#I WILL KEEP QUIET NO LONGER
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Shockwave somewhere off in the corner with starscream watching this personality swap unfold that he caused somehow
HOLD ON. YOU’RE RIGJT. SHOCKWAVE DEFINITELY CAUSED ALL OF THIS
you inspired me to make this comic why is this becoming an actual au why does this stupid blucking au have lore I’m going to cry
#switcherooAU#transformers#shockwave#soundwave#starscream#megatron#maccadam#fanart#comic#how did soundwave and starscream end up switching you ask??#uh#I have no idea#probably for five dollars#shockwave is another one of those characters whose personality varies depending on the continuity#my personal favourite is when he’s this goofy aah comically evil scientist#I really love when soundwave and shockwave have like a random seething hatred for each other#coworkers who are extremely distrustful of each other but are so compatible so they keep getting assigned together#soundwave doesn’t trust shockwave cus bro has no traceable thoughts or emotions#shockwave doesn’t trust soundwave cus bro knows a lot and is way too quiet about it#SORRY THIS TURNED INTO A RANT. IM STOPPING BEFORE IT GETS SVEN LONGER#zorangetf#deepfreeze
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omori tslb au comic
started this a while ago when i came up with shattered and scattered au (post omori bad ending where headspce bleeds into faraway and they have to figure out what's going on) remembered and decided to finish it today of all days. now i'm calling it "the shattered light bulb"
i am in no way a fic or comic writer so i doubt i'll ever make this into a full on series but i might post a couple more drabbles/ short out of context comics if i get to it. very welcome to any thoughts or questions ppl have
#kel’s the only one who figured out how sunny ‘disappeared’ but he keeps it quiet#bc they made a pact for everyone to stick together no matter what#and he believes everyone (esp aubrey they have not completely come to terms)#is gonna turn on basil#including basil himself#and he wants to wait a little longer#all in all everyone thinks this hangman game (i have to tell you something) is about themself#omori#omori au#tslb au#my art#vex draws#doodles#omori aubrey#omori basil#omori hero#omori kel
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not the first person to point this out, but i want You All to suffer !!!!!!!!!!!!! (blows up)

in the new indigo disk official art, the crystal kieran is shown to be in is SHATTERED and DULL. how fun and normal!

Bonus Fun time! carmine is looking straight in his direction with a look of Pure and Utter worry !!!!
i sure do Hope these two don’t succumb to the horrors (gripping the sink trembling drenched in tears)
#arvenfanboyposting#pkmn sv#pokemon sv#indigo disk#sv dlc spoilers#kieran pokemon#rival kieran#pokemon carmine#scarvio#HAAAAHHHHHH OHHH i love when Tragedies /lie#this has had me despaired for the last day i couldn’t keep quiet any longer
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sunday snippet :3
tysmmm for the tag @rae-lune !! truly salivating over your snip! ….searched through my next few wtwgq chapters for something not tooo dreadfully in need of editing….here’s smth small from the next one :)
Then, same as at the party, same as earlier that very evening, he feels a familiar warm tingle on the side of his neck—that one that pricks at him softly; morse code tapping a repeated rhythm into his skin. He’s almost certain it spells out: Remus. Remus. Remus. Drifting his gaze sideways, Sirius instinctively seeks confirmation. He finds it—Remus watching somewhere on his face, amber eyes still a little glazed from the alcohol, impossibly soft smile drawn by his mouth. Sirius’ laughter falls away, just leaving his grin to linger in its place. “What?” he whispers curiously.
no pressure tagging @mybelovedmoon, @moonheavens, @brandileigh2003 & @1ftinreality <333 i’m insatiable and would absolutely looove to see any bit of anything you’re willing to share 🤲
#this chapter just keeps getting longer and longer#i say i’m editing and then oh !! another 300 words appear#tag game#fic: when the world goes quiet#my writing#wolfstar
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transfem gorgug lives so close to my heart btw
#i am tme so lmk if i should shut up but she just. her character arc this season involving really embracing her anger#and just really refusing to keep quiet any longer. and that being so obviously a good thing narratively. it feels transfem#fhjy#dimension 20#fantasy high#the word of chuck
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what are hyakinthos's thoughts on the boatman and the slow boat in general?
Ooh, taking a quick sidestep from the rest of the ask game asks to answer this real quick! Short answer: a little complicated but generally friendly! Long answer: Gotta give some backstory first, bear with me. I have been thinking so much about belief systems vs established canon. Canon says that every human who dies regardless of belief (there may be nuance I'm forgetting but I'm in full speed infodump mode rn so that's a problem for future me) goes to the Far Shore. I say that's... kinda bleak? Also I'm just not a fan of stories where there is only One Real Belief and the rest are played off as silly distraction or whatever, but I digress.
A lot of his everything is based around the idea that both belief and proper death/burial care are important to get people to the afterlife they're meant to be in. Ritual makes all the difference between going to the Far Shore vs the Fields of Asphodel, for example.
His Boatman is Charon, or at least accepts the name. Hyakinthos has a working relationship with him and has probably taken up the oars at least a few times, especially for people who need the extra care in getting to where they need to be.
There's respect there, but there's also a certain... I'm not sure I have the words for it. The idea that death in the Neath is uncertain in so many ways (whether it'll stick that time, whether the person will make it to their afterlife or if they'll slip between the cracks and end up in the wrong place, etc) can be... discomfiting, to him. So while he does hold the boatman in high regard, there's always some little uncertainty there.
(Every so often, by their standards at least, Hyakinthos will bring him a very old obol. The Boatman will always refuse it. This is a ritual of its own. They'll sit for a while and talk anyways, and then part ways afterwards a little lighter.)
#a lot of this is. very theoretical sjfndkjnhg. but that is what he believes#a belief that he's held for longer than he can remember at this point#his lover was buried wrong in the neath. with respect but with the wrong customs#a different culture doing their best but not understanding the nuance#having to exhume and re-bury his lover according to their beliefs permanently rewrote some stuff in his brain i think#he just never wants anyone else to have to go through that fear. of a loved one lost. of being lost themselves in an unfamiliar afterlife#to him final death is a blessing and a comfort and he intends to keep it that way. no fear of what comes after because they know it's okay#i'm not sure if i properly answered your question despite all that dfkgnfhkd if so i'm sorry i got possessed#belief is important in the neath but it's hard to tell where it begins and ends in a literal sense. if the far shore really is all there is#then hyakinthos would feel actively betrayed by the boatman for disregarding all these peoples' beliefs#but if the far shore is an option but not the absolute (as he believes) then it's a lot more gentle of a regard#recognizing that mistakes can be made and dreading them but understanding that the boatman is very old and doing his best#they both are really#it's. you can see the difference there#but without having a distinct idea of where the lines lay it's a little hard to say for absolute certainty y'know#whoops did not mean to leave a whole other post in the tags. i have been quiet about this guy for too long. too much time to think abt shit#ty for bearing with me i guess kdsjgdhgdfgjh#the scientist scribbles#c: hyakinthos athanasiou
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I feel so fucking helpless sometimes. It gets harder and harder to hold onto any kind of hope. Any feeling that things could realistically get better. That I could get better. I hoped and hoped so hard, and I don't think there's any hope left in me at this point.
The temptation to just give up is always there, constantly on my mind. And the fact I know I won't actually go through with it is starting to just become one more reason I hate myself.
#vent post#I keep heavily reconsidering if I even want to post this or if this is too much even for vent post standards#but fuck it#I'm not getting anywhere by staying quiet#to be clear you won't actually have to worry about me killing myself or anything#as much as it's constantly on my mind#like I said I don't think there's any chance I go through with it and I don't think that'll change any time soon#just feeling at a real low point at the moment#it'll probably get a little better in a few hours when my friends wake up and I can feel the slightest bit less fucking lonely#but yeah#honestly not much of a point to this post#not asking for anything#not heading towards any kind of solution#just...#desperation I guess#not sure what I'm even desperate for#I don't know what's wrong with me or what I need#if I did I could at least try to find a solution#but whatever#I'm rambling far longer than I intended#far too long for a post that I'm not even sure I'll actually post#because I don't want to worry people with things that I don't know they can help with#that I don't know can even be helped#but at the same time keeping to myself has never helped so far#so I guess I might as well
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#I decided not to keep spamming the tags with unfinished messy sketches because I keep thumbnailing a hundred things that are going nowhere#but understand that I’m still insane bananas and I’m working on five paintings concurrently#and also thumbnailing three (3) longer comics and some silly comics here and there.#And then there’s all the workplace sketches I’m making when it’s quiet at work.#Anyway.#I’m not diagnosed with ADHD.
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TRANCH TRADE TRANCH TRADE TRANCH TRADE. throwing this at ur helmet so it bounces off in a goofy way
YAYYYYY TRANCH TRADE I LOVE IT HERE IN THE MUD AND GOOP AND BLOOD AND VISCERA!!!!!!!!
ohhhhh winnebago descriptions....... i loooove the winnebago i love the "living in their car and shitty motels bc they have nowhere else to go and are also on a huge fucked up road trip" energy..... ohhhh vyncent pov save me vyncent pov. see now you have to write a dakota pov to complete the set. 3 of them do not separate !!!!!
DESPERATELY SCROUNGING AROUND IN THE MUD for bits of my william fic i can share with you that arent MASSIVE fucking spoilers. hes going thru it a little . also this is insanely unedited bc i have just been writing it in little bursts at midnight+ :


alsooooo a little tiny bit of trickster dialogue from the mark nightmare fic (WHICH. BTW. is officially the longest thing I have written for fun in the last like 3 or 4 years holy shit. i officially crossed the 3k word threshhold yesterday everyone cheer and clap) :

#keeping this part in the tags bc im at work and i know im gonna fuck up the wordinf here but#i loooove already the stark difference between the vibes of this fic and your last one#like. quiet contemplative driving down a road while your friends are asleep in the back type sad vs the.#covered in dried blood and goop and still shaking from the adrenaline crash and actively going through shock type sad.#ur really good at capturing those feelings in a short number of words#ANYWAY. its soooo fun here in the trenches. i say looking like i just ripped a man in half with my bare hands. absolutely fucking drenched#friends!!!#friend art#fics#asks#intertexts#I LOVE TRANCH TIME#i have this disease that doesnt let me write fics that are longer than 2000 words. whats up with that.#. ill be writing for hours and be like DAMN that was a lot!! and then check the word count only for it to be like.... 500
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trying to be the better, nicer person to reach out or do right by others is such a scam because literally nobody gives a fuck
#this is specifically abt trying to do this in an all girls school#PPL DO SHIT FOR DUMB REASONS#forgive me for overlooking unnecessary ghosting damn#lucie.txt.#lowkey specifically abt the girl id known for seven years in primary school#we get to high school and i tried to keep it going between me and our other friend#and then like. yes we all make new friends#but then we got SUPER close in lockdown#and then we get back#one had really bad mental health so i understand why she went quiet#but the one id known for longer…. she just did nawt reach out#so fucking weird#girl friendships pmo
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I really can't help but wonder what anon even expected or desired as a response
Either i respond publicly and with a 'yes and?'
I respond publicly saying 'idk what you're talking about' and prompt people to look up my name and twitter(which is how other people have found my nsfw twitter in the past because my name is on it) and find out(assuming i don't lock it but even then i'm sure there's proof of it somewhere--I know some anti briefly put my nsfw twitter in a tiktok at some point but the only thing that came of that was someone warning me it had been put in a tiktok) and idk people unfollow if they're uncomfortable i guess?
Or i ignore the ask and they get nothing or maybe keep badgering me or idk make a public callout i guess???
Like i really don't know what the end goal was with sending me an ask about something i'm very obviously public about in some capacity. If i was trying to hide it the twitter account would have been locked. Not to mention my pinned wouldn't explicitly warn for things i don't even post about on here just for the sake of making sure people know they might not be comfortable around me.
I REALLY DON'T GET IT LMAO AND THEN THEY SENT ME ANOTHER ASK WHEN I SHRUGGED IT OFF LIKE IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WHY NOT JUST BLOCK ME I wish I could understand the mindset of people like this. What were you hoping to accomplish or see. Tell me anon i wanna know i wanna understand or is kinkshaming just your kink
#danie yells at anons#danie yells at existence#JUST I KEEP THINKING ABOUT IT. WHAT A POINTLESS THING TO DO. ESPECIALLY IF YOU LOOK AROUND FOR LONGER THAN TWO MINUTES#YOU GOT TWO TWEETS INTO A TWITTER ACCOUNT WITH MY NAME ON IT AND WENT 'IM GONNA CALL YOU OUT ON THIS' ON WHAT THE RED FLAG I WEAR AS A CAPE?#i just. i have so many questions! where eas that supposed to go was it just a vent? did they not think that hard about it?? did they think#they wouldn't have made it that far lol#the fact that they sent me this ask and then basically went quiet when i was clearly unbothered makes me think i just gave an unsatisfying#response. sorry i'm idk not afraid of being weird on the internet i guess. not actually sorry i'm just like. genuinely curious about the idk#ecpectation they had there. it's been like 5 hours and i'm still thinking about this. like. genuinely. where was that supposed to go. people#here already have me blocked for this stuff you realize. that's why it's there. people i've never spoken to in my life have me blocked over#things like this which is awesome because they are protecting their peace and mine#just. idk. i like to understand people. and it just keeps coming back to me that there was no way for them to win this. maybe they realized#i hope they've got some new perspective and move on peacefully either way lmao. block me or mute me or whatever helps them.
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Genuinely so sad because I wish I could just draw and write again
#we knew the good (productive) times couldn't last forever.#i used to be able to write 11k without a break. doing all-nighters i was so into it. used to be able to draw multiple sketches a day.#now i just feel totally drained and flat. bled dry. where's the excitement in drawing and writing anymore?#i just need to graduate. i need to finish this life chapter and do OTHER things.#it's hard to keep drawing/writing on a dying website for a dying fandom#thinking about trying to write something original because of my specific interests#y'know how at a certain point it starts to sound less like fan fiction and more just original.#there might be a chance i'm very depressed. like no longer in the mopey edgy teenage way#but in the long-term quiet withdrawn flat and emotionally dead way.#wdym i'm 26 and have done basically nothing? wdym i'm a 26 year old woman?? i'll be 30 soon??#idk what would fix me. i'm doing what i can.#fuck i miss writing my dumb queer quartet mysteries
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i will make a proper announcement post later (with a discord people can join!) but for now. i've started development on my franklin expedition game and i'm having SO much fun. guys i'm having so much fun
#i was waiting to officially announce until it's just a bit further along but. i can't keep quiet any longer i have to talk about this#most exciting project i've ever done possibly
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to meee :3 akechi and sumire arent exactly friends throughout january, (they only get really close several years later) but as a side effect of neither having anything better to do and the two constantly haunting kichijoji i think they inevitably fall together more often than not. ren takes sumire out for darts and shes weirdly better than she was last time (sidebar but the fact that sumire and akechi both mimic your throws but sumire sucks shit at darts too much for it to do any good is so cute) and shes like oh yeah akechi-san has been teaching me. oh wow i got a forty! unaware of the way she just blew rens mind.
#the clock chimes at midnight#its not all about you ren!!!!!#sidebar to the sidebar. of course sumire imitates your dart throws. of course.#again theyre too busy fighting for their respective lives in the time loop to actually become friends in january#but i do think in the years before meeting again they think of the time with fond bittersweetness of what couldve been.#theyre not really going out together but more mutually keeping each other company lol. its generally a pretty quiet affair.#sumire doesnt really ask him for advice as she puts herself back together (he tends to get acerbic if she tries)#but he can be a pretty decent sounding board for either really simple (red or blue glasses)#or really philosophical (do you think my time as kasumi irrevocably changed who i am and if so am i still sumire) questions.#he does not tell her anything concrete about why the other thieves are so tense with him and she doesnt ask outright#but she able to glean a bit more about him through these discussions. and sadly for both of them they both actually sort of like each other#they get food. play darts. practice mementos on their own a few times (THEY GET A SHOWTIME STOP LYING TO ME!!).#and i sort of think akechi smokes either hes always done it or very recently picked it up now that he no longer needs to be personable#and sumires like well. im going to remain myself but i still want to do smth self-destructive. smoke me up man.#(also all her clothes smell like kasumi and its freaking her out. she doesnt mind smelling bad if itll distinguish her.)#idk. akesumi smiles gently.
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see the thing about pb and other fans trying to persuade fans to not share content from things like paid cards or even units that get a seal run (to be added 3 months later (which is still a weird choice also but this isnt about that)) is that i feel it rly comes down to: do you want to keep the game alive or not. do you want to keep a player base that will consistently talk about and engage with and log in and play your game or not. because the majority of players for just about any gacha will always be f2p or people that make smaller purchases less regularly than whales do. p2ws make up a much smaller portion and if theyre the only ones allowed to view and engage with new content and everyone else is getting nothing for months then that means most of your players are left with nothing and if the wait is too long, people start leaving and stop logging in and they stop talking about it. so its not preferred but like. essentially do you want a slower death to your game or a quicker one is what im getting at.
#cliffnotes/.txt#whb#not the best way to word it but just me getting out my thoughts real quick#its also like. trust has been lost already and w/ more and more expensive pay only content it only slips further#the point of the promises from january i would have assumed would have been to have something to keep players satisfied longer#even with the new units every month if smthn like just the chats had been rolled out like they were supposed to be#thered be at least something to keep people satisfied#because it may not be fair but gachas are essentially a money game of how long can you keep your players satisfied#because if they leave youre getting less and less revenue even with the whales around#small company or not a gacha isnt something you do on a whim to make big bucks and then pull risky maneuvers like this not even a year in#so if you want people to talk you gotta let them.#i mean i also dont care abt ppl sharing stuff on principle i hate capitalism and legality means shit to me#but still.#also it looks like so far the answer to 'do you want to keep the game alive' isss...no! 😭#the way its gotten so quiet since i started lurking the tag....#like ofc players boom and then drop off a little after launch bc ppl figure they dont like the game or other technical issues#(like the lag and servers being overloaded)#but then it usually steadies and if things r going well it stays like that and climbs again slowly
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When picking up an escaped quail yesterday, I realized how much larger my g3 and g4 quail are compared to the ogs. This has actually created an unanticipated problem where the ogs are inadvertently getting bullied solely because their offspring are almost twice their size and push them off places. Either need to make them a retirement pen or find them homes that don't mind a lack of eggs. On the flipside, I introduced some 3 week old babies into the colony to get more color variety in there and only 1 gen3 hen took a chance to pull rank (guessing she's low on the totem pole) vs 2 of the og hens. So they're getting bigger but they're also getting better mannered and nicer.
#my bird talks#I'm pleased with the size/temperament improvements in a few generations#I'm not the fastest or largest breeder#I'm very reluctant to breed a lot because I'm not big on culling#as I don't eat the culled birds and no longer have animals that would eat them#I do compost them so they go back into the bugs/soil/plants if I need to do a mercy cull for medical reasons#and I do sell [live] BBQ packs to others who would like a nice quail dinner#but the amount of food they eat/space they take up/noise vs $ isn't worth raising them up for other people#I already have at least 4 roosters from the test hatches#Biggie is a SLB with a fantastic temperament/size#shame about his color#but if he stays nice and quiet I plan to keep him as a spare breeder#the other 3 aren't anything special#there are 5 that are not feather sexable - hopefully 3 or 4 are hens#2 are very strange dilutes so I'm hoping they're hens
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