#I AM LITERALLY ABOUT TO EXPLODE
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This blog is gonna be a lot of LOZ stuff for the next couple of weeks, just warning y’all
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"ok but are you diagnosed" what are you a cop.
#reminder that being diagnosed as autistic/ otherwise disabled is meant to help YOU.#if abled ppl expect u to justify every little thing u say abt ur experiences as (insert disability) they should explode#also if you dont wanna get officially diagnosed bc it will make your life harder no one will judge you. if they do theyre assholes#actuallyautistic#actually autistic#autism#autistic#autism pride#adhd#actually adhd#actuallyadhd#only tagging this as adhd and autism bc its all I am. however this can be about Literally any disability
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parfait pals
#GAH my hands are tied with so much work right now so all I have is scribbles and doodles#so I'm gonna be posting sketches!!! either until I am free once more or forever and ditch the idea that I can only post polished pieces#what do u mean I'm a perfectionist ahah HAH#but I'm literally going to explode if I don't just#throw something out of my system#like this random thing#especially with the next arc that's coming up I am losing my marbles for tomorrow's episode already#if you're scared about how you're gonna survive mp100 in december you're not alone I am fearing for my sanity#jk but also (screams internally)#mp100#mob psycho 100#reigen#mob#elgatoiberico
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This is how these two went right?
#dungeon meshi#laios#kabru#I need to ramble excuse me#this is just disorganized thoughts dont look too much into it#RRRHRRHRHRGHRGHRGHRAAAAAAAAA#laios likes monsters more than he likes people#people bore him#so he just loves knowing about mosnters and ignores people#kabru has a fascinating interest in people#going beyond the normal limit of getting to know a person#and he cant understand why anyone would like monsters#none of them are normal about this#literal opposites of each other i am exploding
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my inner monologue is just always thinking about ritsu way too hard
#mp100#ritsu kageyama#I wrote this as a stream of consciousness in the ms paint text box and then it literally. wouldn't fit.#and I couldn't make the text any smaller#so i had to switch to GOOGLE DRAWINGS to make this#I know this is hard to read but that adds to the humor to me lsdkjflkjdf#I'm just. ouuuughhghhg every time I think about him too hard I want to explode#I was also going to make a companion piece talking about his autism in comparison to mob's#but it's late. you guys can get the autism essay later if you want#I am going to become the number one ritsu poster through sheer mental illness alone#ritsu brain syndrome. instead of a brain there is ritsu#spinning him in my mind like that one bit from the season one opening
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The bear creatüre has a bachelor degree now
Yea I graduated uni today 🐻❄️🎓🎉
Feels weird tbh 💥
My brain did not register this information yet
Diploma comic reveal when? 👀
#watch me ramble in the tags like a silly billy 🐻❄️👓#bachelors degree#graduation#degree#diploma#it’s actually called bachelor’s degree but literally everyone I know calls it diploma lmao#legit need to get used to the fact I’m a graduate#what do you mean I’m actually a graphic designer now *what do you mean*#I am a silly student forever#*picks up a pen* *it explodes*#🐻❄️✏️💥#I’m still yet to receive an actual document tho#but today was a final presentation and grading#I don’t have a cool photo with a silly paper yet 😔#also today was really stressful and cringe lmao💥#🐻❄️☝️clarification I was cringe#I dunno nervousness screws u over okay 💥💥#there were a moment where the professors had to ask you mandatory questions about the project#and the lady asked ‘’what inspired you to create this comic? 🌸’’#my goofy ass answered ‘’stress’’#I MEAN IT IS TRUE#BUT LIKE💥#I could’ve answered something more poetic or something 😭#yea but I’m really glad that it’s finally over#the preparation for the final presentation I mean#(the stress™️ is never over obviously#but at least the main event is)
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They swapped sunglasses....oh my god..
#THERES SO MANY THINGS TO SAY ABOUT THESE PICS#okay okay okay so like obv they didnt actually swap their own sunglasses(*probably)#but like they're literally both wearing the reverse sunglasses from earlier in the race wknd#so im so 🤨🤨🤨#THEIR HEIGHT DIFFERENCE!!!!!!!!#i am shouting omfgggggggggg#they way theyre laughing and looking at each other im dying#im going to explode#why do they keep doing this to me#*bluescreen noises*#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#lance stroll#strollonso#alonstroll#fa14#ls18#1814#1418#we do a little bit of f1
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Hey, I just watched Dead Poets Society for the first time ever! Now, if you guys don't mind, I'm gonna go sit in the corner of my room and scream!
#me very politely asking whoever made this movie to revive Neil (i am holding them at gunpoint)#NO BECAUSE WHAT THE FUCK#what about my anderperry you cant do that... my anderperry you killed it... why ☹️#no but literally i usually cling onto one character in every show or movie and the rest i could care less about guess who it was for dps?#NEIL IT WAS FUCKING NEIL AND THEY KILLED HIM#i am rotating his father on a fire like a rotisserie chicken and feeding him to dogs.#i hope his father dies a slow agonizing death. i will boil him alive.#me at the end of the movie waiting for someone to say psyche or people to jump out with cameras and tell me i was being pranked#me before: “haha people seem to like this movie a lot it sure seems interesting ill check it out”#me after: “what is life...”#no but all of them standing kn the desks was so AHHHHHH#and i qant to fucking fight that bitch whatever his face was idk i forgot most of their names#the chatterbox tattletale snitchy bitch#thats his name now forget his actual name#dps#dead poets society#anderperry#since i mentioned it in the tags#nuwanda literally was like “sure yeah ill get expelled but i wont rat you guys out”#but chatterbox tattletale snitchy bitch mister “you forgot about the homework” over here is like “yeah so i told them everything”#i am exploding his head with my fucking mind#he deserved that punch so fucking bad
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Thinking about all of our Simon & Betty lore, I have convinced myself that F&C is not going to conclude with a magic cure all for them to happily share their love for the rest of their lives (natural or not).
I could talk in circles about this all day but I think all I need to share is this clip.
Their relationship wasn’t toxic. It wasn’t miserable. They loved each other so much, TOO much, and due to that love personal desires fell by the wayside. Betty put everything on hold for Simon and was more than willing to always be the one to take charge. Simon is capable and ever loving, but not always the brightest when acting in the moment and occasionally dips out completely.
I’ve been blinded by optimism that we might finally see them happily together, maybe even see their wedding come to fruition 🥺✨ But Betty has ascended to the ultimate form of independence. The crux of everything they’ve ever studied, every question or artifact they may have ever had is now known to her. If she is still conscious in Golb she’s had a decade to be off on her own unconcerned about Simon. Meanwhile Simon has done nothing but chase and dream of being with her again. He looked to be doing as ok as possible in Obsidian, but start of Fionna & Cake he spiraled into obsession over Betty once again.
I truly think we might be heading towards a break up episode 😭😭😭 Even if we are though it can’t change the ultimate self sacrifice and endless dedication of love in their relationship, Betty’s wish.
“I wish for the power to keep Simon safe”
#NOOOOOOOO I DONT WANT A DIVORCE ARC IT WILL EXPLODE MY SOUL#the drama tho- F&C is literally one of my top 3 fav animated works atm I need to be emotionally devistated pls give us a solid ending omG#adventure time#fionna and cake#simon petrikov#betty grof#I DIDNT THINK ABOUT THIS POSSIBILITY TILL THIS MORNING GRRRR I JUST WANT SIMON TO SMOOCH HIS MONSTER FIANCE#petrigrof#yes I am going to make sappy keychains of them
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these 2 are so funny. why doesnt anybody talk about them
divorced old man yaoi?? gregson is MY wife now
#the great ace attorney#is this controversial#because i dont think their dynamic is ever talked#about enough. they are literally so funny (and divorced)#herlock sholmes#please theyre so silly im actually going to explode#i am#tobias gregson#s number one fan. get behind me pookie#tgaa#dgs#dai gyakuyen saiban#ace attorney#lmao
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something something Ninjago/HTTYD au can actually be a thing because they both deal with characters who want to live up to expectations but end up finding their own way to achieving wondrous things
also dragons? pit to fight dragons in? dragon riders?
#bromantic flight#ninjago kai#kai smith#kai jiang#man can have two last names i don't care anymore#lloyd garmadon#ninjago lloyd#ninjago au#ninjago fanart#httyd#myart#some little doodles to get the stress out of my soul#listen my mind has been overtaken by this little au and i am quite literally about to explode from all the details and evil scheming#i just want these guys to be happy#tag this as greenflame and i will break down your door (threatening)#they are brothers okay i don't want you to ruin that for me#artoftheagni
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hey chat rate this video
#pokemon#pokemon mystery dungeon#breloom#galvantula#my art#mike#i did tjis with breaks in under 5 hours which is like. crazy to me#1 week ago i would not think i could do this LMAOOO#i am growing stronger by the day........#also i actually kept the text out of view this time lol#dont expect this from me often im literally just goofing about rn#there was going to be explosions and shit but i couldnt be botheredddd#bc his spores should explode. but wat evaaa#everything slowly goes into learning things i think
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"work wife"???? But not actual wife??
LOL no not actual wife! Both the work wife and I have actual husbands instead 🤭🤭 And my husband is JUST as crazy as I am and WILL do farther daytrips like the absolute insane mans he is! Which is one of the MANY reasons I married him--his weirdness matches my weirdness 💖💖💖💖💖
As a fun fact, the craziest day trip/road trip we have done: we went to IKEA about two ish hours away. Came home, realized upon unloading new bedframe that he had misplaced his wallet somewhere. So what did we do?
WELL IKEA was closed but you bet your ass we got BACK in the car and drove BACK to the pit stop (an hour?? ish?? away??) that VERY night and checked the trash there and asked the people inside (who were sups friendly! They checked the tapes for us and everything!) if they'd seen it. They hadn't! So, we drove BACK home and the next day, after work, we yeeted ourselves into the car and drove BACK to ikea to see if they had it
AND THEY DID!
He was so relieved and then we had IKEA hot dogs for dinner, his treat bc he had his wallet again 🤭🤭🤭 (they are pretty good but costco ones I think deffs are better!)
BUT YEAH. My actual spouse is just as unhinged as I am and I love him about it 😍😍😍😍😍😍
#dani answers#wizardshark#BUT YEAH!#anyway i get that a lot of people are like 'work spouse culture is literally insane and weird' and that is CORRECT#it CAN BE! and rest assured that we are NOT#tbh a good like 30% of our time spent together is gushing about our spouses lol#anyway she's so fucking cool it's not even funny and when i told her that she was like WHAT i am NOT cool YOU'RE cool#and i was like DING DONG YOU ARE WRONG and then friendship lol#she is very cool tho. she calls richard chard#he and i think it's fucking HILARIOUS#she's so cool and talented and i miss her bc we haven't hung out in like WEEKS bc of the horrors (i keep getting SICK)#and also bc her department moved back to the building they were in post-reno. so we didn't lunch as per the usual bc she was busy aF#and she's going on vacay for like two weeks now#she's so sweet too! she got me skin tone markers for my BDAY! i'd mentioned it off hand once or twice and this bitch REMEMBERED#her husbando is also v funny lol. gr8 cook too! and a gossipy little guy which is HILARIOUS bc so is chard lmao#anyway sorry for going off in the tags!! i have been home sick too long and am LOSING IT#if im not well enough for work tomorrow i'm gonna explode. i cant keep doing NOTHING it's driving me BATTY#(but at least I'm feeling better and resting up and such lol)
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Dean’s sitting at the kitchen table eating meatloaf when it all sort of hits – and he’s desperate to remember it exactly how it happened.
With his fork raised halfway to his mouth, a dollop of meat and sauce perched precariously on the tines, his eyes wandered over to where Cas stood by the sink in a pair of ratty pajama bottoms and one of Dean’s old t-shirts. (One of Dean’s old t-shirts, because once Cas gets his shoulders into them they never really sit the same way.)
He’s got soap up to his elbows, scrubbing methodically at the dishes Dean just dirtied, his brow a taught, concentrated line. He’s bringing the same kind of meticulous focus to the dishes that he used to bring to leading the armies of Heaven; that singular kind of attention, both unnerving and admirable. (Dean had once tried to explain that he didn’t need to wash them quite so vigorously, to which Cas had deadpanned, “Do you know how many food particles remain on the dishes you wash, Dean?” It quickly became his job, after that.)
It’s early July. About 6:30pm. The window over the sink is cracked, and the front door is wide open, letting the sound of cicadas and crickets drift in with the summer breeze. The sun’s starting to set behind the field, casting the world in that particular orange glow that has always made something in Dean ache. In the other room, the record player Sam got them for Christmas plays a beat up Janis Joplin record he’d found at a secondhand store in town. The opening chords of Me and Bobby McGee have just started, and the cicadas are humming, and the crickets are singing, and the sun is setting, and Cas is standing in old pajamas washing dishes Dean just used to make them dinner and –
Cas tilts his head.
This isn’t revolutionary. He does it a lot. A very ingrained behavior, some might say. But he isn’t confused, he’s reacting. To the song. He doesn’t react to music the way Dean wants him to, never has, but in his own way, it’s almost like he’s leaning closer to hear it. An infinitesimal thing. The smallest gesture. The corner of his mouth twitches, and Dean has never loved him more than he does at this moment: backlit by a summer sunset in their house in the middle of nowhere, hand washing dishes and listening to Janis Joplin.
Cas turns when the sound of Dean’s fork clattering on the plate sounds, but Dean just scoops him into his arms, chases any worries away with a kiss, and then another, and then one more for good measure. Cas laughs against his mouth, desperately trying to keep his soapy arms away from Dean’s dry clothes. “Dean,” he chides, squirming and chuckling, trying to extract himself from Dean’s grip. “I’m not finished.”
“I’ll get ‘em tomorrow,” Dean promises, peppering sweet little kisses down the line of Cas' throat. He hasn’t shaved in a couple of days. It tickles all the way down. “Love you so much,” he says, because he wants to. Because he’s so full with it he’s overflowing. Because if he doesn’t tell him right now, in this moment, and every moment after this one, he might die. He needs him to know. It’s vital that he knows.
Cas’ laughter warms, and he slides one soapy hand to the back of Dean’s neck, eyebrows raised in challenge when he shudders at the sensation. When Dean doesn’t immediately shoo him away, he slides the other soapy hand up Dean’s arm. “Dean?” He’s not worried, the timber of his voice is honey-smooth and light, but he’s confused. Not that Dean doesn’t tell him often, and loudly, how much he loves him, but to be fair this did kind of come from nowhere, so he understands. It’s just much too much. It’s not enough and it’s everything. It’s everything in the world Dean has ever wanted.
Janis Joplin is singing freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose, and Dean’s arms are loose around Cas’ waist, and he loves him, god he loves him so much, so he kisses him on one corner of the mouth, and then the other. Janis says, nothin’, don’t mean nothin’ hon’ if it ain’t free, no, no – and he rocks their bodies together, slow, to the beat of the music. Cas’ arms come to wind around his neck automatically, and his smile starts to sprawl into something reserved for only the really good moments. Wide and gummy and for Dean – and feelin’ good was easy, Lord, when he sang the blues. He presses his forehead to Cas’ and they just sort of sway there like that, smiling at each other like this might be the last chance they ever get.
Cas says – “I love you, Dean,” just as Janis is singing, you know feelin’ good was good enough for me – and it occurs to Dean that he’s dancing in the kitchen with the love of his life. He thinks back to the longest, loneliest nights he spent staring up at the night sky, believing wholly he’d die bloody and alone on the backend of some random hunt, and how the smallest (but loudest) part of him had wished for exactly this. For someone to hold him and see him and dance in the kitchen with him, barefoot and covered in soap.
He kisses the tip of Cas’ nose, the lines under his eyes. Doesn’t realize he’s crying until Cas is wiping tears away with the pads of his thumbs and soothing hands through his hair. He’s crying, too. Laughing and crying and telling Dean he loves him, he loves him so much, he’s loved him from the first moment he saw him.
It settles in Dean then – really settles deep, and true, and good – that he was meant for this. He wasn’t born to be a weapon. Wasn’t born to be a son, or a father, or a brother. Wasn’t born to save the world or to end it – was just meant to dance. His arms were meant to hold. To sway them both around the cheap linoleum floor, to sling low around Cas’ waist and spin them both ‘til they were dizzy with it.
They laugh and kiss and Janis is saying – good enough for me and Bobby McGee – and Dean is thinking – Yeah. Yeah, it really is.
#i'm sorry god.#mine#my fic#this literally. listen.#this came to me like a premonition#i was playing stardew valley and then it was like#if I don't write this incredibly self indulgent sappy shit I will EXPLODE#trying to get better about listening to that voice instead of ignoring it#bc i'm not like. great at writing but it makes me feel good. or it used to#and i wanna get back to that#anyway.#love how every few months dean and cas come into my life like ;)))) hey.#remember when everything you made was about us#and i'm like. god you're so right#destiel#deancas#spn#gonna try not to re-read this a thousand times until I hate it too so if it's like#trash that's why lmao#why am i so afraid anyway#ANYWAY
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hold my heart, hold it gentle
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#pink space#tw blood#tw light gore#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#explodes into rainbow shards forever and ever#perhaps this is figurative. perhaps it's literal. who's gonna know hfbvsh :33#/i am so. normal about them [<- grinding teeth]#/'it's not even your blood' __(x-x _ )\__#//anyway was gonna use this for a shirt design and i thought it was cool but it's not gonna work lol </3#going with a different one!! i wanna have them on a shirt cuz it'll be neat :D#//anyway i'm gonna spin into oblivion now - toodles toodles !!
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c3 is off for one week and i start shaking throwing up clawing at the walls
#candela my beloved but also main campaign has my heart#imogen come back to me#im literally laudna ill explode if i am out of eyesight from her for 24 hours#rocks back and forth in a corner muttering#im completely normal about her btw#imogen#laudna#imodna#critical role#reamblings
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