#I CANT BELIEVE I FINALLY SAW IT

[snowrassa]

HADESTOWN WAS-

I need five business days to recover before I can form a coherent thought

[thisusedtobeafanpage]

the shot of dean sitting with knees to his chest on the floor and all we hear is his phone buzzing as he cries? insanity. I am devastated.

[asytho]

Piiiiiink

[dolotonglo]

can't believe they had narumitsu at the miku concert...

[holdmymetaphor]

i know we all hate tritter but if we think about him as a metaphor instead of a person i think the arc is pretty interesting. especially when we look back at euphoria and note the themes about cops and power there.

the difference between house and a cop (or house and his father or house and god) is that no matter what kind of moralistic view house has (whether it be the deeply flawed one from his dad or his own) house is /always/ up against something taking his agency.

house, especially in the earlier seasons, conflates power with agency. i assume, because that was the case for him growing up: his dad had the power, so he made the decisions about what happens to house's body.

we also see it in the fact society has outcast him, his leg crippled him, his addiction controls him. and perhaps even how his own belief system prevents him from being happy

so when the tritter arc happens and we see this almost comedically evil villain actually able to punish house (unlike the sick cop from euphoria who just like, dies) its not only a representation of the outside forces that conspire against house, but a reflection of the mans own policing system.

a lot of the tritter arc is made for house to confront his own power and how he wields it over others. he outwardly denies any hipocracy or self-destructive behavior, because he believes that his loss of power is loss of agency (because that has been true his whole life). tritter is a bad cop thru and thru but at the end of the day, house does give in, he does apologize to wilson despite having mixed feelings about the whole thing.

in reality we see house reflect a lot of what tritter is saying. in the rehab scene he says nothing matters, that rehab is all fake and cant fix anything. then tritter comes and house gets mad bc tritter wont give him a chance. but tritter says the same thing house does: you cant change, you wont change. house's anger at this could be interpreted as he's pissed hes not getting off, but i think it shows that house really /wishes/ that rehab could work, that people can change. he wishes that his actions to be better made any difference. that he had the power/agency to control his fate

and at the end of court, tritter says the same thing: i hope im wrong about you.

[youreaclownnow]

I cant tell if this is a new high, or a new low for me. Presenting: the tomato aspic with a mustard decal and bacon roses i made for Char's birthday

[rafasbiscuits]

the boys (excluding Niall) spoke up and I'm crying

[hauntingblue]

Gear 5 luffy's laugh is so contagious I just hear the drums and go insane how does this work. What did he do to me

[kr-cube]

read a post that said chappell roan's music was boring as fuck and thought they were just being annoying on purpose. Sad to learn this person was right

[secondlastk]

POV: you have fucked up big time

[fishbeanstew]

our movie —

— 우리 영화

[dirt-str1der]

Random people put a like on my ryusen marriage post every once in a while this makes me happy i like ryusen

[maplefield]

watched the final lesson on yt and now i might need to start playing hi3

[idyllicisms]

i am trying to start a routine where every night before bed i try to write a poem. I usually only write at times of GREAT emotional overwhelm and its never really a feel good nice time… mostly venting.

But I’m reading Upstream by Mary Oliver, and she emphasizes at one point a “writing schedule” being a good idea for young writers, and to be honest i have never truly seen writing poetry as a skill to be honed. It’s been a coping mechanism for me ever since middle school. I had always only ever heard poetry creation referred to as a sort of off-the-cuff emotional expression, and only since getting into miss Oliver’s work have I begun to see it as something that, yes, you can jump into at the drop of a hat and occasionally produce something raw and expressive and touching, but also something that does take time and practice to make better.

That being said, the fact that i ONLY write at my negative emotional peaks and have only been doing that since i was 12 is… not the most efficient way to evolve that skill. So the last couple nights I’ve written a short poem in my journal before bed. I hadn’t written one in quite a long time (mental health brag?) so the first was observational, about the pictures on my wall, and not what i would consider my best, but i really liked writing about something softer and more slice of life, it turned out cute (i posted it).

Tonight i wrote one based off of something i heard on a podcast tonight, when one of the hosts misspoke and said some words that sounded different together than what she’d originally meant. But it inspired me so i went to my room and i wrote it down, and im really happy with it, its the nicest poem ive probably ever written (nicest as in vibe, not from a technical standpoint). I might post it soon!

Anyways, any original poetry I post will be tagged “Lz.” if your curiosity is ever piqued. I have written and posted other poems but id have to find the and reblog them with my new tag, so for now theres only the one i mentioned earlier.

Thanks for reading!!!

TL;DR: poetry is awesome and fun, but is also a skill that i have decided to finally actively hone, after years of purely vent poetry. i may post my results from time to time, so i hope you enjoy!

[shoplifting]

Laois's party would see post-Shibuya Incident Tokyo as another dungeon. Tokyo Jujutsu Tech students would see the island's dungeon as a vacation.

[airs-headspace]

IM GONNA CRY!!! I SAW HUMPBACK WHALES, A MINKY WHALE, SEALS, BALD EAGLES (SO MANY), SEA OTTER--

AND ORCAS!!!!!!! FINALLY AAAAA