#I CANT FORMULATE WORDS

[sincerlyus]

a silly little doodle, nothing more, no big deal, definitely not crying rn........

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[sicklymuttz]

Things he couldn't say.

[motherforthefamicom]

happy 35th anniversary mother 1!!!!!! love this game 2 death <3

[lacunazai]

hngghg...g.. osamu dazai....gg.nnhh. .. mnffg..

[trainingdummyrabbit]

i love having forgetfulness disorder with a side of forgetfulness disorder thats comorbid with forgetfulness disorder and forgetfulness disorder with a surprise helping of forgetfulness disorder

[gomzdrawfr]

Once you get this, you have to say five things you like about yourself, publicly. Then you have to send this to ten of your favourite followers (positivity is cool~)🌈🌈

thank you <3

uhhh here goes:

I like my hair :)

I like how despite everything, I still try to find ways to enjoy my life to the fullest, its the small things that matters

I...like how I have been learning how to deal with stress better, and try to let most things go instead of hanging onto it, no use crying over spilled milk yeah?

I like I am still dedicated to the things I love, and that life has not made me gave up on them

I...like....where I am right now, I am doing better now without a person who I had issues to leave before this :]

sorry if these are uh not entirely what this ask trend is about haha but tyyy <333 yay positivityyy

[cuterozhok]

03 May 2023

Not any single day without russia attacking us.

The world needs to see and know this. A railway station and a crossing, a house, a hardware store, a grocery supermarket, a gas station - do you know what unites these places? The bloody trail that russia leaves with its shells, killing civilians in Kherson and Kherson region.

As of now, 21 people have been killed, 48 wounded ! All civilians! In one incomplete day! In one region!

Photos under the cut. A lot of blood tw. I'm begging you not to stand aside.

Here are links to Donate to Help Ukraine right now:

u24.gov.ua

savelife.in.ua

prytulafoundation.org

ko-fi.com/cuterozhok

[phasewashere]

i think about dutchs rdr1 speech everyday man. like. the fact that the final thing he says to his only son, his last living relative is a warning. he tells him "they'll just find another monster" all he tells his son is that its a vicious cycle. that it will outlive the both of them. his only gift is to not make john kill him. but the law says they killed him in his sleep anyways. the law kills john marston in cold blood and never says a word. he was a criminal. dangerous. over and over and over again. it makes me ache man.

[mysterygrl20]

did i read the first chapter of red peafowl? yes

did i re-watch the series trailer again? yes

[s-static]

upd8 i want to cry forever

[krikidilly]

I think one of the most overlooked struggles of autism is when you can't possibly talk about the thing you like without being prompted with a question or are already in a situation where you can idly speak and ramble.

I feel like my atoms are imploding from the unstoppable force of fixation vs the immovable object that is cant speak unprompted

[whispering-woodlands]

I’m sorry my brain is just stuck on dog coded Rinzler right now.

[alkaloidalypse]

im too tired to make a long essay of me overanalyzing the mv so im just gonna rocket fire my general thoughts about it 

SIKE this game has me on a chokehold i can never stop overanalyzing

LIKE THIS SHOT. ITS SUCH A TINY CHANGE IN EXPRESSION, SO LITERALLY TINY, BUT IT CONVEYS SO MUCH EMOTION AND I HATE IT HERE 

no but seriously i infer its because natsume was the one who wrote their ‘happy ending’. so him having an expression like this is like a ‘4th wall breaking’ because natsume was the writer in this ending. but this ending never happened. 

alternatively, it could just be a genuine expression he would have made if they did have this ending. im not entirely sure if its meant to be negative or a positive emotion but im guessing its more positive. like a “we did it. we’re here. im happy we’re all here together and i won’t have it any other way”

then we have this specific shot

“We want to feel your rhythm (Right here).”

do i have any idea whats going on right here? no. i just unfortunately have a lot of emotions 

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the second part i want to at least talk about was the choice to change the instrumental of the animation mv. put it simply, i love both renditions but i wondered why they decided to make the instrumental different. from what i remember, the instrumental for genuine revelation was the same for the animation mv, so why the change?

im not going to guess the music direction they took but there is something i realized upon listening to both of them. 

ive listened to the original more times i could count now, and i remember how ‘happy’ it sounded until you see the lyrics and remember the story of the five eccentrics. its from there the ‘happiness’ of the song lessened to something more bittersweet in a way. the music is happy, but their story is not. they aren’t the winners, so they sing their sorrows, lament on the fate they are being pushed into but at least being able to find joy having each other, even if in the end they have to suffer for it. and as the listener, while enjoying the music i don’t necessarily feel joy (it is still a beautiful song)

but the new mix of eccentric party night, the whole music video, i can’t keep up with it. there were so many things going on on screen and the instrumental is so drastically different from the original. the build ups, the techno sounds, honestly all of that reminded me of a rave party

and that’s when i realized. that’s exactly what the animation mv was about. its a freaking party. no duh, its in the title. but they basically took that word and use it in their mv tenfold. a party is a celebration, a happy occasion, and in this ending that’s impossible to achieve, there is something worth celebrating

the lyrics are still the same, their voices are still the same. but somehow, the energy and vibe was completely changed. its like they’re hyping the crowd up to join in their party. theres birds flying, sparklers around the stage, natsume doing magic that affected the whole room, glowing balloons and said balloons being released into the air. freaking confetti everywhere, the lights changing depending on the chorus and verse and GOD there’s just so MANY things going on and it never stops. its a goddamn party and im loving it

even the group itself, they kept on jumping and twirling around while still doing the main choreography and keeping this energy up the entire time

honestly, i have not felt this hyped listening to an enstars song before. every time i watched the mv i just want to jump and join them in their dancing. i should be sad. i should feel bittersweet about it. but for some reason, im not

maybe eventually i’ll feel that same sadness i did for the original, but for now i hope there’s a full version with this mix. because i would love to dance around my room to this song

[lacunazai]

I'm going to be unbearable for the next 24 hours

[wainwrightjakobshammerlock]

i love it when my rewrite makes things funnier. like for example tannis says this:

canonically, she's at least acquaintances with hammerlock and they talk semi often.

you can put two and two together i imagine

[im-a-goat-in-disguise]

contemplating responding to somebody who seems to genuinely believe that capitalism is the best way to decide who gets what healthcare and when.