#I JUST FEEL LONELY

[demisexual-eddie-diaz]

I wish that I could experience love the way that two cis men can

[meowticta]

yk how some autistic ppl have a community irl, as in, i have many friends who are autistic, i have family members who are also autistic,

yet i am the only one with tourette's, and it feels so fucking lonely? yeah, people get in someway what is autism, my high school is rlly supportive and stuff, friends r too, but when it comes to tics.

it's just different, i've always had this jealousy for people who could actually control themselves, i dealt with the ''im not normal, im different, and i hate it'' thought for soooo long.

autism and tourette's impact me on my daily life, they're so different though (obviously) but in the way people react to me, you can tell a person you r autistic and they'll be like ''okay!''

i tell people i have TS and they're like ''what's that?'' ''I thought it was a made up condition'' ''but you don't tic 24/7''

sorry can't explain my point bc words are not really formulating in my mind in a well written way,

its just so scary and lonely to have tourettes, and i which i could meet someone, who deals with the same shit i do everyday, laughing at the tics, with the consent of the other, trying to help eo in tic attacks without being... weird about it, not being JUDGED.

[set-wingedwarrior]

I know it's supposedly better than fighting over ships all the time, but this thing where when a ship becomes popular enough then everybody starts shipping it or share stuff about it is really getting under my skin.

How am I supposed to "curate my experience" if everyone sooner or later will start posting my notps? Who am I supposed to follow? Figuring out who is safe is getting harder, and even the ones that I trust end up disappointing me, which is even worse because I end up feeling betrayed.

This mandatory multishipping situation is a nightmare

[virmire]

am I the only one who thought 2023 was okay? like yes it could’ve been better but it was okay

[phagethemage]

I want to be wanted. To be held and cared for.

Is that too much to ask?

[schemelin]

non-verbal "I Hate It In Here" Lone Wanderer just wants her dad back.

[garbean]

I love dunmeshi for the like.. built in horror of consumption. Like they eat to survive, they eat to honor their prey, they eat to possibly mourn someone. Laios eats monsters because he wants to learn more about the things he loves, Senshi eats monsters to feel included in the ecosystem because he didn't fit in with the outside and with most creatures in general, Chilchuck DOESN'T eat as much as he could because eating too much could kill all the party members, Marcille eats monsters and hates it but she still does it because she'll die before she could save Falin.

[wineanddineloseyourmind]

the transgender urge to curl up like a small fluffy animal against someone you love’s warm body and make little mewling and sighing and whining sounds as they pet you and praise you for having tried so hard to be human until you fall asleep

[thebrainrotsreal]

Drew this real quick because I fucking love these two so much ???? Especially Bee. I wish they interacted more so badly. PLEASE.

Also learning how to draw these guys.. slowly.

[paintedcrows]

Some Fords! (and Martin K Blackwood is also there)

[artsymeeshee]

Second-guessing

[mienar]

good morning bakery 🍞🥖

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[hinamie]

god, i wish i knew you back when i was a kid / but when you stare into me now, it feels like i did

[nothingbizzare]

Cold winds and warm hands

[phagethemage]

I want to be wanted. To be held and cared for.

Is that too much to ask?

[fox-guardian]

[ID: Drawings of Martin Blackwood from The Magnus Archives on gray backgrounds. He is a fat white man with freckles, dull red hair with white streaks, and a matching beard. His eyes are a pale gray.

The first image is two headshots of him making a disappointed expression. He is wearing round glasses and a white collared shirt. The first drawing shows him with his hair down in a mullet style, bangs falling over his eyes, and the second shows his hair slicked back with only a couple strands hanging down.

The second image is a full-body drawing of him in a three-piece suit. It is a very dull blue. He is also wearing matching shoes and a pale gray tie, and his glasses are drawn gold. He also has a gold chain hanging from his vest pocket. He is standing with one hand in his pocket, the other adjusting his jacket. His hair is slicked back, and he is looking over his shoulder with a neutral expression.

The last image is just Martin's eyes over the seasons. Seasons 1-3 (one drawing) are a rich brown, and his eyebrows are bright red. The expression is wide and friendly. Season 4's pair is a pale gray with pupils frosted over, and the eyebrows are the duller red. The expression is tired. Season 5's are the rich brown with bright red brows, but with a ring of gray around just the pupil of the eye. The expression is annoyed, eyes rolling. end ID]

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finally finished the lonely martos. enjoy his hairline