#I AM DECREPIT

[fortunatefires]

They crave that mineral, god damn it.

[concernedpossumdad]

Wanna get drunk, but my tummy already hurts

[rottmnt-honeybea]

3. how you feel about your current WIP

And

20. in what year did you publish your first fic?

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3.

💀💀💀 no, but I've been stuck in a "the first three chapters have to be perfect or i can't move on" phase so I've been forcing myself to do other things

20.

God...I think 2010? 💀

[zincsmacabres]

Daän funger is a fucking crazy character for many reasons but one is because imagine living in a world where zodiac signs are 100% proven to be real and influence your personality and life and the sign you get is the You Are Literally Nothing You Piece Of Shit sign

[notbecauseofvictories]

Whelp, it's December 31st. Since I've already published my best books and movies of 2024 list, and I've already committed to not making any commitments until January sets in, there's not much more to say. Still, as I put it in my Christmas card---I do think it’s valuable to look back over the past year and reflect on all that happened.

......if nothing else, to understand what mistakes you can’t afford to repeat in 2025.

This past year, I traveled to Switzerland and Washington D.C., I threw a big milestone birthday party for my aunt, I volunteered as an election judge for both the midterm and presidential elections, pickled almost my entire garden, formed some strong opinions on which Chicagoland FM radio stations are any good, and watched a ton more movies than I thought I would or could. I crossed off another Chicagoland museum from my list (Leather Museum & Archives!) and very proudly went to my first tasting menu restaurant. I strengthened my relationships with friends and with colleagues, though the "am I about to be fired???" anxiety hasn't gone away. It is quieter, now.

It's not a commitment---it doesn't count as a commitment! I am not committing to it at all---but I would like to get back into more creative work. 2024 was very good in grounding me in real life and the real people that I consider "mine", but there's an itch under my skin despite it. I want to get out of my head more; I want to make things again.

In my Christmas card, I said that the so-called "season of joy" is not without its moments of cold slush and grey skies. That's still true. Yet hopefully between the two---merry and bright on one hand, bleak midwinter on the other---there’s something in the middle that might be dimmer, but is nevertheless warm, full of good cheer.

May we all come to rest there, in front of the fire.

[daily-pat]

Like?? Sure I guess.

[blackbatcass]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY ILY FOREVER🎉🎉

[lunarharp]

random stuff,,,

[present-mom-blog]

Bsd 118 spoilers under the cut!

It's just something about Atsushi losing hope. Everyone who he has met one by one is gone now, don't you see? Nearly in the order he's met with and worked with them.

Dazai? Mersault before this entire rodeo happened.

Kunikida? Gooped.

Tanizaki? Gooped.

Kenji? Gooped.

And now–

At Atsushi's lowest, where he can't even hallucinate someone either helping him or guiding him or even berating him! No one is there beside him! No one! He has no one and no one is there for him and–

And Dostoevsky appears.

He appears, destruction in his shadow, showcasing just who he is and his motives.

He tries to extend a hand to Atsushi, tries to tell him that he is here to help and that he is here to SAVE Atsushi.

How interesting. Atsushi is at his lowest. Atsushi is at his mental weakest. Atsushi's mind can't even summon someone to berate him for his weakness or guide him to fight. And Dostoevsky is here, trying so very hard to be someone that Atsushi could cling to in this time.

But we all know it will never work.

Maybe if Dostovetsky had gotten Atsushi first. Maybe if he had interacted with the boy first, maybe if he had drawn Atsushi in first. It could have worked then.

But it won't work now.

Because Atsushi knows Dostovetsky is the one behind this destruction of his world. The deaths of his family. Dostovetsky is behind it all, Atsushi knows that.

And to Atsushi?

That's the greatest sin that Dostovetsky could have committed.

[chiropteracupola]

harper and his horrible fucked-up cat of a commanding officer

[lofthousezzz]

sometimes i have the capacity to be funny

[loquaciousquark]

Just got my card for Hurt/Comfort Bingo from @sweetspicybingo! Info & signups are here!

Hilariously (sadly?), I think the oneshot I just sent @jadesabre301 to beta could qualify for about six of these. No bingo yet, but...closer than I'd like, lmao.

[osseincactus]

It’s my birthday!

[esmeshardwoodfloors]

me calling Esme a milf when she's 5 years younger than I am 💀

[phoenixcatch7]

Man I am just SO CONFUSED. About the time line of this game.

No one is telling me how long links been gone! Or how long the botw-totk timeskip was! They all just started selling my stuff again lol. I'm going to have to get everything redyed!

Me: hey random stranger! Lore dump? You look like a lore dumper.

Kindly npc: why hullo there, link ^^! My, I haven't seen you in a while since the calamity ended! I was so worried when they said you and the princess had gone missing! But it's good to see you're well.

Me: aw, thanks. How long has it actually been tho.

Kindly npc: ^u^

[seraphsfire]

i thought kpop boys meowed a lot of their own accord but then i met this guy