#I HAD A DREAMMMMM

[unriding]

HAPPY TIMEZONE FRIENDS 🤍🤍 i hope you all have an awesome sunday yay :> WE ARE ENTERING A NEW WEEK ALREADY & have successfully made it through the last (๑'ᵕ'๑)⸝* ⋆ ⁺ please take extra good care of yourselves today — drinking water is very good for u 🥺

[kcrra]

she is about to rip off her own skin. have i mentioned i'm obsessed with her.

[lasshoe]

happy to announce that i’ve secured the goods aka this dream of a jumpsuit that hannah wore

[tsumussweetheart]

AS A KID I NEVER STOPPED SEARCHING FOR A HREWT TREASURE

[babie-bimbo]

Woke up and got myself off thinking about you.

I was teasing you. You were naked, tied up in your cage. I was standing over you stroking my cock. You were looking up at me with those beautiful eyes, begging for a taste of me without saying anything. Your mouth agape. Every once in a while your tongue would come out as if you were saying “please sir, please give me a taste of that beautiful dick.” I told you to present yourself for me and you listened. Face down, ass up. I went to the back side of the cage and slowly inserted my cock into that beautiful tight little pussy. The resistance was almost enough to make me cum. You were so wet, I was so ready. I fucked you hard, hearing your moans. That was what I needed, i emptied everything I had, and told you to curl up and go back to sleep. You were a good pet, curled up. I checked on you an hour later, you were still asleep, my cum was still leaking out of you, making a mess on your legs and blanket.

hhhhnngngn plllleeasseeeeplspls plesse thats the DREAMMMMMS 😭💖💖 I NEED 2 GET FUCKED THEU THE BARS OF MY CAGE SOOOO BADLY !!! wanna wake up 2 u shaking n rattling my cage when u get hard again after i’ve been napping 4 a while n u fuck me again pushing all ur cum from b4 deeper inside me 😵‍💫💖💖

[qprpbj]

movie star anon here! I haven’t been feeling well and was busy with college/work so I’ve had a lot of time to think but no energy to yap😭 but now I’m better and back with some more peril songs! today I offer you:

- “bags” by clairo

- “saw you in a dream” by the japanese house

- “yoko” by maisie peters

- “from eden” by hozier

I want to start yet another peril fic (god help me) purely bc of the last chorus of yoko🫠….“you have a phone you should’ve called” it’s speaking to me like the green goblin mask

SAW YOU IN A DREAMMMMM bye i fucking love that song. anon i need you to start dropping fic excerpts here too ur brain is huge!!! 😞

[rozieramati]

bought these at buffalo exchange today <3

i love the sleeves on this dress !! my friend alexandra found the pink hat for me and it was the best find ever :,) we actually properly met for the first time today. it’s insane the amount we related on certain things. there are some experiences that are pretty unique to only us that i’ve never really been able to talk about with anyone else until today. it felt so lovely and freeing to find someone to relate to in those ways.

we talked about social media, amelie, friendship struggles, creative pursuits, psychic experiences, our adhd, and more. it was sweet.

anywho, my song with sega bodega is doing so well i’m really happy :,) he tweeted the song the other day. he really doesn’t have to share it so the fact he is really warms my heart. (poison girlfriend liked the tweet i nearly passed away).

i had a little release party for our song at tenants of the trees on saturday. it was so fun. the owner of tenants actually came up to me and said he wanted to do live shows soon. i told him it was my dream to sing jazz standards at a bar and he said he has another bar called star love that’s more lounge-like and would be perfect for that. he said he would literally hire me to sing for him weekly as a paid gig ♡´･ᴗ･`♡ we’re working through the kinks of it but i really hope it all comes together because it would b a dreammmmm

even more, i would be singing on the nights where the bar is exclusively lesbian so this is like the biggest win of my life if it works out :,) seriously out of a movie ~

if you've made it this far in the post my asks are open !! would love to answer any questions and/or hear about something tht brings u joy <3

[pampulonad]

fuuuuck i had a dream where i was looking at this really fucking good hunger k/nk blog and it was so fucking hot. it had like everything from recordings to drawings, thirst posts and all the good shit. literally so goddamn hot. i woke up and was SOAKED in my boxers dude

i hate that it was a DREAMMMMM

[generationlosscorkboard]

HEY GUYS AND WELCOME (BACK?) TO DREAMMMMM THEORYYYYYYYY-

(god maybe I need to add another disclaimer saying I'm not affiliated with Game Theory-)

I'm your host, the COOLER ZERO, and today we will be doing an in depth deep dive into the dreams of none other than the Writer of Chronicles Zero themselves.... CHRONOS (I'm still refusing to call them Zero)

Long post once again-

Very quick(?) backstory on Dream Theory/Psychoanalysis for you all:

(I'm not an expert, so give me slack if I'm a bit off-) (you're also welcome to skip this section if you just want the interpretations, I just felt it might be useful)

One of the first main people to use Dream theory in a psychological aspect was Freud, who. Is a person. That had both really good and really bad ideas about the Psyche. If you know anything about him I'm sure you know what I mean. Anyways-

Freud mainly interpreted dreams as being a form of wish-fufillment (though later discussed dreams that were obviously not that) and were often influenced by the preceding day. It's fairly straightforward to see in children, but in adults it often got complex and convoluted, with the original meanings were often lost behind a veil of distortion and disguise. As such, instead of interpreting an object within the dream at face value, you need to instead look deeper and find the real meaning hidden underneath.

Freud had a list of the main ways that a dream distorted it's own meaning:

- Condensation (a singular object represents multiple ideas/associations),

- Displacement (emotion surrounding one thing is instead applied to another),

- Visualisation (a thought is given a visual image),

- and Symbolism (a symbol replaces an action, person, or idea).

Freud also suggested that Nightmares and the like were failures of the minds ability to disguise/redirect fears and anxieties. (Do be aware, like every theory, there can be holes and things not covered. E.g trauma dreams that simply repeat the event in no way showcase wish fulfilment or the above distortions, as Freud's theories would suggest.)

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Another theorist by the name of Jung, whilst not dismissive of Freud's interpretations, thought the notion of dreams being simple Wish-fulfilment to be rather limiting. He stated that Freud's interpretation of collecting associations would bring insights to the dreamer's mental complex, but not necessarily towards the meaning of the dream.

he instead proposed two approaches to analysing dream material: the objective, and the subjective. In the objective, everything within the dream is what it is at face value (a friend is your friend, a flower is a flower, etc), whilst in the subjective approach, everything instead represents an aspect of the dreamer.

(the article I'm referencing then goes on to say that "if the dreamer is being chased by a crazed killer, the dreamer may come eventually to recognize his own homicidal impulses." which is. A choice of an example.)

Jung also cautioned against blindly ascribing meaning to dream symbols without understanding of the dreamer's situation. One approach he suggests is that one must ask "why this symbol, and not another?", and from there you will find additional things about the dreamer's attitudes. this mightttt be a little tricky but I'll see what I can do.

(I am strictly not using the given examples of this section. Why Jung whyyyy-)

UH, there are other dream theory people- but I've talked about this enough already for a "quick" backstory.

( oh, my old english teacher would be so proud of me referencing Freud and Jung rn-)

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Time for the actual interpretations!

D1:

the Red Sky: this one's interesting. obviously, red is a huge focal point colour in the gen loss 'verse, but that's not all. first off, we've seen it before. behind one of the dimension doors during The Spirit Of The Cabin, was a beach at which the sky was notciably red. Secondly, do any of you know the rhyme "red sky at night, sailors delight, red sky in the morning, sailors warning"? it's a really old saying (that has some factual reasoning, something to do with air pressure) for predicting bad weather, or in the case of night, good. it's not immediately obvious as to whether the the message in this case is good or bad, as the sun is "gone." (the whole red sky stuff is based on the sun being close to the horizon, so sunrise or sunset.) Perhaps this could be interpreted as Chronos knowing something that is important in someway, but they aren't sure whether it's a good or bad thing. most notably, they can't figure it out because their usual guide/compass/sun isn't around to help them. So it's an important message, yet unable to be interpreted.

Field of a unspecified plant: I'm not gonna lie, I first thought of catcher in the rye when I read this- (I'm not a huge fan of it, but it's fine). regardless, a field tends to represent an openness, an expansion of awareness. it can also be a comfort, something simple, natural- except the "terrain is weird". the distortion shows an upset to this, what would be kinda vibey and chill is now ehgheghegeggeg. Uh, ya. Also- Lostfield lmao-

something go wonky with lil ol' Lostfield.

walking, trying to find something (forgotten): a search for answers? perhaps? not knowing what you're looking for is certainly detrimental, but haven't we all at some point been trying to figure something out whilst not knowing what form the answer might be is? it's a sense of unfulfillment, not being entirely content with your current situation, but not entirely knowing what to do about it.

The Colour red: I'm fairly sure most of you on this website are well aware of colour theory. Regardless, I'm going to recap: red is a bright colour, attention grabbing. it symbolises enthusiasm, power, determination. However, it's also been associated heavily with warning signs and "hey, don't do that!" things, so most people generally have a "oh, that's not good at all" reaction upon seeing something red (especially when it isn't usually.). Also, blood! And painn. I suspect that our friend Chronos isn't doing too well, especially in terms of whatever was "eight months ago" and figuring out who (or what) to trust/go to for help.

sinking in dirt: your movement is impeded. you're 'bogged down' by something that is preventing you from continuing forward. likely, it's your own mental state of being and thoughts, which strengthens my current idea that Chronos isn't sure of who to trust and where to go next.

Cave, but unnatural. it's "created" and geometric: this is such an interesting thing. caves are such a common and natural thing of the world, and can be anything from beautiful to friggin terrifying. The fact it's "unnatural' suggest unease, but not from the fact it's a cave, but rather the fact it's been altered, changed, created. most likely by humans? but you never know. the geometry of it definitely gives off vibes of taking control, "taming" the wild, that sort of thing. (as opposed to the natural curves of a natural cave, when it's been left alone.) so, perhaps one of the things. wait! I nearly forgot about the white rock/concrete- which again! colour theory. cleanliness. blandness. wiping away colour, control. Concrete- man made, solid, controlled. not natural. ya.

"It": how the hell am I supposed to dream theorise on something Chronos isn't even telling us about apart from " waaa I don't wanna look it at it but the dream made me-" okay actually maybe I can do something with that. perhaps this "it" is the truth of something, a grand revilation which has tipped Chrono's life upside down. Chronos doesn't want to look at it because of how disruptive it is to their usual reality, but the dream/their subconscious wont let them forget. Think of it as the refusal of the call portion of the Hero's Journey. can't wait to see how well THAT works out for them-

Back in the field/a cycle: Chronos took the blue pill- they're back where they started. they've refused to act, are ignoring what's going on and not wanting to go any further. does this prevent bad things from happening? No! absolutely not.

(I actually honestly have no idea if I used any Freud or Jung stuff in my interpretations I just kinda- went)

D2 and D3 will come when it is a more reasonable for me to make it- although I'm gonna guess it now: D4 will be up already when I do.

sites I used when researching/making this:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dream_interpretation

Sleepfoundation.org/dreams/dream-interpretation

https://www.cafeausoul.com/oracles/dream-dictionary (sorta. It was a little helpful at some points.)

[stiles-o-dylan24]

JUST SAW BARBIE AND OPPENHEIMER AND WHY DID BOTH MAKE ME CRY-

😭 how were they?

ALSO I HAD THE ERAS LAST NGIHT AND I WAS CRYING SM AND I JUST WILL NEVER RECOVER IT WAS AN ABSOLUTE DREAMMMMM

[twistedbloodstain]

HAHAHAA HIIIIII I'M THIS -> https://www.tumblr.com/twistedbloodstain/717021992296071168/helaur-maki-rant-lang-poooo-first-of-all-love?source=share ANON AND LIKE

jsjsksksksksks I HAD A DREAMMMMM AND I THOUGHT I SHOULD TELL YOU

AAAAAA SJSJSJJSSJSKSKSKSKSKS

WHAT IF,,,,,, it was the marquis' partner that proposed to HIM???????

LIKE

IMAGINE THE SHOCK ON HIS FACE,,,,,

IMAGINE THE SHOCK ON CHIDI'S FACE,,,,

LIKE PUTANGINA????? SOMEONE WANTS TO MARRY HIM??¿??????

AND LIKE,,,,, he's so used to being the one in control in the relationship and all of a sudden THEY'RE the one proposing LIKE??????

EXCUSE MEEEE????

thats alll,,,, hugs and kissies i hope you're doing wellllll ilyyyyy 🫶🫶🫶💜💜💜

OMGG HELLO POH ULIIII UR HCS NEVER MISS CISNJDJDD

the marquis is gonna be dumbfounded for a second bc he never expected it to go this far??? yet here we are??? i feel like he’d excuse the other people in the room before accepting bc he’s cautious like that

[dreamwritesimagines]

Dream, dream, DREAMMMMM

My beautiful dreamy sweet handsome boy Benedict….. is a flipping FREAK 😭😭😭😭I mean we knew this. But omg you made it sound like he was such a (word that rhymes with gore 👀)!!!! Like we know he had partners but omg dream

Also the whole party scene…

Daddy Issues - The neighborhood

Cause that was the vibe I was getting. (Both of them have daddy issues literally 🥲🥲) but also the vibe of the song fit the party vibe in my head. With the both of them, especially clover being a bit tipsy. And her desire for him 👀👀👀 the song is essentially playing in drunk clover’s head when she’s having some naughty thoughts of her husband hehehehe 😈

Also I wonder what this realization is going to do to a sober clover 😭 he admitted he frequented these parties. Something tells me she’s gonna be intimidated/insecure 🥺 ughhhhhh whyyyyy dream WHYYYY It’s 2 step forward and 10 steps back.

I literally can’t believe you 😂 but beautiful chapter as always though. Already want the next one.

As always…an extremely impatient,

LS 💙🥲

Hi honeeeey! ❤️

Lollll I'm laughing so hard at this 😂 But I mean he has had his adventures😏 And threesomes😂

Omg I love that song so much! ❤️🥰

That playing in her head while she's drunk and totally admiring just how handsome he is...😏

That's a really good point love! ❤️ Like, the reason why Clover didn't really have a chance to think about it or talk to him about it was that she was both tipsy and incredibly distracted, but like you said, he said it himself he attended those parties a lot and considering what Clover has seen...😈

It'll be fun! 😏❤️

Thank you so much for this, you're amazing! ❤️❤️❤️

[angelsleepinggurl]

𝐒𝟐:𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄 𝟏𝟖

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The heat from the flame grazes past your fingertip, wining from the sting, and setting the candle down gently. It’s not long before the scent of lavender wafts its way through the air. The place is nearly set up, ready for his arrival. The playlist you’ve chosen to set the mood soon fills the room, pairing nicely with its decor. Red spills across Kento’s bedroom, scattered in the form of rose petals, trailing and leading themselves to the bed. Scattered amongst the new silk sheets you put out for this moment. Earlier on, you’d gotten a text from the blond, telling you how stressed he was. You had a light bulb moment and decided it would be genius if you surprised him like this. So here you are, in this brand new red lingerie, fluffing pillows and checking your appearance every two minutes in the bathroom mirror.

A distinguished ping goes off from your phone and you scramble to your phone on your nightstand.

‘Miss you so much. I’m on my way home now. Can’t wait to kiss you.’ The message from him causes your heart to flutter, you’re touched. You wait for him on the bed excitedly, like a kid who can’t sleep on Christmas. It’s not long before the front door opens and shuts again, the sound of the shut alerting you that he made it home. Relatively quick too.

You get into position on the bed, ready for him to enter. You hear a knock on the door, which causes you to raise an eyebrow. “Come in?” you say, “You don’t have to knock to enter your own- AHHHHHH”

To your utter shock, it was not the blond, gorgeous man you were waiting for but Gojo, who just stood in shock, taking in all the scene. “Woah, are you a present for me?” he asked, despite you clearly scrambling to cover yourself in the sheets.

“WHAT!”

“I mean, I knew Kento knew I was down recently, but this isn’t what I was asking for.” He says, chuckling and still in the room.

“NO! NO! NO! WHY WOULD I BE A PRESENT FOR YOU AT NANAMI’S HOME?” You scream, ready to lunge a pillow.

“The real question is, why is his assistant, in lingerie at his own home, in his own room?”

Well. He’s left you stumped.

“I- It’s, Well, Cus-” you’re stumbling over your excuses, struggling on which one to pick first.

“Does he know about this? Did you sneak in? Don’t tell me you’re breaking and entering.” He says sarcastically.

“I am clearly not.” you deadpan.

“I mean, I know loads of girls who have eyes on my friend but none of them have done this.”

“It’s all a dreammmmm.” you tell him, in hopes he’d foolishly believe that. He did not. “No? Oh well.” he raises an eyebrow, still expectant of an explanation. “Ok fine I’ll explain myself, just get out so I can change.” The man leaves you to change, shutting the door behind him, with the click of the door shutting your heart sinks, as you question how you’re going to get yourself out of this one. You’re hoping and praying Kento gets home to avert this situation.

Once you put on a top and joggers from Kento to borrow, you walk to the bedroom door and shamefully invite Gojo back in. The man lazily walks in with a smirk that seems to be rubbing it in your face that you and Kento are busted.

The man perches himself off the ground, as you find a seat on the edge of the bed. “So, wanna explain yourself?” he starts.

“I cannot believe I’m doing this.” With a deep breath, you tell him the truth: “Me and Kento are kinda seeing each other.”

He seems shocked briefly but makes no verbal comment on it,“How long?”

“A couple months?”

“And I didn’t know about this?”

“Well Kento probably did what’s best if he can’t tell his own friend that this was going on.” you mutter, looking off to the side.

“Are you calling me a balbbermouth?” he asks, acting surprised.

“You said it not me, and I don’t even know you like that.”

“Next question,” he says, brushing it off. “What’s all this?” he gestures to the bed and petals.

“It’s called when your partner is stressed so you wanna cheer them up.”

Your response seems to crack the guy up as he can’t even finish his sentence in one go, “Well he must’ve been really stressed cuz-” he points to the lights around the bed and enters another round of a laughing fit.

“Hey! Don’t mock my attempts.” you snap, throwing a pillow at him.

“Don’t tell me you’ve got that whipped cream shit here too.” his hands wipe under his eyes as he continues laughing at you.

“STOP!”

“Okay. Sorry, sorry.” he apologises, with his last few chuckles.

“I have a question for you. A couple actually.” you say.

“Shoot.”

“You know when you said a couple girls have eyes on Kento?”

“Oh, we’re calling him Kento.” He smiles amused again, and for a second, you’re scared it’s going to cause him to start laughing all over again.

“Stop.”

“Fine.”

“Could you name a few?”

“Could name more than a few.”

“Okay well name one.”

He takes a minute to think, which is strange cause he just said he knew a few, but finally, he responds. “Oh, I know. There’s this one bakery he likes to get this stuff from on a morning.”

“Yeah, he still orders from there.”

“Yeah, there's this one girl, brown hair, medium length. She is crazy for him.” You knew exactly who she was, mostly because her service towards you always seemed more hostile and passive-aggressive.

“What do you mean?” you ask.

“She’s blatantly obvious about it. She just gives him a look.”

“A look?”

“Yea, when you really want someone, there's a subconscious look you give them.” he says it like it's obvious, as he starts playing with the carpet beneath his fingers.

Am I giving a look? Have I ever given a look?

“Calm down.” he says, “Your look seems to have worked if you made it this far with him. You don’t need to worry about the other girls. It’s just you and him now.” His response is reassuring and it puts you at ease.

A silence passes over the two of you. Comfortable. You only notice when you realise that Gojo has been strangely quiet for a while. When you look at him, he seems to be looking glumly at his hands as he intertwines his fingers together with the teeniest frown on his face.

“I’m sorry you and Naaila broke up.” you speak up.

He looks up at you, looking at you blankly for a minute, “It’ll be fine.” It’s almost unconvincing but it’s not your relationship to meddle with.

“I’m glad you were with her. You’ve made her the happiest she’s ever been with a guy, as her best friend I’m glad it was you at this time of her life.” he doesn’t look up at you again when you say this. You figured that he probably didn’t want to dwell on her anymore. “It’s whatever, you don’t even care anymore. Sorry for bringing it up.”

“No, I care. Don’t get that wrong. I care for her so much.” he says, every word with meaning, then takes a pause before sulking again, like a flower that’s drooping. “I just wish she’d care for me too. Since the moment we met, it was work over everything.”

“She does love her job.” You take a moment before you continue, “How did you guys meet anyway?”

The white-haired man rolls his head to the side, which is resting on the wall behind him. Taking a long exhale through his nostrils before responding. “Well, it was one of those crappy career days they do in high school, you know? Some companies let students come watch them at work, and hers was one of them. I’ll never forget the first time I saw her. She was walking out of her dressing room, hair still held up with pins, looking like she was glowing. Completely absorbed in her work, didn’t even notice the group of loud, annoying kids standing right in front of her. And when she worked? She just shone. From that moment, I knew I had to get her number. It wasn’t easy, but honestly, that was the best part about her. She wasn’t easy, and I loved that about her.”

He doesn’t see the reassuring smile you give him. It hurts to see both of them hurt like this, but it’s not your business to be meddling with them like that.

The bedroom door opens after the silence, and lo and behold, Nanami Kento is exhausted from his day of work. He almost doesn’t notice his friend sitting on the floor by his feet, sulking gloomily. He’s more focused on his transformed bedroom, decorated with silk sheets to match the petals, and the scents from the candles to match the low, sultry music that has been playing in the background (something that your mind tuned out). And you. On the bed.

“Hey you.” he says, walking towards you, smiling on his face to which you return.

“Hi.” Gojo responds from the ground.

“And you. You? What the hell are you doing in here?” It’s almost as if he had an anger mark next to his head the way his face contorted to one of frustration.

“I’ll take it as my cue to leave.” Gojo says.

“Hey don’t leave asshole how the hell did you get in here?” The blond shouts outside the bedroom door.

“Ken it’s not what it looks like.” you explain.

“Don’t worry darling, I know you would never do that to me. And I know this guy is not dumb enough to lose his life by crossing me.” he tells you, trustfully.

There it is again. That feeling in your chest. It’s tightening and feels like its squeezing your throat dry, your tongue feels heavy and you feel immobile. Yet you smile at him before he leaves to go get answers from Gojo.

The more days go by, the harder it is to tell him what happened the night Choso came over. You didn’t initiate it. You didn’t want it. It wasn’t your fault. Yet why could you not tell him? So you will tell him. And soon too. Right?

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𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫…

[chrollogy]

AHHHH OKAY PLS LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU GET TO THEM BC MY JAW HAS BEEN ON THE FLOOR ASFDHDJDJ

You’re almost done w/ s2 !! Ahhh it gets SO GOOD like I had no idea what was gonna happen next AHHH

Claude is so *SWOON* but Sebby will always have my heart 😩 Seb this season has been a whole ass DREAMMMMM

I WILL BE RIGHT IN UR ASK BOX WHEN I DO !!!! :3 im so excited omg

right!!! there’s so many twists and turns !! i was confused at first when ciel mentioned madam red because i was like hmmm isn’t she yknow….. 😭

HE SO IS !!! but yes yes yes seb will always be the number one bc he’s just so sassy :> i’ve noticed he’s been smiling a lot this season and i am LIVING for it !!!

[thediphylleiajournal]

Every once in awhile I’ll think about this chef I knew who made me fall hopelessly in love with him only for me to find out he was married with children.

When I tell you the grappling I had to do with my morals and ethics after I found out. I wanted him so bad that by the time I found out I was already head over heels and it made me so upset to have to stop talking to him. Like I imagined a life with this man?

Why are they like this?

He was my dreammmmm man 🙃 (Sans unfaithfulness)

[the1975attheirverybest]

My biggest regret is that I bought a resale standing ticket on Ticketmaster but sold it again as I was too afraid to go alone! I was so upset I knew matty would have been furious with me for not going for that reason but I let my anxieties win, if they do another UK tour I will FOR SURE be going

Yeah, I know what you mean. And I said all that shit about going alone as someone who has done exactly this before. Like, in 2017, I had tickets for the very first Harry Styles tour ever. Like the first time he would be performing as a solo artist/ not 1D. Gave them away the day of the show because after I got dressed and everything, I decided not to go. The tickets were CHEAP. And in pit. At a TINY venue. It would’ve been an amazing experience. And I missed out on it because of ME. will always regret it.

So, I know exactly what it feels like to want to go but to have your anxiety win in the end. But then the next tour, I pushed through it. Even through EVERY SECOND of the drive to the venue I was like “I shouldn’t be here. I should be at home. I wanna go back. Omg why am I doing this.” Still felt that way when I got there too. But then strangers in the crowd complimented my outfit. We started talking. Slowly but surely, I felt more comfortable. Then the lights went down. The stage lit up. He popped on. And…everything from that moment on was A DREAMMMMM