#I OWE U MY ENTIRE LIFE
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she learns to walk and realises she can just Leave now
#this post dedicated 2 the like 3-4 people who have been writing byrne fics in the ao3 tag this entire time. i owe u my life //#ace attorney#dl-6 au#kay faraday#aai1#byrne faraday#manfred von karma#long post
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seoyeon @ waterbomb busan (240727)
cr: nonfiction
#fromisnet#femaleidolsedit#femaleidol#fromis_9#seoyeon#lee seoyeon#fromis 9#fromis9#t: gif#g: performance#g: fancam#g: mine#ninqztual#forvy#useroro#useranusia#danablr#niniblr#korimilook#awekslook#🌙#thank u nonfiction i owe u my entire life. literally
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stumbles out of the 3* story covered in blood
#its so silly im !!!!!! im not gonna recover im losing my mind here#they literally wrote it for me im in shambles#doodles#duck scribbles#enstars#midoyuzu#yuzumido#also special thank u for hourlymidoyuzu acc on twt if ur out there i owe u my life also#midori takamine#yuzuru fushimi#tori himemiya#always love more tori and midori interactions also..... the three of them r fixing his desk together........ rahg#and yuzuru being so comfortable w drawing now and not even protesting midoris requests and rather worrying abt covering the original mascot#design w his doodles im going to actually combust. what a fun duo#to this kanata haruka writer i owe you my entire life#midoyuzu incident of dec 2023.....#well. back to the horrors i go 😔
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being economical and borrowing my art summary template from 2019 lol. notes under cut
I did want to do something similar to my 2020 art summary which had notes/thoughts on each digital piece baked into the image itself (and is also the prettiest lmfao) but I haven't been as proactive or even content since then sdfhsdkflds but I'm also of the opinion that artists should talk about their work, even if I still struggle to call myself one T_T
I met my monthly quota of one digital piece per month + one coloured sketch per month except October, which tends to be the month of exceptions since some sort of art challenge crops up. This year I opted to meme countdown loosely for Veilguard, and was the most free and loose I've been with drawing but also kind of burnt myself out a little on that front.
I do appreciate that there have been a few style experiments in the monthly things (March/Sept./Oct/Nov). I always found my style to be pretty generic but able to emulate other styles a little as a result. Except anime/manga evidently. But that means I can evoke different tones with different styles and do really left field stuff, which is always fun and leaves a lot of room for experimentation and a diverse body of work, which I prefer.
Managed to land LNY piece, which is a tradition I want to keep. I think my favourite piece is probably June's, the Lumine/Paimon/Osse/Scylla piece, which I referenced a screenshot because the location in-game was too pretty for me to not draw it. The Lumine/Girl With a Pearl Earring piece I'm pretty fond of, only because it was a genuine study of an old master, and I think it turned out well. The Lucanis minimalist piece is also a favourite, and it was me doubling down on the things I'm better at instead of trying to aspire to whatever the fuck I've been trying to do. Improve in some way I haven't defined yet, or operating on the notion that there is always room to improve (which is true and healthy to think), but also I guess a sense of dissatisfaction that my work is Objectively Broken in some way and desperately needs to be fixed. What's it like being content with your style and process?
The 2019 art summary had a template for Honourable Mentions since I actually managed to do more than one piece per month throughout the year (tho admittedly a lot of those were schoolwork). That's kind of been a struggle since 2021 for Reasons I still haven't fully recovered from, but I did manage a few extra things this year, chief among them the 19/20 Day Countdown mark for Veilguard, which I really wanted to do since I did one for Inquisition 10 years earlier, and I'll probably do one for the next Dragon Age game lol. I'd also like to probably redo the Inqusition one, and do full illustrations for both since I can actually draw backgrounds now. Something for 2025 I guess.
Others among the Honourable Mentions include a twt xlmi event piece I got a ton of "omg it's giving Sailor Moon + Tuxedo Mask" comments which makes it sound derivative as hell 🙃 The concept, was the moon (Lumine) and her night sky (Xiao). He is often associated with darkness and depicted looking at the moon pretty regularly. Also he is literally fading into black in the piece. My interpretation was that the night sky is quiet, and it darkens the sky so we can see the moon. The moon sits in the night sky's embrace. I actually quite like this one, the more I look at it. I've also used Giant Moon in the Middle of a Drawing a lot throughout the years, so that absolutely tracks. Maybe I should do one every year.
Other Honourable Mentions are my friend's commission (she was so patient with me), a noir Neve piece I did around September-ish too (was supposed to be a comic, might revisit the idea. I picked up reading comics again and was inspired to give one of my greatest inspirations a run - comic art, specifically the way they ink), and a quick lineless illustration for the xlmi zine I helped with.
For daily sketching, I only filled about 4-ish sketchbooks this year, all about 30-32 pages, but I've started to double up on pages so each is filled with more than one thing. Some sketchbooks were lazy in terms of what I did than others. Some were great, and had a lot of stuff where the things I practice (people in environments, action-oriented things, foreshortening, the bane of my existence) were abundant and pretty well executed. With the exception of one Lumine sketch that was so very in my own style that I really love and an adapted sketch of an OC, the favourites are all very action-oriented, and I'm glad. I really love the ones with Lucanis and Rook since there's genuine contact and an energy to them that feels very alive, which is something I've been working desperately towards, so it's nice to see it pay off. In a little daily drawing no less~
Around June there's a huge shift in subject and I all but ditched Gnshn immediately, which I think is healthy. I spent an inordinate amount of time in the months leading up to June and throughout with my daily sketches trying to force change my style to be more anime-esque since the gnshn fandom isn't particularly fond of western art styles, of which mine is painfully so. I have a lot of uncoloured sketches of Lumine that I'd like to get around to, but feel like a waste of time now. Leaving trying to make it in the gnshn fandom behind has been good for me, and it's been really nice to go back to the shit I love, which is just fights and blood. It's funny, since I ended my Cybird Ikemen run with swords and blood to jump into soft, cute shippy art for xlmi only to return to swords and blood.
Appropriately, I started my art blog ages ago for my silly little Dragon Age doodles, and I've returned to that. So: thanks, Veilguard. I hope I'm still fixated on you throughout all of 2025 because I have a loooot of ideas. And hopefully the patience and skill to get them out there.
#art summary#2024 art summary#le whiny text post#also around June when I dropped gnshn I started drawing Nadia again. I've mentioned this before but she is the literal blueprint#and foundation of my entire art style. It's not surprising half of my favourite sketches are her doing whatever she gets up to#I hadn't drawn her in about 6 years. The OC I adapted from her design? Yes. Nadia specifically? No.#and Nadia was a lot of leaps and archery and a ton of troubleshooting and learning way back in 2015#her and Cullen are the reason I can draw anything today without too much issue#before 2015 I could not draw men to save my life. I think 2018-2020 I drew nothing BUT men digitally. which is insane to think about#and those men were static and just standing there doing shitall until I was making Nadia leap around and hit stuff. At which point#I could make the ikemen do stuff with swords and weapons#so say thank u to Nadia assorted ikemen and subsequent characters. You all owe her your lives. As do I.
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anyways shoutout to women 🙏 This one Specifically.
#isat odile#THEY’LL NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU ODILE#love characters who have dry snark/humor but care 😭#also whoever drew all of her expressions and sprites: I owe u my entire life
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the amount of effort that goes into figuring out what to cook and eat every day is RIDICULOUS. i used to think people were so weird and boring for eating the same thing every single day but it truly does make life so much easier
#and also it's nice to know exactly what your food is going to taste like before you eat it#like when i get unfamiliar takeout. half the time i'm like. oh.#i'm going to have to eat all of this. or be judged.#so i just do my best to suppress my gag reflex and Get Through It and then it makes me sick so what was even the point#i think my parents spoiled me. and the most annoying thing is they're significantly better at cooking now than when i was a child#so when i go over i eat three delicious home cooked meals + snacks and they're all different and amazingggg#and then i come back to texas and i am like. googling 'how to feed myself healthy vegetarian'#because I do NOT have the time or money or energy to cook three beautiful delicious meals Just For Me#i think this would be easier with a partner#this whole week i bought a fuckton of mediterranean groceries and i have been making and eating food!!#mediterranean is close enough to indian that i like it well enough#unfortunately for me. i am def going to have to learn how to cook indian food to get through life. because i cannot fucking eat american#i don't know HOW you guys do it i'm so spoiled#i'm assuming meat is this really amazing wonderful thing that just adds flavor to everything#(it is physically repulsive to me and the couple times ive accidentally tasted it it's bleh so i refuse to partake)#i think it's an acquired taste but it magically makes ur food better. that is my understanding of how meat works#cause american vegetarian food is the saddest fucking thing i've ever tasted#i still think about my coworker i was talking to about my food issues and he was like. 'do u understand that you have been given a gift#by having constant access to tasty food your entire life. i ate unseasoned green beans every day of my childhood. learn how to fucking cook#indian food already.' truly a horrific thing to hear. but i'm calling my parents more and going HOW TO COOK VEGETABLE? BEAN? PLEASE HELP??#and by god i am not going to turn into my coworker.#anyways we start with baby steps. lentils and rice it is next week .-. going to the indian store to buy pickles to make it more tolerable#and i have my cabinet full of spices already at least#i wish i was less pickyyy#sometimes lalita cooks indian food for me and i'm like wow. i love and appreciate u for feeding me. but this sure is south indian food#i don't understand How they use spices. it feels like they toss as much of as many bottles as they can into every dish#and it's. the taste is just OW OW OW and nothing else. where's the nuance. the flavor.#and i like it when things are spicy!! i can even eat things where the flavor is just Hot. but not when she cooks it.#she will like watch my face when i take a bite and then go 'if you don't like it i'm throwing away all my pots and running away'#which. honestly a fair reaction. the problem is that i am incapable of lying
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played counselor for one of my parents about the trauma the other one gave them again and didn’t b1nge to cope jeb bush voice please clap
#Love them despite them not being very good parents they’re trying their best as flawed people#But good god I have never met less compatible souls in my entire life#I kinda owe them for being the reason they didn’t divorce immediately in the 90s so I consider this my penance#But your mother can only sob into your shoulder for so long while pleading forgiveness before it gets to u#Vent#might end up ⭐️ving to gain some more control in the other direction but at least I’m self aware about it 😁
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it's hesperos' special day which also means it's the hesponysus anniversary. happy pride gay people!!!!!!!!!!
#happy birthday pandaemonium i owe u my entire life and so much more#this raid series did so much to change my chemistry of my brain permanently it is fucking crazy. thank u final fantasy xiv#ffxiv#hesperos#hesperos ffxiv#wyrm art#pandaemonium ffxiv#ffxiv art
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love is not an easy thing to admit but i'm not ashamed of it BTW!!!! love is not a weakening if you feel it rushing in don't be ashamed of it❗❗❗IF U EVEN CAREEEEEEEE
#ONE OF THE BEST SONGS EVER I'M SO SERIOUS PARAMORE I OWE U MY ENTIRE LIFE 🙏🙏🙏#r.txt#song is liar if u didn't know <333 specifically right now the version with romy but the original is just as good!!!#of all the reworks romy's liar is my fave definitely but the news re: the linda lindas and crave re: claud and THICK SLULL RE: JULIEN BAKER#are so so soo so sooooo good also. and sanity obviously like. why end it at a demo make it a whole finished song please n thank you
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i got... two (2!!!) comments in less than 24 hours of posting a fic? am i DREAMING? 🥹
#you do not know how elated i am#i wasn't feeling confident about the writing at all so to get two entire people explicitly saying they like it... AAAH!#THIS IS WHY I WRITE THANK U COMMENTERS I OWE U MY LIFE 😭
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new kinihito. was really good
#THEYRE SO CUTE IM GONNA EAT MY HANDS#joan jett and the blackhearts mention too asdjtasgdljadsgskads go aya go#im. sobs i love u mitsuaya#thank u arai sumiko i owe u my whole entire life#duck rants about something
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been catching up on grian's hermitcraft episodes the past few weeks and it has been absolutely Rotting my brain. it's all ive been thinking about 😭😭
#LIKE. it's not even anything in particular!! it's just. hermitcraft#all i wanna do lately is just sit and watch back to back episodes jsjdjshd#im glad tho - it's been rly chill n comforting to sit n watch#esp now things abt to get stressful again w work and uni picking back up#it's good to know I've got a nice chill comfort media to fall back on#EVEN THO GRIAN IS ALWAYS UP TO SOME SHIT. LIKE DESTROYING DOC'S ENTIRE BORE MACHINE.#anyway. ty grian hermitcraft i owe u my life💞#bluejay sings
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i had a dream last night twdg s3 was actually good and i woke up mad
#me speaks#my twdgposting last night def influenced it#nick and luke were there i think they gay dadded clementine#shout out to the gay dad nick and luke artists i owe u my entire life btw
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You would think in a city that is absolutely overrun with biology and ecology-type degrees, agriculture professionals/students, and animal researchers/caretakers/babysitters, the average housing cost alone would be enough for those jobs to afford
Or at the very least, for people following the occupancy limit laws to afford with those jobs. But here we are
#this city has had its students trying to overturn the stupid u+2 laws for at least a decade#how are we supposed to have an income of 3x monthly rent if 3 ppl make ~$1500 ea but rent for 3 beds costs $2400#and a single bed costs $1200+#dont mind me im just re-upset abt this every new life change which is a lot these days#like the fact i had 2 jobs n selected that option on my tax forms n i still owed money this yr meanwhile i spent all my income on rent#and i have a decent research lab job and a cheaper place now but am still in debt w myself#& my 'fulltime' hours are inconsistent due to the nature of research so i gotta go back to my second job for steady hours c':#this entire city purely exists to make money off student/scientist debt while using them to make itself pretty. there i said it#a miles-large self contained sweatshop for research and pretty scenery#housing crisis#Grizzly speaks
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@gingernut1314 someone found it for me please this is what I meant I was not hallucinating it
ok liek„„ i’mm sorry???? ok i nevr met 2 try n klil dad jo,jo it was subconsious i nevar ment 2 hurt hm and nwo every1 is snding me anon hate??? nd i cnt stop cyring„ im srry pls„,
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#rambles#youre finally back my fave post ever#thank u again for finding this for me dear baroquework i owe u my entire life
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FUUUUUUCK i love day6
#i rlly wish their newer shit hit the sameee as pre negentropy does like .#i jus . i love these men So Much. thsir mhsic is everything ti me#n yet so much kf my enjoyment is nostalgia n older stuff n i hate it ive become what i despise truly#its GOOS but irs Flat if that makes sense#theres also much less stage oresence since rhier return from the military n im kinda .#bitter bc i hate change n ik theyre suppised to chanfe n i dont have to like it#i can rrspect it and i try to but dawg.#its weird that i Only care abt their older music but still love Them. i love all the biys w my entire heart.#i owe my life to younghyun truly. and j but thats a different story. anyway.#i just idk i still enjoy watxhing their current performances but i find mysekf nitpicking them more than i do enjoy them its ulsetting#like can u jus .#what thebfuck is this ABOUT genuinely this is a kpop band.
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