#I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!! FRIENDS APPRICIATION POST!!!!!!!!
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sometimes I hate myself but then I remember my friends are a part of me and I cannot hate them
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Watched the first ep of Love Senior. I'll be honest this might be a binge for me instead of a live watch.
It's not really the fault of the show x se. It has more to do with my hangs ups then quality (even if the pilot was very fast paced, like way too fast).
I understand that GLs are just starting, which means they are going to start in the same place BLs did, but I am not going to lie the mix of 2 moons and Sotus energy this show has is not doing it for me. Plus as someone who struggled throught Sotus because of the Hazing aspect it's exponentially worse with girls (all my bullies were girls so this is just a little too triggering).
#it might not be for me#this is no way me saying it's bad#just that it's not for my tastes#love senior#love senior the series#also not going to put this in the body of the post but that scene where the main love interest and her friend asks#a freshmen boy they have power over to strip to see his naked chest made me really uncomfy#it would have made me uncomfy if guys were doing it to a guy or if they were doing it to a girl#again i understand bls also had “problematic” stuff in pretty much all of their early bls and some still do#but it made me uncomfy when bls do it and it's going to make me uncomfy now that gls are doing it#i don't think we should have different standards of criticism for gls then we do bls#also reminder you can like something and still criticisize it#something might not be for you (like this drama is not for me) and you can still recognize the importance of this existing#i am glad that love senior exist just because it's not for me that doesn't mean that it should not exist at all#last side note: i did appriciate that in the male freshman makeover they kept his glasses just got him tinner more stylish frames#that was a major win#ITA Original
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‼️This post is part of a choose your own adventure series and is not meant to be read stand-alone. Click HERE to go to the masterlist and Chapter beginnings‼️
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Prologue
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"Sammy" With your free hand you lightly hit the girl supporting you "Sammy, I'm tireddd."
Sam lets out a sigh and starts to drag you away. "Bye guys, I hope you make the right decision."
You close your eyes and lean againist Sam trusting her to take you somewhere as the world spins beneath your eyelids. By the time you open then again you are in a room lit by a fire that you can see Beth standing by and a couch in front of it that holds your boyfriend.
"Joshhhh" you break off from Sam and stumble to the couch, nearly tripping over the edge of it before flopping down on top of the man already laying there.
"Y/n babyyy my gorgeous amazing other half." His words were also slurred and his arms clumsily come up to curl around you tightly as he buries his face in your hair. You giggle and turn your face towards the fire to find Beth looking at the two of you fondly.
"Hiii Elizabeth, Bethy, my lovely friend." You reach the hand closest out to her and she takes it and gives it a little squeeze.
"Hi y/n. Partied hard?" She's smiling in a way that says she's already taken pictures of the scene to use as blackmail later on.
"Ugh yes, and just give me like thirty minutes and I will be ready to party again." As you say this your eyes drift further closed and you feel yourself relaxing more and more into Josh.
"Mhm sure." She snorts and lets go of your hand which you wrap around Josh. "Sleep well y/n, we can party tomorrow night."
You hum contently and close your eyes. You nestle your face into the crook of Josh's neck and settle further into your comfy human pillow. Between the heat of your boyfriend and the fire, you find yourself drifting off to sleep to the quiet crackle of wood, and breathing of Josh in minutes.
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The way you wake up isn't quiet.
Instead of soft fire glow it's harsh red and blue lights. Instead of soft breathing it's loud voices and the crackle of walkie-talkies.
Those sounds stay for weeks until suddenly it's quiet. Quiet as in feelings of regret and grief. Quiet as in sobbing over a closed case and two graves.
You think you prefer the sirens.
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Chapter 1
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Prologue is finished! Sorry if this isn't accurate to how you personally would act drunk. Featuring a little fluffy moment with Josh and Beth before the bad stuff. :( Did all the talk of seeing Hannah and Beth later make you sad hehe. I felt evil putting that in. The other options just had a bit more dialogue between reader and the group, feel free to go back and read it!
Anyways I'm putting the text for the beginning of Chapter 1 below but I need to rewatch some of the game first so I can write everything accurately. It will be linked when it's done which will most likely be later this week or early next week! As always likes, reblogs and comments are appriciated!
#until dawn#until dawn x reader#josh washington x you#josh washington x reader#interactive story#interactive fiction#interactive novel#ashley brown#ashley until dawn#chris hartley#chris until dawn#emily davis#emily until dawn#jessica riley#jessica until dawn#josh washington#josh until dawn#matt taylor#matt until dawn#mike munroe#mike until dawn#sam giddings#sam until dawn#hannah washington#hannah until dawn#beth washington#beth until dawn#choose your own adventure#wendigo#of butterflies and consequences
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Hi guys! So it's been quuuiiiitee awhile since I've posted about one of my absolute favorite hyperfixition....
Misunderstandings and Eldritch Yuu! (Love me this combo _(┐「ε:)_)
Anyways... Lets get to it!
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So! Lets say the first years are hanging out with their favorite Eldritch prefect(not that yuu knows that...) and Ace remebering how intimately Yuu had talked about the Great Seven wanted to know more(the others had seen the video one of the students that overheard took...(AN: if your confused about I'm refering to please refer to one of my previous post sorry ( p_q)))
"Hey Yuu can you tell is more about what you lnow about the great seven?" Ace asked causing the others to choke at his forwardness
"Ace! You can't just ask that!" exclaimed Deuce
"Oh shut up you guys are just mad I had the balls to actually ask!" said Ace accusingly
"...still you can't go digging into people's past just like that" retorted Jack the other agreeing
"...Whatever" conceded Ace reluctantly
"...I don't mind answering actually" piped up Yuu
"Really?!" asked Grim excitedly as he clung to them
"yeah to be honest with you...it's nice to be able to talk about them like this...it's been so long since anyone's wanted to know but I had still hoped..." trailed of Yuu melancholy
(unaware that they look sadly nostalgic but hopeful with a far away gaze as if they were remebering something long ago that almost caused the first year group to quickly backtrack on their want to know more as guilt slowly boild up from making their dear friend *cough*obsession*cough* remember something that clearly mad them upset)
(...Yuu actually ment that they usually didn't have anyone to talk about disney with...)
"...henchman..." Grim said concerned for his partner(let's face it every single one of you reading this sees that little guy as your child...don't deny it (* - -))
"I'm fine...well who would you like to know about first? And i don't just mean the Great Seven I do know quite a...bit about those I remember fondly" you said not knowing the amount of misunderstandings they just produced...
The first years while shocked(and maybe jealous ) still wanted to know more
...surprisingly Sebek was the one to talk first
"Well while that is a tempting offer human we would like to first know more about those that which our school follow" he said
"hmm...that's fine another time them" Yuu said conceding
(unknown to you they it looked as you had a slight look of disappointment as if they had presented them with a test...and they had failed...they looked at them as if they had offered the secrets of the universe on a silver platter (which technically with the amount of lore and background info Yuu knows they...kinda did?) and these puny little insects had the audacity to refuse them-)
"...well then who first?" you asked snapping them out of there panic looking as calm and reassuring as you can (though it wasn't quite...right...but they appriciated the effort their otherworldly friend put in for them nonetheless)
"Ooh can you tell us more about the one from Savanaclaw?" asked Epel surprisingly
"Ah yes Askari...or well Scar as he's most known as" you say fondly snearing at the name Scar
"let's see...well Askari contrary to popular actually adored his nephew quite a bit infact his nephew had been one of the few to call him by his true name rather than the one his brother had mockingly bestowed upon him...that is Mufasa had forbade his son from doing so"
"What?! Why would he do that?!" shouted Ace in indignation
"Well...let me bestow a word of advice to you my most cherished friends," started Yuu (the first years had noticed how the air seemed to get just a bit heavier when Yuu had stated their claim before lightening once more...oddly enough they weren't scared afterall...why should they be scared when someone-no SOMETHING as powerful as their friend openly claimed and protected them?) "everything has a balance and never is something seldom only black or white...for you see many people claimed as heroes could be those the darkest souls and those as the villains the purest of heart..." you said mysteriously...almost pleadingly (you were honestly just reminiscing about something you had learned in your English class and decided to share it with the others since it was a good bit of info to keep in mind...not that the first knew that...)
The first years took Yuu's words to heart since it seemed important to them
This time Jack was the first to speak
"...was Mufasa a good king?"
The others were taken aback by this question but Yuu seemed to almost...expect it
"...a good king? Yes...to those he deemed fit to be, he had a tendency for...bias you see" you said with a playful lilt to your voice
"...a good father? Yes too though...not always for he often tended to treat his son like a subject rather than a son...often being more of king than father really..."
"Now a good brother?" you let out a laugh (to anyone listening it sounded...sinister it was as if Yuu was holding back from taring the very fabric of reality apart from their anger...for this was surely anger with the way their sharpened nails dug into the table leaving marks...to the subtle glow of their eyes) "...not in the slightest for you see...dear Mufasa saw it as a personal insult if someone claimed to be better than him...say...like a second born brother being much stronger and more respected than him...he did not like that Askari was the one to inherit 'The Roar of the Elders' for wasn't that a sign that the ancestors found his lowly second born brother more fit to be king than he? So he devised a plan to make his respected brother into the lowly second born he saw him as"
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that's all i got at the moment guys sorry!
But! I do plan on making other post in were i show the darker side to the various disney 'heroes' since you know twisted wonderland is of course of a darker nature than everyone's favorite disney movies, plus i know none of the information I'm writing about is actually true but...i don't regret it
It was one of things i never liked about disney even though i love it to bits i didn't like how they never eleborated on anyone else's backstory other than the protagonist
#im making no sense#but im bored#i crave chaos#and sleep#story#twisted wonderland#twst headcanons#twisted wonderland x reader#twisted wonderland yuu#twst x yuu#twst x reader#twst yuu#disney twisted wonderland#eldritch horror#eldritch reader#misunderstanding
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INTRODUCTION POST!!!
Hi!! My name is Mirabelle (She/her), and I'm travelling with my friends Siffrin, Isabeau, Odile, and Bonnie! We're here to save Vaugarde from The King! This is my first time running something like this sooo I'm a little nervous, and I have a few personal boundaries:
- No NSFW or flirtatious messages please!!! I personally don't like that kind of stuff
- Please don't be too mean! Especially to other askers! We all see the world differently
- Art submissions are welcomed AND appriciated!!
- While I believe everyone is allowed to interract with my blog, I have some acceptions! No Homohphobes, transphobes, racists, MAPs, Proshippers, basically anyone who is "Anti-Change" Change is apart of life, buster! Deal with it!
- You don't have to ask me for a hug or to be your friend! To Dormonts house, you are a friend of us all! <3
- Bonnie has a blog of their own now! Bonnie rules semi-no longer apply! :3
Now for some words of the Blog Manager!
Hi hey and hello! Its me, @imlivinginyourtrashcan (He/Him) and I have finally caved! (Hope you are proud Siffrin)
Now for my personal boundaries for this blog, along with simple requests:
-My rules are the same as Mirabelles, but with my own ooc twist
-While Mirabelle herself is a She/Her user, I am not! I use He/Him, I won't tolerate purposeful misgendering
- I finished the game! Not in full, still have stuff to do some of the achivements, so be careful with spoilers still 🙏🙏🙏 (ask before you initiate, please, I didnt get Who Was The Phone yet so getting that ask qualified as a spoiler)
- Any godmod or metagaming request will be denied! Or, cleaverly intercepted by 《 The omnious unnamed narraror!~ 》. If you have to ask if its godmodding, it probably is! Don't do it!
- I have the right to deny or veto an ask, and you all have done a great job listening (except with the excess geese attempt), but if I, in character or not, say not to do it, dont!
- Anon is off. Maybe you can earn it back, but I doubt it. Run away, weirdos! [Sptzz sptzz] ....but if you were a nice fella and wanna remain anon, I can blur your name and pfp! Just say so in ask (same rules as Mundie)
- This Blog will follow the shennanigans of @a-traveling-star (King), @studies-of-nothing (Ninja), @defender-of-jouvente (Mundie), @snacksleader (Susie), and @loopadoop (Unsure if they want to be called smthn else yet)
Occasionally in the askbox, we'll get a rp scenario with "Suzu" thats our mutual friend @cookieeevee you should go follow them theyre so cool.
- Please no ship related asks, love you guys but I dont want a war in my comments section /lh
- Like the others have stated before, do not rush us! Please! None of you have done it to ME but my friends have reported it happening to them, we all have lives! We'll get to you eventually!
- I personally don't give a shit if an au self comes around, but don't force it into the canon please, time and place! But come say hi whenever!
- I'm fine with being adressed in ooc and will sign my name with ooc brackets, but just cuz im ok with it doesn't mean you should start pressuring other people to do the same. Some people wanna remain anon and thats perfectly ok :)
- Alsoooo~ Cuz this is an au, ill be tagging things [besides act 0] in their respective acts 🫡
Bye Bye!! ~
#odile isat#isat#in stars and time#isat siffrin#in stars and time siffrin#isat mirabelle#in stars and time mirabelle#isat rp blog#bonnie isat#isabeau isat#isat isabeau#in stars and time isabeau#king isat#housemaiden of change#mirabelle in stars and time#isat irl#mirablog#isat irl blog#mirabelle isat
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BEFORE YOU INTERACT + GENERAL INFO❗️⚠️
DO NOT INTERACT: NSFW/KINK BLOGS, MDNI BLOGS, ZOOS, PEDOS, ZIONISTS, TRANSPHOBES, HOMOPHOBES, RACISTS ECT. ECT. NONE OF YOU HAVE A PLACE ON MY BLOG AND YOU CAN CLICK OFF +as of August 11th- id appriciate it if people under 16 didint intereact with this blog,same for people over 21.Please dont reblog or like my stuff or follow me. This doesnt apply to current moots n stuff but felt it was important! As of August 18th READ THIS POST ABOUT MY BOUNDRIES THANK YOU! About the blog runner + blog: Hi there!Im Pine!Im a 16 year old genderfluid artist (THEY/THEM ONLY) thats part of the sfw/nonsexual vore community here on tumblr. I like to draw , rarely write and thats about it- I want to clerify- while im like 100% prey and observer, If i havent given you permission, NEVER make a vore comment towards ME OR my sona. It makes me extremely uncomftrable and only TWO people on this whole site can say ANY of that to me and thats it. If you say anything related to that even after reading this I WILL TURN YOU INTO RED PAINT- Another thing. I love getting asks!However do not even ATTEMPT to RP in my asks!Dont overcrowd my blog with YOUR Oc's ESPECIALLY if it isnt related to vore!I dont RP PERIOD WITH ANYONE!If it becomes a back and fourth , i will stop and wont reply to anymore asks. Not like PERIOD you can still ask stuff but please dont do the above-
Tags youll find on this blog: #pine draws - art tag #pine txt - writing and babling really #pine asks - on posts where i get asks #pine ocs - any post involving my characters Tba...
Other blogs: If you want to ask questions to my OC'S (not me- the creator- ABOUT them - but them DIRECTLY!) then go to @apoordecisionreally! Its my OC ask blog. And if you want fatal,hard v0re and just gore then my blog @pineapplegutzz is there for that reason!I also have a vent blog @apineappleswoes
Blog contents: This blog will contain- -safe vore -soft vore -nonfatal vore -willing vore -unwilling vore -half size -quarter size -g/t -fearplay and the like!Sometimes fandom vore but mostly stuff related to mine or my friends OC's! Misc: Here you can find ALL the current info about the situation i had with S/Static/Staticmoonshock aka the "drama" I caused in the sfw vore community on May 29th.
Down below is just a link to some OC info!
With all that said,please enjoy this dumb blog of mine!
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☆ Funky little intro post ☆
Hoi! Since more people have been interacting with my blog and fics lately so I decided it's time to do an little intro post. Introductions are always something I put off bc I'm bad at them (as you can probably tell) so we're just going to roll with it. ☆ My name is Rose (internet alias ig), or Yiv (shortened version of my irl name) doesn't really matter which one you use either work. You can also refer to me as my user if you wish to. I go by he/him pronouns! I am a 19-year-old student from the Netherlands. I also have autism, which is just something I like to tell people to be upfront lol.
I am currently extremely fixated on Just Dance (like brainrot level) so thats the thing I really only post about, it's my hyperfixation and I get to post on tumblr about it, but I do have other intrests. Here are some of the other things I like: I'm an artist and (now also) a writer. I'm intrested in things like folklore and fairytales but am also really into history. I play D&D and I really like cartoons and ghibli movies. I love ghibli movies. I also really like musicals and have a pretty varied music taste. I'd say my current favourite artists are: Hozier, Sophie Powers, and Palaye Royale!
If you happen to like Just Dance and fanfics: I am currently writing two of my own on AO3. They're called 'Treasures of The Swan' and 'Maybe Loving You is Dangerous' respectively and I really appriciate alll the love they've gotten so far. it really means a lot.
You can always send me an ask or tag me in something. I really don't mind, I actually love it when people do that. As a heavy lurker (who is posting bc JD needs more content) I get that it can be a little intimidating but theres no reason to be nervous! I don't bite (most of the time). So feel free to just say hi! I love interacting with people with similair intrtests to me (and possibly even making friends)
Sorry that this is kind of a long post, once I start yapping I don't know when to stop. Going to leave this off with: if someone ever asks you 'who asked?' I did. It was me. I asked. ☆
#intro post#please do say hi if you were going to#I love having mutals and online friends to bother with my posts#again sorry its this long
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Going to be real for a sec, just thinking outloud because I know this is a safe place and I need to get thoughts out. Veeerry long! Not a vent just a brain dump. do not bother reading this unless youre really reallyyy into biographies lol this is literally 1,915 words
I'm stuck inbetween minds at the moment. I keep asking myself if regression, or dreaming, isn't really for me. I found agere and petre when I was very young, about 14; it piqued my interest because I'm a very curious person, interested in different lifestyles and ways to explore the self but I also think that because I was just coming out of childhood even though I thought my childhood had ended years before. I was just growing out of being a tween and at that stage in life, it's really startling going from childhood to seemingly adulthood overnight and it's quite natural and common for people to want to cling onto things when everything is being shaken up like that.
Intamacy with people, vulnerability and emotional closeness is always somethign I've struggled with and felt like it was just out of reach so the idea of allowing myself to be back at a stage where I was raw, authentic and less closed up was really really appealing. Plus, the idea of people understanding that and guiding me and just being around me would mean they *really* like me and they're not just there because they have to be, even though I've never had a caregiver though I have had like 2 online friendships where I could be baby around them which felt quite good but I never quite felt satisfied. probably because it was online and neither laster over 3 months. I'm practically always masking and the idea of being weird (I mean this without negative connotation) and expressive really sounded amazing. I have also always always always wanted to be apart of a community but I just never have. No clubs or hobbies that made me feel welcome growing up, no proper friend groups that made made me feel at home, I think I've been in a lot of fandom/online community spaces just because I wanted to feel apart of something though because I was never able to contribute it just felt like a one-way mirror.
So!! I find a lovely community like this! With a focus on mental health, togetherness, working through things and taking time to appriciate things, it's great! I love you guys! I can even make moodboards and little posts and I have a cg blog and a slightly bigger blog where I help boost creators on here. I have mutuals!!!!! People follow me!!! We talk on tags and comments!!! I feel like I have insider knowledge and experience because I've had a lot of oppertuinty to reflect on life and mental health and even on regression itself. But thing is I do not regress often at all. When I do it's for split seconds. When I'm really sleepy, when I'm allowing myself to be vulnerable, if I'm having a weird spacey day. I'm not sure if it's more dissociation or a sudden wave of emotion or what. I think I'm just generally an immature person some times. I haven't grown up yet, I'm only an adolescent. It's not something I want to force because forcing things like this, especially if it is dissociation, can be pretty bad for your brain. Age dreaming is a different thing though.
For me I'm between a rock and a hardplace. I do not feel like I regress organically enough to be on here nearly as much as I am. I'm so tense that I feel like I can't relax or open up enough to enjoy even age dreaming. Brainfog, sure! But it's not regression. I also do not want to edge too far and go into maladaptive nostalgia terratory. I feel, lately, like I kind of need to say goodbye and thank you to my childhood but it's over now and that doesn't have to be a bad thing. I think there's such a focus- everywhere online not just here- on "how good" the old days were. People making heart wrenching nostalgia edits with slowed minecraft music and ambient noise just to rake in veiws and to pull at your own heartstrings. It's natural to seek solace and yearn for something that was so familiar and safe especially at a time where not only is daily life changing for the individual but also for society at large. But rose tinted glasses are not accurate and can be dangerous. Nostalgia should be something that makes you feel light and refreshed. When you hear a song that you haven't heard in years and go 'oh! I remeber! I remember what my brain was like back then' and smile and move on. Maybe taking inspiration from it.
But.
I feel like my nervous system is so fried that making any progess is really draining and proper healthy coping mechanisms never seem to stick. I also feel very isolated, having no irl friends at the moment and not having any purpose like education, work, volonteering, passions, whatever. These are all things I have experienced for well over a decade which is... obviously a very large chunk of my life so far. So I really do need something to fill my life with, a familer space with familiar ideals and stuff. You guys are great. You have such refreshing takes and it just feels so calm and kind here. At the end of the day despite feeling a bit repetative at this point for me, I do enjoy looking at life through this lense. This place has not changed much at all since I started my blog in 2021. It's honestly one of the most consistant things in my day to day life! God. even the streets are changing but it's nice to know I can log on here if I need some reliability.
And thing is, I don't know if it's related to my ASD or my trauma or lack of experience in the world or none of those but I just feel a few steps behind my peers. They are all acting on their life plans or getting out and being social or enjoying new relationships. And I'm perfectly fine taking things at my own pace and growing in my own way but I just don't fit in really. I genuinely feel like I'll hit my stride in my mid twenties or older. Not because I'll have more qualifications or be high up in a career, I just feel like that is when I'll really start knowing and feeling like myself. That's the age when people generally start to figure things out. Basically, I like it here because I feel like I'm in a more similar life state. my focus is on getting through the day and making my own steps. I'm fine as long as I'm growing even if I'm burnt out lmao. Healing for over a decade drains you and I feel like my mental capacity is so small at the moment because of it. Like. I can't pick up a book or a new hobby or a job whatever because ALL of my bodily, mental, spiritual, emotional energies are going into mending and stuff. I feel like a 29 year old preschooler lol. 5 o'clock shadow and a sippy cup. haha. I like it here because it's like easy mode. it's like a holiday for your brain.
I'm honestly not sure what the point I started off with was. I have sooo many thoughts swirling in my head. At the end of the day I feel so burnt out and like I said, with such a small bandwidth that I feel like even regressing or dreaming or even just thinking about it is too much. Like. I used to cope and regulate by imagining scenarios in my head, like fanfics in my brain when I needed a little comfort but now I just can't! I can't imagine myself with a dream job or in a fantasy world or kissing someone cute, I just don't have it in me. It's not like I'm super low or anything, I'm actually generally pretty stable at the moment. I think what I want right now is to not feel alone. I don't want a relationship per se, not sure if it'd be fair to start something with someone but having a nice social circle would be a big relief. I can't remember ever really... having that. I guess I'm esoteric, with a full plate. I had a nice group of friends in college for about 2 years but thats dead now, we got on each others nerves at the end. But it was nice while it lasted. Imaging having a caregiver or being one is one of the only ways I can barely scratch that itch of wanting to rely on someone. Like. It's so deep at the moment, wanting comfort and all that, that "normal" soloutions to that just don't hit hard enough. Like I could imagine having a really nice friend group but irl I would need to be in a healthy friendship for quite a while before it started fulfilling that need, so imagining someone coddling me like I am a child, like I am something to be cherished, not just valued but cherished, that hits harder. thats nicer to think about. also also also co regulation + company is something i really desire.
I feel like I am so entwined with this community, more than anything else these days. It's sort of got a grip on me. and i dont know how i feel about that. none of you guys know me. i have mutuals, nice mutuals and people who are in my notes but none of you actually know me. i think maybe this place is more of a fantasy than a reality for me. and that tells me i need to distance myself but what else do i have?
I've tried taking a break before, you might remember, it only ended up being a few months but it was nice to come back.
right thats basically it. I assume if you've made it this far, seeing as I'm not even writing to anyone I'm just emptying my brain, I assume you're a very curious person. Someone who likes to feel involved. Like meeee. If anyone has any advice or sage wisdom or anything you want to say at all, please go ahead. This post is basically a bunch of thoughts with little resolve. This isn't really something I want to bring up with my therapist because onneee, I'm embarrassed, twwwooo she has most likely no idea of what age regression this, in this context. like. the age regression they talk about in regard to mental and psychological contexts, its pretty different to all this. anyway. i have other things in therapy to talk about lol maybe one day ill bring up that i feel like a small child in certain situations but let her lead that conversation. ah so.
yeah like. yeah. hi. if this resonates, im glad you found that. yeah. yeahhh i dont know. i have a lot of stuff going on. nothing in my life is straight forward. hence the... want to simplify things. I'm really tired now, wow!
to conclude, I'm a baby not necessarily a regessor. I'm running on fumes. i have a weird relationship with agere and im very hot and cold about it. goo goo ga ga but also i want to be respected and seen as a capable adult. i need a hobby. i need to rest but blehhhhh.
Here's a puppy as a treat for reading it all
#my biography guys#babbling#this probably has so many spelling errors and typos but im not going to run this through a spell checker because its basically just#brain dump
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quick pjo post because i rewatched the series with my qpr partner. i love Grover. so much. he looks like a kid, he defends himself with saying he's 24. he's scared of authority. he loves his friends more then that fear. he sings silly songs and makes awful jokes. i love this satyr man. this goatman needs more appriciation i swear
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Alright, I saw you wanted a Haikyuu request so I shall give! If it’s alright with you, could you write for Akashii and Sugawara? I would like to see what they look for in a relationship! Preferably with a female reader, but gender neutral is okay too if female reader doesn’t go with this request. Thank you so much for taking the time to read this!
What Sugawara and Akaashi look for in a relationship (f!reader)
notes - HI ANON!! OMG THANK YOU FOR THE HAIKYUU REQUEST! I dont have a ton of haikyuu fans that follow me, but I am so glad you asked for some headcanons because I really miss this show omg. I hope you have a wonderful day and stay super hydrated!! enjoy <33333
Sugawara
he's always been the mom of the group, so oddly enough, I feel like he would love someone who is very similar to him
he wouldnt want to take care of someone, you know???
he would want someone how is caring and kind and someone who can appreciate the sport he's in
but he doesnt need his s/o to only care about volleyball, you know?
so if you don't like sports, it's no big deal, it would just be rad if you went to his games and stuff
he also wants someone that can be close to his friends
he wants to invite you to things and would love that you get along with his little group
he also wants to cook for you, so if you tell him that you love his cooking, he will melt and I mean that
also if he has someone who is willing to learn volleyball, he would love to teach you how to play <3333
and cuddles
please be able to be the big spoon every now and again because omg he is such a sucker for being the little spoon
Akaashi
he's a quiet dude
but I think he would love someone with a fun personality
he gets along with bokuto so I think having someone else who's fun would make him smile a lot
and bring him out of his comfort zone, which he appriciates
but he also wants someone who is okay with just chillin
like he wants someone who isnt just gonna be chaos all the time
it's like he needs that compromise
just chillin is really fun for him but like having a goofy fun time is also cool for him
volleyball is not his top priority for you to enjoy
if anything it's the last thing on his mind
though he thinks it's nice when you show up to a game of his <3
he would also love a girl who is kind and makes him blush a bit
he's a sucker for it even if he doesnt say it out loud lol
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@missdictatorme appriciation post
You know who deserves appriciation? DOLLI
Her Moon Knight fics? top tier.
Her triple frontier fics? stellar (Will, my beloved)
And lets not forget her Miguel Ohara fic is something i loooooooove despite not reading much straight miguel
Her fics are great but also her hc's, the fun way she interacts with asks, building off me and others for a fun time is just!!!
She's soooooo funny, im lucky to be in several servers with her and she never stops making me giggle
but most of all, shes a great friend! Anyone that knows dolli knows she's the sweetest person. I love interacting, dming, talkings fics and oscar and will and life. she's someone im just thrilled whenever i see a notication from her on discord. my brain gets a few seretonine. like literally i feel a !!!!!! in my brain bc i know she's gonna say something funny
when i was still a new writer dolli was so supportive and she's always had my back. Cant think of a internet life without her.
Thank you for being a friend, my dear <3 we all love you so much here.
give dolli some love y'all
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DFF - Character Reveals and Why Some Work and Some Don't
I have been thinking about Phee and Tan and why the Tan reveal was so amazing while the Phee character reveal post episode 9 destroyed the character for a big chunk of the audience.
It all started with a post from @mikuni14 here is the link with a couple of additions and back and forths, from me, op and @leconcombrerit and the comments in the notes by @kerrikins which I just say today and accidently helped me figure out why I don't like post episode 9 Phee.
Set Up to The Reveal
I think most of us can agree that Tan and Phee have been suspicious since episode 1. The key to the later reveals was for Phee to appear the one in charage as highlighten in this excellent post episode 9 post from @lurkingshan
So for 8 weeks of real world time, everyone who watched live spend that time with this image of Phee: A loyal, smart, leader oriented teen that made a mistake in anger and betrayal and is now trying to make up for it. Someone who is charge and on top of this revenge plan. Someone who is willing to get their hands dirty.
While Tan came across as someone who wants answears, who likes to get high with these people but is only for real close to Phee, and fades into the background unleass you are specifically analyzing his character.
Speaking from me only, even while I was obsessing over Mio's microexpression I was skeptical over the Tan is the brother reveal, I was coinvinced that I wasn't going to suspend my disbelief over Mio's age and that it didn't make any sense because Phee looked to be so much more in charge.
Writers don't know what the audience is going to like about the character before the reveal happens. And with every character you ran the risk of that reveal destroying the audience's attachment by changing the wrong things.
The Reveals in Ep 9
While DFF had other reveals, specifically with Phee, all those revealed only served to strengthen the audience initial perception of Phee.
Then came episode 9. And while the Tan is New reveal blew everyone including me out of the water over how good it was, seriously Mio was amazing in this role and the writing for him was insanly good, Phee's episode 9 reveals didn't work as much.
Why?
It's simple because Tan was very much non entity pre-reveal. If you weren't obssessing over everything like myself you barely payed attention to him.
There was no character for the reveal to assinate, Tan never came across as someone who was especially close to any of the others except for Phee, at the most he Fluke and Top were his weed buddies and that is the extent of the friendships you saw between Tan and the group.
The reveal strengthents the character, they make it better, they make you go back and appriciate everything you didn't notice. All the little moments of barely concealed disdain.
While with Phee it's the opposite. Phee was a strong character already, and everything that we saw seem to reinforced that.
But episode 9 changed that. Episode 9 destroyed all of it, and while it worked fine at the time, the cracks started to appear as soon as episode 10 rolled around.
Because everything we learn from episode 9 destroyes everything we know about Phee as a character.
Loyal = He flipped on the boys as soon as they were nice to him and Tan [Read: OUR FRIENDS NEED HELP - I haven't forgotten, OUR FRIENDS I wanted to kill him]. Falls in love with Jin in three scenes (and yeah I know that it might have been weeks of real world time, BUT FOR US it was 3 scenes, in 3 scenes he was over Non and totally lovey dovey with Jin.), Enables New's revenge and pretends to be on his side still all the while not doing anything to help or not even wanting to do anything that doesn't help his guilt anymore.
Smart = Are we really supposed to believe that Phee had no idea that New had the intention of seeing the boys die? Am I really supposed to believe that the son of a cop, saw New totally loose everything, ask to die, profess revenge [the flashback scene I'll Make Them Pay in episode 12] and then heard "This won't killed them" in that tone and not made 2 + 2??? Are we for real right now??????
Leader Oriented = Not in charge of their mission, taking New's lead
Teen who made a mistake and said something in anger = This one is still valid, but it lessened by knowing he never actually confronted that what happened to Non was predatory and a little more complicated then actual cheating. Or the fact that he dismissed Non's call or explanations. The fact that he seemingly gets over Non and totally falls for Jin within a week of meeting him fits with stupid teen boy, but really doesn't help.
In charged and on top of this revenge plan = Again, not in charge of the plan seemingly just going along for the ride.
Someone who is willing to get their hands dirty = He has ethics about muder completely OUT OF FUCKING NOWHERE!! It is valid to not want to kill people but I'm sorry where the fuck were this boy ethics before? An incompelte lists of things Phee did that he was somehow totally fine with despite his so called "ethics":
Sleeps with Jin under false pretenses
Lied to his father and implicated himself in a crime just to help Non.
Ok with drugging people with a dangerous experimental drugs that causes fear and paranoia after New's reassurance that it tots won't kill them trust me bro.
Sleeping with Jin while he was definately 100% under the influence of New's drugs (the fail blow job in episode one) [We know they were still influenced because if the hand groping Tee was an hallucination then all the characters were still drugged]
Enabled New's revenge quest for three years whithout ever trying to get New to go back to his family (we didn't see it or have it mention so it didn't happen within the text)
Totally ok with sending Top with New post Uncle Dang getting his head chopped off while under the impression that New is responsible for said head chopping
Under the impression that New caused Por getting impaled but still not saying anything (we know that he could have said something because that is what he does later)
Learns that Jin filmed Non and posted the video and reacts with: So we were both hurting him and is fine with it in 5 minutes.
Apparently never fucking interrogated or contronted what happened to Non with Keng, never calls it grooming or abuse. Never recognizes that there were deeper motivations. In three years he manged to do 0 internal searching on it. Despite the fact that Por (who is a dick and the same age as the other boys and Phee) managed to come that conclusion right away.
There's probably more. His ethics come out of nowhere and feel like he is betraying New and being a dysloyal dick, because this character doesn't and has never come across as someone who gives a shit about ethics.
Like ok none of those things are muder fair enough, but a story needs to set up a character internal conflict over murder on a revenge quest a little better then a simple "This won't kill them right?"
Phee post episode 9 character falls apart because it is simply not the same character we thought we were getting for the previous 8 episodes. If you are not a PheeJin shipper there is not much post episode 9 to like about Phee. In the most charitable of read he comes across as bellyflopping follower who couldn't make a decision about what he wanted for 3 years.
I think somewhere along the lines something from the original idea got lost in the writing. To the writers who know this character inside and out and created him, Phee probably comes across as someone who struggled for years and was very conflicted and tourtured, unfortunatly the structure the chose for the plot doesn't have much time to show that to us.
Character reveals should always feel like they make sense, you should be able to go back and fit what you previously knew about the character with the new reveal. The reveal should feel like something that re-orients the puzzle, or helps you to put something in a different prospective. Not something that totally breaks everything that came before.
Reveals that are meant to make you feel like everything you knew about that character was a lie are much trickier to writer and balance, and crucially YOU MUST TREAT THEM LIKE THEY DO.
I never got the sense that the show wanted me to see Phee's betrayal and flipping on New as a bad thing, as something that goes against what the audience believed the character to be.
It just comes across that he is going from sympathic villain to tourtured anti-hero. At least that is what it feels like the writer wanted to show with that. Not that I see Tan or Post episode 9 Phee as sympathic villains. It feels like the writers saw them like that.
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‼️This post is part of a choose your own adventure series and is not meant to be read stand-alone. Click HERE to go to the masterlist and Chapter beginnings‼️
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"Wait what are we talking about?"
Everyone's attention suddenly snaps to you as you mumble out words, no one thought you were anywhere near sober enough to hear them.
Mike, ever the leader, speaks first "Nothing y/n go to bed."
"No don't brush me off I wanna know!" You huff and Sam has to adjust her grip on you.
Jess rolls her eyes and walks closer to you "Look y/n all you need to know is we're playing a little prank on Hannah, she's been trying to get with Mike and needs to be taught a lesson."
You frown "But that's mean, Hannah- Hannah invited us all up here, this is her place, we gotta be nice invitees." your eyes are starting to slip close and more and more weight is being leaned onto Sam.
Ashley steps forward now "Technically it was Josh who invited us, but anyways it's nothing bad, just a small little prank." She smiles at you in a way that reassures your drunken mind.
You giggle, "Okk then, I'll help her dye all your teeth blue later in revenge." You are humored by your own joke and start giggling and laughing more.
Sam lets out a sigh and starts to drag you away. "Bye guys, I hope you make the right decision."
You close your eyes and lean againist Sam trusting her to take you somewhere as the world spins beneath your eyelids. By the time you open then again you are in a room lit by a fire that you can see Beth standing by and a couch in front of it that holds your boyfriend.
"Joshhhh" you break off from Sam and stumble to the couch, nearly tripping over the edge of it before flopping down on top of the man already laying there.
"Y/n babyyy my gorgeous amazing other half." His words were also slurred and his arms clumsily come up to curl around you tightly as he buries his face in your hair. You giggle and turn your face towards the fire to find Beth looking at the two of you fondly.
"Hiii Elizabeth, Bethy, my lovely friend." You reach the hand closest out to her and she takes it and gives it a little squeeze.
"Hi y/n. Partied hard?" She's smiling in a way that says she's already taken pictures of the scene to use as blackmail later on.
"Ugh yes, and just give me like thirty minutes and I will be ready to party again." As you say this your eyes drift further closed and you feel yourself relaxing more and more into Josh.
"Mhm sure." She snorts and lets go of your hand which you wrap around Josh. "Sleep well y/n, we can party tomorrow night."
You hum contently and close your eyes. You nestle your face into the crook of Josh's neck and settle further into your comfy human pillow. Between the heat of your boyfriend and the fire, you find yourself drifting off to sleep to the quiet crackle of wood, and breathing of Josh in minutes.
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The way you wake up isn't quiet.
Instead of soft fire glow it's harsh red and blue lights. Instead of soft breathing it's loud voices and the crackle of walkie-talkies.
Those sounds stay for weeks until suddenly it's quiet. Quiet as in feelings of regret and grief. Quiet as in sobbing over a closed case and two graves.
You think you prefer the sirens.
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Chapter 1
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Prologue is finished! Sorry if this isn't accurate to how you personally would act drunk. Featuring a little fluffy moment with Josh and Beth before the bad stuff. :( Did all the talk of seeing Hannah and Beth later make you sad hehe. I felt evil putting that in.
Anyways I'm putting the text for the beginning of Chapter 1 above but I need to rewatch some of the game first so I can write everything accurately. It will be linked when it's done which will most likely be later this week or early next week!! As always likes, reblogs and comments are appriciated!
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Say hello to Kingdom of the Local Anthill!
Say hello as well to my first micronation oc post, hopefully of many hehe
Also if youre here from the poland tag, this is a polish micronation, so, feliks child feliks child
Sadly, i was only able to find information on this micronation through the microwiki page, since i couldnt find any other pages for it. Any help on finding out more would be very much appriciated!
So! About Pietr! Immediately i will say, i chose the name purely because it sounded nice, any input on better names would also very much be appriciated! But for this post, i'll be sticking with Pietr
Once again, since there isnt that much info i could find on the micronation, for his personality i kind of hima'd it (aka, just bullshitted it)
He's cheery, literally a one year old, as the micronation announced its independance only a little over a year ago, but he tries his hardest to seem older, and cant say his age without adding that technically the anthill has existed since the 1950s, so he'd be the oldest in the group (and then gets glared at by seborga)
He tries to be very formal in his way of speaking, but struggles a bit with that, as he tries to copy what the macronations around him say, and the main one is Feliks, so he's mistakingly integrated a lot of slang into his hyper-formal way of speaking. (Hutt River and Molossia help him with that)
He takes his role as a personification very seriously, so seriously that he often will point out if something around his house could hurt or bother the ants! He has made feliks "throw out" anything that has a scent that ants dont like (he still has everything, just doesnt use it in front of pietr) and acts offended and as if he dislikes the scent as well (he actually enjoys lots of the scents, but thinks he'd be bad at his job if he admitted it)
Of course, he will start telling ant facts to anyone that he sees, and talks a lot about them with the micronation group
In his little backpack (made by eduard, nobody can tell otherwise) he carries everything that his overly worried family makes him bring around: bandaids, disinfectant, a snack just in case, and of course, his Carpenter Ant Plushie(TM)
Onto how everyone around feels about him, his family loves him, he's the little baby, and they all try their best of raising him.
Feliks and Tolys are trying to parent, and doing fine somehow? They bring him everywhere, and listen to him ramble about ants for hours (Tolys asks enough questions to keep him going on and on)
Eduard is the cool older brother, he brings him places when tolys and feliks are busy, and makes him stuffed animals and wooden toys (i have a stupid little headcanon that eduard really likes sewing and just making stuff in general)
Raivis is,,,,trying? He's already friends with most of the micronations, so he often accompanies him to the meetings, but he doesnt really know how to act around him, so whenever they talk he doesnt really say much, and mostly listens. (Once again, i have a headcanon that raivis is trying to figure out how the aging process works, so he's probably waiting to see how quickly he ages and also praying that he doesnt become older than him one day)
His closest friends in the micronation group are probably Hutt River, as he looks to him for advice on how to be a proper prince, he would ask Seborga but my personal version of him is not the friendliest*, Republic of Toku, and Rose Island (other micronation ocs i might maybe talk about in the future, for now just know that one is a space nerd, and the other is a fish nerd)
*I have completely different characters for seborga and molossia, and might change hutt river a bit as well, i will make sure to share them in the future!
Outside of his family and the micronation group, he doesnt really know many other people, since he's just a toddler
Well, well, well, guess who actually reached the end! I dont have anything more to say currently! If i find more i will add!
For reaching the end of this stupid little ramble, have Pietr in timeout
Also, here's the link to the microwiki page if you'd like to learn more!
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Welcome to the Pink Palace that is on a ship!
Lets get something straight here, I'm a one piece enthusiast, I collect, Post, Recommended and create more content when it comes to one piece. I am a Black writer, and i wont tolerate any disrespect to me OR ANYONE!! NOT even criticism if it isn't constructive and appropriate. I am indeed a nice person and easy to be friends with. If you have been through it, or having a bad day I want this to be your safe place where you can be yourself and read what you want.
dont be afraid to use the ask button OR comment. I read you guys reblogs with comments and it really makes my day.
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A few things to keep in mind while your on my Blog:
🤗 You are Welcome: This space is open to all fans, from the die hard, to those just setting sail on the Grand Line. our passion for One Piece is what alone should brings us together, and everyone is welcome aboard this ship!
2. You are loved and appriciated by many: In my blog you're not just a reader; you're Y/N, valued being both in and outside of my blog! . Your thoughts, opinions, and enthusiasm make this place special. Thank you for the love I appriciate all of you, and know that you're surrounded by like-minded individuals.
🚫 Zero Tolerance for Disrespect: Im here to relate to you all, and Criticism is welcome when it's meant to build up and improve my writing to please the readers, but any negativity or disrespect without a constructive purpose won't sail here. NOT ON MY SEAS YALL!!!
That marks my personality in a nutshell!
NOW GO READ TO YOUR HEARTS CONTENTTT (ily) <3
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Hey fellow mutuals!!!
Credits to the original artist behind this template. As I am regaining strenght after my oral surgery, I wanted to do another art challenge. So I decided to draw my mutual OC.
Friends can participate if you guys would want, but I want to interact with my mutual as well.
For those who are wondering if you are considered mutual, I would personally consider this but do also free to ask as it does depend.
We both are following each other (This is a must)
We at least had some small level of interaction here on in other platforms (Whether it was twitter, insta, or Ao3) like engaged in a small discussion or comment, had some small DM conversation, or we interacted via reblogs, or we have also established each other as mutuals before.
As it for now, I have 3* slots available as I did posted on Twitter and I took in one of my mutual's OCs.
I am not sure if I would get much as response on Twitter from my mutuals (since I recently starting posting just some months ago) as I do have more here, but I am eager to see your reponses. Once the full list is full, I will anounce when it's closed and with the OCs selected.
Note that this might take a while as IRL does keep me busy, but I have been improving mentally and I wanted to take this oportunity to make another fun challenge and show love and appriciation for my awesome mutuals
Edit: I have now 3 slots! I just got two OCs from my amazing twitter mutuals XD
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