#I LOVE HIM I WANA CRY
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elizakai · 1 month ago
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god i love this man,
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bottomvalerius · 2 years ago
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Y’all I think I got my dick back let’s go LMAO
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ilovemydetectiveboys · 4 months ago
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yay! i feel not so good today!
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kkcauseway · 4 months ago
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Forever and Always
Joel Miller x F!reader.
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Summary I Your work life is awful and there's nothing you want more after an exhausting day both mentally and physically than to come home to Joel, but on calling him and finding out that's not possible you're dreading the thought of going home to be alone. However, it doesn't seem that that's the case once you actually make it back, and it turns into once of the best and happiest nights of your life. Content/warnings I So much cute fluff, Joel Miller being the most doting and caring boyfriend. 'babygirl', Joel has a cute little saying to let reader know just how much he loves her. Asking to move in together. No use of y/n, no outbreak. A/N I Once again another random idea that popped into my head that I decided to run with. I really hope you enjoy soppy, cute Joel taking care of his woman!
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It always puts a smile on his face when you call. Your name working wonders for the grumpy moods he finds himself in on jobs. Even with the jokes he cracks with Tommy. Nothing compares to when he’s with you, talking to you. Just doing anything that involves you. “Hey baby you, okay?” His husky voice grumbles down the receiver once he’s removed himself away from the bustle of the house, he’s currently working in.
“Joel?” You sniff.
His smile falters. Something is obviously wrong, and whatever’s happened he’ll kill them. No one upsets you. “Babe? Hey, hey what’s wrong?”
“I- sniff- I’m just having such a horrible day. I can’t stand this job anyone, I wana quit so bad. Please can you come over when I finish?” The sobs grow in volume as you force a hand to your mouth to try to quiet them. The impact of hearing those words leave your own mouth proving to you just how much you rely on him.
“Oh baby m’so sorry you’re having a shitty day. Listen we’re on a bad job today m’not gonna finish till super late so I most likely can’t come round. But I’ll call you later okay y’can tell me all about it okay baby. Promise.”
“Okay” you sniff upset he can’t come but you knew he was busy and that it was a long shot. You pine after him when you feel vulnerable like this.
“You know I love you, don’t you?” He grumbles evidently worried he’s in the doghouse.
“I know. I love you too so much.”
“Forever and always baby girl.”
The words making your heart flutter as they always do.
When the call cuts you hold your phone against your chest and sob a little more before psyching yourself up for your afternoon. Your colleagues don’t deserve to know just how bad they make you feel, they’d probably thrive on it if they knew.
So, instead you sort yourself out wash your face, wait till your eyes are less puffy, paint on your smile and go about the remainder of your shift thank fuck it’s Friday.
Of course no one notices, why would they when they make it clear how much they can’t stand you being around.
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Finally five o’clock arrives and you rush out to your car as quick as you can. Putting on the cheesy cd playlist Joel made you. You love that he’s like that, so unbelievably cheesy, so old fashioned it’s why you adore him the way you do. When yours and Joel’s song comes on tears escape you again. God you’ve never loved someone the way you love him, but these tears you’re spilling are tears of happiness not pain.
When you make it home your shitty mood overcomes you again, the thought of your empty apartment and cold bed. So you settle on the idea of a large glass of red wine, a crappy comfort series and a good cry before you go to sleep. You’re have a day trip with Joel planned tomorrow and that’s enough to keep you going.
However, it’s like you can tell something’s off from the second your key is in the door. After momentarily hesitating you uneasily open your door and those thoughts are made true. Your apartment isn’t dark, cold, nor is it empty. The smell of food hits you so mouth-wateringly beautiful, and the radio is playing softly.
You kick off your shoes and move to the kitchen and there he is, Joel in all his glory slaving away over the stove. Dancing along to the music with an apron round his neck.
He turns to look at you with a smile on his face and it breaks you.
You stand on the spot throw your bag to the floor from your shoulder and cry. But he quickly rushes over “hey shhh it’s okay.” He cradles you close a hand on the back of your head pushing you closer to his chest. Allowing you to inhale his comforting scent.
“S’okay m’here baby.” He mumbles against your hair as he rests his lips against you. Holding you as close as possible.
After a few minutes you pull away red faced and puffy eyes to look up at him. “How did you get here I thought you were busy?”
“M’sorry baby, I know I didn’t think I’d be able to. And I’m so sorry that that made you upset, I really am, but as much as I am super busy at work the second, I heard you cryin’ I knew I needed to make sure I was finishin’ early so I could come over and see you, you mean more to me than any job, any amount of money. So I took a sick day for the remainder.”
“Thankyou” you whisper before moving to grasp at his stubbly cheeks. You smile sadly at him as your thumbs stroke him and then you move your lips to his, kissing him softly.
“I’ve made your favourite baby” he begins once you pull back away. Arms resting round his neck as you stand on your tip toes to be exactly in his eye-line. “And then I want you t’tell me all about this shitty day o’yours so we can get it outa your pretty head. You’re too beautiful to be burdened by that shit.”
You chuckle “I’d really like that, thank you so much for being here.”
“Always baby. Always.”
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After a long moan fest over Joel’s signature spaghetti and meatballs, you’re cuddling on the couch with your long-awaited red wine.
Your difficult day long forgotten about which is why you love being around him so much, he really does make everything better. Just by being himself- so unapologetically himself.
You’re cuddled into him your feet kicked up behind you as he strokes your side. His calloused fingertips gliding lightly from your hip all the way up to the side of your breast, over and over causing constant goosebumps.
“You know v’been thinkin’” he mumbles softly into the silence.
“Shit did it hurt?” You chuckle as you jest with him, you love when you get the perfect opportunity to use that joke.
He pokes at your side in retaliation, and you giggle into it, loving every second of being with him.
“Seriously now though babygirl, sit up n’look at me.” 
Which you do without a moment’s hesitation. You pull away from him so you can face him sat on your knees.
God he’s gorgeous. His beautiful salt and pepper hair slightly longer than he would like but with you adoring him just like that he refuses to cut it.
He takes your hands in his and god it makes you nervous. Butterflies swim around in your stomach as you stare into each other’s eyes.
“I realised somethin’ today.”
Your breathing increases as you reply “what?”
He takes a nervous breath closing his eyes on the inhale and opening them back up to stare right back at you on the exhale. His perfectly pert lips opening just slightly to let the air out. He clears his throat as he shifts slightly in the seat. “Y’belong with me, all the time, all day every day, and it breaks my heart t’think that you could need me and we ain’t together.”
You smile softly at him, you know your rightful place is with him 24/7, there’s nowhere you’d rather be.
But the next words to leave him are so far from what you expected it’s as though time stands still. “Move in w’me.”
“What?” You’re excited from the moment the words leave his lips, but you’re certain you misheard.
“I want you t’move in with me, get out of this lil apartment. Come make my house ours, let’s always be together. No more late nights alone let’s always be there together even if my stupid fuckin’ job means I get in at 2am.”
You squeal throwing your arms around his neck as you practically pounce on him. “Oh my god yes, yes, yes when?”
He chuckles pushing you back slightly so he’s able to look at you once more. “Well I mean we could start moving ya stuff in tomorrow, I know we said we’d go out for the day but-”
“No!” You say it all too quickly and he laughs “I wana move in let’s do that fuck the plans! We can do that any day!” You forcefully hug him again. Pulling away he’s beaming at you “do you promise you mean it?”
“With all my heart baby.” The hand he has resting on your back moves up and down slowly. So soothing, so full of love.
You scream in excitement before kissing him.
When you eventually pull away you look directly into his hooded eyes. “Forever and always?”
“Forever and always babygirl” and he rubs his nose against yours.
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elisiafarias · 9 months ago
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HELLO I JUST WANA SAY I LOVE THE WAY YOU WRITE ABPUT THE LINKUEI SO MUCH.
Can you Write How would they react if their baby got sick? Please UwU
Im really happy you like it 🥰🥰
Now im really inspired
Pdt: I dont know nothing about babys but im doing my best
HOW THE LINKUEI TRIO REACT IF THEIR BABY GOT SICK (PART 1)
Bi han ❄️
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It's only been two days since you gave birth, you were happier than ever, your baby was calm. Also you felt like Bi han softened when he was with you two.
Although he was a present man for you and your baby, he had to attend to Lin kuei matters.
After all he was still the Lin kuei Grandmaster. However, in this short time that has passed he has tried to help as he can, in his absence he left a woman in charge to attend to your demands.
When he arrived he would ask you how you were and then he would go to appreciate his son. When he looked at him, it was as if another feeling was born from him, he loved his son, he felt that he was an extension of him, his blood, It was unconditional love. You also felt that his love for you also grew.
It was early today, Bi Han left on a mission without telling you, it didn't bother you because you are used to it, after all you knew what you would have to face being the wife of the Grandmaster of the Linkuei.
You want to have breakfast, however your baby started crying, you assumed he was hungry, you asked the woman accompanying you to bring him to you. However, your baby did not accept your milk, you tried to calm him down in other ways and see what he had but nothing worked. As you carried him around the room with him you asked the woman.
-I don't understand, he doesn't accept my milk and he doesn't stop crying, what am I doing wrong? -You asked a little desperately.
-My lady, how about I bring you the wet nurse? - The woman suggested to you. At first you hesitated, you didn't want your baby to drink other woman milk, it gave you a strange feeling. But you had to do it for his own good.
-Yes please, but let it be in front of me.- You said to the woman. She nodded and went to look for the wet nurse, however he didn't accept her milk either, then your baby started crying harder.
His crying worried you, it was like he was suffering, something was wrong, your maternal instinct told you.
-Let's take him to the doctor, help me get dressed.- You said quickly.
- My lady, you should stay in bed. - The lady told you worriedly, after all you were still in pain from childbirth.
- Don't worry, I'll be fine, he should be with me. - You responded determinedly, your bond with your son was unbreakable.
They helped you dress, the truth is that you could barely move because of the pain, however you wanted to calm your son's pain.
Fortunately, the doctors were in the Lin Kuei establishments by order of the Grandmaster, to attend to his wife's demands, a wise decision on his part.
When you arrived with them, they asked you questions, examined your baby, and then made you leave the room.
-My lady, due to the hours that have passed without him eating, and given that he was born 2 months earlier than expected, we have the theory that some of his organs are not well developed. Therefore, we are going to feed him through feeding tubes. - The doctor explained to you.
For you it was like a bucket of cold water, it hurt you to think how uncomfortable your baby is going to be, if it would hurt, he is so small and so fragile.
-but there is no other way? he'll be fine? - you asked anxiously
-This is the best option, many hours have passed without feeding, believe me.- The doctor say try yo calm you.
In the end you had to give in, but you demanded to see him as much as possible.
They didn't deny you. Despite everything, you are the wife of the Grandmaster, he would threaten everyone if he was with you, and the doctors were aware of it.
In the end you thanked them, and waited for them to prepare your baby, while you waited you ate forcedly, you weren't even hungry, you did it just so that your condition wouldn't get worse.
Then you went to wait for them to call you so you could see him.
When they finally called you to come in, you went quickly. When you walked in your heart broke, even though you knew your son was going to be full of tubes, seeing him there was more shocking, he was so small, he looked so uncomfortable.
-Oh my life, my sweet baby.- You said to your baby, trying to caress his face.
You could barely touch it because there were so many tubes and cables that you could ruin a connection.
Your heart was shaken, he did not understand anything, you sent someone to notify Bi Han about the condition of his son as soon as he arrived, because you would not be separated from your baby. You felt like something would happen to him if you weren't with him.
So then you were with him, sitting watching him, without realizing it the day was already ending, for you the hours seemed like minutes, it was already 5 in the morning.
Just as you were about to close your eyes you felt a hand on your back.
-Wife....- Bi Han said, when you turned to see the cryomancer he was in shock seeing his son in that state.
He looked exhausted for having just arrived from a mission.
-Sorry, it's my fault, I couldn't breastfeed, he was suffering, so I brought him here.- You couldn't even finish your sentence because you finally broke.
You hid your face from him, you feel weak and vulnerable before him, but surprisingly for you he began to caress your head.
-It's not your fault.- your husband said compassionately.
-You should go to sleep now.- The cryomancer demanded.
-I can't...if I do he will be alone.- You responded weakly. Your husband frowned.
-Y/N, you are recovering, if you continue like this your condition will worsen.- The cryomancer told you somewhat harshly. He didn't like disobedience.
-I can't.- You responded without stopping to look at your baby.
-Obey your husband.- Bi han said harshly, his patience had already run out, the truth is that he was also dealing with many things that he never expresses, adding this situation.
Deep down you understood it, but it made you angry that he didn't understand that you didn't want to be separated from your son, at least being close to him gave you some peace of mind, as if nothing was going to happen to him.
-Okay, I'll do it, but I don't think I'll be able to sleep- you finally told him.
He sat down to look at his son, and he sighed as if he had regretted raising his voice to you.
-I'll stay with him.- the cryomancer said without stopping to look at his son.
That answer surprised you, you knew that deep down your husband was also suffering, but he remained stoic.
-Forgive me, when I finish resting I will come here, and then you will go to rest too.- You told your husband while you kissed his forehead.
He just nodded, and then you said goodbye to your baby and went to sleep (worried).
When Bi Han was left alone with his son, he got up and put his hand caressing the cheek of his baby.
"Everything will end soon, you are strong because you are my son." He spoke sweetly to his baby.
His son looked at him with those little eyes while making noises.
-Shhh..shhh.- The Grandmaster began to make sounds to his son to calm him down.
And it worked, Bi han shuddered. He didn't like seeing his son like that and he wasn't going to accept that his son wouldn't get better.
He was also tired, however he didn't give it importance, he was trained to endure days without sleep.
After a few hours he was closing his eyes and then his head was situated in a comfortable place.
He realized when he felt hands caress his hair that it was you. His head was placed on your chest, after many hours he had found peace, your perfume seemed pleasant to him.
-My love, you must go rest now.- You asked the cryomancer, he raised his head and directed it towards his son.
-I'm fine, I don't need to rest.- The Grandmaster said coldly, you put a hand on his cheek and made him turn to look at you delicately.
- Eat and rest, you haven't rested since you arrived from your mission, and the nurses are also going to change him and bathe him l.-You told him sweetly as you caressed his cheek. He took your hand and caressed it for a moment and finally accepted.
And so you stayed with your baby, hours passed and your husband returned, and that's how you stayed for the next few days, taking turns, or being together. Bi Han still had to attend to some Lin Kuei matters, you wondered how he could be so strong.
Now you were together looking at your son still in the incubator full of tubes. The baby had gained weight.
-How long are we supposed to wait?-The Cryomancer said, already angry, his patience had run out.
-Patience, husband, remember that he will be like this until his organs develop well-you told him calmly.
-These doctors are incompetent.- He responded harshly.
-My love, please don't be rude, they are doing the best they can, without them maybe our son wouldn't be alive- you told him, trying to calm him down, you were sure he was about to threaten the doctors.
He just growled, after a few minutes you dared to say.
-I swear that if he dies- You started to say but your husband interrupted you abruptly.
-Don't you dare even think about it, he will be fine.- The cryomancer responded harshly.
-I would die with him.- You finished saying with a very low voice.
Your husband just shook his head down. He heaved a sigh and took your hand.
-He is a Lin kuei, he is strong, he will get out of this.- The Grandmaster said stoically.
You just nodded anxiously, you want to believe that what Bi Han says is true, so you decide to decree positively.
All these days that have passed you have asked the universe that your son gets better soon, and if it was some kind of karma for the enemies that your husband has killed, may that karma be for you.
Until the day finally came when they disconnected your baby's tubes, to see if he could eat on his own. The Grandmaster commented "it's about time", you just looked at him insistently so he wouldn't be rude.
So there you were anxious and nervous, you wanted your son to accept your milk to end this hell.
When the nurse brought him to you you were so happy to see him disconnected, he looked more comfortable, although your baby gained weight he was still so small.
It was time, you got into position to breastfeed him, your husband put his hand on your baby's head to help position it.
-Come on my life, eat.- You said sweetly to your baby.
And as if it were a miracle, your baby started drinking, you could feel that connection with your baby, it was something unique and beautiful.
Bi han let out a small smile.
-Look at him my love, he's healthy now.- You said excitedly.
-Very well, we will leave with him immediately.- Said the cryomancer proud.
-Wait, Grandmaster, we must prepare him and do some final evaluations.- The nurse said scared.
Bi Han grunted. You just laughed.
-It's okay my love, the important thing is that our son is healthy, and he will be with us, thank you very much nurse and the doctors too.- You said happily.
Your husband looked at you and kissed your head.
-You did very well, wife.- The cryomancer said with a small smile, it was the first time you saw him so sweet to you.
After this event you couldn't be happier, for your son to be healthy was the best thing that could happen to you, and Bi has also shown that he loved them both.
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Author note:
Hello hello I hope you liked it, don't look for inconsistency with the baby's plot, I don't know much about them XD but I did my best.
AND AS ALWAYS KUAI LIANG AND TOMAS FOR LATER (BI HAN INSPIRES ME IMMEDIATELY I DON'T KNOW WHY)
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pro-mammonologist · 1 year ago
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I swear every time I ready your mammon first/heacanon or drabbles I wana start barking- anyways imagine pleasure dom mammon with cocky mc that doesn't believe he is a pleasure dom because he is such a tsundere so they challenge him and then- later at night he makes them come SO many times that all they can do is whine and moan his name 🫠🫠basically fucking the attitude out of them, the next morning mc propably cant walk that well but you know he can carry them around if they would like🥰 (also the aftercare would be amazing because mammon loves his human and they deserve the best🥰)
Going through my asks and hellllooo??? How did I not see this??? This would be me fr tryna act his ass up.
“No way. You’re a giver???”
“Obviously mc, don’t make me say it again.”
“No you aren’t. You don’t have to lie.”
“Listen—Mc—“
“Liaaaarrrrr”
“If ya let me show ya, you’ll never doubt me again.”
“👀 oh really?”
Then an hour later you’re bordering on tears, trying to decide whether or not to push him away or pull him closer as his mouth works wonders. Has head ever even felt that good? Or is this new???? Cuz what is in these demons to make them like this. You don’t even have time to think as he laps and laps and sucks and groans as he drags you to hell then to heaven and back down to earth through each orgasm he gives you. Your back hurts from arching so much and your hips keep on tensing but then he tells you to
“Relax for me, treasure”
And oh fuck here comes another orgasm. Your pulling at his hair and the sheets and he still refuses to stop, you’re really about to cry now so he pulls back to kiss you and let you taste yourself. He lets you recover for a few minutes so he can kiss you softly and then he looks to you and asks
“You need more proof?” His hands are now back on your sex and and barely hovering, waiting to see your response.
Can you handle more? He seems like he’s not even tired…
“Never again. I believe you always.”
He looks sad but also smug. “Damn straight.”
He’ll let you rest despite how hard he is simply because he’s fine with edging himself, just don’t make him wait too often. He’ll probably propose getting off first then he can destroy you again.
Also after the first overstimulation session, he’ll be so elated he did so well that he’ll forget aftercare but then freak out cuz ahhh nooo my poor human I’ll help you ahhhh
He’s such a loser (endearing).
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isimarie2 · 6 months ago
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i think i got a little carried away
Chloe and Red go together to school for months
Chloe and Red begin to fall in love over time they go
Chloe is extremly closeted but someday when Red and Chloe are in an intensive staring contest Chloe breaks
She kisses Red and Red kisses back after a moment
Chloe tells Red that she is in love with her but she cant be and tells Red that they cant be together at the Moment
Red is hurt but tells her that shes wiling to wait for her "ill wait for you because im in love with you princess and thats why i wait till youre ready"
Chloe only stares at Red and turns away and runs because everything overwhelms her at that moment
She always had the dream of her perfect fairytail Story were she finds her prince but why is she so stupid and falls in love with a girl
She cries her self to slep this night and dosent notice that Red didnt came back
After two months the Sommer break arived and they go theire separate ways
Chloe goes back home and has panic atacks because she cant accepts that shes in love with Red and is scared that her family thinks that shes a freak
Red writes her to meet her at the enchanted Lake to talk and Chloe becomes a panic attack and her brother comes in and sees what happens and comforts Chloe
They talk and he finds out about the felings she has for Red she thinks hes gona be mad but he just sayes "i love you for who you are sis and it dosent mater who you love"
She tells him that Red wants to talk with her by the Lake and he tells her that she schould go and talk to her and that he will cover for her
so Chloe goes to the Lake they Fight and Red runs away with a broken heart (redssgirll Story is the perfect explaination what happened there)
After that night they didnt talk and when Chloe goes back to school she sees that Red is not there and just thinks that she will come later in the evening
but after a month of Red not returning to school she panics she calls Bridget if she knows were Red is but she only thought that Red was with her over the Sommer break and now in school
(Red wrote a Letter to the Principal and stated that she cant atend school at the Moment and faked her mothers signature)
Chloe hangs up and calls her brother and they both decide to search for Red
Bridget cals Ella and ask her what happened betwenn them and Ella dosent know so she orders Chloe to talk and they find out that Chloe is in love with Red because it sliped her out while rambling and because shes stressed as f
she panics but her parents are suportive about it
and then they locate Red with a spell
Ending 1 Happy
Chloe finds Red and tells her how much she loves her and that shes ready to try Red for the begining is realy hurt and tels her that she need time but after a month they come together and live happylie ever after.
Ending 2 sad but it turns out good
They find Red in an abandoned vacation house and there they find her laying in the bathroom pale and she's is barely conscious
Red cut her self and tried to kill her self and when Chloe sees her she panics "RED"
Red looks at her shocked to see her there "princess?" she asks weakly
"Yes its me youre princess Red" Chloe awnsers
Red only looks at her and sayes "Im tired princess" and closes her eyes
"No no no Red stay awake pls i dont wana lose you pls" Chloe says panicked
Red does not Respond and Chloe panics further
"R-red Red RED WAKE UP NO NO PLS DONT DIE"
Red gets brought to a hospital and she's in a coma for a long time when she wakes up she sees Chloe sleping on the hospital chair directly next to her bed
After a while Chloe wakes up and sees Red staring at her and she only looks at her and begins to cry " i thought you would die there" she sayes crying
"As would you care Chloe" Red awnsers mad at her
Chloe flinches and tells her what she came to conclusion with and that she realy loves her and that she will do anything to make it up to her she holds a whole essay about it and Red Interupts her
"Princess stop i still love you even if i tried not to it would not work i will always love you"
And Chloe cryes again and they talk everything out and come together and have theyre happy ever after.
Ending 3 Sad
Chloe finds Red but its to late she lais on the floor and dosent move and when Chloe gets chloser she sees that she dosent breath
first she thinks Red is just sleping but then she registers the huge blood pool around her and then the huge cuts on both arms
She crumbles and begins to scream and cry and then she gets caried out of there
Shes depressiv for a long while and on the dying day from Red she takes her own live because she cant live with out her anymore
And she gets buried next to Reds grave
maibe they see each other again in the after live or the next.
@redssgirll
The Story that got me inspired:
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Short Version from when i planed what i write
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I have the feling that the short planig is better than what i wrote
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circeyoru · 1 year ago
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Hello you amazeing writer!! I'm here and for starters, I just wana say HOW MUCH I LOVE YOUR WRITEING HDHDGDGDG
*Cough cough* Anyways...I am here to add a sprinkle of angst, cause it feeds my blood-lust /j
I remember reading a non-canon version of your "Unwanted soul" fic, where the reader gets redemed (like Sir Pantious) and at the end, they het back to hell while keeping some of the angelic fetures (like the wings) and Alastor ripped them off, ignoreing readers crys (sience now he wasn't under contract).
I was wondering...what if, after all that, reader woldn't actulay fully forget Alastor? Personaly, I really REALLY hate feeling any kind of pain, even if it's as small as a paper-cut, so what if reader gets so upset over all that that they ignore Alastor and just start feeling mode down than usual?
Other than that, I HOPE U HAVE AN AMAZIENG DAY/NIGHT!! HOPE I DIDN'T BOTHER MUCH :3
HAD A STRESSFUL DAY! BUT I'M HERE TO DESTRESS!! NO BOTHER AT ALL!! Okay, back to normal.
Go to MASTERLIST for the works. This ask is for {Unwanted Souls}. The specific mentioned ask is this, so give them a read before this.
The angst is back. Prepare yourself, really, I mean it...
Yes. Reader/you will and do shut down after the stunt Alastor pulls. It's similar to the state you were in before your suicide on Earth. But! Alastor's keeping an eye out for everything and anything you do so you don't get the chance to plan your third death.
Needless to say, you regret coming back because Alastor was and is beyond your control. If you had his soul, you'd destroy it. Alastor knows, that's why he's not offering it anymore. He did consider it, but the way you were unresponsive to him, he trashes the idea.
You don't talk to him, you don't listen to him, you don't look at him, and you don't acknowledge him. You know, any form of reaction and attention you give him, be it good or bad, he'll take it all with gratitude, and you're not giving him that pleasure. Not what you went through because of him.
Alastor does everything to coax you into looking at him again, he knows he can't threaten you because that's what you want. If he was angered enough to kill you or attempt to do so, you win and he'll be left with nothing. No more you. He can't let that happen. He tried returning with wounds or accidentally harming himself while making your meals. No reaction.
He asks you what he did wrong, what can he do for you to at least go back to the way you were. He didn't like how you were like a doll or a broken puppet. It was so agonizing to see you like this, even worse when the reason was him. You didn't even touch the anime and books he brought for you, not even the phone, or tablet, or laptop. Nothing.
After a long long while, you made up your mind. A plan brewed. One that will give you your eternal sleep.
"I want a feast with my favourites." You spoke so softly one day. Yet Alastor heard it loud and clear, he nodded, it has been forever since he heard your voice. The last was when you were begging him not to rip off your wings and halo that took you away from him. He got to work, saying he'll be back soon and asked for your patience.
Patience. You've given him too much. Your eyes burned with fury when his presence left the apartment and your home domain. You took your blank notebooks, summoning angelic weapons one after another around your bed. The angelic steel stacked up as did your exhaustion. Your eyesight blurry and your body heavy. Just a little more and you'll sleep. The feeling was so similar to when you embraced death the first time. Then you fell asleep. Forever.
When Alastor returned, he was terrified to find you surrounded by angelic steel. His mind didn't register that you were the one to summon them, like the time you saved him all those years ago. He only rushed forward to you, ignoring all the wounds on his legs as he walked pass the deadly material. He tried shaking you awake. You're eyes didn't open, your body was cold. Heartbeat? It was so weak.
He shouted for you to wake up. He pleaded and begged. He apologized. He was wrong. He was all wrong. It was all his fault. Just wake up. Please! He needs you! He can't live without you! You can't abandon him again! Not again! Please!
Before, in the canon of my story, you woke up because Lucifer told Alastor what to do. But here, he never knew about your relationship with Lucifer, nor would Lucifer tell him how to wake you up. Lucifer watched from afar as you slowly died from your powers that drained your very soul. Saving you wasn't an option, he said he'd respect your choice and won't question them. He's keeping it, he's your friend. When you were going on with your plan, you too realized that the only true friend you had was Lucifer.
You can't handle Alastor, you shouldn't have thought you could. You shouldn't have accepted Alastor.
You shouldn't have saved him that day.
Alastor deserves to suffer while you enter your eternal slumber.
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elviswhore69 · 8 months ago
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A/n : hi guys!! I'm sorry I haven't been posting stories or anything but I haven't had motivation especially since I've never gotten any requests which I really want but it's okay! I'm probably going to get back into posting and I'm still working on the second part of "please baby" anyway I hope you all like this little story. I have never seen this picture of Elvis buuuutttt when I did I just knew I had to write this. Love y'all!
SO DAMN GOOD .
⚠️ : female overstimulation, a little bit of edging, pussy eating, , dirty talk, no plot at all (I'm not good at that.) nipple play (🤏🏻), fingering , squirting and daddy kink(HOORAYYYYY)
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As you cry out from then overstimulation of Elvis's tounge in your pussy for the third time tonight, he slaps your ass when you begin to close your legs.
" M' not done yet y/n so sit still" he groans into your pussy as you begin to go over the edge, he knew you were going to cum when your body began to shake and your grabbed his hair harder then ever trying to grind your hips onto his perfect mouth.
"Elvis! I-im gonna cu-cum.." you shouted as you desperately grind your hips faster, right as soon as you feel your orgasm begin he pulls away from you. "Daddy wha-" you begin but he cuts you off. "Nah baby you got a wait a minute now because you wan' be a bad girl and.not listen to me when I tell ya to sit still." He says. "Daddy p-please I was so close, I'm sorry I'll sit still please! J-just let me cum please!" You beg. "Aww poor baby wana cum huh?" He taunts as he begins to rub your clit with his middle finger slowly.
You wince from the stimulation and try your best not to move your hips around. "Your pussy is just so pretty baby I could eat it all damn day if I could, no man will ever have this." He growls. You whimper in response as his mouth meets your pussy again but this time hes alot faster and rougher with his movements.
His tounge circles your clit before gently biting it and flicking it with his tounge. "Oh E-Elvis fuck! J-just like that oh my god please don't stop..!" You frantically beg chasing that much needed high he's giving you. He sticks his fingers in you and starts pumping them in and out at a fast pace and curling them making you shudder and gasp for air.
"You wanna cum? Come on y/n. Cum all over my fingers baby you've done so good for me. Your such a good girl .. that's it ." He groans as your back begins to arch and your hand finds your breast before you begin to pinch and pull at your sensitive nipple being desperate to cum and be such a good girl just for him.
He continues his movements with his fingers and groans directly on your clit sending shockwaves over pleasure through your veins as you cry out his name. Unknown to you, you squirted all over his face. When you looked down at him you see him silently chuckling to himself as he looks up at you smirking.
"Your pussy is just so good baby, so damn good." He says as he licks your juices off his fingers.
So damn good.
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Guys I know this isn't good and probably makes no sense but I'm running off no sleep since last night and right now and it's currently 1:46 am and I'm dying and very horny to say the least. Anyway thank you all so much for reading and tell me how you felt about this fic!!
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levisfootstool · 7 days ago
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Jean X Reader
WC : 645
TW : Bathroom sex, unprotected sex ( dont do this ) Cum in mouth
18+ : MDNI
You cant even remember how you got in the position you were in right now. Maybe it was the teasing glances or the lingering touches. The flirty tone you used when you talked. Either way you were now chest down on the bathroom counter, skirt pushed up. Underwear long discarded, your knee hiked up on the counter next to you allowing the cock being pumped into you to go deeper. Jeans cock. 
"Fuck, your so tight. Takin' me so well" His hand trailed up your back to your neck, gripping it in his large hand he snapped his hips into you harder. Your hand flying to your mouth to stifle your moan in response. "Sshh princess, don' want everyone to hear you do ya" he slurs out. You shake your head no. All your friends where down stairs right now watching the movie the two of you excused yourself from. You can feel every hard inch of him dragging against your plush walls. 
Approaching the edge you feel the coil in your stomach tighten. "Pl..please Jean" you moan out. Your hand flying to grip the edge of the counter. "Look at me" he grunts out as he pumps in and out of you. You lift your eyes to the mirror, eyes connecting with his. "Wana watch that pretty face when you cream all over this cock" he says with that cocky smile you have fallen in love with. His thrusts become more urgent, hitting the spongy spot inside you. After three more thrusts you are sent over the edge. "Nghaaa" you cry out as you feel your walls pulse around him. 
He doesn't slow down at all, your walls trying to milk him as he pounds into you. The sound of wet skin slapping against each other fills the bathroom. "Fuck Jean" you moan out "tooo much" you whimper as he over stimulates your already abused cunt. "Fuck almost there baby" he grunts out. You can feel the tip of his cock twitching inside you before he pulls out all the way. Letting go of you, you drop to your knees on the floor. Before you can even catch your breath Jeans hand in tangled in your hair pulling your head back. 
Your met with the tip of his large cock, his hand feverishly pumping his length "Open" he grunts out through gritted teeth. You comply, opening your mouth and sticking out your tongue. He slaps the red flushed tip of his dick on your tongue two times before hes exploding. Letting out a loud whinny moan as he pumps his release on your tongue. You try as best you can to keep it all in your mouth but he cums so much. Some of it drips down the side of your chin before your able to close your mouth and swallow. All while holding eye contact with him.
"Fuckkk" he breaths out as he towers over you, his hands on the counter to help support himself. His eyes trailing all over you. He reaches down, slipping his thumb over your lip, collecting some of his spilled cum. As he pulls back you grab his hand, popping the didget into your mouth and sucking his release off his finger. "Shit baby" he says before leaving down to mash his lips to yours. After a few seconds you pull apart. You smile before speaking "We should get back-" before you can finish there's a bang on the door followed by Connies voice. "Guyyyss! Come on I have to pee. Go fuck somewhere else pleaseeee" 
You both look at each other before laughing, as Jean tucks his cock away back in his pants. "Well fuck, we've been found" you joke. He gives you a small laugh "Well lets listen to him" He smirks "I want all of you, let go back to my place"
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calculatorloser · 3 months ago
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Figurines! when gojo doesn’t get the hype about your sonny angels 😔😔
clenching the little box in anticipation as you pray to the heavens that you get the desired sonny angel. “Please i beg i just need this one mini figure before i finish the entire collection” you plead hoping that the heavens will hear you. Raising an eyebrow, your boyfriend Gojo Satoru, looks at you disinterested. “I really don’t get what’s so nice about this naked baby whys it so expensive for 1 piece of plastic” you scowl at him. “Hey hey hey don’t you dare diss my precious babies like that.” “Yeah yeah just open the box praying won’t help you already bought it” you stick your tongue out at him returning your attention to the little box in your hand. You open the box body shivering in nervousness. Much to your dismay, you got a repeat. “NOO” you cry out. “See i told you. I really don’t get the point of these it makes you sad when you don’t get what you want” you heave out a sigh of disappointment. “Come on i’ll bring you out for dinner” But you really weren’t in the mood. he tugs at you while you drag your feet. At home you kept thinking about the little figure. ‘Damn it. i knew i should have gotten the other box’ you thought. Shortly after, your thoughts were broken by a knock on the door. “Y/n are you done? let’s go for dinner” Gojo calls out. “One moment Satoru i’m changing” time skip! at the dinner table. He brought you to an italian diner the place was well lit with candle lights. “Hey listen i know how upset you were earlier so, i got you this” he says while taking something out of his pocket. You looked up to see the familiar little box in his hands. “Wait is that?!” “yeah cheer up alright?” You reach out for the box holding onto it tightly. You proceed to open the box but you stopped. “What’s wrong?” He asks. “I want you to open it for me” you say passing him the box. “Me? Alright but don’t blame me or be sad if i don’t get the one that you want” he says jokingly. “Hurry up toru i wana see what’d you get” Without further delay he proceeds to rip the bag open. Your eyes lit up when you see the little figure. “OH MY GOD SATORU THATS THE FIGURE IVE BEEN TRYING TO GET” You squeal rejoicing. “What can i say i am the Gojo Satoru after all” he says smirking proudly. “Shut up toru” “boo” sticking his tongue out in displeasure “hehe i love you so much” “Yeah yeah love you too”
i need a gojo satoru to buy me sonny angels too 💔💔
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hello!!, i rlly adored your fics sm!!, could i request a headcanons for Modern! Bill Kaulitz x Reader where the reader is his teenage daughter (around 12-15) and how he would react if his little princess would be in movies at the first time??
(Hello! Im glad you enjoy my stuff and I'm glad to do this! Enjoy!)
Teenage Star
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Bill is so excited that you wana follow your dreams and be an actor when you were younger
He loves having you as the spotlight and following in fame like his footsteps
It's important though that you have your career, and have it independent and not just because you're his kid
He knows you have talent and he gets you the best agent and managers possible
He is doing anything and everything to make your dreams come true
Since you're his kid alone, you have a lot of opportunities and you proved that you're a great actress time and time again
He loves getting calls from directors wanting you in films, ADs, anything and even getting you campaigns, products, and everything
He is posting your journey from day one and posting how proud he is of you everyday
The day you get into your first movie is the day Bill cries
He loves seeing you grow and he's crying because he's realized your growing up but he's so proud
He's there watching you on set everyday and telling you how proud he is every time
If you ever get nervous he is there to be your cheerleader from the sidelines
He's always ranting to Tom, Gustav and Georg about you and how proud he is every time
Literally everyday they hear something new about the movie
The day the premiere happened, he definitely got you all dressed up by a stylist, makeup, hair and you guys walked the carpet
He felt so proud holding his kids hand as you answered questions, were photographed and everything
There are so many pictures of the premiere of Bill just smiling at you with so much love and pride and it's so cute
So many pictures of the two of you in matching outfits, holding hands and him kissing your head and him in videos telling you how proud he is and how much he loves you
During the movie in the premiere he is almost crying because he's so proud he physically cannot stop saying how proud he is and posting you with your posters and everything
Has he mentioned how proud he is?
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kkcauseway · 4 months ago
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My Number One
Husband Joel Miller x Wife f!reader
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Summary: Every month at that dreaded time you can't help how awful it makes you feel. How insecure you become when you're usually so confident. You can't help the way you become incredibly sensitive, but Joel wont let it remain. Joel refuses to let you feel like that and he's decided enough is enough. Even when you try to cower away from him he doesn't let you, you're perfect and he will make sure you know. Content/warnings: Reader and Joel showering whilst he tells her just how beautiful she is. Joel Miller being the cutest husband. Reader is on her period and feeling insecure but Joel wont let the insecurities remain. So much fluff! No use of Y/n, no outbreak. Word count: 1k A/n: Lil soppy fic of Joel being the most doting husband who refuses to let his wife remain insecure.
You’re in the shower after a long day at work feeling shitty and its only made worse by the fact you started your period on your lunch break.
You always hate your time of the month because more than anything it makes you feel crappy, you can’t look in the mirror without hating yourself. Can’t look at your body because it makes you feel disgusting even though you know you’re perfect just the way you are. And you hear it constantly with Joel forever telling you.
He’s never let the mood swings stop him from being wholly himself with you, if anything it’s even better because he knows you need that extra reassurance when it happens.
You’re hoping that a shower will help with the cramps and just overall shitty feeling that’s clouding you.
“Baby?” He utters softly as he knocks on the bathroom door.
“Yeah?”
“Can I come in?”
Shit, he’s gonna see you when you feel like this. Which is exactly the last thing you want right now, but he asked nicely.
After a few seconds of silence you add “erm, okay.”
He’s quick to enter the room as you try to hide yourself from him, not that you really can whilst stood naked under the spray.
“You, okay?” He looks to you as he quizzes softly. Leaning against the bathroom door.
You don’t know why the question makes you so emotional, but tears instantly fill your eyes, and you have to do everything in your power to hold them back as you nod.
“S’okay baby I know how you’re feelin’, you’re so beautiful don’t ever forget it.”
Fuck he really is trying everything he can to make you cry right now, but what he asks next snaps you out of it momentarily.
“Can I join you?”
Join you when you’re like this, is he crazy? “Joel I…”
“Baby I’ve always told you I don’t care, I wana hold you.”
“Okay.” You nod, because as vulnerable as you may feel you want nothing more than to be in his arms.
He nods with a smile quickly stripping himself of his clothes and steps in next to you instantly bringing a hand to the small of your back and it’s those little things that are the reason you love him so much, but even so. You know you’re disgusting right now so you can’t help the way you pull away from him.
“What’s wrong?”
You don’t respond you just close your eyes and face the water spray.
“Hey” he whispers after a few seconds “baby look at me.” He turns your body so that you’re facing one another in the small space of the shower. “What is it?” He asks softly.
“Why do you want to touch me? How can you even bare to look at me?” You quiz averting his gaze. Staring down at your feet as you try not to cry.
“Hey.” He grabs your chin, so you have no choice but to face him. “Baby, open your eyes please.”
You take a deep breath before you do.
“Tell me what’s goin’ through that beautiful head o’yours.”
You take a deep breath. “I’m so gross, I don’t know how you can look at me and want me when I’m like this. I don’t get why you want to be in the shower with me right now when I’m bleeding, it’s not nice. I’m so disgusting.” You can’t help as tears fall now.
He shakes his head instantly; his voice is firm as he replies. “No baby, you stop that talk right now. It’s not about whether it’s nice or not, it’s a part of life, a part of you and it’s natural. Baby I want you to be comfortable around me, you have no reason not to be. I love you just the way you are.” His one hand has moved to cup your cheek whilst the other strokes your hip softly.
But he quickly moves to pull you close to him snaking his arms round your body. He leans to kiss your forehead as you close your eyes and enjoy the feeling of having him close. “Bleedin’ or not baby you’re beautiful to me, I will not have you thinkin’ differently.”
You nod into his chest as he leans his chin on the top of your head. He strokes your back softly as you listen in tune to his heartbeat and the spray of water as it keeps your skin warm. “You have nothin’ t’be ashamed of. Your body is part of you, I love every fuckin’ inch, it’s perfect just the way it is.”
You cry softly against him, not having realised just how much you needed to hear those words. It’s nice to hear them and know that they’re the truth. He isn’t just saying it to make you feel better, it’s all meant.
He reaches out to brush his fingers through your wet hair, “lean back baby let me help.”
You do so instantly, keeping your eyes closed as you lean your head back allowing your hair to be completely submerged under the stream. As he lathers his hands in shampoo and begins to gently massage it into your scalp he utters “you have nothin’ t’feel ashamed or embarrassed about. It’s a natural part of life baby and you’re perfect just the way you are.”
He continues to wash you hair gently before helping you to rinse it out. Once done you finally open your eyes to look at him and there, he is staring at you with so much love as he smiles.
“You’re so beautiful I love you so much.”
You smile back adding “I love you too.”
“Now how about we finish gettin’ cleaned up and then go watch a movie in bed? I got some of your favourite ice cream on my way home from work.”
“Yes please.” You smile at him, so thankful to have him. For him to be your number one fan, your biggest supporter through every part of life. He is the most amazing husband in everything he does.
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arandomnerd810 · 10 months ago
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TADC EP 2 SPOILERS
putting down all my thoughts and stuff i’ve noticed lets gooo
AAAAAAAAAGDEKNSQKDFUNFSIDANIVUFDN OMG IT WAS SO CUTEEEEHKQVSHKUHSQDFKHSDF I LOVED IT SO MUCHHH
i’m gonna speak in periods for the first paragraph since it’s very long but do not get me wrong i don’t wana be serious sounding it’s just to make these paragraphs more readable excuse the rambling
Caine posting section cause he’s my special intrest
satisfaction Caine wise 10/10
first the elephant in the room as Caine’s #1 fan yep still his number one fan! Serial Designation N killed tons of people yet nobody in the fandom cares, and Caine doesn’t get people well so he had no ill intention. rlly my opinion of him has not changed he’s still my silly lil goober no matter what he does. i’ve always known he will do horrible things and been expecting this to happen ever since Pomni gave the idea to bring him to the circus. Gummigoo had a sir pentious like death so i wouldn’t be surprised if we see him again.
he may be an asshole but he’s my asshole ❤️❤️
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now that that’s out of the way a little glimpse of Caine angst is all i could have asked for in this ep 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶 like cmon everyone has to agree insecure much?
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Caine posting over cause my god have i gotten more attached to everyone else aswell! (ofc Caine’s still my fav by far)
satisfaction with everything else 10/10
the fact that this wasn’t censored normally (no wacky sounds or the censor bar) and how Caine reacted with “you can’t say that…” could imply bubble said all of this out loud uncensored which is very funny to me
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I love Ragatha she’s so sweet look at her ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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I wana see where everyone’s friendship goes from here! they are already so adorableeee
still a sucker for found family dynamics
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the fact Jax wasn’t here but still was upset is :( as much as i like to bully him, i love him just as much as any other human character. i’m the most interested in his episode cause he’s a mysterious guy( and i may or may not have a sneaking feeling like ill relate to him a little even though our personalities are practically polar opposite)
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Kinger is so fatherly auughofewhiuhefvw the fact he’s old enough to have kids and is more likely than not married to Queenie imagine he had kids before coming here they would only be in like middle school ish cause he’s not even that old that’s sad af
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GANGLE COLLECTS ANIME FIGURESSSS!! SHES JUST LIKE ME FRRR!
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this really makes me want to buy the gangle plushie i’m thinking i’m gonna do it lmaooo
the fact she started crying 😭😭
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Zooble wasn’t taking part in the adventure cause they were setting up Kaufmo’s graveee i love him sm
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GANGLE ART!!
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It’s really funny how chilled out Bubble was here
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merch talk timeeee
sneak peaks of the rooms mayhaps?
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Let’s just hope there’s only memes around it and not another figure incident….
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welp going onto grab the Gangle plushie i’ve decided
real talk i’m actually happy TADC got so popular cause ive made a friend through it already and strengthened old ones since info dumping is the only form of communication my braincells can handle well lmaooo it’s crazy how many of my friends have decided to watch my special interest
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jaydexbg · 10 months ago
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Transformers is slowly consuming me like i am comically slowly sliding deeper into quicksand (i have no finished a single transformers show yet)
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Centakill (the centipede predacon who i just realised does not have his name on the ref, crying) is my shitter i love him i wana trap him under a cup until he suffocates and dies <333
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theshypinkflower · 2 months ago
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OFCC!! hez my fav n ii understand hiz behavior so well ughh n itz lovely readin sum1 else who doez it accurately!!! all ur headcanonz r so good!! also what iz this derekz dad lore im hearin abt… im curious :oD if uu wana tell ofc!!! 🐾
We are gonna be here for a LONG time.
So basically the lore I’m crying over is the fling Sal had in college.
Of course he had his girlfriend at the time (who would then be Derek’s mom), but he also had this…guy. Harvard has not fraternities (actual fact), so they met off campus at a little Greek life party. Basically they became good friends and good friends turned into secret lovers. Being gay was still frowned upon in the 90s so they had to keep it hush hush. It was mostly just fucking, sneaking each other into their rooms late at night and sneaking out before anyone caught them. They’re both rich guys whose families expect a lot out of them, so any gayness was basically cardinal sin (didn’t help Sal and his lover were homophobic too). Only problem is Sal caught feelings for him. In my head there’s this specific scene that plays out mid fuck.
“I love you..”
“…what the fuck did you just say.”
“I- uh-“
“Don’t ever talk to me again. I don’t wanna see you, I don’t wanna hear you, I don’t even be near you. You…fucking faggot.”
AND FOR SOME REASON THAT BROKE ME. IT WAS JUST SO SAD AND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN HIS LIFE SAL CRIED OVER SOMEONE. HE DIDNT EVEN CRY WHEN HIS HIGHSCHOOL GF OVERDOSED (thanks to his own doing no less).
Sal blames himself so much for ruining what he thought was love :(
(He now only fucks men who are feminine enough to look like a woman)
(…and transvestites from other countries. Don’t question why a couple of them wind up dead in a ditch. Sal definitely didn’t choke em out too hard or make them OD.)
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