#Hut trip

[jagerstian]

Cannot believe I forgot Julien is not only canonically bisexual, but also had a more committed relationship with a pineapple (a pineapple he CHOSE to perceive as male, btw) than he did with his self declared dream woman

[mayhaps-a-blog]

I am thinking about Osha.

I don't think we've really gotten to know her on screen yet, and I'm looking forward to the rest of her story. But we've gotten plenty of hints to her character, enough to start to paint a picture.

Osha loves her sister. They're siblings, and they fight; Mae wants them to be the same, twins forever, and Osha wants to do her own thing, be different. But they were raised together, know each other too well for anything but love or hate to grow. Or both.

And Osha loves her sister.

But then her sister was gone. Gone in a fire, that killed their entire family; gone after threatening to kill Osha, after their last, perhaps worst, (perhaps not), fight.

And Osha was brought to become a Jedi.

She'd wanted to be a Jedi. That's what their fight had been about; that's what drove Mae to start the fire, led to their family's deaths. And Osha was told it was Mae's fault, and blamed her: if only Mae hadn't started that fire. If only Mae hadn't been so angry, so awful. If only Osha hadn't driven her to it. If only she'd just agreed to stay.

Osha blames Mae, because otherwise, who else would she blame but herself?

Osha loves Mae, and hates her, and blames her. And then she comes to the Jedi.

The Jedi don't practice hate. They don't cling to love. They feel it, cherish it, and let it go, let it pass through them. They don't let it hound their thoughts, guide their actions, lest their emotions lead them astray.

And Osha wanted so much to be a Jedi.

But to do that, she had to let go of her hate. Let go of the blame. Let go of her last ties to Mae and her family, even as they curdle and fester.

Let go of her attachments.

No wonder she left the Jedi. No wonder she struggles so hard, aims for Mae when the Master is right there, sticks around when he offers her something else. She's been clinging to her hate of Mae for so long, her hate that's become indistinguishable from her love, so she doesn't have to look at herself. Look at what happened. Let her family go.

I don't think Osha is to blame for her family's death. I doubt Mae is, either; even if she started the fire, she didn't intend for what happened next. I don't think we have the full story.

But I don't think Osha does either. Or Mae. Or, possible, even the Jedi.

They're all still trapped there, in the fire on Brendok, one way or another. Mae with her revenge, the Jedi with their shame, Osha with her guilt, and fear, and anger.

None of them have been able to let go.

[penroseparticle]

Wow turns out I no longer have patience for weepy, hand wringing songs about drug use when the drug is like, weed.

If your song isn't about kpops and points you no longer get to be weepy about drugs I think!!!

[beyourselfchulanmaria]

Aoraki /Mt.cook, NZ. 🏔 they went to that way Mueller hut, My daughter went hiking with her colleagues. She told me the journey took 1 hour. 🤩😚💖

so my sweet daughter also reporting to me lol 😆 😅 😂 I'm a so happy mom today. I seem take a traveling and two children together in different countries just with internet of technology & imagiations do well. hahaha not bad! 🤣✌

[ofthesamewhole]

Mount’ns

[woeismywaffle]

Cliffjumper, Hound and Mirage settle down in some remote part of rebuilt Cybertron and live the cottagecore dream post-war

[moonstandardtime]

writing the isat botw au and its. a little revealing. that i just know the entirety of the great plateau by heart.

[vulturereyy]

Hello!

I saw that you would be happy to talk about Chivalry a bit, so I was wondering what your favourite part of it has been so far? Whether it be your favourite scene, a little detail that makes something come together, or a certain interaction that was particularly fun to write!

I really enjoy this fic, and I will say that you have single-handily made me (and probably the entire Elegies server) Hegemol fans! I got to give it a reread soon - I love the set-up and twist in Chapter 6, and all of the details that you add that really breaths life into the setting.

(Also, getting back to writing after hiatuses can be rough at first, but you got this thing! Just take your time - we'll always be excited for the Best Beetle Boy :) )

Thank you as always for the asks Tigerlily!! I'm sorry this one took so long to answer.

So far out of what's posted, I think chapter 6 with the dream sequence is my favorite thus far. It was very very fun to write, and I love diving into the more metaphysical sensory details. I've got so many more scenes in my head that won't happen until much later in the fic, and among those are some I can't wait to get to haha-- but for now, the fucked up dream sequence with Lurien (wink) is my favorite.

I also enjoyed writing the bath scene right before it but I had to edit it like 3 times because for some reason I initially wrote it EXTREMELY homoerotic like. More homoerotic than when I write actual sex scenes. Fellas is it gay to wash the grave dirt off of a previously dead knight??? (Yes)

[pride-of-storm]

i wanna bake for my family while i visit but oh man i am not enjoying adapting recipes for high altitude baking

[mewharley]

dont go to the bottom of your likes

you will get stuck there for HOURS

[amythehobbit]

Part 2 of the tour!

[horrorwebs]

I MADE MORE FRIENDS . !!

[nomaishuttle]

emoji annoyed

[nellfy-in-thestarhut]

So I kinda made this to hold all of my treasures and trinkets. I wont be reblogging anything here, it's just me doing my own little thing. My kinda personal little thoughts, thingys and joys that I don't really want to put on my busy main blog. It's just my little place off of the internet highway for when I get too tired of maintaining the reblog walls of my hut. Also, this post acts as a tag master list any and all tags will appear here.

My main: @winggy-wanggy-doobledoo

My baby boys blog:

@dusty-fat-boy

Edit: This is also where I answer things from my AO3. You can find me there at DaBeeKnee_1

[maid-of-the-golden-deer]

if i say "buying something you need from ross/tjmaxx/mashalls is like adopting a pet from a kill shelter" would u all know what i mean

[yeasty-boy]

Missed the arora today because I was with a friend, but I cannot bring myself to regret it, because although there was that glow falling down from the sky, I doubt it would compare to the glow in her eyes as she laughed