#I CAN'T CHOOSE BETWEEN THE TWO
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💚BONUS Polin Week💚 day three| Favourite Dance
#bridgerton#bridgertonedit#dailybridgerton#perioddramaedit#perioddramadaily#perioddramasource#weloveperioddrama#gifshistorical#onlyperioddramas#polinweek#polinweek2024#polin week#netflixedit#*mine*#bunnykaye#bkbridgerton#bkpolinweek#HELLO IT'S ME AGAIN LOL#I CAN'T CHOOSE BETWEEN THE TWO#THEY'RE BOTH ICONIQUE#remember when ppl were getting kinda tired of YBWM for their own reasons???#i did.. but primarily bc it wasn't pen-coded to me anymore but HEAVILY COLIN-CODED#but i still knew it was a fan favorite and on everyone's wishlist#(not that it would ever come true BUT IT FREAKING DID)#AND THEY USED IT IN THE MOST ABSOLUTELY PERFECT SCENE#THE ABSOLUTE POETRYYYYYYYYYYYYY#bkbonuspolinweek2024
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Some lore tabs that killed me dead and I'll never recover from them. Seasonal gauntlets are about Zavala realising and coming to terms with the fact that he is mortal and has mortal pains. Also, finally, the full confirmation that Guardians resume aging when they lose their Light:
He moved his chair back and considered his knee. What had he done to hurt it? He had not exercised yet, he had not gone on his usual patrol… he had done nothing. Why would a knee hurt from doing nothing? The riddle dissolved. He was starting to age.
But also:
He allows a hand to rest on his aching knee. To venerate it. He feels it solid under his palm. It is his, it is real, it is both portentous and precious. He is aging. He will age. An absurd and joyous thought warms in his chest: how fortunate, to have lived long enough to grow old. How invaluable, to make the space between himself and the horizon matter. How much time is left? And is it best spent with his knees under a desk?
Genuinely crying over this. How fortunate to live long enough to grow old. Man. Also at the end he asks for a break for one week and Ikora offers him two weeks.
The next one just... I have no words. It has to be read in full. It's about Saint going through it, having memories of his past and also dealing with the guilt with what's happening to Mithrax. Truly every sentence in this one is a gutpunch all the way to the end. Excerpts:
The hum of activity was overpowering yet reassuring to Saint-14 as he stopped to watch an older Eliksni expertly weave fabric on a well-worn loom. The woven symbols were unique and unfamiliar to the Exo, but he watched in awe as an iridescent glow emerged within the vibrant cerulean cloth. Fit for a Kell, Saint mused to himself— Breath caught in his throat; hands shook— Flashes of memory echoed in his mind. All he could feel in this moment… was shame.
Saint remembering his crimes against the Eliksni and feeling shame.
He hurried past the weaver and through the crowd, landing squarely in front of a tea stand, a sample placed in his hand before he could open his mouth to refuse. He looked down. The opaque liquid steamed in his cup, pungent and medicinal. Like distilled Darkness, Saint realized— Breath caught in his throat; hands shook— Flashes of memory filled his sight. All he could feel in this moment… was sadness.
Tea reminded him of all the stuff with Osiris and he is not processing it well. I say excerpts but I have to put the rest entirely because like. Okay.
Saint placed his favorite keepsake, a small stuffed bear, on the Kell's throne. Gently, he adjusted the lavender ribbon at its neck; the crisp satin sat in stark contrast to the bear's hazy black eyes, to its slightly worn ear and well-loved fur. A gift, once a comfort to a child of the City. A gift, once a comfort to Saint in the face of loss, in the face of— Breath caught in his throat; hands shook— Flashes of memory swelled in his heart. Osiris. His strong laugh. His deep, soulful eyes. The warmth of his smile. Of his touch. Memories of comfort, but all he could feel in this moment… was guilt. Intense and overwhelming, like daggers cutting through him, sharpness bleeding through sweetness. Saint breathed deeply and stared at the medical equipment around the empty throne before him. "The cost of my joy," Saint whispered, and he wept.
He has a teddy bear. He once gave it to a child, but someone returned it to him when he was grieving about Osiris, to comfort him, and he'd kept it. And he put it on Mithrax's throne because he feels guilt that Mithrax is suffering because he helped him and Osiris.
I'm ending it all.
#destiny 2#destiny 2 spoilers#revenant#revenant spoilers#zavala#saint-14#osiris#mithrax#long post#i can't handle this#started reconsidering reading and being interested in lore after this#i'm just sitting here. who wrote this#these two lore tabs destroyed me#'the cost of my joy' saint loves mithrax so much it's unreal how much he can't handle that mithrax suffers essentially because of him#mithrax spent a lot of time with saint and they became absolute besties so saint thinks that mithrax felt compelled to help with osiris#and now he suffers for it and saint feels guilty. but he also feels guilty because what would be alternative. osiris forever in a coma?#saint basically having to choose between osiris and cursing mithrax and he feels bad because obviously it's osiris for him#but at what cost?#i'm about to lose it all seriously i'm gonna eat my walls
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♡ countdown to the madney wedding ♡ (1 day) ↳ 5.12: boston
#911edit#*#userisha#userhann#tuserzee#tuserksn#alielook#tuserella#usercorinne#userpaolo#tuserdaria#tuserambs#*madneycountdown#madneyedit#maddiebuckleyedit#chimneyhanedit#jeeyunbuckleyhanedit#two sets from boston i know#but you can't make me choose between 'i got out of the ocean for you' and 'six months six years'
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Jwct Countdown May 12-13 prompt: Favorite duo
Its the night before the campers arrive for their first day at Camp Cretaceous. Dave and Roxie are going over the schedule and activities last minute to make sure the kids' time on the island is perfect. (Rip to that idea)
Haven't seen anyone post anything about these two with this prompt yet, as I write this post, so. Here they are!!!
(@campbenji said we can tag them in the submissions. I hope this is a valid choice, even though it's none of the campers)
#jwctcountdown#camp cretaceous#Jwcc dave#Jwcc roxie#I love these two so much.#They were so excited to show the kids around before everything fell apart#These two are the only adults (besides the kids parents/Mae/Hap) I care for in this series#I can't choose between the campers duos. They all work so well together.#Not super happy with this one but it is my first time drawing these two so I’ll cut me some slack there.#AL’s scribblings of Nublar
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Joseph's Blondes Showdown
#i'll be honest i love suzi q#i know she's one of the most ignored characters in jojo but in my head she's so much more#but shiza-chan is such a blorbo i love him so so much#i can't choose between them!!#joseph has two hands and so do i#caesar zeppeli#suzi q#suzi q joestar#battle tendency#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jojo's bizarre adventure#jjba
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Anyway, here's Tara foreshadowing Tyler and Teresa's reaction to Garvez when they go on their inevitable double date.
#tara is so funny here#she's like#why the hell did I choose to sit between these two#i can't take them anywhere#luke alvez#penelope garcia#tara lewis#garvez#criminal minds spoilers#cme#criminal minds evolution#notbridgerton
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#i personally feel like it's somewhere in between#like sexuality and gender i think it's where you decide to choose what label your experiences/feelings fall under#it's decided between the two people in the relationship#like intimacy can exist in every kind of relationship and it's upsetting to hear people say it can only happen in romantic ones#if i were in a relationship with someone i trusted Who had an intimate relationship with someone else#if i really trusted that person i'd have no problem with it Unless it very clearly started to affect our relationship#i don't think i'd call myself a very jealous person#maybe a little envious but not jealous lol#i think restricting intimacy to one person isn't very. healthy? i don't know#like there should be other people too. support networks#we're a social animal yknow ?#it can't be possible for one person to fulfill every single need#that's an unhealthy expectation that can put a strain on many relationships i think#there's a reason spider webs are made from joined threads of silk#they don't dangle from a single piece They'd get blown away in the wind#reason why i bring this up now is bc i just discussed this with my parents who hold very traditional views#idk how i ended up being so different from them LMAO#thanks steven universe i guess!!!
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prev post reminds me of my favouritest translation approach for when you can't choose between several interpretations either of a single word or a text as a whole which is just. translate it a whole bunch of times. you dont need one single perfect translation you can have like 70 that are all fucked up in different directions instead
#guy who has translated the same poem a normal number of times voice#on a more practical level when translating e-pistulae if i couldnt choose between two significant directions of a word i would just#translate it as two words. you can do whatever you like forever#this is only vaguely adjacent to what prev post was actually about but . actually why can't you write two papers that argue opposite things#and then just leave them there. for the bit. who caare#translation#beeps
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Shoutout to one of my favorite Blue Lock beefs. No cunning, no grace, no restraint with these two. Just throwing hands ON SIGHT. God bless.
also shoutout to Shidou for being the only person who actually makes Rin lose his composure like that (and so easily too). king
((this post by @bluelock-textposts inspired me))
#yes yes i'm making a nagi and barou one next#every time I see that panel of shidou blowing a kiss to rin that's in the meme I remeber this one tweet that's like#“rin better than me because if shidou blew me a kiss I would simply have folded right then and there”#i think shiodu likes rin actually. he's just likes to throw hands more lol#anyway I know it's all “hahaha shidou and rin beef” but also I#have a 1400 word essay sitting in my drafs about these two and how they embody the two very different philosophies that are at the core of#many of the great conflicts in this manga#and how what I believe shidou's life was like before blue lock vs rin's life before blue lock causes them to treat each other like this#and how sae comes into play and the very complicated and meaningful relationship between these three people#and what him choosing shidou over rin means in terms of sae's own character and beliefs and attidute towards the sport#and why he chose shidou even though sae clearly loves his brother and wants him to succeed (and I can't believe ppl think otherwise)#anyway#why is their fighting lowkey sexy#shidou ryusei#itoshi rin#mine
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This or That
I was tagged by @mistmarauder and I'm about to start a dozen petty arguments with her over my different choices I'm sure. XD
coffee or tea | early bird or night owl | chocolate or vanilla | spring or fall | silver or gold | pop or alternative | freckles or dimples | snakes or sharks | mountains or fields | thunder or lightning | egyptian mythology or greek mythology | ivory or scarlet | flute or lyre | opal or diamond | butterflies or honeybees | macarons or eclairs | typewritten or handwritten | secret garden or secret library | rooftop or balcony | spicy or mild | opera or ballet | london or paris | vincent van gogh or claude monet | denim or leather | potions or spells | ocean or desert | mermaids or sirens | masquerade ball or cocktail party
#about lincoln#it is SHAMEFUL how fast I find someone hot if they're wearing leather#there are several people/characters I'm like meh#then suddenly they're in a leather jacket with tousled hair#and I'm like oh fuck oh god oh fuck#I know one very distinct photo of an actor I usually do not EVER find hot#and I was like....... shit#godfuckingdammit#anyway I'm bisexual you can't ask me to choose between two beloveds like mythologies or fun smooth predators#yes sharks are so smooth didn't you know#you've hit by#you've been bit by#a smoooooth predator
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By Curator standards is Mr Hearts/Apples bisexual
#fallen london#this was a shitpost but maybe it's more like bigender?? given the role that collection has as a defining identity trait#curious now whether curators think of their collections as a natural interest they can't consciously sway or a thing they have choice in#like did Mr Fires choose to be Mr Fires? or did it just always like that category of things and start hoarding?#anyway happles is funny#i wonder if it sees its two identities as the same category somehow#just living things related in general#and it's only humans that care to make a distinction between plant and animal
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— Are you sure Burke wants to buy Collinwood? — Yes, he said so. I'm just afraid it's only the beginning of what he wants.
#76.#➤ roger collins & victoria winters & burke devlin. ┊ to know how it ends‚ and still begin to sing it again.#gifs.#➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery.#➤ roger collins. ┊ I and my ghosts want a drink.#➤ victoria winters. ┊ because she’s lost and lonely. because she looks in shadows.#➤ re: burke devlin. ┊ I am stranded in a hungerland of great prosperity.#I just think about Lou’s acting choices a lot.#the little pleading pout he gives her … the yearning after her... the fussing that she's talking to burke in the doorway...#and the way vicki holds eye contact with him ... hhhh.#and this is sandwiched between talking to her on the cliffs and taking her out to the blue whale !! (i think all the same day?)#it's just so... impactful. that this is blocked in the threshold.#lingering between burke and roger; the drawing room and foyer; pulled to either side by two versions of what happened ten years ago.#roger tugging (forcefully) at her loyalty to the collins family and her gratitude for giving her a home and family;#burke tugging her sympathies because he also wants a home; roots; a big house to raise his kids in — he's alone in the world like she is.#[heathcliff] is more myself than i am!#and you can see the realization on his face that should burke tug her too far;#roger's cord of communion will snap and he will take to bleeding inwardly.#vicki by nature of her character not only responds to truth with her favor — but; conversely; by giving her favor creates truth.#when she likes and trusts and wants to spend time w/ roger he fares very well: a breakfast date where she supplies him with an alibi —#a dinner date that covers up his perjury meeting. vicki's good opinion is indispensable for his survival —#the very minute he loses that — when she is certain he's bill's murderer — she turns on him and so does everyone else and he immediately#loses his freedom (albeit only temporarily held at the police station rather than 5 years in prison)#she's not literally taken laura's place with them — but it's remarkable how much her romantic intentions influence the outcome of that#decade-old case; in just the same way that laura choosing roger as her husband and supplying truth through her testimony lead to#burke's condemnation before. it's much the same game roger is playing at this point in the story (at a significant disadvantage#to last time; because he can't offer vicki — penultimate Good Girl — a ring)#vicki's heart; affection; attraction; tied up fundamentally in Justice. and her position as narrator#making it all the more compelling that she writes Truth as vicki is navigating who *very literally* holds the Pen.#burke's story or roger's story? burke's [redacted] or roger's [redacted]?
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@montygatorguy
In which I draw Mercutio and Tybalt within the & Juliet universe based off of a mix of Alpharad's performance of and my school's performance of Romeo & Juliet
I couldn't tell who Mercutio was and who Tybalt was so I just went off of colors I associate them with, I'm sorry if I got them wrong
Reference images under the cut:
#ALSO#TO BE FAIR#MERCUTIO COULD ALSO COME BACK FROM THE DEAD#he died off-stage afaik so like he could just stroll back on over to romeo and benny like 'whatd i miss'#also mercutio is royalty in verona so id imagine that there could be a plotline where escalus and lance were in the process of#arranging mercutio and frankie to marry if frankie didnt hurry tf up and choose someone#i can just imagine the letter exchange between escalus and lance lmaoooo#'im afraid mercutio wont be able to wed francois after all for he has reached an untimely death'#'while i am sorry to hear of your loss and send my condolences it is no issue as my son has chosen someone of lord capulet's house to wed'#and escalus is like surely. SURELY. it's not the same capulets.#and then lord capulet starts complaining about their traitorous cook who took their daughter's new parisian fiance#and he's like WHAT. The FUCK.#he can't get a fucking break from these two fucking families lmaoooooo#anyway#i think mer ty and benny should be in a polycule#& juliet musical#& juliet#&j#and juliet
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i forgot the pokemon direct happened and i haven't watched it but i know people wanted and didn't get unova remakes to which i say how do you think those would even work. gen5 is the one generation where you can't ignore the definitive editions without causing a ruckus because they're sequels. do you think gamefreak is going to make 4 slightly different games and release them all at once? no they'll do the first games and pretend bw2 isn't real. certainly they could bundle the first ones with their sequels but egads that would mean you have two games in one and we can't have that that's like having two savefiles in one game! like sorry fellas but i don't think they can touch gen5 they got too much right in that generation
#soda offers you a can#“right” is subjective of course#but i do believe gen5 is the only time the “definitive” versions are actually justified#and maybe even the version differences to begin with since it's a little more than just making a bunch of guys exclusives#not to mention all the fun side content and bw2's postgame that iirc was kind of lush all things considered?#idk this post was sponsored by me coming with with the utopia scenario of a single game remake#which would give you two savefiles one for bw another for bw2#you can choose whether to play the black or the white storyline#all it changes is the order in which you catch zek and reshi#with one in bw and the other in bw2#no version exclusive mons. only aesthetic changes between experiences#transfer pokemon between savefiles even like digimon story definitive edition lets you do that in postgame just do that#obviously that's a feverdream because we can't have convenience in pokemon but y'know
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Thinking about how they finished their mom's work in uc4. There's no more work for them to continue on in her name, because she had no more work written. They finally closed that book.
Cassandra Morgan is gone, and is now just a memory. It's been moved from the box of memories Nate can't bring himself to remember, to the wardrobe with all of the other closed adventures.
The only thing keft of Cassandra Morgan is the sons she left. Who have closed that booked and are now able to move on.
#uncharted#nathan drake#sam drake#samuel drake#the drake brothers#cassandra morgan#uncharted 3 is how grief can drive aomeone to the extreme#uncharted 4 is closure and moving on#THEY ARE INTERTWINED SO MUCH MORE THAN I PREVIOUSLY BELIEVED#i can't be expected to choose between the two of them when they're so
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thinking about the future and how my sexuality and parents fit into it is so scary
#like i can't imagine marrying living with a man#i mean i like them sure they're nice to look at but a future a life a family with them? no sir#which probably means ill have to choose between having a life i love and having my parents in it right 😭#idk maybe it's just because the two times ive been in love and daydreamed about a future with someone it has been with a girl#i should not be watching anymore gg i have a note in my diary app in capslock saying don't you ever dare to have kids#cause you'll fuck them up cause that's who you are don't let foolish hope fool you 😭#idk when i wrote it but yeah it's there 😭
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