#I DID THE THING and it's... long. and sad :(
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So, actually, this isnā€™t too unpopular of an opinion.
The degree that we are all busy has always varied, but there were always things to do - foraging, collecting building materials, carpentry, tilling, cooking, cleaning - people have been busy since birth, just like all animals.
The important thing to note is that the work that I listed above all benefitted us when we did it. We find food, we have food. We cook food, we eat food. We build shelter, we have shelter.
What could contribute to our anxiety and depression is that we work all day long for things we donā€™t actually keep. Some people cook all day and skip lunch. Some of us spend all day doing woodwork or plumbing or HVAC for actual mansions and then go home to cramped apartments.
The work used to be for us. We used to be able to see it and keep it and tell ourselves that it was worth it because it made our lives more livable. Now, most of us just sort of burn away in the ornate pipe of some rich guy who complains that weā€™re grainy and our blood stains the carpet.
We write and sing and dance to remind ourselves of all the things that canā€™t be taken away. But we know deep down why weā€™re sad.
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skyedancer-system Ā· 3 days ago
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Going into Poppy Playtime Chap. 4 I was not expecting to get halfway decent plural rep but here we are????
Spoilers for the new chapter under the cut, and also cw for all the general Poppy Playtime stuff (child death + experimentation, body horror, if you know the game you get the gist)
SO THIS GUY HUH
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Doey the Doughman, the surprise character revealed just days before the chapter dropped and who finally answered the question of the red/orange/yellow hand imagery weā€™ve been getting teased with for so long
In the chapter himself heā€™s pretty important to the plot and is an ally to the player, Poppy, and Kissy for (most of) the chapter, and heā€™s a pretty nice guy just with a bit of a temper, and very overwhelmed by having to keep the Safe Haven together and protected in Poppyā€™s absence.
But his personal story? How he was created via Playtime Co.ā€™s Bigger Bodies Initiative? Oh god itā€™s honestly one of the most messed up ones yet other than Yarnaby (and thatā€™s saying something considering this is child experimentation weā€™re talking about, and Yarnaby lost his entire self and was treated like a straight up animal, isolated so he would love and obey Harley and only Harley)
Where most of the living toys were made from one child, Doey was made from three. Jack, a visitor to the factory that got caught in a freak accident and was taken into Playtimeā€™s care for his medical recovery. Kevin, a problem child in the Playcare known for his anger issues. And Matthew, an extremely kind boy who tried to keep hopes up among all the orphans in the Playcare, and was a sort of leader to them.
And all three of them are still present in some form; at various points in the game you see them switch, speaking and thinking differently, with varying opinions on everything happening. And from the tape of the Jackā€™s parents seeing what Playtime did to their son, we see that the three have separate memories as well, at least they did when they were first put together.
And this plurality that was forced onto them isnā€™t played for scary points like youā€™d expect from a mascot horror game. Yes it is part of Doeyā€™s monstrous design once they get upset, but them being upset is because everything they had worked to protect was destroyed by the Prototype. All of the other kids turned toys that had kept their consciousness and relied on Doey for protection, mercilessly killed. Anybody would be horrifically upset in that situation. And one of the three boys - Kevin - lashes out at the player, the other two trying to calm him down only for all of them to fall into anger and emotion.
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You can clearly see the three kids; one angry, two sad, all of their emotions coming together into a grief induced rage, with physical pain only compounding it. And when you eventually have to kill them and put them out of their misery, their last words?
ā€œIā€™m sorry.ā€
They were just kids; three kids forced into a horrible situation and having to learn to live with it. And for a long time it seems that they did, working together rather peacefully until their lives were upheaved by the arrival of the player and Poppyā€™s reappearance.
Kevinā€™s anger at everyone and the world is completely justified; I mean he and the other two were experimented on and then kept caged like animals, being practically forced to kill! He wanted to protect them; to avenge the countless others that had been killed by the Playtime scientists and the Prototype! And considering things only went to shit after the player and Poppy showed up? Well itā€™s no wonder that anger got directed at them
It it a super good depiction of plurality? No, not by a long shot. But itā€™s definitely way better than I would expect from a game like Poppy Playtime.
I was not expecting this post to get this long whoops fbsnbdns; if anyone else has anything they want to add though weā€™d love to hear it!
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teshiee Ā· 11 hours ago
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i did not think this out much...at all, but drawing it was a lotta fun!
also i almost made lloyd veronica but i changed it to nya before i even started working on the. actual heather trio so yay!!
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ziggy-scardust Ā· 2 days ago
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I worked for Elon for two and a half years, some time ago now. He wasnā€™t part of the alt-right then. At least, he made generally positive statements in company emails about supporting LGBT+ employees and women in STEM. Maybe he changed his mind, or maybe he never believed those things and just said them when they were expected - I have no idea and frankly I donā€™t care.
In a lot of ways Iā€™m proud of what I accomplished there. I did valuable work and got useful experience and made some good friends. But my good work helped reinforce a credibility he should not have for an expertise he does not possess. He wasnā€™t often onsite because he was already running 3, then 4, companies. When he was, it didnā€™t make anything better or faster and in fact was disruptive. When I started, I was told cheerfully that the board had removed his power to fire people on the spot. Some of his ideas were good! And some were terrible and he would insist on technical work that we knew wouldnā€™t work being done anyway. He was clearly on drugs for at least one company all-hands. He made a couple bad calls on some contracts when I was there, too.
And now itā€™s been a long time and itā€™s been at least five years since I first remember telling some relatives that they shouldnā€™t put him on a pedestal, that that wasnā€™t a reasonable thing to do for any human being, and that having some good ideas did not make him an oracle or a genius. Unsurprisingly, those relatives are now full-blown Trump cultists and Elon is very much a part of their hero-worship. It is weird and it is sad, because they trust their imaginary image of him more than they trust me.
I hang onto my stock mainly because itā€™s not publicly traded so the only way I can sell it is back to the company, which gives him more control. At least my family loves me and my engineering degrees are real. And itā€™s kinda nice to know I wasnā€™t crazy, so thank you, Philip Low.
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omgfangirlland Ā· 2 days ago
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The Shadows That Nurture 4
I may have girl bossed a bit too close to the sun and finished Chapter 5 and 6 too- I'm not quite happy with those so I'll go through them again before posting Ch5 šŸ˜…
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Well, we all knew they would never have time for you. They never do until itā€™s too late. Thatā€™s why funerals are for the living to say goodbye, to mourn, to let go of the guilt. It still hurtā€¦ It hurt so much to be brushed off by Alfred, to be ignored by Bruce, to be yelled at by Dick. You couldnā€™t even think of Jason without tearing up, and Tim was just straight-up mean. But at least he was honest. Cassandra and Barbaraā€™s avoidance hurt the most since they were your only female interaction in years.
Everything you tried to do to prove yourself was, at best, ignored, at worst, compared to someone else and diminished. You had nothing in common with Richard besides knowing a few of the same bands. But that wasnā€™t enough to raise his interest in interacting with you. Every time he looked at you it was like he was angry and sad at the same time.
Jason and you were so similar. Finally, someone you could relate to, who knew how life on the streets was, how terrifying the big space of the Wayne residence was compared to the lives you once had. And yet he was more interested in Dick, no matter how rude the oldest boy was. You couldnā€™t blame him, you also wanted Richardā€™s attention. Your heart felt like it was rolled through needles and lemon juice when Jason got everything you wanted just for you to watch him get buried. Dick was angry when Jason first showed up, jealous, but by the time Jason grew up he was just as angry. You hoped that wouldnā€™t happen to you.
You were a great student, thriving in your classes and finishing middle school earlier than others, what else were you supposed to do when you had no friends? Of course, that was nothing to Timā€™s brilliance. And every time you tried to bond with him on that or show him your achievements it would be a tired ā€œI donā€™t have time for you.ā€ or an uninterested ā€œI achieved that when I was younger than you.ā€
Barbara is everything you wanted to be when older, smart, beautiful, had friends and the family's attention. It hurt so much to see her get along with Cassandra but not you, never you. And Cassandraā€¦ You tried. You tried to befriend her without overwhelming her, but since the first introduction, she had started ignoring you too, downright leaving the room if you entered it. Bruce went to all her recitals, but he never had time for your galleries or competitions. You stopped asking everyone to come when you found the invites and pamphlets balled up and thrown in the trash bins.
By the time Duke and Stephanie came around you had given up, what use was it? Itā€™ll be another rejection, so you just took care of the garden and did more art, your room overflowing with it. You spent at least half of the monthly allowance Bruce gave, and yet you could still be a millionaire.
You gave up on the Waynes, only speaking to them if they spoke to you. You were done with them, with their secrets, with how they would talk between each other in whispers and then get quiet when you stepped into the room. Theyā€™d always look at you like you were a stranger, an enemy. And perhaps you were. So, fuck them. Fuck the boys, fuck the girls, and fuck Bruce and Alfred too.
Sneaking out was the best thing you have done for yourself- sure it was a long way from the Manor to the city and back, but it was all worth it. It was worth it to see the other street kids, to hear their stories, to hang out with the homeless and the girls on their smoke break, it was worth everything when you found your momā€™s grave. It was nice, it felt like home.
Was it dangerous? Yes. But as long as you stuck to Red Hoodā€™s territory you were fine, his rule of keeping kids safe seemed to also apply to you. He was nice, even if he never spoke around you beyond hums and grunts, but you enjoyed how gentle he was with the other kid, how he ruffled your hair, and how he helped you clean your momā€™s grave. He was nice, and surprisingly so were most other rogues.
Ivy enjoyed helping you with tips for the garden, some of the flowers you grew there on every 13th of the month were made into bouquets for her, your momā€™s grave, and Jasonā€™s too. Two-face was surprisingly nice about your inquiry of the law and Penguin enjoyed helping you with your business classes. The Riddler made you want to smash your head against a wall most of the time, but boy was he good with philosophy.
You avoided the Joker like the plague. You couldnā€™t find it in you to care for him when Harley reminded you so much of your mom when she came with a black eye or busted lip asking if you could take care of Bud and Lou for a jiffy. You could never say no to her.
If Red Hood wasnā€™t keeping an eye on you, it was Bane or Killer Croc, both men letting you climb and swing from them like a spider. They enjoyed seeing a kid not tremble in fear at the sight of them, despite whatever they may tell you. Mr. Freeze was nice too, lonely like you. Sad you simply couldnā€™t take the cold for long no matter how many layers you put on.
You loved them all to a degree, but Catwoman always made you feel like her kid, not just a kid. Sometimes you felt guilty for wanting to call her mom, you had a mom. But she made you feel all soft and mushy, calling you her kit, crying with you when you first heard her call you that. She thought she had hurt you, oh, how panicked she was. But her hug was so warm, so loving once she found out that no one had called you their kid in so long. Ā You wish she would steal you away, she does too, but she made a deal with Red Hood. Selina wishes she had just taken you and moved across the country, everyone be damned.
Unknowingly, you had created the garden to hold flowers that reminded you of all of them, even the Waynes. You couldnā€™t bring yourself to kill their flowers, to make bouquets of them or sell them- you just didnā€™t have it in you. So, you just kept on growing them, talking to them, and telling those flowers what your alleged family would never listen to. And then Bruce ruined it all.
He wasnā€™t sure why he did it, exhaustion or paranoia, maybe both? But all Bruce knew he was seeing is his momā€™s garden flourishing after years of it being neglected, of Alfred overlooking it at Bruceā€™s request to focus on what rooms were being used inside the manor instead. He didnā€™t think twice about grabbing the pesticide designed for Poison Ivy, didnā€™t think about asking Alfred, about asking the kids, he just reacted.
Bruce was drinking his guilt away in his office, forehead pressed against his desk as one hand held a whiskey glass and the other gripped at his hair. He had never seen his youngest that angry, crying so much-ā€¦ He wasnā€™t sure when the last time he saw her smile or hang around the family was.
ā€œWhat have you done?!ā€ He remembers how pained and angry you sounded as he killed the last flower, his flower. He remembers how he acted, how annoyance rose in him as he explained, and he remembers how his heart fell out of his ass when you said that you took care of the garden and that you spent years building it.
His face remained unmoving as his hands shook, as his jaw clenched, as he could feel the sky crash on his head in tempo with your tears falling down your cheeks. He tried to justify himself, come up with a lie, something that would make him feel less guilty, but- ā€œYeah?! Well, maybe you would have known if you actually spared a glance in my direction from time to time- You should have left me in an orphanage, no- it should have been you instead of mom!ā€
You were hurt, you didnā€™t mean it, he was sure. Even after you went into the manor, crying your heart out, Bruce still sat there. He wasnā€™t sure what he could do, the pesticide ruined the soil, he didnā€™t even remember what flowers he saw. The man just went into his daytime office, grabbed his father's liquor, and drank. Bruce knew he should go and apologize and try to talk to you. He poured himself another full glass, instead. Tonight, Batman will be sleeping, and tomorrow Bruce will raise your allowance. If he remembers.
You knew to some degree Bruce didnā€™t like you, but for him to not even notice that you poured your blood and sweat into that garden when Alfred and even Cassandra did felt like a punch to the gut. You were a good kid, you tried your best to be, so why was this the hand you were dealt? Did he honestly think the flowers in the manor were bought by Alfred? The old man was so busy the last thing on his mind was to buy flowers for the house.
You couldnā€™t believe him, you could only cry for the lost plants, for one of the three things that brought you happiness. You curled into a ball under the warm duvet, crying into your knees until you could not anymore. The shadows did their best to soothe you, lulling you to sleep as the exhaustion of crying helped them.
Dreams didnā€™t come easy to you, sure, you had the usual nightmare, but calm dreams were a rare occasion. And this one felt so nice as you drifted in the endless dark space, two figures you couldnā€™t quite make out helping you stay afloat as they talkedā€¦ chanted? You werenā€™t sure. It sounded like Latin, but it also didnā€™t. No matter, it was soothing, warm, it was what you needed.
You felt light as a feather. You felt free and- you hit your headā€¦ The pain not only confuses you but also wakes you up, the throbbing on the side of your head making you groan. Your tired eyes looked around trying to figure out what you hit as your hand rubbed the sore spot.
Maybe you were still dreaming. You must still be dreaming. Panic set into your veins- there was no way this was actually happening, it couldnā€™t be happening. You couldnā€™t be a meta- Batman hated metas and he worked for your- he worked for Bruce- You were fucked.
It didnā€™t matter that as soon as it happened and you panicked your body hit the floor so hard it rattled your nightstand, making a framed picture fall and break, it didnā€™t matter that you didnā€™t register the pain, or notice that you broke the floorboard where you hid all your diaries and drawings you made for the family- all your brain knew is that you should leave before Batman throws you in Arkham or GSP.
So thatā€™s what you did. You grabbed your sports bag that you used for art supplies, stuffed it with some clothes, your laptop, phone, the chargers, took a few sketchbooks and pens, and the card with Bruceā€™s money. Not like heā€™ll notice, he didnā€™t notice that you spent thousands every other week at a fast-food joint for the homeless and street kids, didnā€™t notice that you spent millions every other year at retail stores for the same people, he didnā€™t notice the donations. He was as blind as a bat.
ā€œLeap of faithā€ is what Superman once said in an interview about how others with the power could learn to take off. ā€œItā€™s just a leap of faith.ā€ He was right- you almost pissed yourself, but he was right. You understood why he always was floating above the ground; it felt so freeing to fly, circling the manor to the top, feeling the air around you. It was so nice. You should move, fly away, and yet your eyes canā€™t leave the destroyed garden. You should make a few stops before fully leavingā€¦ just a few.
When each of the rogues found one singular flower in their favorite seat, their window sill, on the weapons and cars they owned, all withered and falling apart, they knew what it meant.
Ivy was the first, she knew the second the plants died. After all, she helped keep the plants alive, nothing could thrive on the Wayne land anymore, almost like it was cursed, as if Death herself lived on the grounds. But seeing the burned and greying orange trumpet vine told her everything she needed to know, that it wasnā€™t you who destroyed them. Bruce Wayne and the Bats didnā€™t know what was about to come their way.
Youā€™ll miss your friends, the kids, the rogues. Youā€™ll miss Catwoman, but she always told you to be a bit more selfish. This was the moment for that. Doubt settled in at some point, but you had nothing holding you attached to the Waynes, Catwoman couldnā€™t or just wouldnā€™t take care of you, it was time to let go and abuse Bruceā€™s ignorance, make a new life for you where you donā€™t need to hide in the night for some social interaction.
New York City should be the perfect place for it.
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zvdvdlvr Ā· 2 days ago
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Ā Ā  Ā Ā His fingers traced the skin of your lower back, lulling you deeper into sleep. You hadnā€™t said anything in hours, listening to him talk to you. You werenā€™t really paying attention and he knew that.
Ā Ā  Ā Ā His heart beat steadily under your ear: the perfect drum to pair with his vocal cords. Your fingers carded through the short hair on the back of his neck. ā€œY/n?ā€
Ā Ā  Ā Ā When you hummed at his quiet call of your name, he took a pause before going on. ā€œI am proud of you.ā€ He patted your sides gently before resuming their mindless shape-drawing. ā€œI know you donā€™t like when I say good things about you,ā€ he exhales a chuckle, ā€œbut I will anyway. I know youā€™re a lot stronger than you give yourself credit for. I know you think you are a magnet of negativity but thatā€™s not true, y/n.ā€
Ā Ā  Ā Ā You are awake now, the cloudy haze of sleep that had almost pulled you under had evaporated. Secretly you wished his words were true but the truth is: you were worried you would become selfish and cruel if you started to believe them. Hell, that was your biggest flaw: over-disciplining yourself because you think thatā€™s the only way you could keep yourself from turning into the people youā€™d been raised to never become.
Ā Ā  Ā Ā ā€œI see you wave at people who look sad. I see when you smile at babies- that real smile that usually makes them do their little baby giggle that just makes you smile more,ā€ he rushes, hands resting on your sides. ā€œI see you when you watch out for kids when they arenā€™t with their parents. Y/n. . .ā€
Ā Ā  Ā Ā Quiet, slow tears dripped down your cheeks as you hugged your other half tighter. ā€œI donā€™t know what I did to deserve you.ā€
Ā Ā  Ā Ā He smiles up at the ceiling at your raspy voice. ā€œI donā€™t know what I did to deserve you,ā€ he shoots back. ā€œYou amaze me, y/n. You are a hard-working, persistent, talented person. I donā€™t think Iā€™ve ever met someone as stubborn or kind ad you.ā€
Ā Ā  Ā Ā ā€œStop it,ā€ you say hoarsely. You turn your head and shove your face back into his shirt.
Ā Ā  Ā Ā He hums comfortably from under you. ā€œI know you wonā€™t agree with me now, but Iā€™ll keep saying it. Iā€™ll keep reminding you of how great you are,ā€ he practically sings as he runs his large, warm hands up and down your side soothingly. ā€œIā€™ll make you see yourself the way I see you- the way Iā€™ll always see youā€¦ā€
Ā Ā  Ā Ā He goes quiet for so long, the tears dry and you feel yourself falling asleep again.
Ā Ā  Ā Ā ā€œAs perfect as a human can be.ā€œ
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rinffection Ā· 2 days ago
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ā™” Sickeningly Sweet!
How blue lock boys show you how sweet they are to their girlfriend!
featuring! Isagi Yoichi, Meguru Bachira, Itoshi Rin, Seishiro Nagi & Chigiri Hyoma.
a/n : hellloooooo :3 back with some blue lock head canons, ahhhhh!!!!!! Anyways Iā€™m writing this as I watch the shining so plz spare with me.
notes : mxf, afab!reader, sfw headcanons, NOT PROOFREAD
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ISAGI YOICHI!
definitely compliments you on dates! ā€” whether your outfit or face :3
when he sees something that reminds him of you, he buys it for you immediately!
after scoring a goal, his eyes immediately go to find yours. When he does, he gives you a big puppy smile.
adding to above, he would text you instantly after the game, asking if he did well today or if you saw that goal he shot!
late night calls after a whole day of soccer training! He actually sleeps better after hearing your voice.
he always holds your hands when you guys walk together.
sends you a bunch of lovey dovey TikTokā€™s, when he has time, of course.
whenever he gets jealous, itā€™s always in a cute way. he wouldnā€™t start a fight but instead he would hug you a little tighter after the guy is gone.
loves to make those cheesy couple TikTokā€™s with you! He actually enjoys it a lot.
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MEGURU BACHIRA!
THE MOST PLAYFUL PUPPY EVER!! He will literally cuddle with you every chance he gets.
okay but his love language is just physical touch. He loves hugging or giving you kisses all over your face!
he likes drawing little doodles of you and him on his notebooks whenever heā€™s not paying attention in class.
likes to send you voice messages during eveningā€™s all about his day, and loves when you send back too :3
since heā€™s always playing soccer by himself, he likes to drag you with him so he can teach you to play as well!
adding to above, he would pat you on the head with his golden smile whenever you do something correctly.
likes to have sleepovers with you! (mostly so he can cuddle with you when he goes to sleep)
whenever your frustrated over something, he lets you rant to him like heā€™s your bestie.
he will lay down with his head in your lap while he yaps to you.
doesnā€™t mind doing your girly stuff with him. As long as you have your pretty smile on your face, heā€™s happy!
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ITOSHI RIN!
like a lot of people say, he doesnā€™t like showing PDA, but when itā€™s just the two of you in a room, heā€™ll immediately become a clingy puppy.
you might think heā€™s nonchalant, but he actually remembers every little thing about you! Whether itā€™s a habit you have or your favourite snack.
he buys you things without telling. Like if you were eyeing a necklace or a snack, he would buy it for you :3 (even if you donā€™t say anything)
regularly checks up with you via texts!! Heā€™ll message you good night and good morning texts, and sometimes ask ā€˜did you eat?ā€™ or ā€˜itā€™s getting late, you should go to sleepā€™.
he likes to keep things that remind you of him in his room ā€” whether itā€™s a present, card, a trinket from the date you guys recently went or even photos of you two! He acts like he doesnā€™t care, but he actually doesā€¦.
Rin always waits for you! after class, training, for a date or after a game, he would wait for you so you can walk with him! (He wants to make sure youā€™re safe when you walk home and that no guys hit on you.. lol.)
rants to you about sae and the ā€˜annoyingā€™ teammates he has to deal with because he trusts you! While you guys cuddle on the couch or bed, of course.
DEFINITELY lovesssss giving you forehead kisses! He thinks itā€™s cute how youā€™re shorter than him.
cares for you. And when I mean he cares for you, I mean he would give an icy glare to whoeverā€™s making you feel sad. (and sometimes it wouldnā€™t be just a glareā€¦.)
gives you his jacket or hoodie when youā€™re cold. Itā€™s a quiet gesture, but he doesnā€™t need you shivering or catching a cold, and sometimes, he lets you keep it. It smells like him anyways!
watches your favourite shows or movies with you! He might grumble about how ā€˜this is so boring,ā€™ but he actually secretly enjoys spending time with youā€” even if he had to watch your girly stuff with you.
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SEISHIRO NAGI!
pulls you into naps with him! He loves sleeping, but he also loves you.. so why not both together?
lets you play with his hair. he probably doesnā€™t like it when others do it, but when itā€™s you, go wild.
always has your hair tie on his wrist. You donā€™t go a day without seeing it on his arm. (or maybe heā€™s just too lazy to take it off)
loses video games just for you to win. And when you ask about why he seems to be lacking, heā€™ll reply with ā€˜dunno, I guess I was distracted by youā€™.
lazy pecks on the lips. Sometimes itā€™s to shut you up while heā€™s gaming or sleepingā€” but he likes seeing you blush after anyways.
his go-to dates are definitely sleepovers, just so he can cuddle with you while watching a movie or something. (also, itā€™s because heā€™s too lazy to go out, lol.)
asks you to feed him because apparently, eating is too much of a hassle.
teaches you how to play a video game he likes ā€” just so you can play with him!
makes you wear his hoodies, and sometimes, he even lets you ā€˜borrowā€™ it! He actually likes seeing you in his clothes, especially when itā€™s a bit too big for you.
shows you off. Like when someone asks him about his packed bento that you made for him, heā€™ll nonchalantly say ā€˜my girlfriend made it for me.ā€™
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CHIGIRI HYOMA!
LETS YOU BRAID HIS HAIR!!! Since he has long hair, he lets you style it however you want. (even if it ends up looking like a funny mess)
heā€™ll tie or braid your hair for you. Since he has long hair, he basically knows how to tie and braid hair like the back of his hand.
hear me outā€¦. he discusses hair products with you. Sometimes even lets you share his favourite hair mask!!
buys you your favourite flowers every time you guys have a date together. Itā€™s a way of showing how much he cares.
matching always. When you get him something matching, like a bracelet or necklace, he insists on keeping it on every day.
heā€™s probably the person who takes you out on the BEST dates. Like this guy lives for aesthetics. Just imagine him taking you out to watch the sunset, canoeing down a pretty river or finding amazing small cafeā€™s to try out with you!
soft/hard launches you on Instagram. He posts you on his story, and always takes photos of the both of you going on dates to post onto his page!
he takes the best pictures of you, lol. You donā€™t even need to train him into taking good photos for your Instagram, heā€™s just naturally good at it. Usually after he takes the pictures, heā€™ll compliment you and say ā€˜it was all because of how pretty you areā€™.
writes short poems or notes for you. Itā€™s one way of showing his loveā€” through words!
celebrates every holiday with you. Whether itā€™s Christmas, Valentineā€™s Day, or Halloween, he goes out his way to celebrate it the best with you!
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after notes! : Hai again everyone.. :3 I think you can probably tell whoā€™s my favourite in hereā€¦. lolā€¦. But anyways, lmk if you guys want any fics on these headcanons! :p
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azzifuddfanpage Ā· 14 hours ago
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Paige catching Azzi masturbating and she doesnā€™t let it go but instead tease her and join her in helping her cum
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ā€”ā€”ā€”ā€” Paige and Azzi had spent the majority of the year attached at the hip.Ā 
When the espys rolled around and Paige had to fly out to Los Angeles, Azzi couldnā€™t help herself but miss her after spending almost every waking minute together.
ā€œU really have to go?ā€ Azzi asked, her arms connected tightly against Paige's waist, and her face nuzzled into the crook of her neck.Ā 
Paige took a deep breath, inhaling the scent of Azziā€™s coconut lavender shampoo.Ā 
ā€œI know baby, I have to go, but itā€™s only for a few days, and Iā€™ll FaceTime you every night.ā€Ā 
ā€œBetter be everyday too.ā€ Azzi pouted.Ā 
Paige's heart warmed seeing her girl all clingy to her, and she tightened her grip around her.
As happy and blessed she was to be given this opportunity, she was sad she couldnā€™t have her best friend/ girlfriend beside her.
ā€”ā€”ā€”
Seeing Paige in the suit, her hair pulled back into the low messy bun, her eyes sparkling under the spotlight. Azzi couldnā€™t hide the nagging heat between her thighs that was desperate to be settled.
Paige was originally supposed to come home 2 days after the espys.
The first day after was filled with parties, and then the second day she had to meet with someone to work on her nil deal with her shoes.Ā 
What Azzi didnā€™t know was that Paige had changed her flight, and instead of flying out that next morning, she would fly out that afternoon.Ā 
ā€”ā€”ā€”
Azzi on the other hand had more important things to worry about, more specifically, the evolving heat in her core that had been growing since the day Paige left.
She tried to ignore it, she tried to distract herself by watching frozen (5 times), working on extra skills in the gym (even though there was only so much she could do since her last injury), or even learning how to make baked Mac and cheese from scratch (one of paigeā€™s favorites), but none of it seemed to scratch the itch that was so badly limiting her.
She knew she wouldnā€™t be able to skip out on watching the espys that night.
So when she clicked on the tv and saw the way Paige's fingers wrapped around the mic, she was already very fragile.
Somehow she managed to hold off that entire night and into the next day.
She continued to keep herself busy like she had done before, going to rehab, focusing on the summer classes she had taken to work through her masters, but by the time that evening rolled around and she opened TikTok she knew she was screwed.
The first video on her for you page was an edit of Paige in her espys fit.
Azziā€™s eyes glazed over as she saw the way Paige's nimble fingers grasped the microphone, the level of confidence seeping out of her as she spoke. But what did it for her most was the way her veins popped in her arms the same way they did when her fingers were thrusting in and out of Azziā€™s lower stomach, desperate to please her.
Azzi looked at her phone, the ache in her stomach too strong to ignore, she moved her fingers down to her waist band and slipped them into her panties, her clit already sensitiveĀ  to the touch as she rubbed against it, collecting her stick from the entrance of her hole.
She moaned at the contact, her eyes focusing on the video of Paige, her Paige, she imagined her fingers were Paige's needy long fingers that could never stay off Azzi.
Azzi didnā€™t even feel embarrassed at this point, it wasnā€™t like she had never done it before, when they had been long distance before they had to use similar methods, but now, she wasnā€™t used to this.
The feeling of her own fingers against her skin, would never match Paige's.
Paige knew her body better then she did, knew what made her whimper, what made her legs shake, what made her white syrup spill as Paige thrusted against her g spot.
As Azzi slugged off her shorts and began to lazily fuck her fingers into herself, she could already feel a release brewing, but it wasnā€™t the same. She felt as though the release she had was bottled up for so long that it was stuck.Ā 
Azzi fucked herself, transitioning between thrusts in and out of herself, to soft rubs and aggressive rubs on her clit, she went back and forth with this for a while, her orgasim remaining close but still so far.
Azzi let out a frustrated moan, her focus going back to the video, pretending her fingers were Paige's, persistent and begging to be swallowed by Azziā€™s needy pussy.
Azzi threw her head back moaning Paige's name.
ā€”ā€”-
Paige was honestly tired from her long day of flying, but after 3 days without seeing Azzi, she too not only missed her emotionally, but she also had an ache between her legs that only a curly haired brunette guard from UConn could cure.
Paige walked into the suite and was met with an overwhelming layer of silence.Ā 
She wanted to surprise Azzi.Ā 
When Paige finally pushed open the door, she saw Azziā€™s legs spread open, her fingers desperately against herself.
Paige felt her knees buckle at the sight.
The way Azzi was folded over, her body spread out on the bed, a bead of sweat running down her forehead.Ā 
She watched as Azziā€™s fingers dip lazily into her hole.Ā 
Paige continued standing there, her eyes unable to leave her girlfriend's vulnerable frame.Ā 
Azzi threw her head back- eyes still shut- as she moaned.
ā€œPaige.ā€ Azzi whimpered, her phone still lying forgotten in front of her.Ā 
Paige smirked hearing Azziā€™s breathy whimper of her name.
ā€œNot even locking the door first damn az.ā€ Paige finally spoke, breaking the silence.
Azzi let out a yelp, jumping at the sudden unexpected presence in her room.
Pulling out her fingers she threw the blanket over her.
ā€œJESUS PAIGE WHAT THE FUCKā€ Azzi said a little out of breath from how startled she was.
ā€œyou actually just scared the living fuck out of me.ā€ Azzi continued rubbing her face with her hand (not the one that was just inside of her)Ā 
ā€œYa literallyā€ Paige snorted, walking closer to her and pulling down the sheets exposing Azziā€™s naked frame.
Her nipples were hard from the cold air, and Paige could see how wet she was under the light.
ā€œReally couldnā€™t wait for me, could you baby?ā€ Paige said, running her finger along Azziā€™s abs.
Azzi shuddered under her contact, shaking her head embarrassed.
ā€œI tried- just missed you badly.ā€ Azzi said ashamed, her eyes subconsciously darting to her phone.
Paige looked at Azziā€™s phone and then back at her. Both their eyes darted back and forth.
Paige lunged for the phone at the same time as Azzi, beating her there.
Flipping it over she unlocked it and smirked when she saw the edit of her playing on the screen.
Azzi threw a hand to cover her face.
ā€œIā€™m never gonna hear the end of this am I?ā€ Azzi asked, burying her face in the pillow.Ā 
ā€œNot if you want me to help you baby.ā€ Paige says, putting down her phone with a smirk.Ā 
She pulled Azzi's hand away from her face, using her fingers to tilt her chin towards her.Ā 
ā€œMissed this pretty face so much.ā€ Paige whispered, leaning forward and climbing onto the bed so she was now hovering over Azzi.Ā 
Paige ran her hand along Azziā€™s neck, moving it up and tracing along her jaw.
She leaned forward and placed a soft open mouth kiss on the soft skin under her ear.
Azzi let out a whimper, her hips wiggling as Paige adjusted her position, her legs straddling either side of her.Ā 
ā€œSo needy baby.ā€ Paige whispered as she sucked a little on Azziā€™s skin, releasing it and licking over the reddened skin with her tongue.Ā 
ā€œPlease.ā€ Azzi moaned as Paige's tongue licked at her lip, dipping inside.
Paige pulled her tongue away, sitting up slightly so she could look at Azziā€™s desperate state underneath her.
ā€œTell me how much better I am at fucking you.ā€ Paige whispered, as she watched Azziā€™s lips pucker in the air, reaching out for Paige's.Ā 
Azziā€™s eyes opened as she pouted.
Paige laughed, her finger tugging at her puffy bottom lip.Ā 
ā€œDo u want me to help you finish or should I just let you finish yourself off.ā€ Paige said simply, her finger running back down and connecting with her neck as Paige's lips connected back to Azziā€™s.
As their tongues massaged against each other, Paige smirked against her.
Paige softly bit against Azziā€™s lip, tugging at it and listening to the soft sigh that left her.
When she finally sat up, Azzi whined.Ā 
ā€œPaigeee.ā€ She whined.
ā€œFine if your gonna be difficult, youā€™re gonna keep fucking your sled and weā€™ll see how far you get.ā€ Paige decided, sliding backwards off Azziā€™s bed, and facing her.
Azziā€™s face turned red as she watched Paige needily stare at her throbbing pussy.Ā 
ā€œDonā€™t be shy now baby- all u have to tell me is how much better I am at making you finish.ā€ Paige said with a smirk, her eyes running over her folds.Ā 
Azzi, being the stubborn person she was, refused to let Paige win this.
She rolled her eyes and moved her fingers back down to her pussy, running them through the wetness that had collected near her hole.
She moaned at the much needed contact, and began to rub her fingers in small circles over her clit.
ā€œLook at me while you do it.ā€ Paige said her voice was soft but firm.
Azzi looked up at her slowly, her breath shakily.
When her eyes met Paige's, and she saw how dilated they were-drunk on the sight of her pussy, she almost came right from that.
ā€œYou know if I was touching you right now, I would have had you cum by now.ā€ She said confidently, smirking as she watched Azzi crumble under her eye contact.
Azzi blushed even more, looking away from Paige and focusing back on pleasing herself.
Her fingers moved away from her clit, traveling down and dipping into her entrance.Ā 
She inserted two of them gently, thrusting and curling them against herself.
She let out a seductive moan that sent shivers down Paige's spine.
Paige wanted nothing more than to shove Azziā€™s hand aside and take her right there, but she was also stubborn.
She watched helplessly as Azziā€™s fingers curled into her pussy, thrusting them in and out, speeding up.
Azzi moaned, sitting up on her elbow to give herself a better angle.
As much as Azzi didnā€™t want to give in, she knew she wouldnā€™t even have to. She knew paige.Ā 
If Paige wanted to eat, she would eat.
Azzi looked up at her, ā€œPaige.ā€ She moaned, staring at her intently until Paige's eyes- that were entranced by her fingers- found hers.
ā€œFuck it.ā€ Paige said practically jumping on her, ripping her hand away from herself and diving her mouth into Azziā€™s pussy.Ā 
Azzi let out a laugh as Paige tongue tickled her inner thigh.
ā€œFucking always get ur way donā€™t u princess.ā€ Paige said as her tongue ran against Azziā€™s wetness, spreading it across her pussy.
Azzi moaned loudly, her hand coming and wrapping in Paige's hair tugging her closer to her core.
Paige dipped her tongue into her whole, thrusting it in a couple times as her finger played with her clit.
Azzi let out a whine, needing more stimulation.
Paige brought her tongue up to her clit, exchanging the pressure of her tongue, for her pressure of her fingers, now filling her.
As Paige sucked and pulled on Azziā€™s clit, her 3 fingers went to work, thrusting in and out.
Azzi, who had already gotten herself very close before, was now gripping at Paige's scalp, Paige's fingers slamming against her walls.
ā€œFuck P.ā€ She moaned as paige lapped at her clit.Ā 
Azzi adjusted her position, sitting up on her elbows to watch her as her fingers stilled inside her.
Feeling Azziā€™s eyes on her, Paige looked up, still pulling on her clit.Ā 
The sight of Paige's big blue eyes completely drunk off her pussy, the feeling of her fingers thrusting back into her, and her tongue flicking at her clit, was all too much for her.
ā€œFuck paige Iā€™m gonna cum.ā€Ā 
Paige smirked as she could feel Azziā€™s legs shake.
Her fingers stilted inside her, and she lifted her head to her ear, letting her lips tickle it.
ā€œTell me how good I am to you.ā€ She paused, pressing her lips to Azziā€™s ear. Azzi moaned, the throbbing between her legs, too much for her to take.
ā€œFuck need you to fuck me paige please.ā€ She whined, giving in as Paige sucked at her neck.Ā 
ā€œTell me how much better I am at fucking you.ā€ She whispered, her tongue soothing the now purple skin.
Paige moaned into her ear and Azzi caved, ā€œfuck you know my body so well baby. Youā€™re so good, please continue.ā€ Azzi whispered, her hips thrusting up to get some type of friction.
ā€œIf you insist.ā€ Paige winked, her three fingers diving back down and fucking into her.Ā 
Azzi moaned, her abs flexing as she hunched over from the pressure of Paige's fingers hitting at her walls.
Azzi moaned, and Paige's fingers dove deeper inside.
Paigeā€™s other hand grabbed Azziā€™s stomach, pressing on it to stabilize herself.
Azzi felt her finger brush her g spot, and the band in her stomach snap.
Paige lowered herself down so she was angled at her pussy as she could hear her fingers squelching as Azzi released.
She drank up every bit of liquid that spilled from Azziā€™s cunt.
ā€œtastes so good, baby.ā€ ā€œMissed her so bad.ā€ She said as she pulled out her fingers, letting more of Azziā€™s cum spill out of her.
Azzi was a pile of moans, and Paige eventually pulled away from her cunt, climbing back up to connect with Azziā€™s lips, letting her taste herself.
Paige swallowed Azziā€™s moans as their tongues fought together.
After Azzi had caught her breath, she pulled Paige away from her.
ā€œHey just cuz I gave in and let you fuck me doesnā€™t mean I wouldnā€™t be able to do it on my own.ā€ Azzi assured, her eyes finding Paige's.Ā 
ā€œWhatever you say baby.ā€ Paige said, snuggling herself into the crook of Azziā€™sĀ  arm.
ā€œWait no.ā€ Azzi said, pushing her off of her.
Paige's head fell onto the bed.Ā 
ā€œWhat are you talking about Azzi?ā€ Paige sighed.
Azzi climbed on top of Paige so she was straddling her.
ā€œWhy donā€™t you think I could fuck myself as good as you do?ā€ Azzi asked, holding Paige's arms down so she couldn't resist her.
ā€œNah I know u could, Iā€™m just better.ā€ She replied cheesing.Ā 
Azzi teasingly shoved her face away.Ā 
ā€œYa weā€™ll see about that.ā€ Azzi said as Paige's face contorted into a confused look.
Azzi pulled up Paige's shirt, placing soft kisses above her sports bra.Ā 
Paige moaned as her teeth nipped gently at her skin.Ā 
Azzi pulled down her bra, exposing her hardened nipples.
Azzi looked up to find Paige already looking at her with big needy eyes.
Without looking away, Azzi leaned down and wrapped her mouth around Paige's nipple, pulling on it and releasing it with a pop.
She watched as Paige moaned, throwing her head back.
Azzi smirked as she left her bra up, keeping her tits out as she trailed down to Paige's waist band.
ā€œLift up for me baby.ā€ Azzi said as she dipped her fingers into the band of her sweats.
Paige lifted her hips so Azzi could pull off her sweats.
Azzi threw them behind her, leaning down to level herself with Paige's pussy that was still covered by her boxers.
Azzi ran a finger over her clothes pussy feeling the slick through it.Ā 
ā€œGod Azzi.ā€ Paige whimpered as Azzi pulled down her boxers too.
ā€œNeed you so bad princess.ā€ Paige said, tangling her fingers in Azziā€™s curls pulling her mouth towards her slick.
ā€œOh is that right?ā€ Azzi said, her breath hitting against Paige's wet clit, sending a shiver through her body.
Paige whined at the feeling against her slick.Ā 
She nodded, but Azzi wasnā€™t satisfied.
ā€œWell maybe u should just fuck yourself since youā€™re so much better than me.ā€ Azzi teased, running her fingers on her inner thigh, dangerously close to her aching clit.
ā€œBruh come on you know I didnā€™t mean it baby.ā€ Paige whimpered as Azziā€™s fingers traced over the sensitive bundle of nerves.Ā Ā 
ā€œMaybe but I want you to tell me.ā€ She whispered seductively, triggering a submissive reaction in Paige's body.
ā€œNeed your pretty fingers so bad sweet girl.ā€ Paige moaned.
Azzi could have cum again just from Paige's words, instead she licked a long stripe up her pussy, rewarding her for good behavior.
Paige moaned, shifting her body so her hips were elevated and pressing into Azziā€™s mouth.Ā 
Azzi switched to kitten licks against her clit, motivated by her words.
ā€œSuch a good girl- doing me so well.ā€ Paige moaned, running her fingers through Azziā€™s curls, pulling them back and away from her face.
Azzi sucked on her clit, and her fingers ran through her wetness, dipping into her hole.
ā€œPlease baby- need you so bad pretty.ā€ Paige moaned as her fingers inched deeper into her slowly.
Azzi felt Paige's breath shift underneath her.
ā€œYa you like that donā€™t you. Just love fucking this pussy huh baby?ā€ Paige growled.
Azzi didnā€™t answer, instead she responded by thrusting her fingers deeper into Paige's pussy, thrusting them in and out.
Paige groaned, her hand pushing Azziā€™s head into her pussy so she was sucking on it harder.
ā€œRight there fuck baby youā€™re so good.ā€ Paige moaned as Azziā€™s fingers pounded against her g spot.
Azzi smirked against her clit, Paige's hand directing her movements so her tongue was now rubbing up and down against it.
With her fingers still fucking deep inside her walls, and her tongue sucking and lapping at her clit, paige could feel the orgasm closing in on her.Ā 
ā€œGonna cum babyā€¦fuck.ā€ Paige moaned, her legs shaking around Azzi's body.
Azzi wrapped her arms around Paige's thighs, pulling her so she was closer to her.
Azzi sat up a little, pulling paige into her lap to change her angle, fucking her fingers deeper inside her, letting paigeā€™s moans fill the air.Ā 
Paige moaned loudly as Azziā€™s teeth grazed her sensitive clit.
Before she could even realize what was happening, her cum was pouring out of her and Azzi was greedily drinking it up.
Paige was still out of breath as Azzi rode out her high.
ā€œYou like the way I taste mama. youā€™re so perfect. Such a good girl eating me so well.ā€ Paige says as she pulled a strand of Azziā€™s curls out of her face and pulled it behind Azziā€™s ear.
Azzi continued to fuck her through her high until paige was physically pushing her away and pulling her up so she was laying her on her stomach.Ā 
ā€œYou did so good pretty.ā€ Paige whispered again to Azzi's cheek as she rubbed small circles against her bare skin.
Azzi sighed contently as she nuzzled deeper into Paige's chest, letting the warmth of Paige's skin surround her.
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goddamnitmahtin Ā· 3 days ago
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Damianā€™s Babysitter
This is a sequel to this post. Since it was actually based on a wild dream I had, I figured Iā€™de add more.
Danny and Wes found the gala boring as all hell. Almost immediately after showing up, they were sent to off to the ā€œkids room.ā€ Were Danny and Wes full on adults? Yes. But apparently rich people donā€™t want to look at you if you donā€™t have access to money they can convince you to give them. Which honestly, fair. Danny and Wes didnā€™t want to look at the rich people either.
Danny and Wes walked into the room filled with discarded children and found a sofa to sit on. It wasnā€™t like they were going to actually try to mingle with these children. Most of them were very clearly going to be mean. Most of them that werenā€™t too young to hold a conversation with were standing around on little cliques gossiping to each other about each other. It was like if you took all of the pettiest 5th graders in the entire state and put them into one room.
ā€œI still canā€™t believe we are doing this,ā€ Danny said, groaning. This entire thing was such bullshit. The entire atmosphere felt so fake.
ā€œLucky for us, I brought my laptop so we can just game until itā€™s time to leave,ā€ Wes said, pulling his laptop out of his bag.
ā€œOohhh so thatā€™s why you brought a purse,ā€ Danny said, poking fun at the style of the bag. It was duty of a cousin to be a menace after all.
ā€œIt is not a purse!ā€ Wes said, laughing. He gave Danny a playful shove before opening the computer and pulling up the game library. All of the games on the laptop were single player so they were going to have to take turns. Danny told Wes to go ahead and go first.
ā€œDaniel Fenton,ā€ said a childā€™s voice. One that he recognized.
Danny looked up from the computer and smiled, ā€œDamian! What are you doing here bud?ā€
The child scoffed as if Danny were stupid, ā€œI am here with my father. What are you doing here? You arenā€™t a part of Gothamā€™s elite.ā€
Danny had babysat Damian plenty of times in Metropolis when his father had odd work hours. Never once did he even consider that Bruce was from Gotham. Or part of itā€™s elite. Danny had always gotten paid well and it was a nice gig so he never really asked questions. But now that he thought of it, if Damian lived in Gotham, why did he want a babysitter in Metropolis?
Wes shoved Danny in the rib, ā€œDanny- I think this kid is-ā€
ā€œIā€™m here as a favor to a friend,ā€ Danny said, ignoring the dull pain in his ribs, ā€œSam Manson.ā€
The child nodded, ā€œYes, I know Sam. She is not as pathetic as the other elite spawn.ā€
Danny laughed, ā€œI agree.ā€
ā€œWait, how do you two even know each other? And how come he gets to call you Daniel?,ā€ Wes asked. He had paused his game and was looking back and forth between Danny and Damian.
ā€œOh this is Damian! I babysit him every once in a while,ā€ Danny sad gesturing to the young boy.
ā€œYes, when my father has work in Metropolis, I request to spend that time with Daniel when I am not needed,ā€ Damian stated matter of factly, he crossed his arms looking proud of himself as he said, ā€œI gained the right to refer to him as Daniel by proving myself in hand to hand combat.ā€
Wes gave Danny a look and Danny just shrugged, ā€œHe wanted to spar, who was I to say no? The kid has moves and I respect that.ā€
Danny smiled proudly and so did Damian at the acknowledgment of his fighting prowess. Wes just looked at Danny like he was the stupidest person in the world.
Wesā€™ judgement didnā€™t last long as a discord call started to ring on his laptop. Danny watched as his face flushed before answering. He was about to ask who it was but before he could, he heard a crash and then Damianā€™s voice.
ā€œHEY!ā€
Then another voice unapologetically, ā€œSorry! Haha!ā€
Danny looked to see if Damian was alright just to see him holding a platter like a frisbee one one hand and using the other to flip someone across the room the bird, ā€œFuck you Tim!ā€ (not really)
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boofeine Ā· 1 day ago
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So interesting on how seventeen gets jealous.
Hehe, able to do a drabble for mingyu jealous based on it?ā¤ļøšŸ˜¬šŸ«¶šŸ½
(sorry for taking so long... again šŸ˜…)
WARNINGS: mdni, angst,,, unrevised work !!!
"I'm gonna take a shower" Mingyu says while you finish to let your shoes by the door and lock it as you both enter your apartment.
That's not an uncommon saying or action from him, but you know when you just know something is off? That was the case. He sounded dry for some reason and didn't even spare a glance as the first thing he does it's walk to the shower.
You're letting your things by the kitchen corner, taking some things out of your purse when you hear the water running. You feel uneasy and contemplate if you should dare join him or just wait to talk when he comes out.
'Fuck it' you think, walking to the bathroom door, jeans already being undone and shirt getting lose. You knock and no response.
"Gyu? Can i come in?" You speak through the door, waiting a few seconds before opening the frame "Gyu?" you ask again, slipping your head inside. The room is starting to get foggy, but you are still able to see the outline of his naked torso as the water runs down from his neck to his chest, enough to gather you courage to come in.
You finish taking your clothes off and join him. He slowly opens his eyes, meeting down on your small form as you smile foundly but whimsy.
"Hi" You murmur.
"Hi" He answers, dry again. Opening you space to take the water instead. He leads you and changes your positions with a hand on your hips. Even looking as something wrong happened, he stills the sweetest to you.
When you wet yourself enough, you look back, and he has shampoo on his hair. You change positions again, and he starts to clean it off. You tiptoe, getting closer to reach his long hair hair too, helping him out. Your hands are soft and caring as you caress his hair. Mingyu is just looking at you, the same way you are looking at him, but he has a sad look and pouty lips.
You pull him, soap on your hands as you start to spread on him, his shoulders first, and then down his chest and belly.
"When you're gonna tell me what's wrong" You say while on it.
He helps you, spreading the soap on his arms as he thinks what to say. After a while, he shoots "I saw that guy hitting on you earlier". Your lips form a thin line. Somehow, you want to smile, but he hasn't finished yet. "And still, you stay most of the night of his group of friends".
It's true, you think. Now that he said that to you, you can understand where it comes from. Yes, the guy did hit on you, but you said no, and also add that you are taken. His group of friends are your friend's friends, and the only people (that you slightly know) that were dancing, and you wanted to dance, so you stuck to them.
"You should've tell me" you said, getting a bit sad too. The sudden silence gets you itchy and you can see Mingyu swallowing dry.
"You looked so happy. I wouldn't bother your fun." He adds, confessing it. And some of it makes him embarrassed and bothered that you were having so much fun without him. But he won't tell you that.
"You don't bother me, Mingyu" You reply seriously, stopping on your tracks to look back on him. "I wanted to dance, and they were the people I knew" you add "I want you to tell me when you're uncomfortable" you say lastly, and you suddenly want to cry because you're afraid he didn't have fun like you did, and you feel bad for have not done anything.
"Okay" he says smally and low.
Silence again.
"Turn around" you said, as you start to clean his back down to his hips, but also to hide how a few tears fall down. You clean than off and finish "I'm sorry" You add when he starts to turn back to face you again.
"Please, don't be!" He answers way too fast that startles you, cutting your words "Please don't ever apologize for having fun. I am sorry" he says, and you nod because he's right, but still, he can't just put aside what he feels either, you think that just what jealousy is.
You tiptoe again, caging him on your arms instead as he touches you for the first time, sliding his hands to your hips and resting on your lower back that let shivers down your skin. Your faces are close, nose slightly touching.
"I love you" You say, your hot breath on his lips making his mouth open in an almost gasp.
"I love you too" He adds before finally kissing you, raw and needy like he was craving it.
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princessfoxington Ā· 3 days ago
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Spoilers for Poppy Playtime Chapter 4!
Do not click read more if you haven't seen or played Chapter 4 yet!
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Me and my sister watched 8-bit Ryan play chapter 4, and here's what we got from it!
This game is getting darker and more morbid with each chapter being released! I mean, look at the body count we've got in this chapter!!!!
Both Pianosaurous and Yarnaby were robbed of potential. They trolled us with Pianosaurous's introduction in which he's killed by Doey 5 seconds after we get to see him! and Yarnaby was promoted the most for this chapter, but he didn't get much screen time or have any important role!
Harley Sawyer A.K.A The Doctor is a spectacular villain, and (honestly kinda hot) WHAT? NOTHING! SHUT UP!
I lost my shit when I found out Doey the Doughman is voiced by non other than Michael Kovach! Who also voices: Jax from TADC, Rocky Rickaby from Lackadaisy, Angel Dust from The Hazbin Hotel Pilot, N from Murder Drones, and The Puppet guy from Billie Bust Up. ( I know the puppets name, I just don't know how to spell it and I'm too lazy to search up.)
I hate the fact that The crew behind Poppy Playtime keeps introducing us to lovable characters and then killing them off minutes later!!!! I'M NOT OVER DOGDAY AND I WILL NEVER BE OVER DOEY!!!! šŸ˜¢
I realize The Player has quite a body count if you think about it: Mommy Long-Legs, Miss Delight, Catnap, Harley Sawyer, and Doey The Doughman! ( I don't really think Yarnaby counts)
I feel like when we finally meet The Prototype, not only will he be terrifying as fuck, but he might pull this "You're just as awful as I am, so you might as well join me" thing on us.
I think we all knew Ollie was The Prototype in disguise. However, The Prototype did mention that there used to be an Ollie. Either he killed Ollie years ago, Or he meant is as a way of saying the boy he was before is gone. Maybe he used to be Ollie, or maybe I'm crazy!
My sweet Kissy Missy! šŸ’— I'm so glad she's alive, but I wouldn't be surprised if she ends up sacrificing herself for us in the next chapter. After all, she's pretty much the only one we have left to trust.
I feel bad for Poppy, but I also think she's a bit selfish and not empathetic as she was planning on sacrificing innocent loves (and even herself) just to kill the prototype! She's scared, I know that, but she didn't seem to care about The Player, Kissy, Doey, or anyone in safe haven.
Doey's monster form is sad to look at knowing that he is not one entity of a child, but three: Mathew, Kevin, and Jack. We know how Jack became part of Doey, but I'm not sure how the other two children were added into him.
WE ALL KNEW!!!! WE ALL FUCKING KNEW THAT HUGGY WUGGY WAS ALIVE!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH-
He looks like he has the same injuries as Kissy. He even lost an arm or maybe just a hand. I almost had a thought that maybe He and Kissy or the same, but than I realized how stupid that is! I tend to overthink details when I'm excited!!!!
One more thing, poor Riley.....šŸ˜­
Well, now we've got to wait another year for the next chapter of Poppy Playtime. Do you think next chapter will be the last?
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organic-bloodbath Ā· 1 day ago
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Teach Ddakji to me - Part 2
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The Salesman x American!Reader
Summary: The salesman teaches you a new game: Rock, paper, scissors, minus one. However, he adds a mix to the game whenever one of you loses.
Warnings: 18+ smut, pure sex. Minors, time for you to leave and come back in a few years, this not for your eyes āœ‹šŸ» the door is that way šŸ‘‰šŸ»šŸšŖ
A/N: This shall have part 3 and i'm working on part 2 for Mingle too āœļøšŸ» i haven't written smut in several years so be nice to me thank you, i feel a bit rusty šŸ„²
Taglist:
@apookalypse
@lady-of-blossoms
@k1ra-park3r
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By now you had been seeing him for over a month. He had asked all kinds of things about your life in the U.S., your studies and what you'd want to do in the future, your hobbies and in general what you liked to do, and so on. He was genuinely interested in getting to know you and it warmed your heart.
He told you a little about his job, how he was recruiting new people for different businesses. He didn't get into lot of details, just said that he did like his job and it paid surprisingly well. He was happy at his current life.
He told you about his family, how his dad had died by someone shooting him to death, and that he didn't really keep in touch with many family members anymore. A lot of them had passed away apparently and he didn't want to get into more details at this stage of your relationship. You did feel sad for him, since you still had many living relatives who had some kind of part in your life, despite you moving so far away from your home.
You had gone to several different dates, none of them ending up all the way to the bedroom - yet. Mostly you had been only making out at the end of the date, and that was a lot. He was fine with waiting as long as you wished, not wanting you to be only a short term thing. You had told him about your past with one of your boyfriends how he had left you right after he had slept with you for the first time. He promised he wouldn't even think of acting like that.
He was a little too perfect and you had waited to find any kinds of flaws he had, but by far you found none and sometimes that worried you a little. There was no way a perfect man like he existed. Everyone had atleast one thing wrong with them, whatever it was.
Tonight, you had booked a hotel room together and you had made sure to wear your best pair of panties and bra, definitely avoiding the least sexy ones you owned. You had gone for a dinner before coming to the hotel, he had paid your meal again like a gentleman, as he always did. You tried to insist that you'd pay yours but he wasn't having any of that. Afterwards, you had let him know that you were ready to go all the way tonight, if he wanted to.
Right now, he was teaching you a new game, though this one you knew already but it had a little different twist to it that you hadn't played before.
Rock, paper, scissors, minus one.
It took you a while to understand how the game worked, but you grasped on the idea well enough. You both sat on your own chairs, directly facing each other, only a small gap between your knees.
He had added his own twist for the game - only with you: The one who lost, had to remove one piece of clothing, randomly chosen.
This time, you lost, his scissors cutting your paper. By now you had taken off only your cardigan, while he had taken off his tie and socks - he was taking it slowly, apparently.
You put your hands under your white top, unclipping your bra and pulling it out without taking your shirt off. You showed your dark red bra to him, hanging it in the air, until you threw it towards him. He catched it easily from the air. He brushed his fingers along the lacy canvas for a few times, until let it lay on his lap.
Another round, which made him lose his shirt. He took his time taking it off, a smirk on his face, just to mess with you. He knew you weren't very patient. But when he had taken it off and you saw him shirtless, you could definitely tell that he worked out regularly and kept himself in shape. You bit your lip and felt your cheeks warming up. God damn, you had prepared yourself for that - but still.
There were barely any words exchanged during the entire game, there was no need for that.
This was definitely a lot better than Ddakji.
It didn't take long anymore until you were only wearing your underwear and nothing else, your chest bare and you could see the hunger in his eyes.
"I think it's time for the second part of the game," he said and got up. "This part i haven't gone through with any other people i've played with."
You could see he was already hard through his underwear, which was the only thing he had on him as well. You got up before he managed to come to you and made him sit back down on the chair. He looked at you, eyebrows lifted up in surprise, but didn't stop what you were doing.
You kneeled down in front of him and pulled his underwear off, finally seeing his size how big he really was and you weren't sure if you'd be able to take it all. You looked up at him while taking his dick in your hand, stroking it a few times. He let out a sigh, not been prepared for you to make a move on him first.
You stroked him a few more times, until taking him in your mouth as deep as you were able to go. You got a gag reflex quite soon but managed to take surprisingly lot of him, though definitely not the entire length.
He grabbed your head with his hand, fingers brushing through your hair. He guided you with his hand for a while, noticing what your limits were so he wasn't pushing your mouth too deep. He let out deep moans and grunts, but before he was about to come, he pulled your head off him.
He pulled you up from the floor and grabbed your waist, pulling you tightly against him. You wrapped your arms around his neck and pressed your lips on his, taking him in a deep kiss. His hands fell on your ass, and his tongue found its way into your mouth when you let out a quiet moan.
He pushed you on the bed, immediately crawling on top of you, not breaking the kiss for more than a few seconds.
He massaged your breast until sliding his hand down your stomach all the way to between your legs, under your panties which you still had on. He gently massaged your clit, then putting more pressure on it, making you moan louder than before. He inserted his middle finger inside your vagina, pumping it in and out, soon sliding in a second finger as well.
"Oh god," you whispered, his touch felt so good and you felt like you were going to come sooner than you had expected.
But he stopped when he sensed you were starting to be on the edge of climax. You let out a frustrated groan but he shut you up with another kiss.
He pulled himself back a little bit to take your panties off and got a condom from the bedside table, wrapping it on him. He finally positioned himself against your entrance.
"You ready?" he asked, ready to push in whenever you gave her permission. "You remember the safe word, hm?"
"Ddakji," you breathed with a chuckle and nodded. "Ready."
He didn't wait even a second longer, right then pushing in, slowly. You gritted your teeth, nails digging on his back. God, it hurt so much and you were sure you were going to bleed a little.
"Just, wait a moment, okay?" you said quietly, getting used to his size. You had had sex with a few other men before, but the last time had been in the U.S. and none of them had been as big as him.
He kissed your neck on several different spots, and by now he knew exactly the right spots which made you insane.
"Okay go on," you whispered and that was all needed for him to start moving his hips back and forth.
"God you feel so good," he murmured in your ear.
You moved your hand on the back of his neck, pulling his head into a deep kiss, his tongue playing with yours.
You didn't know how many minutes had passed, you had lost the track of time, and slowly he was fastening his pace, becoming rougher than in the beginning.
Finally, you experienced the best orgasm you had ever had, the waves of pleasure going through your body. You didn't care how loud you were and how thin the walls of this room were, you let your body react the way it wanted. His body fell limp on yours, being a lot more heavy now that he didn't keep himself up on you.
"Was it good?" you whispered, unsure if he enjoyed it as much as you did. It was your first time with him and you weren't sure what kind of sex he had experienced with other women before.
He looked at you with a surprised expression on his face.
"Was it good?" he repeated and then kissed your forehead and smiled. "It was a lot more than just good. It was perfect."
You quickly washed yourself in the bathroom and when you got into the bed, it didn't take long until you fell asleep in his arms.
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"You fucked him," your roommate gasped, looking at the hickeys on your neck and below your collarbone. "Is this your walk of shame? Oh my god you definitely fucked him."
It was 6am and your class was about to start at 9am. You knew you should have spent the night with him on the weekend, and not when you had to go to a class in the morning, but you had other plans on the weekend and you couldn't wait another week to spend the night with him.
"Shut up," you chuckled, not denying it.
"So, tell me everything," she asked. "No, wait a moment until i get coffee for us."
She could see that you had stayed up late and needed some caffeine to wake you up before the first class. You waited until she was done with the coffee and brought two cups on the table.
"So, is he big?" she asked and your eyes widened. Straight to the deep end, then. "Like how big exactly?"
"Oh, he was big," you said, the back of your mouth still sore.
"On the scale of a cucumber - half of it? 2/3? Don't say an entire cucumber." Her eyes widened and she gasped. "I mean, he looked like he could easily be-"
"Oh god no, i would have instantly walked out of the door in that case," you cringed and showed an estimated size from memory.
"Ok but how did you do it? Bed, table, shower, wall? All of them?" she asked, talking so fast you weren't able to interrupt her. "Sorry, i haven't had sex in months i'm going insane if i don't get some soon. Like my vagina is actually screaming to be filled. Does he possibly have a hot friend? Could you text and ask? Friend, brother, dad - i'll take anything."
"I'm not going to ask that!" you laughed.
"How could you find a hottie like that in a damn subway station anyway? The only man who has come to talk to me there was a homeless man asking for money because he just got out of jail for drunk driving," she said. "Let's go clubbing this Friday, you can be my wingwoman."
"I don't know, i don't really do clubbing," you said awkwardly, you weren't a fan of those places and hadn't been at any club in a few years.
"Please you have to share your tricks with me," she was begging by now. "Otherwise i'm gonna have to seduce our professor who i've had hots for since the beginning of our semester and we all know that's a horrible, horrible idea."
"Yeah, that's a big no," you said instantly.
"You know what must be big? His-"
"Okay shut up," you interrupted immediately before she was able to continue. "Ask one of your friends to go clubbing with you."
"I will, but you should tag along," she insisted. "You should be more social with us outdoors, come on."
"I'll pass this time, thanks," you said, giving an 'i'm sorry' smile. You took a sip of your coffee, then changing the subject. "Oh, by the way, my brother is coming for a visit," you said and pointed a finger on your roommate before she was about to say something. "And he's definitely OFF limits, don't even think about it, he's going to get married next summer."
"Aw, fine," she pouted, for a second she had had her hopes up, but it was quickly erased.
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The salesman went to a park with a large bag full of bread, there was atleast 50 loafs in total, and pockets full of lottery tickets.
He found a group of homeless men and women, sitting on different benches. He approached them one by one, holding a loaf of bread on the other hand and a single lottery ticket on the other.
The homeless man looked at his hands and was about to take both to himself, but the salesman pulled his hands back.
"You can choose only one of these," he said. The man thought about his choice for a few seconds, until grabbed the lottery ticket. The salesman offered him a coin to scratch the ticket with.
The man's face fell when there was no win. The salesman repeated this action to all the people in the park nearby, and only one of them chose the bread.
Suddenly, he saw you in the distance, but his face fell when he saw who you were with. A young man was walking next to you, arm around you shoulder, keeping you close to him. The salesman had no idea what you were talking about, but somehow the man managed to make you laugh.
He didn't like what he was seeing, not one bit. Anger was rising inside him, he couldn't help it.
"Hey, give me the bread!" one of the homeless men yelled at him.
"Yeah, give us the bread!" a woman shouted nearby.
"I apologise, but you had a chance to choose the bread, but you chose the ticket instead," the salesman pointed out politely and threw the bags of bread on the ground.
He started pouring his anger out by stomping on the breads, mushing them all completely and letting out a few frustrated screams out of his mouth.
The homeless people looked at him like he had lost his mind and should have been taken into a mental hospital. They got up and left, it became too hard to watch a grown man's sudden tantrum.
The salesman pulled his hair back and brushed sweat off his forehead with the sleeve of his suit. He took a deep breath to calm down.
"I'm cool, everything's cool," he mumbled to himself and straightened his tie a little bit. He looked around him, barely anyone on his sight anymore. He really needed to work on his anger issues.
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"Hi," you greeted and planted a kiss on his cheek when you arrived to the cafe a few hours later to meet him.
"How was your day, sweetheart?" he said and forced on a smile. He might have had a little sarcastic tone in his voice, but nothing what you might have noticed.
"Oh, my brother came to visit me, he's staying for a few days. I showed him a few places around here, he had never visited Korea before or really travelled much outside the States," you explained, seeming excited. "I haven't seen him since i moved to Korea."
He lifted his eyebrows and after a moment started laughing a little bit. You looked at him, confused what was so funny.
"Your brother," he mumbled. "Right, of course, your brother. Did you have fun?"
"A lot of fun, yes," you smiled widely. "Do you want to meet him?"
He went silent for a moment, somehow surprised by your suggestion. Sure, you had been dating for a while now but he hadn't been prepared to meeting your family members since they were all far away in the United States. It hadn't really seemed like an option before.
"Well, sure, why not," he said with a smile, though he was surprisingly a little nervous about it, which was quite unusual for him.
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That same night, your roommate had texted that she had found a guy at the club and if it wouldn't be a problem for you to find another place to spend the night, since she didn't want to go to the guy's place right when she had met him.
You were fine with it and answered that your boyfriend let you stay at his house. Calling him your boyfriend sounded so strange, but he was one, right? It just sounded like you were both still in high school, and he was a lot older than you anyway.
This was your first time visiting his home. You hadn't thought about what kind of home he had or what you were expecting, but it was larger than you had imagined. Certainly a lot fancier than your apartment, which felt like a closet compared to his place.
He hadn't visited your apartment either, so you didn't think much of it that you hadn't seen his place sooner.
He went to the kitchen to get a bottle of wine for you and left you in the living room by yourself. You saw a shelf which seemed to be full of old records, most of them seemed to be artists you weren't familiar with.
"Hey, can i look through your records and find something to listen to?" you shouted.
You heard his approval to choose anything you wanted and started browsing through them.
Then, opening one of the drawers to see if there was more, your heart stopped for a second when you saw something hidden in there.
A gun. He had a gun in his drawer.
You had never held a gun in your hand and carefully lifted it with your hand, making sure to keep your fingers far from the trigger, just in case it was loaded. You looked at it side to side, you didn't know much about guns but it seemed to be a real revolver.
Then, he came back to the living room, a red wine bottle and two wine glasses in his hands, eyes widening when he saw what you were holding and the shocked look on your face.
"Why do you have a gun?"
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so sorry but ive seen two different things about this now and im very lost, why did people think they were breaking up/broke up in 2012??? pls help me understand, wise keeper of the lore. thank u so much
response under the cut for general 2012 discussion/too long
basically 2012/2013 used to get (and sometimes still is) generalized as this dark and awful time period where dnp "hated" each other and us, when in actuality it was two very young very scared closeted queer people who were in the process of several major life changes at once while also dealing with a new exploding fan base
there's a few big things from that "era" that people talk about:
deleting old posts- around this era dnp deleted a ton of old tweets/formsprings/dailybooths that could read as them being in a relationship. they were blowing up online and had more eyes on them than ever before, not to mention had just starting working with the BBC (where being queer would have greatly affected their careers). also keep in mind dan was still in the closet to EVERYONE, and now he's got tons of fans going through his accounts and sending shit to HIS LITTLE BROTHER on tumblr asking if dan's gay. anyway people decided them deleting early tweets meant they had broken up
dan's customerservice tumblr blog- in the middle of them blowing up and people finding all these old posts, dan in an effort to control the narrative, makes a new blog for people to anonymously ask him questions (: which went about as well as you can imagine for an extremely defensive closeted 20 year old with undiagnosed depression. basically he said some unfortunately things out of fear
the video leaked again- won't get too much into that because of the subject matter, but the yeah the video leaked for the second time except this time way more people saw it/shared it and dnp actually had to respond to it this time. which is. just fucking awful and heartbreaking all around.
phil persona- basically this was the birth of the amazingphil persona that'd follow phil to the quiff era. he became more sanitized and less personable than original phil fans were used to (which got romanticized into uwu he's sad because he and dan broke up and now he's shutting down)
"no homo"- pretty self explanatory...people asked if they were gay (every single day constantly on every platform) and they would say no because what else are they going to say. this one particular vyou where dan's actually trying to make people think kills me (x) god he was so young. but they'd also started doing the "omg i don't want to see you naked/ew people want us to kiss" and the infamous "you need a girlfriend" "my future wife" etc etc.
the breakup rumors mostly stemmed from and became popular/ treated as fact by younger fans who kind of saw them as these fictionalized characters (which i mean not to blame them because they were literal children and youtubers were still so new that people did treat them like tv show characters you could be friends with). it also got turned into more sinister theories like the "dan is abusing phil" ones and "phil is actually gay but dan isn't and just used phil for attention and fame in 2009"
there was also factors like them moving to london in 2012 (and people were CONVINCED they'd stop being friends in london??), people thinking them getting popular would mean they'd get girlfriends like other popular youtubers (shoutout danrific shippers), and most importantly just them sharing less about their personal lives with their audience. like of course they're not going to live tweet their day/location anymore when people are showing up at their house and trying to find their families.
basically, dnp were putting boundaries between themselves and their fans, but the fans interpreted it as putting distance between each other. in actuality the 2012/2013 era was full of some really amazing memories and content and things people loved (literally the photobooth challenge is from 2013!! sleeping phil saying i hate you is from 2012!!!)
in conclusion, imagine building a forever home with your ex lmao
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gaywineauntsstuff Ā· 1 day ago
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I love Jason and dick being drinking buddies who love shit talking the rest of family but also
Sometimes
When Iā€™m craving peak
I remember that their relationship is low key messyyyy
I mean from Jasonā€™s side Dick is the ideal son who Bruce loves, Jason saw Bruceā€™s absolute grief when bludhaven was nuked as red hood. As Robin he was constantly and unfairly compared to Dick Grayson bc while Jason was great. He had a normal but sad ass life while being naturally gifted and brilliant, dick was training before he could crawl, Dick had never learned to stay still while also being naturally grifted and brilliant. Jason couldnā€™t do the things Dick could do at 12 bc dick had been training for 11 years by that point but neither he nor Bruce really gave himself that grace. Dick is proof of the concept of child heroes, while he is kinda like proof that children really shouldnā€™t be on the field. Dick became this well respected, important person. He got to grow from Robin whereas Jason is still burdened by his time in the pixie boots.
And from Dicks side? Dick got out, he LEFT Bruceā€™s shadow and when Bruce gave his mantle to some kid? He was nice about it! I mean he was too busy with his amazing girlfriend and his team to really become hung up on it! He gave the kid his number and his OG Robin suit and goes maybe we can form a relationship. And then the kid dies and Dick is destroyed, not only did his kid brother die, his kid brother DIED in HIS legacy. And the Jason comes back. Steals his suit, and begins killing people. Nearly gets Dick killed by the cops and spends so long trying to ruin Dicks solid reputation. Not only that? But in the suit father preformed in? With the name Clark Kent gave him??? One of the men he respects most in the world? WHICH he proceeds to do again?? With their Dead Dads costume? After all the SHIT he spewed about no one giving a damn about his death. About how Bruce and his crusade killed a child. And he goes and not only hurts Tim, the brother Dick worked SO hard to build a relationship with bc the last time he got out a Kid died. But also Damian, a literal 10 year old. Dick sends him to Arkham bc when he got sent to regular prison he killed hundreds of people? And sure now?? Jasonā€™s working with the family sometimes? But if it was just a difference in morals Dick wouldnā€™t have that much of an issue? Heā€™s friends with people who have differing moral codes! Hell heā€™s DATED people with different moral codes. But? Jason made their beef personal and now Dicks stuck with the knowledge that his younger brother DID a lot of that to HURT him specifically. Bruce was dead for a portion of this? Did that stop Jason from trying to ruin everything dicks ever believed in? Nope.
Like Dick has to exist knowing that he loves his brother and his brother very well could and would do what he did to him again.
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readychilledwine Ā· 1 day ago
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Call My Name
Nightmare Prompt Drabble -ā€œHow long have you been having nightmares like this?ā€
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Summary - War leaves a last mark on all who see it.
Warnings - Mentions of loss and death, mentions of war, reader is spiraling in secret.
A/N - My heart is so sad because I got bumped while drafting this and accidentally deleted the anon šŸ„ŗ
So, if this is familiar to you and you sent me this, losing someone you lose to cancer is one of the hardest things to live through. I am so sorry, Anon. I wanted this to be perfect and warm. I wanted it to be filled with comfort. I held onto it for a while because I was worried about it not filling that need, but as someone who can sympathize with that loss, it hits where I think it needs to in a very short and sweet way.
šŸ¦ŠLucien MasterlistšŸ¦ŠMaster MasterlistšŸ¦Š
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The feel and scent of blood was still so real as you calmed yourself and strong hands helped you sit up. It felt as if a weight was on your chest, closing in and seizing the very breath from your lungs.
ā€œYou're alright,ā€ a voice deep with sleep stated. ā€œBreathe. Take a deep breath. Breathe.ā€ Lucien sat in front of you, his normally perfect hair a mess, his pajama pants wrinkled from moving as he slept.
ā€œLu?ā€
ā€œYou were screaming,ā€ even in his sleepy state, his voice was like a silk that soothed your fears. ā€œI could hear you from my room. I think we could all hear you, actually.ā€
Shame filled you. You normally could contain your nightmares to your own space, warding and shielding out the world from the visions that haunted your mind. ā€œI apologize. I try to keep it in here,ā€ you motioned to your room. ā€œRhysand taught me to shield, and it appears they failed me tonight.ā€
He shook his head. ā€œNever apologize to me for being afraid. You are young and have already lived through so much. You have seen far too many things,ā€ his voice was soft with sympathy as he settled down in your bed, pulling you to lay beside him. ā€œHow long have you been having nightmares like this?ā€
That sentence, one no one else had bothered to ask, opened the floodgates. ā€œSince the war. Since-ā€ You could finish, couldn't allow your mind to slip into that haunted place.
ā€œI understand,ā€ he stopped you as if he did not want you to bear that pain. Soft hands moved to your face, stroking your cheek bones. ā€œI know that feeling. That piece of you leaving this world yet lingering in your nightmares and dreams. It makes you feel trapped. Like you can't move on no matter how desperately you try, and the hardest thing is no one has real advice.ā€ He made sure his eyes found yours, the soft moon highlighting his own jawline and cheeks. ā€œOther fae will tell you time heals all wounds, but I've learned that isn't always true.ā€
ā€œWounds like this fester, my spark. They infect and slowly kill. They rob you of your joy, your safety and security, your light,ā€ his voice broke. ā€œI cannot stand the idea of you losing your light. Not so young. Not so fresh to the magic of our world."
He waited for you to breathe before he spoke again, "I know it is hard, but you need to talk to someone. Me, Rhysand, Nesta. Any of us. We may not be able to replace them, but we can help you as you reshape your world around this loss. We can help you find another kindling to keep your flame alive."
You could only give a whimper as tears began to fall freely. You had not felt so seen, so safe, in months. He pulled you closer, wrapping you in his warmth and scent. ā€œYou don't have to decide now, but we will speak again in the morning. Sleep, my dear, I'll keep you safe tonight.ā€
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th3-c0ll3ct3r Ā· 24 hours ago
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I will be the one to say it, wherever we like this side conclusion or not, she dug this pit herself and Iskall provided the shovel
I've heard speculations of their relationship being a much closer than it appears online, and her deleting her channel to hide any trace of her involvement or his involvement while still keeping the comment on Iskall's channel is the nail in the coffin
The only thing that she has on her Channel right now is 36 comments that the majority tie back to Iskall in some way.
And additionally, I'd personally say it's come to a point of devotion and compassion for each other rather than what a normal "relationship" should be
And I want you all to keep in mind that if Stress isn't Iskall's "long-term girlfriend", then there is a woman out there who found out that her boyfriend was cheating on her with multiple of his employees and also possibly including his female best friend because of the amount of devotion they have to each other
But if Stress is the "long-term girlfriend", then this was a clear act of both devotion or she's been hit with trains worth of clarity and realization but I doubt this is the case because the comment is still up
And there was no single threat in her replies
YouTube's AI detection system will automatically delete replies with a threatening nature of that go against community guidelines before the person sees the reply.
Meaning that at the most cleverly worded insults have slipped through the hundreds of common worth of "You're so goated" and "Miss you too" and "We support you too" (update to make sure this was accurate I just checked it this than two minutes before this post and it is indeed compliments)
90% of her replies a positivity. And a couple months ago I even gave her the benefit of the doubt and said not to speculate on her situation because we didn't know any better. Aka even people who were skeptical like me and many others treats it her with integrity and dignity open till that reply was posted
I cannot speak on whether or not Iskall has gotten the threats he claims, but I always encouraged to not leave death threats, so I would imagine that it's a handful of people who do not have a life
But I could say with Confidence that if she got more than 8 threats, which is still not good but is a less considering the circumstances and general uncontrollable public, I would be mind-blown
So I'm very confident in the notion that she did this out of either realization to which I hope it is, and I hope for her community she seeks professional help because that level of devotion is unhealthy makes a steady bouncy back after some time OR it's another act of devotion
Because if he's in a legal case regarding this issue it is commonly advised to remove any incriminating evidence from social media so that it cannot be used against you; and it would be easy to argue their relationship based purely on her videos. Making the deletion of her channel an act of devotion rather than general clarity hitting her
Which is sad. I've never personally watched Many of Her videos only 30 at the most, but the general consensus of disappointment rather than anger putting her Direction leads me to conclude this is out of character behavior for her. And this would reinforce Iskall's repeated manipulation attempts.
It would mean his manipulation is effective and working.
The only possible way I could ever see people generally being outraged at her is if she was in on it too but that has already been confirmed by many of the victims they were unaware that she was also leaving, and were unaware of her general support.
This or will you find out that she's financially contributing to his legal case, to which I would argue the money would be better spent on therapy
But it just seems that she's digging herself into a pit or into a self destructive montage of being in support of someone who does not deserve it
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