#I also reallyyy do love ocs

[mad-hunts]

okay, but it's the way that listening to songs sometimes reminds me of these random OC's that i have come up with over the years though JSJSJ like i have nottt thought of this one in a WHILE... but i once had an OC named ilias whose parents basically had a dream related to wealth due to his birth + so they took it as a prophecy because they always wished to have money as they lived in poverty for as long as they could remember. thus, they were superrr overprotective of him growing up to the point of obsession because they started seeing him as like their 'savior' in a way. and at the age of like six years old, he ended up developing the 'midas touch' or the ability to turn things into gold with a touch except he ALSO couldn't turn it off like midas + it only started with small things like insects at first but then spread to things like people and animals being turned into gold by his touch?

and that is SO incredibly sad whenever i think about it?? but also, IDK... i think i might've been cooking slightly whenever i thought of this idea. not to brag or anything, of course LOL buttt the commentary i could be using this kind of story for related to how capitalism is horrible and how greed can quickly overpower people is something i'd definitely be interested in now, i think. but SKSKS if y'all have any thoughts about this, then please feel free to comment them below because i'd love to hear them :)

[astroyosei]

［愛］bts lovesongs as ur next boyfriend~

　　　　　　　　tarot pick-a-card love prediction!!!

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⋅˚₊ ‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋆｡‧˚ʚ🍓ɞ˚‧｡⋆ . ₊ ⊹ . ₊˖ . ₊ 🩰⋆｡˚

✨ safe for minors, non-sexual, fluffy, long + detailed✨

✦　cd-s are numbered from left to right! 1-2-3

✦　don' t know how to choose? stare at a white part of ur screen and choose the cd u feel the most pulled to!

readings coming under!! ready?

💮 CD 1, your...

song is rain by bts! (i love it sm!!!)

✶ wanna listen?

✶ tarot cards are 8 of cups, the hierophant, queen of swords reversed, page of swords reversed, ace of cups🥺

★ scenarios are scared of falling in love in the beginning, trust issues, was heartbroken before, museum dates, making pancakes for breakfast together, appearing in each other's dreams, buying plants together, loving animals, going to pet shops & zoo dates, watching together / sending each other cute animal rescue videos, and talking / dreaming of doing it urselves (but ending up no?), reallyyy long phone calls, physical affection love language!!!, back hugs!!, eyelid & forehead kisses!!, buying or even making matching keyrings / shirts, getting creative together, selling ur own things on etsy? (if really, y'all are so cool thanks for stopping by!!!🥺 you're so appreciated), one partner loving that the other is soo creative and being proud of them, making ocs, fantasy world (books, movies, series), painters / painting, fanfiction writers, cringing but still singing loudly to karaoke, loving k-pop not 'just' bts (heard stray kids, ateez, aespa, ive & monsta x), loving cats, enjoying dark choco together, "we'll have our own home together", going to theater & cinema dates, wanting to introduce each other to ur parents in an instant (or just the one of you? and the other is afraid? no fear, they'll lob u!♡♡♡), someone getting red paper- wrapped chocolate hearts as a present, cleaning glasses (i think both of you wearing glasses), listening to thai pop / love songs

+✶; bonus special message kind, someone is afraid here what their partner gonna say when they get to know about those fics - they'll love it that you're so creative and khm. Since i wanted a cute fluffy reading that's also suitable for minors not gonna say more but they'll love it and getting ideas from them khm khm

★ randoms things are "baby", worm to butterfly transformation symbolism, tulips, little chickens (chicks?), cute snails, butterflies & bunnies, birds chirping, wanting to be good enough / enough alll the time (you are, even if you're not even trying:) no worries love♡), being a maximalist, astrology / astronomy, starry nights, alice in wonderland

✶ emojis are 🏡, 👉👈, 🌷, 💐, 🌼, 🐦‍⬛, 🐦, 😺, 😻, 🪐, ☄️, ✨

+✶; i felt y'all are shy and all giggling, that's your general energy when you're happy, this will be your energy when you'll be getting into this relationship or just when you read this pac? but either way u glowing girl, happy if you liked! gimme like n reblog i wanna be happy too🥺

🪷 CD 2, your...

song is love maze by bts!

✶ wanna listen?

✶ tarot cards are hermit, 4 of wands reversed, 10 of swords reversed, page of pentacles, ace of pentacles

★ scenarios are going to game centers together, late night walks with a light breeze, going shopping together (clothes), both(?) of you interested in fashion and trends, night drives, night dates, looking at the moon together, taking photos of each other, giving confidence and reassurement to each other (hyping each other up), going to empty playgrounds together and swinging, talking about home / parents troubles with each other, trauma bonding, helping each other, talking about your troubles + childhood to each other and crying together, "everytime i try to be myself, it comes out wrong like a cry for help" (heart attack by demi lovato), buying crystals/ minerals together / each other, pet walks (a little, grumpy but curious doggo?), an annoying younger sibling who dislikes u 2 together lol interfering:D, croissant + whipped cream + blueberries for breakfast / after school snack, a summer birthday party, getting nostalgic and tearing up, sharing ur own comfort movies / videos with each other & watching it together, getting (matching) stickers on ur phonecases / camera, apples, cherries, pineapple, kiwi (fruit salad?), someone dislikes cooking?, going to the christmas market, lights, buying lights / a neon sign / a lamp together, loving cats♡

✶ randoms things are starry eyes, owls, turtle symbolism, virgo, scorpio, 333, 555, 777, 7777, 1111, muffins, diamonds or rhinestones (on rings?), rings, long pointy glittery pastel / neon pink nails, red & white striped candy canes, red white royal blue, twilight saga / vampires, narnia chronicles - ik it was a lot oopsie -🐛

— emojis are 🕊️, 💅, 🌌, 🌠, 🌕, ☄️, 🏔️, ❄️, 🌪️, 🗝️, 🫂, 🗺️, 🪬

🌸 CD 3, your...

song is boy with luv by bts!

✶ wanna listen?

✶ tarot cards are lovers, fool reversed, 10 of pentacles reversed, 2 of cups, 7 of cups reversed

★ scenarios are getting shy holding ur hand in the beginning, plenty of laughter, dreaming of wedding & a future together, someone buying red roses, going to candy shop & bakery together, buying baked goods together like cocoa swirl, jam- and cocoa-filled bagel & buns, colourful (flower) claws in ur hair, making different hairstyles (for each other?), braided hair, braiding hair, etsy shopping dates, buying colourful & matching resin rings, sending songs, playlists, poems & memes to each other, "this reminded me of you", "you came to my mind when i heard / saw this", dedicating playlists to each other, emotional intimacy, emotional intelligence, intimancy of being understood, being cherished and supported, getting emotional over gifts, gift giving as a love language, reading poems, romance - dark fantasy books (is it called romantasy now? but i don't like the sound of it sorry), lgbtq+ books, watching anime together, pastel colours (i saw pink first! but all pastels), taking walks together♡, dancing, doing karaoke, going cinema dates, watching firework together and kissing, partying all night (wooo have fun but be careful! - your mom - not but really lol), one direction - best song ever, live while we're young, little things, perfect, "wanna live while we're young", i can feel this one direction thing is gonna divide people so hard lol, so if stg don't resonates with all of you who choose this pac just let it go:)~

★ random things are crescent moon, fireflies, bridges, rainbows, sunshine, anime series (i saw pink colours, pink hair with my mind's eye but i don't know anything about animes so i couldn't associate with anything sorry, hope you can!), red string bracelet / red string of fate!, a sparkling little tiara (princess treatment decoded?;) ), huge fresh pink lilies, apples, pears, fairies, folk tales

✶ emojis are 🎆, 🎇, 💍, 🔐, 🖇️, 🏆, 🥇, 🏹, ❤️, 🎯, 🩰, 👑, 🎀

--end of the readings--

✨if u liked ur reading – like, reblog and comment pls!!!🌙✨

𝖞𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖎𝖓𝖌; i always have fun doing my readings (check out the previous ones here if you'd like here!), but this is my fav i think? like it just came out so naturally, also cute, warm and fuzzy in my opinion🩷

also, most of the time i prefer making my readings in my native language over english, so this is actually the first reading i post in english ! 🥺👉👈 — i had my fears abt it but i think it went well what do you think?:$

𝖎𝖒𝖕𝖔𝖗𝖙𝖆𝖓𝖙;

just for entertainment purposes 🌷 nothing is set in stone, you make your own decisions in ur life 🌷 i'm not responsible for the actions you make based on this reading 🌷 if stg doesn't resonate with you in the reading, please don't start arguing 🌷 it's meant for a different person who choose the same pile as you

𝖈𝖗𝖊𝖉𝖎𝖙𝖘;

✦　silver gif divider is from @animatedglittergraphics-n-more

✦　silver stars divider is from @saradika-graphics

✦　'continue reading' sign is from @anitalenia

✦　delicate silver chain divider is from @anitalenia as well

✦　cd pics are from pinterest

thank you for your works!♡♡♡

𝖇𝖔𝖓𝖚𝖘;

wanna meet ur reader?? yes or no?? if yes then

[schwarzgeier]

Crawling back into your mailbox (looks good. have you redecorated?) cause

Are you just gonna leave us like this? Grasping at the girlies?

also if there's nothing you wanna share that's cool just count this as a Hi. I know older drafts are the urgh

I did redecorate my mailbox thank you for noticing , I specificly dragged in a comfy chair just for you fhfhf Hope you like it!!

The fact u actually notice the weird ramblings i have in tags is making my day Jay ur so cool fhfhf but uh here I suppose this is what you came for? I dont have lot to say about old drafts of Blau and Geier but it is sorta interesting how they evolved. Sorta from one replika to 2 .

The first ever sketch was the orange one , very back then I think i wanted to make a demolitionist expert replika . I immidietly saw someone else have that idea for a replika , that day i drew that so in a panic I dropped the whole concept fhfhhf

i had this problen a lot tbh making both Blau and Geier. The fear of accidently having a same idea as someone else terrifies me and honestly there are firey Geiers out there im pretty sure that other people made. But at this point i like mine and I truly feel like i came up with these 2 by myself now.

All these sketches were made roughly a year ago? Could be bit more actually its hard to say. But yeah Blau was first , originaly even called Geier. Then quickly changed to Eisvogel cause i liked their color scheme and they fit the scientist theme bit more , up until I reallyyy stuck with the Blue Jays for their simplicity and white/blue theme. Blau went through a lot of design changes but the story has mostly stayed consistent.

Geier was bit easier to make , felt riskier for some reason but design wise purely? I really am happy with how Geiers turned out now. Black armor , red/orange themeing for the fire , vented mask in the faceplate and backtanks for gas were all things that kinda just. Made sense to make from start. Visor changed up a bit and the hairstyle , since god trying to make even a bit of an authentic signalis style hairstyle is hard for me.

God looking at these old drawings gives me the ick kinda but also a sense of nostalgia. Year isnt long time yet a lot has happened since then. I like my blorbos so much more then and feel like i can do even more with them. I love signalises and other media too but OCs? Always will have a soft spot for them , specially other peoples ones. Love to see what people create on their own.

[the-flys-buzz]

princess and the frog is good!!!!!! or just older animated movies in general? fox and the hound, the aristocats, the land before time...... i used to love dinosaurs.......

dad. i can no longer sleep peacefully. do we have a heating pad. a. and we might have to go to the store.

woe. your child is stuck as a human now. erm.

//@the-flys-buzz (HE SUFFERS WITH ME.)

“.,,?? A. Are you alright.?? i have heating pad I can run and get it if you’d like. Though, you’d have to stay with Jake.”

[librarian-of-blank-sheet]

recently played Before the Incident by @remnant-verse-if and just could NOT get it out of my head so i doodled some things!!! Press for better quality idk why tumblr does this to me.

ITS SOOOO GOOD ITS JUST MY TYPE OF STORY!!!! I PLAYED THROUGH IT IN A COUPLE HOURS!!!!! Apollo/Anna my love </3333 Come back to me/my oc </33333

Usually with my OC Amber, I pretty much always go for some (childhood) friends to lovers, so hm. prologue was a shocker. like wtf. okay. well. huh. hm.

Glad A haunts the narrative though!!! Getting flashbacks and dreams where they could’ve been happy. Delish. Feasting. I have quite the many thoughts about this IF, espc w/ Amber’s relationships with the cast. The closest person Amber has gotten with so far is Abel, probably because he really is basically in a similar boat as them. And also I derive much joy from Amber obliviously getting Abel to feel things tm by being an empathetic and generally kind person. LOVE their banter too. Don’t quite know how to draw his hair but I’ll get there. Maybe.

I also really like Syo because he’s hilarious, but with Amber’s personality and circumstances, I feel like it’s hard to get closer to him than just general lighthearted friendship and trust as teammates (mostly bc i keep choosing for amber to spend time w abel when there’s a choice), so I’m planning on doing another run with another OC to pick out what he’s hiding. i wanna study him under a microscope hehehehehe….

i don’t have much to say about Tenth but all I know is Mayor Okli needs to get in line bc I was smitten with her FIRST. all my ocs need to get in line after me, too. she’s rlly straightforward which i adore and i WILL be doing a run just for her <3

ALSO!!! i went with the wanderer duel first because I thought it was best fit for Amber’s route, but I did go back and tried the anguish duel for funsies and DAMNNNNN. OKAY…….. OKAY WELL…….. i was genuinely considering changing Amber’s canon route to that one because while the wanderer duel has a REALLY cool Amber and also Apollo flashbacks and the Amber Abel friendship solidification thing….. the anguish duel has, well, the anguish. the angst. and it was so good i’ve GOT to try and get the route where mc tries to use the knife too.

Anyways that’s it for my rambling (even tho i do have thoughts on the AA route and Ib [that mf.], but it’s more incoherent and generally just gripping my hair and pointing at the screen so i cannot write it)!! Extra doodles of scenes I rlly liked!! Not all of them because my motivation…. but yeah!!! might make more art of the diff duels soon because i liked both of the ones i played (for completely different reasons, but nonetheless they were both REALLYYY good).

can’t wait to see more of it!!!

[arach-tinilith]

I really enjoyed the ones you sent me so I'm going to toss 'em back at you! 5, 7, 20 please! I love learning about Naadja but if you're dying to talk about your other OCs, go for it! Thank you!

Aaa these questions would be fun for Naadja so i might answer them in a separate post but! I decided to answer for Ravana because I'm writing a wip of her and orin pre-tadpole and i need to flesh her out

Also i now realize these are tav questions and im answering for my durge lol. Oh well!

5. Describe their idle animations!

Ravana is pretty twitchy and shifty when idle. She'd most likely be standing cross armed, scanning the environment for threats, rubbing the bridge of her nose from migraines, and training.

7. Describe their arc. How would a player help resolve it? What choices can be made? Can your Tav be turned down a dark path, or pulled to a lighter one?

She's my canon durge so the usual milestones are still there.

She starts off disoriented and fearful, trying to establish herself while battling a lack of personhood. She kills Alfira but completely denies it. She's more concerned that these violent acts can be done without her being conscious than the morality of the situation.

Once the grove comes around, she doesn't have much sense as to what's right or wrong but she's following her gut instincts. Killing feels good, she's not sure why but it does.

Last Light is really where things become a problem for her. Ravana's been tasked to kill Isobel, someone who reeks of death. It's almost insulting to her that Isobel is up and walking. (same as Orin finding it to be a sort of sacrilege that Ravana is alive as a rejection of death in my mind) but for some unknown reason she reallyyy does not want to kill Isobel. This puts her in an odd position because she's not really one to deny herself this kind of satisfaction but it almost hurts her to raise a blade to Isobel. She spends so long deliberating what she's supposed to do she starts regaining memories of Orin that are so painful she gives herself a concussion.

The player can intervene here. Either you offer to tie her up, or she goes to kill Isobel alone. If you let her go down that path alone, it locks her into an embrace durge. If you restrain her, she is more likely to resist.

Its not until later after defeating Ketheric that Ravana feels like she's picking up on why she was supposed to kill Isobel, that she feels used in some way to “get back” at Ketheric for something larger than she can comprehend.

Then of course there's the trial with Sarevok which leads to Orin. More and more dots are connecting here, Ravana is regaining more memories of who Orin was to her. It disgusts her, enrages her. But she's secretly very sullen by this betrayal. You as the player can have her acknowledge that Orin's death was premeditated by Bhaal and she's a mirror of Ravana's fate. If you pass that persuasion check she'll resist. If you let her go on being enraged she embraces the dark urge.

20. What is their relationship to touch? Do they shy away from it? Do they need it to feel present?

It sets her skin on edge to be touched in any way post-tadpole. Ravana doesn't tolerate it in the slightest and will draw her blades at the slightest contact. Pre-tadpole honestly wasn't very different but she was much more amenable to giving and receiving pain as well as pleasure. This is something she returns to if she embraces the dark urge

[vvhitecloud]

lmfao thank you for french lesson ig, i giggled. actually i tried to learn french as a child, but alas. okay i apologize. anyways!!

not ocs, just characters that i placed into certain plots and put my thoughts and philosophy into their heads. as for the vn and ocs in it... no, i'm afraid i can't tell you anything - firstly, the plot there was shit from the very beginning (i was like 13-14, after all), secondly, these characters are still not fully developed, thirdly, it will be very difficult for me to do this because of my type of thinking, if you know what i mean. maybe someday tho!! especially since i still like the planned mechanics with a truly different mc's personality and, accordingly, the plot depending on the answer choices.

well, i have indeed tried many "hobbies" as you can see, but i reallyyy find it hard to maintain my interest in anything at a decent level for a long time. the exception, perhaps, is my interest in psychiatry - i've been fascinated by it since i was 12. by the way, this is what caused my ed lmfao. this is exactly the case where i actually chose to plunge myself into this swamp on purpose just to find out how others were feeling and understand how i could help them — i obviously failed with the second task, but oh well.

I was so confused on why you said that until I realised the typo,,, in my defense I was writing an email in french just before answering you so my keyboard was on default french, anyhow.

Mhm it's alright, I understand as you did say your way of thinking and explaining were kind of abstract — I suppose I'll have to wait for the day where you decide to revamp it entirely. I also love the mechanics and immense possibilities you get from vns as a whole, it's almost like real life I guess.

That's perhaps the only case of eds being caused by trying it out to see how people feel in order to help that I've ever seen in my life honestly — sadly, once you start "getting into" eds there's rarely any coming back from it as you quite literally lose the ability to eat correctly without worrying like any other individual would. I suppose that is why there isn't a cure for it and most importantly, the only "interesting" and accurate informations you'll ever find about eds are through people with it themselves talking about it on the daily which alone can make you become self conscious of your own weight.

As for your interest in psychiatry, I'm wondering whether you take into consideration everything related to it — disorders, illnesses, symptoms, causes, theories and such — or if you have a specific interest in illnesses and disorders only, if you get what I mean.

[jinxerbiscuit]

Have u had thoughts about joining artfight this year?

Also ur art is peak I love your art style so much!!!

TYSM for ur kind words💥💥💥

and yea I have thought about joining artfight for the first time and create an acc on there(since I didn't know it was a thing until last year💔) but I'm not sure how things works on there since I'm very slow to understand new things(like how it was in toyhouse when I first made my acc back in feb this year) until I finally understood it bc it took like months or half a month to understand it andddd i not sure if i actually really want to join artfight this year bc the voices are getting louder for me to join this year for the first time

But that's kinda a problem(in my opinion) bc of that but not only that but I'm not even done writing my ocs lore or did their design or did their HTML codes pfp or shit like that💔💔💔

I also have them yk listed out to see which ocs will be lucky enough for me to add on the acc incase if I ever make it this year to join in or until next year💔💔💔💔💔

Whichhhh these guys are lucky enough for that since they are heavily my main fav ocs I REALLY REALLY REALLYYY LOVE THE MOST and most likely I want them to get the attention from the most(or cuz they are kinda heavily based off of me since I do in fact use some part of my trauma to do their lore or shit💀💀💀🙏🙏🙏)💥💥💥💔💔

And there's prob more main fav ocs I love too in my ocs list💔

Some aren't designed but some are designed but lost footage of it sadly💔💔💔💔💔

And some need to be redesigned or redraw for sure too

Which ofc I'm def gonna forget about me doing that in 2 hours💀💀💀

Welp time for the Stardew valley fandoms or ppl that know the game freak out after I named another one of my god ocs after the npc krobus from the game since I love krobus from the game alot💥💥💥💥

[mikalilys]

hihihi

i’ve been seeing you post about tcotp should i start it? it’s been on my tbr for a while

i’m kinda afraid bc it’s reallyyy long

btw i love ur blog

Hiii!!

You should definitely start it its literally one of my fav fics!!! I honestly love a long fic and I wish tcoptp was even longer 😭 but it definitely goes by fast and it has the best ocs and great exploration of different dynamics in friendships and relationships!!! Ugh I love it so much

Also if you do decide to read it beware that I post spoilers constantly (it’ll probably be a little less now that I’ve finished my reread but still)

Thank you I love yours so much!!!

[valentinos-corner]

Hihihi Valentino!! :DD I'm so happy to hear you're feeling betterrrrr!!!!! This is cause for celebration for sure, i'm so dang happy :>

Awesomee! Oohhh, pretzels :O They sound delicious!! That's a great tradition, I hope they were tasty :3

I have got a couple! I'm usually the one who gets placed in charge of baking cookies, and we've got this recipe that's really delicious, and we also watch White Christmas (reallyyy good movie) while decorating the tree C: Thanks for asking :D!

Also I must say two things: Kittyyyyyyyy!!!!!!! and also oh my goodness your art :OO It's so cool how you drew friend OCs in your art style, I love them both so much

Alrighty, I'm so glad I got to stop by!! I'm really proud of you, good job staying all rested and getting better ^^ I hope to see you tomorrow, bye for noww!!

oh! hello, it's been a bit! are You doing okay? it's a lot later than You usually stop by

they were!! my mom has a really good recipe

i haven't seen that, i'll check it out if i can! :D and yay! cookies!!

nyawwww thank You! m really proud of how my art is developing, m happy You agree!

that means. so much to me /gen

see You tomorrow! buh bye for now!!

[enlighten3d]

hihi hellooo ok so axolotl tash has. been. on my mind ahdhdjdk/pos alsoo thinking about ocs sorry for that reallyyy long ask btw btw agh but also how are youuu (i am tired so apologies for the not making sense lmao)

hsjrkw hihihihihi,!!

axoltol tash my utter beloved

also. ITS A VERY LONG ASK YES AND ITS GREAT AND BEAUTIFUL I LOVE LONG ASKS, IVE REREAD IT THRICE OVER, IM JUST AN IDIOT AND ACCIDENTALLY DELETED THE NOTIFICATION SO MY BRAIN REGISTERED IT AS ALREADY BEING REPLIED TO BCS I ONLY DELETE THE NOTIF AFTER IVE REPLIED AHRNDKDJS. sorry /g

im good ! also rly tired. its 1 in the morning for me rn. did a lot of hiking today (which was.. fun, with my cane /hs). trying to figure out if i should sleep or listen to the new ttch file after replying to that aforementioned ask (which i will do !!!). but yeah pretty good, ate a lot of... okay so im russian right. been in canada for most my life. easter here is wellll,, yesterday for me. russian easter is in like,, a fucking month, but we still celebrated it yesterday. and my mum made this rlyyy good uhh weird easter bread called a кулич (kylitch ?) and i ate way too much of it and holy fuck i am Rambling sry

how are you ᗡ:

[okthatsgreat]

hi lee!!!!!!!! ❤️✂️🍎💀🍩🧠 for any oc yyou want to talk about YAYYY! :D

YAYYYYYYY HIIII LILY :333 IM GONNA USE SAE FOR THIS ONE I THINK !!!!!!!!!!!!!

oc ask game!

❤️ - what is one of your oc’s best memories?

URMMMMMMM. a lot of sae's best memories are really tame i think bhgfdghdfj just moments where she could sit back and say Yeah. I am Completely Happy :) BUT the BEST one i think is one she recounts a lot just bc she reallyyy felt like she had found peace. the fishing village near her afi's home holds a yearly festival for fisherman's day that she LOVEESSSS. and IF MY TIMELINE IS CORRECT she got an award i believe in 2012 (??) for her achievements and contribution to her community . and when the festival was over she got to have a long chat with her afi up on a mountain top overlooking the ocean and she holds that conversation very dear to her heart :]

✂️ - what is one of your oc’s worst memories?

(forgive me for being vague theres still a lot to be revealed in the rp hgdfjkggfdsjk!!) shes got a few but the WORST one she remembers suppperrrrr vividly just because everything seemed to happen all at once, the town she was living in was going through one of the WORST thunderstorms it had ever had, and she was seconds away from doing something SO rash . GOD awful day for a thirteen year old to have. BUT it was the catalyst for some major changes in her life, so while she would never go back and do that all over again sae can at least acknowledge that it switched what direction her life took DRASTICALLY. it led her to where she is today but that definitely doesnt mean she looks back at it with any sort of fondness gbhdgbsdf

🍎 - what is the oc's relationship w/their parents like?

her afi and amma were her legal guardians for the majority of her teenage years! and anybody within a five mile radius knows that she LOVES those guys. she takes so much influence from her afi particularly and holds him on a very high pedestal of how she should be behaving and what traits she should portray, just because he is an incredibly patient and wise man. her late amma also influenced her a LOT in terms of hard-work and dedication to others, and when she passed it only caused sae to work even harder to support her afi. not to mention sae truly considers her afi to have saved her life which means she feels she owes a LOT to him ghfdjkg

she doesnt speak with her parents!

💀 - does your oc have any phobias?

she isnt DEATHLY afraid of anything but she gets concerned over superstitious things that arent necessarily a problem to other people lmaooo. like for instance she does NOT fuck with bananas because they are considered terrible luck on boats. she rarely sails on thursdays, took the lucky charms off of her fishing hat and placed it around her waist just so the hat won't fly overboard again, never renames a boat, etc. ALL because she doesnt want to invite bad luck on her ship fghsjd

she's also really not a fan of loud noises!! thunderstorms have a tendency to freak her out but it really depends on the day honestly. catch her in a good mood and she can manoeuvre a boat through them easy peasy, catch her in a bad mood and she'll just sort of stare at the floor unmoving for a bit

🍩 - who is your oc's arch-nemesis or rival?

LMAO sae would never admit out loud that she hates anybody enough to consider them an arch-nemesis or rival. ESPECIALLY pre killing game. now does she dislike people? for sure. is this killing game definitely taking a lot of her pent up resentment and making it ten times worse? definitely

🧠 - what do you like most about the oc?

guy that tried so hard to escape the cycle that she is slowly turning into the very thing she was attempting to run from 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 she is NOTTT breaking the loop

[love-overdrive]

came from your main, not super active on there bc i follow so many ppl my dash is always flooded BUT i find your blog in my following every couple weeks or so and look thru what i've missed🫣 and i try to avoid spam liking because i know some people hatee that

but i love love love your one piece oc. she is so <33. excited to see what else you post about her, the dynamic between her and Croc is just mwah! i've always loved the "mob boss who protects his girl, but shes a badass and protects him right back even if he doesn't reallyyy need it" vibes. hopefully that makes sense. also fake dating (marriage) to falling for each other is top tier. always.

idk wanted to send some love, it was your posts about Jojo that convinced me to start it. i'm not that far in to be honest, but i really like it so far. hopefully i'll be able to actually understand your posts about it soon :) and i just really like your blog (both of them), not just the fics but the little rants, the pictures of your scrapbook, and figurines and the stuff about your OCs. idk!! i don't usually send asks like this and i'm feeling a bit embarrassed but i really hope youre doing good and staying safe and healthy!

Waahhhhhh this is so sweet ???? Please feel free to “spam” me, I love it and I love talking to others!! I’m so happy you like my stuff, truly, it makes me smile.

And also I’m ???? 🥹🥹IM GLAD YOU LIKE MARIAM MARIAM LOVES YOU TOO SWEETIE 🫶 I WILL DEFINITELY TRY AND POST MORE FOR HER!!

But for real did I really make you start Jojo? I’m honored but also I’m sorry you had to see my cringe bullshit about it. Jojo is near and dear to my heart, and I try to keep that on the low key.

Seriously, this message was amazing and thank you for sending it, it really made my night and was what I needed!!! I love you lots my friend and I hope you’re doing well 💖

[adonis-koo]

So jk and oc was dating or like in a situationship😳😳😳 I am sure there was a big reason for jk to leave considering he cant stop gravitating towards OC with the smallest of things. I can’t wait to see how he woes her and how their dynamic change. There is still sooo much plot unsaid and I am loving every bit of it! Thank you so much for updating. Your updates are soo small yet the story is sooo amazing. Thank you for writing 2 great stories at the same time. You’re the best❤️❤️

It’s the those damn three month situationships that really do you in tbh 😭 can’t blame either one of them for never fully getting over each other.

And there’s definitely a reason for Jungkook leaving her, which we will eventually learn, but perhaps Jungkook just knows she’s not ready to talk to that extent just yet. I was trying REALLYYY hard to just keep it fluffy and cute but I accidentally developed the plot too much and figured there was no use in fighting it lmao, I’m also excited to watch their dynamic evolve and change.

Especially now that their feelings are back on the table and they finally addressed the past- at least a little bit, we still have a long ways to go but I am excited to keep writing especially now that I reconciled the plot lmaoo

[eiseryn]

Feeling not that great lately so I took a bit of time to fill in this ship meme made by @/gibbarts for Vail x Lei! I have their ship name as Vailei (which is just me smushing their names together) but my friend has brought up Leil which is tempting just because it's fun to say... I think we'll stick with Vailei for now XD

I used some headcanons for this because NGL Vail doesn't have enough screentime in the canon campaign so I had to just fill in some blanks XD This is why he is also my OC now cuz I've made so many headcanons to fill in the blanks that he's prob a diff OC than the KP imagined XD

I realize their faces are kinda babey in this. That is because I did this in like 1 hr so it's very messy sorry. I still had a lot of fun filling this out and thinking about them <3 my OTP 🥺🥺🥺

OC lore under the cut (as per usual of course)

More explanations about how I picked this even though you didn't ask 😎

Big spoon Vail / Little spoon Lei. They could def swap though but this is their usual formation if they're spooning. Little spooning is def by Lei's request but she'll big spoon him if she wants him to feel extra comfy!

Lends clothes (Vail)/ Borrows clothes (Lei) - This is self explanatory. I already drew Lei in Vail's hoodie. She really likes to "borrow" his clothes, as in, she'll wear them until they don't smell like him anymore and then return them to him XD. I do have this funny quote thing so I headcanon he steals her fuzzy socks. I'll draw that one day :3 But I also think it would be hard for him to borrow her clothes even if they're similar heights because he has a SIZ of 65 (muscle mass) and she has a SIZ of 50 which means she's probably built like a stick XD

Pet names - Vail seems like the type of person who calls people by their name/ what they want to be called. So he would prob call Lei "Lei" which is something she even requests at the end of the campaign! (Before he called her "Doc"). Lei is definitely into pet names though! In the cyberpunk universe she probably calls him "my love" 🥺

Introversion/Extroversion - this one was kinda hard NGL. Lei is def more introverted but she isn't suuuper "Ew people" cuz she is a doctor and forced to interact with people. Because Vail likes to talk/ramble, I put him as slightly more extroverted but he didn't have enough screentime so XD I couldn't confirm this theory. He didn't seem that open to talking with Liam in the campaign but it could have been due to lack of time who knows 😔 By comparison Vail is prob more extroverted than Lei at least.

Affection through words (LEi) / Affection through actions (Vail) - Lei is both LMAO cuz her love language is physical touch. But she also expresses affection through her words! This is especially true because if she doesn't like you she won't even bother talking to you. But if she likes you, she'll say sweet things to you/compliment you AND if she really really likes you she'll be physically affectionate! Vail is def an actions person XD I mean we're talking about the guy who bought her a cat for her birthday. I think sometimes she can feel a bit sadge if he doesn't verbally validate her/ have words of affirmation for her but they work with it 🥺

Confesses first (Lei) / Waits for confession (Vail) - THIS ONE IS CANON LMAOOO. Although the first time they hung out it was him who initiated, she has to make him ask her for dinner XD and then when she said it was date he was like ayo alright XD

Bugs - I feel like they're both capable of bug squashing so I put them around the same level... now I feel like if we want to dig into catboy vail his should be reallyyy far into it but I'm not changing it for now XD maybe in an updated one sometime down the line

Drives car (Vail) / can't drive (Lei) - this is also canon XD Vail drives around bikes so he has to be a decent driver, although I didn't see DRIVE in his invested skills according to the stats the dm gave me so like 🤔🤔 Lei has the base DRIVE of like 20? So I mean she can drive. But it's not great XD I would say she's just not very confident, esp in the slums where people speed a lot. She prob felt safer in the Middle district.

can't cook (Vail) / makes dinner (Lei) - Vail prob never had a chance to learn how to cook and he says "food in the slums generally sucks" XD But Lei is a good cook. I mean she cooks drugs so she has to be good at cooking food too (COPE). I just want her to be a good cook so therefore she is.

PDA - Lei likes PDA! She wants everyone to know who her man belongs to, but I think she'd be more like into handholding and clinging to him. The other stuff she prefers to do in private :3 Although she's def up to giving him cheek kisses here and there. Vail probably doesn't particularly mind, if it makes Lei happy :)

Overprotective / Chillgoing - THIS WAS HARD. Lei is def on the overprotective side, especially when it comes to her loved ones, she gets very desperate. But I mean I would imagine Vail would be protective if she were in danger. But overall he's supposed to be a chill dude so I imagine she's just chill. Like oh you're going to Prism HQ and killing some jerks? I'll come with <- maybe something like this LOL

Relationship experience - It is canon Vail has no relationship exp (like me frfr) but Lei's had 2 relationships in the past, so she has more exp than him.

(WARNING: NSFW IMPLIED) HORNY METER: I feel like they're quite similar in levels of horniness. I think mostly Lei has to initiate because Vail is shy uwu about those types of things. But once he's in the mood and the switch has been flipped... pray for Lei LOL. He will let her have control as much as she wants but if she wants him to dom... it's over for her XD a Runner and their stamina y'know... In my headcanons, he is secretly quite horny just never had the chance to express it. He is a young man after all 😔 But he has really good self control :) His willpower is 70. Lei was not supposed to be super thirsty but she is played by me so.... y'know... some stuff happened XD

AWKWARDNESS METER: Lei isn't super super awkward but there are definitely situations where she has no idea what to do, especially to circumstances that are new to her. For example, needing to learn how to do a runner's job XD that was hard for her. In highschool she was def much more awkward but she's grown out of her shell a little. In terms of this relationship, I imagine she gets awkward because she doesn't quite believe she's in a relationship with him XD (she'd be like "really? Are you sure you want me?" and he's like "yeah we had this convo last week") Vail is pretty chill so I think he's barely awkward. I imagine he's only awkward as he's new to this whole relationship business :)

JEALOUSY METER: Vail is not supposed to get jealous so hence why there's like nothing there for him. I would say he either 1) feels secure in his relationships + trusts Lei and 2) Would want the best for her so if she finds someone that makes her happier than him, he would easily let her go. Lei though... is much more insecure than he is. It's something that I would develop for her if she lives XD in the future, because she is slowly gaining confidence in herself! :) She is a capable woman, she simply needs to realize that. But yeah she's the type to get jealous, if she sees him with women who are prettier and younger than her. But she is lucky because he doesn't

[sotoro-ma]

Nine people you'd like to know better

Tagged by @d-e-w-p !! (Hewwooo ^-^)

Last Song: Scarlett Welly Boots by The Amazing Devil. It reallyyyyyyy fits two of my ocs and their relationship (plus another oc that is not mine). I just bite on it and chew so much. I love their messy relationship and how one is trying so hard, but the other one is so bitter about it.

But still, they are loved no matter what.

Good shit.

Favorite color: like a light turquoise, teal color! I've been associating that color a lot with me since i entered college, and it just stuck around!

Finding appreciation with pink, too. I've done her so dirty.

Currently watching: Blood Blockage Battlefront! An anime i got recommended and slowly going through. Also finished Ordem Paranormal Quarentena! It's an ttrpg that a friend found via minecrafters, and it's amazing. Both really cool!!

Last movie: uhhhhhh. I dont remember hfzjfxjxf. But I've been seeing clips of a movie named Revolting Rhymes! Thinking of watching that one soon.

Currently reading: I got. A lot. Of library books i need to go through but haven't started them at all. Kgxkhfxkgkxh. One i finished recently was Mexican Gothic by Silvia Moreno-Garcia! Its really cool but also a horror/suspense book so watch out cause it gets reallyyyy fucked up.

Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Sweet!!! Sweet will always win in my book. Savory is good and im finding new appreciation with spicy (because now i live more north and away from Hispanic foods and my gods i miss spicy shit despite not really liking it alot)

Relationship Status: Taken! Happily with one of my best friends who i love so much.

Current Obsession: uhhhh. I suppose Dreamscape rps? Yeah. It's a thing we've made with friends and has multiple plots going and i got so many ocs there and it's been a blast!! Sky Children of Light is also there but im wanning off obsession. I have been watching a lot of video essays about media so i guess that's something?

Might end up in ship making videos if im not careful.

Last thing I googled: Castle Interior. Was trying to get a better mental image of a location im writing about :D

Currently working on: rps and art! Got two art pieces in the wips and one i reallyyyyyy should start and finish before i got on a week long trip with no internet on Saturday x.x

Also on cosplays!!! Doing one for Halloween with my partner as a pair. Doing Fnaf Sun and Moon! Still getting the strips of the pants pinned and reallyyy need to sew in the stars before the cat hides them all away.

Tagging: Anyone who reads it and wants to do it!!!