOOOO...I WANTED TO GET THIS SNEAK PEEK UP FOR NOW....IT WILL BE A COUPLE WEEKS BEFORE PART 4!
LOVE YOU GUYS AS ALWAYS,
ROCKI
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strawbearytae · 3 years ago
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NAURRR how could u end it like that 😭 I was hoping there’d be some more action or something after oc found out jk goes to yonsei :’(
Are they gonna introduce their friends to each other just to hangout together any time soon??? Cause I would love to everyone like 😶😶😶😶😶 Nd then shit blows up lolol. and then jk and oc realize that they’re falling for with their ex but it’s okay bc they’ve both changed over time and are good people who should stay together 😁😁😁 NGJSHD OMG WAIT WAIT who do you think is gonna hurt more when they realize each other’s identities? like jk, bc he fell for the girl whose heart he purposely broke and ruined—thereby breaking his ow </3—because he couldn’t bear to see her get dragged down with him for his mistakes? Or oc bc she’s falling for with her ex that she reallyyy liked (loved even, I think??) who broke her heart out of the blue (and according to her) bc of the very things she’s insecure about🤔
how did the high school people come to the conclusion that jk goes to yonsei? All namjoon did was post a picture of him
this is really irrelevant and literally nothing will change at all no matter how you answer it lol but it’s been bothering me tbh. is jaegguk’s name 재국? why is there an extra g 😭 
and if I may ask a Korean language-related question: when are you not supposed to call an older guy 오빠? I thought it was it was a general honorific for a girl towards an older boy. Do you have to be close to use it? what about a stranger then. I assume it’d be (name)씨  but what if u don’t know their name?
-comet
LOVE BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY I WANNA SKIP TO THOSE PARTS TOO😭😭😭 But unfortunately my stupid ass wants something called ”cHaraCtEr dEvELopMent” like wha🤧🙄
I WANNA SKIP TO THE ANGST BABY😭
AND A HANGOUT REUNION??? OH MY MY MY😭😭😭 I would love to write that but nooooo we need jk and yn to be deeper in their relationship 😭 Istg the logical side of my brain and my fan girl side are constantly fighting over pacing for this story🤡 Unfortunately, I am planning on making everything slightly more complicated than a BOOM HEY THEY’RE YOUR EX! So get ready for a real sh*tshow soon😌✨
I feel like yn and JK would be equally guilty, horrified and terrified when they find out? Like JK for obvious reasons while for YN???? Jungkook relates to a part of her life that she would rather forget (I.e. her obvious insecurities + homewrecker allegations), so meeting him again would remind her of the bad place she was in yk?
I don’t think I’ll really go into this but what I think would’ve happened was that those internet trolls (sorry I mean ex-classmates) would’ve found Jungkook’s Twitter through Namjoon’s and found the school he’s going to (probably he posted about it or he’s following the school’s Twitter). Which is also how the brutal ones are dm-ing him all that hate yk?
For Jaegguk: His name IS 재국 BUT I slightly went for the more romanized version of his name. Like yk how some army’s spell Jungkook as “Jeongguk”? It’s similar to that. Because depending on how the reader reads “guk” it can easily become “걱” instead of “국”, so the extra “ㄱ” insures more the “ook” sound ig. Tbh I just made him jaegguk to fit his Twitter username nfjdjfhdhd🤧
Now this one is tricky and I could probably write a whole essay on the formal and like more truthful implications of what 오빠 means. Truthfully and technically, 오빠 does mean older brother or anyone older than the female speaker… HOWEVER, there’s kinda like a flirty aspect to it… 오빠 kinda carries a similar meaning to “babe” or “baby”. kinda. It’s more like an very very very innocent version of “daddy” too ig. It’s kinda difficult to really express in a few lines the implications that 오빠 can have. But most the time, between friends, you don’t call the other person 오빠 unless you really think of them as a brother or you’re flirting with them. It’s like bro/babe in one word and you kinda have to figure out what that person means based on your relationship with them.
For example, I have a childhood friend that is 2 years older than me that I call 오빠, but we are 1000000% not dating. I’ve known this dude since I was a fetus and sang Dora the Explorer everywhere. There’s no way we’d ever date but we have a mutual respect for each other so I still call him 오빠.
However when I was first flirting/썸-ing with my ex-bf who was 20 months away older than me I started calling him 오빠. We called each other by names before but that quickly changed when we found a mutual interest in one another.
If you’re a girl and you meet an older guy that you’re legitimately gonna be friends with, you’d more likely call them [name]-ssi until you’d both agree to drop honorifics. When that happens you’d most likely call him by his name and if you start mutually showing interest then you might transition to 오빠.
It’s quite complicated and there’s some guys who tell you to “call them 오빠 because they think of you as a little sister” when in reality they’re flirting with you.
This turned out wayyyy too long, sorry.
In yn’s case I made her call JK “오빠” because she was making fun of him but she’s gradually showing interest in him. Plus, JK seems to hate it rn so it’s funny… ahhh the things I do for the crackfullness of my fics🥴
I should started a Korean-with-Minhee series or soemthing shfhdjdj but thanks for reading my very LONG explanation, I hope I didn’t bore you 😅
EDIT: The -ssi thing… hmm most of the tome the first thing people do is introduce themselves so they’re most likely to know each other’s names… Unless you’re like working with them in which they have titles like Director Kim that you’d refer to them by instead of [name]-ssi… So there really isn’t a situation that you wouldn’t use [name]-ssi. just like english, if you dont know their name: just ask😊
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starcchild · 3 years ago
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(Hello! First of all I’d like to say your advice is not annoying, in fact I reallyyy appreciate the feedback because Carter is YOUR oc and English is YOUR language! I have many favorite writers on here ((y'all so talented omg)) and you’re one of them! Second, I was thinking it would be so funny if a couple weeks after Happy and Quentin talked, Happy decided to help him feel included too because Quentin is just as lonely as Carter. And third, when you said having a friend would have done wonders for Carter’s mental health I took that into consideration, so her mood is better in this au even though she’s still scared/angry/grieving ;-;)
((midge edit: added a readmore, and cw/tw for abuse and death))
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“Are we having fun yet?” Quentin asked, his voice monotone. “How can you not have fun playing UNO?” Happy replied. Carter giggled on her seat before dropping a red ’+2’ card at Quentin. The boy blinked and looked at her. “Traitor.” He muttered. He pulled out a ’+4’, and Happy let out an angry, annoyed groan before he picked six more cards. He dropped a blue ‘4’ at Carter. Carter dropped a yellow ‘4’ before Quentin added his own green '4’ with a bored sigh. “Do people really have fun with this?” he insisted, despite the fact that both Happy and Carter noticed that he was winning. Happy dropped a green 'stop’ card at Carter, skipping her turn. Her eyes widened. “Sorry, Carter.” Hogan said. Quentin pulled a green UNO reverse card, thus changing the orden of turns, letting Carter play. She grinned and dropped another card. “Beck!” Happy complained. “Green is the best color.” “You said magenta.” “I said green and magenta.” Quentin paused. “Also, I think you’re cheating.” Happy stood up from his seat. “I am losing. How can I cheat and lose?!” “I don’t know, you tell me.” Quentin shrugged calmly. Carter laughed as they bickered. Happy rolled his eyes and dropped all his cards on the table. “I’d love to play UNO with you some more, kids, but I have things I need to do.” He said before briefly patting Carter’s shoulder as a farewell. He left, and Quentin dropped his cards as well. “He’s just mad because I’m winning.” He explained, before pulling a pack of pills out of his pocket and shoving one in his mouth, swallowing it without water. Carter felt surprise and affection at the fact that he trusted her enough to medicate in front of her, and she smiled fondly. “You- you’re really good at- at UNO.” Carter said. “I am not. But I play to win.” He shrugged again. “Besides, I like games that make people get mad at each other. It’s the only thing about UNO that is not supremely boring.” Carter giggled again, before she heard the loud footsteps approaching. Her right ear was too used to paying attention to his footsteps. Before she had time to leave, Obadiah entered the common room where they had been playing UNO, and the few other scientists that were there as well checking their paperwork quickly got out of his way. It was too late for a young woman, however. “This should be done already.” Stane told her, pointing at the paperwork. “You should have finished it by now.” “I… I had to go home for a moment to check on my cat, he has been sick lately and…” she tried to explain. “Check on your cat?” Stane let out a bitter, mocking snicker. “A cat is not more important than Stark Industries.” “He… he is to me…” the woman was clearly angered by his words, but she was also scared. “I don’t give a fuck what is important to you. You are here to work!” He yelled. “Move!” The young woman quickly left with the papers, not before Carter and Quentin saw the tears in her eyes. Obadiah then walked up to another employee and hit him in the chest with a finger as he continued to criticize everything. “I think that’s morse code.” Quentin whispered. “What?” Carter blinked. “That thing he does. When he pokes people in the chest with his finger,” he said. “I think it’s morse code. Look at him! That’s morse code for I am the biggest piece of shit on Earth, probably.” Carter was too scared to laugh. She was having such a nice day, but deep down she knew it wouldn’t last. Good things would never last, at least not for her. Both of them got up when Obadiah raised his voice even more, now gripping the scientist’s lab coat’s collar. “Fucking bastard.” Quentin growled in a whisper. Carter’s first instinct was to hide behind him. She wasn’t sure why. She didn’t trust people, but Quentin made her feel safe. Even more so when, in response, he stretched out his arm in front of her, lightly pushing her further behind him. She clutched the fabric of his hoodie, feeling like a coward. The gesture made Quentin angry, but not with her. Shit, Carter, the things you don’t talk about…
“What the hell is that?” Obadiah asked as soon as she saw the UNO cards scattered across the table. “A game.” Quentin replied, his tone cold and bitter as he became more enraged the more he thought about Carter’s reaction to seeing Stane. “People generally play those when they want to experience something called fun. You wouldn’t understand.” As soon as Obadiah saw Carter hiding behind Quentin, he let out a loud snicker. “You’re friends with him, kiddo? Please. He’s delusional. He really thinks his stupid little brain can create something groundbreaking.” He tried to sound sympathetic. “You think he gives a shit about you?” “I do, actually,” Quentin snapped. “I know it’s shocking, but you can’t see through my stupid little brain.” “Do you know why you’re here, Beck?” “Here? Like, right here? Looking at you?” the boy shrugged. “The universe wants me to set fire to my eyeballs, I guess.” Stane’s face was slowly turning red, his natural reaction to realizing that he couldn’t control everyone. His natural reaction to dealing with Beck. “You’re here because people see potential in you,” he continued after taking a deep breath. “And they want to give you a chance to prove that you’re not absolutely fucking useless. But you don’t have what it takes, Beck, and soon everyone will realize that. You can study all you want, work on your project all you want, and pretend you’re not a loony all you want. But one day you will mess up, because you are a failure. And that day, I’ll throw you out of this building myself just to make sure you lose all your teeth when you land on the concrete.” The small cracks in Quentin’s expression showed the pain he was holding in, but he kept a steady voice when he spoke. “Are you breaking up with me?” “You think everything’s a fucking joke, Beck?” Obadiah narrowed his eyes. “If it’s coming from you, yeah.” Quentin grumbled. “Enjoy your sense of humor while you can, Beck.” Stane proceeded to hit him in the chest with a finger. “Not the morse code.” Quentin sighed, looking up at the ceiling. “Listen to me when I say you are a failure, kid. Unlovable. Because that’s what you are. No wonder your father did what he did.” Stane added. Quentin’s eyes burned with rage once again. Behind him, Carter clutched his hoodie even more, terrified, confused. She wanted to stand up for her friend like she had done before, but her entire body was trembling and her voice was stuck in her throat, tears stinging in her eyes because she felt so weak. She could practically feel the anger radiating off Quentin’s body. The boy glared at Obadiah; it wasn’t unusual for fifteen-year-olds to be angry, but whatever Beck had in his eyes was miles ahead of the common teenage anger. “Fuck you.” He breathed. “What is that? Huh?” Obadiah grabbed the pack of pills that was visible inside Quentin’s pocket. After he swallowed one minutes ago, he forgot to make sure it wasn’t visible anymore. Carter felt herself panic more and more. Obadiah laughed out loud with triumph. He looked around, attempting to get the other scientists to look at him as he showed them the pack of pills. “See? Finally, proof that the kid ain’t right!” he yelled, amused. “Listen up: these are…” As he read what was written on it, his smile disappeared. Everyone else was looking. Even Carter poked her head out from behind Quentin in order to look at Stane, her grip on Beck’s soft hoodie becoming loose until she let go of it. “These are…” Stane repeated, confused. “Iron pills.” Quentin was nodding his head. He stepped towards Obadiah before snatching the pack of pills from his hand, getting another one and consuming it before chewing loudly. It made a crunch sound before Beck swallowed again without water. “Clearly I am a huge loony for having anemia since I was ten.” Quentin said, shoving the pack of pills back into his pocket. “That’s the name for iron deficiency. I assume you were trying to prove something?” He lightly tilted his head to the side, his voice patronizing. “Are you done? Because I can, like, live with people knowing I’m
anemic. It’s fine. The doctors say it will be gone in a couple years, when I’m seventeen, maybe eighteen…”
“It’s not worth it,” Obadiah mumbled, visibly trying to hide how utterly embarrassed he was. “Misfits like you dig their own grave, Beck.” “No, not really, that’s why I take iron, so I can, you know… not die.” He replied, sliding his hands into his pockets and letting his eyes become piercing again, threatening, as he looked at Stane. “But assuming I am… I’m not digging it for me.” The older man glared at Quentin. Whenever the kid looked at him like that, Obadiah wanted to strangle him, but then… he saw it again, just like that day at the cafeteria. A wrath unlike any other, not even his own. And once again, he was taken aback by it. “Go back to work.” Obadiah practically spat out the words, talking to everyone else in the room, but his eyes remained focused on Beck. Quentin didn’t look away, and Obadiah ended up turning around and leaving. Carter exhaled deeply with sheer relief, losing her balance and resting her forehead against Quentin’s back. She rubbed her eyes with her small hands, letting out a quiet sigh. “I don’t- I don’t like it when- when you do that.” She said, taking a step back to leave him some space. “Do what?” He wondered, turning around to face her. “That.” She insisted. “When you- you confront him- him like that. If you- you got into trouble with- with him for trying to- to stand up for- for me, I don’t think- think I could for- forgive myself.” “Forgive yourself?” Quentin chuckled. “Hey, I chose to piss him off and I continue to choose that, do you understand? If he wants to come back for more, I’ll deal with it. If he wants to come for me, I'll deal with it.” Carter looked at him; her eyes big, dark and filled with concern, with worry for her friend. “I don’t want- want him to- to hurt you.” Quentin looked right back at her. She had no powers, she was only human, like him. She was an only child, like him. She was far too young to be so hurt, like him. She had to watch the life leaving her father’s eyes, like him. Quentin swallowed, trying to tame the panic that threatened to burn his chest from the inside out. He inhaled deeply before offering her an affectionate smile. When she didn’t return it, he reached out and ruffled her hair, which made her giggle. “I think I’ll be fine.” He reassured her. “Relax, stargazer.” “I don’t know why- why he hates you- you so much.” Carter spoke, still somewhat surprised at herself for not minding Quentin ruffling her hair. “I’m pretty sure he hates everyone, except for maybe himself.” Quentin huffed, looking away. “But I think he hates me more because… even when I’m afraid of him, I don’t let him know. I’m too bossy myself to let some idiot boss me around.” He crossed his arms. “But besides that… I believe he’s angry because he knows my potential, and he hates the fact that my mental health is delicate, because that means I’m not as productive as I could, as I should be.” “It- it’s not your- your fault.” Carter said in an attempt to comfort him. “Tell that to his thick skull,” he chuckled, before his expression became serious again. “I think he sees me as… a very useful thing that is also broken.” Carter blinked as she let his words sink in, and she felt a numb, cold sensation in the middle of her chest, completely unrelated to her arc reactor. She could understand what he was saying. She could understand it damn well, and it hurt. A very useful thing that is also broken. “Besides,” Quentin shrugged. “You really can’t tell me what is or isn’t my fault.” “Why- why not?” “Because you blame yourself, Carter.” He replied. “Constantly. For everything.” Her throat became dry. “You- you can’t possibly know- know that, Quentin.” She mumbled. “Oh, but I can.” He said wearily, nodding as his blue eyes became dull. “I can.”
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((sdfgjhksdfgjhk?? you’re so sweet omg ;a; I’m seriously flattered that I’m one of your favorite writers!! <3
also, yes!!! I love Happy letting Quentin tag along with him and Carter!! I can definitely see that doing both Quentin and Carter some good, and I do love that Happy is giving him a chance considering they didn’t get off on a good note ;w; I absolutely love how you write Quentin in this au fsdghjfgsdhkj
although the Obadiah comes and ruins it all like usual, I love that you incorporated the fact Carter can still recognize who it was by his footsteps!! She can still without her hearing aid, but it’s definitely harder, and it also depends on if she’s having a good day processing auditory stimuli or not, but I digress sdfgjhdfgs - it’s a nice touch that you added in!! And Quentin making a joke about Obadiah’s finger jabbing is another great touch, tbh!! I personally find that jokes made in serious situations like that can be a hit or miss? but it feels fitting!!
but the “Shit, Carter, the things you don’t talk about…” broke my heart ;A; Like, it’s so good?? but damn - Quentin, if only you knew, dude. I love their bond so much, and it’s definitely something I see still holding strong even years later once Carter gets a little more comfortable being around him again, and it helping her open up about Obadiah’s abuse since Quentin already was aware of it from noticing her reactions and his own personal experiences
also Obadiah mocking Carter being friends with Quentin gives me an idea, but I’ll need to figure it out another time dfghjdfs - I have some thoughts surrounding how he controls her that I kinda wanna write about at some point! The main thing with it being how he’d twist it to get her to drive away anyone she’s close to, if only out of fear Obadiah will end up hurting them instead of her. And, this is how he played it with the Avengers (with the success of it vague to keep it open for threads), but he’d lie about Carter to whoever she was close to, and then with him manipulating her, she’d end up proving him right more or less in the attempt to keep them safe. Kinda like a self-fulfilling prophecy, in a way, and I hope this makes sense because I’m v tired sfdgjhfsdh
anyway I just,,, love Quentin and Carter so much,,, ;a; And also this line? “A very useful thing that is also broken.” I might quote that in a drabble if you’re okay with that!! I have an idea with it, but it’ll be a hot minute until I can get around to it ahjsdfgjhfds
these two are good and I love them so much, and I love all of your fics!! Thank you so much for writing these and sending them in!! <3
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yakashi-lover · 7 years ago
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Your tag said about Sukea "I mean he's essentially Kakashi's OC that he's cosplaying"---I had never thought about it this way and it brings me so much happiness that he's this much of a dork! But also, it makes me wonder, is Sukea Kakashi's Icha Icha self-insert character? And thank you for all your sweet comments! They made my day!
You’re very welcome! Your comments/tags always make my day as well!Yes!! If I was a better artist I would love to draw a picture of Kakashi swooning over a commission he’s bought of his OC,Sukea with the Icha Icha cast. Ever since I read this message I can’t stop headcanoning about him doing up bios and drawing pictures of Sukea. I imagine him excitedly telling his S/O about his new headcanons for his background and where he fits in to the canon story. His S/O thinks it’s kind of silly but just loves watching Kakashi gush about something so they listen to him and even talk about making their own OC so that they can play around with them together. Kakashi is a huge dork on the inside but only people that know him reallyyy well get to see just how much of a dork he is… I imagine him spending his spare time writing/drawing Sukea and his life. Pretty soon he has a whole plethora of OCs that all interconnect and have different personalities/backgrounds. (As that’s what usually happens to people once they step foot in the OC world).
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