#I SHOULD be watching it today. hopefully
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the curse of introducing my cousins to s&c is that we’re now watching it together and they have been busy so I have to narrowly dodge spoilers for the new episode
#happi rambles#I SHOULD be watching it today. hopefully#I am very excited to watch the new ep though ausudgsuhshshd. I need to check the tag!!! I need to see all the cool new stuff that’s happened
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a koi pond for your dash:
❀ 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 ༄ ❀ 𓆝 𓆟 ༄ ❀ 𓆞 𓆝 ❀ ༄ ﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌
#our pond thawed so i sat beside the water today and watched the fish#i wish everyone as beautiful and peaceful a moment as that today ♡#i dont have a koi pond btw judt a farm pond that a neighbor put goldish in like twenty years ago#they thrived tho and they're pretty like koi fish#im planning to add water lilies to it this year and maybe some other pretty ornamental plants around it idk#also a bench hopefully bc rn you have to sit in an uncomfy rock lol#anyway#still a nice place to hang out im just planning to make it nicer when i have the money for landscaping#im considering adding some actual koi to it bc i read they can coexist w goldfish really well bc they're both carp#but idk i assume they eat more so maybe they would outcompete the goldslfish#also they eat the baby goldfish so maybe not :(#they should crossbreed tho#i think#so maybe i'll just grt one or two koi and see what happens#anywayyy#they're so pretty and peaceful to watch 😌#my only complaint is its a bit of a hike to the pond#either like five minutes down a suuuuper steep hill or twice as long walking around the hill and back up by the road which is less steep#also you cant really see the pond from the house bc its far away and surrounded by dense brush#alas#these are good problems to have tho#and for safety reasons its good actually that the pond is far from the house and a bit annoying to get to#bc little kids could def have a terrible accident if it was just in the yard or something#bc its really deep#im not the best w these emojis but i wanted to make something cute
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i'm going to pride today :')
#i havent been in some time. excited!#in a few hours yet. i'm gonna take the bus downtown since it's nasty parking#and hopefully see some parade !! i've actually never been to a pride parade.....#all the prides i've been at have been festival type affairs yknow#i'll visit our festival area today too i should think but i wanted to see the parade#and it's supposed to be really really nice out like. high of 70 clear skies kind of vibes#so that's a bit exciting c:#in any case. i'm up late as always all unable to sleep prior and watching new doctor who finally#but. bed in a bit i think#i'll try anyway lol#rowan chatter
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day 28
#i kinda rambled here in the tags so have fun with that#ultratober#ultrakill#mysterious druid knight#ultrakill mdk#no owl though i couldnt find a way to keep their ingame appearance (what i registered as 2 cubes ontop of one another) unfortunately#i dont feel like putting all of his tags here. but hopefully the fans of this guys ultrakill appearance find this#anyways speaking of which. heres a question i have.#should i actually watch this guys shit btw#asking cause that drawing hakita did for today intrigued me#“i bought an aztec death whistle to fuck with my weed neighbors” yeah you sure did man! Yeah!#okay the likelihood of me getting an answer to my question is low but theres a slim chance okay?#ill stop yapping now. youre here for drawings
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I should be writing my thesis but Im feeling so lazy
#personal#i managed to get some sleep so thats good#but it still feels like yesterday's super hot super humid weather seeped any and All possible energy out of me#and I can barely think straight today#its cooler today at least#but its also raining outside so the humidity and grayness is also not doing me favors#so Im thinking#maybe I should just take this day for myself#I do have to do some cooking#for dinner and to prep the tofu so it doesn’t go bad#I have a recipe I wanna try and tbh whenever I do a lot of 'brain work' before in the day I have zero energy to cook#so this might be a good day try making a new thing#spend some time playing cyberpunk and stocking up on some good feels#I plan to go to the grocery store too (in the rain ughh) to grab smth sweet for my dad for tomorrow#cause I forgot to buy it yesterday when I was in town#oh and then there's the game in the afternoon!#our boy's playing in the vnl and its always nice to watch them play with the fam#so yeah#maybe today is for charging the batteries#and then tomorrow Im gonna push to write as much as I can in one day#hopefully this plan will work and not backfire on me 🙈🙈
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I am SUFFERING AND SOON Y'ALL WILL BE TOO, I AM COOKING SOMETHING [Oc and hazbin which reminds me I'm gonna rewatch it tonight]
#radiorambles#hopefully I'll get it out by tonight because it has been a LONG day and I'm writing sneakily while just dead on the floor regaining my ener#AAAAA A A A A#side note some folks especially in stores need to mind their damn business especially old people [And some younger ones side eyeing that one#hot topic employee that was trying to get me to buy a lesbian pin [I'm not a lesbian] and told me to rebel against my mother WHO WAS FIVE#feet away from me like my guy?? Usually NO MEANS NO and then judging me because I have shit memorization#ans then the old dude today making stupid comments about what we were buying at the grocery store like my guy?? have you seen the prices#lately?? if the ramen we like is literally a DOLLAR we're getting two boxes of it even then ITS NONE OF YOUR DAMN BUSINESS GO DO OLD GUY SHU#LEAVE US A L O N E#not to mention we had another guy literally follow us outside and stayed watching us until some police guys appeared then he left fun fun#should note the hot topic employee thing happened months ago Anyways I'm gonna go eat a concerning amount of cheese
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good morning!! <33
#i'm so glad i don't have to do anything today#like i slept better last night but still under the weather#so more laziness#i /am/ planning on watching the raf card from misty invasions tonight (since i didn't manage to pull it)#i'll watch xavier's tomorrow (kinda hoping it kicks him back into my mind palace a bit more bc my attention's been waning on him lol)#other than that- i'm gonna finish up the hsr event as i promised#i /should/ have the energy to do that at least#i honestly should be more excited about the genshin update but I'm too tired#hopefully i'll feel better tomorrow so i can actually start exploring & whatnot#but anyways i hope today/tonight is kind to you! <33#morning rambles
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the fall of the house of usher AU with the todorokis
#🧚🏽♀️ — luxe chit chat#i cant stop thinking abt how good it was holy moly#im SO hit and miss with mike flanagan but i rly rly enjoyed it all#VICTORINES EPISODE WOW#i love how shitty the wholeeee family is i feel like u could definitely do something fun with that plot for an AU with the todorokis#touya would be napoleon#like i will not accept any other character for him#i havent thought abt the rest but this concept is so so sooo fun i love messy family stuff#i heard someone say it reminded them of succession which ive never seen so#maybe i should watch succession#ANYWAY i hope ur all good sorry i havent been as chatty lately#my anxiety has been so bad after my friendship breakup#im still goin thru it and my emotions are a rollercoaster but im doing my best yk#i am gonna try and get back into writing and creating stuff#hopefully will have something to post today or tomorrow#im editing a draft i had from before all of the drama so fingers crossed!!#take care of urselves and have nice days everybody mwah mwah
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Huh... No cause, I actually nailed the vibe on the panda hero art... Good job seari
#i wouldn't call it vent art since it was specifically done to resemble the original#but the rough and upset vibe of it i did use as some sort of vent#the art style is different than my usual one... but still has traces of mine#sigh... i should have dinner it's pretty late and I'm hungry...#... i survived today... i spiraled last night and went to war... i feel drained and empty#but... but i survived... and i didnt give in to anything... waking up that late wasnt ideal but... but im alive ...#and that's what matters. alr lets eat something nice and warm and we can see what we watch on the meantime i want something comfy...#anyways if i go to sleep after dinner tomorrow ill hopefully return with more energy#sorry you have to see this low energy non cheerful me... i don't like her either
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#feelin weird. feelin real weird. in a bad way? no i guess not but more like im a haha wtf is happening here?#like i should maybe track my mood just so i can be like wtf is this? more bc i think its interesting#bc like i mean im spending ~11hrs in the lab and the stress has been real high and ive not been sleeping well#but like currently? i feel like i wanna run a mile. like i wanna run around in circles and scream and laugh until i cry#too much energy. too much energy. but y? where is it coming from? its weird#its like the edge of a headache. the cusp of turning. it doesn't quite feel bad yet but like i woke up at 4#and was insane until 6 when i had to get up and then i was in the lab all day until 6.30#and immediately i went for a run like empty stomach. i need to run now. and i still feel like that. like i need to run and run and run#but like y am i not exhausted? im not even tired? im vibrating#i watched the new successi0n episode twice and im losing my mind abt it#so its weird and i dont understand. but its not bad. it feels out of control like it feels fucked up but im not being like irradic#like if i was standing beside someone i dont think theyd notice. except maybe my sister bc i think if i talked id be noticeable#energetic. idk maybe im just exhausted and brain is pumping me with stress hormones so i csnt stop but i also csnt feel it#but i suspect its something to do with estrogen and progesterone levels changing which isnt great bc ive got a cycle that borders being#concerningly short but like idk rn its fun. im sure itll break and ill split apart but rn everything feels hilarious#its also weird bc im always like: y do i have so much energy after i dont sleep? is not sleeping thr answer. and today i was like hm#maybe i cant sleep bc i have too much energy. hm. idk its not bad. it doesn't feel bad#it just feels interesting and notable so im noting it. weird stuff. hopefully it pulls me thru tomorrow#bc my back fucking hurts lmao and its monday so ppl r back in the lab as i stand around for 11 hours#unrelated
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#diana's music diary#good afternoon hii#yesterday was just me playing more picayune dreams...#I should maybe slow down with it a bit I'm getting a little too obsessed with it n.n;;#otherwise though not much has been going on#I watched the grinch with some friends I suppose#and never ended up doing the thing I was supposed to do before it was too late... maybe today?#I don't like putting things off so hopefully#today's probably just going to be more chilling...#will maybe focus on playing ultrakill if I play anything but I'd like to maybe draw or write today instead -:3#maybe start this one thing I've been meaning to get around to?#let's just try to do something today no matter what it ends up being n.n;;#Youtube
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parkour was fun btw even if my hands are ripped to shreds now..... also one of the community leaders (who I admittedly have a baby crush on.... any pronoun dykes unite!!!!!) said he'd get me a free pair of lesbian flag laces for my trainers by the next jam <3 😭😭
#it was only 4 of us this time.... theyre planning the next sesh for the weekend tho so hopefully more ppl can join#i need to dig some vegan baking recipes back up cuz I keep forgetting how many of them dont/cant eat dairy#and i like baking things to take w me hehehe#at least it means i have a lot of brownies leftover so i can take them to the climbing social on thurs >:)#pray for my muscles to recover by then.... today was abt explosive movements so it was INTENSE#I keep forgetting that im a bit of an extrovert like I always feel SOOO energised and upbeat after hanging out w them#who knew isolating myself and barely leaving the house or talking to anyone would make my depression Worse.#I hope I can like. keep reminding myself of that and keep pushing myself to go to social things like this bc I do rly rly need it#and itll become even more crucial over the next few months with the seasonal shit kicking in too.....#I love calling w friends online too but im a very physical person I need to interact irl w a lot of ppl regularly to stay sane yknow#anyway water tank should be hot by now im gonna go shower and then watch smth peace out ✌️#.diaries
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me: i will not think of more angst today
me: *listens to For Riddles, For Wonders*
me: well mission failed then!
#hush n shush wifi#specifically i'm listening to the KKOMDA remix which is somehow even MORE sad#now i'm just thinking of you smiling sadly as you disappear from Foul Legacy's grasp#your last moments are holding his hands as you vanish into specks of light#he tries so hard not to cry because he doesn't want your last memory of him to be him crying#but once you fully disappear he falls to the ground and starts sobbing#maybe the Traveler is there watching but unable to console him#and when he wakes up he feels like he had a long dream he couldn't remember#along with the sense that something extremely important is missing#but no matter how he tries he can't remember what#it feels like there's a hole in his heart that used to be filled by something#but what?#everything is seemingly as it should be yet it just seems a little less bright#because he's missing his sunlight (you)#the awful part is if he doesn't remember he feels like something is missing for the rest of his life#but if he does he falls into grief over what he's lost: the love of his life who provided light in his darkest times#the one person who adored him even though he's a monster#and he'll never get that back#anyways people who read the tags will be having a field day#i got some writing done but not much because i did other writing that was not very fun for hours today so hopefully i get more done tmrw#good evening :)#wifi rambles
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me all fucking week
#I have done so fucking well all year#watch me fall apart as soon as it reaches over 30C#still#I did ok with pacing today I think#hopefully#should probably sit tomorrow out though maybe#chronic illness tag#chronic pain tag#chronic fatigue syndrome#pacing is hard when there are a million things to do#but this iw why we start our tasks two weeks early#or a year early in some cases#from the fainting couch is a great meme account on instagram for those who don’t know#this is one of my fave memes of all time
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guess who has a new favorite character of all time and is only slightly obsessed with camp camp!!
#camp camp preston#cc preston#camp camp#Preston goodplay#digital art#its only my second time drawing him so its not very good but hopefully its okay#i had to draw him#currently i am slightly obsessed with him but ill probably forget about him eventually lmao#BUT EVENTUALLY IS NOT TODAY#EXPECT MORE PRESTON DRAWINGS#And possibly other cc characters!#Unless i lose motivation to draw in which case you should expect.. air#SHDGDHF#Watch camp camp if you havent already#it’s awesome#i reccomend it
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