#I KNEW IT WAS COMING AND I WASN'T READY

[draconicfool]

@reallyrandomtj asked: Most noticeable thing about RATS writing style? Don't say I didn't warn you ~ It's loving the Rat time! <3 Fast replies with QUALITY and easy to read/understand content within each post! It has been an absolute pleasure getting to know and interacting with Eros, it's almost a daily occurrence where I wake up and giggle to myself 'what has the little menace been up too while I was away' mostly due to fun time differences between muns! Eros is so unapologetically themselves and I love that for them! Can't forget how much all my muses adore them in their own way be it the familial bond as mother/child between Meilu and Eros or Eros with literally not yet all of my male muses - especially Argenti & Childe. ... Do I know how to end this ask? NOPE. So let me end it by saying THANK YOU for the opportunity to write with you and Eros ~ it has been a blast since the beginning! :)

ICB I GOT UNO REVERSED I SAY DESPITE KNOWING THIS WAS COMING

ahem but i will actually cry i keep saying that with every one of these i get but like just genuinely it's so very sweet because i put so much effort into things w eros and like knowing you look forward to reading whatever dumb shit i've been up to is so sweet and it means a lot??

and i am absolutely in love with all of the relationships that we have no matter which like i eat it up every time you know that i do. I AM RAAAAAAAAAAAH thank you so much tj genuinely thank you for letting me worm my gay little rat way into your heart it's always so fun <3

most noticeable things about rat writing woa || accepting

[magicaldreamfox1]

kinnporsche the series as faceless gifsets: ep 12 / 14

“I was just following my papa’s order.”

[chaotic-on-main]

I'm just gonna-

one piece thoughts on ep 1115 (I think?) below

I KNOW THE STRAWHATS ARE ENDGAME BECAUSE HEY THATS WHAT ONE PIECE IS ABOUT BUT IF IT'S AT THE COST OF THE HEART PIRATES IN ORDER TO GET THEM TO DROP OUT OF THE RACE THEN I DON'T WANT IT. TAKE IT AWAY. THEY'RE FINE EVERYONE IS FINE DON'T WORRY GUYS LAW AND BEPO AND SHACHI AND PENGUIN AND EVERYONE ELSE ARE FINE

[xairete]

8x18

[iguessitsjustme]

No because Sun does not understand what "no" means.

Ongsa said that she didn't want to do the scholarship program with her and Sun took it the worst possible way:

Then Ongsa was upset that Sun just outed not just their relationship but also that she is not straight to her parents, Sun was immediately defensive and made it about her:

But let's also look at not their literally just started relationship.

Sun decided that Aylin gets hugged because "that's what friends do" even though it's very clearly not what Aylin does.

When Ongsa was still "Earth" and Sun asked Earth to meet up she always said it was fine if he couldn't but would become bitter when Earth never showed up.

Sun is so lost in her own self that she should not be in any relationship. She needs to learn to be a partner and listen when her partner expresses a concern or a hurt. Sun doesn't get to decide that someone's reaction to her actions are more painful and worse. She doesn't get to unilaterally decide things about her relationships with people and be upset when people disagree. She loves Ongsa but she sure doesn't like her enough to actually learn anything about her. Like...oh I don't know...how comfortable Ongsa is with being out. Or anything about her relationship with her parents.

It is okay to be ready for different things at different times. It is not okay to decide someone else's readiness for them and be upset when they're not actually there yet.

[copia]

you can double jab me any time boxing papa

[hanaasbananas]

on arranged marriages

it's funny. mums been in the whatsapp rishta groups for years looking for someone i might marry. she'll send me a profile once in a while and ask what i think, if she should contact his parents or not and most of the time i say yeah, alright. nothing ever comes of it though, so when my dad calls me after work and says mum spoke to him about a rishta she's thinking of moving forward with i'm intrigued, but not particularly invested.

mum's really picky, i tell him. this probably won't go anywhere but we may as well see it through, right? dad is hesitant, but agrees when i say that i do want an arranged marriage.

but then things do move forward and the next thing i know, he is going to visit us with his parents. on the day, my uncle picks me up from work so i don't have to walk. you don't have to make a decision today, he tells me. this is just a first visit. my cousin helps me get ready and i am reminded of the similar scene in the movie vivah. nothing has to happen today, she tells me you guys are just meeting today. the thought does nothing to settle the nerves roiling in my stomach and i try to go back to my room three times instead of going downstairs until my cousin practically shoves me down them.

i enjoy meeting his mum, even though she immediately clocks my nervous clasping and unclasping of my bracelet. she hugs me as if i'm her own daughter and is so happy to see me that my heart lightens. eventually, we go to the other sitting room where the men are sitting-where he is. my nerves flare up again but he doesn't look up from his hands clasped in his lap when we walk in.

too nervous to speak, i only answer say anything when a question is directed at me and try to sneak quick glances at him across the room instead. his mum catches me more than once and smiles knowingly at me. we meet each others eyes only once for a split second and it makes my heart pound rapidly in my chest. when he speaks, i force myself to look at anyone other than him. he has a nice voice, my brain whispers and i bite my tongue, hard.

they leave, and we say they'll know our decision after a couple months. i know what my answer will be though. later, when they get back home and his mum calls my mum, i stand outside the door to eavesdrop, my heart in my throat but i can't stop my grin when i hear his mum say he's happy to go ahead with this, because there was a part of me that still worried he'd see me in person and go NOPE. she suggests that we get to know each other over the next few months and i silently beg my mum to agree. i know that where she is from, in her tradition, the bride and groom speak once or twice before the wedding if they're lucky, and that things are still done that way back home, but just as im gearing up to argue against that, she agrees. it's a miracle!

of course, chronically shy person that i am, the thought of our first conversation taking place on our mums phones is terrifying so instead i ask to get his number so we can text first. she sends his number but theres no way i'm texting first so i send them my number and thankfully he gets the hint and texts me first. i hope you don't mind me texting, i'm just shy still. i say. that's fine, he reassures me. we have time.

time, as it turns out. flies. it doesn't take long to move from texts to voice notes, to phone calls. he really does have a nice voice, i find out, and its not as awkward as i thought it would be. i didn't actually think that we'd talk that much, maybe once a week at most and yet...

i almost cried last night because we were talking about going to Pakistan together next summer and I remembered how when I was a teenager I used to daydream about going to Pakistan with my spouse and visiting all my family with him.

then over the years I sort of gave up on that idea because I'm not the type to go out and meet someone and in the desi arranged marriage market whose gonna choose me?

and now I'm 26, and we talk multiple times a day and when I catch myself thinking oh he isn't really interested, he's just talking to me because he has to to get to know me, why would anyone actually like me?? I find myself countering with well actually if that was the case why would he start calling you every day? how come you went from one call a day ending with 'i'll talk to you tomorrow' to him calling you on his way home from work and 'i'll call you after dinner' when he gets home to a THIRD call after maghrib right before bed? those are not the actions of a man who is uninterested!!

hanaas insecurities- 0, hanaas logic- 1

anyway idk where this is going except i never thought i'd be this excited and happy when it came time for me to get married but here i am and it is SO SCARY to realise that i am maybe possibly (definitely) falling for him but wow, and like? (literally the other day i was telling him a story from when i was a kid and the story had such a silly ending but it was unexpected and he laughed really hard in surprise and it made my heart almost explode i swear its so fun to make him laugh)

but like there's SO MANY logistics i'm restarting my driving lessons so i can pass before i move and i literally just got my new job in april but i'm gonna have to give my notice lmao and i've already started looking for new jobs but GAH so much stuff is happening and yet at the same time i feel so calm about it all it's wild i'm just vibing trying to enjoy my summer holidays and having the highlights of my day being when he calls lmaooo

[chilihonie]

"If I'm reincarnated... I want to live somewhere where life is easier. Where nobody has to steal, or kill... I'll live with him, and the girls, and...No! I don't want to die! I have so much to do!"

[ashtcnirwin]

take my hand world tour // PERTH

[byfulcrums]

Oh my god they were gonna move to England together

[nomattertheoceans]

When you're reading a post apocalyptic book where half the main characters have died in horrific circonstances, and you're still surprised and devastated when yet another character dies in horrific circonstances.

[emometalhead]

You guys I'm so excited for tomorrow!!!!! I literally haven't even been to a sleepover at someone else's house in over like 5 years, so the fact that I'm going to be multiple hours away from home without my parents tomorrow is crazy!!!! It's going to be an awesome couple of days in the Bay Area. This is the most independent thing I've ever done.

[xxlethal-lunaxx]

If anyone relates to this even just a little bit, then I'm so sorry.

[evan-buck]

nooooo i miss the kilt 😭

[biomic]

i feel so fucking bad for simone she's just trying to do what's best for her son and keep her family from falling apart but her wife keeps blacking out in the middle of the night to eat dirt and make horrific death shrines in their basement. DIVORCE NOW

[yourancestorsarefrowning]

watching clj and whenever those eerie vocals come in and something plot-shifting is happening and now I have to get emotionally ready because I just KNOW something heartbreaking is about to happen :’’’’’)