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cosmic-ghost-hermit Β· 6 months ago
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What animal do you most resemble and why?
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So just so yall know before you go to your piles. The animals in the pictures might not be the creature that you most resemble. I am using the Untamed Spirit Animal Oracle in this reading. Please take what resonates and leave the rest behind but always be open to new perspectives about yourself.
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PILE ONE
Astrology: Pisces, Sagittarius, Aries
Song: all i ever wanted by Mazie
Vibes: πŸ–€πŸ’™πŸ”­βœˆοΈπŸ•·πŸ¦‹πŸ•ΆπŸŽ“πŸΎπŸŒπŸŒŠπŸ«πŸ™πŸ§ŠπŸŽ§β™ŸπŸ¦½πŸ’Žβ›πŸ›‹πŸ“˜βœ’οΈπŸ’€β™ΏοΈπŸ”Šβ™ οΈπŸ
Cards: Lion, 5 of Cups, 7 of Wands, The Void, Karmic Relationships
Hi, pile 1! Welcome. These cards tell me you look most like a lion. I can see some of you have prominent noses that make your face very lion-like. All of you have the most piercing fierce eyes. I also see you have soft hands and nice nails that you probably get done regularly. You are legit gorgeous and you have this extensive hair routine you do almost every day. You might wear a bonnet to sleep or you have a silk pillow case to protect it. I can also see you are surprised by these compliments. You have some self-esteem issues that frustrate you a lot. These beliefs you have about your physical appearance are built around the opinions of others. First off, they only shit on you cus they are jealous. These cards have a weird undertone of relationships so I think maybe you had a partner at one point who was SUUUUPER jealous of how beautiful you are. Wow, they are pressed about it. They probably said some extremely mean things to you about your appearance that stick with you even though it doesn't look like they are around you anymore. I hear them saying you have RBF or something. You have literally nothing to feel insecure about my dear.. Like you complimented yourself in the mirror around this person and they like immediately tried to knock you down a peg. Dude, that person is SO ENVIOUUS. Don't listen to their words. You need to see through their words to the true emotions behind them. Don't let these jealous people dim you light, girl!!! Their words are not based on reality. It is distorted by their emotions. Just know when they look in the mirror all they hear is their momma tellin them they're ugly as fuck. They were just projecting their insecurities, baby.
PILE TWO
Astrology: Taurus, Leo, Aquarius
Song: Body Talks by The Struts, Kesha
Vibes: πŸ’›πŸ§‘β€οΈπŸ’™πŸŽπŸ§ΏπŸ’°πŸŒ…πŸ–πŸš¦πŸššπŸšŽπŸŽ―πŸŽ­πŸ…πŸΉπŸ«πŸ‚πŸŒŠπŸŒˆπŸŒπŸπŸ πŸ«‚πŸ€–πŸ₯ΆπŸ˜°
Cards: Badger, 7 of Pentacles, 5 of Wands, The Seven Star Sisters, Jump In
Hey there, pile 2!! You have such an interesting energy. The animal you most resemble is the Badger. So from what I'm reading from the other cards this is less of a physical resemblance and more of an attitude resemblance. The way you hold yourself is like you do not give a fuck what anyone thinks about you. You had many people around you growing up who were considered "conventionally attractive" and for a long time, this bothered you. I think sometimes it does still bother you but you have grown your self-esteem a lot since you were little. You got tired of fighting for attention real quick. You realized how dumb the competition of appearance is and began to explore your expression more for fun rather than to fit in. You have a unique way of expressing yourself, especially with your make-up. Dark eye shadow is your signature look. It makes your already really unique eye color pop like nothing else. You dress very alternatively compared to your siblings and/or friends. The style does have a touch of whimsicalness to it too. I see some of the people who picked this pile have a curvy body type. You keep your hair short for the most part because it's easier to manage while short. You truly have such a fantastic head-turning style. I really do love your energy, my dear. Like, wow you are fucking awesome. I would have looked at you as a kid and wanted to look like you so bad.
PILE THREE
Astrology: Scorpio, Libra, Gemini
Song: The Middle by Jimmy Eats World
Vibes: πŸ€πŸ–€πŸ”ŽπŸ–‹πŸ§·πŸ““πŸ©ΊπŸ”¬πŸ”ŒπŸ“·πŸ“ΌπŸŽ₯🎹🎼🎀🎧🎬πŸŒͺ🐚πŸͺ¨πŸ‡πŸ•ŠπŸ¦’πŸˆβ€β¬›πŸ•ΈπŸ°πŸ‘Ÿ
Cards: Toad, Fox, 8 of Swords, 2 of Wands, Double Mission, Deep Cellular Healing
Oh, pile 3. This is gonna be a kind of shadow work-y kind of reading so just be prepared to be called out okay? Trigger warning for SA. You make yourself ugly on purpose. You hid your beauty from yourself. I dunno exactly what you do to hide it from others but I see you wearing clothes that keep your shape a secret. You do your make-up in a way that accentuates the dark cycles under your eyes. You make yourself look sick and dying. You force yourself to believe you resemble a Toad. I don't blame you, my friend. You went through something truly terrible that made you feel ugly so you express it outwardly constantly. You believe you are ugly because of what happened. What they did to you didn't taint your beauty, homie. You aren't dirty. You aren't hideous or unattractive naturally. You are so scared of what happened, happening again. It makes you put up these defenses in-order to feel safe. My friend you are already safe without these defenses. You might be doing way more harm than good, my friend. If you stopped hiding your true beauty from yourself, you would more resemble a Fox. These cards are encouraging you to heal from what happened to you mentally. Your reaction to what happened isn't wrong but you shouldn't destroy yourself because of how others treated you. You are stunning and so naturally gorgeous. I hear you saying that your feelings about what happened don't matter. That is a lie you tell yourself. That is a lie someone else told you. What happened to you was truly awful. What they did to you was disgusting but it doesn't make you disgusting. It makes THEM disgusting. What THEY did is disgusting. You are beautiful. You are so drop-dead, star-struck glamorous! You aren't a toad. You are a fox. Please embrace your authenticity because you deserve to feel good. You deserve to see your body for what it truly is.
PILE FOUR
Astrology: Cancer, Capricorn, Virgo
Song: Honey And The Bee by Owl City
Vibes: πŸ€πŸ’–πŸ’›πŸ¦¦πŸ˜œπŸ‘„β˜€οΈπŸ‘ŸπŸπŸ‘™πŸ‘‘πŸŽ‚πŸ±πŸ»β€β„οΈπŸŒ™πŸ¦­πŸŒΈπŸŒΌπŸ£πŸ°βšΎοΈπŸŽ—πŸŽŸπŸŽ²πŸ“Ώ
Cards: Otter, Queen of Cups, The Well, A New Earth, Called
Pile 4. You are so fucking cute. Like so cute. Like I feel your energy and all I feel and think is "Awwww~ What a cuuutie!". You most resemble an Otter. Which in my opinion, ARE SO FUCKING CUTE!!! I see you like to color your hair in pastel colors and it's SUUUPER long. Like you have been growing out your hair for a while now. You have this cute little button nose and these super pretty dark eyes. Ohmygods you have no idea how much I think brown eyes are the prettiest eyes. You put a lot of creativity in your outfits so you always look so snatched and dolled up. You like the long flowy dresses and shirts that billow in the wind. They make you look like a fairy. You always smell like incense and sea salt. You probably love swimming or surfing or some kind of sport you play in the water so you are very lean. I see you might be pursuing some kind of profession in the beauty industry. Either that or you just look like a model and people think you are one. You wear these pretty flowers in your hair that give you this gorgeous halo of lavender. You have been absolutely blessed by Lady Aphrodite. She loves you like her child. She blesses you with fashion sense and soft features.
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carlos-in-glasses Β· 10 days ago
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Thank you for the tag @whatsintheboxmh and @nisbanisba 🧑
This is from chapter 12 of Rhythms, coming on Sunday! It might be my personal favourite chapter so can't wait to share! Also...12 weeks of posting down already 😭 It's all going too fast.
In which we join Carlos, Buttercup and TK at Gabriel's funeral wake:
β€œOh, you want one of these?” Carlos feels himself actually smile, taking a couple of baby carrots from a bag in the crisper drawer. Rocky always loved carrots. β€œHere, have one for Rocky,” he says, feeding Buttercup from his hand and regretting it for the palmful of drool.
Carlos washes his hands but can’t resist returning to Buttercup to pet him. Dogs are creatures of enormous comfort.
He crouches and takes Buttercup’s face in his hands. β€œThank you, Buttercup. Thank you,” he whispers.
Buttercup boofs and dusts the floor beneath the island with his wagging tail.
A couple of sets of footsteps come crashing into the kitchen. For some reason Carlos freezes where he is, crouches down lower behind the island, his instinct to stay hidden.
β€œYou want something, Casey?” A young, male voice asks. β€œThey’ve got tequila.”
β€œNah, I’m driving,” a second guy replies, β€œThey’ve got so much booze here, man.”
A beer can cracks open and hisses. β€œHey, did you know the Major’s son is a f*****?”
β€œWhat?”
β€œYeah, he’s engaged to a man – I met the fiancΓ©; this is his dad’s place. He was like, hey, I’m Carlos’ fiancΓ©. I had to try so hard not to laugh.”
β€œBruh.”
Eyes wide, Carlos slowly drifts up from behind the kitchen island like Titan rising out of the sea.
Two rookies who are barely out of training pants freeze where they stand, their faces draining of color as their mouths fall open.
The rookie with the beer can slowly puts it down. β€œI – we were just–”
Carlos clocks their names on their badges. β€œMarsh and Ross, Get the fuck out of this house,” he whispers, β€œRight now.”
Marsh and Ross look at each other and hurry away in the direction of the front door, brushing past TK as they go. TK spins in the whirlwind of them.
β€œWhat are they doing?” TK throws a thumb over his shoulder as he wanders towards Carlos and Buttercup.
Carlos is too stunned, too gut-punched to answer.
Buttercup lopes over to TK, his favorite boy in all the world.
β€œMore cars have pulled up outside,” TK says, stroking a finger down Buttercup’s snout. β€œAnd your mom just opened the condolences book.”
β€œI’ll write something,” Carlos says shakily. A little message of love for his mom to find. The book is for her.Β 
Carlos follows TK in a stupor. The words of the homophobic rookie – it’s like someone has driven nails into his ears. There’s a sharp pain across his cranium, in his jaw, that makes his eyes water. He no longer feels like he’s at the same altitude as everyone else.
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xaharadesert Β· 1 year ago
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MC’s Familiar Having a Crush on LI’s Familiar - Headcanon
Arcana Characters (Main 6 + Familiars)
A/N: another poll winner! The request for this one specifically asked for the reactions of the LIs and their familiars, so it doesn’t really fall into β€œx MC” territory :) also, I’m leaving the species of MC’s familiar purposefully vague, but with the assumption that it’s not the same species as LI’s! Please let me know if there are any spelling or grammar mistakes!
TW: swearing in Lucio’s section
❀️Julian❀️
As a man of science, he has many questions
Are relationships between different species common in the magical world? Does a β€œcrush” indicate that familiars have a similar level of sentience to humans? Is this an innate trait, or something that manifests as a result of magic?
The temptation to launch a scientific investigation is strong in this situation, but he restrains himself
It feels immoral to toy around with love, even if he doesn’t really understand it
However, that means that he’ll be supporting this crush from both the standpoint of a friend and a scientist
πŸŒ‘MalakπŸŒ‘
He had never really thought about romance before
Most of his time was spent bothering people and collecting shiny things, and he was content with that life
So finding out that another creature had a crush on him was an odd experience, to say the least
Not to mention that it was someone he already knew, and shared a strong connection with
He thinks he might give it a try. He won’t be sharing his collection of shiny things, though
🧑Portia🧑
Immediately thinks it’s the cutest thing to ever happen
100% supportive, no matter the species difference
Gives your familiar the shovel talk (Pepi is her baby, after all)
Makes all the classic parent jokes about keeping the door open
After making that joke, she sits in silence and contemplates the reality of the relationship, and now also has many questions
Will not be asking them though; might ask Julian about it later
🐈Pepi🐈
Embarrassed by her mother, which is difficult to achieve, given that she is a cat and feels no shame
When she finds out about the crush, she just kind of shrugs it off
It makes sense, after all; she is a cat, and cats are perfect
If the crush seems serious, then she’s willing to reciprocate
Probably would not be the best partnerβ€” she prefers to spend her time napping in the sun, so if your familiar is high energy then it might not work out
πŸ’›LucioπŸ’›
What the fuck
Like, genuinely, what the fuck
I mean, he’s not really one to judge, given his own weird tastes
But, like, really? How the fuck does that happen?
Thinks his dog(s) can do better than your familiar, and makes this well-known
🐾Mercedes OR Melchior🐾
Makes perfect sense to himβ€” he would fall in love with himself too
Not really interested in reciprocating though: he is a very busy boy
Many squirrels to chase and bones to chew
May pursue a more dedicated friendship, though
And if he’s feeling generous, then he may share one of his toys with your familiar
πŸ’šMurielπŸ’š
A bit hesitant at first
He’s a very reserved kind of man, and he really only has Inanna by his side all the time
So he doesn’t know how he feels about losing her to any degree
But if it makes her happy, then he’ll support it
After all, it’s your familiar, and he trusts you
🐺Inanna🐺
Really did not expect that
Immediately rejects the crush, partly out of panic, because she really doesn’t want anything to change
But over time, she realizes she might like something more with your familiar
Eventually, the crush is returned
Mostly, she truly feels comfortable with it when she realizes she will always have Muriel’s support
πŸ’™AsraπŸ’™
Makes perfect sense to him; he’s loved you for years, so it’s only natural that Faust would form a bond with your familiar as well
He thinks it’s really cute, and encourages them to spend time together
Sometimes jokes with Faust about her β€œsnake charm”
As a bonus, your familiars spending time together means that the two of you can spend more time together as well
Most definitely plans double dates (platonic or romantic)
🐍Faust🐍
Faust had a crush on your familiar before they had a crush on her
So she’s delighted to see it’s returned!
Very enthusiastic about having a partner
If your familiar is larger, then she’s hitching a ride whenever they hang out
Very cuddly for a snake, especially if your familiar gives off body heat
πŸ’œNadiaπŸ’œ
Keeps her thoughts to herself while she tries to understand how exactly your familiar can have a crush on hers
She doesn’t want to judge what she doesn’t understand, so she asks you a few questions about it
Once she gets the gist of it, she’s very supportive, and finds it rather cute
Keeps an eye on Chandra though, since she knows her familiar likes her personal space, and helps to enforce boundaries
Overall thinks it’s harmless fun
πŸ¦‰ChandraπŸ¦‰
Eh
She’s not into romance, and let’s your familiar down as easily as she can
Still wants to be friends, but needs her own space
She’s a very solitary creature, and she has no desire to change
Will still occasionally be more affectionate to your familiar when she sees that they’re feeling down
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lemonlinelights Β· 4 years ago
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On My Ao3 I’m GreetingsFromSpaceWhale
My writing blog
My Dirk Gently’s Holistic Detective Agency side blog
Spacewhale’s and other awesome creatures daily
Blood/gore/horror is on this blog!
They make me AAAAAA:
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fucking love fungi
EDGE OF SLEEP OCTOBER 18TH OUT NOW
S E V E R A N C E
Sweet Tooth season three!!!
THE FUCK IS HAPPENING IN TGS
"We could've been us."
MIDNIGHT BURGER FINALE!!! Coming this spring???πŸ‘€ Frank is my favorite now sorry Gloria
The Obsession Rotation:
Pacific RimπŸ’™πŸ¦•πŸ§ͺ🌊 Big Bang coming soon!
Gravity Falls🌲🌠⚠️
John Wick βœοΈπŸ›žπŸΎ
Glitch Productions shows β™ŸοΈπŸ€–πŸŽͺπŸ—‘οΈ
Nope πŸ΄πŸ’§πŸ©Έβ˜οΈπŸŽˆ(Jordan Peele rocks)
Hatchetfield Musical Multiverse πŸͺ“
Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency πŸˆβ€β¬›πŸ¦ˆ
The Amelia Project!πŸ§‘πŸ–€
ENAπŸ’™πŸ’›-🀍❀️
DC’s The Question, Vic Sage and Renee Montoya πŸ•΅οΈ
Captain Marvel aka Billy Batson⚑️
The Stanley ParableπŸͺ£
Back to the future!! βš‘οΈπŸ•°οΈπŸ›Ή
Iron LungπŸ©Έβ€οΈπŸŒ•
The Edge of Sleep
Portal πŸ§‘πŸ’™
I’m legit obsessed with too many inter-dimensional medias
Anyways GO LISTEN TO THE MIDNIGHT BURGER PODCAST- which now I only have one episode left of I am very afraid for it to end I finished it and the new season is airing this December! SEASON THREE AIRED ITS SO GOOD GUYS! SEASON THREE IS ALMOST OVER IM SCREAMING LAST EPISODE SOON THE FINALE IS HERE AND ITS THREE HOURS LONG HELL YEAH!!!-> more this spring πŸ₯Ή Welcome to the triad just happened and I am so excited about how this will tune out!!!
Mitsthlome Museum of mystery morbidity and mortalityπŸͺžπŸŽ§πŸŽšοΈ
Will WoodπŸͺ±-this music has infected me and it’s been on constantly
Mob Psycho 100β€οΈβ€πŸ©Ή
Cowboy Bebop- this show is dope as hell how have I not watched it sooner
The Owl House πŸ¦‰πŸ§ΉπŸ‘‘
SpyxFamily πŸ’“πŸ—‘οΈβ­οΈπŸ©Έ
Baby Driver πŸš˜β˜•οΈπŸŽΌπŸŽ§
The Last Of Us βŒšοΈπŸ„
Hilda πŸ¦ŒπŸ¦ŠπŸ§šβ€β™‚οΈ
Lackadaisy πŸ€πŸΎπŸ₯ƒβ˜˜οΈ
Nimona!πŸ’–πŸ¦ˆπŸ”₯🦾 πŸ—‘οΈ
The Glass ScientistsπŸ’šβ€οΈ
Doctor WhoπŸ’™πŸ“¦β±οΈ
Epithet Erased πŸ’Žβœ¨
AJR 🏠
21 Pilots πŸ˜Άβ€πŸŒ«οΈπŸ¦…πŸ†πŸ‰
Halfβ€’Alive
Good Omens πŸ•ŠοΈπŸ¦β€β¬›
Currently listening to The Tower and Welcome to Nightvale- made it to 2015!
Watching Arcane and Resident Alien
Fixer Uppers: Shows where my favorite thing is going β€œbut what if they did this instead?” aka came for the show stayed for the fanon
Stranger things
Miraculous Ladybug
Danny Phantom
MCU (phase four specifically)- it keeps getting worse somehow
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idolshineitai Β· 2 years ago
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SUNKISS tell me abt yr ocs *wags tail
HII YAAAY HI <33 IM VERY EXCITED ABT THIS ive been fixating on them very much recently but augh which ones to CHOOSE !! i think ill go w lyla + co since i Just. posted her
IM DOING THIS ENTIRELY BY MEMORY N JUST FOR FUN so i might not get the more nuanced details but Hi. SO!! the story focuses mainly on saige and lyla!! Saige is lyla’s bf!! He iz a bigender butch bisexual ^u^ He/they. Lyla is a transfem xenogender femme lesbian who uses she/doll/πŸ“/🫐!! ANDDD also saige has a younger sibling Mylo who uses xe/xir :3 i havent decided xir specific identity but xe’s in a very lesbian relationship and i 🧑 xir partners .. i will not get into them unless asked cuz they dont play a huge role here . Potential sequel material ig πŸ’—πŸ§‘πŸ’›πŸ’šπŸ’™πŸ’œ
Saige + mylo have Shitty parents and thats a whole thing but one of the main parts of the story is !! this lil game that they play as a coping mechanism β€” where theyve kind of assigned each other a signature creature and will . Joke around in that space?? refer to each other as such? It’s . a nice family thing just for them alone IM ALWAYS VERY BAD AT EXPLAINING IT EVERY TIME πŸ’” but .. siblings :] Saige is a ghost n mylo is an alien
Lyla and saige r pitted against each other (← used lightly) @ school cuz of their β€œopposite aesthetics” Which they rlly rlly dont ….get?!?! Whats opposite abt them . Something something that meme where it says u have more in common w someone who wears all pink/all black than someone w a β€œplain” style. YKNOW.,,, and so they get to talking a bit more and i haven’t decided how they begin dating yet but they do and i love them so fuckin much πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–
Lyla , after being accepted by mylo ofc, gets her own gimmick and becomes the princess :D BUT UHJNKBJG. Eventually she realizes shes nonbinary n sort of goes spiraling :[ Saige n lyla r both autistic BTW (probably all the others too ❀️ but this is whats important Naow). And lyla doesnt like change a whole lot, she doesnt want things to be Different with this family that she has now, despite not feeling very comfortable w the princess label anymore ,,and shes not very comfortable in her identity as a whole INCLUDING da autism
it’s !!! a journey for sure but lyla is so unconditionally loved n supported and she really comes into her own and accepts her passions and interests and weird gender feelings !!!! Starts dressing up VERY cool as well which is highly important πŸ’›πŸ’› she loves fun fruit patterns (SPECIAL INTEREST - i have to learn so many fruit facts on her behalf im working on it.)
saige gets the means to move out nd takes mylo w him. eventually lyla joins them :3 even more eventually, when xe’s ready, mylo moves out w all the support in the WORLD from the lovebirds. And then theyre having this conversation,, like
It turns out saige’s ghost gimmick was 99% based on his dissociation that they didn’t really know was a Thing, but therapy n support n time away from parents he’s a lot better now! β™‘ i havent decided his new gimmick, but it’s different β™‘β™‘
lyla’s gimmick has shifted to like,, a mixture of things instead of one Solid identity and it makes her so much happier, very freeing, very Fun and indicative of the things she loves!!!!!!!!!!!! Fruit bat ..vampire..funny little colorful friend :] YOUKNOW!! β€οΈβ€οΈπŸ’™πŸ’™ goddd i love her so much shes ymmbaby
AND THEN MYLO. MYLO was the ONLY one to stick to xir og gimmick. Xe’s adored neon green xir whole fucking life. (OH N both sibs r punk ofc it isn’t all abt fashion but in those terms saige is more casual and mylo goes ALL OUT .) so they get to talking, joking, as mylo is moving out β€” this tender lil heartfelt conversation where saige is kind of awed and feeling fond,, like,,,, how did you do it? how did you keep such a strong sense of self all that tiem (even back there)? AND MYLO CITES having rlly supportive lesbian parents . And it takes a second for the couple to process but they really really cry Whbjbhjgmfk .. !!!!!! ITS JUST SO . I HEART THEM
THIS IS SO LOOONG BUT THATS THEM THATS MY BAYBIES…BMBJN,GLFD,MBV,
theyre so β£οΈπŸ’–πŸ’•πŸ’–πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’– THANK U BTW !!! AWAWA
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nilisntgreat Β· 4 years ago
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Hey, um this is a scheduled post. Thank you. I love you all. I just decided not to give a fuck about life, sure there are thing that makes me want to stay. But not anymore. I don’t know sometimes I just felt cornered. I hate it, what happening with life. I am trying to not go through with it. But if you get this, that means I failed, I broke a 10 commandment. Don’t know if I will live but I love you. I guess, I wanted to be selfish, even more. A parasite, a leech. A disgusting creature. The green monster. I don’t want to leave you sad. But know that it wasn’t your fault, at all. I just, I am not strong. Not as everyone, may think.Β  Goodbye, unless I do live.
And:
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vexel-of-sunbloom Β· 5 years ago
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Like I’m really tired and want to be showered in love but
@a-comforting-creature I FUCKING LOVE YOU YOU BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING GIRL πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ§‘β€οΈπŸ§‘πŸ’›πŸ’šβ£οΈβ£οΈβ£οΈπŸ§‘πŸ§‘πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’˜πŸ’˜πŸ’˜πŸ’˜πŸ’˜πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ§‘πŸ§‘πŸ§‘πŸ§‘πŸ§‘πŸ§‘πŸ§‘β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈπŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’•πŸ’˜πŸ’˜πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’—πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’ž
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merry valentine’s day! you are loved no matter what
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Thank you for the tag lovely @ironheartwriter @strandnreyes @paperstorm @orchidscript
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and @nisbanisba πŸ§‘πŸ’›πŸ§‘πŸ’›
Like others, I am fully in vows-mode right now! It's an important Theme and Motif for Poet Fic, so here's a little moment from that, in which Carlos himself is struggling with writer's block...:
β€œTyler Kennedy Strand,” Carlos says, staring at the highway ahead as two flanking trucks rumble past heavily. β€œTyler Kennedy Strand. TK. Love of my life–” he pauses, β€œFire of my loins!” he chuckles to himself, trying to shake off the sense of foreboding that jumped into the car with him, despite his intent to drive away from it.
β€œTyler Kennedy Strand–” deep breath. It’s going to be strange to full-name him in front of everyone they know, even in the context of their wedding. He suspects some guests – the plus ones, maybe – won’t even know what TK stands for. There’s a sort of power that comes with saying someone’s full name, and although TK will be doing the same, Carlos can’t seem to get past TK’s name in order to come up with the rest of his vows.
β€œTyler Kennedy Strand,” Carlos says, rolling to a standstill behind a line of traffic. β€œTyler Kennedy Strand – I’m already married.” He softly thumps his fists against his steering wheel and puffs out a huge breath. β€œFuck.”
Ahead of him, the traffic starts to disperse – a couple of wild hogs in the road, standing their ground. β€œThat attitude they have!” someone laughs with another driver, calling through their open windows.
Carlos smirks, the roadblock striking him as metaphor for writer’s block, the little hooved creatures that appear from nowhere and bring infrastructure to standstill. Carlos has had writer’s block since his late teens. He told himself he didn’t care. That part of his life was over. He was never going to be a writer. He was always going to be a cop and make a difference. What good do writers do, anyway?
He didn’t care. No sir. Nope. No caring here.
He didn’t care.
He didn’t care.
He became a cop.
He didn’t care about his writing. He didn’t miss it. He didn’t want it. Right?
He didn’t care.
Until now, when he has to write wedding vows for his soulmate. The creatures in his head are still there, eating their way through concepts and beauty while leaving to waste everything Carlos has ever balled up and thrown in the trash.
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@bonheur-cafe @reyesstrand @thisbuildinghasfeelings - if you want to share/ haven't already! No pressure ever! β€οΈπŸ©·πŸ§‘πŸ’›πŸ’šπŸ’™πŸ©΅πŸ’œ
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