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icyminghao · 2 years ago

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NOELLE I MISSU :(( I HOPE EXAMS ARE GOING OKAY FOR U JUST KNOW ILYSM <33

RANIA BABES IMYSM TOO OMg 😭😭😭 MY EXAMS WERE OK!!! hehe HRU OMG

#i miss u sm #I HAVE NOT BEEN ACTIVE HERE OMG #ICY x RANIA #ICY MAIL

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drenched-in-sunlight · 5 months ago

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saying this as respectfully as possible but. Do not put fandom content creators on a pedestal. We are also just fans contributing to a community just as you are. We have boundary on our own work and that’s it. What I say is not and should not be considered sth the whole fandom should listen to. I’m just a normal ass person ranting about things on my blog. If it does not have a fandom tag for others to engage in, do not make it out to be me trying to start fights or addressing the whole community. Because it’s not.

I’ve said it before and I will say it again, my art, my lore talk, is biased. I’ve never tried to hide that I view Marika a certain way and will always develop my theory following that base assumption.

Aside from translation stuffs and pointing out in-game items, everything else I say you can look at it, agree or disagree, and move on to form your own opinions. Just because I draw stuffs doesn’t mean you get to saddle me with responsibilities about managing fandom expectations. What the hell? I’m a fan artist, I’m the last person who you should look at for “leaderism” (?) WHAT?

I can and will be a hater in my own space, like I know sometimes other artists will just post their stuffs and not engage too heavily with fandom, and for a while I did try to do that here (because I’m already a dramatic ass on twitter), that’s just not me though.

You will get art and you will get my opinions as well.

#asking ppl to [celebrate different takes] is... WHAT?#different takes as in well I think she likes apples and you think she likes grapes. yeah that’s some fun discussion to be have #but different takes as in the fundamental of a character’s drive and personality??? NO #let’s put that down very clear here #I can still read fics where Marika is cold and calculate and manipulative as long as I can see there’re layers to it and the author #set it up in a way that I can see they got her backstory and build those layers based on that #and then there are ppl who literally only portray her as omg evil girlboss 101 let’s blame everything on this cardboard character #then I click back.#and there r ppl who might not vibe with how i portray her and they can ignore me. THAT'S OK TOO. we r in our own space.#it’s as simple as that!#ever since the dlc is out i literally could see the amount of ppl blocking me go up and im just “ok” because i do go around muting ppl too.#that's normal fandom space managing experience. pls do that #lore discussion is for ppl to engage in so u say ur piece i say mine and we can continue or not depending on situation #but FANWORK? leave each other alone or be a hater in ur own space ok?#personal #also where are these ppl who have been defending Marika at... because if u exclude me #and some others i can count on one hand. where are these ppl?#ppl saying headass stuffs about the HS aren't even Marika fans or engage too much in fandom to begin with #meanwhile u can't even find one youtube lore essay that says anything good about her #ppl are even trying to give Messmer's mother position to GEQ for no goddamn reason #like where is this overwhelming support for Marika at cuz as the active Marika stan around im not seeing it

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hidden-unova · 1 year ago

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im actually sobbing

#apex legends #fuse #bloodhound apex #fusehound #i know I haven't been active in awhile forgive me #but omg i needed to share this #fun fact bloodhound gave the guitar to him as a gift #just having a breakdown over here dont mind me

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crystallizsch · 3 months ago

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I come bearing another song suggestion— I’m 90% sure you’re already familiar with Ang Huling El bimbo (Eraserheads) but but! Ang huling Cha-cha (Bini) They’re more like a P-pop group… but I love their songs lol

Suggesting this cause of your response to Sheepy’s ask lol

(about this post hfhdjdj)

okay first of all THAT’S THE NAME??? for some reason that song never fails to play during family gatherings when i was a kid you brought back so many memories omg

anyways-

this song (and their other songs) are a vibe honestly???

p-pop,,, i've only been getting into that genre recently tbh and i kinda like it 😭 namely ive been listening to SB19 and ALAMAT

also the lyrics you specifically chose i know it’s supposed to be angst but reading them all i can imagine is jamil somersaulting backwards trying to avoid you (and his feelings) HELP what is my imagination doing rn

the happy tunes does not match the lyrics AT ALL and yknow what that’ll always be one of my favorite type of songs lMao

okay time to overanalyze/commentate on some of these lines i am very much not insane 🤓 (and gonna very very roughly translate to my understanding and i might be wrong)

i could just look up official translations but that’s not fun and sometimes they don’t sound right >:(

Akala ko masaya ang pag-ibig ‘pag nagkatagpo na ng katuwang Posibilidad na hindi ko naisip ay ako lang pala ang nakaramdam

why am i being attacked right out the gate 💀

“i thought loving is fun if you find someone, there’s a possibility i didn’t think i’m the only one who feels it”

ONE-SIDED AFFECTION ???¿¿?? pain…. im imagining a lovestruck yuusha during the first year at nrc-

and then role reversal when yuusha moves on post-nrc and jamil is instead caught missing her 😔

One step forward, two steps back, bawat apak ay kay bigat Kung 'di mo kayang sumeryoso, tumambling ka a lang papalayo

first part is already in english so -> “each step is heavy, if you cant take this seriously just tumble away”

okay i admit this part i probably took a little too literally and it’s the part im cackling at 😭

gymnastics somersaulting jamil,,, why are you backflipping your feelings away come back here-

Nakakapagod na magcha-cha, cha-cha kasama ka

idk if there’s a more specific way to translate “cha-cha” but i think it’s literally just a dance

so -> “it’s tiring to dance with you”

I CAN NEVER ESCAPE THE DANCING METAPHORS CAN I. BUT THIS TIME IT’S SAD HELP ME 😭😭😭

all this dancing, all this back and forth… one step forward, two steps back-

they never got to anywhere like it was never meant to be 😔😔😔😔

#[—✦ chatting #cracks knuckles #my single brain cell have been activated #anyways-#i need a tag for these song recs omg #it’s wild that it’s frequent enough that i have a lot of asks with them even from a while ago hfbdjdj #it’s really fun 🫶 thank you and everyone else before #i’m insane enough to go through (hopefully not) ~1k posts to retag them #i just need to think of a name-#-✧ lovely music recs #<- this one maybe #uhhh #just to fit the pattern #anyways i’m just rambling here to myself ack dont mind me #also yes it’s almost 2am for me that’s when twsten’s maintenance ends i need to see whos visiting me today

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undefeatablesin · 1 year ago

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You know what? Fuck you. *Bloodbornes your Pinnochio again*

#sin scribbles #(hi im back from finishing ng++ on lies of p and now i have nothing left to do so my vacation in krat is over)#(ive since changed my mind. now i have literally every amulet every weapon and a grand total of 420 levels LMAO MAYBE I WILL DO THE DLC!!!)#(when the dlc eventually and inevitably comes out that is)#(but for now i have returned to yharnam and thought itd be funny to do a pino run bc i am simple and easily pleased.)#(watch the joke fully be on me when i get attached to this hunter and he just becomes his own thing tho LMAO)#(ahhhh....bloodborne. i missed ye dearly)#(as much fun as i ended up having with lop once entering ng+ lmao)#(oh yeah my new adhd meds came in today so wish me luck!! i may be finally able to return to my art properly now!!!! AAAAAAA)#(should i livestream the pinnochio run 😂 i feel like that would be fun. i still mean to start streaming i just been...so waylaid)#(so much has happened!!!)#(unironically love this boi already tho tbf)#(he does have his freckles.....)#(as much as i love ruza and aloysha and as much love as i put into their profiles omg they are kitted out 2 the max)#(did you see people modding the bloodborne gear into lop tho lmao genius stuff i love mods i wish i had the pc version tbf)#(ANYWAY HI!!! OMG HOW ARE YOU ALL i feel like its been years since i was actually active here sobs)#(adhd is a hell of a curse for my hubris)

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sophfandoms53 · 1 year ago

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We’re so far into the season that they’ve had the memory wall cake today to celebrate the half-way point and yet there’s still ANOTHER WEEK until we officially start jury

#this week is DRAGGING #i have never been so bored all season #this cast has been the most active and chaotic #and they just died this week #i mean a mood #but omg #team fun feeds suffering #at least we’ll pick up steam tmrw #and bbtwitter makes me wanna die omg they’re wilding over there #completely lost the plot #im glad we’re mostly sane here #bb25

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lususnatura · 7 months ago

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OOH... i might have just come up with a new plot-line for blamore, and it is kind of diabolical, NGL 👀

#IT WAS PROBABLY NOTHING BUT IT FELT LIKE THE WORLD: musings.#so... just for some background y'all: dorian christensen who is the same person that caused blamore to go through his VERY painful-#transformation had originally made the 'seeds' that blamore is using to give people superpowers but therein lies a problem.#because it hasn't been in contact with dorian since it destroyed the lab that they were performing the superhuman experiments in-#it doesn't know how to make more of them since dorian was the only one who knew their composition. and so blamore only has a limited amount #of them in his possession + he is trying to find dorian because of this atm and is determined to wrench the formula out of him if it-#has to. but what if i told y'all that blamore has not Fully Mutated yet. though it doesn't know that and so maybe #just maybe... blamore has this 'OMG' moment later on where he discovers that he CAN make them itself and doesn't need dorian's help-#so it's free to kill him?? idk i'm just. Having thoughts here but i think it would be so diabolical if Blamore had this power just sort of.#resting in it that wasn't activated yet OR something like that. idk i'm still trying to further out the kinks of it buttt it would give a-#whole nother meaning to his name of 'burgeon' because all that word really means is to grow and if blamore were to able to-#produce them on it's own then that'd both be kind of scary but also advance his character development

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lonelyasawhisper · 27 days ago

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ok. these past few days i’ve sort of… took a trip down memory lane and fallen down the queen rabbit hole again..?? there have been a lot of changes in my life but somehow i ended up watching the entire montreal recording again two days ago and i put on live at the odeon in the background today. and then i realized oh wow i forgot how much i love queen. and damn i love the guitar. two-years-ago-me had incredible taste.

#i can’t believe it’s been more than two years help #i’ve also read a bunch of stuff i posted two years ago and wow… i for sure was severely mentally not okay💀💀💀#i haven’t used tumblr in so long #i have a goldfish’s memory lmao 90% of my queen knowledge had been somehow stored in this back corner of my mind so i’ve had a lot of blasts #from the past these past few days😭#i forgot iilwmc was a song until a few days ago lmao😭#i’m surprised to see a lot of the people i follow are still active omg????#but i am like a newborn navigating queen again so please don’t hold ANY expectations from this blog lmao #i’m gonna take it slow and try to digest what happened these past two years💀 also i’m occupied w a lot of other stuff in my life rn so i’m #not gonna spend a lot of time here (probs)#but wow… i love queen.#i think there are just gonna be 5 people max who actually see this post anyways

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fxckinemo · 1 month ago

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i think i just met an angel????

#like im so fucking serious #okay so i got my birth control shot today but i broke the two needles i already had and got really upset bc the bc is 50 bucks #and in my head i was like omg i have to go back to the pharmacy now bc I can't just waste 50 bucks of bc #and there's air in the vial its gonna dry out whatever whatever i was freakin out bc I've already been stressed and sad #and this was just the cherry on top of the meltdown sundae that's been gettin scoop after scoop for weeks #but anyway i was sitting in the turn lane for the pharmacy closer to my place #(they ended up saying i had to go back to the og pharmacy to buy needles. understandable. still cried more ab it #mostly bc my legs hurt really fucking bad and i didn't want to drive all the way back but anyway)#as im sitting in the turn lane this lady comes up and knocks on my window and at first im like “im not opening the window are you crazy”#but she insists and is like i want to give you money you just look so sad so i crack the window in case she's like. bonkers and this is bait #but she straight up just gives me money and is like “you just looked so sad and I've been there i went through a really bad divorce #here's a hundred dollars“ and then she runs back to her car #so i just kinda sat there in shock and also cried harder bc that's a level of kindness I've never experienced before #im still kinda crying on and off bc omg i swear i met a real life fucking angel. i didn't even see her get back into a car #but tbf i was crying really hard #i did eventually get my needle and got my bc injected but. holy shit????#that was the most genuine kindness i think I've ever experienced and i will do my best to pay that forward whenever i have the means #cause money isn't the main reason I've been upset but it certainly hasn't been helping my mental health either #i already try to be kind when i have the capacity #but i think im going to start actively looking for things i can do to make peoples lives a little brighter #im still kind of in shock it didn't feel real i keep thinking im gonna look and the money will have disappeared but no #that actually happened and im gonna try even harder to be a better person now #i want to do something like that for someone in my position one day #what a way to start the year jfc

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haoiism · 1 year ago

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SHUADRIVE ?? (i'm really sorry if u arent but if u were i was looking for u omg i even asked someone i wasnt mutuals with... bc i wanted to find u...)

KIMCHI HI YES IT'S ME 😭 i'm so sorry for disappearing suddenly, life just. was not lifeing very well and i took it out on tumblr 💀 no i'm so so sorry u had to go around asking others where i was ksjdkjs i .. basically disappeared without telling anyone i'm so sorry 😥💔

#ask #planetkiimchi #dunno how active i will be but i'm here 🥴👍#but omg how have u been?

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arklay · 2 years ago

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WIP DAY.

tagged by @girlbosselrond @morvaris @aartyom @risingsh0t @phillipsgraves @leviiackrman @indorilnerevarine & @denerims over the past month! sorry it's taken me so long to get to anything at all, i'm sure you guys have heard me address it enough, but thank you all so much for continuing to tag me in things while i've been inactive ♡

tagging @aelyosos @brujah @calenhads @florbelles @jendoe @lightwardens @liurnia @nokstella @nuclearstorms @shadowsofrose @shellibisshe @steelport @swordcoasts @wrymbloods @voerman & all of those who tagged me again cause i'm so behind + anyone else who'd like to share anything they're working on, not just writing! ♡

i haven't written anything since the last wip game i did, but i started trying to put diana's timeline together at the start of january, so i mean... i'll show that instead. as you can see, fatigue hasn't let me do much with it even though i've got all of her timeline already done and strewn about all over the place.

started with 1995 onwards cause it was originally going to be an ewskers timeline situation, but then wanted to include all of her backstory so i went back to the start and still have the late 80s and early 90s to get through before then, but yeah :]

it's going to include like all little moments i've thought of between the ewskers just for me and placing them on the timeline, so you can imagine how long this is going to get if i have to go to 2021 for village... like just 1996-1998 is going to be so much... she's very special to me if you couldn't tell already lmaoo

never sharing this though, it's just for me, and like will help for when i do her timeline page (more in-depth version of what's on her oc page) to just run through canon events and brief descriptions and whatnot. you understand.

everything is blurred out besides 1995 ewskers momence and the years, just cause like idk her i feel weird sharing her in-depth backstory unless it's in dms or something, just cause there's lots going on there and yeah. things. idk

i also made a carrd for twt if you wanna have a look at that :] there's some cheeky subtle things with the two resi items i used as pics hehe

actually, you know what, i'll give a lil bit from where i left of with that rewrite anyways, even though it's been months since i wrote it. but why not

Wesker left a fleeting kiss behind her ear then reached around her and hooked his fingers beneath her coat, prompting Diana to glance back at him. But all he did was gently pull it from her shoulders. She watched him from out of the corner of her eye as he hung it up on the rack by the door, his movements careful and almost calculated, until he turned back towards her, and the warmth of his body returned once more. He pressed up against her side this time, as opposed to her back, and one of his hands found a home on her waist. The way the arm it belonged to was resting firmly against her as he began leading her towards the kitchen was comforting, secure, yet unmistakably possessive. And she revelled in it. He had quite the knack for handling her just the way she wanted.

#tag games.#keep going to do picrews and just zoning out 😭 i'm so behind on literally everything but it's fine it's okay (lying)#i'm having a day and a half even though i woke up feeling okay but oh well. my last month has just been like watching videos during the day #or playing games when i have a bit more energy but like i can't do anything that requires me to actually read or write things like words #are just not computing in my brain at the moment but it's okay like i'm just exhausted and hoping soon i can get back to writing because i #still have over 30 wips going lmao but yeah it's been a time a half with lots of appointments and seeing specialists again and trying to #sort things out. i've been more active on twitter which i've mentioned before but it's just because like it's easier for me to sort of just #like and rt things and not having to do my organisation tags and things like i know that sounds so just small and simple but that's how #i've been lately like to my brain rn that seems like a really big task. so i just keep coming on here randomly for a few minutes then #disappearing so i'm sorry that i've definitely missed so much and i haven't been around to just show my appreciation and love to your #creations!! also just everything that happened in december and then a bit at the start of january too like i'm just a lil paranoid about #being on here honestly so i'm trying to get back to it and be okay with posting again and i'm going to make a promise to myself to actually #filter more tags i think? just to help me with like not exposing myself to things that do make me feel uncomfortable in any way!! i'm #rambling now but sorry sometimes i just need to lmaooo idk but yes so cute lil subtle things from my carrd i wanna talk about cause why not #i didn't have to change the blue herb from re0 besides making it brighter because it's already teal toned which is so sexy but i shifted #the hue on the spade key like SLIGHTLY like it was so little. but anyways. i use this emoji ✨ on my twitter name and yes cause sparkles but #also. three stars. the s.t.a.r.s. badge and logo :] then blue herb because i will have no poison in my safe space!!!! take a blue herb or #leave please!! only good vibes and safe space here!! spade key because i'm ace <3 i was going to include the diamond one in there as well #because am demiro and like those are the symbols in the community. ace of spades for ace. diamond for demis (both orientations)#but wasn't sure how to weave the pink through the rest of the carrd even though cyan and pink together is so pretty omg

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faaun · 2 years ago

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the way my heart sank . lol

#tried to get on a call to study w my gf bc weve both been avoiding stuff we Have to do and its been making us anxious #but esp her bc shes been in this cycle for a while and shes struggling w it a lot . and i love her and i want the best for her #and all my friends r like u should push each other to do better even if its uncomfortable somewhat and i agree #so we were like. yh lets do stuff / get on our work tmrw even tho its anxiety-inducing etc...and then we got on a call #and this is the most like. bored/displeased ive ever heard her sound like she seemed extremely disinterested and even mildly irritated #and it honestly shocked me ??? so i ended the call bc i need to do work and it was making me sad #and im trying to listen to words more than tone but it was so extreme and such a sudden change that it literally wasnt good for me . im so #confused rn . like ik facing tasks youve been avoiding for months causes anxiety ik theres like a mental block around it that makes u not #want to deal w it or become irritated at ppl who suggest that you should #but omg?? it was so weird and like. when i said she was making me sad so i wanted to end the call she was like. ok 😐#which is a fair response ig but shes never responded to me that way b4...like what is this what is happening...#i want smn who encourages me to move forward and who appreciated that i want them to do the same #instead of staying stagnant and anxious for months. i talked abt this before on here and everyone collectively was like Be More Patient and #work through it w her etc etc (my friends said the exact opposite tho) and i have been Trying To but its making me feel actively . bad.#like. im Afraid.#to bring it up . and then when i finally did say yh lets do smth lets get thru this tgth she just shut down on me somehow #idk what else i can do #i will talk to her abt it later i just need to work rn. i had to get this out of my system first.#shes so sweet and wonderful and supportive usually. but when it comes to thsi topic. im rly shocked idk #i knew she felt bad abt it but i thought she agreed to move through it w me and i didnt expect her to direct it at me #like whatever i said shed give me the coldest ok 😐. like. again nothing inherently wrong w that but when contrasted w #the way she talks to me usually there IS smth wrong it . its jarring and uncomfortable and made me rly upset bc it felt like she was mad at #me for trying to help . idk #UGH whatever ill talk 2 her later i have to do this lecture itll help distract me

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lunaetis · 2 years ago

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[ a little heads up that i probably wouldn't be able to write much this week bc i'd be mobile-bound most of the time until next week. i have to be out of the office for work event & would be running around so any ooc messages would also be delayed. sorry for the wait & thank you for your patience & understanding ! ]

#.ooc #[ i'll be lurking & getting some writing done today before i have to leave #i do talk / attempt to write on discord since i can do that on mobile ( attempt being the word here )#so feel free to poke me for my discord & i'll add you !#wORK REALLY HAD BEEN KILLING ME LATELY OMG I'M SO SORRY FOR SPOTTY ACTIVITY ]

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pepprs · 2 years ago

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idk how to reconcile my new self with my old self. also i fucking hate waiting. GRAGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH