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This is the only art trend that matters to me rn
#minecraft story mode#mcsm#jack mcsm#mcsm nurm#nurm mcsm#mcsm jack#mcsm season 2#this is even funnier bc i think nurm kills more people in the game than jacl#like#that prisonbreak scene in ep 3?????#SOMEONE GET MY MAN INTO A RAGE ROOM đđ#DAMN#UGH I JUST REALISED THE COLOUR OFF KMS#I HAD MY BRIGHTNESS DOWN đ#sighhh#One sec#My colourful style is catching up with me#Nurm was NEON dude đ#Damn đđ#IT STILL LOOKS OFF#UGH I CANT BE BOTHERED#SIGH#I'm not used to using normal colours god damn#THE COLOURS ARE GENUINELY SO DIFFERENT ON MY TABLET WHAT
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So ya know how every company has that one fashionista employee? Like bro this is an office not a runwayđ Today I found out that I'm fashionista employee đ§
But like I slayed and really that's all that matters.... Why was I the only one popping off like did I miss something are we just not dressing up anymore?!?đ„Č
#We had a company wide conference today so everyone was there but it didn't hit me till I got home and was mid deaccessorizing đ#Obviously it was a work appropriate outfit but boots the house down âïž#this bitch is yapping#What can I say I like looking good đ#My dress was dressing my curls were curling and my lipgloss was glossing nothing more you can ask for imo đ
#đeven my compact mirror matched! it was so cute!#Business casual ain't what it used to be đđ#On the bright side our new company shirts look nice and I'm so taking a fabric marker to the design on the back đ
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b.katsuki x reader (fem) | prohero!bakugou x ex!reader (civilian)
a.n; HEAVY ANGST. PREPARE YOUSELVES TO CRY LIKE BABIES (like i did while writing thisđ). Also, heavily inspired by this scene of a k-drama (LINK), but it doesn't follow the story of it or anything. I only used a little bit of the dialogue cuz đđđđ
02:01 a.m.
It's very late at night and Katsuki knows he shouldnât be here. The moon is up in the night sky, shining bright, and the cold, winter wind would chill any other personâs bones. Yet he runs hot, so his level of cold is minimal; still, he wears his puff jacket, zipped up, and hands inside his pockets. The hoody over his head conceals his person a bit, yet itâs not necessary considering how cold it is no soul is wandering the streets. No sane person would willingly take a night walk in this weather.
Thanks to the old hag and dad for the quirk they give him, he literally is a walking human heater.
Thatâs what you used to call him.Â
Katsuki sighs, the air he breathes out creating a mist that evaporates quickly due to the weather. He knows for sure youâd be cold right now. He would never admit it out loud, but even though the cold made it a tiny bit hard for him to use his quirk to its full potential, he liked the cold thanks to you. Or well, he liked the fact that you would stick to his side and be all over him thanks to how warm he was.
Your own personal human heater, itâs what you mockingly called him, smiling as you hide your face in his neck, arms hugging his torso inside his opened jacket âthe same one heâs currently wearing, that you gifted him for one of his birthdays. Your body would stick so close to his, like trying to become one with him. Bakugou Katsuki would never admit it out loud, but he loved that you did that. He loved that you were so small compared to him that you would practically disappear from view whenever his body shielded yours. He loved that your cold nose over the skin of his neck made him want to purr like some stupid cat, spreading tingles all over his body.Â
He loved that you used him for warmth when you were cold.
He loved you. He still fucking does. He loves you so fucking much it hurts.
And he knows youâre probably cold now.
And heâs not your human heater anymore. That hurts even more.
Katsuki sighs again, the vapor of his breath colliding with his face once again, as he stops in his tracks looking down at his shoes. He doesnât need to look to know where he is. He has been taking this route on purpose for the last month.
He doesnât know why he is doing this to himself. Maybe he is a fucking masochist who loves getting his heart beaten bloody and in pain. Yeah, maybe thatâs it. Or maybe is because he still loves you and he couldnât get you out of his head since Izuku shot him with the news.
Youâre back. You're back in Japan. You even made your dream come true and opened a cozy coffee shop in the center of Tokyo, like you always wanted.
Katsuki had stayed. He stayed in Japan. He even made his own dream come true and became a successful pro hero, ranking number 2 âright behind Deku, but always competing with him for the first spot that goes up and down between the two. Like he always wanted.
You both got what you wanted. Except not all.
He doesnât understand why he is here, in front of your little coffee shop crossing the street. Maybe he just wants a peek at you, a short glance at who youâve become. Yet he knows. He knows youâre the freaking best. He knows youâre successful, you have always been fucking number one at everything you did. And your little business isnât the exception. It is the talk of the city. He even saw a publicity of it on the TV yesterday. He had smiled proudly, thinking, âThatâs my girlâ. He had slapped his face in correction. You werenât his anymore. He was not yours anymore. You two weren't together any-fucking-more.
Yet, here he is, yearning for a little glimpse of you like the air he needs to live.
Itâs very late at night, it shouldnât be even possible for you to be at the little shop at this hour. But if he knows you better, which he fucking does, he knows youâre there. Staying after hours to clean and let everything be prepped for the next day, like the overachiever little thing you are and always have been.
When Katsuki finally raises his head and looks, his eyes find you with ease. Your shop has glass walls, so it isnât very difficult to distinguish where you are inside and what youâre doing. Your little form comes and goes around the empty shop, putting the last little Christmas decorations around. He chuckles, he was right, youâre still there. Figures.
He watches from a distance like he has been doing for the last month. He hadnât run into you yet, considering his apartment is on the other side of the city âand fuck, yes, he has been avoiding patrols on this side where your coffee shop is. Call him a coward, he doesnât fucking care. However, Izuku had bumped into you. He said you hugged him tightly, almost cried even, saying how much you have missed everyone. It made Katsuki wonder if he was included.
He snorts. Wouldnât his wretched heart love that. Fucking masochist.
Katsuki watches you struggle a bit with an old ladder that you set right at the open door of the shop, clearly intending to climb it, decorations on your hands to put right over the frame. He frowns when you climb two steps and the ladder trembles. Fuck, you're fucking serious?? Itâs pretty clear the thing is old enough to already be made barbecue fire. Why the hell do you have that thing?? After youâve climbed almost half of it and still donât reach the frame, the stupid ladder shaking like is about to fucking break under you, his worry said enough. His legs move fast, almost without will, but fully knowing youâre about to kiss the fucking floor thanks to that old ladder if he doesnât move quickly.Â
When he gets closer, he hears the distinctive crack of wood and your small worried gasp as you fall. You never get to touch the floor, because Bakugou Katsuki is already there, catching you on time.
Your eyes find his, opened wide in surprise. The warmth you used to hold in them is still there, capturing him like a moth stuck in honey, and he feels like he can breathe again.
âKatâ BakugouâŠâ The almost slip of his name doesnât go unnoticed by either of you, tinting your cheeks in a cute shade of pink. Ah, yes, the little sparks inside his being you produced every time you even looked at him are still there too. He thought he had already extinguished them. But no, theyâre still there.
âH-hi,â he wanted his voice to sound more sure, more firm. Yet it sounded like his throat was dry and constricted. Like he was holding back a fucking cry âwhich is true.
His eyes are glued to yours, his arms hold you tight against his body as both your breathing go back to normal. He doesnât want to be the first one to break with any contact, so he waits. He enjoys this little bubble thatâs been created between you two after years of not knowing anything about each other. Of being so far away from each other that Katsuki felt for the first time the piercing cold everyone talks about in winter. It literally felt like years of winter for him. A cold and merciless winter that made his heartache burn. And now, a simple touch, a closeness of your body to his, and he feels like spring just bloomed again.
How fucking pathetic of him.
âHi,â you finally answer back, your breath colliding with his face. He breathes it in, feeling like that is just all he needs to survive âat least for one more second. The shy smile that adorns your face makes him want to smother you in kisses all over your face like he used to do. But he canât. He fucking canât now.
âI⊠Thanks,â your beautiful smiling eyes make him want to punch his stomach so the damn butterflies stop fluttering.
âYour ladder was fucking old,â he complains, putting your feet back on the ground.
Your giggles sound like the symphony of heaven in Katsukiâs ears.
âI know, I shouldnât have trusted it would help me at all.â
âYou could have had a stupid accident, dumbass,â he squats to pick up the broken pieces of the ladder and what was left of it under your watch.
He doesnât see the way you smile at him, but he hears you say, âSome things never change, huh?â
Youâre right. His feelings for you would never change. And, fucking hell, he tried. He tried so hard not to feel anything for you all these years. Yet every mention of your name made him melt like a weak ass marshmallow in a hot chocolate drink. He even found himself daydreaming about seeing you, talking to you, touching you in any way you would let him.
Again, how fucking pathetic.
Bakugou Katsuki hasnât stopped loving you since the day you parted ways.
It had been a mutual decision. He was very focused on his training and work to be a pro hero; lots of agencies wanted him to join. You were surrounded by options too, yet you decided to quit any hero dream you once had and chose to live a mundane, quiet life. Thatâs when Thirteen offered to speak of you to a colleague in the USA for a scholarship to join a cooking course. Katsuki saw your eyes shine lively, happy when you told him.
He knew then and there that you were going away from him. And he was not going to stop you. You had your dream, he had his. He was never going to make you choose between him and your dream. Because if he had to pick between you and his own, he would have picked his dream. Donât misunderstand, he loved you, and still does, to death. But both of you were young, kids trying to find a path in the new world left after the war. Healing, failing, succeeding. Sometimes tripping down and getting back up. You were simply kids trying to understand life. Not that it has been any easier as adults, on the contrary. But now the circumstances are different. All of you have matured, gotten wise even. And itâs that same wisdom that made Katsuki not reach out to you again, despite his all-consuming feelings for you.
Bakugou Katsuki is now pro hero Dynamight, one of the most successful heroes of this generation. Which also means, he is a target most of the time. Villains hate him as much as he hates them.
Katsuki would cut his own hands himself if something ever happened to you, especially if it was because of him.
âWhere do you want this trash?â He asks standing up and looking back at you. Your eyes shine, glassy and watering looking under the night lights. His chest tightens when he realizes youâre holding back tears. Fuck, he canât look at you, or heâll start fucking crying too.
âT-thereâs⊠ummâŠâ you clear your throat, trying to find your normal voice. âThereâs a small closet at the back of the shop, on the left side. Just throw it there.â
Katsuki nods, entering the nice coffee shop and following your directions. This whole interaction is more than he expected, more than he hoped for. He has been watching you from afar, like a pathetic stalker. Avoiding to breathe in the same direction you did. Because of this.
The tears. The yearning. The fucking love that clouded every sense in him. All for you.
When he walks back to the front of the shop, he finds you sitting at one of the small tables for two. Youâre holding a cup of something, and another waits for him in the seat in front of you.
Katsuki takes one deep breath in before walking towards where you are. He sits but you donât look at him, youâre looking down at the cup between your small hands. He slightly smiles, he knows what youâre doing. Your hands are always cold, so you like holding the cup between your hands with anything warm in it to try to warm them. You have done this since he could remember, and that thought makes his insides sparkle. You havenât changed at all.
Yet many things have changed.
The sweet and warm smell of hot chocolate fills his nostrils, and the smile widens on his face as he sees the contents of his cup. Katsuki isnât the type to like sweet things, yet your hot chocolate has always been his weakness.
He hasnât had it in years, since you moved away to another continent, so he can avoid to enjoy quite thoroughly the first sip. And yeah, it tastes just as he remembers. All you.
Thereâs silence. He doesnât push a conversation and neither do you. You both just drink your hot cocoa and wait. Wait for anyone to gather some courage and say something.
Thereâs so much to say, so much to ask, so much to answer. Yet the bubble is nice and cozy, Katsuki really doesnât want to be the one to pop it.
Right at the last sip of the drink, you are the one who decides to finally pop the bubble.
âI know,â itâs all you say, and Katsuki understands it perfectly.
You know he has been around. You know he has been watching from afar, carefully protecting you from the shadows. You know he has sent Izuku and Eijirou more times than he cares to admit just so he knew you were okay, safe. You know it had been Katsuki the one who dealt with that piece of trash who left the shop without paying and sent the money via mailing to you. You know he was the one who hung the big sign of your shop after it fell due to a strong windy day. You know he has been aware of every one of your moves around the shop for a month.
You know.
âI was⊠I didnât want to-...â His voice breaks when he looks up and sees the tears running down your cheeks. His own eyes fill with uncontrollable tears he knows he wonât be able to hold back any longer either.
For the first time, Katsuki thinks his heart wonât survive this.
Despite this, he smiles genuinely at you and asks, âH-how have you been doing?â
You donât break eye contact as you clean the tears from your face and murmur a simple, âGood.â
Katsuki knows himself well, and he knows he is a complete bastard. Because it pisses him off. It makes him mad that youâre good when he carries this turmoil of feelings for you that are making him go insane day by day.
He feels his insides bursting, all the emotions spilling out from his being pathetically as he cries in front of you. âReally?â One nod in answer. And he canât stand looking at your facade of neutral features as tears keep escaping your eyes in betrayal.
Katsuki snorts, forearms leaning over the table and his head hanging low, âWhy it fuckinâ annoys me that youâre doing well? Damn it.â
âYou donât actually mean thatâŠâ
âI do, I always mean everything I fuckinâ say,â he leans back against the chair, eyes going back to yours. His probably are even redder thanks to his tears, just like yours already look puffy from yours.
Katsuki decides then that this is the moment. This is the moment to finally pour out everything he has been carrying inside for you.
âBecause you see, as Iâm sure youâre aware now, day by fuckinâ day, Iâm dying a little more inside without you. And youâre justâ doing well.â
The sudden cry that leaves your being makes him want to hold you, and the little sobs only sink him more into the pit of feelings he named âY/Nâ. Because he hasnât been able to get out of it, nor has he actually put enough effort to, swimming there painfully pleasantly.
And yet⊠there you are. Doing well.
So well, that you are going to marry another guy.
Katsuki stretches his arm over the table and reaches without struggle the wrist of one of your hands that hides your crying face. You let him bring that hand toward the table, and he holds it in between his. He smiles again; he was right, your hands are always cold.
âY-you waitedâŠâ you weep, your other hand resting over your chest, right where your heart is.
He nods, âI waitedâŠâ
You close your eyes, head going to a side and sobbing again. It hurts him so much to see you like this, just as much as the thought of another man being the carer of that precious heart of yours.
âOh, KatsukiâŠâ
The way you whimper his name like it physically hurts you, made him want to vomit. It brought a new deep pain to his chest that he doubts he is ever going to recover from.
Thereâs silence again, both of you sniffing and trying to gather your emotions back in control.
He doesnât know why he came here. Probably he needed a confirmation of what Izuku told him after his first encounter with you.
âSheâs going to marry, Kacchan,â Izukuâs words had been like an ice-cold bucket of water thrown at his back, leaving him breathless and distressed. But it didnât compare with the next bomb, âbecause sheâs pregnant. She wanted the ceremony to be here, in commemoration of her parents.â
He pucked right then and there; Izuku being the best fucking friend he always has been tended to Katsukiâs breakdown that day. The nerd even held him in a tight hug as he bawled his soul out.
But again, the pain doesnât compare to the living proof right in front of his eyes now.
The hand heâs holding in between his is the one where an engagement ring adorns your beautiful finger. A ring that should have been from him, and not that other guy.
The very discreet little bump on your abdomen he got to feel when he caught you when you fell from the old ladder makes him boil with frustration. That should have been his little brat inside you, and not the other guyâs.
Bakugou Katsuki really feels like a sword has stroked right through the middle of his heart.
And it doesnât matter anymore, heâs going to die watching from afar how the love of his life is being united to another guy. Well, you already are.
Ah.Â
Katsuki didnât mind the cold. The quirk his parents gave him made him run hot most of the time.Â
Yet, from now on, Katsuki thinks heâs going to feel the piercing cold everyone talks about in winter forever.
He thinks heâs going to hate the cold now.
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After Midnight
Caroline (KK) Harvey x Fem!Reader
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synopsis: flirting with the star hockey player at the frat party isnât what you would normally do, but itâs after midnight and something about the lights is making everything a little hazy.
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a/n: GUYS PLEASE. PLEASE IGNORE THIS. iâm sorry iâve betrayed all my morals⊠but i cant sit idly by while my fellow kk lovers suffer⊠i hope you all enjoy!!
After Midnight - Chappell Roan
warnings: not proofread!!!, ALCOHOL!!! we are in a FRAT people!!, some swearing ofc, super brief barely there mentions of violence and such, kk is taller than reader by like an inch suck it idc i do what i want, super brief mention of y/n having hair (length unspecified), idk like a bit of kissing and some somewhat suggestive thoughts⊠y/n is a freak đ, iâve never flirted with anyone before how do you do this, so probs inaccurate, i donât know anything about hockey just prefacing this, i also donât know how college works rip, as chappell roan said: âi love a little drama, letâs start a bar fight, cause everything good happens after midnightâ
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âShit, babe, you look fuckinâ hot.â
This entire night is almost painful for you. Stepping out of your comfort zone on any level is always an adjustment, but trading your early nights in with homework and Netflix for a sexy dress showing everything in all the right and wrong places- is especially hard.
You almost cringe touching the velvet fabric of your revealing dark red shirt, staring at someone in the mirror you donât even recognize.
âJackie,â you mumble to your best friend and roommate, âI think itâs.. too much.â
Jackie tilts her head to the side, short dirty blonde hair swaying with the movement. Sheâs only humoring you, you can tell. ïżœïżœïżœNope. Perfect.â
You look at the pictures stuck in the slats of the mirror. Pictures of you, Jackie, and the other girl in your trio, Tyla, faces pressed together in bright smiles from various adventures from your freshman year at college.
It was such a relief when Jackie was the sweetest girl and an amazing person to share a dorm with, but when she brought along her best friend Tyla from a few doors down- the three of you fell into a quick and beautiful friendship, like the ones in the movies.
Jackie and Tyla were definitely more on the party girl side than the study girl side, but that was what was so great about your friendship. You reminded them that they did in fact have homework, and they pushed you to do things like this every once in a while.
This was the first time you had ever suggested it. Midterms were over- it would be wrong to not celebrate. To breathe in the few seconds you had left as a freshman, before it all got turned up again for sophomore year.
âOkay,â Jackie breathes, clasping her hands in front of her chest. âTake a deep breath, babe. The fit is a lot, yes, but itâs gorgeous. I mean, damn, where have you been hiding that ass?â
You bite your lip, eyes tearing away from the pictures, meeting Jackieâs eyes in the reflection.
âMy ass does look really good,â you concede.
âHell yeah it does!â Jackie shouts, smiling brightly. âDonât be nervous, okay? Itâs just some random frat party. We can go sit outside if it gets too much.â
Itâs break. Itâs Friday night. You look good, however uncomfortable you are.
âFuck,â you mumble. âYeah. Yeah, Iâm good.â
âYouâre good?â
âIâm just gonna do a few shots when we get there.â
âThatâs my girl.â
Jackie thinks for a moment. âBesides, I think itâs a party to celebrate the girls hockey team winning a game, or something like that. The attention is gonna be far away from you. ButâŠâ
She trails off, picking at a piece of thread hanging from her comforter.
âWhat?â You ask, heart jumping to your throat in fear.
âDylan might be there,â she shrugs.
Ugh.
Dylan.
Dylan wasnât even that big of a problem, just a boy you had overzealously dated right when you got to college, when you were adjusting and still kind of lonely, only to find out his obsessive, stalker-ish personality was literal hell to be in a relationship with.
After maybe a week of constant love-bombing and clinginess, you broke up with him- and he tried for literal months to get your attention before he finally seemed to give up.
Once in a while, youâd see him at these parties, and heâd stare at you in a way that was probably supposed to be sexy, but was only weird and uncomfortable.
âWho gives a fuck about him?â You ask, your own surprise reflected in Jackieâs face.
âDamn, girl. Yeah, youâre fuckinâ right. Who gives a fuck about his sad ass?â
âI donât,â you scoff, refusing to let him ruin your night.
The bathroom door slams open suddenly, revealing Tyla in an even more revealing black dress. Skin tight with cut outs showing her dark skin.
âJesus Christ, I pity the other girls at that bar.â Tyla runs her hands down her sides, smiling brightly in a way that can only be joking.
And you laugh, and you laugh when she softly bumps you away from the mirror and admires herself even more.
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Because of this rash decision to go out, Tyla hadnât done her usual shopping for the pregame so you were forced to go to the party early- which Tyla actually groaned at and complained about how âembarrassingâ it was. But after a few shots, that embarrassment fell away and she was back to being the funny, confident girl you knew her as.
You talked amongst the three of you, and with the two boys who were acting as bartenders, until more and more people slowly started filing in and the sky got dark. It was probably close to 10pm by the time the party really got busy, and those first two hours faded into a montage of alcohol stinging your throat and the sounds of your best friends laughing.
When the hockey team finally arrived, you were sitting on a couch with your girls, Tyla talking in this played-up sensual voice to a random boy who had taken an interest in her, while you and Jackie were busy scouting out the new arrivals and the different kinds of alcohol they placed on the table.
Even if Jackie hadnât off-handedly mentioned it earlier, you quickly would have found out who this party was for. A large group of girls walked into the party, immediately met with cheers and shots, swarmed with alcohol and congratulations.
Some guy, probably one who actually lived in this house, whipped out a shitty megaphone and shouted their arrival, but it wasnât even that loud.
Even you, however studious you were, knew about the girlâs hockey team. A bunch of them had played on the Olympic team a few years ago, and all the students of this D1 school were generally pretty proud that the Wisconsin team had won the most national championships.
Most of them were wearing their jerseys, but a few had dressed up. The girlâs hockey team was probably the hottest, most talented group of girls to ever be within 100 feet of you.
It was almost unfair how all of them were so beautiful and so talented, but you suppose that the rigorous workout schedules of Olympic and national athletes didnât leave a lot of room for anything other than a fuck ton of muscles.
God, half of them towered over you and all of them could probably break your wrist with just a flick.
It was impressive.
What was most impressive, though, is the way the infamous Caroline Harvey walked in carrying about 27 cases of beer, which must have weighed as much as this fucking house, and effortlessly set it all on the ground beside the table full of red solo cups, chasers, and bottles of vodka.
Cheers rang out and people scrambled towards it, ripping the cardboard boxes open greedily and opening them just as fast.
You watched, hiding your parted mouth with your hand, as Caroline accepted an open beer from someone, cheers with a few of her teammates and drank a long sip. When she was done, she laughed and lifted her shirt to her mouth to wipe off some stray liquid, a movement that let just a sliver of her toned abs peek through.
âHoly fuck,â you whispered, quickly looking to the floor and deciding hockey was your new favorite sport.
You knew her from around campus, you both liked to study in the library at the same time- around 3 on Tuesdays and Thursdays, and it became kind of tradition to just stare at her for a few minutes in between sections of your work. Almost like some weird little reward. You did feel kind of bad about it, but fuck, there was no way you could stop.
Besides, itâs not like she noticed.
You always sat on opposite sides of the library, and she never once even looked in your direction. What Caroline didnât know wouldnât hurt her, and you never see her unless itâs at the library or in passing at parties. But, God, doesnât it feel good to just relish in how beautiful she is and stare for just a bit.
âY/N, babe.â
Jackie knocked herself into you, her knees tucked up to her chest, some sort of a smile on her face.
âWhatâcha doinâ?â She asks, smiling in a way that can only be described as evil. âStarinâ? Hockey player pique your interest, huh?â
âNo,â you say, forcing a laugh into your voice and rolling your eyes. âJust lookinâ at all the commotion.â
Youâre trying to sound as nonchalant as possible, but now that Jackieâs mentioned it- those abs did pique your interest. And now they came flashing behind your eyes every time you blink.
âOh, my God, I think Iâm in heat,â you mumble, slightly to yourself and slightly to Jackie.
She wraps a lazy arm around your shoulder, letting out a sigh. âOh, sweet girl, donât worry. Iâve got you. Which one is it?â
âCaroline,â you mumble, so quiet and so sudden before you can really think about it.
Jackie hums, tilting her head to the side. âDonât know a whole lot about her, but I heard she had a girlfriend freshman year, so definitely into girls. Not dating anyone right now, though. Olympian, hockey player, all that sexy stuff.â
âMhmmmmm,â you mumble, sneaking a quick glance and then looking away immediately when she takes another sip of her drink, not wanting to know what would happen if you caught another glimpse of those god-sent abs.
âYou gonna do somethinâ about it?â Jackie asks, nudging your head with hers.
âNo, no,â you dismiss. âJust⊠being a freak. Admiring. God, Iâm pathetic.â
Jackie laughs, abruptly standing and pulling you to your feet too. âCome on, babe, time for more drinks, letâs get your mind off of this if youâre not gonna make a move.â
You roll your eyes but follow her to the table of drinks farthest away from Caroline and the other hockey players. Youâre not going to do anything, itâs not like you have a chance, and youâre just bored without schoolwork to occupy your every thought.
You take a deep breath, standing next to Jackie and surveying your options. Jackie choses for the both of you, definitely the more experienced party girl, mixing a drink that is majority vodka, making you groan slightly just at the thought of it.
âHere you go!â Jackie smiles, placing the red solo cup into your hand, smiling like sheâs not trying to give you alcohol poisoning. Her gaze fixes on something behind you, and you faintly register the way her eyes light up- already a little tipsy from the few shots youâve done- but you canât even be bothered to question why.
You eye your drink suspiciously, mentally preparing yourself for the taste.
âWhoops,â Jackie mutters, and you look up at her only to feel her push you back.
âJackie-â you start, angry, and she quickly scurries away from you. You want to kill her a little bit, at least question her- but you donât get the chance to.
You gasp as you slam into someone behind you, drink splashing all over your front, alcohol mixing with the rich velvet texture of your shirt in a way that might very well ruin it. You bite your lip, glancing around the room, grateful that the room is so crowded and busy that no one noticed.
âDamn Harvey, knockinâ girls over on and off the ice,â someone laughs. You think you hear the sound of someone lightly hitting another person, followed by a small âow.â
âShit, Iâm so sorry, are you okay?â
You turn around, Jackie nowhere to be found, and completely freeze when you realize not only did the person you slammed into have enough decency to ask if you were okay, but that person was fucking Caroline Harvey.
You would have laughed at how cliche it was if you werenât so secretly exhilarated. The only reason you even had this drink was to stop shamefully staring at her.
But sheâs right in front of you⊠and she looks even better like this, cheeks slightly flushed already from the alcohol, a glint in her eyes.
Her eyes meet yours, staring at you in obvious confusion and concern- âHey? You okay?â
She places her hand on your waist and you suddenly return back into your body, looking anywhere but her eyes that were literally fucking drowning you.
âIâm sorry,â you gasp. âI-Iâm fine. Iâm just, like, really drunk.â You laugh, awkwardly, trying to pretend that youâre talking to just anyone. Trying to pretend like her hand on your waist wasnât the hottest thing youâve ever experienced.
She smiles, Jesus Christ that fucking smile, your knees go a little weak.
âOh, good. Would be a shame if that pretty head got a concussion.â
You laugh, staring at her smile. Intoxicating. Itâs the only word that comes to mind- maybe enchanted. Sheâs like some drug, and, God, itâs so stupid but you think you might be addicted after hearing her voice just once.
And, the suddenly, so vividly you almost fall over again, you realize what she said to you.
âHere, let me help you,â she says, effortlessly taking the now pretty much empty red solo cup from you and placing it on the table behind you, wrapping her arm around your waist and leading you to what you assume is a bathroom, probably where she was originally going. âIâm Caroline, but you can call me KK.â
Your mouth is slightly agape as she leads you through the crowd, and you suddenly pass by Jackie who gives you a big smile and a thumbs up- disappearing into the crowd before you can curse her name.
Fuck it. Sheâs right in front of you. The alcohol is getting to your head, the dim lighting is making everything hazy- everything except her pretty blue eyes and her intoxicating smile.
âKK,â you say, testing the nickname. âThatâs cute. Iâm Y/N.â
âThatâs cute,â she echoes, and the way you can hear the smile on her voice seriously makes you almost fall over.
Thankfully, the bathroom she leads you to is kind of out of the way, itâs completely empty and the door clicks behind the two of you.
Your mood immediately deflates when you see yourself in the mirror, your top noticeably darker where sticky alcohol has sunk into the fabric.
âFuck,â you mumble, peeling the sticky fabric from your skin.
Before you can even think to do anything, Caroline- KK- is running a random hand towel under the sink and gesturing to you. You expect her to hand it to you- but she doesnât.
âOkay if I touch you?â
God in Heaven.
âY-yeah,â you choke out, feeling your world literally recalibrate when she puts her hand on your shoulder- so fucking close to your neck- to keep you steady. You always thought it was the stereotype that basketball players have big hands, but apparently hockey players do too.
Her hand is really warm. This bathroom is suddenly really warm. Your cheeks are heating up, and as much as you try to tell yourself itâs from the alcohol- you know itâs not.
âSorry,â she mumbles after a few more seconds. âI donât think this is gonna do much. Maybe try putting it in the wash, though.â
You sigh, now turned sideways, hip to the bathroom sink, looking at yourself out of the corner of your eye.
âItâs fine, my friend⊠bumped into me, and then I backed up straight into you. Not your fault.â
You look up at her, realizing at this close proximity that sheâs taller than you, maybe only an inch.
âI might just go home,â you sigh, feeling kind of disgusting in this nasty shirt.
A frown immediately forms on her face.
âPartyâs just started, though. Canât go home yet, baby.â
She wants you to die. She literally wants you to die. Sheâs secretly an assassin, and youâve blocked out the memory of some horrible crime youâve committed, and now sheâs here to kill you by calling you baby and having the sexiest abs youâve ever seen.
Not a bad way to go, though.
âHere,â she says, reaching up and tugging her jersey over her head, again revealing those fucking abs, and sheâs left in a black tank top you didnât even notice the first time you were staring at her abs. âTake my jersey.â
âOh, no. I canât, KK. I meanâŠâ
âI was getting hot anyways, itâs good. Take it.â
Itâs nicer quality than any other jersey youâve ever touched before- nicer than the obligatory Wisconsin sweatshirt you bought at the school store.
You cough, taking it with a hand that shakes slightly, not able to look at her.
ââŠThank you,â you say after a moment.
She smiles, big and goofy. âItâs no problem. Maybe you can repay me by having a drink with me, though?â
You pretend to think about it, but really you have to knock your knees together so you donât fall to the floor in excitement.
âThatâs a pretty good price.â
You finally meet her eyes, holding your breath as she stares into your eyes like theyâre a lifeline.
âYeah, a drink with my sexy self- pretty good fuckinâ deal.â
You laugh, and she takes a step back, looking you up and down in a way that literally gives you butterflies-
âIâll let you change,â she says. âCome find me when youâre done, yeah, baby?â
âIâll find you,â you breathe, turning around to start slipping off your shirt so she doesnât see the way you literally bite your lip.
The jersey is huge, since they have to be to cover all the padding and gear hockey players wear, and youâre almost worried that youâd look really stupid in it- but your jean bottoms pull it together, somehow.
It smells good. It smells dark, like a forest, still with a hint of something fresh and light. Is this her perfume? You might want to bathe in it.
You still look pretty good, and your mind races, wondering if KK would compliment you in it- but someone bangs on the bathroom door.
âY/N?!â Jackie. âY/N? Holy fucking shit- did I just see what I think I saw?!â
Tyla quickly shouts too. âI got dragged away from a really hot guy for this!! Please tell me itâs true!!!â
You open the door wordlessly, holding your hands out wide so Jackie and Tyla can see the the jersey, the Badgers emblem.
âLadies, hold your applause.â
âWhat the fuck!â Tyla screams, forcing you to turn around, then tracing a finger along your back, no doubt where Carolineâs last name is printed on. âHarvey. Fucking Caroline Harvey.â
âGod, sheâs so hot,â Jackie groans, and you whip around to shoot her a glare. âCalm down, jealous bitch, I mean this is hot. Fuck, does she have any friends? This red is a good color on meâŠâ
âWell,â you smile, mirroring Jackieâs own âevilâ smile from earlier, âShe said to come find her and get a drink. With her.â
âA drinkâŠâ Tyla breathes. âWith⊠fucking Caroline Harvey?â
âFucking Caroline Harvey.â
âI think I might faint from, like, secondhand hotness.â
âWell,â Jackie starts, looking away from the jersey in awe and back at your face, âYou look hot. Go over there right now, get that girl, and make out. Just- right on the couch. Fuck right on the couch.â
âI second that,â Tyla smiles, adjusting the jersey slightly. âFuck her.â
âOkay, shut up, thanks. Weâll see where the night goes.â
âOh, my God, I canât even believe youâre doing this. What happened to my little studious best friend?â
âAlcohol,â you shrug, momentarily wondering if you would regret all of this the next morning- but everything is just so goddamn hazy in this frat house, and you canât think straight, canât think about anything other than her.
âOkay, okay,â Tyla says, grabbing your shoulders and staring into your eyes like sheâs about to gift you with the greatest wisdom. âYou want her to come back?â
You inhale sharply. âMaybe.â
âOkay, well, if this goes good- you gotta leave her before midnight.â She glances at her watch, âItâs 11:06 right now, flirt her and romance her, all that, but leave before midnight, got it?â
âUm⊠why, though?â
âTo keep her guessing, to keep her thinking about you, obviously,â Tyla rolls her eyes. âTrust me girl. Weâll meet you outside at 12 and then take an Uber back, right?â
âRight,â you and Jackie both repeat.
âIf you really want her, before midnight, okay?â
âOkay, okay, Tyla. Iâll meet you guys then?â
Jackie pretends to wipe a few tears away. âMy girlâs all grown up.â
âShut up,â you laugh, hugging both of them quickly before disappearing into the crowd of people.
â-
You make your way towards a big couch, some armchairs, and a coffee table filled with liquor.
KKâs eyes light up when she sees you, and you notice thereâs a conveniently placed empty seat right next to her, and two cups in her hands.
You donât think anyone has noticed you wearing her jersey yet, and if someone has commented on KKâs lack of jersey, you canât tell. You smooth it down, take a deep breath and plaster a smile on your face.
A seductive one, you hope, one like Tyla would do. And with the way she mirrors your smile with her own- except this one is just as big and goofy- you think itâs working.
âY/N?â
Someone walks past you, then immediately stops and steps back, looking right at you.
âYeah-?â
Oh.
âHi, Dylan,â you mutter, smile falling from your face immediately.
âY/N. I havenât seen you in⊠forever, it feels like. Howâya been?â
âIâm fine, Dylan. Iâm sorry, Iâm meeting somebody, okay?â His face falls, and you feel sort of bad, so you add on âTalk soon,â to make yourself feel better.
âWait,â he says, grabbing your arm, eyes moving from yours down to your outfit. âThe fuck are you wearing? A jersey?â
ââŠYes,â you say after a moment, genuinely confused until you remember how much Dylan despises sports, thinks theyâre all just some popularity contest. âOkay, Iâm meeting someone. Bye, Dylan.â
âHi,â a new voice says, and you smile just a bit when you realize itâs Caroline. âIâm Caroline,â she says, ever-so politely, and it kinda makes your stomach twist. âAre you a friend of Y/Nâs?â
Dylanâs eyes narrow at her. âNo, Iâm her ex.â
âOh, my God,â you mumble to yourself, stepping close to Caroline. âShut up.â
KK shoots you a look, and you canât help but avoid your eyes. You tug your arm away from Dylan, but he doesnât budge.
âDylan, please,â you sigh. âI have to go, okay? Let go.â
âNo, Y/N, come on-â
âUh, I think she said let go, buddy.â She still has that same smile on her face, but your eyes flick to her exposed arms, now noticing just how much muscle is there too. Thereâs this glint to her smile, this edge to her voice, and you would genuinely be kinda scared if it was directed at you.
âThis doesnât involve you,â Dylan huffs. âY/N and I need to talk- why the fuck are you going around trying to purposefully piss me off? You know I hate sports.â
âDylan,â you start, genuinely having to take a deep breath. âWe dated for a week in freshman year. Let go of me, stop embarrassing yourself, and stop talking to us.â
He stares at you, before scoffing and letting your arm drop. âYouâre such a fucking bitch.â
âOkay,â you sigh. âThank you, Dylan, goodbye.â You turn around, wondering if KK is even going to be there anymore. âIâm sorry-â
âWhat the fuck is his problem?â She says, and you genuinely smile at the pure disgust on her face. âSeriously- what?â
âIâm sorry,â you giggle. âItâs just⊠youâre so, disgusted by him.â
âYou arenât?â
âWell, yeah. But I know him.â
âAnd Iâm sorry for that. I met him once and I never want to meet him again. Weird fucking bitch.â
You laugh again, linking your arm through hers without thinking. âThanks for trying to defend me, though. Iâm sorry- heâs just⊠an annoying bug that wonât go away, normally he doesnât talk to me- but I guess he was bored tonight.â
âDonât be sorry. Iâm sorry, I think we lost the seats I saved.â
You look towards the couch, now completely filled with hockey players. âItâs okay,â you hum. âWe can find somewhere else. Wanna go outside?â
â-
With the hum of the party behind you, and the stream of people walking out and walking in, the little bench on the corner of the porch was shrouded in darkness, and you felt like you were just in your own little corner with KK.
You sipped on the drink she had gotten you, exchanging basic information like what majors you were taking, how many siblings you had, and al that boring stuff before she finally stopped talking and just looked at you for a moment.
âWhat?â you asked, wiping some of your sip from around your lips.
She smiles. âNothing. My jersey just looks nice on you.â
âOh,â you say, stupidly. âReally? I was worried it didnât get the same vibe as my original fit.â
âNo, I would say you look even better.â
You smile, taking another sip for confidence before you place your hand on her arm. âSo, tell me about hockey. Maybe workout routines?â
She laughs. âWorkout routines?â
You softly squeeze her bicep. âWell, you donât get these by just sitting around, do you?â
She takes a sip of her drink, trying to slyly cover her face, and you smile even wider.
âNo, you donât.â When she looks back at you, thereâs the faintest hint of something on her cheeks, you donât move your hand, sinking back into that addiction of making her blush. âMostly lifting weights, cardio, boring things.â
âMâkay, what about actual hockey? I heard you were an Olympian, right?â
She flexes her other arm, and you can see a tattoo made up of the Olympics logo, intertwining rings, on her inner bicep.
âIâm defense, number 4, and Iâm basically the star of the team.â
âReally?â You laugh, pressing your thigh against hers. âWould your other teammates agree with that?â
âEhhh, maybe donât ask them so you stay all impressed.â
You smile, and suddenly you realize youâve been smiling all night ever since you started talking to her. And it feels so good to smile with her, it feels so good to be all giddy, and even when Dylan was bothering you it felt good knowing she was right behind you. And it felt even better when you turned around and she was still behind you.
âCan I have your number?â You blurt out.
âCourse, baby.â
You hand her your phone, feeling like a damn middle schooler with a raging crush, and she hands you hers.
You make your contact name Jersey Stealer and she laughs when she sees it, and that sound might be your favorite thing about her- second only to her abs.
You can feel the night coming to the end, but itâs a good end, a comfortable one, and thereâs definitely doors unopened and words unsaid. It feels like a really sweet beginning to something really beautiful.
You check your phone, smiling at the contact name of Hockey Star and seeing the time is 11:58.
âMy friends are waiting for me,â you say, almost with a grimace. The night is coming to an end but you still donât want it to end. And like clockwork, you watch as Jackie and Tyla walk out of the party arm in arm- sneaking subtle glances all the way to the end of the driveway, eventually disappearing out of sight behind a tree.
âOh,â she says. âNo problem.â
She sounds disappointed. It makes your stomach twist yet again, to know she doesnât want this to end as much as you do.
You both stand up and walk to the edge of the porch, down the steps and onto the concrete walkway to the driveway. Somewhere along the way, your hand had slipped into yours.
You stop where concrete meets driveway, turning around to face her. She tucks a piece of hair behind your ear, and you donât think youâll ever get used to the feeling of her skin on yours. It feels like an electric rush, like an addictive high.
âIâm really glad I give you a concussion.â
You laugh. âIâm glad you didnât either.â
She looks from your lips back to your eyes, and youâre suddenly reminded that, yes, kissing exists- and you suddenly want to kiss her. Badly.
Fuck.
âOkay, well, Iâll let you go.â
You softly place your hand on her face. You lean forward, placing your lips in a grey area between her cheek and her lips.
âGoodnight, Caroline,â you whisper, an inch away from her skin.
Suddenly she surges forward, lips fully pressing against yours, hand on your waist, and God does the feeling of her lips on yours feel so good, so right.
Oh, God. Sheâs succeeded in killing you, you think to yourself- everything fading out for a moment before it all comes rushing back in. The sounds of the party, the chill of the nighttime air, and the sweet sweet feeling of Carolineâs lips on yours.
You donât think your lips will ever recover from this feeling, from the weight of her lips on yours- youâll always be chasing this feeling, this moment.
Tylaâs words flash in your mind. You revel in this moment for a heartbeat longer until, just as quick as she kissed you, you pull back.
âDidnât know you were the type to kiss girls on the first date, Harvey. How scandalous.â
She seems disappointed you pulled away. You can see it in her pretty blue eyes- it makes you feel like youâre on top of the world.
âAre you really just any girl?â
âNope,â you smile, silently thanking Tyla and every star in the sky- you can see it in her eyes, the way she wants to kiss you senseless, and if the game didnât feel so good you would have let her.
And the way sheâs looking at you, slightly blown away, completely in awe, lips parted but curling into a smile- it gives you an addictive rush.
âText me when you want your jersey back.â
You take a step back, softly prying her hand off of your waist, but holding onto it for a moment.
âOh, no, you can wear that to my next game.â
âReally?â You smile, fingertips grazing the back of her knuckles as she tries to hold onto you, but you eventually let go. âYouâll save me a good seat?â
âThe best seat,â she corrects. âFor the best girl.â
This time, you donât bother to try and hide the way she makes you feel. You clench your thighs together and let your tongue dart out to slightly lick your lips.
âIâll be there. You better win, though.â You turn around, then look over your shoulder to see her eyes fall down to your ass.
âWith a pretty good luck charm like you? Iâll probably score the winning goal.â
âBye, Caroline,â you say over your shoulder, smiling so brightly youâre sure you look all lovesick. You canât care, itâs just how you feel for her. Maybe you should be embarrassed, the way she makes you feel kinda like silly putty in her hands, but it feels so good. So right.
âBye, Y/N.â Her voice is breathy.
And when you check your phone, you see itâs after midnight. So much for Tylaâs advice.
But, you think to yourself, shoes clicking on concrete and KKâs gaze on your back, you kissed her after midnight- maybe all the good things just happen after midnight.
â-
laila when kk hit her for saying the taking girls down on and off the ice thing: đđđđđđđđ
y/n also being happy that she left kk AFTER midnight bc she doesnât just want her she actually likes her
jackie and tyla wingwoman supremes i love them sm
dylan you are annoying i wish you suffering
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*zombie noise* uuurghhhh.. Titties.. Man titties.. My sickness can only be cured if I am able to suck on some man titties đ§ââïž
AUUUGgGgGg My aching hands can only be remedied with a dose of squeezing chesticles various times a day đđ
nonnie the way i got war flashbacks reading the word chesticlesđđ i believe this was in reference to this ask so today it's sun's turn to be reduced to an absolute messđ„° i'm sorry this took so long to get to btw and also that the writing is largely shit, dar has not been vv good at this latelyđ
NSFW under the cut!
âYouâre being forward,â Sun laughed, bright-eyed, âhard day?â
âVery.â You stressed, leaning into him, finding solace in the softness of his shirt. His calves brushed against your lower back, drawing you between his thighs.
Sun's hands flicked up, fingers pressing to your scalp and massaging gently. Tenderly, to the shell of your ear, he hummed, âanything I can do to make it better?âÂ
Blinking at his innocent question, you couldnât help but grin. Your arms stretched to either side of him, caging him all the more across the counter he was sitting on. âI can think of a few,â you whispered, revelling in the little exhale you received in response, ânamelyâŠâ
âY/N.â
âThese.â You groped his chest with a happy tilt to your head. âTheyâre there for a reason, right?â
Sun groaned, curling into you to hide his obvious blush. âNot for you to⊠play withâŠâ
âWhy not?â you teased, feeling your neck heat from where he rested against it. âYou didnât have a problem with it last night. You begged me to touch them more actually, don't you remember? Crying so prettily, saying-â
âThatâs enough!â He covered your mouth, pushing you slightly with a shaky grip on your shoulder. Red-faced and refusing to meet your gaze, Sun was the perfect picture of adorable. âIf itâll make you feel better, you know-â he paused, getting quieter, âyou know Iâm yours so⊠do whatever. Please, just stop embarrassing me.â
âMe? Embarrassing you?â You gasped, ever playful and swooping in to nip his cheek. âI would never.â
âY/N,â Sun said again, this time whining, âyouâre literally doing it right now!â He swatted at you lightly, but your energy was not lost on him, not in the giggle that preceded your pinning him down.
âWell, hello there,â you mumbled, attention completely focused on the expanse of skin exposed to you now that his top had ridden up.
Sun kicked you, half-hearted. âDonât talk to it.â
âSorry.â The both of you knew you werenât sorry at all. Your thumb had already found its home, kissing into the flesh layered above his sternum, tracing the shadows cast.
Sun arched into it, and suddenly, every move you made became weighted.
Muscle beneath fat, driving your digits in until there was no more give, clawing, kneading, feeling his pulse soar â kisses trapped within his ribs that you knew his heart desperately wanted to send your way. How could you call yourself his lover if you didnât reciprocate?
Saliva dripped, and your tongue followed, laving into cushioned tissue. You could get addicted to the taste of him, to the gasp and coil that brought you even closer. âDoes it feel good, baby?â you mouthed around his nipple, relishing in his shiver.
âGood, so good,â Sun whined, breathless, writhing. âDonât stop.â
âWhoâs being forward now?â your teeth sank in, nothing akin to a light bite. âYou canât be giving me mixed signals like this Sun, you were so shy earlierâŠâ
âSorry,â he cried, âIâm sorry. Iâll be good for you. Please.â
Tears on his lashline when you pulled away. Your palms squeezed his pecs, let the pressure run down his entire body when they trailed to grasp his hips. Sun bit his lips to muffle his sounds, and you undid them with your own. âTell me then,â you coaxed, âwhat do you want?â
âBed.â
âOkay.â You caressed his face, and his turning to nuzzle into it was all you needed to forget about the stress youâd been feeling prior. "Bed," you repeated. "Bed sounds good.â
#lovenotesfromdar#Darâs Sun#yandere x reader#x reader#gn reader#yandere oc#oc#my ocs#reader insert#male yandere#male oc#yan x reader#soft yandere#yandere#yandere male#yandere boy#yandere headcanons#gender neutral reader#yandere oc x reader#yandere fluff#yandere x darling#yandere bf#yandere imagines#yandere original character#yandere thoughts#yandere x y/n#yandere x you#dom gn reader#dom reader#sub yandere
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WYDM YOU HID STUFF./lh
HIOH MY GOD oh btw,. i hide stuf.... @sun-ea-sports
#GRGRGRGDHJD RUNS AT YOU EVEN FASTER/silly#oughhh my days I just noticed the numbers my ass had the brightness fully down cause I just woke up đđ#rubs my hands togetherâŠâŠ./silly#walks back towards your art (very good and yummy art btw youâre actually so talented itâs wild/gen) and picks it up and walks away/silly#solar system#edit: nvm my ass canât decode for the life of me đđ sighs tragically/silly#Iâll leave that up to someone else đ
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WASHED UP [1/2]
ship: odysseus x fem!calypso!reader warnings: non-explicit word count: 7.3k (strap up, babes, this is a long one~) a/n: Y'all forgive me, i have been horrible and abandoned the fandom đđ; i swear it wasn't on purpose, i just haven't been bit by the inspiration bug, but nevertheless, here i am getting inspired, so enjoy my twist on odysseus w/ calypso, no worries there will be a prt.2
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The sea spat him out like an unwanted secret. You watched from the cliffs as his body was tossed against the sand, limbs splayed like a broken marionette.
Thunderheads still roared in the distance, but the storm had spent its fury, leaving only the shattered remnants of his ship and the limp figure of its captain.
His first breath on your island was a gasp, harsh and desperate, followed by a violent cough that shook his entire frame.
Water poured from his mouth, a relentless cascade as he heaved, clawing at the sand with shaking fingers. He turned onto his side, retching, purging the sea from his lungs.
Each convulsion seemed to rip through him, leaving him weaker, more drained, until he collapsed back onto the shore, chest heaving, eyes shut tight against the grit and salt.
Above, the clouds began to peel away, the black and bruised sky giving way to a faint glimmer of sun.
The wind, once howling, softened to a mournful sigh, as if the island itself pitied him. Waves lapped at his feet, gentle now, apologetic, as if seeking to soothe the very man they had tried to destroy.
His eyelids fluttered open, the sky above a blur of gray and gold. He groaned, the sound raw and broken, the cry of a man who had seen too much, lost too much.
He lay there, sprawled out on the sand, staring up at the heavens with eyes full of disbelief and despair. His voice, hoarse and cracking, clawed its way out of his throat.
"Why?" he croaked, the single word carried away by the wind. "Why do you forsake me?"
He tried to rise, muscles trembling as he pushed himself up onto his elbows. He looked around, taking in the unfamiliar shore, the jagged rocks jutting out like sentinels, the dense forest looming beyond. He was aloneâutterly, helplessly alone.
The Gods had abandoned him here, cast him away like a piece of flotsam.
"Have I not suffered enough!?" he shouted, the words rasping against his parched throat. His hands clenched into fists, nails digging into his palms. "Is this my reward for years of service, for blood spilled and honor upheld?"
The sky remained silent, indifferent to his plea. He dropped his head back onto the sand, teeth gritted in frustration, the last remnants of strength draining out of him.
The silence that followed was suffocating, pressing down on him like the weight of his failures.
You could almost feel it, that heavy despair that hung around him like a shroud. A warrior undone, not by the sword or the spear, but by the endless, unrelenting cruelty of fate.
You knew that lookâhad seen it before, in the eyes of those who had washed up on your shores, broken and lost, only to be healed by your touch, only to be bound by your love.
But this one⊠He was different.
His suffering was like a beacon, bright and piercing, pulling at something deep within you, something you had buried long ago.
And so you watched, unseen and silent, as he lay on the shore, a man shattered, calling out to Gods who would not answer.
You wondered who this man was, what sins he must have committed to be cast into your lonely exile. Another soul, shattered and lost, delivered to you by the cruel whim of fate.
Was this the Gods' twisted sense of humor, to send you the broken, the despairing, and then sit back and watch as you tried, again and again, to piece them together, knowing each time that they would eventually leave, taking a piece of you with them?
It had been that way for as long as you could remember. They arrived on your shores, eyes wide with fear or despair, bodies battered by storms both within and without.
And you, like a fool, took them in, healed their wounds, offered them solace. You let them weave themselves into your heart, into your very soul, only for them to tear themselves free when the time came, leaving you bleeding and hollow.
Was he any different, this man with his piercing eyes and voice full of sorrow? Would he be the one to break you completely? You don't know. But as you turned away from the beach, you couldn't help but feel that this time, the Gods had sent you a different kind of suffering.
You moved through the familiar paths, the underbrush parting easily beneath your feet. It was an old routine, gathering the essentialsâjust enough to keep them alive until they could find the will to keep themselves going.
Your hands worked mechanically, filling a small basket with a jug of water, a bit of bread, some fish you'd caught that morning. It was more than they ever needed, really. Most of them wouldn't even look at food when they first arrived, the shock still too raw, too immediate.
As you made your way back, the weight of the basket a comforting presence against your hip, you tried to steel yourself for what you would find. But when you reached the beach again, your breath caught in your throat.
He was sitting up now, his back to you, shoulders slumped as if the weight of the world still pressed down on him. His gaze was fixed on the horizon, empty and unfocused, the eyes of a man who had seen too much.
What remained of his clothes clung to him, tattered and soaked through. His armorâwhat little was left of itâgleamed dully in the fading light. A breastplate, once magnificent, now dented and scarred, a single pauldron hanging by a thread, the gold tarnished and scratched.
The rest had been torn away by the sea, leaving him exposed, vulnerable.
He looked every inch the hero brought low, a man stripped of his glory, left with nothing but his pain and regret. His dark hair clung to his forehead, still damp with seawater, and his hands rested limply on his knees, fingers digging into the sand as if he needed to feel something solid, something real.
You stopped a few paces away, your shadow stretching out before you. He didn't notice. Didn't even flinch. You could see it then, the full extent of his despair, etched into every line of his face, every weary slump of his shoulders.
He was beautiful, in a tragic sort of way, like a statue of a fallen God.
And you knew, as you stood there watching him, that this one would not be easy to heal. This one had a wound that went far deeper than flesh and bone.
You took a step forward, and then another, until you were close enough that your presence cast a shadow over him. He blinked, as if just now realizing you were there, his head turning slowly, eyes lifting to meet yours.
For a moment, neither of you spoke. The air between you was heavy, laden with the unspoken, the unknown.
You held out the basket, your heart pounding in your chest. "You need to eat," you said softly, your voice barely carrying over the sound of the waves.
He didn't move, just stared at you with those piercing eyes, eyes that seemed to see right through you.
And for a moment, you thought he might refuse. That he might just turn away, let himself be swallowed by the sea again, and you would be left standing there, holding out something that could never be enough.
But then, slowly, he reached out, his hand trembling slightly as he took the jug of water from your grasp.
"Thank you," he murmured, the words rough and uncertain, as if he hadnât spoken in a long time. He took a small sip, then another, his eyes never leaving yours.
You watched him, this broken man, and wondered what kind of suffering had brought him to you.
And what kind of suffering he would bring in return.
The days here had a way of slipping through your fingers, soft and warm like the sands on your island. It was easy to lose track of time, lulled by the rhythm of the waves, the steady pulse of the tides.
You had left him to his own devices, giving him the space he needed to come to terms with whatever fate had led him here. Most of them needed thatâtime to break down, to cry, to rage at the Gods.
But not this one.
When you returned the next day, basket in hand, you stopped short at the sight before you.
He was shirtless, skin bronzed and gleaming with sweat, muscles taut as he hammered a spike into the ground with a makeshift wooden-mallet. His remaining clothes and battered armor were piled neatly to the side, along with a few other scavenged materials.
The sound of wood striking stone echoed across the beach, a steady, determined rhythm that spoke of purpose.
There was the frame of a hovel half-built, crude but sturdy, the beginnings of a shelter taking shape where there had been only barren sand.
A small pile of freshly caught fish lay nearby, their scales glinting in the sunlight. You could still see the blood on his hands, fresh from gutting and cleaning them. He worked with an intensity that was almost mesmerizing, every movement precise, controlled.
"Wow," you murmured, stepping closer, setting the basket down at your feet. "I'm impressed."
He stilled at the sound of your voice, shoulders tensing as he glanced over his shoulder. Sweat dripped down his brow, and he wiped it away with the back of his hand, his eyes narrowing slightly as he looked at you, assessing.
You gestured to the hovel, the fish, the evidence of his labor. "Most who arrive here are still crying or lost, not knowing what to do with themselves. You're already building shelter."
His eyes sharpened, his expression shifting from guarded to curious, almost suspicious. He straightened, rolling his shoulders, the muscles in his back shifting under his skin as he set the mallet down. "There have been others?"
You snorted softly, crossing your arms as you looked at him. "Of course, there have been others. Did you think you were the first to be sent here?" The question was almost rhetorical, a simple truth that hung in the air between you.
He frowned, his gaze turning thoughtful, troubled. "Where is here?"
You hesitated for a moment, then took a few steps forward, your eyes flicking to the sword he had tossed carelessly to the side, half-buried in the sand. You reached down, your fingers brushing over the hilt. "This is Ogygia," you said, the name slipping easily from your lips, as familiar to you as your own. "A place of exile, for those the Gods have no more use for."
You were still tracing the hilt of his sword, fingers brushing over the worn leather grip when he spoke again, his voice tight and strained. "Is there a way off this island?"
You stilled, your gaze shifting from the sword to him, catching the desperation in his eyes through your lashes. For a moment, you considered lying, spinning some tale of escape, but youâd seen that look before, and you knew what would follow.
"You can try," you said, your voice calm, almost detached as if you'd had this conversation a thousand times before. "But once you get at least five feet from the shore, the waves will rise and destroy whatever you're floating on to pieces."
The truth of your words hung heavy in the air, a quiet certainty that left no room for hope. His face twisted, the anger and helplessness flaring in his eyes as stared at you.
You could see the way his jaw clenched, muscles ticking beneath the stubble on his cheeks, his fingers flexing and unflexing at his sides as if he wanted to hit something, anything.
He turned away, staring at the horizon as if willing it to yield some answer, some solution.
He was the very picture of a man caught in a trap he couldn't break free from.
"Excuse me," you murmured, pushing yourself up from the sand and brushing off your hands, wanting to give him space to process the reality of his situation.
"Wait!"
The word came out sharp, almost desperate, and you paused, glancing back over your shoulder. He was looking at you, really looking, his eyes piercing, searching for somethingâanythingâthat made sense of all this.
"Who are you?"
You could feel the laugh bubbling up inside youâa tired, almost bitter sound that you suppressed, forcing your expression into something calm, something almost serene.
It was always the same: this question, the disbelief, the desperate need to know why they were here, why you were here.
"Calypso," you said, the name falling from your lips like a sigh. "Daughter of Atlas and Pleione."
He blinked, the words clearly not the answer he had been expecting. He stared at you for a long moment, his brow furrowing as if he were trying to piece together a puzzle with missing pieces.
"Calypso," he repeated softly, your name unfamiliar on his tongue. There was a softness to it, a kind of reverence that almost made you want to laugh.
You hummed, a sound low and almost mournful. "Aye, cursed to carry the brunt of my parents' sins."
You saw the way his jaw tightened, the flicker of something like pity in his eyes before he looked away, his gaze shifting to the sand at his feet as if he couldn't bear to look at you.
You wondered what it was he saw, whether he saw you as a jailer or just another prisoner in this place of exile.
He cleared his throat, the sound rough, hesitant. "My name is Eperitus," he said, the words slow, deliberate, like he was testing them out. "From a small village in Thessaly."
You raised an eyebrow, tilting your head slightly as you watched him. The name meant nothing to you, but the way he said itâthe slight hesitation, the almost imperceptible shift in his postureâit was a lie, or at the very least, not the whole truth.
Still, you nodded, as if you believed him, your lips curving into a small, knowing smile. "Very well, Eperitus," you said, the name rolling off your tongue with a hint of amusement. "I suppose I will leave you to it."
His eyes narrowed slightly, the faintest flicker of suspicion in his gaze, but you didn't give him time to question it. You turned, your bare feet barely making a sound on the sand as you walked away, leaving him there, alone with his thoughts.
You could feel his eyes on your back, the weight of his gaze heavy, but you didn't look back. You had seen this play out too many times beforeâthe hope, the despair, the bargaining with fate.
Each time, it was different, and yet, always the same.
And this man, this Eperitus, whatever name he chose to call himself, was no different.
You just wondered how long it would take him to realize it.
The waterfall cascaded down from the rocks above, the sound a constant, soothing roar that drowned out everything else. The water sparkled in the late afternoon sun, clear and cool as it pooled into the pond below, a hidden sanctuary nestled within the heart of your island.
You stood in the shallow waters, the hem of your white slip floating just above your knees, the fabric clinging to your skin in places where the water lapped gently against you.
The air was sweet with the scent of jasmine and wet earth, the leaves above casting dappled shadows across the surface of the pond.
You hummed softly under your breath, an old song your mother had taught you long ago, a tune that spoke of faraway places and dreams that never seemed to come true.
The melody blended with the sounds of the waterfall, a quiet lullaby that wrapped around you like a warm embrace.
It was peaceful here, a place untouched by the outside world, a place where you could almost forget who you were and why you were here. You dipped your hands into the water, scrubbing at a piece of cloth, the rhythm of the motion almost hypnotic.
Then, a sharp crack echoed through the grove, the sound of a branch snapping underfoot. Your head snapped up, your heart skipping a beat as your eyes scanned the treeline.
It took only a moment for your gaze to settle on him, partially hidden behind the bushes, his body frozen in a half-crouch, as if he had been trying to sneak away unnoticed.
"Eperitus?" you called out softly, your voice carrying easily over the sound of the water. He flinched, his eyes wide, a startled, almost guilty look on his face as he straightened up. He took a step back, his gaze darting around as if he were trying to find an escape.
For a moment, you thought he might run, but then he seemed to gather himself, his shoulders slumping slightly as he stepped forward, pushing through the bushes. "I didn't mean to startle you," he said, his voice low, almost apologetic. His cheeks were flushed, whether from the heat or embarrassment, you couldnât tell.
You offered him a small, reassuring smile, setting the cloth aside as you turned to face him fully. "It's alright," you said gently, wiping your hands on the slip, the water dripping from your fingers. "I wasn't expecting company, that's all."
He nodded, his eyes flicking to the ground, then back to you, a hesitant, almost bashful look on his face. "I just... I was looking for you," he admitted, his voice barely above a murmur. "I thought I'd, well... check in."
You tilted your head slightly, studying him.
It had been a few weeks since your last conversation on the beach, and in that time, you had kept your distance, letting him find his footing, so to speak. He was more self-sufficient than most who ended up here, resourceful and determined in a way that spoke of a man who had spent years fighting to survive.
You had stepped back, observing him from a distance, only intervening when necessary.
You'd seen him sitting on the shore more than once, staring out at the sea with a look in his eyes that made your chest ache. A kind of yearning, a quiet desperation that seemed to pull at something deep inside you.
Other times, you'd found him working tirelessly on his shelter, hammering away at the wooden frame with a focus that bordered on obsession.
You shrugged lightly, the gesture casual, as if it didn't matter to you either way. "You've been doing fine on your own," you said, your tone light, almost teasing. "Didn't think you needed my help."
His lips twitched, the ghost of a smile passing over his face before it faded. He glanced down at his hands, rough and calloused, the fingers still smudged with dirt and sawdust. "I wasn't sure if I was... interrupting," he said awkwardly, his gaze flicking back up to meet yours.
You laughed softly, the sound echoing through the grove. "You've been here long enough to know I'm not that easy to disturb," you said, amusement coloring your words. You glanced at him, taking in the way he shifted his weight from one foot to the other, the awkwardness that seemed almost out of place on a man like him.
"Besides," you added, your voice softening slightly, "I've been keeping an eye on you. Just to make sure you didn't do anything foolish."
His eyes widened slightly, and you saw a flash of something in his gazeâsurprise, maybe, or something close to it. "I've been that obvious, have I?"
You shook your head, taking a few steps closer until you were standing just at the edge of the pond, the water swirling around your waist. "You're not the first to end up here, remember?" you said quietly. "I know the signs."
He looked away, his jaw tightening as he stared at the ground, his hands curling into fists at his sides. You could see the tension in his shoulders, the way he seemed to hold himself together by sheer force of will.
"I'm sorry." He glanced back at you, his eyes dark with something you couldn't quite name. "I didn't mean toâ"
"To what?" you interrupted gently, your gaze softening as you looked at him. "You've done nothing wrong, Eperitus."
He flinched slightly at the name, and you saw the flicker of guilt in his eyes before he quickly looked away. It was almost imperceptible, but you caught it, that brief hesitation, that moment of uncertainty.
You hummed softly, waving him off with a light smile. "No worries," you said, your voice easy and warm. You turned away, wading through the cool water to where the last cloth floated lazily on the surface.
The fabric clung to your fingers as you lifted it, squeezing out the excess water, your movements slow and deliberate. Droplets slid down your arms, glistening like tiny jewels in the fading light as you made your way back to the shore.
Setting the damp cloth gently in the woven basket with the other clean clothes, you straightened, brushing a few stray strands of hair from your face. "I was meaning to tell you, there's fresh water here. You can come and bathe; clean up a bit." You tilted your head, a playful smirk tugging at your lips as you shifted the basket to the side. "Unless you're the type of Greek who doesn't do that."
He let out a short, surprised chuckle at that, the sound rough and genuine, his shoulders relaxing just a little. But then his laughter died away, the words faltering on his lips as he looked at you.
You stepped out of the pond, the water cascading down your legs, the sunlight filtering through the leaves above, casting a soft, golden glow over your skin. Your white slip clung to you like a second skin, the wet fabric almost translucent, outlining the curves of your body in a way that made his breath catch in his throat.
His eyes roamed over you, unbidden, as if drawn by some unseen force. Your smooth, sun-kissed skin glistened with droplets of water, each one catching the light, making you look like you were carved from marble, like a statue come to life.
Your hair, damp and wild, was adorned with small pieces of coral and tiny flowersâa crown of nature's bounty that seemed almost otherworldly.
By Aphrodite's graceâŠ
The thought struck him like a blow, and he had to bite down on the inside of his cheek to keep from letting the words slip past his lips. He watched you, mesmerized, as you moved with an effortless grace, your bare feet barely making a sound on the moss-covered stones.
Every step, every sway of your hips, seemed to pull him in deeper, into a trance he couldn't escape.
You seemed almost unreal, as if the Gods themselves had sculpted you from the very essence of desire.
His gaze lingered on your lips, soft and full, naturally pouty in a way that made his mouth go dry. He thought to reach out and feel the warmth of your skin beneath his fingers, to trace the line of your jaw, the curve of your neck.
He swallowed hard, his pulse thrumming in his ears, his hands clenched into fists at his sides to keep from losing himself completely.
His breath hitched, his mind spiraling, teetering on the edge of something dangerous, something he shouldn't be thinking, shouldn't be feeling.
He had a wife, a son, a home waiting for him, a life he had fought tooth and nail to return to.
Penelope, with her quiet strength and unwavering loyalty, the woman he loved more than life itself.
And yet, here he was, staring at you like a starving man, drinking in every detail, every inch of your body with a hunger that burned in his veins.
It was wrong, all of it, and yet he couldn't look away, couldn't pull himself free from the spell you had woven around him.
You were beautiful, achingly so, and in that moment, he knew he was treading dangerous ground.
And for the first time in a long, long time, he truly felt afraid.
"Eperitus?"
Your voice, soft and lilting, broke through the haze in his mind, snapping him back to reality. You were looking at him with those wide, doe-like eyes, your gaze gentle, curious, your lips curved into the barest hint of a smile.
He cleared his throat, the sound rough and strangled, his eyes wide as if he'd just snatched Persephone from Hades' very arms. He took a stumbling step back, his hands raising slightly as if in surrender, his gaze darting away from you as if your very presence burned him.
"IâI'm sorry," he stammered, his voice uneven, breaking on the last word. He shook his head, the movement almost frantic, as if he could shake free of whatever spell you had woven around him. "I didn't mean toâI shouldâI should go."
He gestured vaguely toward the forest behind him, his hands trembling ever so slightly. "Fish," he muttered, his voice barely above a whisper, as if the word itself was a lifeline, something to hold onto in the chaos of his thoughts. "I need toâ I'll go fish. Or forage. Or fix something. Yes, I'llâ I'll go do that."
He took another step back, almost tripping over his own feet; his cheeks flushed a deep, mortified red. His eyes flicked back to you, just for a moment, and then away again before hurrying off like a man fleeing the scene of a crime, the ghost of your beauty chasing him, haunting his every step.
You watched him go, an amused smile tugging at the corners of your lips. You almost felt bad for him.
Almost.
The sun dipped low on the horizon, its light spilling across the sea in a riot of colorsâgold and crimson bleeding into the darkening blue of the water, the water shimmering like liquid gold beneath the dying light.
You sat with your legs curled up beside you on the cliff's edge, the wind whispering around you, soft and cool, tugging gently at your hair as if trying to coax you closer to the edge.
This was your favorite place on the island, the place where the land met the sea, where you could sit and lose yourself in the endless expanse of water and sky. It was where you had seen him, Eperitusâhis body limp and broken, washed ashore like so many others before him, another lost soul thrown at your feet by the whims of the Gods.
The ocean stretched out before you, vast and endless, its beauty a cruel mockery of the cage that held you.
For as long as you could remember, this had been your only view, the only sight that had remained unchanged through centuries of exile. The sky, the sea, the starsâeternally bound to this lonely rock, this place that was both your sanctuary and your prison.
The water was so close, just a few feet away, and yet it might as well have been a world apart. You could still feel it, the pull of the tides, the longing that thrummed in your veins, the memory of what it was to be one with the sea.
You sighed softly, your gaze following the path of the sun as it dipped lower, the sky turning from brilliant orange to deep purple.
Once, you had swum through these waters as freely as the dolphins, your body slicing through the waves like a silver blade. The ocean had been your domain, your home, every current and tide a part of you.
You were a sea nymph, a daughter of the sea, wild and unbound, but the water no longer sang to youâno longer held the promise of escape.
But that was before.
You closed your eyes, the memories crashing over you like waves, each one more painful than the last.
The Titanomachy. The great war that had torn the heavens and the earth apart, that had pitted brother against brother, father against son.
You had watched from the sidelines, powerless to intervene, to stop the destruction that had swept through your family, your kind. And when the dust had settled, when the victors had claimed their spoils and the losers had been cast down into the darkness, you had been left behind, forgotten.
Or so you had thought.
The punishment had come later, delivered with the cold, indifferent hand of justice.
You, the daughter of Atlas, the child of Pleione, had been deemed unworthy, a threat to the new order of things. And so you had been cast out, not to the depths of Tartarus, but to this island, this paradise-turned-prison, to live out your days in endless solitude.
You had not wept, not then.
You had been too proud, too defiant to show the Gods your pain. But as the years had passed, as one by one, those who washed up on your shores had come and gone, the loneliness had seeped into your bones, a slow, insidious poison that sapped your strength, your will.
You had not been broken by the war, but by the endless, unchanging years that followed. You had stopped counting the days, the years. Time had lost its meaning here, each day bleeding into the next in an endless, monotonous cycle.
You had grown numb, your heart a hollow thing, a fragile shell that you guarded fiercely, lest it shatter completely.
And yet, there were moments like this, rare and fleeting, when the ache became too much to bear, when the weight of your exile pressed down on you like a physical thing, crushing the breath from your lungs.
You missed it⊠the life you had once knownâthe feel of the water around you, the way it had held you, cradled you in its depths.
The life that you would never get back.
Your eyes stung, the salt of unshed tears burning as you blinked furiously, refusing to let them fall. What good would it do? What good had it ever done? The Gods did not care for your tears, your pain.
They had made their judgment, and you were bound to it, bound to this place, this fate.
You glanced back over your shoulder, towards the fire, towards the small, simple home you had made for yourself on this cursed rock. You had tried to build something, to find some small measure of peace, of contentment in the simple thingsâthe warmth of the sun on your skin, the sound of the waves, the smell of the salt air.
But it was never enough. It would never be enough.
A soft, bitter laugh slipped past your lips. How foolish you had been to think you could defy them, to think that you could carve out some semblance of a life here.
A soft "hey" broke through your thoughts, the voice low and tentative. You blinked, your gaze shifting from the horizon to find him standing a few feet behind you, his posture stiff and uncertain. Eperitus looked like he was at war with himself, his eyes dark and troubled as they searched your face.
"Hey," you replied softly, your voice barely carrying over the sound of the waves crashing against the rocks below.
You studied him for a moment, taking in the subtle changesâthe way his skin looked cleaner, the faint smell of salt and fresh water clinging to him. He must have taken the time to bathe at the spring, washing away the grime of his journey.
A small smile tugged at the corners of your lips, and you raised an eyebrow, a teasing lilt in your voice. "I see you took my advice?"
He chuckled, the sound a bit awkward but genuine, as if he were unused to laughing. He took a few hesitant steps closer before lowering himself beside you, his legs dangling off the edge of the cliff.
For a moment, he said nothing, just sitting there with you, watching as the sun dipped lower, its golden light spilling across the water like liquid gold.
You followed his gaze, the sight of the setting sun a familiar comfort, yet tinged with the ever-present ache of longing. "Helios is resting now," you murmured, your eyes softening as the last sliver of the sun slipped beneath the horizon, casting the world into the gentle embrace of twilight. "Even gods need a reprieve from their duties."
His gaze remained on the horizon, the light from the fire behind you casting shadows across his face. He let out a deep, weary sigh, as if the weight of the world had finally caught up to him. He turned to you then, his eyes searching yours with a vulnerability that made your breath catch.
"Look, CalypsoâŠ" His voice was strained, rough around the edges, as if the words were being dragged out of him. He swallowed hard, his gaze darting away, unable to meet your eyes. "I haven't been truthful with you." He ran a hand through his still-damp hair, his fingers trembling slightly. "My name⊠it's not Eperitus. I'm not some soldier from a village in Thessaly."
He paused, drawing in a shaky breath, his shoulders slumping as if the weight of his own lies were too much to bear. "My name is Odysseus," he continued, his voice barely above a whisper, as if speaking it aloud might shatter the fragile peace between you. "I'm a kingâfrom Ithaca."
You watched him, your expression unreadable, your heart beating steadily in your chest as his words settled in the air between you.
Odysseus.
The name hung there, heavy with meaning, with the weight of the legend that preceded him. A name that had been whispered on the lips of sailors and soldiers, spoken with reverence and fear, a name that had traveled farther than the man himself.
He turned his gaze back to you, his eyes filled with something like regret, like guilt. "I gave you a false name because I⊠I wasn't sure if I could trust you. I didn't know if you were friend or foe, if you were another test from the gods, another trial to endure."
He swallowed again, his throat working as he struggled to find the right words, the right way to explain himself. "But your kindness⊠the way you've treated me, even when I didn't deserve itâŠ" He trailed off, his eyes searching yours, pleading for understanding. "I'm sorry, Calypso. I've spent so long fighting, lying, doing whatever it took to survive, that I forgot what it meant to be honest, to trust."
You let out a sharp snort, then burst into a fit of giggles. The sound caught Odysseus off guard, his head snapping over to you, eyes wide with something like panic. He clearly expected anger or disappointment, but you waved him off, your hand covering your mouth as you struggled to stifle your laughter.
"I-I'm sorry," you managed to say between chuckles, your shoulders shaking as you tried to catch your breath. "It's just⊠'Eperitus'? Really?" You let out another peal of laughter, the sound almost musical in its lightness. "I mean, really? 'Man of Strife'? I may have been stuck on this island for eons, but even that sounds fake! You're lucky I'm polite enough not to have called you out on it."
A smile tugged at the corners of his lips, and before he could stop himself, he was laughing too, a deep, genuine sound that seemed to surprise him as much as it did you. He rubbed the back of his neck, shaking his head in mock defeat. "I suppose you are the first to see through it so quickly," he admitted, his voice warm with reluctant admiration.
You hummed, a mischievous glint in your eyes as you leaned back on your palms, the firelight casting a soft glow on your face. "Those around you must not have been that bright to believe it," you teased lightly, watching as his laughter grew, the sound carrying out over the darkening sea.
Odysseus chuckled, shaking his head again. "You'd be surprised," he said, his voice warm with shared humor. "Sometimes, people believe what they want to believe. A name is just a name, after all."
You nodded, the laughter slowly fading as a comfortable silence settled between you, the sound of the waves filling the space left behind.
You glanced at him, the firelight casting his face in soft, flickering shadows, highlighting the lines etched into his features, the weariness in his eyes.
You found yourself wanting to know, to understand, what had brought him here, to your shores, so far from his home.
"How did you find yourself here, Odysseus?" you asked quietly, your voice carrying a note of genuine curiosity. "A king of Ithaca, so far from home."
His smile faltered, the light in his eyes dimming as his shoulders slumped under an invisible weight. He let out a long, weary sigh, his gaze dropping to his hands, his fingers tracing absent patterns in the sand.
"It's⊠it's a long tale," he murmured, his voice heavy with the weight of too many memories. "One filled with more suffering than I care to remember."
You shifted slightly, turning to face him more fully, your eyes fixed on his as you waited, patient, giving him the space to begin.
He drew in a deep breath, as if steeling himself, and then he spoke, his words slow, deliberate, carrying the weight of years of pain and regret. "It all began with a war," he started, his voice low, almost reverent. "Helen of Troy, they called her. The most beautiful woman in the world, stolen from her husband, Menelaus, by Paris of Troy."
You nodded, familiar with the tale. It was a story that had reached even the shores of your island, carried on the whispers of the waves.
"I was tasked to join the rescue," he continued, his gaze distant, as if he were seeing those events play out before him, the battles, the bloodshed. "I sailed with six hundred men, my loyal soldiers to reclaim her and bring her back to Menelaus. We stormed the beaches of Troy, built walls of bodies and dreams, all for the sake of one woman."
He paused, his jaw tightening as he struggled to find the words. "We fought for ten years," he said, his voice raw with emotion. "Ten long years of death, of suffering, of lossâŠ" You could see the pain, the regret, etched into every line of his face. "And when we finally breached the walls, when we finally stood victorious, I thought⊠I thought that would be the end of it. I thought I could go homeâŠ"
He laughed then, a bitter, hollow sound. "âŠbut the Gods had other plans."
You watched him, your heart aching with a sympathy you couldn't quite explain, couldn't quite contain. "What happened?"
He shook his head, his gaze dropping to his hands, his fingers twisting together as if he were trying to hold onto something slipping through his grasp. "We set sail for home, but the winds were against us. We were thrown off course, tossed from island to island, each one more cursed than the last." He swallowed, the sound thick and heavy in the stillness. "I made⊠unsavory decisions, angered those who should not be angered," he admitted, his voice cracking just slightly, the words dragged from some dark place deep within him. "I sacrificed my honor, everything, all for the sake of returning to Ithaca."
You listened in silence as he recounted his tale, the trials and tribulations that had followedâthe blinding of the Cyclops, the enchantment of Circe, the deadly song of the Sirens. Each word, each memory, seemed to take a piece of him, leaving him more worn, more broken.
"I lost good men. Friends. BrothersâŠ" he whispered, his voice cracking with the weight of his grief. "I lost them all... Every single one of themâŠ"
You were silent for a long moment, studying the way his shoulders were hunched, his hands clenched into fists on his lap, the way his eyes shone with a pain you could almost feel. He was a man broken by war, by loss, by the endless trials the gods had thrown at him.
A man who had forgotten how to be anything but what the world demanded of him.
And here he was, baring his soul to you, offering up his truth like a fragile, precious thing. You would have gave your sorrows, but from what you've known of him, it wouldn't do any good.
A sigh escaped your lips, soft and resigned, as you turned your gaze back to the sea, the waves rolling in gentle, rhythmic swells, the last of the light fading into the deep, dark blue of the coming night. "Odysseus of Ithaca," you murmured, the name tasting strange on your tongue, heavy with the weight of all that it carried. "You're not the first to wash up on my shores, lost and broken," you said quietly, your eyes fixed on the horizon, your voice carrying a sadness that had nothing to do with him and everything to do with the endless, unchanging cycle of your existence. "And you won't be the last."
He looked at you then, really looked at you, as if seeing you for the first time, his eyes tracing the lines of your face, the curve of your shoulders, the way the firelight played across your skin.
You could feel his gaze like a physical thing, warm and searching, and for a moment, you almost believed that he could see you, not as the myth, the story, the cursed daughter of Atlas, but as something more, something real.
But you knew better.
"You're right not to trust me, Odysseus," you continued, your voice steady, calm. "I'm bound by my curse, just as you're bound by your fate. We're both prisoners here, in our own way."
He opened his mouth to speak, to protest, but you shook your head, a small, sad smile playing at the corners of your lips. "You don't owe me anything," you said softly, your eyes meeting his, holding his gaze with a quiet intensity. "But thank you, for your honesty. For your truth."
He stared at you, his eyes dark and unreadable, the silence between you heavy with the weight of all that remained unspoken. And then, slowly, almost hesitantly, he reached out, his hand hovering just inches from yours, the warmth of his skin a tantalizing whisper against your own.
For a moment, you thought he might take your hand, might bridge the distance between you.
But then he hesitated, his fingers curling into a fist, and he drew back, the moment slipping away like sand through your fingers.
You looked away, your heart aching with a familiar, bittersweet pain, your eyes drifting back to the sea, to the endless, unchanging horizon.
And so you sat there, side by side, two souls bound by the whims of the Gods, watching as the last light faded from the sky, as the stars began to bloom overhead, bright and cold and distant.
Together, yet worlds apart.
A/N: ahhh! not me falling in love with this lil one-shot. anywho, had to cut this in half cuz it was getting ridonculusly long... prt 2 shall be here soon tho, also, would you guys be cool if i added smut to it or nah? cuz i feel like the smut between these two will be so angsty cuz deep down odysseus ass still loves penelope, so calypso!reader is really just getting used, ma babieee đđ
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insomnia - Matthew sturniolo
summary: matt is having a hard time sleeping so he calls the only person he knows will help.
word count: 532
a/n: i donât know what to write next đ if you have any request send them my way! also the lyrics donât really match but itâs okayâŠ
Matt laid in bed staring at the ceiling. The clock on his nightstand flashed 2:37 AM. The bright numbers were a harsh reminder of how late it had become. He sighed turning over for what felt like the hundredth time that night, but no position seemed comfortable. His mind was a whirl of thoughts. None of which seemed to settle down enough to let him sleep
He knew this feeling all too well. Nights when his brain just wouldnât shut off, when every little worry and thought increased in the silence. But tonight felt different, heavier, and he knew there was only one person who could help him through it
Reaching for his phone he hesitated for a moment. He didnât want to wake her up but he needed her⊠badly. With a deep breath he scrolled to her name in his contacts and hit call
The phone rang twice before he heard her sleepy voice on the other end. âMatt? Is everything okay?â
The concern in her voice made his chest tighten with guilt but at the same time it was a comfort to hear her. âIâm sorry for waking you up Y/nâ he said softly. âI just... I canât sleepâ
There was a pause and he could almost see her sitting up in bed rubbing the sleep from her eyes. âIs something on your mind?â she asked gently
âI donât even knowâ he admitted, frustration creeping into his voice. âI just feel agitated. Like I canât shut my brain offâ
Y/n was quiet for a moment, then she spoke, her voice soothing. âDo you want to talk about it? Or would you rather just hear my voice?â
Matt felt a smile tug at the corners of his mouth despite everything. She always knew just what he needed. âI think I just need youâ he said. His voice barely above a whisper
âOkayâ she replied softly, âIâm here. Why donât you close your eyes and try to relax?â
He did as she said, closing his eyes and focusing on the sound of her voice. She started talking about their day, the little things theyâd done together, the way sheâd laughed at one of his bad jokes, and the plans they had for the weekend
As she talked he could feel the tension in his body slowly melting away. It was as if her voice was wrapping around him, comforting him in a way that nothing else could. He didnât need to respond, she knew that just hearing her was enough
Minutes passed and Matt felt himself slipping into a calm, peaceful state. Her voice became softer, almost like a lullaby, and before he knew it, his breathing had evened out, his mind finally quiet
âAre you feeling better?â she asked after a while, her voice barely a murmur
âYeah,â he whispered back, his words slurred with sleep. âThank you Y/n. I love youâ
âI love you too Mattâ she replied softly. âGet some rest nowâ
With her voice still echoing in his ears Matt finally drifted off. knowing that no matter what, she would always be there to help him. Even if it was in the middle of the night
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âdo you think we get a star out there when we die?â
he hummed in thought for a second or two, âmaybe.â
âwould you look for mine if i died?â
suguru stayed silent as his grip slightly faltered, eyes still fixated on the dark sky above you, littered with stars. your head turned back to mimic his actions, your ears echoing the shuffling in your head from the rough grass rustling under you.
âsorry,â you muttered.
âi would,â he mumbled, loud enough for you to hear as his fingers tightened around yours again, feeling the way your pulse would thump a little quicker in your fingertips whenever heâd speak.
looking at him, you realized that you and suguru geto were like roadkill, two dogs playing fetch on the highway as you chased your visible breaths in the cold â youâd throw a bone and heâd bring back his heart, bloody and throbbing. that was your routine, and he never got sick of it. even when the car would come, heâd lay limp under the wheels in hopes of making it quick, at least glad that your face would be the last thing he saw.
your lips twitched into a soft smile, bittersweet and warm â something geto always understood without words. thumbing his knuckle on his first finger, your eyes trailed down to where you were connected. at times, it often felt that sex would rarely surpass these small, intimate moments the two of you would share. youâd heed his calls for comfort in the middle of the night, using your time of quietude as an excuse to sway under the stars, the bright shimmering lights providing you a sensation of serenity as only the crickets and suguruâs soft breathing was heard.
your hands would find each other even in a dark spot where nobody could see; that was the beauty of the dark, you could hide from anything in there.
âi hope you know that i really am grateful for you,â he mumbled, eyes trained on what lay above you, trying to search for certain constellations he remembered reading about ( or more so being forced to read about ) back in school, virgo and ursa major and such. he struggled the urge to hold back a smile as he felt your gaze on him once more, instead letting the feeling of content manifest itself upon his lips, only a corner of his lip quirking up.
âme too, sugu,â you closed your eyes, letting your head relax on the gross, occasionally shaking it if you felt even the slightest crawl near you on the ground. âme too.â
a small huff of air left getoâs nose in amusement, his eyes closing along with yours only for a bit, letting this calming feeling wash over him â peace, it almost felt like. suguru would do anything for you and your love, even willing to lie on the floor merely a few feet away, just to have you nearby. his hand felt warm, comforted from the abrasive cold that had enveloped him many years ago; slowly, he could feel himself melting into you, yearning for more of you.
âi would look for yours, too, by the way,â you said, causing suguru to open his eyes and shift his head towards you again. your lashes fluttered, peeking one eye open to look at the stars once more.
he felt your hand grip his snugly before you turned your head to look at him. you beamed, âyour star, iâd look for it forever if i had to,â you failed to miss the way his eyes widened ever so slightly, dark pupils on display even in the dim moonlight. you would do anything for each other, you both thought, that was common knowledge in itself even non-verbally; for what is love if not offering to bring back grief, only a little bit smaller.
you watched as his tired eyes crinkled at the corners again, relaxing themselves â and for what seemed like the first time in forever, suguru smiled.
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uhmm since you are open to asks let me blow this box for you
hear me out, l hc leona as the type to just like to stare at small things especially animals, he just stares for hours with his tail flickering and purring
So my idea is that the reader knew that Leona loves small animals because he saw Leona watching a bird in a tree, so the reader bought a little duck or a hamster and asked Leona to keep it in his room temporarily because there are repairs in ramshakle, reader put their phone in his room and started recording leona acting like a kitten playing with the small animal (whatever you like it to be), let leona be a big kitten i beg youđđ»
(fighting the urge to send multiple asks all at onceđ„°đ)
a lion and a duck
content: sfw âą fluff
pairing: leona kingscholar x reader
summary: it's not everyday we see the mighty leona kingscholar turn into a big softie for cute things,,,so why not enjoy it while he's not looking?
author's note: rook agrees!!! i remember that one time in the manga where rook says that leona might be weak for cute and small thingsđđ
you knew leona had a soft spot for small creatures. it was a detail you picked up from the many times youâd caught him staring intently at birds perched on branches or tiny animals scurrying about. his eyes would soften, his tail would flick back and forth with a sort of lazy amusement, and heâd purr contentedly. it was a side of leona that wasnât often seen, and you found it endearing.
with this in mind, you came up with a playful idea. ramshackle is currently being repaired, which is a perfect excuse to ask someone to look after your pet ducklingâa little ball of fluff with bright yellow feathersâwhile youâre out buying some food for it. you already had a certain someone in mind who would surely enjoy the company of the adorable little duck. you chuckled at the thought. it's a perfect plan.
when you arrived at leona's room, you knocked on the door, clutching the small box that held the duckling. leona opened the door, his usual cool demeanor melting into a curious expression as he saw what you were holding.
âwhatâs that?â he asked.
you grinned. "i need a favor. ramshackle is being repaired, and i need a temporary home for this little guy. can you keep him in your room for a bit? i promise heâs low maintenance.â
leona looked down at the box, where the tiny duckling peeped out with a curious quack. his expression softened, and he nodded. â....alright, whateverâ
you thanked him and handed over the box, watching as he carefully carried it inside. you couldnât resist the urge to sneak in a bit later with your phone, ready to record the adorable scene you hoped to capture.
leona set the box down on his desk, and as soon as the duckling waddled out, he seemed utterly entranced. he crouched down to get a better look, his tail flicking with excitement. he reached out slowly, a small smile spreading across his face as the duckling pecked at his fingers.
you watched through the door, barely able to contain your laughter as leonaâs usually stoic demeanor melted into something more affectionate. he was completely absorbed in the little creature, his movements gentle and deliberate.
the duckling quacked softly and waddled around, and leona followed its every move with wide eyes, his purring almost audible as he played with it. he gently scooped the duckling up, cradling it in his hands and scratching its tiny head contentedly.
you couldnât help but chuckle quietly as you recorded the scene. leona was like a big kitten. his tail flicked back and forth in delight as the duckling nestled into his hands.
after a few minutes, you decided it was time to let leona know you were there. you stepped into the room, still holding your phone and grinning widely. âi see youâve made a new friend.â
leona looked up at you. âyeah, well⊠heâs pretty adorable. canât blame me for getting a bit carried away.â
âyouâre a big softie for small animals, arenât you? i never imagined youâd get so into it.â
leona gave you a sheepish shrug, his gaze returning to the duckling. âi guess theyâre more interesting than i thought."
your smile widened as you watched him gently set the duckling back into its box. âiâm glad you like him. just remember, heâs only staying for a little while.â
"i know. either way, thanks, i guess...."
as you left the room, you turned back with a mischievous grin. âoh, and by the way, iâm definitely keeping my recording. itâs too cute to not watch over and over again.â
"what theâ" leonaâs eyes widened slightly, and he let out a soft groan. âyou better not use it against me.â.
you gave him a mischievous wink before finally leaving. what a satisfying day it really is.
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Paper Rings [Part 3/10 | Paige Bueckers]
Paige Bueckers x fem!reader
Summary: part 3 of the paper rings series! some insight into paige and readerâs friendship before everything happened
A/N: some fluff and fillers before the angst gets real đđ
word count: 1.9k
masterlist w/ all parts
FLASHBACK: 1 YEAR AGO
âIs this yours?â
You had been rummaging through Paigeâs closet, looking for a clean oversized shirt to wear to sleep. You two often slept over at each otherâs place, to the point where your clothes were so mixed up you guys basically shared the same wardrobe. Unfortunately, Paige wasnât the most organized person, so you were huffing and puffing as you hunted through the piles in the drawers.
The shirt you were holding up had LVN Volleyball Camp splayed across the front, so you knew it definitely wasnât Paigeâs. It was really big though, so you were curious as to whose it was. Just to know if you could wear it or not, you convinced yourself. Not because you were trying to confirm your fears - that this was another girl who Paige had held that wasnât you.
Paige didnât look up from her phone when you asked your question, so you crumpled the shirt up into a ball and tossed it at her head. You were no basketball player, but the balled up shirt smacked her on target, right in the face, and you fought back a self satisfied smile.
Paige finally looked up, giving you one of her soft smiles that tugged at your heartstrings. You loved when Paige looked at you like that, all gentle and affectionate, with half of her mouth turned up into a close mouthed grin that you knew so well.
âThe shirt,â you gestured at it.
âOh.â She looked down, unfolding the shirt and studying it before giving out a laugh. âShit, sorry, thatâs Stacyâs. I donât know how it ended up in my closet. She was just here yesterday.â She folded the shirt into a neat little square and placed it next to her on the bed. âWe mustâve been getting a little bit too wild,â she smirked, waggling her eyebrows at me.
Your heart sunk. Yesterday? You mean, you knew Paige talked to a lot of people, but she usually didnât talk much about it, probably because she knows you get grossed out with too many details. Your chest stinging, you went to sit on the bed next to her. You didnât wanna find a shirt anymore. All you wanted to do was go to sleep after a long day.
âWhatâs up? Whatâs got you being so emo?â Paige got down to lie her head in your lap, looking up at you with her bright blue eyes. Her was nose scrunched slightly, in the way that she does when sheâs happy, and she reached up to play with the ends of your hair, twirling the strands between her fingers.
âNothing. Just tired and moody,â you lied. You drummed your fingers against your thigh.
Paige smirked. âYou really need to get laid, Y/N,â she laughed.
You managed to muster out a weak half smile in response to her words, trying to shove down the itchy pain that rose in your heart. âShut up, Bueckers.â
âMake me.â
You rolled my eyes at her senseless teasing. âYouâre such a flirt,â you groaned. Pushing her off your lap, you got up to look for your charger. You could feel Paigeâs eyes on you as you moved about her room. Her legs were splayed out, and she was slumped on the bed. You hated when she did that, just looked at you. It felt like she was studying you all bare under a microscope.
The dynamic between the two of you had definitely shifted since last month, ever the drunken incident on the Big East championship night. You had mumbled apologies the morning after, when she had swung by before practice to make sure you were alright. She didnât really listen to them, shoving you in that good natured way and assuring you that you guys were âchill like thatâ and that she could never be really mad at you.
But ever since then, thereâd been a tension between the two of you. It spiked in moments like this, where she would start shamelessly flirting with you, trying to get a rise out of you. You didnât mind much, per se, until you really thought about it and realized there was no meaning behind her flirting. But that was a disappointing reality you were trying to ignore.
âCome back to bed,â Paige called out. This time, you couldnât tell if sheâd meant for it to sound so sexual, but you crawled back into the bed where Paige was bundled up under the sheets.
âYou look like a kid,â you giggled, âall wrapped up like a burrito.â
Paige rolled her eyes, a small smile playing at her lips. You felt her grab your waist and pull you closer so now you were both under the mountain of blankets and pillows she had formed. âYouâre so warm,â she mumbled sleepily, pressing her forehead against your shoulder.
Both of you knew this was not how normal best friends slept together have a sleepover. But neither of you cared. This was where you felt most comfortable in the world, with Paigeâs arm slung across your chest and one of her legs intertwined between yours. Her face was buried in your neck now, and her hair tickled your cheeks.
You could get used to this forever, you thought as you went to sleep.
ââââââââââ
Your heart thrummed with anticipation. Today was the day UConn would face off against Louisville in the Final Four of March Madness. You missed Paige; the last time you saw her was when you slept over two days ago. Ever since then, sheâd be busy, understandably so. Basketball was her life, and she dedicated all of herself to the sport in times of competition like this.
Paige had gotten you a court-side ticket using one of the family spots allotted to her. Only her dad, step-mom, and Drew could make it to the game; her momâs side of the family were on a vacation in Spain. On one side of you was Drew, who was happily bouncing in his seat, wearing one of his sisterâs jerseys that was adorably big for him, and on the other side was Kayla, whoâd gotten this game off but still wanted to watch anyways to support the girls.
As you watched the game, you oscillated between moments of pure joy and happiness when Paige sunk one of her 3s, moments of anger when one of the girls got fouled on without getting any calls for it, and moments of uncertainty when Louisville scored another point and the UConn girls tried to fight off their dejection from showing on their faces.
But you started to stay in the realm of uncertainty once Louisville started gaining, leading by 12 at the end of the third quarter.
âAre they gonna lose, Y/N?â Drew turned to you with a hopeful look in his eyes. You swallowed the knot in your throat. Basketball was everything to this team, and theyâd worked so hard to get here. They didnât deserve to lose, not when they were this close to the national championship.
âI hope not, buddy,â you responded quietly, and ruffled his hair. For the last quarter, Drew gripped your hand, swinging his legs anxiously as the game unfolded.
Despite the teamâs best efforts, UConn fell to Louisville, 75-66, and the girls walked off the court, pain fresh in their eyes, their necks steeped with sweat and jerseys sticking damp to their chest. They moved tiredly, some of them being collected for brief post-game interviews while all of the others headed back to the locker rooms.
You made eye contact with Paige, and she pursed her lips, shaking her head sadly before slinging a towel around her neck and following the rest of the girls out.
âShe looks so sad,â Drewâs voice was quiet next to you. You could tell he was upset too.
âItâs okay, buddy,â you assured him. âYou know what? I bet theyâre still selling the pretzels outside. Wanna come with me and see if they have any more churro bites?â Drewâs face lit up at that, and he eagerly shot up from his seat and grabbed your hand.
Paigeâs dad, Bob, shot you a grateful smile. âWeâll find Paige, talk to her. You guys join us after, alright?â
You nodded, leading Drew out. To your luck, the pretzel stand had one more scoop of churro bites left that the man gave to you for free since they were closing down.
âGood, Drew?â You reached around him and stole one of the churro bites, popping one in your mouth.
âY/N!â He groaned, sending me a fake glare. âNow you owe me.â
âI brought you all the way over here for pretzels and I owe you?â You gasped in offense, folding your arms and sending him a fake glare back.
He nodded solemnly. âYeah. Now you owe me a piggy back ride.â
You laughed. âOkay, hop on,â you agreed, bending down. Drew cheered and jumped on your back, causing you to stumble forward. Both of you giggled as you straightened yourself, and you carried Drew all the way down to the locker rooms.
A security guard stood in the entrance to the hall of the locker rooms, a bored look in his eyes. As you tried to pass, he raised a hand. âSorry miss,â he stated in a monotonous voice. âPlayers only.â
âItâs alright, sheâs with me,â a voice called out. You looked up to see Paige at the end of the hall, her hair wet and tied up in a loose bun. Even after having just played a tough game, she looked unbelievably gorgeous, her cheeks rosy from the exertment from earlier.
âPaigey!â Drew clambered off my back and barreled into Paige, squeezing his little arms around her waist. Paige, ever the big sister, managed to push aside her feelings from the Final Four loss and look happy for Drew, whom she hadnât seen in months.
âHey, bud,â she said quietly, bending down to give him a proper hug. âI missed you.â
They talked in low tones for a moment, Paige smiling fondly at her little brother, before Azzi came along from the locker rooms and stole Drew away to meet the other girls.
Now it was just you and Paige in the hall. She stood up, and you moved to her. Before you knew it, she was in your arms, hugging you so tight you could barely breathe. You wrapped your arms around her, one hand coming up to play with the baby hairs at the nape of her neck, an effort to do whatever possible to comfort her.
âHey,â you turned your head so your mouth was next to her ear. You whispered in her ear gently, âItâs not your fault.â
Paige drew back, her eyes glassy. Breathing shakily, she said, âAll those 3s that I missed. Geno was counting on me. He said I had to step up since Azzi was injured, but I didnât step up. I missed so many.â
I gripped her waist. âLook at me,â I said firmly. When she looked up to made eye contact, I brought my hands up to hold her face so that she couldnât look away. âWhat about all the points that you did make? And all the plays you set up for your teammates? I donât know much basketball, but I watched you out there, and you played with so much fierceness and grit. You played so goddamn good. Donât be ashamed. At all.â
Paige reluctantly nodded, before pulling me into another hug. We stood there silently, her face buried in my neck and my arms hooked around her waist, until one of the UConn team assistants came bounding the hall.
âUh,â he scratched his neck nervously as his eyes flitted between the two of us. âSorry to interrupt, but itâs time for Paige to do press.â
Paige groaned. She stepped back, separating our bodies. âCome over later?â She whispered. âPlease?â Her eyes searched mine, all hopeful. She was hurting, and hurting bad.
âOf course, P.â I squeezed her hand before stepping back too, letting the assistant shuffle her away to the press hall.
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Ateez reaction àŒââïžÂ°đ»
đWhen you get sunburned đ
Warnings::none
Pairing:: reader is sometimes described as female but it can go either way :)
A/N:: this sounds like a really weird prompt but it just kinda popped into my head...also sorry to all my black girlies out there đ also all things that the members tell you to do in this are actually very helpful irl!! A little while ago I had a really bad burn that was like almost doctor visit worthy that's how bad it was and doing these things in this order healed me in 3 days because I consistently did these things :) that said I'm not a doctor so don't sue me pls
Taglist:: @minihong99
Ateez h/c masterlist:: here
Hongjoong
"I told you to put on more sunblock," he sighs as he wets a cold cloth.
"I know, I know," you whine as you hold your shirt to cover your chest while he applies the cold cloth to your back. You jump slightly but Hongjoong keeps his hands firmly pressed against your back.
"Stay still," he reminds you softly and you whine again.
"It's cold," you squirm and Hongjoong laughs.
"That's kinda the point. Now lay down and I'll put some ice packs on top of the cloth," he says as he removes the cloth for you to lay on your stomach. He sets the cloth back down before getting two ice packs. He places one on each shoulder blade. "Now get some sleep, it will help I promise," he nods before turning out the lights. "You've had a long day baby," he kisses your head before laying down next to you. "Try and get some sleep now my love," he kisses your nose softly before curling up in the blankets.
Seonghwa
"Baby, look in the mirror," Seonghwa drags you to the bathroom and turns on the light. "You are literally glowing red. Did you put any sunscreen on at all!?" He holds your waist as he makes you look in the mirror. Your chest and shoulders were bright red and you could see the definitive lines of where your swimsuit was.
"Yes!" You whine back and Seonghwa raises an eyebrow at you.
"Be honest baby," he puts his hands to your shoulders and you jump.
"No...I didn't," you admit and Seonghwa shakes his head.
"C'mon, let's get you a nice cool shower," he helps you over to the shower and gently takes off your bra. He helps you into the bathtub and turns the shower on quite a low setting and temperature. He puts it onto your shoulders and chest. "You can see the line right are your tits haha," he points out and you scowl at him. He smiles cheekily and you shake your head.
Yunho
"Babe..." Yunho says softly as the two of you begin to change into your pajamas. "Did you...does your ass feel hot?" He randomly asks and you laugh.
"What kind of question is that?" You laugh and put a hand to your bare ass before feeling the warmth from it.
"Did you put sunscreen there today?" He asks as he walks closer to you. You shake your head.
"Usually I don't need to," you explain. "But I guess I was laying on my stomach too long," you frown and Yunho quickly whisks himself away before returning with a bottle of aloe cream.
"Here let me put this on you and then go sit in front of the fan for a while to cool down the skin. Then drink a lot of water. Okay?" He says before squirting some of the lotion in his palm and squatting down. You blush as you feel his hands rubbing around your ass cheeks and down the backs of your thighs a bit. He kisses your hip softly before standing up. "Okay stand in front of the fan for a moment and I'll go get you some water," he kisses your cheek before running off to the kitchen. He comes back with a bottle of water as you embarrassingly sit in front of the fan.
"This is so embarrassing," you sigh and Yunho laughs.
"I told you not to lay in the sun for too long yet here we are," he teasingly shakes his head as you open the bottle of water.
Yeosang
"Oh baby..." Yeosang says as he walks into the washroom. He knew you planned on getting in the shower but you had been in there for a while without the water running so he came check on you only to see your entire back burnt red. "Does it hurt?" He looks up at you and you shake your head.
"Surprisingly no...but it will tomorrow," you frown and he sighs. He closes the door behind himself as he comes to inspect your burn.
"Sweetie I told you to put sunblock on. Did you even apply it once?" He crosses his arms as he looks at your back.
"I did...once," you sigh and Yeosang does simulation.
"Alright let's get you fixed up. You should take a cold shower, put some aloe cream or aftersun on your back, then put some ice packs or cold clothes on your back. For tonight, don't sleep in anything. Okay?" He instructs as he helps you into the shower.
"When did you become a doctor?" You chuckle as he turns on the shower. He shrugs.
"Experience I guess," he smiles
San
"Babe, I think I know why your feet were sore earlier," San blurts out of the blue. You tilt your head and look down at your feet. The tops of them were burnt red aside from where your flip-flops had been resting. You sigh and San takes you to the washroom. He sets you down on the seat of the toilet and picks up one of your feet to look at the burns. Being very gentle of course. "I told you to put sunscreen everywhere," San pouts at you, and you scoff.
"No one puts sun screen on their feet-ah!" You hiss as San wraps one of your feet in a cold cloth. He repeats for the other foot.
"Now go stand in the tub and I'll fill it with cold water," he kisses your knee softly before standing up. You watch him carefully as he fills the tub before getting you to step in, the cloths still wrapped around your feet. "Stay here for a minute while I go get you some water," he instructs and you awkwardly stand in the tub.
Mingi
"Stop scratching," Mingi scowls at you as you sit in front of the fan. Somehow you forgot to put sunscreen on your arms and now your arms looked like strips of bacon. Mingi had put some aftersun on them and put ice packs on it but you felt like scratching constantly.
"It's itchy!" You whine as you scratch your arm again. Mingi comes over to you and forcibly holds your hands.
"Talk to me. Did you have fun today? What were some favorite parts?" He looks up at you with those Boba eyes and you sigh.
"Yeah. I liked playing volleyball on the beach..." the two of you continue talking about your beach trip with the members and the urge to scratch your arms fades away.
"There, feeling better?" Mingi chuckles and you realize how much better your arms feel. You nod softly and he smirks.
Wooyoung
"Aish look at yourself. It is that bad!" Wooyoung gestures to your chest through the mirror. You sigh and put your hands on your chest. "We're you trying to sizzle like a fried egg out there or what?" He raises an eyebrow at you.
"I was trying to tan," you explain with a whine and Wooyoung sighs.
"Alright alright, I know," he sighs before grabbing some aloe lotion. "You'll have quite the tan after this," he chuckles as he rubs it gently on your skin. "Now drink some water and lay down while I get you some cold cloths," he instructs you and you do as he says, heading out to your bedroom. Wooyoung soon follows after and puts the towels on your chest. "And try to rest up. Your body is trying to heal and you've done a lot today," he strokes your hair back as he sits next to you. He kisses your forehead softly before you shut your eyes.
Throughout the night Wooyoung gets up and refreshes your cloths, making sure they stay cold. He also turns and locks the fan to face you all night. When you wake up the next morning he's sprawled out on the bed snoring softly.
Jongho
"Show me already," Jongho crosses his arms. You told him you got a really bad sunburn but had yet to specify where. You then stood up and pulled off your shorts to reveal your dried out red skin on your ass. "Oh baby," he sits up from the edge of the bath tub and looks closer at your brunt skin.
"It's not that bad..." you look away from him as he puts his hand to your skin. He instantly feels the heat from it and retracts his hand.
"No, it definitely is that bad," he immediately starts wracking his brain for what to do to help you. "Okay first let's get you a cold bath. That will cool down your skin and suck out the heat. Then we'll use some aloe cream and get you rested up," he says as he begins to fill the tub with cold water. "Oh and drink lots of water," he remembers the final touch before rushing off to get you a bottle of water.
You hop in the bath and sit down in the soothing cold water. Jongho comes back with cold water for you to drink and sits next to you by the tub. He plays with your hair softly as you drink the water.
#ateez fanfic#ateez yeosang#ateez x reader#ateez fic#ateez reactions#ateez reaction#ateez headcanons#ateez ot8#ateez fluff#ateez
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need a hanzo smut pls heâs so fine and nobody seems to write for himđ
for my honor
a/n: hanzo is pretty fine, but tbh, i can't see him anyone else other than kuai liang, which is why i think there's so little about him.
pairing: hanzo hasashi x fem!reader
warnings: nsfw (MDNI), creampies, cockwarming (sort of), mentions of pussyeating and overstimulation
Hanzo Hasashi had not thought much of you when he first saw you on his travels to the Mortal Kombat tournament
a man with a samurai sword, masked with your hair tied into a long ponytail
you were none of his concern, he was off to find and kill Sub-Zero at the tournament, and you were simply someone he crossed paths with
and then you kept appearing on his path, sometimes behind him, sometimes ahead of him, and he grew antsy, paranoid that you were someone Sub-Zero had sent to kill him
and then, one night by the fire as he laid down and looked at the stars, you came toward him, sword sheathed completely and hands in your robes
he asked you who you were, you said you were a samurai looking for the Mortal Kombat tournament and that you wanted to kill Sektor for destroying your clan
Hanzo didnât know much about Sektor except that he was part of the Lin Kuei underneath Sub-Zero
and so your tentative friendship started
your travels to the tournament were mostly uneventful, but Hanzo learned about you on your journey to the island
you were gruff, voice low and gravely, and you always wore a mask to hide your face from the world, even Hanzo took off his mask at times to remind himself of his remaining humanity
you were a good companion, catching and killing prey to cook and eat with Hanzo, and although he did not need to eat as someone dead and reborn, he appreciated the thought
though it was strange how you never ate at the same time he did, he never saw you without the mask
you two grew close as you two got closer to the island, and he wondered what you looked like underneath it all, if you were as beautiful as he imagined
and then you both arrived at the island and Hanzo completed his task while you completed yours
you had been a beauty, sword deadly and bright as you flayed Sektor alive, easily and effortlessly as he made measly attempts against you
he would not forget your snarls and angry eyes as you killed him, and he found himself enamored with you and your deadliness
but, it had all been for nothing, and he came underneath the control of Quan Chi once more and found that his master had been the one to kill his family
and then he broke free, and he wondered where you were
you had been a good traveling companion, patient, firm and blunt yet still kind, but he shakes you from his mind and focuses on rebuilding his clan
and then one day while visiting the Lin Kuei rebuilt underneath Kuai Liang, he sees you, casually teaching the initiates some moves
you still look the same, maybe more tired, but there you were, masked with your ponytail high in your hair
he approaches you, a little nervous, feeling too warm despite the hellfire running through his veins, and you recognize him, eyes lighting up at the sight of him
he asks to catch up with you, to have a meeting between two old friends, and you agree and say thereâs a night market in the town below tonight
the day passes by for him as he catches up with Kuai Liang, who asks how he knows of you
he says he met you on his travels to the first Mortal Kombat tournament, and Kuai Liang hums as he continues the meeting
Hanzo dresses himself to seem more casual, and he waits for you by the entrance
there you stand, mask still on, hair still up, but looking less deadly without the sword by your side
you bring him down to the markets and bring him around to the vendors, buying food and trinkets for him to take back to the Shirai Ryu
you do not eat and Hanzo urges you to, you must be starving
you seem hesitant but take off your mask, and Hanzo was wrong
you were more beautiful than he could ever imagine, and he smiles at the sight of your face
you scowl at him and tell him to eat his food so that you two could go back up to the base, and Hanzo laughs before digging into his food
you two make your way up, and he bids you farewell
but he cannot sleep, and he decides to take a trip to the hot springs, to relax his mind and chase you away from his thoughts
he enters and finds you undressing as well, and he goes to greet you again, to make a joke about he always seems to find you
you take off your robe and bandages wrap around your chest, thick and tight, Hanzo watches in silence, confused, were you harmed?
but you take them off and when you do, Hanzo realizes why you never take off your mask and speak so low, you were hiding your body to avoid the stares of people, you were hiding to be a man and not risk the fate of a woman in a cruel world
you strip off the rest of your clothes, and Hanzo realizes he should not be watching, that he has invaded your privacy and he turns but knocks his head against the doorway
you whip your head around and grip onto your towel tightly as you spot Hanzo
Hanzo holds his hands up and says he did not mean to see and that he does not judge, you are someone he respects and he would never think of you differently
you lower your guard slightly and wave him to come over when he asks if he can join as well
he struggles to keep his eyes off you as you relax in the water and lean against the wall, your chest above the water, and Hanzo can see your body through the clear water
you were gorgeous, toned legs, plush chest, a million scars to tell your story
Hanzo shakes his head and slides into the hot springs across from you to try and relax, but he finds it harder and harder as thoughts of you run through his mind
you seem unbothered, eyes staring up into the ceiling as a red flush settles across your face, but your fingers nervously tap against each other
Hanzo notices and asks whatâs bothering you, hoping that a conversation would distract him from his plight and growing arousal
you clear your throat and say itâs nothing, but you squeeze your thighs together and look away as you sink a little deeper into the water
Hanzo raises an eyebrow and suddenly heâs not so sure his feelings arenât reciprocated
he gets a bit closer to you, and your eyes dart to him but you donât move
Hanzo decides to try his luck and settles into the water next to you, pressing his shoulder into your yours, and you suck in a small breath
but you donât move away, and Hanzo smiles
he leans into you, and you duck your head down as he asks if youâve ever been to the hot springs before this
you turn to him and mutter out a no, and Hanzo smiles before reaching his hand up tucking a piece of your hair behind your ear
he keeps his hand there, and he can almost hear the way your heart thumps in your chest
he asks if this is okay, and you breathe out a yes before he leans down and presses a soft kiss to your lips
your hands come up underneath his arms and grip onto his back as he groans into the kiss
you taste so sweet, and Hanzo wants more
he cups the back of your neck to bring you closer into him, pressing his chest into yours and slotting his leg in between your soft thighs
he can feel the way your clit grinds against his thigh, and you let out little mewls of pleasure as you start to move your hips against his leg
he pulls away and moves his hands down to hold onto your hips and grind you against his thigh, and your hands move up to clutch onto his shoulders
he watches your face contort in pleasure as he grinds you on his thigh, and he loves how you look so fucked-out already
you whine as starts to bounce his leg in the water, and he smiles
youâre such a sensitive little thing, arenât you?
he leans back down to kiss you, and you hands clumsily make their way down to stroke his hard cock
Hanzo groans at the feeling as you pump him, and you press your thumb into the slit to get him to let out a grunt
his hands dig into your hips, and his fingers leave small bruises as you stroke his cock and he grinds you against his thigh
your whines get louder, and you moan out that you need him right now, need him to fuck you please
Hanzo wants to sit you on the ledge of the hot springs, pleasure you with his tongue and his fingers until youâre a whiny boneless mess
he wants to tease you until youâre begging him for more, and he wants to make you cum so many times that you beg him to stop
but he wants to fuck you right now, needs to fuck you, and he lifts you up in the water so that your cunt lines up with his dick
he groans as you sink onto him, so wet and tight for him, and youâre no better, whimpering as you dig your nails into his back and tell him to move impatiently
he chuckles at your impatience, but heâs no better as he holds onto your hips and starts bouncing you on his cock, groaning at the feeling of you around him
you whine at the stretch and lean your head back, and Hanzo takes the opportunity to kiss your neck, sucking hickeys into the skin
you reach one of your hands down to rub at your clit, and it makes your cunt spasm around his dick
Hanzo groans and has to stop himself from cumming so soon, and he bites into your neck to regain his self-control
you whine at he feeling and your hips buck into his as he continues to fuck into you
youâre so warm and tight, and he wants to keep you like this in his arms, a strong samurai all needy and whiny just for him
heâs no better, a Shirai Ryu warrior reduced to a groaning mess as he bounces you on his cock, and he goes in to kiss you
you moan into the kiss, and he presses his tongue into your mouth, needing to taste you and your sweetness again
the sound of splashing water and yours and his moans echo in the hot springs room as you both reach your highs
you let out a loud whine as your cunt clamps down on Hanzoâs cock, and you cum
Hanzo grits his teeth and spills his seed inside of you, fucking the both of you through your orgasms, and you rest your forehead against his shoulder as he finally lets go of your waist
he traces the scars on your back as he lets his cock soften inside of you
but neither of you move to get off each other, too warm and drunk on the afterglow of pleasure to move, and the two of you sit in the hot springs relaxed in each otherâs arms
finally, as your fingers start to prune, he slides out of you and gets out of the water, helping you out
the both of you dress, and he holds onto your hand before you can leave
he asks you what you two are, if this was just a fling or if it was something more, and he hopes you say itâs something more
you intertwine your fingers with his, and you say that youâll have him if heâll have you?
he smiles and pulls you in for a soft kiss, starting a new journey with his love
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Everybody needs a magical star in their life! âš
HSR characters x Glitter Clover! NB! Reader
Part 2!
Featured characters: Asta, Arlan, Argenti, Blade, Kafka, Silverwolf, Ruan Mei, Dr. Ratio
Warnings: Fluff, and friendly sparring with Blade!
Notes: i don't know how to link part one in here đ
Asta
Asta knew you were gentle and calm, but she didn't know of what you were capable of.
Someone was spreading bad rumors about her, the second you found out, you didn't let the person go until they weren't apologizing on their knees, crying.
Asta was shocked when she saw you walking, and dragging the person by the wrist towards her, forcing them on their knees and apologize.
"Oh jeez, someone is spreading rumors about me again..." Asta cried as you peeked and looked on her phone. "Leave it to me." She looked a bit confused at your passive aggressive tone.
A few minutes later, Asta saw you, pulling..? Someone towards her? "[Name]? What are you-" forcing the person on their knees, made Asta squeal "Eek!" You glared at the person who was on the ground signaling them to apologize. "I'm so sorry Lady Asta, i promise i won't ever spread rumors again! Forgive me please!" The person begged Asta for forgiveness. "I- i-it's alright, i forgive you."
After the person left Asta hugged you so tightly. <3
Arlan
Poor boy, he wanted to help you and protect you, yet you ended up protecting him!
He was SPEECHLESS, all he could say, were just stutters.
"Arlan? Are you alright?" You asked him, poking his cheek. "I- Uh.. y-yeah.." He was starstruck by your sudden change. "You look like you're seeing stars." His next statement led you to giggling. "Am i not tho?" Raising your finger up your lips you spoke. "Can you keeps this a secret?"
Argenti
He loves the way you look as a Glitter Warrior, and actually asks you to join him on his travels.
He even thinks you were either blessed by Idrila or are Idrila's child, he made it his mission to protect you no matter what, even if you're fully capable of doing it. <3
"Oh my, you are more than blessed with this beauty!" Argenti kneels down, takes your hand within his own and kisses your knuckles, you remained silent due to his action. "I promise you that i will protect you with my life! Please, join me on my travels!"
Kafka
She already knew your secret, Elio forseen it.
Her knew hobby was to tease you about your secret around the others, hinting at it but never actually giving it away.
"[Name], do you mind showing me that clover shield again?~" You slowly looked at her, your smile fading, trying to play dumb. "What shield..?" The others looked at you confused. "Oh, y'know, that shield. Oh wait, my bad, wrong person." The others still looked suspicious, but they didn't bother asking.
Kafka came close to your ear, whispering. "You secret is safe don't worry, i won't give it away..."
Blade
He didn't like it. Too many bright for him. He also thought it made you childish and immature.
Yet you were an even better sparring partener, but he still went easy on you, he doesn't want to hurt you. <3
You both couldn't speak about it through texts, since Silverwolf likes stealing his phone and going through his texts...
"Tch you look so immature and too bright.." Blade scoffed as you finished your transformation. "Oh shush you grumpy man."
Dashing towards you, Blade was ready to strike you, but you manage to perry by using your Clover Reflection, he kept slashing at your shield forcing your to backaway, you managed to get a small opening, and kick him, knocking him to the ground. "You.. you're getting stronger." Blade spoke while getting up.
Silverwolf
She literally thought you were either a video game character, or a hologram made by the IPC, you had to reassure her.
She liked the dynamic of your team, she would be the one hacking systems, making portals, and you would be defending her and fighting.
When Silverwolf saw you as a Glitter Warrior, she panicked. "H-hey! Where's [Name] what did you do to them?!" She was panicking, until you detransformed. "'Wolf it's me! Don't worry!" You reassured her. "Oh, i thought you were a hologram made by the IPC, i was almost gonna send you into the galaxy.."
Ruan Mei
Ruan Mei, this is a hard one, you can't tell if she is curios or if she doesn't care...
She carefully inspected you, your Glitter pad, Glitter charm, EVEN YOUR CLOTHES, it gave her a new idea for a new critter..
"How interesting.." she lifts up your arm, checking out your new outfit. "Can i look at your Glitter pad?" She looks back at you, waiting for approval. "Uh, sure go ahead." Grabbing your Glitter pad, she carefully inspects it, then hands it back to you. "I have an idea, i'll get back to you about it in a few days."
As promised she texts you to come visit her for a bit. "Ah, here you are. Come. I have a surprise." Ruan Mei gestures you to follow her. She then shows you her new creation, a critter that looked like you.
Dr. Ratio
Hates everything about it, it makes you look even more like an "idiot" in his eyes, and even immature. But you knew he didn't ACTUALLY mean it.
He secretly likes it, and makes him like you even more, especially after you helped him defeat a stinger...
"you look so childish. It accentuates your idiocy." Dr. Ratio scoffs, crossing his arms. "Oh.." it made you a bit sad. It didn't take long for him to "apologize", he doesn't apologize through wrods, rather through affection.
As you were looking down at the tip of your boots, Veritas walks closer to you, and embraces you. "Huh..? Veri-" Dr. Ratio cuts you off. "Shut up.. don't tell anyone about this and i won't tell anyone about your secret.
#dr ratio x reader#blade x reader#hsr x reader#asta x reader#arlan x reader#argenti x reader#kafka x reader#ruan mei x reader#silverwolf x reader#reirei writes
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Too Late. đ kenan yildiz x fem!oc
đȘŹ summary. In which Isabel has never experienced love and doesnât know what to expect of it. Once sheâs shown it, she doesnât know what to do.
đȘŹ face claim. this story is based on a work i had published on wattpad but have since unpublished. qlorify IS me guys iâm not stealingđ. she was a black woman in the book so i still fully see her as one here, but imagine isa as you please.
đȘŹ yap! I hate my ex. but i also miss him. so this is my current feelings for him written as someone else for someone elseđ€. to my favorite divas who unfortunately have to go through this weird ass break up with me! @ar4ujos @hrts4havertz @planetpedri @halfwayhearted đ©”
Isabel was not one to love. She just wanted to feel loved. She hadnât yet met someone that was worthy of her love, past situations failing on the guyâs end. Love was such a strange concept for Isabel, the girl never being shot by one of Cupidâs arrows. Sometimes she felt like she wasnât worthy of an arrow, watching everyone around her except her fall in love with their forever.
It wasnât like there was something wrong with Isabel. She was beautifulâtalented, too. Would do anything to make someone feel the way she wanted to feel, even if love was too strong and too terrifying for her.
She considered it âlike-likeâ, more than liking someone, but not as much as loving them. Loving someone felt too scary, as she knew if she grew attached she wouldnât be able to let go. And Isa wasnât one to take no for an answer.
Thatâs why she couldnât love. Sheâd get too attached and lose herself in that person. Who knows, if they were really worthy of her love, sheâd destroy herself for them. It was like a lose/lose situation; if Isa loved, sheâd lose herself. If she didnât, sheâd lose that person.
Well, this was all before him.
Someway somehow, Kenan had something different to him. He wasnât like the other guys who wanted Isa. Personality wise, sure, but still. Something was off.
She didnât know it at the time, but he was starting to develop feelings. Theyâd seen each other several times by this point, even going as far as texting everyday. He was doing what Isabel feared the most; falling in love.
He didnât know it at the time, but Kenan was not falling in love with Isa. He fully thought he was, the idea of being with her being something he constantly thought about and highly considered. She was beautifulâtalented, too. There was nothing he couldnât like about her. Her flaws seemed like ghosts, being there but not seen. Maybe had he caught it he wouldâve realized she was falling in love.
This scared Isa. She had never fallen in love with anyone. What made Kenan so different?
This scared Kenan. He had tried love a few times and desperately wanted it with Isabel, so why couldnât he? There was something wrong with him, something so irrevocably wrong that he begun to hate himself for it.
He didnât know it at the time, but he was scared of love with Isa.
She didnât know it at the time, but she was scared of not loving Kenan.
He came to her door with flowers, as he had done once every week to convince himself that he really did love her. She answered as she always did, a bright smile on her face and her heart beating out of her chest.
âHi,â she continued to smile, her stomach feeling like it was trying to crawl itâs way up to her heart.
âHi,â he repeated back to her, a smile on his face. Why couldnât he love her as she did him?
âCome in.â
He did as she said, putting the bouquet in their designated vase. âWhatâd you do today?â He inquired, hoping that conversation would plant a seed in him that would blossom into love for the girl.
âNothing much. You?â She responded, sitting down at her counter. He sat next to her, their chairs facing each other.
âBought your flowers.â They both chuckled. One with love, the other with anxiety.
âTheyâre beautiful, per usual. Thank you, Kenan.â She couldnât take her eyes off of him. He was so handome, she didnât know if she could stop loving him.
He couldnât take his eyes off of her. She was so pretty, why couldnât he love her?
They hung out for a while, soon moving to the couch. He had his arm around her, she had her head on his shoulder.
âKenan,â she spoke softly.
âHmm?â He replied, taking his eyes off the movie in front of him and looking at her.
Her eyes met his and she melted into him. âIâm scared.â
âWhy?â His voice was filled with genuine concern. Why didnât see feel safe with him? Was this his fault? What did he do wrong?
âI⊠Iâve never loved someone the way I love you. And it scares me.â
He tensed up and froze. What? She loved him? No, no, no, this couldnât be. She couldnât love him. He couldnât even love her! How could someone afraid of love make an exception for someone who didnât feel the same?
âIâm sorry, that was way too forward,â Isabel frowned, moving out of his arms. âI didnât meanâŠâ
âHey,â he held onto her, using his hand to guide her head to look at him. âItâs okay. I feel the same way.â That was a lie. He didnât even know what he wanted.
Her face lit up, her brown eyes shining brightly against the TV glow. âReally?â
He smiled at her seeing her excitement, wishing he could share it with her. âOf course.â He kissed her gently, their soft lips connecting. This wasnât the first time theyâd done this.
âWhat does this mean now?â Isa asked after a few moments.
âWhat?â He knew what she was asking. He just didnât know what to say.
âI mean⊠you love me, I love you. Whatâs that mean for us?â She questioned.
He had to ask her the question now, if he didnât heâd seem like an asshole. He already told her that heâs in love with her, might as well right? âWe⊠Can I be your boyfriend?â
It was already set in motion; it was too late. Kenan was now stuck.
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