#I WANT THE PAIN
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I just finished watching the finale of Critical Role's Downfall, and like, I've been keeping up with everyone's thoughts and spoilers before I watched it cause I was just so giddy to know what happens. And I'm surprised that not many people are talking about that last scene with Trist and Arcadia, who SPOILERS, was actually Asmodeus that whole time. Brennan KNEW exactly what he was doing when he said that last "I love you" as Arcadia/Asmodeus to Trist before she left the room with all the scrolls.
THE PARALLEL of that scene with their memorable "I love you" when they were still in that vessel of light. The way Asmodeus said that before they became Real. And the way he said it again, many years later, after so much hatred and pain and destruction he caused to his dearest sibling, before he betrays her and all the other Primes AGAIN.
The deception that "I love you" holds. The TRUTH that it holds. The complete tragedy of this eternal family. Like the ouroboros relationship of Torog and Melora, of torture and creation. The same way it is for the Everlight and Asmodeus, of redemption and corruption.
It's all so fucking tragic, and so fucking beautiful. The way Matt and Brennan made these gods so so beautifully complex was so masterfully done, and I love that we got to witness such a deep and powerful lore of Exandria in the most heart-wrenching way.
#critical role#critical role spoilers#critical role downfall#cr downfall#downfall#the pain between asmodeus and everlight#god im obsessed#it's all so tragic#eternal unresolved pain for both of them actually#someone please write more tragic fics of them#I WANT THE PAIN
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I need someone to make a fanfic alternate ending to SPN (or if there is one tell me) where like Dean and Sam die and show up at the Harvelle鈥檚 Roadhouse with everyone there waiting for them.
#supernatural#dean winchester#castiel#sam winchester#i want the pain#i want to cry#make it as sad as possible#jo harvelle#ellen harvelle#bobby singer
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I just had a random thought I'd like to share with the Batman Fandom:
I want a short comic where it's about Victor and Nora pre-illness and before he became Mr. Freeze. I know the story is already tragic but I want to know more about their relationship so I can hurt more.
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if i dont violently sob watching the s2 finale im genuinely gonna be so infuriated
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"you slept with her , didn't you ?"
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what if in the coma episode the only time we see eddie is buck watching a news report of a firefighter being killed by the sniper with eddie's face flashing across the screen
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Finally now that the comic is fully public on comicfury, I get to share it with all of you here, too <3
If you enjoyed, please consider supporting by buying a PDF of the comic on itch.io: https://tawnysoup.itch.io/home-in-the-woods
#I'd rather not clutter the caption so I'll ramble a little in the tags#HitW is short but special to me as it represents and encapsulates some hard life experiences I was going through at the time of its creatio#Ofc in a more metaphorical manner! but. I have been very much enjoying reading people's comments and speculation as its been posting#the interpretations are so meaningful and varied and i love that and really want to encourage anyone to reflect on what it means to them#for me making this comic was a way to process and move past trauma. i feel like it ends anti-climactically but i wanted to be true to#where i thought things were actually going in my life moreso than to veer towards impact. ultimately im glad i managed to finish it#and for it to finish going public right before the new year? maybe i can see this as shedding that old pain in time to become something new#so thank you for reading for supporting and for still being here. lets wake up to 2025 with wind in our sails#Home in the Woods#my art#my comics#original comic#cw guns#cw blood#cw body horror
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#arcane#silco arcane#jinx and silco#my art#please don't repost#that man is in pain he's looking at that shimmer rain...thinking...oh the money im losing#some doodle/wips i had on the side#i need to be a serious artist#season 1 redraw of course because of course#i need to let that old man go but then i don't want to
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to lose you
#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sth#im insane im crazy i have to end it all i saw a singular dialogue in sonadow gens that made me go so fucking crazy dude im in tears#i dont subscribe to the sonic as reincarnated maria theory but how beautiful is it that shadow always had somebody in his life#that loves the earth more than anything else#somebody who wants him to see its beauty no matter what#that will never give up on him#he has never been without that#despite all his pain#sonic x shadow generations#sxs generations#shadow#sonic#sonic fanart#sonic art#sonic fandom#sonic series#shadow fanart#sonic the hedgehog fanart#art of crane
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what if his suit WASN'T shrink wrapped
#danny phantom#i wanted to try a slightly more realistic hazmat suit#only slightly#the thought of him having a much bigger size he was meant to grow into... cute... also painful!#wear proper ventilation when dying in your parents lab!#zilly art
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We need to talk more about Viktor's back.
that is not a simple corset or binder to keep his posture. There are screws embedded into his back. In his bone. This was put there by surgery. Something that definitely had a hell of a recovery period that made Viktor insane for not being able to work.
Also, this is a external object that definitely needs caring and Viktor for sure cannot do it, so Jayce must have being disinfecting it and doing a proper care routing.
Also, also. Viktor is definitely on some painkillers, cause... Look at it! gzzz
#arcane#viktor#arcane viktor#jayvik#a lot of uses of the word definitely :v#i want a fic focused on his back plz is not only his leg thats fucked up#i need ppl that had back surgery and ppl with chronic back pain input on this#u know for data for... something
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"There is no prize to perfection, only an end to pursuit. In all timelines, in all possibilities... only you can show me this."
JAYCE AND VIKTOR | ARCANE S02E09
#jayce talis#arcane season 2#jayce x viktor#jayvik#arcaneedit#league of legends edit#jayce#viktor#league#arcane#~arcane#~#arcane spoilers#and if i say i became a waterfall of tears???#universe forgive me for not believing in the jayvik at first#i'm never ever going to get over this 'only you can show me the truth' and 'soulmates across all timelines' shit#i am in so much pain#i did really want the omnipotent viktor to be ryze because it would've been funny but AAAAAAAAAAA
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I don't want to regret the way I lived
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#nobara kugisaki#nanami kento#choso kamo#junpei yoshino#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#this idea started as a 2 part series . then my braincells decided to spark and supplied 7 PAGES#'did you sleep hina' no#ws looking up mentally stable things like 'who has died in jjk' smh i love my hyperfixation media im sooooo glad so many ppl r DEAD#i *could* have included more ppl but i think this is a good crew. this is a yuuji emotional support crew#also Was gna include his grandpa final panel but i Did Not Want To#he is implied through th dialogue#side note i donot like how i cn see this scenario playing out . ..yuuji this isnt ur stop u r monopoly voice Just Visiting ok >:(#anyway I broke my own heart with this and ik i hyped it up a lot but i hope that its not just me...#hope i did not hype it up fr nothing and no one else finds it devastating :((((( that would b humbling in the worst way#pls ...join the happy party train.......i hate it here i suffered pls :<<<<#also !!!! colours in this !! i cooked i fear . adding th first bit of warm hitting yuuji's face after th first 2 panels....#ive never had that kind of experience while drawing before it was wild . painful ! but wild.#the whole transition from p 2->3 might b the most emotionally moving piece ive ever made to me#not 2 sing my own praises tho i will shut up ! i wil. nap
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no mercy 馃槶
#one piece won the poll and I wanted to draw smth nice and wholesome#but I hated the perspective process and the multiple characters were a pain so where did that bring me?#that's right; perspective and multiple characters in shtpost format#don't you just love it when you put too much pressure on yourself and the way to fix that is to draw smth silly#vibrant colours go brrrr#pls trust me when I say I like sanji#I mean look at him#one piece#strawhat crew#sanji#luffy#zoro#chopper#usopp#nami#nico robin#cyborg franky#o0kawaii0o
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my main advice for writing an enemies to lovers relationship is to resist the urge to make the characters' loathing and attraction mutually exclusive opposing forces. it's okay if they're getting weirdly into it and having Thoughts whilst also sincerely wanting to kill each other with hammers.
#馃悏#read some really good [redacted to avoid maintags] fics lately where theyre like#'yeah i used to pray for you to die badly and in pain. but i also wanted to have nasty fight sex with you in the meantime.'#thats what its all about <3
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