#I COULDN'T CONCENTRATE ON ANYTHING

[zincbot]

idk why but my top surgery experience was supremely chill compared to literally everything i've read

[lynne-monstr]

okay but when are we going to talk about what's really important: Ruan Lanzhu's moles

how did LJS ever get through a scene without kissing them, I don't even know, they're magnetic

you are right, you are SO RIGHT about the FACE MOLE AGENDA. holy moly, the face moles. I need a moment, ling jiushi needs a moment, we all need a moment.

I mean, it isn't enough he has a cute cheek mole. who doesn't love a cute cheek mole. I am team cheek mole! no, he has to be a drama llama and have the sexy eye moles too. how is this allowed. (there has to be a better word than eye moles, I'm so sorry for that unsexy travesty of a phrase.)

anyway, new headcanon: the real reason ling jiushi was so oblivious about the hardcore zero-subtlety flirting was because he was head empty, only face moles for 38 whole viki length episodes.

[waitedforgarridebs]

David Arnold is now trying to assault me personally, it seems 😤

[oathkeeperoxas]

wip wednesday, or as I like to call it, wip wthursday, now with more icemav

[sherlock-is-ace]

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[freekzout]

it's ruth's birthday next month (march 4th) and i would like to remind you of the power of a thick comforter. or even a duvet. she sleeps in a bed with funke and it is her only armour.

[cactustreesmotel]

5th anniversary of my friend's death today

[the-casbah-way]

i suppose i owe it to myself to not die but also to stop talking myself out of things that might make me happier because i would be a much better person for everyone around me if i were able to navigate the world in the way i want to because insecurity and bitterness and constant suicidalness do just make you not as kind sometimes i think. i would like to be confident enough in myself to speak and be seen and therefore be as kind as i feel i am on the inside. i hold back so many things because i am scared of being perceived so maybe if i let myself do the things that will help me be ok with being perceived then i will put more good out into the world. i always get hung up on the fact that i so badly want to be good and kind and i care so so much about other people but as it stands currently most people would not really bother too much if i wasn't here anymore because i'm so cut off from everything emotionally and physically. someone send me c.300 quid so i can pay for therapy and you can stop being subjected to posts such as these, by the way.

[bandedbulbussnarfblat]

I got a packet from the social security people I have to fill out and have sent back in--by mail--by the 26th. I got it on Friday. And I haven't looked at it til now, bc I was so stressed out about my dog being sick and i feel so overwhelmed. They want all my medical records from the last year, which I don't have, because I've only started keeping that stuff since I had my complete mental breakdown and she took me out of work. And there's so many pages and so much information they want. They have to nitpick my whole fucking life, before they can decide I deserve health. Being disabled in this country is a fucking nightmare. Instead of trying to hep, the just look for reasons to disqualify you. Because they don't want to help us; they just want us to go away

[arielluva]

actually so funny (it isn't) that everytime i struggle to do something and i tell my parents about it they just respond with "you just have to do it." like. guys. if i could "just do it" i would NOT be complaining about not being able to do it!!

[kirk-goes-to-gallifrey]

want to paint want to draw want to read want to write want to do fun art stuff

but so so so tired too tired to move

[july-19th-club]

new configeration of the office at work makes it so i won't have a computer at the book-putting-together desk which is fine but it does mean i have no excuse not to get back into listening to my podcasts while i process . only it's been years since i listened to podcast and i frankly don't even know where to start . last time i listened to any podcast for any length of time was the year i first had really bad insomnia and i would put on adventure zone (ethersea? i believe? the underwater one) on an incredibly low volume at like three am and lie there frustrated as i failed to find rest so that sort of soured me on the whole podcast experience . but suppose i start one up in the light of day with a nice new big desk in front of me and a sweet pile of books that need covers? like . why did i stop listening to that show really . or any of the other ones . i bet they're still good

[gauchereverie]

person who took my earphones when I catch you person who took my earphones....

[earl-grey-love]

I really really really wish I could come up with a good ship name/tag for Mephi but its sooo hard to sum up the dynamic. I can't think of like a single line or phrase that suits it 😭

[sarcasticdolphin]

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[undead-potatoes]

Brainfog fuck off challenge