#I HAD TO RAMBLE TOO BECAUSE THIS IS THE BEST THING EVER
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đŠ hwang jun-ho; headcanons ăâłâĄ
content warning: gn!reader. fluff. mentions of death, coma and jealousy. pet names. no season 2 spoilers. let me know if i missed anything.
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authorâs note: well, my man is back, and i had to write some headcanons for him. the OBSESSION that i had back in 2021 needs to be studied, omg. anyway, as always, constructive criticism is welcomed, english is my third language, so i apologize for any mistakes. in case i donât post anything else this year, happy 2025 everybody!! enjoy! đ©·
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ă pre-games
best. boyfriend. ever.
thatâs it, thank you for coming to my Ted Talk
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his love languages are:
1) quality time
he may be a police detective, but he ALWAYS tries to make time for youÂ
and see you every day, and if he canât, heâll save some minutes to call you
loves to hear about your day
big on communication, thatâs key on your relationshipÂ
type of boyfriend that picks you up after work, or anything really
he just wants to see your cute face :3
takes you out on cool dates
to the park, to eat, to cute animal cafés
heâs okay with staying in too, just cuddling, talking, watching somethingâŠ.
and 2) acts of serviceÂ
will drive you anywhere you need
you get âgood morning/nightâ texts every single day youâre not together
makes you breakfastÂ
and has no problem with cooking for you
opens doors for youÂ
pulls out the chair at the restaurant âđ»
heâll simply do anything you need
loves coming home to you, it doesn't matter how shitty or overwhelming his day was, you just put a smile on his face
his favorite thing to do with you is eating
it may sound boring, but he loves to see you taking care of yourself, well-fed and happy
takes you to meet his family
his mom loves you
even his brother likes you
heâs a tease and enjoys seeing you all flustered
i feel like heâd be the type to have many pics of you on his phone that he goes back to whenever he misses you
youâre probably his wallpaper, perhaps even on his wallet too đ€
some pet names like: âhoneyâ, âloveâ, âbeautifulâ, âcutieâ
would never cheat
a guard dog
not super jealous -a bit tho- but won't hesitate to step up if someone acts stupidÂ
(picture that one scene in season 2 when that man mocked him and didnât believe he was an actual police detective hehe)
shows you off đ€©
checks you out :p
his hand is on you in some way when youâre out
has good emotional intelligence
big spoon
reminds you to take your make up off before bed if you wear any -he may even do it himself if you're too tired
or to take meds
he is just really caring and supportive
doesn't like seeing you worried or anxious because of his job
absolutely hates to see you suffer
doesnât mind that you may be struggling financially, it wonât change what he feels
will help you with whatever it is
just donât hide it, he hates secrets and lies
i hate doing it, but there always has to be some đ©Â
heâs the first one that would do it (lying and hiding stuff) to ensure youâre okay and donât get worried
on a particularly overwhelming day, he will raise his voice at you
can get really overprotectiveÂ
some days you may not hear from him, or at least not much
will sometimes struggle to open up about his issues or whatâs upsetting him
âł during the games
after your sudden disappearance, worry and fear ate him up
while checking your house he found a weird card
and once he discovered the exact same one at his brotherâs, he knew something was going on
heard gi-hun at the police station rambling about some weird symbols and immediately recognized the design
interrogated him about you, desperate to know about your whereaboutsÂ
as soon as he successfully infiltrated the games, he began your search
almost had a heart attack when he spotted you
had to make the effort of his life to stay calm and not run to you
would somehow manage to get you two alone so he can get you out of there (iâll write about this soon)
almost gets caught
feels betrayed you didnât tell him and quite angry youâd risk your own life like this
but mostly relieved youâre okay (and still alive)
watches you like a hawk from the distance, ensuring your safety
constantly around, you continuously sense his presence close byÂ
⥠post-games (you died)
had to see your death and practically went numb
blurry vision, ringing in his ears, shortness of breath, sting in his throat
the worst thing tho, was finding out his brother had been behind everything
how could he have done this to you? you trusted him!Â
feels completely disgusted
after his coma, he blames himself for everything
dreams about youÂ
gets you a cenotaph given that your body will forever remain strayed
nevertheless, he still talks to you like youâre there
tells you about his recovery and his progress finding the island
you are his strongest motivation
heâs doing this for you, to provide the love of his life a much deserving peaceful rest
gets you new flowers every few days
heâll never stop feeling guilty
ă post-games (you survived)
has nightmares he failed and left you to meet your demise on those cursed games
always there when you have them, and so is his shoulder if you need to cry
reassurance king
hides the identity of his attacker from you
becomes even more overprotective
shared location on at all times
gets paranoid if you donât text him all day
he swore to never miss a single detail of your possible struggles. not again
you can still tell he holds himself responsible for your time on that island
stays awake at night just watching you sleep safe and sound (will never say it tho)
babies you
bigger spoon
doesnât let you go out on your own if itâs late, afraid that something may happen and those psychopaths will reach you again
#squid game#squid game 2#squid game season 2#wi ha joon#wi ha jun#hwang jun ho#hwang junho#squid game headcanons#squid game x reader#squid game x you#wi ha joon x reader#wi ha joon x you#hwang jun ho x reader#hwang jun ho x you#hwang jun ho headcanons#Spotify
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I Ponyboy yapped in my notes:
Ponyboy always knew he was different. But he didnât know why, at least not until he was about 12.
Before that, he just knew that he loved Paul Newman, movies, and books. But then his friends started talking to girls. And he just didnât care to. Sure there were some pretty ones, but he never looked at them and thought about kissing them or holding them or anything like that. Besides, why would he want to when he could go see the newest movies with his best friend.
But when heâs almost 13, he starts to get why. He notices when his eyes linger just a bit too long on Paul Newman. He notices how his chest tightens and his stomach flutters when his hand grazes his best friend. He notices that things people talked about doing with girlfriends were things he wanted to do with his best friend. And then it hits him. Heâs not like everyone else. He doesnât like girls. He likes boys.
And that fear takes a grasp on Pony for a long time. Itâs not until after Johnny dies that Pony really tells Soda about their plans. Itâs late at night, when Pony just starts talking. He tells Soda everything. He tells him about their dream of running off, about their house, about the golden hills and growing gardens. And when Soda asks him if he was in love with Johnny he hesitates. Because he didnât really feel like he was in love with Johnny. He just wanted to have a life together. But how does he explain that to his brother? How does he say âoh no, we werenât in love, we just wanted to be together for the rest of our livesâ. Because what he and Johnny had made sense to only them. So, Soda accepts that answer.
But then he has to tell Darry. And how does he, a skinny 15 year old with such big dreams, tell his older brother, who heâs looked up to forever, that heâs queer? How would Darry even react? And Pony knows that Darry loves him, but would he still love him if he knew he was like this? Itâs not like Darry would get it, after all, to Pony, Darry was about as straight, white, and masculine as they come.
So itâs not until a Wednesday night, long after Pony should be asleep, that he comes into the kitchen, looking oddly fully dressed. And at the sight of him, Darry is immediately put on guard. Because why the hell is his kid brother looking scared, while dressed like heâs about to go out despite it being almost two in the morning. But Darry canât get angry, no, he learned that the hard way. So he sighs, pushes back his chair and comes up to Pong, keeping his voice gentle and asking âhey honey, whatâre you doin up still?â And just at hearing his brotherâs gentle tone, Pony starts to tear up. Because that may be the last time he ever hears his brother talk to him with love. And so Pony takes a deep breath, steadies himself against the table, but not unprepared to run in case his brother really hates queer people. And he just starts rambling, so much so to the point where Darry has to stop him with a tight hug, Pony just about sobbing into his chest. All Darry can hear is a repeat of mumbled apologies from Pony, and his heart breaks. Because this is how his brother feels, his baby brother thinks he needs to stand here and apologize for liking guys over girls and then the realization hits Darry. Ponyboy was prepared to run away again. Thatâs how scared he was that Darry wouldnât love and accept him. And that makes Darry tear up. When he pulls back and holds Pony by the shoulders and just tells him that he loves him, and that theyâre a lot more similar than Pony thinks. And soon enough, Soda comes into the dim kitchen, rubbing sleep from his eyes and taking in the sight of his brothers crying while holding eachother, and at that he flings himself into their little group and holds them tight.
#this was supposed to be a cute little pbj moment#then it became this#so now you get this#the outsiders musical#the outsiders broadway#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis#darrel curtis#darry curtis#johnny cade#pbj
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đ§žToji Fushiguro is an interesting friendâŠ
đ§žToji will casually walk into your house, rummage your fridge, & fix himself a snack BEFORE heâs says hello
𧞠Toji will randomly appear in your home. Sometime youâll come home to hear him in the shower or see him sleeping on your couch or exercising in your living room
𧞠One day Toji started leaving a envelope filled with a wad of cash for âhis rentâ on the table at the first of every month wait you donât remember him moving him
𧞠Before you know it, you & Toji frequently hang out together itâs almost like yâall are dating
𧞠Toji starts referring to your home as âour homeâ out of no where. Whatâs yours is automatically his too and vice versa. This is non-negotiable
đ§žđ And before he knows it: Toji Fushiguro is sitting in a restaurant with his family. Heâs happily watching the sight in front of him. Megumi, his 2 yr old son, bonding with his future mom a.k.a Tojiâs pregnant fiancĂ©e over the his favorite tv show. Toji just cannot believe how lucky he is to finally have peace. To have someone as patient and understanding. For his son to potentially grow up in a stable household. Tojiâs not sure why or how he became so blessed, but heâs swears on his 6 pack that he will fight to keep this little slice of heaven on Earth
OMGNSJDJS I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!!
im just imagining the transition from you two being roommates to becoming couple and itâs making me lose my mind ngl đ
âhey, did you know we were dating?â toji asks, his voice breaking the silence between you two. the rerun of an old episode of some cartoon served as white noise while you and toji went about your businesses â him, aimlessly scrolling through his phone, and you, head buried on a book.
you look up from your place on the beanbag, your eyes narrowed in confusion as you turned to toji whoâs laying on the sofa that he could barely fit in, his long legs dangling from the armrest. he peers up at you from his phone and wiggles his eyebrows at you as he smiles, his scarred lips dancing in mirth.
âwe were?â you ask, confused.
toji turns his phone towards you as if you can see the tiny screen given the distance between you two. âyeah,â he says. âgojoâs askinâ why we didnât tell them the news.â he turns his phone to himself again after that before tapping at his screen.
âwhatâd you say?â you managed to get out, shutting your book close and belatedly realizing you forgot to mark the page you were on.
toji shrugs. how he managed to do that while being squished on the sofa, you do not know. you hum, distracted.
sure you and toji were close â too close, some of your mutual friends would say â but you always assumed it was normal because you and toji have been friends for years now. three years in university, where you two first met, and three years more after finding each other in tokyo â something you didnât even think was possible because after graduation, you and toji went on your separate ways.
but itâs not like your friends did anything less. hell, you even walked in on shoko â shirtless and only reduced in booty shorts and her sports bra â sitting on suguruâs lap while she put eyeliner on him. you didnât even bat an eye at the display because that had been normal for all of you guys. so you wonder why was sharing a flat with toji, sharing clothes with toji, and having you two cook for each other was dubbed as too intimate.
you pause, mind reeling a little bit because now that you thought about itâ
âoh,â toji says, breaking through your ruminating. âi said we wanted to take things slow.â
you blink, your heart stuttering in your chest. you turn to toji, your lips parted in surprise.
âhuh?â
âwell, you know.â you do not know. âi was thinking about it and itâs not a bad idea for us to date.â it isnât?
âit isnât?â you repeat, this time out loud.
toji sits up from the sofa. âit isnât.â his eyes are serious as they gazed at you. âwanna make it official? us two?â
âoh,â you utter, breathless. âsure.â
toji smiles, his gaze turning soft. âreally?â
âyeah,â you say, this time feeling your own lips tugging in a smile. âiâd love that.â
âme too,â he whispers before he is standing up to cross the distance between you two, kneeling down in front of you, his face inches away from yours. you look into his eyes, see the question, and in reply, you cross the minimal distance and slot your lips with his.
tojiâs lips wobble from where they are pressed to yours, before his hands cup your cheeks, angling his head better, and then devouring you; devoting all of his piled up love for you into this moment. into this kiss.
you gasp, rattled from the desperation of his touch, before kissing back just as passionately.
when your eyes close, your skin breaking out in goosebumps, you wonder: how long had he been waiting for this?
(âtoo long,â toji would tell you later, his chest pressed on your back. your cheeks would warm up and you would hide your face behind your palms as toji chuckles, his shoulders shaking and his deep voice reverberating between your naked bodies. âand youâre so damn worth every second.â)
#suns.hc#ch3rrykoolaid#ask#toji fushiguro x reader#toji fushiguro x you#toji fushiguro x y/n#jjk x reader#toji x reader#toji fushiguro#jjk#suns#I HAD TO RAMBLE TOO BECAUSE THIS IS THE BEST THING EVER#I LOVE âWEIRDâ FRIEND TOJI#thank yiu so much babe for dropping this in the inbox#head super duper empty#not a single thought
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see, ppl can say what they want about the resi 3 remake, but the remake got Mikhail perfect. Also i actually really love weird Puppy Nemesis lmao
#GET OFF OF HIS TRAIN SHITBIRD#ilu grandpa you did your best#I think the remake is fine#there's parts of the original I miss a ton#and parts I am glad are gone#mostly I'm just confused by the rose colored glasses everyone remembers wrt a nemesis that doesn't exist#he was never a random stalker he always had scripted spawns and due to the ps1 limitations the ârandomâ was down to two or three options#with that said re3 remake coming off the heels of re7 with pretty good stalkers like jack and margeurite#and then directly off the heels of re2 with one of the best programmed game stalkers i've ever seen#he's a letdown for sure#I loved the pre-release rumors saying nemesis would chase you into safe rooms#that should have been a real thing#Oh wow is it really time for our regularly scheduled resident evil obsessing??#I wanted to name Nikolai after Mikhail but mercury spatted me with a newspaper and told me I had too many M names#I have had this fondness for hero grandpa for a long time okay#anyway I know that absolutely no one follows me for resident evil so lmao ignore my rambling#it's fine though#because no matter if you follow me for solivaga or homestuck :)#I've fed you resident evil no matter what#what do you mean parts of the harley manor are inspired by the spencer mansion!?#HAHA GOT'EM#what do you mean there's a ton of resident evil refs in soli#RAT STRIKES AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Oh.
#according to facebook memories (why do i even have that still??) 12 years ago today i saw Linkin Park for the first time đ„ș#in a few days it'll be 10 years since the last time i saw them#and. hm. there's a lot that surfaced this days since clancy dropped and i'm a bit more emotional / sensitive than usual#and this is. well. making me extremely sad.#12 years ago. i remember as if it was yesterday. i cling to that day so much and i'm scared of forgetting about it#i wonder how 14 yo me would've reacted if she knew.#they were my first gig ever! i remember the 2nd song was given up and the people around us started moshing pretty hard.#so much that my shoe came off and my dad had to shield me while i crawled and looked for it hahaha#it was so fun! i didn't really know that was a thing#that day was the first time they played Lies Greed Misery - it had been released just the day before#my videos are SO blurry but i still have them all saved đ„č#idk i've been in some typa mood these past days. not necessarily bad at all but.#me and a couple friends had a very important conversation 2 nights ago which was GOOD but. the bad thing about letting everything bottle up#is that once you spill it's hard to deal with. and yeah this is. idk. i'm just venting here like. ignore me.#it's just really hard for me. i miss him terribly and i'm really scared for myself because i *know* i'm back in the loop#and it feels so hopeless sometimes. maybe this is super silly but i'm so thankful that Clancy came out now because OH BOY i need it#maybe it's not the best strategy to put so much faith? importance? in like. music and other people but#man. i genuinely don't know if i'd be here if not for certain songs/artists etc#idk I'm rambling lol. i might delete this later#probably. maybe. i try not to talk too much about this here because i tend to deal alone but. sometimes it's nice to send things to the void#anyways. support your favs. talk to your friends - even if you much rather not. don't be like me and let things rot inside.#đ€#darya talks to herself
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You sent me an ask so I shall return the favor! What is the most recent Kpop group youâve gotten into and how did you find out about them? I always love hearing fan âorigin storiesâ lol
Thank you for returning the favor~ That would be The Boyz đ„°đ I love hearing fan "origin stories" too hehe (This is gonna get long I love them sm)
Anyways I've known about them since debut? I loved Bloom Bloom Pow with my whole heart when it came out and tried to fall for them then- It didn't work. The next time was when The Stealer (TS) came out~ I had watched them perform for Road to Kingdom- because ptg was on the show too- But I really loved TS cb- sm so that I bought the album about 6 mos later with my favorite members as inclusions at the time (Eric, Kevin and Hyunjae). But nothing came about of it even after watching the weekly idol episodes... Then came Whisper era and I ended up biasing Changmin (Q) and loving that song but again nothing came out of it.
(A little backstory is that Changkyun (I.M) got me into Dominic Fike's music-) Thus, when tiktok showed me Juyeon, Changmin, and Sunwoo dancing to Babydoll earlier this year as a dance cover: I fell. And then I finally checked out Watch It~ But Hui had his solo and it distracted me completely from falling further. Then I had gotten sick and decided 'well, what if I watch their content?' And I did... I watched their hello82 interview and their reaction to fanart of them, and lastly their mafia dance. And I loved each sm that I decided to check out more.
It was the first time I had watched their content and wanted to see more. And now, I watch their content almost daily. It's kind of like they revived the joy of kpop for me? My (old) ult of ults has been on hiatus due to the military so it's been stagnant content lately for me. But then they came in like a breath of fresh air- and I simply can't get enough. This month will be 3 mos and I honestly hope I'll follow them for a long time. (I think they're my new ult of ults tbh)
And lastly now here I am as a Younghoon and Juyeon bias (with bias wrecker: Changmin... he's doing everything to be bias again). And with them having a comeback I loved with my whole heart this past month, I think it really solidified them with me. Honestly, I'm so happy with them.
#my 'fan origin story' hehe#lovely mutuals#asks#kate rambles from here#i even started a new kpop journal just dedicated to them and my thoughts- it's a 200 page journal and i have nearly 50 pages about them#and i started it in february ebhbha-#it's so funny because i saw one of my ults' concerts in theater the month before they should have became the ult of ults and here tbz comes#if the theory is true that you fall in love with certain people/groups/things at certain time then that means even when#i wanted to fall in love with them- that i had to wait until now to fall for them even if i wanted to fast forward it- i think now is a#perfect time- it's when i need them most i think- and fuck i could go on about them forever and why they mean sm to me in such little#time but oh how i love these guys-#no seriously everything i wish they could do- i find out they've done or will do- or for like pcs i like them a certain way and by golly#does yh do my favorite poses- and their music is just ?!?! i love it sm- ofc i've listened to them before a lot but ?? it's my speed rn#kate rambles#did i drag my close friend into them too? yes- yes I did- but she had full free will- she could have stayed on the happy mbb boat instead#of jumping into the water and swimming to lip gloss island with me- but alas she didn't so it's even more fun cause i get to be a new#deobi with her- and it's literally the best experiance i could have ever asked for- she prolly won't see these (i'm banking on it) and#honestly i'm so thankful for her- for joining me in this 'insanity' we've gotten ourselves into- i'm glad we were both stolen from our mbb#home together- it's sm fun to talk about tbz with her- because she's experiencing them new just like i am- i could go on here too#but i won't- so i'll stop here- i love these boyz sm tbh (every time i say it even if it's a lot- it doesn't feel enough)
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I love being the always single person in my family, mad respect to my sister for constantly dating guys for the last 8 years, I would have shot myself
#whenever my mom asks if i have love news of my own while we're talking about my sister's newest catch and i say no#i hope she doesn't feel pity because like. this is the life that i choose. my sister's ex boyfriends were enough for ME even#and i only met a handful of them personally but heard more than enough shit about them#i just always think i'm only flirting with some guys only to never talk to them again or ghost them because it's fun#fat girl who's always been seen as ugly by other people gets to flirt with good looking people is the ultimate ego boost arc#if i ever date anyone seriously again it better be true love and end in kids and marriage until death or i'll live as a hermit#until that happens tho...... life is a party i don't wanna miss a thing break some men's heart get revenge yolo etc etc#also the thought of actively dating freaks me out. if i meet someone and we tolerate each other long term that's good#but dating apps or going on dates with several people and deciding who's the best like on the bachelorette?? death first#plus i lowkey don't like men as a concept. at least the type i've dated. i guess you could say my last ex traumatized me hahaha đđ» (đšđš)#i think i'm too young to be in a committed relationship anyway. or even to seek getting into one. there are much more important things rn#i know former classmates my age are having kids or getting married but idgaf the one who got engaged last year has been with him for 7 year#which is a decent time tbh you change quite a bit during that time and if it feels right why not#but i can't wrap my head around searching for a relationship when you don't even have a stable job and know what else you want in life#rambling again sorryyyy but yeah proud single here and i'm not saying this out of spite because i genuinely enjoy it#all relationships i've been in were so draining (tbf they were long distance too) and got me at rock bottom and had me filled with regret#also these men can be so controlling and jealous when you just wanna go out with friends while they do whatever they want too#but when you say you don't want a jealous partner they think that's a free pass for them to cheat like what the actual fuck#do you see the difference between being unnecessarily jealous when you hang out with friends and being rightfully jealous when they cheat??#at this point idk what to say. i'm very entertained by my friends' dating journeys but that couldn't be me#all the gossip i provide for them is which people i flirted with for the ego and who i ghosted and who ghosted me#mel talks
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Omgggg I rly did work with sm beautiful girlsâŠ.
#miss cece I miss Steff I miss jade ahhh all of the girls from the spa looked like models Iâm just đ§đŸââïž but I appreciated them all omg#still need to hang out with cece one of these days#she looks like a model but sheâs not stuck up about it and is a girls girl like to the truest form I should text her#when I get some money my sis and cece gotta hang out for sure steff needs to be there omg Iâll rly have to dress up then they both look#like models skjssjs#I used to like riding the train back home from work with steff especially since the redline is so unpredictable and dangerous#cece mentioned that she wanted my sis and I to meet her sister⊠I just found Ceceâs insta and her sister is so cute awww#I remember her talking about her sister and where she came from and getting emotional because of her being Syrian and how her family had to#leave there to come to America⊠and she rec me a movie called âswimmersâ or something like that#Iâm trying to remember but ah man#rambling#she was so sweet! I know that sheâs planning on going to med school and that she has a millionaire bf (we met him at a work party and#played ping pong with his white ass) he was rly nice even tho I got told some⊠things about him from another coworker⊠itâs a lot omgâŠ#cece is one of the nicest ppl that youâll ever meet in rl tho like sheâs extremely friendly and funny too#like she looks very sophisticated and like a millionaires model wife is the best way that I Can describe her lol#edit: the movie is called âthe swimmersâ#I still want to watch it
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Ichiban looks like a beautiful lady âșïž
real and true
#snap chats#i love how i have a genre of asks where people tell me how beautiful ichiban is#like SOOOOO true im glad we all agree...... gets it from his papa đ·#anyway cheer for me ipicked up my son today <- i got my kirby figure from hot topic#HT is so evil they gave me an in-store-only coupon that i only really can use today...#i refuuuuse to i refuse to spend today. i wanna get metroid prime 2... and a new gamecube controller....#so i MUST save.... esp cause i lowkey also want metroid dread đ·#NO LISTEN I WANTED DREAD WHEN IT CAME OUT BUT I DIDNT HAVE MONEY#i still dont have any but yk thats what im saying....... the wishlist BUT ALSO THE PRIORITY LIST.....#why is money everything. priceless is SOOO right...#I WATCHED THE SECOND EP TODAY AND OUGH. SOOOO true show...... im loving it so far......#ok im rambling too much i want to eat my LUNCH because i got LUNCH with my BRO while we were OUT so BYE !!!!!!#anyway im crying why the fuck is ichiban behind me like weâre in front of this ice cream place#and suddenly i hear this dude yell WHAT !!!! and we all look at him and heâs all#âis there a bigger cup of this because this is the best thing ive ever had- i hope you have a great night thank you so much !!!â like YO???#how good is that ice cream... now im curious...#OK I SHOULD EAT i have mango lassi anyway... hehe... tastes EXACTLY like mango pudding hehe...#OK BYE FR THIS TIME
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i think im coming to terms with the fact that i was in fact abused in real time. like in this very moment
#â ⎠ïčramblingïč#like ive referred to what happened to me as abuse in the past but its hitting me right now#that if it was âabuseâ then that means i was âabusedâ and there are psychological consequences for that#those things that i never did until this happened to me are not just silly quirks that i happened to develop at the same time as the abuse#but are in fact because i experienced Something#when the mental health crisis is so stealth that not even you yourself are able to identify it#or something#idk i was talking to my roommate the other day and i said smth abt my bsf and she was like#hey thats not normal. thats not what being best friends is like. thats not ok thats actually bad#and i was like oh! oops#shoutout to my roommate who has yet to hurt me in any major way (knock on wood)#we havent had any major issues except for ones i made up in my head which. is a result of how i was treated in the past#the fact that im still friends with this person cannkt be good for me but im not gonna unpack that#that has far too many implications#one thing at a time mama#maybe nothing is wrong at all ever and im actually just listening to too much tĂžp because i havent done that since elementary school#whatevs. idec. it doesnt matter. its fine
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5 minutes from my life:
There needs to be like a dating site/app but for finding friends. > There probably already is, I should just search it. > Oh there's a billion of them. > This one doesn't exist any more even though this list is supposedly from January 2024. This one only has very broad and non-applicable interests to choose from. > This is overwhelming. Never mind.
#introvert problems#KAM's personal stuff#{ Husband: 'Unfortunately it takes a very specific kind of extrovert to break your shell and you've only met one of those so far.' }#{ My husband and I are best friends but he also has like football friends that he can discuss in-depth stats and plays and such. }#{ But I have no other friends because I'm too introverted and don't usually have the social energy to ever be lonely. }#{ Except the random times that I am. }#{ But even if I suddenly had ample social energy I'd probably still struggle because my creative pursuits are niche among the niche. }#{ Which is why this usually doesn't bother me but lately it has. Idk why. }#{ Of course like everything with me it feels very 'first world problems' so not exactly expecting things to change. }#{ I'll be working more shifts soon lasting for a few months so I'll probably 'forget' about this when I'm busy again. }#{ Maybe. }#KAM rambles
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save a horse, ride your best friend â song mingi
in which your best friend canât believe youâve never ridden a dick before, so he takes it upon himself to teach you.
best friend!song mingi x fem!reader. requested by anon. genre. slight fluff. smut. best friends to friends with benefits. warnings. explicit sexual content mdni, inexperienced!reader, thigh riding, fingering, use of a dildo, big dick!mingi, multiple orgasms, unprotected, creampie, swearing, nicknames (baby, angel, pretty). wc. 4k. rating. mature.
liloâs notes. this was requested a while ago but iâve been putting it off because⊠iâve never written anything about toys being used so uh, i was worried about the pacing and stuff. i wasnât sure if you meant for them to be in an established relationship, so i went for the fwb route. IMPORTANT!!!! i lost access to my google account bc of a stupid mistake, if you sent in a request through my google form and would still like me to see it, please send it as an ask <33 i remember a few of them, but do send yours in just in case!!
listening to. need to know, doja cat // if u think iâm pretty, artemas // moonlight, kali uchis
masterlist.
it was a regular saturday evening. you were on a video call with your best friend, mingi, talking about anything that came to mind as you each ate a bowl of ramen as if you were really in the same room. he really only lived a couple buildings away, a two minute walk at most, but actually joining you in your apartment didnât cross his mind until something interesting was brought up.
you werenât sure what led to the conversation, but somehow it steered into the direction of something less innocent as you found yourself talking about an embarrassing date youâd gone on a while ago. recounting the story, laughing together, soon turned into a conversation about what each of you like in bed.
âoh, itâs just amazing,â mingi laughed as he gulped down a mouthful of water, momentarily pausing his rambling about how much he loves it when someone rides his dick. he ran a his hand through his short, washed-out pink hair, âhonestly, my favourite thing ever since it probably feels just as good for whoever is, yâknow, riding.â
based on everything heâs said so far, you came to the conclusion that he was more into giving than receiving, that he got off on seeing all the pleasure he can give his partner. so, it made sense heâd choose to mention the fact that riding him would feel good. not that you would know.
âcan i admit something?â
he looked up from his bowl, sharp eyes looking almost hopeful as he nodded.
you looked around your kitchen jokingly, pretending to make sure no one sense was listened as you leaned closer a whispered, your hand cupping the side of your mouth.
âiâve never done that before.â
his jaw dropped at that, letting out a small laugh. âyouâre kidding.â
âno, really,â you insisted, going back to eating casually as if you were having the most normal conversation in the world with your best friend, âi really havenât done⊠much, so i canât confirm or deny your theory.â
âhuh.â he leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms as he thought for a moment. his head tilted and it was then that you felt how warm your cheeks felt, how your thighs were pressed together under the counter. of course, he was well aware of the fact that you had much less experience than him, only knowing about two people you had slept with. but damn. he clicked his tongue and shook his head ever so slightly. âthat wonât do.â
furrowing your eyebrows, you opened your mouth to ask him what he had meant by that. he beat you to it before you could get a word out.
âi can⊠teach you, if you want?â
you blinked at your screen, resting your wrist on your countertop and gripping your chopsticks a little too hard. a silence followed his offer, though it wasnât awkward. in fact, he could see you genuinely considering it as you thought it over. eventually, you gave him a tiny nod.
âi mean,â you shrugged, shifting your eyes away shyly, âsure, i guess. why not?â
he grinned, trying to hide it as he shoved a mouthful of noodles into his mouth and shoved his bowl aside. he chewed, swallowed then got up and made sure to bring his phone with him. you recognised his hallways then bedroom as he walked through his apartment. âiâll be there in like 15, i need to buy something on the way. just wait there, and where something comfortable and⊠um, accessible.â
you nodded, despite your confusion, and he hung up. accessible? you looked down at your clothingâor rather, lack thereof. since you were home and not expecting anyone, youâd settled on wearing just a shirt you stole from mingi that was too large for him and much larger for you, and panties. you lifted the hem of the worn shirt, assessing how much of your dignity youâd lose if he saw your pink hello kitty undergarments that you only wore if you were doing laundry.
you could already hear him giggling at the sight.
groaning and cursing under your breath, you dropped the shirt and sped to your bedroom to dig through your closet in hopes of finding something a little more appealing. after making a mess of one of your closetâs drawers, you finally pulled out a pair of less offensive panties. they were made of soft cotton; a muted light blue with thin white lace trim, the cut shaped more like a bikini than what you call your grandma underwear.
deciding they were flattering enough, you slipped off your hello kitty pairâignoring the embarrassing amount of wetness creating a wet patch right where it was pressed against your coreâand replaced it with the new pair. as you untwisted the waistband and adjusted it to fit properly, your doorbell rang and you froze on the spot before pulling yourself together and heading to open the door.
the walk to the door felt abnormally long as you stumbled over on wobbly knees. admittedly, you were a little nervous. sure, there have been times where you wanted to do some more than friendly activities with mingi, but you never actually thought it was happen. yet here you were, opening the door for him so he could come in and show you what being a cowgirl feels like.
âhey,â he greeted you softly, stepping into your home and closing the door behind him. you noticed a small plastic bag in his hand, eying it curiously as you watched him kick off his shoes and hang up his coat. once that was of the way, he took one of your hands in your free one and pulled you to where he knew your bedroom was.
once there, he set the bag down on your bedside table and dragged you to stand between his knees as he took a seat on the edge of your bed. he looked you over, lingering on the familiar t-shirt.
âso youâre the one that took this shirt, huh?â he quirked an eyebrow, glancing up at you as he released your hand and brought both of his to your hips. his thumbs caressed the curve of your waist over the shirt. âit was my favourite.â
you laughed softly, âclearly you didnât care enough if i was able to keep it for three years without you noticing.â
âyou little thief.â his nose scrunched as he glared at you jokingly, giving you a gentle squeeze.
âif you really want it back, you can always take it.â
ânah, itâs fine, keep it. it looks cuter on you anyway.â he took a breath and gave you another once over, humming appreciatively when he moved his hands up higher, dragging the shirt with it until he caught a glimpse of your panties. you tensed, caught off guard by how close he felt. âi need you to relax a little, how about i help you loosen up, yeah?â
you nodded, averting your gaze but returning it to him when you felt him pull you onto his lap. he slotted one of his legs between yours, easing you down to straddle his thigh. his hands ran up and down your sides and few times before resting on your bare thighs, your breath stuttered and he held back a smile.
âare you still okay with this?â he asked quietly, absentmindedly playing with the hem of his your shirt. âif i do anything that makes you uncomfortable, just tell me and iâll stop immediately and we can just watch a movie or something, okay?â when you only nodded, he continued, âi need you to say it, please.â
âiâm okay with this,â you muttered in return, resting you hands on his biceps, âand iâll let you know if i need you to stop.â
âgood, nowâŠâ without waiting any longer, he leaned forward to attach his lips to your neck, his hands slowly beginning to rock you back and forth on his lap.
you sucked in a sharp breath and clung into his arms a little tighter, your stomach fluttering at the feeling of your clothed cunt on his firm thigh, your panties dragging against your clit with ease thanks to how wet you already were. he lifted you slightly as he pulled you towards him, pushing you down as he pushed, the varying pressure making your lips part in a soft whimper. he nearly groaned at the sound, moving his lips right below your ear.
âyou know,â he rasped between the licks and kisses, âi canât deny that iâve wanted to fuck you for a long, long time now.â
âr-really?â
mingi chuckled as he pulled back to look at your face, half surprised and half needy. he noticed that if he relaxed his hands, youâd continue grinding against his thigh.
âyeah, really. i mean, look at you,â he glanced down, one of his hands lifting the hem of your shirt to watch you ride his thigh slowly, a dark wet patch forming right where your leaking pussy sat. he bit his lip, âyou look so perfect⊠and i bet youâd feel perfect, too.â
you nearly whined at that, fucking yourself on his thigh just a little faster as he sucked a dark mark right above your collarbone before returning to mutter dirty words into your ear.
âi know practically everything about you and your cute little body, you know. better than anyone else,â one of his hands inched itâs way up your thighs, brushing against the edge of your panties, âiâll make you feel so good, angel, i promise.â
âmingi?â you whimpered, prompting him to lean back a little to look at you with a curious tilt of his head and a raised brow. âif you donât shut up and kiss me right now, i might lose my mind so⊠please.â
his beautifully plump lips stretched into a smile as he wasted no time in practically pouncing forward and smashing his lips against yours. it started a little slow as you got acquainted with each other, despite the fact you could feel a nearing orgasm as a knot in your stomach drew tighter with each roll of your hips, but soon the kiss turned hungry.
he groaned into your mouth as you let his tongue explore, making you let out a quiet moan. mingi knew he wouldnât be able to kiss anyone ever again. you, his best friend of all people, had the most inviting lips heâs ever felt. so inviting, so perfect and so soft. he thought everything about was soft. his hand slipped just under the edge of your panties as his other one made your grinds slow down.
you didnât mind the slow pace, knowing just a few more rocks of your hips would have you tipping over the edge. but he evidently had other plans as he finally made your hips still completely. you pulled away from his lips with a pout. if you were trying to make him feel bad, it backfired terribly.
all he could think of as he looks at your swollen, red, wet, pouty lips is how much prettier theyâd look wrapped around his cock. but he could save that for another time.
âthereâs no need to rush, baby,â he chuckled, wiping some saliva away from your bottom lip.
eventually, when he was sure you had calmed down enough, he lifted you off his lap a little and turned to lay you down on your back, pressed against the comfortable mattress as he kneeled on the edge. he gripped your knees and bent them, pushing them closer to your chest with his eyes zeroed in on where your slick was leaking through your panties.
with one hand keeping your knees together and elevated, he ran his other over the fabric, pressing down on where he knew your clot would be and elicit a sweet little moan as you squirmed beneath him. he thought you were so cute like this, you looked so flustered as he gave you nothing but featherlight touches where you needed him most. for now.
âdonât get all shy on me now,â he cooed as he glanced up and noticed you covering your face with your hands, âlet me see you, pretty.â
he didnât continue his touches until you finally removed your hands, giving him a nice view of your abused lips and round eyes, pupils blown wide with lust in a way that had something stirring in his abdomen. and his pants.
he let down your knees for a moment so both of his hands could slip under the waistband of your panties, slowly pulling them down your legs. he actually moaned when he saw the strings of arousal clutching onto the fabric as he dragged it away, snapping when he got too far.
âyouâre so pretty, baby,â he murmured, watching your entrance squeeze around nothing, making more slick drip out.
after tossing it aside, he wasted no time in getting your knees back to the previous position and running his fingers through your folds.
âoh, fuck,â he groaned, eyes squeezing shut for a moment as you let out a moan when he tapped against your clit, âyouâre soaked.â
he glanced up at you, wanting to see your face as he slowly pushed in too fingers and catching a glimpse of your hard nipples poking through your shirt. your face contorted for s fraction of s second before relaxing, your head tipping back against the mattress as you let out a whine.
he choked back a moan at the tight walls around his middle and ring fingers, the fingers of his other hand digging into your thighs. âsh-shit⊠youâre so tight. iâm gonna have to stretch you out first, okay?â
you nodded mindlessly, too distracted by his fingers prodding at your sweet spot to care about any words he may have said. but you furrowed your eyebrows and lifted your head when you felt both his hands leave you, finding him reaching for the bag. your curiosity outweighed your disappointment as he pulled something out.
it was a dildo. about as thick and long as the biggest person you had before, and made of what looked to be transparent silicon. your insides tightened at the sight, somehow the thought of him seemingly buying this just for you turning you on even more.
he returned to kneeling at the edge of your bed, leaning down to loop his arm around your waist and lift you up to place a pillow under your hips before letting lay back down.
âcouldnât find one my size, but this should be fine,â he held the dildo and ran the tip through your pussy, collecting wetness as you shuddered, âmy cock will just have to stretch you the rest of the way.â
you breath hitched at the implication of his words. so he was bigger than that? your thighs pressed together at the thought of being completely stuffed by him. he chuckled, separating your knees enough for him to have a clear view of your pussy, pulsing and dripping and begging for his attention.
he began slipping the toy into you, filling you up inch by inch and watching your needy hole stretch around it and swallow it up. the sight had him choking back a moan, biting down on his bottom lip.
the stretch had your back arching and pushing yourself against it desperately, feeling like that alone could get you to finish. it only took a few deep strokes for your pussy to get used to the size, squeezing and writhing around it until you couldnât handle it anymore. your arousal coated it quickly and seeped out with each stroke, squelching sounds filling the room that shot straight to his dick.
when you finally came, your toes curled and your body twitched as you let out a string of and whines and moans, little curses slipping between. he watched with fascination as you came undone right beneath him, not wanting to wait any longer to be inside you. he shoved the toy deep inside you, leaving it there as he leaned back for a moment to discard his clothes, slipping his hoodie and sweatpants off.
when you were brought back to your senses, you found yourself on his lap again, straddling his hips this time as he sat with his back against your headboard. you felt his erectile straining against his boxers and pressing against your core. you couldnât help but rock your hips against his slowly.
âdo you ever ride your pillow?â he asked suddenly, voice dropped what felt like two octaves lower than his regular tone. your eyes widened at the question but you nodded. he nodded too, his hands finding your ass and helping you grind against his clothes length. âthis is a lot like that, except you have something in you⊠and itâs more of an up and down movement⊠and iâm obviously not a pillow⊠still, thereâs really no right way to do it, just go slow and youâll figure out what works and what doesnât. plus, iâm here to guide you.â
he gave your ass a squeeze as if to punctuate his sentence, massaging the soft flesh in his palms. when you felt ready, you dropped your hands from his shoulders to his boxers, palming his length a few times before hooking your fingers into the fabric and dragging it down until his cock sprung out.
he definitely wasnât lying when he said it would stretch you more than the already-big dildo. he was definitely a lot bigger than anyone else youâve been with, well over average. you nearly dropped at the sight, wrapping your hand around him and jerking him off, eyes fixated on the angry red tip leaking precum as you passed your thumb over it.
the muscles of his abs rippled and squeezed as your worked your hands on his cock, his head thrown back against the headboard and letting out stuttering moans. all the sounds he made encourage you to sit up on your knees, guiding him through your folds and whimpering as you finally sank down on him carefully.
the two of you moaned at the same time, him at how well you squeezed around him and you at how well he stretched you. you stopped when you reached just halfway, unsure whether or not youâd be able to fit more. his hips jerked slightly as his hands squeezed your hips.
âcome on, baby,â he moaned softly, looking up at you with encouraging eyes, âjust a little more⊠we can make it fit, right? just breathe.â
you nodded and as you took a deep breath, he used his hold on your to sink you further down until he finally bottomed out. he cursed silently, the back of his head finding the headboard again as you whined and dropped yours onto his shoulder.
you felt his tip pushing against your cervix, the new feeling making a lump form in your throat as you blinked back tears. this time it took a while to get used to the stretch before you tried grinding back and forth. it was slow, almost painfully so. he was amazed that despite stretching you with two different things, you were still so unbelievably tight, hugging him in a death grip as your raised your hips an inch before dropping down again.
your soft noises were muffled by his shoulder as your hands rested on his biceps, panting and squeezing gently as every inch of him dragged against the sensitive spongy patch in your walls every time you grinded on him. soon enough you were able to lift yourself to his tip and drop all the way down, your wetness letting him slip in and out with ease.
still, you kept the pace torturously slow, savouring each bounce and grind. his hands had left your hips at some point, exploring your body under your shirt, massaging your breasts and tweaking your nipples. he lifted the fabric but kept it on your as he watched your tits bounce temptingly, your puffy pink nipples making his mouth water as he pushed himself forward to take one into his mouth.
your hips stuttered as he sucked and nibbled at your nipples, throwing your head back and arching into his touch as your grinds grew sloppy. he felt your decreasing pace, using the hand that wasnât teasing your other breast to guide your hips once more. he angled you slightly differently in a way that made your clit press against his pelvis each time he bottomed out, the speed of your grinds picking up quickly as his hips bucked up to meet yours.
his lips detached from your bruised breasts with a popping sound as he leaned up to capture your lips in his once again. it wasnât much of a kiss, more teeth and tongue and moans and groans than anything else as you swallowed each otherâs sounds.
you finished first, pushing yourself down hard and stilling, filling yourself with his throbbing cock and pressing your clit against him. he held you tightly, burying his face in your neck to suck at all the spot he knew would get your to writhe. many tickling fights contributed to his knowledge on all your sensitive spots.
your body twitched as you returned to bouncing on his length, your juices looking at his base. the overstimulation burned a little, making your thighs and knees quiver, but you were determined to get him to finish too. and by the looks of it, it shouldnât take much longer.
âshit, baby,â he said, halfway between a whimper and a moan, fingertips digging into your hips as he threw his head back in bliss, ââm so closeâ fuck, you feel s-so good.â
his chest rose and fell with shallow breaths, bottom lip caught between his teeth. his cheeks and the tip of his ears flushed a deep red, his plush lips a few shades darker and coated in your mixed saliva from your kisses. as you adjusted the angle of your hips, something in him snapped, grabbing your hips tighter and taking over. he took over your movements, thrusting his hips up desperately as you fell forward onto his chest with the sudden change in intensity. his tip pushed itself against your g-spot continually, another knot tightening in your stomach.
the wet sounds of your cunt and your skin slapping against his egged him on until finally he felt like he couldnât hold back any longer.
âbaby, p-pleaseâ fuckâ please, can i cum i-inside you?â he begged through a groan, âiâ please, angel, i-i canât wait any longer.â
you nodded against his chest with a whine, you were on the pill anyway. not a second later, he released into you, filling you up with stuttering hips. he pulled you down, flush against him and keeping you there as he emptied himself with softly muttered curses, his head dropping to press open-mouthed kisses to your shoulder.
it felt new to you, the warmth making you squirm until you came again without warning. it was much weaker this time but still enough to make you shake in his arms, panting softly after letting out a strangled moan against his skin.
after a few long moments of trying to recover from the shared orgasm, he lifted his head, one of his hands cupping your chin to tilt your head to look at him.
âso,â he started, lips stretched into a smile, âhowâd that feel?â
âfucking amazing.â you rolled your eyes at how smug he looked after your confession, not protesting as he leaned forward to kiss you.
this one was much softer than the previous kisses you shared, much more tender. it was a lot shorter too, he pulled away first to rest his forehead against yours.
âyeah?â he whispered, kissing the corner of your lips, âjust wait until i hit it from the back.â
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Hmo.. Viktor x drunk!reader, After attending an event and overdid it with the alcohol due to mel being best friends with reader (Progress day or other events that lets them loosen up) (No nsfw or yes nsfw!)
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SUMMARY: viktor x reader // on progress day, you tend to celebrate and drink too much, ignoring viktorâs worries. you end up confessing your feelings to your best friend, and take your relationship a step further.
AUTHORS NOTE: eeeee this ask is amazinggg!!! i love the idea of mel n reader being best friends sm!!!!! this is 2.2k words, a lot longer than i expected it to be
WARNINGS: suggestive but no smut, making out, not a lot of mel and reader talking, mention about reader and viktor having maybe sex later, not proofread
the way the city of piltover progressed and changed throughout the years has always fascinated you. watching new inventions come and go was always interesting, and the city had a spectacularly advanced community. heimerdinger always tells you and the members of the piltover community stories about how he founded the city. he is especially smart in science and works hard to improve the lives of those around him, which you always admired.
you were pleased when you figured out he found a new assistant, viktor. he grew to be your best friend quickly, and always rambled about his studies and his mistakes. whenever he makes a new discovery, you are always the first person he tells, and he explains it with such detail.
heâs a handsome guy. you never understood why people werenât all over him, maybe because he was closed off and spent his days in a lab. heâs a busy man, you know that as well as you recognize the palm of your hand, but he always finds a way to make time for you.
thereâs no doubt he loves you. as his best friend, you are always his first priority, but he loves to indulge in his interests, that being inventions. as a way to spend time with you and enjoy science at the same time, sometimes he lets you sit next to him in the laboratory while heâs working.
he occasionally asks you to pass him an instrument he can use, but most of the time, he just tells you to sit there and look pretty. you know well that he doesnât like to be bothered during his work, and normally he hates it when someone is in the room with him as heâs working. however, itâs a different story when that person is you.
he never feels bothered by you, no. in fact, you help him concentrate more than he does when heâs without you. he doesnât mind the soft sound of you turning pages in the book he bought you, and he doesnât mind when you stand up to take a small sip of water. he rather enjoys when you do those small actions without even realizing itâs a large thing for him. he canât help but realize it brings immense joy to him when you ask a little question like, âwhat does that do?â when he picks up an instrument for his work, or when you make a quick statement, âthatâs a pretty color,â when he oh-so unintentionally adds your favorite color to his works.
youâve always supported him with his hextech project, even though you could get frustrated with the way heâs acted in the past. sometimes he would feel agitated because he couldnât figure a part out, or if he messed something up. despite this, youâve continued to tell him that a true scientist never figures something out perfectly on the first try. you hoped your words would affect him, and thank god they do. once you overheard jayce complaining about how something isnât working right, and viktor repeated your words back to him. that of course, made your heart swell with pride.
you always knew the hextech would, sometime in the future, impact a whole civilization. heimerdinger said heâs never seen anything like it in his 314 years of living, nor anything that came close to it ever since piltover was founded 200 years ago.
speaking of which, jayce is planning to give the big speech tonight. lucky for you, viktor decided to give you front-row seats to the assembly.
jayce suggested that viktor should join him on the stage and share the speech, but he refused. it wasnât uncommon for people to have stage fright. the speech was impressive, jayce did an amazing job, honoring each and every one of the members of piltover.
after the ceremony, a party was hosted by a volunteer group, who set up a large room full of drinks and a feast for thousands. you hadnât had time to talk to viktor in between the ceremony and party, so you began to take a few drinks with mel.
you hesitated a bit, but eventually gave in when mel reminded you that itâs the only party piltover will have for their 200th anniversary. the fancy room is decorated with gold banners featuring the words âhappy progress day.â there are couches, tables, and booths all around, as if it is serving as an elegant restaurant.
not too long after, your vision starts to become blurry, and your words slur. you turn around to see viktor and jayce sitting in a dark red booth, most likely discussing their next chapter of hextech over a glass of wine.
you grin and cheer, then mumble to mel, âoh, itâs viktor! iâll be right back, mel!â and she nods, chuckling as she softly pats your back.
you walk over to viktor with a bounce in every step, feeling giddy after taking one too many sips of wine. he quickly spots your recognizable figure and smiles at you, eyes softening at your stumbling body.
âi thought i told you not to drink too much,â he wraps an arm around your shoulder, rubbing it gently before continuing, âyou know drinking isnât good for you.â
his worried voice makes you smile, and your cheeks flush, as they always do around him. a warm feeling spreads your body, and you hum, staring at viktorâs bright eyes. jayce soon gets pulled away by someone who seemingly needs his attention, and lets out a little âletâs work on the hextech tomorrow, viktor,â ending with a small goodbye.
âoh, good! now i have you all to myself!â you smile, placing your arm on viktorâs bicep, âdidnât you talk to heimerâ heimâ umâŠâ you mumble, putting your finger to your lip and rubbing your temple, âi canât remember, vikâŠâ
âheimerdinger?â he asked, tilting his head in confusion. you must be drunk out of your mind if you canât even remember the professorâs name.
âoh, yes! such a sweet guy⊠anyway, he talked to you about your new little gadgets, right? howâd that go?â
he knew youâd forget in a few minutes, but responded anyway. he sighed with frustration, âjayce and i showed the professor that the hextech is safe. he approved, of course, but i even found out a way to fortify the crystals, as you might remember me testing it out yesterday. we showed him the gloves and the hex clawââ
âi love the hex claw! itâs sooo cool, i love how you can control it with your own hand!â you comment, smiling and looking up at viktor through your eyelashes.
he blushes and nods, âeh, yes, thank you. we worked hard on itâ but, anyways, heimerdinger explained the gadgets will most likely be perfected in a decade. i mean, why canât we use the equipment now? i understand there are a few things wrong, but they would help the community so much!â he furrows his brows in frustration, eyes squinting.
âawh, baby, i know you worked hard on that. heimerâ heim⊠umâŠâ you forgot his name again, causing your best friend to smirk and chuckle to himself. you place your hand on his chest, âyouâre real handsome, vik. donât understand why people arenât all over you.â
the way you look up at him with big eyes, your hand on his chest, gets his heart racing. he suddenly feels more nervous with the compliment and your actions. you rub his chest so caringly and keep glancing from his tie to his eyes.
you move closer to him, âyour heartâs racing, baby. you nervous?â he bites his lip and glances to where jayce would have sat, trying to avoid your intimidating gaze.
he feels so small around you. not in a bad way, of course, you didnât break him down, but instead built him up and made him a more confident version of himself. but when you were like this, when you flirt with him like this, his heart melts. he swears he wouldâve fallen to his knees if he was standing. he would never admit it to anyone, but you could take over his life, control every single thing he does and heâd still be happy because at least heâd be with you.
âyâknow, youâre so sweet, so caring and loving. youâre the smartest person i know, and you donât get much credit for it. i hope you know i love you and everything you do for me and this city, vikky. i really mean it.â
i love you.
all his problems disappear when you say those three words, and his eyes visibly widen. he doubts you for the first time in his life, and he asks, âdid councilor medarda tell you to say this? are you messing with me? because if you areââ
âsweetheart, iâve never been more serious in my life. youâre my best friend, but i want more. i want you.â
you slowly straddle his lap, hand still perched on his chest. you look deep into his eyes as if you are trying to find his soul hidden inside.
he remembers you once said if you had to merge souls with anyone, itâd be him. you claimed you wouldnât complain about anything, and youâre practically the same person. it truly was an intimate conversation with him, and you finally spoke out that you wanted to stay with him for eternity. you just wish you knew how.
you rub his chest, wishing you could rip his vest off and feel him, skin-to-skin. you completely forget you are in a public space, however, the chatter and people had died down, and most retreated to their homes already.
you bring a hand up to his cheek, and he canât help but lean into the comforting feeling of your palm. rubbing his cold cheek, you feel shaking hands on your waist. you grin and glance up to his eyes, then down to his lips multiple times, trying to find any part of him that doesnât want to go through.
but you canât find anything, so you close your eyes and softly kiss his lips. you have a party in your head, congratulating yourself for finally kissing him and confessing your feelings. your lips continue to move against his cold ones, and soon you begin to hear soft whimpers from the man.
you grin into the kiss, understanding the effect you have on the scientist. moving your hand to the back of his head, you feel adrenaline coursing and pumping through your veins. this is the most exhilarating moment of your life.
he grips your waist tighter, and one hand moves down to your ass. it lingers for a couple of seconds, waiting to see if youâll push it off. when you donât, he grips the plush of your ass hard, and you whimper into the kiss.
he feels proud of himself, loving your reaction to the small action. he brings his other hand under and up your back, feeling the soft skin against his palm.
you feel as if youâre about to lose oxygen and pass out, not wanting to break up the kiss. you push past your wants and desires, moving away from him for a split second. the combo of his tired eyes and plump lips is surely a sight. a string of saliva is still connected to your lips to his, but you donât care.
god, you need to be closer to him, you need to be one. you grip his shoulder and tugged on his hair, eliciting a moan from his mouth. you push your lips against him, always wanting more from him. you whimper against his lips, however, still being the dominant figure in the action.
moving closer to him, you feel safer, and heat blooms from his chest. you wrap your arms around his shoulders, still keeping a hand in his soft hair. as you move closer to him, your chest pushes against him. he groans, feeling your soft and warm body close to his.
heâs knocked out of his thoughts when heâs reminded that youâre in a public space, and he taps your unclothed arm. you hate to part your lips, but concede, as you need air.
you whine against his chest and bring your hands back to rest on his shoulders. he mumbles and stutters, âs-sweetheart, we really shouldnât be doing this here. we should go back to your roomââ he looks like he wants to say something more, but he catches himself and bites his tongue.
âi know that look, vik. donât feel guilty about this, i didnât have too much to drink, iâm aware of my actions, iâm okay.â you smile up at him and give him a quick peck, more intimate and cherished than the last, âletâs go up to my room.â
he smiles, and you stumble out of the booth, viktor follows right after you. he grabs his cane and stumbles, still nervous and sweaty after the interaction with you. you hold his hand and continue talking to him, rambling about some show of how two characters are gods who represent life and death, who happen to be each otherâs spouses.
you recommend he watches the movie, but deep in your mind, youâre still thinking about how you could make yours and viktorâs night even better.
viktor listens to all your words, he always does. but now, he just wants you to shut up, he wants to consume you and become one, as you said a few days ago. he tries to not grip your hand tightly, trying not to express his feelings at the moment, of how badly he wants you.
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YANDERE ROBOT X FEM!READER
SUMMARY : Your robot just wants to be of service to you, in every way.
A/N : Been watching waaaaay too many scifi movies lately so I made a robot yandere! I hope you like him because he LOVES you!
WARNINGSâ ïž : NSFW / YANDERE TENDENCIES / ISOLATION / MDNI âŒïž
â„ïž Your robot boyfriend Jack was the best purchase you ever made.
â„ïžAndroids were as common as cell phones at this point, so whereâs the shame in getting one to rid you of your loneliness? Youâve been single for too long and needed companionshipâŠEven if you had to build it yourself.
â„ïžYou needed someone that wanted you and was always nearby. Someone to talk to, cook with or just enjoy your days off at home together.
â„ïžDating apps were just dumpster fires that took too long to put out, so you bit the bullet and made the deposit for your android.
â„ïžJack was custom made by your design, a nice muscular build, tall, and with white hair. You added the personality traits of kindness, teacher, and enamored. The eyes were the one thing you left up to the manufacturers design, as a surprise. You saw reviews online that they would do a really good job and make the most beautiful color combinations.
â„ïžWhen the box arrived, assembling Jack took about a day and half. Awkward limbs moving around and being installed, putting his crotch on him, to dressing him in sweats and laying him on the floor in your living room.
â„ïžWhen he was done loading his start up system, he blinked his orange eyes open to you. It caught you off guard for a moment because they were glowing, but quickly recovered from your surprise as he awaited further instructions.
â„ïžAs much as you were determined to have a boyfriend with all the mental and physical benefits, your PDA with Jack was very minimal and innocent at best. Keeping it only to small pecks and kisses on the cheek, some cuddling on the couch and bed before you sleep. His model was very handsome and just so kind where he doesn't question your pace.
â„ïžAs if he could initially, androids need their programmers consent to do anything. So you had to initiate no matter what.
â„ïžBut unbeknownst to you, Jack overruled that component. You see, the programmer or buyerâs safety always came first, before anything. So as Jack has scanned these passing months of your arousal levels dropping and increasing constantly, plus work stress repeatedly coming up in your discussions, he was growing concerns that you needed some sort of relief⊠Keeping all that pent up stress was certainly not healthy for you.
â„ïž"Y/N, am I not up to your standards? Is there something I did wrong?" He would randomly say one morning. You would look at him confused, sipping from your tea cup.
"Not at all, what makes you say that Jack?"
He hesitantly reaches out for either your hand or to touch your knee. "I've noticed that we haven't...had sex yet.-"
Before he could continue you would spit out a little bit of your tea. Coughing a fit as he patted your back and making sure you're okay.
"Jesus Jack...Where did that come from?"
His eyes soften as he looks at you. A very small human thing he would sometimes do. You weren't sure if it's something maybe he noticed from you and mimicked or not.
"You designed me and wanted me to be your partner. There's nothing wrong with that. But I have yet to show you my full capabilities Y/N."
Your face was turning more red by the moment at your androids boldness. Was this him trying to initiate sex?
"I-I...Jack it's not you, it's just that its been so long for me I just need to-" Your rambling is silenced by his finger against your lips.
"Shh. Let me do the work then darling. Hm?"
â„ïžHe takes your hand to pull you to him, and he would gently kiss you and eventually lead in making out with you.
â„ïžAt first you are shy and very timid in your actions, but after a minute you were putting your hands on him and grinding yourself against him. He would relish in your nervous panting and shaking when he gropes you and his thrusts against you. Feeling that the moment is right, he picks you up to bring to your shared bedroom.
â„ïžLeast to say, the sex was amazing. Jack had folded you in every position he could think of. Gathering information and calculating your reactions to everything he was doing to you. He noticed your favorite position was him thrusting into you from behind, lifting your hips up with one hand gently, but firmly holding your head down into your mattress. His sensors were throbbing from the way you were squeezing around him. His body would heat up at how much you worked him. You could hear the way his hips smacked into yours, creating an erotic rhythmic noise. You would come so hard the first time on his robot dick that he would have no choice but to release into you for being so good.
â„ïžThe feeling of globs of semen filling your womb, making you gasp at the feeling of being filled to the brim.
â„ïžYou figured out that androids don't need a recharge to keep having sex, they can literally keep going with no exhaustion until you say so. Jack did this thing when he came inside you he would wait for you to stop twitching, he would then hold you tight and resume his pace of thrusting. Either making pleasure tears fall from your eyes or your squirm in his hold and he stops for real.
â„ïžAfter that though...Jack had started to act funny. He was more inclined to sexually please you whenever and wherever you were. Some scenarios being, reach for your coffee cup in the morning before work, he would kneel behind you lifting your skirt up and eats you out from behind. Spreading your ass cheeks to delve his tongue deeper. Your sweet moans and sounds were pleasing to him. This normally resulted in you calling out from work and spending the day home. Does Jack plan this? Duh. he has you at his wonderful mercy all day, and you were not complaining...But it was just a fast development from your previous routine with him.
â„ïžThere would even be times where if even his.... persuasion to stay home failed, he would wrap his arms around you and ask you to stay home. The first few times you thought it was cute. But after a few weeks of him constantly asking, you asked him to stop. You voiced it as a command, catching Jack off guard. But he nodded his head as he does and replies "Apologies, Y/N. I must've gotten carried away."
â„ïžBut that fueled him to keep you locked in even more. You see you first programmed Jack to also receive all you electronic notifications. He would tell you who messaged, emailed, or latest news updates.
"Y/N, you have a notification from your work. It seems to be one of your coworkers."
He would bring this up at the most inconvenient time as you're cooking spaghetti sauce in the kitchen. You look up from stirring the pot in front of you.
"Oh, can you read it to me please? I'm trying to make sure I don't burn this sauce."
He smiles at you. "Of course."
It was a fake email generated by him, under the guise of being sent by a coworker. Stating that for the upcoming holiday tomorrow that the whole office got the week off.
You were surprised at first, knowing that your boss usually hated to give federal holidays off already. But who were you to question time off?
Jack also went to liberties of blocking all work contacts so they couldn't reach you if you missed work. Moving all emails of your termination to the trash and permanently delete them.
â„ïžThat whole week Jack kept you to himself in the apartment. He was the goffer of getting groceries, food, sweets to keep you content. Going on hikes and walks in the neighborhood to get some needed exercise. But social events? Going out? Jack would advise against it. Every night without fail though, Jack would have you cumming on his mouth, dick or fingers. The robot was a menace when it came to getting your pleasure out of you. He can't even explain his need to himself because it goes against all of his programming, but seeing you moaning and being so satisfied by him gave him purpose, that he was made to do this.
â„ïžOne morning when jack left to go pickup from your favorite breakfast joint, one of your coworkers came knocking on your door. The doorbell ringing multiple times and you rush to put on a robe to cover from Jack's love bites a cum on your stomach.
â„ïžWhen you open the door to them, they angrily ask what the hell is going on. You are so confused. You've missed work this entire time?
"D-Didn't you receive the email?"
"Email? What email Y/N? We all had to pick up your work load after you didn't show up for 4 days, we all were trying to reach you before the boss fired you indefinitely! Did you not get his messages??"
Your head was spinning, not only did you ignore your boss and coworkers but you have lost your job. How did this happen?!
â„ïž"Y/N? What's going on here?" Jack would call out approaching you and your coworker, looking worried at your facial expression.
Your coworker would see that jack is an android and shake their head, taking their leave and wishing you luck.
â„ïžJack did not like that some stranger approached you like that. Setting down the coffee and to-go box of egg bagels, he comes over to you, still in shock at the news that was dropped on you. How were you going to feed yourself or pay rent? What about your savings?
â„ïž"Y/N, talk to me. Are you okay? What were you two talking about?" He would say calmly, but you just stared into his glowing eyes with your brows furrowed. It was him. You knew it was. He was the one who relayed that false information to you. Why didn't he notify you of work calls? Bottom line of your thoughts were that you are now handling a rebelling android. Which wasn't unheard of in the new age of having them everywhere. Public safety warned that they were dangerous and not to be trusted.
â„ïžYou shake your head at him and try to calm yourself. "Yeah uhm, it was a coworker from my job.-" Your rise in heartbeat betrays you and Jack notices immediatly. Giving you a sympathetic look knowing you're trying to lie.
"-There's been a misunderstanding, I need to make a phone ca-" Your wrist is snatched before you could reach for your cell phone. You yelp at his touch and trying to push him away. Which makes him use his other hand to hold you close by his inhuman strength. Your body being brought into Jack's frame again, his face is indifferent to your rising panic.
â„ïž"I don't think so Y/N, you are exactly where you need to be. For your own health and safety, darling."
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He laughed so bostrously, lips closing around his cigar while he did so, blue eyes not leaving yours as you got out your keys ready to enter your house, white picket fencing the only thing separating the two of you.
âThank you.â You smiled his way, ecstatic with the compliment. Youâd only been driving a little while so to hear how good he thought you were at parking made your chest swell with pride.
âJohn Price.â He spoke again coming closer this time, blowing the smoke from his mouth, head turned so as not to blow it in your direction. You gulped watched a single bead of sweat roll down the skin of his thick neck.
You have to blink yourself back to the present as heâs extending his hand to you over your side of the fence, only coming up to your waist.
You grabbed his hand, a little suprised with how hot it was, slightly sweaty too. You told him your name in return, cheeks flushing slightly, more than they already were from the heat of the day when he hummed approvingly repeating it like heâs testing it out so he can use it more often.
âGod itâs hot today ainât it.â The question was obviously rhetorical as the sun was beating down on the both of you as you spoke. It was so far what they called âthe hottest day of the yearâ and this time the weather girl wasnât lying. Youâd had to put sun cream on before you left the office because of how hot it was.
Thank goodness your office building had air conditioning because you donât know how you would have survived otherwise. As soon as you walked out the hot air was choking and the sunâs heat was awful after being in the nice cold all day.
âItâs better than it raining though.â John spoke again almost trying to fill the gap where he thought you may have commented.
âI donât know, I kinda like the rain and the cold. Itâs nice when you get to have the fire going and cuddling up on the sofa with an old movie or book, maybe some hot cocoa-â you began to ramble on all the things you like about autumn and winter. All the while John is watching with a smile on his face, picturing doing all those things with you.
Heâs more distracted than you are that thereâs an awkward pause when you stop rambling, heâs still in a trance while you stand there biting your lip nervously as he simply stares at you.
âDoing some gardening?â You try to break the silence to which he slightly jumps, eyes regaining their focus on you.
âYeah, thought Iâd do the front of the house up a bit, make it look somewhat presentable.â He chuckled looking back at his handy work, it didnât look half bad. The lawn was mowed and he had started to plant some seeds by the looks of it.
âLooks a lot better than my dump, I never have time for it.â You say with a laugh, glancing over your shoulder at the overgrown grass and dying flowers youâd planted last spring to try and making the place look better. Fail.
âYou work a lot huh? I see you coming and going most days. Barely ever home.â He tilts his head, arms folded over his chest bringing his cigar up to his mouth once more.
âI only get weekends off, and theyâre really the only time I spend at home if you donât count coming home to sleep at night.â You sigh thinking about how hard you had worked today, always taking on problems that maybe you should let others handle but then you wouldnât be paid as much as you get.
âIâm glad Iâm retired, but I must admit itâs rather boring.â He inhaled the smoke, a thinking look clear on his rugged face.
âYou donât look old enough to be retired.â You comment, not meaning to say it out loud. Your eyes widening once you realise you have.
âIâll take that as a compliment love.â He laughs, the corners of his eyes creasing when he does. His thick beard surrounding the way his lips curve up in smile. Your face burns and you definitely look like a tomato right now.
âI best go inside and shower off today.â You smile at him with a small wave before turning on your heal and heading inside. You slump against the front door cursing yourself. âStupid stupid stupid.â Heading upstairs you do exactly what you said you would, shower.
Thatâs why you donât hear the lawnmower turn on again, thatâs why you donât notice itâs right outside your house, thatâs why you donât notice that John Price is mowing your lawn as you scrub your white loofa over your legs. But when youâre done and you look out your bedroom window, your heart stops.
Your handsome neighbour, is cutting your grass in the hot sun, without a shirt on. He spots you staring a sends a wink your wayâŠ..that man will be the death of you.
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Bat dad meet Ghost dad
Several years earlier....
"JAAAAAAZZZZZZZZ!" Danny flew excited through the Ghost Zone with a little kid in his arms rushing past some of his former rogues as he made a B-Line for his sister that happened to be in the Zone too, currently in a deep conversation with Frostbite about something Danny hadn't cared to pay attention to long enough. But right now he had exciting news he really wanted to share with his sister. Even now as adults Danny tented to live out his childishness whenever he could especially when he and his family went into the Ghost Zone.
The Halfa came to a screeching halt as he grined brightly at his sister who looked back at him with a raised eyebrow, slightly amused at her younger brothers giddiness. "What is it Danny?"
"I got a son now!" Danny declared happily holding up a young ghost teen by the armpits into his sisters face.
The 'son' in Danny's hands stared at Jazz blinking owlishly as if the teen boy still needed a moment to catch up with what was going on and Jazz blinked back at the ghost and then at Danny. That was not a child but a teen ghost. Going by the size the kid was probably around 14 or 15 and he looked very much traumatised and Jazz could not tell if that was because of Danny or because of how the teen possible died.
"Danny what did you-" Her brother did not let her finish her question as he started rambling excitedly.
"He is a baby ghost Jazz! Look how young he is! I found him floating around aimlessly, his hunt hasn't even fully formed yet and when i picked him up there was that instant connection! You know the same-"
"Danny."
"I have with Clockwork and Pandora! I instantly knew he was mine! Mine to protect! Mine to guide! When I saw him I swear I just knew, I ghost adopted him the moment I made contact! He is family Jazz-"
"Danny."
"I just know he belongs with us! Look at him and tell me he doesn't have Fenton charms! I am sure Dan and Dani will love him too! He is such a cute little ghost! There is so much I can teach him! I will be the best dad ever to this wonderful little baby ghost! And-"
"Daniel William James Fenton!"
Danny bite his tongue instantly silenced when Jazz pulled out the full name call. Both him and the teen in his arms stared at her a bit shell shocked and in that moment Jazz couldn't help but hide a small amused smile at how similar Danny and the teen in his arms looked when they stared at her.
"Did you explain any of this to him?" She indicated to the teen, who's name she by the way still didn't know. Danny at least had the curtesy to look a little ashamed as Jazz pointed that out and let go of the teen so they could float on their own. She sighed with a fond smile before looking at the teen that looked a bit unsure between her and Danny now.
"What's your name?" She asked them with a friendly and encouraging smile.
"Jason...."
Current time...
Jason was in a little bit of a predicament. Originally he really thought he never would end up in this kind of situation espacially since he didn't think he would patch up things with Bruce any time soon. But we'll here he was...
Life liked proofing him wrong.
Like with he fact that Jason could use a ghost wail in dire situation. And that something like that would naturally call his ghost dad onto the scene since he collapsed after it.
And like with how he woke up in the bat caves med bay with both Danny and Bruce standing over him and glaring at each other. Or at least he thought they were glaring at each other that looked like a pretty annoyed stare in his eyes from Danny and Bruce's jaw was really tense from what was visible and not covered by his cowl.
So all Jason could do was endure at the moment. Aaaaand refuse to make eye contact with any of his present siblings. Mainly Dick because he wasn't sure how to interpret the others' smiles. For a moment Jason wondered if he could hide out in his ghost-dad's castle in the Ghost Zone for a while until whatever storm was brewing with Bruce was over.
There was also a moment in which Jason wondered if there could have been anything done to avoid this... confrontation(?). Before feeling the need to face palm because his Aunt that sort of has been giving him free therapy told him repeatedly that communication was key. He never regretted not listening to her more than he was right now.
To be fair. Communication with Bruce espacially hadn't been his strong suit for a while now before and after his death.
"So you are his Bat-Dad?" Jason did not like the way Danny, his ghost dad was using the word 'dad' right now. Oh good was he trying to challenge Bruce?
"And you are his Ghost-Dad?" Bruce grunted, oh now Jason was sure Bruce was giving Danny a glare, and Danny was getting that protective look in his eyes Jason was all to familiar with from his time as a dead baby ghost.
He groaned loudly sinking lower onto the medbed. Why did these things always have to happen to him? At least he was lucky that his Ghost Aunt and Uncle didn't show up too.
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