#I DON'T LIKE THIS AMYMORE /CRYING

[moonsoupstar-ao3]

I don't like this timeline anymore...

[blatterpussbunnyfromhell]

been having a chronic pain flare up for the past like 5 or 6 days and today I got my periods, which added cramps and headaches to the joint pain in my legs, hips, arms, ribcage, neck and vertebrae. When I say I wanna be squashed by a steamroller, I mean it.

[sonicjustbecause]

Rouge the thief has no darkide? according to Sonic prime...

When Sonic shattered the prysm, we got pieces of all character personalities. Some got darksides, but some more appear to have a pure heart. And some are unsuspicious:

Sonic: Sonic didn't shatter but he has a counterpart since 2001. Yes, Shadow. The two guys are virtually identical and the only difference is their colours. Shadow's overall different experssion is over a face that is very same of Sonic. Like all counterparts, Shadow is not the opposite of Sonic in all aspect. In some aspect they're the same. Shadow was not mean to be Sonic's shadow but he is Sonic's reflection. One thing that underline this is that Sonic is overall right handed and Shadow is overall left handed. Yet there are things that are the other way (Shadow uses the right when using Chaos control, while Sonic favour his left).

They both love a good challenge.

If Sonic did statter I'm sure one of them would be the exact copy of Shadow (except the colour), with quills upward and outward. Another would be a drama queen, a cry baby (Sonic is known to be particularly good at holding back his tears. In one shatterspace, maybe the boscage, he would cry over the smallest thing, a sort of soy boy, or soy hedgehog). Another dimension would give us a Sonic who is a literal superstar. No place I think.

A shattered Shadow would give us a cheerful yet a bit delinquent Shadow, like the one from Chousoku Sonic. No place maybe. We can have a innocent version of him from boscage maze and a melancholic yet sociable version from New Yolk.

I don't know if Sonic and Shadow would have at least one evil counterpart.

Rouge: all Rouge counterparts from the shatterspace are good hearted. That's surprising since Rouge is a thief and thieves are criminal, although their crime may be minor. She might reflect the imaginary figure of the lady thief, she steal but she is kind and gentle.

Amy also has no evil counterpart. Rusty is a cyborg that was controlled by the chaos council but once she got her mind back she quickly chooses the heroes. Is not that surprising that Amy is pure hearted.

Big the cat is a large fluffy Siberian cat. And in all his countermarts, he is still a large fluffy Siberian cat. This guy is true to himself, pure, honest at the point to never change, it doesn't matter what.

Knuckes has one evil counterpart, Dread. Dread is literally a psychopath. He is funny at first glance. Then you discover a liar, a manipulator, he uses other people for his goals and he is attracted by power and lust. Once people around him aren't useful amymore they can go, well... to fuck theirselves. He seems having some Gollum traits ('My beauty' mirror Gollum's 'My preciousssss!').

Interesting that a so naive character like knuckles has a so sly counterpart like Dread.

Tails has one evil counterpart, Nine. Being 8 years old, Nine is just at the early stage of his role of the mad scientist. He is in the moment you discover something big you would never imagine. A power that you mean to use for yourself without meaning harm at the start. But the power is so big you get corrupted and drunk, wanting more and more without realizing. Nine was strongly against the idea of ripping apart the shatterspace... and once he gets the power, he rips the shatterspace apart, even making some world explode (like Ghost hill).

If Rouge, Amy and Big have no dark side, Eggman is pure evil. His counterparts are five, all cruel and all getting along. Is like the opposite of Big the cat.

[tryingtodotheright-thing]

Day 63

It feels like I've been asleep. For 63 days. Maybe longer. The past two days have destroyed any semblance of peace I had. Reality has caught up with me. Seeing that empty space in the center. The place where you stood. Where you should still be. This nightmare is so frightening.

The loneliness is creeping in. Your voice seems far away even though I still listen to the same songs the same way. I keep counting the minutes till I can return to my bed, where I can pretend to be asleep but instead play over every memory and grieve for you.

If I could have one wish, it would be for you to be happy. If that means you're still away. Fine. But I need to know you're not hurting amymore. I think that's one reason I am struggling so much. I hold on to this pain, hoping it would relieve you of yours. It breaks my heart when I think about how much you hurt.

I am not doing any better either. My life has come to a standstill. Not because of you. I just see things with more clarity. Numbness swallows the little moments of joy. I feel like a robot at times. Doing things because it's my purpose but there's no joy. The only emotions I feel are thanks to music and of course, you.

I cannot fake enthusiasm much longer. The things I love no longer hold my attention. They are not enough. Haven't been so for a while. I look forward to the moments where I am unconscious. I am so exhausted. I just want to sleep. Sometimes I want to sleep forever. Fleeting moments when these thoughts appeared have now become hours of contemplation. Don't worry. I am too much of a coward. You see, I want to get better. There's a small part of me still holding on. The part that loves you and wants to make you proud.

So whenever my thoughts begin to wonder, I play your song, have a good cry and carry on for another day. Till spring comes, I will hold on for you. I love you. I miss you. You've worked so hard. See you soon my love.

[smolsawyer]

(1)Hey, i hope it's okay i'm dropping on on you, i just feel so bad and i have to get it out. Don't feel like you have to agree with me. I just... *sigh* i saw some posts today that did a 'recast' and i literally felt pain in my chest, i felt sick. I love (..loved ?) This cast so much it's hard to let go. It's hard to believe they really did and said those things. I feel so bad about this whole recast because i love this cast so much and seeing them being replace, even if it's just a headcanon,

(2)makes me wanna cry. I know everyone is angry and hurt, i am too, so much it hurts, but this recast really makes me sick. I don't know what to think amymore. Also people incloding flo in whole this mess and saying bad things about her when she was nothing but supporting and amazing to us are literally the worst i wanna cry every time i see those posts. Sorry again for this, i just feel like you're kinda the only one i can count on about this ? Idk. I feel so confusd and sad irdk what to doOh my dear nonnie.. firstly let me send you a big hug❤The cast of Supergirl broke my heart too nonnie, so I believe I know what you are going through. But for instance Jeremy is getting (slowly) better with his apologies and it almost seems like he finally understood what he did was wrong and most importantly why it was wrong. People are angry and heartbroken right now and making recasts is their way of expressing how they feel. I believe you shouldn’t put too much into those recast gifsets. I have one in my queue right now too, because i loved it. The author recasted Maggie too (and you know how much i love Maggie and Flo) but it didnt bother me, cos I always loved those poc recasts thingy, no matter the show :) So what im trying to say, people who are reblogging those gifsets, doesnt have to necessarily hate Flo :)And even if they did? So what? More Flo for us, right? ❤We have to get through this storm of emotions and shattered images of the cast of Supergirl. Some of them may redeem themselves in our eyes, some may not... but honestly I would rather unstan someone who is homophobic and i just found out, than to love someone who is homophobic and I would just never get to know about it.And as far as Floriana goes... I hope you know that this blog will always have just love and support for her, nothing less ❤ So feel free to come here anytime you need to see some Flo/Maggie positivity ❤