#I LOVE YUKIO

[crunchkind]

You can’t adore yukio without a bitch in your ear on TikTok or somewhere else saying how horrible he is. I need yall to understand that the way yukio processed trauma is like how he gains satan in his eye he’s scared of it and it festers and lingers for so long until everyone’s going on other problems and your utterly alone so you shut down and reject everyone around you. Yukio although unreasonable he’s like unstable and self sabotage is his one way of breaking out of a cycle, rin does it to but it’s more light to other people because he would rather hurt himself than others and yukio would hurt himself and doesn’t care about others in emotional turmoil because he never gets to process it cause he’s grown up so fast. Yukio is physically lacking in how to go through strong emotions like rin because he never got to experience it as strongly as rin always did cause he was always strong. Yukio was just having a very drawn out long moment he couldn’t control and people saying he shit his brother most of the time it’s out of fear/instinct or it’s literally to save his brother the brother he knows. Yukio is very clearly terrified of rin turning into satan and it’s frustrating because he won’t communicate and neither will rin and there frustrated at each other so they lash out people will never understand yukio because they demonize him so quick

[iamteamponcho]

[everyryuujisuguro]

[pinkheadshima]

[bakedbananners]

yukio autism is like I have created an elaborate set of hyperspecific rules for myself I value precision above all else I own 50 pairs of backup glasses I have mastered the art of social masking and I hate cooking because it leaves too much to subjective interpretation and rin audhd is like my emotions are too big for my body I can’t stop hurting others I would rather die than go to school I have no friends I’m too loud and socially awkward I learn better through my special interest and if I have to sit still for more than two seconds I will literally explode

[frobby]

I think rin is actually an early riser or at least was cuz he liked making breakfast for everyone but since demons are nocturnal his powers getting unsealed completely ruined his internal clock

[ffverr]

When they haven't interacted since 2014😩💕🫶 Storiyo UXM #301-302 is VERY serious business to me!!

@x-femslash

[euyrdice]

I don't want to watch them lose again.

[ni-kol-koru]

✩ KnB Stage Play - Kaijō Behind the Scenes ✩

There are sooo many funny and cool Kaijō photos since the actors really loved their roles and are really really close! I really love their dynamic and the actors were incredible on and off stage! ✩

[dolorum-magne]

Just realised I never posted any of my blue exorcist fanart, this must be fixed immediately

Drew this about a month ago after talking to some friends about headcanons and several of them agreed with the headcanon that Yukio has asthma (which was apparently apart of the original concept for his character which I did not previously know! Very interesting!) and one of them asked me to draw Rin comforting Yukio and handing him his inhaler during an asthma attack, so I did!

I'm incredibly proud of this piece, more blue exorcist fanart to be posted soon

[wheyting-to-load]

*sigh* "Oh who cares..."

Ao no Exorcist

Shima Renzou & Okumura Yukio

[kingofanemptyworld]

Rin, identity issues, and the complications of being an isolated, alienated teenager

It feels sort of weird to say but I generally don’t head canon characters as having particular sexualities. Whatever people go for in fics is usually fine with me - gay, lesbian, bi, pan, something more general like queer. As long as it makes sense for the story they’ve built and the character they’ve shaped to fit it, I’m good. Unless you’re ignoring a canon LGBTQ+ sexuality, in which case, yeah, I’ll take issue with that.

But anyway. Rin.

I’ve got my personal ship for him (BonRin my beloved), but regardless of the pairing I see him as bisexual. He’s so open with his infatuation with Shiemi, and okay, sure, fandom likes to ignore the love interest in shounen for the most part because we’ve got gay ships to peddle. But I don’t see the point in that unless it really reads like it’s a front, or a result of a character suppressing themselves for one reason or another. And with Rin, I think it’s pretty clear his affection for Shiemi is sincere. You technically have the in-universe evidence of the demon that brought out his true desires to back that up, but even without it, Rin likes her. It’s complicated because of Yukio and Shiemi’s own inexperience with romance, and yet I never once doubt he really likes her.

That being said… he’s very appreciative of the guys in his life, too. (Peddling my gay ship here) Bon in particular, considering he’s often admiring how cool he thinks Bon is, that his haircut suits him whether it’s the blonde rooster look or the undercut. If you don’t want to see it as romantic interest, that’s your prerogative, but to me Rin comes across as seeing cool and cute as different traits he finds attractive (in Bon and Shiemi respectively).

I also think his bisexuality would fit neatly into his narrative struggles to “pass” throughout the early parts of the series. Rin has grown up as the neighborhood problem child, ostracized for being violent, and eventually he decides he’s fine with just his brother and his father — and the rest of the monastery, presumably — for company. (Except that’s absolutely not true and clearly he’s starved for friendship and support.) People looked at him and saw a monster, even before his demonic heritage made an appearance; why would he bother giving them even more ammunition when it comes to reasons to hate him? So no matter when he figured out his attraction to guys, he’s not going to lean into it, because he also likes girls, right? (Ignoring for a moment that bisexuality is a lot more nuanced than that.)

Rin likes girls, Rin is human — that’s what’s going to get people to like him, or at the very least tolerate him. That he likes guys, that he’s half demon, he can shove that shit down and pretend it doesn’t exist. Lock up any stray thoughts and keep the sword sheathed around anyone who doesn’t already know.

(Excuse me for being amused by Rin wielding his humanity and supposed heterosexuality as a sword and shield.)

The problem, of course, is that he can’t keep up the facade forever. The narrative won’t let him. Rin has to embrace his demonic side, because it’s the only way to move forward and to continue to help his loved ones. And once he’s moved past the issue of his friends being upset over the deception, when they understand he’s still Rin despite what he’d hidden from them, Rin is finally allowed to be himself. He uses his flames, he lets his tail move freely in the open around the Cram School kids. Rin still doesn’t like this side of himself — it’s inextricably tied to every moment of pain and isolation he’s dealt with his entire life, including the death of Father Fujimoto (and, y’know, his mom). But he is moving forward, he’s trying to adapt.

And isn’t that some great fucking subtext for his bisexuality, too?

[silvermahogany]

Renzou splash art value thumbnails for my uni concept art module!!! Gonna be using the first one to move onto colour + full rendering stages but tbh i love them all hhehEHEHE

[crunchkind]

Yukio with a tail save me yukio with a tail save me

[everyryuujisuguro]

[teningosui]

Mishima Yukio - The Decay of the Angel (三島由紀夫 // 天人五衰)