#I HATE PMSING
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Literally in tears because my cat is so soft and special and I love him so much and what if he doesn’t even KNOW how much I love him
#period mention#I HATE PMSING#I HATE MY PERIOD#RAHHHGGGG#😭#he’s such a little baby boy his tummy is like a cloud#😭😭#and his little triangle ears are so perfect 🥺#squawk tag
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that moment when you read the wrong fic at 2am and now you're thinking about jason and fear of abandonment
#.txt#i can't just leave off on a fic that kind of made me cry.. so now i have to read smut to balance my emotions#i hate pmsing
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you really will feel like absolute shit for 3 days and not know why and then you check and your period is supposed to start soon
#anyways hi sorry I disappeared. im normal again#I think#maybe#understanding that it's pmsing does help but fuck I hate having periods
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me wondering why suddenly i have a desire to cut myself off from everyone who loves and cares about me and ruin my life again with severe self destructive habits:
the egg in my fallopian tube:
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time to batten down the hatches and take an everything shower 🥲
#yes the pre concert leg shave is gonna happen#so is a hair treatment#i hate that i’m pmsing bc i feel so bad about my appearance lol. why couldn’t i be ovulating rn so i could feel beautiful and gorgeous
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part of the reason ive been awake since 3 am is bc i was dreading work so strongly and my brain is stuck in a rut circling my asshole coworker who has admitted to doing things just bc they make things harder for me+he likes my reaction, who made fun of my degree, who is conservative and is a loudmouth asshole about it, who has been rude about me masking, who never shuts the fuck up--most days i leave him at work and dont think about him anymore but tonight i got stuck on how miserable i am when he's there.
he was on vacation last week and despite that making me the only full-time worker there all week, despite being stressed and understaffed, it was the most ive enjoyed being at work since before he got hired. miserable.
#i hate him so bad. he makes me fucking miserable. hes gotten better in the last couple months#but he still actively is an asshole#and im worn down worn out sick and tired#AND im PMSing
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Today Pinterest told me this guy is literally me
And I know why now.
#the urge to strangle is real#I won’t. but I WANT to#see… a thought isn’t a sin until you start dwelling on it and acting it out.#so after this post I’m gonna drop it but OH is the urge real right now🤬#I HATE THIS PARTICULAR THING SO MUCH AND I WISH IT WOULD FALL OFF THE FACE OF FHE EARTH#I just… ERRGGGHHHHH#I’m PMSing and CSers make me SO mad.#I thought I had that stinking tag freaking BLOCKED.#tumblr I hate you sometimes#Abby rants#urge to purge#american psycho#Christian bale#HIS FACE SUMS ME UP TODAY#I wanna go read an anti hook fic now#or finish writing princess kidnapped#hehehe!!! oh the terces edoc I kcuts ni ereh
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since im never sick i just found out that the only way to battle a cold is to be hot and sweaty and i want to kill myself
#literally the reason im having a cold is bc im the type of person whod rather shiver from the cold than feel one single droplet of sweat#i hate this#and i think im pmsing a little so its making me want to honest to god cry
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No one:
Me: but what if i write guardian angel reader who falls for bucky while watching over him and then when she's punished and imprisoned he gets captured by hydra and becomes winter soldier and make myself cry until i throw up—
#ideas to write#purple rambles#I'm so sad idk#i think I'm pmsing#but me is definitely sad#i worked over time this week and it's taking its toll on me#i hate needing money#fuck capitalism#bucky barnes please save me#bucky#come on man
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i think the tifosi would prefer it if carlos blindz took wankstappen out tomorrow so that mr il predestinato gets a cushty little win under his mcdonald’s fancy dress costume
#i hate everyone today i’m not sure why oh well xx#anti sainz#anti verstappen#leave me alone i think i’m pmsing
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#this is becoming a realy bad issue ruining my life but i cant talk to anyone about it :(#even just it in the wild drives me crazy its so bad ...idk where to go about it#uggh...it really sucks. it sucks so bad. like i literally cannot do anything about it. even if i were to have someone i trust enough to#talk to about it its just so fucking...i cant tell anyone...SO im gonna be vague about it sorry x_x i know ppl get so curious#sorry im venting in the tags because i feel bad making an actual post#not like it changes anything lmao but it makes me feel better#i feel really bad venting on here but its kind of comforting. i wont do it again..or..often#i wish icould fix this. one tiny thing and it sends me into this like...spiral. it sucks. it sucks. its so embarrassing#its making my life a hell i try to avoid it as much as possible luckily its easy to avoid but when i come across it it HITS me#it hits me. like right now. i hate it. and it hits me and it makes me realize how bad it really is and it takes up my mind for hours#like seriously? out of every problem i could have why is it this lol#i wish i knew what was wrong with me.. i dont think its normal..but oh well#sorry for venting im fine ill try to not do it again or at least go in depth like this. its just. ruining my life i have to get it out-#-in some way even if its vague like this. i dont know if this makesm e feel better even#i think im pmsing lol which probably makes it a bit worse so im fine#venting on tumblr is so embarrassing but i just. no one i trust i can talk to about this. this is all i got#sorry for clogging ur dash lol#i wish i was normal -_-#thunder roars
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man i hate holidays
#tw suicide mention#just had the first like legit suicidal thought (rather than an intrusive one in that theme) in a while#So I went to check: am I having pms again? Because that’s explain it#And guess what#I’m not even premenstrual#IM NOT ON MY PERIOD AND IM NOT PREMENSTRUAL#dude wtf#i don’t get these thoughts usually unless i’m pmsing#like bruh#I’m fine btw. Perfectly safe and fine. Just annoyed#I hate the lack of routine on holidays and that’s probably what’s making me feel crap#Vent post
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I don't know who the fuck I am oh well
#like who i am to others and who i am to myself#idk#my depression is starting to come back and I am PMSing#also lots of changes are happening#i have a new friend group in uni and im so used to being alone that it feels weird and im just waiting for them to hate me#i feel like a shit person and I know that i can improve so it makes me feel less shit but still#having such a black and white way of thinking is also not helping at all#i feel like i view myself much different than how others view me#i either see me as worse or better#anyway#personal
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every time frodo says “oh sam” i start sobbing and heaving and screaming and tearing off my skin and screaming “NO!!!!!! STOP!!!!! NO!!!!!!!!!!” and weeping and falling to my knees on the ground and stabbing myself repeatedly in the stomach and banging my head on the wall and shaking because nothing i experience will ever be that tender etc etc
#HELP !!!! LITERALLY HELP#i cannot get out of here .#ILL NEVER LOVE THE WAY HOBBITS LOVE#ILL NEVER LIVE THE WAY THEY LIVE#i hate capitalist society i live in#AAAUUUUGGGH TORTURED SCREAMING HEARD FROM THE DISTANCE#theres so much. agony. moral of the story is don’t finish the lotr trilogy while PMSing#indescribable feelings. idk#im literally going to cry help me#i was supposed to be born a hobbit wtf 😭😭 first the wrong gender and now this#i was literally meant to fucking FROLIC.#this is tearing me apart#anyway#samfro#lord of the rings#samwise gamgee#sam x frodo#frodo baggins#THEYRE SO TENDER. HELP ME#‘don’t go where i can’t follow’/‘i can’t carry it for you but i can carry you’#‘i’m glad you’re with me’/‘i’m glad to be with you here at the end of all things’#like. ARE YOU KIDDING ME#if i experience an emotional bond or tender moment with another person that’s even a fraction as divine and loving as what they have +#together i can die happy#love is stored in . honbit eye contact :]
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sometimes my boobs hurt so much i think they're gonna bleed surely this is normal right
#i think im pmsing.. but im not sure#like the dates aligned but also they've been super irregular hence the whole pcod etc#like im already wearing a size 38 bra because of all this fucking weight gain#and even that feels tight?? like the next size available was free size😭😭#but like it feels normal good even everyday just from the past two days it's been hurting like hell#and fucking worst festivsl of the year so i can't even stay in my room bra off all day#but oh god why do they pain so much it's never been like this before ive been having periods since i was 11 and im 21 now#maybe another pcod uhh idk side effect? symptom? whatever it's called#and i definitely have that pms wali feeling#i mean i haven't broken down yet but#you know that feeling when you WANT something but you don't know what and you try everything but nothing works#like i ate pasta i ate ice cream i studied and accomplished my targets i slept a lot i watched comfort show#i even washed my hair and danced to so many songs today morning while booping#but then it keeps crashing#and it's not enough#don't ask me what's it because even i do not know#i think i want. a hug. i guess#but from my bestfriend#because me and my sister keep fighting and i don't think she's really understanding me rn#but i think she's (bsf) avoiding talking to me because she's getting back together with her shitty boyfriend#i want to call and whine and say fuck that i don't care just talk to me but#i can't#the thought of asking for help needing people is. wow it's genuinely making me puke#i hate hate HATE being pathetic and needy#sometimes i wish#i mean obviously i would prefer it if i was perfectly healthy qnd normal and fine#but sometimes i wish someone just looked at me and said#oh honey how are you carrying so much sadness inside you and hiding it so well?? how are you even functioning???? how are you not#on the floor wailing and crying and unable to get up?#like you need [insert idk pills or whatever the cure is] BADLY
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fatphobia mention in tags
#ngl my mental health has not been so good since my mom fatshamed me#she said some really shitty things that still keep replaying in my head#ive been trying my best the past week to cope in a healthy way and distract myself but my anxiety and depression has been bad#i think part of it is also bc im pmsing#but yeah i hate tht im literally still stuck on it
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