#I WANT TO CRY SO BADLY
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i'm thinking about thule!kit...
there are so many different ways he could've turned out to be like what version of himself is he currently? i'm desperate to know where he's at!!! i need to know, like is he good or bad? did he fall into the deep end and become evil? or maybe he's still just a sweet little sunshine boy?
sorry but IMAGINE if rosemary and johnny are alive in thule and they are a happy family who love their son so badly and would literally protect him with their lives (yes, i'm stealing this one from tessa)
and maybe johnny is a great father in thule bc he never lost rosemary... and kit knows he is loved and important to someone :(
and if our world!kit meets them... THEN WHAT?! he would literally be looking at what he could have had but doesn't :( i think a part of him would truly break inside :(
#what if when rosemary sees him she just hugs him so tightly and cries#bc although he's from a different world and timeline#he's still her most precious baby#i want to cry so badly#this made me emotional#give me a moment#and maybe johnny ruffles his hair and embarrasses him by telling dad jokes like a father should :(#and we get to see him show kit affection and love#nope nope nope#goodbye world#BUT HE HAS JEM AND TESSA NOW AND THEY LOVE HIM WITH ALL THEIR BEING SO LET'S TRY NOT TO CRY#kit herondale#thule#the dark artifices#the wicked powers#tda#twp#tsc
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This morning Daddy made me stare into his eyes until I cried and then fucked a load inside me, which is currently dipping down my thighs as I type. Words cannot express how I am so emotionally, physically, and sexually satisfied all at the same time. 🥴🥴🥴
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Lundy Cup Day | 8.6.24
#anton lundell#florida panthers#tw we are the champions#and this time he didnt put it#so little victories i suppose#ALWAYS MAKING SURE THE KIDS CAN TOUCH THE CUP#I WANT TO CRY SO BADLY#GOD#LUNDYYYY
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I waited for the whole day for him to even say "morning", or remember that it's valentine's day.
I think I am ready to give up.
#mea talks#i am just sad#i want to cry so badly#all i see is happy couples and i am once again begging for scraps of attention
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i don't know why I had such thoughts in the first place. Im so stupid to think id ever be happy
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Tarot eased a concern
And confirmed another
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Had a sudden panic attack. The thing is, I have absolutely no Idea why. It just happened out of the blue. I want to curl up.. rock back and forth.. I can't even cry.. mmm.... :(
#I can't even breathe properly#wtf is going on#someone cuddle me#the urge to curl up in someones arms right now#i want to cry so badly#helpdhdh#mmmmdbdjsh :((#i dont feel too good#ksgbdhdjshd#*curls up into a ball and sobs*
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Im absolutely going to have a breakdown after work today
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rant in tags !!
#oh my GODDDDD#bruh what is wrong with me#why do i procrastinate so much#ive got barely a month left#how the hell am i supposed to cover everything#again proving to be such a big disappointment to everyone !!!#i just want to disappear at times#let me just-#*screams*#no cuz fr#i should have been more responsible#my parents are paying a heavy fee even if i have a 35% scholarship#i shouldve studied better in high school#and i shouldve been studying better now#i want to cry so badly#like i have zero emotional support rn#like i said#hanging by a very very very thin thread#tw rant#rant#jade 💚
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Can you imagine jon/Martin finding out about tma and getting to see the fandom and how thousands of people love their tragic story and love them despite it all.
Like Jonathan sims, who ended the world. Who is so crippled with guilt and self loathing. Sees how many people love him and have written ESSAYS about how it wasn’t his fault. Jon who isn’t human anymore but clings to it with every ounce of strength, finding out that there’s an entire fandom who loves him even (especially) as a monster, who celebrate and draw him with as many eyes as possible. Jon finding out that thousands of people love him even with all his sins.
Martin, who’s been alone his entire life. Who doesn’t think he’s worth worrying over. Finding out how many people would die just to get a cuppa from him. Him finding out that the entirety of the fandom just wants to experience a Martin hug. That there’s an entire fandom of people who think he deserves so much happiness and friends and love. Martin who gets to see people realize how clever and intelligent he actually is, who credit him where credit is due and then some.
Just them finding out that thousands have heard their story and flaws and love them
#ugh#I’m crying over thinking how they would react#I want a Martin hug so badly you don’t understand#tma#the magnus archives#the magnus institute#magnuspod#jonathan sims#the archivist#the eye#jonmartin#martin blackwood
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I wanted to do something special for my Cas op - since I was imagining this would probably be my only chance to get one - and I really got it
The eye contact alone had me fighting for my life, but I was shaking a whole bunch and he squeezed my hands as I went to walk away ❤️
His eyes are so blue and his expression was so kind. And his hands are so big!!! Mine have completely disappeared lmao. Truly lovely man
#I cant explain how badly I was shaking here lmaooooo poor me. but he was so so sweet#genuinely couldn't be happier with this op I want to cry whenever I look at it. happy tears#castiel#misha collins#crossroads 8#cr8#misha photo ops#castiel photo ops#it's pie's face#cr8 adventures
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POV: The batkids have been trying to find baby batgirl for nearly an hour before one of them goes into Bruce's bedroom and finds this.
#chunky baby#i found this on pinterest and i was crying#i want a baby like this so badly!!#and yes Bruce was the one to leave you there because he felt like you needed a nap#yandere#yandere batfam#yandere batfamily#batgirl reader#batfam#batfamily#platonic#yandere platonic#x baby reader#yandere fluff#fluff
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being so honest right now heathertail should’ve taken every plotline given to harestar and then built on them & it’s a disservice to the po3-oots arcs that she didn’t. she has a disregard for the parts of the code she disagrees with, and she’s been turned away by a member of the three as a result, first with compassion but then viciously, with him swearing her as his enemy and threatening her straight after nearly murdering her mentor. he comes close to killing her and the book tells us she *knows* it.
seeing the dark forest pick up on this rivalry, on the way she’s been unfairly treated by lionblaze, and taking advantage of it would have been really interesting. it would have given way more set-up to her relationship with breezepelt and given her more agency in it then being the wife who fixes him later on. it would’ve given her an arc of her own. it would have given her a long-lasting and present relationship with lionblaze, making his chapters significantly stronger. seeing this rebellious little apprentice go from a friendly presence to a serious threat created by the flaws of the main character & the clan system would be fun.
and then eventually, after lionblaze has lost his powers and is struggling, we would see heathertail grow behind the scenes and eventually ascend to leadership of windclan. maybe they would reconcile, maybe they would remain a bitter reminder to each other of the past and what could have been, of childhood friendship tarnished with clan patriotism and needless violence. who knows. but id love to read about it.
#heathertail#lionblaze#po3#oots#wc#warrior cats#everything to do with heathertail & lionblaze makes me really angry but also makes me want to cry#she’s treated so fucking badly!!! and we barely get to see how she deals with that!!!#she was so upset when lionblaze said goodbye. reading all her scenes at once is so upsetting#because you see her go from begging lionblaze to stay friends with her to finally accepting it only to have him turn on & threaten her#for something she probably didn’t even do. and even if she did do she only did after he’d already disavowed their secret#this is very rambly. im upset#she reminds me so much of myself. oh heatherpaw we’re really in it now#i just want good things for her so badly
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ik pc was wearing legwarmers in the other drawings just ignore it i got lazy
#i finally have a free day to draw but i need to finish making a bunch of conceptual maps for tomorrow and gghg7ghywh i am so fucking done#i want to be motivated like this BADLY#my unwavering fear of failing is the only thing thats driving me to get shit done and i desperately want something other than that#btw i didnt draw the first pic with a bg in mind so it looks kinda shit lmao#also i wanted m!corrupted!syd to have black and strawberry blonde hair but he kinda ended up looking like redacted from 14dwy and im crying#degrees of lewdity#dol#sydney the fallen#sydney the faithful#my art#[ ❀ ]
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i keep trying to think of funny/poetic ways to talk about all the things i'm feeling right now but i honestly can't so. i'm really sad about what happened with my partner. i know he was an inconsiderate prick about it and that i didn't do anything wrong and i couldn't have prevented it but i'm just really fucking sad.
#ramble#i think knowing that he was awful and that it wasn't my fault should make all the sad go away actually#i'm in such a weird fragile state right now that last night i looked at my flip flops that are still covered in mud#and i just started crying bc last weekend he carried me over the mud so they wouldn't get ruined. KNOWING he was going to do this to me#sorry i try really hard not to overshare but i don't want to keep bothering anyone in my actual life about this and idk what to do#when it happened it didn't hurt this badly and i just assumed i would be fine#idk i think it's just sunk in how much of my future i don't have anymore and that's like#a bit scary#because i was Just calming down and thinking maybe i would be ok in the long term and now it's all gone#i'm in that weird place between desperately wanting him back and plotting where to bury the body parts#i'm also mad bc i wish he'd left me before the festival. there were SO many gorgeous metalhead trans girls that i could've kissed
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had my every few weeks realization so much change is happening so fast in my life and i don't want these things to change but everything is only going to keep changing and the thought is hurting me badly i had to try to not cry and act fine
#vent#ive got about 15 minutes until class starts maybe i could go in the bathroom and cry#idk. I never wanted to get to this point in my life because i knew it was one of the first big changes#in my life. i want to go back I don't want to be here and I don't want time to move on#I don't want#I want to cry so badly
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