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he's so crazy we can't take him anywhere ππ€£
#how atlus felt making the black mask design by far the most visually disturbing horrific thing witnessed by human eyes#what the FUCK is he wearing. what is that fucking OIL SPILL#didnt even BOTHER looking up a reference bc it was so hideous i didnt want to see it again.#βa persona users outfit reflects their desires and the manifestation of their personaβ IS LOKI SUPPOSED TO BE A FUCKING ZEBRA???????????????#I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE THEY DID HIM SO DIRTY#ONLY GOOD THING ABT HIS OUTFIT IS THE SEXY SERRATED SWORD THAT COMES WITH IT#anyway i genuinely dont give a fuck if this isnt the canon design i refuse to draw that one#there is no way this bitch was the one behind all the mental shutdowns he looks like he cant even hold a sword ππ stupid femboy twinkππ#anyway i digress i loved watching his sanity rapidly deteriorate as he got the deer in headlights stare when he looked at you#anyway akechi flopped with this one 0/10 don't come back like this again#imagine dying in this fit not even the flames of hell would burn hotter than my unadultered rage ππ#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#goro akechi#akechi goro#lotus draws
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no one has made this meme with venture bros yet so i took the initiative in doing so, even if this looks like shit *bwomp*
Anyways, hello venture bros fanbase. I've only been in it for like 2 or 3 weeks now, but I already love you guys.
Warning: incoming yap session in the tags lol π
#i just had to make it with venture bros specifically with s5 (although im using hank's design from s4... fuck it we ball)#bro was just a MESS that season (which i cant blame him considering what he found out abt himself and hank π)#sorry if this looks rushed i genuienely got hella lazy in the end so thats why it looks kinda messy π#why dis look so mad meme#venture bros#vbros#dean venture#hank venture#go team venture#come back to me emo dean venture π€βΉοΈπ€ i loved ur look that season so much
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I desperately want to know what the ankh symbol on Bad's back really implies. Like ok, it has meanings connected to life, death, rebirth, etc right? We know why it's there. But what does it mean?? Why is it there?? You know what I'm saying?
Why is the ankh symbol on his back presumably drawn by his soul vulture blood? His own blood? Did he draw it himself or does the symbol appear when he's really close to death. Maybe it's like a curse to bind him- no, death won't give you any rest or reprieve; you'll suffer by being immortal, doomed to reicarnate as a being of a lower existence.
#qsmp#qsmp badboyhalo#maybe its a symbol in preparation for his death? idk but im hyped to find out#its so fucking joever for me tho because i probs cant watch it live tmrw ππ
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Nah sorry chat she is straight up asking for death threats here LMFAOOO
#nevermore spoilers#just like montresor had it coming the last few chapters whatever happens to her she will have it absolutely coming .just for this one π#oh mentally deranged annabel lee how I LOVE you#but PLEASEEE SHUT YOUR MOUTH W THESE THINGS PLEASE WE AS READERS KNOW YOUR MOTIVATIONS AND SHIT BUT THIS PPL CANT READ YOUR MIND BABYGIRL#FOR THEM YOURE JUST BEING A HUGE FUCKING ASSHOLE TALKING SAYING YOU WOULDN'T CARE ABOUT MURDERING YOUR LOVED ONES LITERAL BESTFRIEND#BABYGIRL YOURE GONNA GET KILLED and JUSTIFIEDLY ππππ#annabel lee nevermore#annabel lee whitlock#nevermore#nevermore fandom#nevermore webtoon#nevermore webcomic#lenore nevermore#lenore x annabel#white raven
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I was watching 'idiots laughing at mugshots'
And then I get a fitmc jumpscare they compared fit to one lf the mugshots and I laughed so hard I almost passed outπ
#fitmc#qsmp#qsmp fitmc#fitmc of 2b2t#2b2t#fitmc qsmp#mcyt#im fucking crying#help πππ#ππππππ#im shitting bricks#HELP ME ITS 1 AM I CANT STOP LAUGHING
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Kenny and Violet anon here YES.
Violet is upset because someone she defended against her found family of 8 years let her get taken by brainwashing adults for 2 seconds and everyone flips their lid.
But Kenny refuses to stop a train, and gets into a whole fight with Lee over it (AND REFUSES TO HELP YOU FIND A LOST LITTLE GIRL WHILE YOUβRE FIGHTING OFF AN INFECTION, where as Violet always defends you in Episode 1 regardless of whether you ignored and/or antagonized her or not), and gets mad at an 11 year old for not being able to handle helping someone in labor by herself and everybodyβs like βNah itβs okay, his family died years ago so he gets to do whatever he wants.β as if Violet didnβt witness one of the only consistent family members in her life die in front of her π
Thereβs so many comparisons I could make and one day Iβll make a Venn Diagram about all of their similarities but for now Iβm glad someone pointed this out.
there are some things kenny does that have No excuse (like refusing to help bitten lee look for missing clem all because hes mad you didnt side with him enough. leaving lee to singlehandedly save himself in the pharmacy because he got scared. threatening to slap clem for blaming herself for lees death. off the top of my head). but his behavior on the train is annoying yet understandable. he doesnt want to admit his son is dying and he feels like duck dying in the first place is his fault for not saving shawn. you can convince him to stop without things getting physical
the Problem comes in when people can understand and sympathize with kennys annoying/shitty actions, but when it comes to violet (who has the same "my family is dead and its made me bitter and closed off" backstory (and her whole arc is about learning to love and care again)), suddenly all understanding goes out the window. even tho shes not even a FRACTION as annoying and shitty as kenny can get ππ
violet is mean to clem for the One scene where youre introduced to her (ignoring your first moment with her in the courtyard where shes smiling at clem so you already know her shitty attitude later is a lie. louis even defends her. wingman lol. and depending on what you say in response to her you can Immediately see the regret on her face LOL). but before the scene even Ends shes complimenting clem and clem loves it. then youre forced to talk to her and tenn about the twins, you have a nice card game where you can joke around with her, then she shows up at the dorm and they have a nice heart to heart about how theyre BOTH struggling with the loss of people theyve loved, and they can sympathize about both being harsher than they intend (THEY GET EACH OTHER CANONICALLY)
and vi not being "a people person" is a huge part of her arc?? she doesnt like that shes like this π but shes also better with people than she gives herself credit for and its why she makes a good leader. (and even if you pick the "came off strong" option clem is OBVIOUSLY teasing about it but vi cant tell and gets defensive ("its not like im trying to be bffs or whatever. sorry" is so "you want to kiss me so bad it makes you look stupid" of her)
and then after this shes never mean to clem again?? (unless you antagonize her but even then its mostly just about her standing her ground and not taking shit she doesnt deserve. which is fair). shes only mean to brody while fishing (and shes mean to brody because deep down she blames HERSELF) and the whole POINT of that scene is to try and mend their broken relationship which immediately makes vi a happier/nicer person if you do (also interesting how louis doesnt get any shit for His behavior while hunting π€¨ no hes just cool and fun). violet also apologizes for being "weird" in the dorms the previous night as well (bby girl why are you afraid that everything you do is weird π she says that word a lot)
violet will Always have clems back (in EP1 and 2!!) No Matter What you do or say to her. i think people take her loyalty for granted. so if you dont save her in EP2 and expect to continue to have her unwavering loyalty in EP3? thats a You problem. she is Fucked Up mentally on that boat by lilly and her not-exactly-ex, and then gets caught in the explosion she didnt want anything to do with. AND THEN SHE APOLOGIZES because she recognizes she was WRONG
(not her literally trying to make a joke about it to ease the tension π people dont give her credit for also having a sense of humor. like louis is the only one who cracks jokes around here) but again when it comes to kenny his actions are understandable and defendable even without an apology π i literally side with kenny on Everything except the larry thing and if you dont make the right dialogue choice with him? he will not help you look for clem. because of larry π i killed your son for you bro and then took care of his walker doppelganger so you didnt have to. and this isnt even touching his behavior in S2. and yet despite everything he does hes still one of the most beloved characters in the fandom π€¨
i just have to remind myself sometimes that all vi options were made 53-61% and the vi haters are a loud minority. her always being above 50% is so interesting to me because i love when choices are split perfectly 50/50. but the way the fandom talks about her (and the women in general) you wouldnt think shes technically the more popular option (and i Hate playing the popularity card its so annoying, but im only doing it bc people also say shit like "maybe if vi wasnt so mean more people would pick her" they DO pick her!!! you just got mad she was mean for 5 seconds, never payed attention to her again, and used her determinate reaction on the boat as justification for not liking her π) (also ignores how mean louis gets in EP2 regardless of choice?? but like kenny His actions are defendable and sympathetic and hers arent π)
#again just in case people cant tell I LIKE ALL OF THEM they are all interesting characters!!! but some of you only give grace to the men#vi i will defend you until i die because Someone has to#why do people hate and even want to kill the women in this game so bad π its so weird#im literally just asking yall to Not hate her so vehemently when you LOVE male characters who do the same or much worse#its just weird all the excuses that exist for the men but when its a woman? shes just a bitch. why do the men get to be bitches π#the game is Intentionally very even between vi and louis' reactions but for some reason hes defendable/sympathetic and shes not#someone pretty much ended up proving my point on my last ask about this without even realizing it π#but i didnt even know where to begin. so i was so glad to get this ask almost immediately after hdskfjkd#also the numbers im using are TFS numbers not DE numbers. ive noticed the DE numbers are fandom skewed idek what they are for S4#i dont think i have much more to say about this and im afraid the men only defenders are gonna start coming out of the walls#i love you fucked up women of twdg :)#if anyone tries to defend the male characters on this post im gonna lose it. they dont need your help!!!#replies with lexi#incognito#twdg
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alexithymia is crazy bro. gaslighted my autistic ass into thinking i didnt have to worry abt that shit cause im pretty emotionally intelligent but recently ive been thinking and like. yeah lol i dont get excited over things that are objectively exciting and i dont get upset when something should piss me off, but maybe hours later on i'll get amped up or upset about it. i dont get very emotionally invested in things either. i literally only experience my vague background mood, super strong emotions, and feelings that are congruent with what im thinking. like, my thoughts are angry about something, so i can feel angry about it. but if there's a cognitive dissonance between my thoughts and my emotions, i won't really experience the emotions.
but like the emotions are still there, so wells of resentment can still build up until i explode out of nowhere, or i won't realize i'm romantically attracted to someone but i'll still act very gay without realizing it until later lol (which makes figuring our whether you want to date someone VERY HARD btwπ)
anytime people are excited to see my reaction to something i groan internally because i know im not gonna have a strong emotional reaction to it so i'll have to play it up for their sake cause i know how fun it is to show friends things.
i also realized yesterday that maybe this is the reason i get so easily overwhelmed and stressed by literally so much, even if its not that big of a deal or actually a good thing, cause i don't feel those positive emotions or excitement, but i do very clearly feel the stress about new things to deal with. and so there's no excitement/sadness/anger to counterbalance the stress of "New Things and Uncomfortable Situations" which means i have no motivation to follow through and a lot of motivation to avoid it.
like, if someone was like, "dude your favorite thing is happening in this place!!!" there's a very muffled oh wow that sounds so fun and exciting i would love to see that that i cant even feel at the moment and a very LOUD but then i have to go outside and have everyone staring at me and i have to disrupt my schedule and go to this new place with new things and so i end up with this net result of "that sounds like hell" because the excitement doesn't show up to make it feel like it's worth it
ive also just never been the type to care about holidays or outings which does not helpπ
anyways not sure to do with this but i feel like understanding this was the next step to getting more control over my life so πͺπͺπͺ we will figure it out!
#hate fucking being autistic sometimes jesus christ#why is all my shit the subtle stupid invisible shit#my adhd and autism arent so debilitating that i cant function day-to-day#but they make me crash and burn like every year from the buildup#i cannot keep doing this π#YK WHAT I DO GET EXCITED ABOUT. biology. BC OF COURSEπ#also wings of fire sometimes lmaooo#vent#autism#audhd#adhd#alexithymia#buzzing
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Uhmβ¦Imagine not writing today- like imagine just not doing any work at all whatsoeverπ½
SORRY I HAD TO ADD THESE PICS LAMOO
#normalize being a lazy fuck#I literally#CANT#IM GONNA WRITE BUT LIKE#I WANT TO BE LIKE OBSESSED WITH HADINA BUT MY OTHER F/OS ARE DISTRACTING ME#LIKE BAD#LIKE WHAT ARE YOU DOING STOP IT#I STILL LOVE THEM THO OMGGGG#GRAHHH#GET ON THAT WRITING GRIND BRO#ALSO IVE BEEN WORKING ON A HADINA PINTEREST BOARD AND OMGG#THE QUOTES I FOUND THAT ARE LITERALLY JUST THEM LIKE DAMN#π MY BABIES I MOSS THEM#πpumpkin writing talks π#πYap timeβ°#Disney hades#UGH I MISS WHEN HE WAS MY ONLY OBSESSION#BUT THIS IS PROBABLY BETTER FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH ππππ
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the absence of any new fishing spots or fishies in natlan whatsoever possibly implying devs might be abandoning the system altogether for future updates is kind of hilarious to me not in the sense that id really miss it for its uhhhhhh exciting (lol. lmao, even) gameplay or anything but in terms of like. can you imagine we make it to 6.0 we finally enter snezhnaya yet somehow. the long-awaited homeland of the guy whos. Canonically in lore Easily the most famous fishing aficionado in the current day and age within his home country. a fishing celebrity even. mr. childe ajax tartaglia . released all the way back in 1.1 finally stepping foot into his peak home turf as a True famous fisherman capable of singlehandedly popularizing entire fancy gadgets just bc he happened to like them and the entire fucking population went wild for them just for that. who brings up pro fishing tips every chance he gets every time it stops raining. except turns out 6.0 in the flesh theres jack shit out there in the entire country not a single fishing spot or fishing weapon or fishing association to its name within the actual game like ππ it would be so cruel
#hes about to be like oh this is my favorite fishing spot haha (gestures at empty patch of water)#i mean to be fair fishing was always such a letdown bc its traveler only like#no way i cant fucking fish lore accurately in this game with the guy whos actually into it ππ#surely fishing comes back in snezhnaya but perma buffed so you can fish on childe#and with all kinds of crazy huge catches included so its even more lore accurate for his exploits. right#and its no longer boring or tedious and its super fun actually.#surely. surely. (clueless)#but like. i get them ditching the system it is. not very good GAJSJSJSKSJDK#ogs remember the non-nerfed paimon yapping frequency....#speedrunning R5 catch.............#like unironically childes gadget STILL the biggest buff to having to fish for weapons over and over ππ#w how it speeds up yhe grind. where was this in 2.1 ajax. where#genshin#rambles#childeposting
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Did someone say... Roo and an Achar [me] Simself in the Sims 3? No? Okay *drops these screenies anyways* LMFAO
#roo#roo*#achar:simself#roo:sims3#sims 3 simblr#sims 3#sims 3 screenshots#ts3#ts3 simblr#i decided to release them into the wild of my current save.#would you believe it if i said that i was spending most of my time stalking roo and just taking cute screenies of him in game π#roo is so :3-core. i love his face sm#reshade is HEAVY carrying these two tho. they're genuinely sickly pale without reshade.. π₯²#i cant make a simself to save my FUCKING life. atp my own βsimselfβ is just a persona/oc π
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i feel like many ppl dont understand just how unwanted i am and how deeply it affects me... my presence isnt wanted anywhere, and wherever i go i feel like im not allowed to exist. im never anyone's first choice. never the first favorite friend. never this never that. like im never the first choice for anyone, just now i almost got hit by a car bc the driver chose to not hit another person close by. they would've rather hit me than that person. and that's just how it goes for me wherever i go. im lucky when and if im even tolerated. but im not wanted or the first choice or the favorite. that just makes me feel so profoundly alone, like i dont belong anywhere or is even allowed to breathe the same air as everyone else.
#frustrated sigh bc i tried expressing this in a way i felt unburdened by the thought#but i just cant find the right words#but smth like this#to never be anyone's first choice is just... makes me feel so unworthy and unimportant and unwanted#i know that like if a crazy situation happened and my mom had to choose one of us.. she wouldnt choose me#and i've never been the first choice among friends or in class or like anywhere#even strangers always rather choose someone else over me#im so repulsive and off putting clearly :')#and like psychologically it isnt that weird that i like daydream and fantasize abt being kidnapped#or idk... fucking the villain π because.. idk it feels ridiculous to even dare to fantasize abt someone choosing me#but ... daydreaming abt being kidnapped bc someone wanted me so bad? π¦π¦#idk idk!! π i just feel so unloved and unwanted#and i get reminded of it when i go outside!! and even a stranger looks at me and is like yeah i'd rather run over that bitch !!!#like wow i really am worthless!!!! thanks#the fact that im begging the health care system for help and they just look at me indifferently... makes this all worse T-T
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Ok im finally dumping all of these on here !!!! Hooray
first off a lil vid of loghail in @sirwowβs rd connections converged au heehee
then some shipping stuff
and finally some internsona shenanigans again ft @emo-hermitβs river and also wally again cuz i love their dynamic sm π€§π€§
this time theres an actual arc i made for her (under the cut bcuz wall of text) yeaa
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ok so when she first arrives at the hospital, she doesnt really talk to any of the people there (except ada and the kids occasionally) and focuses more on working for the rd program. she does her job well and edega notices her quietness/general insecure behaviour, therefore leading him to decide to take advantage of her and try to mold her mind into one thats willing to always take his side and do any sort of work for him.
as time goes on, this definitely takes a toll on her, and the other people notice this. she gets closer with them and like a while later thanks to their conversations and persuading she realizes that her "mentor" relationship with edega is definitely not healthy at all (she realizes this probably like a few months later? idk i still need to refine this whole thing)
eventually when she does snap out of their unhealthy relationship with the reassurance of others she pulls a knives chau and dyes her hair w that classic red color, flips edega off and realizes that "hey its ok to defy others its ok to be myself and not someone others want me to be" and everyone is happy yippeeπ₯π₯π₯
#rhythm doctor#ignore the fucking vignette disappearing every single time the camera moves in the vid btw ππππ#it bugs the hell out of me but im too lazy to fix it ππ#cocole#bright colors#miner scales#internsona#mishs art tag#mishs animations#i cant think of any more commentary tags sorry ive been sitting here staring at this post for like 20 minutes straight by now#would it have been better to just spam post these instead of grouping them together? maybe. but who cares π₯π₯
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major league gaymer <3
#suggestive#clover and moochie ty 4 helping me with some details <3#this started off as a funny doodle haha sollux in sIut position tehe Ω©( 'Ο' )Ω#THREE FUCKING POINT PERSPECTIVE#I CANNOT#I CANT LOOK AT VANISHING POINTS ANYMORE π#homestuck#sollux#vaguely discord kitten au#sollux captor#anyway i MIGHT color this some day#because this is like. zine tier drawing for me π#and i dont wanna do that rn lol#liart
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How 2 do well in school, which is starting soon, no glue no borax
#i think im smart. maybe. cuz my finals last uear were aparently AWESOME for some fucking reason#i was failing allll my classes tho#except like. gym. but the rest were legit all Fs#idk how i passed.....#im just godly#but fr ive gyat no motivation to do anything ever and honestly id rather kms than be there BUT i have a gf now and also the convergence ->#-> reboot hasnt come out so i cant die yet#ive lost most motivation for my hobbies at this point and now i gotta go back to that freakshow#SIGH#the ppl there are MEAN and some of the things they tey to teach us with suck ASS#PLEASE. IM SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD AT ENGLISH. IT USED TO BE MY BEST SUBJECT#πππππ#the thing we have to do stuff on tho SUCKS bc i can barely ever finish it in class cuz theres not enough time and i dont have the motivation#to do it at home so eventually i just stopped bothering with it#like i just stopped#honestly halfway through last year i just gave tf up in general ππand they literally pulled me away and were like βr u ok....β#i dont remember where i was going with this#im eepy everything hurrts i dont wanna go back#i wanna be silly i wanna make straight As and Bs like when i was an little kid i want to make the ppl that care about me happy but.augh#vent post#I GUESS#mother get me tested + medicated challeng e level IMPOSSIBLEπππππ#ganvg im starting to think i may have smth besides the adhd.... hmmm.......
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not me realizing what caused my flare up and why it hasnt gotten better ππ
#its my SHOES#the insoles r completely trodden down now and causing pain ππππ#as if i can afford new ones this late in the sneakers season#i use skechers arch fit bcos theyre literally the only shoes ive tried that doesnt cause me massive pain from feet up to shoulders#and the insoles r done for now (which i feel is silly that i didnt realize sooner)#im looking @ alternative insoles for a lower price since the shoe itself is technically fine. but u cant buy the skechers insoles seperatel#(fuck u capitalism) but spending that kind of money on insoles that might not even work is also p terrifying tbh#ill see what i can do but for now im basically cuffed to the bed whenever i Dont have obligatory engagements with the irl outside world#my brain is sooooo fried i might as well be put in a medically induced coma πππ#arfids still rly bad too but tbh its easier now that i dont move a bunch? require less sustenance energy πππ#abyways sry for my rant. im holding out nd miss u all so so so much !!!!!!#these r the longest words ive written for a while. im surprised im so coherent rn#nohr.txt
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Is that character gay? *points at Mine*
Allegedly.
#snap chats#depends on what day you check the wiki. schrodinger's homosexual#i couldnt FATHOM showing mine to my mom i know she'd be so annoying πππ#actually i cant even imagine what'd happen. 'is he gay' 'yeah' 'oh-' LIKE WHAT. WHAT NOW MOTHER WHAT HAVE YOU SAY TO THAT#like i think my mom asks that so much as a cope for my existence when i dont even like men mom As Per Usual mother you got it wrong#she's so weird because her. 'best work friend(? boss?)' is gay so she doesnt care about gay people she just doesnt like. me LMAO#but my moms selective hating aside i do wish i could show her characters i like#not because i want to bond with her but because it always seems funny when everyone else does it with their parents#but id just be too embarrassed ... or i can just imagine her saying like. every other chara is scary lookin. or ugly. liek my grandma did π#my sisters keep telling me to show her daigo since they think he looks like our dad and im always tempted to#god wait that just reminds me how when i did a daigo cosplay last year my dad saw me and he was like 'you're like a mini me :)'#like .... cmon dawg youre not helping LCKAEJLKCJAE love him. hope to see him again soon <- literally just saw him#wait while im rambling my dad came over and our 'uncle' (no actual relation just dad's friend) gave us. 12 fucking bottles of wine#when no one in this house drinks enough to warrant TWELVE BOTTLES ?? so funny. at least my sis and her husband drink#and i have one (1) friend who drinks LOL so thats cute. do i have any other unnecessary lore bits to drop before i disappear for a week#our ac broke and its been hot as balls. yeah thats it thats the end of it see you guys next week
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